#shotaro eunseok sungchan wonbin seunghan sohee anton deserve better

[kingsoowolves]

you guys are so afraid of “loosing riize” you don’t realize we kind of already lost them.

Wonbin is covering his whole face. Sungchan wanted to run away from the cameras. Shotaro, who is always cheerful and respectful, didn’t even addressed the filmmaker. Sohee CRIED.

the boys look MISERABLE. they aren’t happy with this and if we, as a fandom, don’t do something about it when THEY OBVIOUSLY CAN’T, what are we for?

I DON’T WANT TO LOOSE RIIZE, but the feeling is that I already did. there’s no resemblance of the seven guys who had warm smiles and hearts and wanted to grow together and realize dreams with us.

part of the fandom actually DESTROYED their dream and the other part is giving no fucks about it. we aren’t rise and realizing shit for ages now.

my blood boils thinking that the guys are in the hands of the psychotic bitches that sent funeral wreaths for a 21-year-old and a company that doesn’t care shit about their mental and physical well-being.

not to mention how Sohee and Eunseok are both on their radar now, and they want to attack each and every one of them, bully them until there’s no one. Anton is already being harassed on social media, too. It’s not the next idol who’ll be under attack, it’s OUR IDOLS. the same guys, the same group.

they are overworked, tired and sad. SM didn’t even have the decency to postpone or cancel their schedules.

and yet you’re still afraid about how they feel if we boycott? they already feel like shit. and you’re doing nothing about it, congratulations!

[talksaxy]

RIIZE for Numéro TOKYO 2023

[kkurokitty]

i guess it’s time to dust off the old soap box. because i’m disappointed and disgusted by some of you.

to preface this, i am boycotting. i unfollowed all of their accounts, i blocked them on spotify, etc. this isn’t to punish the other six members, but to send a message to SM that their actions have consequences and that they’re unfortunately going to end up ruining RIIZE’s reputation for the shady way they are moving. they don’t deserve this. shotaro, eunseok, sungchan, wonbin, sohee, anton and seunghan all deserve better. that is the purpose of this boycott. i watched the streams on talk saxy skyrocket when he was announced to come back, i watched their twitter followers shoot up to 810k and i also watched them fall down to 732k (and still dropping) when the departure announcement was released.

i am ot7. but the way some of you are acting is despicable. it’s laughable how you guys are preaching about the harassment seunghan has received that has even spilled over to wonbin, sungchan, eunseok, sohee, etc. but then you turn around and harass people who have their own reasons to not participate in the boycott.

i agree, it would be nice if everyone could unite on this. but the reality is that people have their own attachments to the group and may not feel right ceasing all interaction with the group’s content. there are way more people participating in the boycott than you know. only about 100 people were amongst those who sent wreaths to SM and there are hundreds of thousands of people boycotting and rallying in seunghan’s honor.

which brings me to my next point. you guys are no better than the ones who sent funeral wreaths to seunghan, wrote his name in red ink, and told him to go to the han river and k*ll himself and that they’ll bully him until he does. sending death threats to people on tumblr because they aren’t doing what you want them to is the same thing. you’re cut from the same cloth. you want to preach about safety and mental health when it comes to him - which you should, he deserves to be safe and healthy - but then you turn around and send the same threats to someone who isn’t participating in the boycott. why is it okay when the person isn’t a celebrity? you people say that SM supports bullies, and they do, but you’re bullies too.

boycotting works. it does. i think more people should do it. but i also think it’s very hypocritical to bully and harass someone and send them death threats because they aren’t doing exactly as you are. behavior like that only drives someone further away from where you want them and you should be focusing your energy on those who are stalking and harassing the riize members and doxxing their families, not someone who just wants to write smut on tumblr.com.

i think some of you are boycotting for the wrong reasons. your goal and focus should be on the seven guys, not harassing people and waiting for the moment they turn anonymous asks back on so you can send them threats because they’re not completely cutting off the group. that’s embarrassing. that’s only giving more fuel to ot6s in the end. this is supposed to be a time where the fandom is united over his unfair departure from the group, but all you guys are doing is fighting and constantly adding fuel to the fire.

do fucking better.

[anton-luvr]

hello!! ive just recently discovered ur blog and its so so cute! i love ur writing style<3 in honor of the winter season coming up can i request “how riize reacts when you feel cold?” tysm!

# WHEN YOU'RE COLD ; 7riize.

⚝ bf!riize x gn!reader | fluff | bf au ⚝ note ; you're so sweet tysm anon :(( hope u like this!!

# SHOTARO. - he's said before on how he prioritizes style over comfort, even when it's sweltering hot or freezing cold. so even though all he's wearing is a thin jacket over his sweater, he'll take it off immediately to give it to you. it won't do much and it leaves him much colder, but the fact that he's sacrificing his fashion and warmth for you makes your heart warm right up.

# EUNSEOK. - when you tell him you're cold, his first response would definitely be "deserved", because you insisted on not needing a jacket before the both of you left your apartment. he'll burst out laughing when you hit his shoulder for it, reassuring you that he's just joking before taking off his jacket and putting it on you, shutting you up with a kiss.

# SUNGCHAN. - if you were cold in a restaurant, he would call for the waiter immediately. like the extrovert he is, he'll ask them nicely if they could lower the air-conditioning's temperature. if you were outdoors, he would bring you to a cafe to warm up, holding your hands tightly in his as he rubs and kisses them softly.

# WONBIN. - he loves you to bits, but it's also too cold for him to give up his jacket. so he takes you to the closest store possible, buying you the prettiest jacket or sweater he can find and buying it without caring about the price. you'll try to tell him it's too expensive, but wonbin doesn't care. he only wants the best for you <3

# SEUNGHAN. - like the simp romantic he is, he would do anything to warm you up. and i mean anything. do you want his jacket? or his beanie? or maybe his socks? you don't need his socks, but if you do, he will take them off immediately with zero hesitation in the blistering cold and give them to you.

# SOHEE. - the heater in your apartment is on at full blast, but it's doing nothing. so, he comes up with the sweetest solution - "let's cuddle!". and nothing is warmer than sohee's body against yours, his lips pressing soft kisses all over your face while he gently runs his hands over your back, just the both of you in your own little bubble of love while snow falls outside.

# ANTON. - after putting his jacket on you, he'll run off to the nearest cafe to buy you a hot chocolate. he's shivering a bit by the time he gets back, so you end up needing to share the comforting drink. it's sweet, but not as sweet as the shy smile he offers you as he asks if you feel better. you definitely do.

© anton-luvr, 2023.

taglist: @wonbons @mxlly143 @keehobaldboy @shawyle @yenart

[melobin]

fast vs slow sex with riize

simply who prefers slow and who prefers fast sex in riize

minors dni

fast

✧ sungchan

sungchan likes to fuck, it’s that simple. he likes to fuck you from behind and watch your knees give out due to the intensity of his thrusts. he’s tall, strong and those are things he likes using against you, anyway that he can use and manhandle you he will. he really loves shower sex, just pressing your front against the wall and fucking you hard in there. always laughs at the way your legs wobble and you stumble a little when he lets go of you and you push off of the wall.

✧ shotaro

shotaro is another that likes to fuck, likes to lay you down and make you shake from how good he’s fucking you. he gets really into fucking you, he knows just how to move and angle his hips to have you a wreck and he does it everytime he takes you. just because it’s fast doesn’t mean it’s rushed, he just likes the rush of fucking into you with quick thrusts and watching you wither away because of it.

✧ sohee

at first i wasn’t too sure on where to put sohee but i feel like he belongs quite high up. he’s just so energetic and whenever he fucks he just goes for it, he gets needy easily and he likes having a fast relief. anything kinda slow makes him frustrated and he isn’t the biggest fan of teasing or edging so fucking fast is what he tends to go for. of course if you asked for something slowly he’d give it to you but fast thrusts is his go to.

✧ seunghan

seunghan simply just can’t control himself, he likes making love to you and treating you the way he thinks you deserve. kissing every inch of your body, letting you feel all of his cock inside of you but most of the time it doesn’t last. thinks you’re so cute whining and squirming under him whilst he’s fucking you, so much so that he can’t help but be rougher with you because he wants to see you completely fall apart and he knows fucking you with sharp, quick thrusts will do just that.

✧ wonbin

wonbin is another that struggles to control himself, he can handle himself better than seunghan can but he still tilts on the edge of losing his mind everytime he fucks you. wants you to ride him slowly but most of the time ends up grabbing you and fucking up into you at a quicker pace, he really does enjoy slower paced sex but sometimes his patience ruins thin and he just was a nice quick fuck.

✧ eunseok

eunseok is really good at controlling himself and keeping himself tamed when it comes to fucking you, he doesn’t like to rush and he likes to drag it out. there are times when he’s more frustrated or when he just can’t keep his hands off you where he’ll lay you down and just fuck you into oblivion pretty much instantly but most of the time he likes working up to it in a slower pace. he really likes lazy sex, morning sex is a favoured thing for him because it lets him lay with you, hold you and thrust into you slowly.

✧ anton

anton has more of a submissive edge to him and he likes it when you take care of him. he doesn’t mind quicker sex and he does enjoy it but he can’t help but have a soft spot for the way you ride him slowly whilst kissing him. he finds the feeling to be so overwhelming and he loves it. he finds it calming and relaxing, feeling you against him with your walls slowly rubbing against his cock, he’s weak.

slow

[sehodreams]

this isn’t really an MTL but riize reaction to you tryna be the dom? or reader tryna be bratty and them just not having it the rest is up to you 😉

Hi babe, sorry for taking so much time answering this one, thank you so much for your patience 🥹😭

TW and Tags: bratty!reader, sexual content, MDNI, orgasm denial, spanking, marks, teasing, Dom!Riize (?).

Eunseok would immediately put you in your place, do you think that since he lets you do whatever you want most of the time you can treat him like that? Oh no princess, learn your limits. He loves to spoil you and treat you like the most precious little thing he has ever seen, because for him you are that, but you can't just go and talk back to him or disobey him, he doesn't like that, so he'll make it clear in case you haven't noticed, and he'll do it exactly where you're the most vulnerable at, his bed. Forget about cumming the next nights, he won't give you what you want until you're crying, begging and apologizing, he can't spoil you anymore until you understand that between the two of you, at the end, he's the one in control, and you, as his little doll, have to think twice before you make him mad.

Shotaro and Sungchan are nice, sometimes too nice, and you could've gotten the idea that they'll never get angry at you doesn't matter what you do, but if you ever lie, doesn't matter how little it is, and they discover it, you better get ready for what's about to come, because they're the nicest people you could ever know until you push their buttons, and when that unusual occasion comes, you'll get punished like you deserve. They're the kind that want to talk about it first, because you're two adults and you can use your words, but if they see you won't listen to them and realize what you did was wrong, prepare to get spanked until your eyes are tearing and you can't look at their faces of how embarrassed you feel after they finish with you, because if you don't get it with their words, they'll make sure you do it with their hands against your skin, and in Sungchan's case, he'd be extra hard with you, leaving more marks beside the palm of his hand on your ass, perhaps purple spots on your wrists and thighs from you trying to escape his grip, little reminders of your mistake to never repeat them again.

Sohee and Anton don't get easily fed up, you'd have to do something extremely unacceptable for them to think that's it, like publicly embarrassing them, saying things they didn't want others to hear, or don't treating them right in front of their friends, something so disgraceful to the two of you that they'll have to excuse themselves and leave, and then, when you were completely alone, they'll say how disappointed they are, but don't worry, they'll make you get your act together again, if you couldn't do something as simple as being a decent person in front of others, they'll have to teach you how to be one, so not only you'll get punished after each incident, pushing you down the bed and leaving the good boy act behind, no smiles or giggles and soft caressings anymore, using the strength they haven't showed you before, making you cry with each touch, in the future, before going out together, they'll always tease you, feeling your pussy with their fingers and leaving you all hot and desperate, "if you do well today, when we come back you'll get what you need".

Seunghan likes jokes, he enjoys them, but he doesn't like to be offended, he wants to laugh with you, not to be laughed at, so if you start teasing him too much, soon he'll show you your place again, with his hand around your throat and that cheeky grin in his face, when you're in his room, he'll make you the joke until you can't help but cry and apologize for acting like that, "look at you, you say my cock is so small no one else would like it? Come on, you can't even take half of it, let's see if you laugh again after I finish with you tonight"

Wonbin loves a bratty reader, he would create useless rules and would ask more things from you just to have the opportunity of punishing you more often, he's always waiting for you to act up so he can treat you like he wants, and he would do everything the other boys do as much as he can, like teasing and overstimulating you, enjoying your crying face whenever you're taking him, and he'd also laugh at you and leave little (but multiple) marks on your body, he lives for the sound of your broken voice apologizing when he's fucking you and then the embarrassed expression you have when you see the mess you've done after he finishes with you, he can't wait for your next mistake to use you and make you cockdrunk again.

[kissohee]

hiii, hope you get back into the groove again 🥹 but i was gonna request maybe what riize and reader do together on their days off? (sfw ofc)

this is so cute yes yes omg..

shotaro ☆ he'd enjoy teaching u little dances. bonus points if ur not a good dancer, because then u both get to laugh if u fail. nonetheless, hed tell u that u did amazing even if u both know u did not. eunseok ☆ i honestly think hes one of those that would just like to stay home with u and spend time there rather than go out and actually do something. like as long as ur next to him, and ur both watching something or just spending any time together, he thinks the day was spent well. sungchan ☆ hed spend the day over at your place. hes more casual about spending days off with u because hed rather help u out with chores or things u need to get done so that ur workload is less than anything else. hed end the day off with ordering whatever takeout u want. wonbin ☆ another one whod just like to stay home on his days off. to him, theres nothing better than relaxing with his favorite person on earth next to him. you two would be attached by the hip the entire day, and hed pout when u have to go. seunghan ☆ hed surprise u by taking u out to a restaurant he knows u love. because of his job, date nights are very rare and he believes u deserve all the date nights in the entire world. hed even get u one of those singular roses and spend the entire night just cheesing because he doesnt know how he got so lucky. sohee ☆ he loves doing something fun on his days off so when u agree to go with him wherever, his day gets 1100x better. most of the time its either a day at the amusement park or a day at the arcade. either way, u love seeing him with a smile on his face so ur also equally as happy. anton ☆ anton loves taking pics of u, so hed want to take u to pretty places on ur days off so that he has even more of a reason to take photos of u. the location would also depend on what ur interested in, so like if u like art, he'd probably take u to a museum.

[teddywook]

The kind of person I think is perfect for RIIZE members

Shotaro

Someone who knows or would like to learn how to dance. Someone who he can laugh with, especially make them laugh. Someone funny. Someone who can't stop him from spilling tea. Someone who can make up when he spills the tea. Someone independent. Someone younger than him. Someone who loves fashion. Someone who, even with the time passing he can laugh with and feel cool, swag couple.

Eunseok

Someone who can wait for him to open, no rush, just letting Eunseok pass for everything till he can be completely the person he is. Someone independent. Someone he can rely on in hard moments. Someone who he knows will rely on him in hard moments. Someone honest but smart with their words. Someone who loves his food. Someone who loves to eat (especially his food). Someone who would like to cook with him. Someone who isn't afraid to speak their words.

Sungchan

Someone who can tell him how well he is but knows how to stop him when he is overworking. Someone who he can protect. Someone who makes him feel better. Someone he can hug when he is so tired and have the magic to make him sleep. Someone who is empathetic and caring. Someone optimistic. Someone lovely, but who can maintain their point of view. Someone who can defend him and someone he can defend. Trustful. Someone who is his safe space. Someone younger but mature (protecting part 2). Someone he feels like is right. Loyal. Someone who can make him feel like a kid and vice-versa.

Wonbin

Someone who doesn't fall in love with his looks. Someone who can be homebody like him, but able to take him out of his comfort zone. Someone he can sense deeply, who makes him a loser lover. Someone who can convince him he is doing it well. Someone that with a "You did it well" and kiss can make him feel he did it. Someone he can love deeply. Someone who isn't that easy to approach at first but is actually goofy. Someone who he can just relax and be Park Wonbin.

Seunghan

Someone who trusts him. Someone who will stay with him even in hard moments and would wait to speak with him in any misunderstanding so they can clarify things. Someone funny. Someone who he can tease (rose cheeks came to my mind). Someone older. Someone he has similar interests with. Someone funny. Someone who looks super smart but can be super dumb. Someone he thinks deserves all his attention, and he would give it. Someone shorter and cute. Someone he just can simp and wouldn't be ashamed of it.

Sohee

Someone cuter than him (hard to find, tho). Cuz, he wants to be the one who tells "You are so cute," but even with it. Someone who can tell him he is the cutest. Someone who falls asleep with his voice. Someone shorter than him. Someone more extroverted. Someone with cute clothes. Someone easy to predict. Someone who can teach him new things.

Anton

Someone who knows him for a long time or makes him feel like it. Someone tall but shorter than him. Someone who isn't a completely teaser but who knows how to tease him. Someone who wouldn't let him be on ridiculous. Someone who he can feel free. Someone kinda clueless, but who can catch when he is flirting. Someone who tells him his smile is pretty. Someone he feels comfortable sharing his hobbies and didn't feel ashamed in the progress. Someone who pay attention to his words like for example, if he is showing them a song and he is like, "I am not comfortable with this part because I sound kinda rude, is that okay?" Can be able to answer with their own opinion basing on what their listened example "Oh, I think it's good, your voice sound rude and strong, and the song is about bla bla bla so I find this part so good" or "Oh, no, it's a happy song so I think you should change him for a more exciting voice". Someone who isn't afraid to find new places or countries with him.

End, tararara~

oh love, you have no idea the monster youre about to set free

content is right here ⇩⇩

i feel like shotaro havent a type per se. i mean, speaking bout physical beauty or hobbies or likes, if that makes sense. for me, someone who would be his support, listen to him, cheering him, taking care of him is what he may likes (of course hell know it for how s/he behaves with people). yall remember that time eunseok sayed that taro is like a lider to them even when his not actually the lider. so he definitely may feels like hes the responsible one who all of them come to search advice or someone to speak who. so it make sense to me that have someone who do all those things for him is exactly what he needs. to know that he doesn't have to be the responsible one for once, nor the oldest either. of course that person has to understands him. everytime i imagine taro in a relationship, i see him with a lovey dovey person, someone whos kind and joyful, with a fashion sense thay may not be normal but not extravagant tho, with a positive energy and you got it with the gossip. he loves gossip, someone who match his gossipish (i think that word doesnt even exist but you feel me i hope) but can hold him back before he gets in trouble 😔 god i could spend the whole day speaking about this someone please cut me offfff

with eunseok is kinda similar. maybe hes no that expresive most of the time, but he cares about people whe wants for sure. although he doesnt always know how to express it correctly. so, in that way, he needs someone who can understand whats in his mind. hes not a really verbal person when it comes to feelings but bealive me when i say hes physical. considering all this, a person who knows whats wrong just by looking at him, paying attention to those micro expressions on his face and body language, and knows exactly what he needs, is someone ideal for him. who knows when to say words of encouragement and when save them to give him a hug instead. eunseok seems like someone whos hard to figure out, but something inside me says hes the type who needs a warm kiss from the person he loves the most to feel better. i think he needs someone independent who can take care of himself; since his schedule can make spending time together difficult, someone who is too attached in the sense of indecision or dependence on him can be a little frustrating cuz, as i said, he is not someone very verbal and that would probably lead to misunderstandings. but i also think that no matter how independent his s/o can be, he wouldnt mind feeling from time to time that s/he need her/his tall, intelligent, incredible boyfriend (his words, not mine). so independent without problems to let her/himself be pampered from time to time and who also loves physical displays of affection (very important, this man loves to touch) is the perfect formula for him

god, i bet ive everyone here sick of me and my thoughts about sungchan and his ideal type but here we go. sunghcan is... very transparent. unlike eunseok, hes very verbal and expressive in general. you can tell easily when hes happy or angry, when something excites or scares him. he would have no problem showing how much he likes someone, with that fact, he needs someone who will openly show her/his feelings for him in the same way he does. who loves spending time with him and always keeps him in mind in his daily life because believe me, he does. hes the type who would message you at every available opportunity; a break from practice, during lunch hour, on the way to an event or his way home, and of course he expects that your answer every. message. he. send. (answer him pls) not in a posessive way tho, more on the clingy puppy side. ive talk a lot of this but, he needs to feels hes doing it right. sungchans a person who puts all fo him on the most important aspects of his life, hear from his s/o will make him feels that all his efforts works. but on the other hand, he also needs a little of constructive critic. the best person he could has by his side is someone who compliments him when hes doing it well but dont feel ashame to say him the things he could improve. and pls, somebody who forces him to calm down and relax, not all time is work and he also need remember it and take a break. love and care from his s/o would be perfect for it

for some reason i dont know, i find myself struggling to decribe wonbin every fuckin time. i perceive bin as... as a matryoshka i guess. he usually try to keep this cool guy facade, acting mysterious and calm but we know hes goofy. hes a picis, gods sake, hes weirdo (in a lovey way). like you said, he needs someone who he can be himself and feel confortable with it. i can imagine him with someone as homely as him, who enjoys date nights at home, eating delivery and good movies that both likes. i bealive aswell, since his visuals are INSANE (hes fines, he knows it, we all knows it), he would prefer and need date somebody who see him for who is he. who not only sees the handsome man nor the singer, but the clumsy shy boy whos more into lazy dates and stay at home cuddling that hang out to noisy places. even then, a person who can sometimes take him out of the house, maybe not to places as crowded as an amusement park or a circus (something tells me the latter might scare him too) but to a picnic in a quiet place with a nice view. i see a person somewhat similar to him, but perhaps a little more extroverted than him since we have a somewhat similar personality, i see something of myself in seunghan. to be honest, dont know if i can see him with someone older, but i dont rule it out. i definitely see him being with someone shorter than him, that will provoke him this cuteness agression and i absolutely can imagine him pinching her/his cheeks and givin eskimo kisses. for some reason, i can see a person who knows how to cook... i just had a vision of him hugging his s/o while whipping cream and they both smeared their noses and played around the kitchen (maybe i cried). he also needs someone whos there for him, specially in hard times. i said i see much of me on him, something keeps telling me hes a very very sensitive person, a totally cry baby who sobs watching how to train yor dragon 2 even when he already saw it a 20 times at least (thats me). so, he might feel sad more often than you could think, thats why he needs something who makes him feel that everything will get better and that hes not alone. i can see him with a smart person who speaks about topics he may not understand at all but keeps listen just for the excited spark on her/his eyes, but he wants somebody who make jokes too. god i can imagine him with a cute nerdy who has a little attitude you know what i mean? id probably get fired for what im about to say, but sohee is babygirl coded for me. but let me explain myself and put the pitchforks and torches down pls. i see sohee being with someone older or have a mature energy at least, someone who takes care of him. i know he'd love being spoiled, he won't admit it out loud tho. i want to spoil him btw (and so do you). but putting aside, i have the vision of someone who is childish, who has a natural cuteness, probably a little shorter and dedicated than him (hard to find, you saw his waist? im jealous) and makes him feel hes needed, but can be serious and mature, listen to him and givinh him some advices when its necesary

everytime i imagine anton in a relationship, i see someone a little too much shorter tan him (whats not difficult cuz hes so big n buff this days like wtff). he wants to feel hes needed, and of course he will be there for s/he whenever s/he needs him. but somehow i cannot see him with a younger. sorry but anton needs someone older than him that can listen to him, someone who he could be himself and feel understand and makes him feel special. and at the same time has the confidence to tell him the things he may or not be doing rigth. someone who helps him to reach the best version of himself but even then, migth be playful; somebody who would play videogames and built legos with him. someone anton can do tiktoks with and act silly even with people around and dont care about it at all

[riizecore]

my heart is hurting so bad. i've been contemplating a lot and i think that writing about my feelings here would make me feel better- here i go.

i'm a big kpop fan since i was 9 and stanning riize was one of the best decisions that i've made as a kpop fan. although these days have been unkind to riize and briize, i don't regret being their fan. i fell in love with sungtaro during their days in nct, and i was the happiest when shohei, eunseok, and seunghan were announced to be future members of nct. i was heartbroken when i heard that sungtaro will be leaving to redebut but at the same time, i was happy because they'll be having another team to build and achieve their dreams with.

my heart is happy and never in my years of being a kpop fan have i felt this strong for any group before. their music, the members, everything- i just loved everything about riize. when i was at my lowest last year, riize was one of the things that made me feel better. now that riize and briize are in a tough situation, i can't help but feel sadness, disappointment, and fear. riize doesn't deserve to be treated like this by their own company and their own fans and i'm scared that if this entire situation drags on, it'll be difficult to bounce back.

it hurts so bad as a fan who has been there since the beginning and i know that the pain i feel doesn't compare to what riize is feeling themselves. i've seen many who decided to give up and i understand because i was almost at that point too. but after putting in some thought, i realized that i will always choose to side with riize. i will not leave the group that gave me so much happiness and hope during my good and even bad times. seeing them as 6 hurts beyond repair, but my heart still hopes that they'll be complete as the 7 stars that i looked up to from the start. my hearts seems to be telling me that there will be brighter days for riize and briize. but no matter what, 6 or 7, riize or not, i will be here for shotaro, eunseok, sungchan, wonbin, seunghan, sohee, and anton.

i truly support riize with everything in me. i know that there will never be a group like them anymore which is why i am deciding to stay as a briize no matter the outcome.

[riizewrtr]

Riize masterlist

Shotaro Eunseok Sungchan Wonbin Seunghan Sohee Anton ot7 riize thinking their s/o deserves better riize seeing/meeting their crush for the first time thigh riding with riize riize as dad's regretting rejecting y/n first impression & where they met you

[onlyhyunjin]

why are they getting mad at u for supporting riize as 7 and not 6? riize is literally SEVEN not six. complaining about supporting a group as a WHOLE and not leaving a member out is crazy and stupid.

for the mfs hating, you think riize would be happy seeing you hate on others? do better stop bothering random people on the internet and go take a walk outside and enjoy nature or smth. leave this person and their blog alone if u don’t like them or what they post BLOCK them it’s ways as that.

I honestly don't know like I can still support them as 7 because they are 7 but I will still hype up riize as 6 because they deserve to still have fans who support them during this shitty situation like I can still support seunghan and shotaro, eunseok, sungchan, wonbin, sohee, and Anton idek if what I'm saying even makes sense but yeah they can just block my blog if you don't like what I post.

Last thing I'm answering today since I'm going out to dinner with my friends!

[zerolune]

₊❏❜ ⋮ ⌒ Chapter 1 - Gwendolyn, are you freaking stupid?

Pairing- Anton × OC

-learn about Gwendolyn Park and also see what happens when Anton gets bullied by a bunch of douchebags

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"Are you dumb?" "Are you freaking stupid?" "Why won't you say anything?"

Those words never left her ears, even after leaving America. The same words, but in a different language.

"Seriously why are you like this?"

But that didn't matter when she would be in a practice room, happily vibing to the beats- she didn't feel like having to conform to anyone's image of her. She could be herself.

And when she would paint, or carve a sculpture, or create origami or sketch a scene she could also be herself. She could write down what she felt- when it was difficult to say it. She found solace in art- every form of it.

"Gwendolyn, do you want others to know about you?" One of the staff asked, as a couple of them sat in a meeting room. "Um, I'll let them know eventually but um, not-not really," she kept shifting her gaze from the floor, to the walls, to everywhere else but their eyes.

"I sometimes really don't get you, when you perform it's like you're a totally different person, so confident, are you just putting up an act?" One of the male staff joked.

"No, sir, I wouldn't act like this to get bullied, people call me dumb, stupid and idiotic, why would anyone like that?" She asked, nonchalantly not realising her tone was a little rude.

In anger, one of the staff said, " seriously, you deserve to be called that, why are you so stupid? I wish we hadn't taken up the chance of debuting an autistic girl just to make our image better, god "

That night, Gwendolyn Park would be sobbing into her pillows, sniffling and trying not to make much noise as her roommate Eunryung slept beside her. "I'm not dumb!" She wished she could scream out- but she really couldn't.

-

"Are you alright?" Anton would ask her the next day, as they would be sitting down after an extensive rehearsal. They were still testing the group's overall chemistry and as things were going, they were positive they would debut, but maybe with another girl- one of the staff had said.

"Yes," she replied, staring back into oblivion.

"Something's off with Gwen, I know it." Anton brought up, when she had gone out of the room with one of the managers. "Yea no shit," Eunseok shrugged.

"I mean she seemed weird since we came back to the dorm yesterday, but I thought she was just tired," Wonmee sucked in a breath. "Yea, today she didn't even have the chocolate that she has every day, like every day," seunghan disclosed.

They continued, talking of her weird antics until Eunryung said, "The staff probably said something crude to her about her autism."

"What?" Confused faces stared at the eldest in the room. "Oh wait, right, you guys couldn't have picked it up..." The girl sighed.

"What do you mean?" Sungchan, Wonbin and Yuri asked in unison. "Well, for starters, she can never keep eye contact, secondly, she's always awkward- sure that could be introvertedness but she also does things in a repetitive or a routinely manner," Eunryung began.

"For example, eating that chocolate before practice everyday, or sitting in the same spot- you know, 'her spot', get what I mean?"

"Ohh," Seunghan gasped. "So then how could she perform that well? I mean doesn't autism like I don't know really effect you?" Sohee wondered.

"Yea, shouldn't she also be awkward while performing?" Shotaro asked. "Not necessarily, it is actually autism spectrum disorder, so the symptoms can really vary from person to person but maybe for her performing is like an escape, something she can just do without having to give a second thought- a lot of artists are autistic you know?" Eunryung cleared up.

"That makes sense..." sungchan trailed off.

"Also, she goes for a "routine checkup" every second week- but the hospital file shows one of the best psychiatric departments," She finally said.

"Oh so you weren't sherlock, you just saw her file," Eunseok scoffed. "Well, I didn't open her file, it was just on her table and I happened to glance at the cover," she defended.

"So you're partly sherlock?" Wonbin asked.

"Sure."

"People, Gwendolyn won't be there for the rest of the practice, please get on without her for the day." A sudden announcement made the group get off the ground and begin their routine once again- a cover song that would be another "chemistry-between- members" test.

-

Anton was the last one to leave the studio, throwing his duffle bag over his shoulder, putting in an airpod and selecting his favourite song from spotify.

He was peacefully walking back when a group of boys suddenly blocked his way. "You've been so ignorant since you were announced in the debut group huh?" One of them smirked, towering over the young boy.

"No I just, haven't had time.." Anton began to get fearful. "Yea right, then how about you give us some money to make up for it?" Another one of the three bullies spoke up, pushing anton towards the wall. They continued forcing the boy into giving up some bucks, well that was until a bottle was thrown at one of their heads.

"Who the f- oh it's this bitch huh?" He diverted his attention. "Sorry, you looked like the trash can, my bad." Gwendolyn said, standing near the vending machine.

"What did you just say?" He grew angry, steps heading towards the girl. "No- no- Hyungmin don't-" Anton tried pulling him away, alas, hyungmin shoved him away.

"Seriously you need to learn some fucking manners," he headed towards her, palms clenching into a fist. Just as he was about to hit her, the girl cleverly bend down, dodging his punch and letting his hand hit the metal of the machine.

He yelped, and his two lackeys tried to fight girl but of course, she hit the shin of the boy in front who toppled and made the one behind him stumble.

"Anton, quick run!" She exclaimed, after taking a hold of his hand and running away from the scene. The two headed inside the lift, repeatedly pressing the "close lift" button when they realised the three delinquents were following them. And just in time they made it, they escaped the bullies. As they reached the ground floor they ran off to the exit, seeing that the other lift was heading down as well.

Finally they made their way out of the building, near a convenience store. Awkward silence filled the air.

"Um, wait here," he said, going in the store. After a couple of minutes he returned, two can s of chocolate milk and a familiar sandwich in his hand.

"You like this right? You eat it often?" Anton remembered Eunryung saying that she did things routinely, so she would probably like to eat the chicken club sandwich she has from this place around this time right? And he'd seen her drink the chocolate milk quite often as well.

Her eyes lit up at the sight of two of her favourite things. "Thank you," she spoke meekly, accepting the food.

"Thank you for saving me though..." he trailed off, voice soft and hesitant. "No one should be bullied like that," she justified, opening the plastic wrap.

"What if they did something to you though?"

"Well um then, I would've told my manager and asked them to check the cctv recording- which I am gonna do tomorrow and save you from any further bullying," she looked away from him, gazing at the flower pot nearby.

"Why would you do any of that for me?" Anton suddenly asked, feeling as if he was being a "burden" to her.

"Well...because I like you." She very boldly said.

"W-what?!" Anton panicked, his cheeks reddening.

"Oh no- not like that, but like, as a person, you're sweet and caring. You always ask how I am, and try to include me, you always know if something's wrong with me, you're a good person Anton, and no one should treat you like the way those delinquents did." She finally looked at him, before pulling her gaze away few seconds later, sipping the can.

Anton just smiled, his cheeks still blushing.

"But I also would do all of that to let you guys know that even if I have autism I-I'm not dumb, or-or stupid-I am hard-working, I'm talented, I want to be an idol and I will perform on stages one day, I won't be just a publicity stunt by the company!" Gwen didn't know what happened but her tears slowly left the cornea of her eyes, staining her cheeks as she rambled. "I heard you guys while coming back to the room, but I ran away necause I thought you'd bully me like other people did...Ms.Nam understood and she let me practice on my own for the day..." she finally calmed down, taking a deep breath.

"Gwenny, we would never do that! It isn't like that! We would never think you're stupid, never, in fact, we think that you're so cool, even with a disorder you perform so well, but autism doesn't define you, it's merely a part of you, it is not who you are. You are a talented, beautiful and intelligent girl that just happens to have it. Believe me Gwendolyn Park, even if SM wants to use you to better their image or as a publicity stunt, the public will you either way because that's how perfect you are."

-

"...She even said "Sorry, you looked like the trash can, my bad" and then..."

"Wait so Anton, you were being bullied by who?!? Imma beat those motherf-" eunseok yelled.

"She's like Ko Moon-young!" Sohee exclaimed.

"Wait you called her gwenny?" Wonbin fixated on the tiny detail.

"Oh my god Anton you like her!" Seunghan somehow concluded.

"What? No? Why would I even like her?"

"So you hate her?"

"NO LIKE I MEAN-"

"That's the loudest you've ever spoken!" Sungchan grinned.