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bugsb1te · 8 months ago
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Was apart of the petre community longer and way before I was apart of the therian community so I gotchu bro
There's not a lot of resources for specifically pet regression since age regression overlaps with it quite a lot and so it's often paired with agere even if it is it's own thing
General regression definition is that :
Regression is when someone regresses either into a younger mindset or into an animal mindset either to cope with mental disorders or stress or it can be recreational. Regression can be both involuntary and voluntary and regression is always sfw and should not be associated with nsfw at all 🚫
Pet regression is when someone regresses into a more animal like mindstate. It's been described as feeling hazy or like one is in a dream and a lot of behaviors become more primal and tied to instinct where you're no longer really thinking like a human but more animal, not unlike a mental shift actually! But with pet regression it's usually a lot more like- softer sometimes (in my experience, can vary for everyone) and the term is called [xanimal]space or headspace instead of mental shift and you usually feel more younger than what a mental shift would feel (think of pupspace instead of a wolf mental shift). These animalistic behaviors when you're in this softer headspace can mimic other animals and for pet regression in specific, claiming a "pet-type" is taken a lot more casually than theriotypes (usually based off vibes) and so even if you may be a dog therian, you could also regress to a bunny because it just feels nice because one of the biggest reasons other people pet regress is because of the comfort it gives people so if you wanna be a little baby bunny even if it's not your theriotype because it makes you happy then go for it dude!
Also pet regression isn't just limited to domestic animals! I was a dragon regressor (among other things) and I've seen unicorn regressors on reddit
Also unlike mental shifts, most times, apart of the petre community culture is voluntarily inducing the headspace (even if it can be involuntary) by watching cartoons or looking at moodboards of baby puppies or playing puppy games and stuff.
Petre gear is honestly similar to therian gear, you have the ear headpands and the tails and collars are very common. Also chewelry and even actual pet toys. Sometimes, because of the overlap with agere, some pet regressors also use adult deco pacifiers and baby bottles.
There's honestly more I could prolly rant about but I hate being a yapper 😭 so if you have any questions, I'll answer them through ask !
In terms of community, I'd suggest maybe make a sideblog for trying out pet regression (if you want too) and look through the pet regression tags ! The tumblr regression community has always been the most active next to Instagram. There's also ageretwt / petretwt if you wanna try Twitter, also check out r/copingthruregression on reddit too
One more thing is that, because you're a minor, even if petre is mostly populated by others your age range and even if it's a sfw community, please be super careful with weirdos ! Creeps will be in every community so just yea- be cautious ! Not all adults are horrible but basic internet safety 101 and all that. Also if you end up feeling like the petre community is something you wanna delve deeper into than I would recommend not to get a caregiver or a handler just yet (cause of ur age) but it's really up to you, or if you do want to have someone take care of you like that, try and consider a close friend !
But yea that's my yap fest ✌️
HOLY MOLY TYSM THIS WAS SO HELPFUL 😭😭❤️❤️❤️💞💞💞
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petrichoraline · 1 year ago
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Thai BL Favorites List Tag Game
i got tagged in the summer lmao i've been struggling cause i simply can't make a completely honest list - my taste is too fluid and the definition of "fave" is a blur to me
thank you to my lovely @tenprem and @littleragondin for tagging me, consider yourselves tagged again in case your answers differ vastly from your previous ones hahah
💓Fave bl: default answer is Bad Buddy, current - Last Twilight and Cherry Magic..and Cooking Crush
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👨🏻‍🤝‍👨🏻Favourite pairing: as in actors? if i say GunSing am i gonna get ToddBlack again? (im fine with DrakeSing too y'know, im just being teased atp)
honestly i don't know, i think of actors i really like but i'm not big on their counterparts..? i enjoy it a lot when they mix and match, i don't have anyone i particularly follow.. i will say MaxTul were super powerful, i really appreciate the bonds between a lot of pairs like ForceBook and i think some of them have amazing chemistry like FirstKhao but even though there are a few i would always try to tune in for like OffGun and YinWar, there's no one i can call a fave, i don't think..currently JimmySea are eating it up tho
🎭Most underrated actor: just the Wayufilm crew in general, I see them do fundraiser lives on yt all the time and I don't think they're that well known by the fandom
🧍‍♂️Favorite character: ig it is Karan currently, Tay really made the character shine in a different way than Machida Keita's Kurosawa and i can't get enough of those puppy eyes
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🕴Favorite side character: rn it might be Metha from Cooking Crush? he's just a bit too charming for someone i'd punch if i met him irl..or Fire, i think writing about him made me fond, they're both so..this
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📽Favorite scene: from all the thai bls i've seen?? there's beauty like THAT ITSAY scene, there's unexpected scenes i come back to like WaanTul in the last episode of Between Us, there's Nuea and Toh finally getting everything out in the open..there's the Kitty Gang in FUTS going up the elevator, the ep.5 KinnPorsche scene..most of PatPran's scenes!! like how am i supposed to even start choosing lmao
i'm gonna say (after i catch up with my shows this whole list would prolly be different, it could be Karan's scream soon) the one from my recent shows is the rooftop scene from LTTS..sue me for being basic, i'll plead guilty
📝Favorite line: nth has ever quite stuck with me as "do you want us to be friends?" "no." so let's go with it
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🃏Most anticipated bl and why: let's say Jack and Joker hahah, I hope it works out <3 i want to see a project YinWar have certain freedom over completed successfully - even if it ends up not being my thing, they deserve to share their talents and artistic vision. they are trying something new, maybe there will be a nice balance between comedy and drama and also it seems like those characters are meant to be whipped for each other and YinWar can pull that off splendidly
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👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨Healthiest relationship in a bl: PatPran and PuenTalay are the first to come to mind, the communication and conflict resolution skills are on another level
💢Most toxic relationship in a bl: I suppose it would be VeeMark before the end or maybe DimGreen from 2gether? I also personally don't like Mayom and Nadia from My Ride but I can't tell if they're actually toxic 😄 and im reminded of GramBlack cause that friendship sucks imho
OH WAIT PiMork is pretty bad. yeah, maybe not the worst but they've got a spot on the list..and ig TehOhAew but I have not actually seen s2 so overall I don't have a definitive opinion :')
🍿Guilty pleasure series: i guess it would be Cause You're My Boy (My Tee) because everyone hates on it but I binged it and had a good time 🤷‍♀️ also I Will Knock You cause it has some questionable elements but it's also very special
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❎Most underrated series: out of what I've seen it would obviously be Rainbow Lagoon but it's two episodes, not sure if it counts as a series.. really sweet short watch though, you should give it a try here 🥰
also maybe The Best Story? I didn't like it that much because of the ending but it's younger YinWar and I never hear anyone talk about it; I'd say they were pretty good at it 😊
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i'm tagging @sommmnus @forcebook @catboyjosten @sparklyeyedhimbo @lovesickfolly @sollucets as per usual no pressure and sorry if youve done it ❤
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ted-calling-orson · 5 months ago
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LONG ASK IM SO SORRY
ok im sorry to enter ur askbox but i cant just contain this to tags and like. you are SOOOO right for liking kermit !!! sad mf. love him. also can i just say- WHY is there NOT more fanfic im SORRY but. if we have so much crackfic of modern presidents or even actual fic/oneshots of other presidents, PLEASE give us TR / TR fam fic !!!! id eat that shit UP. i got so tired of it i published my own tr kiddos fic istg its either anon or on my acc i can find it
and im so confused on why NATM teddy aint got more fics that at least mention the kids OR siblings. sorry this is gonna be a long ask. but really !! like. theres maybe 5(?) max fics ive seen mention them. a few in the Treasured Collection NATM fic series, and maybe one or two loose ones around. im SOOOO close to writing a self indulgent fic for it. again srry for how long this is. but i never come across tr fans. rlly i swear. also so right for liking the muppets (Fozzie my beloved <3)
oh !! and the cartoon network idea??? YES. absolutely. id watch it. 10000%. i think presidential cartoons should exist more, beyond episodes in preexisting shows. itd be so cool!! ive watched possibly every documentary i can find on TR/show that features him (like The Alienist) i need some lighthearted stuff.
finally idk if youre big on reading books or trilogies but if you can id recommend reading Edmund Morris' trilogy on TR if you haven't yet. the final book ending had me crying at 7am december 2022 like 10 times.
p.s the erb rap battle was so silly and im so surprised i saw nobody in the comments mention quentin with the line churchill shot of TR's family dying prematurely. sorry for the length of this ask--and dino au is so cool and i wanna hear all abt it !!
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OH MY GOSH THIS IS LIKE A DREAM WHEUSHSUWJWKEKWKWKWJNWJWIXJWBWIDJISJEBDISJSISJSIS oooo we should be best friends ooooooo. Also dw about this being too long you are literally one of my favorite people of all time😭‼️🙏
on the Kermit thing: YIPPEEE‼️‼️‼️ finally another Kermit fan😭 the only other recognition he’d get was from some Indiana jones mini series. Id love to write Roosevelt fan fiction but I don’t like posting my stuff on tumblr (usually my fics are for me and my friends⁉️) but ey, maybe I’ll post something🙏
ALSO MUPPET FAN‼️‼️‼️ my favs are Dr. Teeth and Kermit
on the natm thing: YIPPEE- I wanna write about my au so bad cuz I’ve got so many ideas for it especially for Elliot and Theo’s relationship bc their rivalry was so bad it extended into their daughters. Evil Elliott seemed like an awesome concept and what if he dragged Corinne into it??? Wieihdjehsjs
the tv show: OK OK SO I had a HUGE concept of this show. First off: it’s like your avid 2000s sitcom but with art‼️ The Taft’s (and in later seasons, the Wilson’s) are their neighbors and T.R and W.H.T would have silly angry dad neighbor hijinks (and they both hate the Wilsons together), Alice is the popular girl and there was gonna be a whole episode on her affair with William Borah, Kermit is the shy kid that gets into scuffles with Ted jr, Quentin and Archibald are the spoiled younger sibs, Ethel is the neutral younger sister and Edith is the mostly annoyed mom. Also Quentin and Charles Taft are best friends and I’ll prolly write more ideas for it but I do have designs for Kermit, Ethel and Alice:
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anyway, you don’t know how excited I got when I saw this in my inbox😭 but yeah I love your stuff man! Pls post more Teddy stuff I thrive off it im literally one of 5 Theodore Roosevelt fans
ALSO IM GLAD YOU MENTIONED THE RAP BATTLE CUZ- I think that line is about most of his family dying fairly young (Theodore sr., Quentin, Elliott etc) and not just his kids but I could be wrong the fandom wiki of erb is so 50/50
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nerves-nebula · 2 years ago
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having sexual trauma issues is hard (for a lot of real reasons but im gonna talk about a silly one now) cause all i wanna do is make my favorite characters suffer through it too through art but my favorite characters right now are from TMNT, and projecting my incest trauma onto those guys would be like opening a can of worms that hate you and want to kill you with guns because every third post in the tmnt fandom is like INCEST SHIPPERS DO NOT INTERACT and i dunno how to explain to people that what i'm doing is in no way shipping
but ppl really only want to see your trauma art if its like, tasteful and just hints at what happened instead of graphic and furious and ugly
anyway this isn't a serious issue it's actually just kinda funny to think about. I've got plenty of other ways to vent hahh
also if you're triggered by incest you prolly shouldn't follow me just as a heads up and I'm giving u permission to block me for your own health (I know you don't need my permission but I also know some of us are neurotic and would feel bad about it and I'm saying its FINE) because I will randomly talk/vent about stuff that happened to me in the past and I dont shy away from or censor the word incest (though I do tag it as either incest or incest tw)
guess I should prolly put that as a warning in my bio, now that all these new tmnt people are paying attention to me :P
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all-or-nothing-baby · 2 years ago
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8 GET KNOW ME BETTER/CATCH UP WITH ME QUESTIONS
tagged by @greyhavenisback. thanks love! <3
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RELATIONSHIP STATUS: currently single and honestly mostly very content with that, i just. miss kissing. bc kissing is nice. so, kind mutuals, kiss-o-gram for cassidy when? lol.
FAVOURITE COLOUR: petrol/gasoline tones. or the less ostentatious answer of purples and blues and greens.
SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: justin timberlake's cry me a river bc me and my fourteen-year-old put it on about an hour ago bc he was trying to argue that bringing sexy back is a better song (it's not and i will take zero criticism). i'm not usually a fan of JT's music—he's better at acting imo—but that tune is just *chef's kiss* and a proper classic early 2000s BOP!
LAST SONG I LISTENED TO: just watched some of the brilliant twin peaks: a limited event series (2017) as i'm currently nearing the end of a rewatch of the entire run (og s1+s2, the FWWM film, and The Return). it was ep2 and the song that's performed as the credits roll is shadow by chromatics, so. that.
THREE FAVOURITE FOODS: i could never! plus most of my faves i can't eat anymore because of my evil MCAS. but three faves today? 1. gruyère cheese on sourdough toast with lashings of worcestershire sauce (which i ate for lunch earlier today) 2. fry's turkish delight which i used to think tasted like perfume when i was a nipper but love now. i had one the other day for the first time in ages and i want MORE. 3. spicy phở, nom nom. although i now have to make my own bastardized version bc there are soooooo many vegetables i can no longer eat, grr. still good tho!
LAST THING I GOOGLED: 182 centimeters in inches bc my brain seems to live in the 1970s, pre-metrication, even tho i was born in 1980. i think its maybe bc it's what my folx used? and even tho i was taught metric in school it just never stuck, ha. anyway, the reason is i'm looking for a second-hand sofa bed on ebay and i live in a basement flat so correct dimensions are A Big Thing.
DREAM TRIP: anywhere not-warm with mountains and forests. maybe rural germany or romania? i just want to breathe in the mist and lay down in the damp earth until moss and lichen begin to grow over me tbh. think castle lecter in lithuania, where hannibal grew up... tbh, my chronic illnesses and now shitty mobility means i prolly won't actually get to go abroad ever again *sobs* BUT i believe one can and should always dream :)
ANYTHING YOU WANT RIGHT NOW: i'll take a body that works properly pls! i'm going for a meal and then to a peaky blinders ballet (!) tomorrow eve and instead of feeling pure excitement for it, i'm mostly anxious tbh which, bleugh. also, i'd like to hang out at home with my best mate bc i was too ill for us to catch up over christmastime, meaning i've not seen him in over a year as we live at opposite ends of the country :( but he's hopefully coming to stay with us at easter, so yay.
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tagging, play or nay: @shealynn88 @sharkfish @novemberhush @jmeelee @petrichoravellichor @rauko-is-a-free-elf @witchsickness @demonlandline @slytherkins @stevewhoreington @raisesomehale @halinski @eusuntgratie @wulfnerd @harrgrove @jimmypricegf @thisgirlsays22 @catboynecromancy @deklo @grey-sides @lovebillyhargrove @deedoop @suometar @ltleflrt @sailorsally @mjulmjul and anybody else who wants to have a pop pls just consider yourself tagged!
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mossymultiverse · 10 months ago
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mossy log #15
yall would not BELIEVE the month(s) ive had. ....ok actually yeah you probably would,
k so. broke a bone for the first time. that was fun. ....is it weird that that's only mostly sarcastic? ....anyway, im not gonna tell yall a whole bunch about what happened because i Do Not Feel Like It (sorry, maybe if u ask me more i'll elaborate? but rn its just a bunch of scribbles that i dont feel like untangling), but uhh. basically ther was a landslide, and i broke a leg, and got a whole buncha other more minor injuries, and the hospital staff were absolutely lovely and i do feel kinda bad for scaring them so much. but also. it was mostly not my fault. ....it also wasnt their faults, it was just unfortunate circumstances.
anyway! so, because of that, i learned how to use crutches, and learned a lot more about hospitals and the like. i prolly shoulda kept yall up to date WHILE i was recovering, but, uh, in my defense, i forgor. mainly because i was a bit busy with.... well, recovering. and trying to trick my brain into Not trying to get me tf outta there.
i also miiiighta gone into a bit of a Trance, probably to heal? gave the staff a right ol scare with that, whoops. shoutout to my brain for. basically everything, actually.
so anyway, now that i have fully recovered, remembered that this blog exists now, and also made sure to properly connect it (it should be fine, but yknow, if anythin weird happens just assume it's me trying to fix some timeline bs. nonlinearity can be wonderful! it can also suck So bad.), uhhhh im goin back to (hopefully) travelling more! small, quick hops, probably not gonna stay in any one place too long. ive been a bit stir crazy. ....huh, i remember that story. that was fucked up. ....yknow, i havent been there in a while. maybe.... well, who knows! right now im chillin with my bois, zuko was delighted to see me again, and it turns out tee is Very good at turning up places he shouldnt, so that's exciting. that being said, i dont plan on staying here more than a week, and then it's off to another place! and then another and another! and so on!
now, let's see if i remember any of my tags.... /lh
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semiotomatics · 1 year ago
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Been here 10+ years (gah!) and have 350 followers AMA lol
😂😂 first of all, thank you for actually responding to my ramble in the tags of that one post!! but also, it's so funny, you and @iridescentoracle messaged me at like the exact same time to say basically the exact same thing, i love it
okay, idk how serious you were abt the AMA bit but i do actually have some questions, these aren't like, specifically directed at you (tho ofc i'd love your answers, you can dm them to me or w/e you prefer!), these are more just sort of general "how do other ppl use tumblr" questions that i have. anyone else who sees this (regardless of how long you've been on tumblr/how many followers you have) is also welcome to respond!!
my questions:
how many blogs do you follow?
do you have a vague idea of how many mutuals you have?
how often do you gain followers? is it consistent, was there a sudden burst bc of a post or smth and then nothing?
how often do you interact w other blogs? replying/reblogging and responding to prev's tags/sending asks/messages etc
do you know where your followers came from? like are they all/mostly from a specific fandom/community, are they bc of a popular post of yours, are they just completely random, what?
how many posts have you made?
do you have an idea of the proportion of reblogs to original posts? i know there's the site that tells you but i'm too lazy to look it up right now so a general idea is fine (like, almost never make original posts, almost never reblog, about equal, whatever)
may or may not come up w more questions later lol at this rate i should prolly just make a google form or smth, i really am fascinated by how other ppl use the site/their experience w it
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void-tiger · 2 years ago
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please tell me more about the fic where Ke/th doesnt get to be a paladin again, i keep seeing shit like how the team abandoned/failed Ke/ith and should have apologized to him when it was literally the opposite (i am sorry but the team almost DIED because K/ith fucked off to run off with the Blades, werent for Kuron entering Black they would have actually died, i do not understand how anyone can see this and say the team was in the wrong/Ke1th was in the right, and still be considered a team player let alone a team leader is beyond me. Really really sorry about salt in your askbox)
No worries! (Although, disclaimer: I had to set aside my voltron fics for a bit ‘cause I can’t work on them without getting salty, and too much salt is bad for you. So they’re…curing, I guess. I’ll stop with the bad salt jokes now XD)
But short answer? Keith’s their comfort blorbo, and it’s incredibly easy to have that become “can do no wrong ever it MUST be EVERYONE else!” and…not recognize that kneejerk bias. Ask The Real Fandom Olds TM who’ve participated in fandom culture since the 80s and 90s and that’s a key issue with Current Fandom and especially younger fans (ie, probably our generation and younger.) Add in that a lot of us online trend (in my antidotal experience) towards having untreated anxiety or depressive symptoms and/or undiagnosed neurodivergent brain wiring that an individual might’ve not quite learned how to cope with yet (and many come with emotional regulation symptoms) in addition to…human brains really just Don’t stop developing until mid20s regardless of someone’s birth gender and brain development is particularly chaotic and…well.
That’s a recipe for a volatile fandom, and since the VLD Characters in particular were geared towards Teens or Teen Nostalgia? [Comfort Blorboing Intensifies.]
Now, in one fic series Idea, Keith DOES become the Red Paladin again, but he has to work for it. Really work for it. Like, the Team is still incredibly hurt that he left and never really apologized for ditching them before THAT Scene where Jiro is forced to step in s4. I think I have in my notes somewhere [coughs] prolly a random post or very buried DM to a friend that Red Lion finally outright takes Keith for a joy ride (much like Blue and Black did with Lance and Shiro) and literally has him bouncing around in zero g and gforces until Red’s really willing to accept him back as Paladin. (Also it makes me feel better.)
[tags: blackbox verse, rewrite the stars, blackbox, veeladee fixit. Note that some of the older posts especially I’ve probably discarded. But I do my best worldbuilding thinking aloud, and hey. It’s fanfic. Who gives af about spoilers? Not me.]
But, in Blackbox verse, I wanted Jiro to have his very own Lion…and the Sincline Meteor is right there. Plus, y’know. Fixing-fixing. Making as much work as I felt like since it was intended to be a series, anyway.
Buuut, that’s not the fic idea you asked about.
The one you asked about is actually a Redo of The Black Paladin’s episode following alteanroyals’ prompt of “what if Shiro’s the one who fights the clone, and the clone gets to just come home. Have his own name.” Because, c’mon. The visuals would’ve been incredible, and Josh Keaton and Studio Mir adores Shiro and Jiro even if the EPs and arguably NONE of the writers (even the better ones trying to patch job before bailing out) gave a shit about Jiro as his own character.
So. Back to Keith.
He actually tries flying Black Lion, same as the (egh) canonical episode…and…
WHOOPS. He gets lasers shot at him for his efforts (hA HA~)
Allura steps in, and has a battle of wills against Black Lion, then realizes that what has Black so torqued is Keith tried to dominate the Lion. (Imo? The only reason why Keith could fly with Black in s2-4 was because of the bond they both had with Shiro. “Help me help you.”) And well. Allura’s learned a thing or two: trying to dominate a Lion does NOT work. She learned that for herself with White Lion, she’s now realizing that’s why Black Lion accepted Shiro as it’s Paladin over Zarkon at all. So Allura changes tactics, senses Shiro’s Quintessence still inside Black Lion nearly two years after he vanished, and calls the others in. They do a reverse-balmera ceremony via their voltron bonds and pull Shiro back out—in his OWN body, tyvm.
And well. Remember how it’s technically a “Shiro vs CloneShiro” prompt? Yeah, they fight. (I’ll try not to have them totally wreck the place. All Shiros are Good Shiros.) And when Black Lion comes for them now that the Lion can get a clear shot? Red Lion also comes.
Because Keith isn’t the only character who holds the needed qualities for a Red Paladin. (Reactive instincts, laser focus, loyalty, but often emotionally volatile.) Jiro does too. And unlike Keith, Jiro stayed even when he “no longer” had a Lion to fly from his POV, and he struggled with the rest of the Team to adjust to Lions that no longer suited them in the wake of Shiro’s Absence. So Red chooses Jiro and flies to him. (Black would’ve saved Jiro, too, even though Jiro wasn’t Black’s true paladin. But seeing a Lion accept him, and further proof that he’s not just a poor copy but his own person and even a Paladin in his own right?)
[gemini fic, shiro vs jiro]
Basically, in starting writing and continuing to ruminate on ideas, I realized that Gemini works best as a single fic, so having Firm Consequences make more sense. Other tidying up?
-Allura and the Paladins take the Castle and immediately head out for the Altean Colony while Shiro (and Black Lion at Black’s literal insistence) go after Jiro. (And with Shiro here to lead and analyze + Convenient Recap/Alternate Explanation, Pidge is able to shut down the virus far earlier before it makes the Castle truly dead in the water.) Haggar never gets her claws into them.
-Keith formally leaves the Blades. He had a family, and he turned his back on them. Those relationships won’t be what they were before (ie, symbolic in losing his Red Paladinship), but this time he’s willing to put the work in to repair their trust in him. Meanwhile, the Blades never were going to help him find his mother intentionally no matter how many times he sacrificed his life for them, and his life and the lives of all the other Blades ultimately meant very little to Kolivan and the Blades as an organization. He surrenders the knife to Krolia, and walks away if Team Voltron will let him stay. It not, he can do better good with the Rebels. (Infiltration was Pidge’s thing, anyway. He’s the showy diversion maker.)
-Lotor returns to Orionde. But when he faces the Ancients and White Lion again, he stops attacking and running from his sins. He sacrifices his full life force, and the Drained Alteans revive fully restored. The tragedy his family caused and he ended up perpetuating ends with him. (That does leave…y’know. The Galran Empire without an Emperor. But hey. IF I finish this fic, that’s potential sequel material, baby!)
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…anyway. Point is, Keith Antis put a bad taste in my mouth, but the point of “Keith loses Red” wasn’t to punish Keith (okay…maybe a little. But that was still mostly Black blasting lasers everywhere. For catharsis.) The point was, “There are consequence, and while some relationships can be repaired or make new ones with the same people after you’ve hurt them, others can’t. You lose them. It’s important to put in the work, but it’s also important to accept loss and endings, especially after you’ve fucked up.”
And well. I felt that Keith Losing Red, Jiro Gaining Red made things narratively tidy.
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serotaejin · 4 years ago
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modx-reborn · 3 years ago
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Simpbur breaking up with you for some reason and u fuck his dad and become his stepmom?
-🐛 who's so fucking tired and prolly will think this is stupid tomorrow morning
🐛. 🐛, 🐛, this isn't stupid at all in fact it gave me an idea to use and now tag @toiletwipes cause, one of their chapters was a brilliant base for this.
(Psst wipes I'm borrowing some of one of your chapters to make this work, so here bestie!)
He’d left that dorm, letting the cold take over him, letting himself be carried away by his legs, a cab, his thoughts. But your face never left his mind. The way you kissed him so easily, the way you mourned and beat yourself up for it in the moments after. The way you couldn’t look at him as he left, the way he left without saying another word to you.
And like that it was over, he had walked away and your messages left unread, calls unanswered, ignored and broken off over a simple act, one you had done a million times before but the million and one is what broke the camels back. But you weren't one to back down, there had to be something you could do to show him what he had lost, to make it clear he had turned his back on the best thing in his life, Simpbur would learn the hard way that he should have spoken to you about whatever drove him to this point rather than just ghosting you.
You knew he had a strained relationship with his dad, and what better way to get back at him than by getting closer with his dad than he ever could.
But who were you to know that it would become something more, the first few days and visits were tear-filled and hurt over what had happened to you, Philza had offered a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen to your woes, so gentle and kind even in the face of his avoidance of talking about his personal or work life. He was sorry for what his son had done and wanted to help you move on, even going as far as trying to set you up with his work college Technoblade, but the tall pink-haired man and you were less than compatible in a romantic sense.
Nonetheless, as the time dragged on and Simpbur had remained outside of contact, ignoring you and ignoring the calls from his father and almost uncle figure in favour of doing his uni work and his actual desk job. While he did that you had wormed your way into Philza's life, becoming his guilty pleasure as you showered the older man in attention and affection that he shyly drank up, shivering with guilt when you came to visit barely clothed and smiling at him from where you sat in his home.
Nights filled with easy-going conversation became half-hidden flirts and lingering touches that had Phil hunched over in his bathroom, hand wrapped around his cock working away to ease the tension that had built from the feeling of your hand on his hips as you moved him to walk around his kitchen, he was like some randy youth, sinking into the affection you offered and too soon he had you where he had once dreaded to lay you.
Tangled in his sheets, fingers making a mess of his hair as he groans, buried to the hilt in you and savouring what he pleaded with his mind to make a one time lapse in his judgement. Blue eyes watching as purple marks bloomed where he had sucked on your neck, hickies and bite marks that would take days to fade, you looked perfect like this and god forgive him for how he faltered at filling you with his cum, groaning your name into the dark.
And yet like father, like son, too soon after that admittedly, on his side, an accidental lapse in judgment his head was full of you and you alone, images of how your skin looked under his hands, how you called his name, how you smiled so softly at him even as his cum dripped from your used hole. There was no stopping him as your schedule began to change, more and more time spent with him, what had been your plan being pulled from your hands into his, your little act of revenge spiralling out of control and leaving you slightly confused months later when the haze lifted.
Dressed in white and walking towards Philza, watching as techno stood beside him face as impassive as it had been the time the two of you went on an ill-fated date, but beside him stood the one who had paved the way for all of this, the man, no, the boy who had pushed you away, broken contact and lead you to this very moment.
Simpbur was to watch as you walk down the aisle and stood face to face with his father, becoming his step-parent on the very same day he had finally gotten the courage to look at the messages you had once left him.
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robo-milky · 3 years ago
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I just think a stand user! Yuu or Jusenkyo! Yuu is neat- Has these been done yet?? Prolly but just an idea dump ig
For stand—
- imagine if Yuu rolls up with a punch ghost (or whatever stand they have— and whether if the people in TWST can see it is up to you) and beats up whoever picks on them.
- Since ghosts do exist in JJBA and can interact with stands as well, imagine stand user! Yuu inflicting actual pain upon the ghosts or even touching them (much to Grim’s surprise and Crowley’s)
- If the TWST cast can’t see stands, it’ll be one hell of an explanation from Yuu.
- *points at stand* “This is a stand, it’s spiritual manifestation of my soul and *sigh* no, it’s not magic— and yes, it’s there. You just can’t see it.”
- Ace: *taunts Yuu, proceeds to get punted by an invisible force*
- If the cast can see the stand, they’re in awe or scared/worried Yuu might “let it loose” somehow.
- It ain’t magic so Riddle can’t just off with Yuu’s head
- Azul would prolly be interested about these stands and inquire Yuu about them (totally not planning to get his hands on one)
- Wait til he finds out about Whitesnake and the Arrow
-Would the arrows even work on the TWST boys???
- Imagine Yuu does have an arrow with them and rEqUieM-
- Floyd attempts to squeeze the stand
- If Yuu had a buff stand like Star Plat/The World/Crazy Diamond, Jack and Epel would be super intrigued (especially if the user and stand shares NO similarity physically but if it’s the image of their soul/fighting spirit, that says something about Yuu).
- *Overblot happens* ゴゴゴ
- As any JJBA character should— of course Yuu would have some funky sense of style (unless they want to live a quiet life) and just poses
- “What are they doing?” “Let them have their moment.” *Yuu poses majestically while the others are concerned if Yuu broke their back*
- Vil would either be somewhat interested in Yuu’s fashion or completely turned away.
- If anyone questioned Unique Magic names, wait til they hear Yuu’s stand name— (assuming it’s the less normal sounding ones like Sex Pistols/Sticky Fingers/Little Feet/Red Hot Chili Pepper or even Ratt)
- Hamon User! Yuu :0
- Lilia spooks or messes with Hamon! Yuu just for fun jdjdjd-
Jusenkyo! Yuu
- Could be any cursed spring of your choosing
- Ace would prolly play around with Yuu’s curse and continuously splashes them with cold water before changing them back
- Others are prolly in awe too- Transforming without the use of magic or potions??
- Jack: I see you can transform as well. Yuu: Not because I want to.
- Not Azul lowkey wanting to employ you to be an attraction/sideshow at the Monstro Lounge
- If Yuu is cursed to be a small animal of some sort, they’d totally nail stealth missions— which makes a lot of tasks and eavesdropping so much easier (What are the chances of coming across hot water in the halls?)
- If Yuu is cursed to be something bigger or predatory, watch out for Rook. (Is it bad I can lowkey see him purposely dumping cold water on Yuu for the sake of “tag” to chase them in their cursed animal form?)
- Ranma! Yuu would be entertaining. Wouldn’t it be funny if Yuu appears as a boy at first during the sorting ceremony (regardless of OG gender) but flips the moment they touch cold/hot water. If originally identifies as a boy, Yuu would touch cold water accidentally. If originally a girl, Yuu’s priority is to get back to their original form by taking a shower, using a sink, or straight up boil water. For a non binary/gender neutral Ranma! Yuu, water just gets on them and they kinda shrug it off. Fate’s fate. (IF they don’t mind either bodies) (Please— The series is from the 80s so not everything will mesh well and ofc sex doesn’t equate to gender)
- For the crazier springs, imagine Yuu falls into Spring of the Drowned Dragon or smth— Malleus gets a new buddy
- Also optional if Yuu even reveals that they’re cursed in the first place
- Chapter 3 would NOT fly well if Yuu’s cursed form isn’t human or an aquatic/amphibian animal. Speaking of which— how would aquatic animals drown?? Like wrecked gills or smth???
- Bs excuse for chapter 3, it’s a sunny day out and the water is warm. End of story.
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(I do have actual OCs for both borrowed from their respective fandoms but I guess I’m dragging them here now perhaps I’ll post them one day)
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Alright here we go (because I have a lot of feelings):
TW: I'm gonna be a hater with MY OWN OPINIONS here, take it with a grain of salt. If you like it, that's fine. It is not an indicative of your morality and you can do what you want or what you feel is best. I even enjoy some fics that have these things. I am just a hater, ignore me or not
Reader characters that are described eenie, teenie, tiny, small whatever. Basically something that describes them as the standard skinny girl
This could include smaller waist, smaller wrist, smaller arms, etc. But somehow they always give them big boobs if the reader is female/AFAB (imo reader fics should try to be inclusive and it just takes me out of the fic when the fic's reader character gives off “typical skinny anime girl with big honkers” vibes). Omegaverse fics where the omega/beta reader is just a skinny twinky anime character makes me so mad because YOU DON'T HAVE TO MAKE THEM SMALLER!!! JUST HAVE THE LOVE INTEREST BE MUCH BIGGER AND STRONGER JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. I UNDERSTAND the desire for size difference and physical power imbalance (bcoz same 😌✋). But just highlight how big (or strong) the love interest/s is/are, not how small and petite Reader/YN is. Make the reader character feel suffocated. Make them feel the heebie jeebies. MAKE THEM FEEL SMALLER!!! TERRIFIED!!! SUFFOCATED!!! HAVE THEM OVERPOWER THE READER, NOT WEAKEN THE READER This is honestly easier to ignore with monsterfucker fics (in my own humble opinion) because no matter how big you are, the other person/monster is bigger (and stronger). You could have the monster in question haul you over without breaking a sweat no matter the height and weight (shout out to @obsessivevoidkitten and her monsterfucker fics especially for her size inclusive fics even if the fics isn't explicitly made for chubby readers, lemme take a second to put Yandere Bull Man (Arrin) x Reader here, cuz it's my fave and I always go back to it when I want to be comforted and spoiled) You mean to tell me that in order for this person to be able to overpower me, I have to be skinny?! This is the fic equivalent of me having to not wear heels so that my date is not insecure about their height eugghhhhh. Honestly fics like these sometimes are like those free size clothes where they promise you that it would fit you BUT IT DOESN'T and it. Just. RUINS. THE ENTIRE. EXPERIENCE!!!
The use of the word 'cunny'
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOOIIIINGGGGGGGG!!! IS THIS A FANFIC OR A FUCKING COMMENT ON A LOLI ART POST IN A WEEB SUBREDDIT? I SWEAR TO GOD, YOU MIGHT AS WELL ADD THE 😭EMOJI!!! Pussy dessicating fr I swear, the amount of fanfic (especially König x reader fanfics) that uses that word makes me so mad. Like, really? Just use pussy or cunt or hole! This is prolly correlated to the 'small reader' complaint that I have because cunny implies a cute dainty reader but it just gives of "The love interest of this fic is actually Drake into underaged girls, not even a simply controversially yet legal young adult woman" vibes That word belongs in a comment section in a post of an underaged anime girl (who is totally a 1000 year old goddess bro trust me bro) not in a fanfic made by to get people's rocks off If I had a dick, it would retreat inside my body and go "euggghhhhh"
Gummy walls
You guys ruined Pinkie Pie's pet and chewing gum for me, fuck you
Overly feminine reader (and doesn't tag/say so)
By that I mean reader whose life gives off "Tiktok aesthetic" vibes. Like they give/describe reader wearing a very specified set of clothes or too much of a personality iykwim. It just rubs me the wrong way. This is an x reader not an oc x character. It just gives of Wattpad book vibes ngl
Long blocks of texts with no line breaks
Come on, now. It can't be that hard to press 'Enter'.
(e/c) (h/c) and the like
It just breaks the immersion and I don't want to pause reading just so I could recall what these are. Just say 'their eyes' or 'their hair'. This is actually much more common around 10-5 years ago than it is now so I don't see much of these thing
A fic that explicitly describes a reader with straight hair
As someone with curly hair and dealt with various mean (an understatement) things throughout her life until recently, this just irks me. It just takes me out of the fic. Even if it's a fic that only had the reader straighten their hair for no plot relevant reason. No. I would not fucking do that, that's nasty It's actually very rare that reader is given an explicitly straight hair, jut implied
Accents that are written so strongly in a fic that I just can't understand it.
Common in COD fics with Soap in it. Like I don't know if you are making fun of him and other Scottish people or if that's really how Scottish people talk. Now it prolly might be a skill issue because English is my second language and my grasp on the English language is based on how school taught it to us at a young age and my exposure to various media and the internet at a young age but still.
No punctuation and all lowercase
I don't mind bad grammar or spelling mistakes (if it's not THAT bad) because I know that English can be hard for people who are not exposed to it at a young age. But it does slightly bother me if there is no proper punctuation because it makes it harder for me to read it, same goes to all lowercase fics (it's fine if it's short but it slightly hurts my eyes when it's 2k+ words)
Bimbo Reader where the other characters (the love interest) clearly don't care about reader's interests
Boo. Jail for them other charas. Not all of them are bad. I actually liked some of them but that's because the characters in the fic took interests in the BReader's likes and hobbies and showcased their dynamics. Now, I do understand that the writers are into degradation and dehumanization that a Bimbo reader fic can give but again, I'm just not into it.
Characters that are too ooc that it might as well be a whole new character
Reader being given a name
That's an OC, dumbass
Cheating Yanderes that don't get their comeuppance
FUCK YOU!!! I hope your favorite female character from a shonen anime becomes a housewife with no other personality other than wife and mom.
Reader having an explicit callsign (COD specific)
I just feel like is the same as giving the reader chara a name. Kinda like how Simon is Ghost, Johnny is Soap, and Kyle is Gaz.
Reader being given specific descriptions (even if they don't have any explicit name) such as hair, body type, outfit, etc.
That's an OC with extra steps Now, I would have to explain myself a little bit further here. I am referring to when a fic just straight up describes the reader character that might as well be a description for an OC (giving them specific eye color, hair color, body type etc. combined). I am not talking about fics that is something on the lines of chubby!Reader, curly!Reader, etc. These are fics made because most fics are made with assumption that the MC is skinny, has straight hair, and vaguely European or American or white or light-skinned, and it does makes others that do not fit this demographic alienated. These fics are there to make others feel included and seen. And I fucking love them
Characters who have some kind of mental disorder (let's say anxiety) being babyfied or owo-fied
Neurodivergent characters being infantilized
Now for my (possibly) unpopular opinion
Y/N is fine, actually
I want to say that in my heart of hearts. Y/N and their cousin, [Name], isn't really that bad or immersion breaking. Y/N is like a self-insert we play as. They are here to represent us. They are our eyes and ears. It is our player character. Our avatar. We are them. They are us. I don't mind a fic going: "Y/N!!!" instead of You hear someone shout out your name because in my opinion it just fits the pacing and the vibes more. Of course, it is better to minimize the usage of Y/N but if you feel like it fits the pacing/wording/situation/overall vibe/feeling better, using Y/N might actually work better instead of various alternatives. Sometimes a nickname or epithet could work but sometimes, good ol' reliable Y/N L/N is just better.
Again, I want to say that there are fics that had the stuff from the above that I enjoyed and even if I didn't, I know that it was very great but not something that I, myself specifically, liked.
y’all, what’s something that will turn you away from a fic? it could be anything. dialogue, formatting, the way a person is being described, secondhand embarrassment, characterization, etc?
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theglitterypages · 3 years ago
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Beautiful Dream
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Chapter 8
Prev - Next
As the players took a break, the managers are busy in attending to their needs while Kuro was busy looking around to get a glimpse of you and there, he saw you chatting with Yachi as you both gave snacks to your team, he smiled to himself, he still can't believe that you like him, he's much confident and relieved to know that he has a chance.
"You know you look kinda creepy smiling like that."
Kuro turned around and saw his best friend looking at where you are, Kenma looked at him then and the captain defended himself. "I'm just happy, don't be spoil it."
"So she's finally said it huh?"
Kenma is not a fool to not notice that you two has finally had something going on between you, he knows it just by watching those silent exchange of smiles and stares, Kuro is too obvious as well.
Kuro frowned and he realized that you have become much closer with his best friend too, did you mentioned something to Kenma? "What do you mean finally?" he asked, his arms crossed over his chest while Kuro just drank some water and left him with no word while he followed him like an idiot.
Kenma still didn't say anything, you trusted him about it and even if Kuro is his best friend, you've become his friend too so he's not gonna give him say anything and he won't even tell him that he sort of helped you realize what you feel for Kuro.
Flashback
While everyone was busy eating you and Kenma were at the corner talking to each other, he's actually the one to speak first that's why you were touched that he's warming up to you. "So you guys are still just friends?" He asked as his eyes are focused on the screen as you both sat beside each other, you shrugged and leaned your back in the wall, "Well, yeah. It's not like Tetsu is making a move but he asked me to come and watch you guys play." Kenma paused his game and looked over at you with a knowing smile, "You wouldn't consider that as a 'move'? He's technically saying that he wants to see you support him." he pointed out, Kenma saw you pout at that.
"Well I mean…it's not like I'm expecting it's just a crush after all right?"
Kenma secretly smiled at that, you're too bothered for a crush it seems. He half-heartedly nod his head and pretended to focus back to his game with a plan in his mind, you seem unsure of what you feel and he knows you're the only one who can figure it out but if he could help with this little plan in his mind he would be glad.
He's doing it for you and Kuro anyway.
"You should come and see us play, Y/N. We are planning on getting a lady manager, maybe you can help us pick? Most of the applicants are just coming to fangirl over our players."
You froze, it's not like Kenma mentioned Kuro specifically but you just knew that Kuro has fangirls, you see lots of them in his social media and they weren't just mere fangirls they're all stunning and you've seen some of them tag Kuro in pictures, he's that popular but what would you expect?
"Kuro is probably tired of taking care of the team alone he also needs someone to like assist us and stuffs like how you guys assist Karasuno. He's excited in picking, he's even doing the interviews online even if we're here." Kenma said it full of nonchalance that you didn't suspect that it was a plan.
When Kenma heard your silence, he knew he hit the right spot.
"T-That's great, I mean you guys prolly need it so bad if he's taking this seriously."
Kenma nodded and turned off the game before he looked at you just to see that troubled look on your face, he felt bad really but he knew you needed a little help in realizing things. "He's been looking for a manager for months you know…so yeah he's working hard to get a good one." you nodded your head and forced a smile.
You honestly don't know why there was a faint bitterness in you mouth when you stood up and pat Kenma's back, "I hope you guys get a good one, I'll go ahead." you told him before you walk away with lots of things on your mind.
You don't understand why you felt something like a burn on your chest when you realized that there are lots of girls around Kuro, you didn't like it.
You can't be jealous…right?
End of Flashback
You were busy washing the dishes when Kuro suddenly startled you from behind, he was lucky you didn't throw a glass at him but he earned a smack from you for doing that, "What are you doing here, cat?" you glared and he let out a low chuckle. Kuro likes teasing you, when you're annoyed he could notice the tip of your nose turning a little red with your cheeks.
It was endearing and if even if he's shy to admit it, he won't deny the fact that seeing you like this actually makes his heart race. "I'm inviting you, chibi-chan will be practicing with us tonight. You wanna watch?" when you were done in washing the dishes, Kuro gave you a dry cloth and helped you dry your hands before you both made your way back to the gym.
"That sounds fun, I'll watch." you told him as you both walked inside the gym, he gave you a slight tap on your back as he walked you back to where Karasuno was, "Just bringing back your manager, see ya later Y/N." he waved goodbye to the boys and you sat beside Nishinoya, the libero just smiled quietly before standing up to start stretching because they'll be playing next.
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Just like what was planned you were dragged to watch Akaashi, Bokuto, Kuro, Lev, Tsukishima and Hinata play against each other, a 3v3 match. Kuro was sitting beside you as he watch Tsukishima and Lev tried blocking Bokuto, "Surround him! Make the block wider!" he instructed the two, Bokuto slightly hit the block for a rebound and when Akaashi set the ball for him he hit it nicely.
Kuro stood up to join the game and helped Tsukishima and Lev in blocking Hinata. You laughed a bit upon hearing Bokuto telling them that it's cruel to gang up on him like that but the small crow proved himself and made past the three blocker successfully.
The game ended and you enjoyed the match, Kuro kept on saying that he was impressed of Hinata's amazing wipe as he walk you back to where the managers are sleeping. "Thanks for helping them train, Tetsu. I know Kei could be a little cold and salty but he's a nice kid and Shoyo is the sweetest, I really hope I'll witness the battle of the garbage dumpster. Good luck to both our teams." you smiled as you stopped in front of the room where you guys are sleeping.
Kuro nods and slightly pinch your cheeks, "Hmm, we'll do our best to make it happen." he said with the sweetest smile, when he let go of your cheeks you bit your lower lip as you shifted your weight from foot to foot while silence ruled between the two of you.
Kuro decided to break the silence with a low chuckle, "I should go…" he whispered but you held his wrist and he looked at you, waiting for you to talk but you just smiled before you tip-toed and kissed his cheek.
"Goodnight Tetsu." you told him before you entered the room, silently waving goodbye while Kuro stood at the exact place obviously frozen.
(This will be written in Nishinoya's Point Of View, I've been waiting for this moment to write this and I think this is the right time.)
I honestly forgot when it started, perhaps it's been going on before I was even aware of what it was. All I know was that it's always been her.
Most of the people around me would often tell me how huge my presence is despite of my height, but I don't feel like that especially if there's obviously one person who couldn't see me despite of my "strong presence" all these years.
“Yuu! Are you paying attention to me?”
When I jerked out of my thoughts I realized that she was sitting across from me, and her brows were furrowed as she rant on how I was not listening to all the things she was saying, if she only knew.
All the words she says is etched on my mind and heart right away, that's how huge Y/N L/N's impact in my life. All my life I think I've known her, it's technically how it was, we've known each other for so long to the point that sometimes we knew each other more than we know ourselves.
As I take a look at her right now, all I could see was how the sunlight was emphasizing her beauty underneath its rays. She had a lot of guys crushing on him but none could make a move because of me.
They all thought we were dating, probably because sometimes that's how it looks like. We go to school together, with me carrying her bag, we'll be going to the club and at the end of the day we'll go home together as well.
I wish that was how we were.
Just as I was thinking of finally telling her what I feel, he came.
The moment I saw her watching Kuro Tetsuro of Nekoma closely, I knew that the years I had by her side wouldn't mean anything now that he's here. And I'm not a fool not to notice that he was into her as well.
I kept going and told myself that if it's for her happiness, I'll be fine, I thought that if I'll bury thesw feelings and prioritize her happiness over mine it won't hurt as much but I was so damn wrong.
That night where I saw them hugging each other as she admitted her feelings, I felt so small. A lot of questions formed inside of my head as they held each other while I watch in the sidelines.
If we hadn't met him, I wonder if she would have been mine, if I was fast enough to tell her what I feel where would it bring us?
I've been moving on and as much as it pains me to distance myself from her I ain't got a choice but when she cried when I wasn't talking to her I actually hoped that maybe I had a chance but just like before I was wrong.
It was crystal clear, she likes him so much. Her smiles when she's with him was way different when she's with me, she gets all flustered when Kuro is around and she's always searching for him around the court.
I love her more than she could ever imagine, I love her everyday, I love her even before I know what it means and I love everything about her.
I'm hiding in the dark as I watch her stand on her tiptoes just to kiss him on his cheek and that was the moment I knew that I had to let her go.
I knew I have to let go even if she is the most beautiful dream of mine.
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idontblushsrry · 4 years ago
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Itadori Yuuji Boyfriend Headcanons
A/N: Reader is from America and a black female. Idk why i decided to write this but I think that Yuuji would be a fun boyfriend lmao. I don’t entirely know what the reader’s cursed technique should be so lmk if you have any ideas. Until then enjoy Yuuji and reader being 2 idiots in love. Spoilers for all the eps of jujutsu kaisen up to about episode 11, nothing past that though as I want to finish the show first before reading the manga, so please be respectful of spoilers and label them (and tag if necessary) in the comments. Also srry if this cuts off abruptly bcus of the point the show is at. This is also like, all over the place but whatever.
(also sorry this was posted later than usual oops)
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This dork-
He is so sweet and kind and considerate 
But also a dumbass but also like he’s your dumbass
You and Yuuji are both equally stupid like bless yalls hearts
You and Yuuji met during his time at the Tokyo Academy when you transferred from America
The moment this man saw you walk up with Gojo-sensei he was smitten
Like your skin was glowing??? how???
And you had a slight accent but like he loved it too
And when you came up to greet him and shake hands you smelled so good and your skin was so soft
((He would later come to find out that the root of that was the shea cocoa butter lotion you used))
But yea mans was smitten and he is fully in love with you lmao
Will do literally anything you ask
You hungry? He’s prepared a 5 course, michelin star meal
Want new clothes? He’s been training for the day he could hold your bags for you
Ran out of hair products?? He’s already back with a special box of your products that he had imported from America
To this day you don’t know how he was able to get those products so quickly
He is loves when you tell him things about you from your day, to your times in america, to how your cursed energy works
Yall are the couple that does stupid shit together
Like one time you showed Yuuji one of those life hack videos and he was like 
“We should totally do that” 
And you were like “Bet”
Needless to say Fushiguro was very confused at the sight of bandaids on both of your fingers the next morning
“???What happened?”
“Well you see, I told Yuuji that I should use the glue gun because he didn’t even know where to put the glue stick. And he said nah, I got it and um yea so I fell and the glue gun was plugged in and then he tripped over me and so now we look like this.”
Gojo and Kugisaki thought that this was hilarious while Fushiguro decided that he’d store your guys’ glue gun in his shadows from now on
How yall manage to get through missions you go on together alive is a miracle
Speaking of missions, you eventually ask Yuuji what’s his deal because you feel a powerful aura coming from him but he never uses cursed energy, always cursed weapons
Cue Sukuna’s mouth popping up on the side of his face like “Hey mamas”
(You can’t tell me that Sukuna isn’t the type of guy to ask where his hug at)
“YUUJI WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!”
“Oh, I guess you haven’t met Sukuna yet, huh?”
So he sits you down and explains how he ate Sukuna’s finger and you're sitting there like ‘mhm mhm mhm, sorry you what?’
For like 3 days after he told you that you couldn’t bring yourself to kiss him just because you were processing the fact that Yuuji ate someone’s nasty old ass finger and would have to eat 19 more
And the fact that he’s the vessel of like the worst curse known to man 
During those 3 days, Yuuji’s pouting because he’s like ‘I fucked up, now she doesn’t wanna kiss me let alone talk to me because of this monster inside of me :(’
Meanwhile you’re just like ‘why would anyone eat some random mummified finger?’
Eventually you get wind of Yuuji’s bad mood and immediately, you rush to smooth things over with him.
You knock on his door and hear blankets rustling before he goes, “I’m not in the mood to play fight right now Kugisaki’
“Can I come in baby?”
You immediately hear the most comical almost cartoonish amount of noise ranging from a cup falling over, sheets falling off the bed, and what sounds like Yuuji falling flat on his ass before he opens the door
When he does, you’re laughing and it’s like the sky is no longer grey and the world is filled with color
You smile at each other before your moment is interrupted with Sukuna going “Finally, full offense, his whining was getting annoying”
You step inside his room and apologize for ignoring him, explaining that you just needed time to process things, explaining that you should’ve told him that before dipping
He just grabbed you in a bear hug and lifted you of the ground and spinning you around laughing happily, after all he wasn’t even upset with you, he just missed you
And thus begins the honeymoon phase of your guys’ relationship
Fushiguro is actually really happy for you guys and is the most supportive of your relationship but if anyone asked him to admit that out loud he’d actually apparate to the nearest marooned ship
Nobura doesn’t hate you guys but she thinks all couples are disgusting, so while it’s nothing personal, she does gag when you and Yuuji do so much as make goo goo eyes at each other
Gojo is actually like the main cheerleader of your relationship. 
He is the teacher that changes the seating chart to put students he ships together
He was always pairing you and Yuuji up on missions and placing you as sparring partners like ur not slick
If Gojo is the cheerleader, Sukuna is an actual antagonist
Like the man goes out of his way to CHOOSE violence
Like on time you kissed Yuuji’s cheek on a date and when you pulled back, your lip was bleeding and Sukuna’s mouth was smirking at you
Another thing he likes to do is tell you all of Yuuji’s simp^tm thoughts
Like all of them
Now Yuuji isn’t ashamed of how much he loves you and is in fact very open with it, but he doesn’t need Sukuna telling you that the only reason he bought x mouthwash was because it made your breath smell like “sunshine” and he had to see if it would work on him
Speaking of dates, good luck
Now I stand by the fact that Yuuji would never half-ass a date and things with him are certainly never boring
But he’s also like a country boy in the city and his tourist tendencies tend to get the best of him
Like you’ll be trying to find a spot to eat and when you look back Yuuji’s gone
((Prolly to buy another I <3 Tokyo shirt so you can both match))
He always catches up with you ad you eventually learn that but like the first few times be havin you ready to put up a lost child signal on the loudspeaker
He’s very sweet and this is where his thoughtfulness shines through
You and Yuuji plan dates in the same way one plays bingo
Like because you never know where you’re going to be r when exactly you’ll both be free (especially with Gojo-sensei and his bare minimum ass information) you two tend to go ‘ok well if we’re here we’ll go here and if we’re here, we’ll go here’ and so on and so forth
But Yuuji always remembers such little one-off details about you that make your dates.
Like you mention wanting to try a sushi train and he’s already scrolled through multiple yelp reviews and watched every youtube restaurant review like 9 times
But every high has a low and Yuuji and your’s low comes suddenly and it brings you crashing to the ground with no warning and nothing to slow your descent
When your class of first years were sent to exorcise the special grade cursed womb
When Yuuji’s hand got blown off and he told you to run you froze, your mind racing faster than your legs could even start
“(Y/N) RUN!” Yuuji’s voice broke you out of your fear-based trance
“I- I...can’t...I can’t leave you!” you cried out all your rational senses screamed at you to go, run, he had Sukuna and you were barely a grade 2 sorcerer. But your intuition told you if you left him you wouldn’t see him alive again.
You were trapped in a paralysis of indecision but the choice was made for you when a sticky tongue wrapped around your midriff and you were gulped into the mouth of one of Fushiguro’s frogs
“Goddamn it Fushiguro! Let me go! I need to... save... him.” You were outside the building before you could even finish arguing.
You glared up at Fushiguro but your eyes softened some when you saw how beat up Kugisaki looked.
He gave you this look that said he did what he had to do and he didn’t care what you had to say about it 
You and him waited in the rain for Yuuji or Sukuna to exit the building
You tried to focus yourself and save your negative emotions for your cursed attack
When Sukuna inevitably appeared, one finger stronger, you were fully prepared to fight him
However, he didn’t seem interested in fighting you and more engaged in fighting with Megumi
You tried to urge Fushiguro to wait it out, eventually Sukuna would lose control, but when Sukuna took Yuuji’s heart hostage, you both knew you’d have to fight
You and Fushiguro gave it your all but when Yuuji came back he still died 
It took all your strength to not completely fall apart after his death and the support from the second years as well as Kugisaki and Fushiguro helped
You’d tried to visit him at the morgue but Shoko only told you that she didn’t think it’d be a good idea.
You still slept in his sweaters and the things that smelled like him from time to time, trying to make the idea of him last, but after a month, the smell of him had started to fade
Everything about Yuuji’s memory seemed to become leached away with time, from his smell, to the wear present on things he’d given to you
You couldn’t help but feel resentful towards yourself but also to Sukuna, he’d taken Yuuji from you with the same care that one would throw litter on the ground
The pain in your chest didn’t wane either, it only became ignorable to a degree as training for the exchange with the Kyoto students became more intense
Fushiguro is a comfort to you as well, aside from you, him and Yuuji were the closest to each other and so he gets a lot of what you’re going through and doesn’t push when you become more withdrawn
He also lets you pet his demon dog too but when you ask him why he’s letting you pet it he just says ‘because no one would believe you if you told them’ lies
The bastard really just does it because he knows you’re sad and he doesn’t want you to be sad
Speaking of the Kyoto students, Zenin Mai and Toudou Aoi are permanently on your shit list
You’re relieved that Panda, Maki, and Inumaki came to your guys’ aid but like if you had your way Mai wouldn’t even exist
Anyways Maki has Panda physically restrain you while she tries to calm you down 
“(Y/N), you can kick her ass at the exchange!”
When you calm down, Panda puts you down and even though Mai’s long gone with Todou to go get his handshake, you make a promise that carries through the wind
‘Zenin Mai, pray that the next time you run across me I’m feeling kind, because if not-’, the last word is lost as the wind picks up but Mai feels a shiver rack through her body that more than ensures your message.
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technoblade-simp16 · 3 years ago
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This is a story I made for a writing event by dreamwvrld, my prompt is fallen angel/devil au with c!technoblade. Dont forget to check out @dreamwvrld and all the others that are participating in this event (check the tags to see the event and the writers participating in it)
Word count: 3000+
It has been many year's since you've fallen, not quite sure exactly how many though. You've grown to accept being condemned even though you did nothing wrong, you actually prefer living down on earth rather than heaven seeing as how it changed from the supposed holy place it once was to becoming a place governed by unjust and unfair 'saint's' now being only a shell of what it was before. Though you've roamed the earth for quite sometime you never really interacted with mortals much, the first and only person you actually talked to eversince you fell from grace was a demon named badboyhalo. It seemed that you two had something in common as he was kicked out of hell because of how nice he was, ever since your first encounter with him you started meeting with him more and he became your first friend. As time passed by he started worrying that you were too lonely seeing as he was the only person who you befriended.
"you need to find more friend's you muffin, so that you wouldn't be so sad and gloomy all the time" hearing this i once again told him for the hundredth time that i was not interested in befriending mortals seeing as they'll just grow old and die one day while me and him are immortal. "Well i think i know someone else that's immortal, maybe you can befriend him" "Oh? And who is this person you've never told me about for some reason?" "Hehehe.... Sorry, i don't really know him well so i never really thought of telling you." I just nod and signal him to continue "well his name is Philza and I'm pretty sure he's an angel of death from the vibe he gives off sometimes"
*An angel of death? From what i remember they're supposed to be like grim reapers but resemble fallen angels just without the halo.* Bad then points in a direction "he lives that way but his house is quite far so it might take awhile, maybe 5-8 hours of flying depending on the weather. Though he's an angel of death he's actually more of the town dad treating nearly every kid he see's as his own so I'm sure you'll get along with him great. He also lives with my other friend he's a piglin named techno he always says technoblade never dies but i don't know if he's actually immortal or not, they live together in a house located in the thundra and it's currently the only house there so you shouldn't have a problem finding it"
"so you want me to spend possibly 8 hours flying just to see a dad and someone who has a catchphrase and might be immortal?" Bad only nods and waits for a response, you want to say no but if you do he's just gonna keep asking you to do it and use his puppy eyes like always, *sigh* "fine, I'll do it. But if anything happens I'm going to kill you when i get back got it?" He hesitantly nods knowing you're not lying about killing him. "So, when will you be leaving?" "Tomorrow since i have nothing better to do and besides, the sooner i befriend them the sooner you'll stop pestering me about making friends" bad only nods and smiles at me, he's happy that I'm actually gonna try and make friends. After about 30 minutes of chatting, mostly him telling me about the people I'll be meeting he gets up "Well i should probably get going, skeppy might destroy our house if I'm gone for too long" i nod and we say our goodbye's and he takes off flying to his and skeppys house, "i should probably start packing some stuff for the journey since it's going to be quite a long one and i should prolly head out early in the morning if i want to be back before midnight"
*Time skip to early next day brought to you by my lazy ass and last two brain cells*
"Ok lets see if i have all my stuff, food? check, weapons? check, spare clothes? check, other stuff that I'm to lazy to count one by one? check, ok i think that's about all the stuff i need i think. Well i should get going now since its gonna be a long flight" with that i leave the house, spread my wings and take flight heading in the direction bad told me. The sun hasn't risen yet since it's only 4 in the morning so hopefully i get there before noon, as I'm flying i think about how i should approach the two when i get there, "maybe i could talk with philza since we're both angels or maybe i could talk to that techno guy since he doesn't like governments from what bad told me and heaven is like a government and i dislike it" i keep thinking about how i should talk to them so much that i don't even notice that im in the thundra already, i only snap back to reality when i feel a snow flake land on my nose and it makes me sneeze a bit "damn how long was i zoned out?" i look at my watch and see that I've already been flying for over 5 hours "I've been flying this long so i should be close to it by now" after about 15 more minutes of flying a house comes into view, it was a single house in the thundra so that might be it. I land carefully as not to make to much noise and head towards the door, i can feel my whole body tense up from all the nervousness since it's been a long time since i interacted with people besides bad and skeppy. I nock on the door a few times and wait patiently for someone to open it i can hear footsteps coming closer and i take a deep breath and exhale trying to calm myself. The door opens and reveals a man with large black wings wearing a green robe and a white and green striped bucket hat, *this guy must be philza from the looks of it.* The man just looks at me and i finally speak up "are you philza by any chance?" "Yes and who might you be?" "My name is y/n, i came here because my friend badboyhalo told me to" "bad? Why would he send you here" "he says that i need to make more friends but i don't really want to be friends with mortals since they'll die eventually so he told me about you and said that you're immortal so it should be fine" he's caught off guard by what i said but goes back to being calm, he tells me to come inside since it cold outside so i do, we both take a seat by the fire place and he starts talking "so, are you immortal too?" "Yeah, im actually an angel, a fallen one to be exact and from what bad told me you're an angel of death yes?" "Yes i am, how did you end up falling if i may ask?" "i got blamed for some stupid crap i didn't do and they ended up banishing me here although I'm a bit pissed for being wrongfully punished i actually prefer living down here rather than heaven" we ended up talking for a while telling more about each other, he also told me about his wife who turns out to be lady death and that she's the reason he's an angel of death, at first i didn't believe it but then he showed me hundreds of pictures of her and i had no choice but to believe it.
After an hour or two of talking i heard the door open, i looked to see who it was and i saw a piglin wearing a red cape and a crown i figured he was technoblade since he matched what bad described me. After he noticed me he just stared at me, he seemed to be wondering why a random stranger was in his house he looked tense but phil told him that i was ok and i was not an enemy. He asked phil who i was anf why was i here and phil told him about me like how i was a fallen angel and that bad told me to go here since he wants me to make more friends, after that he looked at me and gave a questioning look "don't angels suppose to have a halo?" I chuckle a bit and snap my fingers, my halo materialises above my head it was a shiny obsidian black with a glowing gold pattern runing along the middle and some of my feathers also became gold as a simbol of how wasn't an ordinary angel before but a gate keeper angel. He seemed to be mesmerised by gold glow from my halo and wings, makes sends though since he's a piglin and all, phil snaps him out of it when he asks him if i could stay for the night since a storm seemed to be coming in, he nodded and returned to staring at the gold feathers on my wings which just made me laugh since from what bad told me he was supposed to be this though and stoic warrior but here he is, unable to look away from the gold feathers staring at them like a dog who saw a squirrel phil chuckles a bit and leaves, possibly to make some food for us. He snaps back to reality when i start walking to him, he looked a bit tense since he's still not sure about me, i run my hand through one of my wings and stop when i reach a gold feather, i pluck it out and reach out my hand giving it to him "what?" Was all he could say "well you looked like you couldn't look away from my feathers and i know that piglins like gold a lot so i thought i could give you one of my feathers" "why?" "Well cuz if i want to befriend you than i need to make a good impression" he grabs the feather and looks at it for a bit and looks at me "thanks" "you don't talk much do you?" He laughs at this which made me smile since he seems to trust me. time goes by and we just sit by the fire place talking about our selves and our opinions on things, "what are your thoughts on government?" He asked me "well from experience i think their complete shit, using their power to benefit themselves and punishing those who dare oppose them" he gives a small nearly unnoticeable smile but it was enough for me to see, he tells me that both he and phil agree and that they're both actually anarchists, it doesn't surprise me since bad already told me. "What is it like up there, you know, heaven?" I frown a bit hearing this since i don't really like remembering heaven due to it being shit "it's not the holy and pure place you guys down here think it is, atleast not anymore. Heaven is governed by these 'saints' they're like a government, and most if not all of these so called saints abuse their power for their own benefit and punish those who have done nothing wrong, back then every thing was nice a peaceful but nowadays there's even drugs in heaven, now it's merely just a shell, a name for what it once was long long ago" he looked at me and could tell that i didn't want to think about it "I'm sorry for asking about it" "no it's okay, i fell from grace a very long time ago and besides i need to be honest if i wanna make friends atleast that's what bad told me" after that techno told about himself like how he has voices and his head and what they say to him "why are you telling me this?" "Well you told me about stuff that you dont like talking about so i thought i could do the same" "ok then, does this mean I'm your friend now" "more or less yeah" we keep chatting about interesting topics such as fighting, mythology and suprisingly gardening.
*Time skip to when it's night and all should be asleep*
I should be asleep by now but something's keeping me awake, i try to sleep once again but i suddenly hear a noise coming from down stairs. I got up from the bed and quietly leave the spare bedroom and head to the stairs, as i walk down the steps i see that the door was open and there was a figure in the porch. I head to the porch and as i got closer i realised that it was just techno it seemed that he was lost in thought since he still hasnt noticed me so i gently tap his shoulder, he looks at me and gives a tired smile to which i answer with my own "what are you doing here late at night?" "I could ask you the same" "well i heard a noise and came to check but saw it was only you, though it seems something is troubling you" "it's nothing" "that's what people say when they do have something bothering them so tell me, besides I'm your friend now so I'm obligated to help if something is wrong" "did bad tell you that?" "Maybe, but i agree with it" he tells me about his problems, most of them being about the people who're hunting him down and how he's worried about his enemies finding this place and putting phil in danger as well as keeping the voices from hurting anyone that he care's about since they sometimes get to loud to bare with. I feel sad cuz it seems like he has quite a bit on his shoulders and i wanna cheer him up or atleast calm him down, whenever i feel down bad always hugs me and that usually works so why not give it a shot, i wrap my arms around him and hug him tight, he stills not expecting me to do this. He eventually relaxes and returns the hug, it feels like he needed something like this, someone showing that they care about him with actions and not just words. After about a minute or two i let go and see that he's looking better now, "thanks" "no problem, that's what friends are for anyway. Now let's get you to bed since it's still two in the morning and it's too early to be awake" i grab his hand and lead him to his room which felt a bit wierd since this is his house but at the same time it also felt natural in some way and i didn't know why. Once he gets to his bed i turn around to go back to the spare bedroom but stop when i feel a hand grab me by the arm, i turn to see that it was techno "stay, please" i couldn't say no since i knew he just needed someone to be with right now, someone who he feels safe around and it ended up being me. I give him a small smile "fine, though you might need to move a bit if you want both of us to fit in the bed" we both quietly laugh at this and he moves a bit so that i can also fit on his bed. I lay down on the bed beside techno and see that we're both facing each other, i get a bit flustered since his face was really close but manage to say a small goodnight before closing my eyes and turning around, i was starting to think this wasn't a good idea sharing the bed until i feel his arms wrap around me and pull me towards him. I can feel my wings and back touching his chest, his breath touching my neck and a sharp object poking me near a vital body part(his tusks poking the back of your head not that you sinful minds). I can't help but turn into a tomato but i was glad that he couldn't see my face since it was night and i was facing away from him, "thanks again" "n-no problem" was all i could say before shutting my eyes and focusing on falling asleep, after a little while i finally managed to drift away to the land of dreams.
*Time skip to the following morning (this is the last time skip i swear*
I awake to the rays of sunshine poking through the curtains and try to get up only to fail and i realise that techno still has his arms wrapped around me, i turn my head to look at him and see that he was still asleep. I couldn't help myself from smiling when i saw how peaceful he looked, it was so different from how he looked from when he first saw me yesterday, *he looks so peaceful, so calm, so charming* i qiuckly realise what i just said in my mind and try to calm myself the fuck down before i end up waking him up with how loud my heart was beating. After calming down i try to remove his arms only to receive a groan doing so he starts waking up and i try not to panick and muster the will to speak and ask him if he can let go of me now so i can get up but all i get is another groan and him muttering "five more minutes" "techno, i need to get up now we both do, it's already 9 in the morning" he gives one last groan before letting go and getting up. We both get up and leave the room only to be met with phil who gives us a questioning look to which we just shrug in response, the morning goes by without any stange things happening, we eat breakfast and talk more about stuff we have in common. Time passes by and it was time for me to leave we were all sad since it was time for me to leave especially me as well as technoblade it seemed from the look he had, i say my goodbyes to the both of them and turn to technoblade to give him one last hug before i go, this time he hugs back faster and tighter than last time, after the hug a thought came to my head and got me very flustered at the time my mind was yelling at me to either chicken out or do it to which i ended choosing the latter. I use flap my wings so that i get to his level and give him a kiss in the cheek, after that i instantly flew off yelling bye with a tomato face. As i flew o looked back to see techno touching the spot where i had just kissed him and saw a smile coming on his face, this made me relieved since this doesn't mean he disliked me but at the same time it made me even more red since it meant he liked it, liked me. I big smile appeared on my face and i laughed a bit *i guess this wasn't a bad idea after all, though I'm never telling bad about this especially skeppy. I'm definitely going to visit this place again soon though* and with that i had made two more friends and possibly something more, who knows only time can tell what it'll lead to.
Im finally done with this story, i had a hard time thinking of how to write it since i don't really do oneshots but hopefully some people will enjoy reading this. This was my story for dreamwvrld's writing event please go and check out @dreamwvrld and the other writers participating this event if you have the time, that is all.
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leikeliscomet · 1 year ago
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Thanks for the feedback. I'm gonna respond to some points bc I feel like there's context missing from me that I think users are gonna need.
This is an excellent series of posts, but it's if anything too soft on RTD, and I think I need to explain (before RTD2 does anything that people dislike) why it's possible to be negative about RTD's Doctor Who without being an alt-right bigot.
This is the 2nd reply I've gotten along the lines of "not doing enough" so I should say my essay is about the fandom, more so than RTD's writing. I do unpack it a bit but most Martha Jones essays already talk about the writing so I wanted to focus on the fandom specifically bc its not spoken about as much. Plus on my twitter I've gone into RTD's writing of Black characters already, which didn't go down well. I write about Martha and other companions from a Black POV and in terms of anti-black racism, not by showrunner, because as I said in Chapter 2 racism in this show crosses all eras. Dwtwt is very performative in its criticism of racism and it tends to save it for their antis only which is something I've already called out lots of times. By centering RTD there's an implication that misogynoir and antiblackness is a unique writing flaw, and not a system that harms Black women/all Black people. This type of reasoning is why Bill was/is considered the gold-standard Black companion and why Moffat managed to avoid criticism despite the same issues with Martha existing in his era just in a different font e.g. Danny and Courtney. What I don't want is anti-showrunner fans getting gassed about my critiques of one showrunner but actively defensive if I apply the same critique to other showrunners because that's very performative to me.
Said in another post but yeah gathering a lot of anti-Martha posts wasn't a nice feeling, especially the anti black posts. I know there's a lot more I could have included and critiqued and not everyone will be convinced by what I wrote, but as a Black fan seeing Martha get called Aunt Jemima and an affirmative action placement seems very blatant and toxic to me. If that's not enough to some people I cant help them.
I specifically didn't tag this as anti-RTD because it wouldn't be fully honest seeing as I like his era, I've got critiques for Moffat and Chibnall too and i cant really be anti all 3 of them, but mainly, the weaponisation of "oh you just hate them!11" is always used to shut down racism discussions. I've had it weaponised against me even when I was in super RTD fan mode and its really exhausting. I specifically wrote that bit about not being anti-Tenrose in Chapter 2 because I know that's gonna be the go to thing to counter what i wrote. To be clear, idgaf if people say I'm anti because i know what i do and don't stand by regardless but other fans being disingenuous about what i actually write is something that really bothers me. I really don't want my racial analysis to get swept away with "See she is anti-Rose its in the anti-Rose tag!1"
fanatical Ten/Rose shippers who would accuse anybody who didn't ship it, or didn't think that Rose was the greatest and most positively-depicted female companion ever, of being misogynistic, class-prejudiced
He encouraged fans to view Rose as superior to other companions because her relationship with the Doctor was more strongly romantic, and to judge female companions according to how much the Doctor apparently fancied them.
I go into this in Chapter 2 in how weaponisation of classism and misogyny deflects from the racism Martha experienced and how this weaponisation from predominantly Rose fans ignores the experiences of lower-income Black Brits, including the ones in the show. I've got a plan for a smaller class and race in Doctor Who essay/analysis and also I heavily disagree with the idea of "companion exceptionalism" in Doctor Who in general, but, I just got this Martha essay out, so its gonna be a while.
If anyone's like "but she didn't mention___" I prolly already have a tweet about it or an essay plan about it.
“But We Love Martha Jones!” - The Doctor Who Fandom’s Selective Memory of Racism
Be aware that this article contains explicit examples of anti-black racism and misogynoir.
**Contents** Intro 1. Everybody Hates Martha 2. Utopia-ish 3. Martha vs Bill 4. Martha Triumphant?
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To say being a Martha Jones fan from 2007-2017 was hard would be an understatement. The fandom claimed she was too clingy. Too jealous of Rose. Too bitter. Too bad a companion. For as long as I can remember, Martha Jones wasn’t just an unpopular companion - she was THE unpopular companion. So this recent increase in “my issues with [insert companion of colour here] isn’t about race. Everybody loved Martha Jones!” has me raising an eyebrow. Freema Agyeman as part of Ofcom’s Diversity In Broadcasting Event answered a question on her time as Doctor Who’s first Black companion. She describes her time as “good and bad”. She handled the criticism of Martha as a character “but the racism… yeah, yeah couldn’t rationalise that” as she pauses in the video. In the silence we get a clear answer - Freema Agyeman did not have an easy time as Doctor Who’s first Black companion. So when I see comments about how much she was loved, or how no one knew what Freema was going through when speaking out about the racism she experienced, or “My sus posts about Ryan & Yaz aren’t racist! I loved Martha!” I, and many other Black/mixed Black fans and other fans of colour have bad tastes in our mouths. We remember the real history of how Martha Jones was treated - and her history wasn’t a kind one.
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