#shes just hanging out with mafuyu hating their mom

[arolesbianism]

I wanna draw all the star bound ppl in the random card au but like over half of them are sekai characters and I cannot have that in my beloved bndori au

[rose022]

OH I LOVE AOI THEY’RE SO SILLY

“i also have a bit of the story written of her backstory and how she meets the others if you want that too.” GIVE ME. 🤲

YAYAYAYA IM SO GLAD U ALSO LOVE THEM HOLY HECK WOW

you get a sketch of her from back in February as a reward for your eagerness (also the main reason this took so long cus i couldn't find it)

anyway! this is all copy pasted from when i talked to friends about them (in August 2022?!?!?) idk its not set in stone but this is still gonna be the gist regardless

So Aoi got bullied so bad in her last school that her mom made them move. And this time she was hesitant to tell people that she was a Princess. Y'know how like in 25ji it's Mafuyu's Sekai and everyone else can go in and influence too but it's like hers and she can kick them out (and did), well that's like this. Her Sekai formed from her desire to express her true self. So she would go in and get to be a princess with Miku. But it got lonely. She would also still act like a princess irl, just more hidden and in places where people didn't frequent. The first to find her doing this was Kei, then Hikari, then Yuki. None of them made fun of her like she expected and soon they got the untitled song on their phones too. From then on they would hang out and be nobles together and eventually found out about their love of music together. That's when they formed their band, Tunes de la Lune and their song was no longer untitled. Bam.

The thing is, everyone except Aoi is popular. Hikari is handsome, Kei is rich, and Yuki is just a social butterfly. So they all have people constantly around them and who want their attention. This makes Aoi even more insecure because they have so many other people who want to hangout with them that are so much cooler.

Yet like how Aoi hangs cherishes them for not judging her for being a Princess, they also have their reasons for loving each other's company. Hikari doesn't care about his looks and hates that that's all that people notice about him. Kei is rich and knows everyone only talks to her so they can get things, whether physically having her buy them stuff or having their social standing move up. And Aoi, though she loves hanging out with people, gets so tired of it and doesn't have to keep up her energy anymore.

Also they're poly cus yeah

thabk you for reading all that your reward is a link to a playlist of songs theyd cover? or idk just them songs. also some of the songs had yet to be added when i made it so i moved all ones actually in the game to the bottom

[the-last-f2p]

Jackpot Sad girl Mafuyu x reader

Blue= You

Purple= Mafuyu

Purple & Blue= Whatever you person is

TW: Horrible parents, please tell me if theres anymore tw I need to put

Song: Jackpot Sad girl

Living in the standard deviation

My life is alright it could be worse.. My parents are alright it could be worse... My grades are alright... Everything is alright. Well actually theres something that isn't alright my friends they're above alright.

A liveless face a rotten soul

Mafuyu quite weird she seems so nice and perfect but when she's with me , Kanade , Mizuiki or Ena she's pretty blunt and sometimes pretty mean. But for some reason I like her a bit..

Hey look when you realize it

I clicked on 'untiltled' it had been about a week since we all found our ture feelings but I still felt uncomplete and more attracted to Mafuyu she just seemed like a fun person to hang around.

The days pass by just like that again

It's been days I think atleast I'm working on a song with Kanade that will make Mafuyu smile I haven't been to school for a while and I think I'm going Hikkiomori but I really wanna see Mafuyu's actuall smile.

Special talents and the desire for expression

"Yes finally lets go K!" I hit my screen to try and give a virtual high-5 to Kanade. My talent is my voice I've always been told that but I've only sung songs I thought would make others happy people here more do it for expression I admire that.

Mean nothing when you live a life without purpose

Mafuyu smiled at the song and I think I've grown closer to her. She told me that she wanted to be a nurse but her parents told her she should be a doctor. Thats sad. But it made me think how much I admire Mafuyu for her kind of knowing what her purpose is I'm just going with the flow hoping I'll be alright.

No way I don't want to

I told a bit about how I feel to my parents and they told me that it doesn't matter because if I'm not a lawyer I'm a dissapointment. I also told them about Mafuyu and said that I should stay away from her and the other band members.

But I don't want to

Regretfully continue living like this

I think I like Mafuyu yes I just realized this but it doesn't matter her mom hates me so a Tsukasa would have to say that he wasn't a star before we went out. It maybe a regret but Mafuyu doesn't like me that way...

Feelings that are difficult to except

I found out today that I like Y/N and I have hunch she may like me back but even if I ask her out what will mom say?? Its difficult to except but are these even my true feelings?

To shove them all in is what we call love

I couldn't focus today because of my 'feelings' for Y/N I even asked Miku and she said it was love its weird a lot of things are considered love even obsession so how can I know that Miku is right?

I'm a JACKPOT SAD GIRL

I should stop denying my feelings at this point its just sad. They put some much effort into everything they do for me and I obviously like them thats the sad part.

Without understanding anything

I got a note from someone to meet me on the roof I don't know if I should go or not what if they want to confess to me I should atleast show up.

I come up from all the stairs and there is the long haired purple girl Mafuyu Ashania she then proceeds to tell me this.

"I like you Y/N but I can't like you. If that makes sense." "Not really." I say

And end roll of dots and lines

"I like you but I can't like you because my mom doesn't like you." Of course Mafuyu's mom doesnt like me makes me wannna fight her.

"I understand I like you aswell Mafuyu. That's what this is for." I then kiss on the cheek on run away blushing I didn't think to look at Mafuyu but I had a feeling she was as well.

Paint my everyday life

She then ran away as I turned as red as Ena's brother's hair did she just do that and now I need pretend that I don't like her. Damn this is gonna be harder than I thought. Its just pretend though you've done it for this long Mafuyu.

There was value in keeping feelings hidden from everyone

I haven't told any of the band members about my crush well if it counts if she already knows I mean whats the point in keeping it a secret if Mafuyu knows I just won't say unless they bring up.

Because the awnser I was looking for

So I told Miku and all she said was

"Seems you've found your true feelings." If these are my true feelings I wonder if they're also Mafuyu's or was she just lying to make me happy. I have to ask her.

Just like the future was in my hand all along

You put a note in Mafuyu's locker telling her to come to the roof and just like you came.

"Mafuyu I have a question." "I had a feeling you put the note in my locker ask away." "Do you actually like me or were you messing with me?" Mafuyu walked up to you and then kissed you on the lips.

"Does that awnser you question?" ".... Yep. Do you wanna be my secret girlfriend Mafuyu?" "Yes." You kissed her once more and then walked down the stairs holding hands I think its safe to say Mafuyu's one more step closer to finding her feelings thanks to you.

Her Secret S/O Y/N L/N

[brownshouto]

With the Sun in your hands

The first time Mafuyu came in contact with snow, he was exposed, skin untouched by cold tenderness. He awaited cruelty; snow is harsh, it makes winter ruthless, it shows no mercy, but unlike what he was expecting, its touch was soothing, soft, comforting. 

Continue readind under the cut or on Ao3

Winter had a reputation; its cold seeped into your bones, snow burnt your skin until nothing but frostbitten flesh was left.

Mafuyu, a winter baby, grew up in a house on fire. There was no moment the flares wouldn't lick his skin, leaving angry welts on its wake. His mother, a wilting flower under the extreme heat, did all she could to shield him from the flame but he was inevitably burnt by it eventually.

The first time he came in contact with snow, he was exposed, skin untouched by cold tenderness. He awaited cruelty; snow is harsh, it makes winter ruthless, it shows no mercy, but unlike what he was expecting, its touch was soothing, soft, comforting.

Yuki arrived in his life like a blizzard. He turned his world upside down at first, very much like a first friend does, and then when his world indeed started collapsing on itself, he was the cooling snowflakes that graced his skin with kindness after the flames had hurt him, he held his hand steady as the hot air of the fire threatened to suffocate him.

"Mafuyu, as long as I'm here, no one is going to hurt you again." There was no way a child could be sure of that, but Mafuyu let the comforting words wash over him. He gripped Yuki's hand tighter, and at that moment, his promise appeared to him like words carved in stone, a magical contract never to be broken.

Mafuyu woke up to one of the earliest memories he had of Yuki. They were sitting down under the same tree where Yuki first found Mafuyu, their fingers intertwined. Yuki had dropped those words as Mafuyu watched him poke some bugs with a stick.

He smiled wistfully at the memory of the long broken promise, after all, death overwrites all contracts. He wondered if eight-year-old Yuki would have made the same vow had he known Mafuyu was destined to be the one to hurt him. Mafuyu closed his eyes momentarily; he could go back to sleep for a little while longer, he could bask in the early memories of Yuki, that ached so profoundly, or he could wake up to feed Kedama.

He ended up getting up; he had a dog to take care of and a flat to tidy up before his boyfriend came over to hang out during their rest day. He let a small smile grace his lips. His boyfriend Uenoyama would be coming over, maybe they could cuddle, that sure would fluster him, He loved to know he had that effect on his darling. He felt fortunate to be so thoroughly adored by such a radiant soul, a heart he had to treat with care to treasure it the way Uenoyama deserved.

By midday, he had nothing to do but to regularly check his phone, waiting for the text that would let him know his boyfriend was right outside his door. After 10 minutes of sitting on the floor with Kedama on his lap, impatiently running his hands through his dog's soft fur, he picked up his phone to text his boyfriend.

                                                                       M: Where are you?

 U: omw, sorry, I had to outrun a cat.                                                                

                                                                        M: So do you want McDonald's?

U: I'll love whatever you get me.                                                                        

U: ...Sorry, that was weird.                                                                                  

                                                                       M: McDonald's it is <3 Hurry!

U: ok!                                                                                                                  

 U: <3                                                                                                                      

He beamed at his screen. His heart was beating fast; he felt impatient in the most thrilling way, anticipation to spend time with someone he loved built up in his chest, overwhelmingly warm and gentle, and so he yelled as a response to his intense emotions.

"Mafuyu! are you okay?" his mom came into his room with quick steps and a worry written all over her face.

"Sorry I was just excited." He could see her face relax, and she gifted him a blinding smile. It had been a while since he yelled because he couldn't handle his happiness or yelled at all. Ever since Yuki's death, Mafuyu's emotions have been muted, dulled and grey. Uenoyama brought back some of that intensity to his feelings; they were just too much sometimes.

"Oh, that's great! Uenoyama is coming over, right? Do you have enough money to order food? Do you want some more? I could lend you some, I worked a couple of extra hours the other day, or you can cook if you wish to, I've heard that's romantic, or you could go-"

"Mom, it's okay, we are just going to order in and watch some movies, maybe walk Kedama again." His mom had sped up through all the possibilities, and Mafuyu knew she just wanted him to have a good time.

"Oh perfect, I'll be leaving for work in a couple of minutes, text me if you need anything."

"Okay, mom, good luck."

With that, his mom left, shutting the door behind her. Not even a minute had passed when he heard a knock on his door. He got out of his room to open it, expecting it to be his mom having forgotten something like she usually does. What he didn't expect was to see a red-faced Uenoyama at his door.

"Oh... hi, Uenoyama."

"You didn't tell me your mom was going to be coming out right as I was arriving."

"She wasn't. You are late."

"That means she was going to be here when I got here with just store-bought chips and a hoodie, that's not better!"

"Are you going to stay there or are you coming in?" Mafuyu smiled softly at his embarrassed boyfriend, he knew Uenoyama was hell-bent on doing the most to ensure his mom liked his new boyfriend. Funnily enough, Yuki had been just the same, even though his mom had known him for more than half his life, he still insisted on being nothing short of a gentleman whenever she was close. Mafuyu used to tell him there was no point since she had already seen him sick and covered in vomit from eating dirt that one time when he was 8.

Ah... these were all things he wouldn't get to experience again. Mafuyu didn't even remember when was the last time he'd made fun of Yuki for that.

His melancholy must have shown on his face because Uenoyama had that weird look in his eyes, he looked disoriented, and Mafuyu hated himself for putting that expression on his face.

"Yeah, I'm coming in, if I spend one more minute in this wind, I'm going to catch a cold." He quickly stepped aside to let Uenoyama in and closed the door behind him.

"So... do you want to get settled?" You know where the sofa is." He took the bag from Uenoyama's hands. "Oh, I forgot to order the food, can you do that? I'm going to put these in a bowl.

"Okay....cheeseburger with extra cheese, lettuce and no pickles, right?"

He walked back into the living room, where Uenoyama was now fiddling with his phone while sitting on the sofa, he took the bowl of chips in his hands as he dropped next to his boyfriend and kissed his cheek "You know me best."

"O-OKAY BURGERS ORDERED!" Mafuyu found Uenoyama's reactions too adorable to handle. He wanted to draw them all out, get to know this beautiful boy sitting next to him even further, see the look on his face as he kissed his nose or brought him home-made lunch to band practice, he wanted his expressions when he took his hand and kissed his knuckles, he wanted them all.

"Which movie are we watching?" he said as he picked up the remote.

"Ah! I asked Haruki for recommendations!" Uenoyama clasped his hands in determination only to whisper the words he said next, "I guess...we could do romance if you want."

"Mmmm," he nodded slightly, "Romance sounds good."

"Good! Haruki told me about this..." Mafuyu found himself zoning out while Uenoyama selected the movie, he had no words to express how cherished he felt, Uenoyama was trying so hard to be a good boyfriend because he cared about Mafuyu. It made his chest feel tight and warm in a way it hadn't felt for a long while, for a moment guilt gripped his heart with freezing hands, reminding him of the lost love he was so eagerly letting go. No. Yuki wouldn't want this. Or would he? He couldn't want anything anymore. He was dead.  Dead .

"... and it's light-hearted according to him, do you want to watch it?" guilt squeezed his heart tighter, here he had a wonderful boy right next to him, and he couldn't give him the undivided attention he deserved, too busy mourning to be who Uenoyama needed him to be.

"Maf-"

"Yes, let's watch it." He knew Uenoyama had noticed, he always did. His eyes got this lost look that stabbed and twisted the knife deep in Mafuyu's soul every time he saw it. He knew he was responsible for it, but Uenoyama wouldn't tear his gaze away, he wouldn't run from it. He would look at Mafuyu and leave him feeling known, open and vulnerable.

He decided to cuddle up to Uenoyama to quiet his mind and stabilise his emotions. He ignored his boyfriend's squeak and placed his head below Uenoyama's chin and hugged his middle, the fabric of his hoodie was soft and brought him comfort, "Mmm, you are warm."

There was a knock on the door that made Uenoyama jolt away from the couch and upright, "IT MUST BE THE FOOD! I'LL BE RIGHT BACK!"

Mafuyu pouted to himself, his relationship with Uenoyama was riddled with awkwardness and uncertainty, but Uenoyama was worth it, this novelty was new for him as well. His previous relationship was entirely different. He and Yuki had known each other their whole life, and falling in love had been seamless. Mafuyu couldn't pinpoint the exact moment a romantic layer had been added to his love for Yuki. They just fitted together like puzzle pieces.

During the first days of his relationship with Yuki, Mafuyu would be hesitant to kiss him or hold his hand. Yuki would respect his boundaries and not push. They already knew each other like the back of their palms. He remembers the first time Yuki kissed him; he had squeaked similarly to Uenoyama even after being asked for permission, and his ex-boyfriend had thrown his head back and let out a soft laugh.

He remembers it all, the clothes they were wearing, the look in Yuki's face, the way his lips felt against his, and his...  laugh .

His laugh.... he couldn't remember his laugh. He had a vague idea of the ring of it, but he couldn't replay it in his mind.

He had forgotten his laugh! How dare he forget it? How dare he not think about Yuki enough to remember it still? How dare he forget the sound of his best friend, his lover, his life, laughing? NO! He couldn't be forgetting Yuki. This couldn't be happening. He promised himself he wouldn't forget him, not a single thing.

He forgot his laugh, he forgot, he forgot, he forgot, he forg-

"Mafuyu!" Uenoyama's voice was nothing but noise as his mind clogged up.  How could he? How could he forget and live on to find new loves when Yuki's first and last would always be Mafuyu? How dare he forget when Yuki's death was his fault? How dare he find comfort in another when Yuki would never feel anything anymore. How dare he forget what he could never hear ever again? What could he do? He couldn't bring the memory back. He couldn't bring Yuki back, ask him to laugh one last time for him. What could Mafuyu do against the all-powerful passing of time? Time was always accompanied by oblivion, and against them, he was powerless.

In the background of his mind, he could register Uenoyama shutting the windows, turning off the lights, the television. Everything was too much, and he was left unresponsive. Uenoyama sat on the couch far away from him, far enough to not overwhelm Mafuyu.

As he slowly came back, he noticed more details in his surroundings. The forgotten food on the table, the bowl of chips turned over on the floor; surprisingly, there was no mess, Uenoyama must have cleaned that up, and Kedama was in being held by his boyfriend; otherwise, he'd be all over Mafuyu.

"Uenoyama..." he whispered. He had no idea how much time had passed.

"Mafuyu... are you here with me?" he asked.

"Yes"

"Do you want to talk or do you want a distraction...."

"Please just hold me."

Uenoyama approached him and softly rearranged him into the position he was in before Uenoyama left to get the food. He tightened his arms around Mafuyu's waist as well and kissed the top of his head.

"Whatever you are thinking... you are wrong." He heard Uenoyama say.

"I forgot his laugh." With that, his boyfriend's breath hitched, "I'm sorry, you don't deserve this... having me shut down on you because of Yuki." Uenoyama just hugged him tighter.

"Hey, hey... it's okay. It's true I don't know what to do when you get that look on your face because of him, but I want to here with you."

"But-"

"I don't know what to do with these feelings Mafuyu, all I know is I want to make you happy, all of you, with the parts of you I can't understand.

"I don't want to forget him."

"I'm never going to ask that from you."

"But you deserve-"

"What about what I want? I want to be with you and to make sense of these feelings. I want to help you, even if I don't know how to. I want to be by your side."

"You don't understand. This is never going to stop! I'm going to start forgetting more of him, and I don't want to! I can't expect you to wait on me like that!" He felt tears spill from his eyes.

"I'm here because I want to, and I've wanted it long before I accepted your confession." Uenoyama refused to let go of him, and Mafuyu felt the sudden need to kiss him, and so he did. He looked up to his boyfriend and leaned in, giving him a soft kiss.

"... You make me feel happy, you make me feel loved, tell me why I wouldn't want to be with you." A blushing Uenoyama managed to get out, and Mafuyu felt warmness spread across his chest. He was happy he managed to give Uenoyama back the love that was so selflessly given to him and not just take it.

"Even if I never forget him?"

"I'm not expecting that."

"I love you." And he meant it, with all his insecurities and his baggage, he would allow himself to love Uenoyama and be loved by him, and he would choose to be with him and continue to do so every day.

Now it was time for Uenoyama to hide his face in Mafuyu's hair, "I- I love you too."

They stayed quiet for a few moments, letting time pass while they held each other tightly.  

After a while, Mafuyu took the remote and turned on the TV, "Mmm, we are watching a romantic movie, huh?"

"Yes, Haruki said it was a good movie," Uenoyama said while still hiding his face, stealing a moment to kiss Mafuyu's temple one more time before getting up to get their food.

At that moment, Mafuyu knew, he might not remember the exact shape of the snowflakes that used to soothe his wounds and tend to the welts on his skin. Still, he would never forget the cold gentleness of snow on his burning flesh, not even as the warm sun rays graced his face, but it was time for him to welcome the tenderness of heat that didn't consume or burn.

It was time for winter to welcome summer.

[my-darling-has-forgotten-me]

Gay Sakamakis~

This was requested by @luan-decievor ~ This is basically what I did with the Mukami brothers.

Shu~

Oh honey, do you really think that Shu didn't have a tiny crush on Edgar?

Maybe they had a bromance

He probably asked his mom if two men could be together romantically and oh the homophobia that came out of sweet Bea's mouth.

After that he tried to find interest in women and kinda succeeded

Women never really satisfied him

He probably bought a few magazines... with shirtless men.

Maybe the good ol TodoDeku and Victuuri doujinshis also and he just said they're for his girlfriend.

He was a cashier at one point so he'd get a discount.

No, he will not come out.

Unfortunately, that Sakamanky bros aren't that accepting as the Mukatsuki brothers.

Couldn't care less what they think tho.

Has a thing for Yuma, c'mon Yuma threw an apple at Shu in the OVA, in ancient Greece if you yeeted an apple at a human you liked, it's confessing your love to them. SOO

Reiji~

The complete... And utter shame... This man feels about it.

Big secret

Tries to seem as straight as possible and hates it.

He is a very prideful man so if his brothers found out, oof he'd never be the same.

Can anyone imagine Reiji with a gay voice?

He dreads it if dear ol daddy Karl Wheezer finds out, his life is over.

He likes diligent and capable men, basically every seme in every yaoi.

Maybe he's a switch?

I've seen dudes who are semes who look like ukes. So who knows what darling Reiji is like.

He'd be embarrassed to hold hands with his boyfriend in public.

Oof maybe he'd like someone like Victor from Yuri on ice or Sebastian from Black Butler

He tries to get over the shame he feels.

Ayato~

I'd say Ayato is more bisexual than gay.

Always checks out guys when they're changing in the lockeroom for basketball.

Sees nothing wrong with being gay, Ayato's confident so that's good.

Doesn't deal with homophobia that well.

He wants an uke... Not like a feminine looking one, like maybe one with a similar body type to himself.

He's a top, I'll say that much.

Seeks out Chichinashi for advice.

"So... If you liked girls what would you do?"

"Ayato are you coming out to me?"

"yeah".

Will most likely come out to Yui or Laito.

Because Yui never seems to judge him no matter what he does and Laito wouldn't care if Ayato liked dick.

I think he'd want someone like Mafuyu from Given, idk.

He slowly develops a gay voice.

He'll be hella gay for Ruki.

Kanato~

N E I N

N O N

н е т

N O

いいえ

N I E

"GUYS CANT LIKE GUYS!!!"

Has a very hard time coming to terms with it.

Who wants a tsundere uke...?

Has no interest in topping another man

Is disgusted with himself.

"Teddy... What do you think i'll do?"

Has no idea what to do.

Does research and learns that it's okay to be gay.

Get chu a proper mans!

Not very open about it but tries to find a boyfriend (Azusa)

Considers Azusa.

Laito~

Most open about it, completely unashamed.

Has his fair share of... Magazines let's just say.

has a few dildos

He's been with men before trust me.

Hasn't had very good experiences with women so he prefers men.

Comes out to Ayato and maybe Yui.

Doesn't care about homophobia, if he wants dick, he'll have it.

It bothers him a little bit because he thinks it's wrong that who you love depends on what society thinks.

He can fuck all he wants but he can't screw a man? Bad logic.

Not fussy on a partner, anyone will do for Laito as long as they're interesting.

Did I mention he's a switch?

Always ready to console his boyfriend if anything gets to him.

Subaru~

"oh... Im gay"

Yeah, makes no difference to him whether he's into guys or girls because 'its not like anyone will like him'

Has his fair share of yaoi doujinshis and gay porn.

U K E

He's always thought that Kou was kinda cute and kinda liked being teased by him.

Gets a crush on him.

Says Yas kween once and that raised many suspicions among his brothers.

No way in hell he's coming out to his broskis

Maybe to Yui because again, she, for some reason, doesn't judge any of them.

Josh Grelle was the voice actor for Yuri Katsuki y'all c'mon! And Armin.

Starts hanging out with the fujoshis and meets Yuma at one of the meetings.

He doesn't trust women, probably why he prefers ochinchin.

Gets insecure about homophobia and it makes him sad.

Kou and Subaru become the schools power couple.