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camping-with-monsters · 11 months ago

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As a PokePark kid, the Synchro Machine will be my everything. I cannot believe that it’s gonna be a real thing. You mean that I’m actually going to be able to live out my dream and play as a Pokémon once again. Is it true you mean every Pokémon. Tell me it’s true. You mean to tell me I can be Golurk. You mean to tell me I can be Sunflora. You mean to tell me I can be anything. Is it true that you can use any Pokémon.

Oh my god. When mom told me I could be anything… I didn’t know it meant I could become God. I’m putting Arceus in the Synchro Machine and playing God. Nothing can stop me.

#sleep deprived thiughts #the kiwi speaks #to be fair I don’t actually know if it’s going to be limited or not #if it is like. that’ll be just a little bummer but like #like I said. I was a PokePark kid. i won’t be upset if I can only be the Pika Clones or the starters #but I do really wanna try other Pokémon too #like flying around as some Pokémon or swimming…#this is gonna be it. this is gonna be my everything #I’ve made jokes about random things that will make me die happy #I’m so serious thought like #this is my dream come true #this is my everything #this is the very thing that will truly allow me to die happy /SRS #sorry for two posts in a row this is a follow up to my last post #okay I’m going nini now #Pokémon #Pokémon Indigo Disk #Indigo Disk #pokémon scarlet and violet #Pokémon Scarlet #Pokémon violet #Pokémon scarvio

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 1 year ago

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IF I DISAPPEAR OFF THE FACE OF TUMBLR IN A FEW HOURS AND DON'T RETURN THIS EVENING SLASH NIGHT ASSUME I HAVE FIED DIED THIS FEELS LIKE A VERY TEAL POSSIBILITY RIGHT NOW

#MY HANDS ARE SHAKING AND I SAW LIKE FOUR DOTS JUST SEIM AROUND MY VIDION #YES I DID SLEEP ONLY FIVE HOURS AND THEN DRINK AN ENTIRE CAN OF MONSTER TO SOMEHOW STAY AWAKE #IN MY DEFENSE OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE SLEPT THROUGH THE LAST FRENCH LESSON BEFORE THE EXAM #BUT ALSO EVERY EINGLE VAD EFFECTNOF CAFFEINE HAS HIT ME I AM SHAKY AND ZHERE IS A FLUTTERING BALL OF ANCIETY IN MY CHEST #I HAVE REGREST #REGRETS #I ALSO STKLL HAVE TO PRACTICEE A SONG WITH ANOTHER GAL WHICH EELL PLAY IN FRONT OF KIKE EVERYONE #AND FOR SOME REAON I THIUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO GO TO THAT ONE THEATRE ADAPTSTION AT OUR SCHOOL THIS EVENING #THERE IS SO MUCH HAPPENING #I AM STRESS AND SLEEP DEPRIVATION AND ANXIETY AND MOST OF THOSE IS BC OF CAFFEINE #THIS WAS A BAD IDEA #IG ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO FLUSH CSFFEINE OUT OD YOUR SYSTEM FAST ID APPPREAFIATE IT #BEFORE I VIBRATE INTO A SIXTH DIMENSIO INSGESD OF SLEEPING BEFORE THE EXAM #ANYWAY AS I SAID I HOPE I DONT DIE #HEART TOO FAST FEELS LIKE A REAL OPTION RN LMAO #SORRY OF THALL THE FAPSLOCK #FOR ALL THE CAPSLOCK #THIS IS FINE #a biscuit's rambles

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questioning-august · 9 months ago

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Imspent thirty bucks on posters and now I'm mad cause ethe really big one ingot is SMALL. it's fine I just wisjed it was bigger cause it would look better 😔

#im not mad or anything i js thiught i put 11inx12in #the struggles #imhave to savw up now cause i really wanna get smth so eyah #the hyper fixating goes crazy for me #also started a daily doodle challenge amd today was easy for my tired self :3 #it was boobers lolz #hoping i get wilbur and error staring at each other cause that is my favorite prompt i came up with 🙏🙏#ok byes #z #sleep deprived who?

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kuruk · 2 months ago

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I've been feeling airless again so often lately this is like the worst bout ever.. there's no blood or bones in my limbs rn it's so cold and weak in there. I slept 21/24 hours in one day earlier this month (and then went back to sleep 3 hours later after all of that for another 8.5 hours) and I could barely get up this morning even though yesterday I slept through the whole day for 12 hours, woke up around 9:30pm, and then went back to bed like 5 hours later for another 6 or 7 hours. not nearly as bad as earlier this month km looking at my planner shocked rn that I got 21 hours of sleep snd then went back to bed for over 8 hours after being awake only 3 hours help. I would be asleep rn if it weren't for the vyvanse I took earlier whuch I've only taken adderall/vyvanse 5 times this month which is like my usual average and I like don't think that's why and I still get plenty of sleep on those days lately and haven't been deprived at all soyeah.. I had a bad nightmare last night that exotic pet owners infested our house with their assortment of zoo animals and there was a bear (who turned out to be a shape shifting butler who mauled someone for this sick game he was helping trap us in...) and a lion (girl lion) who was outside in the backyard while someone let my dog out and I thiught she died but she lived and the lion didn't eat her even a little. so that was quite an intense and stressful dream but I actually haven't been having many nightmares lately when I used to get them daily like they actually went away after I moved out of my dad's house isn't that crazy so I guess I really did have dreams about hiding and running from a killer because he made me run and hide from him even though he was only the killer in like 5% of my dreams isnr it crazy how the mind works. but yeah I'm super tired and sleepy and weak these days I've been trying to walk more since it gives me energy to walk for a couple hours but a lot of days I'm too tired even for that becsuse I just don't wake up so yeah ..

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dashiellqvverty · 5 years ago

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hearing girl crush for the first time

and alternatively, hearing the harry styles version for the first time

#does this make sense? i thiught it up when i was very sleep deprived at work #they play country music a lot so i hear the original version p often #it was gonna be just about the original song but harrys cover really does evoke the opposite feeling #its still going on main #r.txt

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kermiekermie · 3 years ago

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woooahah bad thiughts

#everyday i get closer to actually self harming 👎#the thiughts!!! dont go away!!!!#ya know.#like. my anxiety meds do nothing but make me sleep deprived and unable to cry #i act more stable ehen im on them #but not having a way to deal eith anxiety just makes my intrusive thoughts worse #ive had like. suicidal thoughts for years now #but ive never actually hurt myself #but its getting hard to deal woth #sometiems i feel like scratching myself til i bleed #or just banding my head against my wall #but i dont because *anxiety*#but ofc when im on ANXIETY meds thats not really. an issue #so when im on them i have less restraint #im less. careful #like at this point id do it if i wouldnt get put a mental hospital #that just aint sound too fun #i hate hospitals bc trauma (long. long story)#my anxiety meds feel like torture basically #my intrusive thiughts get worse and i cant sleep #but i have no eay of dealing with that bc when im on the meds i cant make myself cry or let out emotion p much #its bad #but when i say smthing abt that my mom goes *but you ACT more stable!!!*#like yeah bitch i cant express emotions properly 🧍‍♂️#but uh #yeha im having suicidal thoughts 🕺#suicide tw #vent #dont rb #haha dont read this pleade <3

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ijzermansdriesen · 4 years ago

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Please I can't believe this is a non dominant hand drawing!!!ヽ(｡◕o◕｡)ﾉ. (๑♡⌓♡๑).... This is So cute ಥ‿ಥ

Thank you so muchh, Ana 🌸 :') !!! I love it so !🤍🤍

Hello! I was thinking of these🤍

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🍀I wish you art was more. That's it lol🥰. I love to see it.🤍

Hey Millie!! 💞 Thank you sm for asking <3

🎼 Your favorite music to draw to right now?

While I was drawing Sander I was listening to "hoodies" by Jayxander 😌✨

🙌 Draw a doodle with your non-dominant hand

a tiny sander 💕

🍀 You wish your art was more..(fill in the blank)

hmm... I wish my art was more like the way I picture the ideas in by brain akahshsshsh

#also like jbdbs #my sleep deprived ass interpreted the 🍀 ask differently i thiught I was supposed to tell #i wish Your art was more ___#and i i said i wish your arr was MORE #as in wish we could have more of your art jflsks #my eyes aaahh🤦‍♀️#😩#thisbis so cool btw and love it🌟#art #sander #ana🍀#<<to remember how i messed up

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inkleaf-cafe · 3 years ago

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Took a lot longer than I thiught it would-

But basically

Sleep deprived big shot spam and also swatch

Oh my gosh they're BUDDIES.

Pals..

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06-archive · 4 years ago

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im writing down hlvrai hcs into my sketched book i might clean them up tomorrow since im sleep deprived and then ill post them because i have thiughts sometimes!

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h0m0less · 5 years ago

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Like i was trying to get sleep finally but for liek an hour i thiught the scenario in my head were a criminal organization was trying to kill me was real. I cant say 100% i am safe, but i think i was just sleep deprived and i was imagini n it

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