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Help, what are they doing 😭
#sliding right into my heart#helluva boss#art#hazbin hotel#alastor#angel dust#lucifer#hazbin hotel adam#husk#sir pentious
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three superheroes, anpanman! for @sopekooks ♡
cr. jung-koook
#btsgif#dailybts#btsedit#bts#bangtan#sopekook#hobi#yoongi#jungkook#usersky#usersan#usermaggie#userkelli#tuserandi#raplineuser#*jk#*yg#*hs#*gifs#tw flashing#happy birthday my darling crystal!#can you believe that another year passed already? it's crazy#I hope you have an amaaaaaazing day today#that you're being showered with all the love#that you laugh a lot and eat great food and that people tell and show you how wonderful you are#thank you for being here with me for another year. I'm just. SO very fond of you my angel#even when we don't talk much I hope you know how much I adore you and that I'm always rooting for you#you're my longest bts tumblr mutual that is still here and I love you so much#(this clip was supposed to be in last year's set already but I didn't have the file yet back then! so here it is now!#they're sliding right into your heart <3 jungkook's smile makes my heart melt :(((( )
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i just spent the last like hour going through all the lights out au stuff and im OBSESSED rn PLEASE
i'm not sure how to help you! enjoy the brainrot
#oh oh actually would you like a tidbit#a cute little Idea i had the other day perhaps!#so i had this thought of wally seeing how Down howdy is#poor man is sliding into that understim Depression yk yk. also regular depression bc life sucks for them atm#and wally remembers Oh! he found stickers a while back#so he spends some time searching for them and finds a mostly unused sheet#he unpeels a smiley face and sticks it right on howdy's nose#howdy: ??? what was that#wally - showing him a sticker sheet: we arent good at making you laugh... but you still deserve a smile#wally: you can take it off if you want#howdy - in tears: no its great im keeping it forever#rambles from the bog#wh lights out au#and then frank is sarcastically like wheres MY sticker#wally takes him seriously and gives him a butterfly right on his cheek#and then poppy gets some lil hearts on her beak#frank howdy and poppy each choose a sticker and put all three on wally#a peace sign on the back of his hand... a rainbow under his missing eye... a star on his forearm...#its a little sticker party! it cheers them all up! whenever one of them looks more unhappy then normal#BOOP have a sticker! until they run out... but they try to make the fun last#they save a couple of stickers for everyone else when they wake up#bc at this point they have hope that everyone Will! eventually...#anyway yall might see little shapes on the neighbors when i draw this au going forward#please know that they are The Stickers!
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Just thinking about Mandos knee sliding in the S3 finale 🥵🥵😍😍
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musing in the tags about the view two years out from my hysterectomy and the shifting nature of neuropathy. i asked my PT for recommendations/resources pertaining to pain science and that's been a very helpful lenses to have. i'm still not back to normal, will never be unmarked by this experience or return to my pre-op self, but my baseline has been gradually increasing over the last few months, and it feels good to look back on the last two years and say "i have no idea how i managed to function while living with that, but i did!"
#meatsuit renno#chronic blogging#ctxt#at first post-hysto pain was a deep burning ache#and eventually that lessened on my left side and settled in for the long haul on the right#after a couple weeks it had started to feel like a small carnivorous creature scrabbling and gnawing at the inside of my abdomen#nestled into the hollow of my pelvis and reaching up with its raking claws#about 6 months in and the creature still chewed occasionally but had shrunk to the size of a tennis ball under my right incision site#it clamped its jaws down and went to sleep and i perpetually felt like someone had pinched a fold of my insides with a large binder clip#this constant awful twisting tug every time i moved that kept me from straightening up or breathing fully#this is about a year into recovery and my original surgeon has blown off my requests for follow-up treatment three times now#i carried on as best i could. fatigue and brainfog getting worse & worse as the pain wore on unrelentingly#about a year and a half into recovery it worsened again. searing lancing pain like i'd been impaled on a piece of white hot rebar#couldn't hardly move. couldn't think straight. couldn't sleep#finally checked myself into urgent care & then the ER just to try to get someone anyone to take me seriously and help me#finally got a referral to a new surgeon who immediately pinned it as extreme neuropathy#started gabapentin end of december last year and the relief was immediately#i never thought i would welcome the gritted teeth vice grip of my little feral pain creature#but when i felt the molten spike slide out to be replaced once more by its worrying jaws#the intermittent spark and fizzle of that pinching squirming pain was a dramatic improvement#then i started PT in march and slowly so slowly the creature's hungry grip is loosening#it still clamps down occasionally. maybe once every week or two i'll have a day when i just accept#that there will be a horrible little creature chewing on my right side from the inside#but nowadays with the gabapentin doing as much as it can and an exercise routine i must stick to religiously to supplement PT#the pain is more of a little pearl of dark matter shifting around under my skin#it's incredibly dense. the heart of a black hole of disabling agony. all that white hot fury condensed into a slick heavy marble#as i recover some of my strength and energy i can feel my body coating it in nacreous layers to minimize its influence#my hysterectomy was 2 years and 4 days ago today and i feel like i can finally finally say i'm beginning to truly heal#i suspect i'll always carry this pearl in my side like shrapnel. product of damaged nerve tissue that went untreated for far too long#i wish my original surgeon had been more competent more attentive less lazy & indifferent to my pain. but i still don't have any regrets.
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not in a good mood rn..... god give me the strength to not cry in front of the director when we chat privately
#.txt#i do not like one of the actors. partly just right now and partly in general.#they cannot learn their lines he paraphrases fucking everything#also very chatty when we're trying to focus the cast#and said some stupid shit last night about how my asm was the real stage manager in his heart which The Production Stage Manager#does not like to hear.#it was late and sort of related to a bit i don't think it was malicious but i don't have the energy to take it charitably#also they made a seventy slide forty-five minute presentation for powerpoint night and god knows how much time that was#that they could have spent actually. you know. learning their lines.#and they are friends with my asm who kind of sucks...#hes better than the last one i had who sucks. but still#not going into that one rn so i don't make myself more annoyed but let it be known he is chronically late bad at being on book and misses#his cues#but i gotta train this kid in because i am graduating and there aren't enough sms to take up the mantly#mantle#which probably means i have to bring him onto the musical too :/ i want to have fun!#long story short it is past my bedtime i am overworked and this is my blog so enjoy <3#AND i found out i didn't get a part in a short film by hearing cast members chattering excitedly about their emails getting parts#which ok i am an adult i can deal but sucks to hear that way
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quevedo do you know you have thirty minutes??? yeahhh thirty minutes!!!!
#LAST TIME.#he broke my heart bc he fooled all his fans into thinking he would drop the tema del verano#7/7 i’ll always remember you#anyway he posted today with the caption#bnmode#meaning buenas noches mode and the fourth slide in the post was a sign that said completo#to me this means the albums almost done#or it is done#(i have low hopes)#this means so much to me#december 7 is his birthday he wouldn’t wait that long right….#i say 10/7 he drops album#if not i swear to god 😭😭😭 why is he playing around#pedro luis dominguez quevedo do you know my happiness depends on you and the other pedro (gonzalez lopez)??? bc you should#anyways that was a lot#quevedo
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Talking to Selwyn has helped me narrow down how I want Telanthera to be, actually, so I’m putting it here as well (which gives me a chance to refine the wording a bit, and that’s also nice!)
Telanthera is the sort of person who always gives off the impression that she knows exactly what she’s doing, coming across as almost slightly smug or self-satisfied a lot of the time. This is because she has learned this is the best way not to be questioned on things, and she definitely has the intelligence to back up this quietly confident demeanour if someone does decide to try and throw her off - which, more often than not, just leaves them feeling like the fool. If she is uncertain about something, she’ll often be actively working to gather what information she needs on the fly, such as by picking up on cues from other people talking around her in a social situation and wording things very precisely to gain the most information in a way that sounds carefree. In circumstances where she can actually let her unfamiliarity with something show, it comes across more as curiosity than hesitancy, especially if it’s someone else (like one of the twins) kindly introducing something to her without making her seem unworldly or out of the loop for not knowing about it beforehand.
Additionally, the more ridiculously expensive something is, the more likely she is to be dismissive of it, unless it actually has good reason to be that expensive (such as a clearly-sentimental and lovingly-crafted item made using a delicate and fascinating construction method, as opposed to something gaudy with ten thousand gemstones shoved onto it purely for the sake of inflating the price). It’s the sort of attitude that just completely baffles a lot of the richer nobles, but I’d like to think it’s a trait that makes her much more likeable to those who don’t entirely centre their lives around money.
I hope that this makes sense!
#heart of the void#selfshipping#self-inserts#self‑insert: scourge of royalty (telanthera)#her ability to get through situations on the fly is derived from my own experience with lectures#we’re supposed to watch the lecture videos before coming to the in-person sessions and answering questions there#but I have not had time to watch any of the videos this semester and yet I still get most of the questions right#because I’m able to scan through the slides and figure out where to find what I need to use to answer the question#I feel like I’m bragging and that’s definitely not the aim but at the same time I think it’s important to celebrate your abilities#so this is me doing that#telanthera is supposed to be the sort of person you can have an intelligent and laughter-filled conversation with#and then smile and walk away from without realising that for all the gossip you shared you found out absolutely nothing about her
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very nice people in comments/bookmarks responding to me being insane in the author's comments of my fics: i hope op is doing well UwU
op: <3 hours of sleep, refreshing the EHR to see if the guy she coded for 30 minutes last night is still alive, just ate half a pint of icecream, going back to work in 4 hours and somehow still writhing in guilt for not putting out a fanfic chapter in >1 month
#he did live. i'm. very surprised#i think the issue is that that automatic CPR device kept sliding to his right so we were not getting adequate cardiac contact#because when we switched back to manual compressions around min 20 we started getting monomorphic VT and a shockable rhythm#got pulses back pretty soon after. and he's relatively neurologically intact.#it was a little weird because he is a cardiogenic shock pt who has no further treatment options and i was literally about to call it#i'm just curious because i think it was a cardiac event. of some sort. in-stent thrombosis maybe? but he's already s/p PCIx3#he had a PE earlier in the hospitalization but it was teeny tiny and his RV looked ok-ish on echo#certainly not bad enough to be in 4-pressor shock#maybe just good old VF/VT due to severe heart failure and myocardial injury resulting in ischemia to the electrical system#anna you might say#you literally complain EVERY TIME you're on night shift.#you know you're like... voluntarily doing this to yourself right?#....... :(#what is my life if not constant self-flagellation?#ok i'm gonna go lay down will keep you updated with what the dude's cath shows
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hi guys I've got.kills omeone disease
#ooooh I'm gonna getcha!!!! ooohh!!!!!!#I have a big exam tomorrow that I haven't revised for at all#I have 20 hours of Spanishthat I haven't even started#I have an entire english essay that I'm not even halfway through#and I've got 15 slides of art due last thursday ^_^#uhhh ummmmm guys I think I might have autism and adhd. but idk I seem fine. I'm proply just making it up look I'm doing fine#<- actively getting kkilled#I WANT TO DO THE TASKS SO BAD MAN SO BAD SO BAD#GOD. GOD. FUCK. OK!!! HAHA .. THE#listen to my gibberish boy#watch this *gets heart palpitations* yeah. that's right. fuck you
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I have had the nicest people commenting on all my old bioshock fics recently and it is just so heartwarming and affirming like thank you and ily ily ily, I’m just feeling the love 😭💛🥰
#fun fact I kept trying to add an emoji to this post to properly convey my appreciative emotion#😭😭 <- this guy and a signature yella heart#but it kept rendering half the text of my post invisible and uninteractable#so just know that this app is a well formed product#you never cease dissapointing my tumblr#keep it sleazy#but anyway yes I’m filled with gratitude and whatnot#what’s up with this bioshock interest it’s gonna make me pick up the game again 🙊🙊#fully considered rereading the novel which like as a lover of bill mcdonagh that is nice but man oh man is it a trash bit of writing#one day I will bite John Shirley’s nose off in retribution#but also I was looking at the bioshock two art book (which yes I also own literally who else is it made for if not Me#bioshock 2’s biggest supporter/stan) and manzo did it make me wanna write about the middling days of rapture#the descent into splicerhood is an aspect I find super appealing#and like all of those early signs#bc plasmids didn’t immediately morph people into splicers it had to have been a gradual thing#and the time right after plasmids were put on the market and people#began to use them and began to see the slow mental and physical decline#that has so much writing potential#the slow slide into it#maybe it’s a fic about jasmine or Anna or some of those fort frolic people and we watch our narrator start to lose control over certain#thoughts or actions#or they wake up with a boil#I’m just saying it could be hella interesting and I’m thinking about writing bioshock fanfic again but don’t quote me on that#I’d need to reach out to the old ‘shock crew again#Dana and Molly know I love you always#okay that’s enough sap for one post back to blithely reposting bullshit like once a week#(but seriously talk to me about the initial onset of splicer symptoms#the societal shift at that time is so tense and juicy!#i love you minutia lol)#barefoot raps the news
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which yakuza dude do you think has the most deranged fangirls
yall gotta stop askin questions we know the answer to
#snap chats#‘fangirl’ isnt a good word to use cause i dont even really see fans that identify as women#like. now that i think of it i genuinely cant think of the last rgg fan i saw that identified as a girl aside from my bestie#so ig majima fans 😔#LMAO JKJK but am i.#i will just be talking about fans in general tho cause i cant think of the last time i saw a girl say she likes rgg#see thats hard to gauge see the main text was a fuckin lie cause /i/ dont even know#in my heart i should say majima fans since thats usually the answer but like#like the most ive seen from them is them ragging on LaD8 before it even came out because yokoyama said majima wasnt gonna have a huge role#aside from that i dont see much..#kiryu fans scare me#i dont see em a lot but when i do they scare me#and then i dont have to talk about daigo fans right. ive done that enough.#aoki fans are second place but thats more affectionate#cause the most ‘deranged’ things they do is go into cartoonish detail bout how they wanna beat aoki with a rubber mallet#and thats really funny but by definition a lil deranged but also hilarious and fine so im letting it slide#in review i guess i would have to say daigo fans but like.#thats like being like ‘whats your favorite fruit’ and the only fruit you have access to is bananas or somethinf#like of course ill say the one i see the most of so my opinion isnt really concrete ig?#but yeah. just from what ive seen ig#edit: i just remembered nishiki fans existed and theyre strangling daigo for the number-one spot
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yena!!!! this is the same anon who sent you cute glasses shua!! we have an update!!! I am devastated!!!!!????!??😭😭😭🥹🥹
https://x.com/joshuaarchive/status/1736579374336577796?s=46
[joshu link]
GOOD MORNING I'M ??!!!!!!!!!!???????? HE'S SOOOOOO GORGEOUS OH MY GOD I HAVE NEVER WANTED HIM SO BAD BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
#shakes cries slides down the wall helplessly#glasses shua........#no but he just 😭😭😭😭#i cant explain it but it just tugs on my heart in just the right way 😭😭😭😭😭😭#thanku v ery much for this glasses shua anon <//////3#fairyhaos.answers#N O BUT first we get guitar playing shua AND FHEN#guitar playing shua in gLASSEs ??????!!!!!#why is rvery litttle thing he does just so attractive oh lord#glasses shua anon <3
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don't text i am thinking about how much Eden loved og Squad Levi, how they became family. they are among the few who have seen her smile, heard her laugh. among the few who have truly made it into her heart. oh i am so sick. she lost a piece of her heart, of herself when she lost them. truly.
#ooc.#I AM DEVASTATED.#my response to gwyn really made me Emo#even just seeing the way eden opens up to petra#when they barely knew each other#that squad managed to sneak their way right into her heart!#I Wish We Had More Time.#shakes cries#slides down the wall
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Normally I don’t like baby being used as a pet name but Rio DEFINITELY would call Beth baby you’re so right about that
I think you do a great job writing dialogue for Rio. Accurate without being too cringe or trying too hard
That is so nice! You have no idea how much I value when someone thinks my characterization comes across believable for either Beth or Rio. Fics that nail the characters really speak to me so it is an enormous honor to hear that you find the dialogue believable and not forced.
Rio has the added challenge of being Rio. Like, I know how to talk like a middle aged, middle class white lady that Beth is. 😂 I will admit, I do struggle with Rio because his dialogue is so particular in canon and I also try to always be mindful of the language I personally choose to represent him, being a middle class white lady myself. And I do sometime re-read parts and just 😬😬😬🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️ at my choices for him and wish I would have done it differently.
All that is meant to say THANK YOU! I love his “baby” the first time I had him slip up and say it. And I really love the way he grew into the use of it as a loving pet name as their relationship developed throughout Rough Night. I am absolutely over the moon that you think it works for him in that context! I do love his canonic “hey mama” and probably should use that more in my writing. But there is just something about the softness of a “baby” rolling out of his mouth in reference to Beth. I always picture him using it with that face he had in his “I’m gonna teach you�� moment. He calls lots of women “mama.” But “baby” is reserved for “his” woman.
#my Brio heart#🥰#baby#does anyone remember the “Hey Ma” song from like 15 years ago?#because I hear it every time he says “oh come on ma it’s too good”#Hey ma (wassup?)#Let's slide (all right)#and we gon' get it on tonight#that’s how that scene should have ended 😆#good girls nbc#brio#beth x rio#rough night#ao3 fanfic#fic writing#asks#do you not like baby because only toxic couples call each other babe?#like Michael Scott and Jan#😂
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ranking episodes of this show is so hard. i just finished axe and grind on my rewatch so this is where im at
#olivia’s corner#the crazy thing is that plan and execution and point and shoot and waterworks#are gonna slide right into my top 5#and i don’t want to see Rebecca and fifi and chicanery and wiedersehen go 🥺🥺🥺🥺#like this eps are my babies#every episode is#like sometimes in my heart quite a ride is my favorite episode#but i am also a wiedersehen girlie#but a wexler v goodman lady at my core#none of those words are in the bible
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