#smickles' shit

[mcrizzystardust]

me and @fairylittlebitch

my partner doesn’t use pet names nearly as much as i do, which is very funny because i will crack my gay little knuckles and say some shit like “good morning my sun and moon, my loveliest boy, my baby my sweetheart my darling dearest” and he will reply “hello adrian”

[mcrizzystardust]

im key!

i use it/it's pronouns. i have audhd and bpd, along with some other shit like depression and pots.

i reblog a lot, and i like to write up a lil shitpost or two every so often

fandoms/etc, dni list, other shit under the keep reading

FREE PALESTINE. FREE THE CONGO. FREE YEMEN. FREE SUDAN. END THE GENOCIDES. LAND BACK, EVERYWHERE ACROSS THE WORLD.

my blog is very political. didnt mean for it to be, i just have a very strong sense of justice and cant stop talking about it. if you disgree with me, block me. if youre interested in learning and being informed, contact me (no discourse!!! i wont waste my time justifying my beliefs, but i will give you grace if you genuinely want to educate yourself.)

that being said! if i messed up and said something wrong, please tell me. like if i fucked up the wording and actually said something shitty or like if i just dont fully understand, i would love for you to drop me an ask or a dm. i love learning, i love growing and bettering myself

ask box is open! i love reading and answering them, leave whatever you want whenever you want

dm's are also open. you can text me about any of my fandoms or interests, about the music i like, if you have any questions, and if you want to be moots

fandoms/interests/sp.ins:

this is so old and is in desperate need of an update LOL

david bowie

my chemical romance

slimecicle

over the garden wall

community

marauders (esp jegulus/wolfstar)

calico critters

cats/dogs/cute pets

pinterest

minecraft

the owl house

halloween

nirvana

punk culture

stars/constellations

five nights at freddys

arcane

red white and royal blue

rocky horror picture show

fleabag

i wish you all the best (by mason deaver)

shadow and bone/six of crows

heathers (the movie, not the musical)

my music taste

david bowie

my chemical romance

hozier

nirvana

t.rex

oingo boingo

against me!

queen

the rolling stones

dazey and the scouts

siouxsie and the banshees

ramones

the tragically hip

korn

no doubt

car seat headrest

modern baseball

sinéad o'connor

the clash

pierce the veil

the strokes

fleetwood mac

cage the elephant

gorillaz

depeche mode

she wants revenge

smashing pumpkins

weezer

my most recent playlist, and some socials

dni: rad fems, terfs, if you have "men dni" on your acc, swifties, dream stans, zionists, proshippers, if you just generally have a shitty mood and treat others poorly, people under 15, specifically nsfw/p0rn blogs, discourse, msi fans, zionist apologists (for noah schnapp, taika waititi, jack black, etc), if you use slurs that are not yours to reclaim, celebrity stan culture in general (aka ignoring the flaws and fucking shitty actions of your faves, holding celebrities to a higher level than other people)

originally posted Dec 27th, 2023

edits - Jan 9th, 2024

major edits - April 18th, 2024

[mcrizzystardust]

yes absolutely!!

my mushum was a singer, he was really talented. he never wrote his own songs, but he would do covers with his guitar. he was really popular in our sk groups/indigenous groups.

he died back in 2015. most of his songs/singing was never recorded, nothing on spotify/etc. he did release a cd, i just got my cd back after it was held hostage by my biomother. he also has 3 songs on youtube

im a chronic spotify listener, always have been. started putting together a playlist of songs he would sing, but by the original artists. first time i hit shuffle, was incredibly disappointed. imo he was a better singer than any of the ogs, his voice was so rich and full and he sang from his toes.

he never learned how to read sheet music, he would learn songs by ear.

people would hire him to sing at events and places, he would sing at funerals, he would sing at parties, everywhere.

this is one of my favourite songs of his, he actually won a talent contest by singing this and one of the prizes was he got a cameo in that old show bonanza. prairie fire was originally sung by marty robbins, but manz cant come close to mushums talent.

tl;dr! my mushum is the best singer and all of his covers were unbeatable

[mcrizzystardust]

when i was in the psych ward a few years ago, there were print out sudoku pages in the common room. i played so much goddamn sudoku - i deadass started hallucinating(??? idk but it was wack) sudoku 💀😭. like i would look around and i could see mostly normally, but there was a sudoku board always there, that id always be looking at. respectfully op, take care of yourself, dont make my mistakes 🫡

I’ve been playing so much sudoku. You have no idea how much sudoku I’m playing. Every time I close my eyes I see the grid. I’m making moves in my sleep. 179432568. 653897124. 824516937. 915683742. 246175893. 387249615. 561724389. 498351276. 732968451. This morning before I was fully awake I was playing sudoku in my head. I rise with the dawn. I’m a warrior of numbers. You’re nothing to me.

[mcrizzystardust]

passive aggressively teasingly sending this to my boyfriend (whos into the movies)

this is NOT a safe space for harry potter fans

[mcrizzystardust]

😭

[mcrizzystardust]

merry clitoris!

Merry crimis

merry crisis

Merry Chrysler

Happy Halloween!!!

[mcrizzystardust]

hiii :))!

name: key! you can also call me smickles if you'd like :)

pronouns: it/its/he/him, im transmasc

number of siblings: i have one little sister! we're almost a decade apart, and live in different households hours apart from each other, though. i get to see her every few months, and sometimes we text, she's so energetic and can be quite annoying but i love her with my entire heart <3

number of pets: none :( although i did used to have a cat, named binkibadoodles 🫶

fandoms: fnaf, mcr, vox machina, tlou, toh, community, jackass, david bowie, spn, sab/soc, arcane, rwrb, fleabag, marauders, rhps, otgw, rez dogs, etc! :)

fave colour: i dont really have one :P

fave song: right now, "come on eileen" by the dexy midnight runners, although it changes very quickly

fave author: @solmussa because they wrote "only the brave" (on ao3) and i will forever worship the very ground they stand upon.

hobbies: drawing! watching tv, rotting in bed :P

fave fic type: rn i am utterly obsessed with regulus black centric time travel fics 🙏

fave holiday: samhain <3333

partner/s: i have a wonderful ld boyfriend!! we've been together for over a year now :)) im also desperately still in love with my ex and we're talking, but taking it very slow and easy so we dont make the same mistakes and dont self destruct again

fun facts: uhhhh, let's see! im mlm/achillean/kinda t4t and asexual(??💀) and polyam, im a socialist, i adore david bowie, mcr, misfits and nirvana, im punk (/grunge/goth/too lazy to have an aesthetic) and love diy'ing shit, im audhd, have bpd and pots, am in/working on mental health recovery, im in college working on my diploma/ged after dropping out of highschool, im indigenous, and a satanist :)

no pressure tags ✨❤️

@fairylittlebitch @coffeeforkai @junebuggyyyy @lemonastrial (and @solmussa if you see this and are interested :])

I got bored so here's a little get-to-know-you tag game I think could be fun :3

Name(s)

Pronouns

Star sign

# of siblings & fun facts about them (if you have any)

# of pets & their names

Fandoms

Favorite color

Favorite song

Favorite author (of anything readable-- books, fanfics, zines, webtoons, whatever!)

Hobbies

Favorite fic type

Favorite holiday

Do you have any partner(s)? (romantic, qpp, anything!)

Fun facts about you / anything extra you wanna share!

────────

Name(s): Loki (highly preferred), Elye

Pronouns : they/them mostly, he/she okay too

Star sign: Pisces

# of siblings: I've got 2! An older sister and a younger sibling. The fun fact about them is that they're also both queer; in fact, my mom is too. The only non-queer person in my immediate family is my dad.

# of pets: 4 cats! Phoebe & Frankie are our girls, Lenny and Murray are our boys :3

Fandoms: MCU (kind of), BSD, OFMD, Ranboo (does his fanbase count as a fandom?)

Fav. color: Don't have one

Fav. song: Aurora Borealis by Lemon Demon

Fav. author: Alice Oseman

Hobbies: singing, acting, drawing, writing, procrastinating

Fav. fic type: Fluff, definitely. I am a sucker for well written coffee-shop and flower-shop aus, too. Smut's fine, but only if it's romantic. I can't do angst if there's no comfort.

Fav. Holiday: Hanukkah or Halloween! I love autumn and winter

Partners?: Yes! I have a girlfriend (queerplatonic) who I love very much, and a boyfriend (romantic) who I love very much :]

Fun facts:

- Even though I'm a cat person, I really, really want a dog.

- I actually used to play sports. Because I don't do gendered leagues anymore, I don't play, but I've been looking for mixed/gender-neutral/queer sports teams. Baseball and basketball specifically!

- I started questioning my identity in 2019; I'm no closer to finding a label now than I was then. The difference is, now I don't want a label. I just am. :]

tags: @neonganymede @cha0ticlesbian @x-chiara @exceleo @brinnybee @autistic-katara @gandalfthemorallygrey @ohboyanotherlokiblog @roachandrenfri @ourflagmeanslokius @exceleo @edettethegreat @swiftlyspidey

[mcrizzystardust]

bringing this back on my page!

presenting! the newer, better, updated version, my music taste today (22/12/23)

(i picked all new songs except for the Z's 😭 that shits rare)

Marigold - Nirvana

Cannons - Siouxsie and the Banshees

Rock 'n' Roll High School - Ramones

I'm Low On Gas And You Need A Jacket - Pierce The Veil

Zero - The Smashing Pumpkins

Ziggy Stardust - David Bowie

You Shook Me All Night Long - AC/DC

Sliver - Nirvana

The Thrash Particle - Modern Baseball

Aneurysm - Nirvana

Rock 'n' Roll Suicide - David Bowie

Dead Leaves and the Dirty Ground - The White Stripes

Unknown / Nth - Hozier

Shrike - Hozier

Today I Saw The Whole World - Pierce The Veil

random tags, no pressure <3

@junebuggyyyy @aaron-hamiltion @fairylittlebitch @coffeeforkai @thewoundedfallenangel @busybussinbee

Tag game: URL song

“Spell your url with song titles and then tag as many people as there are letters.”

Prev thread got too long so I'm starting a new one. Thanks for the tag @frogayyyy !

Mountains O' Things (Tracy Chapman)

Angeles (Elliott Smith)

Regulars (Allie X)

Last Night I Had The Strangest Dream (Ed McCurdy)

Independence Day (Elliott Smith)

Neon Sisters (Thomas Dolby)

Sea, Swallow Me (Cocteau Twins)

Pissing In A River (Patti Smith)

Insomniatic (Aly and Aj)

Rosie (Joan Armtrading)

Killer Queen (Queen)

Happy (Mitski)

Anyone But Me (Joy Crookes)

Leave A Tender Moment Alone (Billy Joel)

Lyin' Eyes (Eagles)

No pressure tags: @blue-jello-queen @herenya-writes @convenient-plot-device @jimkirkachu @hurt-spock @renthebarbarian @ellisper @systemadministratorclu @redshiftsinger @joybates @beauty-grace-outer-space @detectivehole @gayspock @ifdragonscouldtalk @transxfiles @soft-and-certain and also, open tag to anyone who wants to do it!

[mcrizzystardust]

id also like to take a minute to remember my friends and everyone who didnt make it through 2023 - whether they took their own life or had it taken from them. to remember the 320 trans people killed in 2023 (as of november, not counting those who were in the closet), to remember all those killed in school sh00tings, those who were taken by domestic v1olence, who were taken by covid/illnesses.

also making damn sure to remember the 30,000 palest1n1ans who have been murder3d in cold blood. we will keep fighting, we will not forget. palest1ne will be free, from the r¡ver to the sea.

so proud of all my friends, so proud of everyone i know for getting thru the year. yall are boss bitches and i love you for it, you keep fighting even when shit gets tough and im here to lyk i see it and im so so so so proud 🫶

big big big platonic smooch on your forehead (only if youd like!!)

[mcrizzystardust]

just saw this and thought it was cute :)

tagging @fairylittlebitch and @aaron-hamiltion but no pressure, and anyone else who sees this

@s0lit4ir3 @doofydoofuz @bluestonebliss @torifuckingspring @5ducksinatrenchcoat + anyone else who wants to join :)

[mcrizzystardust]

fun fact, yesterday at co op with char and @lemonastrial, ez momentarily forgot the word 'friendship' and said 'platonic polycule' instead :)

my partner doesn’t use pet names nearly as much as i do, which is very funny because i will crack my gay little knuckles and say some shit like “good morning my sun and moon, my loveliest boy, my baby my sweetheart my darling dearest” and he will reply “hello adrian”

[mcrizzystardust]

all cool! me neither 😭

i love mangle also because of their lore, like, akbdksbjd!/$;!:& to be loved is to be changed 💔🫶

sister location is scarier than fnaf4 imo 😭 like cheezus christ on a cracker, wtf is going on 😱 like at least in fnaf4, like it followed the pattern of what the fnaf games were like, yk, you checked everywhere and you had to use your flashlight and all that. but sister location is COMPLETELY different and i never know whats going to happen next and i am 👀😰 i think markiplier finds it scarier as well, because hes been getting jump scared a lot more :) i love watching him scream and freak out, both because it makes me feel better about getting scared and just because hes fucking hilarious

i had no idea you could play fnaf on calculators but that is such icon behaviour and is also giving "if it has a screen, ao3 can be seen" vibes 🤭

I DIDNT KNOW CALICO CRITTERS COULD HAVE THUMBS!!/&;!&/!2&

i grew up in poverty so i never had any critters as a kid :P.

WHAT I DID HAVE THO-

motherfucking shopkins.

deadass i had like 500 😭 it gave me so much street cred in grade 5 like u have no idea. i have no clue how it took 14 years for me to get an autism diagnosis because i would literally sit. alone. in my room. for hours. standing up all my little shopkins, organizing them by groups and just looking at them and loving them. im pretty sure my little sister still has them somewhere!

(although i did keep one for myself - this little taco guy with a mustache and i love him sm.)

YOURE FORGIVEN!!!

omfg i want to cosplay them so bad akbfksb.

months ago i had like, grey/silver hair and i hate myself for not cosplaying the collector during that time :(

PFFFT THAT REMINDS ME - i dye my hair new colours every month/two months or so, and my last dye job was to make my whole head purple, and i got called "purple guy" by my friends for a solid 3 days 😭

hi key!! i see we have several mutual special interests so i Must Know your favorites!

1. who is your favorite fnaf animatronic (mine’s glamrock chica and the puppet!)

2. do you have a favorite calico critters family (gosh those are so nostalgic for me)

and most importantly

3. who is the best owl house character and why is it hunter

hi bee!!! (omg i just now realized our names rhyme)

okay so, bear with me here. i never got into fnaf as a kid, but after the fnaf movie came out apparently everyone i knew was like "omgggg!!!!" and made me feel like i missed out on a cultural phenomenon. so i bought the first game (and i suck at it 😭), and ive been watching markiplier play through it so i know what to expect and to calm my paranoia etc :). im up to sister location, and shit is getting WILD. i know like, the basics of the lore and what happens but GAWDDAMN. anyways! in what ive seen so far, id have to say either foxy, mangle, or circus baby. yes, yes, shes evil, but a girlboss gotta girlboss /j 😭 (no but fr, i just love her backstory and like her character development and kabfjabdj!!)

i dont actually really know many of the families, but the marshmellow mice and the reindeer twins are so cute!!!!! i have two sets of families, i have the maple cats and the persian cats. my fave calico critters of all time are on instagram, @/emocritters!!! its this person who diys critters to look like various members of my chemical romance from their various eras :)))) theyre SO goddamn cute. @fairylittlebitch said he'd get me one once he has enough money and i am forever worshipping his existence, kissing the ground he stands upon, giving him a big fat (platonic and consensual) smooch.

OMG I LOVE HUNTER. hes so KFNKDBDJFH!!2&(!:$)3&3)4.

okay but also hear me out...... the collector. theyre so.

i just. i need to give him a hug. i need to be his friend. i want to comfort them. im !!/$;$&3@2@/'

[mcrizzystardust]

you know damn well im clueless 🫶 mwahs

I love you my sweet hubby <3

bro who 😭 are you?

[mcrizzystardust]

mangle is just so mr potato head coded and i lpve that for them 🤭

THAT HEADCANON IS SO FUCKING CUTE. thats so real of u

im trying to convince my audhd brain to watch matpat but have not yet succeeded 😭 wish me luck 🫡

that reminds me of this story!!!

back before i dropped out of highschool, the hs i went to had this kid who was notorious for wearing the same pokemon merch every single day. everyone called him pokemon kid, he was an icon. no one really knew much about him, he didnt really have many close friends, so he was a mystery to everyone. all my memories from around this time are fuzzy around the edges for reasons we wont get into 😭 , and for some reason one day i was spending lunch hour in the library with him. he had a usb stick with games on it, and somehow hacked the school computers to be able to play undertale- which 😭 icon behaviour, it was so real of him (i never got into undertale- but it was still iconic). we ended up being friends after that :) i still think about him sometimes, hope hes doing alright

THATS SO MEAN WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT TO US :(( thumbs supremacy 🥺

bro i love making clothes!!! it doesnt always have to be sewing, ill send you some tips and tricks :)

eda is actually such a milf (and im not even attracted to women) already, but HARPY EDA? bowing down. worshipping. clawing at the bars of my enclosure.

i havent had my natural hair colour in years 😭 quarantine early 2020 was when i finally convinced my mom to let me fully dye my hair, and ive just kept going since then :P ive had so many colours - in order i think theres been: red, orange, red, a buzzcut around this time so actually it was natural for a bit :P, blue, red (for months and months this time around), then i bleached it for the first time! wont get into details, but it didnt go well. at all. and i was in the hospital (not for the bleached hair 😭) so it was a disaster trying to wash it out and take care of it, so it ended up being like, orange? like ginger 😭. then after i got out of the hospital i dyed it blue, then it was purple, and then after that purple faded out there was a few months of it just being shit- like it wasnt my natural colour, all the previous colours and the purple kinda just shat out and my hair looked gross around that time :P around that time is also when i tried to dye my hair one side pink and the other side blue, but i didnt bleach or anything beforehand so it didnt show up like at all. then i got another buzz cut so it was natural for a month or so, then i bleached it (PROPERLY this time 😭) and was blonde, then i tried to dye it green- istfg the box said GREEN. but it came out like, blue, turquoise? 😭 so. that was around for awhile before i bleached my hair and went blonde again, then it was a hot pink, which i let fade until it was a softer tone, then i dyed it red (this was around halloween 2022, when i was going to go as red-haired gerard way to the halloween party!), and let that fade out as well. then i accidentally cut my hair really really short after a break up 😭 and it looked like shit for a few weeks. i tried to put purple on top, but i didnt bleach beforehand so it didnt really show up and all shat together. but then i bleached my hair, shittily (but on purpose this time), so my hair was short and my roots were blonde but the tips were like pink? ish? and it looked really cool :) it gave me a lot of dysphoria tho, so i dyed it black a few weeks later. i ended up moving out of the place i was staying and moving in with my kokom about a month after that, so i was really busy and like just 😭 not okay for a few months, especially because of some events that had transpired, so my black just faded out and for a long while, like a few months, it was just this weird purple? blue? kinda black, not really? green?? it was weird 😭 then around easter, thats when i bleached my hair again then immediately went silver! i tried to dye it black again, but kokom wouldnt let me because she said black is too boring of a colour LMFKDBSJ. then i did green around late may, then i did red around late june, but i didnt bleach it i just put it on top of the green so it turned out this really hot dark red 🤭 i loved it, i kept it around for a long time. around late september, i finally rebleached my hair and put the rest of the red that i had in my hair, but it was so much lighter that time around. it faded, but i redyed it red around halloween using the little i had left because i was going as lock from nightmare before xmas :) then i forget when, but i dyed it purple/blue awhile ago and thats what ive had since then :P god, that was a mental exercise trying to remember everything 😭

unfortunately, my biomother went thru hair school, so she was always the one to cut my hair and do shit :( i remember the first time i ever went to a proper hair stylist was around earlyish 2019, when my biomom was getting married and didnt wanna have to cut my hair herself. i always dye my hair myself, but every once in a blue moon ill go to a hair salon to get it cut. i prefer doing it myself, even though im very bad at it. gives it character :)

hi key!! i see we have several mutual special interests so i Must Know your favorites!

1. who is your favorite fnaf animatronic (mine’s glamrock chica and the puppet!)

2. do you have a favorite calico critters family (gosh those are so nostalgic for me)

and most importantly

3. who is the best owl house character and why is it hunter

hi bee!!! (omg i just now realized our names rhyme)

okay so, bear with me here. i never got into fnaf as a kid, but after the fnaf movie came out apparently everyone i knew was like "omgggg!!!!" and made me feel like i missed out on a cultural phenomenon. so i bought the first game (and i suck at it 😭), and ive been watching markiplier play through it so i know what to expect and to calm my paranoia etc :). im up to sister location, and shit is getting WILD. i know like, the basics of the lore and what happens but GAWDDAMN. anyways! in what ive seen so far, id have to say either foxy, mangle, or circus baby. yes, yes, shes evil, but a girlboss gotta girlboss /j 😭 (no but fr, i just love her backstory and like her character development and kabfjabdj!!)

i dont actually really know many of the families, but the marshmellow mice and the reindeer twins are so cute!!!!! i have two sets of families, i have the maple cats and the persian cats. my fave calico critters of all time are on instagram, @/emocritters!!! its this person who diys critters to look like various members of my chemical romance from their various eras :)))) theyre SO goddamn cute. @fairylittlebitch said he'd get me one once he has enough money and i am forever worshipping his existence, kissing the ground he stands upon, giving him a big fat (platonic and consensual) smooch.

OMG I LOVE HUNTER. hes so KFNKDBDJFH!!2&(!:$)3&3)4.

okay but also hear me out...... the collector. theyre so.

i just. i need to give him a hug. i need to be his friend. i want to comfort them. im !!/$;$&3@2@/'