#she’s come undone

[wehavewords]

“I thought about how love was always the thing that did that—smashed into you, left you raw. The deeper you loved, the deeper it hurt.”

Wally Lamb, She’s Come Undone

[bumblingbabooshka]

The 5Head Sisters The Good Doctor is based on this beautiful post by @borgchip [Patreon | Commissions]

[citrusai]

gareth david-lloyd is such a wonderful voice actor. i keep rethinking of his reading of the line "i will always go where you go." and it sounds so resigned and pained, like already solas knows he is going down a path that will lead to death and horror but his friend needs him, the people need him. they need his wisdom and guidance, and he knows taking on a physical form will not only be his undoing, but that of the world as he knows it. but still he goes, because duty comes above all.

[bluwus-art]

ITS MIKU DAY !!!!!!!!!!! ( she can roll up the world on her birthday, as a treat. <3 )

[likeadevils]

Wait but isn’t untouchable a cover? Like she didn’t write it?

she didn’t write it but she did change some lines, mainly to make it less sexual, but in the case of The Two Lines, she changed it from “i know you’re saying that i’ll be here anyway” to “i know you’re saying that you’d be here anyway”, and she changed the following lines from the “and in the middle of the night when i’m in this dream” passage to the “but you’re untouchable burning brighter than the sun” passage, which i think changes the song from a simple pining for someone who’s stringing you along dynamic, into a “we’re both pining over each other but i’m afraid of how much i want you”

[bericas]

cuts and bruises, baby

[taylortruther]

hoax is so good fr because that’s a SAD song which could be applied to every situation (family, romantic and platonic falling or even from yourself etc etc! and just ~burnout~ because of the entire world)!!!! how long can we be a sad song (hoax was really that foundation for everything insane)

hoax was literally the blueprint! and i agree that its vagueness makes it really intriguing and applicable to pretty much any painful situation. also, props to taylor for being excellent at making both hyper-specific and extremely metaphorical songwriting incredibly relatable.

[pergaminaa]

I can't get over how in that one scene in EoS where Dorian told Manon to stop unbuttoning her shirt (bc he wanted to do it) and she was like 'make me' and he literally pinned her to the wall and did it himself <3

[timelordsandkittens]

all right, maybe I'm an asshole, but I watched guardians of the galaxy 3 last night and my main takeaway is "well what was the fucking point"

[soaps-mohawk]

I'm sorry for venting without your permission but I really need to say it somewhere, it's driving me crazy. I was talking to this guy for two weeks (online, we live in different countries), we could call everyday for hours and he was genuinely everything I wanted. We got into a dispute yesterday (I won't lie, it was my fault), but I apologized, he got some time to himself and he said he forgave me. We said goodnight with a promise of a fresh start today. Yet, I wake up blocked. I reached out to a friend of his to get through to him, he tells them to block me. I try approaching him with an alternative account I have, blocked immediately without a response. I'm so heartbroken I haven't eaten a thing, and I'm desperately trying to distract myself. Is this my fault?

Absolutely not anon. It's not your fault at all. If he can't handle a dispute (which YOU apogized for whether it was your fault or not), which is something that happens normally even in the healthiest relationships, then he's a red flag. Big red flag. Glaring red flag.

I can't speak to him or his thought process or his personality because I don't know him, or even really to the situation since I don't know what the dispute was about, but if he's not willing to work through something (which he even said he forgave you??) And move past it, then he's not mature enough to handle a real relationship, which honestly anon, you just saved yourself a world of hurt later.

It sucks. It does, it really hurts thinking you like someone and then you find out they're not actually that great. And ghosting someone?? Immature behavior. Very immature 🚩🚩 it's such shitty behavior, especially since he led you to believe everything was going to be okay and he forgave you and acted like he wanted to move past this. The issue is him. He's the problem in this, especially telling his friend to block you too?? Yeah.

Maybe I'm just old and have grown wise in the ways of the world, but if anyone ever acts like this after a disagreement or an argument?? Leave. Don't waste your time because they're not mature enough for even a friendship, much less a relationship.

Do not blame yourself, anon. This is in no way your fault, regardless of who started the dispute in the first place. You did your part, you apologized, you gave him space, and you were led to believe he was going to move past what is fairly normal in all relationships, not just romantic. HE was the one who chose to be a child and block you for whatever reason.

It's okay to be upset by this. It's okay to feel hurt and betrayed and think of all the reasons it could be your fault, but just remember it wasn't. You did everything you needed to do in that situation and he chose to be an immature idiot. Take time for yourself, eat some food (you'll feel better trust me) and (old person giving advice here again) don't put all your emotional stock into someone you've been talking to for two weeks. It's normal to start to feel emotions toward someone after that time, but until you really know them, until you've seen their reactions in situations like this, until you've seen them at their worst and how they respond to you at your worst, don't put too much stock into them. Especially in long-distance relationships. No matter how perfect you think they are, until you really know them and have spent time with them? Guard your heart and put you first. Sometimes it's not meant to be and this is a very clear red flag that probably has saved you from a lot of trouble down the road with him had he not done this now.

Be kind to yourself anon. YOU did everything right. He is the one at fault here for his emotional immaturity. Eat something yummy, take a nap, watch a movie, cry in the shower. You'll be okay. Allow yourself to grieve and don't hold it all in. It'll just hurt longer. 💚💚

[annamaryllis]

I would like to know exactly how luke asking annabeth to run away with him went down.

[vindicta-reliquiae]

"I was so lucky to have met you."

@prettyboywarrior

"And to think it started with, what, a parkour challenge or something? What a way to start off something, huh..." She tiptoes jut a bit, trying to brush his hair off his forehead.

"The feeling's mutual too."

[itsalwaysforyou]

i do love it when jal are written as aggressive and rough with each other but i love gentle jal as well. i love them being so overwhelmed and confused by what they feel they just don’t say anything at all, too scared to ruin anything. i love them dropping the cruel pretences, if only momentarily, and allowing themselves a moment of vulnerability with each other, entirely depending all too recklessly on trust and shared understanding. i love their quiet moments where they’re not quite touching but the energy is almost palpable. i love the intensity of their softness, it all being so unknown and alien to them, as they both flounder trying to make sense of it all.

[theredhobbit]

A whale will stop breathing and fall to the depths of the ocean. Its death brings life in the gargantuan source of food it becomes. The gradual disintegration providing the essentials of survival to the microscopic and sedimentary organisms that thrive in crushing depths.

The whale has fallen. Ditched the shroud of previous evolutions so that it may sink and nourish those still gaining strength. A parrotfish bursting free from the mucus cocoon of constrictions too tight and opinions much too loud.

Let the pressure feast on the remnants of the woman I used to be.

The whale has fallen.

The whale, used to be me.

[feralkwe]

kit: don't be awkward don't be awkward don't be awkward...

g'raha: tell me, my friend. have you ever wished to be reunited with someone who has passed away?

kit: well, if we're gonna just go ahead and make it awkward...

[knightofleo]

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