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svt-kiki · 3 months ago

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( 🧺 ) 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍 ⌅ .

EP 109 : MT SVT REALITY 2024

2024.　pairing.　kiki ( fem!oc ) × svt

cw.　eng is not my first language, rough writing, no proofread, mentions of alcohol ( i mean it’s ttt so )

kiki was attacked hugged by mingyu as soon as she entered the lesson room after jeonghan

“what? ...oh, yes,” she said to herself with a chuckle, remembering mingyu was elected as the gose class president in previous episodes ( and carats didn’t miss that he seized the chance to hold her )

then she greeted with the staffs politely as always, wearing a black clop cardigan and a matching color camisole, dark gray pants in a relaxing silhouette, both were soft materials, matching the mt concepts for the day

also wearing glasses ( important )

she just tittered while hoshi, cheol and jeonghan kept adding mingyu’s tasks as the class president

“you guys living to give him a headache for real, arent you.”

she sat on the place nearby the door, then the next thing carats realized was wonwoo silently sitting next to her ( seized the chance guy #2 )

after most of them gathered, she popped up with a question, “isn’t it been a while? doing ttt?”

kiki: i love this content so much :)

wonwoo silently pulled her sleeve and got her closely so that she could join the same car with him

jun: but seriously, do you guys think it is okay? leave the grocery shopping task to us!?

kiki: *stepped ahead, tried to volunteer that she can do instead*

jeonghan, held her from behind and covered her mouth: DON’T

seungkwan: hey! someone is trying to smother the applicant! ㅋㅋ

dino: no, no, hadn’t we strongly agree not to let noona do those things in ttt before?

that’s true, in almost every ttt episodes, she is always willing to do shopping, cook, wash dishes, and clean places aftermath

so boys decided “no more tasks” rules for her, bcs she always doing these tasks not only in the content but on a daily basis

jeonghan: ah i should let her sit in the passenger seat, joshua ain’t do a thing

kiki: well it’s too late for that *comfortable in the backseat*

she just couldn’t stop laughing at how jeonghan introduced the product for ads

kiki: why are u so bad at this

jeonghan: shut up i’m no actor okay

kiki: wait this actually tastes good???

joshua: ahdfsjak

not wonwoo slowly lying down to her lap

they went to the PA for a casual meal

jeonghan: can i have a drink?

kiki: go ahead i’ll drive

[ pretend like the rule never existed ]

jeonghan: *attacked her cutely*

kiki: ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

kiki: i want to eat a popsicle so bad, should i text mingyu?

joshua: if u want i’ll text him instead

kiki: really? like aren't your text piling up?

then every person in the car died

joshua: did u just backstabbed me like that!?

kiki: i'm sorry i didn't intended to ㅋㅋ

she was surprised at how big today’s accommodations were

kiki: staff-nim must struggling to find the places for us every time

[ yes we are ]

jeonghan asked her to play the pool together so she said yes

he laughed about how sometimes he got pissed at how she’s good at everything from the beginning

kiki responded with a serious face, “no, the reason it looks like i’m good at those things is any other pfu boys basically suck at every ball game,” and both burst into laughter

after a while, jun shouted to her from outside, “kiki~! i’ll sing your fav jp song, u wanna join?” so she immediately got outside

[ never miss the opportunity to duet ]

singing i love you by ozaki yutaka with jun, kiki said to him, “we should do the cover of this yk, like officially,” and carats started manifesting in a sec

mingyu: thank god she’s finally here

while naturally helping to prepare the BBQ, kiki looked around and said, “everyone just singing karaoke… i guess we are already at the age now where we need to save our energy for the night…” then died inside

[ blew herself up ]

she’s an honorary member of the low-energy club in the group so

after everyone got at the table and cheered, joshua finally asked her help for his kimchi fried rice which took one eternity

kiki: okay lemme add this- and this- and this spice- yeah now it’s good

[ finally served ]

after playing the games ( she kept losing and got a lil tipsy already ), they cleaned the place for once and shifted to the next game

minghao claimed from the distance that since kiki’s good at playing basketball she should be given a handicap

so she gave a shot from across the pool while everyone watched in silence expecting the miracle but she failed the first attempt

[ miracle is a miracle because it won’t happen easily ]

kiki: what did u expected i'm half drunk

in the ep.3 part, she chilling and half asleep while her roommates mingyu and dokyeom are both hyperactive from early morning

kiki isn’t the type of not good in the morning usually, but this is the day she didn’t need to wake up before 10 am for a long while so she just kept sleeping peacefully, it might be the first time in ttt that she hadn’t get up early than most of them

kiki: wow you actually look like your dad

jeonghan: all of the sudden-?

while seungkwan trying to get on the unicorn float, she was still sleepy but automatily turned on the camera and started recording ( lately posted on weverse ofc )

an.　this is really rough sorry ( almost sucks at this point?¿ ) but it is like a test drive for me before i lost my motivation to write it so here we go. tag list is open, reblog / comments / ask box messages are always appreciated <3

( 📁 ) : NAVI : MASTER LIST

( tag list ) : @smh-anon @jennwonwoo

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nexxocatt · 7 months ago

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ETM ACT 1 RANTS

So, I thought, since ACT 1 of ETM is now officially done,,, why not talk abt it? Y'know, for fun? Cause I have some thoughts😇 Let's begin, shall we?

MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD!!!

Also; TW: Mentions of death, violence, swearing (I think that's all. If you feel triggered, feel free to click off!!)

TROY SAGA

I have a love/hate relationship with 'The Horse and The Infant' tbh, like YEAHHH NEO AVENGE THE HELL OUTTA ACHILLES!!! But also oh Jeez, Zeus wtf man. Also when I replayed the whole ACT I was really scared that it was playing 'Monster', since they start with the same opening😭�� (And yes it was on shuffle)

I FUCKING LOVE THE VOCALS IN 'JUST A MAN' Like oh meh Gods who possessed Jorge to sing like that, holy moly (hehehe refference). But yeah, very heartbreaking song, especially when that "when does a man become a monster?" part hits. AND THE "FORGIVE ME"S😭😭

In 'Full Speed Ahead' I love how Ody says "Polites!" cuz like THAT'S HIS BESTIE!!! YAYYY :D Also, I saw a tiktok that was depicting the last part (when Ody tells Polites to get ready cuz they're going over to that island, and Eury is like we don't know what to expect) as the trio with the 'Pessimistic Realist'(Eury), the 'Realist who doubles as a Sunshine Protector'(Ody) and, ofc, the 'Sunshine'(Polites) ((And Ody lowkey becomes a mass murderer when Polites gets hurt))

I swear 'Open Arms' will forever be my fav song on this Saga, I just LOVE how Polites is like a supportive bsf to Ody and is trying to get him to approach the world differently. The Lotus Eaters were probably so happy to get them to face Polyphemus so that they won't have to worry abt him

I hate & love at the same time how Ody shows one act of kindness and Athena's like "🤨📸 Are you slacking off work??? Nahhh, not on my watch." But also the hopeful "Goddess and man, bestest of friends!" and then the broken "Okay :')" break me everytime cuz like Ody really just wants to get close(platonically) to Athena😭😭

THE CYCLOPS SAGA

I hate how Polites is like "I can't believe there's so many sheep here, just for us! :D" like buddy, do NOT believe it😭 Also I believe in the headcannon that Polyphemus was really about to let them go before Ody hit him with the "Eye to Eye" verse

Didn't realise that in the opening of 'Survive', the ensemble sings the sylables of "POLYPHEMUS" before a video pointed it out (I believe the name was 'Epic: The Musical but only when someone's name is said' and it had the opening of 'Survive'). Also can we just agree that the broken "captain" in 'Survive' and the several "CAPTAIN!"s in 'Ruthlessness' are gonna haunt Ody forever😭🙏

I truly believe that in 'Remember Them', Ody was really about to just leave before Athena showed up and he decided to reveal his name, home address, and social security number to one of his enemies🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ But can you blame him tho?? Like I find it pretty reasonable to let your defeated enemy know who they messed it, so that they won't fuck with you or anyone you hold close again.

Even before 'My Goodbye', when Athena said "don't dissapoint me" in 'Warrior of the Mind' I was like "Then don't be dissapointed! How 'bout that???" (As you can tell I'm fed up at Athena's reasoning for leaving Ody. And then she has the AUDACITY to call Telemachus her friend and then disregard viewing Ody the same way🤨📸)

THE OCEAN SAGA

I relistened to 'Storm' during a school roadtrip, when it was raining heavily, and LITERALLY AFTER the song was done, the rain stopped😨😨 Also love the addition of trumpets to show that it was Poseidon who started the storm(cuz trumpets are his signature instrument if I remember correctly)

I feel like 'Luck Runs Out' is heavily skipped troughout the musical, but it's a really cool song that just radiates "Odysseus No. Odysseus YES" energy

'Keep Your Friends Close' is my fav song in this Saga bc I really love whoever sings Aeolus' role😍😍 Also the "Everything changed since Polites" line made me audibly and visually scream😭 Like okay, BOLD😤😤

I will always laugh at the "ALL I GOTTA DO IS OPEN THIS BAG" "WHAT" part😂😂 Like he just lost 557 men and he just BOLTS IMMEDIATELY. And I was really confused when Poseidon said "I mean you totally could've avoided all this, had you just killed my son", cuz like, wasn't it in the prophecy that ody was meant to blind Polyphemus, not kill him?? (This is not meant to show hate to this specific part, only to show hate to Poseidon, bc he gave PTSD to my fav boy and was wrong at the same time😤)

THE CIRCE SAGA

I immediately started crying at the start bc the opening instrumental sounds like the "Watch where the birds fly, they will lead us to land. There we'll hunt for food, my second-in-command" in 'Full Speed Ahead' and it really shows that now there's just the two of them, Ody and Eury, 'cause they lost Polites(whom I'm still mourning). Also the "What" and the "Damn" Ody says during Eury's explaination are giving me life😭🙏

I saw in an animatic of 'Wouldn't You Like' by Ximena Natzel on YT that at the last chorus Hermes was just throwing Ody around in the air and I feel like the "Oh-woah"s Ody sings are him going along with whatever Hermes is doing and he's enjoying himself🥺 (But not for long)

I have no idea what to say for 'Done For' other than I think it took over the entire fandom when it released on Feb 14th. I love how Circe immediately knows that Hermes gave Ody the Molly flower and Ody's like "Alr ya caught me, but hey, Imma still defeat you"

I also don't know what to say about "There Are Other Ways" other than the "Or maybe the world will need a puppeteer more!" part is making me question my sexuality😳 (ofc I won't steal Talya from Jay but I'm just saying). Oh also the "12 long years" part definitely took over the fandom at that point😭

THE UNDERWORLD SAGA

I made the BIGGEST mistake of listening to this Saga on a school roadtrip (the same one I was on when relistening to 'Storm') and almost CRIED MY HEART OUT when I heard both Polites and Anticlea's parts😭😭 there's also a sound on TT where it first shows Polites' part in 'Open Arms' and then in 'The Underworld' and I'm crying so hard😭😭😭😭

I love Mason's voice when playing Tiresias so much ong. Also: "Who?" Odysseus asked calmly. LIKE FOOL IT'S YOU!!!!

I love the song 'Monster' so much, mainly for the fact that Ody's asking himself if the other beings they encountered along the way feel as guilty as he does. I also feel like Astyanax is just vibing to the song and Hector's like "That's literally the guy who killed you???" And he's like "Womp womp. This song's fire!!" (Cringe, Ik, but you can't stop me)

On a last note: JORGE WHEN I CATCH YOU JORGE- /j

But seriously, you wound us, Mr. Jalapeño; YOU WOUND ALL OF US.

Hope y'all enjoyed my rant🤪🤪

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sakura-cat-nightmare · 2 months ago

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I created this blog over a year ago, but I never used it, but i decided that I'Il change that now, or at least that's my plan.

Some infos about me. You can call me Lizzi or Liz. I'm from Germany, which is sometimes really annoying. (My interests and obsession suffer as a result.. Finding K-pop albums here is a struggle, especially if you want something specific. And I'm not even starting with english movies in theaters)

I love to do creative things like DIYs and digital drawings. I also write Fanfictions (since 2020), but right now, only for myself. I plan to publish them soon [maybe]

Now about Fandoms, Ships, and all that stuff

Kpop

i'm in there since 2021, and I'll probably never get out :3. Generally, I'm a multistan, and I listen to very many groups and soloists, but I still have my Ults and favs.

Ult Groups:

BTS - Army since September 2021 (they brought me into kpop) and i will probably be posting about them regularly, haha

bias: Suga and Jhope

shippings: Sope <3, Namjin, Vminkook

Dreamncatcher - Insomnia since beginning 2022

bias: Jiu and Dami

right now, I don't ship them, but maybe that will change

IU - Uaena since middle of 2023, but I started listening and loving her songs in 2022 (l also saw her live ♡ and she is so amazing)

Other Favs:

Gidle [Bias: Yuqi], Stray Kids [Bias: Chanbin]. Mamamoo [Bias: Solar, Moonbyul], Twice [Bias: Jihyo], Itzy [Bias: Lia]

~*~

Marvel

I watched my first MCU movie (Ironman 1) in 2021, and since then, it's an on and off relationship with this fanom. Usually, I will come back every other month or when a good movie/series comes out :D

Avengers

favs: Clint, Bucky, Nat, Yelena

shippings: Winterhawk <3

Xmen

favs: Logan, Wade, Yukio (she is so cute), Laura

shippings: Poolverine <3

Gods/Others

favs: Loki, Lady Sif, Valkyrie

shippings: Valkyrie/Sif

~*~

Football [I'm German leave me alone l i will call it Football because it's Fußball here] liked football my whole life and when I saw a Bravertz edit it was the push I needed and now I am here haha

Fav Players: Julian Brandt, Marco Reus, Robert Lewandowski (maybe some others too, but they are more an on-off thing)

Fav Teams: BVB, FC Barcelona [honestly, I'm more a player person like the teams where the payers that I like play]

Shippings: Julian Brandt x nearly everyone (like for real I ship him with many ppl but i only write fics about Julian x Marco; Julian Robert; Julian x Marco x Robert [don't ask me why.. it just happened])

~*~

This blog will probably be really chaotic, but generally, I'll post about anything related to the fandoms just listed... and maybe other stuff I get obsessed with :)

#bts #sope #namjin #vminkook #dreamcatcher #iu #marvel #winterhawk #poolverine #football #lizzi's talk

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hotgirlslovec0ffee · 2 years ago

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temporary fix

(fem x male)

Inspired by the song Temporary Fix (a personal fav)

This was originally a Niall fic, because i'm a sucker for that man, but i decided not to put any names so everyone can enjoy it!

warnings: nsfw, slight smut description but a lot of sexual tension, english is not my first language so pls dont judge!!!

from a male perspective

She looked so good, it was unfair.

Everything was unfair, that she was with him, that I was the one for her even though we were not together anymore, even though I selfishly left her, she knew it but still chooses to ignore it. And believe me she knew it all.

Oh she knew.

Everyone knew, I could sense it and with one look at her I knew he was not the one she wanted to be with, hell he didn't even know what she liked.

Her eyes battled with mines trying to tell me an encrypted message.

My eyes scanned her whole body trying to see through her clothes and skin, remembering how good she looked with nothing on while she was laying under me.

I couldn't stop imagining her naked with one of my t-shirt’s on, messy brunette hair slipping through her shoulders while she walks away from my bed towards the bathroom.

Fuck, she was driving me insane.

I was going to explode.

I needed her

I needed her right now

Her gaze drop to my lips and right there my body

My body started moving automatically swinging through the dance floor trying my best to not look desperate

Like a predator trying to catch their prey

But who was who?

She tricked you by the way her body folded and moved with the rhythm, the way her hair moved swiftly leaving her naked neck on display. The way that tiny dress hugged her body perfectly, torturing me while going up and down her thigh revealing more of her bare delicious skin

She knew it was making e go feral b the way a small devilish smirk appeared on her face

Everyone was looking at her, everyone except the asshole that had her arm hooked around her waist

She saw me, I knew she did by the way she looked at me.

What does a pretty girl like you doing here

Ugh just having fun and you pretty boy?

Looking for my pretty girl

Good luck finding her

I think i just did

She hold a grin on her face.

It was like an unspoken rule, she guided me to the floor forgetting about her guy and swinging her hips with the music, like a hypnotic dance, that was working in case you were wondering.

Her hands found its way to my neck, gently tugging my hair in there making

Soo whats ya name ?

whatever you want to call me

Ohhh she is perfect, god.

Our lips only a sigh away

Are we pretending we don't know each other?

I don't know, depends if you are into role play

Then in that case i wanna be a french opera singer

I laughed, of course, she laughed back ,what a beautiful sound.

With a french name of course like Brigitte or Amelie

God y/n i cannot take you seriously

Damn you just ruined my character and my whole night

Sorry miss , how can I make it up to you?

Hmmm… we can roll in the darkness and maybe you can put your hand wrapped where my heart is.

Sounds tempting, but only for tonight?

Depends….

I shut her laugh with a gentle kiss, lips syncing at the same rhythm like they were following a perfect synchronized choreography. Her nails scratched the back of my neck as I introduced my tongue in her mouth, she knew I was in control and she loved it.

She pulled back slightly and i took this as an advance to attack her neck

God I missed you like crazy

Me too darling, dont worry im here now and ready for you, ready to make it up for being an asshole.

Ready for me? Wow what a gentleman

Always , I feel like we should go somewhere more private unless you don't mind giving a show to everyone

Hmmm I think I pass, but there's a small janitor room at the end of the hallway.

She gasped as her back hit the wall, lips attached and tongues fighting for dominance.

She controlled me, she always did.

My knees grew weak as she sucked my bottom lip, and a moan threatening my throat when she started to palm me though the clothes.

We knew our bodies better than anyone else.

Love if you keep doing that I may need to take you right here

There's nothing I would love more

Our clothes quickly discarded

Room became filled with obscene sounds and heavy breaths

One hand holding her thigh to get a better angle, the other on my cock as i pushed gently into her

Fuck

Shit, i forgot how good it felt

Her hands pushed me back into a kiss , messy and passionate, one that would bruise our lips so hard the would turn purple for weeks. My movements became harder as she begged for it , crying into my mouth as I swallowed her moans.

I'm not going to last any longer darling

Fuck, me neither, feels so good

I moved her leg trying to stretch her more so I could hit that exact spot, and by the sounds she was making I knew I found it.

She was coming closer by seconds, her walls squeezing me as her orgasm hit her, mine following, painting her insides.

My thrust became sloppy as I rode her through her orgasm, sensitive sounds and pleads to make me stop.

Im sorry

I know

I missed ya a lot

I can see that

#fanfic #smut #hot #readerxsmut

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seokjinsonlyone · 1 year ago

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Idk if you’ve been asked this before but what is your favorite song from each members solo projects so far? Lol the astronaut is the exception 😂

omg!!! we must have some sort of connection bc i was just thinking about this earlier and i'm gonna assume this is in our hiatus era bc the rapline just has so much history it'd be impossible to pick just one LOL so imma go in chronological order of when it was released!!

for hobi it's safety zone like that song just really hold a special place in my heart like the sound of it is soooooo i can't even describe arson is a close second tho

for joonie it's closer hands down when i first heard that track i literally started vibrating on the frequency of bees

for mini it's it's actually hard to pick but his lil ep hit so freaking hard and was so unexpected for me and listen i am not really a lyric girly like i will listen to a song in english mind you could know all the words and sing it but not really pay attention to what it's saying at all like there's this one song i love and i swore by that song listened to it on repeat for hours wanted it played at my wedding that's never gonna happen and everything and like a year later i realized it was a breakup song all this to say that the english version of like crazy makes me soooo insane specifically the line "emotions on ice" like that one line right there changed the trajectory of my life BUT THEN there's alone and like i said NOT really a lyric girly so the way that this song sounds and just the composition is SOOO clever like in the chorus part where he's like "day and night fall" and when he says fall there's that voice effect that literally drops and the overlapping "mayday, get me out of here" that's literally a cry for help like that is so freaking genius and caught me from the beginning and it's just so it's a song i really like to listen to even tho it's really sad LOL BUT THEN there's set me free pt 2 which i realize now i could've just led with bc it really does have both those elements like it has that sound that makes me vibrate and the lyrics that alter my brain chemistry (especially when he's like raise your hands for the past me i'm just head in hands about that line AMONGST MANY OTHER PARTS) AND THE PERFORMANCE MY GOD i don't even know where to start talking about that one so i won't so let's just say set me free pt 2 is king for me

for yoongi i literally decided on my way into the house after getting off from work that dday was my favorite from the album like i was going back and forth between dday and sdl and decided that what takes sdl to the top for me is adora's adlibs like she really snapped but if i was picking my fav from yoongi bc of yoongi it's dday like y'all don't understand the way i be blasting that song everyday on my way to work it be like 5am and i'm in the car volume turned all the way up talm bout time for some paycheck and i'm riding downtown 😭 it's become my ultimate hype song me thinks

and i know my seokjinnie only has the astronaut but it's SO good like "when i'm with you there is no one else and i get heaven to myself" is such a wonderful and lovely line and when he starts belting about how much he loves me god my heart is so full i am at peak military wife whenever it comes on

and the babies haven't released anything yet but i will use this opportunity to say that i am forever changed by taehyung's jazz covers like that festa video that dropped had me listening to jazz for the rest of the week and like you can tell how much he has improved as a singer his voice is just like honey and i gulped it down with a cup of tea fr like i've probably watched it five times by now i love it so much and for jk can i just say that i miss when he was in his silk sonic phase like i was literally screen recording that one live when he covered leave the door open for the first time honestly i have most of that concert screen recorded LOL like baepsae hip thrusts and all but i think of all the songs jk has covered and my god there has been plenty his cover of leave the door open is my favorite and i'd like to hear more of him with that sound there's also this one other song he covered once it was during one of his morning lives it was a korean song and he was imitating the singer but i have no idea of the artist or the song but just know that there's a section in my brain that holds that one specific cover dearly

i have no idea how this got to be so long i didn't expect to have this much to say on this topic BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING

#ask #I LOVE TALKING ABOUT BTS' MUSIC MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD TALK TO ME ABOUT THEIR SONGS #BC NOW THAT IM THINKING ABOUT IT I ACTUALLY HAVE A LOT TO SAY ON SO MANY SONGS I ALWAYS DO #i engage myself in one sided bts song discussions like once a month actually and that's just up here #my head go crazy #ANYWAY #i added a cut so as not to clog up anyone's dash

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endlesstwanted · 1 year ago

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WIP Game ask - first off, WOW - that's a LOT of WIPs :: high five::

Secondly - I'd love to hear a bit about any of the following, based on the titles & pairings!

With views to the Tower [Natasha/Sam for Ficwip 5k]

Treat For The Sweetest Boy [Bruce/Tony, D/s undertones]

The prize of the night [Bucky/Tony, non-powers first meetings fic]

The space between us is truly a waste [Bucky/Tony with Asgardian Bodyguard!Bucky]

What I Carry Engraved In My Soul [Bucky & thunderbolts with recovering Bucky]

Who are you gonna call [Bucky/Tony or Bucky & Tony] (Please tell me this is a Ghostbuster fusion!)

Hello PoliZ, thanks for the ask!!

These are a lot, the creativity juices won’t leave me alone are working 25 hours a day! As the oversharer I am, I’m going to talk a bit about each one of them 😉

With views to the Tower

I have had this in progress for a shameful amount of time, so I signed it up for the Ficwip 5k challenge to have it finished and posted this month. This takes place between The Winter Soldier and Age of Ultron, when Sam’s following clues to find Bucky and takes a break to visit Natasha, who has gotten a new place with literal views to the Avengers Tower. It’s Sam’s last night before he goes back to Europe, and none of them is sure about what to do with their feelings for the other until acting on them is the most natural thing they can do. So much fluff and getting together promised!

Treat For The Sweetest Boy

This was started some months ago for AgePlayMay, but I may change those dynamics. They keep a platonic relationship and Bruce's making sure Tony's taking care of himself (read: he has lots of food around in his workplace for when Tony forgets to eat).

The prize of the night

This happened when I wanted to make a WinterIron + Avengers version of one of my fav comedies, Game Night: this is my version of the scene where the main couple first meet. Bucky is playing with his friends at their regular trivial night, which they always win, until some new team arrives and he may find himself more captivated by Tony leading them than by ending in a tie that night.

The space between us is truly a waste

Bucky's a royal bodyguard, his best friend princess Loki's to be precise. When Odin arranges for his daughter a marriage with the Midgardian Anthony Stark, Bucky has to be his shadow during his visit to Asgard while Loki find a way to tell her dad to go fu—, well, you get it, because of course she's not going to marry her besties' new crush 😆

What I Carry Engraved In My Soul

I started this from a conversation on the WinterAgent server about John having a tiny waist and Bucky noticing and then it turned into a rabbit hole of “Bucky's past as a spy and his observing skills are his way of getting to know the Thunderbolts” as he's making peace with using those skills for something which won't make him end with blood on his hands. He's not talking to his team but he's getting to know them, so when Val tells him they're getting new suits, Bucky knows exactly what they'd like. I'm not sure if they'll be a ship reveal at the end but it's Bucky-centric!

Who are you gonna call

Sorry friend, it's not a fusion 😢 but I did take the name from a song 5 Seconds of Summer recorded for one the latest movies I think? (I don't know how Ghostbusters movies go). It'll be a sequel of my first A/B/O, story in which Tony gets unexpectedly pregnant despite his age. Bucky is his latest partner and he pays him a visit when he learns about the pregnancy, while Tony's still deciding on what to do about the whole thing. A bit of drama and angst with eventually comfort and fluff, of course —aaand maybe more drama for future parts? 🤔

You can ask me about my WIPs from here!

#oversharing chase #chase snippet

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glitt3r-litt3r · 2 years ago

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can i get an eddie munson fic where the reader gets #vecnad and eddie plays her fav song on guitar and sings it to her and they have an emotional love confession after she comes back? pretty please and thanks

OF CORSE!! I live for Eddie Munson. Also using vecna like that is so fucking funny. get vecna'd.

pairing: Eddie Munson x reader

Song: Angel by Judas Priest. This song fucks so hard.

Angel

My headache was back. The pulsing behind my eyes made it hard to even read my book at the moment. I hoped today's headache would only last a couple minutes, they've been getting shorter. The nightmares and visions were another thing but I've never been the most stable person in Hawkins. I've had nightmares since I could remember and the visions aren't scary just an old clock, no biggie. Or that's what I've been telling myself.

Its not like I can show up at the counselors office talking about shit like that, they'd send me to the loony bin almost immediately. The only person I've told about the headaches is Eddie. He's such a worrywart and tried to tell me to go to the doctors like 5 times but I refuse cause they give me the heebee jeebies. As someone who lives for horror movies it's hard to creep me out but doctors know just how to get me. No fucking chance. He’s freaked himself out after the whole Chrissy thing so I decided to keep him company but even in the light of day my eyes are strained.

I want to find Eddie, not like he can go far and maybe he’ll rub my head.

When I make into the living room he sits about to light a cigarette. Before he can greet me I rip the cigarette from his mouth and flick it out the open window.

"You promised me you'd quit" I say turning my face away from the bright sun peaking in through the window. Shit it’s bright.

"I promised you I tried so technically I haven't failed, that was my first one today" he says

Not having the patience to argue semantics with him I cut right to what I need, "can you rub my head for a bit I don't feel well"

“fine but if you fall asleep I'm drawing a dick on your forehead.” I don’t even have the energy but he knows I'd kill him.

He walks toward the guest bedroom and I follow.

"another headache? That's like the fourth this week and it's only Wednesday" he opens the door and then closes it behind me. It was oddly cool in here, thank god for the fall weather.

"it'll pass I just need to lay for a bit and think happy thoughts" I let my body drop onto the bed and adjust to try and get comfortable enough to not cry.

"think happy thoughts? Right. Let me know how that works out for you because I've got this rash on my leg that I can't seem to get rid of and-"

"Eddie please, my head" I reply turning on my side to face him. He sits across from me playing with his rings. God if I wasn't in so much pain I'd be trying to memorize each detail of his hands. He must notice me staring because he offers his and up to me. I take hold of it fiddling with his rings for a moment before pressing his fingers to my forehead. This is the most physical we've ever been, maybe it's the headache or the hysteria of a new school year but I can't get enough. He slowly starts dragging his hands over my face brushing lightly along all my features. It’s a small distraction for me and it’s working.

He sits in silence for at least 10 minutes while he rubs my face which I know is causing him excruciating pain.

"you wanna get your sweetheart" I whisper out. One of his requests for banishment was his guitar. That and a six pack but I wasn’t gonna be drunk with Eddie alone.

"you know you're my one true sweetheart" he says dramatically holding his hands over his heart

"don't make me barf Eds" I reply, that's not what I wanted to say but it'll have to do for now.

"rude" he mutters leaving the room for a couple moments. I miss the feel of his hands on my face. When he comes back he has one of his guitars in his hand, I bought him this one for his last birthday. He claimed he didn’t like acoustic but he still plays it so I’m happy.

The way he's holding the instrument makes me jealous in a way. He never holds me or looks at me like that and I so badly wish he did. He'll never know that because I won't ever say anything out loud but damn he should figure it out soon or I'll literally explode.

He starts strumming softly playing in no particular order or tune. He keeps it quiet in case anyone’s snooping around reefer ricks. It still sounds beautiful but in a chaotic way. Usually loud noises when I have a headache mean shooting pains into the sides of my temples but this is the one exception. When he starts humming softly I know I'm done for. He's singing Angel by Judas Priest, the song that was playing the day we first met.

I think back to the day he first saw me at the skate park. He was there to do some business, I was on my roller skates attempting to drop in. I felt old at that age but I realize now 16 is definitely not old. It had been such a horrible day I just needed to skate around and listen to music so that's exactly what I did.

He stood watching me for a minute before I decided enough was enough and went over. We had seen each other around school but had never actually talked so all I knew about him was that he played devil worshiping games and was a loner. He came up with some bullshit excuse about how I looked like someone he knew but I couldn't hear him really over the sound of Judas Priest. When I finally pulled them off I remember his face went beet red after realizing I hadn't heard a word he said.

"you're music is really loud"

"yeah I think it's better that way"

"what were you listening to?" he asks shifting from one foot to another

"Angel by Judas Priest" I said. I thought finally he'd leave me alone but his eyes lit up like a Christmas tree. I remember in perfect detail his smile. Every tooth every outline of his lips it was gorgeous and kind of off centered in a cute way. On good days he looks 16 again when he smiles.

I feel myself smiling as I remember back to that day, he's still playing softly but it’s fading in and out.

Suddenly the daydream feels wrong, like I've misremembered something. The smile, the beautiful kid smile drops from his face. Instead he looks pissed. The air around us gets frigid instead of warm and I feel myself shivering.

"Eddie?" I call to him but I can tell if it's the one in my head or the one in real life. My head is pounding now every part of my head vibrates. When he responds his words cut me straight to my bones.

"I can't believe you think I'd ever love someone like you." his voice is so unlike his it make tears spring up into my eyes.

I try backing away but my feet won't move how I want them to. He’s never spoken to me like this. Something about the tone is off, too deep.

“Eddie...” I want to tell him to stop joking around and say sorry.

“Eddie,” He mocks, “you know, I’ve always hated the way you say my name in that whiny voice. God you’re pathetic.” He shoves me hard into the ground. He stands above me as the sky reddens with his classic smile but it’s wrong all of this is wrong. Why isn’t it going away. My hips ache from the fall and I can hear my heartbeat in my ears. The breaths aren’t coming quick enough or long enough like I'm being stepped on.

“Wakeupwakeupwakeup” I whisper closing my eyes

A voice booms from the sky making a chill run down my spine. “You can’t wake up from this. You’ll neve be able to escape your horrible mind. I’m here to free you from it Y/N. Don’t you want to be free?”

My eyes snap open at the sound afraid whoever it is is closer than I think. When I turn around I feel all the air leave my lungs. Whatever this thing is it’s huge and bloody. I can’t focus my eyes and my head is swaying from the shock. I want to move to crawl or run or even walk out but my fucking feet are trapped just like I am. The weight on my chest increases as he get’s closer.

Looking around there is nothing but ruin. Black blurs in the distance shift slowly. Wood and cement are thrown haphazardly around in the distance. Parts of some structure lie next to me. Everything is red, the clouds, the creature, and my vision. Oh fuck I'm going to die here. Fuck me! And fuck this guy whatever he fucking is. I feel my hands start to shake as I stand up.

“FUCK YOU!” I scream at the top of my lungs. I need badass last words if I'm going to die. The thing moves closer to me, hand outstretched with two inch claws at the end. I hear Eddie behind me.

Whipping around to find him, his voice was so clear. He was here I'm sure of it and now it’s gone.

“Eddie! Eddie I'm over here” I call out but onto emptiness echoes back.

“He won’t save you, he doesn’t even like you. That’s why he hides you from people, he would rather die than be seen with you”

“EDDIE!” I scream again. The tears dropping down my face taste salty as I open my mouth to yell again. I’m cut short when I see a burst of grey off to my left. Like someone blew a hole in the smoke screen of red. I feel his claws dig into the back of my head drawing blood almost immediately. It runs down my face and neck mixing with the tears and sweat. Another flash, bigger this time and permanent. Through it I can see Eddie’s hands, his silver rings glittering as his fingers shake over the fret of the guitar. He’s playing our song.

“Angel, put sad wings around me now Protect me from this world of sin so that we can rise again Oh, Angel, we can find our way somehow Escaping from the world we're in to a place where we began”

If this is how I die I’ll be okay with that. Listening to his soft voice lulling me to sleep in this hellscape.

The hole get’s bigger as I feel his grip slipping from me. Finally wiggling free I run as hard as I can to the sound. He never stops playing but it get’s louder now.

“When I close my eyes, I hear your velvet wings and cry I'm waiting here with open arms Oh, can't you see? Angel, shine your light on me”

I’m panting hard as I make my first steps away from him. He doesn’t chase me but that doesn’t slow my pace. Suddenly I hear something cutting through the air dropping directly where I was just standing. Now is not the time, fucker. It’s just like Galaga, avoid impending doom and exploding alien spaceships, easy.

I hear the creatures words replaying in my head. He doesn’t even like you. He doesn’t want you. He won’t save you. Each loop makes me cry harder. I have to believe he does. i have to believe that he would save me if I was drowning, hell he’s done it so many times now without even trying. I wish I could focus on the beautiful way he’s playing but I can only imagine his tear stained face as he tries to save me without alerting the neighbors.

“Angel, we'll meet once more, I'll pray When all my sins are washed away Hold me inside your wings and stay Oh, angel, take me far away”

The song crescendos at the last line, it was always my favorite. I hear his desperate words pleading with a god he doesn’t believe in. I run harder. The next second I run harder still. My throat is on fire, the crimson stain from my blood makes it hard to see and I can’t breathe. I run harder.

“Put sad wings around me now Angel take me far away Put sad wings around me now, so that we can rise again”

When I return to my body I'm still on the bed but I’m curled into a ball. I don’t open my eyes or wait any longer to start crying. My knuckles ache as I brace around the comforter. The only sound is my loud sobbing and shifting.

“Y/N thank fucking Christ oh my god I hate it here Jesus!” His voice is his own now, no more demon no more nightmare. I sit up and met him with bloodshot eyes before flinging my body into his. The smell of him takes over me. He smells like he always has but something about it is better now. I feel the tears sliding between his neck and my face but I don’t care.

“Eddie...” there’s nothing I can say. I whisper his name over and over until I can’t stop. He holds me tightly around the middle of my back pulling me impossibly close to him.

“How did you get to me? How did you save me?”

“I thought you were a goner like Chrissy. Luckily Dustin just told me about this music thing to bring people back from Vecna's curse. I’m so glad he was right fuck. I thought I lost you there” He states. I haven’t stopped gripping his jacket.

“it was horrible he was saying...he said you...” I try explaining but I keep shivering and my teeth bang against each other violently every time I try and open my mouth.

“It’s okay. Whatever he’s saying isn’t real. This is real. He’s just some seriously deranged loner with a reality problem” it’s so Eddie that it makes me laugh. It comes out jagged and bubbled with snot. He continues rubbing my back.

“You’re a deranged loner with a reality problem” I say pulling back to look at him.

His face breaks out into a smile and the tears that were gathered in his eyes finally swell over down his cheeks. He let’s out a scoff that turns into a chuckle.

“Oh is that so miss ‘let me hang out with the freak while he’s exiled’“

“you wouldn’t last a day without me” I say playing with the end of his hair behind his back.

“that I would not” he says it softly like he’s scared. His eyes shift uncomfortably away from my face but I drop my head to meet them.

“You saved me. You. No one else would have been able to do that.”

“but it’s your favorite song”

“do you know why it’s my favorite song? hmm?” I pull his chin up with my hand. It’s now or never. He shakes his head but something tells me he’s lying.

“it’s my favorite song because it was playing the day, the moment, I met you. Since that day, it will always be my favorite song. You saved me because you love me. I know you do and even if I don’t know what kind of love or for how long you love me and I couldn’t have made it out of there without you so I love you too.” When I finish I let out a breath. My teeth are still chattering quietly.

“You love me? You...” He pauses searching in my eyes as I nod my head.

When our lips finally meet its salty from our tears. I feel the dam breaking once and for all and I kiss him with everything I have. He is holding me so close there’s nothing but him. He is everything. We hold our lips together unmoving and breathing hard. He rubs the side of my face and I hold onto his neck.

When we pull away I say the first thing that comes to mind

“told you you have a reality problem.” I laugh. He chuckles again. That smile, that Eddie smile fills me with so much emotion I begin to cry again. This time though he just wipes my tears and kisses me again.

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xxairerexx · 3 years ago

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How you met

Allen

- Cafe

- you were drinking [fav/drink]

- a red spiky haired boy asked if he can sit next to you because there were no sits left

- you said yes

- he pulled his headphone out but forgot to connect it with his phone and the song played loudly

- everyone looked at him for a short second and continued on what they were doing

- you asked

- "Hey, wasn't that (fav Hip-Hop song)?"

- he slowly nodded not making eye contact and you started to talk about music

- and you realize how cute he is when he's excited talking about Hip-Hop

- time passed and you said goodbye

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Hajun

- Park

- you really love to take photos with your camera

- and noticed a handsome tall blonde sitting on a bench

- you feel like you have to take a photo of him

- he noticed and smiled at you

- you swore that you saw dark aura around him

- "You know it's rude to take a picture of someone without permission"

- he slowly took your camera away and deleted the photo

- "I'm sorry for that ...... and you know it's rude to take someone's belongings without permission, you could've asked me nicely to delete the photo"

- you grabbed your camera back and started walking away

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Anne

- Mall

- You and your friends were going shopping

- Got separated

- noticed a group of guys surrounding a pink haired girl

- 'really now?! Leave her alone!'

- you walked towards them and linked your arms with the girl

- " there you are I've been looking for you! Let's go, ok?"

- both of you got away

- "thank you for earlier but I had everything under control, sweetie."

- "They were surrounding you! And you know you should be more careful since your a girl!"

- " hahaha, sure. i have to go to the restroom. You don't have to wait for me"

- and then you saw her entered the male restroom

- 'Wait...what?'

Naoakira

- work

- one of your students Ando Shiki fainted in class

- you tried to call his parents but he begged not to but he gave you someone else's number

- even though you're not supposed to you decided to call this person and he said he'll pick Shiki up

- after he arrived he thanked you for looking after him

- you have to admit, that he's very handsome

- "well, it's my duty after all"

- Shiki thanked you too and they drove home

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Yohei

- their bar

- you were celebrating you friend birthday and went to a jazz bar

- you know that your friends will get really drunk so you decided not to drink too much so you wouldn't fight because all of you are drunk and can't drive

- "hey [Y/N] that bartender there is hot don't ya think?"

- you looked at the mentioned bartender that had medium length dark blue hair and yellow eyes

- your friend dragged you to him and he/she ordered a drink

- "what about you?" The bartender asked

- "I'll have a coke, it would've been bad if the driver is drunk, right?"

- he chuckled "yeah" and he glared at his co worker that has long white hair that is tied in a low pony tail and lots of piercings and tattoos, because he was a bit too loud

- you decided to stay where you are because you have a clear vision where your friends are and you have someone to talk to

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Ryu

- you were walking home from school

- your friends and you were talking about this latest movie that everybody are talking about

- "Just imagine you are able to live for 800 years and do all of the things you could do"

- while you were thinking for an answer to that you heard a voice behind you

- "oh...it's very fun trust me~"

- you all were surprised by this and some of you gasped in horror

- 'where did he come from?'

- the man just laughed

- "Hi! My name is Ryu and I'm 800 years old!~haha"

- your friends decided to ignore the man called Ryu and called him crazy and so on

- but you thought he just wanted to talk so you smiled and waved goodbye

- "Bye bye to you too, my friendly subordinate~ !"

- ' subordinate? '

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Shiki

- school library

- you were looking for a book that might help with your history homework

- you reached for the book that you found but someone wanted that book too

- "ah! S-sorry...you can have it, [Y/L/N]-san"

- you looked at the shy boy

- " you know me?"

- his eyes widen of the realization that you don't know him

- he tried to explain that you're in the same class and that he sits in the back row while you sit in the first row

- but he kept stuttering and sometimes mumbling which took time for you to understand what he meant

- you ended up sharing the book and did homework together

Kanata

- in front of your parents backery

- you were helping your parents backing some fresh bread

- you noticed a boy with white messy hair with purple tips looking at the fresh baked stuff through the window

- he flinched as you suddenly stood if front of him at the other side of the window

- you packed 5 muffins in a box and went outside

- you gave the boy the box

- "My name is [Y/N], what's yours?"

- But before the boy could answer you heard someone called out

- "NAYUTA!!"

- the boy looked behind him and said

- "Aniki! You're here!" It was a boy that looked like the boy but he had shoulder length hair and the inner of his hair is light teal

- you felt like you were a ghost because they seemed to forget about you but you could catch up what was going on

- the boy with messy hair got lost and his brother was looking for him for hours

- "what are you holding?" The older boy asked his brother

- "[Y/N] gave it to me"

- "[Y/N]?" His brother stared at you suspiciously

- you just wave your hand at him awkwardly because his glares looked like it could kill someone

- he dragged Nayuta with him without saying anything to you

- "Thank you for the muffins, [Y/N] - san!" Nayuta said

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Nayuta

- on street

- you just finished judo training for today and grumble because you forgot to do your homework

- on your way home you noticed two guys beating a boy with white messy hair with purple tips

- "HEY! LEAVE HIM ALONE"

- the bullies just laughed at you

- "what are YOU going to do about it?!"

- you grabbed one of the bullies arm, pulled him closer to you, turn your back and flipped him which caused him to feel down to the ground

- they ran away

- you asked the beaten boy if he's ok and pulled your mini first aid kit that you always have and treated him

- he thanked you and asked you to help him stand up and walked him home

- on your way to his house you exchanged your name and he told you that the bullies were after his phantom metal

- you finally reached his...well...house?

- a boy that looked like him probably his twin gasped after he opened the door

- "Nayuta! Where were you?! What happened to you?! Did you do this to him!?!!"

- he yelled at you but Nayuta tried to explain that you were just helping him

- "Thank you for your help, [Y/N]-san. My big brother and I really thankful"

- you're not sure if the statement about his brother is true or he just wanted to be polite because his brother did nothing but glared at you

- but seeing Nayuta smiling made you smile too

Iori

- work

- you work in a restaurant

- you saw a group of five guys

- one has a very built body, one has a feminine looking face, one was very tall, one had a fire pattern sleeve tattoo on his left side and the last one had black hair that had purple tips

- you wanted to asked what they want to order but a man who sat beside them interrupted you

- "Hey, you! How long do I have to wait for my order, huh?!"

- he started to complain loudly and it made you uncomfortable because you were trying to calm the man down and people were watching and your colleagues just stood there and watched too

- the black haired man that you supposed to serve stood up and talked to the man that were complaining

- "Sir, I think ya should calm down. Ya should be patient. Look! I think yer order's comin' "

- the man just stayed quiet and one of your colleagues put down his dish

- you thanked the man that helped you

- "A pleasure, doll face~"

- you blushed at the nickname and took their orders

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Zen

- playground

- you were looking after your niece at the playground

- suddenly a guy with a built body tapped your shoulder

- "excuse me, but did you see three boys around here? One has pink hair and feminine face, one was tall and had light green hair and the last one has a basketball jersey and a sleeve tattoo."

- you shook your head and apologized but when you focused back on your niece she was a man's arm that wore a cap that hid his face

- "HEY! YOU! WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING WITH MY NIECE!?!!"

- the kidnapper started to run and so do you

- then you saw the man that asked for your help earlier also ran towards the kidnapper

- 'huh?'

- before you know it he was in front of the kidnapper and hold him by the hands and pinned him down

- your niece ran to you crying

- the police came and took the kidnapper away

- you thanked the man

- "Thank you, mister! I owe you so much!"

- he said it was no problem and he continued searching for the three boys

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Hokusai

- high school

- you're a third year

- your teacher asked you to come to his office

- three boys were standing beside your teacher

- "[Y/L/N]- san, I want you to help these boys raising their grades up."

- "Hi! My name is Maruyama Reo! You can call me Reo-kun~ this giant is Masaki Hokusai and this monkey is Ito Satsuki. And we're all in second year"

- "OI!!WHO ARE YOU CALLING MONKEY HERE?!" Satsuki yelled while Reo laughed

- you look up to Hokusai and damn! He is freaking tall and handsome too...

- "nice to meet you...[Y/L/N]- san"

- He smiled at you and he looked like an angel

- you four decided when you will tutor them and went home

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Satsuki

- arcade

- it was summer break you decided to go to the arcade with your big brother because your friends are on vacation and your mom said you should spend more time together with your brother

- you went to the shooting arcade but a boy also wanted to play it

- "sorry, but we got here first" your brother said

- "HAH?! What do you mean?!" The boy complained

- "shut up monkey! Don't yell, you're disturbing the other here" another boy with pink hair told his friend

- you guys started to argue who get to play them first, you and your brother or the 'monkey and his friend

- "how about a deal? If you win we will let you play it first but if you lose we'll get to play" the pink haired boy said and you all agreed

- you stepped forward and the monkey boy too

- "You're going down"

- "We will see about that, monkey" you smirked

- time passed and you won and your brother cheer

- " Wha-!!?? How?!"

- you just shrugged and said "don't know. I'm just better than you I guess, but nice match...uh..?"

- "Satsuki. Ito Satsuki."

- "[Y/L/N] [Y/N]"

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Reo

- summer festival

- you and your friends are at the summer festival

- but you feel like a ghost because you friends were only talking to their boyfriends and girlfriends

- you got frustrated and walked away without them noticing

- you sat on a bench next to the taiyaki booth

- suddenly a boy with pink hair and cute face jump in from you which made you yelp

- "oh, sorry! I didn't mean to scare you!"

- "ah...it's ok..."

- "why are you so gloomy?" He tilted his head

- "it's n-nothing.."

- 'he's so cute!'

- he grabbed your hand and pulled you to the taiyaki booth

- "I don't believe you. Come, I'll buy you taiyakis to cheer you up, how much do you want?"

- you shook your head and declined his offer but he bought them anyway

- he bought you 3 taiyakis and you thanked him smiling

- "Aww, you look so cute when you smile! Well then I have to go, bye cutie~"

- your friends saw you and then asked after the boy was gone

- "WHO WAS HE?! I never knew you had a boyfriend, [Y/N]......oh! Taiyakis! Can we have some?"

- ".....no....ask your boyfriend that"

#paradox live #x reader #allen sugasano #anne faulkner #yeon hajun #naoakira saimon #kanbayashi yohei #shiki ando #ryu natsume #kanata yatonokami #nayuta yatonokami #iori suiseki #zen gaho #hokusai masaki #satsuki ito #reo maruyama

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softxsuki · 2 years ago

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Hello dear! By a stroke of luck I saw you were doing matchups and I'd love to join <33 I'd like a matchup for tokyo revengers please, if that's okay!!

My pronouns are She/Her and my gender preference is male and I'd like it to be romantic please <3.

For some positive personality traits: I'm overall very friendly and easy to approach. I'm very patient and slow to anger. I'm very empathetic and sympathetic, I have a very easy time putting myself in others' shoes and rarely judge others. I'm a good listener and very attentive to others' needs. I tend to remember little things about the people I love and if I'm passionate about something I will always put my 110% in.

For some negative traits: I have a bad habit of being a people pleaser and have an overall hard time saying no unless I'm asked something blatantly dangerous. I'm a big daydreamer so I often have my head in the clouds which can make me less attentive to my surroundings and may lead the to zone out every now and then. I'm a BIG procrastinator and when I don't really like something I'll leave it until the very last moment to do. And lastly I tend to beat around the bush when I have to say something negative to someone or about someone to them or at least take a while to at least get to it because I try to sugarcoat it as much as possible. So... Basically not very straightforward.

Zodiac signs:

Sun: Taurus Moon: Pisces Rising: Cancer Venus: Pisces

Mbti and enneagram: INFP-T 9w1

Love languages: All of them tbh but primarily Words of affirmation and Physical touch.

What I value in a relationship:

Truly I appreciate honesty and communication. In relationships I'm quite good at being both of those with a partner fortunately and I appreciate it if they do the same. I'm a very big romantic and they don't necessarily have to be too but I like it when they don't mind gestures, unless it something that genuinely makes them uncomfortable of course. I like it when my partner is thoughtful and I like at least a bit of patience.

My hobbies include:

-Ballet

-Cooking/Baking

-Playing Piano and Bass guitar

-Writing (poetry/songs/books)

-Reading

-Listening to music

-Pottery (just started though 😅)

For other details:

I like animals, I like to go on unnecessarily long walks, kind of embarrassing but sometimes when I'm nervous to go somewhere for whatever reason I have this little plushie I take with me in my bag, I collect pink snack packages?? It might've not been delicious but at least the packaging is cute 😪, another unsung love language of mine is just feeding people? It ties in with my hobby for sure but with me you'll never go hungry, I like dressing up, my favorite season is winter, I'm very affectionate both verbally and physically and will tone it down depending on the person, I can be very talkative with the right person, sometimes when I laugh too hard I snork a little :/, I'm busy getting a degree in pedagogy, even though I dance ballet I'm a terrible dancer in all other aspects and... That's all I can think of at the moment.

For my ideal type:

I've thought about it but I'm not very picky. I just like people who like me :D

The scenario I'd like to see with them:

I'd like to see what they do for a date please!!

I hope that was enough 😩 tysm dear, I hope you have a great day <3

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1000 Follower Event Matchup #1

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Note: Welcome to my blog and thank you so much for sending in a matchup request! You were the first one! :D I'm not sure if you're a manga reader or not, because this character talked about more in the manga, but hopefully you know him! I hope you like that I paired you with him too. It literally took me hours to narrow it down NFHEKABF, but this one is definitely perfect for you (he's one of my favs that I learned to love after starting the manga SO CONGRATS, keep him happy :( )

I match you with…HAKKAI SHIBA!

runner-ups were sanzu and kakucho, but I decided on hakkai for the reasons I'm about to list heh

To start off with the technical stuff, Hakkai is an INFP, just like you, and his enneagram is 9w1, just like yours as well so you two would definitely have a lot in common and that would bring you both closer together! Two peas in one pod, we love to see it. He's also a Virgo which based on the site I used, they are compatible with Taurus'. :3

Onto the more personable details, Hakkai would absolutely love how friendly and approachable you are, he’s pretty shy with women, so you being the way you are made it that much easier for him to approach you when you two first met. He’d fondly watch as you get lost in your head, daydreaming away. For the moments when you can’t say no to people, he’d step in and draw the line for you. No one will walk over you with him around, or take advantage of your kindness. He’s super protective over you and watches over you whenever you guys go anywhere together. He does look pretty intimidating, so that helps in keeping some negative or unwanted attention away from you. His main goal is to keep you safe and happy!

Get ready to have your love language filled, he’s very touchy as soon as the early, awkward stage of your relationship is over. ALWAYS has to be holding your hand or touching you in some way–whether you’re walking beside him or sitting next to him at a Toman meeting. He’ll also always tell you how much he loves you and how beautiful you are (while blushing because even though he’s been with you for so long, that awkwardness still pops through every now and then). TRULY a perfect match. I SHIP IT. AND ARE U KIDDING ME?? BALLET??? HE would make it his mission to watch you practice with hearts in his eyes and you better believe he’s attending all of your recitals (if you have any, if not, he's perfectly fine supporting you in private).

He would find a way to incorporate himself into your hobbies, by joining in on some like reading or cooking. Would definitely be willing to have a sneak taste if you want to feed him, and I think he’d enjoy feeding you as well. JUST VERY CUTE ROMANTIC THINGS WITH HIM OKAY. I'M SO JELLY WRITING THIS BC HE’S ONE OF MY FAVS BUT WOW HE WOULD LOVE YOU SO MUCH. He really enjoys watching you do the things you love like writing and playing instruments. Hakkai loves the little snort that sometimes leaks through when you laugh–it gets him blushing like mad bc you’re just so adorable to him and can’t believe he’s lucky enough to be with you. Invite me to your wedding please :(

Date Night with Hakkai:

First of all, as soon as I saw pottery on your list of hobbies, this idea instantly came into my head

BUT YES HAKKAI WOULD TAKE YOU ON A POTTERY DATE EEEE SO ROMANTIC

He knows you’re still learning pottery and he figured this would be a perfect time for him to hop in on one of your hobbies–he’s excited to learn!

He takes you to this quaint local studio that allows people to come in and do their own pottery for a small fee

At first he’s just watching you do your own thing; collecting the clay, throwing it on the wheel, and working your wet hands into the clay, shaping it to perfection

He tries to follow along, but you’ll probably have to give him a hand, guiding his hands the right way (little “ghost” pottery scene action here NFHEKAFEKJ)

You both have a great time, especially Hakkai, but he’s mostly happy about seeing you enjoy yourself

He could honestly have fun doing anything at all so long as he gets to spend time with you

Of course once your creations are made and ready to be thrown in the kiln, you leave and make an appointment to come back to pick your ceramic pieces up another day

After your pottery date, he walks hand in hand with you to a nearby restaurant where your wonderful date continues

10/10 would recommend, now I wanna make pottery again ahhhhhh

EVENT REQUESTS ARE CLOSED

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Posted: 9/18/2022

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yelenayena · 4 years ago

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Sweet Candy

Pairing: Yelena x Fem!reader

Genre: Romance, fluff, modern AU

A/N: This story is a little bit longer, so I suggest you bring your fav beverage, play your fav songs, and enjoy your free time this weekend by fantasizing about Yelena 💕 Suddenly I wanna make a tsundere Yelena, and I think I love every side of Yelena. I gave the title Sweet Candy bc between you and Yelena are really sweet like a candy 🥺 💕 I hope you like it, and I hope you understand my English because I’m poor at grammar hehe.

Summary: Your apartment was on fire, your best friend, Zeke, couldn't help you bc he wanted to fix his relationship with his gf. He insisted you stay in Yelena’s house for a while. After you stayed in Yelena’s house for weeks, on Valentine's Day, Yelena did something that opens up your mind and changed your life forever!

Warning: Explicit Content!

You just started your first year in university. You decided to study abroad, because your childhood friend, Zeke, had already come and being an international student, and that was inspired you as you saw his student life looked so interesting.

A couple of months ago you came to the same university as Zeke, and only a few days ago you got an unpleasant event when your apartment was on fire. So today, Zeke told you to come to his best friend’s house to stay in their home for a while.

You have just arrived at Zeke's friend's house, and you are standing in front of the door. On the third knock, the door opened. The tall-ass blonde, the one who opened the door, looked at you suspiciously.

By ignoring her expression, you smiled widely. “Hi! You must be Yelena! I’m Y/N, nice to meet ya!”

Before she responded to your words, you stepped into her house. “Wow! Your house is so lovely!”

Yelena’s eyes widened as you came into her house. “I’m sorry, but who the hell are you?” She asked with an annoyed tone.

You turned your body around to look at her, “Ah! Zeke hasn't told you yet?” You threw yourself on the couch, “I’m sorry for coming to your house so suddenly without prior notice, but in my condition, I also have no choice. So he asked me to come to your house, and he will give you further details later.”

She stared at you with a gaze full of confusion. You smiled nervously, “I’m sorry but I’m really bad at explaining.”

She held her index finger to her temple, “just hold a sec!” She brought and placed you in front of the door then she closed it.

You sighed and smiled sadly. You can understand her conduct, however, you are just a stranger to her. You sat on the step in front of her house, waiting and thinking, if she refuses you, maybe you have to find another motel or guest house nearby to campus.

In the house. Yelena grabbed her phone on the desk and called Zeke. On the third ring, Zeke picked up the call.

“ZEKE! What the hell did you do to me?!” She said indignantly.

“I meant to call you. So, she must have arrived at your house?” he asked.

Even though she knew Zeke wouldn’t see her face, she still nodded her head. “Uh-huh! And why the fuck she came to my house?! I mean, who the hell is she??

Yelena can hear Zeke sighed, “Yelena, listen. Y/N is my hometown friend, my grandmother even considered her as her own grandchild and I considered her as my lil’ sister. She studied in the same university as us. But unfortunately, her apartment was on fire the day before yesterday, it was on the news, you knew it, right?

“I immediately brought her to my place when it happened. She only had me in this city because she hasn’t had many friends in her department. She slept in my place last night, but my girlfriend was really upset when she saw Y/N in my apartment.

“You know my relationship was on the rocks, so it’s hard for my girlfriend to believe that Y/N is just my friend. So please, accept her in your house until she finds a new apartment, or until my girlfriend believes me and allows her to stay in my apartment. Okay?” he explained.

“It's so sudden,” Yelena replied.

“Please, I'm begging you. I'm so worried about her, she had no luck in her life, so you're the one I can trust to help her,” Zeke pleaded.

“Does she really have no relatives or friends here?”

“No, she only had me. You know we’re foreign students. She just started her first year in our university. I can’t let her stay in her new friends’ house, I ain’t trusting them. I really want to help her but unfortunately, I can’t help her right now because I wanna fix my relationship with my girlfriend, I’m screwed without her. You owed me so it’s time to repay the favor by allowing Y/N to stay in your house for a while. I promise she won't do such annoying things during her stay. She’s a good girl.”

Yelena sighed, “fine! I’ll allow her to stay in my house JUST for a while.”

“I know I can count on you!” Said Zeke happily.

“I told you, I can’t blame your girlfriend because you fucked every girl you met before you dated her. So take your responsibility and be a good man! I’m out!” Yelena turned off her phone.

When Yelena opened the door, she saw you walk through the yard to leave her house. “Hey! Wait!” She shouted.

You turned your head immediately when you heard her voice.

“I just called Zeke and- you can stay here for a while,” she said.

You smiled happily, “really?!” She nodded. You’re walking toward her and hugging her. “Thank you!”

Yelena looked awkward, “whoa- whoa- what is it for?”

“It’s my habit to hug someone when I’m happy,” you answered. “And- this is the reason why Zeke’s girlfriend was upset when she came to his place and she saw me hug him,” you continued, speaking more to yourself than to Yelena.

But Yelena can still hear your voice, she let out a long sigh, “the two of you really are weirdos! Come in!”

This time, Yelena lets you come to her house. And since today, you’ll stay in her house together. You told your story about the fire in your apartment and when Zeke brought you to his apartment until his girlfriend came over. You convinced her that you won’t stay long in her house until you find a new apartment. You believed Zeke so much, so when he insisted that you have to stay in Yelena’s house, you obeyed him without question. If Zeke believes Yelena, so you believe her as well.

She lets you sleep in the guest room. You asked her how much you have to pay for the room, but she refused it and told you it was just for a while so you don’t have to pay her except you paid yourself for a meal.

You stayed in Yelena’s house for almost a week. You thought she was a little bit cocky with an unfriendly attitude, but she is just a straightforward person with an expressionless face. She's nice actually, at least she still lets you stay in her house until now because you discovered difficulties to find a new apartment. People might consider her as a male because of her masculine figure, and she is a very tall woman with a height of six feet three inches. For you, she’s the perfect figure for the androgynous look, she look pretty and handsome at the same time. Her hair is blonde in a short bob with straight bangs, and it suits her well. You bet she’s pretty famous among girls or boys.

Even so, you found that her friends are just Zeke and Onyankopon, a cool and nice black guy. You found out quickly because she rarely hangs out with other friends except for Zeke and Onyankopon, but she's good at negotiating with others. You often see her talking on the phone with her business partner, and in the end, she smiled with satisfaction and told you that she reached an advantageous deal. She’s also an ambitious person.

Yeah, she’s a third-year business student just like Zeke, so she often gets the assignments for making a brand or a start-up from her lecturers. Well, maybe now you can be her new good friend, you’re a friendly and funny person, so it’s not hard for you to get along with her.

“What the hell are you doing in the kitchen for hours??” Yelena asked you on the phone. You can hear the class ambiance behind her voice.

“How did you know?” you asked.

“You didn't realize? I’ve been watching you from the CCTV in every corner of my house. Even when you did some silly movements in front of the TV to workout,” she explained.

You turned your head to the upper corner where the CCTV hangs. You looked at that with surprise. How can you not realize that there are many CCTVs in her house, and she's been watching you all the time!

“You! You're a sly peeper!”

She chuckled, “my house, my rule. So what are you up to?”

“I’m making chocolate. Valentine's Day is almost coming, so I wanna make delicious chocolate for my crush. Don't worry, I'll clean up the kitchen when I’m done.”

“Chocolate? That sucks! Why are you in such a hurry? It's still a week 'till Valentine's Day.”

You rolled your eyes, “as you know, I suck at cooking, so I need to learn to make un chocolat parfait.”

“Ah! And I still remember how horrible an omelet you made!” her tone was almost mocking.

“I know you're really good at cooking, but please don't be so mean to me.”

She laughed slightly, “okay. Do what you want. Bye.”

You thought you would be able to make perfect chocolate for your crush instantly, but it’s not that easy! Luckily, Yelena was kind enough to permit you to use her kitchen often. Although she’s good at cooking, she can't help you to give you some advice to make chocolate because she hates sweets. You practice almost every day until the V day comes, and efforts won’t betray you, you did your best to make beautiful and delicious chocolate.

“Finally-” you said while straightening your back and stretching your aching muscles, feeling incredibly relieved. Today is Valentine’s day, now you can go to college before the morning class starts, and give this beautiful chocolate you made to a Mister Perfect.

“You did it?” asked Yelena, you saw her standing on the stairway in the kitchen, still wearing her pajamas. And she stepped down to the floor.

“I did it!” you said happily. You looked at the wristwatches, “and I can go to the morning class on time. How could I've been awesome with that! Ah, I bought savory croissants you like and made hot coffee on the dining table. It's just a little reward for letting me use your kitchen, and as a valentine's gift.” You smiled and winked at her.

For the first time, she looked at you with eyes that sparkled. She smiled slightly, “thanks- So, when are you going to give that chocolate to the unlucky guy?”

You smiled at her, sometimes, she can be an innocent, sarcastic woman. “Perhaps, during lunchtime. He’s a second-year student in the Political Sciences Department, and he’s the coolest guy I’ve ever met on campus. When he puts on his football uniform, he's even cooler!” you said full of joy while imagining your crush’s face.

She rolled her eyes, “I don't give a shit. Besides, giving chocolate to the boys on Valentine’s Day is kinda old fashioned. Why don't you give him a bouquet or a concert ticket?”

“I- I don't know. Isn't that something men always do?”

She clucked her tongue, “it’s women’s emancipation.”

“You're right!” you said eagerly. “Chocolate and flowers! That's cool! I’ll buy flowers for him, too! Thank you, Yelena, you're brilliant!” and you left her to go to campus.

In the late afternoon, it’s a beautiful day at the end of winter, the warmth of the sun is still accompanying people on the outside.

It’s valentine’s day, a day full of love. But all you can feel is the cold wind in your heart, the day gets grey, and pain haunts you. You remembered all the hurtful things he said to you, you feel so rejected by him. It really hurts when you expect so much more from a person you once liked so much. You’ve liked him ever since the first day of college.

Love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes just be an illusion. Before you realize it, the tears stream down your face. You walked so slow in Yelena’s neighborhood.

You heard the horn behind you. “Ayo, Taffy! Walking to my house?” That’s Yelena with her car, driving very slowly to follow your steps.

You turned your head to her. She looked at you with a surprise, “Hey, you okay?”

“I- I’m okay,” you said sobbing.

Without asking you first, she scrambled out of the car, and put you in the front passenger seat of the car, and got behind the wheel.

“What happened?” she asked gently.

You cried harder when she asked that. Moments later, you told her your story when you got a raw rejection from your crush. “He even called me fat and I'm not his type. I mean, I’m okay with his ridicule, it's a fact after all. But when he mocked my chocolate, that's when I felt hurt. Anyhow, it was my hard work you even helped me make it,” and you cried again.

“I did nothing, you made it yourself with love,” she said and she turned her vehicle around.

“Where are you going?” you asked.

“I’m going to give that motherfucker a lesson.”

“You- WHAT?”

“Gimme his location!”

“Yelena- No! Turn around your car! Let's just go home.”

She gazed at you in silence for a while, “just shut the fuck up and keep your seat belt fastened!” she spoke firmly.

In the end, you just let her drive to the university yard where your crush and his friends are hanging around. Yelena insisted on giving him a lesson. Your heart raced when you saw her walk through the yard and stepped closer to the table where your crush sat.

Your crush stopped laughing when she stood in front of him, it also gave his friends in silence and looked at her in confusion. “Ayo! Rough guy!” She greeted him with a condescending tone.

“Who the hell are you, tomboy?” he asked her.

“Nobody, just a courier. I delivered a package for you,” she showed him a chocolate box and a bouquet.

“Ah, that’s from Y/N, huh? Take back, I ain't gonna need that. If I take that shit, I’m afraid that fatty would think I will accept her feelings.”

Yelena spat on the ground, “you know I was relieved I never dated a guy, and the guy I hate the most is the guy like you. You're more gay than I am, y’know? Before you mocked her, look at yourself in the mirror whether you're better than her or not! You think you're perfect, huh?”

Yelena threw the flowers and the chocolate on your crush’s face. Her hands in the fluid movement to deliver precisely aimed blows to a startled opponent.

“What the fuck!” He shouted out in shock. Getting rid of the flowers on his face and the chocolate stains off his jacket.

“Take that, you motherfucker! You should've respected her! It shows her love and hard work!” Yelena grunted, “but at least I’m relieved she wouldn't fall for an asshole like you again.” And she left him without waiting for his response.

You watched what Yelena did to him far behind, and it gives you a new perspective that you adore her so much.

“Thank you,” you said gently when you and she sat in the car.

“For what?”

“For everything. Why are you so kind to me? I mean, I am the one who often troubles you, but you still want to add a new enemy, because of me. I’ve seen everything you’ve done to him, and I really appreciate it.” You laughed strangely, “you were very rude to him, but I think he deserved it.

She grunted, “that son of a bitch deserves worse. Why do you think I'm doing this to you?” She looked at you seriously with her deep voice.

You find it difficult to answer. In silence, you looked at each other. You felt an odd feeling when you looked into her big beautiful eyes. You felt captivated by the look in her eyes, so you couldn't move your body when you realized her body moved closer to yours as she tried to kiss you.

As though conscious of what she was about to do, she stopped and sat up straight again. She cleared her throat awkwardly, “and the only one who can make fun of you is me.” She stared at the last small chocolate box on your lap. “Oh, there’s one more.”

“Yup, there is. Don’t worry, I’ll throw away this thing.”

She grabbed the small box immediately, “don’t! I’ll eat it.”

“What? Don't you hate sweets?”

“It’s okay if it's your make,” she eats a piece of chocolate you made. “Umm- not bad, ” she smiled slightly after she finished eating, then she turned the engine on.

After the incident on Valentine’s day, you can't look at her in the same way again, you felt confused about your feelings towards her. You thought she was just your friend, but now you realized you want her more than just a friend. You don't want to ruin your friendship with her, you need to find a new apartment as soon as possible no matter how to keep a distance from her and reset unnecessary feelings.

Luckily, you got a new apartment so you can leave Yelena’s house. Yelena and Zeke helped you pack the stuff and decorate your new room. After those busy days, you can finally enjoy your free time in your new apartment, all alone. And it gives you extra time to prioritize your revenge plan, once you've accepted the insult of the guy you liked. And a wise man said the best revenge is to improve yourself.

On the other hand, you wouldn't believe how much Yelena missed you. She felt empty when she stayed alone, she missed your presence in her house. She once got so annoyed by your noisy existence, but now she really wants to hear all your ridiculous babbling. When she thought of you, she smiled slightly, she didn't believe she could fall for a silly girl like you. Silly but sweet.

Since when did this feeling grow in her heart? She didn't know. Little thing she knew, you're the sweetest, most sincere girl she's ever met. Sometimes she wishes you could open your heart to a girl like her, but she doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable if she expresses any romantic interest in you. To get rid of all her thoughts about you, she occupied herself with the project the lecturer gave her. It is funny, you two are mutually interested in each other, but you two are too afraid to express your feelings.

Time flies so fast. Spring break is over. You are ready to open a new chapter of your life in this warm spring. You were viral by the rejection video of your crush to you, it was a nightmare because everyone recognizes you with something you don't want to be. But now, everyone on campus is amazed by the change you made to yourself. And the best thing is, your crush seems regretful that he has rejected and said something cruel to you. Now, you have some respect from others.

“Wow, I heard an issue that you're now some big news and one of the hotties in this university.”

You heard a familiar voice when you walked alone in the park near your faculty building. You frowned at your face and turned around your body, your eyes widened as you saw a big-beauty blonde standing behind you.

“Long time no see and, look at you, you've changed a lot! Now you've become- a Barbie doll? Eww! You look more ugly than before when you still have those fats in your body,” she continued.

You chuckled, “we’ve lived together under the same roof for almost three weeks, and I got your own dictionary. When you say no, it means yes. So when you say I’m ugly, it means I’m pretty?”

“Jesus, no! I tell the truth, I swear, the new you is ugly.”

“I, I just wanna love myself more by changing my lifestyle to make it healthier,” you said, trying to sound nonchalant.

“Whatever. I rather like your old appearance because now you’re a little conscious. Many morons will steal glances at you.”

“What?”

She sighed heavily, “something that didn’t change in you is you still slow like a sloth! Then, I’m leaving!”

“Hey, wait!” You grabbed her long arm to hold her step, “it’s unfair you come and go like a fart!”

Just one touch from you gives her a magical sensation. She then grabbed your hands and pulled your body to get closer to hers.

“I miss you so much! I can’t even stop thinking about you once you leave my house,” she hoarsely whispered.

She bent over you and kissed you. You were shocked by her sudden act, but her kiss is pure, fresh, and thirst-quenching. You felt her stiffening in surprise when you kissed her back, then she continued to insert her tongue into your mouth and moved wildly to play with yours. You two now are kissing so passionately, feeling the burn by the lust of each other.

“So this means, we’re stepping to the next level” she asked with a broad smile on her face. She looked happy.

You smiled mischievously, “what do you think?”

I think Yelena is the type who can make a straight girl gay. Who can ignore this big-beauty-badass bae 🥵🥵

My fav quotes from Yelena in this story 💕

Yelena to your crush: “...I was relieved I never dated a guy, and the guy I hate the most is a guy like you. You're gayer than I am, y’know?”

[she acted like a gentleman 🥰]

Sweet moments with Yelena 💕

Yelena to you: “Why do you think I'm doing this to you?”

[and you two were looked at each other until she tried to kiss you but she stopped it 😔]

You to Yelena: “Yup. I’ll throw away this thing.”

Yelena to you: “Don’t! I’ll eat it.”

You to Yelena: “Don’t you hate sweets?”

Yelena to you: “It’s okay if it’s your make.”

[then she ate your chocolate even she hates sweets 🥺]

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sparatus · 2 years ago

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Foreigner’s God and Arsonist’s Lullaby for the hozier asks c:

ohhh those are good ones ty bb

Hozier Song Title Questions

Foreigner's God: Does religion play a role in your narrative? If so, how?

mmmmm this is a really good question and also one of my fav hozier songs love this one

so ik you know this but for the uninitiated i'm a recovering catholic, lots of religious trauma, raised in the faith and had a liiiittle bit of a mental break crisis of faith in 8th grade, blah blah blah one tragic backstory later here i am Totally Coping With It In A Healthy Way

my religious trauma and struggle with faith influenced a lot of my earlier original works, which have been further developed and refined as i got older and more stable - i have an entire universe with my partner where all the stuff we do with angels and demons stems from sympathy for the devil (and projection onto lucifer himself, oops). it's been really cathartic for me and helped me come to terms with my experiences in the roman catholic faith.

for a more specific focus on exdiff: religion in a futuristic scifi setting is endlessly fascinating to me, and i have a lot of characters who toy with it - one of my favorite things to posit is, when encountering deities or the dead/afterlife, are they really that, or are they the character's brain seeing what they think they should be seeing? and how much does it truly matter to them? taeja especially is one of my favorites specifically because of her intensely complicated relationship with her faith, as a victim of religious abuse who has shucked off the organized part of her religion but still holds true to the god she's devoted herself to and the rites and tenets of such, choosing her own path and method of belief rather than what her abusive family and society tried to force her into. in an otherwise very science-heavy setting, it's interesting to me to see how the two can intersect.

Arsonist's Lullaby: What do you do when you get the feeling to tear it all up and start again?

i mean usually for me that urge comes from RSD either not getting enough attention or not getting the kind of attention i want, or just getting stuck in one spot and getting frustrated. usually what i end up doing is just kinda... taking a step back, leaving it alone, going to work on something else that i do enjoy or just not writing for a bit at all and playing video games or whatever (like, say, coming up with like 5 potential new wips when exdiff is fighting me...). if there's a social element, i'll withdraw from that for a little while, only really hang out in spaces that aren't hitting me with the RSD stick, even if that's literally just dms with one or two people. then once i feel like coming back to it, i can go back to it with fresh eyes and decide whether it's actually as bad as i thought it was or if i can salvage it somehow either with editing or figuring out where the block is and what i want to get to instead. the main hard part is really giving myself permission to set it down and do something else, tbh, because i want to keep updating, but sometimes i just.... need to go stab people in the desert a bit, yknow? (note to fbi tom: that was an assassin's creed joke)

and sometimes ill just straight up go fishing for compliments among my friends, i'm not above begging my friends to tell me how great i am when i need the ego boost even if i. dont necessarily admit i need an ego boost lol,,,,,

#press conference #korblez

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catwithangerissues · 4 years ago

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Sweet by Cigarettes after Sex - Sakusa Kiyoomi

🌱This is another scenario based song fic😌 let me know what you think, please! I think I peaked with that Yachi drabble lmao. This is for a request that was sent to @sunalma ,but fit under my prompt so she sent it on over to me :)

“Watching the video that you sent me

The one where you're showering with wet hair dripping

You know that I'm obsessed with your body

But it's the way you smile that does it for me”

You were sat on the rooftop of your home, the chilly night shingles and wind nipping at your uncovered face. You only wore the hoodie Omi had given you, knowing you’d get cold at the most random times, and a pair of your own old joggers.

With your feet dangling off, you sat close to the edge, you had only one earbud in at the time, and were peacefully humming to the tune you’d been playing basically on repeat the past few days. It was from the playlist you’d made many months ago for when you weren’t feeling well, and with the gray blue and purples clouding the early night sky, you thought it was quite fitting.

“It's so sweet, knowing that you love me

Though we don't need to say it to each other, sweet

Knowing that I love you, and running my fingers through your hair

It's so sweet”

You came up here to get some fresh air, the open window beneath you allowing the bitter wind to seep into your bedroom. You hadn’t been feeling well, and you weren’t sure whether it was just an off day or what.

You knew your sweet boyfriend Omi had been worried about you all day, he had practice so he wasn’t able to spend as much time with you as either of you would’ve liked, but he texted you every chance he could to ask how you were doing and to make sure you’d been taking care of yourself until he got home, he knew you had a habit of neglecting your needs when you felt bad. He felt guilty for leaving this morning, all the more reason why he caught himself cursing under his breath when he fumbled with his keys to open your shared front door.

He opened the door expecting to be hit with a wave of warmth from the house, but once he realized it was only slightly colder outside than it was indoors, he knew exactly where you’d run off too.

He always knew you preferred the rooftop when you weren’t doing well. You had mentioned many times that you liked the scenery up there; the lights from the city, the different vivid colors swirling within the sky and clouds, and the ambient sounds from your street- like the neighborhood cats pestering one another about their territory. Truth be told, he didn’t mind joining you up there, he could agree with you that it was rather peaceful and he certainly didn’t mind being in your company when you two escaped to your little space away from normal life.

He desperately wanted to bask in a hot shower after such a long day of practice, but he wanted nothing more than to make sure you were doing okay before you both turned the lights out for the night.

He made his way to your shared bedroom, only reaffirming the answer to his mental question as to why the house was so cold moments ago once he saw the open window. It felt routine at this point, as odd as it sounded, to climb through that window and up onto the roof. The first few times you asked him to join you, he was put off by the offer, and usually gave you snarky comment about how filthy it was, but he slowly began to join you more and more, to the point where it felt normal now. He still didn’t enjoy the filth, though.

“Watching the video where you're lying

In your red lingerie ten times nightly

You know I think your skin's the perfect color

But it's always your eyes that pull me under”

He peered over the edge of the shingles at your laying form, eyes closed and hair gently blowing onto your soft cheeks. He could tell you were cold from the goosebumps that covered your body, so he made a mental note to keep the house extra cozy tonight.

You hadn’t heard him climb up next to you, until you felt his fingertips gently ghost over your cheek and brushing your hair away. You would’ve been alarmed, had you not immediately recognized the gesture; Omi was always so gentle when touching you in any way, like you could break into shattered glass if he wasn’t careful.

You opened your eyes slowly to see a small smile on your longtime boyfriends face, though you could easily pick up on the hints of exhaustion and concern beneath his dark eyes. Reaching up to grasp his proportionally much larger hand, you lay it gently flush against your cheek, basking in the warmth of his skin as you nuzzled further into his touch. He couldn’t help but smile wider at your gesture.

After getting comfortable, sitting up next to one another, your head laid casually on his shoulder and his arm around you, you two spent what felt like forever talking. About his day, your day, how you were both feeling, and otherwise. You could feel your heart swell and sink simultaneously at his worry for you, you wanted nothing more than to bring a smile to his face, but you greatly appreciated all the love and care he had for you. He pet your hair lightly as you continued to rant, offering his occasional two cents of advice.

It was comforting, and you found yourself slowly feeling better as he continued to spend time with you. About the time he saw your eyes drifting closed again, he decided to bring you in.

“It's so sweet, knowing that you love me

Though we don't need to say it to each other, sweet

Knowing that I love you, and running my fingers through your hair

It's so sweet”

After helping you back into your bedroom, he quickly went to turn up the thermostat to heat the now icy indoor air. You felt a large pair of arms wrap around your waist, pulling you as close as possible to his chest. He nuzzled into your shoulder, mumbling about throwing the towels in the dryer to be warm for you once you got done showering. You hadn’t noticed he slipped into the bathroom behind you to prepare it for you, but you felt woozy with appreciation and adoration at that moment. Peppering his face lightly with your kisses of approval as payment, you both found yourselves smiling wide at the other after pulling apart.

After a steamy shower, you felt newer, and the warmth of the previously mentioned towels definitely helped in improving your mood. Omi had run off to the guest bathroom to clean up himself in the meantime, wanting to give you space if you needed any, and using it as an excuse to prepare a few more surprises for you, as he always knew you took longer showers than he did.

He had taken the time to bring a few extra blankets into your bedroom, along with your favorite comfort movies and some of those snacks he’d picked up on the way home that he knew you loved, you always said they were your favorite but he knew that changed basically each week.

He laid out some pajamas for you, including one of his own sweatshirts, the same one you said was your favorite on him so he wore it more often from that point forward.

The house had begun to warm up, and he padded his way to the kitchen to make you some hot tea, figuring you’d spent quite a bit of time in the chilly air outside even before you’d spent an hour up there with him.

“And I will gladly break it

I will gladly break my heart for you

And I will gladly break it

I will gladly break my heart for you

And I will gladly break it

I will gladly break my heart for you

And I will gladly break it

I will gladly break my heart for you

It's so sweet, knowing that you love me

Though we don't need to say it to each other, sweet

Knowing that I love you, and running my fingers through your hair

It's so sweet”

After bringing back the tea to set on your side of the beds nightstand, the steam from the open bathroom door and missing clothes he’d laid out for you gave it away that you’d finished your shower. Once you emerged, he couldn’t help but think about how much cuter that sweatshirt looked on you than he ever thought it did on him, but he wouldn’t tell you that now. You smiled at the sweet gestures your boyfriend had done for you, even after such a long day of intense practice. He really never failed to bring a smile to your face, and this was no different.

Bringing him into your tight embrace and falling back onto the bed, his head resting on your chest and muscular arms wrapped around your torso, your arms around his neck and shoulders, you let out a sigh and a sweet hum. His weight on top of yours was comforting, and his black curls smelled nicely of his shampoo. He nuzzled further into your touch, mumbling a question you didn’t really catch about having an impromptu movie night and if you’d like a massage, also letting you know he’d be around the house all day tomorrow, he’d texted the teams groupchat to let them know he would be missing practice. You smiled wide at his words, excited to spend a full day with the man you loved so much.

Some people would consider Sakusa Kiyoomi a cold person, one who wasn’t fond of people nor someone who could be very affectionate. But in that moment, you knew more than ever how wrong they were.

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Drabble Ship💚💚💚

Hi, may I have a drabble ship for SHINee, F(X) & Girls' Generation? I usually don't approach strangers, I let them come to me. There's some exceptions like if someone is friendly or has the same interests as me. I'm shy at first when I meet people. As I start to open up, I'll be more talkative and feel more comfortable talking about anything that's on my mind. I'll also joke around a lot. My hobbies are dancing, acting out scenes from my fav tv shows or movies and playing mobile/video games. I like babies (well mostly my baby cousins, they're so cute 🥺), having time to myself, roses, candy, rabbits and fireworks. I dislike snakes, spiders, nosy people, math and naggers it makes not want to do whatever they're nagging me about. Something I look forward in a relationship is spending the holidays together, especially Christmas! Since I'm older and now I know Santa isn't real, my parents have me help pick out presents for my siblings and I also get to pick my present. I like that I can get whatever I want, but I don't feel excited to open it, since I already know what it is. With my partner, I would like us to exchange gifts on Christmas day. Since I won't know what I'm getting, I'll feel the excitement I use to feel as a kid, which will make me very happy. I would also like to do Easter hunts. If you need more info, feel free to message me.

Heyy angel 😊😊, good to see ya requesting. That was a lovely description about yourself and I love how you added your love for Christmas to it. sorry for making you wait so long...

From Shinee, I ship you with...Onew

Winter Wonderland ❄️🤍

Song inspiration: Winter Bear by V

It has been 5 years since you’ve married Onew and your favorite season has finally approached.

On January 21st the first winter snowfall of the new year has finally came. Your husband has finally took you on the Dream honeymoon you’ve been asking for after throwing your wedding on Christmas Day.

You’ve stayed together the whole weekend at the cabins in Tennessee to drink hot cocoa, watch hours worth of k-dramas reanacting your favorite scenes and spending quality time relaxing in the hot tub.

This getaway was perfect, but today was even more special because today your 6th year anniversary since becoming a couple.

The both of you have admired the snow falling from the sky holding hands, reminiscing every moment laughing together.

There was even a moment where you were on the peak of breaking up, because of the importance of his career. The thought made you shed tears.

Y/N: Remember when we almost seperated? Man that was the toughest day wasn’t it?

Onew: Ahh yeah it was. Why all of a sudden you thought of that just now?

You turn walking towards him holding his hands with warming his hands up with your fuzzy gloves.

Y/N: Ever since that day, I’ve realized my life wouldn’t have been the same without you. I mean my family and friends love you coming around every holiday. But, every season as more time pasts by...I love having you around the most.

He sheds a tear as he hears his lovely wife confess such beautiful words. He gently hugs you spinning around singing Winter Bear.

Onew: You have my word honey. I won’t be going anywhere, That’s what I vowed to do didn’t I? He leans in kissing you on the forehead.

Y/N: Mmm, that’s right my Winter Bear. I love you.

Onew: I love you more.

The married couple lives in there own world as they wiggle each other’s noses giggling under the snowfall...

From F(X), I ship you with...Amber

Red Lights🎄❤️

Song Inspiration: Mistletoe by Justin Bieber

It was your Christmas together with your girlfriend Amber and your family. Your grandmother and mom was in the kitchen baking chocolate chip cookies while you, Amber and her younger cousins helped set up the tree.

Amber was on a roll at first nicely setting up all the 24 ornaments you both painted together. It all went down hill until she started tangling up the red Christmas lights.

You and cousins laugh at this embarrassing sight and decided to help her.

Y/N: I told you not to by those cheap ones. Those get tangled very easily and don’t last long.

Amber: I know y/n. The star is the most important part anyways. smiles at you making cute llama noises.

Your younger cousins decided to step back and take a cookie break after helping hanging up the lights.

As your tree is almost complete, Amber pulls out the sparkly golden star to complete the tree and hands it over to you.

Amber: Here you you, for my shinning star.

Y/N: Giggles holding on to the star. Don’t mind if I do sweetie.

Your start climbing onto the three step ladder carefully setting the star on top. As you move away from the tree to get off the steps, you end up falling into Amber’s arms.

Amber: Catches you into her arms tightly and just looks at you caressing the top of your head. Hehe, hi... Aren’t you glad I caught you?

Y/N: Absolutely...I know it’s a bit early, but I should give you your gift. You want to know what it is? Leans in wrapping your arms around her neck.

Amber: Hmm, suprise me. I’m ready.

As soon as you two were about to kiss everyone walks back inside the living room screaming both of your names to try your grandma’s famous chocolate chip cookies before they get cold.

The both of your faces turned as red as the Christmas lights flashing on the christmas tree. At least later that night, Amber was able to receive her gift...

From Girls Generation, I ship you with...Tiffany

Ms. Claus🎵🎤

Song Inspiration: Santa Tell Me by Ariana Grande

You decided to take a trip to the mall to buy your family and friends some gifts for Christmas.

You were walking around for hours going over your checklist of everyone’s wishlist. Your siblings were getting a lot older and there at that age where they don’t want to play with toys anymore.

You were planning on taking a break by eating at the food court exhausted from all the shopping. All of a sudden you hear a crowd of people screaming..

Fan 1: Omg is that Tiffany Young?!

Fan 2: That sure is her, her new Christmas single just came out.

Fan 3: She’s also having a meet and greet right after.

Growing up girls generation was one of your ultimate kpop groups and to hear that Tiffany is performing right now at the mall made you speechless.

The red curtain opens and all you see is Tiffany stunting on stage with her all red ribbon dress smiling so angelic at the crowd.

The jazz band plays the song to her new single Ms. Claus with her unique vocals. In the middle of the performance, you didn’t want to believe it at first, but you noticed her exchanging eye contact with you.

Towards the end of the performance, confetti exploded everywhere making the crowd go insane. She walks off stage standing infront of you handing you a rose smiling at you.

Tiffany: What’s your name?

You look up at her dropping your pretzel on the ground forgetting how to function. Eventually you’ve proceeded to tell her your name.

Tiffany: I’ve noticed you sitting here all by yourself. I just wanted to say your very beautiful and I hope you enjoy your Christmas.

She then kneels down in front of you coming closer to your face kissing your cheek leaving a lip stain on your cheek.

Y/N: Holds marked cheek looking flustered. W-Will I ever see you again?

Tiffany looks back at you one last time and winks.

Tiffany: Whenever you need me, my phone number is attached on the rose...

The crowd looks at you with jaw dropped to the ground and hypes you up saying “Yaa she’s so lucky.” And “You go get her tiger. ”

Not even a second later after her meet and greet was over you’ve decided to call her and stay on the phone for hours. Santa has definitely blessed you this time of year.

@wjnterchild I had so much fun writing these for you. It’s definitely fitting the theme and I hope you enjoyed them. Happy Holidays 💚❤️💚

#submission #kpop ships #drabble ship #shinee’s back #shinee ships #shinee drabble #snsd ships #snsd Drabble #fx ships #fx Drabble #amber #f(x)#Shinee #Onew #Snsd #Tiffany

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