#shidou oneshot

[nana-mania]

“CAN'T LET GO” he refused to be separated from you...

╰┈➤: ̗̀➛ oneshot

࿐*ೃ feat : ryusei shidou

࿐*ೃ fandom : blue lock

࿐*ೃ extra : gn! reader, yandere!shidou, slight nsfw, reader asks for breakup

╰┈➤: ̗̀➛ RYUSEI was cuddling you happily, his arm securely wrapped around your waist before he pulled you closer to him until there was no gap left between you and him. He began planting tempting kisses on your neck, smirking in delight when he earned a soft moan from you.

You weren't feeling it today. In fact, your mind was in mess. You were scared to tell Ryusei but you knew you couldn't keep this to yourself much longer. Sooner or later, this was bound to happen. The burden in your chest was too heavy for you to carry on your own.

Whatever the outcome, you were ready to face it. It might hurt you, it might break you to pieces. But how long were you supposed to keep this thought to yourself? How much longer were you willing to put up with Ryusei?

"Ryu, please." Your voice sounded too meek, full of concern. "Not now... I'm not in the mood." You admitted, gently pushing him away. Ryusei immediately apologized and hugged you lovingly instead. "Oh, love. I'm so sorry. Did I make you uncomfortable?"

Your heart was tearing to pieces as you heard the obvious worries in his voice. God, you were in dilemma. Ryusei was perfect, a perfect partner for you. Loving, caring, considerate, kind, sweet.

He might be sexually active and addicted to touching you intimately but not even once he forced you into intercourse with him. He always started it slow first, seeing your reaction to determine whether you wanted it or not or asked for your consent first.

But one thing about him that you couldn't handle anymore; his violence toward people around. 

Ryusei was way too possessive and obsessive. He didn't hesitate to raise his fist against others who glanced at you, whether it was a woman or man. He treated everyone with equal treatment. Even if they were clearly weaker than him and in disadvantage at fight, he would beat them to death.

His jealousy issue was superincumbent. People around were terrified to approach you because of his violent behavior. He was a danger to everyone else...except you.

There was one time a friend of yours was beaten up to pulp. Ryusei saw them talking to you and smiling at you. Before you knew it, you were sitting on the floor as you stared at Ryusei in horror. His tanned face stained with your friend's blood, his bloody fist mercilessly punched their face until their face was completely swollen to the point they were unrecognizable.

This led to a fallout between Ryusei and your parents. You thought he wouldn't do anything to them but alas, even your parents weren't an exception. Ryusei threatened them to not get in the way of his relationship with you or he would take you far away from the until they couldn't see you again.

To avoid more bloodshed, you agreed to Ryusei to live with him. You didn't want to lose your parents after losing all your friends. You loved Ryusei so much. He was the only partner who had treated you well, compared to your previous partner. His only flaw was his jealousy issue and his violent side that became danger to others.

Your parents had advised you many times to leave Ryusei. But your heart still belonged to him hence you were reluctant to do so. Yet, as time passed, you realized it was wiser to end the relationship before everything goes out of control.

And today might change your life forever after this. Whether for the better or for the worse, you wouldn't know unless you take a leap of faith.

"It's alright... I'm okay. It's just-"

"What's it, (Y/n)? Something on your mind?"

"Y-yes... actually I..."

"Hey, hey. Take a deep breath. Calm down and slowly tell me what's worrying you.."

Your heart was aching. Ryusei was very worried of you without knowing your true plan. Were you cruel for trying to do this to him? Was this the right move?

"Ryusei, I..."

It was time. You had to brace yourself for the outcome.

"I want to break up."

It took Ryusei a moment for him fathom your words. He stared at you in disbelief. "What?" his voice was cracking a little. Ryusei shot a look of exasperation as his gaze met with yours. However, you avoided eye contact with him, hanging your head low.

"No, no. This can't be happening. (Y/n), why? What did I do? Did I hurt you? Did I unintentionally force you before? I'm sorry if that happened! I was unaware-"

"No, you never hurt me. But you keep hurting everyone around us."

Your voice was shaking as you finally told Ryusei the reasons behind your attempt to break up. He fell into silence, his face that was clouded with anxiousness suddenly went expressionless. He raised an eyebrow, confused by your words.

"What about them? I purely intend to protect our relationship from third party. We can't let anyone ruin us... There is nothing wrong with that-"

"THERE IS! How could you not realize it?! Ryusei, you- you don't know your limits! You rough up people around so severely as if you purposefully intend to end their life—"

"Yeah, I do. That's what they got for seducing you!"

"They WEREN'T! How could you accuse them of such horrid indictment?! They were innocent! They didn't do anything to endanger our relationship!"

You got up from the couch, rubbing your face in devastation. Tears rolled down your face. You felt disappointed with his lack of empathy toward others. Ryusei stood up as well and grasped your shoulder gently. He couldn't bear seeing tears staining your face.

"Oh, love... I'm sorry. I don't mean to upset you like this."

"Stop it. You keep apologizing but you always repeat the same mistake no matter how many times I told you."

"Hey, hey. I promise from the bottom of my heart this time. I won't...get violent with people around again, okay? So please, don't leave me. Let's stay together...forever."

"No...no..."

"Hey, hey, sweetheart. Look at me."

You didnt do as he said but Ryusei pinched your chin, turning your head to face him. He was smiling warmly at you. After all the harsh words you spat at him, he still wore the same warm smile you adored so much.

Ryusei cupped your cheeks, brushing off the tears. He planted a kiss on your forehead. "I swear...I swear I won't repeat that mistake in the future." He promised before pulling you into an embrace. He rubbed small circles on your back.

Ryusei acknowledged his limit to this promise. He realized it was impossible to contain himself from lashing out but if this was the only way to convince you to stay, he was willing to make more empty promises. Although he knew he would be labelled as liar again. He didn't care. His only concern was you; he wanted you and you alone.

You couldn't do this anymore. Your heart clenched in sadness. In the end, you didn't have enough strength to leave him. You didn't want to lose all this. His warm embrace, his bright presence, his gentle touch. You wanted to stay with him.

You were aware it was impossible to leave Ryusei. Because you would always find yourself going back to him regardless what happen. You broke down in the embrace, returning the hug at last. Ryusei smirked, knowing he had won your trust back effortlessly, again.

"...you promise?"

"I promise, (Y/n). I promise... I love you so I will keep my promise to the best of my ability. For you."

"You promise to not get violent, for me?"

"Yes, my love... I promise."

His soothing voice sounded too convincing for you to depict it as mere bluff. You nodded, believing in his words and even having stronger faith in him.

"I'm really sorry for bursting out like that, Ryu..."

"Don't be. You were stressed out because people kept pressuring you. I will make sure they won't bother us again."

Ryusei wasn't offended in the slightest bit. He looked into your eyes, his bright pink gaze flickering from your eyes to your lips.

"You know...I love you so much. I love you more than anyone else. You are my first and last love." Ryusei's arms wrapped around your waist, his hand dangerously moved down to your rear.

"I want to show you how much I adore you...again and again..."

You let out a soft whimper as Ryusei once again pressed tender kisses on your neck. You didn't push him away this time. Your finger entangled in his lock, string of moans escaping your mouth as he spoiled your neck with kisses.

"I love you too, Ryu...so much. So please...never stop loving me."

Ryusei smirked in your neck when he heard the familiar submissiveness in your voice. He knew he would never lose you. He had his own ways to make you stay through the most subtle way possible. He would do anything, anything to stay with you forever.

Because he couldn't let go of you. Never.

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[glamourscat]

MAKEUP AND KISSES | Shidou Ryusei x reader

synopsis: shidou doing reader’s makeup | 657 words

cw: slightly suggestive towards the end, a reader who’s terrible at makeup

“Stop moving,” Shidou hummed, his voice low and filled with concentration.

You were sitting on your bed, straddling his lap, while he worked on your makeup. Never in your life had you seen him so focused. His tongue poked out slightly as he applied the eyeliner with the precision of someone who’d done this a thousand times. He was determined to get it perfect, especially since it had to match his own eyeliner.

The thing is, you were terrible at makeup. You tried, you really did. But no matter how hard you practiced, your skills were nowhere near his level. Your boyfriend seemed to have a natural talent for it—knowing exactly what shades to use, which brush worked best and how to make everything come together perfectly.

And no surprise there, considering he wears a killer eyeliner on a daily basis. One that stays up perfectly intact even after long hours of training or an intense 90-minute football game. Still, there was something so endearing about seeing him so happy and concentrated. Fully immersed in something so... domestic.

“I’m being still,” you huffed, keeping your eyes closed as he finished the wing on your left eye. “You’re just taking too long.”

“I’m not, you’re just impatient,” he scoffed, flicking your forehead with his finger gently. “Stop moving, or I’ll have to do it all over again. And we’re already 20 minutes late.”

“You said we weren’t late earlier,” you shot back in surprise opening your right eye. A tinge of annoyance in your tone for the little flick.

“Well, I lied,” Shidou grinned, his eyes glinting mischievously. “Let me finish my work. Eyes up.”

You opened your left eye too, meeting his gaze fully. The look in his eyes made it hard to stay irritated. You couldn’t help but smile despite yourself.

“Karasu, Charles and the rest will be annoyed at us again for being late. I can already feel Karasu’s screams incoming. The air is vibrating, we should hurry up.” you say, trying to keep a straight face, not letting the laugh out.

“Nah, they can wait. I’m doing something more important right now,” he said, his grin widening as he adjusted the angle of your head to get a better view. “Besides, you think I’d miss a chance to make my pretty girl look even more stunning?”

You rolled your eyes, but there was no hiding the warmth in your chest at the way he complimented you so casually.

“Okay, done,” he finally said, leaning back to admire his work. “Look at you. Damn, I outdid myself. Such a pretty doll.”

You look in the hand mirror, glancing at your reflection. Your eyeshadow was flawless, the eyeliner perfectly sharp. In a way, it was you, but you could barely recognise yourself for how subtly the changes were. You were truly glowing.

“You are really good at this,” you said, turning to him with a smile.

“I know.” He shrugged, smirking confidently. “I’m pretty talented. And now you’re gonna look even more amazing in that tight maxi skirt you have on.” He hummed, his hand instinctively going to squeeze your ass.

You rolled your eyes again, used to the gesture, but your lips found it impossible not to curl up in a resemblance of a smile. “Alright, cmon, let’s go before we’re even more late.”

Shidou’s smirk softened into a grin, his usual cocky demeanor still present but mixed with a hint of pride. “Yeah, yeah, let’s go. But don’t forget, this look’s all thanks to me. And—“ he added “it will look even prettier tonight all running down your face while w—“

“RYUSEI” you says, smacking now his ass in retaliation “Control yourself. I swear, you’re incorrigible.” You huffed. Although you were unable to hide the smirk from your face as the both of you headed out the door.

“Yes ma’am” he says amused grinning as he takes your hand dragging you along to meet the others.

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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐒 | OS

shidou ryusei x fem reader ; words: 6.7k (6723)

plot: if there's something you love it's the relationship you have with charles, the little player of PxG. one thing you hate is shidou ryusei, the stupidest boy in the entire universe. the positive negative thing is that charles literally considers you and shidou his parents

extra: spoiler from U-20 and NEL arcs, read at your own risk!! jk, but don't read if you don't want big spoilers, and don't complain to me

𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ; take a look, trust me!

——— FIRST

"Could you be more precise in your throw? The ball goes where it's supposed to go, but you know that a mistake of even a millimeter can make it end up with the opponent. I want you to be precise" you say sitting comfortably on your bench, legs crossed, pen in hand and a notebook resting on your knees "How exactly? Do I have to go like, wah wah and then booosh?" the boy says, sprinting across the field, moving in a way that only he understands perfectly, but that you're now more or less starting to understand "Exactly. I want more mobility from you"

Charles nods "Okay, ma mère!" he says laughing, then goes back to his training. You roll your eyes pretending to be annoyed, but you can't suppress the little smile that appears on your lips: he's been using this nickname for months now, at first it was weird, but now it almost feels strange if he calls you by your name, your real name. It's just that little by little you've become fond of the idea of playing an almost maternal role for Charles, who is actually only a few years younger than you

"Yoo! Where's my favorite boy?" says someone you recognize by their usual shrill tone of voice

Oh, and here's Charles' father figure

What a shitty choice

"Shidou!" the boy shouts running towards the blond, who ruffles his hair as soon as they get close "Usual boring training?" he asks, and you watch them from afar annoyed. You know that Shidou asks this because he knows that you are almost always the one training the ftench genius, except for the rare times Loki does it. Shidou knows you're here, otherwise he wouldn't have looked at you and smiled that usual smile he does because he knows it annoys you

"I wouldn't say boring. I improved a few things with my coach" he says, and you like how Charles defends you in front of that parasite "Improved with Y/n? Then she blinded you too with those same old training sessions..." he says, even seeming sorry for the boy "Training is stupid, all you need is practice on the field" Shidou says starting to run towards the ball, which has remained further away from them. Charles chases him, and between them begins a 1vs1 that leaves you space to hate Shidou in your thoughts

You hate how sure of himself he is, how he always wants to prove himself better than you in front of Charles and everyone in general. You simply hate Ryusei Shidou, but you have to live with the idea that the little blond only listens to you and him in the whole Blue Lock, if not sometimes even Julian Loki. The last match of the Neo Genesis League was about to start, and in a few days PxG would face Bastard Munchen, who you knew were in a bit of a critical situation due to their players. Being on par with Anri in terms of organisation, it was up to you and her to manage the training sessions that Ego administered to the players, and as a result you knew practically everything that was going on in the teams, although you had to remain impartial due to your more present commitment to the french team. You were originally supposed to end up as Chigiri's assistant coach at Manshine City, but at the last minute you asked to coach Charles, and the role was given to you straight away. Charles was not in the Blue Lock training system, he came from a french city whose name you only sometimes remembered. He would not stay here in Japan, at the end of the NEL he would leave like all the other foreign players. Your heart ached a little thinking about it, but you wanted to make him strong first and then think about the separation

When you had the recording videos of the foreign players in hand, he had immediately caught your attention. After a few training sessions together he had already started to trust you: Charles was a child, but you had 9 younger brothers at home who had always given you problems, so managing him was like walking on already studied ground

You weren't sure how Charles had come to hear only you and the other two boys, but you didn't care so much actually. The ball lands a few meters from where you're sitting, and Shidou immediately arrives and picks it up, running back into the middle of the field, but not before staring at you for a few seconds. Here comes the parasite

Shidou had been in the Blue Lock since the beginning of the project, or at least, something like that. During the match against U-20 he had played alongside Sae Itoshi, thus appearing as an enemy. But there was much more underneath

At the beginning of the project, you and Shidou were actually friends, if that's what you could call the relationship. You were the practical part of Ego and Anri, the only one who watched the games on the bench and not through a screen like them. You liked your role, as you liked exchanging a few words with the players. In the end, you had become a bit of a friend to everyone, the only girl in a myriad of boys who only had soccer and food on their minds. And when you say friend to everyone, Ryusei also falls into this category

You joked, you rooted for him, and he rooted for you when you were called up by Ego after some little mistake you made. It happened that he would spend hours and hours on the field just to talk to you while he kicked the ball; if he had some free time after training, he would ask you to get some pink dye and redo the color in his hair. It was a strange relationship, damn strange, but beautiful in your opinion. At least that was before he was muzzled into silence, tied up in a room for Rin Itoshi's safety. You knew he was deadly, but on the one hand you thought, and still think, Ego's behavior was a little excessive. And so Shidou had been "bought" by the prodigy, moved to the U-20 team and brought back to the Blue Lock only at the start of the Neo Genesis League. And from that moment, everything had changed

The first few days after his return you tried to talk to him, thinking that everything was the same as before, but he seemed to be the same but far from you. And so, gradually, you started to hate him and he started to love your annoyed face because of him. And here you are again, trying to ignore the part where you were deeply disappointed when you heard he was leaving for another team. But you preferred that to be ignored, at least by you and the entire world

“ATTENTION!” Charles shouts, and before you know it, the ball lands in your face, knocking you off the bench. You lay there confused for a few seconds, before you see the boy in your field of vision, followed by the blond who doesn't even try to hide his laughter "Maybe the throw was a little crooked, Shidou" says the french kid, looking up at the other "If that's the result, the throw was perfect!" he says laughing. You stay on the floor, this time sitting up while you rub your aching head while listening to the bullshit Shudou says

"Oh no, ma mère, are you going to die?" Charles says smiling at you, and even though you're still in pain you can't help but laugh a little at his comment "I don't think so, Charles. I'd rather someone else die" you say looking up, and immediately the little one starts laughing, but it's not the same for Ryusei, who looks down at you "I guess you're the funny one in your family" he says with a raised eyebrow "Oh trust me, I am. I don't think I can say the same about you. Months after you've been here, you still suck at making people laugh" you say, and the child's laughter becomes louder as Shidou unexpectedly offers you a hand to stand up. You were confused "Huh?" you mutter "I may not be funny, but I'm still a gentleman" he says, and from the tone of his voice it sounds damn sure. You stare at his hand for a while, before deciding that sooner or later you'll have to get up off the ground if you don't want to stay here forever. You're about to grab his hand when he removes it, putting both of them in the pockets of his track pants as he starts walking towards the exit of the infield "I'm kidding. Not that I care about manners so suddenly"

"Oh, fuck you bastard!" you say, getting up from the ground by yourself, while he has already made his way to the exit. You hear him laugh at your comment, as he raises his hand, still with his back to you, waving it "See you, family!" he says in a friendly tone, and this only makes your blood boil even more in your veins

"Mère and Dad are arguing" Charles says, looking at you amused with the usual sharp tooth sticking out of his mouth. You turn to him with a huff, picking up your notebook on the floor before going back to sit on the bench "Let's continue"

——— SECOND

"You should seriously stop eating this crap" you tell the boy, whose mouth is completely full of the pink substance "It's not my problem if you don't like it" he says, continuing to gorge on inordinate amounts of the dessert. The cafeteria is almost completely empty, except for a few other boys from PxG who are sitting in silence eating. Charles always eats sweets before going to sleep, and for a few days now he's been obsessed with a strawberry jelly of who knows what off brand. You take a sip of your tea, ignoring the kid who continues to dirty his tray. It's almost 10pm and you're tired too, today has been a particularly tiring day due to your commitments: between various training sessions and Ego who asked you at least ten times to clean the team's locker room, you've had little time to rest. And you were so damn sleepy, but you knew Charles would keep you awake even past the time he was, technically, supposed to go to his dorm to rest

As the minutes pass, the cafeteria empties. Now there are only you and the boy left, who is on his third helping of his dessert

"I think that's enough" you say taking the container from his hands, throwing it in the bin at the side of your table. You see Charles's face go white, as if you had just told him he can't play soccer "What did you just do?!" he says in shock, moving to put a hand in the bin, probably to get the rest of the portion. You look at him disgusted, taking it from his shirt to lift it up "Take that thing back and I swear tomorrow I'll ask Loki to let you train with him for a whole week"

"You really wouldn't do that. You love me too much, right ma mère?"

"I have to educate you like a mother too, don't I?"

"LEAVE ME ALONE" the kid says kicking, and you let him go because of your tiredness. You watch him tiredly as he runs towards the exit of the cafeteria, rubbing your eyes from tiredness "Charles, come back here-" you say walking towards his direction, but are surprised when you hear someone fall. You walk towards the corridor, where you see Charles on the ground and, in front of him, Shidou on the ground too

With a hint of surprise you notice how, unlike always, Shidou's hair is down instead of straight up. Blonde and pink locks fall over his face, and looking further down you notice that he, like Charles, is not wearing his usual uniform, replaced instead by a gray tank top and blue pajama pants, provided by the Blue Lock. You can't say he's not a good looking, but that's not exactly the context in which you would say that

"Ooouch" the boy says, rubbing his head, probably in pain "Oh! Shidou?" he continues, noticing the boy "I was just looking for you" the boy says, then looks up at you, smiling cheekily "You always have your mommy with you, huh?"

You glare at him, bending down to Charles' height "You okay?" you ask, and he nods "I'd be better off with the pudding still in my hands" he says, and you snort in his face, making him laugh. Shidou looks at you confused, tilting his head "What do you mean?" he asks curiously, and as much as you don't want to explain, Charles is the one who immediately takes care of answering him "She threw a whole pudding in the trash!" he says offended, and you pull his ear "It wasn't a whole pudding, there were barely two spoonfuls left to finish it! And besides, it's not good for you to eat it" you say as if to scold him, and this time too the french kid laughs. Shidou watches you, getting back on your feet and then offering a hand to Charles to get back on his feet. He offers his hand to you too, but you avoid being teased this time too and get up on your own

"You mean the pink shit Ego always puts next to the cutlery?" the boy asks, putting his hands in his pockets. Charles nods frantically "That. You've tried it too, right? It's damn good, in France we don't have-" he says, but Shidou cuts him off "That sucks" he says in a disgusted tone, making you raise your face because you wouldn't have expected a sign of collaboration

"See? If Shidou tells you that too, you should really let that shit go" you say, nodding, ruffling the boy's hair "If you say so..." he says, now defeated. You laugh internally at seeing him so saddened by something like that, but you notice how Ryusei is also holding back a laugh

Your eyes meet for a few seconds, and soon neither of you can help but laugh. Charles looks at you in confusion as you laugh, but then suddenly a genius seems to pass through his mind, "You guys are getting along great!" he says emotionally, probably because of seeing you almost always insult each other. You immediately stop laughing, tugging on his ear again “Don’t talk nonsense. Now go to sleep!” you say, and he grumbles a bit before heading off to his dorm

You and Shidou remain in the empty hallway. You look down, while he has no qualms about staring at you brazenly: typical of him, he has never felt ashamed of anything, and you don't think he'll ever start. You stare at the floor for a bit too long, to the point of looking up "You were looking for Charles earlier, weren't you?" you ask crossing your arms. He seems to think about it "Yeah. But I don't think I need it anymore" he says, but the way he says it makes you curious "What did you need?" you ask, and he puts a hand on the back of his neck "I usually ask Karasu to help me dry my hair, but he went to practice. I wanted to ask Charles but he went to sleep, from what I understand" he says

Why are you thinking what you're thinking. What the fuck is going on with you to even think about asking him?. You should seriously visit a specialist, because it is impossible that just seeing him like this has given you all this courage, so much so that it overshadows the hatred you feel for him

"What if I helped you?"

——— THIRD

You shake your hand through the boy's hair, trying to see where it's still wet. The pink strands seem more faded now that they're in front of you, and you wonder when the last time he got his signature pink color was. You don't even know how you ended up in this situation, even though you explicitly asked to help him

Maybe you missed the feeling of being close to him, but admitting it would be like a defeat for yourself. So, inside, you say that it was just a kind act in a moment of kindness. And then, Shidou is surely going through a moment of simple kindness too: according to your reasoning, he should hate you too. This is just a moment of pause between the two of you, and when you're done, everything will be the same as before: just people who can't stand each other, linked by Charles exclusively as divorced parents

"Aren't you tired?" he asks, after a long time of being silent; tired? You could literally lie down on the floor right now and fall asleep immediately "No. I'm not" you say, because admitting it would be like handing him the fact that you have a limit on a silver platter. He chuckles to himself, but you don't bother asking yourself why: after all, he's Shidou, he does a lot of things for no reason behind it. The sound of the hair dryer echoes in the boy's room for a while longer, until you feel his hair finally dry. You indulge a little in touching it, because it is definitely softer than you ever imagined. Shidou gets up from the chair, walks towards the mirror and you watch him as he touches his hair, perhaps to check it. Next to his bed you notice a hair gel lotion, probably used for the usual hairstyle. "The pink streaks have faded a bit" you say, looking at him from a distance. This time it's you who speaks, and he turns to look at you for a few seconds, then looks at himself in the mirror again "I know"

You don't know why, but asking him seems like you've opened a conversation that you have to conclude. It's strange, because you have this impression with him since he was moved to the opposing team

"Aren't you going to get your hair colored again? Aren't you going to ask Anri for the dye?" you ask, getting closer, but you immediately stop, still keeping a little distance "I haven't gotten my hair colored in a while, maybe since before the game against Blue Lock"

Your heart skips a beat. If it's like he says, he hasn't had his hair dyed since you stopped doing it. It had become a habit of yours, after all

"I see" you stammer, suddenly feeling cramped in the large room "I think I'll go to my room" you say, and you scurry toward the exit door. Your cheeks are itchy with redness, and damn, why did you suddenly have this fucking reaction? He probably didn't do it again because he's busy with NEL games, you should consider yourself less important in other people's lives.

You walk down the empty hallway towards your room, when you hear Shidou pop out of his door again "Hey" he says, and you stop without turning around "What?" you ask "Do you like more my hair down or up?" he asks

"Down" you say

"I get it. See you, mother of the child"

Damn, he hadn't lost a bit of that side he knew made your knees weak. Fuck you, Shidou Ryusei

——— FOURTH

The folder in your hands is probably begging for mercy because of how tightly you're gripping it. NEL games always excite you, but watching the two current strongest teams clash is almost legendary. PxG has finally found a worthy opponent, who is giving them quite a few problems despite having some complete geniuses in their team: Rin Itoshi, Charles, Karasu Tabito... and, as much as I hated to admit it, Shidou himself was one of the strongest

"Are you sure the current formation is okay? Having Itoshi Rin so far forward could be a disadvantage for the defense" you say without taking your eyes off the game. Loki shakes his head, sitting next to you "The further back that boy is, the better. He must become a monster" he says confidently, and you can only accept his words and stay silent. The typical passages between Charles and Shidou begin, and from afar you can't help but admire them: even though they met for the first time months ago, they had a really efficient chemical reaction, something that not even other players have managed to have with the other external players

From a distance, they really do seem to have a relationship that goes beyond trust. Maybe not quite father and son, but more like older brother and younger brother. But by now, the idea of Shidou being Charles' father figure is so ingrained in your mind that the boy himself admits it from time to time. On the one hand, however, you are happy that the person who chose the blond is Ryusei. He is wild, loud, and outspoken. Charles is the same, and he needed someone who could understand him besides you, who however played more of a role in calming him down when he was at his best. If you and Shidou weren't in such a strange relationship, maybe you could have all spent more time together with Charles

The ball goes up in the air, Raichi Jingo of Bastard Munchen jumps to catch it. Shidou does the same, ending up bumping forehead to forehead with the other player. They both fall to the ground, and you immediately understand what is about to happen. Damn, him and his temper

"Don't even try" you say, walking briskly into the field. Shidou with an annoyed face has just gotten up from the ground, and from the way he moves you understand that he wants to grab Raichi by the collar and probably punch him. He notices you when you get closer, moving his hands away from where they were about to go, at the boy's neck "Huh?" he asks perplexed, as if he doesn't know

You don't even know why you're doing it, but when you heard the referee's whistle you relived a scene you've already seen. The last time something like this happened Shidou ended up playing against Blue Lock, and your relationship was ruined. It's like watching a movie on loop, but this time you want to change it

"If you punch him you'll get a red card, and you'll be lock off. Think about it, because I don't think you want to be" you say with a serious face, but with a hint of masked pity "You know too that you are at risk here, please don't make the same mistake from months ago" you say, and he seems seriously in difficulty in front of your words

"Why do you do this?" he asks, and you can't help but feel a little awkward. You don't want to tell him you're doing it because it would hurt to see him go away from you again, because you would still have to pretend to hate him even though you know you don't, and that it's just a way of putting it into practice because of his behavior since he came back, which has made you feel bad

"Because the team needs you. You have to stay here" you say, masking your words. Shidou sighs, looks at you, Raichi, then back at you; he walks away, returning to his starting position. You breathe a sigh of relief, and as you walk back to the bench you hear the whistle that signals the continuation of the match

You walk for a nanosecond next to Charles, who doesn't even look at you; but his words reach straight to your ears

"Evidently only ma mère can handle that demon"

——— FIFTH

The boy's calm breathing makes you smile almost spontaneously: seeing Charles so calm is strange, but satisfying. The little thread of drool that stains the pillow makes the scene even more tender than it already is, and your heart hurts a little to think that these are the last hours you spend with him. Because yes, tomorrow Charles will leave

The match ended with the teams drawing, which made both teams the two strongest in the NEL, which officially, has ended. From tomorrow the Blue Lock boys will have 6 weeks off and the foreign players will return home, to their countries so far away. Charles will return to France, to his home, with his real mother and his real father

From tomorrow, you will no longer have the usual annoying blond who calls you for everything, who always seeks your attention, who loves to be chased by you, who only listens to you, or almost. From tomorrow, the corridors of the french section will no longer have the laughter of the members and the smell of their bodies. From tomorrow, one of the most important chapters of your life will close

"Look, you can go to your room if you're sleepy. I don't think you can talk to Charles anymore even if you wanted to" says Shidou, sitting on the bed next to the blond boy "Don't worry" you say

Sitting on the boy's bed, you gently caress his head. After the game he specifically asked to spend the evening with both you and Shidou, and unable to refuse, you ended up in his dorm to spend the last hours with him. You had dinner together with some street food that you had brought from outside, making the boy happy

There is an awkward silence between you, while Charles snores lightly. Today's scene is still between you, which seems like yet another thing you have to conclude between you but which remains suspended in the air, like everything

Between you, everything started but never ended. You had started a relationship that never reached a decisive point because of his move to the U-20 team. You had started to have too much confidence between you, compared to everyone else. You had started, or rather, you had started, to believe that maybe with Ryusei it wasn't just friendship. But none of this was concluded, without a definitive answer

“Fuck” you say, your thoughts feeling a little too heavy for a moment like this, which should be focused solely on the fact that Charles won’t be here soon. You almost casually run your hand over your cheeks, finding them wet. Why? What?

"What the fuck is going on?" Shidou asks from the other bed, looking at your tears that haven't gone unnoticed. You look up, then look down almost immediately. You remain silent, even though you can still feel the tears silently falling

“I asked you what the fuck is going on” the boy asks again, getting up from the bed to sit on the floor next to Charles’ bed, his face inches from your knees. You don’t dare say anything, continuing to text the boy’s head as if you weren’t crying. It's just that everything that revolves around your relationship now seems to weigh more than it has in the past few months

“You say that like you care" you say proudly, sniffling as you glance over Charles’ sleeping face. “What’s wrong with you?” he huffs, resting his cheek against your knee “Don’t you think I should say it? Oh no, you rightly don’t give a shit. I don’t think you’ve ever actually cared, so I don’t see why you should start now all of a sudden” you roll your eyes, and for the first time you find yourself seriously explaining to him what’s been on your mind since this whole situation began

"I seriously don't know what's wrong with you, since I left you've become a different person" Shidou says sighing, and just hearing him speak makes you want to bang his head against the wall until he bleeds: how stupid must he be to not have understood that you're like this because of him?. Where is the Shidou who was always explosive with you but with a touch more affection than the others? What happened to the one you thought you seriously had a crush on?

Where did go the Shidou Ryusei you knew?

"Shit, I really don't know why I'm reacting like this. It's something I'm used to now and maybe thinking that tomorrow Charles will leave I've become more sensitive..." you say laughing sarcastically, even though you still have tears on your cheeks. The blond doesn't answer, continuing to remain a few inches from your leg while the only noise is the light snoring of the boy. "Can I ask you something?" the boy suddenly says, and you look at him a little perplexed. You nod. After all, they will be the same things you have already heard, the same ones he repeats to you so as not to make the strange situation between the two of you seem so obvious

"Can you talk to me honestly for a minute? Really, I need to know what's going on in your mind. I have my own thoughts, but I don't know yours" he says in one breath "because, let's be clear, we both know we don't talk to each other like we used to" he says, resting his mind on your knee, closing the distance that had been separating you for a few minutes now. You swallow a lump of saliva that is more bitter than usual, sighing and not knowing if you really want to talk

But you have to try. It's a 50-50 job, after all

"It's just... damn, I don't even know how to explain it to you in normal terms, because I don't even know how to explain it to myself. I just know that at some point you took another path and I continued on mine, but evidently you lack that path, because you've changed... changed too much, you're not the one I knew, or at least to me. You're still Shidou Ryusei to everyone in the Blue Lock, but to me? Why do we seem like two strangers, if you never treated me like a stranger before the match with the U-20?"

And finally, a part of your heart seems to have the ability to talk to the person directly concerned about everything that has been going through your mind for months. You speak, and each word seems to come out lighter than the last. Shidou looks at you, not daring to interrupt. He looks straight into your eyes, his pinks clashing with yours; it’s a gesture you’ve done a million times before, but why does it seem more human now? Maybe because you’re talking about something important again after months of silence?

"I think it was a situation mainly generated by the rivalry, well it's obvious, you remain a Blue Lock staffer and at the time I was a striker of an enemy team" says Shidou, his calm tone betrayed by a hint of uncertainty "It was natural to do what I did when I came back. On the field it's different, they can't judge me for my personality, but with you I don't kick a ball, and that's the problem" he admits, his gaze now focused on Charles "A problem?" you ask, widening your eyes, a little perplexed by his words "It's a problem. I don't care if that fanatic Rin Itoshi calls me 'bastard' during a game, or if Karasu doesn't pass me the ball in an assist, we're on the field. There's not always a field under my feet, especially when I'm talking to you who are like a bomb that's about to explode, because of me" he continue the conversation, and you start to connect some pieces of the puzzle that is slowly being put before your eyes

Maybe the situation is really deeper than you expected from someone like him. Maybe there really is something that was done by him just for a sensible reason, but just maybe

"What are you trying to tell me?" you say directly, and you see him laugh, almost sarcastically "Oh no, I won't say that out loud. Forget it" he says. "Ryusei, please" you say, practically begging him, and his resolve seems to waver "Shit, what am I supposed to tell you, what do I care what you think of me? That I seriously had a problem with how you were going to judge me after I came back from the match? Do you understand now?"

You would like to ask him to repeat the words, saying that you didn't understand them well, but you would be lying. His words, clear and strong, have arrived so directly in your ears that you suspect he is lying, because he is absolutely not the type to say things like that. Shidou Ryusei basically admitted that he cared about your judgment? He, who has nothing in the world to care about but himself?. "Oh" you just say, not finding the right words to say what you think, because it's too much even for you who are used to having discussions like that. Shidou looks at you, and noticing your embarrassment he lets out a light laugh "Oh? Oh, okay. Continue to pretend that I haven't practically exposed the most intimate part of myself to you" he says tilting his head, resting his cheek on your thigh

"No! It's just- shit, it's more complex than I could have imagined" you say, running a hand through your hair, trying to calm yourself. You hear a light chuckle coming from the boy's direction "I'll pretend to understand. I just need to know that you hate me a little less now, or at least I hope so" he says confidently, and this time it's you who interrupts him "It's not that I hate you, I don't think I ever have actually. It's just that being pushed into a corner hurt more than it should have" you admit, feeling a little embarrassed to tell him so freely. This time he is the one who is left speechless, even though he tries to maintain the usual facade of calm. You look at each other, maybe for minutes; it seems as if, slowly, everything is having a logical thread that was missing for both of you to understand the situation completely

"Honestly, I don't want to give Charles divorced parents" Shidou says, and you laugh lightly at his joke, mentally thanking him for at least trying to make the situation lighter. "I don't think he ever had them. All parents fight" you say, returning your gaze to Charles, in the dream world; out of the corner of your eye you notice how Shidou is looking at him too, and by doing so you really do seem like a family. "Yeah. All parents fight" he repeats, and the silence that is created between you this time is decidedly less tense

"They fight because they love each other" Shidou adds, and you're a little taken aback by his statement, even though it sounds so damn innocent. But like this, in the situation you're in, he doesn't exactly play an innocent role. You sigh, moving your hand through his hair, caressing it a little uncertainly "Yeah. Because they love each other. In a way only of friendship, at least in our case" add a little hasty, while still feeling your heart beating in a way that is decidedly not just about friendship. What is this boy doing to you?

"No. Because they love each other, stop"

——— SIXTH

The already soaked handkerchief remains tightly held in your hands, yet you do everything you can not to cry in front of the boy, who for his part is completely calm if not just a little sorry "Don't do that, come on! Don't do that, ma mère" says Charles pulling your already wet cheeks "Stop it. Let me be the childish one between us for once" you say pulling him to you, trapping him in a hug while he continues to laugh. The bus is slowly filling up with all the french members, who will be returning to France in a few hours. You hug Charles, so tightly that it probably takes his breath away. You've grown so fond of him, and thinking that he won't be here this afternoon makes your heart ache. He's really become like your baby, in one way or another

"You don't have to go away and pretend you never met me, okay? You have my number and call me whenever you want, even if it's just to explain what you did in training or to tell me stupid things" you say putting your hands on his shoulders, faces facing each other. You see him nod, smiling "I get it. But you will pay the phone fee for calls overseas" he says, and you roll your eyes pretending to be annoyed, then hug him again. He has to leave, you know that I'm actually already late, but you're waiting. You wait, because you know that Shidou also wants to say goodbye to him. But where the fuck is he?

You look around, and only after a few seconds you feel someone touch your shoulder. You jump, but you see the blond at your side, one arm around your shoulders and one on the kid's shoulders, holding you close "Were you thinking of leaving without saying goodbye to your family?" he says sarcastically, and they both burst out laughing while you look at them smiling, wiping away a tear

"But really, Charles. No matter what, you have me, Shidou, you have us. You're still our little pain in the ass, but we love you" you tell the boy, and you see him smile genuinely for the first time. He nods, scratching his chubby cheek "I know, ma mère. I have a home in France as well as here in Japan, with you two. Don't tell me things I already know" he says, making you laugh. You all look at each other, and the weight of detachment seems to be a little lighter knowing that he knows he always has the two of you. You look at Charles, who suddenly turns towards Shidou "You promised me something. Do it" he says, and you look at them confused "Huh?" you say, but Shidou ignores you and looks at Charles "You'll be the first to know, don't worry about that, kiddo"

Julian Loki calls Charles. You hug for the last time, this time all together, and you say goodbye to him as he gets on the bus, trying to hold back the tears that start to fall spontaneously when the bus finally leaves. He's gone. Charles is gone

With your face even more full of tears you use the handkerchief, but it no longer has any effect. You notice later that Shidou's arm is still around your shoulders, as you walk back into the Blue Lock facility. But it's a nice feeling, with this sadness. You walk until you reach the corridor that separates the street of your room from that of the boys' dormitories, who will also leave the facility this afternoon to finally have some free time. You only now realize that you won't see Shidou for a while, just now that you have clarified

You stop, but you don't let go

“So...” he begins, keeping the hype high “Do you have anything to do on your weeks off?”

"No. I'm free practically every day"

"I think you have every day busy from now, until you get back here. Busy with me"

——— SEVENTH

�� Charles, your mother is officially back with me. I'll tell you more when you get back here, but just know that I kept my promise to tell her how I feel about her. We miss you, kiddo — 18:09

delivered, not yet read

— I have to say that she kisses well too — 18:09

delivered, not yet read

[sirhamburrger]

and some roommates (don't worry, we're cool!)

a/n: thinking silly thoughts today... having sae itoshi and ryusei shidou as roommates while getting involved with rin itoshi… (unrealistic since they'd both probably be really rich by the end of bllk, whenever that is, or adulthood) for the purpose of this drabble please pretend they are two broke boys 🙏

wc: 739 || tags: all characters are 18+, gn!reader, reader is in uni, situationship ryusae once again putting the bl in blue lock, background rin x reader, 700 words of domestic crack and more || header from bllk manga

(continued here in my christmas miniseries, more rin x reader centric)

it all begins when you're looking for an apartment in downtown tokyo. but since you can't afford one of your own at the moment, you're looking to see if anyone could use another roommate to split rent with.

and after days of scouring the internet, you find a promising place. clean, well-furnished, spacious - but there's already a couple living together in it...

oh well. the more the better. 

so you show up at their door after a couple of text messages exchanged with one of the very enthusiastic co-tenants, hoping to get a better look at the place. you ring the bell. no response. you try again. and again. maybe they're out -

“shidou, will you just get the damn door already?”

oh. okay.

the door finally swings open, and you're greeted by a tall, tan-skinned and vaguely familiar-looking man with a terrifying grin. you take a step back, a little shocked, but he just beams at you.

“you're the one who's been messaging me about the apartment, aren’tcha? come on in!”

he loops an arm around your shoulder, introducing himself as he walks you in. he's ryusei shidou, a member of the national football team who played in an exhibition match a few years back (which explains why you find him so familiar).

“so, uh…” you shudder slightly when shidou fixes his gaze on you. “where's your girlfriend? or, uh, boyfriend, i guess. partner. i should probably meet them.”

and it's at this moment that you abandon your inital thoughts of finding another place because sae freaking itoshi steps into the kitchen??

you think you might just faint. 

“o-oh my gosh, sae,” you stammer,  “it's an honour to meet you –”

he stares at you blankly, then at shidou with murderous intent in his eyes.

“who is this?”

“i'm not, like, a side chick or anything,” you quickly clarify, but shidou simply grins.

“we need someone to split rent with, and-”

“and i thought i would just check your place out, seeing as i'm in the same boat,” you finish. “but you two, as a couple, should probably discuss this. you know what? i can wait outside-"

“wait,” sae says slowly, pure, unadulterated disgust in his eyes. “he told you we're a couple?”

shidou's face falls. "we're not?"

and that's the story of how you move in with two men around your age who have some weird dynamic going on that you don't question.

japan's talented young midfielder is a great roommate (then again, you did go into this with no expectations whatsoever). he does the dishes when he's supposed to, takes the heavier bags off your hands during grocery runs with you, stays quiet after ten pm. he makes breakfast for you and shidou in the mornings, and teaches you about football.

ryusei shidou, though... oh, you get why sae's so sick of him now.

he takes the most massive dumps in the bathroom and doesn't flush. or put the seat back up after he's done. or turn the tap off properly. (he's flooded the sink before.) speaking of sinks, he leaves his dirty dishes in the sink. sometimes you want to tear his diabolical dye job off his scalp. sae informs you he has has tried just that and failed to do so.

but he does make you laugh a lot with his jokes and antics.

"one thing you should know about genius sae-chan is that he loves back hugs." "please don't speak for me."

and the two of you absolutely love making fun of sae's attempts to properly reconcile with his brother. you'll be peering over at his phone screen, ryusei on his right and you on his left, as he types out something about lunch plans tomorrow.

"you spelled 'restaurant' wrong for a second there."

ryusei dodges the pillow that comes flying at his face.

they've known each other for longer than you've known them, but they tell you things they wouldn't ever tell the other. like when ryusei quietly admitted to you one night, that despite all his careless flirting, he does really want to be with sae, in a more-than-friends kind of way. or like when sae told you in confidence that he secretly likes ryusei's back hugs.

and when against all odds, a certain green-haired boy in your lectures starts talking to you, you shudder to think that you now have something in common with ryusei - being deeply obsessed with an itoshi sibling.

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[linics]

where would blue lock men take you on a first date?

featuring : m. reo, m. bachira, s. nagi, i. sae, i. rin, r. shidou, i. niko, s. barou

a/n : hihiii i’m trying to post daily n fight the horrible writers block… i also don’t understand shidou hype ,, sorry. also these are JUST hcs. no situations. some may be ooc as i don’t hyperfixate on them all, sorry !!

m. reo

i feel like nobody says this, but he would be really busy. between soccer, possibly still being in school, AND possibly running a company (or preparing to)? his schedule would be tight. regardless, i’m sure he’d free up time to suit you.

obviously, it would be a very nice place. maybe a restaurant? if so, he definitely looked up the menu and prepared for what he was going to get. probably asked if you had any allergies early on and made sure there was an array of things you could eat even with your allergies.

whatever happens and wherever you go, he will make sure it all goes perfectly.

m. bachira

for the most part, this man matches other people and bends to them. he’d listen to what you want and what you enjoy doing. if it’s a hobby, days prior to it, he’ll work his ass off trying to get good at it. he won’t want to outshine you, so during the date, he starts off by acting like he needs your help. as it progresses, he’ll get much better and, while giggling, compliment how good you are at teaching him.

i feel like it’d be more of a lighthearted date. maybe you were super nervous, but realized that he is just a simple man during it. sure, he has his weird rambles, but you enjoy listening to them regardless.

s. nagi

first of all, you’d have to be into games. sure, he can adjust to people, but why would he want to adjust to you? so much effort .. he’d just find it easier to go for someone who is similar to him (in interests, at least). so an arcade. maybe if he was feeling really lazy, half way through, he’d ask if you wanted to come back to his house.

your first thought was that he was like one of those guys, regardless, you agreed. but this man got you some simple food, and then just played games with you. at first, maybe he was a little competitive, but if you were getting upset, or were new to the game, he would be nicer about it and teach you how to play.

i. sae

lowkey i could see him taking you to a fancy diner. i know i said the same with reo, but cmon. either that or he’ll want to do something physically active like soccer. realistically, not many women would go for that as a first date.

after learning that, he’d change it up to something more simple. a classic restaurant. i feel like the conversations would go smoothly, even though he’d talk on and on about certain subjects, he still listened well and fully processed your words.

i. rin

he would, without a doubt, do whatever sae does. to be a good striker, you need to have the popularity for it. or that’s what he’s going to assume. regardless of his logic, he will copy whatever sae does.

another thing ;; not much pda. or really any. you’ll have to be really observant to tell he’s even interested in the date. at best, he’ll listen to you and remember everything you say, then show that later on. but besides that, it’s hard to get affection from him.

r. shidou

i feel like he would be ALL over you. wherever you are, expect an ungodly amount of pda. he would let you choose where it is probably.

like bachira, expect it to be a lighthearted date. he’s just going to try getting to know you as much as possible in the stupidest ways ever.

i feel like he’d be veryy clingy. doesn’t matter how close the two of you are, you cannot get rid of him.

i. niko

i saw a hc somewhere of him being a sightseer, and i LOVE it. especially bird watching or something. this man will take you on the simplest walk / hike and bring you to the most ethereal place possible, at the perfect time.

he knows about literally everything in the forest too, so ask him anything, and he will have a full answer. you’ll never heard the words, “i don’t know” from him. ever.

s. barou

a museum. he’s a clean freak who follows rules. museums don’t have many rules, they’re pretty, and so, so clean.

i feel like going to a museum would be such a relieving place for him, he probably has gone to so many.

and yes, he will be dressing up in the cleanest, fanciest clothes this man has.

[fangdokja]

Ever since I saw this man, I just knew, I'd write a yandere fanfic on him one day.

Oh yeah, and definitely making it R18, lol, hahhahaha.

Alongside...

Because who doesn't like the freaky trio. joke, joke

Hmmmmm, possible fanfic idea???? The three freaks in a oneshot???

OK, WAIT.

This is actually brilliant. I was just spouting random shiz, but I think I can actually do this shiz. HAHAH

If ever, I'll be placing this in the : 🔞Forbidden Fruits: Intimate Obsessions, Unhinged Desires.

[hiddenlife-manager]

Shidou Chubby NSFW

Shidou Ryusei x Chubby Fem Reader

cw… creampie, implied second round, friends with benefits, chubby reader, female reader, panties, pervert Shidou, slight voyeurism, choking, most clothed, slutty Shidou, pregnancy mention, and dom Shidou

notepad… dude this one took so long to get inspo. But I like it ish. Cause I wanted to do chubby reader but I’m not still good at it so uh work with me. I also have a Jude Bellingham ready and a sniper Poe one ready.

"Let go of me!" You yelled, and a hand was placed on your lips, muffling your screams while you were dragged into an empty classroom. The hand let go of your lips directly after being dragged into the class, and the door was shut. You turned to see Shidou Ryusei, the one man who has allegedly fucked almost all the women who attended the school.

"What the fuck, Shidou!" He shushed you and pulled you close to him by your hips, his big hands holding onto your dips.

"I missed you, baby…" He dragged out the last word, placing his lips against your neck. 

"Shidou, you’re such a fucking dog." You groaned while attempting to push him off of you.

"Your panties just aren’t enough. Your smell is almost gone." He muttered, holding you close, his hands lowering down to your ass. Gripping the fat from your ass.

"I’ll just give you the ones I’m wearing." You said this to him, and he shook his head. He wanted to touch you, he wanted to shove himself into you and feel pure bliss. 

"I want you, baby; don’t do this to me." He moved his hands and began to touch your tummy, holding your belly fat with nothing but admiration. God baby, you are so soft, and I just want to put myself in your cunt." He groaned. 

"Shidou, just take my panties." He chuckled, grabbing your waist while picking you up as if you were light as a feather. He walked you over to a classroom window and pressed you to the window. As your breast squished against the window. "Shidou, you are just a horny bastard." 

"Is there a problem with that?" He gripped your thighs while lifting your skirt.

"Shidou I’m pressed against the window, you can’t possibly just- ah!" You whimpered as you felt Shidou's hand come into contact with your ass. Shidou was mesmerized by the way your ass jiggled with the impact.

"Why should it matter, just shows who you belong to." He placed his head on your neck, his hands roaming your chubby body. He loved how soft you felt and how you felt perfect in his arms. 

"Shidou, we’re just fuck bud- oh god-" You moaned as his hand went down to your cunt and began to circle his fingers on your clit, his other hand gripping your breast. Your hand is placed against the window.

"You’re such a slut." His one hand continued to rub circles as your legs shook from the pleasure. 

"Don’t stop." You breathed out while his hand stopped. "Shidou!" You groaned, annoyed. 

"Sorry, baby, but I just need to stuff you." You tried to protest and call him an asshole, but in that moment, you felt his cock pressed against your entrance. 

"How did yo-" you cut yourself off as your hands slammed against the window, feeling his tip enter you. 

"Don’t ask questions." He groaned as he slammed himself into you, his hands traveling up  to your breast. You nodded weakly, while his hands held your hips dips, keeping you in place while he slammed his cock into your gummy walls. He loved how you took him in as your mouth opened up to moan loudly. 

"Shid-" You cried as you used one of the hands pressed against the window to cover your mouth. 

"Aww, don’t be fuckin quiet." He leaned down to your ear, nibbling on your ear, and slammed into you harder, allowing you to squeak out a louder moan. His left hand released your hip, keeping his right hand still on your hip and his left gripping your neck as you gasped for air, removing your hand from your mouth.

Your cunt squeezed onto him, throbbing around his cock. You were trying to catch your breath as Shidou fucked you hard. Moans leaving you shamelessly, Shidou wasn’t afraid to moan into your ear, telling you how amazing your pussy is. 

"Let me cum in you." He groaned, and you shook your head. 

"Don’t- ah- you fucking dar-" You let out a loud scream as your legs shook; it wasn't an orgasm, but you were so fucking close as you lost your footing, and Shidou kept holding you against the window. "They- th- they can see- us..." You dragged out the last word as he slapped your ass.

"Fuck…" He could now barely let out full sentences as you hugged him well against your gummy walls. His cock started to twitch inside of you. 

"Fuck nervemind, please cum in me." You cried, and he chuckled lowly into your ear. His hands pulled you back from the window and put you directly bent on the desk. His hands gripped your hips, and he rammed himself harder into you. Your hands grip the desk, trying to stay up, and your legs feel weak.

The room sounded lewd with skin slapping and your slick dripping down your chubby thighs. Shidou loved your chubby figure, and he loved fucking it any way he wanted. You began drooling on the desk, you could squeeze him tighter again. Until Shidou groaned loudly, fucking you hard, hot ropes of his cum in you. You haven’t reached your high, and Shidou, knowing this, pulled at your hair, forcing you up as he thrust his orgasm into you.

You moaned as your legs gave out, crying out loudly, ignoring the fact that you were still at school. Shidou pulled out of you, keeping you stable on the desk while watching his cum pull out of your cute pussy.

"You… have to… buy me a plan B." You groaned as you tried to catch your breath. 

"In return for your panties." He smirked, and you tried to turn to smack him.

"I let you cum in me; get me a plan B or I will kill you. I offered my panties at first." Shidou smirked, leaning down to your pussy placing your thighs around his neck. You gasped as his cold tongue piercing touched your clit. You tried to pull back from the stimulation as you felt overwhelmed. Shidou, you fuck- ahh."

[antennaed-kenzy]

Questioning the Feeling of Love [Shidou Ryusei]

❄ Shidou Ryusei x f! reader

❄ notes: not proofread, 18+,

❄ Day nine of the Christmas Series.

❄ Extras: Work count 2.7k words The ninth day of the twelve days of Christmas with my actual husband. He could tell me to do anything, and I would listen Masterlist of series

Stomped on over and over till you don't know the joy and Santa, being pushed and pulled till you don't know what love really is like.

Quiet a looming atmosphere. Soft lights, and live music, people sitting having drinks spending the night away at a bar. Yet a loud Male walks in disrupting the quiet evening in the room. Though they were all familiar and let him pass through there thoughts as he takes a seat at the bar. 

“The regular!” He calls out to the only women working at the bar on the laid-back night. 

“Already made, Ryu.” She set down the glass in front of him with a napkin underneath it. 

He takes a huge gulp of it before looking back at the bartender who was cleaning up some supplies as the night was slow. “Wanna leave?” He asks seeing her eyes slowly turn to his pink ones. 

“I’m doing my job, I can’t just leave you, idiot,” She places the glass that she was washing, getting herself a small drink of a non-alcoholic beverage. 

“Then came and joined me. Let’s have a drink together, {Y/n}.” Shidou pats the seat next to him. 

{Y/n} rolls her [e/c] eyes and gives in. She walks around the bar taking a seat next to Shidou who has a grin plastered on his face. “You’re lucky I like you, Ryusei.”

“So you do love me?” He puts his hand to his forehead leaning back and acting dramatic. 

“Shut up before I push you off your seat,” She chuckles at the male antics. 

The two of them talk while casually sipping their drinks. Talking about life, how things are at home, how they will celebrate the Christmas season. Shidou was with some friends while {Y/n} said she would probably work the bar Christmas night to then go home and open gifts late. 

“No, I would accept that,” Shidou stands from his chair, putting his hand over his heart. “We will talk with your boss about this.” He holds out his hand for her. 

“Lucky he hates you,” She giggles taking his hand and letting him grab her up from the high chair. 

Shroud looks at her gasping at her words. “He loves me, {Y/n}.”

“Like that one time, he tried to kick you out. Or another time when he had to push you out of the bar cause you were being too loud. Or what about that one another time when he hit you with a broom calling you a roach and telling you to leave–”

“Ok,” He puts his hand in the female mouth making her stay quiet. 

She breathed laughs. Shidou takes his hand away from her mouth wiping it on his shirt, he looks around the bar to see if he can find her boss talking to a random stranger, his pink eyes scan behind the bar, and yet no sight of her boss. “Lets go,” Hr grabs the female hand taking her behind the bar and to the small kitchen. “There he is,” Shidou points out the boss who seemed to be making a sandwich for himself. 

“Get out!” The boss screams at Shidou, pointing toward the door. 

“You can’t let her work on Christmas!” He demanded holding the poor female in front of him as if she were a shield. “She has friends and family!”

“It’s not the big of a deal, Ryusei,” She turned around to face him. “I’ll be fine working on Christmas.” 

“But I’m not fine with you working on Christmas,” He holds her further in front of him. “I want to spend the day with you, {Y/n}.” He seemed sad when he spoke to her, disappointed in her. 

“Fine then, {Y/n} can have Christmas off. Just get out of the kitchen. The two of you!” The boss yelled at the two. 

They walk out, shoulders hanging low as if they want to stay in there longer with the boss. {Y/n} goes back behind the bar while Shidou takes his seat in front of her. Shidou gulps his drink down handing it back to the female to be clean and filled with another drink. 

{Y/n} makes him a non-alcoholic second drink due to the request of the people around the room. Even from the looks of the people doing live music. Shidou look his drink having no idea there was no kick in it. He moved to watch the live band play music. 

The female watched him, along with the live music playing. The sound of the doorbell caught her attention. As she greeted the newcomer her heart sank when realizing who it was. A lump in the throat trying to remain calm. 

“Hello, sir.” Shidou’s ears perk up when hearing his best friend nervously talk to someone. He whipped his head and heard the female palms sweat, a nervous expression on her face as she tried to get the guy's drink. 

Shidou watched the demeanor of the male. He was mysterious, trying to eggs on the lady doing her job. Trying to get reach over the bar for her. As Shidou got up one of the band members cleared his throat in the mic grabbing his attention back to the music. The guy would make the sound and shook his head to Shidou. The crowd of people in the bar was watching who was trying to order his drink. Trying to reach for the female who was making his drink. 

It was Christmas time and people all over the world felt lonely seeing couples go on dates in the chilly weather. People get jealous and try to have people fill the void of being empty. Some people go to bars to drink the cold, empty void away, some go to the park to watch and hate on love. While others try to fill the void with another person, even if it’s wrong. Even if the person kills the other, at least the void was filled for a while. 

{Y/n}, the best person in the whole bar happened to be a victim of someone trying to fill a void for someone else. She could see through what he was doing, and so could Shidou who couldn’t even see the looks of fake love on his face.

Shidou would knock a tooth back on the guy if {Y/n} wasn’t going to try and stop him. He would let the rage fill his punches if it were for the women in the bar. He would give an explosion to the man if it weren’t for everyone telling him not to. 

–––––– 

Shidou doesn't believe in Santa. He never has, and he never will. But If it meant not to destroy her dreams then he would believe in Santa just for the time he spent with her. For the times she pointed out something in the sky, he would say it could be Santa to see a smile on her face. 

“Look, Ryusei!” A little girl calls out to her friend. “It’s Santa!” She points to the moon where stands a silhouette of Santa on a sleigh with his reindeer.

Shidou looked up seeing it was a light shining toward the moon. His pink eyes see a smile on his friend's face. He couldn’t destroy her dreams, even if his is already crumbled by the fat white man who gives out gifts to kids. “Yup,” He pops the ‘P’ sound. 

Shidou turns on his heel walking back to the snowman they were building. “Next thing you know, this snowman is going to be frosty the snowman.”

{Y/n} turns around, her hands clasped together under her chin. “Really?!” 

Shidou looked at the cheerful girl, “No, that can’t happen.” He crushed her dreams. 

“You never know, Shidou!” She threw a snowball at the boy making him shiver when the cold snow connected with his face. 

He bent down in the snow, bundling up his own snowball to throw at her. 

Splash 

Shidou threw a snowball back at her. Now they were throwing snowballs back and forth at each other till they got tired. 

“I wanna stay kids forever!” {Y/n} says lying on the ground next to her best friend. 

“Too bad we grow up,” He looked at her smile seeing it slightly fade. 

“Then we can be together forever.”

–––––– 

Splash

The guy was lying on the ground, blood gushing out of his mouth with a tooth lying beside him. He couldn’t hold back. The tension in the room was suffocating him and he had to do something about the guy. 

“Shidou!” {Y/n} yelled running up to the knockout guy. 

“He was being a dick to you, {Y/n}.” He spat on the ground like he took the hit. 

“So!” She looked up to her friend as she was on the ground helping the guy– or trying to help the guy. “He was a paying customer.” 

“Then how much was his drink?” Shidou looked out his wallet flipping through the yen he had cashed. “I’ll pay for his drink.” He took out ¥200 shoving it in her face. “I’ll carry him out.” Shidou bent down, picked up the man, and dropped him off outside in a bush. 

Shidou went back into the bar, {Y/n} and her boss yelling at each other about what happened. When the boss made eye contact with Shidou, he would have knocked him out, but it was {Y/n}’s boss and he did have to control himself. 

“Shidou, get your ass over here!” 

“Alright,” He raised his hands in defense walking up to the bar. 

“Mind explaining what the hell happened?!” The boss crosses his arms waiting for a response. 

“Well,” Shidou sat down on a stool. “He was not listening to your worker's demands, so I made him listen. Simple as that.” 

“Everyone!” The boss yells loud enough for everyone to hear. “Get out!” 

Everyone in the bar either pays for the drinks then leaves, or leaves right away not wanting to fuss with the boss. Now what remains is {Y/n}, Shidou and the boss, along with a dirty bar. 

“Both of you leave.” The boss sighs laying his head into the palm of his hand. “Just get out.”

The two friends walk out of the bar. {Y/n} putting on her jacket before taking Shidou's hand he lent for her and walking out with him. 

{Y/n} doesn't believe in love. She never has, and she never will. Her dreams were crushed when she was a little girl. Parents fighting every night unlike what she saw on TV. when seeing how Shidou would act around her, she didn’t want to crush his dreams so she went with him. They will always be better as friends.

That is how she wanted it to be, and that is how it will stay. The two designed to fit each other perfectly will stay as friends. 

Even if they get each other gifts, even if they stay late at each other houses, even if they sleep in the same bed at times, even if they get drunk and make out or two, even if they hold hands. They were still better off as friends cause love wasn’t a real thing. 

“Wanna spend the night at my place, Ryusei?” {Y/n} asks as she unlocks the door to her house. 

Shidou nodded his head thinking he was staying here with her even if they said nothing. His house was the other way, and it was getting late. What other signs would they need that he was staying with her? At this point, he practically lived with her. 

Every time he came over, he never slept on the couch. He would sleep in her bed, with her. When it was cold like tonight she perfected Shidou with her, giving her warmth in the cold. 

She was changing into her sleepwear, while Shidou looked off his shirt and put on some pajama pants he had at her house. He was playing in her switch, through his profile. Waiting for {Y/n} to walk out of the bathroom so he could smother her, hold her close as they did when they were kids. Show her what love feels like. Trying his best to not tell but show how he feels toward his best friend. 

The door to the bathroom opens, Shidou whips his head seeing his friend emerge from the bathroom. Her hand traced the bathroom door seductively. She physically cringes at herself. Her body becomes relaxed, and she looks at Shidou, jumping in bed with him. 

Shidou wraps his arm around her neck, pulling her close as his head rests on his chest so she can watch what he is doing. The two sit like that for a while, Shidou was playing his game, while {Y/n} tried to keep her eyes open to watch, but they kept fluttering shut, then back open. 

“Fall asleep if you're tired, {Y/n},” Shidou whispered to his friends. The hot air blowing on her hair shivers running down her spine. 

Her eyes flutter shut. Shidou reflected the game at her to make sure her eyes were shut. “I like you, {Y/n}” He mummers under his breath letting the words drift in the wind to be forgotten and never heard again. “I like you so much, {Y/n}.”

The night passes and Shidou gets tired. Shutting the game off and sleeping with {Y/n} wrapped around him as if he were a big stuffed animal that wished to be snuggled with every night. To be held and suffocated if it meant gettin' attention from her. 

Neither of them moved. They are confined to a position, fitting each other like puzzle pieces. The two puzzle pieces that you smush together in hopes it’s the right piece. 

––––– 

The next morning {Y/n} wakes up, her body wrapped around Shidous like a snake. She didn’t want to move, thinking if she did then her best friend would wake up, and she didn’t want that to happen. At the latest not yet.

“You awake, {Y/n}?” 

A male voice rang in her ears. She looked up seeing Shidou's light smirk. “Didn’t you would be awake.” 

They looked into each other's eyes not wanting to look away, not daring to look away. That is not a normal thing friends do, but Shidou doesn’t believe in Santa, and {Y/n} doesn’t believe in love. Weird how things work out for them. Though Love and Santa are on a completely different side of things. Both of their dreams were crushed by the same type of people.

{Y/n} props herself on her knees looking into Shidou's meticulous pink eyes. Every detail that she was starting to notice, the sharp shape of his eyes, how they looked tired from staying up half the night, most importantly how they looked back at her.

Her face etched closer to Shidou, and closer, and closer till they were inches apart. “You know, I don’t believe in love, Shidou.” Her hot breath tickled his ear as she whispered. 

“And I don’t believe in Santa,” he whispered in his ear. Shivers whisk over her body.

“But, I yearn for you, Shidou. I call out for you in my sleep. I deny love, but my body wants to love you. My body wants to call out your name. I want to call out your name, Shidou. Not as a friend, but as someone who you can love…” Pulls away from his ear, looking directly into his bright pink hues, “I want to be that someone who can love you.”

The male grabs her face, pulling it towards his, “Then show me how you would love me.”

Lips touch lips, heart touch heart. Love, this is what love feels like. At that moment, she knew what love felt like, she believed in love, during the season of love, spending time in the cold with the person you love the most. 

“I know what love feels like because of you.” She broke from the kiss.

Shidou pecked her lips again, then again till he got enough of her sweet taste. “I’ve always loved you, {Y/n}. I hated to see you sad, I hated to see you angry at me, I hated to not see you happy. I always wanted you to feel happy. I wanted to make you happy, I wanted to be the person to make you happy, to make you feel seen.”

“I would burn the world for you if it meant seeing you happy, {Y/n}.” 

“Merry, Christmas, Shidou.” She gave him a kiss, then another. 

a/n: was watching Scott Pilgram while finishing thing, just in case you wanted to know. I would let this man do anything to me, I love shidou so much that we are actually married and will be having kids together.

[seiueina]

˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗ i've been in a shidou brain rot recently

shidou ryusei who would try (what seemed like) hours on end to win you a plushie that you sounded very desperate for. you tried yourself on the claw machine and after three tries and no success you gave up but as you walked around the arcade, you realized he wasn't following you, & you come across him getting angry at the claw machine every time it would get close to the opening but drop out of the claw just before it reached.

"you're silly you know that ryu? you don't have to spend all your tokens on the plushie for me."

"oh but i will. i will not lose against a stupid and rigged claw- damn it!"

you rushed him out of the arcade once he got a little too physically aggressive with an inanimate object. but sadly it meant that, you didn't leave the arcade with the plush but left with a irritated ryusei who felt his ego had been somewhat destroyed because he couldn't win you the plushie so on the way home, he'd buy you a plushie of your choice which would have definitely costed less then the amount he spent on the claw machine.

© satoberrie 2023

[musetta27]

What puffle are you?

BLUE LOCK x reader! [pt.1?]

Synopsis: You're bored so you decide there's nothing better to do than let your friends know what puffles they are.

Warnings: It's my first time posting this type of content so it might not be that good, I'll get better with time ❤️

Note: My native language is not English, so please excuse me if there is a misspelling.

Characters: Bachira, Isagi, Shidou, Rin, and Reo.

Bachira

Isagi

Shidou

Rin

Reo

There is still one more boy in this first part but I can't post more images, so if I see support I'll do the second part ❤️

Thank you for reading!

[nana-mania]

"OUR FIRST TIME" a shared first time..

╰┈➤: ̗̀➛ oneshot

࿐*ೃ feat : ryusei shidou

࿐*ೃ fandom : blue lock

࿐*ೃ extra : male! reader, smut

࿐*ೃ tw : mature content warning!

╰┈➤: ̗̀➛ THE EVENING sun dipped below the horizon. You stood at the edge of the field, watching Ryusei Shidou wrap up his solo practice session. The ball bounced off his foot with pinpoint precision, landing in the net as he grinned wildly, brushing his sweat-drenched hair back.

"Yo!" he called out, jogging toward you with that trademark smirk that danced between mischief and charm. His eyes gleamed, a hint of something conspiratorial lurking beneath the surface. "Got a second? I've got a killer idea."

"Should I be worried?" you teased, crossing your arms as he stopped in front of you.

"Nah, don't be such a buzzkill." He leaned in slightly, lowering his voice as if sharing a secret. "My folks are out visiting my grandparents for the weekend. That means..." He paused dramatically, letting the implication hang in the air before breaking into a grin. "It's just me. And you, if you're up for it."

The way he said it made it hard to tell if he was inviting you over to hang out or pulling you into one of his notorious schemes.

"Your parents left you alone?" You raised a brow, unable to hide your scepticism. "Should I expect the fire department to show up by the end of the night?"

He laughed, a sound so carefree it was almost disarming. "C'mon, I'm not that bad. Unless you're planning on setting something on fire."

"Ryusei..." you began, but his eyes-bright and untamed-held yours captive.

"Relax, it's just for fun. I've got some food, games, a decent sound system... and it's way more interesting than whatever boring thing you were gonna do tonight." His smirk softened just enough to reveal a glimpse of sincerity. "What do you say?"

It was impossible to say no to him. Not because he pressured you, but because, with Ryusei, you always felt like you were on the edge of something exciting-something unforgettable.

"Alright," you relented with a smile, shaking your head. "But if this turns into a disaster, I'm blaming you."

"Deal," he said, his grin widening as he wrapped an arm around your waist, already leading you toward the exit. "Now let's make this a night to remember." He whispered devilishly into your ear, but you just brushed it off as his way of teasing you.

Little did you know..

Ryusei's house was just as lively and chaotic as you'd imagined it would be, even without his parents there. As soon as you stepped inside, Ryusei kicked off his shoes, tossed his bag onto the couch, and-without warning-pulled his shirt over his head, revealing his toned torso. He stretched with a satisfied groan, completely unbothered.

"Ryusei!" you exclaimed. "Put your shirt back on-or at least go to your room to do that!"

He turned to you with a devil-may-care grin, unphased by your reaction. "Why? It's my house. I can do whatever I want."

Your face heated up despite your best efforts to stay composed. "That's not the point! Just-just have some decency!"

Ryusei threw his head back, laughing so loudly it echoed through the room. "You're really red right now, you know that?" he teased, leaning closer. "Didn't know you were so shy."

"I'm not shy!" You shot back, though your flushed cheeks betrayed you.

With his usual flair for mischief, he suddenly grinned wider, eyes gleaming with playful intent. "Hey," he started, "wanna take a bath together?"

The question hit you like a lightning bolt. Your brain short-circuited, and all you could manage was a choked sound as you gawked at him, utterly mortified.

"Why are you so embarrassed?" he asked, tilting his head in mock innocence. "We're both guys. Plus, I'm your boyfriend. Isn't it normal to see your partner's body?"

You stared at him, torn between scolding him again and sinking into the floor from sheer embarrassment. Ryusei was having the time of his life, clearly enjoying how flustered you were.

Finally, you let out a breath and broke into a small, resigned smile. "You're shameless"

"Yeah, but you love me anyway," he shot back with a wink.

Shaking your head, you laughed softly. "Alright, fine. Let's take that bath. But no funny business, okay?"

"No promises," he replied with a mischievous grin, grabbing your wrist to lead you toward the bathroom. "But hey, this'll be fun!"

The bathroom was filled with the soothing sound of running water as the tub filled. You tried to keep your thoughts in check as you stripped down, reminding yourself this wasn't anything new. You and Ryusei had bathed together before-at public bathhouses, no less. This was just... private. In his house. And for some reason, that made it feel different.

As you stepped into the warm water, you instinctively turned to face him, expecting to sit opposite him like usual. But Ryusei, ever the wildcard, had other plans. Before you could settle in, he grabbed your wrist and gently tugged you down, positioning you between his legs.

"Wha-Ryusei?!" You sputtered, your face heating up instantly.

"What?" he said nonchalantly, leaning back with his arms stretched across the rim of the tub. "This is way more comfortable. Just sit still."

You hesitated, heart pounding as you awkwardly leaned against his chest. His body heat, combined with the warmth of the water, made you feel like you were melting.

Ryusei let out a contented sigh, his chin resting lightly on your shoulder as he sprawled out, his legs brushing against yours. "See? This isn't so bad, right?"

You bit your lip, unsure how to respond. It wasn't like you were unused to his boldness, but something about today felt different. There was a calmness in the way he held you, the way his body fit around yours. It wasn't typical Ryusei behavior-not that you were complaining.

He hummed softly, a sound that vibrated through his chest and into your back. "You're so tense. You should relax more."

"Easy for you to say," you mumbled, keeping your gaze firmly fixed on the surface of the water.

His chuckle was soft this time, almost affectionate. "What's got you so worked up? You've seen me naked a dozen times."

"It's not that..." you muttered, trailing off. You felt his fingers brush under your chin, tilting your face upward with surprising gentleness. "Should I help you calm down?"

Your breath hitched, a lump forming in your throat as you locked eyes with him. The corners of his lips curled into a knowing smirk as he leaned in closer, giving you no time to respond before his lips met yours.

The kiss was soft, his mouth molding perfectly to yours. It sent a jolt through your body, making you acutely aware of every point of contact between you. His arms stayed relaxed along the rim of the tub.

Then you felt it-a slight, unmistakable pressure against your lower back. Your body stiffened, a reflex you couldn't control, and you jolted slightly in surprise.

"You feel that, huh? Seems like I can't control myself much longer.." Ryusei murmured against your lips, his tone amused as if he'd noticed your reaction. He pulled back just enough to meet your wide-eyed gaze, his smirk turning downright devilish.

He tilted his head, his gaze locking onto yours, studying every flicker of emotion in your expression. Slowly, his hand moved to cup your cheek, his thumb brushing lightly against your skin.

"Don't be scared, okay?" he reassured, his voice quieter now, almost tender. "Do you want me to stop? I don't mind either way. It's up to you."

You paused, your chest rising and falling as you tried to find the words. You weren't that innocent. You understood what he was asking. And yet, instead of fear or anxiety, you felt calm. Safe. This was Ryusei-not just your boyfriend, but the person who had somehow stumbled into your life and made it brighter, louder, and more exciting in ways you'd never imagined.

He was your first kiss, your first love, and your first boyfriend. The idea of sharing another first with him didn't scare you-it filled you with a strange sense of comfort. Knowing it was him made all the difference.

You smiled softly, lifting a hand to rest against his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart beneath your fingertips. "Don't ever stop," you whispered.

His eyes fixed on you-intense yet tender, as if he were memorizing every detail of your face. His hand reached up to gently tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, fingers lingering against your skin. The warmth of his touch sent a shiver down your spine.

"Y/n..." he murmured, your name falling from his lips like a prayer. It wasn't the first time he'd said it tonight, but there was something in his tone now that made your breath hitch-a quiet desperation, a yearning.

Before you could reply, he leaned in, his forehead pressing lightly against yours. His lips brushed against yours, hesitant at first, as if asking permission. When you responded, his kiss deepened.

He pulled back just enough to whisper your name again, his breath warm against your lips. "Y/n..." This time, his voice cracked slightly, as if it was the only word he knew, the only sound he wanted to make. His lips found yours once more, softer this time, lingering as if savoring every second.

His hands slid to your waist, pulling you closer as he shifted, guiding you to lie back against the pillows. He hovered over you, his hair falling into his eyes. Still, he kept saying it-your name-again and again, like a mantra.

You reached up, your fingers threading through his hair. His lips trailed down to your jaw, then back to your mouth, never straying far.

His hand slid down, his touch light as a feather against your skin, fingers grazing your inner thigh. The warmth of his palm sent shivers up your spine, your breath hitching as his fingertips traced slow circles.

When he heard the soft moan escape your lips, his movements stilled briefly. A low chuckle rumbled from his chest. "Already sensitive?" he murmured. His eyes locked onto yours, a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips.

Heat rushed to your cheeks, your heart pounding in your chest. "I-" you tried to respond, but the words caught in your throat as his hand resumed its gentle caress, his fingers grazing closer to where your skin was most sensitive.

He leaned in, his lips brushing against your ear as he whispered, "I haven't even started yet, and you're already like this. What am I going to do with you, hmm?"

The teasing lilt in his voice sent a spark of both embarrassment and excitement coursing through you. "Ryusei..." you managed to breathe out, your voice trembling, his name falling from your lips like a plea.

His chuckle deepened, but there was a softness in his gaze that belied the teasing. "Don't worry," he murmured, his lips brushing against your temple before trailing down to your jaw. "I'll take care of you."

His lips travelled a path of fire, each kiss leaving behind a lingering warmth that made your body tremble. From your jaw to your collarbone, down your stomach.

When he reached your thighs, his lips lingered, pressing gentle kisses to the sensitive skin. Each touch sent a jolt through you, your breath quickening with anticipation. He looked up at you.

"You're so beautiful like this," he murmured against your skin.

The moment his lips brushed against your tip, a soft gasp escaped your lips, your back arching instinctively at the sensation. A wave of heat coursed through your body, leaving you breathless. He pulled back slightly, just enough to look at you, a satisfied smirk playing on his lips.

"Beg for it, baby. I wanna hear how much you need my mouth on your cock." He purred, stroking your shaft.

"Please, Ryusei," you pleaded, "Make me see heavens."

Pleased by your begging, Ryusei leaned forward and dragged his tongue along the underside of your cock, from base to tip. "Mmm, you taste so good." He moaned before wrapping his lips around the head and sucking gently.

He took more of your cock into his mouth, bobbing his head up and down your shaft."Fuck, I love having your cock in my mouth."He groaned around your cock, the vibrations sending shivers up your spine.

He picked up the pace, taking you deeper into his throat with each bob of his head. "Mmph..." He gagged slightly as you hit the back of his throat but didn't stop, determined to make you feel good.

His hand reached to fondle your jewels, rolling them gently in his palm. Ryusei pulled back to catch his breath, a string of saliva connecting his lips to your cock. He panted before diving back in, sucking you like his life depended on it

His free hand reached up to play with your nipples, pinching and twisting them roughly. "I want to taste you..so don't hesitate to cum." He moaned around their cock, his own neglected erection throbbing between his legs.

Ryusei moaned as he felt your cock pulsating in his mouth, signaling your impending orgasm. "Yes, love. Give me all your cum." He encouraged, bobbing his head faster and sucking harder.

"Ryusei, ah- I am-"

As you climaxed, Ryusei swallowed around your cock, milking out every last drop of your essence. He groaned, swallowing down every drop of your cum, moaning at the taste.

Ryusei reached for the lube, squirting a generous amount onto his fingers. "I have been dying to finger fuck this tight hole of yours." He chuckled darkly, pressing one lubed up finger against your entrance.

He pushed his finger inside slowly, feeling your walls clench around him. "Fuck, you're so tight." He pumped his finger in and out a few times before adding a second one.

"M-Mhm, gentle.."

"I know, love.. I won't hurt you."

He started scissoring his fingers, stretching you open. "That's it, relax for me. Let me in." He coaxed, his other hand reaching around to stroke your spent cock.

Once you were loose enough, he added a third finger, pumping them in and out roughly. "You take my fingers so well, such a good boy." He praised, his own cock throbbing with need.

He curled his fingers, searching for your prostate. "Found it." He grinned, rubbing the sensitive bundle of nerves. You gasped, your fingers crumpling the bed sheet desperately.

Ryusei pumped his fingers faster, rubbing your prostate with each thrust. "Cum for me again, love. Let me feel you shake on my fingers." He demanded, his own orgasm building in his core. But he refused to reach his high right away.

He would keep that for later.

He felt you tense up, your walls clenching around his fingers as you cummed. He growled, continuing to fuck you through your orgasm as your body twitched from the second climax.

You came down from your high, and he pulled his fingers out and brought them to his mouth, sucking them clean. Ryusei hovered over on top of you, smirking down at you as his own erection still stood at full attention. "Now it's your turn to make me feel good."

Ryusei kicked your legs apart and positioned his cock at your back entrance. You stared at his cock in horror, your widening eyes making him laugh loud.

"That.. That is a bit--"

"Relax. It will fit, I promise."

You nodded nervously, believing in him. "Brace yourself. I'm gonna fuck you so hard, you won't be able to walk straight for a week." He joked, but he realized it was a bad timing upon seeing the horror on your face. He chortled again, ruffling your hair gently.

"Just jokes, love. I'm not crazy enough to get your old man to kill me for ruining his precious son."

He rubbed your side, trying to get you relax again. Rubbing the tip against your entrance, he groaned when he felt like the tip slid in a bit. You instinctively wrapped your arms around his neck, claws almost digging in his skin.

"Just do it."

"What..?"

"Leave your mark on me, (Y/n). Mark me as yours." Ryusei encouraged. His words caused heat to rush up to your face, realizing how serious he was.

At last, Ryusei slammed his hips forward, burying his cock deep inside your tight heat.

He set a brutal pace, pounding into you relentlessly. "Fuck, you feel so good around my cock. Like you were made for me." He grunted, his hands gripping your hips tightly.

He leaned forward and bit your shoulder, leaving his mark on your skin. You screamed out his name, clawing on his back as you subconsciously left your mark on him. His hips snapped against you with each powerful thrust.

He reached around and started stroking your cock in time with his thrusts. "Cum with me, love. I want to feel you clench around my cock as I fill you up with my seed." He panted, his own orgasm rapidly approaching.

With a few more erratic thrusts, Ryusei buried himself to the hilt inside you and stilled, his cock pulsating as he shot his load deep within your walls. "Fuck, (Y/n)! Take it all!" He cried out, his eyes rolling back in ecstasy, same with you. His body was shaking as he kept pumping up his loads, which was unusually a lot. You could feel your stomach bulging from the amount of receiving.

Pulling out, Ryusei intertwined his fingers with yours, lying down next to you as he breathed heavily, contentment clouding his face. "Hey, are you okay? That was pretty intense for our first time." He asked, gently caressing your cheek with his free hand.

You were taken aback by his words. "That was..your first too?"

Ryusei raised an eyebrow, finding your surprise odd. "Yeah, of course. You're literally my first kiss, my first boyfriend. Now you have my first time too."

Warmth spread in your chest upon hearing that. You actually expected this to be a first time only for you. Knowing you shared this experience with your beloved boyfriend, you smiled brightly then buried your face in his chest.

"You need anything? You wore yourself out because of me, so now it's my turn to take care of you!" A soft smile played on Ryusei's lips, but it quickly vanished when you added, "Can you take care of me for the rest of our lives?"

He froze, visibly taken aback. "Is that a proposal?" he asked, his voice laced with disbelief.

When you nodded, his face lit up with pure joy. Without hesitation, he cupped your face, peppering you with soft kisses, his grin wider than ever. "Hell yes!" he exclaimed. "I'm going to make you the happiest husband in the world!"

࿐*ೃ thanks for reading this scenario! likes, interaction and reblogs are deeply appreciated ♡

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Some general hcs about the blue lock guys? Maybe if they are a girl or boy dad? Idk, anything of the sort thx 🙏🏻

Girls dads vs boys dads BLLK BOYS EDITION

GIRL'S DAD

⁃ REO MF MIKAGE. He is the N1 girl’s dad. So much that he *will* accidentally spoil her to the moon and back (literally). And he will hit you with “but look at her and her puppy eyes? How can you resist her? Is not my fault if she asked to own a star in her name for her birthday. It’s the least I could do for my own little star “

⁃ ISAGI: I don’t think I need to elaborate on him. But I will, because i love to yap. It's canon (or i think? i am pretty sure i have read it in the egoist bible but i cannot find the link i had saved for the life of me) that he would have loved a younger sister growing up. So it just makes sense.

⁃ BAROU : he has two younger sisters to which it's canon he cares and loves them for his dear life. Barou pretty much is already wired in husband and father mode ⁃ YUKIMIYA: purely out of personal vibes.

HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE:

⁃ SHIDOU: In the eventual future where this little gremlin fixes whatever he has going on, he would make such a good girl dad. Why? vibes. He just fits the girl's dad vibes i can't explain to you why, you either see it or don't.

At the same time tho, I also see him as the unhinged, fun uncle who is everywhere at once. Living his life the most weirdly, yet oddly free, way.

BOY'S DAD (this is all about pure vibes honestly)

⁃ KUNIGAMI

⁃ CHIGIRI

⁃ GAGAMARU

BOTH

⁃ BACHIRA: My favourite Bee. He just wants a child honestly, in a very far future. He would be such a great dad. The fun, loving and just an absolute gem. He just want at least 2 kids, boy or girl doesn't matter as long as he can shower them with love.

⁃ NIKO

NONE

⁃ NAGI: I mean lmao.. self explanatory. He thinks everything is an hassle. Definitely doesn’t want kids

⁃ ARYU: I can’t personally see him having kids, he lives a stress free life and kids are definetly no stress free— he is the cool aunt that travels the world, has always some crazy stories up his sleeve and loves expensive wine and clothes.

⁃ KAISER: his childhood was everything but good. And the scars he suffered are a life time reminder of the neglect and abuse he faced. The amount of trauma cannot be healed over the course of a month nor a few years, it's a constant learning curve that will follow him until his last breath. Honestly speaking, just like Rin-- but in a more complicated way here, it would be extremely hard to get into a relationship with him alone. I cannot image how dating/ married and having a kid would work with his twisted way of seeing life and relationships.

⁃ SAE: emotional range of a tea spoon. I can’t see him settling down in a marriage, much less having a kid.

⁃ RIN: this is complicated, because I think he could settle in the “both” category and here. The thing is, objectively speaking, he is very selfish. His football career will come before anything, and like we see, he is not thinking twice before cutting people off if needed. Thus, if he doesn’t change his mindset/grow up.. if he wants a long, standing football career, I cannot see him settling any time soon. Not to mention his struggle to make friends, let alone being in a relationship. But, in the case he does change, I think he would like two kids for sure.

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I'll give you a brief description of the story I had in mind: rivals to lovers, charles will have something to do with the situation, fluff shit and lots of teasing because I don't know how to do a serious shidou. let me know!! I love y'all 🌷💗

[schrodingers-romy]

I'm so fucked gang

[yuzuhasbae]

SO UH UH I NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE A FEM! SHIDO X FEM! READER ONESHOT RN

anyway this are my ss with female shido since she so fine and i cant stop thinking about her- this is my own private bot lmao

and

welp

[seoafin]

Do you write for bllk

occasionally. when the stars and moon align.