#shino x reina

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Bad bug jokes with Shino and friends 🪲

Also featuring Boro’s girl, Reina~

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Untold (Shino x OC) Chapter 8: Confrotation

Sorry for this short chapter for "Untold" I am trying to start and set Shibi and Takeo's fight. I hope it may look some short of good.

Reina stood behind Takeo while his fierce father let his silhouette project upon them his shadow. His daughter grabbed his jacket and pushed it a little bit trying to make him look away from the Aburames. Shibi stood there, arms slightly folded under his jacket. Shino’s father could look without difficulty at that man’s face. They stood there silently, there was no buzzing. Takeo started talking “ How was the trip…?” He dragged his words while talking “Usual…” Both grunted. Shibi’s sons stood behind him looking at her intrigued. Reina faintly looked at her sibling Shiori. “Has there been any problems in your usual trip? “ Shibi hummed as a negative response.

 The silence grew among both “Then.. would you kindly explain my daughter’s tears?” Shibi, let a rumble grow in his throat “ I do not know if I am entitled to explain the hazards of a volatile mind” Reina started to mumble in a tiny voice “Papi…Pa…we need to go and prepare stuff, don’t we?” Takeo moved his head slightly looking at her, she gave him a smile. It did not make the man flinch his expression and kept talking with Shibi “ If a mind feels that troubles are upon them, it is usually an environmental circumstance that leads to such a volatile mind to deviate their thoughts…”  Shibi twitched his nose a little “You have used the adverb “usually” impling that those scenarios may have another outcome that falls into the “often” adverb?” Takeo nodded “Those often are wrongdoings to their hearts.”  “To the volatile mind’s heart I believe you mean?” Another nod “A volatile mind keeps their head up in the clouds and that almost always leads them to be the wrongdoers to their environment.”

She tried to dissuade him into keeping talking with them. She took his hand “We should really get going…” Takeo grabbed her hand really strongly and looked at Shibi. “Pa.. nothing happened… “  “What is taking you so long?” Takehiko’s harsh voice entered, her great-grandfather already needed a cane when he walked; however he refused to use it properly and merely took it because he saw it stylish. He got closer to them “Do you all have your bags? Lunch would get cold if we stayed here any longer” Takehiko looked unworried about whatever was going on between both heads. He then went down to his great-granddaughter “Have you been crying?” said without any problem, he got closer to her and raised her glasses a little to confirm it himself “ Did you see a kitty or something?” Takehiko took a small strand of his hair and put it behind her ear “Give me your bag” He took it without a second thought and also Shibi’s. She tried to take both “C’mon” He looked at both leaders suspiciously. “Let’s have lunch” The old man turned his back and walked out of the train station. “Reina…” started his father. “Do not be mean and take our guests' luggage”. She immediately took Torune and Fuu’s luggage when she was about to take Shino's; his father was the one who took it. They started to walk towards their home. No longer ruins.

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It is just sso perfect @akamikazae they look just so lovely together!! I can't thank you enough for it!! THANKS THANKS and 1000000000000000000000000000000000 THANKS!!!!

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The official website for the television anime of author Kouhei Kadono and illustrator Kouji Ogata's Boogiepop and Others (Boogiepop wa Warawanai) light novel series began streaming a second promotional video for the anime on Friday. The video reveals the anime's premiere on January 4, as well as 14 more cast members. The video also reveals and previews the opening theme song "shadowgraph" by MYTH & ROID.

The anime will air on AT-X, Tokyo MX, TV Aichi, KBS Kyoto, Sun TV, and BS11. Azuna Riko will perform the ending theme song "Whiteout."

The new cast includes:

Chiaki Kobayashi as Keiji Takeda

Shino Shimoji as Kei Niitoki

Ayaka Suwa as Naoko Kamikishiro

Junya Enoki as Masami Saotome

Aoi Ichikawa as Shiro Tanaka

Ayana Taketatsu as Minako Yurihara

Kouki Miyata as Echoes

Taku Yashiro as Masaki Taniguchi

Kana Ichinose as Aya Orihata

Yoshimasa Hosoya as Jin Asukai

Yoshiaki Hasegawa as Shinjirō Anō

Kana Asumi as Kotoe Kinugawa

Yōji Ueda as Spooky E

Kana Hanazawa as Suiko Minahoshi

The previously revealed cast members include:

Aoi Yūki as Boogiepop

Aoi Yūki as Touka Miyashita

Saori Ōnishi as Nagi Kirima

Reina Kondo as Kazuko Suema

Shingo Natsume (One-Punch Man, Space Dandy both seasons, ACCA: 13-Territory Inspection Dept.) is directing the new anime at Madhouse. Tomohiro Suzuki (One-Punch Man, Tiger & Bunny, ACCA: 13-Territory Inspection Dept.) is writing and supervising the series scripts, and Hidehiko Sawada (key animator for One-Punch Man, Redline) is designing the characters. The musician kensuke ushio (A Silent Voice, DEVILMAN crybaby, Liz and the Blue Bird) is composing the music.

Other staff members include:

Assistant Director: Yousuke Hatta

Chief Animation Directors: Masanori Shino, Kei Tsuchiya

Art Directors: Shigemi Ikeda, Yukiko Maruyama

Color Design: Ken Hashimoto

3DCG Director: Shigenori Hirozumi

Director of Photography: Akane Fushihara

Editing: Kashiko Kimura

Sound Director: Shoji Hata

Music Production: Kadokawa

Seven Seas Entertainment published the light novel in English, and is reprinting the novels along with new volumes. The company describes the story:

There is an urban legend that children tell one another about a shinigami that can release people from the pain they may be suffering. This "Angel of Death" has a name: Boogiepop. And the legends are true. Boogiepop is real.

When a rash of disappearances involving female students breaks out at Shinyo Academy, the police and faculty assume they just have a bunch of runaways on their hands. But Nagi Kirima knows better. Something mysterious and foul is afoot. Is it Boogiepop, or something more sinister...?

Madhouse previously animated the Boogiepop light novel series into a 2000 television anime. Right Stuf released the series on VHS and DVD in North America.

Yoshihiro Kawabata launched a new Boogiepop at Dawn (Yoake no Boogiepop) manga in Kadokawa's Dengeki G's Comic magazine on April 28. Naoki Koshimizu launched a separate Boogiepop Returns: VS Imaginator manga in Kadokawa's Monthly Comic Dengeki Daioh magazine on May 26.

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UNTOLD: Chapter 7: Arrival (ShinoxOC)

Sorry for the small post...

The train decreased its speed once he entered closer to the station. Reina left the bathroom and luck decided that she should encountered Shino right in front of her. His face said everything, pale and long, has he been crying to? She knew him, and he seldom let his feelings rumble outside his sturdy face. Although, she has seen his smile and some tears but… when they laugh together until the tears burst out of their eyes. She wrinkled her whole face as an effort not to smile at him to make him comfortable, or to avoid the tears that wanted to fall. However, he moved his lips, just a tiny bit. Her face was hilarious, the kind of face that she made when she wanted something but did not want to say it. They did not say nothing and kept walking their own paths.

She went outside with her big bag in one hand and the tiny backpack. She rushed over his dad once she saw him, dropping the bag on one side while hugging him as hard as she could. Takeo was never afraid to show affection towards his daughter, her little ladybug as he called her. He pressed her towards him with his arm and what was left of his right arm. He smelled her hair while letting some bugs rumble outside his skin, his hive greeting her as well. “You still smell like blueberries” muttered. She gave him a smile, however his turn into a grimace “You have cried” his face was up immediately looking for her siblings to demand some explanations to them.

“I haven’t” her father’s cold look was everything that she needed to remind silent. You never mess with Takeo or his daughter. Shiori appeared in the multitude. Takeo’s footsteps were smooth, fast, and unheard. Shiori did not notice their uncle until he was literally over them “What has happened?” his deep voice startled them “Who?What?Where? What?” Shiori tried to focus their eyes on their uncle, their little sister just behind him holding her bag and her face clearly begging a “Please do not tell, please, please” Shiori looked over their uncle shoulder, well they tried because he was almost 2 metres of a man. “So…dear uncle…” Their eyes flash with evilness, Reina got the message, they were about to set a bomb for her. She tried to rush some vivid words to catch her father’s attention, but they were faster” So why are we talking about Reina’s tears precisely? Shouldn’t you ask your daughter’s friend?”

“BITCH” it came from Reina’s deep voice. She looked at them “I hate you” They let their white teeth shine with anticipation for what was about to happened “Oh no dear, you set this fire yourself now be a grown up and put it off” muttered in a harsh voice to their sister. “I am going to” “To what Reina?” oh,oh no ladybug? She was in danger. Her father’s eyes, although hidden under the shades were on fire. “What has this boy done to you?” he pushed the word boy out of his mouth as if it was a flaming pepper, with hatred and vile. “Nothing” his daughter’s word mean nothing. His eyes fixed on Reina. He grabbed her with his only arm. His father was a scary man, that was for sure for everyone who saw him. Tall as a tree with his hood covering his basalt hair with those different shades of black and grey, those sharp lines that made his head look fierce and edged; only to be greeted with that thin nose and those eyes…under those shades she, as his relative, has been able to see those eyes. Black as a beetle, not a single shade of any other colour; her granpa had a subtle blueish undertone like her greatgrandpa, but her father was all black.

Missing one arm from his elbow down did help to achieve this menacing look, from behind his broad shoulders and back may be mistake him for a wardrobe. Strong, fierce, and overprotective upon his only child, and the only proof that someone ever loved him deep enough to bring into this dying and decaying world a part of their own love. He heard the buzzing, smelled the Aburame’s. He turned himself back over his heels, his hood went down, and you could see his wild and untamed hair. Shibi sensed his presence, almost instinctively he became the head of the little group that were his children and Torune’s fiancée. He set both feet firmly on the ground, he may be mad at his son, and he was mad at his daughter.

“Greetings Aburames”

“Thank you Takeo”

It was already set.

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What should I write?

I am mainly doing this for fun to see how the poll works xD

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WELCOME & MASTERLIST (UNDERCONSTRUCTION)

WELCOME TO MY ONMYWAYTOFANFIC !!!

My name is Boro and well, here is my bullshit. It is strange but.... I create this with a solid idea to do one fanfic exclusively and now it is so diverse, there are AUs and other characters this is madness. So I decided to create a masterlist with everything. It must be said that this would not have happened if it wasn't for the amazing community and friends that I have found along the way in this year that I have been actively trying to create content. THANKS TO ALL OF YOU!! YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!

I have ended up with more than one ship for the main OC that I did, Reina, whose story has change drastically and has shifted constantly, as well as her desing. On the way Eiko appeared with a solid background and a beautiful love story with Ibiki, I am soo in love with them. I know that this would be changing that this is a masterlist of everything that I have done so far and.... I thought that I did lest but oh boy! Gooddness!!

The Aburame family is still my main topic and I abbsolutely love my Reina and the family that has been built around her, but Eiko is a huge and very important OC for me too althought she is nto from the Aburamme family but the fierce matriarch of the Morino family. What a family let me tell you.

It would be divided by AU and Ship so you can check (I may try to change or find a more suitable way to do this). I will try to update it as much as possible. Also there is a ART Masterlist here too.

There are a few desclimers:

This fanfic is +18 mature content would be shown not just the yummy but also hard stuff like trauma for example. This is something that mus be said not just way ahead and it will be also shown in each chapter.

All the characters are property of their creator, Masashi Kishimoto, I have used my liberty to enhance what he has shown about his world and of course I have add OCs. So far I would not upload drawings of my OCs mostly because I suck at it, so better keep them lock. Therefore, it is forbidden to upload my content without the credit that it should be given as well as the descrimer that shows that the character are property of Masashi Kishimoto.

It must be said that English it is not my first language, I am using this plattaform for fun, to have some laughs and enjoy writing my fanfiction. It is more of a creative and linguistic output in general terms. I have thought to also upload in other languages for practicing and fun.

With nothing else to say... well I hope you enjoy it.

THE ABURAME FAMILY

REINA ABURAME HEADCANNONS (The new ones) Headcannons

Technique's headccanon - part 1

BUNA ABURAME HEADCANNONS (The grandpa)

TAKEO ABURAME HEADCANNONS (The father)

TATSUMA ABURAME HEADCANNONS (The brother- yes it is cannon Tatsuma the one that was with Orochimaru in that 1 manga panel)

KIDOMARU (Kidomaru?!! Yes someone ~~@yamanaka-shin and @waxingmoonmilktea ~~ have make this a brainworm that is quite deep now in my brain. Very deep...really deep....I LOVE HTE DYNAMIC THAT THESE THREE COULD HAVE OKAY?! okay...I am down a rabbit hole)

NEW CANNON

Reina's birth Part 1 Part 2

KAGENOGURE CHRONICLES AU

-- Original cannon (no longer Reina's (and also my Aburame family) cannon but maybe I will go back here, but so far it is just an AU)

In this AU there is a hidden village called Kagenogure, found by Sasuke and that would eventually lead to all the characters meeting. The main Reina ship is SHINO ABURAME. It has two parts, Kagenogure Chronicles which is the main story line and UNTOLD that happens three years after the first one. Both are unfinished.

REINA x SHINO

UNTOLD

Chapters: 1 , 2 , 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8

Dreams (Scene)

KAGENOGURE CHRONICLES

Kagenogure's truth 1

Prologue Chapter 1

TAKEO SCENES

The Phoenix's feathers

The new Queen

The old Queen

Reina's birth

Comic: Monarc butterfly part 1

Comic : If they were here

Some HEADCANNONs and a scene

BAND AU

REINA X NOBIRU @moonamayillu 's OC

Chapter 1 , 2

SCENES

REINA X MUTA AU (Doesn't have a name yet)

Chapter 1 , 2

Zetsu's backstory - Yes I am creating some Zetsu content hope to publish it soon rather than later.

STARDEW VALLEY mix NARUTO AU (NARUTO VALLEY? IT IS OFFICIAL)

EIKO AND IBIKI

EIKO MORINO YAMANADA HEADCANNONS

IBIKI MORINO HEADCANNONS

I have never forgotten you (EikoxIbiki) Main storyline of these lovebirds. It is their official cannon

Chapter 1

Pain War Arc - Scene 1 - Scene 2 - Scene 3 (coming soon)

Roasted Chicken Scene

MARCH CHALLENGE (Fail)

Days 1, 2, 3 ,4 (@shinoposting 's OC Suma :3 )

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NEW BEGINNINGS - CHAPTER 1

So... As I said in a previous post, I am working on a re-do of Reina's backstory. However, in teh process and thanks to a friend (@yamanaka-shin you keep putting ideas in my head D: ) an idea pop up, MutaxReina. I have not been able to change it and it hunts me...and it has turn into a very interesting AU and version of Reina that I want to investigate and check more. There is also someone else's OC is involve @kankuroplease ' s Katsura. I have talked so Katsura would be mentioned at some point....here you can see a little glimpse. But.... Welll.... REINA x MUTA is a reality !! BEWARE: That this is going to be hurtful. It is going to be a lot of angst, but it feels like healing too.

WARMINGS: Self-harm mentions (Not descriptions just innuendo)

WORDS: 1370

“Until this day… I wonder why I thought that they would come, why my head, my heart hoped that once I was out of there, I would see their smiling faces. I will finally feel what a mother’s hug feels like, what a father’s kind words are and how a brother’s shoulder feels like. I still wonder, what part of me led me to think that. I wonder what made me think that I had a choice. I kept safe the letter that informed all of us that Root was disbanded of their usage. It is something silly and stupid to keep. A letter that confirms that I was no longer part of Root, still…I don’t know why I hold onto it so much. Anyway, I kept it. I remember that I have pictured that moment plenty of times when the letter was in my hands. When I was…given… sold…I think trade feels more accurate. When they trade me for Tatsuma I… he…I’m sure that you will laugh about it but I felt happy. I thought that maybe, now that I did what I was supposed to do, maybe now…my mother would hug me. She just grabbed him like it looked so good. She was crying, she buried her face in his shoulder, and dad was smiling. It was the first time that I ever saw him smiling so much. I made them happy. I made them like that I…” She could not hold her tears any longer, a small whimper and a cry. The doctor gave her some tissues.

“It was me who they should be hugging…I make it possible for them to be together. It was I” She kept weeping. Ashamed buried her face in her hands, letting her mane flow wild “I did it, I was good. I did everything…I…” The doctor stopped writing for a second and touched her shoulder “You need to let things go now Reina. You are the one that needs to hug that child, not them, they never deserved you '' Gen had been of great help for her recovery. He was the doctor of the centre, well one of them. A Yamanaka as a therapist always sounds good. He was the best at his job, it took Reina some time…more than two months to start at least answering back “How are you, today?” Every other day they got that long hour of a session. Technically, if you do not undergo them, you can’t have visits coming over. However, he always asked her if she wanted a visit. She never answered back. 

“And then…” she cleansed her nose “Seeing Shino there just hugging his brother. Seeing Torune with his family and Shino with her…” She wiped out some tears “It’s just…” Gen nodded and wrote something on his notepad “trigger”. She laid down and kept hiding her face from him, she had recently started to talk that much in therapy, she even started to have some quick chats with some other interns and nurses. However, she kept that awful thing, she bit her lips and fingers, she knocked her head and sometimes hit her head with her wrist out of anger. Gen let all the things down and looked at the clock, it was time, it was over for today. “You are doing great, Reina. I thought that you will never talk ever again” Four months already locked out there. “I…I want to go out” confessed. The doctor stood up “That needs a little more time you know that” She nodded and rose leaving the room “Would you like to see someone this weekend?” she froze at the opened door. She was thinking for the first time about Gen’s proposal, her answers had always been direct and straightforward. She turned around with her ankles and look down, ashamed, scared…blushing.

“Could you ask…Aburame Muta if she wants to come?” 

“I will” 

She gave a gentle nod and disappeared. She rarely interacted with other patients; however, she did not deny the gentle nod of greeting nor answer when she was asked for something. She almost seemed like she started to trust people back. There were moments in which she could not hold it and just locked herself in her room, denied caring or even caring for herself. She stood in her bedroom now with the door closed and the window faintly open. It did not have much space, aside from the small bedroom, a tiny drawer where most of her belongings were and a small hand size mirror. The bathroom only had the WC, and you could wash your hands on top of it, the faucet was extensible, so it also served as a shower in less than 2 meters. Everything was packed uncomfortably, technically to encourage patients to socialize. It had the opposite effect on her, she was comfortable there, in a small space, not bothering anyone, not being a burden. She liked to be isolated, but lately she had found some stuff missing from outside.

The book shop, the bakery, the smell of freshly cooked cookies by Muta, the touch of the grass in her feet, the sound of street music, seeing the insects and the animals roam free in the compounds… She thought she hated everything, and now she was discovering everything that she was missing. Even clothes! She usually wore her uniform, even when she shouldn't, never allowing herself to dress up with anything that was not practical or functional. Now, she had found skirts and dresses and she was eager to try one of those on, to wear one. She wanted a summer dress, one of those that she had seen in the magazines that were in the common room. The people wearing them looked so happy, cheerful, full of life, she thought that it was something that those dresses gave to them. She knew the one that she wanted, a white one, with a small pattern of butterflies on it, a little bit above her knee maybe, and those lovely sleeves that only covered the shoulder. Maybe even some cleavage showing? Yes, maybe. She wanted one of those, and the sandals that had a little heel, they looked so fresh, so stunning. Whenever she saw someone wearing those in a magazine, they were beaming. Definitely, it was the dress that made that. 

She had started to send letters outside… to Muta. They were not that frequent, but when she found the courage to write to him, she spent hours writing and writing. She always asked if it was okay for her to write to him, and he replied that it did not matter, in fact he was glad to receive them. She also asked if it was okay to ask him to come, he always said that he would come. However, not until today, had she given him the possibility to come. She felt selfish, as if she somehow was trapping the guy, not letting him go but… Now she felt ready to know him. After all, who would have liked to be sold as a bride? Yet, she felt that it was unfair…she felt now, that it was unfair for her side to blame everything exclusively on him. Some people told her that it wasn't, some people told them that it was. He accepted the marriage proposal, as he had told her, to help her escape. He said it on the wedding night, “I don’t want anything from you but for you to be happy. Just, forget that we are married if that makes you feel good. I just wanted you out of there” But weren’t there any better options to do so? Maybe just asking her if she wanted to be married, although she already knew that she would deny it. That if his father and uncle did not accept and requested that arranged marriage, she would still be there…with her father and brother. Maybe, she thought, luckily, she felt a twist in her stomach, maybe dead too. 

She laid on the bed, her insects buzzing and dancing around her. She had stopped to do many hurtful things, her hive started to answer back. Her hive, fighting her back. Not all hope was lost within her.

Some drawigns of these two... they are nto that good but here you got some.

SPOILER: She is just unconscious, she is good.

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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. spread the self-love ❤

Ahhh!!! This is a very difficult question!!!Thank you very much for dropping in my ask, they are always open!!! And also appreciating that you make me think so much

Hmmm right now I would say that both first parts of the comic that I am doing are two of my favourite things so far!!! It may not be full fanfic,because it is not a 100% writing but it is both writing and drawing. https://www.tumblr.com/onmywaytofanfic/720942200190566400?source=share

Then hmmm.. I ll say that BAND AU I just love, adore, whatbit is going on in this AU!!! I love what it is been made and all the people involved that allowed me to use their OC's in thid AU to create this story!!! Here is the first chapter if you want to read it!!

https://www.tumblr.com/onmywaytofanfic/714254201001213952/it-has-been-a-preassure-that-you-have-allowed-me?source=share

The third is Eiko and Ibiki!!! This one is hard, I may not have much in here but I have it in my mind and in my safe files!! My friends have suffered a lot of it. One of the most painfuls here is the Pain Arc Scene...It is hard, I can't phantom one without the other. They were born to be together

https://www.tumblr.com/onmywaytofanfic/717017820056207360/ibiki-x-eiko-pain-war-arc?source=share

The fourth one is a hard one but Chaoter 3 from Untold ):

As it can be seen I have stopped writing about Reina and Shino, this ship is getting hard to deal with. I am having problems, feeling odd about them and sad when I write about them. I believe that this cahoeter in which a huge misunderstanding leads to Reina having a broken hesrt, soeaks volumes about how I feel about them and how she feels with him. As a huge mess, unworthy and broken. She feels that she can't be with him and so do I feel like I can't or shouldn't publish them nor work on them. Luckly Reina has found someone that really iluminates her and makes sense...it just makes everything smooth, loving and charming. A clue about this new partner? Maybe...even the nee cannon ship for her? Who knows! But...here is the clue @succikko-nebulae wonderful Jirobo!! ( This is not a clue this is directly who he is)https://www.tumblr.com/onmywaytofanfic/722578140260646912/my-baby-look-at-him-he-is-just?source=share

And here is the chapter

https://www.tumblr.com/onmywaytofanfic/699494802338775040/untold-shino-x-oc-chapter-3-girls-night?source=share

Although it is not longer the main cannon...I wish to go back go it and study it better, I think there are lots of things that can be saved, or so I believe. On top of that...I want to explore it better I think I can give this some proper development. Here is part of what it used to be Reina. I believe, that although it is no longer what I pay more attention to nor work properly... It is my origins, ny beginnings in the fandom as a creator (although I believe that this word is quite big for me). I may not be as proud nor invested on it as I used to, like with the Untold stuff but still...it is the beginning. Of what? Who knows how Reina would end.

https://www.tumblr.com/onmywaytofanfic/696080207310913536/chapter-1-it-is-just-a-storm?source=share

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Should I do a masterlist with all the post so to have some short of order regarding fics and headcannons and art?...Yes I should....

Am I actually thinking about a very sad IbikixEiko scene? Yes I am...

Am I thinking also about a very hard Muta x Reina and Shino x Reina scene, a very angst scene? Yes, I am

Am I going to do any of these today? Probably not....

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Muta x Reina - Chapter 2 - Cracks

Okay...so here it is this short chapter for Muta and Reina. Again Reina having multiple ships and me diving into the AU verse head first. So here is some Reina and Muta continuing what was left before. Also I will clean my tags and like properly tag teh different AUs cuz..chaos.

WARMINGS: Mentions of suicide attempt

WORDS: 3176

Reina sat in the bed, scared, fragile and over all closer to lose her temper and her coolness. It was a hard week, she had been going to all her therapy session, she had also gone to those group chats and even joined the book-club. She had started to get of her shell, as much as she could. Every day closer to seen Muta, seemed to strangle her.

-Gen…Gen…Dr. Yamanaka – she ran towards him

-What’s the matter Reina?

-Can you like cancel the visit? – He was talking with another nurse, looked at her and nodded gently

-Just give me a minute – then he returned his vision and focus on her – Listen Reina

-I can’t do it

-Well, I think you can, and not just that…But I truly think that you need it. He has agreed and you can spend a whole afternoon with someone from the outside, don’t you say that you miss it? If you want to go back there, you need to get used first to what you are going to encounter there, and the first steps, not just for you but for everyone here…Is re-meeting familiar faces. I’m sure you will be okay. You seemed so eager to see him? What’s the problem now?

-I…- a small buzzing filled her ears, her hive anxious – I just…I …

-Reina… tomorrow you will have a great day.

The doctor left and she just started to go back to her room. She did not go to the book-club that evening and decided to do something with her little gift. Her stupid, little gift. She still remembers it clearly, the pain that it meant to him and everyone. It was a very lovely event, a small party to celebrate that Shino and Kagura were back from their honeymoon. At some point a knife left the table and it fell to the floor, near to her foot. She just stood there silently, looking at the knife. Shibi was too and Muta’s father, Atlas. She wanted to scream of happiness, to jump around and rush to Muta’s home and cut…cut a lot. Her hive had given up, it did not try to protect her from the knife. She smiled and, in a flash, she left their garden. The next thing, she decided to look for something sharp. However, it did not cut her.

-You …. dammed you – howled her. A small flock of insects was trying to make her stop from hurting herself. The next thing she remember was Shibi and Atlas breaking in Muta’s bedroom. They tried to make her stand up, but she was a mess of tears. She grabbed the knife once more, but Shibi just needed to grab her wrist firme. Her hive was in danger, their host was the danger. Both have talked many times about it since the day they agreed to Takeo’s proposal. It could be a good choice, she was out of that environment, they would leave the compound, not many Aburames and for that extend people who lived there, seemed to like the duo. They thought they could help her, and her hive to not fall into such places. But it was late. She was broken in so many tiny and minute pieces that nobody seemed to find them anywhere.

-I think it is the only choice…. - muttered Shibi to his younger brother. He nodded. It was time to seek help, outside their nest. She could not be helped by the hive anymore. That was her faint last memory. Apparently Muta was also there, and Torune, Fuu, Shino and Katsura…Everyone seemed to help her pack her things, they said that Katsura helped Muta to clean her. But she couldn’t remember anything… except that when she rushed to Muta’s home to do it…she broke a small pot that he had at the entrance. A silly pot with a small cactus on it, it had the formed of a beetle. She had been going to pottery classes there and she thought that it was time to give something to him, after all he had only gave to her.

-This is stupid – muttered holding the small pot -This is just…-she let the tears flow. She held it tightly, afraid of break it, letting it on the top of her table scared, overwhelmed… She couldn’t face him, not now nor ever. Curled in her bed she fell asleep crying, drinking her salty tears and making a whole mess. She did not want to see him, and yet she was craving his arms around her body, the security that the sweet buzzing of his hive made just for her. She never replied to that chant, her body numb every time he hugged with that tenderness in his heart. Numb, unconscious, unaware of what she was losing by no hugging back, by no closing her eyes and let that subtle rhythm take her pain out of her. She grabbed the sheet of her bed while dreaming of that embrace and wondering how she could have back everything that she spit on it.

She wanted her life back, but she did not know where she left it.

Time fly by and the day of the visit arrived with blazing sun that let the small garden of the ward blind everyone with its colours. They reflect in the tiny room where Reina kept looking at the hand mirror shaking, her hair a mess and her face completely swallowed of all the tears that every day she shed. – A mess…- muttered, they left her there a huge mess and she kept being one. She was mediocre at best. Hiding in the bathroom tried to wash off everything with cold water out of her face, tried her hardest to tame her mane and kept pushing tears back. There was no use, no form to solve what she had become. She gave up, once more, and sat on the floor. The clock kept running and so was Muta back at his home…

He woke up earlier than usual and started to prepare breakfast in a merry mood. His father looked at his energetic son finishing some short of pastries and looked confused. Muta still had troubles adapting to his new limb, and he clearly limp while moving around the kitchen.

-Good morning father – smiled the young sprout. Atlas just gave him a snort and sat on the stools of the counter.

-You go today to see her, don’t you? – his son nodded and kept packaging the pastries in a small blue box. He made biscuits with different shapes and flavour, butter, chocolate, and some with handmade strawberry jam.

-Are you sure of this…. Muta – his father started to pour some hot water into a glass and drink it directly. His son just looked at his sides and nodded once more. Atlas had tried his best to make his son go back into the…” circle” of singles of the village. Looking for a wife for his only son and someone at least stable.

-Muta…you do not need to pity her

-I don’t pity her. I know she is doing alright. She is…progressing. The doctors said so – Atlas sighted and smashed the counter making it shake

-Muta

-Father. I know what I am doing. 

-She just said that but as things are she could just not choose you once she is…fine

-I don’t care. – The young lad looked severe at his father – I don’t care father. I… I just want to see her smile and I don’t mind, care or… I just want to be close to her, just believe me her smile is worthy.

-Is it? Is it worthy for you to lose your time as you do chase some lunatic?

-She is not crazy

-For fuck’s sake she tried to kill herself!

-And you and uncle knew that she was ill and did nothing

-So, did you.

-I tried father! – Shouted – I really tried… - Muta held back his tears – I really tried and only we know how much we tried – mentioned his hive too – We tried father. Everything that came to mind, every single chance that I got I took it. But she was broken, she was shattered. The council let that happen.

-The council had nothing to do with this

-You, old farts, knew what that man was doing right in front of your noses! You all knew and did nothing.

-It is not that easy. Nobody has the right to get into a home’s quarrels.

-Yet the council interferes when sees it fitting, don’t they? Everyone hated them here; you guys saw him selling her daughter as a chance to get rid of those two venoms and yet you have the nerve to say that you did everything you could? She was sold and you saw it as a solution. You, all of you, could have solve this way sooner, and yet you kept it brushing it under the carpet as nothing was happening. She could have died.

-Her hive

-Her hive? What are you going to say, uh? That it protected her. I clearly remember the mess that she was in, she abandoned any substance to feed her body that’s what kept the…knife…out of her…not the hive…- Muta tried to not break in front of his father, once more; bitter memories of the mess that he encountered. Her mind completely gone, into another dimension, place, universe where she was trying to not suffer. Her rigor cadaveric make her look as if she was already dead, but the small warmth that escape her lips kept him secure that life was still beating inside her.

-I have things to do – sentence the conversation the young lad. He finished packaging the small box and took his things with himself. Cursing upon the pain that his lost limb was giving to him. He left the compound and marched towards the ward, where Reina was held. The closer he got, the faster his breath seemed to run out. He was on time, too much in time. They left him waiting until the clock run enough for him to come in.

-Are you ready? – The soft voice startled Reina, Chokako one of the doctor’s there, knocked on her door. She kept trying her hardest to comb her hair the best she could. She really should take a little bit of more care upon her image; it only came to her mind that she should do that when she decided to see Muta. She found that her hair was a mess of knots and tangles, the doctor came by and tried to help her detangled some of it – We do not have much time Reina…try to do a braid it would camouflage it a little bit – Reina sighted. “How you do one of those?” she had never had her hair as long as at that moment. She tried her best twisted her hair trying to make it and it ended up with even a messier hair than before. Another knock on the door, she should be on the hallway now waiting for her visit. She looked at her huge messy braid, her heart racing ashamed of been seen like that. She took the small pot and crunch her hands on it, keeping it firm in her grip. She looked at the small hand mirror, a mess, not what she was expecting to show him; proof that she was better, healthier and lively; instead, her hair was a mess that she was really trying to hide it, she needed to wear those pyjamas however, she put her finest one. She gulped and looked at the doors of the hallway, patients were already greeting their visitors. Among the multitude she saw him, his tall figure towering the rest of patients and visitors. She raised her hand and wave timidly; he waved back and approached her; he had a small box with him and tried to not show his limping as much as possible. He got closer to her and smile, a painful card dangling in his cloths read “Visitor”. She wished that instead of him visiting her it was more of a…date thing. Maybe going shopping, or to have some snacks in a cafeteria…she craved being out there.

-Hi

-Hi – then silence. Reina was trembling, she looked at her feet trying to find something to say.

-I like your braid – said with a small smile Muta and ventured to get near her to touch it

-I…I don’t think so

-What?

-The braid….is a mess I…tried but I couldn’t, and it was already too late, and you were here, and…

-Hey, hey, hey … he got closer – Don’t worry…I like it, really – he let hiss hand rest on her shoulder, he raised his eyebrows and let his smile get wider; she did not flinch nor stepped back. His rosy cheeks were shining to her with such intensity and warmth that he felt a slight headache, as if he was getting some fever.

-What do you want to do? – asked the gal thrilling by the fact that he could rest his hand closer to her without her jumping or fearing him. She looked everywhere, full of doubts, what was she supposed to do?

-Garden… -she finally looked at his face, she was glowing – Let’s go to the garden. It is not as big as the compounds nor as your father’s garden- Muta smiled, his branch oversaw the area secure where the bugs roamed free, his home, or better said his father’s; was at the entrance so the family could check who goes in and out. The lad nodded and followed her to the garden. She suddenly, hold his hand and guide him towards the north area, there some trees stood tall and provide shadow from the heat. She shrugged – Would you like to…sit, here? We …- her hand detangled her fingers out of him and returned to her messy braid she kept playing with it. Muta laid his back towards the tree and let himself go down, he sat with his prothesis completely stretched out. She sat in front of him, closer with her legs folded. He let the box near him, she trembled.

-Would you like me to fix your hair?

-Eh?

-I can fixed it…if you want to -she got closer to him and showed him her back. She got closer sitting between his legs; he took the tied of and started to caress her hair with his fingers. In complete silence he started to detangle her hair with his own fingers, trying to be as smooth and gentle as the knots let him. Sometimes she let a small cry and he apologised, she just smiled back. It felt like heaven. His hive started to sing for her, a gentle buzzing. Some started to move towards his fingers trying to find solace in her hair. She looked at them dancing in front of her – Sorry – muttered the man, ashamed that he couldn’t fully control them, although he did not want too either. She raised her hand and let the bugs dance in the palm of her hand – Hi…- muttered to his bugs. He smiled and kept working on her hair.

-Those are Ma, Me, Mi and Mo – said

-Nice to meet you – Reina let them run free around her fingers, he suddenly felt some unfamiliar steps near his nose. – It is Emerald – said in a whisper – Hi…- greet the gal. She looked at him – I have made some friends here…- He gently caress her scalp while detangling her hair and hearing her. She let her hand touch the grass. Among the bushes some insect seemed to receive the order and started to approach them. Muta looked curious, it was an orchid mantis, with bright pink colours. The insect went to Reina’s hand and there it kind of sat calmly, she let it on Muta’s thigh, and it started to crawl towards his torso -Hi… - he looked at the insect curious – Apparently, she is from the compounds.

-Really? – she nodded

-But… She does not know how she ended here.

- I’ll take her back -ventured Muta before she finished

-Thank you… - Reina looked back at his kikaichu dancing and get them closer to her face. One of them ventured to give her a small kiss in her lips. She let a smirk and kissed the insect back; it did not expect that reaction from her and started to dance almost as if it was drunk around them. Muta looked curious at his insect and called them to his palm, the bug started to tap on his palm confessing what just happened and he laughed, a pure laugh. He kept working on her hair, letting some “brushed” strands of her hair lay in front of her. She kept getting closer to him, needing his buzzing near her, the small chant that his bugs were doing grew louder every time she tried to get closer to him. He started to pick up some notes, some of her notes; something that he had never heard of. It was a blessing. Her song was small and timid, like the small flattering of the wings of a butterfly. He sounded like the roar of a hoard of bees making the sweetest of treats. Half of her hair was already prepared. He ventured to touch her shoulders to get her closer to his torso, she let finally her back rest on his torso.

-Now I can’t work properly – tittered. She separated herself from him, but he kept her closer. Half of her hair completely brushed off was on her right side, her left side need to keep working. He let the hair there – Don’t worry I can do it.

-But…does it bother you?

-It doesn’t – he was thrilled to have her so close to him, and the redness of her cheek confirmed that she also wanted to be closer to him too. 

-How are things going?

-Do you mean…

-Yeah, your father…uncle…cousins everyone, are they okay?

-Hmm

-I…

-Don’t say anything

-Please Muta, apologise for me

-They know that already, Reina. You do not need to send apologies to them…nor me in every letter that you write.

-But…

-Stop Reina – he touched her shoulders and faced her

-You do not need to feel sorry for anything

-But I …I made a huge mess. I treat you and them horrible. Your family just welcomed me greatly and I just mess things out a lot.

-Reina… please stop with that already – He touched both of her shoulders and smile at her

-Really…we are just glad that you are better – She felt her heart twitch and her blood froze in her veins. She got closer to him and cuddle in his torso, he did not know what to do. He felt his heart race furiously, he just wanted to hug her tightly to his chest, close his eyes and forget where they were, what had happened everything…just inhale her sweet aroma and care for her. He just wanted to protect her, from herself.

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for the meme, how about Jirobo and Sai :)

WIIII :333 Thanks for the ask! Here is my take on both characters :333

SAI

Sexuality headcanon : Demiromantic and demisexual. It must be considered that their Root trauma has left them with a huge problem to develop their affectionate relationships, not just romantically or sexually but beyond that. So, although they are demi there is that huge trauma that must be considered when they interact in general with someone.

Gender headcanon: Non binary. Male assigned at birth.

A ship that I have with said character: Listen….I know it would be hard to phantom but….SaiCho…. Listen to my reasoning, Chouji is love and Sai needs love. That’s the reasoning. Also, there is a friend that has a ship with them so…OC x Sai is good. Also their cannon partner….InoSai is good for the heart.

A BROTP I have with said character: Again SaiCho, I think Chouji would be so good at helping mend their inner child who was forced to see what they had to see about their brother Shin, Chouji as a bro-therapist I say yes. Also, SaiHinataShino the trio of shy people helping each other. I can see them as kids hanging around doing their own thing that they like together. Hinata would be doing crochet, while Sai drawing and Shino doing entries and they would make their own particular encyclopaedia together about insects and plants. Sai would do the drawings, Shino the research and Hinata would be doing small crochet insect and plants. Then when they are old and have their partners they would actually being sharing that encyclopaedia with their children so they know more about Konoha’s nature.

A NOTP I have with said character: Naruto and Sai, I highly thing that they just like have a neutral relationship. I don’t see any romance nor even true friendship among them, I see them as people who know each other and keep a cordial touch. Also I have seen Sai and Yamato….listen no. Reasoning, no.

A random headcanon: It strikes to me at someone who would hold spicy food very well and also if someone goes like “oh not this package of food is expired for three days, a week…”, They will just look at it and eat it. Listen, they lived in a cabin, in the forest with their brother. I can see both going on like, this food is not bad at all. Then both proceed to eat an apple with a dubious rather black colour.  Their stomach is bullet proof.

General opinion about said character: I actually like how calmed they are and personally I feel very connected to their general “I am Okay” appearance and then you get to know that they are deeply traumatized and yet they keep going on with their life trying too not be, or better said, worried anyone around them. I just want to hang around with them, eating some chips and letting them be more themselves. I love them <3

Jirobo AKA My baby I want to smooch him so hard.

Sexuality headcanon: Bi-king, with a tendency towards female presented people.

Gender headcanon: Cis boy

A ship that I have with said character: ..me biased…. My ship JiroRei. Listen, Jirobo and Reina feels good in the heart and helps me a lot.

A BROTP I have with this character: JiroJuu, listen big himbos together platonic brothers.

A NOTP I have with this character: Unfurtunetly, or luckly? Don’t know. He doesn’t have many people giving him ships and I haven’t seen many nor do I think with whom he may have a bad or a relationship that I absolutely would despise, except maybe if someone goes with Kabuto or Orochimaru etc… then NOOOOOOOOOOOO.

A random headcanon: I cannon that his necklace was given by his dying mother and that he also loves to clean up with his partner Reina :33 They do the cleaning very happily and then get everything dirty.

General opinion of said character: Listen… I wasn’t paying attention not many characters that have so much potential and Jirobo is one of them. I love him kind heartly, the fact that he talked so rude to Chouji was because he felt like that, his teammates were really rude with him. He is so insecure; he did not have a Shikamaru nor very good friends to back him up and make him feel at home (except Kidomaru and Kimimaru) but even them they still need to fight constantly because Orochimaru mean. The sound village has suddenly come to my eyes as a very interesting place together with many other stuffs generally overlooked by Kishimoto. Listen, he may be seen and depicted as a bully to Chouji but he was exteriorizing how people see him and consequently how he saw himself. When he grows up, he starts to see what he was doing as what it was. I can see him apologizing to Chouji and ending being good friends, because Chouji sees how people treated him and understands why he chose that route. Also, I see him as this really soft caring person, a loving husband. I just see him being soft and tender when he is with the people that he loves, even with Sukon, Ukon and Tayuya who have been and would be rude to them even when they are older, but he understands them and just let’s them be like that because he gets that everyone has their own pace. They are mean because they are severely hurt, however, there is also this idea that not everyone must have a sad background to be that mean. I believe that those three are like that with and without all the trauma, but Orochimaru just made stuff worst.

I just picture him being very comfy in a garden, letting soft rays of suntan him even more and Reina on the shade giving him small cares on his head. Listen, I am soft for him, very highly soft for him.

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Dreams (Shino X OC)

This short text it is not "cannon" with my fics, I just need to write something fluffy and lovely becasue my mind need that. Hope you enjoy this fluffyness thing..

It was getting late, Reina was worried that her father hasn’t come yet, and so was I since mine hasn’t either. It was the first time that both of us had spent so much time separated from them, or was her? Could it be him? The matter was that she was worried about the baby as was I. We have spent a lovely evening together, the baby was already 5 weeks old, and our parents offered themselves to care for the baby for a couple of hours so we could have a lovely dinner together, as a couple, something that we haven’t had for quite some time. “My breast is aching” murmured while touching both “Please, come” she needed to relieve herself, breastfeeding seems so beautiful and painful simultaneously.

I could spend all that time, looking at both bonding. I loved to give her some gentle massage on her back, giving her some water or a lovely tea while she was doing her duty. It was something magical to see her face shine when the baby grabs her nipple and how she giggles while looking at them. So, in love. However, when it was past the time the baby should have their meal, that was what happened, terrible pain in her breast as her milk accumulated there. Not to mention her backpains due to the sudden breast-weight that she has gain, and all those lotions that she had to put in her breast, so it did not hurt after the feeding.

I hug her from behind and settle my chin on her head “It hurts” she moaned “Shall I fetch the bump so you can relieve some of the pression?” she when mute thinking about my proposal. She ad pumped two full feeding bottles for the baby so, in case they had hunger, their grandparents should oversee it. It was just a couple of hours, three since the baby was gone and she already was full and in pain. She nodded gently and while she was taking of her shirt and looking for a comfortable position in which relieve all that, I went to the baby’s room to take the bump.

She was there, laying on the sofa, tired and worried. He looked at her one more time, with a faint smile while walking to the baby’s room. Once there, he looked around, everything was neatly place in the different pieces of furniture that they carefully chosen for them. There were some small drawings of ladybugs, butterflies, some caterpillars… It was their uncle job. He could not believe it. He was a father, he had a family, something that he had long for years. He took the bump and everything that she needed. He gently brushed the tiny teddy that Kiba had given to them. It was a tiny Akamaru, Himawari and Boruto had one too. He would never tell Hinata or him, but they knew that he knitted them himself.

A knock in the front door, the grandparents were there. He could hear Reina rushing to put on something to open the door, he was just entering the living room when he saw his father entering his home with his grandchild in his arm “He is fast asleep” it was Reina’s father voice, he was carrying the little baby cart. Reina let them in and sat in the sofa, after taking her child in her arms, she gently pressed a sweet kiss in their forehead. “Did you have fun?” she murmured in a soft purr. She kept them close to her heart while sitting in the sofa, it seemed as if her breast pain evaporated into thin air.

Both grandparents left the things nearby, my father got closer to me. These weeks seemed to have taken the best of him, he couldn’t avoid having a subtle smile in his face. Small, faint, and sweet, he knew he had the same one. Reina’s father, _____, was on her side, given her little caress in her cheeks and hair. I was there, frozen and stuck looking at her, looking at them. It had been only 5 weeks, but way before they were there, I knew that I was ready to give my life for them, as I am right now ready to give it for both. “I have brought the bump” I got closer “Do you think that I should wake them up?” They were so happy sleeping in her arms.

“Have they eaten something?” “No, son” my father’s words right behind me startle me a little, I was too focused on my child. “Wake them and feed them. It would be better it has been three hours; they ate something before going.” Reina nodded and started to try to get rid of her shirt. “Let me help you, ladybug” his father always had those tender words for her. He took the baby in his arm. She decided to go all for it and took the whole T-shirt off. “Honey,” it escaped my mouth “Do you feel good?” I was scared, her breast looked quite reddish, and the veins were visible “Don’t worry it is just…I have too much” She took the baby and set the nipple near them trying to wake them up.

They started to move quite cheerful and opened their tiny eyes for a moment. Those black eyes, those Aburame’s eyes. We do not have eyes as…everyone else. They are sensitive to the sun light, that’s why our houses tend to be rather gloomy inside, we can see a wider range of colours and even in the dark. Like insects. However, consequently Aburame’s babies tend to open their eyes and see things clearer longer than a normal baby who takes 8 weeks to see their parents. It is a little bit longer for them. However, they could see and feel the nipple, and that meant yummy. He immediately grabbed the nipple in his mouth and started munching. Some sweet nectar slipped through their mouth. I kissed her head and stood there, smelling her sweet aroma while watching her mothering my child. “I am going to make you some tea, honey” I murmured; however, it was my father who quickly rushed to the kitchen to pour some water in the teapot, her father also rose and started to prepare some herbs to have a natural well measured tea. I took his place in the sofa and watched her nurture our child.

The doorbell scared them and started crying vividly, she tired to calmed them. When I open the door, it was my brother with Fuu and my niece Harika, she was almost 5 and quite lively. She immediately when to see the baby “Oh! Eating!” she laughed and sat near Reina, watching the baby calmed down and returning to their eating duty. “How are you, Harika?” She laughed and started rumbling about her classes, Reina listened. “Sorry to interrupt your meal, that’s on you uncle Torune”  Fuu got closer to greet Reina and the baby. “You are bigger than last day, aren’t you?”

Torune closed the door and poke my shoulder, it was a gentle sign, one of affection among us. “Sorry for waking them up” “Don’t worry” “It is impossible to take that smile of you, isn’t it?” Indeed it was impossible to take that dream out of him.  

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ASK MY OC

So, I saw these images in @wind-becomes-lightning and asked for permission to actually use it here. So, if you are interested you can have a look at the questions so my OC answers it back!

We are talkign about Reina and Shino ovver here, but if you are interested in Reina's sister, since them have been the ones to appear so far you can also ask about them too.

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Untold (Shino x OC) Chapter 5: The box

I think a little bit more of Shino and Shibi's relationship would be very much loved, specially by @howboringislife It is not a full Shino short fic, but at least I have been able to post something more this weekend. Hoping to post more soon...

The shinobi looked at his father, colour completely gone from his face “I..I have hurt her” his father did not give him time to assimilate whatever was that Chokako said. He took son’s arm and lead him out of the bathroom and into one of those compartments that served as link among train cars. Shibi lay his back against the wall, and his son stood by his side. “What happened?”

“Apparently she is hurt by something that I have done but that is impossible the reason is that I have never seek to hurt her, never”

“Sometimes, we hurt without noticing it…” What could his son have done? Maybe some misspoken words a misunderstanding enhance by her sisters, herself and all the tension of the journey. Maybe she was victim of that and unfurtenetly it was his son who had to pay for such a think. Shibi bit his cheek, he did not like that. Was she always going to let herself be lead by her sister? Could she be able to control her mind? He looked at his son, for a moment he wanted to tell him to forget about Reina. But, it was the first time that something like this had happened in three years. He also had fights with his wife, sometimes they did not talk and that was one of the worst problems. Talking is fundamental in a relationship and unfortunately or do you know well the Aburame or you are dammed, since they tend to shut things up until it is too late.

She also did that, that’s what Shibi grasp from all the situation, however he did not like how flashy was her rumbling about whatever was going on with her, yet he had the feeling that some other people mend their nose in the situation. Shino took a box out of his coat and showed to his father. He knew what it was… he had given that box to him the moment he confessed his intentions towards Reina. The Aburame ring. A two-ring piece, his mother wore it, and his wife too. Shibi hold the box in his son’s palm “Where is your heart?”

Shino’s eyes were out of focus “Why? Why is she doing this? Does she… does she not love me?” His father took both of his son’s hands and let the box in both hands and grasp his hands firmly “There is something wrong with her, she is hurt father. How have I hurt her?” His father said nothing “Something is hurting her heart badly. Do you remember what you told me? “Shino nodded “Then…you should fulfil your duty, what you promised me and your mother when you accepted the ring. Protect what you love, that also includes protecting her from herself if needed”. Shino looked at his hand, for a moment he needed to see the ring. He had faint memories of his mum, not to say none since she died the day of the seven tails attack: protecting the villagers. However, there was this picture, of her holding him in her arms pressing her lips against his forehead and his hand holding his. There, the ring was seen, shinny and perfect. She wore green clothes a perfect match for her black with some blueish undertones’ hair, divine for her skin untouched by the sun and pink on her cheeks and nose. He pictured the ring on Reina’s hand. That feeble hand that would not deny slapping or punch who need to as well as give care to everyone. Those hands with which he prepared those lovely meals or the hands that she twisted her hair or always were browsing among the shelf of a bookshop. He wanted to see that ring on her hand.

His father swore to protect his mum as long as he lived, as long as she wore that ring, as long as she breath. He tried, he cried, he became even more slumber with others after her death. He swore the same, to honour both. Aburame’s had a huge issue, they may seem stoic and scarce in words, however that is only when they are not comfortable with people. Even in private they are not that talkative but a little bit more than when they are on a mission or outside. It is worth mentioning that his son was as his father even shorter in words even when he was in desirable company.

He did not know what to say, mostly because it was at that moment that he notice that he had raised an exceptional human being. “I need to talk to her, I need to make amends” he closed the box and kept it in his pocket again “Sorry for the trouble father, sorry for giving the wrong impression about my upbringing by hurting someone that I love. “

“You do not need to apologize for nothing”

“Father… how did you confessed to mum?” Shibi arced his eyebrows.

“I do not mean how it happened, but how could you do it without trembling”. Tough question, the elite never thought how he did it. “I guess… I was afraid of losing her.” His son paid more attention than before “ There was another man interested on her, he started to talk more often with her. I was afraid that whatever we built for so many years it was shattered by this man. I just grabbed her hand finally looked at her eyes as she deserved. She was my queen after all.”

That was something unique with the Aburame’s they really fall in love once and that is. Sometimes, their love was not answered, that never stopped the Aburame. Shibi always thought that thanks to those people who couldn’t see beyond appearances so many children found their home in Aburame’s houses. It was quite common to adopt among the Aburame. He did it himself when his dear friend died, his nephew Muta was also adopted for instance. In fact, the strange was Shino who actually was born in a marriage, as well as Torune or himself. Anyhow, he knew that his son was loved back by her, yet that did not mean that the head of the clan had worries regarding this girl’s actions.

Shino wanted to go back to the bathroom “Let her some time… It is not wise to talk with all the emotions boiling your head. They may blind your heart and reasoning.”

“So, what must I do?”

“Sit, breathe and think how you are going to approach her. Right now, both of you are volcanos”

Shino tried to refrain himself from going to the bathroom, he wanted to solve things now. He wanted everything to be cleared. The door opened, his brother appeared and join the conversation “I may have news about Reina” He got everyone’s attention.

“Apparently he heard your dear friend Kiba saying somethings and she believes them true.”

Shino’s caring for her turned into anger towards her “How? So it is Kiba how unsettled her heart and it is me who has to suffer it?!” Shino was enraged, Kiba has always found a way to unsettling him, but now that was too far. He was the one who caused all this quarrel and it is he who had to endure it? He left the room, Shibi was behind him “Son…Shino…” He reached the bathroom, Reina was leaving the place with her sisters “SO you have a problem with Kiba and it is I who has to suffer all this eclectic behaviour ?”

Reina looked puzzled, Hinata and Ino have also entered the bathroom right behind her. “Shino…” his brother right behind him grabbed his coat to put him away “Brother…”

“He says something that unsettles you and I have to endure this!” Everyone started to get nearer specially Kiba who heard his name. Everyone was puzzled by his behaviour

“What about you ?”

“Reina don’t” Shiori tried to calm her sister

“I am sick of waiting for a response from you and when you had the chance to say something you said nothing. I am tired of being your plaything”

“Plaything? You?! It should be me who has to say so you have been acting this weird for three whole days and it is nerve breaking”

“Oh so you are mad because I have been sad for THREE DAMM DAYS. How should I act with all those abrupt changes that you had when studying? How your classmates were mocking you or how you were the whole time thinking that you were about to fail everything and surprise big boy big grades! Three whole years helping you three birthdays that I have lost, everything that I have put aside to help you with your studies to be with you when your friends were unable to hang out with you because they had lives too. Who was all this time by your side? Ah who?! And you are mad at me because I am sad! “ he was getting closer to him pocking his chest while talking. The buzzing was accelerating, things were getting heated.

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Untold Chapter 6: Buzzing (Shino x OC)

I know it has been some time since I posted, but it has been a hard week. Hoping to post some more during this weekend and for future moments, I will usually post stuff during the weekend because being an adult sucks.

´Chapter 6 : Buzzing

It was unexpected; nobody has seen either of them in such a heating situation. Shino’s buzzing grew lauder, as a menace as if he was trying to prove that he was more pissed off than her, she did not get behind and her hive started to rise their volume too. Shibi’s hand appeared and separated both, they paid no attention to him and kept their hives in a lively song. Shibi started to grow his too, it sounded lower in pitch but more menacing that those lover’s quarrel. They step back a little:

“You should behave yourself better” Shino was enraged, more than that what happened to him is that he was unable to understand her, to follow her pace; and above all he was mad at his friend Kiba. He always found the way to piss him off when it comes to how awkward he behaves in general, for once he had found a way to interact with another human being and still be himself in all his weirdness. He was sad that she couldn’t tell him that he feels sad, that broke him in pieces, he thought that she could tell him whatever she felt, that he was someone that she could rely on. What went wrong? He felt hurt after hearing her talking like that about him, didn’t she love him? Did she recent spending time with him?

Nothing like that, it was pain, it was anger, it was fear both, were drawing in all those emotions like a piece of paper being sunk into the abyss. He was hurt for not being someone trustworthy for her. His eyes were holding back tears, her eyes were having trouble too refraining them to burst out of her sockets. Torune hold him and put him away from her, Shiori did the same. She entered the toilet, he left the room. Everyone was shocked, speechless, worried.

“He is such a …. “Words did not reach her lips, deep inside her heart, she was unable to say something mean towards the love of her life, yet she felt so frustrated for being unable to express her feelings as she should.

“She is such a … “words got stuck in his tongue while he bit it to refrain it from talking more about her. His wet eyes holding back a waterfall. His chest beating fast and his hands trembling. He deeply loved her; he could not speak his thoughts as freely as he wished.

Everyone was right, everything that they have been told has been proved right at that moment, they should have talked sooner. Now, would there be option to fix all of that? Of course, it was their first quarrel, and believe me that they will fight more times, although it would never be as cruel and harsh as this one…maybe. However, fighting would be the usual for this couple, quite the opposite. Yet, those stories are yet to come.

Right now…

“Shino” his father’s voices were harsher than before, clearly angry at his son for the little show that he had formed. Aburame do have feelings, emotions and show them off… however, sometimes it is better to have them under control precisely for the love that they do process towards the people that surround them. They need to be aware of that, and more importantly be sure how to manage their emotions. It is true that sometimes that lead to an actual poor management of those, as it was perceived by both lovers.

“She is mad at Kiba and the one that must endure that it is me? She just reproached me about her birthdays?! You said that it was an act of love, well there is proof there father that it wasn’t!” Shino suddenly notice how his tone was raised slowly and steady, he also noticed his father’s eyes clearly judging not just him but her too, although she was not in the room. Torune, quickly jump into the conversation before he could keep talking “She is mad at you because she heard Kiba talking to you” Shino looked at his brother “You did not let me finish before jumping into conclusions and making this whole mess even messier. She heard all of you talking about how she was, and I quote what I have been reported “Hinata’s replacement”

Shino froze. Torune looked at him fiercely, feeling that that freezing meant that he was in love with Hinata and toying with Reina’s feelings. His father also looked at him waiting for a response “the BBQ” Silence preceded those words. “Did she hear that?” Torune was about to reprehend his brother “She did not listen to the whole conversation… Those “ Shino was trying to keep it calm “It was Kiba, Naruto and the rest they… they were mocking and talking about how we haven’t had intercourse. They thought that I have been secretly loving Hinata for all these years, but I make it clear that it was not true…she...she should have heard that”

“Well, she clearly did not hear how you made things clear with your peers.” Torune sighed and Shibi too, it was, as they feared, a huge misunderstanding. However, Shino’s impromptu has aggravated things, they did not know.

“So… she…” Shino muttered

“She thinks that you have been playing with her feelings. The same thing you have just thought about her” His father tried to put his son’s thoughts into words.

“I have to…”

“Calm down and let her be calmed too. Stop this nonsense Shino. She was hurt and clearly, it is also her bad for not expressing what was on her mind, but you are too. None of you have had the courage to face your feelings and see what that has led both of you. To hurt each other deeply. Thinking things that were far from the truth.

Shino stood there facing the wall trying to calm down that buzzing that was inside of him… Reina..

“He is a jerk” She finally said after minutes of silence inside the toilet. Both of her sisters were outside trying to make her come out “Do not say things that you may repent later” Shiori tried to be the calm person, they have taken the role of the proper sibling, well-behaved and manner, they were like a “big mama duck”, that is what their sibling have named them. They liked it, mostly because it happened that ducks were their favourite animal. Chokako was quite nervous, since she has confessed to stir up the pot a little bit.

“Why did he say such a thing?”

“Maybe because you have been distant with him something strange and something that he is not used to?”

“Chokako told me that I should put distance between us” Shiori gave their sister a mean look

“Reina it was not because of that, let me see… I mean… You two have been playing this silly game of “No we are no dating” “No we are just friends” For far too long. You said that you were afraid to confess, so my advice was… Since you haven’t confess your love, do not be silly to tell him that now that you know that you are just a replacement. Let the air flwo between you two”

“That” Shiori’s voice was sharp like a kunai “Is to put distance”

“No no no distance no..air”

Shiori did not have any remorse and gave their sister a small slap in her neck.

“Reina… can I ask why you listened to her?” You could still hear her buzzing, some insects were trying to get out of the toilet place “ Because she knows?”

“How many partners has she had?”

“Zero”  confessed Chokako quite sad

“But things seem to move forward with the baker that I met, have I told you that?”Shiori’s looked said everything, basically she should refrain to talk any more

“Zero and a baker that wants to hook up with her. “

“But you haven’t had partner neither”

“True”

“So…What should I have done?”

“Talk with him. Or with your father” Her crying started to sound less stronger.

“maybe…”

“Maybe he would have said the same thing that I have been telling you, because it is the most logical thing… Talk with him, confess your feelings”

“Easier said than done”

“Tell me something easy in life” Silence reign the bathroom. Shiori’s words were final, they loved their sister deeply, knew about her difficulties when it came to actually say things that scare her, make her sad etcetera, she always had to put on with a happy face for everyone, trying to make things no difficult not hurtful for her. She have always kept her dark thoughts, insecurities and pessimism inside her heart, as they did. They opened the door.

“Let’s have some cookies?”

“Or maybe a giant croissant” pointed out Chokako

“Can it be some tea with biscuits? “ Her siblings smiled widely and Shiori took her off the toilet and help her clean the mess that she was with all that crying

“Of course, it can be sister”.