#shut up miev
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not to voice my internal struggles to the universe but bg3 is making me realize why I have such a hard time letting myself (an ftm trans person) be deranged over women
it's the internalized self hatred of my body and the culture of "men can't be horny about women or they're gross weirdos" mixing together to make it impossible. anyway.
I want Karlach to get Dammon to make her some sort of weird infernal strap and wreck my shit. It would fix me I think.
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Do you still have some headcannons for your proxima midnight family? I absoloutely adore Proxima's family art you made and the mom is just *chefs kiss*
Aw sure omg!! I'm happy to talk about my Prox headcanons! I still had so much of her I never got around to sharing! I can't remember if I ever said her family's names here because the original post I hadn't decided on names for them yet. But her father is Antares, her mother is Helya, and her brother is Craster!
So to kinda give a general sweep of the ideas I had for her species, they aren't super advanced in the technology area, in fact they never leave their home planet so they're an incredibly rare sight anywhere else! They live in big nomadic family units similarly with a lead mated pair (in this case Proxima's parents, Antares and Helya), and extensions of the family as well. I never shared her aunt and cousins, but Helya has a sister named Miev, and Miev has 3 daughters, Estraza, Rhea, and Miran.
Proxima is actually the second youngest of the family (but outgrows everyone except Estraza who is just massive). In order from oldest to youngest of all the kids it would go: Estraza, Rhea, Craster (Proxima's older brother), Proxima, then Miran.
Here are Miev and her girls!! (this art is very old lmao, from 2020)
Proxima only ever got along tentatively with her cousins, minus Estraza who was kind of the second mom of the family unit. But Proxima and Miran especially did not ever really like each other.
Estraza has a husband and they are expecting their first child. She's got those new mom anxieties as well as looking after her sisters because they cannot be trusted to look after themselves (she would really like it if they could get their acts together). Rhea is a grown woman having her rebellious teen phase, she's superficial and a bit full of herself, she just wants to vibe and not be asked to do anything I love her. Miran is complicated, she's like a little 3D printed copy of her mom and is desperate for her approval.
This got a tad long so I put the rest under the cut XD
Miev's husband was killed not long after Miran was born and she never really recovered from it. She lost a lot of weight and just shut down for a while, and Estraza had to step up to take care of her and her sisters. They also rejoined with Prox and her family after that as well. Now Miev is just kind of spiteful and angry at everything (she loves her kids though) but her and her sister have always butted heads so everyone living together again has been a trial for sure lol
Sorry I mostly talked about her aunt and cousins alskjdf I never got to talk about these 4 but I'm flattered you like Helya! She was one of my favorites from back then ;; For a bit about her, she's kind of a tough mom, she's stern but she's also where Proxima gets a lot of who she is from. Proxima was a challenging daughter for sure, but Helya did love her very much and only ever did what she thought was best. Proxima was actually always a daddy's girl, she and her father were very close, meanwhile her brother was the biggest mama's boy lol! And Prox and Cras were good siblings to each other as well, Craster has ENDLESS patience and Proxima REQUIRED endless patience.
There was SO MUCH I had going on in Proxima's story involving her family~ I'd planned out a lot leading up to eventually joining the Black Order. So much DRAMAAA. ESPECIALLY with her aunt, especially with Miran. It would probably be more suited to to a post specifically about the backstory I had for her if anyone would be interested in that, it's been a while since I talked about anything Marvel related XD I don't wanna make this post too long akjkfdgj There's a lot more I could say, I had a lot of headcanons about her species and their culture and all that stuff that ties into story things as well~ I'll bullet a couple points re: her family though!
Prox and Craster loved to wrestle and play fight and she would always lay his ass out lol
Rhea loves doing her sisters' hair and just general family grooming, it's very relaxing for her and she actually does like spending time with her family despite how tired of everyone she acts. Miran was her main victim for the longest time because she was the youngest. On the RAREST occasions Proxima would join and they'd have a proper Girls Night.
Estraza always made a point to include Proxima in things because Proxima would otherwise not include herself. Prox had a lot of respect for Estraza so she'd always kinda just do what she said lol. It annoyed her mom a little bit because she really didn't listen to Helya all that much.
Estraza lost her eye in the same event that killed her father.
Rhea is considered rather unnaturally beautiful so she's very popular with guys but lord help her because she 100% doesn't know what to do when being courted lmao it's all fun and games for her until someone tries to flirt and then she's all "mom come pick me up I'm scared".
Rhea actually did like Proxima and wanted to connect with her, but the two are so fundamentally different and Rhea takes things VERY personally so Proxima's general disinterest would hurt her pride lol
Helya pretty much regards her nieces as other daughters. Miev cannot say the same about Craster and Prox though.
ldksjdf I'll pause here, I'd be happy to talk about them more for sure! I really liked what I had going with Proxima's story and family, I'd love to revive it somehow ;; There was so much omg like she was all I thought about for a long time, I miss her so much ;A;
Thank you for asking about her and her fam!!! It meant a lot knowing someone was interested in hearing more about them after all this time <333
#Proxima Midnight#Marvel#Ask Matsu#Anonymous#[ I'm always so flattered to get asks about my headcanons for things alksjdf#it's been a long while since I talked about/drew Proxima sobs#she really was my muse for a good while I miss my wife#I had so much about the development between her and Corvus and their whole relationship omg#I've got all the old notes in my phone still too#I even had some fics started alkjdfg I was in so deep#I'm so sorry if you followed me for Marvel stuff and then one day I just Stopped drawing/talking about it lkjfdsgdfg#tbh I'm sorry if you followed me for literally any one thing and I bounced to something else LMAO#but ooouuuoough yeah Proxima will always have a very special place in my heart she did many things to me and my brain chemistry ;;;; ]
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#shut up miev#im having a time#im literally a pasty white trans boy but im#having a time#a few of them even
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not to sound crazy or anything but if a pretty lady made me her bitchboy I think I'd be just as happy as if a guy did it
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MY STUFF IS ON DA WAY... EXTRA QUEER MIEV ON DA WAY
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⛓️ YOU
did you make a fucking PEGGING JOKE??? IS THAT WHAT THAT MEANT??????
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UGH why does my fucking EAR HURT NOW can my body PLEASE give me a BREAK
#shut up miev#bitchin#like COME ON#need halsin to come so the bicep meme on me and compress my skull#chronic pain can suck my dick
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GLEN MCREADY IS AN ANGEL AND I’M CRYING AND SOBBING AND SCREAMING!!! MANS DID FAR TOO MUCH!!! I’M SO!!! AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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not even gonna lie I would be the insufferable, whiny, clingy boyfriend that makes everything ten thousand times worse than it is just to get sympathetic kisses, I'm not immune to being a pain in the ass
#shut up miev#my whole face hurts and i dont know why#woe why do i not have an s/o ro squish my fave on and beg foe attention from!!!!!#life is so unfair!!!!!!!
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I'm so normal i'm sooooooo okay rn
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hhhnnmgngngngn noooo I need my brain to FUCK OFF I'm gonna regret saying this but I KEEP thinking about that fucking bg3 cosplayer confession and NOW I'm thinking about Gale desperate and whining and fucking his half asleep s/o like a man possessed fuxkfuxkfuckcjfnfj UGH I NEED TO BE PUT DOWN
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more info abt myself I discover everyday... what gaslighting does to a motherfucker
#shut up miev#theres not way in hell im ever a top or a dom#pretended to be to try and get The Asswipe to like me more#smh#still a service bitch#but im a subby bottom bitch#tmi but im still on caffeine#and who give a fuck
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I'll never forgive the dude who fucked w me once for almost ruining thanzag for me they're my everything
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ANON WHEN I SAY I HAD TO CLOSE TUMBLR SO FAST CAUSE IM. AT WORK. ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME???
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OH MY GOD OH MY GIOOODDDDDDDD THE. THE CAMEO IS DONE. IM SO SCARED. I'M SO SCARED.
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