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Mudd poetry inspired by my best mutual @doctorwyvern <3 (Inspiration; 1 2 3 )

Spoilers for Mudd's arc (and some awful first time poetry lmao)

He looks real,

He feels real,

He talks just as I remember-

How could this be fake?

How could I simply be imagining things?

Is my mind truly that cruel?

How could this part of my life,

This piece of my world,

This precious person,

Simply be a lie?

What is there to gain?

My wilting soul twists,

My troubled thoughts race.

My own mind turned against me-

A roaring animal

Towering over me

Taunting me with dull eyes,

And pretend feelings.

Claws digging into my soul,

Plucking my heartstrings out of my chest,

As if they were delicate flower petals.

Questions line my tattered thoughts

Guarded walls,

choking me with crumbling stone and chalk clouded air.

Am I real?

How do I know who to trust anymore?

Maybe this is all just one big game,

A prank played on me?

There's a chance,

It's fake,

Just as there's

A chance

It's real.

My hands,

My ears,

My nose,

My eyes,

They all feel real,

Feel like me.

Theres a chance, i think,

An anxious beast in my brain

Telling me that my body is fake.

That I'll wake up

And never have existed.

Is this how he feels?

Stuck between the nothingness of imagination

And an endless worry?

Would moving on be too cruel?

Give up his name and forsake his memory?

Should I wipe his tangerine fur

And bright amber eyes

From my mind?

My memory?

Should I truly forget?

Let go?

Would he be hurt,

If he was here?

Watching me lay

Staring at the ceiling,

Real and alive?

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A WIP? From me? It's more likely than you think.

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New fic tomorrow 👀👀👀

(More poetry also coming soon!)

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Tales from the Stinky Dragon (Podcast), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: No Romantic Relationship(s) Characters: Kydelius "Kyborg the Mighty" of Evirwinter, Bartholemew "Bart" Finn, Mudd Bramblecrack, Galindor "Gum-Gum" Finn, Kristinallna of Evirwinter Additional Tags: no violence this time, just feels, Trauma, Names, identity crisis, midnight crisis, i still can't tag, Author regrets nothing, author regrets everything, i wrote this at 3am, I wrote this insted of studying, Kyborg needs therapy, mentioned Bart the Therpist bard, dnd world, podcat fic, Kyborg needs a hug, But he'll be fine, (probably), putting Kyborg through the wringer again Series: Part 2 of Kyborg drabbles Summary:

"He didn’t know.

His names sometimes felt indistinguishable, like the lines that kept them apart had been muddled beyond recognition and he couldn't find the walls that separated them no matter how hard he looked. Like he couldn’t separate himself from himself, like they were all the same."

AKA the fic where I (once again) put Kyborg through it yet again! But this time it's an identity crisis! Yay!!

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Thanks for the tag @scruffydogcreative !

"He couldn't stop himself from glancing at the elf’s slender hands, tightly balled into fists, clenching and unclenching from their position at his sides."

The fic this is attached to is going live in a few days, so this challenge was timed perfectly.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Tales from the Stinky Dragon (Podcast), Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: No Romantic Relationship(s), Kydelius "Kyborg the Mighty" of Evirwinter & Bartholemew "Bart" Finn Characters: Kydelius "Kyborg the Mighty" of Evirwinter, Bartholemew "Bart" Finn, Galindor "Gum-Gum" Finn, Dr. Ahem Additional Tags: Therapist Bartholemew "Bart" Finn, Kyborg needs a hug, reference to The Evirwinter Massacre, The Evirwinter Massacre, mentioned Quadron, Bart needs a hug, Bart being a good friend, Hidden panic, Writing Prompt, Author regrets nothing, Author regret everything, writing challenge, wordcount 700, Kyborg needs a nap, Dr. Ahem mentioned, Galindor "Gum-Gum" Finn mentioned, Referenced Panic Attack, Dr. Ahem being oblivious, Galindor "Gum-Gum" Finn being a pure soul, Kydelius "Kyborg The Mighty" of Evirwinter has anxiety, Kydelius "Kyborg The Mighty" of Evirwinter has PTSD, The Dreamary (Tales from the Stinky Dragon) mentioned Series: Part 3 of Kyborg drabbles Summary:

20 minute timer / prompt - system collapse/hidden panic

I wrote this really fast and did minimal editing. I hope you enjoy my laziness.

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Fics

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Shots in the Dark - Completed / Single Chapter

I've stopped running (and now everything's caught up with me) - Completed / Single Chapter

I had forgotten for a reason - Completed / Single Chapter

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Raining on Grisleave's parade - In planning/about to be started

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(p.s. I'm always open to requests, I just don't do anything with romance or smut. My inbox is always open)

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