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Untold Chapter 6: Buzzing (Shino x OC)

I know it has been some time since I posted, but it has been a hard week. Hoping to post some more during this weekend and for future moments, I will usually post stuff during the weekend because being an adult sucks.

´Chapter 6 : Buzzing

It was unexpected; nobody has seen either of them in such a heating situation. Shino’s buzzing grew lauder, as a menace as if he was trying to prove that he was more pissed off than her, she did not get behind and her hive started to rise their volume too. Shibi’s hand appeared and separated both, they paid no attention to him and kept their hives in a lively song. Shibi started to grow his too, it sounded lower in pitch but more menacing that those lover’s quarrel. They step back a little:

“You should behave yourself better” Shino was enraged, more than that what happened to him is that he was unable to understand her, to follow her pace; and above all he was mad at his friend Kiba. He always found the way to piss him off when it comes to how awkward he behaves in general, for once he had found a way to interact with another human being and still be himself in all his weirdness. He was sad that she couldn’t tell him that he feels sad, that broke him in pieces, he thought that she could tell him whatever she felt, that he was someone that she could rely on. What went wrong? He felt hurt after hearing her talking like that about him, didn’t she love him? Did she recent spending time with him?

Nothing like that, it was pain, it was anger, it was fear both, were drawing in all those emotions like a piece of paper being sunk into the abyss. He was hurt for not being someone trustworthy for her. His eyes were holding back tears, her eyes were having trouble too refraining them to burst out of her sockets. Torune hold him and put him away from her, Shiori did the same. She entered the toilet, he left the room. Everyone was shocked, speechless, worried.

“He is such a …. “Words did not reach her lips, deep inside her heart, she was unable to say something mean towards the love of her life, yet she felt so frustrated for being unable to express her feelings as she should.

“She is such a … “words got stuck in his tongue while he bit it to refrain it from talking more about her. His wet eyes holding back a waterfall. His chest beating fast and his hands trembling. He deeply loved her; he could not speak his thoughts as freely as he wished.

Everyone was right, everything that they have been told has been proved right at that moment, they should have talked sooner. Now, would there be option to fix all of that? Of course, it was their first quarrel, and believe me that they will fight more times, although it would never be as cruel and harsh as this one…maybe. However, fighting would be the usual for this couple, quite the opposite. Yet, those stories are yet to come.

Right now…

“Shino” his father’s voices were harsher than before, clearly angry at his son for the little show that he had formed. Aburame do have feelings, emotions and show them off… however, sometimes it is better to have them under control precisely for the love that they do process towards the people that surround them. They need to be aware of that, and more importantly be sure how to manage their emotions. It is true that sometimes that lead to an actual poor management of those, as it was perceived by both lovers.

“She is mad at Kiba and the one that must endure that it is me? She just reproached me about her birthdays?! You said that it was an act of love, well there is proof there father that it wasn’t!” Shino suddenly notice how his tone was raised slowly and steady, he also noticed his father’s eyes clearly judging not just him but her too, although she was not in the room. Torune, quickly jump into the conversation before he could keep talking “She is mad at you because she heard Kiba talking to you” Shino looked at his brother “You did not let me finish before jumping into conclusions and making this whole mess even messier. She heard all of you talking about how she was, and I quote what I have been reported “Hinata’s replacement”

Shino froze. Torune looked at him fiercely, feeling that that freezing meant that he was in love with Hinata and toying with Reina’s feelings. His father also looked at him waiting for a response “the BBQ” Silence preceded those words. “Did she hear that?” Torune was about to reprehend his brother “She did not listen to the whole conversation… Those “ Shino was trying to keep it calm “It was Kiba, Naruto and the rest they… they were mocking and talking about how we haven’t had intercourse. They thought that I have been secretly loving Hinata for all these years, but I make it clear that it was not true…she...she should have heard that”

“Well, she clearly did not hear how you made things clear with your peers.” Torune sighed and Shibi too, it was, as they feared, a huge misunderstanding. However, Shino’s impromptu has aggravated things, they did not know.

“So… she…” Shino muttered

“She thinks that you have been playing with her feelings. The same thing you have just thought about her” His father tried to put his son’s thoughts into words.

“I have to…”

“Calm down and let her be calmed too. Stop this nonsense Shino. She was hurt and clearly, it is also her bad for not expressing what was on her mind, but you are too. None of you have had the courage to face your feelings and see what that has led both of you. To hurt each other deeply. Thinking things that were far from the truth.

Shino stood there facing the wall trying to calm down that buzzing that was inside of him… Reina..

“He is a jerk” She finally said after minutes of silence inside the toilet. Both of her sisters were outside trying to make her come out “Do not say things that you may repent later” Shiori tried to be the calm person, they have taken the role of the proper sibling, well-behaved and manner, they were like a “big mama duck”, that is what their sibling have named them. They liked it, mostly because it happened that ducks were their favourite animal. Chokako was quite nervous, since she has confessed to stir up the pot a little bit.

“Why did he say such a thing?”

“Maybe because you have been distant with him something strange and something that he is not used to?”

“Chokako told me that I should put distance between us” Shiori gave their sister a mean look

“Reina it was not because of that, let me see… I mean… You two have been playing this silly game of “No we are no dating” “No we are just friends” For far too long. You said that you were afraid to confess, so my advice was… Since you haven’t confess your love, do not be silly to tell him that now that you know that you are just a replacement. Let the air flwo between you two”

“That” Shiori’s voice was sharp like a kunai “Is to put distance”

“No no no distance no..air”

Shiori did not have any remorse and gave their sister a small slap in her neck.

“Reina… can I ask why you listened to her?” You could still hear her buzzing, some insects were trying to get out of the toilet place “ Because she knows?”

“How many partners has she had?”

“Zero”  confessed Chokako quite sad

“But things seem to move forward with the baker that I met, have I told you that?”Shiori’s looked said everything, basically she should refrain to talk any more

“Zero and a baker that wants to hook up with her. “

“But you haven’t had partner neither”

“True”

“So…What should I have done?”

“Talk with him. Or with your father” Her crying started to sound less stronger.

“maybe…”

“Maybe he would have said the same thing that I have been telling you, because it is the most logical thing… Talk with him, confess your feelings”

“Easier said than done”

“Tell me something easy in life” Silence reign the bathroom. Shiori’s words were final, they loved their sister deeply, knew about her difficulties when it came to actually say things that scare her, make her sad etcetera, she always had to put on with a happy face for everyone, trying to make things no difficult not hurtful for her. She have always kept her dark thoughts, insecurities and pessimism inside her heart, as they did. They opened the door.

“Let’s have some cookies?”

“Or maybe a giant croissant” pointed out Chokako

“Can it be some tea with biscuits? “ Her siblings smiled widely and Shiori took her off the toilet and help her clean the mess that she was with all that crying

“Of course, it can be sister”.