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[ORV] happy Han Myungoh before I explore (my interpretation of) his trauma ^_^
[CONTENT WARNING: Body Horror / Gore underneath]
Han Myungoh had to save his daughter in exchange for her freedom and his humanity
Han Myungoh did try killing the baby before it was born, but he changed his mind later and gave birth to Han Dareum and loved her. SOURCE: Chapter 251: Episode 47 – Demon King Selection (5)
Still, it must've been scary living his entirely life as a straight cis man then suddenly being hit with the fear of pregnancy, having to experience what it's like to have a living being growing inside you. (Even if not physically, since: 1. The specifics never got told in the novel 2. Han Dareum is a curse 3. Han Myungoh himself said he "give birth from the heart.")
#orv#omniscient readers viewpoint#han myungoh#orv han myungoh#my drawing museum#daily thoughts of me projecting my chronical fear of rape-caused pregnancy unto Han Myungoh#I hate how his story keeps being downplayed and joked about simply because he's a man#because aahahahha funny m-preg guys am I right. ugh.#I know damn well if Han Myungoh was a woman her story wouldn't be the butt of a joke at all#it's not that I think people should shut up with their jokes. they can be funny! I mean. who sees a pregnant man everyday??#it's just the users who joke about him without actually getting to know him as a character that REALLY pisses me off ^_^#you're not joking about him. you're making a MOCKERY of him. there's a difference#he's my comfort character. Of course I'd feel indignant#but hey. to each our own I suppose. cheers
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Thinking of that time Silver ran away from home
#micas art#twst#twst fanart#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#lilia vanrouge#this is my psa for all of you who havent to go read silver's birthday boy vignette story 🫶#i like to think that lilia carried him on their way home#both bc he was coming down with a fever and to comfort him a bit. telling him he was silly for heading out in the dreadful weather without#even taking a coat with him (as if he didnt do the same when he ran out after him)#i might do a companion piece to this of lilia nursing silver back to health simply bc i really like this story. we'll see!
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023) behind the scenes
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#chen bowen#nat chen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#userspicy#uservid#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#they were told 'show your chemistry to the camera' and they just turned into chen yi and ai di.#this is so intimate i feel like im not allowed to look at it....and its SOOOO them....#it's giving post-canon tenderness to me. like....ai di being allowed to relax into chen yi and show him all his love in simple gentle ways#and chen yi accepting all of it and being glad and grateful that he simply has ai di in his arms#plus that little bit of possessiveness from both of them. the hand at chen yi's throat and the neck kiss#and chen yi holding ai di closer and smiling into it. letting ai di do what he wants to him as usual#the way its both 'i love you' and 'you're mine'#ITS ALL SOOOOO CONTENT AND FAMILIAR AND COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY AND FULL OF BELONGING#i really enjoy the bts bc you just watch them shift into their characters within half a second and back to themselves over and over#Thats not even nat and louis i swear to god they transformed. actors who act.#i miss giffing them often.....hopefully ill get back to that after my move....u would not believe how many adjustment layers these have
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"Your heart was in the right place. Don't blame your earnestness and efforts for their lack of understanding—the right people will appreciate your heart."
EDIT: i mention this in the tags already, but please don't copy my vent tags in your reblogs. thanks for understanding.
#fnaf eclipse#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#bright colours#self-insert#my OC Esther#nearly didn't colour this because i was really happy with the lines#but i'm glad i did#please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit#sigh i've been really feeling it lately#just very discouraged when my efforts to help are dismissed#i know i'm a people pleaser and i just want people to like me#but like#sometimes we just don't click#and it's not worth trying to work myself to the bone to convince people to give me a chance#and it's not fair to blame myself for the friendships that never came to be#they're on their own journey and i'm simply not a part of that journey#just as they are not a part of mine#and that's fine#it's easy to forget when we can connect with so many people online#that we have a limit to how many quality relationships we can realistically maintain#what does it matter if you have so many friends who “like” you#but have no one close enough for you to be open and honest with?#so i will save my heart for those who appreciate it#for friends who will celebrate with me as i celebrate their achievements#who i feel comfortable enough with sharing our troubles and sorrows and supporting each other through it#those are the friends who are worth my heart
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these are, he says, the kind of test results we see after a car crash.
#(knocks back a glass of coke like its a shot) i think i developed a personality disorder. anyway -#my art#comics#i have complicated feelings about the interconnection of my mental and physical health#but i am only sharing the parts i feel comfortable with sharing on my own terms. dont ask.#in the politest way. most people reading this simply do not know me enough to know any more than that#so interpret the art as you wish.#image id is in the alt text its always there if you call it undescribed im counting it as a microaggression because im the blind bitch here
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I 🩷 being a hairy femme
I 🩷 having hairy legs
I 🩷 having hairy armpits
I 🩷 confidence and beauty and embracing my body for what it is instead of conforming to the societal expectations of what feminity should look like
I LOVE YOU HAIRY FEMMES!!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!! MWWWAAAH 💋💋💋
#lesbian#lesbian blog#wlw blog#queer#dyke#lesbo#queer community#wlw#sappho#dykeposting#hyper feminine#femme lesbian#femme dyke#high femme#lesbianism#femme appreciation#hairy femme#I say this right now because my own mother tried to call me gross for having hairy armpits#I simply dismissed her by saying that I am comfortable enough in my own body to not feel a desire to shave my body hair 💕#I love embracing the parts of myself that are considered unacceptable by societal standards#wlw community#lgbt
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I apologize in advance for the person I'll become when I get to hear her sing Pumping Iron in high quality
#my art#fernart#stex#greaseball#this will probably be the last drawing for a hot minute but. oughghghh I simply must celebrate lesbianism#stex revival#stex london 2024#anyway. hello comfort zone it's nice to see you again
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my muse
#rui draw smth#ensemble stars#enstars#ensemble stars fanart#arashi narukami#i love her. very much#i have a lot of favorite characters. but little comfort characters#happy to announce arashi is one of my biggest comfort characters gfdsgfdsg#i never was deep in the enstars lore. she just makes me so happy with simply existing its insane HAHAH#lov u nacchan never stop being urself
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Barok the physically affectionate my beloved
#ace attorney#the great ace attorney#barok van zieks#albert harebrayne#benbaro#tgaa#dgs#my art#god I just…love Barok acting ways you wouldn’t expect. I love emotionally deprived Barok who doesn’t realize how much he missed genuine -#human interaction and love so he once he has someone who can give that to him he can’t stop himself from holding them in the most gentle yet#yearning way possible.#I want him to hold and be held#I want him to keep that stupid doomed look on his face but his heart be so filled with life and love and show it through his actions#I want Barok to be continue being the man he’s become but also the man he was. an equilibrium. a balance#I want this man to cave and give in to the horrors again but this time have people by his side. and for him to trust those people. let them-#help and comfort and support him. I want him to feel LOVED#we’re already told that Barok has a different side to him other then the ‘reaper’ and I want to see more of it#okay this started off bc I wanted to draw silly doodles of Barok carrying Albert but then I started thinking about Barok showing#physical affection and I WENT OFF THE WALLS#this is how I know BenBaro is a TOP TIER ship bc I simply love all interpretations. like the ones where either one or both of them don’t-#like physical touch and rather show their love with words/actions and show their appreciation simply by being IS SO GOOD!!!#they are just so good!!! the game shows just enough and not enough to were you can really be versatile with your interpretations and it work#also maybe I’m touch starved?
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midday zayne thoughts - 18+ minors dni pls🩷
hes the type of man to shave your pussy for you. of course this is only if you want to, he has no preference when it comes to that & just wants you to be comfortable. but im talking about when you want it, maybe you missed your wax appointment or just haven’t had time to shave lately & are feeling uncomfortable, maybe even waiting to be intimate with him again till you’re able to do something about it.
but he so easily coaxes you onto the bed where a warm bowl & all the supplies he needs to help you are waiting & he’s so sweet as he tucks a towel underneath your bum before he starts, adoring how flustered you are when spreading your legs for him like this despite the fact you’ve been intimate & similarly posed before.
of course his hands are nothing but skilled & tender as he touches you & he kisses your thigh when you mumble how embarrassing this is but he reassures you that it isn’t embarrassing at all, that it’s apart of his duty to care for you in every way & admits he quite likes this particular way.
& how could he not when he’s making you feel better, comfortable, confident, whichever it might be. it’s only a plus he’s getting to see your glistening pussy that grows wetter the more time passes even though he isn’t teasing you or touching your twitching clit. at least not yet.
#anywayssss#this was very tailored to me I’m sorry#I usually wax but it’s all for comfort I’m very sensitive to hair on my skin#but all of your faves ever & always do not have a preference okay#they want what you want & what you like for your body#there is no exception I simply won’t hear it!#there’s probably typos in here I’m sorry I’m at work writing this on my phone lmao#zayne love and deepspace#zayne#zayne x reader#🌙lunar.thirsts
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From the interview (published on October 29th, 2011) with the investigator on the case of the Academy maniacs, Evgeny Karchevsky: – Do their parents also consider them ordinary children, or do they take responsibility for raising serial killers? – Lytkin's mom certainly feels guilty: yes, she overlooked the guy, didn't restrict his contacts with Artyom, access to the computer, didn't ask where he was walking, what he was doing. Nikita, by the way, was baptized, went to the Orthodox Church as a child, attended services with his mother. She raised a child without a father, worked two jobs. Now Nikita's mother is Nikita's legal representative in the criminal process, participates in all investigative actions, signs protocols, since he committed all crimes except the last one when he wasn't yet 18 years old. So they see each other often. They communicate calmly. Sometimes mom brings Nikita home-cooked food. I allow it.

Nikita and his mom in the background.
– Artyom's mother behaves quite differently. Her relationship with her son is not working out. He says this himself in his testimony and even refuses to meet. Evgeny Karchevsky in the documentary (published on January 29th, 2013): – Anoufriev's mother is a complex person in her own right. Throughout the investigation, she constantly fought with me as an investigator and with the operatives, and she constantly wrote complaints to the staff that her son was innocent, that it was all a slander, that she had the perfect child.
#info#if anything this is NOT Artyom's mother on the 2nd pic. this lady was present during the investigative experiments#might be a lawyer but I'm not sure#about Nikita's mom... I'm about to peel the skin off my face. in a good sense#home-cooked food... bury me now. this is simply too cute 😭😭😭💔 THAT'S SO SWEET 😭 WAAAAAAAAAAAHHH#I'm crying... at least something comforting. like something from a past life#and about Artyom's mom: well it's nothing new. you know THE USUAL#academy maniacs#irkutsk molotochniki#nikita and artyom#nikita lytkin#artyom anoufriev#tcc nikita#tcc artyom#tc community#tcc fandom#tcc tumblr#tccblr#true cringe community#teeceecee#tee cee cee
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god i need to write more fics that at least tangentially get into gender. because i know that timkon are t4t in every fic i write but it doesnt always come up. and god knows its just me peddling my little rowboat alone in the t4t timkon waters. 😭 i gotta... i gotta keep kontributing... the trans tim and nonbinary kon tags, they need me...
#rimi talks#deeply unfortunate that the trans tim tag is full of bat/cest ships and also transphobia.#what about people (me) who want tim to simply be a trans guy who's simply a freak and it's not bc he's trans it's just his nature#and then theres the nb kon tag. which like all kon tags is populated by people who havent actually read konmics. sad#at least it's better in there than the trans tim tag but still. low bar#BUT HES LITERALLY KONBINARY.#theres a whole saga in my mind about kon's gender journey inspiring tim to actually stop holding onto --#-- the kinda rigid boxes of gender labels and ideas about presentation that he holds himself to bc of his dad's influence#like tim at age 30 is much more comfortable being gnc than tim at age 16#tim at age 16 would see tim at age 30 lounging around in a skirt and legwarmers and feel so betrayed#tim at age 30 is just like im a dude no matter what i wear and im comfy and i stole my husbands skirt. cope#its about the growth they go through together. and making each other better. and also about transgenderisms. and#(and then i peek outside my bubble and remember that jesus god the trans tim tag is a nightmare!!!! AUGH!!!)#i gotta write more t4t timkon. its just me and my little rowboat against the world
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🌸💾 and she had the bubblegum hair with the angelic flair
#My Characters#Aya#old oc redesign time !!! ! (sorry no fullbody.. i;ll show off her full outfit at some point ;;)#aya is. a VERY old oc of mine. very special to me.#also! her angel wings are robotic/cybernetic. same thing goes for her eyes!! however theyre simply cosmetic.#she experiments with a lot of technology stuff and gave herself those cause she felt it was very gender and comforting to her!! QwQ#also she's harrison's younger sister *nodding*
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maribug doodles :D
#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#mlb#ml ladybug#marinette dupain cheng#ladybug#my silly sweet little girl oh i love her#SIMPLY THE BEST#i had soo much fun doing this hehe#i am trying to do more digital art#it is indeed hard but fun#i really hate drawing with my finger so i have grown accustomed to drawing on my laptop's touchpad#which is actually quite comfortable#and ive gotten pretty fast too#keiitadraws
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Making a birthday cake for a friend tonight (something I haven't done for a while), and I forgot how much I love baking & cake decorating. I'll post pics when I'm done, I'm very excited. 🥰
#archivist talk#the archivist regrets starting nursing school#the archivist#the archivist is a tad stressed but also this fun thing is happening so that's just dandy#i think i might have to give up on the kitchen being a place where one can sit and eat#i never use it for that personally#not because i don't want to#it just lacks the space for it and i don't have a real dining room#(my kitchen is long and narrow)#if i can figure out a good reasonable way to re-arrange the living room such that i can have both a living room AND a small dining corner#i may do that#however given the amount of bookshelves i've got going on & all my other lusts i imagine this won't happen#le sigh#i love my apartment so much#i think if i had a small dining area/dining room that would make the kitchen perfect#and if i had a den that i could put my desk/file cabinet/all adulting work in#that would free up my bedroom to be even more coquettish & focused#and also entirely comfortable#that would change a lot actually goddamn#but alas this building is not going to change#so maybe if one day i could afford a 2 bedroom that had a den .... bonus points if it has wood floors#and those arched doorways that i so love#i would be in heaven#i have to finish nursing school so i can pay for things with less stres#and also help my siblings more#and then maybe so i can get a nice home that would be super cool#but for now i must simply chill as they say
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