#she's a complicated girl it seems
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it never slips my mind that kaycee died young but it took me a bit to register that her manner of death is one of the most unimaginably painful ones to go through. oh well if homegirl was lucky she passed out from the smoke before she could feel her skin peel off 😁🤞
#i know her death is prooobably an assassination? given what she knew and her being the only casualty#even though risking burning down your whole building seems excessive..#but i like the thought it was purely tragic cosmic joke on her HAH#like god has it out for her. girl just die#'the exact circumstances of her death are unknown''#i dont know if that statement is regarding what killed her specifically or what started the fire or both#i know theres something about faulty wiring but we know gamefuna would just lie lol#do you think EMTs got there before she was taken by complications? or was she olone when the light left her eyes.#did the defibrillator fail?#kaycee hobbes
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it BETTER move kipperlily from an A+ to a failing grade once it gets out she’s killed TWO of her own party members
#like come on. COME ON#that’s GOTTA be a massive failure for adventuring party school#like sure buddy will probably be revived and lucy’s death seems…complicated#but that girl slit her own teammates throat with a SMILE on her face and ZERO hesitation#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20#fhjy spoilers#kipperlilly copperkettle#yeah obviously i have my priorities straight here demanding she be failed at school for murder
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i feel as if im going mad so im going to just put this out here. real quick. movieunleashers starters ramble.
i cant stop thinking about how mudkip broke down in that one scene in "Typomaniac," when Chespin called him mean. for a second he lets his mask slip a little bit and to me he just... acts his age. he starts crying and calls chespin mean back. maybe im just hyperfocusing on this one detail but mudkip is about 12 years old.
and that just makes me wonder what happened in this guys life that brought him to where he is now. and it makes it all the more tragic how his whole world revolves around chespin, but he is the one bringing him the most pain. and how young he was when he died.
there is a large theme of growing up in "Rare Candy." the characters ages are emphasized in that particular episode, and one of the main conflicts is fennekin wanting to evolve faster.
the thing about characters in these stories is that they're not allowed to just be kids, to have a childhood. so many bad things happen to them. like. mudkips whole, Everything. fennekin when she was famous in typomaniac, or dealing with her own insecurities/pressure from society about her relationship w chespin. and chespin always having to shoulder his friends problems & always somehow managing to stay positive despite everything.
why cant they just. play video games. eat ice cream or something. go to the movies
at the end of the day, i think both mudkip and fennekin are characters who grew up too fast. by distancing himself from them, chespin refused to follow in their footsteps and just wanted to stay a kid.
good for him.
#starters movieunleashers#rambles#long post#mudkip starters#fennekin starters#chespin starters#NOT TO SAY THAT BEING 12 YEARS OLD ABSOLVES YOU OF ALL CRIME BUT GOOD GOD#i honestly think it was good for chespin to distance himself from them??? especially mudkip. holy cow#he seemed... happier(?) in wild oranberries but tbf its hard to say for sure#bc chespin loves doing this thing called “lying”#also. i saw the end credits sequence#not sure how to feel about it i do not have enough information to go off of#but i suppose itll make more sense... all in due time#but going back to what i said earlier i think the issues a lot more complicated#i worry about chespin that boys friendship is basically just “i can fix him!” like girl. no#THEY ALL NEED THERAPY#INCLUDING THE GANG FROM LAVENDER TOWN#*ESPECIALLY* THOSE GUYS#please. ill cry#i cant help but think this will all end in tragedy#i hope mudkip gets a good ending or at least a bittersweet one#like again. he kills people. but hes also like not even in high school and i feel bad for all of them#anyways IM SORRH GOR YHE LONG RAMBLE I RLLY LIKE THIS SERIES??? AND THIS THOUGHT WAS EATING ME ALIVE SO I RLLY WANTED TO SAY IT#hey gang. new hyperfixation#hm. i should also mention the “watching his close friend die on front of him and feeling responsible for it” to the list of chespins traumas#i domt think fennekin was a “bad friend” as much as i think she just had her owm things toing on#and its entirely chespins choice to dostance himself from her
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like on the one hand language matters and i too sometimes find slang trends annoying and/or concerning and on the other hand sometimes women do actually make jokes and talk shit on the internet with their friends and it is not actually that deep and commentary on phenomena gets to a weird point where i’m like i don’t know how “these idiot losers on the internet using a two to four word phrase they will have moved on from in a year are basically the primary cause of patriarchal oppression” is the feminist take. like sometimes i start to think the plot has been lost.
#girl dinner sort of radicalized me on this#but i recently saw (can’t remember where) a really impassioned and genuinely angry and upset deep reading of ‘i’m just a girl’#which more than anything made me think of the anti taylor swift redditors who think it’s super weird when swifties call her mother#bc they’re online but in that particular reddit way where they’re still offline enough to like. think swifties invented this#and that it came from their troubling psychosexual obsession with taylor swift#and is uniquely revealing of the swiftie mentality#instead of… well i don’t have to explain it to you.#like are there people as accused in wherever i saw this trying to use ‘i’m just a girl’ to dodge accountability or refuse to grow or w/e?#yeah probably. people with bad personalities do all kinds of things!#i don’t really believe in the hypothetical adult woman who would be learning and growing if only she had not encountered#people on the internet saying ‘i’m just a girl’ who gave her permission to thus infantilize herself#i think that’s making up a guy to get mad at. girl to get mad at. whatever.#and like it’s complicated and if for example you said girl math to me i would become the joker instantly….#but…. idk. sometimes it feels weird! sometimes the vibes are off!#also i should be sleeping but i have had the HICCUPS#although working myself up about this seems to have distracted me while they calmed down
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okay lol mini rant in the tags sorry i just HAD to get this off my chest 😭 sorry if this is very incoherent and poorly worded or structured or whatever i'm just. pretty out of it and i cannot really think to write this properly. well, that or i am probably just illiterate actually. Yeah that's it lol
#why are friendships so complicated#in my last year of senior high school at an all girls school#i transferred last year#and it's just cliques left and right#they all hate each other#i'm the type of person who can vibe with all of them even if their personalities are very very different#i am kind of friends with everyone in the sense that i can find common ground and have interact comfortably and enjoyably#my friend group from grade 11 (theyve been friends w each other for so long and i was the newcomer) dissolved this year bc things went down#i dont know the full extent of what happened#but those five friends split and three have merged with another group#the group that isolate my other two friends and seem to not like them#at least the “leader” of the group anyway. Not so sure about the rest#and now i am stuck in the middle lol. I have other friends from other groups but they have their own groups#the three girls already have each other and the new group (it's kind of a mix of me excluding myself on purpose and them not including me#in things presumably bc i am still “close” with my other two friends they don't like#it is a weird dynamic because me and the other group the three other girls merged with can vibe with each other#we can laugh with each other and enjoy each others company when theyre not talking shit (they rarely do it in front of ppl so i havent rlly#seen the full extent of it)#and also my two other friends are obviously closer to each other than with me since theyve been friends for way longer#i remember i had a conversation with one of my friends from the three girls that split away#it was something like i have to tell the class this and that etc since im the president#and i am not a very assertive person i am also very scared of being disliked. I told her i didn't want the class to hate me and she said#“everybody likes you you are friends with everyone”#it really doesn't feel that way. why do i feel like secretly they are talking shit#again i dont even know why we split up#but now i am just. Stuck in the middle#the thing is ive never even heard my other three friends talk shit and do nasty stuff with the new group/the main clique of the class#i havent seen the bad side to anything that i hear whispers about because ive never seen it#i havent been subjected to it either#i feel like i am wrong about a lot of things but i am just. blind or too deep into my people pleasing tendencies to not realize shit
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i think human nature/family of blood is a really good two parter in how it manages to show how full of shit ten is 🫶
#look . i LOVE ten . esp whatevers going on w him in s3 he's horrible and i like that#but just !! martha :(#its so incredibly unfair to martha he doesnt unleash his wrath on the Family he chooses to hide instead and okay yeah fair#and sure u can say the tardis chose the setting and time period for them to hide in but like#did that not filter in to his calculations he went through all that turned himself human put his friendship with martha to the test in#the worst way possible. knowing she wouldn't let herself leave him even if he was Abhorrent towards her (and he was) because#of her duty to the universe and beyond and whatever . to blend in and keep the Family off their tails#and she's put in a demeaning position and degraded and even he doesn't seem to care much for her but she still hangs on#and then in the end its like its all for naught. all that pain and suffering martha went through being the only one w her wits about her#he had the capacity to deal w the threat the whole time he had the ability to dole out a horrible punishment he could definitely#have dealt with them a different way than that too .#and instead in his quest to be the bigger person he ends up putting martha through the horrors and then#does the same with the Family anyway ! i dont think he can ever tell her how harshly he dealt with them#surely this isnt an original thought im just thinking Way too much about blue moon by niki#he Does care more about being good than being good to her specifically !! and its so upsetting theyre so volatile i miss them#its more complicated than that sure but at the same time. it sort of isnt .#anyway martha jones my love my life u deserved at least a billion apologies alongside the thanks like god . whats wrong w him#oh and also he wants to move on without properly talking about it . act as if it never happened#like girl be fucking considerate for ONCE she just went through a personal hell for you !!! how insanely lonely she must of been#i dont believe martha ever let him just brush past it w no acknowledgement like yes i think she definitely didnt want to discuss the#accidental confession but i Do think she would sit him down to finally get him to Accept he cant just take her wherever in the past#if he's not ready to look out for her . its a vital conversation i think they need to have otherwise martha would just walk out there#not even love could make her stay through that its been established already she has the strength to try walk away#and also to try and but through his bullshit and demand answers . and here more than ever she deserves his acknowledgement and he Knows it
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T'Pring
#T'Pring#T'Pring art#though I don't think Christine holds ill-will towards T'Pring I do think 'you belong with me' fits her and Spock very well - its complicate#'You have a smile that could light up this whole town I havent seen it in awhile since she brought you down you say you're fine#I know you better than thaaat hey whatcha doin with a girl like THAT' <- Christine LITERALLY said this when she gave Spock that speech abou#how emotions are good actually#me watching snw is just the 'epcot ball......' meme but I'm thinking about T'Pring#SNW: ok so theres the gorn and this lady shares a name with kahn which is a reference to blabla and we hate the gorn and there's some#tension with the klingons and the federation rules regarding the illyrian genetic modification Pike doom prophecy and-#Me: Ep cot baaalll......................#<- having a great time <3#SNW#SNW art#It seems unlikely to me that T'Pring wouldn't also be a target for bullying or harassment if Spock got so much#star trek#star trek art
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Constantly thinking abour karen wheeler btw but in a way that makes everyone here super madsies
#my problem is that when ppl say they like their female characters problematic they mean#'i want them to have flaws that i can blame on the nearest male character' and tbh thatd so boring and also. pretty infantilizing?#tbh to the point where its like do you guys even get karens character or. anyways.#like So Many Thoughts#like shes either the narc emotionally abusive mother or a victimized angel 🥺🥺🥺 neither of which is true btw#im so pretentious i like to think that i get where karen fits in the fabric of st's themes#i think positioning her as a 'freak' kind of defeats that? bc karen to me always seemed like the opposite#shes attrative skinny formerly a cheerleader charismatic white and suburban. shes literally a white boomer named karen.#all of that is complicated by the fact that shes also a woman who was raised in the veryyy conservativ era of the 50s#shes very much someone who is smart but also follows the tides and only really rebels when its the popular counter culture to do#like her at the pool in s3 with all her other housewife friends#and its like so easy to get what ppl say about her mothering skills but it often gets pushed into very black and white discourse#like karen obviously cares about her kids but its a case of actions mattering more than words and performance#like karen will TELL mike that she wants him to talk to her and shell hug him when shes supposed to (performance) but when mike had symptoms#of ptsd? karen punishes him. but also ptsd was not super well known back then#but what im saying is that karen PERFORMS but is she actually a safe person to go to? i think thats what her arc is about#like thats why the mikekaren hug at the end of s4 was important bc not only does she hug him hut she also makes it clear she doesnt want to#lose him#its that reassurance after a traumatizing event from a parent that kids and teens need!#i think karen does what she thinks she is supposed to do but also i think shes the typical white boomer who lacks a lot of self awareness#in how she treats ppl#doesnt make her a bad person. honestly i think shes a good person#i think when all characters are humanized and flawed what separates a good person from a bad person in st#is whether they like to inflict pain (like brenner) or if theyre just a flawed human beings (good but nuanced)#girl whos been thinking abt karen all day <- me
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im about to go on an arin hanson-esque subway rant, ill tell you what
#i just wanted a sandwich made without complications. why was it so complicated#truthfully i feel like a large portion of my anger is autism-based so i don't think the fault is all theirs#but good lord. i was not even Greeted. the person just stared at me like a deer in headlights#i order a sandwich from the selection they have on the wall to 1. make it easier for me to explain what i want#and 2. to make it easier on this girl who clearly seems new or just uninterested#she then continues to ask me what i want on it. as if i didn't just tell her the thing i wanted#she could have at least clarified if i wanted the same stuff or if i wanted to change it#nope. she didn't even ask if i wanted it toasted. Which I Did. by the way#i did not tip her i felt like a karen like that was just a really lousy experience#but at least i have a big sandwich to eat now. yayyyy#i think my mistake was going to a subway in a walmart. i just wanted to go bc it was closer...
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on silly gender moments with snow: realizing you've been saying "i shouldve been born a guy" since you were like. 10
#IM NOT SAYING THAT IM A GUY yes i am sorta.#its complicated idek#actually you can come out of my draft since im cleaning hi#snow speaks#i was saying this on a different blog bc i was like >_> hmmm dont feel comfy talking about it on main#but then you know what its fine#anyways was having a moment of realization after my friend texted me 'hey girl!' and i was like stomping around like >:I i am not a girl!!!#i cant tell if thats just me not really feeling like i align to a girlthese days and i dont wanna use she/her (or am just v tired of using#them compared to they/them and even moreso he/him since no one bothers with those around me)#also i still joke about this alot which is kinda funny bc i do it half joking and like enough that i can dip out of the convo if they seem#weird about it BUT ANYWAYS LMAOOOO#snows gender: a joke.#anyways i need to look for something inmy drafts
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1 day i will make a meta of sansa's dynamic with her metaphorical champions/suitors & how that correlates to the ashford theory (i.e sansa being betrothed to joffrey baratheon, then promised to willas tyrell, then being married to tyrion lannister, then being married to harry hardying then married to aegon vi targaryen & aurane velaryon but it is not this day. lmao. when i make that meta it'll be so over for y'all.
#just know that. she never marries after aurane. btw lmao#like if he like g-d forbid ever died before she did she'd like. literally never marry or love again like. thats it lmfao#but anyway like. she has a complicated relationship w/ all of them tbh & reflects on them sometimes.#she obviously hates joffrey for him abusing her but like. she can't help but feel sad for him at times bc like. he was so young.#if he had the right people around him maybe he would've turned out okay eventually. but it didnt happen. she never met willas but sometimes#she wondered what it would've been like to be lady of highgarden but she hopes he's doing alright. her dynamic w/ tyrion is. complicated#like. he was never like openly cruel to her or anything & she's grateful to him for saving her life & standing up for her but like.#there's always that grief surrounding their families & i think she resented & mostly afraid of him at the time but in hindsight she's+#grateful that he never hurt her or forced himself on her. harry she hardly knew unfortunately but like she disliked him at first#but then he actually seemed to warm up to her & she had him tied around her lil finger but she knows that she wouldn't like to be married+#to a guy who actually has children w/ sb else. like. she's seen how that played out & while she wouldn't be mean it makes her uncomfortable#but especially surrounding aegon bc like. she's not naive enough to say she loved him but like. she actually LIKED him#like. while she was wary of him at first she warmed up to him & genuinely respected him as a person & most importantly aegon was her FRIEND#they got along rly well due to their similar upbringings & what they had to do to survive & like. he's actually a decent guy in canon. lmao#he's handsome & was chivalrous & honorable & sweet w/ her but also like batshit insane in a good way. like.#he was the golden prince she always wanted since she was a little girl; the prince that joffrey was supposed to be but never was.#he gave her a future as queen of westeros that was originally HERS. so when daenerys eventually executes him she has mixed feelings about i#aegon was good to her & she'd vowed not to betray him & she actually intended to keep that vow. to her she was forever in his debt+#he gave her a future from her isolation & suffering @ winterfell bc of how much everything changed & he waited for her to love him back.#he actually showed her respect & gave her a solid future when she felt alone & abandoned & led her gently into a world of his own making+#& gave her back her honor & a future. esp when the north was divided between jon rickon & herself. most preferred jon or rickon over her.#without aegon's intervention she probably would've had to marry some northern lord below her station. the winterfell succession crisis wild#but aurane velaryon? that's the love of her life. her bold captain. he taught her how to love & coaxed her in the sun to bloom & freed her.#freed her from the chains of her family obligations. he taught her to break the rules of tradition & follow her heart & trust her instincts#he was there with her in her darkest hour. he quite literally saved her life & defended her honor when no one else had the balls to do that#no one looks @ or touches her the way aurane does she loved him madly truly & deeply he took her girlhood in his stride but when autumn cam#she escaped & had to push him into the deepest recesses of her mind in the name of survival & pragmatism but she never stopped loving him.#& his sweet memory brought too much heartache & bittersweetness for her. she lowkey waited for him for years. & they EVENTUALLY reunited !#he fought & got legitimized for HER. she's. so genuinely happy w/ that man. he's one of her best friends & the father to her children.
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“ugh why couldn’t nishiki see that reina was Right There and would’ve made such a good girlfriend–” he’s gay, susan
#easy explanation. next#don’t say a word about yumi. that whole thing smells like comp het to me and you can’t tell me otherwise#not in MY house#my personal self indulgent hc is that reina is a close friend to him because he goes to Serena alot and gets drunk and when he’s drunk he’s.#like. basically a white girl drunk when left to his own devices and ends up crying and spilling all his secrets and emotions and etc and#reina has inevitably learned a LOT about him through that not even really by choice#most relevantly; that he’s got a Lot of repressed gay angst going on in his fucked up little brain#has never mentioned legitimate or deep feelings for any girls before and it doesn’t even seem to cross his mind to do so unless it’s called#out. mostly just ends up lamenting about the complicated feelings he developed over god knows how long for his best friend#that he’ll probably never act on because he’s probably straight and probably sees him in a more familial light and blah blah blah#whether or not reina has feelings for him is up in the air but either way she figures out real quick that oh man. this guy. needs someone#to vent to and make sure he doesn’t drink himself to death or do something stupid when he’s in one of his Lament Spirals#and well. may as well be her#yeah. anyway. I got sorta sidetracked here point is I think that boy’s trying to do comp het but Failing#that’s my take#nishiki#rambling
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re prev post tho Haven absolutely was a victim with no agency and I’ll cut you with a rat if you say otherwise
#but also Haven wasn't white so there ya go#not that white women haven't also gotten raw deals in comics#like Maddie dear god#tho with Maddie that seems to be to specifically contrast her against another woman#if Jean is good she must be evil basically#sexy sexy evil vs wholesome good girl good mom jean#basically it's complicated#also if you're wondering how I would cut you with a rat#trust me I'd manage#just need to aim the mouth at the right angle#ANYWAY BACK TO WORK#out of shirt
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i didn’t watch the trailer or anything i went into only friends ep 1 having no idea what was coming im so sorry but i laughed So HARD KABXKAHSHDNX
#THE WAY I PANICKED TO LOWER THE VOLUME AND BRIGHTNESS LMFAOOOO#tbh i’m only interested and here for firstkhao i loveeeeee their characters already#ray seems to have a lot of depth and sand is 🥺🥺🥺 i love first’s characters by default but he seems like such a lover boy😭#i heard that sand will have a love scene with another cast member tho and i’m PRAYING that it’s the girl bec they’d look hellaaaaaaaaa cute#also i want the girl to have some plot pls 🥲#i think she also gets a gf so it’d be such a win but i also want her mixed w the complicated drama lol
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She said it would be fun to do that on a bed..
#sorry i have to brag about this bc i waited all my life to kiss a girl ok lol!#sigh. but everything is complicated though hahaha#that was last wednesday and we will meet also this week..#not gonna lie my ego grew many sizes that night ahem. apparently i was good. i mean yes i was i could see it in her face..#we just made out for like 30 min haha#thats why she..said that#but...casual relationships.. if they are relationships at all..seem to be hard for me? she has 0 feelings and doesnt want to connect with#me on even the minimun level lol. ok seems fair i just never know how things work#i try not to get attached and just enjoy this..opportunity..lmao#my post#i already dont want to lose this despite not even being in love with her#i just like her#S.
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If I had a nickel for every time someone invalidated a part of my identity before coming out to me, I'd have two nickels etc etc
#Not even my identity lol#I told this girl I used to identify as ace but I don't anymore#and then about half an hour later she asks me out of nowhere if I've ever been in a relationship#Apparently she believes that my not ever being in a relationship is the reason for me believing (in the past?) that I'm ace#which makes absolutely no sense like how does she thinks relationships (in this context sexual+romantic) come about??#I believe I'm not interested in sex because I'm not having it?? But then I'd also never have it because I believe I'm not interested in it??#Which just brings us back to an attraction-less sex-less situation. So ace. (which I don't even identify as anymore)#Also made some transphobic comments. to ME.#Like. TO me not AT me. Girl what part of me makes you think that I'll agree with you on this#I'm not trans but idk people tend to treat me as such?? it's complicated#So this whole situation is a bit funny#And then she comes out to me as bi#I still don't understand how someone can conceptualise bisexuality without agreeing about the existence of asexuality#Idk I've always felt I lie somewhere between the two so they are very related concepts in my mind#This person now wants to join a queer group I'm already in :/#I reached out to the admin regarding this situation but they seemed to not understand my concern#I miss mumbai :(#Rant
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