#she's in love w the worldd

[beadelmare]

little miss listening to her boyfriend in another reality's favorite bands

[cakiette]

.. ꒰ - ‌🐶 hello worldd !! >.< ֙⋆ ་ ᳝

🎀🐾 Elle // Clover // Fawn !!

♡🍀 She/her || Fem || Minor ୧ ‧₊˚

☆ Eng only please!! (Unless its a joke talk) 🍮🫘

‧₊˚ Intro inspired by @/kogalcutie! ໒꒱

🛼 I like my notifs getting blown up so go ham!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

‼️ FYI, I do block freely, so if you are just a dick, i will be tempted to block you!!

⋆˙⟡ Mostly object show stuff!! 💤🫧

🍓🍰 DNI if you think ur an asshole + problematic ( + comship proship) in general!! ⋆˙⟡♡

🥞🗯️ Don’t compare my artstyle to others and/or don’t shame the way I draw!! >_&lt;; It makes me uncomfortable. ˎˊ˗

🥝🎀 DMs are open ˎˊ˗ You can have me insert tw/cw in a post. (If ya wanna talk to me normally but im not that familiar w/ u plz do it through asks cuz priv DMs do gimme anxiety)

🩵 Discord: cakiette || yes! We can be moots! But first off please get to know me first :’3 (read below ↓↓)

꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ ᰔ Don’t treat me like ur friend immediately, give me time to develop! I’m pretty introverted !! I’m still looking for friends, idm the age, just the personality!! 🩹💒

Socials 𖦹 ´ ᯅ ` 𖦹

🐾🫂 @/skullputer — wattpad ✩࿐࿔

@ask-steve-cobs-ii — tumblr alt (im inactive on there sorry yall) 🎡

@mepad-daily — tumblr mepad alt! Just mepad stuffs :3 im sooo normal abt him !!!!

Moots 🥞💤

@xveii — Matcha 🍵 Shes so humorously goofy /pos but so enjoyable to b around!!

@24kvealie — Vealie 🛼 I like her vibe goin on,, :33

@milkiette — Yuna!! 🎀 My /p partner ilysm

@starigen — Lav ⭐️ I love her funny lil groove sm im ur #1 stan!! Ur so pretty u dont look real,, /pos BUT U HAVE AN ACTUAL PERSONALITY AND UR SMART TOO?? IM LOWK SCARED OF TALKING TO U BUT URR AMAZINGGGG

@laveries — Freya 💌 SHES SO SWEET !!! 🥹 she even once teached me to do math cuz my math teacher b ass

@qsarahs — Sarah 🧋Just Sarah :3 with a funky y2k fashion

@admiussion — Roxxi 🩻 so freaking silly tho

@euvqji — Alice 🤍 she’s genuinely so nice but i feel scared talking 2 her cuz shes so pretty :’(

@/psychicmisfortune — Psy 🔮 we barely talk but i consider ya a moot!!

☆ btw here is my objectsona / sona !! Her name is elle and she/her. Her designnn is based of off Moppu from Sanrio (I love moppu soo)

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[catnherthoughts]

not doing too well 3/6/23

how wonderful my life is. i get to go through all of this all on my own. i don't think i've ever felt this alone before. yes, i can talk to my friends about my issues but at the end of the day they don't care that much. they can't care enough to fix it. it's whatever, we ball i guess. he walks around and goes about his days. i bet he doesn't even think about me. wow. he just used me for sex. he could have just said that. why lie to me? why manipulate me? i don't think you're a good person anymore. i'm not sure i want to be a woman in business anymore. i'm not sure if i want to be a woman in this world anymore. i don't feel the overwhelming urge to keep living. what is the point? we have no clue tbh. no one knows. i don't feel like there is a point in me being here. then again, if i was meant to kms then one of my 8 suicide attempts would have worked. maybe 9th time is a charm. i am simply so sick of being alive. i do not want to do this any longer and i've been saying this for yearsssss now. just because i'm not ruining my life, im passively going through life day by day, i somehow got into college and am sitting in my macroeconomics course with a 3.3 gpa. i haven't done anything wonderful to continue living, i've just been passing by. i say to myself "lets just get through today and then you can sleep" or "just get through this week and then we can have fun this weekend". whatever. i always find myself becoming a bit nihlistic when i feel suicidal. "it doesn't matter" i chant. because it really doesn't. if someone who doesn't really want to live can get this far then does it really matter. i feel like shit, probably look like shit, and I just want to sleep forever. yet, i have midterms to study for. maybe if i fail my midterms i'll kill myself. oooo. yum. maybe i've jsut been letting life slip past me. i've been staying up really late and waking up mid day. weeks go by so quickly. i wonder who i even am anymore. also i'm sick! coping by kissing frat men is not the way to go. i hope they're not counting on me to be larger than live. live is already large enough to exist in. i hope they don't see me as a person who has it all. the perfect woman. take my spot. take my soul. i am disposable to those who know my all. im shaking. maybe its the coffee? who knows. im a cluster of energy walking through the world. maybe the angel prophecy of cat***** ******** created by someone who once loved me is true. she also left. this is a cruel worldd. the punishment i recieve has to be deserved. if im alive to be beaten down then im ready for the final punch. maybe i can be loved in death. my mom loves me? does that count for something. jesus that woman doesn't even know me. im shaking so much. why did i drink coffee? i wanted to be cool and have energy and be the one ppl envy w my dunkin cup. now my tummy hurts. man. i wonder what my therapist will say today. this is kind of a life or death meeting. maybe she'll give me some words of wisdom that will make me think this life is worth living. its either that or i die. i don't really like passing through life. yk being alive its not too fun. i don't like having to do schoolwork. although i kinda like this class. i should've come to this more often. being up before noon is so odd. its 10 am and im fully awake and i'm living. so many different people exist. i don't think a single one of them can love me. i look so bad today. i dont give sexy like usual, im giving depression. i wonder if when he saw me yesterday he knew i was down. i wonder what to do. how do people go on? these scars of this man might always be on me. that's sad. i feel nauseous. I wish i was a better person. maybe then i wouldn't be so sad. if i was like this girl who is sitting in front of me, with an assignment tracker.someone who goes to all of their classes. she also looks pretty. maybe wasting away my life by sleeping until 3 pm is not the best thing. i hope they're not counting on me. god i really hope they're not counting on me.i can barely do this for myself let alone live up to whatever ideals people have.

Tumblr dot com has it out for me i think. what if i wanted to have a fat blob of text? huh? anyways im currently in my class about close relationships along the lifespan and im talking to my roomie about how we've been in a mutual depressive episode. i miss being loved. i had a dream about her and it felt so nice. to kiss. to cuddle. i wonder if i had love if i'd crave it as much as i do in it's absence. the insane hyper fixation i have on it. i could fall in love with many people. its not like im not desired. is it sad that i wonder what he would do if i died. if the worst is true about this relationship, maybe he'll be like lol damn that crazy got the limited edition wap. im sorry. coping. i think i dragged my roomie into my spiral. sorry girlypop. i don't think this is being taken seriously. like yeah my friends know im suicidal but i don;t think they know how serious i am. taylor pyka i don't have a plan to kill myself don't send me away. i miss the gym. i should go to the gym today. is it too much to ask for a boyfriend? maybe. somehow i got reminded of hoodies and went to look for an old text from him. "are you trying to steal my sweaters miss :)". what happened. where did his love for me go? maybe i was just there to pass the time. there is a guy with a very interesting beanie on. he seems like a good man. who knows maybe he also manipulates women? i should not be mean to this random man. he looked back over. who is this man? whatever he doesn't exist. i don't like how im awake. vomiting vomiting vomiting. thinking about how he pushed my hand away that one time. why does he exist. how does he affect my karmic cycle. i miss texting him. he was such a cutie. now he doesn't exist. you will never find the same person twice, not even in the same person. i wonder if anyone has ever had a crush on me. i can't imagine someone thinking of me in a way like this.

those were my thoughts before i went to therapy slay for 3/6

[mikelsboys]

i really don't get why people dont like s5 of supergirl. its giving so much drama and tension

its er*tic

[destourtereaux]

i love ur writing sm!!! like i geniunely read it over and over again cuz it’s j that amazing. i am literslly so happy to hear there’s a third part coming out for the cedric x reader x harry and i am praying she ends up w cedric 🤞🏼

STOPP u reread my work!!? thank u so much for the support it means the worldd to me that u like it that much <3

i can't confirm anything but you'll soon see who she picks!!