#shotfierce

[easytovanish]

“Oh, what’s that smell? It’s bullshit.” BUT FROM FEDYA

@shotfierce.  /  i want a new face.

     ❛ i think it’s whatever that guy in the corner just threw up, actually. ❜ is it really a proper night out if you don’t see at least one person in the bar puke? nino’s inclined to say no, but that could be the alcohol talking.

[sacrificeherself]

“What’s a nice girl like you doing in a dirty mind like mine?” you asked for this

flirt with sonya! / accepting.

         sonya.exe has stopped functioning.

[ofhalfwaya]

@shotfierce   /   welcome to my angst mood.

IN HINDSIGHT, SHE should’ve known fedya would catch on. it was BAD ENOUGH for nino having to pick her up from work after passing out && now fedya knew? WORRYING others was the last thing she has ever wanted to do ( a habit due to being a “ life long problem “ ) , and guilt guilt guilt was all she felt as her friend confronted her. ‘    i’m OKAY. i wasn’t paying attention to how much i was eating.    ‘   a desperate, but poor attempt to keep him from worrying and halt the conversation before it could really start. (  she didn’t need to tell anyone how much it hurt to be a burden.   )

[extasiie]

“I used to care about you. Now? I regret every second I wasted.” (^;

100 ways to say i hate you

Anatole has read in Fedya’s face the marks of BITTERNESS and of ANGER, but makes little of them until being firmly denied a playful row of their usual sort – being intentionally kept from the once comforting touch of his friend – and receiving this pointed rejection. Now he feels the honesty of this malice, and the realization is like  I C E  in his veins. He knows the necessary distance of his leaving Moscow had not ameliorated what was already a HEAVY BLOW to their camaraderie, but he had not imagined that the damage done was so great as to inspire so black a sentiment in Fedya.

The smile on his lips falters and then breaks with hesitant laughter as he reaches again to stroke Fedya’s cheek. He insists, “You do not mean such an unkind thing, mon cher. Certainly not. What a SHARP TONGUE you have tonight for the one who was always so good to you!”

[easytovanisha-blog]

❝ succ ❞ hey alix whats up

@shotfierce / god i wish that was me. ( accepting. )

      ❛ —– no. ❜

[andryuska]

@shotfierce // continued.

      NEARLY   EVERY   MAN   IN   russia  seems   war - torn  these  days.    fedya  knows  prince  andrei  is   no  exception,  and  with  the  stifling  grip  of  their  reality  weighing  down on  his  chest,  he  is  driven  to  near  madness  as  well.   the  assassin  has  a  fear  of  being  seen  as  anything  but   FIERCE.   though  he  spends  many  a  night  tossing  and  turning,  gunshots  ringing  in  his  ears,  he  will   spit   at  any  civilian  who  dare  label  him   weak.    so,  he  will  not  give  in,  he  will  refuse  to  RELATE   to  andrei,  as  that  relation  will  attach  him  to  the  group  of  men  in  any  way  affected  by  war.   (  see: every  man  is  affected  by  the  war. )

    ❝   what  did  you  expect ?   ❞    he  bites,  stepping  away  from  the  other  man  as  if  his  presence   REPULSES   him.     ❝    -  what  good  will   COMPLAINING   do  ?   if  anything,  it  would  only  make  said  sounds louder.   ❞

    that wretched feeling which burrows more deeply into his core with every distantly issued gun and every celebratory shout is by no means the result of unfamiliarity. the music of a resting army, of a camp of bored soldiers, is an atonal and dismal symphony which he has heard many times before. so much is thought with such pride that he must glare condescendingly at dolokhov for his comment on expectations. prince andrei knows what he must inevitably handle in his service. but that does not excuse his senses ---- and that there is no silence, no quiet to settle the evening, has bullied from him that scathing complaint, which still he stands behind.

“ is it a requirement, that all comments should be successful at inciting change? ” sarcasm, a defense which in these passing years he has so rarely fallen on ( prince andrei has come to favor silence or distraction to escape his discomfort ) makes scolding his tone, and his arms cross more tightly over his chest. “ this riotous behavior seems to me most inappropriate and unnecessary, and i shall not hesitate to say as much. ”

[princeorlofsky-blog]

@shotfierce replied to your post: GENO X BREADS

my ships are valid and if you make fun of them i’m calling the cops and by the cops i mean i'm calling leningrad pd i know they won't do anything but i'll still shoot em a call and see how they're doing i worry about them sometimes

[heartreveals]

every single munday meme all of them the entire list

KITTY STRIKES BACK 

✮ ━ top three favorite muses that you’ve played

uuuh honestly anya, sonya and my oc sam??? tht or my other oc alina they’re both menaces 

♫ ━ a small playlist for a muse of your choice

im lazy as hell heres one i made for sam once

ღ ━ favorite canon ships for your muse(s). are there any you dislike?

DIMYA DIMYA I’D DIE FOR DIMYA……………….. also gl*bya isnt canon but thank god it isnt it can die in a hole 

✄ ━ do you have any artistic abilities? If so, what can you do?

uuuh i sing and act and stuff if those count ?? also i can lowkey sort of paint sometimes and im ok with making things i made jewelry as a summer job so

☀ ━ how long have you been roleplaying? how did you get into it?

oh my god uuuuuuh five ish years?? at least on tumblr i’ve been rping for Years i started in random ass forums

❤ ━ do you have any crackships for your muse?

honestly?? i dont think so

♕ ━ which fictional characters are your favorites?

tbh most of the ones i’ve rped?? n the ones i have pin boards for who i have Probably also briefly rped at least once?? yea

回 ━ what are your top four favorite shows?

uuuuh i watch a lot of b99 ??? thats literally the only show i actively watch but uuuh i Appreciate iasip and parks and rec and izombie 

◈  ━ share some headcanons that you have for a muse of your choosing

uuuuuuh i like to think anya likes shakespeare?? because the real anastasia apparently rly enjoyed theatre so !! i feel like she’d be into that and i do incorporate tht into my portrayal

↓ ━ have you had any bad experiences with roleplaying?

mmm haven’t we all,,, but its ok everything’s good now n i lov my lil squad i love them sm

☾ ━ how many pets do you own? if none, what kind of animals do you like?

i don’t have any !! my sister n dad are allergic so ://// but i like most animals?? im soft for otters tho

♣ ━ share five random facts about yourself

uuuuh

i’m soft for all of my friends ( i have the best bff in the whole world )

when i went to comet at stagedoor nick choksi said that together we make One Whole Eye bc i had eyeliner on my top lid and he had it on the bottom

most of my irl friends if not all of them don’t actually know what my natural hair colour looks like

my prom dress was glow in the dark

i’m Hopefully getting an autoharp sometime this year?? i’ve been thinkin abt it for a while and i’ve been talking into it by multiple ppl

[secondchanceda2-blog]

@shotfierce liked for a starter on twitter.

    ❛ are you ready to show me why your ice cream sodas are world famous? ❜ 

[lovegambled]

"I've got a little secret, i’m going to see her." YIKES

@shotfierce

immediately, nikolai’s face turned a furious red, and his hands balled into fists at his sides. he wanted to fight, to just SWING at fedya and see where it led. what did it matter now? sonya was gone, along with the rostov family fortune, and somehow, nikolai was still made out to be the bad guy in all of it. his reputation could hardly get worse; it’s not like there were any foreseeable downsides to hitting dolokhov, getting shot, and being done with the whole thing.

but, of course, that’s not what nikolai did.

“why are you telling me?“ he spoke through clenched teeth, trying his best to hold back his tears as his thumbs dug into his thighs through his uniform pants. “you won. GREAT. she loves you. now leave me alone.“

[withflour-moved]

end of the semester is kicking my  GODDAMN ASS.    you can expect activity on here,   @altarshine,   @shotfierce,  and  @dustmaide   to increase by  THURSDAY OF NEXT WEEK.    that’s when my break starts!

[grandsdame-blog]

KITTY’S  CURRENT  BLOGROLL !

FEDYA DOLOKHOV   of   natasha, pierre, and the great comet of 1812  LOCATED  AT:   @shotfierce   STATUS: semi - active

MARYA AKRHOSIMOVA   of   natasha, pierre, and the great comet of 1812   LOCATED  AT:   @grandsdame STATUS: semi - active

JENNA HUNTERSON   of   waitress: broadway LOCATED  AT:   @withflour STATUS: semi - active

MILANA TSHAIKOVSKAYA   of   my original novel   LOCATED  AT:   @dustmaide STATUS: semi - active

VLAD POPOV   of   anastasia: broadway LOCATED  AT:   @biggestfake STATUS: semi - active

RAVEN FALCO   of   bat out of hell: the jim steinman musical LOCATED  AT:   TBA. STATUS: in progress

[sacrificeherself]

❝I want to go to sleep but I can’t find any sheep.❞ this is a happier one ty

drink drink gonna drink tonight gonna drink tonight / accepting.

          ❛ i didn’t know sheep were a REQUIREMENT for you to get to sleep. ❜ she laughs, playfully ruffling his hair with a grin. amusement clear on her face, she wraps an arm around his shoulders, guiding him through up the stairs and to his room ( she gives karolina a smile as she passes by her open door, unsure why the girl is still awake, but glad to see her regardless ). 

          she gives his shoulder a gentle pat and rests her hand there once they get into his room, a soft smile on her face. ❛ maybe if you just lie down you’ll be able to fall asleep without the sheep, fedya. you’re tired. ❜

[ofhalfwaya]

shelby speaks.  this is my list for the positivity meme! you guys can keep sending them in & i will continue to update this list! a general reminder that i love all of you , so so so much. length varies simply bc i started to get extremely repetitive , but i will , message you guys more if you think! it’s not enough! i’m splitting this into TWO PARTS , because i had a lot of urls sent to me! i will , finish them sometime tonight or tomorrow, 100%.

THIS IS PART ONE OF THIS POSITIVITY MEME.

@totheband

ray , you beautiful godly being. i don’t even know where to begin. you and every character that you play are so so so important to me. from thinking you hated me to now, with us having 7 paragraph messages about characters? it’s literally incredible to think of how much you mean to me. it started as a quiet admiration from afar to this, where i literally have 4 different sor related twitters because of you ( not that i’m complaining, i absolutely adore this ). there is absolutely no one else i can see writing dewey finn. absolutely no one else. & i take that very seriously, because i’m always open for interpretations , but yours is so unique and special and captures him in such a way that you ARE him , and that’s enough for me to never want to write with someone else. && i genuinely mean it. i also never expect to get here , where i ship dewey & amelie in every sense of friendship or love , and how excited i get every time i get to interact with any of your characters. 

but you , as a person, completely makes this whole thing for me. you’re so sweet , and kind , and just a lovely person that deserves nothing less than incredible things. every single day , you make me smile !!!! and that’s amazing !!!!!! you’re so talented and i am so excited to see where you go in life! i’m so happy you’ve continued and pushed for your theatre major and you DESERVE to follow your passion. i love you SO much.

@withasigh

LOTTIE , MY LOVE!  you and your characters, all of them , are so incredible. seriously , they are. i love them , so so so so much.  wow , i still cannot believe how much you trust me with a character you put so much effort into , it LITERALLY boggles my mind every time i think about it. it means so much to me????? && your wayne, specifically , god. it’s so incredible , i cannot imagine writing with anyone else?????? i just feel that it’s him , and there’s nothing else to that. you’ve helped me so much with developing alice & getting her to a place to where we could plot it out and just .... talk for hours ab bandstand and even though it’s closed now, we have THIS and it means so much to me.

YOU ARE LITERALLY THE BIGGEST SWEETHEART. i’m not even kidding , lottie , i will never forget you giving me this playbill. i remember when you told me and i !!!!! was SO excited !!!!! and then , i just came home from school and it was THERE and i started sobbing and i didn’t stop like , all day. you literally made the best day ever happen for me. you mean the world to me & i can never thank you enough. i love you so much , lottie!!!

@heartreveals / @sacrificeherself 

zoe , i’m always heart eyes at your portrayal of every character? getting past the fact that i was genuinely terrified that you hated me for a lil bit , i’ve always admired your writing & your skill of just ... completely capturing these characters. alL OF MY FRIENDS ARE SO TALENTED IM JUST. god , i LOVE sonya and anya and fu c k  , ALL OF THEM. i just , love reading what you write & interacting with you on literally every platform , and it just means so much to me that you’re ???? a part of all of this ???? & i love you so much.

you’re literally one of the , nicest human beings i know. idk if you didn’t believe me the day you sent the bandstand bootleg to me , but i genuinely sobbed , for like , an hour. it was suCH A SHOCK AND A SURPRISE IM !!!!! it meant , so much to me , that you sent it to me & you’re literally so incredible , im so. i’m a person that never forgets that kind of stuff and it just ??????? means so much to me , and i love you so much zoe. you’re so incredible.

@easytovanish

i don’t even , know where to begin , alix. i really don’t? ig the beginning im just. when i started the blog, two days in, i resigned myself to realizing i would never get anyone else on the amelie bandwagon with me. i knew the show wasn’t extremely popular, but i loved it and that was enough. BUT YOU CAME ALONG AND JUST , MADE THIS ENTIRE EXPERIENCE SO MUCH MORE. i just , saw that post ab amelie and i went all eyes emoji. and within 5 minutes , you told me you have nino muse and i , was SO excited but SO NERVOUS that i was pressuring you , because that’s not what i was trying to do!!!!! at all!!!! && i made your screencaps and g o d , just. we started to talk about nino and amelie and we just , had the same ideas && delved so much deeper into these two characters that we love so much and i just ????? go d, i LOVE YOU.

nino aside , all of your characters have been so thoroughly thought out. i’ve said this so many times , but your character development is fucking ... incredible. i read every word of your rent timeline anD JUST. YOU PUT SO MUCH THOUGHT !!!!! INTO EVERYTHING !!!!! it shows you how much you love and care for these characters and you know they deserve the best and it just , is so amazing to see happen !!!! and i LOVE hearing about them , so so so much. i’ve heard a little bit about most of your muses, but obviously i’ve heard the most about nino and i just .... love how much you put into him. you put so much into EVERY character and they’re all a part of you and i love it so so much.

but alix , my soulmate, the adam to my jared , i love you so so so so much. i can’t believe we have only known each other a couple of months but you mean the world to me. i cannot imagine anyone else being the nino to my amelie. i just can’t. we have such a strong connection and a deep understanding of these characters that i know i won’t be able to get with anyone else???? and no matter what, always know that you mean so much to me. i love you s o  much.

@withflour / @shotfierce

KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! g o d , i  love you SO  much. i’m just so ????????? heart eyes at everything you ever do , and you’re just so incredible????????? i follow , every one of ur characters for a reason , i love all of them so much. i feel like im repeating myself so much in these, but all of your characters are so real and genuine & i can hear each different voice with all of them ?????? && i think that’s absolutely astonishing , and hard to do , but you do it so well and it’s just absolutely , in credible???? fu ck i’m just. the connections amelie has made with your characters ( specifically fedya , but all of them ) , it’s just so much fun to play and explore them and you maKE IT SO MUCH FUN AND JUST. i lov e you .

and jst you as a person?????? you’re such a sweetheart and i love you so much. you’re so kind & sweet & loving and i just. you’ve always ??? cheered me up when im down and killed my heart with angst and just , i love talking to you & getting to know you!!!!! you’re such an incredible person and im so excited to see where life takes you and it is just , absolutely incredible to be friends with you! i feel so privileged to be able to , say that im just. i love you so much kitty.

@grvmpygills

NYM IM, i’m so glad we’ve been ????? getting closer recently ??? i love talking to you so much. icb that i’ve found such a strong long for marlin and amelie , but f uc k here we ARE. go d, and not only marlin but juts , every single one of your muses are so much fun and just , so well written and you’re just incredible???????? ned , marlin, literally every single one of them. it’s so much , fun to be able to talk to you about our characters and just , bond over them being best friends and i absolutely adore every single one of them so so so so so much. 

YOU’RE SO SWEET AND E A S Y TO TALK TO????????? lik e, the one day we watched new girl for like , 3 hours, i was so excited bc !!!!!! we got to bond and i ha d so much fun ???? ( btw we need to FINISH SEASON ONE TOGETHER IM ) and then our , crying ab the mother in himym and just , we always have so much fun , and i love talking to you so much???? and not only that , but i love you in general and i just , hope that you always have an incredible day <3

[extasiie]

@shotfierce replied to your photoset “spoopymoritz: it is fall my dudes ��”

i love ur outfit!

thank u!!!!! gotta love those earthy fall tones !!!

[easytovanisha-blog]

@shotfierce / do i even need to say what this is.

     ❛ i’m really glad you came. ❜ it’s said softly, meant only for fedya’s ears. nino’s still trying to process everything ----- the apartment ( his apartment; that’s gonna take some getting used to ), the party, his friends being here, the fact that amélie did all of this for him. ❛ i think it would feel WRONG if you weren’t. ❜

     he takes a sip of his wine, glancing at the other man out of the corner of his eye. it’s been months since nino last saw him in person. living in different countries means they’re forced to rely on phone calls and skype for the most part. which is fine, of course. he’d be a fool if he complained. and while it’d certainly be more convenient if they lived in the same place, nino would rather this over not knowing fedya at all.