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Thinkin bout how there's something messed up with the fact that ivan is always the one ending the songs he sings with till
#like in both cure versions and my clematis...#soemthing something the beloved treasured and adored but the lover used and discarded#UFH i forgot to mention especially if you think about what the last lyric of these songs are#like its kinda highkey lowkey messed up#the two!!#shush spoer#alnst
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I love genshin dearly and truly but every time i see some stupid fandom discourse i camt help but think maybe it should never have been made
#dear god do people need to go outside#like i understand the importance of dynamics i have preferences too#but to burn someone at the stake because theyre a switch shipper and therefore cant be trusted is insane#sigh another thing i know too much about that id rather not have known about#i hate how much diskhorse takes up space in my brain i dont want this its stupid and useless#shush spoer
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The conflicting urges of being too anxious to eat but being hungry
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Just want to say i am finally playing hades and im trying my damndest to romance thanatos. LET ME LOVE YOUUU STOP REJECTING MEEEE
#love how cat aligned he is#runs so hot and cold bro#like you came to help me but then be angry with me later!!!#what do you want!! let me love you!!!#shush spoer#love him dearly though
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Just want to say i am finally playing hades and im trying my damndest to romance thanatos. LET ME LOVE YOUUU STOP REJECTING MEEEE
#love how cat aligned he is#runs so hot and cold bro#like you came to help me but then be angry with me later!!!#what do you want!! let me love you!!!#shush spoer#love him dearly though
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Holy shit im lowkey scared. There is just SLAMMING going on in the dorm next to me and its literally shaking my bed and then theres a cat meowing. Like WTF IS GOING ON?? AND THE RA HELLO??? ARE YOU HERE PLEASE DO SOMETHING!!!
#sometimes i wonder what the point of an ra is because this just HAPPENS sometimes and i hear the RA do nothinf#girl we live on both sides of this dorm if i hear it i know you do too#like holy shit at least knock and ask tf is going on??#also like its quiet hours why arent you telling them at least to shut up!!!#shush spoer
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Sometimes i think about how at the end of the donghua for mdzs they put jiang cheng in seclusion. While on one hand he wouldnt on the other i can understand the choice to do so. Not only has he been lied to by the closest person to him (golden core) he's also been deceived by the world at large, i.e jgy's entire scheme. Everything and i mean everything he knew to be fundmentally true was shattered and how can you trust anything after that? How can you begin to reconcile the fact that the world as you knew it was false, that essentially your entire life has been a lie I also would just shut down and not be able to face the world after that
#it's just so an interesting choice to make jc the one to go into seclusion#everything at the end is just world shattering#the trust issues man#and thats not to speak about all the actions jc does post wwx death#and how those ultimately were done to further the lie#unknowingly but still the guilt man#shush spoer
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The amazing thing about writing that i sometimes need to remind myself about is that i can just lie
#like yes is this partially nonfiction?#yes#but whos gonna know if im lying?#who are they gonna check with my mom???#shush spoer
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I need to learn to stop reading comments bc its honestly taking away my enjoyment from the show
#sigh#like i read them because im curious on others peoples thoughts about the episode#but damn can i not take the hate on a specific character that i actually like#everyone hates this dude and i understand hes not a great guy!!! but i like me some antagonists and possible character growth later#hes a foil to other male lead!! to showcase their differences!!! he needs to be shitty!!#whatever whatever rant over#shush spoer
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My recording of the archon quest corrupted and that honestly ruined my night
#did i cry?#yes#like not even how good the archon quest was beats how angry i am#i am so livid and upset#like really?? on this quest specifically??#shush spoer
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The horrifying realization that my favorite type of anime boy is an emotionally constipated, usually stoic and if not stoic then easily annoyed and never says what he really means, man. (Bonus points if he's got trauma)
Like aki, jiang cheng, megumi, uenoyama, lu guang, diluc..... oh god
If not than he's overly outgoing to hide trauma
Kaeya, gojo, dazai, yato, shinya.....
(And the fact many of them are black haired/blue eyed??? Shhhh)
#like awful#i doubt i would like a real person like this#but in anime??? chefs kiss I FUCKING GUESS!!!#shush spoer
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Just had a wild night of emotions. I decided to shut up my social anxiety and play valo with friends only to find out that my account was banned for third party software then i proceed to be on the edge of an anxiety attack as i submit the support ticket and wait then just as i lay in bed i check my email and find out im no longer banned but was hacked! Hooray!
I feel so exhausted but can finally breathe and go to sleep in peace god bless my support ticket person
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Genuinely cannot tell if i can be friends with my friends roommates
#theyre like maybe antis of my otp?#i dont know if theyve ever gone too far like... yknow... but i know they argue online about how the ship is wrong#and like i know i can put aside what i enjoy and do online but im worried they wont be?#bcus idk how much they know about me other than the media that this ship comes from and so if they only see me as this shipper then#we're gonna have issues#well who knows when or if ever i will meet them ive just been thinking cus i got a photo from friend with said roommates in it#with a photo that said dont ship my otp#anyway#shush spoer
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Its time to rewatch pandora hearts cause i literally have amnesia on whether or not i finished it and then go to vnc
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I knew i followed people with taste
#just happy to see people i follow end up liking the same ships in a diff fandom#its just *chefs kiss*#shush spoer
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Taking this song class makes me realize that i do not have a song making bone in my body i can only play already made music
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