#she's disliked herself for a long time and she doesn't quite understand how people can put up with her when she's

[tvrningout-a]

good evening dash!! i feel more like myself and ofc my first instinct is to write angst so :' )

[rin-henricov]

What would you say is your top 5 favorites in Storm Hawks? (BUT you can't use Stork XD)

Aww man, you caught me on the last word :'D I thought for a long time, trying to remember all the characters I like besides Stork, but it was even more difficult to put them in their places, cause I love them all equally. So be it, I will answer! 1. Radarr.

Number one on my list is the sky lemur, a comic-relief sidekick and just a funny character whose antics are so much interesting to watch. He's just a cute little fella, so assure you, he can safely be trusted with a firearm. Have to admit, but the show would have be much boring without Radarr (and I think he has a lot more dynamic with Stork than with Aerrow). 2. Master Cyclonis.

The supreme ruler of a matriarchal empire in the person of a cynical teenage girl? Give me two! I also really like her design — especially impressive is the idea of a hood that resembles the petals of a devil's daisy. At least, never seen anything like this in any media before. Well, now let me share my subjective opinion. Let's be honest: just because she's a lonely girl with no friends doesn't absolve her of responsibility for deliberately ravaging the terras for the empire's expansion (has anyone ever wondered about Finn's or Piper's terras?) and entertaining her people with brutal gladiatorial battles. Even if she had undergone a thorough introspection and returned from the other side of Atmos with the entire squadron, it was unlikely that anyone would have forgiven her. Also don't like the fact that in the eyes of some fans (don't speaking for everyone!) she is no more than Draco in leather pants, whose essential flaws no one tried to notice :( I understand that my opinion may seem very controversial, and you have every right to disagree with it. However, I still hold the thought that «loving a character does not mean justifying their actions». 3. Repton.

A badass, strong, fearless leader of the criminal squadron, who does not back down before any challenges, no matter how serious they may be. Admired the fact that Repton, as one of the most competent servants of the Empire, is not afraid to contradict Cyclonis herself and always remains true to his beliefs. I always assumed he called Stork a salamander cause of his cowardice and dodgy nature. Even after the merb had destroyed his entire squadron, Repton continued to treat him with the utmost prejudice and did not consider Stork a serious opponent. Based on the lore, it is logical to assume that the Raptors were raised with the idea that they are the most dominant species in all of Atmos, and all others must serve them or be conquered. I just think that's one of the few reasons he harbors a general dislike for all existing races :D 4. Merbian postmaster from episode "Scouts Honor".

Oh yes, my favorite trope — «a character who appears in a two-minute scene, says just one phrase, and manages to win your heart in half a minute». I've always wondered what his background might have been, and what he might have done besides his work. It seems to me that he is less emotional and more resistant to any stress than Stork. However, he may experience some social awkwardness in communication, and it is easy to confuse him with a couple of personal questions. Therefore, he prefers to use short and clear phrases, which makes his speech more meaningful than it really is. I've already drawn him once, but it's quite possible that I'll do it again. 5. Griffin.

He's my son, ask questions. Characters that aren't on the main list, but are also my favorites: 1. These cute bunny fellas.

2. Hamish.

3. Aaaand... The Murk Raiders!

[heartbeatbookclub]

About the partners headcanons ask, i meant the latter! sorry if it wasn’t obvious haha

shit this has been sitting in my askbox a while--

I have been thinking about this a good while, but I did also...kinda forget about it for a little lmao...part of the time spent thinking was of how exactly I wanted to format it. I considered doing more of a bullet points sort of thing, but I think in general it's just easier to do this the way I typically explain things on this blog.

Rather than doing specific explanations of the potential relationships between each computation of the girls together, I'm going to speak broadly over each of them and talk about it in a more Poly Dokis sense, since that's typically how I do it anyway. With that intro out of the way, here's my vision in no particular order:

Sayori in general is a very lovey sort of person, regardless of if you're just close friends, or in an actual relationship. As a result, not a great deal actually changes in that respect. She is an absolute cuddlebug and physical touch is definitely her top love language to give, to most people's enjoyment, and some people's slight annoyance (Natsuki). I imagine she works down everyone's personal bubble until it feels weirder to not have a Sayori nuzzling somewhere on their body. She likes playing with everyone's hair. They also like playing with hers; it's a win-win. She's also a big fan of spending time with the others, whatever it is. Anything is fun as long as they're together.

On terms of receiving, Sayori very much likes words of affection, though she doesn't always believe them. She needs a lot of reassurance and reciprocation to be sure that she's doing enough in the relationship, and has a constant worry that she's being overbearing, or that her own failures and stupidity makes her a burden to others around her. Regardless of who she's with, all 3 of them try their best to make it clear that she's doing perfectly fine, and they still love her, obviously.

Sayori relies very heavily on Monika emotionally. I think that's a universal truth of their relationship no matter how it's spun. She does her best to be honest with the other 2, hard as that might be sometimes, but Monika is the only one she feels she can truly be herself around, and Monika is more than happy to oblige. In return, Sayori tries her hardest to help her as well.

She genuinely likes listening to Yuri talk about whatever she's passionate about. It makes her happy to hear Yuri so passionate about something, and she's always glad to encourage her to come out of her shell more. She lets Yuri go at her own pace on terms of how they take their relationship and in general gives her a lot of patience, but as long as Yuri doesn't mind, she will take every opportunity she can get to cuddle up to her. Once she gets past her initial embarrassment, Yuri really appreciates her wordless style of affection and makes an effort to reciprocate. Occasionally, she uses Sayori like a weighted blanket.

Sayori understands that Natsuki needs more space, but is quite persistent in her efforts to break her out of her shell, too. Natsuki is initially pretty put off by Sayori's style of affection (go figure) but doesn't exactly dislike it, it's more like...not what she's used to. She initially rebuffs her, but doesn't exactly fight it very hard. She's also glad to have someone to genuinely talk about manga with, though she gets the sense that Sayori isn't exactly reading into it as much as she is...

Monika has never been in a real relationship in her life, and it shows! She treads very lightly, feeling completely out of her depth, uncertain of what's correct or expected, as though that's a normal question to have in a relationship. She's fairly naive and stumbling her way through it to start. Once she finds her footing though, she's happy to be able to provide love to the people closest to her. Maybe too happy. She tries exceptionally hard to be a good girlfriend, with little attention given to herself. This is something the other 3 try very hard to make up for.

Her primary love language has gotta be words of affection. She loves using pet names and giving lots of compliments. Once she gets over the initial embarrassment of saying "I love you", it becomes her most used phrase, and no matter how many times they hear it, it absolutely melts the others every time. She's also a huge acts of service girlie. She loves being able to buy them lunch, or give them a ride, or help them with homework, or something. She's absolutely the type of person to buy you a lunch when she hears you don't have money for one, and won't hear anything about you paying her back.

She is incredibly bad at receiving affection. She'll minimize your compliment, she'll make sure she gives you something in return for any act of service, and she doesn't want to waste your time if you have somewhere else to be. The other 3 work incredibly hard to just get her to accept that they love her, too, which forces her to introspect on the matter. The one thing she doesn't suck at receiving is physical affection, and consequently it becomes her favorite, particularly from Sayori.

Oh yeah, this is somewhat offhand, but she's a terrible kisser, at least to start. Just thought I'd throw that in too

I think the biggest thing I'd like to establish in what the other 3 see in her is that she makes you feel absolutely safe and welcome in her presence. Whenever you talk to her, suddenly all of your problems and everything stressing you out are miles away, and everything is going to be okay. And she is very happy to provide that for other people; hearing that always makes her heart happy.

She tries her absolute hardest to make sure Sayori gets everything she needs in the validation department. Monika and Sayori reflect each other a lot, to the point that they both generally know what the other is thinking even when they don't voice this. Whenever Sayori is refusing to say something because she doesn't want to create friction, but it needs to be said, Monika will say it for her. Monika voices her needs when she doesn't want to, and she trusts Sayori to do it in return.

She vents to Yuri often whenever she just needs someone to listen, and Yuri likes to rub her back to ease her stress. She does her best to listen to what Yuri has to say in return, as well as humor her talking about her interests, but has a hard time saying she shares the same passion she does for them.

Monika is the one who most enjoys flustering Natsuki, and is also typically the most successful. Natsuki, of course, really enjoys turning the tables and flustering her in return. Natsuki in particular finds it funny that Monika has turned to manga as something of a guilty pleasure.

This is something else tangentially related, but I just realized that because I only advanced my DDLC shipping thoughts in a discord server, I never posted this here, so I think an essential part here is that I think all of the other girls have a huuuuge crush on Monika. Like head over heels, for various reasons. Sayori is obvious but the others find it hard to deny, she's like, the perfect woman. Monika has no concept of anyone having a crush on her prior to them admitting this, and is completely shocked.

Yuri has a somewhat warped view of what romance looks like, given to her by media she consumes. Very pure and romantic and dripping with prose. The thought in the back of her head is constantly "I could never do that...I guess I'll be single forever..." and when she actually ends up in a relationship it ends up throwing her entire worldview out of whack in that respect. In general, the others all spend a lot of time reassuring her that they all love her for her, particularly when she's herself, unabashedly weird. Eventually, with enough persistence and some soul searching, she starts to believe it, and comes further out of her shell.

She really likes feeling important to people. She's a great listener, and her favorite thing to do is to just let other people vent about their problems to her. Her primary means of affection is quality time, with some physical affection once Sayori REALLY breaks down her sense of personal space. She'll sidle up to the others like a cat. Sayori finds this absolutely adorable. She mostly just enjoys spending time silently around other people. The others invite her places and just let her vibe. She loves it. I've mentioned it before, but she also really enjoys sending people songs and things that made her think of them. She also likes buying things that made her think of them as a gift. She's very muted in her expression of love, but she spends a lot of her time away from the others thinking of them.

I also think that Yuri kinda sucks at receiving affection, though in a different way than Monika. Monika will instinctively reject it; Yuri has no clue how to respond. It flusters her, every time, without fail, until eventually she gets used to it and her response seems somewhat flat. Although for particularly sweet gestures, she is unable to contain her excitement.

Oh, also she's probably the best kisser out of the bunch, though she is frequently too embarrassed to do much more than a peck on the cheek to start.

Sayori is her go-to whenever she wants to infodump about something she's been really into lately, because she actively listens and tries to engage her, mostly because she really enjoys it whenever Yuri is excited about something. Despite her initial hesitancy, she actually really appreciates the kind of casual physical affection which Sayori employs, because she really likes and wants physical affection, but doesn't know how to ask without feeling awkward.

She likes it when Monika vents to her. She always feels incredibly at ease around Monika, which is difficult for her to find anywhere else, much less with another person, and she really wants to give back in return what Monika gives to her. She feels comfortable enough to freely talk with Monika based on this fact, partially because she knows Monika feels the same to her. It makes her feel wanted, and she likes that.

She really tries her hardest to help when Natsuki has problems, listening to her vent about her dad, or other people, or the world, or anything else that's giving her trouble at the moment. Yuri does her best to help steer her more towards the kind of person she wants to be, and to reassure her that she isn't a terrible person.

Natsuki is averse to being in a relationship on the risk that she turns out like her parents. The only reason she's here is because the others assured her they would help her not to be. Despite her hesitancy, and her pushing back on a lot of what's given to her, she does enjoy it. (She just doesn't think she deserves it.) In general, she's just very awkward at navigating anything and everything related to it, and is very easily embarrassed by the whole thing. It takes time to get her comfortable with it.

She's very acts of service heavy. She likes making things for other people, and spends a lot of time and effort doing so. She derives a lot of joy out of directly providing for people, and particularly in the beginning, she's still convinced that's all she can provide, but she does grow better at avoiding that sort of thinking with time. She also likes spending quality time with people, probably baking, maybe chatting about/reading manga.

She is absolutely head over heels for Monika, despite finding that realization...kind of annoying. She thinks she is literally the most beautiful, perfect girl she has ever met, and despite her best efforts to ignore that powerful urge to heap praise onto her, she can't help but make an effort to impress her, which is frequently successful!...which only goads her on to do it more. She tries to get Monika to read some of the series she's more seriously invested in, because she knows Monika will get a deeper understanding of the themes and subtext.

She's envious of how easily Sayori can make friends with anyone, and finds her to be so sweet it's hard to handle. She is absolutely terrified of ever doing anything to hurt her because she knows that whatever it was, Sayori would never let go. Sayori takes great lengths to remind her that she would never do that, because she is her, not her father. She is initially annoyed by Sayori's very heavy physical affection, but also seriously appreciates it because she would never in a million years ask for a hug.

Yuri and Natsuki's relationship is special. They eventually get to a point where they just understand each other. Yuri will push back on her just enough that Natsuki is confident trusting that what she says is honest, including that she really does love her and will never leave her. She seriously appreciates that. She finds it really fun to try and get Yuri to move outside her comfort zone.

...I might have more posts in this vein to make soon, among other things, but I thought I'd get this out of my askbox now so you don't have to wait in suspense. I'm gonna go sleep. I was sorta running on fumes towards the end here, so if it seems a little more clipped there, I apologizeee

[michixoxo]

"how does the god-tier trio show affection?"

long over due lol

John

shows love through quality time and acts of service

he would spend a lot of time with his s/o simply hanging out together while doing stupid shit lol

he isn't so easy to trust, so it takes a lot of bonding together for him to really open up towards you.

once he does like you, doing things for you is sort of a way to show his worth, since he's used to people overlooking him.

abandoning him...

though he's not the best cook, nor a good tutor, and is more likely a patient than a caregiver... he really does try for you.

anything from tidying up or carrying your bag for you is a gesture of love to him. making your day just a bit brighter is an achievement in his books.

who knows? he might even teach you some of his secret boxing techniques. you're welcome, honey!

personally, i think he's an anxious attachment style that shifts towards disorganized attachment as the story progresses. especially when analyzing his relationship with seraphina.

he puts you on to a pedestal and can only pray he doesn't ruin it all due to his... everything. it's been so long since he felt like this about someone. he can't destroy it.

even if destruction is all he knows how to do.

he's extremely hyper vigilant of your needs. it's sometimes a good thing, when he's so observant of your likes, dislikes, and what makes you comfortable or uncomfortable.

but, as we saw in the webtoon, if his perspective shows you getting distant from him or getting closer to others, or god forbid both...

...yeah he's ripping his hair out and foaming at the mouth.

therefore, he receives love best through words of affirmation.

he quite literally needs you to tell him he's doing okay and that everything will be alright. he often gets lost in a hell of his own creation, spiraling down into it.

your words make it better. you make him better. that's why he loves you.

Seraphina

shows her love through quality time and words of affirmation

by analyzing her relationship with john, it all starts with just a chance given.

just the chance of having a conversation, or being next to one another, or understanding each other's mindsets.

she doesn't fall in love easily, not by any standards, but that's really all it takes. just a chance.

she isn't one to do all the mushy pet names and "I love you"s, but she's also not shy about her love for you, making sure that you know that, especially when you're feeling down.

whenever you're feeling sad, she'll be the one to take you out of that mindset. need her to solve the problem? she's got you. need to just vent and have her listen? she's all ears. just need someone to cry on? to tell you it'll be okay? she's there for you.

that being said, in my book, she's a secure attachment style with avoidant tendencies.

for starters, she isn't codependent by any means, actually, she's rather hyper independent. she's always done things by herself, solved her own problems, wiped her own tears. her self reliance and negative view of others is best illustrated during her perfect era flashbacks. (why does this sound like my apush essays...)

but, from the beginning of the webtoon till now, she's been able to settle into a secure attachment style.

she isn't insecure, but not dismissive. she's adamant about her own feelings, but doesn't disregard others. she doesn't like conflict, but won't run from it.

overall, she's a very healthy girlfriend. despite dealing with her own problems, she tries not to let that affect you and your relationship.

however, she isn't perfect, and sometimes she spirals. and when that happens, she receives love best through quality time.

actions speak louder than words and knowing that you're there for her makes whatever she's going through that much more manageable. she finds, over your relationship, that you've become her peace of mind.

Arlo

guys dw i know my man from personal experience

he shows love through acts of service and giving gifts.

first of all, don't tell me this man wouldn't be lowkey spoiling his partner, whether they need it or not. he smells of rich people and he most definitely is spending it on you. not in a sugar daddy way, but in a "i love you, and this is how you know it," sort of way.

in a way, we can see this behavior from him in the comics, but very subtly. its less that he's doing something for someone to make them happy, and more in a way that the actions he takes shows that he cares about others.

after his ambush of john in season one, he tells elaine to heal melli and ventus first before him, the designated king. he warns seraphina about the authorities looking for her, allowing her to escape their grasp. when the siege of wellston happens, it's blyke and him that sacrifice themselves to help isen, remi, and john.

helping you, whether directly or indirectly, is how he shows how much he cares about you. besides that, i think he would give you lots of gifts.

i don't have any analyses to back this up, i'm just pushing my sugar daddy arlo agenda.

okay, walk with me, imagine you and arlo, on a date, at the mall. you look around and people carry shopping bags in their hands with joyous smiles on their faces. you look through your wallet and... a fly buzzes out. you feel your eyes start to sting as embarrassment and disappointment swell deep inside. suddenly, you feel a hand at your waist. "don't worry, baby [girl/boy/boss baby]. i got you.", arlo says, handing you his black card.

seeeee? you get it.

he's definitely an avoidant personality style. hyper independent? check. avoid emotional intimacy? check. hides or suppresses feelings? check.

we see this throughout the webtoon and can even just infer it. the moment we're introduced to him, arlo is king. he's the one people go to when they don't know what to do. he's the one that leads the turf wars and keeps wellston's ranking high. he's the one that put the school back together after rei's graduation and who kept it together once seraphina exited the hierarchy.

when everyone is relying on you, who do you lean back on? that's right, no one. he keeps almost everyone at a distance, even those he cares about such as holden and elaine(i guess?). he doesn't listen to isen's warning in season one, why should he? in his mind, at the time, the only person who he could listen to was himself.

and look at what happened. yikes. wouldn't want that on my conscious. but arlo does, he regrets and regrets, and asks "what if?" so much that it no longer sounds like a real sentence. just syllables bouncing off the edges of his mind. sometimes, he just needs to hear you say he'll be alright.

like john, arlo receives love best through words of affirmation. I guess when you're so stressed without a direction on what you're doing and where you're going, someone reassuring you that you're doing it all right eases the mind. or maybe not just that you're doing it right, but that it's okay to do it wrong. mistakes are human, and no matter how strong any of us are, we're only human. hearing that from you... it means everything to him.

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Solaris

And Tiamat.

They've known each other for a long time and honestly Tia thinks that fact is terrible. Solaris on the other hand considers Tia his sworn friend because they are opposites. A fact that leaves Tia exasperated because she knows he's being honest and that there's no changing his mind.

Tia believes in letting Chaos run rampant. Picking people to mess with just to bring a little or a lot of chaos into their lives in some way or form. She also enjoys being around others who likes chaos. On the flipside she's no fan of order, considering it constricting and in the way. But that doesn't mean she's going to go out of her way to antagonize a being of order. Knowing Solaris for so long means she's well aware Chaos and Order are two sides of a coin. Can't have one without the other and that a proper balance is needed. Well as she heard from Solaris once, the balance is more long as somewhere is orderly enough, its fine for elsewhere to be completely chaotic. Thus why she's so exasperated by his behavior. He acts nothing like a being of order should, he embraces chaos because it is apart of the cycle of chaos and order. Though running into him in the present day and meeting UMI (@ancientforgcd) let her understand, he's actually the only one acting properly.

Solaris on the other hand always found how Tiamat lives her life interesting. Truly embracing the unpredictability of chaos. First splitting herself in three, then the three pieces of her ended up in her younger sisters. Yet the fire sister was Tiamat's younger twin. Then said three sisters could fuse together to bring Tiamat back temporarily till they with Starlette's (@hxroic-wxlls-rxborn) help gave Tiamat her own body once more resulting in all the members of the Chaos Family being together once more. From there it was always one random thing after another and he heard quite a bit about things that unfolded including Tiamat getting together with Azathoth (Also ancientforgcd). As for his own beliefs? Chaos and Order should flow naturally. Thus the Orderverse still has its moments of chaos but he has things set up in such a way that order can always be brought forth no matter how bad it gets. The chaos is unavoidable but order will always be born from said chaos. Though he will admit making a reality in such a fashion means it drives off every single being of chaos he knows. That was not intentional, so he only learned recently organized chaos is something they dislike. Which is a shame because he wanted to invite them to come visit. But alas he knows not to push people boundaries.

Since learning about UMI, Tia has been letting Solaris calling her a friend slide. While Solaris shakes his head at UMI misunderstanding how Order should behave, a misunderstanding his daughter also shares. But in the long run they still prefer completely opposite things. Like Solaris liking knights while Tia prefers magic. Then the two just stares at Freyja who combines both and are grateful she only corrupted the meaning of the word knight for the Chaosverse.

[cadybear420]

39 40 41 42 43 E F G H for Evie and if possible Alan.

Ask game here!

39. How easy is it for them to ignore flaws in other people? 

For Evie, it's kind of a mixed bag. Obviously if it's something very severe or glaring (like Caleb dating someone as awful as Zoe), she'll call it out. But most of the time, Evie has a hard time judging how severe certain flaws are. "Is this worth bringing up? Would I just be making a big fuss out of nothing if I bring it up? Or am I doing harm and being negligent by not bringing it up?"

Alan is pretty much the same as Evie, but doesn't spend as much time worrying if something is worth bringing up or not.

40. How sensitive are they to their own flaws?

Evie is very senstive to her own flaws and constantly questioning herself. "Did I handle this right? Did I severely hurt their feelings by saying this particular thing?"

Alan can sometimes struggle to recognize his own flaws. Sometimes he's afraid of spiraling into a self-deprecating mindset.

41. How do they feel about children? 

Evie likes the idea of having kids one day, as long as she doesn't have to carry and give birth to them. She and Aiden have about 4 kids when they marry.

Alan is very unsure about kids. On one hand, he loves the idea of being able to pass down the positive influence his Dad had on him. On the other hand, he's not sure if being a dad is quite for him.

42. How badly do they want to reach their end goal? 

Neither Evie nor Alan have spefic end goals. They have some things they'd like to achieve, but they wouldn't consider them "end goals".

43. If someone asked them to explain their sexuality, how would they do so? 

Evie: "I'm bi with a preference for men. To any dickholes who think this means I'm 'actually just a straight woman looking for attention' or whatever, let me put it like this: I like both mint ice cream and chocolate ice cream. However, I fucking love mint a lot more and it is my primary ice cream flavor preference. Does this mean I dislike chocolate? The correct answer is no, I still like chocolate, I just prefer mint."

Alan: "I'm heteroromantic, and sexually heteroflexible. I only have romantic feelings for women and I tend to have sexual feelings mainly for women as well. However, I'm down to do it with a guy if he's cool."

E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?

Evie is very heavily based off of me, so by virtue of that, I think we'd get along. Then again, god kows how long it will be before we get sick of ourselves.

I think Alan and I would mostly get along, though at times he'd probably be a bit much for me.

F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?

Pride and excitement for both of them. Creating these characters is just so fun. And it's especially fun to make two completely different characters from the same book's MC, and explore how they compare and contrast to one another and how their in-game storylines/experiences are different from one another.

Evie is especially meaningful to me because she's heavily based off of me. One half "the person I was in high school" and one half "the person I wish I was in high school". It kind of gives me a sense of comfort to create this character who has a lot of the flaws I have and is working on them, and in the process gets to attend this high school that provides a sort of a healing experience for her.

Also, making GNC characters and relationships is just very cathartic for me.

G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?

Evie can be impulsive and say or do stupid shit sometimes, to say the least. Moments like those often contribute to her "did I do this right or did I fuck up badly" anxiety.

Alan does not take any shit from anyone that harms or gets in the way of something important to him. In a general sense, this can be good, but sometimes his perception of morality in the situation can get very muddled. Often, he fails to understand a situation's complexity, and instead behaves under the mindset of "does something that harms me = bad".

This becomes most apparent in Book 2. He'll side with the cheerleaders, even rooting for Hearst at the basketball game, but once he finds out that Isa cut cheerleading entirely because of that stunt, he'll be quick to turn around and blame them for it.

This mindset would be more directly challenged in Book 3, when he's pit against Kieran for a special role in the cheer squad. On one hand, that spot was promised to him, he can't just give it up to some newbie Heart kid, he wants what he earned. On the other hand, Kieran is also a male cheerleader, one that is constantly being taken advantage of; and was originally slated for a similar spot back at Hearst– he's not doing anything to hurt Alan on purpose, and he's the type of guy that Alan would likely be best friends with and find a sense of solidarity with.

H) What trait do you admire most?

Answered here for Evie

For Alan, I think it's how masteful he is at the art of not giving a fuck. He's a guy with a huge ego and very little sense of humbleness or modesty, but it works in his favor here. He almost exclusively likes feminine and feminine-associated things, and he's proud of it. He dresses stylishly, he's fantastic at cheerleading, and he owns it. When he achieves something or he helps others achieve something, he's very openly proud of it.

Part of it is sort of taking after the stereotypical "popular diva cheerleader girl" stereotype, but he soon realizes it's also kind of his way of reminding himself that he isn't lesser for having GNC preferences, no matter how much he may have been/might be harassed for it. He understands there is such a thing as too big of an ego, but he also hates that there tends to be such a stigma on self-love. It's okay to be a bit of a diva and a show-off sometimes. He's fem, he's an achiever, and he's proud of all of it.

[fang-and-feather]

Ikemen Vampire OC Profile: Amy

Making introduction posts for our my OCs. I chose to start with Amy, since she's my most written. (there may be some future addition to this as I learn more of who my character is in this fandom)

Basic Description: Golden-brown, slight wavy hair, slight bellow her shoulders, often fashioned into a braid to get it out of the way). Blue eyes. Sun-tanned skin from spending too much time outdoors. Athletic build.

Name: Karin Amelia "Amy" Auren

Age: 22

Date of Birth: 20/06/1996

Ethnicity: Mixed Japanese/American

Hobbies/Interests: Reading, music, cooking, running and has a past story in school's fencing competitions, in her original time video-games, roller skating

Dislikes: Being lied to, being underestimated, having to stay still, being in a leadership position (with some exceptions when she needs to), seeing people fight (especially people close to her), loud noises, carrots and beetroot

Phobias/Fears: Abandonment and loss, feeling trapped, big fires

Weakness: Despite being a master in the kitchen, she is bad with other detail oriented tasks, light touches, short movements, small components

Habits/Quirks: Sometimes walks and read at the same time (loves to read but is very anxious to sit for long), can sing herself into a trance-like state while working or to control herself in situations that may cause panic; in her time she usually went around town in roller skaters (she has a especial hate of closed vehicles so its either the skaters, a bike or motorcycle), try not to but she tends to fidget with things or ramble when nervous

Skills/Talents: Won some school competitions in fencing and gymnastics as a child, running; music (singing and playing the violin); cooking, general survival knowledge, know various languages (is more fluent in English, Spanish and Japanese as family’s languages, Arabic she learned from her godfather andFrench from school but know a little of various others); she is agile, flexible and fast, sharp minded, also very observant

Family relationships with other OCs: Hikari (older sister), Kisara (older twin), Hana (youngest sister), also treats her friends as siblings

Curiosities: She is nearsighted, but few people know because she wears contacts, since glasses make activity difficult (and she doesn't like how she looks with them. In her time sometimes she read fanfiction

Personality:

Amy is very friendly and seems very extroverted (although she is more of an ambivert), loves surrounding herself with friends hate to be left alone most of the time, especially for meals, but sometimes she needs that lone time.

She is very protective of her loved ones and children.

She comes off as strong and fearless, always calm and cool, capable of nearly anything, but that's the person she wants people to see.

Although she can fight she is more of a pacifist and would rather solve a conflict in another way, and she can be quite persuasive, coming off even as a bit manipulative.

Very curious, she loves learning new things but do so in pieces because her attention span is quite short.

She is loyal to a fault and grown too dependent on people. Also helpful and hardworking to a fault, she often try to do too much and push herself too hard.

She is honest and doesn't lie outright, that doesn't mean sometimes her words aren't carefully chosen, even to a misleading point.

Although she looks very casual, she puts great care in her appearence.

Many people find her difficult to understand, because she usually only shows a piece of herself needed at a time, like an actress interpreting a character, but these masks are always a part of her

[jess67123]

Fun Facts about Eric and Eleanor! Also ( warning⚠ sad truma/ homophobic ⚠️)

Eric fun facts

He's mix (Mexican/Japanese) he knows his Spanish, but not Japanese, he does not know his language on Japanese his kind and of course he speak English and he does understand about Spanish and English, but not well in Japanese.

His favorite food is fish nuggets that was his childhood food but he doesn't like eating chicken cause his opinion was fish nugget was better than chicken.

He likes being called his nickname Kitty boy pretty boy and handsome cause he loves the way himself being positive or pretty/handsome.

He's transgender female to male and also bisexual.

The silly thing is that he likes to do, catnip but not really much, but he doesn't quit, but his sister Eleanor, does make him quit doing it.

Funny thing is that he's fear of cucumbers cause that was his worst childhood fear that when he was younger, he was afraid the cucumber was behind on his back him.

He really dislike when everybody are some random people/puppets call him a girl or looks like a girl cause it made him more mad that he doesn't like it when ever his parents called him precious little girl and stuff like that to his past.

Eleanor fun facts

She's mixed (Mexican/Japanese) she knows her own language Japanese very well, her language of Spanish, she tried her best to speak it, but she could be considered be " no Sabo kid". She does understand Spanish very well, but she doesn't know how to speak it very well in her own kind and she quite not well much speaking English, but she does understand a bit.

Her favorite food was cookies/treats but a cat I like she likes any cookies or any treats that she enjoys it.

She likes to be called her nickname cutie pie Kitty and honey pie that's why she likes being called by that cause the nickname of Kitty was howdy and cutie pie was from Barnaby.

She's transgender male to female and also pansexual.

Cute facts that Eleanor likes pet's and pats when someone do it for her and she likes all her attention that how cute she is and a sweetheart.

The sad fact that She doesn't like haircuts cause of her trama past when she's was younger kid, she really likes it longer hair to look pretty her self, but her own mother doesn't let Eleanor to leave it longer, so mother wanted her cut it like a boy a like. afterwards she began to cry that she misses her long hair that she really wishes to be so pretty again without long hair.

She doesn't want to left alone by herself her own adult self she needed her brother to be her side to be promised to stick together, that's what siblings do and twins.

She's scared of big dogs like Barnaby she could be so nervous around him, but sometimes she was hides from him or sometimes she get me a little brave stood up to barnby but Barnaby likes to see her but sometimes Barnaby can get sad sometimes that he's big and scary but he ain't thought.

Handwriting

Ok, here's the silly things about the neighborhood and also Eleanor and Eric. Of course, they have their own handwriting for Eric, he kind of have a messy handwriting for Eleanor she tried her best to do cursive quite well at it.

Last name

They have last names like Claws it's pretty unique last name but cat a like.

Their Favorite colors

Eleanor's favorite color is coral it's our favorite color that she likes pink.

Eric favorite color is aqua color blue I guess but he likes it.

What does Eric think about the neighborhood?

Wally- whenever he makes Wally the first time, he can be a little bit of tease of Wally's height and Wally can be a little offended by Eric but it seems like these two are like a friend enemies.

Barnaby- Eric is okay with Barnaby he doesn't mind at all, but he likes his jokes to make him cracked up. And yes he knows that his sister Eleanor is scared of big dogs he always protects her from it and tells her "it's ok to be scared around Barnaby, just try not to be nervous or scared around him".

Eddie- sometimes Eric get excited from the package that Eddie has it, and they both like to chat together, like friends do, and at the end it's funny, that Eddie, ask Eric "what is inside the box"?and Eric said, "wee- I mean food" and smiles at him friendly".

Julie- Eric is best friend with Julie and yes, Eric likes board games with Julie and he always wins on any board games that he plays with great money, that he likes to do whenever Julie gets crazy.

Frank- when Eric met Frank, the first time Eric think that Frank is weird and afterwards he began to change his mind that Frank and weird at all cause Eric likes to catch bugs and getting distracted sometimes that he always help for Frank to collect some bugs for him.

Poppy-whenever Eric saw poppy, he always get a crush on her so bad, but until the end, that poppy told him that she's a lesbian, but some times he gets sad and understanding, and after that, she said and also "im trans" and Eric gets excited said, "oh my gosh me too!" and they become best friends.

Sally- Eric is alright with Sally whenever she needs him to be performed and all that for her help or anything like advice or anything like a to a friend.

Howdy- sometimes Eric goes to howdy does a Bodega and he likes getting free stuff from howdy, howdy likes cats whenever they're cute, but Eric doesn't like being cute enough, so he has no choice to get paid for howdy ( very canon CATpiller).

What does Eleanor think about the neighborhood?

Wally- Eleanor likes to hang out with Wally very much, much often that she always likes his interest, and he likes her interest to as well that she doesn't know that Wally has a crush on her.

Barnaby- for Barnaby he won't bite her or anything like that, he's just want to be friendly with Eleanor she does like to chat with barnaby be much so often, but sometimes she gets so nervous around him, Barnaby doesn't mind at all but he thinks it's cute.

Eddie- she always be so friendly with the mailman and she doesn't mind that Eddie and Frank are a good couple together but she think it's adorable.

Julie- Eleanor loves her best friend Julie, they both are amazing girls to hang out, but however, Julie has a crush on her, but its hard to like to ask her out, but even though Eleanor doesn't have interest with Julie as an couple, she's always remind of her best friend.

Frank- she likes to hang out with Frank and visit Frank to having a tea party, and sometimes Eleanor gets so many questions to Frank that Howdy, Wally, and Barnaby that she always get cute compliments of her what that meant that Frank explains to her that they trying to explain to her that what that meant is flirting, and she was like, "Oh I didn't know"? That's what Frank is for helping her out her to understanding English what they're saying and what they're talking about.

Poppy- she always visited her every single day to bake cookies together that she likes any cookies that she likes with poppy.

Sally- for Sally she didn't know that Eleanor is a amazing artist, singer, Japanese, and sometimes a bit of Spanish, of her albums. Eleanor has a love interest with Sally of her performance and the way Sally likes her songs and the way Sally loves Eleanor singing.

Howdy- whenever Eleanor meets howdy for the first time going inside the Bodega. Howdy has a love interest with Eleanor he really thinks that Eleanor is super adorable cat in the world, but for Eleanor she kinda like howdy as a friend the way he was sweet of her it's not because of for struggling her English but sometimes she does understand well a bit the way howdy was talking with Eleanor and she's always listens with howdys conversation.

[sunshineandviolets]

6, 7, 8, 9 and 10 for Karthik and Jasmine please? 🥰

heeey bluee!!!! 💕

Wayhaven MC Ask game (still open)

under read more, cause this got a little long heh!

6. Do they own a pet? Jasmine: I'm on the fence for her. she doesn't have a pet at the moment, but also if she were to have one - I think she'd have an owl as a pet. Small and grumpy like their owner hehe. Karthik: Would love to have a dog one day, maybe when Meera is a little bit older then he can get one. but currently he is petless.

7. Do they have any fears? Jasmine: dislikes creepy crawlies, can be rather squeamish and will be found on top of the counter at even the sight of one. regardless how small. Is scared when she opens herself up, the other is disgusted what they find inside. Is anxious what other's think of her, even if she acts as she doesn't care. Scared of love and that love could be taken away or used against her at any given moment. Lastly, scared never being someone's first choice. Karthik: one of his biggest fears would be losing people, in both a unable to protect them from dangers and ruining relationships that will cause the other person to leave kinda way. He is also scared about being forgotten, he cares so much about other people that we only wishes and hopes he is seen as the same way.

8. What do they think of Unit Bravo? Jasmine: - Ava: Didn't get along as the start, used to butt heads a lot. but realised they are both similar than expected. Like how protective she is over her team and honestly admires her leadership skills. Can bond whilst training since both are combat skilled and also play a good game of chess. - Nat: Was slight pouty when she first saw her height, in comparison to her own. but has come to appreciate Nat as a friend of sorts. Tho only didn't trust her at the start with how nice and welcoming she was, made her slight weary cause of past experiences. but slowly start to bond more, even if the steps are slow. - Morgan: probs get along with Morgan the least. Wasn't a fan of her attitude at the start. a grump meets another grump, doesn't go as well as planned. but does appreciate the quiet moments and her loyalty to her team. but appreciates most when she includes Jasmine in those words. - Farah: Was flustered with Farah since the moment they met. admires her endless joy and optimism. Admires that shes so unshamelessly herself and truly the heart of the family. With Farah, Jasmine would want to feel she can open that door and be herself without the fear of shame or mockery. Sees Farah as genuinely good, charming, really pretty that doesn't quite understand why someone like Farah would want to be with someone like her. Karthik: -Ava: Admires her headstrongness and would think she considers the team, himself included, as a family than just a team. Tho does feel she can be rather too logical at times, clashing with his always thinking with his heart. can get a little overwhelmed with her uprightness and all the plans - since he rather go with the flow lol. -Nat: Got along so well since the beginning. Bonding over antique shopping, dogs and languages. It was nice to find another that shares his same interests! Considers her as a kind, gentle soul who is a very close friend to him. -Mason: At the start, was intrigue with his mysteriousness. The more he started to know him, he admires his fierce loyalty for those he cares for. Thinks of the team as a family. his own sense of humour that makes Karthik chuckle, even when not understanding the sarcasm. but mostly, he admires when Mason can trust him enough to be vulnerable. Will trust and protect Mason as fiercely as he does to him. -Felix: Admires his sweet and fun loving nature. His energy matches his own. loves his optimistic, high strong spirit. Seeing his curiosity with new things, makes Karthik want to experience them with him. It pains him when he sees Felix sad and wants to do whatever he can to make sure his smile stays radiant and permenmant. Loves his jokes and cheekiness as well!

9. What is their relationship with their mother like? Jasmine: Quite tense. But she doesn't wish it be - all she wanted was for Rebecca to choose her over her own work for once in her life. Starting to appreciate seeing more of Rebecca around, its more than she ever thought she'd get - but is still walking with caution tape to avoid the disappointment once again. Karthik: Is very close with her, as much as he can be. Family and community is forever important to him and doesn't wish to lose that. Even if it means creating excuses for her behaviour to keep her more around in his life. Refuses to see the bad in her, his intense optimism can make the truth blurry.

10. What about their hobbies? Jasmine: Enjoys cooking! loves to experiment with different flavours, combinations and spices. Has started her own recipe book in inspiration of her father. She also enjoys a game of chess to keep her mind at ease, and other puzzles. Keeps quite a few houseplants and enjoys tendering to them. Karthik: is an outdoor person, enjoys many types of sports such as; basketball, cricket, tennis, running, volleyball and swimming. Likes to bake as well - even if he may not be the best at it. Lastly, he loves to garden, his dream to own his own house with a large back garden to tends to the flowers and plants to his hearts content. But currently likes to spend time in the community gardens.

[kpopcelebfacereading]

May you do a face reading on Red Velvet Irene

Alright, Irene from the girl group red velvet. She can be very kind hearted, she has a very warm and beautiful smile. She is also very smart and a sophisticated person. Like she can be very fashionable and dresses in a sophisticated way. She has a nice heart, and you can tell easily when she's in love or not. And if she has a crush, she will be very shy to approach them or nervous when she's near them. She is very hard working in achieving her goals, she has high standards for herself and others. She likes to appear neat and perfect in public. She does care for others a lot though. She will also like to forever remain praised and looked up to by a lot of people. She can be fierce and tough when in a competition. She cannot stand criticism and hate affects her a lot. And the rumours of her hating men is not true, I feel she has a standard for how men should be and behave. For example if she ever crosses or witness a man acting like a jerk by his words or actions. She will immediately show dislike towards them, or look at them in a negative way or like roll her eyes. The opposite is true, for example if she witness a man acting like a gentleman and showing respect, she won't see him in a negative light, she will like them, in fact she will be quite comfortable around them. I also feel like she has trouble socializing with others, she could be an introvert. When she's in public she knows how to act and control herself.

She can be very judgemental and criticize people quickly. It's easy for her to find mistakes in people. She also tries too hard to be perfect. She is a cold person, she doesn't get emotional easily but sometimes she uses this as a way to protect herself or guard her self. She is not easy to approach, in fact it might take a long time to approach her and hard to start a conversation with her. She is also fake but not too fake. I feel like the personality she shows in public is actually the real her in real life. She can be rude and calculating. She has sharp words and doesn't think twice before speaking.

In regards to her health. She must get enough sleep, she's not getting enough rest and must take time to relax. She can get Stressed and Depressed easily if her situations don't turn out the way she wants it too. She should try to go with the flow and relax because you can't control every aspect of your life.

As for marriage and finding a partner. It's very hard to satisfy Irene, she always has something to complain about. And her standards makes it hard for her partner to adapt or achieve. My advice to Irene is she should chill a little and understand not everybody is on your level and that people are different and you can't change them to satisfy your wants or desire. It's going to be bit hard for her to find a partner quickly because once again, she has high standards and she wants everything perfect.

That's it for Irene. Don't forget to click follow and share or request in the inbox 📥 .

#RedVelvet, #Irene #kpop #Readings.

[lillxart]

The most beautiful place for Snow White are the swamps of Hjaalmarch. Obviously to us in game they don't look too impressive, but I'd imagine if each region was a lot bigger and got an overhaul they'd be quite beautiful. Going off the IDEA of what the marshes would be, Snow White would like them a lot! Glowflies at night, swamp pods, the bubbling blue water, so many trees to sit in and comfortable places to camp and do necromancy! As for dangerous places, congested areas like cities, especially cities with a lot of guards.

Snow White prefers to stay in Whiterun and Riften. She adores Whiterun's people and feels she has a duty to them as their Thane. She likes how crime ridden Riften in because she feels it's easy to find hiding spots and it's generally safer for her. If the guards are too busy dealing with the thieves guild they won't notice a witch. She avoids Dawnstar unless she has to be there. The Jarl's attitude on magic and how he'd definitely behead her if she was discovered scares her.

Snow White used to worship Molag Bal up to the day of her dedication to him, to which she was horrifically changed forever. She doesn't worship him now, but technically she worships almost all Aedra and Daedra. She recognizes the power they hold and respects them, often subservient to what they ask her unless they're manipulating her for nefarious purposes (like Molag Bal has). However, she prays to Kynareth, the one who gifted her the thu'um and seeks her guidance when she's lost.

Snow White doesn't care either way, all magic has risks. What she cares about are the steps you've taken to make sure it can be prevented next time.

She's a witch XD so yes, she can survive.

When she became the High Queen of skyrim she actively sought out to deal with the bandit problem, but as an adventurer she LOVES it! Free dead bodies everywhere for her experiments! And she can get PAID to deal with them! :DDD

Snow White doesn't exactly remember where her coven was located, so to her Skyrim has always and will always be her home.

Juniper berry jam.

Snow White will believe in anything until someone proves otherwise. She's childishly naive.

In terms of canon factions she's not a part of anything. But there is a fanon guild I made called 'Necromancer's Lair' based off a Nexus mod of the same name. It's for anyone affiliated with her coven, The Seventh Order. So in short, The Seventh Order and Necromancer's Lair.

Natural talent, it's what she was bred for. But when it comes to her experiments she has to work hard to create the spells she wants. Her favorite school of magic is Conjuration and Alteration.

No prejudices per say, just a fear of magic haters. Nords make her uncomfortable because of this.

Snow White's the Dragonborn, so she believes the legends. She has no views on the past Dragonborns. The voice is hers now.

Snow White had multiple mentors from her coven over the years for different things. Hunting, magic, reading and writing, even dance lessons.

This would take too long to fully explain so I'll give a short answer. She dislikes and fears no Daedra, and doesn't mind collecting artifacts. It's not her choice to, however, viewing herself ill fitting to be a champion because she's under Kyne and Akatosh now. Snow White views that consulting with the Daedra is fine as long as you FULLY UNDERSTAND the calculated risk, you can't screw around with them or THEY WILL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU. This isn't because of her experience with Molag Bal, this is something her coven taught and drilled into everybody.

Snow White gets manipulated into becoming a Stormcloak, but looking back she would've supported The Empire. A civil war means nothing in the face of a Second Great War.

Snow White's memories of her family as her coven shift over the course of her story. In the end, her chosen friends are her true family.

Snow White used to kill all the time because it was just easier than reasoning with someone. But overtime she learned to show more mercy, but only for their own sake.

When Snow White expands Lakeview Manor into like a whole estate and has to pay people she gets better with money, but adventuring she goes through money like it's water. She'll raid three dungeons and be broke the next day.

Yes.

SKYRIM OC ASKS

I wanted to make a more in-depth and lore-building set of questions for people's Skyrim-specific OCs! This can be used as an ask game, or if you just want to answer them all without waiting for people to ask, have at it!

(Thanks to my good fandom buddies for all the suggestions!)

Which areas of Skyrim do they find most beautiful and most dangerous?

Which cities do they prefer to stay in and why? Which cities to they avoid at all costs?

What are their religious affiliations, and how does their worship (or lack thereof) affect their day-to-day life?

Do they believe the College of Winterhold caused the Great Collapse? If no, what is their theory?

Would they be able to live off the land if they were lost in the wilds of Skyrim? How skilled are they at foraging and hunting?

What is their opinion on Skyrim's "bandit problem"?

Do they regret journeying to Skyrim? Or, if they were born in Skyrim, do they wish they could leave?

What is their favorite kind of food that can only be found in Skyrim?

Do they believe in snow/sky whales?

Are they a part of any factions, guilds, or organizations?

If they are a magic user, what is their favorite school of magic? Do they have a natural talent for magic, or does it require diligence and study?

What are their prejudices? What groups have they come to think of as 'other'? Mages? Nords? Elves? Lollygaggers?

Do they believe the old nordic tales about the Dragonborn? If they are Dragonborn how has their experience differed?

Who is their mentor? Who do they go to most for lessons?

How do they feel about consorting with daedra? Do they collect their artifacts? Are there some they would never interact with vs. some they would consider calling upon?

What are their opinions on the civil war? Do they support a side or leave them to their own devices?

Do they have family? Who doe they consider to be family?

What is their stance on taking a life? Do they kill without a second thought, in the name of a god or daedra, or do they adhere to pacifism?

How are they with money? Do they hoard, or do they spend until their pockets are empty and they have to find work again? Have they saved for any houses?

Can they read?

[spectordameron]

6-9 for volya pls!!!

infodumping! about my specialist girl! time!! my favorite time!! let's do this!

6. How does your oc feel about labels? Theirs, or in general?

Volya really doesn't like labels for herself. For convenience as a youngling, she identified as aroace because that felt as accurate as she could get. But compared to her other aroace peers, she definitely was out of place. I think once she falls in love with Poe, she officially sheds any inclination to label herself as anything - if she's feeling particularly coy, she'd say it's because attachment isn't the Jedi way, why would she attach herself to an identity that's nebulous and sometimes restrictive? She does, however, still stick with "asexual" as an identity, albeit perhaps a bit more privately - she does have sex and enjoys/wants it, but still doesn't experience attraction quite like everyone else. That said, she also doesn't know how to explain what the difference is between her and everyone else either.

Generally speaking though, she understands why labels exist and why they're important. She understands what it's like to search for an identity that feels like it fits; she's constantly in a nexus point of identity, and clings to the facts about herself she knows for certain are true. So she can certainly relate with that, so she doesn't dislike that they exist. She just dislikes them for herself.

7. Is there something that could cause your oc to question their identity? What?

[points] yeah, this asshole. also, not pictured, ilya zephanir, apparently.

in my resistance era 'verses, volya has spent over a decade believing she's aroace and openly identifying as such, but pretty immediately gets a crush on Poe which sends her in a tailspin - a giddy tailspin, because Volya's secretly always longed for that kind of connection.

But more seriously, if we do wind up going the route of romantic voyzeph (which looks more and more likely by the second), I think it would be fun because that would also result in Volya really having to question things: she thought she was only into Poe as a person, but (with the caveat that obviously voy and zeph's got gender fuckery going on) I also don't think Volya's considered that she's got that setting for 'ladies'.

in the clone wars verses she doesn't live long enough to get to question her sexuality. sorry voy.

8. Have they had struggles with their identity, be it due to internal or external reasons?

I think Volya struggled with it a lot as a youngling/padawan, in a lot of the same ways that I do - this disconnect with people who share your identity (or what you think is your identity). Much like Volya feels like too much of a Jedi for the Resistance, and too much of a soldier for the Jedi, I think that she felt like she didn't fit in with her peers who were solidly nonromantic aroace - because Volya wanted, and she didn't dislike the idea of being that close to a person. She couldn't imagine anyone specifically, but she could still fantasize. Not to mention, she enjoys romance novels and the butterflies they give her, and the material she could daydream about later. But she also couldn't relate to the experiences of people who were far more open to the idea of romance or sex, either; largely due to her own traumas, but also because she just couldn't. picture herself doing any of those things with just anyone. But she also couldn't picture herself becoming intimate enough with anyone to enjoy any of the things she dreamt of - so I think Volya just threw herself into her studies and into flying to ignore that sense of unbelonging.

9. Are there cultural or lore specific aspects to their identity? If applicable, does their species affect it?

I think a lot of Volya's concept of romance is a bit shaped by being a Twi'lek, yeah. Obviously, since she's feminine presenting, she's dealt with a lot of sexual harassment over the years, suffered from 'friendships' that abruptly ended when they realized she didn't want to be with them romantically - and not to mention, she was rescued by the Jedi from slavers...which definitely adds something to Volya's initial identification as being sex repulsed, I think. It's something that's been used to hurt her multiple times in the past, of course it's something she struggles with accepting - and even when she does start exploring that side of herself, it comes with a lot of guilt when she realizes she enjoys it. She doesn't want to fit into the perception people already have of her, she wants to challenge that belief.

But - according to a guide on Twi'lek lore I've tragically misplaced - there is a marriage ceremony called Jasshi'rr, and basically it's a lot more permanent than regular marriage; it's about uniting people body, mind and soul, and there's no concept of divorce. Nothing can separate those two souls, not even death. And that's kind of how Volya perceives romance - it has to be with someone that she can unite with, body mind and soul, who will stay with her no matter what. That's the level of intimacy she craves, and it's largely due to her culture - and as you can imagine, it's a fun thing to balance with her being a Jedi as well; when that's her baseline, it opens the door for a lot of discussion and struggles when it comes to attachment.

pride themed oc asks!

[chaosarchivesandordervault]

All forms of Mare

What happens when you combine a race that has powerful transformation with a race who any transformations is just them being obsessed with aesthetics? You get Mare! No this is not a joke and I will prove why. Also this is the only time I'm putting something here under a read more.

First off her default form. A fusion of her Chaos Aspect and Vacosian sides. This is also her true form, somewhat. Long story short Mare restrains herself because she dislikes things ending to quickly. That and one other thing Mare really thinks in the long run both are just eldritch beings that picked different names. They even share the same has a core, not a heart, trait. Which has led Mare to having an ever-shifting core.

Then we have Mare's true form. She started using it more often. Of course its just her default form but all of her power unleashed.

From there we get Haken. It wasn't originally a third form. But Mare got so fed up with her older sister she brought out as much power as she can generate using Haken turning her true form hair and eyes blue. While she can use lightning normally in this state fire, ice, haki and primordial chaos come together to create a special kind of lightning. But she rarely uses Haken since its just to create lightning unique to her.

From there the rarely seen vacosian side. This is Mare weakening herself on purpose to focus purely on what she inherited from Ruby (@ancientforgcd) resulting in her not having as much power as she normally would.

From there is Super Vacosian Blue/Perfect Blue/Evolved which she has outright stopped using nowadays because blue is not that strong by her standards.

On the flip side of things there's Super Vacosian 4. She hates it, she looks like a mini Ruby. Only time she's fine with that is when being a troll and introducing herself as 'Ruby Rose' to people who don't know any better.

Combining 4 and Blue we get Super Vacosian Voidal. A form that Mare does like to use. She's quite fond of it even if the form comes with some beastly instincts which combined with her chaotic nature really makes her wonder how she doesn't have more half siblings on both sides of her family. No, she's not going to answer what that means.

She also has a swimsuit for Voidal so she may occasionally go to the beach in the form.

Returning to the peak of power once more, we have Super Vacosian Chaos. The Vacosian version of Mare's default form. Her wings and tail are on full display in this form and it should be noted the wings are from Freyja. Its another form Mare may use a lot.

From there we once more have Mare powering down focusing solely on the Chaos Aspect half of her inherited from Freyja. She uses this form quite a bit. Even has a Halloween costume for it.

She's certainly ready for the Holiday.

From there we have True Chaos. Mare having a true understanding of her chaotic nature and thus drawing out its full power. Though since as I mentioned before beings obsessed with aesthetics. She rarely uses this look unless she's going bowling and thus gets the same amount of power in her previous look.

From there we get Chaotic Liberation. The Chaos Aspect version of Super Vacosian Chaos, combining primordial chaos with the authoity of liberation. Mare's rarely ever in the form nowadays but this also isn't the true version but a sealed one Mare made to be able to have a more normal fight with people.

Lastly if you've made it this far the True Chaotic Liberation. Its currently a toss up between three ideas.

Bonus Ultra Ego. Mare only ever uses this on the off chance she gets so mad at her parents she turns into the form out of reflex.

[petalsmooth]

When you read a long thread about how they dislike Polin and if up to them Penelope would be "independent" alone etc. etc (pretending they want this because they care about the character)...and how they hope another storyline overshadows their story like the Featherington's overshadowed Kate/Anthony and end up with tags for Kanthony.

Way to prove what everyone thinks of your fanbase as being true and invalidate EVERYTHING you said about Polin.

The Featherington's did NOT overshadow Kate and Anthony. Kate and Anthony had the most screen time. The damn triangle overshadowed your precious couple. That isn't Charithra's fault either, she did her job. It's the former showrunner and others who signed off on the plot.

It will never cease to amaze me why that fanbase continues to embarrass themselves claiming the Featherington's impacted in ANYWAY their storyline. They were around in season one you know and Daphne and Simon's story did quite well. Luke, Nicola and the Featherington characters had nothing to do with the mess that was Anthony proposing to the wrong sister while the sister he actually loves denies her feelings most of the timeline and then insists he keep the engagement when he is looking for a way out.

As for a story overshadowing, it isn't going to happen. As bad as that story was, it still was the main plotline. As will be Colin and Penelope. Nothing will overshadow that. Except maybe a Whistledown reveal to the ton but that is part of their story too soo...

However if people enjoy other stories that cool with me because I'm hopeful I will too. Unlike these nutcases, I actually like the Bridgerton's and Will and while I don't love Portia and Prudence (because their characters thus far haven't been lovable) they serve their roles as antagonists/villains/comedic relief well depending on what they are given to play.

When I say I don't love them btw, mean the characters. I LOVE the actress playing Portia. But like with Marina, she hasn't presented herself yet as a person I could like. I can understand certain motivations driving choices made, but that doesn't mean I have to LIKE you. There are some other characters that do things I may not agree with, but show more conflicted feelings about what they've done. Portia and Marina for the most part never rarely have done so and usually just when caught out. It isn't the same thing.

The first time I felt anything actually real from Portia was the last episode of season 2 when she makes it clear Lord Featherington trying to ditch her daughters was a line not to be crossed. Even if she doesn't always (often) treat well, you did finally see her a mother for one.

And I want Francesca to marry John because I personally like her story with Michael and you can't get to that one without the one with John. Which may sound horrible as means he dies, but this is fiction. Not real life.

And I like seeing Cressida constantly upstaged given the way she acts and Lady Danbury although really I hate the sl from Queen Charlotte for her with Ledger so I'm less enthused because of that....and I love Queen Charlotte and so forth. Personally I think some people need to get over themselves, realize you can love all the characters and otherwise shut the hell up about their narrow view of a Kanthony hour only. Because you will never have that. No "couple" fan ever will.

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Being critical about Eloise's behavior is not the same as disliking her. I like Eloise, and as i wrote, she's right about thinking Colin deserves the truth and i mentioned plenty of times she has the right to be upset, be sad and even never want to be friends with Penelope again. But it bothers me to no end that she never takes any accountability for her own mistakes and how her actions lead them to that place of Penelope having to break her trust to save them both. She never tries to understand it. I unapologetic have a lot of issues with her persona. It's Eloise's own attitude, impulsive and know-it-all behavior that is my problem. She has to be right, things must be done in a way she thinks it's right and if you don't fit her worldview, you're a lesser woman, my way or no way. That attitude has rubbed me wrong since Daphne. She can be quite reckless and not understanding of others points of view but victimize herself promptly. And that ties to me on why Penelope never thought she could trust Eloise about her feelings for Colin and LW, if Penelope was afraid of how Eloise would conduct herself knowing that, how she would act or react with that, if she would force a situation, If she would want to lead a certain way. LW was much more than just a hobby. Eloise makes decisions without considering all aspects...but anyway, it's really crazy to me that she has not noticed something people not as close as her was to Penelope have. Also after seeing her brother's attitude towards Penelope, why has she not think he could be trying to get to her, that it was Colin pursuing her ( and it actually was)? Why is she making look like Colin can't simply want Penelope and was Penelope doing something to get Colin? Makes me feel unease that she almost thinks lowly of Penelope's appeal as woman. As for loneliness, i'm not going through a loneliness olympics here, haha, but Penelope's relationship with madame Delacroix is mostly business or related to LW so far, at least, she is not sharing life, feelings or her anguish about things. She doesn't have even her mother to do that. Eloise has her family for all the other topics of her life, she even has new friends, Penelope's bully, the only thing she cannot share about is Pen/LW. Which of course right now as a big weight on her emotions and life changing consequences but it's not like she doesn't have a big family who loves and gives her emotional support, but Penelope has nobody to even talk about her engagement the night it happened, to talk about what happened between Colin and her in that carriage, to talk about how insecure she feels. Again, i've been through lots and lots of Penelope criticism and i even share the sentiment with some of it, but i will not shy away of pointing out Eloise's flaws in their relationship. And my wish is to see both of them grow. I've made posts talking how Penelope needs to learn to how trust, how to love herself and about her own traumas and messy behavior, but my focus on that specific situation is Eloise's behavior and character flaws. And i stand by it, but i'm 100% cool with anyone disagreeing. It goes to show how the women in this show are interesting enough to make the discussion and different points of view engaging and that, at the end, we know they will both grow and be better, more mature women ( there is the fact they are basically teenagers, very YW) and their friendship, if rekindled made more solid, honest and equal.

I don't like long posts blog and reblog discussions, so i'll stop replying here, but feel free to DM me if anything else, i'm open to opposite opinions, i'm cool with agree to disagree and staying in good terms. haha

Eloise really thought Penelope was there to be her expectator, didn't she? It's so sad to me how unbalanced Penelope and Eloise's friendship was and how little did Eloise pay attention to Penelope's hopes and dreams, how little she thought of her. And she never listens to her at all, she can listen to Cressida, a known bully, but never to Pen. Eloise not noticing her friend wanted love, not noticing she loved Colin and had a wonderful witty mind. I think Eloise's arc will be about leaving this self-centered place her mind works in, to see that she is also not perfect or moral superior.

I hate how insecure she also makes Penelope feel. LW is something Colin has to know, for Pen herself and for Colin, but it's only one aspect of a complex, interesting, intelligent and beautiful woman. Colin can love Pen for everything that she is.

I hate how lonely Pen is after she comes home, that she has nobody to talk to, to talk about how confusing everything is, from the feelings she has, Colin has showed her and her recent path to her sexuality, writing alone and overwhelmed. It made me feel so much for her. And people wonder why she has LW. It's the only way someone will actually hear her. Her only voice, her only escape to where she is not belittled and not made to doubt her worth. She has never been shown truly how wonderful is to be loved. And i can't wait for Colin's sweet and protective nature to show her in every way.

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🍰 for liz and zil?

🍰 [CAKE SLICE] How does your OC change as you get to know them?

Waugh this got LONG. I love these two a lot their relationship to others and eachother makes me so ill. Thank you for asking about them!

The basics are, as both Vrn and the audience get to know them, Liz and Zil go from these wild but knowing twin adventurers who barely get along to a pair of deeply caring but also very scared siblings who ultimately just don't want to lose eachother, but also want to grow as people away from eachother. Deeper look as to why under the cut.

Liz first appears to be a rash, rude brute who loves to fight and doesn't really care what anyone thinks. She just does what she thinks is best and only barely tries to align it with the set goal, but can also disregard that choice at the drop of a hat. But as time goes on, it becomes clear that she actually cares quite a lot about the people in her life, but struggles to express how she feels due to the high 'protector' pedestal she puts herself on. She also really thinks rather lowly of herself because she's constantly brought down and insulted, even by people she was/is close to. Even though she fights back against those blows, it doesn't mean they don't reinforce the idea that she's lesser compared to Zil and even Vrn, so it's all the more important that she protects them even at the cost of herself. A part of her knows and wants to let go of Zil, but a larger part of her is still so terrified of losing him because she blames herself for him losing his arm that she can't. She puts so much focus into this goal that she's pretty much forgotten what else she's wanted to do, like actually move on from her past relationship and find a new partner, but she also doesn't feel ready to pursue that goal and commit to someone out of fear that they'll grow to dislike her just like she thinks everyone else important to her already has.

Zil first appears to be extremely cold and unfazed, a genius engineer who hates being stuck with his sister because she's a nuisance. But in reality, Zil is incredibly passionate and even as excitable as Liz to an extent. He has just been extremely stifled, both societally because he was supposed to hold a high position in their family that wouldn't allow him to pursue his passions and by Liz refusing to leave his side after he lost his arm, which has drained and disheartened him to the state he's currently in. He wants to leave to pursue his passions; but the same time, he recognizes how self-sacrificial and provocative Liz is and it worries him. Unlike a lot of people, Zil knows and will defend that Liz isn't stupid, he knows she can be a cunning fighter and is actually socially aware+charming than he is. But that doesn't stop him from fearing the possibility of Liz getting herself killed, either by trying to save someone or by getting under the wrong person's skin, because she's so impulsive. He feels he communicated this well to Liz and she just won't accept it, but he always goes about it very unemotionally and that makes Liz angry because she doesn't care about the benefits of him leaving more than she cares about him living, which Zil would understand but Liz doesn't communicate this well at all because she's angry.

Tldr: Liz and Zil might seem like kinda cool loser asshats on the surface, but deeper down they're emotional loser asshats who need to learn to properly communicate both with other people and eachother.