#sleep deprived thiughts

[campingwithmonsters]

As a PokePark kid, the Synchro Machine will be my everything. I cannot believe that it’s gonna be a real thing. You mean that I’m actually going to be able to live out my dream and play as a Pokémon once again. Is it true you mean every Pokémon. Tell me it’s true. You mean to tell me I can be Golurk. You mean to tell me I can be Sunflora. You mean to tell me I can be anything. Is it true that you can use any Pokémon.

Oh my god. When mom told me I could be anything… I didn’t know it meant I could become God. I’m putting Arceus in the Synchro Machine and playing God. Nothing can stop me.

[questioning-august]

Imspent thirty bucks on posters and now I'm mad cause ethe really big one ingot is SMALL. it's fine I just wisjed it was bigger cause it would look better 😔

[cheesymellow]

OH GOSH. EPISODE 7 IS A QUACKING ROLLERCOASTER BRO. IM SPEECHLESS OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GO-

Anyways down below are my thoughts about ep 7. +proving my predictions

SPOILERS FOR EP 7 OF BEAST YEAST!! ⬇️+just pure disbelief

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OH MY GOSH. IM NOT DELULU ITS REAL ITS REAL ITS RE-

alright so.. that was.. a lot.

ANYWAYS HERSSMMY BINGO LETS FREAKING GOO IM SO HAPPY MY DELUSIONS ARE TRUE

OKAY SO.. FIRST OF ALL:

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1: “Fortune teller cookie tricks the trio & reveals himself as PV.”

I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW SHOCKED I WAS?? I DOUBTED THE CARD COOKIE BEING HIM. BUT NEVERMIND YALL WERE CORRECT-

OH. MY. GOSH. I SCREAMED OF SHOCK. LIKE, WAIT WHAT. WHO WERE THEY SPEAKING TO EARLIER THEN IN THE CABIN? SHADOW MILK??

Anyways

2: “PV FALLS DOWN THE SPIRE AND EITHER CORRUPTS OR AWAKENS” (its corrupt)

IM FREAKING COUNTING THIS CUTSCENE IM COUNTING IT. I-I CALLED IT LETS FREAKING GO-

SEE @nyephur I WASENT DELULU (my bestie) HAHAHAHAAHAHAH

3: CORRUPTED PURE VANILLA

I FELL OF MY CHAIR WHEN I SAW THAT CUTSCENE. OH MY FREAKING GOSH (it still hurts) YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I KEPT BANGING MY TABLE IN DISBELIEF LOLOLOL

OH. MY. GOSH. I- I WAS DOUBTING IT BUT NEVERMIND. NEVERMIND. NEVERMIND.

i regret wishing for it to be a reality this is too much i didnt think- i actually didnt think they’d go that far but oh my gosh. i- i THIS IS TOO MUCH TRAUMA

“It’s not a phase, Mom!”

hes sleep deprived 🙏🙏

I GASPED SO LOUD, EVEN IF I HAD A FEELING IT’D HAPPEN I WAS STILL SPEECHLESS.LIKE WAIT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHATWHATHUH WAIT I THIUGHT I WAS DELULU BUT NEVERMIND OH MY OH MY OH MY OH MY

oh. MY. GOSH.

IM STILL SPEECHLESS RIGHT NOW. i LOVE THE DESIGN THO

i have no doubt that hes probably awakening immediately in the next chapter 🙏

Although i cant really tell if hes possessed or corrupted, brainwashed? ITS SO CONFUSING AUGHHH

i also love the hair

4: pure vanilla goes *slightly* insane.. & snaps

I dont know what to feel about this

I dont think its slightly guys

he freaking snapped. i wish smilk didnt stop the dream and let him fight it all out

im gonna be honest tho he looks terrifying with those eyes.

5: Cliffhange-

this is self explanatory. I fell of my chair when i saw the “too be continued”

6: Christianity References

Safe to say theres a LOT. and smilk is def the lucifer of crk. (too lazy to add photos)

7: Mind Controlling

The trio was controlled to randomly get at pv.. counting that

and i cant tell if pv is possessed, mind controlled, or corrupted

its hella confusing, but give me at least 5 days to process everything then ill try making a theory/prediction for ep 8

Extra:

Link to my shadow milk theory >

Link to my pv spire prediction >

so this is why my friends call me insane

[kuruk]

I've been feeling airless again so often lately this is like the worst bout ever.. there's no blood or bones in my limbs rn it's so cold and weak in there. I slept 21/24 hours in one day earlier this month (and then went back to sleep 3 hours later after all of that for another 8.5 hours) and I could barely get up this morning even though yesterday I slept through the whole day for 12 hours, woke up around 9:30pm, and then went back to bed like 5 hours later for another 6 or 7 hours. not nearly as bad as earlier this month km looking at my planner shocked rn that I got 21 hours of sleep snd then went back to bed for over 8 hours after being awake only 3 hours help. I would be asleep rn if it weren't for the vyvanse I took earlier whuch I've only taken adderall/vyvanse 5 times this month which is like my usual average and I like don't think that's why and I still get plenty of sleep on those days lately and haven't been deprived at all soyeah.. I had a bad nightmare last night that exotic pet owners infested our house with their assortment of zoo animals and there was a bear (who turned out to be a shape shifting butler who mauled someone for this sick game he was helping trap us in...) and a lion (girl lion) who was outside in the backyard while someone let my dog out and I thiught she died but she lived and the lion didn't eat her even a little. so that was quite an intense and stressful dream but I actually haven't been having many nightmares lately when I used to get them daily like they actually went away after I moved out of my dad's house isn't that crazy so I guess I really did have dreams about hiding and running from a killer because he made me run and hide from him even though he was only the killer in like 5% of my dreams isnr it crazy how the mind works. but yeah I'm super tired and sleepy and weak these days I've been trying to walk more since it gives me energy to walk for a couple hours but a lot of days I'm too tired even for that becsuse I just don't wake up so yeah ..

[meowdei]

RIV. RIVER. LISTEN

I stayed up to read your mydei fic and I have so much to say. I will tell it to you all in the morning I swear on my momma🤞🏼 I’m about to pass out from sleep deprivation but I am gonna come back to tell you how insane you are.

THAT WAS SO GOOD TWIN

NFJAJDJD NO WORRIES BBIE PLEASE GET GOOD SLEEP AND REST WAHHH IM EXCITED TO HEAR YOUR THIUGHTS. THANK YOUUUUU FOR STAYING UP TO READ IT U ARE THE BEST I ADORE U ONE MILLION

[dashiellqvverty]

hearing girl crush for the first time

and alternatively, hearing the harry styles version for the first time

[ijzermansdriesen]

Please I can't believe this is a non dominant hand drawing!!!ヽ(｡◕o◕｡)ﾉ. (๑♡⌓♡๑).... This is So cute ಥ‿ಥ

Thank you so muchh, Ana 🌸 :') !!! I love it so !🤍🤍

Hello! I was thinking of these🤍

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🙌

🍀I wish you art was more. That's it lol🥰. I love to see it.🤍

Hey Millie!! 💞 Thank you sm for asking <3

🎼 Your favorite music to draw to right now?

While I was drawing Sander I was listening to "hoodies" by Jayxander 😌✨

🙌 Draw a doodle with your non-dominant hand

a tiny sander 💕

🍀 You wish your art was more..(fill in the blank)

hmm... I wish my art was more like the way I picture the ideas in by brain akahshsshsh

[light-of-knowledge]

Took a lot longer than I thiught it would-

But basically

Sleep deprived big shot spam and also swatch

Oh my gosh they're BUDDIES.

Pals..

[06-archive]

im writing down hlvrai hcs into my sketched book i might clean them up tomorrow since im sleep deprived and then ill post them because i have thiughts sometimes!

[h0m0less]

Like i was trying to get sleep finally but for liek an hour i thiught the scenario in my head were a criminal organization was trying to kill me was real. I cant say 100% i am safe, but i think i was just sleep deprived and i was imagini n it