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skunkes · 2 months

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#a doodley #okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even #though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium #summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year #(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al #now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met #so I can find my way back...retracing my steps #in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al #so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...#or sparse visions of em Sometimes #nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing #what do i draw without a love obsession.....#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do #i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity #so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon #maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery #(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)

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razzafrazzle · 4 months

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lil venus to start pride month..... wanna do more but i am Struggling atm!!! perhaps god is homophobic. to me specifically

[image description: a drawing of an original character named venus, who is a fat dark-skinned woman with freckles and brown and blonde dyed afro-puffs. she is wearing pink-tinted glasses, heart-shaped earrings, and a pink lacy cropped camisole. she is smiling and holding a trans flag behind herself. end id]

#im hopefully gonna get to go to the doctor for whats up w me soon #its been making it. real hard to draw often!#but i would like to thank everyone who has commissioned me recently #srry that its been taking a bit but its very nice to have the money since i may have to pay medical expenses soon #hopefully i dont need surgery but it is a possibility unfortunately #anyways. enough about me! venus time. my special girl #doc talks #my art #my characters

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pirateboy · 5 months

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anyways a good personal thing to share now: I got top surgery last week!!?!?!!! insane cos I went in to the hospital for a breast reduction and like. a few hours before the surgery the doctor without me saying anything said she could gimme top surgery instead. um yes pls so epic based???

#hasnt quite sunk in yet lmaoo but im sooo happy #^the reason i was gonna get a breast reduction was cos my mum is anti my being a trans so idk i guess she thought it would fix me #And i wouldn't have been able to get top surgery on my own finances for ages and i agreed cos it would be better than nothing #that went SO much better than expected omg #also rlly funny to me that i still dont have a gender dysphoria diagnosis or have been through any official medical channels at all #since ive been diying t as well #anyways still in the compression binder/drains/everything is so uncomfortable stage of healing #but soon... hot boy summer incoming or something idk #marchibald's #trans

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sweetvalentinescandy · 2 months

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trying to make some tweek designs just to like practice or somethin idk ell oh ell im not feeling very confident in my art anymore lowkey

big yap fest for each design under the cut !!

Barbarian Tweek

"ive never really thought of tweek as afab outside of TSOT, but i feel more comfortable drawing top surgery scars [than i do like.. nipples.] ive always seen tweek as trans, usually non conforming/non binary/androgynous in general, but ive never considered transmasculine. but i like the idea!

this is probably my least canon compliant design of this bunch. i feel like the fantasy of TSOT is just so ripe for headcanons. i NEVER draw sp characters with canon in mind really, probably the autism taking over or somethin, but i always at least age them up [more in the main tweek design]. for this design, i was thinking more of what tweek thought they looked like, if not the more au version of TSOT. like, The Thief by Wintergrew on ao3 kinds of non canon compliant. thats also most of the inspiration for basically every TSOT thing i do ever. i love that series (i did cry) (a lot)"

Tweek Tweak

"its the original guy lets have a round of applause honestly..., not my favorite time ive drawn bro. he looks so boring when hes just standing there. i always see tweek as non binary, just because i project on them a LOT.. like. i know that hes a guy and probably doesnt care [in canon], but i just headcanon like that i guess. i also age him up, along with every other sp character, to be around my age so like 14-17. i know thats controversial [and by "i know" i mean i saw someone on sp whisper pinterest say they hated it] but i just dont know how to write kids. theyre kinda boring. i can project more onto teens i guess. thats kinda all there is to say. sometimes i draw tweek with brown pants, but thats because i just like the earthy aesthetic [on them]"

Wonder Tweek

"this is the most canon compliant one. im just not that much of a TFBW guy honestly (which is sad because its the only source of not really canon twenny sigh) but i guess its also the source of some of the best creek. i am not a creek hater but sometimes its hard to fight the allegations when i start crying over them having a cute scene in a video game [not because im mad its because i miss being in a relationship] [frowney tumblr loser behavior] when i say this is the most canon compliant one, i mean it. this is SHORT HAIR TWEEK. [i usually draw tweek with like longer hair like 2021 wolfmullet hair and with the little twin sideburn things idk what theyre called, mostly because i didnt know how to draw short boy hair before getting into sp and thats just how i drew them instead but a year later i finally decided to just do it and thought it was okay for startin out] code red. sound the alarms. theres not a lot to say besides that. (can you tell i hit my peak with barbarian tweek.) [i ordered this by order of how i finished them and yes you can tell sigh]"

#south park #tweek tweak #barbarian tweek #wonder tweek #the stick of truth #sp tsot #tfbw #sp tfbw #brief mention of creek #im not interested in my hobbies very much anymore but its ok #ill probably get out of it soon i hope #ok so since this is probably gonna get buried... ive been.... watching hermitcraft.#im still super super super not a dsmp fan the last dsmp fan i thought was nice and cool was my ex and he was a whole can of worms #i dont dont dont dont dont like dsmp ever no #just knowing how many problematic people are in that series is just so ick i couldnt ever see past that shit #also its just not what i want in content besides that #but ive really taken a liking to hermitcraft and the life series and yeah its cringe but like.. idk its captivated me.#and ive.... been... drawing fanart #vine boom sound effect plays the room shakes the earth splits in half gasp sound effect “you need to LEAVE!!”#but im really disappointed because of the overlap of dsmp fans in the life series/hermitcraft fanbase #so its either i post hermitcraft fanart and risk the dsmp fans liking my stuff and interacting #which does remind me of my ex unfortunately sigh #or i just.. dont post hermitcraft fanart. sigh #i dont ever worry too much about who interacts bc i dont want to gatekeep my art #like dsmp fans have interacted before #but i just... dont want to associate myself personally with that fandom #i KNOW theres good dsmp fans but me personally if i was supporting that group i wouldnt be very proud of it either #just wanted to get that off my chest (TOP SURGERY JOKE)#tumblr tags are literally my diary bro oh my shit

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mandalhoerian · 1 year

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life update!

#shai.txt #got shipped off to the e.r AGAIN today. it’s been like two weeks since my last trip? 😭 man. 💀#shouldnt have eaten greasy food in eid hhrehhh my gallbladder peaced out #good news is im getting surgery finally! gonna get my bloodwork and xrays done tomorrow! doc said thursday but it could get postponed idk #so like. bit of a hiatus again🤡 i hope i’ll be able to come back soon without any problems. hope the surgery goes ok 😭#love you guys stay safe!

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uptonil · 8 months

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new single by the libs was so good musically that I didn't realise it was the "queen liz fucking died" song they had mentioned in some interviews and now I'm torn about it. like. don't get me wrong. I know the empire has always been part of their image and it's not that serious, I know they're not celebrating her or anything... it's just that as an outsider (and as an european person who gets literally bombarded with the latest news about the fucking english royal family cause our government uses that shit to distract us from real news) I don't understand what moves an artist to write about the royals if not to slag them off. I thought nick cave was a fucking loser for saying he cried when that old witch died and I'll think the same about every other artist. can't help it, sorry. *

*just a little note: nick cave is indeed a fucking loser for multiple reasons (don't make me list them). carl and pete could never be in the same category, even if i don't share their sentiment on this specific song. also i don't know if i need to specify this but when i call an artist a fucking loser it doesn't mean i don't like their music or them personally.

#i literally turned on the news last night and the first one was ''kate gets abdominal surgery''. and im not british. fuck them royal bitches #get well soon english people i hope one day y'all get to take a fat shit in Buckingham Palace since you pay the bills there anyway.

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guinevereslancelot · 3 months

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first blueberry of june! :0

#was looking at the bushes covered in green and slightly purple berries and saw a big blue one #its still a tiny bit purple so i will save it for tomorrow or even the next day tonhave on my birthday lol #but maybe not bc there's tons of birds that nest around the blueberry bushes #most years the birds get 90% of the berries as soon as they're ripe lol #anyway #june!!! i love you june!!!!#best month by far #and now the disgusting heat wave has broken its real june weather (mid 70 degrees) 😌#and its weekend finally #and my eye surgery is done and they didn't accidentally blind me w the brught lazer that hurt and seemed so bright #i was like surely these eye shields arent in properly im gonna go blind from retina damage during this procedure for my corneas 😭#which was a genuine risk #and since i had the shields i was essentially blinded during the procedure so i couldn't tell if i'd be able to see when they came off lol #i made it!!#and its a lovely weekend in june <3 #and there's cows outside #this has been a shitpost #personal #surgery 1 of 4 done!!!!

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leamiche · 4 months

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trying to take a picture of my paint by numbers but one of my cats knocked a bunch of stuff around while i was doing it 🥲

#i havent done one since i was a kid it was fun :)#also sad though bc my wrist hurt so bad from doing it and i like. highly doubt my injections worked #luckily im setting up further testing soon but i think i may have to get surgery soon 🥲#idk why im ranting about that on my paint by numbers tags but oh well lol #its hard to get an even coat when youre focusing on filling in the lines correctly. props to people who do huge ones omg

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jawd · 1 year

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getting discharged today hopefully. only stayed the extra night because my mom wants me to but more specifically i need to talk to the PA when he comes in at 6 am and beg him to prescribe me better pain meds for home bc atm the ones theyre wanting me to take with me are even WEAKER than what was being given for pre op, aka the the exact useless pain med that is too too too fucking weak and useless for my post op pain literally at all. like zero difference.

#if i magage to get that worked out im absolutely fucking telling them to discharge me as soon as possible #they was literally the most miserable thing ive had ro di in my life #and i just want to go home with strong enough pain shit #that i want have to be sobbing so bad from the pain which only ends up aggravating the full front of my neck #wont*#too msny typos #still can use my finger good yet and my over months long brain fog is still in me #and even since the surgery i cant sleep even 30 minutes at time from the pain even with the valium and ambien they give mw #like at this point just give me a actual pain med that willl work instead of just givin me shit to make me pass out #sorry if this is mostly incomprehensible esp in the tags. ive been running off absolutely no sleep rn jist pain

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rosicheeks · 2 years

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You've been so quiet lately, Princess. We love you and what you post be it a trickle or a tsunami. May you feel all the love and adoration we have for you when you read this and all the asks we send you.