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jeanmoreaue · 1 month ago

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it’s a tragedy that Jean was waterboarded for many reasons and one of them is that Jean can’t peacefully take an existentially long depression shower

#not saying that having a breakdown in the shower would fix him but i think it would be cathartic #where would i be without my thousand yard stare whilst sitting on the floor of the shower for an hour #jean moreau #my boy you deserve to cope #tsc #aftg #the sunshine court

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jjkyaoi · 10 months ago

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i love alastor because he’s so used to people being impressed by him that it gets under his skin SOOOO badly when they aren’t. he’s always like yeahhh lol btw i was missing for seven years and then came back with no explanation OOOHHH wonder what that’s about !! and the one time carmilla was like. actually that isn’t any of my business and idgaf 🤷‍♂️ his entire mood was Killed. he already had smth against lucifer for whatever reason but when the king of hell didn’t know and didn’t care about his infamous radio show that he garnered his feared reputation from he immediately was like Oh I’m Going To Squash Him Like a Bug. like ok. you can just say you want people to think you’re cool dude there’s no need for all this

#he literally has the mindset of a cat #shower me with praise and attention 24/7 but also do not fucking come near me ever at any time #alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel #helluva boss #radiostatic #radioapple #long post #ish #HE ALSO HAD A LEGITMATE MENTAL BREAKDOWN THE FIRST TIME HE LOST A FIGHT #like 😭 he is SO dramatic

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fisheito · 9 months ago

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collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS

#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo.#says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking #my immediate thought was #i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him #bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent #but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally #it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched....#so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti.#configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying #the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias #then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought #i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him #AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND #originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went #WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN #BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing.#plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS #but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it #i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding #so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown #i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said #yakuya #nu carnival yakumo #nu carnival kuya

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theemporium · 11 months ago

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I need to pass this exam tomorrow so everyone get in a circle and hold hands with me please, we are going full bonnie bennett

#cece chats #I’m totally not shitting myself #what do you mean #definitely didn’t have a breakdown in the shower

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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense · 1 year ago

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Another Soldier post >:)

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Some closeups:

And an alternate shower on version:

#tf2 #team fortress two #my art #tf2 soldier #tf2 fanart #tfw you just kinda sit in the shower after a mental breakdown to collect your thoughts and you feel like you're miles away from your body👍#I'M FINE BTW- I JUST FELT LIKE DRAWING SOLDIER ANGST #and also to project whatever tf is wrong with me on him ofc :)#tw scopophobia #tw staring #tw bruises #tw blood #tw injury #this is really low quality sorry :( I'm tired

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everybody-hit-the-pyro-cue · 2 months ago

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literally thank the world for dan and phil

#On the tail end of a breakdown just got out of the shower #Sitting in my room in the dark watching the new video #Its amazing how fast this made me feel a little bit better #Love the two british boys #dan and phil

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boarprinceofdelusion · 4 months ago

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Recognizing Early Signs of Mental Illness

#fe3h #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #thats all it gets tagged as. if you see it then you were meant to see it.#txt post #side note while im in the tags no one looks at #im not too big a fan of the way people call his untreated psychosis as him being feral #its not a ground breaking take with the last 5 years of the game existing but ive only beem into fe3h for a year and its my blog #so I get to talk about it #like yes I understand its because he's likened to a Feral Boar charging ahead with destruction in its path and no brains etc etc #whatever felix said #but the way fans take that and really focus on calling an unhoused man with unresolved childhood ptsd haunting him for life feral?#the way fans take that and call a guy whos psychotic breakdown went untreated for 5 years feral?#REALLY doesnt sit well with me #idk im not the sort to be like “he didnt mean to murder this isnt him 🥺” because he did do that. a lot of that.#But people do things they dont want to do all the time when given the right mental state for it #Do you see people on the streets talking to themselves and shouting at the air and call them feral?#the ones you can smell from 6 feet away? the ones who have a crust on their hands and hair stiff from not having access to a proper shower?#the ones that havent had access to help or medication? Do you call them feral? Do you extend a hand or even look in their direction?#I'm rambling by this point. tldr mental health awareness and be kind to one another #and also to be careful and use your best judgement when helping because I stopped for an older woman asking for help #and she almost stabbed me in an empty parking lot #not my brightest moment

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lxkeee · 9 months ago

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*with absolute tears in my eyes* damn, this is cringe 😆💔

#lxkeee answers #academic weapon? no #academic victim #LMAO #really having a mental breakdown while on the shower 😆#anyways #gonna disappear from social media again like your father getting milk /hj

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marragurl · 1 month ago

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Alright

So

Now that Arcane is over I better see an influx of Jayvik time travel fix it fics of Jayce going back in time to when he and Viktor first met and just showering Viktor with the praise love and affection he deserves and un-fucking up everything that went wrong so everyone is happy and he gets to kiss Viktor as a treat.

The End

Happy Endings for All

I take no criticisms

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that-was-anticlimactic · 2 years ago

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i think it’s really interesting how ritsu is just as big of a conman as reigen is. like, reigen is a financial conman and ritsu isn’t, but they both put on masks and they both hide who they really are. reigen tricks everyone into thinking he’s psychic and that he’s this charismatic, has his life together, happy guy and he fools a lot of people. and ritsu tricks everyone into thinking that he’s the perfect loving brother and student, that he’s got everything together, that he’s just the kindest most normal middle schooler. and it works. and i find it interesting how it... it doesn’t really seem to work on each other? like, ritsu sees right through reigen even with “proof” that he may really be psychic. he knows it’s all a lie. and i honestly feel like reigen can see through ritsu’s whole facade and knows that he’s hiding who he really is. and in a way, they both resent each other for it. ritsu doesn’t want to turn out like reigen, but he’s scared and is so used to suppressing everything about himself that he doesn’t know how to be himself. and reigen sees ritsu and sees bits and pieces of himself when he was younger and sometimes that makes it hard for him to be around ritsu. and sometimes he just wants to throttle ritsu and tell him to stop and not to do what he did, but he Knows that won’t be enough to convince ritsu and he’s also scared.

they’re both just two conmen fooling everyone around them because they’re cowards and are scared that they aren’t lovable unless they are their mask

#sorry had a breakdown in the shower #maybe this is a stretch but i also just. do not care because the reigen and ritsu parallels are just. THEY ARE THERE!!!#and they aren't supposed to be the main focus and maybe aren't intentional but. they EXIST!!!#i mean... they're the biggest conmen in the series (except dimple ig but his was like evil conman until he decided nah so he doesn't count)#like yeah mob suppressing parts of himself but he doesn't put on this whole facade that he's someone totally different from who he really is #and you could maybe argue that teru had a facade but really he just confused who he really was for someone he wasn't so it wasn't #intentional and he wasn't trying to fool anyone and serizawa literally was just scared and wasn't able to find out who he was until #post world domination arc and he was probably trying not to think about who he was as a person so he just Was #and shou knows he who is and he embraces it and prolly Definitely exaggerates his personality when he's scared or because he feels like he #has to but he doesn't try and trick anyone into thinking he's someone he's not bUT RITSU AND REIGEN DO #AND I JUST #OUGH #sorry for the breakdown lol i have had ritsu feelings All Day #mp100 #ritsu kageyama #reigen arataka

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orcelito · 3 months ago

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I'm going through another character arc

I'm becoming worse

#speculation nation #negative/#im mostly just being dramatic. still very deeply unhappy n #*right now lol #not in breakdown territory at least. just. tired.#yes this still has to do with the damned tub. i need to be in bed in less than half an hour.#first round of drano did nothing. i prodded at it with the snake. nothing. then had to scoop drain the tub Again.#if there is still no progress after the next adminsitration of drano im just going to try to wipe the tub (to remove drano residue)#and just take another foot bath shower. :/#might try to eat smth while i wait rn. it's messing up my routine but #just gonna have to deal with it i guess. i dont want to stay up Too late.#sigh. whys this gotta happen to me man.#my curse for what. having ungodly thick hair???#mark my words. after this im buying a drain guard.

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garlic-and-cloves · 23 days ago

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I think I might have OCD.

I really have no other explanation for any of this. But I'm also already diagnosed with plenty of other things and I can't possibly have everything in the DSM so I feel like I'm making it up. But every time I research anything about it I just feel like it matches and I have no reason against it.

I have been told by at this point 6 unrelated people that I should consider it and I feel like that's a little ridiculous for something I've been denying any possibility of having. And I'm able to function much better than my aunt so I must be fine right? (Except I know I'm not functioning and it's genetic)

And I know in the end it doesn't really matter and I'm definitely overthinking this and have no reason for the panic attack but if it is OCD I think I need to change the way I'm engaging with this (maybe I do anyway). Maybe some of these things I'm doing are actually harmful to me (I know they are). Now I'm not sure what to do about that but it definitely can't be blamed on not liking changes in routine when how did it get this way in the first place

#garlic is awake way past their bedtime and still hasn't completed their schoolwork for tomorrow and is instead contemplating life and how #everything has to be a certain way sometimes #and maybe garlic has started to realize that all of this might be related to it's relationship with it's sibling #and maybe it's annoying shower and handwashing and not having a panic attack over touching something slightly not clean routines #and I'm sure whoever fronts tomorrow will convince garlic it's making it up and we'll pretend this isn't a thing for the next near again #(for the first time in a row at least)#ocd #garlic has a mental breakdown in the middle of the night #also why are we talking about ourselves in third person?#good question...

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breitzbachbea · 5 months ago

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I only have a handful of days to do my analysis. Fuck meeeee lads.

#beablabbers #and now I gotta go to sleep and get up at 7 for work. I wanted to do nothing but analysis today ...#But then had to shower had to get work things done then had a breakdown and my neck is still stiff af #okay and I answered IP comments. What about it.#I'm not shlepping my laptop with me though ...........

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sparkles-oflight · 10 months ago

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Tomorrow I'm cutting my hair again. This is your chance to mourn my small curls

#yesterday I took a shower then I had a breakdown and forgot to brush my hair that's why I got curls today #I don't actually like my curls that nuch #*much #and I had finally found a way to 'tame my hair'#but today I'll alowed them to be #random #random shit #maria papoila

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rip-my-heart-out-and-eat-it · 2 days ago

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love the fun game of "when the fuck did i last shower"

#chat im not a slob promise i cant shower without a mental breakdown #kiri posts #emo kiri

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luciluck2046 · 1 month ago

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TW: VENT

It's about the future and stuff...

Why is our future so fucked up

I'm serious

Why did they take away our future!?

It's awful

Our future is awful

We aren't going to have jobs

The AI will have it

Since almost no one wants to pay people. They just want money

And the AI will give them money without taking it.

So how am I going to have a promising future?

Where are my dreams of being a comic artist?

If no one has money, being an artist is useless.

Or think about it

AI will do the art

A lot of people believe that it's gonna be fine, the ai will never get that good at art but...

It's not about the quality. It's about the fact that more people would rather go to an AI to draw them stuff than to pay an artist.

I'm saying this knowing damn well that my dad is one of those people and that literally only artists respect other artists and their work. And not even all the artists do that.

So our future is fucked.

Very fucked.

"try to have a little hope-" NO, I'M DONE WITH HOPE. "HOPE DIES LAST" WELL IT'S FUCKING DEAD. Hope does nothing. I want to see YOU hope that you get a good grade at a test you did everything wrong. If we all just hope and no one actually does something it's literally the same as if we don't hope.

"everything is gonna be fine, don't worry!" HOW CAN I NOT WORRY, TELL ME!?!? IT'S MY, EVERYONE'S FUTURE I'M TALKING ABOUT. CAN'T YOU FUCKING SEE IT?

"you're overreacting blah blah blah" I'm not. I've always been better at seeing where things go from little clues. That's why I'm always searching for movies with BIG twists. Nothing is interesting when you know where it's going.

And I see where the stuff with the AI is going.

If we don't do something, we're good as done.

You know?

But let's imagine we actually DO something about the AI.

"yay everything is good" no.

You're living in lies if you think that's where it's stopped.

Fun fact! WE LITERALLY HAVE ONLY UNTIL 2030 TO UNFUCK OUR CLIMATE CHANGE PROBLEM.

Dumbasses.

Idiots

They all want MONEY

So they will do ANYTHING for it

Even destroy our PLANET

Can't you see it?

WHY CAN'T THE PEOPLE SEE IT!?!?

I want a future.

Some might not but...

I want one

I want a future where I feel safe.

The problem is that in this PRESENT I don't feel safe. Even in my own house. I can't even call it "home", considering the fact that "home" is a place where I feel safe.

I DON'T HAVE A HOME

I do have a house. Where I sleep, eat, do anything. Not a home.

I don't feel home

I want home

I WANT HOME

BUT I'M NOT, AND I WON'T

I JUST WANT HOME.

I want fucking home.

...

I just want home...

Can I go home..?

where is it...

Where is my safe place...

When did I lose it?

Why are so many idiots around the planet...

Why are we destroying the future..?

Why ...

JUST WHY CAN'T I FEEL SAFE A SINGLE SECOND OF MY LIFE!?!?

Why can't I feel safe...

Why can't I go home...

I want home

I want HOME

I JUST WANT HOME

I. Want. Home.

I want...

I...

...

Where is home...

Why do I keep going?

There's no reason to keep going

But I do it

For some reason

I don't want to die

Even though it would be so much easier...

I don't.

I just keep on living.

In this fucked up city

From this fucked up country

ON THIS FUCKED UP PLANET.

..

...

..........

I want home...

#tw vent #vent #cw vent #tw: vent #cw: vent #...#having a breakdown in the bathroom while taking a shower goes brrr #:3 #hahah...#I WANT HOME!...#i just want to feel safe...#but I don't even feel safe in my home #home home home #FUCK THAT WORD.#fuck the future #why do I keep going?

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