#shellcyhennig

[requicms]

starter for @sierramused.

                          “I don’t understand.”

        The words echoed from the walls of the bedroom as Blake stood in the doorway. His dark curls still hung damp into his forehead, his hands holding onto the shirt he had been meaning to put on after his shower. But he hadn’t even gotten that far as he watched Lyla gather things, throwing them into her luggage. Things had been going amazing between them. Better than Blake ever could have hoped for. Ever since the night at the bar, the relationship between Lyla and him had naturally unfolded, as if it had been meant to be all along. He had been ecstatic, over the moon, the luckiest guy on this planet. Then she’d told him about that acting gig she got over in Los Angeles -- the first real role ever. They had celebrated it accordingly, and then she had asked him if maybe he wanted to come with her. And of course Blake wanted to come with her.

           He had grown so accustomed to her company, the idea of being without her was scary, heartbreaking even. Yet here they were, his bags already packed, and suddenly Lyla had changed her mind. She doesn’t want me to come. The words repeated themselves over and over in his head, putting all kinds of scenarios into his head as to why this could be. She’d left him with the impression that she enjoyed what they had just as much as he did, but what if he’d been mistaken? Then again, why did she ask him to come with her in the first place if she didn’t want that? “I thought you wanted me to come.” His fingers curled tighter around the fabric of his shirt, but he couldn’t bring himself to put it on. “What changed?”

[jacobelcrdi]

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☀ ━ how long have you been roleplaying? how did you get into it?

omg, sTORY TIME. So, okay, around the 2010 era, I was huge into crossover fandom. More so, Supernatural and One Tree Hill crossover fandom. Yes, two shows that are complete polar opposites, but yO, IT WORKS, I SWEAR. Anyways, most importantly, the crossovers of Dean Winchester and Haley James, and Sam Winchester and Brooke Davis. Like I was hella obsessed in all honestly, *shrugs shoulders*. And there’s actually a really loyal following behind those ships, and they’re all hella talented af as well. I made a lot of graphics, manips, videos, have be it, myself, and I was actually looking to make a fansite. This is how I came across Tumblr, and I literally had no damn idea what the hell it was. I just thought it was a fansite making thing, although, I was just hella confused about it all. Because really, lbr, Tumblr is confusing for anyone new person. One day, some how, some way, I actually ended up in a Sophia Bush tag, or a crossover tag? I honestly don’t remember, and I came around a muse who was faced by Sophia Bush. My nosey has to see what the heck that was about, so I actually lurked on that page for a while, and still – hella confused. But I was familiar with the terms of rp-ing, because I was actually asked to rp a Dean Winchester for a second on another forum, and I did NOT like it. So, I was honestly under the impression that I was going to like it on here either. But for some reason I kept ending back up on that muse’s page, and then one day I was just like, screw it, I’ll check this out further, message the main, yada. This rp was actually a TVD/SPN/TSC crossover rp, and I really couldn’t break my focus from it. A few days later I’d have to message the main again, and the admins actually worked with me to come up with a character, who would be a Katie Cassidy FC named Avery. I was so hella nervous about coming into that rp, but man, once I did, I s2g I was hooked. Unfortunately, that closed two weeks later, but then I ended up following two of the mods of that RP to another solely TVD RP, and was there for a year and a half, give or take. This was, I believe, in 2012. So, going on seven years.

❤ ━ do you have any crackships for your muse?

hahahahaAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, OH GOD, SO THIS IS GOING TO BE LONG?!?! And you’re going to notice quite a few repetitive names on this list, but that’s just they’ve been my favorite fcs for so long. I also know I’m going to miss a few, but here’s my heart. yes.

Matt Lanter x Shelley Hennig (my first all time favorite rp crackship ever)

Matt Lanter x Amber Heard

Matt Lanter x Sophia Bush

Matt Lanter x Mila Kunis

Matt Lanter x Blake Lively

Matt Lanter x Gabriella Wilde

Matt Lanter x Alexandra Chando

Chris Evans x Amber Heard

Chris Evans x Sophia Bush

Chris Evans x Mila kunis

Chris Evans x Emily VanCamp (and let me tell u how happy I was when they made this canon?? and then let me tell you how fucking pissed I was, when everyone treated this motherfucking queen like shit. i cOULD RANT FOR FUCKING EVER)

Chris Evans x Nina Dobrev

Charlie Hunnam x Mila Kunis

Charlie Hunnam x Sophia Bush

Charlie Hunnam x Amber Heard

Charlie Hunnam x Bethany Joy Lenz

Charlie Hunnam x Priyanka Chopra

Jensen Ackles x Bethany Joy Lenz (Obvi)

Jared Padalecki x Sophia Bush (Again obvi)

Tyler Posey x Lucy Hale (this one is new, bc truth or dare tbh. so like gimme pls?!!)

Hunter Parrish x Shelley Hennig

Rachel McAdams x Jake Gyllenhaal (I like to keep my shipping wishes and rl people’s dating lives separate, bc a.) weird and b. ) respect, but I am actually very sad that these two didn’t become more. because I love so much?!!)

DJ Cotrona x Priycnka Chopra

DJ Cotrona x Karla Souza

DJ Cotrona x Eiza Gonzalez

Jason Momoa x Eiza Gonzalez

Jason Momoa x Mila Kunis

Jason Momoa x Amber Heard

Jason Momoa x Sophia Bush

Tyler Hoechlin x Shay Mitchell

Tyler Hoechlin x Sophia Bush

Tyler Hoechlin x Mila Kunis

Paul Wesley x Emily VanCamp

[chvrliehunnam]

@shellcyhennig replied to your photo

BIG WINDOWS AND A GARDEN NIKKI!!!

WOMAN YOU KNOW IM ON THE HUNT FOR THEEEEE ONE RIGHT?!

[aparoxysm]

psa that I love and miss you my lil aussie girl 💜💜

omfg i never saw this???????????? what the hek??? you are always the sweetest, get outta here fam ♥ i miss u and our ships sooo much oml xx

[nyx-rps]

u are made of stardust and galaxies and i love u. send this to ur ten favourite people on this website 💫⭐️💌✨🌻

asddfgjlghlrgjfrnvjns sierra bb no !!!! 

[gracrps]

the rules: answer the questions given to you by the tagged,  write 11 questions of your own and tag 11 people.

tagged by: @wiildflowers

questions:

1) What is one piece of advice that you treasure?

It’s not really ‘advice’... it was more so a lesson, but during my senior year of high school, I was going through a very self-destructive time. I was in the counselor’s office a lot to help me get through things (cus a girl has to graduate) lmao. But anyway, I realized around that time that I held a lot of emotions and thoughts to myself (which made me self-destructive). I would never say what bothered me and internalized them as things that I did wrong and ultimately believed everything was my fault. I remember specifically he told me, “The more you talk about something, the more normal and real it becomes.” Obviously, that sentence is quite vague, but at that time I didn’t feel validated in how I felt about certain situations, so he wanted me to practice talking to someone, so I didn’t have to feel so small. My sessions with my counselor helped me open up to people and I really treasure that.

2) If you could pick just one album to recommend, which one would it be and why?

This is an insanely hard question on so many levels... lmao. I never used to be an ‘album’ person, but now I can’t say an album is good if I don’t like all, if not most, of the songs. But... I guess in that sense, I really enjoyed the album Wonder by Hillsong United. Obviously, if you’re not into Christian music or worship songs then you probably wouldn’t be interested (x But I am, and I think this was the first time I really loved all the songs on an album. It just touched me in so many ways, spiritually and emotionally. And I don’t mean to get all ‘preachy’ but there’s something so incredible about Christian music that you don’t get in all the other genres. It’s powerful and if you give worship music a chance, maybe you’ll be able to feel that too.

3) What is one place you’ve always wanted to travel to?

Ooo... another hard one... I guess a good one is Thailand, Bangkok specifically. I’m half Thai and I’ve never had the chance to visit my family there. It’d be awesome to meet them and experience real Thai street food.

4) Is there a film/book/etc. that really changed the way you thought about something?

There are so many movies/books... how in the hell does one pick ONE. That is the short answer. I am such a film buff, it’s nearly impossible for me to narrow down one, let alone a list. I mean, not only that but my memory is awful... buuuuut I guess the short answer (without doing a lot of reflecting and research) would be Blackfish. It opens your eyes to more than just how animals are treated in parks, you know?

5) Best compliment you ever received?

My best friend once told me that I have great integrity and I still hold onto that today. Also, everyone that just makes a positive comment on my character really means a lot. I’ve been too hard on myself in the past and I always say I’m too ‘naive’ and ‘soft’ for this world, but when people remind me of the qualities I have, it reminds me that I don’t need to be like everyone else.

6) What’s the closest thing to real magic?

Faith and hope--- though, arguably, go hand in hand.

7) What would your superpower be? What superpower would you like to have? 

So, I took a buzzfeed quiz... and it told me I have the power to explode random things... Not something I’d love, but I would like to have telekinsis probably. (I’m lazy)

8) What do you love about yourself?

I love that I’m able to keep to myself and let me tell you, that didn’t just happen overnight either lol. I used to be so nosy and overbearing but over time, I’ve practiced and eventually learned how to focus on me and to stop being such a ‘mom’ to everyone else in my life. It was healthy for not only myself but for everyone else too. I feel like everyone’s so quick to impress others and obsessed with how others think about them... I just no longer care about that. 

9) If you could only wear one outfit for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Lmao, I’m addicted to jean jackets right now so I have to say, a good jean jacket is certainly a staple in my wardrobe. So with that, I’d say Capri leggings and a graphic tee with comfortable sneakers. Maybe Adidas or something, haha.

10) When you were a kid what silly thing were you deathly afraid of?

I don’t think being afraid of the dark is silly (bc lbr, I still am) so I don’t think that counts???? I’m gonna say the next thing to the dark would be... dogs? Big dogs? Though, I don’t think there was anything remotely close to my fear of the dark xD

11) What’s something that actually happened to you but seems absurd and unrealistic?

So, there is some honest speculation going on in the world about whether God actually visits people. You get the whole ‘I saw a light’ ‘I felt him here’ sort of speech and it definitely seems absurd and unrealistic, especially if that hasn’t happened to you, because that doesn’t happen for a lot of people. However, in my case... it did. I was eighteen at the time, in my freshman year of college and was going through /things/ lmao. Long story short, I was very suicidal and physically abusive towards myself. I had many suicide attempts but I just kept it all... very quiet. During an ‘argument’ between my boyfriend (at the time) and I, he had to leave to go to work and made me promise not to hurt myself. I made no promises, lmao and I think a lot of people who go through that don’t want to? I feel like we sort of want to... put the blame on others for not taking care of us and well.. anyway, that’s just another topic altogether. Anyway, when he left, I was crying my eyes out, in a fetal position on my bed just so tempted. Still, I kept thinking about my parents and my friends and just... thinking about my mother finding me. So, I prayed and prayed, and I told God if he just took the pain away, I’d do my best to be better. This went on for, like, four hours and suddenly I just felt someone hugging me and telling me to sleep. I felt arms around me, cooing me, and when I woke up I didn’t feel any more pain. Needless to say, I’m here today and I haven’t had a suicide attempt since. Absurd, some might say. But for me, that was true love and the moment I decided to change the way I was living my life. 

my questions:

1) What is one thing you will never shut up about?

2) You’ve won an all-expense paid trip for you and someone else. Who are you taking, where are you going, and why?

3) What was the moment you realized you loved creating? (Be it... writing, graphics, music, *whatever hobby you’re doing on tumblr* lmao, etc)

4) If you could be another ethnicity, what would you choose and why?

5) You’ve got the opportunity to replace a character on a TV show. Who’s it gonna be and why?

6) The world is ending, and you’ve got one final thing to say. What would you say, who would you say it to, and how would you say it?

7) What is the closest thing to real magic?

8) What is the kindest thing you’ve ever done or wish you did?

9) Tell me about a moment or a person that changed you. 

10) Do you believe in a higher power? Why, or why not?

11) What is something that happened to you, that you’ve never told anyone else (or only told a select few) and why?

Tagging: @liilyjames @wildestcfhearts @tehkatieofrps @cminous @rachelkellcr @alaskawritcs @shellcyhennig @cherylblosscm @tonkinwrites @wisteriawrites @dimpsandhoes @galgaadot

[sarahsrp]

i hope ppl weren’t jerks at work today, hope you smiled, and hope you know i love you xoxo thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin baby cakes! 💛

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

          they actually were but this made it better 

❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

[requicms]

shellcyhennig replied to your post: someone tell me not to place this beauty bay order

never bc make up >>>>>

sierra you are a very bad influence

[karolinadeanwrites]

shellcyhennig replied to your post: Hey pls don’t be mad at me too , my app crashes as...

it’s people’s internet, phone, phone storage, etc etc. nothing you can do nor is it your problem!

There ya go anons, there’s the answer. 

[rcleplayer]

my girl, HAVE THE BEST WEEK. i hope those days off made you well rested and ready to tackle what’s to come now~ or you know, more of a sleepy girl like myself. i love you. i’m so glad i met you. you’re easily one of the best people i’ve gotten to know on this site and i’m glad we’ve gotten to where we are. 💛 love you!!

OMG WHAT EVEN, WHERE DID THIS COME FROM? you are legit adorable omf, this made my evening. but please girl, you know i love you and you’re easily one of the best people i’ve met here too. so snap.

[taehyvngkimmarchive]

💚💚💚💚💚

MUTUALS: SEND ME A “💚” FOR MY FIRST IMPRESSION OF YOU

omg when you replied to one of my starters and i was like OMG SOMEONE REPLIED and i’ve been following you for so god damn long since my actual alaskawrites 1x1 blog before i switched to indie ish blog. like i admire you from afar and your edits were amazing and i was like omg im trash to this person. then you replied with trash elena and sweetheart ian and we got to talking and you were the total opposite of who i thought you’d be. You’re funny as hell and a fun personality like wow i would follow you (depends if i am energized bc you’re rude to me also like wow caps against caps? rude) if you moved blogs and what not. i’m glad i met you’re rude nice ass

[shenmendes]

💚

can i just point out right now that i love your url??? and your icon?? bc i’m trash for shelley??? for sure a girl crush okay. ANYWAYS to the point of this, my first impression of you was at wilmington rp obviously we both have a pretty good idea of that part. i remember seeing your characters on the dash first and i loved them all because they are all super entertaining and i think they are all put together really nicely. plus you’re a really good writer, BETTER THAN I’LL EVER BE! those are facts! i’m an awkward person at least at first bc anxiety and everything so i was hesitant to message you bc I MEAN CAN YOU BLAME ME?! you’re a good fucking writer, your characters are great, and my impression of you ooc in the ooc blog was that you were really chill and cool which i mean i wish i was those things but what is chill??? and i’m too trashy to be cool. OK BUT THEN you ended up messaging me and you were like we can plot!!!! and i was like OH SHIT SHE WANTS TO PLOT WITH ME??? WITH LIKE AXEL THE FUCKING TRASH AND BRYCE THE FUCKING IDIOT?? REALLY??? but you did and i got really excited over it. you were really nice to me and you dealt with my ramblings and how bad i am when it comes to plotting or figuring out what i want. ALSO you told me about all your characters and i loved them even more after that. like i get invested ok. even if i’m in the background and not in the particular storyline. i’m still trash.

ANYWAYS facts are my impression is that you’re fucking nice and you are pro when it comes to my idiotic sarcasm like i’m still waiting for the moment you’re like JFC AXEL! and you just start running in the opposite direction. OH ANOTHER ADD ON can i add that when i found out we both love to shove our characters in everywhere and make them blow shit up i got really excited???? bc i did. i’m like a moth when it comes to light but instead i get all hyped up when i see fire and things blowing up. 

send me a “💚” for my first impression of you

[aparoxysm]

i miss you tremendously and hope you’re doing well hangin’ out in the future while settling in world down unda~ that is all. 💕

AKSJHDKAJSHd, SIERRA, LOML ♥ thank you forever for always leaving beautiful things in my inbox, youre the best i could ask for!! and thanks for not giving up on me even though i dipped for a good few months there. aaaaaaaaaaa, im so excited to be back on dash and to see all your epic things!! ♥

[nyx-rps]

HEEEEY ~ sweeet thing xoxo

LIFE STORY:

Opening Credits: All Those Friendly People by The Funeral SuitsWaking Up: Terrible Things by April Smith and The Great Picture ShowFirst Day At School: Starts by Charles WilliamFalling In Love: Do You Feel It by Chaos Chaos Fight Song: Life Itself by Glass AnimalsBreaking Up: Somebody Else by The 1975Life’s OK: Modern Hearts by The Knocks, St. LuciaGetting Back Together: Night Changes by One DirectionWedding: Three Rounds And A Sound by Blind PilotBirth of Child: The Adriatic by The Lighthouse And The Whaler Final Battle: Killmonger from the Black Panther soundtrackDeath Scene: Oh Well, Oh Well by Mayday ParadeFuneral Song: Supermassive Blackhole by MuseEnd Credits: Hey Look Ma, I Made It by Panic! At The Disco

[phoebtcnkin]

i must confess that you’ve easily been a light in my life as of late and i’m so very thankful for you. :’) you’re such a blessing, you’ve got magic creativity and have this way that can make anyone feel welcome in a place they’ve been for five seconds. you’re kind of incredible, my love. you’re also dirty af and just as much of a wine drinker as i am, meaning ur the actual twin of mine. 💘 i love you so much!!!

SKHFJD. Idk if you’re my twin or my wife, but meeting you and forging this unbreakable friendship has truly meant the world to me. From day one I knew you were going to be special, even if I was high key nervous AF to even talk to you, and I wasn’t wrong. You’re one of those people that I couldn’t stop myself from gravitating towards and now that I have you I’m never letting go. I love you to hell and back bish. Especially because with minds like ours that’s legit where we’re probably ending up 😂 It’s okay, though. I’ll save you a seat and one million bottles of Stella Peach. But seriously. I’m so incredibly grateful for having you around in my life. You’re one in a million babes. Never doubt it. 

[atlxsiisms]

💔💔

My muse tells yours their dark secret

 Maybe it was all that alcohol in Mario’s system, or maybe it was just Nikki opening up to him that gave him the courage to tell her. He started at his glass, just looking at the brown liquor and sighing. “Where do I begin? Well...my mom was a theatre star. She could have been Broadway, but uhh...I came along. My dad was never really in the picture, ya know? Just busy being a director. She blamed me for the failing career and her downward spiral...so I just...” He didn’t want to talk anymore, feeling his throat constrict with the same thought of being mute. “I...did something terrible. I set her ‘mini bar’ on fire. And well...we don’t talk anymore.” The smile on his face was too dry, too sardonic. “So that’s my family story, not fun.”

My muse breaks yours muse’s heart.

“Nikki, we’re through. I can’t...we can’t.” It had been the worst mistake of his life to take up a job in an industry he loathed. But where he was coming from, it was either that or settling for something less than salacious. And working with Nikki was fun; she was loud and funny, things that Mario was not. And being with her...well, it brought him so much joy. 

But that night. That party. Seeing her like that. Mario realised he couldn’t do that. If he became a part of her life, he’d have to deal with that. That would mean setting something on fire again, and he couldn’t do that. “We had a great working relationship, you and I. But I’ve realised that...that maybe it’s for the best we separate them. Or perhaps, not mix them all.” 

Could he be that cold? Well, Mario could. When it came to protecting himself, yes he was that cold. He liked her, but he wasn’t ready to deal with her life, the package deal that she carried with her. “We’re done. I’m...sorry.” He was not.