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i love alastor because he’s so used to people being impressed by him that it gets under his skin SOOOO badly when they aren’t. he’s always like yeahhh lol btw i was missing for seven years and then came back with no explanation OOOHHH wonder what that’s about !! and the one time carmilla was like. actually that isn’t any of my business and idgaf 🤷♂️ his entire mood was Killed. he already had smth against lucifer for whatever reason but when the king of hell didn’t know and didn’t care about his infamous radio show that he garnered his feared reputation from he immediately was like Oh I’m Going To Squash Him Like a Bug. like ok. you can just say you want people to think you’re cool dude there’s no need for all this
#he literally has the mindset of a cat#shower me with praise and attention 24/7 but also do not fucking come near me ever at any time#alastor#alastor hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#radiostatic#radioapple#long post#ish#HE ALSO HAD A LEGITMATE MENTAL BREAKDOWN THE FIRST TIME HE LOST A FIGHT#like 😭 he is SO dramatic
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collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS
#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo.#says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking#my immediate thought was#i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him#bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent#but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally#it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched....#so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti.#configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying#the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias#then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought#i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him#AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND#originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went#WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN#BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing.#plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS#but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it#i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding#so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown#i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said#yakuya#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival kuya
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I need to pass this exam tomorrow so everyone get in a circle and hold hands with me please, we are going full bonnie bennett
#cece chats#I’m totally not shitting myself#what do you mean#definitely didn’t have a breakdown in the shower
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Another Soldier post >:)
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Some closeups:
And an alternate shower on version:
#tf2#team fortress two#my art#tf2 soldier#tf2 fanart#tfw you just kinda sit in the shower after a mental breakdown to collect your thoughts and you feel like you're miles away from your body👍#I'M FINE BTW- I JUST FELT LIKE DRAWING SOLDIER ANGST#and also to project whatever tf is wrong with me on him ofc :)#tw scopophobia#tw staring#tw bruises#tw blood#tw injury#this is really low quality sorry :( I'm tired
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literally thank the world for dan and phil
#On the tail end of a breakdown just got out of the shower#Sitting in my room in the dark watching the new video#Its amazing how fast this made me feel a little bit better#Love the two british boys#dan and phil
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Recognizing Early Signs of Mental Illness
#fe3h#dimitri alexandre blaiddyd#thats all it gets tagged as. if you see it then you were meant to see it.#txt post#side note while im in the tags no one looks at#im not too big a fan of the way people call his untreated psychosis as him being feral#its not a ground breaking take with the last 5 years of the game existing but ive only beem into fe3h for a year and its my blog#so I get to talk about it#like yes I understand its because he's likened to a Feral Boar charging ahead with destruction in its path and no brains etc etc#whatever felix said#but the way fans take that and really focus on calling an unhoused man with unresolved childhood ptsd haunting him for life feral?#the way fans take that and call a guy whos psychotic breakdown went untreated for 5 years feral?#REALLY doesnt sit well with me#idk im not the sort to be like “he didnt mean to murder this isnt him 🥺” because he did do that. a lot of that.#But people do things they dont want to do all the time when given the right mental state for it#Do you see people on the streets talking to themselves and shouting at the air and call them feral?#the ones you can smell from 6 feet away? the ones who have a crust on their hands and hair stiff from not having access to a proper shower?#the ones that havent had access to help or medication? Do you call them feral? Do you extend a hand or even look in their direction?#I'm rambling by this point. tldr mental health awareness and be kind to one another#and also to be careful and use your best judgement when helping because I stopped for an older woman asking for help#and she almost stabbed me in an empty parking lot#not my brightest moment
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*with absolute tears in my eyes* damn, this is cringe 😆💔
#lxkeee answers#academic weapon? no#academic victim#LMAO#really having a mental breakdown while on the shower 😆#anyways#gonna disappear from social media again like your father getting milk /hj
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i think it’s really interesting how ritsu is just as big of a conman as reigen is. like, reigen is a financial conman and ritsu isn’t, but they both put on masks and they both hide who they really are. reigen tricks everyone into thinking he’s psychic and that he’s this charismatic, has his life together, happy guy and he fools a lot of people. and ritsu tricks everyone into thinking that he’s the perfect loving brother and student, that he’s got everything together, that he’s just the kindest most normal middle schooler. and it works. and i find it interesting how it... it doesn’t really seem to work on each other? like, ritsu sees right through reigen even with “proof” that he may really be psychic. he knows it’s all a lie. and i honestly feel like reigen can see through ritsu’s whole facade and knows that he’s hiding who he really is. and in a way, they both resent each other for it. ritsu doesn’t want to turn out like reigen, but he’s scared and is so used to suppressing everything about himself that he doesn’t know how to be himself. and reigen sees ritsu and sees bits and pieces of himself when he was younger and sometimes that makes it hard for him to be around ritsu. and sometimes he just wants to throttle ritsu and tell him to stop and not to do what he did, but he Knows that won’t be enough to convince ritsu and he’s also scared.
they’re both just two conmen fooling everyone around them because they’re cowards and are scared that they aren’t lovable unless they are their mask
#sorry had a breakdown in the shower#maybe this is a stretch but i also just. do not care because the reigen and ritsu parallels are just. THEY ARE THERE!!!#and they aren't supposed to be the main focus and maybe aren't intentional but. they EXIST!!!#i mean... they're the biggest conmen in the series (except dimple ig but his was like evil conman until he decided nah so he doesn't count)#like yeah mob suppressing parts of himself but he doesn't put on this whole facade that he's someone totally different from who he really is#and you could maybe argue that teru had a facade but really he just confused who he really was for someone he wasn't so it wasn't#intentional and he wasn't trying to fool anyone and serizawa literally was just scared and wasn't able to find out who he was until#post world domination arc and he was probably trying not to think about who he was as a person so he just Was#and shou knows he who is and he embraces it and prolly Definitely exaggerates his personality when he's scared or because he feels like he#has to but he doesn't try and trick anyone into thinking he's someone he's not bUT RITSU AND REIGEN DO#AND I JUST#OUGH#sorry for the breakdown lol i have had ritsu feelings All Day#mp100#ritsu kageyama#reigen arataka
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exetober days 13-15 (jack-o-lantern, doppelganger, decay)
oops i spelt doppelganger wrong
link to prompts here
#exetober#my art#sonic.exe#majin sonic#sunky#sonic#sth#2017x#lord x#thats a lot of sonic.exe actually wow#i finally committed to being lazy for my tober days (which was what i wanted to do in the first place) yay!#yapping time :)#day 13: i didnt have any good edgy ideas for this. but i knew i wanted to draw sunky for this day (which is very unedgy) so i decided to pu#majin sonic alongside sunky because of this one really good fanfiction series i read (i forgor name). these guys would NOT be serious#about it though man. majin sonic got a whole majin army and sunky is sunky. what did you expect for their pumpkins#(2011x is the one in the corner he has a sonic jack o lantern what a nerd. such a cameo that i wont tag him)#day 14: if 2017x found out he wasn't sonic at all he would have a mental breakdown and get his ass whooped by sonic and lay down on the#floor crying. you know i think ive drawn 2017x the most so far in this exetober (my favorite is 2011x oops) but 2017x is so goofy. i cant#help myself. oops#day 15: smelly old man. my ROTTEN BOY I HATE MY ROTTEN BOY ROTTEN BOY! ROTTEN BOY#unrelated do you think lord x takes showers at all... i get the feeling he doesnt...
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I'm going through another character arc
I'm becoming worse
#speculation nation#negative/#im mostly just being dramatic. still very deeply unhappy n#*right now lol#not in breakdown territory at least. just. tired.#yes this still has to do with the damned tub. i need to be in bed in less than half an hour.#first round of drano did nothing. i prodded at it with the snake. nothing. then had to scoop drain the tub Again.#if there is still no progress after the next adminsitration of drano im just going to try to wipe the tub (to remove drano residue)#and just take another foot bath shower. :/#might try to eat smth while i wait rn. it's messing up my routine but#just gonna have to deal with it i guess. i dont want to stay up Too late.#sigh. whys this gotta happen to me man.#my curse for what. having ungodly thick hair???#mark my words. after this im buying a drain guard.
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I only have a handful of days to do my analysis. Fuck meeeee lads.
#beablabbers#and now I gotta go to sleep and get up at 7 for work. I wanted to do nothing but analysis today ...#But then had to shower had to get work things done then had a breakdown and my neck is still stiff af#okay and I answered IP comments. What about it.#I'm not shlepping my laptop with me though ...........
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Tomorrow I'm cutting my hair again. This is your chance to mourn my small curls
#yesterday I took a shower then I had a breakdown and forgot to brush my hair that's why I got curls today#I don't actually like my curls that nuch#*much#and I had finally found a way to 'tame my hair'#but today I'll alowed them to be#random#random shit#maria papoila
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caffeine is crazy cause now that I actually have it every so often my mind like actually wakes up, I’m used to just kinda hanging out in a sleep deprived haze, but then the caffeine hits my blood stream and I’m awake and there’s energy. Like bruh idk what to do with that, what is this?
#I had a breakdown this morning and I’m pretty sure a coffee and a shower will fix me#Is that kinda manic of me?#Yeah#but hey#not dead#imma delete this later
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kinda crazy but…
im gay for you
:o no way i’m also gay for u <3
#also i’m fucking exhausted it was a long ass day of robot#i broke down crying for no reason in the middle of my last tech interview for drama#because i was so fucking stressed abt hosting the robotics comp this weekend and waiting on college decisions#and also two of my friends were like in the hospital at the time#one bc they hadn’t eaten in like a week because of an ed and we’re doing really badly#and the other because they had to get stitches bc of sh#but i couldn’t really explain alllll of that to my drama teacher#anyway#i did hear back from one of the schools tho!!!!! and i got in!!!!!!#but they didn’t give me as much money as i would have needed to commit there#so like i probably won’t end up going even tho i really loved the school and it’s kinda my top choice#and also the accepted students days all conflict and i ended up signing up for one that would mean id miss the end of district champs#for robotics if we qualify#which my hopes are vaguely high this year#but now i’m gonna have to miss part of it if we do ://///#and the other more competitive one i’m waiting on hearing from some time this weekend i’ve been checking the portal like every twenty minute#it’s really bad#anyway i’m gonna go take a shower and then go to sleep before i drive myself to another breakdown#idk why the tags of this ask was my place to say all of this but it sure was
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lol just went in the rookie tag and everyone is going feral and saying they hate the show and this is the worst season and they hope it gets cancelled because tim and lucy broke up and meanwhile i'm over here just EATING THIS SHIT UP. there's literally no way they're not an endgame couple so when that break up happened i was like "GOOD, it was getting a little too chummy around here."
#here's the thing: embrace suffering. hurt your faves. that's my motto. :)#i can only take so many cutesy date nights and allusions to shower sex you know? y'all have been happy for long enough#i'm not about that fluffy life#i want my blorbos sobbing and bleeding on the ground#personally i was rooting for another kidnapping or even a major injury or mental breakdown but this'll do in a pinch#i accept that fluff is a part of fandom but we can't just let angst and whump go extinct. it's the backbone of everything.#tim x lucy#the rookie spoilers
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it may be hell on earth but. at least we still have theatre
#not meant to be trite. in additional to the current Global Misery I also had a#personally incredibly miserable mental health breakdown full on crisis kind of a day#stand in a hot shower and cry and pray kind of day#but I have a show tonight and. well#idk it just feels healing in a very tiny insignificant utterly inconsequential way#the world may be miserable but at least we have theatre!!
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