#should I finish this one shot?
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did someone actually hate on your fave? or did they neutrally attribute a trait to them that you've unnecessarily negatively moralized and you hurt own feelings about it? or, perhaps, did you project too hard and now interpret even mild critique or simple acknowledgement of interesting character flaws as an ad hominem attack on yourself?
#like I'm sorry but. as an essek stan. skill issue.#ngl I'm more inclined to block someone going 'essek is baby who has never done anything wrong in his life and he should be exonerated'#than someone going 'essek is a horrible criminal and he should die'#the first is like 'incorrect. even his partner does not hold this opinion.'#the second is like 'depending on your tone it's possible you have a point. let's talk it out and see if you do'#I myself have also had my fave formally executed on occasion. for kicks and angst. š#actually laughing this reminded me of a one-shot post live show that I never finished where caleb and essek basically have this conversatio#I should actually finish and post that#anyway this is not that serious it's just constantly on my mind on this hellsite
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I think this fandom is too normal about Petronille. WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE'S ONLY IN HER LATE TEENS/EARLY 20'S WHAT DO YOU MEAN?????
Like like!!!! We don't have a timeline on when Bonnie and Nille ran away from home, but it HAS to be when Bonnie was really young. Bonnie doesn't seem to remember their parents well at all, and the most we hear about them is that they were "mean". So like!!!! Depending on how old you see Bonnie (10-12ish) and how young you think the two ran away, that could range from 5 to 9 years give or take.
Thats!!!! A range!!! At the oldest Nille (say 24) she was 18 or 19 when the two ran away, which is an adult but still pretty young, but the youngest range????? Hello??? If Nille is 19 now, she could have been as young as 11 when she took Bonnie!!!! What!!!!
I don't think that's the case, but still??? If we take the average of those two, Nille would be 16!!! 16!!!!! And taking care of her sibling basically on her own!!! Nille is a kid who had to grow up too fast and take on the world to make sure Bonnie and her could survive!!! Nille's probably been fighting a good chunk of her life for their happiness and that doesn't even ACCOUNT for the abuse their parents messed her up with. And then after EVERYTHING basically sacrificed herself so Bonnie could have a chance to live from the King's Curse!!!!!
And after all that!!!! Suddenly, she's offered protection from 4 random adults who also adore her sibling and want to take care of the both of them??? What do you do with that??? Do you even BELIEVE that??? Can you even trust that someone else than you could be trusted with your baby sibling? That you can let someone else take that responsibility. The responsibility that you took on with your whole heart and soul to the point you made sure that even if you basically DIED for all that mattered, at least Bonnie would have a chance.
You've been asleep for months and woken up in a new reality where you're not your sibling's whole world anymore. They've changed. You weren't there for it. These people Iove Bonnie so much. But do they know them as much as you do??? They weren't there all this time!!! You should know your sibling better than anyone here!!!
And yet. Yet...
You don't know what to make of this. You're happy Bonnie's safe. You're terrified you don't recognize the new parts of them that have shown up without you being there.
Your sibling lives in a whole new world now. They love you. They would come back to it just being the two of you if you pushed it.
But if you do, you're not sure Bonnie would ever forgive you for it.
(Are you seeing my vision??? Do you understand why I'm not normal about Nille????)
#petronille isat#isat spoilers#act 6 spoilers#isat#tw abuse mention#okay cool nille is cool- WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY COULD BE AS YOUNG AS 19????#listen im 26 I am young but like anyone under 20 are babies to me now WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE COULD BE 19???????#KIDS RAISING KIDS KIDS RAISING KIDS-#anyway uh people should be less normal about nille and once I finish chapter 3 of my loop fic Im writing at least a one shot about this-#my posts
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! _ _ _ R U I N O U S - I N T N T _ _ _ !
THAT DAMNED BSTRD! (I love themmmmmmm,,, uuuauuhhg)
(other stuff + sketches under cut)
SOOOOO SORRY followers for just kinda uh... disappearing of the face of the earth. OOPS!!
So you see I found this COOL AS HELL GAME! FOR FREE! ON THE BROWSER!??!!!?
That everyone here should TOTALLY PLAY RIGHT NOW!!!!
Go Play... Corru... Observer.... -> pllllleeeeease
You are in for a HELL of a ride lemme tell you. It 100% consumed my brain the minute I started playing mostly cuz of how blown away I was with everything. The writing? Incredible. Music and sound design? Realllllly good, been listening to the ost on repeat. The visuals? Beyond interesting and super super cool. Mechanics and interactions? REALLY REALLY UNIQUE! Ouuugh
Here, take my nonsense sketches as propaganda for this...
Stares at you.... you should play Corru Observer
oooouuh i could talk about this game for hours on end.
#corru.observer#corru observer#corru.observer fanart#tw eyestrain#tw gun#<- ?? I guess i should add that...#I don't know what the other corru tags are so here we are#uhm character tags maybe?#akizet#cavik#gakvu#BSTRD#corru.observer spoilers#just went back to Jokzi ozo and replayed the entire frame segment in one shot and ive never been more proud...#neeeeed to finish up a good ref for my obesk ocs to post here as well. I love them so dearly...#KD'sCrumbs#Gotta come up with a new tag for this now grrrrhh
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i think im hilarious
#bsd spoilers#bungo stray dogs dazai#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungo stray dogs#neo's art#id in alt text#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#bsd memes#sketch#it was a 20 minutes sketch bc i saw the original picture and had an epiphany. and i needed to finish that shit as fast as possible#he's my babygirl#also ibispaint got new effects & i wanted to try them out :3#digital art#also the chapter w him being shot is the last one i read. im manga only so if something else happened since that chapter im not aware </3#i mean i probably would see it all over my dash bc i follow dazai's tag on tumblr and my cool singular mutual would post about it#ten thousands times lmao#(as it should)
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gay people can never confess normally theyāre always doing shit like sending their alter egos to duke it out in another dimension as a representation of their emotional issues
#anyways guess what anime Iāve been rewatching#black rock shooter#this is specifically about the OVA but it also applies to the 2012 series as well#Anyways go watch the BRS OVA and the 2012 anime if you havenāt! Itās one of my all time favorites#dawnfall thoā¦#Letās just say I never finished it#(I should give it another shot tho it was a while ago)#sophi rambles#mato kuroi#yomi takanashi#dead master#mato x yomi#yomi x mato#do they have a ship name?#ok Iāll shoot my shot (pun intended)#how we feeling about BlackDeath#little on the nose but I like it
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the sunhawk, and sunwing
ā wider version bc i couldn't decide:
i didn't really like the composition here (unbalanced and why? is the roof not straight???) but it gives more perspective on size of sunwing vs. lodge
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#talanah#sunwing#talanah khane padish#the sunhawk#hfw talanah#hfw npcs#hfw pc#(character swap mod)#(entity spawner)#hhhhokay so. book in the tags:#this is another one of those instances where. i had ~*An Idea*~ and i was like oh i should be able to do that#and then i start doing it and i realize yeah i'm dumb there is A Problem with executing this idea#thought process: sunwings look so cool sunning themselves! it'd be awesome to have talanah pose w/ a birdie in front of the hunter's lodge!#i think i can do this by spawning a wild sunwing (afaik overridden sunwings don't display this behavior) and then pausing ai processing!#it works! get shot lined up etc. then i realize. uh. wait. this isn't an overridden sunwing (OBVS) but i want it to look like one... :( >:[#so i have to get rid of that one and spawn an overridden one#and set up several similar-perspective same-lighting shots and then tortuously edit the override cables in. wow i'm so smrt#but usually once i start one of these edits i feel obligated to at least try to finish...#also these machines are so Big i couldn't even really set up the shot i wanted! always making problems for myself lol
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NBC HALLOWEEN SPOILER!!!
I seeing that my Skullyuu was ruined because Skully is a historical figure and is dead and my Yuu(Rayven) doesn't remember him:
#I know I'm being very dramatic but I can't help it!!!!#I was already wanting to make a one-shot of them#now I can't ship them anymore š#but I still love them#twisted wonderland#skully j graves#twst#twst oc#āæ! rayven šŖ#āæ! skullyven ā”#<- maybe last time I use this tag#I should stop watching spoilers before I finish watching the event
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Most likely what Iāll do is focus on whatever wins AND finishing Neighbors, which has around 9 chapters left. Iād really, really like to finish Neighbors by the end of the year so I can finally call it done after nearly two years now of writing it off and on.
Everything else in my directory (which I really need to reformat yet again) is effectively on hold until I can develop each project a little more.
#really wish I could just write all day every day but NOOOO#I have to have a JOB so I can EAT#writing poll#I have a notion that I would like to finish my seriesā#āthen work on my one shot ideasā#and then FINALLY call it quits so I can work on an actual novel#but best laid plans etc#I figure if I can get to a place where Iām working on two series at a time that should be good
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Whew.
Casting job so good you canāt find your panties or your morals.
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I wanted to write just pure smut. but the more I think about "zoro and sanji try for another baby" the more I want to make it mushy and a little angsty
Zoro is my favorite because he's a character who revolves around strength and using that strength to carry the crew, so opening himself up to something as sentimental and soft as getting pregnant again, he becomes raw with a lot of emotions rushing to the surface.
#one piece#roronoa zoro#zosan#a/b/o#i have so many ideas#too many#i haven't even finished the first 'one shot' lmao#but i think a lot about omega zoro and how that conflicts with his strength#and him being overwhelmed by his omega hormones and doesn't know how to communicate that cus he doesn't want to be seen as weak#he doesn't want to come out and say he's struggling cus he SHOULD be able to handle on it's own#but bottles it all up so bad he has an anxiety attack when his heat starts and sanji has to help talk him through it#then they have very tender and emotional sex
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day 7 - HIT ME ON THE GROUND
redraw of a shot from the inuyashiki op (flashing lights cw, reference photo under the cut)
#yttd#your turn to die#kimi ga shine#yttd spoilers#alice yabusame#reko yabusame#notyoinara art#alice yabusame art marathon 2024#OKAY I WOULD HAVE FINISHED AND POSTED THIS EARLIER. HOWEVER#i kind of accidentally procrastinated all day yesterday and it was getting a little late (4am)....so i decided to finish it today instead!!#i'll try to get day 8 done on time. no promises i always post these anywhere from 1-4am#anyway i haven't been the same since i realised what this shot meant im so. AAAAGH#i watched all of inuyashiki in one night because of a single clip i saw on twitter i should rewatch it sometime#the buildings. are sort of visible. maybe. they're there#i really hate seeing all of the mistakes in this#but i also have to remind myself that the 30 day challenge is supposed to (somewhat) get rid of my perfectionism
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Thinking about writing a lesbiannie fic inspired by good luck babe by chappell roan
#its such an annie song to me#the fic will probably be a short one shot but i keep rattling that idea inside my brain#i should finish my hannibal fic but maybe I'll write this first. We'll see#lesbian annie edison
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This is for @bluepeachstudios ās Ghost in a Shell. Itās really good you should read it.
I looked at exactly one picture of Jupiter Jim and went āyeah this should be enough to draw him.ā I will not be answering if it actually was
Have some bonus content under the cut!
And sketches
(I love any character who can say āI donāt want to go back to prisonā itās like the funniest thing to me)
#i donāt know what compelled me to hand write that text. itās not very good#we just donāt do things the easy way here. thatās why I render with an app on my phone. i donāt believe in simplicity#i had a plan for a lot more full body shots but then I couldnāt find any good lair references so I decided to screw it#Iāve never drawn rise characters before. this is my first time drawing them and expressions wow#Iām not very good at style copying and my default is so much rounder than rise is so that was just a woof#i should say all text in these shit posts arenāt canon at all. you can figure out where they likely take place yes#but they never show up in story#just a little fyi incase anyone decides to check it out#the entire inspiration for this post was just watching 2003 and going#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY DID THAT??#ghost causally dropping the most wild facts about his life has like endless shit post potential#yeah I went to space. stole a ship. went to jail. aided a fugitive. held a dictator at gunpoint#and folks thatās just one arc. go watch 2003#i debated making angst as it is likely more currently topical but Iām a shit poster at heart#chapter 29. how we feeling boys? Iām actually doing rather well. i think just the fact the build up is over and Iām so tired I no longer#have emtions Iām just pumped for the next chapter whoo!#i started to lose mojo very fast while doing this but I wanted to finish today so I did. i hope itās not too obvious#yeah anyways go read ghost in a shell#go watch 2003#go read ghost in a shell#iām gonna go to bed now#ghost in the shell#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2018#fan fiction recommendations#fan art of a fan fic#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2003
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legitimately insane how to some people, "we should wipe out this ethnic group that we've violently constrained to a ghetto because they're just genetically more violent and dangerous" is a reasonable and justifiable statement but it's Nazi Rhetoric to say something like, "it's bad that Israeli civilians are being killed but acknowledging that as tragic includes acknowledging that the almost daily state-sanctioned murder of civilians by the Israeli government is also tragic and unacceptable"
btw guys speaking of Nazi shit - can we check in, alongside what's been done to Palestinians in the last 75 years, what's the Israeli government's take on the Azerbaijani government's newest round of ethnic cleansing of Armenians? oh are the Israeli government's actions maybe not determined by Jewish identity, but by a commitment to colonial supremacy which puts them on the same page as other violently genocidal states like Azerbaijan, the US, and the UK? god can you Even Imagine?
(framing speaking against Israeli war crimes as inherently antisemitic requires understanding the Israeli state as representing all Jewish people, when it doesn't even represent all Israelis.
framing Israeli war crimes as synonymous with Jewish identity is pretty fucked up if we're being honest. I don't think that controlling water and power and movement for a captive population and shooting children dead for throwing stones is an inherent value of Judaism, any more than I think the torture carried out at Guantanamo Bay is an inherent value of Christianity - in both cases they're atrocities carried out by a far right genocidal government using religious identity as a shield.
Calling statements like "Israel is committing genocide against the people it's displaced" inherently antisemitic is doing more to further the idea that all Jewish people are associated with Israel than saying "the Israeli government is doing war crimes," which is a statement of fact about a country that exists and does war crimes. Is criticism of Israel as a nation often used as cover for antisemitism? Absolutely. Does that mean the Israeli government isn't doing literal war crimes repeatedly, on record, while talking publicly about scrubbing an ethnic group off the map? Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh well in the last 48 hours they've definitely cut off water and power to almost 600,000 civilians and allegedly used white phosphorus against civilians so in an extremely factual and unambiguous way yeah man those are Literal War Crimes whoever does them.)
#red said#sorry man saying 'it's bad to do genocide and war crimes' doesn't actually mean 'I'm happy when Jewish people die'#it means 'there is a context to Palestinian militants attacking Israelis which involves Palestinians being killed wounded or imprisoned#very nearly every day by the Israeli state and settlers. so no you can't treat a Palestinian attack on Israel as an unprecedented tragedy#without also recognising that Israeli forces have repeatedly visited attacks of similar magnitude on Palestine which is ALSO tragic#as well as the regular state-sanctioned murder of over 200 Palestinians in the 9 months BEFORE the Palestinian attack on Saturday#It means 'Palestinian lives don't matter less than Israeli lives' not 'Israeli lives don't matter'#this week is literally the FIRST TIME SINCE RECORDS BEGAN that more Israeli lives have been lost than Palestinian#bc for every year since 2000 orders of magnitude more palestinians than Israelis have been killed in this war#you don't get to say 'it's only bad when X ethnic group is killed it's GOOD to kill Y ethnic group' then accuse OTHERS of genocide apologis#it is legitimately a tragedy for Israeli civilians to be killed and wounded en masse. the people are not the nation.#but it's not less of a tragedy for Palestinians to have been killed and wounded en masse week after week for decades.#and when peaceful protest gets you shot and bombed and acting against the military gets you shot and bombed#and just existing doing nothing at all gets you shot and bombed. living near someone accused of terrorism. looking for your fucking cat.#when you're getting shot and bombed daily whatever you do. it's not surprising that sometimes people move to violence against civilians.#because as people from Gaza have said. better to die fighting for survival than die on your knees waiting.#which like. I'm not making a moral judgement one way or the other bc i am intrinsically disgusted by mass killing. as we all should be.#and this might be the movement which liberates Palestine and it might be the excuse which allows Israel to finish Palestine#and either way hundreds of people are dead on both sides and however you slice it that's a fucking tragedy#but we cannot. treat it as if Hamas' strike began the violence. and ignore the 200+ Palestinians killed by the IDF this year beforehand#Palestinian lives matter as much as Israeli lives. 700 Israeli citizens dead is a tragedy. 600 Palestinians dead is a tragedy.#and if you lay out the numbers from this weekend alone you can pretend that Israelis are getting decimated by Palestine.#but to do that you have to ignore the facts that for every 1 Israeli killed in the past decade 3 Palestinians die.#and that Israeli deaths happen in occasional outbursts of violence while Palestinian deaths happen every week#whether or not Hamas or any other Palestinian faction initiates violence
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it would be amazing if there were more reader insert that have a storyline about being family from your confort characters
#wait... im a writer??#found family#like i have over 20 characters i see as my parental figures.#and then you have characters like sonic who i see as siblings#rn i see Arthur morgan as my dad#its nice there are a few fanfics out there#but we need more tbh#lmao dont get me started on the 6 who i see as parents in just the hp universe bc i have it all sorted out HAHHAHA#Then we have apex... horizon mom coded#arthur morgan & reader#platonic relationships#parental figures#cmon i cant be the only one (bc im not)#like wdym persy jackson aint my cousin?#gonna write this#should i post it on tumblr too when I have written a few one-shots?#(i wrote 1k words in the last 4 months... am i cooked?)#gonna tag this as#arthur morgan#bc its about him rn#(finished the main storyline of rdr2 for the first time today... crying)#oh my god i spelled pj wrong thats rll embarrasing lmao#platonic f/o#f/o community
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Enid Blood-moon Wolf Matron wife companion piece to that sk Wednesday face I did because... i thought she felt alone looking murderous on her own and felt sad. besides, I've been drawing a ton for what my friend and I have planned for our fic, so uh... expect this to pop up sometime in the far future. oh and, the fic this is based on is called fools rush in.
#wenclair#Enid Sinclair#fools rush in#my art#i mean we've already written the first drafts for the last act of the fic plus additional future sequel one shot continuations#the challenge is... finishing chapter one heh#i feel like someone should slap me#you can pry high femme buff enid sinclair from my cold dead numb hands#also i tried to color this but my hands hurt and started to go too numb again so i just quit before it got worse!
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