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Orville peck on tour but if I've learned anything about gays and this specific venue it's that I am not gonna see SHIT
#have I told the crj story?? I'm gonna tell it again#my friends who said they'd go canceled on me#and I got high as shit cus I was going alone#and the edible immediately won I had to get off the bus and get a donut so I could stop breathing on manual#I was already late to the show#I missed the opener#and I love empress of#anyways I get there and it's just tall white men as far as the eye can see#I've literally never seen this venue so packed people standing all the way up against the bar#and this is the largest non stadium venue#I start chugging waters cus I cannot let this edible beat my ass like this#I am wearing a mock neck idk why I wanted to be stylish#she finally plays call me maybe and like a fraction of people leave but it's not enough I still cannot see shit#I cannot see the stage at ALLL#she plays my fav song and decide I'm leaving#no signal in this bitch so I have to walk all the way outside to call my friend to pick me up#it's so fucking cold and all I got is a denim jacket and my friend is like 20 minutes out so I just walk west while she drives north#I guess that's the edn of the story it might have been lightly raining but I think it only rained the way there#I spent like 30 minutes at that concert max cus I got so fucking paranoid with that edible#sorry guysss I am not a sativa girl that shit scares mee
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✯𝐏𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐎𝐟 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐝✯
chris x black earthy/boho!reader

IN WHICH…Y/n finds a peace of mind with her lover, and his two brothers.
WARNINGS: nothing besides smoking.
5 a.m.
It was 5 a.m on a Sunday and Y/n couldn't sleep, her mind racing intangible thoughts. With a sigh she carefully sits up, attempting to not wake up her sleeping boyfriend. She successfully does so and begins moving around the room, gathering the items she would need.
She exits the room once she gathers everything, and walks down the hallway, peaking into the guest room to check on Nick and Matt. They decided to come over with Chris and ended up spending the night. She didn't have a problem with it, always hating being alone.
She found their company relieving.
Seeing that the two are still sound asleep, she continues her trek through the big house. She arrives in the kitchen where she grabs a bottle of kombucha out of the fridge, making her way outside barefoot.
She shudders as the crisp california air nips at her skin, not use to the cold that comes in the early morning, and leaves before it even hits 12 p.m. She takes a seat on her poolside couch and sets up her camera, pressing record before rolling up.
"It's currently 5 a.m. and I couldn't sleep, so I decided to come outside and journal while the sun rises." She speaks to the camera softly, her eyes trained on the grinded-up plant in front of her. "The boys spent the night and are currently still sleeping. It was nice having them over, not having to be alone." She lights the joint and inhales the smoke, holding it in for a few seconds before exhaling.
"I'm not sure why I hate being alone so much, I think it's because I came from a big family and I'm not used to quiet...Granted it's never quiet considering my thoughts are always loud but I digress." She stops talking and flips open to an empty page, starting to write all of her thoughts and feelings down. She leaves the camera rolling, figuring she would just make it a time-lapse with some copyright-free neo-soul music playing over it.
She wasn't a typical YouTuber, never doing big fancy things and showing off. She was a more peaceful and serene one, her videos consisting of her lifestyle and talking about her feelings.
Her videos that have done well so far are her lifestyle vlogs, the main points being her smoking, painting, cooking, and shopping for crystals. It seems as if the viewers also love her monthly vinyl reviews, finding the way she expressed her love for music interesting.
That's how Chris found her.
He was looking for a YouTube video to watch before bed and he saw a thumbnail of hers. She was smoking in the thumbnail, a wall of vinyl's behind her as the title read, "fav vinyls this month".
He won't lie, he clicked on it because she was pretty, but he stayed for her personality and the raw emotions she expressed as she talked about the Fugees.
To say the least he went down a rabbit hole and watched all her videos that night, adding some of her favorite songs to a playlist.
Speaking of the boy...
She turned around hearing the patio door open, a soft smile gracing her face seeing her half-asleep boyfriend making his way towards her. "Why the hell are you up so early? And why did you leave me?" He questions plopping down next to her. "Couldn't sleep and I didn't want to bother you with my tossing and turning...Why are you up so early?"
"You know I can't sleep without you." He fixes her legs so he can lay in between them, sighing out as his head meets her soft and plush thighs. She smiles softly and runs her nails along his scalp, caressing his face at the same time. "What were you thinking about?" He mumbles when he notices the journal and pen.
She shrugs, "I'm not sure... My mind was just loud." He opens his eyes and looks up at her in worry. She notices and shakes her head, "Nothing bad, don't worry baby." He nods and relaxes back against her body.
The two lay on the couch in comfortable silence as they experience the twilight, listening to the birds chirp as they awaken from their peaceful slumber. The pool rumbles softly as it begins to clean itself, the water rippling due to the vibrations.
"This is nice," she looks down hearing Chris's groggy voice. "Hm?''
"I said this is nice... Laying here and watching the sunrise with you, not having to worry about what the day brings." She hums in agreement and watches as the skies turn from dark blue to hues of pink, purple, and orange.
The sunrise reflects off of the rippling water of the pool, casting a warm glow on the two bodies. Y/n tilts her head back as she basks in the warm rays. It seems as if her thoughts finally quieted down, giving her a chance to be calm.
Chris stares at his girlfriend, his heart swelling in admiration seeing her in her natural habitat. He truly believed she wasn't meant to be in LA. She was meant to be somewhere that had a bunch of greenery, somewhere that had a waterfall right under the sun so she could bask in it like a cat. Somewhere where she could be free and at peace.
"I can feel you staring at me," she looks down at Chris whose face has a hue of red. "Just admiring you. I can't admire my girlfriend now?" She giggles and motions for him to sit up. She pulls him into a soft kiss, enjoying the warmth of his lips.
"It's six thirty and you two are already being gross." The couple pulls away and looks at a half-awake Nick, and a sluggish Matt. The two make their way over and sit on the ground in front of the couch. "Shut up, I was enjoying time alone with my girlfriend since you two decided to crash last night." Y/n watches as Chris and Nick go back and forth, their banter not making sense since they are both still tired.
"Can both of you shut the hell up? It's early and you two are bitching for no reason." Matt grunts. Chris huffs before settling back down against Y/n, burying his face in her stomach. He kisses the brown skin before fiddling with her waist beads.
The quad dives into a conversation, not talking about anything important per say but just talking. They soon fall into silence, enjoying the peace before they have to go back to their busy lives. Not long after, Y/n's brown cat Janelle, joins them causing Matt to gasp in excitement.
As he plays with her, Y/n rolls another blunt. "I wish I could do this every day. Your house just makes me feel at home." Nick breathes out.
"That's funny considering I only find it to be homey when you guys are here." She grabs her lighter and sparks the pink wrap, inhaling it before handing it to Chris. She watches as the smoke cascades in the sun, creating shapes of different sizes.
"Wouldn't it be crazy if we all just lived with each other?" Matt voices, his tone light as he plays with the cat.
"I wouldn't be opposed to it...We are always with each other anyway." Nick adds.
"I would like that honestly," Chris eyes Y/n as she speaks, his heart racing at her words. He knows it's too soon, the two of them have only been with each other for 7 months. However he knows she's the one, his family loves her, his friends love her, he loves her. She came into his life and watered him like a plant, helping him bloom into something more.
"Fuck it, let's do it!" Everyone turns to Chris in surprise.
"Huh?"
Chris sits up and turns his body towards Y/n, "Let's move in with each other...I mean you hate living alone and we are always over anyway. Let's move in with each other."
"Are you sure Chris?" Y/n wants to scream and dance in excitement at the thought of her best friends and boyfriend living with her, but the sensible part of her isn't sure. Granted they have been friends for a year but she and Chris have only been dating for 7 months. "Yeah, I don't have a problem living with you, I think it would be great... I want this relationship to go somewhere...I think you're the one for me."
Y/n feels her eyes burning as the salty tears form, slowly descending down her face. Chris chuckles and pulls the girl into him, holding her tightly.
They all sit in silence, letting Y/n get her emotions out.
After a few minutes, Y/n sniffles and pulls away from Chris.
"Yeah."
"Yeah?"
"I'm in... I want you guys to move in with m-" Before she can finish her last word, she's dogpiled by the three boys, all of them laughing and shouting in excitment.
"Yes! This is so exciting! I'm going to love having a fully decorated house!"
"I get to see Janelle every day!"
"And I get to love on you every day!" Chris pulls her into a deep kiss, ignoring the groans of Nick and Matt.
The two brothers stand up and walk back into the house, leaving the couple alone once again.
They pull away from the kiss, their foreheads touching as they look each other in the eyes, both of their bodies full of love and tranquility.
"I love you," Chris whispers, his voice holding nothing but affection.
"I love you too"
The two lean in once again, their lips touching softly and tenderly.
The sun shines directly in front of them, the camera only able to see the silhouettes of the lovers.
i was in a fluffly mood so i hope yall like it💕
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What VOCALOID/utaite song fits the sds characters?
This is basically me combining my two biggest interests haha, but yeah I've really thought about this.
Meliodas: Aun no Beats. So from what I've read and what I think the meaning of the lyrics is. It's a person who mourns the death of their lover, and not being able to be together anymore (we all know why this checks out) the line that stuck out to me was "we were going to be together forever" anyway I really like this song and I think it fits him.
Elizabeth: Yume to Hazakura. This is a really beautiful song and its very melancholy. It talks about distant memories and unforgettable words, tbh I think it just fits her vibe. For Meliodas I had like a reason I don't think I have for this one. But it fits her and it's a beautiful song.
Diane: Lonely Universe. It was HARD finding a song fitting her man. But I think this is cute and it's her feelings toward King. It's in my opinion about a person who loses someone (King making Diane forget about him) and waits for them to come back, like they are always looking for something. It also feels like the person waiting is quite alone which Diane was after she left the giants, she didn't have anyone since the humans found her scary.
Ban: Vita. I gotta give my man a depressing song bro. So I can't really find the "meaning" of the song so I'll just make my own conclusions. It says "I'm living as best as I can" and "dying as best as I can" and I feel like that resonates with Bans character, you can't tell me that man doesn't want to die when he deliberately went to prison to get tortured. It also says "it's getting worse and worse" which I feel like Ban felt when he said that everyone he likes ends up leaving him.
King: Lemon. Ya'll I cannot not give King the yaoi angst okay. So the song is about grieving for a loved one, someone who's already passed (Helbram hehe) it has lines which are very beautiful like "Even the pain from that day, I still loved it all with you" and "more than I knew I was in love with you" (if you can't tell I really like King x Helbram) overall the melody of the song fits him too and overall I really frickin love this song.
Gowther: Hitomodoki. This is a mafumafu song (one of my fav artists btw) and Hitomodoki means kinda like Pseudo-human which in of itself fits my boy here. As soon as I listened to this song I thought how much it fit Gowther and I could go on a super long rant, but instead I'm just gonna drop some lyrics on you cause you'll see what I mean. "Is this hole I had mistakenly opened within my heart" and "In this human form, without becoming a human" and "oh, my heart — I once wished that you would have stopped" like you get what I'm putting down??
Merlin: Rollin' Girl. I had so many songs for her, like bitter Choco decoration, bad apple, lost ones weeping etc. But I decided to go with the old classic depression song. Again from what I read and how I interpret it, it's about a girl who's very lonely and needs help but never accepts it from other people. Even though she's in pain she want to keep "rolling" each day at a time (continue to live) she always wants to be perfect/succeed. Lyrics: "it doesn't matter how It turns out, that's just a downward hill towards more mistakes" anyway I feel like this song really fits her. Also this song may or may not have been my most played song last year and Merlin may or may not be my favorite character hehe...
Escanor: The reason I wanted to die (Boku wa shinou to omottetanowa. So as you can see this is a depressing song once again (all these mfs be traumatized) and its a really beautiful song that really shows how Escanor feels in my opinion. It sings about reasons to want to die and it's about grief and despair but also hope. The lyrics "The reason I wanted to die is because I hadn't met you yet" and "I fell in love with this world a little more where people like you were born" feels a bit like his feelings toward Merlin which is cute.
This is honestly mostly for myself but if you enjoy reading all this thats great!!
#i really like doing these haha#i was thinking id do more happy songs next time since this turned depressing#nanatsu no taizai#seven deadly sins#nnt#sds#7ds#merlin nnt#gowther nnt#meliodas nnt#ban nnt#elizabeth nnt#diane nnt#escanor nnt#king nnt#rant#vocaloid
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I created this blog over a year ago, but I never used it, but i decided that I'Il change that now, or at least that's my plan.
Some infos about me. You can call me Lizzi or Liz. I'm from Germany, which is sometimes really annoying. (My interests and obsession suffer as a result.. Finding K-pop albums here is a struggle, especially if you want something specific. And I'm not even starting with english movies in theaters)
I love to do creative things like DIYs and digital drawings. I also write Fanfictions (since 2020), but right now, only for myself. I plan to publish them soon [maybe]
Now about Fandoms, Ships, and all that stuff
Kpop
i'm in there since 2021, and I'll probably never get out :3. Generally, I'm a multistan, and I listen to very many groups and soloists, but I still have my Ults and favs.
Ult Groups:
BTS - Army since September 2021 (they brought me into kpop) and i will probably be posting about them regularly, haha
bias: Suga and Jhope
shippings: Sope <3, Namjin, Vminkook
Dreamcatcher - Insomnia since beginning 2022
bias: Jiu and Dami
shippings: Jiubin (Jiu × Dami), Suyeon
IU - Uaena since middle of 2023, but I started listening and loving her songs in 2022 (l also saw her live ♡ and she is so amazing)
Other Favs:
Gidle [Bias: Yuqi], Mamamoo [Bias: Solar, Moonbyul], Ateez [San, Seonghwa], Twice [Bias: Jihyo],Stray Kids [Bias: Chanbin], Itzy [Bias: Lia]
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Marvel
I watched my first MCU movie (Ironman 1) in 2020, and since then, it's an on and off relationship with this fanom. Usually, I will come back every other month or when a good movie/series comes out :D
Avengers
favs: Clint, Bucky, Nat, Yelena (same for the the actors)
shippings: Winterhawk <3
Xmen
favs: Logan, Wade, Yukio (she is so cute), Laura, (same for the the actors)
shippings: Poolverine <3
Gods/Others
favs: Loki, Lady Sif, Valkyrie, Thor,(same for the the actors)
shippings: Valkyrie/Sif, (some year ago also Thorki still love them but not as a ship)
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Football
[I'm German leave me alone l i will call it Football because it's Fußball here] liked football my whole life and when I saw a Bravertz edit it was the push I needed and now I am here haha
Fav Players: Julian Brandt, Marco Reus, Robert Lewandowski (maybe some others too, but they are more an on-off thing)
Fav Teams: BVB, FC Barcelona [honestly, I'm more a player person like the teams where the payers that I like play]
Shippings: Julian Brandt x nearly everyone (like for real I ship him with many ppl but i only write fics about Julian x Marco; Julian Robert; Julian x Marco x Robert [don't ask me why.. it just happened])
YouTube
First, i cant belive i FORGOT YOUTUBE???? IM SO DUMB LOL
Second I watch mostly minecraft Youtube, and do so since idk 2018? Yes I'm young. But i also watch other stuff lmao.
Fav Youtubers: Zombey, Maudado, Bastighg, Veni, Stegi, CastCrafter, Mahluna, Gnu, That Chief Guy, Clownpierce, Branzy, Reddoons, Squiddo.... (many more but these are my favs )
Shippings: Zomdado, VenixStegi, Clownzy, Zickzack (bastixveni), also kinda Bastiplatte but not really as a ship but they have a special place in my heart :)
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This blog will probably be really chaotic, but generally, I'll post about anything related to the fandoms just listed... and maybe other stuff I get obsessed with :)
#bts#sope#yoonseok#namjin#vminkook#dreamcatcher#jiubin#iu#mamaoo#ateez#gidle#twice#stray kids#itzy#marvel#winterhawk#poolverine#peanutbub#valkyrie x sif#german football#julian brandt#marco reus#robert lewandowski#breus#leweus#youtubers#zomdado#clownzy#branzypierce#lizzi's talk
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WIP Game ask - first off, WOW - that's a LOT of WIPs :: high five::
Secondly - I'd love to hear a bit about any of the following, based on the titles & pairings!
With views to the Tower [Natasha/Sam for Ficwip 5k]
Treat For The Sweetest Boy [Bruce/Tony, D/s undertones]
The prize of the night [Bucky/Tony, non-powers first meetings fic]
The space between us is truly a waste [Bucky/Tony with Asgardian Bodyguard!Bucky]
What I Carry Engraved In My Soul [Bucky & thunderbolts with recovering Bucky]
Who are you gonna call [Bucky/Tony or Bucky & Tony] (Please tell me this is a Ghostbuster fusion!)
Hello PoliZ, thanks for the ask!!
These are a lot, the creativity juices won’t leave me alone are working 25 hours a day! As the oversharer I am, I’m going to talk a bit about each one of them 😉
With views to the Tower
I have had this in progress for a shameful amount of time, so I signed it up for the Ficwip 5k challenge to have it finished and posted this month. This takes place between The Winter Soldier and Age of Ultron, when Sam’s following clues to find Bucky and takes a break to visit Natasha, who has gotten a new place with literal views to the Avengers Tower. It’s Sam’s last night before he goes back to Europe, and none of them is sure about what to do with their feelings for the other until acting on them is the most natural thing they can do. So much fluff and getting together promised!
Treat For The Sweetest Boy
This was started some months ago for AgePlayMay, but I may change those dynamics. They keep a platonic relationship and Bruce's making sure Tony's taking care of himself (read: he has lots of food around in his workplace for when Tony forgets to eat).
The prize of the night
This happened when I wanted to make a WinterIron + Avengers version of one of my fav comedies, Game Night: this is my version of the scene where the main couple first meet. Bucky is playing with his friends at their regular trivial night, which they always win, until some new team arrives and he may find himself more captivated by Tony leading them than by ending in a tie that night.
The space between us is truly a waste
Bucky's a royal bodyguard, his best friend princess Loki's to be precise. When Odin arranges for his daughter a marriage with the Midgardian Anthony Stark, Bucky has to be his shadow during his visit to Asgard while Loki find a way to tell her dad to go fu—, well, you get it, because of course she's not going to marry her besties' new crush 😆
What I Carry Engraved In My Soul
I started this from a conversation on the WinterAgent server about John having a tiny waist and Bucky noticing and then it turned into a rabbit hole of “Bucky's past as a spy and his observing skills are his way of getting to know the Thunderbolts” as he's making peace with using those skills for something which won't make him end with blood on his hands. He's not talking to his team but he's getting to know them, so when Val tells him they're getting new suits, Bucky knows exactly what they'd like. I'm not sure if they'll be a ship reveal at the end but it's Bucky-centric!
Who are you gonna call
Sorry friend, it's not a fusion 😢 but I did take the name from a song 5 Seconds of Summer recorded for one the latest movies I think? (I don't know how Ghostbusters movies go). It'll be a sequel of my first A/B/O, story in which Tony gets unexpectedly pregnant despite his age. Bucky is his latest partner and he pays him a visit when he learns about the pregnancy, while Tony's still deciding on what to do about the whole thing. A bit of drama and angst with eventually comfort and fluff, of course —aaand maybe more drama for future parts? 🤔
You can ask me about my WIPs from here!
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can i get an eddie munson fic where the reader gets #vecnad and eddie plays her fav song on guitar and sings it to her and they have an emotional love confession after she comes back? pretty please and thanks
OF CORSE!! I live for Eddie Munson. Also using vecna like that is so fucking funny. get vecna'd.
pairing: Eddie Munson x reader
Song: Angel by Judas Priest. This song fucks so hard.
Angel
My headache was back. The pulsing behind my eyes made it hard to even read my book at the moment. I hoped today's headache would only last a couple minutes, they've been getting shorter. The nightmares and visions were another thing but I've never been the most stable person in Hawkins. I've had nightmares since I could remember and the visions aren't scary just an old clock, no biggie. Or that's what I've been telling myself.
Its not like I can show up at the counselors office talking about shit like that, they'd send me to the loony bin almost immediately. The only person I've told about the headaches is Eddie. He's such a worrywart and tried to tell me to go to the doctors like 5 times but I refuse cause they give me the heebee jeebies. As someone who lives for horror movies it's hard to creep me out but doctors know just how to get me. No fucking chance. He’s freaked himself out after the whole Chrissy thing so I decided to keep him company but even in the light of day my eyes are strained.
I want to find Eddie, not like he can go far and maybe he’ll rub my head.
When I make into the living room he sits about to light a cigarette. Before he can greet me I rip the cigarette from his mouth and flick it out the open window.
"You promised me you'd quit" I say turning my face away from the bright sun peaking in through the window. Shit it’s bright.
"I promised you I tried so technically I haven't failed, that was my first one today" he says
Not having the patience to argue semantics with him I cut right to what I need, "can you rub my head for a bit I don't feel well"
“fine but if you fall asleep I'm drawing a dick on your forehead.” I don’t even have the energy but he knows I'd kill him.
He walks toward the guest bedroom and I follow.
"another headache? That's like the fourth this week and it's only Wednesday" he opens the door and then closes it behind me. It was oddly cool in here, thank god for the fall weather.
"it'll pass I just need to lay for a bit and think happy thoughts" I let my body drop onto the bed and adjust to try and get comfortable enough to not cry.
"think happy thoughts? Right. Let me know how that works out for you because I've got this rash on my leg that I can't seem to get rid of and-"
"Eddie please, my head" I reply turning on my side to face him. He sits across from me playing with his rings. God if I wasn't in so much pain I'd be trying to memorize each detail of his hands. He must notice me staring because he offers his and up to me. I take hold of it fiddling with his rings for a moment before pressing his fingers to my forehead. This is the most physical we've ever been, maybe it's the headache or the hysteria of a new school year but I can't get enough. He slowly starts dragging his hands over my face brushing lightly along all my features. It’s a small distraction for me and it’s working.
He sits in silence for at least 10 minutes while he rubs my face which I know is causing him excruciating pain.
"you wanna get your sweetheart" I whisper out. One of his requests for banishment was his guitar. That and a six pack but I wasn’t gonna be drunk with Eddie alone.
"you know you're my one true sweetheart" he says dramatically holding his hands over his heart
"don't make me barf Eds" I reply, that's not what I wanted to say but it'll have to do for now.
"rude" he mutters leaving the room for a couple moments. I miss the feel of his hands on my face. When he comes back he has one of his guitars in his hand, I bought him this one for his last birthday. He claimed he didn’t like acoustic but he still plays it so I’m happy.
The way he's holding the instrument makes me jealous in a way. He never holds me or looks at me like that and I so badly wish he did. He'll never know that because I won't ever say anything out loud but damn he should figure it out soon or I'll literally explode.
He starts strumming softly playing in no particular order or tune. He keeps it quiet in case anyone’s snooping around reefer ricks. It still sounds beautiful but in a chaotic way. Usually loud noises when I have a headache mean shooting pains into the sides of my temples but this is the one exception. When he starts humming softly I know I'm done for. He's singing Angel by Judas Priest, the song that was playing the day we first met.
I think back to the day he first saw me at the skate park. He was there to do some business, I was on my roller skates attempting to drop in. I felt old at that age but I realize now 16 is definitely not old. It had been such a horrible day I just needed to skate around and listen to music so that's exactly what I did.
He stood watching me for a minute before I decided enough was enough and went over. We had seen each other around school but had never actually talked so all I knew about him was that he played devil worshiping games and was a loner. He came up with some bullshit excuse about how I looked like someone he knew but I couldn't hear him really over the sound of Judas Priest. When I finally pulled them off I remember his face went beet red after realizing I hadn't heard a word he said.
"you're music is really loud"
"yeah I think it's better that way"
"what were you listening to?" he asks shifting from one foot to another
"Angel by Judas Priest" I said. I thought finally he'd leave me alone but his eyes lit up like a Christmas tree. I remember in perfect detail his smile. Every tooth every outline of his lips it was gorgeous and kind of off centered in a cute way. On good days he looks 16 again when he smiles.
I feel myself smiling as I remember back to that day, he's still playing softly but it’s fading in and out.
Suddenly the daydream feels wrong, like I've misremembered something. The smile, the beautiful kid smile drops from his face. Instead he looks pissed. The air around us gets frigid instead of warm and I feel myself shivering.
"Eddie?" I call to him but I can tell if it's the one in my head or the one in real life. My head is pounding now every part of my head vibrates. When he responds his words cut me straight to my bones.
"I can't believe you think I'd ever love someone like you." his voice is so unlike his it make tears spring up into my eyes.
I try backing away but my feet won't move how I want them to. He’s never spoken to me like this. Something about the tone is off, too deep.
“Eddie...” I want to tell him to stop joking around and say sorry.
“Eddie,” He mocks, “you know, I’ve always hated the way you say my name in that whiny voice. God you’re pathetic.” He shoves me hard into the ground. He stands above me as the sky reddens with his classic smile but it’s wrong all of this is wrong. Why isn’t it going away. My hips ache from the fall and I can hear my heartbeat in my ears. The breaths aren’t coming quick enough or long enough like I'm being stepped on.
“Wakeupwakeupwakeup” I whisper closing my eyes
A voice booms from the sky making a chill run down my spine. “You can’t wake up from this. You’ll neve be able to escape your horrible mind. I’m here to free you from it Y/N. Don’t you want to be free?”
My eyes snap open at the sound afraid whoever it is is closer than I think. When I turn around I feel all the air leave my lungs. Whatever this thing is it’s huge and bloody. I can’t focus my eyes and my head is swaying from the shock. I want to move to crawl or run or even walk out but my fucking feet are trapped just like I am. The weight on my chest increases as he get’s closer.
Looking around there is nothing but ruin. Black blurs in the distance shift slowly. Wood and cement are thrown haphazardly around in the distance. Parts of some structure lie next to me. Everything is red, the clouds, the creature, and my vision. Oh fuck I'm going to die here. Fuck me! And fuck this guy whatever he fucking is. I feel my hands start to shake as I stand up.
“FUCK YOU!” I scream at the top of my lungs. I need badass last words if I'm going to die. The thing moves closer to me, hand outstretched with two inch claws at the end. I hear Eddie behind me.
Whipping around to find him, his voice was so clear. He was here I'm sure of it and now it’s gone.
“Eddie! Eddie I'm over here” I call out but onto emptiness echoes back.
“He won’t save you, he doesn’t even like you. That’s why he hides you from people, he would rather die than be seen with you”
“EDDIE!” I scream again. The tears dropping down my face taste salty as I open my mouth to yell again. I’m cut short when I see a burst of grey off to my left. Like someone blew a hole in the smoke screen of red. I feel his claws dig into the back of my head drawing blood almost immediately. It runs down my face and neck mixing with the tears and sweat. Another flash, bigger this time and permanent. Through it I can see Eddie’s hands, his silver rings glittering as his fingers shake over the fret of the guitar. He’s playing our song.
“Angel, put sad wings around me now Protect me from this world of sin so that we can rise again Oh, Angel, we can find our way somehow Escaping from the world we're in to a place where we began”
If this is how I die I’ll be okay with that. Listening to his soft voice lulling me to sleep in this hellscape.
The hole get’s bigger as I feel his grip slipping from me. Finally wiggling free I run as hard as I can to the sound. He never stops playing but it get’s louder now.
“When I close my eyes, I hear your velvet wings and cry I'm waiting here with open arms Oh, can't you see? Angel, shine your light on me”
I’m panting hard as I make my first steps away from him. He doesn’t chase me but that doesn’t slow my pace. Suddenly I hear something cutting through the air dropping directly where I was just standing. Now is not the time, fucker. It’s just like Galaga, avoid impending doom and exploding alien spaceships, easy.
I hear the creatures words replaying in my head. He doesn’t even like you. He doesn’t want you. He won’t save you. Each loop makes me cry harder. I have to believe he does. i have to believe that he would save me if I was drowning, hell he’s done it so many times now without even trying. I wish I could focus on the beautiful way he’s playing but I can only imagine his tear stained face as he tries to save me without alerting the neighbors.
“Angel, we'll meet once more, I'll pray When all my sins are washed away Hold me inside your wings and stay Oh, angel, take me far away”
The song crescendos at the last line, it was always my favorite. I hear his desperate words pleading with a god he doesn’t believe in. I run harder. The next second I run harder still. My throat is on fire, the crimson stain from my blood makes it hard to see and I can’t breathe. I run harder.
“Put sad wings around me now Angel take me far away Put sad wings around me now, so that we can rise again”
When I return to my body I'm still on the bed but I’m curled into a ball. I don’t open my eyes or wait any longer to start crying. My knuckles ache as I brace around the comforter. The only sound is my loud sobbing and shifting.
“Y/N thank fucking Christ oh my god I hate it here Jesus!” His voice is his own now, no more demon no more nightmare. I sit up and met him with bloodshot eyes before flinging my body into his. The smell of him takes over me. He smells like he always has but something about it is better now. I feel the tears sliding between his neck and my face but I don’t care.
“Eddie...” there’s nothing I can say. I whisper his name over and over until I can’t stop. He holds me tightly around the middle of my back pulling me impossibly close to him.
“How did you get to me? How did you save me?”
“I thought you were a goner like Chrissy. Luckily Dustin just told me about this music thing to bring people back from Vecna's curse. I’m so glad he was right fuck. I thought I lost you there” He states. I haven’t stopped gripping his jacket.
“it was horrible he was saying...he said you...” I try explaining but I keep shivering and my teeth bang against each other violently every time I try and open my mouth.
“It’s okay. Whatever he’s saying isn’t real. This is real. He’s just some seriously deranged loner with a reality problem” it’s so Eddie that it makes me laugh. It comes out jagged and bubbled with snot. He continues rubbing my back.
“You’re a deranged loner with a reality problem” I say pulling back to look at him.
His face breaks out into a smile and the tears that were gathered in his eyes finally swell over down his cheeks. He let’s out a scoff that turns into a chuckle.
“Oh is that so miss ‘let me hang out with the freak while he’s exiled’“
“you wouldn’t last a day without me” I say playing with the end of his hair behind his back.
“that I would not” he says it softly like he’s scared. His eyes shift uncomfortably away from my face but I drop my head to meet them.
“You saved me. You. No one else would have been able to do that.”
“but it’s your favorite song”
“do you know why it’s my favorite song? hmm?” I pull his chin up with my hand. It’s now or never. He shakes his head but something tells me he’s lying.
“it’s my favorite song because it was playing the day, the moment, I met you. Since that day, it will always be my favorite song. You saved me because you love me. I know you do and even if I don’t know what kind of love or for how long you love me and I couldn’t have made it out of there without you so I love you too.” When I finish I let out a breath. My teeth are still chattering quietly.
“You love me? You...” He pauses searching in my eyes as I nod my head.
When our lips finally meet its salty from our tears. I feel the dam breaking once and for all and I kiss him with everything I have. He is holding me so close there’s nothing but him. He is everything. We hold our lips together unmoving and breathing hard. He rubs the side of my face and I hold onto his neck.
When we pull away I say the first thing that comes to mind
“told you you have a reality problem.” I laugh. He chuckles again. That smile, that Eddie smile fills me with so much emotion I begin to cry again. This time though he just wipes my tears and kisses me again.
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How you met

Allen
- Cafe
- you were drinking [fav/drink]
- a red spiky haired boy asked if he can sit next to you because there were no sits left
- you said yes
- he pulled his headphone out but forgot to connect it with his phone and the song played loudly
- everyone looked at him for a short second and continued on what they were doing
- you asked
- "Hey, wasn't that (fav Hip-Hop song)?"
- he slowly nodded not making eye contact and you started to talk about music
- and you realize how cute he is when he's excited talking about Hip-Hop
- time passed and you said goodbye
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Hajun
- Park
- you really love to take photos with your camera
- and noticed a handsome tall blonde sitting on a bench
- you feel like you have to take a photo of him
- he noticed and smiled at you
- you swore that you saw dark aura around him
- "You know it's rude to take a picture of someone without permission"
- he slowly took your camera away and deleted the photo
- "I'm sorry for that ...... and you know it's rude to take someone's belongings without permission, you could've asked me nicely to delete the photo"
- you grabbed your camera back and started walking away
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Anne
- Mall
- You and your friends were going shopping
- Got separated
- noticed a group of guys surrounding a pink haired girl
- 'really now?! Leave her alone!'
- you walked towards them and linked your arms with the girl
- " there you are I've been looking for you! Let's go, ok?"
- both of you got away
- "thank you for earlier but I had everything under control, sweetie."
- "They were surrounding you! And you know you should be more careful since your a girl!"
- " hahaha, sure. i have to go to the restroom. You don't have to wait for me"
- and then you saw her entered the male restroom
- 'Wait...what?'

Naoakira
- work
- one of your students Ando Shiki fainted in class
- you tried to call his parents but he begged not to but he gave you someone else's number
- even though you're not supposed to you decided to call this person and he said he'll pick Shiki up
- after he arrived he thanked you for looking after him
- you have to admit, that he's very handsome
- "well, it's my duty after all"
- Shiki thanked you too and they drove home
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Yohei
- their bar
- you were celebrating you friend birthday and went to a jazz bar
- you know that your friends will get really drunk so you decided not to drink too much so you wouldn't fight because all of you are drunk and can't drive
- "hey [Y/N] that bartender there is hot don't ya think?"
- you looked at the mentioned bartender that had medium length dark blue hair and yellow eyes
- your friend dragged you to him and he/she ordered a drink
- "what about you?" The bartender asked
- "I'll have a coke, it would've been bad if the driver is drunk, right?"
- he chuckled "yeah" and he glared at his co worker that has long white hair that is tied in a low pony tail and lots of piercings and tattoos, because he was a bit too loud
- you decided to stay where you are because you have a clear vision where your friends are and you have someone to talk to
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Ryu
- you were walking home from school
- your friends and you were talking about this latest movie that everybody are talking about
- "Just imagine you are able to live for 800 years and do all of the things you could do"
- while you were thinking for an answer to that you heard a voice behind you
- "oh...it's very fun trust me~"
- you all were surprised by this and some of you gasped in horror
- 'where did he come from?'
- the man just laughed
- "Hi! My name is Ryu and I'm 800 years old!~haha"
- your friends decided to ignore the man called Ryu and called him crazy and so on
- but you thought he just wanted to talk so you smiled and waved goodbye
- "Bye bye to you too, my friendly subordinate~ !"
- ' subordinate? '
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Shiki
- school library
- you were looking for a book that might help with your history homework
- you reached for the book that you found but someone wanted that book too
- "ah! S-sorry...you can have it, [Y/L/N]-san"
- you looked at the shy boy
- " you know me?"
- his eyes widen of the realization that you don't know him
- he tried to explain that you're in the same class and that he sits in the back row while you sit in the first row
- but he kept stuttering and sometimes mumbling which took time for you to understand what he meant
- you ended up sharing the book and did homework together

Kanata
- in front of your parents backery
- you were helping your parents backing some fresh bread
- you noticed a boy with white messy hair with purple tips looking at the fresh baked stuff through the window
- he flinched as you suddenly stood if front of him at the other side of the window
- you packed 5 muffins in a box and went outside
- you gave the boy the box
- "My name is [Y/N], what's yours?"
- But before the boy could answer you heard someone called out
- "NAYUTA!!"
- the boy looked behind him and said
- "Aniki! You're here!" It was a boy that looked like the boy but he had shoulder length hair and the inner of his hair is light teal
- you felt like you were a ghost because they seemed to forget about you but you could catch up what was going on
- the boy with messy hair got lost and his brother was looking for him for hours
- "what are you holding?" The older boy asked his brother
- "[Y/N] gave it to me"
- "[Y/N]?" His brother stared at you suspiciously
- you just wave your hand at him awkwardly because his glares looked like it could kill someone
- he dragged Nayuta with him without saying anything to you
- "Thank you for the muffins, [Y/N] - san!" Nayuta said
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Nayuta
- on street
- you just finished judo training for today and grumble because you forgot to do your homework
- on your way home you noticed two guys beating a boy with white messy hair with purple tips
- "HEY! LEAVE HIM ALONE"
- the bullies just laughed at you
- "what are YOU going to do about it?!"
- you grabbed one of the bullies arm, pulled him closer to you, turn your back and flipped him which caused him to feel down to the ground
- they ran away
- you asked the beaten boy if he's ok and pulled your mini first aid kit that you always have and treated him
- he thanked you and asked you to help him stand up and walked him home
- on your way to his house you exchanged your name and he told you that the bullies were after his phantom metal
- you finally reached his...well...house?
- a boy that looked like him probably his twin gasped after he opened the door
- "Nayuta! Where were you?! What happened to you?! Did you do this to him!?!!"
- he yelled at you but Nayuta tried to explain that you were just helping him
- "Thank you for your help, [Y/N]-san. My big brother and I really thankful"
- you're not sure if the statement about his brother is true or he just wanted to be polite because his brother did nothing but glared at you
- but seeing Nayuta smiling made you smile too

Iori
- work
- you work in a restaurant
- you saw a group of five guys
- one has a very built body, one has a feminine looking face, one was very tall, one had a fire pattern sleeve tattoo on his left side and the last one had black hair that had purple tips
- you wanted to asked what they want to order but a man who sat beside them interrupted you
- "Hey, you! How long do I have to wait for my order, huh?!"
- he started to complain loudly and it made you uncomfortable because you were trying to calm the man down and people were watching and your colleagues just stood there and watched too
- the black haired man that you supposed to serve stood up and talked to the man that were complaining
- "Sir, I think ya should calm down. Ya should be patient. Look! I think yer order's comin' "
- the man just stayed quiet and one of your colleagues put down his dish
- you thanked the man that helped you
- "A pleasure, doll face~"
- you blushed at the nickname and took their orders
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Zen
- playground
- you were looking after your niece at the playground
- suddenly a guy with a built body tapped your shoulder
- "excuse me, but did you see three boys around here? One has pink hair and feminine face, one was tall and had light green hair and the last one has a basketball jersey and a sleeve tattoo."
- you shook your head and apologized but when you focused back on your niece she was a man's arm that wore a cap that hid his face
- "HEY! YOU! WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING WITH MY NIECE!?!!"
- the kidnapper started to run and so do you
- then you saw the man that asked for your help earlier also ran towards the kidnapper
- 'huh?'
- before you know it he was in front of the kidnapper and hold him by the hands and pinned him down
- your niece ran to you crying
- the police came and took the kidnapper away
- you thanked the man
- "Thank you, mister! I owe you so much!"
- he said it was no problem and he continued searching for the three boys
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Hokusai
- high school
- you're a third year
- your teacher asked you to come to his office
- three boys were standing beside your teacher
- "[Y/L/N]- san, I want you to help these boys raising their grades up."
- "Hi! My name is Maruyama Reo! You can call me Reo-kun~ this giant is Masaki Hokusai and this monkey is Ito Satsuki. And we're all in second year"
- "OI!!WHO ARE YOU CALLING MONKEY HERE?!" Satsuki yelled while Reo laughed
- you look up to Hokusai and damn! He is freaking tall and handsome too...
- "nice to meet you...[Y/L/N]- san"
- He smiled at you and he looked like an angel
- you four decided when you will tutor them and went home
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Satsuki
- arcade
- it was summer break you decided to go to the arcade with your big brother because your friends are on vacation and your mom said you should spend more time together with your brother
- you went to the shooting arcade but a boy also wanted to play it
- "sorry, but we got here first" your brother said
- "HAH?! What do you mean?!" The boy complained
- "shut up monkey! Don't yell, you're disturbing the other here" another boy with pink hair told his friend
- you guys started to argue who get to play them first, you and your brother or the 'monkey and his friend
- "how about a deal? If you win we will let you play it first but if you lose we'll get to play" the pink haired boy said and you all agreed
- you stepped forward and the monkey boy too
- "You're going down"
- "We will see about that, monkey" you smirked
- time passed and you won and your brother cheer
- " Wha-!!?? How?!"
- you just shrugged and said "don't know. I'm just better than you I guess, but nice match...uh..?"
- "Satsuki. Ito Satsuki."
- "[Y/L/N] [Y/N]"
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Reo
- summer festival
- you and your friends are at the summer festival
- but you feel like a ghost because you friends were only talking to their boyfriends and girlfriends
- you got frustrated and walked away without them noticing
- you sat on a bench next to the taiyaki booth
- suddenly a boy with pink hair and cute face jump in from you which made you yelp
- "oh, sorry! I didn't mean to scare you!"
- "ah...it's ok..."
- "why are you so gloomy?" He tilted his head
- "it's n-nothing.."
- 'he's so cute!'
- he grabbed your hand and pulled you to the taiyaki booth
- "I don't believe you. Come, I'll buy you taiyakis to cheer you up, how much do you want?"
- you shook your head and declined his offer but he bought them anyway
- he bought you 3 taiyakis and you thanked him smiling
- "Aww, you look so cute when you smile! Well then I have to go, bye cutie~"
- your friends saw you and then asked after the boy was gone
- "WHO WAS HE?! I never knew you had a boyfriend, [Y/N]......oh! Taiyakis! Can we have some?"
- ".....no....ask your boyfriend that"
#paradox live#x reader#allen sugasano#anne faulkner#yeon hajun#naoakira saimon#kanbayashi yohei#shiki ando#ryu natsume#kanata yatonokami#nayuta yatonokami#iori suiseki#zen gaho#hokusai masaki#satsuki ito#reo maruyama
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Hello dear! By a stroke of luck I saw you were doing matchups and I'd love to join <33 I'd like a matchup for tokyo revengers please, if that's okay!!
My pronouns are She/Her and my gender preference is male and I'd like it to be romantic please <3.
For some positive personality traits: I'm overall very friendly and easy to approach. I'm very patient and slow to anger. I'm very empathetic and sympathetic, I have a very easy time putting myself in others' shoes and rarely judge others. I'm a good listener and very attentive to others' needs. I tend to remember little things about the people I love and if I'm passionate about something I will always put my 110% in.
For some negative traits: I have a bad habit of being a people pleaser and have an overall hard time saying no unless I'm asked something blatantly dangerous. I'm a big daydreamer so I often have my head in the clouds which can make me less attentive to my surroundings and may lead the to zone out every now and then. I'm a BIG procrastinator and when I don't really like something I'll leave it until the very last moment to do. And lastly I tend to beat around the bush when I have to say something negative to someone or about someone to them or at least take a while to at least get to it because I try to sugarcoat it as much as possible. So... Basically not very straightforward.
Zodiac signs:
Sun: Taurus Moon: Pisces Rising: Cancer Venus: Pisces
Mbti and enneagram: INFP-T 9w1
Love languages: All of them tbh but primarily Words of affirmation and Physical touch.
What I value in a relationship:
Truly I appreciate honesty and communication. In relationships I'm quite good at being both of those with a partner fortunately and I appreciate it if they do the same. I'm a very big romantic and they don't necessarily have to be too but I like it when they don't mind gestures, unless it something that genuinely makes them uncomfortable of course. I like it when my partner is thoughtful and I like at least a bit of patience.
My hobbies include:
-Ballet
-Cooking/Baking
-Playing Piano and Bass guitar
-Writing (poetry/songs/books)
-Reading
-Listening to music
-Pottery (just started though 😅)
For other details:
I like animals, I like to go on unnecessarily long walks, kind of embarrassing but sometimes when I'm nervous to go somewhere for whatever reason I have this little plushie I take with me in my bag, I collect pink snack packages?? It might've not been delicious but at least the packaging is cute 😪, another unsung love language of mine is just feeding people? It ties in with my hobby for sure but with me you'll never go hungry, I like dressing up, my favorite season is winter, I'm very affectionate both verbally and physically and will tone it down depending on the person, I can be very talkative with the right person, sometimes when I laugh too hard I snork a little :/, I'm busy getting a degree in pedagogy, even though I dance ballet I'm a terrible dancer in all other aspects and... That's all I can think of at the moment.
For my ideal type:
I've thought about it but I'm not very picky. I just like people who like me :D
The scenario I'd like to see with them:
I'd like to see what they do for a date please!!
I hope that was enough 😩 tysm dear, I hope you have a great day <3
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1000 Follower Event Matchup #1
Want to participate in this event? You can figure out how to do so in this post
Note: Welcome to my blog and thank you so much for sending in a matchup request! You were the first one! :D I'm not sure if you're a manga reader or not, because this character talked about more in the manga, but hopefully you know him! I hope you like that I paired you with him too. It literally took me hours to narrow it down NFHEKABF, but this one is definitely perfect for you (he's one of my favs that I learned to love after starting the manga SO CONGRATS, keep him happy :( )
I match you with…HAKKAI SHIBA!

runner-ups were sanzu and kakucho, but I decided on hakkai for the reasons I'm about to list heh
To start off with the technical stuff, Hakkai is an INFP, just like you, and his enneagram is 9w1, just like yours as well so you two would definitely have a lot in common and that would bring you both closer together! Two peas in one pod, we love to see it. He's also a Virgo which based on the site I used, they are compatible with Taurus'. :3
Onto the more personable details, Hakkai would absolutely love how friendly and approachable you are, he’s pretty shy with women, so you being the way you are made it that much easier for him to approach you when you two first met. He’d fondly watch as you get lost in your head, daydreaming away. For the moments when you can’t say no to people, he’d step in and draw the line for you. No one will walk over you with him around, or take advantage of your kindness. He’s super protective over you and watches over you whenever you guys go anywhere together. He does look pretty intimidating, so that helps in keeping some negative or unwanted attention away from you. His main goal is to keep you safe and happy!
Get ready to have your love language filled, he’s very touchy as soon as the early, awkward stage of your relationship is over. ALWAYS has to be holding your hand or touching you in some way–whether you’re walking beside him or sitting next to him at a Toman meeting. He’ll also always tell you how much he loves you and how beautiful you are (while blushing because even though he’s been with you for so long, that awkwardness still pops through every now and then). TRULY a perfect match. I SHIP IT. AND ARE U KIDDING ME?? BALLET??? HE would make it his mission to watch you practice with hearts in his eyes and you better believe he’s attending all of your recitals (if you have any, if not, he's perfectly fine supporting you in private).
He would find a way to incorporate himself into your hobbies, by joining in on some like reading or cooking. Would definitely be willing to have a sneak taste if you want to feed him, and I think he’d enjoy feeding you as well. JUST VERY CUTE ROMANTIC THINGS WITH HIM OKAY. I'M SO JELLY WRITING THIS BC HE’S ONE OF MY FAVS BUT WOW HE WOULD LOVE YOU SO MUCH. He really enjoys watching you do the things you love like writing and playing instruments. Hakkai loves the little snort that sometimes leaks through when you laugh–it gets him blushing like mad bc you’re just so adorable to him and can’t believe he’s lucky enough to be with you. Invite me to your wedding please :(
Date Night with Hakkai:
First of all, as soon as I saw pottery on your list of hobbies, this idea instantly came into my head
BUT YES HAKKAI WOULD TAKE YOU ON A POTTERY DATE EEEE SO ROMANTIC
He knows you’re still learning pottery and he figured this would be a perfect time for him to hop in on one of your hobbies–he’s excited to learn!
He takes you to this quaint local studio that allows people to come in and do their own pottery for a small fee
At first he’s just watching you do your own thing; collecting the clay, throwing it on the wheel, and working your wet hands into the clay, shaping it to perfection
He tries to follow along, but you’ll probably have to give him a hand, guiding his hands the right way (little “ghost” pottery scene action here NFHEKAFEKJ)
You both have a great time, especially Hakkai, but he’s mostly happy about seeing you enjoy yourself
He could honestly have fun doing anything at all so long as he gets to spend time with you
Of course once your creations are made and ready to be thrown in the kiln, you leave and make an appointment to come back to pick your ceramic pieces up another day
After your pottery date, he walks hand in hand with you to a nearby restaurant where your wonderful date continues
10/10 would recommend, now I wanna make pottery again ahhhhhh
EVENT REQUESTS ARE CLOSED
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Posted: 9/18/2022
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Sweet Candy


Pairing: Yelena x Fem!reader
Genre: Romance, fluff, modern AU
A/N: This story is a little bit longer, so I suggest you bring your fav beverage, play your fav songs, and enjoy your free time this weekend by fantasizing about Yelena 💕 Suddenly I wanna make a tsundere Yelena, and I think I love every side of Yelena. I gave the title Sweet Candy bc between you and Yelena are really sweet like a candy 🥺 💕 I hope you like it, and I hope you understand my English because I’m poor at grammar hehe.
Summary: Your apartment was on fire, your best friend, Zeke, couldn't help you bc he wanted to fix his relationship with his gf. He insisted you stay in Yelena’s house for a while. After you stayed in Yelena’s house for weeks, on Valentine's Day, Yelena did something that opens up your mind and changed your life forever!
Warning: Explicit Content!
You just started your first year in university. You decided to study abroad, because your childhood friend, Zeke, had already come and being an international student, and that was inspired you as you saw his student life looked so interesting.
A couple of months ago you came to the same university as Zeke, and only a few days ago you got an unpleasant event when your apartment was on fire. So today, Zeke told you to come to his best friend’s house to stay in their home for a while.
You have just arrived at Zeke's friend's house, and you are standing in front of the door. On the third knock, the door opened. The tall-ass blonde, the one who opened the door, looked at you suspiciously.
By ignoring her expression, you smiled widely. “Hi! You must be Yelena! I’m Y/N, nice to meet ya!”
Before she responded to your words, you stepped into her house. “Wow! Your house is so lovely!”
Yelena’s eyes widened as you came into her house. “I’m sorry, but who the hell are you?” She asked with an annoyed tone.
You turned your body around to look at her, “Ah! Zeke hasn't told you yet?” You threw yourself on the couch, “I’m sorry for coming to your house so suddenly without prior notice, but in my condition, I also have no choice. So he asked me to come to your house, and he will give you further details later.”
She stared at you with a gaze full of confusion. You smiled nervously, “I’m sorry but I’m really bad at explaining.”
She held her index finger to her temple, “just hold a sec!” She brought and placed you in front of the door then she closed it.
You sighed and smiled sadly. You can understand her conduct, however, you are just a stranger to her. You sat on the step in front of her house, waiting and thinking, if she refuses you, maybe you have to find another motel or guest house nearby to campus.
In the house. Yelena grabbed her phone on the desk and called Zeke. On the third ring, Zeke picked up the call.
“ZEKE! What the hell did you do to me?!” She said indignantly.
“I meant to call you. So, she must have arrived at your house?” he asked.
Even though she knew Zeke wouldn’t see her face, she still nodded her head. “Uh-huh! And why the fuck she came to my house?! I mean, who the hell is she??
Yelena can hear Zeke sighed, “Yelena, listen. Y/N is my hometown friend, my grandmother even considered her as her own grandchild and I considered her as my lil’ sister. She studied in the same university as us. But unfortunately, her apartment was on fire the day before yesterday, it was on the news, you knew it, right?
“I immediately brought her to my place when it happened. She only had me in this city because she hasn’t had many friends in her department. She slept in my place last night, but my girlfriend was really upset when she saw Y/N in my apartment.
“You know my relationship was on the rocks, so it’s hard for my girlfriend to believe that Y/N is just my friend. So please, accept her in your house until she finds a new apartment, or until my girlfriend believes me and allows her to stay in my apartment. Okay?” he explained.
“It's so sudden,” Yelena replied.
“Please, I'm begging you. I'm so worried about her, she had no luck in her life, so you're the one I can trust to help her,” Zeke pleaded.
“Does she really have no relatives or friends here?”
“No, she only had me. You know we’re foreign students. She just started her first year in our university. I can’t let her stay in her new friends’ house, I ain’t trusting them. I really want to help her but unfortunately, I can’t help her right now because I wanna fix my relationship with my girlfriend, I’m screwed without her. You owed me so it’s time to repay the favor by allowing Y/N to stay in your house for a while. I promise she won't do such annoying things during her stay. She’s a good girl.”
Yelena sighed, “fine! I’ll allow her to stay in my house JUST for a while.”
“I know I can count on you!” Said Zeke happily.
“I told you, I can’t blame your girlfriend because you fucked every girl you met before you dated her. So take your responsibility and be a good man! I’m out!” Yelena turned off her phone.
When Yelena opened the door, she saw you walk through the yard to leave her house. “Hey! Wait!” She shouted.
You turned your head immediately when you heard her voice.
“I just called Zeke and- you can stay here for a while,” she said.
You smiled happily, “really?!” She nodded. You’re walking toward her and hugging her. “Thank you!”
Yelena looked awkward, “whoa- whoa- what is it for?”
“It’s my habit to hug someone when I’m happy,” you answered. “And- this is the reason why Zeke’s girlfriend was upset when she came to his place and she saw me hug him,” you continued, speaking more to yourself than to Yelena.
But Yelena can still hear your voice, she let out a long sigh, “the two of you really are weirdos! Come in!”
This time, Yelena lets you come to her house. And since today, you’ll stay in her house together. You told your story about the fire in your apartment and when Zeke brought you to his apartment until his girlfriend came over. You convinced her that you won’t stay long in her house until you find a new apartment. You believed Zeke so much, so when he insisted that you have to stay in Yelena’s house, you obeyed him without question. If Zeke believes Yelena, so you believe her as well.
She lets you sleep in the guest room. You asked her how much you have to pay for the room, but she refused it and told you it was just for a while so you don’t have to pay her except you paid yourself for a meal.
You stayed in Yelena’s house for almost a week. You thought she was a little bit cocky with an unfriendly attitude, but she is just a straightforward person with an expressionless face. She's nice actually, at least she still lets you stay in her house until now because you discovered difficulties to find a new apartment. People might consider her as a male because of her masculine figure, and she is a very tall woman with a height of six feet three inches. For you, she’s the perfect figure for the androgynous look, she look pretty and handsome at the same time. Her hair is blonde in a short bob with straight bangs, and it suits her well. You bet she’s pretty famous among girls or boys.
Even so, you found that her friends are just Zeke and Onyankopon, a cool and nice black guy. You found out quickly because she rarely hangs out with other friends except for Zeke and Onyankopon, but she's good at negotiating with others. You often see her talking on the phone with her business partner, and in the end, she smiled with satisfaction and told you that she reached an advantageous deal. She’s also an ambitious person.
Yeah, she’s a third-year business student just like Zeke, so she often gets the assignments for making a brand or a start-up from her lecturers. Well, maybe now you can be her new good friend, you’re a friendly and funny person, so it’s not hard for you to get along with her.
“What the hell are you doing in the kitchen for hours??” Yelena asked you on the phone. You can hear the class ambiance behind her voice.
“How did you know?” you asked.
“You didn't realize? I’ve been watching you from the CCTV in every corner of my house. Even when you did some silly movements in front of the TV to workout,” she explained.
You turned your head to the upper corner where the CCTV hangs. You looked at that with surprise. How can you not realize that there are many CCTVs in her house, and she's been watching you all the time!
“You! You're a sly peeper!”
She chuckled, “my house, my rule. So what are you up to?”
“I’m making chocolate. Valentine's Day is almost coming, so I wanna make delicious chocolate for my crush. Don't worry, I'll clean up the kitchen when I’m done.”
“Chocolate? That sucks! Why are you in such a hurry? It's still a week 'till Valentine's Day.”
You rolled your eyes, “as you know, I suck at cooking, so I need to learn to make un chocolat parfait.”
“Ah! And I still remember how horrible an omelet you made!” her tone was almost mocking.
“I know you're really good at cooking, but please don't be so mean to me.”
She laughed slightly, “okay. Do what you want. Bye.”
You thought you would be able to make perfect chocolate for your crush instantly, but it’s not that easy! Luckily, Yelena was kind enough to permit you to use her kitchen often. Although she’s good at cooking, she can't help you to give you some advice to make chocolate because she hates sweets. You practice almost every day until the V day comes, and efforts won’t betray you, you did your best to make beautiful and delicious chocolate.
“Finally-” you said while straightening your back and stretching your aching muscles, feeling incredibly relieved. Today is Valentine’s day, now you can go to college before the morning class starts, and give this beautiful chocolate you made to a Mister Perfect.
“You did it?” asked Yelena, you saw her standing on the stairway in the kitchen, still wearing her pajamas. And she stepped down to the floor.
“I did it!” you said happily. You looked at the wristwatches, “and I can go to the morning class on time. How could I've been awesome with that! Ah, I bought savory croissants you like and made hot coffee on the dining table. It's just a little reward for letting me use your kitchen, and as a valentine's gift.” You smiled and winked at her.
For the first time, she looked at you with eyes that sparkled. She smiled slightly, “thanks- So, when are you going to give that chocolate to the unlucky guy?”
You smiled at her, sometimes, she can be an innocent, sarcastic woman. “Perhaps, during lunchtime. He’s a second-year student in the Political Sciences Department, and he’s the coolest guy I’ve ever met on campus. When he puts on his football uniform, he's even cooler!” you said full of joy while imagining your crush’s face.
She rolled her eyes, “I don't give a shit. Besides, giving chocolate to the boys on Valentine’s Day is kinda old fashioned. Why don't you give him a bouquet or a concert ticket?”
“I- I don't know. Isn't that something men always do?”
She clucked her tongue, “it’s women’s emancipation.”
“You're right!” you said eagerly. “Chocolate and flowers! That's cool! I’ll buy flowers for him, too! Thank you, Yelena, you're brilliant!” and you left her to go to campus.
In the late afternoon, it’s a beautiful day at the end of winter, the warmth of the sun is still accompanying people on the outside.
It’s valentine’s day, a day full of love. But all you can feel is the cold wind in your heart, the day gets grey, and pain haunts you. You remembered all the hurtful things he said to you, you feel so rejected by him. It really hurts when you expect so much more from a person you once liked so much. You’ve liked him ever since the first day of college.
Love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes just be an illusion. Before you realize it, the tears stream down your face. You walked so slow in Yelena’s neighborhood.
You heard the horn behind you. “Ayo, Taffy! Walking to my house?” That’s Yelena with her car, driving very slowly to follow your steps.
You turned your head to her. She looked at you with a surprise, “Hey, you okay?”
“I- I’m okay,” you said sobbing.
Without asking you first, she scrambled out of the car, and put you in the front passenger seat of the car, and got behind the wheel.
“What happened?” she asked gently.
You cried harder when she asked that. Moments later, you told her your story when you got a raw rejection from your crush. “He even called me fat and I'm not his type. I mean, I’m okay with his ridicule, it's a fact after all. But when he mocked my chocolate, that's when I felt hurt. Anyhow, it was my hard work you even helped me make it,” and you cried again.
“I did nothing, you made it yourself with love,” she said and she turned her vehicle around.
“Where are you going?” you asked.
“I’m going to give that motherfucker a lesson.”
“You- WHAT?”
“Gimme his location!”
“Yelena- No! Turn around your car! Let's just go home.”
She gazed at you in silence for a while, “just shut the fuck up and keep your seat belt fastened!” she spoke firmly.
In the end, you just let her drive to the university yard where your crush and his friends are hanging around. Yelena insisted on giving him a lesson. Your heart raced when you saw her walk through the yard and stepped closer to the table where your crush sat.
Your crush stopped laughing when she stood in front of him, it also gave his friends in silence and looked at her in confusion. “Ayo! Rough guy!” She greeted him with a condescending tone.
“Who the hell are you, tomboy?” he asked her.
“Nobody, just a courier. I delivered a package for you,” she showed him a chocolate box and a bouquet.
“Ah, that’s from Y/N, huh? Take back, I ain't gonna need that. If I take that shit, I’m afraid that fatty would think I will accept her feelings.”
Yelena spat on the ground, “you know I was relieved I never dated a guy, and the guy I hate the most is the guy like you. You're more gay than I am, y’know? Before you mocked her, look at yourself in the mirror whether you're better than her or not! You think you're perfect, huh?”
Yelena threw the flowers and the chocolate on your crush’s face. Her hands in the fluid movement to deliver precisely aimed blows to a startled opponent.
“What the fuck!” He shouted out in shock. Getting rid of the flowers on his face and the chocolate stains off his jacket.
“Take that, you motherfucker! You should've respected her! It shows her love and hard work!” Yelena grunted, “but at least I’m relieved she wouldn't fall for an asshole like you again.” And she left him without waiting for his response.
You watched what Yelena did to him far behind, and it gives you a new perspective that you adore her so much.
“Thank you,” you said gently when you and she sat in the car.
“For what?”
“For everything. Why are you so kind to me? I mean, I am the one who often troubles you, but you still want to add a new enemy, because of me. I’ve seen everything you’ve done to him, and I really appreciate it.” You laughed strangely, “you were very rude to him, but I think he deserved it.
She grunted, “that son of a bitch deserves worse. Why do you think I'm doing this to you?” She looked at you seriously with her deep voice.
You find it difficult to answer. In silence, you looked at each other. You felt an odd feeling when you looked into her big beautiful eyes. You felt captivated by the look in her eyes, so you couldn't move your body when you realized her body moved closer to yours as she tried to kiss you.
As though conscious of what she was about to do, she stopped and sat up straight again. She cleared her throat awkwardly, “and the only one who can make fun of you is me.” She stared at the last small chocolate box on your lap. “Oh, there’s one more.”
“Yup, there is. Don’t worry, I’ll throw away this thing.”
She grabbed the small box immediately, “don’t! I’ll eat it.”
“What? Don't you hate sweets?”
“It’s okay if it's your make,” she eats a piece of chocolate you made. “Umm- not bad, ” she smiled slightly after she finished eating, then she turned the engine on.
After the incident on Valentine’s day, you can't look at her in the same way again, you felt confused about your feelings towards her. You thought she was just your friend, but now you realized you want her more than just a friend. You don't want to ruin your friendship with her, you need to find a new apartment as soon as possible no matter how to keep a distance from her and reset unnecessary feelings.
Luckily, you got a new apartment so you can leave Yelena’s house. Yelena and Zeke helped you pack the stuff and decorate your new room. After those busy days, you can finally enjoy your free time in your new apartment, all alone. And it gives you extra time to prioritize your revenge plan, once you've accepted the insult of the guy you liked. And a wise man said the best revenge is to improve yourself.
On the other hand, you wouldn't believe how much Yelena missed you. She felt empty when she stayed alone, she missed your presence in her house. She once got so annoyed by your noisy existence, but now she really wants to hear all your ridiculous babbling. When she thought of you, she smiled slightly, she didn't believe she could fall for a silly girl like you. Silly but sweet.
Since when did this feeling grow in her heart? She didn't know. Little thing she knew, you're the sweetest, most sincere girl she's ever met. Sometimes she wishes you could open your heart to a girl like her, but she doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable if she expresses any romantic interest in you. To get rid of all her thoughts about you, she occupied herself with the project the lecturer gave her. It is funny, you two are mutually interested in each other, but you two are too afraid to express your feelings.
Time flies so fast. Spring break is over. You are ready to open a new chapter of your life in this warm spring. You were viral by the rejection video of your crush to you, it was a nightmare because everyone recognizes you with something you don't want to be. But now, everyone on campus is amazed by the change you made to yourself. And the best thing is, your crush seems regretful that he has rejected and said something cruel to you. Now, you have some respect from others.
“Wow, I heard an issue that you're now some big news and one of the hotties in this university.”
You heard a familiar voice when you walked alone in the park near your faculty building. You frowned at your face and turned around your body, your eyes widened as you saw a big-beauty blonde standing behind you.
“Long time no see and, look at you, you've changed a lot! Now you've become- a Barbie doll? Eww! You look more ugly than before when you still have those fats in your body,” she continued.
You chuckled, “we’ve lived together under the same roof for almost three weeks, and I got your own dictionary. When you say no, it means yes. So when you say I’m ugly, it means I’m pretty?”
“Jesus, no! I tell the truth, I swear, the new you is ugly.”
“I, I just wanna love myself more by changing my lifestyle to make it healthier,” you said, trying to sound nonchalant.
“Whatever. I rather like your old appearance because now you’re a little conscious. Many morons will steal glances at you.”
“What?”
She sighed heavily, “something that didn’t change in you is you still slow like a sloth! Then, I’m leaving!”
“Hey, wait!” You grabbed her long arm to hold her step, “it’s unfair you come and go like a fart!”
Just one touch from you gives her a magical sensation. She then grabbed your hands and pulled your body to get closer to hers.
“I miss you so much! I can’t even stop thinking about you once you leave my house,” she hoarsely whispered.
She bent over you and kissed you. You were shocked by her sudden act, but her kiss is pure, fresh, and thirst-quenching. You felt her stiffening in surprise when you kissed her back, then she continued to insert her tongue into your mouth and moved wildly to play with yours. You two now are kissing so passionately, feeling the burn by the lust of each other.
“So this means, we’re stepping to the next level” she asked with a broad smile on her face. She looked happy.
You smiled mischievously, “what do you think?”
I think Yelena is the type who can make a straight girl gay. Who can ignore this big-beauty-badass bae 🥵🥵
My fav quotes from Yelena in this story 💕
Yelena to your crush: “...I was relieved I never dated a guy, and the guy I hate the most is a guy like you. You're gayer than I am, y’know?”
[she acted like a gentleman 🥰]
Sweet moments with Yelena 💕
Yelena to you: “Why do you think I'm doing this to you?”
[and you two were looked at each other until she tried to kiss you but she stopped it 😔]
You to Yelena: “Yup. I’ll throw away this thing.”
Yelena to you: “Don’t! I’ll eat it.”
You to Yelena: “Don’t you hate sweets?”
Yelena to you: “It’s okay if it’s your make.”
[then she ate your chocolate even she hates sweets 🥺]
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Sweet by Cigarettes after Sex - Sakusa Kiyoomi
🌱This is another scenario based song fic😌 let me know what you think, please! I think I peaked with that Yachi drabble lmao. This is for a request that was sent to @sunalma ,but fit under my prompt so she sent it on over to me :)
“Watching the video that you sent me
The one where you're showering with wet hair dripping
You know that I'm obsessed with your body
But it's the way you smile that does it for me”
You were sat on the rooftop of your home, the chilly night shingles and wind nipping at your uncovered face. You only wore the hoodie Omi had given you, knowing you’d get cold at the most random times, and a pair of your own old joggers.
With your feet dangling off, you sat close to the edge, you had only one earbud in at the time, and were peacefully humming to the tune you’d been playing basically on repeat the past few days. It was from the playlist you’d made many months ago for when you weren’t feeling well, and with the gray blue and purples clouding the early night sky, you thought it was quite fitting.
“It's so sweet, knowing that you love me
Though we don't need to say it to each other, sweet
Knowing that I love you, and running my fingers through your hair
It's so sweet”
You came up here to get some fresh air, the open window beneath you allowing the bitter wind to seep into your bedroom. You hadn’t been feeling well, and you weren’t sure whether it was just an off day or what.
You knew your sweet boyfriend Omi had been worried about you all day, he had practice so he wasn’t able to spend as much time with you as either of you would’ve liked, but he texted you every chance he could to ask how you were doing and to make sure you’d been taking care of yourself until he got home, he knew you had a habit of neglecting your needs when you felt bad. He felt guilty for leaving this morning, all the more reason why he caught himself cursing under his breath when he fumbled with his keys to open your shared front door.
He opened the door expecting to be hit with a wave of warmth from the house, but once he realized it was only slightly colder outside than it was indoors, he knew exactly where you’d run off too.
He always knew you preferred the rooftop when you weren’t doing well. You had mentioned many times that you liked the scenery up there; the lights from the city, the different vivid colors swirling within the sky and clouds, and the ambient sounds from your street- like the neighborhood cats pestering one another about their territory. Truth be told, he didn’t mind joining you up there, he could agree with you that it was rather peaceful and he certainly didn’t mind being in your company when you two escaped to your little space away from normal life.
He desperately wanted to bask in a hot shower after such a long day of practice, but he wanted nothing more than to make sure you were doing okay before you both turned the lights out for the night.
He made his way to your shared bedroom, only reaffirming the answer to his mental question as to why the house was so cold moments ago once he saw the open window. It felt routine at this point, as odd as it sounded, to climb through that window and up onto the roof. The first few times you asked him to join you, he was put off by the offer, and usually gave you snarky comment about how filthy it was, but he slowly began to join you more and more, to the point where it felt normal now. He still didn’t enjoy the filth, though.
“Watching the video where you're lying
In your red lingerie ten times nightly
You know I think your skin's the perfect color
But it's always your eyes that pull me under”
He peered over the edge of the shingles at your laying form, eyes closed and hair gently blowing onto your soft cheeks. He could tell you were cold from the goosebumps that covered your body, so he made a mental note to keep the house extra cozy tonight.
You hadn’t heard him climb up next to you, until you felt his fingertips gently ghost over your cheek and brushing your hair away. You would’ve been alarmed, had you not immediately recognized the gesture; Omi was always so gentle when touching you in any way, like you could break into shattered glass if he wasn’t careful.
You opened your eyes slowly to see a small smile on your longtime boyfriends face, though you could easily pick up on the hints of exhaustion and concern beneath his dark eyes. Reaching up to grasp his proportionally much larger hand, you lay it gently flush against your cheek, basking in the warmth of his skin as you nuzzled further into his touch. He couldn’t help but smile wider at your gesture.
After getting comfortable, sitting up next to one another, your head laid casually on his shoulder and his arm around you, you two spent what felt like forever talking. About his day, your day, how you were both feeling, and otherwise. You could feel your heart swell and sink simultaneously at his worry for you, you wanted nothing more than to bring a smile to his face, but you greatly appreciated all the love and care he had for you. He pet your hair lightly as you continued to rant, offering his occasional two cents of advice.
It was comforting, and you found yourself slowly feeling better as he continued to spend time with you. About the time he saw your eyes drifting closed again, he decided to bring you in.
“It's so sweet, knowing that you love me
Though we don't need to say it to each other, sweet
Knowing that I love you, and running my fingers through your hair
It's so sweet”
After helping you back into your bedroom, he quickly went to turn up the thermostat to heat the now icy indoor air. You felt a large pair of arms wrap around your waist, pulling you as close as possible to his chest. He nuzzled into your shoulder, mumbling about throwing the towels in the dryer to be warm for you once you got done showering. You hadn’t noticed he slipped into the bathroom behind you to prepare it for you, but you felt woozy with appreciation and adoration at that moment. Peppering his face lightly with your kisses of approval as payment, you both found yourselves smiling wide at the other after pulling apart.
After a steamy shower, you felt newer, and the warmth of the previously mentioned towels definitely helped in improving your mood. Omi had run off to the guest bathroom to clean up himself in the meantime, wanting to give you space if you needed any, and using it as an excuse to prepare a few more surprises for you, as he always knew you took longer showers than he did.
He had taken the time to bring a few extra blankets into your bedroom, along with your favorite comfort movies and some of those snacks he’d picked up on the way home that he knew you loved, you always said they were your favorite but he knew that changed basically each week.
He laid out some pajamas for you, including one of his own sweatshirts, the same one you said was your favorite on him so he wore it more often from that point forward.
The house had begun to warm up, and he padded his way to the kitchen to make you some hot tea, figuring you’d spent quite a bit of time in the chilly air outside even before you’d spent an hour up there with him.
“And I will gladly break it
I will gladly break my heart for you
And I will gladly break it
I will gladly break my heart for you
And I will gladly break it
I will gladly break my heart for you
And I will gladly break it
I will gladly break my heart for you
It's so sweet, knowing that you love me
Though we don't need to say it to each other, sweet
Knowing that I love you, and running my fingers through your hair
It's so sweet”
After bringing back the tea to set on your side of the beds nightstand, the steam from the open bathroom door and missing clothes he’d laid out for you gave it away that you’d finished your shower. Once you emerged, he couldn’t help but think about how much cuter that sweatshirt looked on you than he ever thought it did on him, but he wouldn’t tell you that now. You smiled at the sweet gestures your boyfriend had done for you, even after such a long day of intense practice. He really never failed to bring a smile to your face, and this was no different.
Bringing him into your tight embrace and falling back onto the bed, his head resting on your chest and muscular arms wrapped around your torso, your arms around his neck and shoulders, you let out a sigh and a sweet hum. His weight on top of yours was comforting, and his black curls smelled nicely of his shampoo. He nuzzled further into your touch, mumbling a question you didn’t really catch about having an impromptu movie night and if you’d like a massage, also letting you know he’d be around the house all day tomorrow, he’d texted the teams groupchat to let them know he would be missing practice. You smiled wide at his words, excited to spend a full day with the man you loved so much.
Some people would consider Sakusa Kiyoomi a cold person, one who wasn’t fond of people nor someone who could be very affectionate. But in that moment, you knew more than ever how wrong they were.
✨Tag List: @sunalma @toworuu
🌱Let me know what you thought of comforting Omi, he’s one of my favs to write for. Hope you liked it! <3
#weeklypromptevent#haikyu#haikyuu#haikyuu oneshot#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu!!#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu matchup#haikyuu matchups#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu sakusa#sakusa kiyoomi x reader#hq sakusa#kiyoomi is my husband and i love him#kiyoomi fluff#sakusa fluff#sakusa headcanons
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Heya! Can I request a tmnt reaction to s/o's BTS obsession? 🤭 Or maybe something where their s/o just spits out BTS facts or lyrics. (I tend to do this and my fiance is super annoyed by it 🤭😂) Thank you ♥️ (if it helps my fav turtle is raph and bias Suga, altho I'm a sucker for them all.)
Warnings: None
Summary: TMNT reaction to you having a BTS obsession (I love this cuz I have a BTS obsession too😂😂)
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Leonardo
It all started like this. You and your boyfriend Leo, were hanging out at your apartment. You both were cuddling on the couch just talking about little things. For example, Leo is talking about a new book that he found while patrolling and he's really into it. You're talking about this new bakery you're dying to try. You're hands are intertwined and your head is on his chest.
The next moment your phone rings, your ringtone is Blood, sweat amd tears by BTS. You look at your screen to see its just April so you decline the call. Leo looks at you dumbfounded. "What was that song Blossom?" You look at him shocked "Its Blood, sweat and tears by BTS?"
"Who's BTS?" "Um, just the best group im the world!?"
For the rest of the day you showed him photos and music videos of them, then he asks who is your favorite? You decided not to tell him because you dont want him to get jealous. His opinion on BTS is that its actually pretty cool. Whenever he misses you he listens to them.
Raphael
Our Raphie here is different than Leo though. He found out about bts when you visited the lair and had your phone connected to the speaker so that everyone could listen to your music for a change.
You put on IDOL by BTS and started jamming. Mickey and Leo were digging it and Donnie, well, Donnie is Donnie. You have no idea what he's thinking. But Raphie? He was trying to keep up. "Uh, Babe?" Raph tries to get your attention. "Yes Raphie?" "Who is this?" you giggle at his confusion. "It's BTS."
He asks Donnie to help him do research about it once you went home. He knows more about it now. The next day he asks you who your favorite is, "Suga baby, why?"
Lets just say big red is JELLYYYY. His opinion? Its not for him.
Donatello
The day Donnie found out about your BTS obsession he was shook. He is almost as hooked as you are. But those BTS boys step on Donnie's ego. Your little nerdy turtle constantly wonders: 'what if they're more attractive than me', 'She must like them better because they're talented', 'WILL SHE LEAVE ME FOR ONE OF THEM'
The answer is no. Yes you LOVE Bts with all your heart but its impossible that one of them can steal you... Unfortunately.... But Donnie is your man. He has nothing to worry about... Except Namjoon.... He has to worry about Namjoon....
Donnie gets you bts posters and stuff to support your interest in them. When you visit him, you both jam and dance to 'Save me'. Lets just say you didnt know your man is a dancer and wow is he hot when he dances.
Mikey
He doesn't care who plays on the radio as long as he can jam along. He thought you liked them a little, until he came into your room and saw the posters. He was a little jelly. But its nothing a few kisses couldnt solve.
But oh boy was he mad when you wore a BTS hoodie that said Taehyung. He was pissed. Just to make it even, when you watched Riverdale he kept commenting about how gorgeous Betty is. You ignored him for a day and he apologized realizing what he did was out of line.
So what happened? You both cuddled listening to BTS and you were fine after that. And for some reason your Taehyung hoodie disappeared????
#tmnt 2016#tmnt 2014#tmnt headcanons#tmnt#tmnt donatello#tmnt x reader#Tmnt2016#Tmnt2014#tmnt raphael#tmnt leonardo#tmnt michelangelo
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A Definitely Incomplete List Of My Favorite Moments From The Lightning Thief (book), because I'm having Feelings
Percy very causally mentioning times he accidentally hit a school bus with a canon or dropped fifth graders into shark-infested water
Grover Underwood
Just everything he’s ever done
Percy running an illegal candy ring out of his dorm room
“I was worried they found out I got my essay on Tom Sawyer from the internet and were going to take away my grade. Or worse, they were going to make me read the book.”
When Percy thought Grover was going to give him some deep, meaningful commentary on life to make him feel better but Grover just wanted Percy’s lunch
Percy tried so hard to do well on his Latin final and Chiron somehow thinks it’s a good idea to tell him he’s ‘not normal’ in front of the class my poor boy
That one part where Percy essentially went “Oh hey mom’s home!!! Better reschedule this panic attack I was having!!”
When Percy did that weird hand sign (that was never explained) and the door slammed on Gabe so hard he flew up the steps
The fact that when Grover finally tracked Percy down he wasn’t wearing any pants. Like, there was literally no reason for him to not have the fake feet and the jeans on. No actual reason for him to be free balling it. Percy just needed a shock apparently. Showing up in the middle of a hurricane with no pants, dramatic ass satyr I love him.
The SATISFYING DEATH of Gabe’s Camaro + Sally apparently learned bullfighting just in case because she truly is the best mom
Percy killing the minotaur with its own horn
Percy dragging Grover over the camp line while crying for his mom literally end me
“You drool when you sleep.” could we get more iconic here
Percy teasing Annabeth about her crush on Luke
When Luke stole some toiletries for Percy and he got a little choked up because it was apparently the nicest thing anyone had ever done for him
The fact that Chiron basically told Annabeth that Percy was her destiny
The fact that a recovering alcoholic god of wine who hates children was deemed fit to run a camp for children
Not so fun: Percy, upon meeting Mr. D, immediately recognizing the signs of an alcoholic and going out of his way to sit far away from him ‘just in case’
The fact that everyone just expected him to hear ‘the greek gods are real’ and move on?? why would no one let this boy be in shock omg
Zeus apparently had a thing for the fluffy 80′s hairstyles
“the real world is where the monsters are”
The fact that Poseidon could have claimed Percy at literally any moment but he apparently decided he really needed that dramatic reveal during capture the flag.
When Zeus was feeling Extra Dramatic(tm) after Percy’s claiming so he started making it rain inside the camp boarders and everyone was lowkey freaking out
When Annabeth pulls off her invisible cap and declares she’s going on the quest with him and Percy was like, beyond unsurprised that she was there and didn’t even attempt to fight her
Chiron forgot to give Percy a sword from his father for like, an entire month.
Grover with those freaking flying shoes oh my God
Annabeth blushing literally any time Luke talks to her
IN THIS HOUSE WE LOVE AND RESPECT ARGUS, HEAD OF CAMP SECURITY
lmao when Percy and Annabeth start bickering about something and Argus just winks at Percy because he knows
When they were playing hackey sack with an apple but it got too close to Grover’s mouth and he just ate the whole thing
The entire bus scene oh my God
“I was about to become the ADHD Poster Child of the Year” as he’s CRASHING A BUS
Annabeth on a fury’s back
the explosion. just. all gr8.
When Grover tries to play a path finder song and Percy just immediately slams into a tree. Also the fact that the path finder song was actually just a Hillary Duff number.
“You two are giving me a migraine, and satyr's don’t even get migraines!”
Percy actually, truly trying to sell the story that the three of them are circus orphans who got separated from their ringleader
Grover: hey guys this place is REALLY SHADY and we need to leave
Annabeth and Percy: but f o o d
Can you imagine walking into a store and finding your dead uncle’s body on display? Like????
When Medusa revealed herself and Annabeth’s running around invisible, Percy’s swinging a sword blindly and Grover’s flying around screaming and trying to whack her with a stick: everyone here is a MESS
When Annabeth was overly annoyed with Percy after that ordeal??? Sweetheart you fell for the trick too
Name something more iconic than 12 year old Percy Jackson mailing the decapitated head of Medusa to the gods on Mt. Olympus in an act of sheer pettiness. I dare you.
When Percy was insisting on taking first watch while the others slept and Grover was basically like “hey kiddo listen to this” and played a song that immediately knocked him out so he could sleep all night
“Percy. Say hello to the poodle.”
Percy seeing all the Greek creatures from the train window
When Annabeth was dragging the boys to the St. Louis Arch and Percy’s claustrophobic ass Did Not Want To Get In That Tiny Elevator but he went anyway because he wanted Annabeth to be happy. That boy has had it bad since the start.
“I am Echidna!”
“Isn’t...isn’t that a type of anteater?”
“I HATE AUSTRALIA.”
How many times has Percy actually been poisoned throughout all the series I literally want a count
‘Lemme just, uh....jump off the fucking St. Louis Arch and hope I don’t die when I hit the water.’
There is just something very aesthetic about Percy lighting a fire in the bottom of a river
Percy’s got so much pent-up rage that he’s just immediately ready to wreck Ares upon meeting him omfg
THE THRILL RIDE O’ LOVE
Annabeth getting so worked up and flustered over going down there with Percy because it’s a love ride and Percy’s just like “you literally do not have to make this a Thing” lmao
Annabeth wouldn’t let Percy touch Aphrodite’s scarf because she didn’t want him getting infected by love magic but then...touched it herself lol
The entire sequence with the mechanical spiders and the cameras and the ride itself
Percy’s plan to get off the ride!!!! He’s so smart okay can people stop calling him stupid!!!
Grover trying to catch them both in mid-air but they‘re too heavy so the three of them just kind of slowly crash into one of those face-cut-out posters lol
Percy, turning to the camera’s broadcasting this shit on Olympus: “Show’s over! Thank You! Goodnight!”
THE FUCKING ZOO BUS
Everything about that scene omg. The animals they had to help. Trying to convince Grover of how great he is. The baby percabeth. my h e a r t
“What if it does line up like the Trojan War? Athena versus Poseidon?”
“I don’t know what my mom will do. I just know I’ll be fighting next to you.”
“Why?”
“Because you’re my friend, Seaweed Brain, any more stupid questions?”
Do you hear that sound? That’s me, ages 13-21(+) sobbing uncontrollably oh my God I love them so much
‘let’s just set a fucking lion loose in Las Vegas’
“I put a Blessing of the Wild on them, so they’ll safely find food and shelter wherever they go.”
“Why can’t you put on of those on us?”
“It only works on wild animals.”
“So it would only effect Percy...”
“HEY!”
When they get to the Lotus hotel and Grover starts playing that game where the deer shoot the hunters azxjhnhdjx
Percy physically having to drag his friends out of there once he realized it was the lair of the lotus eaters
When Annabeth gave the taxi driver her lotus credit card and he started calling her “Your Highness” lmao
Every time in this book Percy comes close to uncovering a Dark Truth the people around him are just like “let’s not worry about that :) “ and my polite boy actually shuts up it’s so wild because I would just keep going lol
CRUSTY THE WATER BED SALESMAN
Listen that entire scene has lowkey always been one of my Favs and I’m not even sure why but Percy chopping his head off was g r e a t
The entrance to the Underworld is DOA Recording Studios and I love it
“We, uh...all drowned in a bathtub.”
Poor Charon just wants his Italian suits he doesn’t need all this bullshit
Grover almost getting dragged into Tartarus: not good. very bad. bad shit.
Annabeth getting emotionally attached to Cerberus in the span of 3 minutes: RELATABLE
‘huh my backpack that I thought I got rid of five days ago is getting weirdly heavy, that’s not suspicious though, right?’
When Hades just starts monologue-ing about all the shit he has to put up with
“what kind of awful things do you have to do to get sewn into Hades underwear?” p e r c y
when Percy realizes the Master Bolt is in his backpack and he’s just like. tell me why. why. I’m a good person. what did I DO.
When Percy has to sacrifice his mom to get Annabeth and Grover out of there I Cri Evey Tiem
My cute lil’ baby yelling around on a beach to get Ares to show up
ahdbsjznx when Grover gives Percy a crushed, half eaten tin can for good like and Percy is just like “Grover...I don’t know what to say.” I LOVE HIM
My sweet son kicking the god of war’s ass. bless. blessed on this day.
The news crews who suddenly started backtracking and writing Percy as a hero
Percy, choking back tears, giving Gabe’s store’s phone number out on national television and promising everyone free appliances IM STILL CACKLING I LOVE THIS BOY SO MUCH HE’S ICONIC
Hades actually releasing Sally because he’s Not As Big Of A Dick As He Could Have Been
Percy: hey I think there’s a really good chance that Kronos was behind this whole mess-
Zeus and Poseidon: XXX KRONOS DO NOT INTERACT XXX
Poseidon rolling his eyes at literally everything Zeus says and does
Poseidon and Percy’s whole talk omg my sweet boy just wants his dad to love him and Poseidon’s trying to figure out how to show affection when he basically signed this kid’s death sentence I’m crying
A man will never satisfy me as much or in the same way as Sally Jackson murdering Gabe Ugliano did
Percy was spending months of summer stressing over who the friend that’s supposed to betray him was but like...Sweetie you had exactly three (3) friends and you knew two of them weren’t gonna hurt you
ahbdjsnx when Percy and Luke were having their conversation in the woods and like Luke’s acting shady af the whole time but it’s literally not until he litters that Percy is like “something...is Wrong.” this boy I s2g
Percy getting bit by a scorpion is Not A Favorite Moment but the nymphs helping him out was
Percy making his Official Decision to go home for the school year only after Annabeth reveals that he actually did talk her into trying again with her family
I didn’t mean to write out a summary of the whole damn book it’s six am listen I’m just feeling nostalgia for the original series in this chili’s tonight
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“Nice guy” (Roger x Reader)
words: 1607 words (woohoo!)
rating: fluff, a little bit of smut (but it stays soft!)
please be indulgent, english is not my native language ! :)
tagging some of my fav tumblr writers @drowseoftheafternoonsundays & @borhapmusings
tell me if you liked it or want to be tag!!!!

You were sitting on a sofa, looking at the crowded pub. Claire, your long-time friend had pushed you to go on a date with a friend of her. You were clearly uncomfortable, looking at the ground, playing with your own fingers. Claire was gone, waiting for this man outside of the pub, leaving you alone with your thoughts. Theses previous months were not that good, you remembered. Your boyfriend, Chris, left you, because you were cheating on him. It was your fault but you were pretty sure that you would have done it someday: you were a sex-addict, and it was difficult for you to have a “normal”, healthy relation with someone. However, Chris has not been indulgent and had put you down, telling you that you were sick. It was pretty traumatizing. In the months followed by your loss, you were back into your depravity: in stranger's beds, drinking a lot, and smoking a lot. It was hard to be far from it. But now, Claire was here, presenting you “a nice guy” as she has described him.
You saw them walking back in the pub. He was looking good: long blonde hair, light beard, sunglasses, fur coat, flare pant. His lips were pink and a little bit chapped. His hands were musician hands, you thought. Not a guitarist, his fingers were not that long and thin, but maybe a drummer. The microscopic scars at the sides of it were telling you that. Your eyes went on his pants, and you forced yourself to look at his face, not wanting to lose yourself already. You smiled at him and he answered by the same sweet smile. Claire was looking at him, a hand in his coat.
“So, darlin', let me introduce you to Roger!” Claire was a little bit overexcited.
“I could have introduced myself, Claire” Roger chuckled “Nice to meet you, hm..?”
“Y/N” you answered. It was so natural to do presentations. But your brain just wanted his reward, and you knew it. You hated it.
You both sat down and Claire already left you, looking for alcohol. Claire didn't know the fact that alcohol was your only friend, during the previous months. There was an awkward silence. He took off his sunglasses and smiled at you. His smile was electrifying.
“You're a drummer, aren't you?” you asked suddenly. Surprise was on his face and he smile even more.
“Yeah, in a band called Queen, hope it will get bigger.” he paused “how do you know it? Do you know my band?” he looked like a child, happier than ever.
“Hum, no, sorry…. Your hands are just drummer's hands, y'know.” you grinned, a little bit sorry. You have seen hundred of different types of hands, running on your body. His reaction was pure gold.
“It is even better! Someone new!” he chuckled a little bit and look at you. “Let me try to guess stuff! In my opinion you are …. a baker!” he was playing, you could see it in his eyes. His body was relaxed, and he had took off his coat. He was wearing a flowery shirt, so trendy.
“No...” you were laughing “I'm a writer.” you smiled softly, a hand on your own knee. Claire came back with drinks and stopped your chat.
The night was good. You were almost not thinking about how much you wanted to fuck him. After four tequilas, you decided to come home. Roger wanted to chaperone you. You were walking together, side by side. He was smoking lightly, and humming a song. You were boiling, inside. Silence was between you, as you clenched your fist, trying to control yourself. It was so hard, lord. He grabbed suddenly your hand, smiling.
“Do not clench, love.” he said. You looked at him and bite your lips so hard it was bleeding. “and you're bleeding. Be careful.” His tone was amused, as a grin was on his angelic face.
Your mind was abruptly back, and you stopped walking. You looked at him, letting his hand go, and you touched your lips, blood on your fingertips. You sighed loudly.
“Please, Roger, promise me one thing.” you asked, looking at the blood and then at him as he nodded. “if I’m trying to get you in my room, stop me. Please.” you were nervous, telling him that.
“If you want.” he smiled softly.
Okay that was weird. First, you had begged him to do not fuck you, and then, he accepted. He opened his mouth as if he was going to talk, then, closed it. He reopened it a while later, when you were walking again.
“Your friend, Claire, told me about… your problem, and Nick...” you interrupted him “it's Chris.” you were focused on his talk, as he resumed “… well, Nick or Chris, he was a filthy bastard.” he laughed “But yeah, guess I can hold myself from shagging you. You are… interesting.”
Months went by, and you and Roger were meeting a lot. You were dating but, not exactly. He was kind to you, never provoking you on a sexual side. Your relation was based on a strong friendship, movie nights, and chaste kisses. It was surprising that Roger did not touch you during these long months, sleeping in the same bed, knowing by now his reputation. You were clean: no sex, no alcohol and some smokes but it was fine.
Queen was becoming popular and tonight was their last gig in London. Your friend would be gone outside of England while you stayed here. You were at the bar, seated on a chair, waiting for them to get down of the scene after the show. Roger came to you, smiling. He was wearing a small leather jacket, nothing under, and a forest green flare pant. You were drinking lemonade, holding your glass firmly. You were obliged to put it down on the counter when the drummer kissed you softly, a hand on your waist.
“You stink, and you're all sticky.” you laughed, hearing him groan. You put his hand far from your skin and smiled at him. “You were marvellous, as always!” You were trying to keep a certain distance, not tempting you.
The rest of the band was coming to see you. Freddie left a peck on your cheek, and Brian squeezed your hand softly. John waves at you, a bright smile on his face. They were all a bunch of tease about your relation with Roger. They commanded beers and chatted with you all night. You could see Roger distracted by groupies, talking to him with awe. You hated that. Roger should be so frustrated he would go fuck these groupies one day, you thought. You needed to change that, but you were afraid of wanting more.
You lighted a cigarette outside. You were mad at those girls. Roger had seen that. He was smoking too, looking at your eyes.
“Stop being grumpy.” he whispered softly, closer from you. You felt the smoke of his cigarette on your face and cough a little. You look at him. He was so close, and since a long time, you could feel your lower belly burn a little.
“Fuck...” you murmured, without knowing it. He suddenly kissed you, keeping you against him, with tenderness. You were officially dead.
“I'm gonna miss you babe...” he brought his lips on your neck. You tried to push him back, but, your brain wanted it so badly. It has been almost 9 month since you fucked someone.
“Me too but… Take me home. Now.” you said abruptly. You were breathing loudly, eyes lost in your vice. He understood exactly what you wanted.
The front door was pushed with violence. You two were trying to strip yourselves while not falling. Moans and groans filled the dark place. A hand went on the light and turn it on. He looked at you, taking a short calm moment. Your hair was messy, your eyes were full of lust and your lips were rosy at the hot make-out session you've made, trying to get home. You smiled at him and jumped. You were laughing, as Roger was holding you firmly, kissing your neck.
“I've always dreamed to shag you. But know what? I'm gonna love you tonight.” He kissed your collarbone and you shudder under his touch and his words.
“You're dirty, Rog'.”
You were in the bed, naked, against your man. You were drawing little circles on his skin with your hand and petting his hair softly with the other. You were both panting from that fuck you just had. It was intense, and full of love. But at the same time, none of you has said I love you. Roger was looking at you, smiling a lot. You were just somewhere else, because of the loss of the action. But you knew it: you couldn't shag all day long. He turned back a moment, taking a smoke on his mouth, and handing you one. He lighted both cigarettes and pressed a sweet kiss on your forehead.
“Pretty good sex and then, cigarette. A perfect routine.” he smiled.
The crème blanket was crumpled against and under your body. His hand went on your waist, his eyes on your uncovered breast. Your eyes where closed, head in the pillow.
“Stop looking at my birthmark, Roger...” you blushed a little bit. You hated that birthmark but you couldn't do anything against it. You heard him smile. The fabric was softly creased as he went closer, kissing slowly your birthmark. You hissed at his mouth, and put one hand on his lock.
“I hate you, Taylor.”
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Hey queen, always love hearing ur thoughts about music so here are some that give me Rio vibes
Win by Nasty cherry
Little bit by Lykke li ( maybe)
Smother by Daughter (maybe more of a Beth song idk)
All the things you said by Poppy
Hush by The Marías ( mad s3 vibes)
Half light by Banners
Hypnotic by Zella Day
Sorry this got long lol
hi! yes! hello! am revoltingly pleased you like hearing said music thoughts bc i love sharing them and please dear god do not apologize for a lengthy list of music ever bc i'm about it.
i love this song, i love this vibe (v montage-able tbh) and for brio/rio? especially love (something about the ecclectic juxtaposition of rio and electro-girl!pop is actual perfection? your mind!) honestly picking a fav/most appropriate lyric is nearly impossible bc they're all so good? but i think it's a tie between the pre-chorus/chorus with: We've played this game twice / I won't play nice / You can’t take me down / Baby, roll the dice / Let fate decide / I'm not losing now and then the third verse: You spin the wheel, I'll throw the knives / Head in a fever, bottles on ice / I tell you secrets, I tell you lies / You think I'm broken on the inside / I need to win / I need to win
oh my goooooood this song. i have listened to it, uh, a lot. there was a period of time when it was a feature on like, every playlist i generated. and again with the vaguely delicate, bouncy indie girl!pop for rio. i love your brain tbh. esp in love with the second verse in this context: And for you I keep my legs apart / And forget about my tainted heart / And I will never ever be the first to say it / But still I, you know I / I would do it / Push a button, pull the trigger, climb a mountain, jump off a cliff / Cause you know baby, I love you, love you a little bit bc honestly!!!!!! also loving the vaguely transactional vibes of the chorus with the i'm a little bit in love with you but only if you're a little bit in love with me
oh god more daughter and this time for beth??? the quiet tragedy of this song in that context makes me feel so! much! stuff! it's such a like, apologetic and guilty song and has this disassociation vibe threaded through it that is so her. like?? thinking about this bit in context with beth sort of quitely falling apart and simultaneously white-knuckle putting on a everything is!!! fine!!!!! face? Where all my layers can become reeds / All my limbs can become trees / All my children can become me / What a mess I leave / To follow i crY!
putting the rest under the read more for the sake of your dashes you're welcome
okay but is this @nickmillerscaulk??????? i love this song, i love this cover, i am OBSESSED with it as a rio song. like, completely unable to get a girl out of your head and losing your whole mind over it? literal canon. this is list is pure genius, tbh.
this song is a VIBE!!! i'm super into the kind of dark, creeping, sexy feel of it. highkey agree to the mad s3 rio vibes assertion, esp: Don't act so special / What I do is not for you / Forget about it / You made this mess / I'll knock at your door / Don't you ignore / Or forget about it
cannot beLIEVE you put this song on this list. blocked and reported. if this song isn't on my main brio list it's def on my playlist for when i need to get real emo about them to write some stuff bc it makes my chest HURT!!! esp this bit: When you're in the half-light / It is not you I see / And you live a half-life / You only show half to me
UGH THIS SONG IS SO EXTREMELY THEM it already lives on my main brio list. i love love love the vibe of it and tbh i think it works for both of them about both of them, but i esp love this bit for rio about beth: You do it to me so well / Hypnotic, takin’ over me / Make me feel like someone else
#confirmed half light is on both hahahaha#THANK YOU FOR PLAYING#absolutely genius contributions tbh#this list is a gauntlet thrown down tbh who's gonna top it????#brio songs#moar music#gg related#shut up meg
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