#sneep feel betrayed

[severusish]

i love how snape said “you have been raising him like a pig for slaughter.” my brother in christ, dumbledore literally raised you for slaughter, why in the fresh hell are you surprised —

[thesnapewecandreamof]

Petals are Bitter

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I honestly never thought I’d reach this number. I’m slowly running out of ideas but this is one I just can’t let go. Cliches exist for a reason after all. Anyway, I hope you people like this! Let’s all love the Sneep with all his flaws!

- After the disaster where he was hung upside-down in the air and humiliated, after his attempts at apologies were rejected, after exchanging hexes and curses with Potter and Black, after all that, Severus thought nothing could get worse.

- Before they left Hogwarts, he developed a cough that would just not go away. He ignored it when he returned home. What he couldn’t ignore was the petals in his hands after a horrible coughing fit.

- He dismissed it as some prank or after-effect of a curse sent to him courtesy of the Marauders. But it didn’t go away. 

-During the holiday he got to thinking.

- He thought of the friendship he and Lily had that was ruined with a single word. He felt angry, confused, betrayed, because all it took was one word for her to leave him.  The burst of pink and red flowers in his hands made him angrier.

- He thought of how naive he was, thinking that Hogwarts would be a place where he could finally be someone else, someone better, someone who is finally good for something. He shook his head and if he could get a time-turner, he’d smack his younger self himself just to the foolish boy wouldn’t expect Hogwarts to protect him. Such is the stupidity and folly of youth. He could have sworn he saw these flowers in Mrs Evans’ garden and how she worries about them during winter.

- The flowers he coughs out changes depending on what he is feeling but he hasn’t been able to go to the library to check their meanings yet. He’s not sure if he want to know to be honest but the potential to tweak this spell is a constant itch in his mind.

- He runs into Lily in their- the park. It was just the park now. There was a coldness in her eyes that seemed artificial to him. Lily was never cold. She was hot-tempered, warm, and giving light to all those around her. But she was cold to him now, and it was his fault. It was always his fault. Despite all the self-loathing he has inside him, he can’t stop the feeling of betrayal in his chest as he ran away as fast as he could, coughing red petals away and wanting nothing more than to be her friend again.

- The coughing was getting worse. And he decided to just try his almost non-existent luck and he left a note for her in her house to meet him at the park that day. He waited from early dawn until it was sunset. She almost didn’t show and his coughing was already worsening. When she did show, he wanted to be angry but he just felt grateful that she didn’t burn his note the moment she saw it.

- They sat beside each other on the swing like they always did but Lily faced the setting sun while Severus watched as their shadows grew longer and longer. They talked and Severus questioned why Potter and Black got a pass for all what they did. If a slytherin was to do half the things they did, the poor snake would already be back on the train home that very night.

- Lily questioned his choices in his friends, how blood purity is so important to those of pure blood status in slytherin, how they think muggleborns such as her was beneath them. Severus was a half-blood, did he hate his muggle side so much that he’d side with those willing to kill his lesser half?

- They got to talk about that day. How Severus saw her smiling and wanted to hurt her as much as she hurt him. How he was sorry. How sorry wasn’t really enough.

- That night Severus got to thinking. He remembered how the slytherins were okay when they were in the common room, similar to how Lily defended the perfect four.

- Mulciber can hardly pass astronomy, Avery could talk every one in circles with herbology, Rosier needed help with Potions but was great at Transfiguration. Regulus Black did a great impersonation of his brother and Carrow did an eerily accurate McGonagall. Those people wouldn’t last a week as Death Eaters. Surely they didn’t seem like murderers. Surely Severus didn’t look like a murderer.

- Except Lily said that were on their way already.

- It wasn’t the last of their little meetings. They always met at sunset and they always faced different directions, never really looking at each other, almost like having a confession in church. Except it didn’t have forgiveness at the end. Not yet.

- They discussed many things, from house politics, to blood prejudice, to school bullying, to back then, back to simpler times. 

- According to Lily, Petunia helped her. Petunia was wondering where he was and if he was finally killed by the bullies he kept on moaning about at their house. Lily did not take it well and Petunia set her straight. Severus was horrified and for the first time in their talks, they laughed together.

-She asked him the extent of the bullying because heaven knows he kept many things from her. He slowly shared a few pieces, just a few, because after everything, he trusted the good in Lily. He trusted that she would not use it against him.

- She confessed about thinking that she wasn’t really a good friend to him lately. How she always jumped to conclusions, how being with him was sometimes like a chore. And it hurt to hear it so open like that but Severus appreciated the truth. He confessed that during one of their minor fights, the slytherins seemed warmer to him and retreated back to their indifference once they made up. 

- They tried to understand each other’s sides. Their talks continued. But then the coughs were getting worse and Lily almost saw the petals falling from his hands. He was quick to run away.

- The morning he saw flecks of blood on the petals, he was sure it wasn’t a timed curse. Potter and Black did not have the cunning to use such a deceiving curse. They were like fireworks, destructive, loud, and always for an audience.

- They can’t afford a trip to St. Mungo’s so Severus made a  point to visit the local library sometime soon. Muggle legends and folktales were often tied to wizarding history. There has to be something connected to what he is suffering.

- They were close to coming to an understanding. Lily was getting worried at the coughs Severus suffers from. She finally cracked and stood from her seat as Severus was having a horrible coughing fit. She crouched in front of him, asking him if he was alright. He paled visibly and she was alarmed at what she saw.

- Severus stared at his hand before raising his terrified eyes at her. This was the flower he would never forget the meaning of. 

- There were lilies in his hands. They were splattered with his blood.

Note beneath the cut:

Alright. I have been obsessed with this concept for months now! Frankly, the lack of work concerning Severus and the Hanahaki disease is a crime! I just want a cliche of angst! I have a draft for the fic based on this already but capturing young Snape and Lily’s personalities is haard. I have emotions, why can’t I describe them properly!?!? Also, I’m trying a slightly naive but cynical Sev, it’s not working well.

I’m just writing it for the funzies and I’m not sure if it would see the light of day anytime soon. I was planning on multiple parts with multiple flowers representing different things but I’m lazy so I’m currently stuck. Also, not really saying what the flowers mean here seemed a bit better.

 I do have a list of flowers to do but we’ll see once I gather the will to go on. Hope you liked it though.

[eternal-silvertongued-prince]

Thank you @insomniacaesthetic and @monster-energies for the tag. I feel like I'm betraying our Sneep with this one 😩. I write Loki fic on my other account so I have a bunch of photos saved just before I read this post 🥲

oh good lord 😦

(thanks for the tag @jar-jar-ate ! 😂)

pspspspsps @federfleisch @transgayhoffman @stumacher-theghostface @inbred-trashbile @backyardbats​ @sweet-little-thing​ @quinnmoon77​

[magic-marvin-protection-patrol]

*sees another sneep tumblr* *feels betrayed cus my tumblr bout the docs (sneep and iplier)isnt ready yet* BUT THATS OKAY BECAUSE TIME FOR HC! Marvin hates salty caramel. Not because of the taste but because when he was making magic shows to kids on their bday, even tho he still does, the only thing that he was able to eat all day was left overs of salty caramel candy that the kids didnt ate. But some parents were kind enough to give him sandwishes.

AAAAAAA I WANNA SEE WHEN IT'S DONE :O!!!!✨✨✨✨I LIKE THIS!!!!I ALSO LIKE THIS BECAUSE I REALLY DESPISE CARAMEL AND SWEET AND SALTY FOOD LIKE NO THANKS

[punk-rock-pixie]

Fucking, all the tender asks, boi

Fresh milk - What is your age?

Probably like 4?

Teeth - What is your gender identity?

I’m a boi

Honey - Do you have a nickname?

Several. One lately has been Sexy Thang

Breast - Do you get along with your mother?

Somewhat

Angelhood - What is one of your favorite memories?

Meeting @crankgameplays He is so wonderful!

Tranquil - Who do you laugh the most with?

My sister @vilarps

Adieu - Who do you dread saying goodbye to the most?

Two of my closest friends who graduated and are going away for college.

Wax - Can you keep a secret?

Very well

Tinderbox - What do you cherish most?

Probably my cats and my friends

Paper - What is your favorite novel?

I don’t know that I have one

Box office - What is your favorite film?

Book of Life!

Stage - Do you have a talent?

Guitar and Singing

Tiger - What is your bravest moment?

I think approaching Ethan when I saw him. Part of me was absolutely terrified and I almost didn’t move but then I was like, running to catch up to him.

Treasure - What is your brightest characteristic?

I guess my ability to get along with people?

Morale - Is your castle made of glass or stone?

I have a castle????

Wolf - Do you have an inner monster?

Yes. His name is Sneep. He’s a little bitch.

Seven - Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Sloth, Wrath, Envy, or Pride?

That I have? Currently probably envy and sloth lmao

Trick - White lie or deceit?

White lie. Deceit usually means you might’ve done it to actually betray them,

Illusion - Do you have a secret?

I have many

Heart - Are you in love?

I think so

Mary - Are you a virgin?

Yes. Unless we’re talking Rocky Horror Picture Show

Bedroom - How would you define your sexual orientation?

Greysexual

Pink - Panties, bloomers, or lingerie?

Boxers?

Rope - Do you have a fetish?

Communication and a healthy stable relationship. 

Tobacco - Do you smoke? 

Nope

Wine - Do you drink? 

Nope

Whisky - Do you drink alone or socially?

I don’t drink duder.

Poison - Do you have an addiction?

To video games and music.

Taboo - Do you have any tattoos?

No, but I want some

Metal - Do you have any piercings?

Yeh. Just my ears

Stitches - What kind of clothing do you wear?

Usually jeans, some tank top or band shirt and an outter shirt

Eau de toilette - What is you favorite scent?

Lavender

Murmur - How do you deal with drama?

I try to think it through or I back away.

Hiccup - What makes you nervous?

Confrontation

Gazelle - Do you participate in the arts?

Very much so

Anomaly - What do you find unique about yourself?

I’m very in touch with my emotions. I know how I’m feeling a lotta the time.

Cedar - What is your favorite season?

Fall- my birthday, halloween, and PUMPKIN EVERYTHING

Balm - Who was the last person you kissed?

One of my friends.