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Dear Reader,
It's been a while. As my previous posts might indicate, I'm hurt by a certain someone's words. That someone being none other than my dear elder brother. Now, I know siblings bicker a lot and fight a lot, duh! But I'm gonna ramble anyways :p
Soooooo my brother always nags me about my studies. Saying how I don't study, how I'm gonna end up as a failure or how I'm gonna bomb my exams. Now mind you I'm a pretty average student. I mostly get As with a few Bs here and there. Very rarely, a C (physics urgh).
However I still try my best to study on a daily basis (at least a few hours) and today I actually studied for 3 hours+! I was planning to study for a few more hours actually.
Fast forwarding to 9:45 PM, my dad asked me to call my brotherā who was sleepingā for Dinner. So ofc I called him and was pretty much acting like a messenger i.e., forwarding their messages (I was standing in the middle of his room and the living room). Then he (bro) shouts at me and speaks in an angry manner, "wtf are you doing?" And I was just so confused like what did I doā he continues "why are you shouting like a mad woman!!" And bla bla....I was just so confused cause all I was doing was acting like a messenger?!? I only did what dad asked me to?? I really disliked the way he shouted at me for pretty much nothing, his expressions, the fact he ALWAYS demeans me and that he absolutely feels nothing afterwards even though it was crystal clear I was upset by actions.
Well thanks to this, my appetite was ruined and I barely ate my dinner. Was clearly upset and was giving the rest of the family a cold shoulder as well. Apologies for being sensitive af.
....He even made me cry on my birthday and just got angrier at ME for crying. He's always so mean to me and if I even accidentally do something wrong, he makes sure it's itched into my mind forever.
Don't get me wrong though, I am well aware my brother absolutely loves and adores me at the end of the day. He always buys me whatever I want and is nice to me whenever we're having a meal together.
It's just I wish he would be a little bit more mindful of his words and tone. And not so insensitive.
Thanking you,
Yours Truly,
Rheaš¤
#Rhea's Voice#dear diary#diary entry#diary#journal#journalism#journaling#thoughts#rambles#ramblings#vent post#personal rant#I also couldn't study...š#I feel like it's not really that big of a deal but I'm making it a big deal and playing the victim card and seeking attentionā#shit sorry.
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Analysis so bad you don't even know what it's talking about anymore.
#chrambles#not a lily orchard video (i have never watched one in my life im sorry for whoever did)#being a homestuck fan alone is hell. people make shit up and call it canon unironically its painful#can be of any form of analysis btw your responses are so insightful (and also funny)#if you mention dirkjohn in the tags then youre the one who needs to reread the canon material again lol
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Sometimes I wish we would start calling out the performative radicalism on this site for the poser bullshit it is. "Remember, it's always morally correct to kill a cop!" "Don't forget to firebomb your local government office!" "Wow, it sure would be a shame if these instructions on how to make a molotov cocktail got spread around!"
Okay. But you're not killing cops or firebombing government offices. You are posting on a dying microblogging website to a carefully-curated echo chamber that has radicalized itself into thinking that taking the absolute most extreme position on any subject is praxis but that anyone discussing the most practical way to effect actual change is your sworn enemy. You do not have the street cred OR the activist cred to be talking about killing cops, babe.
#thinking about the person i saw saying that if you're at a protest#and other protesters try to stop you from becoming violent you should just kill them bc 'peace police are still police'#even taken as hyperbole that's simply dumb as shit on every conceivable level#it's also pretty blatantly hypocritical coming from people who are usually self-avowed prison/death penalty abolitionists#like i'm sorry but you don't get to be a death penalty abolitionist and also call for the death of your political enemies online#this isn't a major issue or anything i'm just bored and annoyed
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OK THIS IS NOT A FUCKING DRILL EVERYONE FUCKING REPEAT AFTER ME. THIS IS WHAT YOU WILL DO WHEN YOU WATCH MUPPET CHRISTMAS CAROL THIS YEAR:
You will navigate to the page on disney plus (and it has to be here. Unless someone has actually uploaded the REAL movie anywhere else you cannot get it elsewhere)
BUT YOU WILL NOT HIT PLAY. You wonāt do it. Because itās NOT THE REAL VERSION OF THE FILM AND DISNEY IS FUCKING LYING TO YOU AS IT ALWAYS DOES
You will scroll down HERE. To EXTRAS instead. You MUST GO HERE. This is non -negotiable
THEN YOU WILL SCROLL DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF THE EXTRAS AND YOU WILL THEN HIT PLAY ON THIS BAD BOY: THE FULL LENGTH VERSION
And you will watch it. And you will thank me for having been so blind and led astray by that stupid fucking mouse. Youāre welcome.
#Iām so mad everyone Iām sorry Iām going to make sure EVERYONE sees the proper version of mcc this year or die trying#literally this song is so important to the narrative and the film is so fucking hollow without it#if you grew up with disneyās bullshit version and thought it was good WAIT UNTIL YOU SEE THIS SHIT#please. please watch the REAL version of this film. it means a lot to me ok#the muppet christmas carol#for the love of god please people
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I think the biggest downside to having animal ears and a tail would be trying to mask your discomfort in public like imagine trying to play it cool in customer service but your tail keeps bristling
#leafie speaks#everytime someone talks to u and your fur does the ghibli hair thing#*ears pin back* sorry its just loud in here *starts hissing and spitting* oh shit haha sorry
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One Piece final battle
poorly drawn extra:
#one piece#mihawk#dracule mihawk#one piece mihawk#akagami no shanks#shanks#red haired shanks#mishanks#akataka#redhawk#monkey d luffy#monkey d. luffy#one piece luffy#luffy#straw hat luffy#one piece fanart#roronoa zoro#zoro#one piece zoro#ronoroa zoro#zoro one piece#one piece art#one piece comic#sorry for another shit post comic ndjaksndjkas#i saw a b99 meme that was basicaly the first page of this comic and i had to do it#i wish i had made a final version with good linework etc but i actually have to work on the comics i am being paid to make#not ANOTHER shitpost for one piece ndjkasndjkas#and drawing mihawk's den den mushi sure was an experience#ugly ass thing lol
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this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.
good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.
sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.
so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.
one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.
#warm up#writeblr#actually this is because again i don't go here#i don't read/write fanfic but i have nothing but respect for my troops#but i also have never played minecraft. im sorry. please ask me any question about pokemon tho i love that shit#anyway#out of some banal and thoughtless curiosity i watched the minecraft movie trailer#and again i know nothing about minecraft. i am aware im in an endangered population#but im watching this going: this is so fucking.... BAD#there is NO LOVE in it!#like if someone who has NO history in minecraft watches that and is like - ohhh this is soulless#WHO IS THE AUDIENCE????#ppl who love minecraft are gonna hate it!!!#at some point it's the ''mean girls musical movie'' problem --#some people will always hate the premise of what you're doing and some people will love it#make it for the ppl who love it#and usually that somewhat convinces the haters to like. chill enough to TRY it . bc it IS good#but when you try to make it for the haters..... nobody likes it. it doesn't have passion. energy. footwork#which is a small way of saying a big thing: if you love something. fucking make it and assume someone will love it too.#i love u . be brave . be bold. be in boston and come to my reading#where i wrote a really weird fucked up little book.#love u love u love u etc
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I'm sorry but I'm obsessed with this.
My man is MAD looking at Viktor, frowning. And Viktor is looking at him but as soon as Jayce looks away he raises an eyebrow like BITCH WHY YOU MAD
Don't even get me started on how Viktor looks, like HOLY SHIT, while the light illuminates his fac- and the shado- and his eyes- I need to sit down.
#I'm sorry english is not my first language#This is my first Gif btw I made this shit because I can't stop thinking about this moment#YES IT HAS BEEN ALMOST A MONTH IM STILL STUCK IN THIS PLEASE#jayce talis#jayce x viktor#jayvik#arcane jayce#viktor arcane#arcane#arcane gifs#my gifs
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manny discovers something mildly disappointing about jenny
#nicktoons unite#el tigre#my life as a teenage robot#jenny wakeman#manny rivera#jimmy neutron#but like a tiny cameo#comic#dewdles#sorry again for not opening tumblr for the past 600 years#gonna slowly upload all the shit ive done in the past few months ermm uhh#also forgot to mention but yes thats vega in her wallpaper if you were wondering
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you dislike Luke Castellan because he disagreed with an oppressive government system and actually took action to change the abusive ways him and his peers have been forced to follow for millennia.
I dislike Luke Castellan because in the Titans Curse he manipulated Annabeth, who he raised as his little sister, into holding up the sky, the FUCKING sky, for over 20 hours and had the audacity to walk away as though he was completely apathetic towards it while she begged and pleaded with him to help her.
we are not the same.
#I agree with Lukeās beliefs 100%#I donāt agree with his actions#but I specifically remember Luke seeming real fucking unaffected while leaving Annabeth to endure being literally crushed to death#the rest of the halfbloods that joined the titans army had good intentions but Lukeā¦ oh boy#Iām sorry I canāt help but disagree with his actions#percy jackon and the olympians#luke castellan#annabeth chase#percy jackson#percy series#camp half blood#pjo hoo toa#some ppl in the comments pointed out shit I forgot ty guys#like the way he manipulated Silena and Annabeth because he knew they loved him is literally pedophillia š¤¢š¤®#I was cautious with my tags at first because I thought Luke apologists were gonna come at me with knives if I said more than necessary#but now Iām brave enough to admit I hate that man and no one can convince me otherwise
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like truly there is nothing more heartbreaking than watching game franchises go from 2d art that's filled to the brim with personality and near flawlessly executed to middling 3d models.
#people keep tagging this like 'ops icon lets me know everything'#but this post was about the pokemon franchise. and professor layton sorry to disappoint#aa5 and 6 look like shit but thats not the fault of transitioning to 3d.#that's the fault of extremely mediocre art direction#PLVSPWAA and the TGAA duology prove that ace attorney can have beautiful 3d artwork!#Edit: I have to turn reblogs off on this post because I can't handle people assuming it's about ace attorney anymore#I know multiple video gam franchises I know I'm an aa fan but I am capable of posting about other things sometimes
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Ok Iām being so brave about it but a couple of days ago I saw this post claiming that the Jedi saying āthis weapon [your lightsaber] is your lifeā is emblematic of āthe Jediās failure as peacekeepersā (not an exact quote but pretty close) because why would a weapon be the life of a peacekeeper?
And like. The Jedi are a culture. Theyāre a religion.
You know that, right? You know that many cultures, including generally peaceful ones, have sacred weapons, right? You know that the bond between a Jedi and their crystal(s) is an extremely sacred thing that requires the consent of both parties and is integral to their way of life, right?
You know that lightsabers are not intended to be only for killing, right? That the first thing Luke learns to do with his lightsaber is to shield and defend? You know that a culture having sacred weapons doesnāt mean that they view killing as sacred, right?
Not trying to start shit, I donāt even remember who said it, but ugh
#the damage the Acolyte (āi know a Jedi wouldnāt draw their lightsaber unless theyāre willing to killā) has done to Star Wars is incalculable#hey guys long time no post#I am sorry about that Septemberās beenā¦ really shit#hope to get back into my rewatch and stuff next week?#is this the original post tag#Jedi order#star wars#lightsabers
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This might be a very controversial take but Sybil being fat with no hair and Adora being weird about golems and Granny being old and a virgin and Magrat being ugly and Agnes being fat and Nanny being Nanny and Cheery existing does more for feminism than 90% of intentionally "feminist" media produced in the past 5-10 years actually
#discworld#im still on my discworld shit sorry!#terry pratchett#gnu terry pratchett#like they're real people and a lot of them have glaring attitude problems and i love them
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#relatable quotes#depressing shit#life quotes#quoteoftheday#quotes#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing thoughts#depressing quotes#tw depressing stuff#postivevibes
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imagine ur homophobic and ur starting ur first year of high school and then u find out these r ur upperclassmen
#josuyasu#josuke higashikata#okuyasu nijimura#diamond is unbreakable#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#art#mine#fanart#sorry this looks like shit from the ass
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I understand the appeal of writer!Jason Todd while heās the Redhood but I donāt think YOU understand the appeal of writer!Jason while heās a pre-teen Robin. That young man writes a field report like itās a mystery novel, and like what is Bruce even supposed to say āHey, chumā¦ while the pacing of the report was very intriguing, I need you to be LESS detailed about the color of the suspects āemerald green orbs.āā No, he wonāt!! because Jason may be a bit annoying but itās a vast improvement from Dick āWhat happens with the titans is between me, god, and the emergency room on 34th ave.ā Grayson who used to just write āfixed it :)ā on cases he completed.
#Tim mightāve been uploading Adopted By The Waynes fanfic to wattpad at 12 but#but Jason was writing Finding Out Your Krptonian fanfic on the batcomputer at 13#AND THAN HE SHOWED IT TO BRUCE?!!?!#HE SHARED IT IRL HE DID NOT HAVE WATTPAD HE HAD GOOGLE DOCS AND A DREAM#dcu#batman#batfam#batfamily#bruce wayne#batkids#jason todd#i really do jsut say shit sorry#red hood#dick grayson#nightwing
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