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shuckstruck · 22 days ago
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new year new me. i’m finally living on my own again. i’m sleeping in my condo for the first time!!! I’m so fucking happy!!!!
i’ve cried several times today: both because I was sad (mostly for leaving my mom’s dogs- especially angus, who I’ve raised since he was a puppy. Not to mention Oliver, who’s been especially sad bc of Siri’s passing.) and for happiness (I’m a first time homebuyer! this is the first place I’ve ever owned!! my finances are in the red but I’m going to figure it out!!!).
Either way, I’m so excited to finally be on my own again. I’m a different person when I don’t live with my mother.
My tipsy mother said I have to drink the champagne she bought me on the floor. like she did when she bought her house, and like mothers before me. AND I DID. on the floor of my bedroom- and my cat got up to butt his head into the back off mine when he heard my voice <3
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rafescoke · 3 years ago
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Maybank ; Rafe Cameron
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Request: how about y/n is jj’s older sister and shes dating rafe but they keep it a secret bcs rafe is a dick he doesn’t want to be seen w a pogue. jj knows that his sister is dating rafe and he kinda hates rafe for keeping they relationship as a secret. then sarah threw a party n invited the pogues n they play truth or dare n a random kook dared rafe to sniff coke on some random girl’s belly n rafe accepted it without thinking abt what y/n thinks n they fight @rafeswh0ree
Pairing: Rafe Cameron x reader
Summary: Rafe would do anything to protect his title, even if it causes the girl he loves to stray away. 
Warnings: Pure angst, mentions of substance!
A/N: you know the drill. . . send requests! 
(Y/N) doesn’t want to remember the day her little brother found out about her relationship with a certain kook prince.
Being a year younger than (Y/N), it’s funny how he acts like a total older brother to her; always so protective, and not letting any boys touch her.
It was a Friday, and (Y/N) had sneaked out to meet Rafe by the beach. The night sky was almost perfect; the moon was illuminating them, and the waves were calming.
Rafe pressed a kiss against her lips, mumbling how much he loves her when the sound of a backpack hitting the soft sand startled them.
“What the fuck?”
(Y/N) scampered from Rafe, fixing her fallen top and running towards JJ who was already making his way back to his bike. His eyebrows were furrowed, his heart banging.
(Y/N) pulled his shoulder, “JJ, stop. It’s not what you think!”
“Wait, wait, what do you mean? Did he drown and you had to give him CPR?” He scoffed, prying his shoulders away and walking backward slowly. “This is so low of you, (Y/N). Fuck.”
JJ noticed that something was different with his sister a few months ago. The sneaky texts under the table, the sudden smile at her phone screen. . . he had thought of the actions as nothing more than (Y/N) contacting her friends.
And when he saw her in Figure 8 two weeks ago, in a fancy restaurant he works part-time in, she had told him that her new friend had brought her there.
As if she would ever have a kook friend.
Of course it wasn’t a kook friend. It was a kook boyfriend.
“JJ, please! Why are you like this?”
JJ turned his heels to look at (Y/N) properly. His nostrils were flaring, and his eyes were wild. Trying to contain his anger, “Your fucking boyfriend is a drug addict and I’m not letting you date someone who choked my friends before!”
He waited, and extended his hands. “It’s me or Rafe. Stay if you want to stay with him, and come with me if you want to come back home.”
“You’re crazy,” she whispered, letting a tear rolled down her cheeks. She thought of many scenarios where JJ will eventually find out about her and Rafe, but this wasn’t in her list.
“Me or Rafe.”
(Y/N) remembers exactly the way JJ walked away disappointedly, his head hanging low and his hands balled up in a fist.
It took her weeks to regain JJ’s trust and fix their relationship, and though JJ still hasn’t accepted Rafe, he’s okay. He’s quiet, sometimes seething at the boy, but he knows how much (Y/N) loves him.
“Hey,” Rafe smiles, placing a kiss directly on her cheeks. Her hot body from the scorching sun slowly tempers down, and she melts into his touch.
Pulling him close, she nestles into his chest. “Sarah’s having a party tonight.”
“Yeah? You’re coming?”
“We’re coming, Rafe,” she sighs. The sprinkling water from the fast motion of the boat hits her on her face, and she wipes them away before looking up to this handsome face.
She rubs her thumb against his cheeks, feeling him soften. “If I ask you something, can you not be mad?”
“Is this about letting everyone know about us?” He asks, his hands resting above her hips. He removes them and wraps his face, sighing.
(Y/N) bites her lips, already knowing the answer to her question. “Never mind.”
“We talked about this, (Y/N).”
“I know, so I’m not going to fight with you on this again,” she sits up straight, inching away from him. “I mean, after almost a year of dating, I think you’d—”
“You’re forcing this.”
“I’m not!” She stands up, groaning. “God, you’re starting a fight again!”
The silence between them grows again, both sulking and shouting in their heads. After a while, (Y/N) moves to the front deck of the boat and Rafe curses silently, knowing that the plan he had about strolling by the stream with the girl he loves is a failure.
But it’s not his fault, is it? He just can’t show her off. It’s bad enough that her brother’s aware of their relationship, and Rafe had to make sure that son of a bitch never opens his mouth to anyone.
“Hey, yo, JJ, got a minute?”
The blonde waiter grunted, eyeing Rafe with so much hatred before placing a cold mineral bottle on the table.
“Rafe, don’t cause any scene,” Topper warned, staring at the both of them. He could sense something was wrong, but he didn’t put this mind into it. He thought of it as nothing more than Rafe’s daily fights with the pogues.
JJ didn’t reply, not wanting to see his smug face what more to talk to him, but as he tried to return back to the kitchen, Rafe gripped his wrist tightly.
“Just a minute,” he smiled.
JJ quirked his head to the back of the kitchen where the workers usually smoke. Rafe nodded, letting go of his wrist, and whispered something to Topper.
“What do you want?” JJ asked once they were in the back alley, watching as Rafe lighted a cigarette and bringing the stick to his lips.
“How’s (Y/N)?”
“Isn’t that your problem?” The blonde boy scoffed, “Hey, man, look. I appreciate this family bonding activity you’re trying to have, but you’re no family. I care about (Y/N), and I’m in no way letting her be with you.”
What angered JJ more wasn’t the fact that he didn’t reply, but it was the superior look he plastered on his face. He felt the urge to slap and hurt him more than anything else.
“If there’s one thing we can agree on—” he said, blowing a puff of smoke. JJ inched backward, not wanting the smell of tobacco to linger on his uniform or he’ll be in trouble. “—is that we both care for her. I understand if you don’t want anyone else to know about me and (Y/N), and I hope it will stay that way.”
“You don’t want me to tell anyone else?”
“Yeah,” Rafe smiled. “It’s bad enough I have to pull you away in the middle of my lunch. Can’t afford to do that with more people.”
“Is it because you’re embarrassed to be seen with her?”
“Can you do that for me?” Rafe asked, ignoring his last question.
“Fuck you, Cameron.”
“I’ll take that as a yes,” Rafe laughed, patting his shoulder and watching as he flinched away. “I think I’ll see you around more than we both want to, Maybank.”
“Hey,” (Y/N) whispers, placing a hand against his shoulder. “What’s wrong? You’re in a daze.”
“You’re not mad at me anymore?” He asks, tilting his head up. That was quick, but he likes it. She can never be mad at him for more than 30 minutes.
She crosses her arms, “You want me to be mad at you?”
He shrugs and pulls her to his lap. “You’re hotter when you’re mad.”
. . .
If there’s one thing Rafe’s sure of, he hates parties when he will be the one to clean up the mess the next morning.
Ward and Rose are out for the weekend for their anniversary, and Wheezie is somewhere for a summer camp she has been begging Ward to go to.
Like always, Sarah Cameron takes this opportunity as a way to host the biggest party of the year, inviting all of her pogue friends and letting Rafe do the honor of inviting the kooks.
(Y/N) walks in with her best friend, having to pretend to not be so familiar with the whole house as if she’s not dating the son of Ward Cameron.
“Yo, this house is huge.”
“Yeah,” (Y/N) agrees, walking towards the drinks area and grabbing boozes for her and her friend. “Hey, I’m going to see someone, can you wait for me down here?”
Before she can walk away, Sarah Cameron appears excitedly and pulls her into a tight hug. “(Y/N)! What a surprise! JJ’s outside, if you’re looking for him.”
“Trust me, I’m not looking for him,” she laughs, “Have you seen Rafe? I, um, I called him up before for some stuff.”
“Oh, yeah, he’s on the porch,” she replies, and before (Y/N) can make a move, she holds her tightly. “Be careful. He’s got the heaviest stuff with him.”
As if she doesn’t know that.
She smiles, muttering her thanks before heading towards the porch. It’s hard to pretend to not know who Rafe is after spending her whole year with him.
Sure enough, Rafe is sitting by Topper’s side with his other friends surrounding them, his hair messily parted and his nose red. She sighs, knowing exactly what state he’s in.
“Yo, Maybank,” Topper laughs, pulling the empty seat beside him. “Come sit.”
Rafe looks up to the sound of her name, and before she can register the look on his face, he bows down again.
“Hey,” she greets, sitting beside Topper. “You’re okay?”
“This party’s the shit,” he answers, obviously in a drunken state, and pats Rafe’s back. “Yo, yo, you got the same ring as my boy right here.”
Topper grabs the gold ring hanging from (Y/N)’s necklace, bringing it closer under the light and taking Rafe’s hand. “Wow, are you guys soulmates?”
The boys around them laugh, and (Y/N) pulls her necklace away before anyone can guess anything. She watches as Rafe grunts, still so busy trying to separate the powder in lines.
“Wanna try a line?”
“She can’t, Topper.”
All eyes are on Rafe now, who’s rubbing his nose and licking his lips. Rafe never stops anyone from doing a line and even asked Wheezie if she wanted to try one before, so the words that came out of his mouth appear as a shock to all of them.
“Why?” (Y/N) asks, tilting her head to one side. If he doesn’t want to show her off to his friends, he might as well stop trying to control her life. She looks back to Topper, “I’ll try a line, Tops.”
Topper smiles, giving her a rolled-up 100 dollars bill and pushing his chair back to allow her in. (Y/N) takes the chance to brush her back against Rafe’s front, hearing his ragged breath all the sudden.
She bends down, giving Rafe the perfect view of her back, and snorts a line. She falls onto Rafe’s lap as he pulls her close, breathing into her sweet smell as she throws her head back from the sudden tingling in her stomach.
“Stand up,” he orders in her ears, “Stand up, (Y/N).”
Before Rafe can push her off, she stands up quickly and makes her way back to her previous seat. She only tried coke once, way before she met Rafe, and she had thought of it as nothing more but the last time she tried the substance. She prefers drinking to get her mind off since then.
“You’re joining the game later?” Topper asks, glancing down at her short skirt. (Y/N) mindlessly pulls her dress down, and throws her head back once again.
“What game?”
“Truth or dare,” he smiles.
“I don’t play children’s games,” she fakes yawn, “Are you playing?”
“I don’t think so,” he replies, licking his lips. “Like you said, I don’t play children’s games.”
Whatever Topper’s doing to get (Y/N)’s attention; it’s just not working. She’s way too head over heels for the boy beside him, who’s still red and flustered from the brief teasing she had for him a few moments ago.
“(Y/N), wanna grab a drink?”
Both (Y/N) and Topper look up to Rafe. He’s trying his hardest not to look at her again and busies himself with the powder. “You don’t look quite comfortable with Topper.”
“Oh, I’m fine,” she replies, watching as his head snaps back to her. She licks her lips, “We’re alright, aren’t we, Tops?”
Topper nods, more than ready to have a fling with the pretty girl beside him, pogue or not pogue.
“Okay,” Rafe replies, “Whatever you say.”
Whatever (Y/N)’s doing to grab his attention; she’s doing a great job at it. Rafe’s jaw tenses at the sound of her laughter, and he has to look the other way when Topper’s hands sneak their way to around her shoulders.
He’s almost glad when Sarah comes to tell them something about the game starting. He sneaks to beside (Y/N), giving her a soft touch on her back, and off he goes to sit on the opposite side of her.
His mind’s still woozy, and he’s struggling to even open his eyes. The booming music still thrums against his eardrums, and the drinks he had earlier keeps every muscle of his active and ready to do anything crazy.
“You’re playing?” Someone asks him from the right.
What else can happen from a silly game of truth or dare?
“Yeah.”
Rafe hopes (Y/N) isn’t playing, because he knows the stupid things his friends would ask her. Always being the topic of his friends’ conversations, he’s clear with their intentions towards (Y/N).
And he’s not making any of it a reality.
“Topper, truth or dare.”
“Truth,” he answers, and Rafe’s eyes snap back to (Y/N). Surprisingly, her eyes are already on him, her stare so pierced that Rafe has to shift his position to ignore the aching in the pits of his stomach.
Rafe doesn’t care enough to listen to whatever his best friend’s saying, and his eyes stay on (Y/N). The girl smiles at him, and his eyes trail down to her chest.
Of course she would wear something like a top that doesn’t cover half of her chest.
He looks away, biting his lips.
“(Y/N)! Truth or dare?”
(Y/N) groans at Topper, crossing her arms and yelling ‘I’m not playing’. Her friends moan at her, pressuring her to keep the game going, and after a few pleas and more groans, she sighs.
She’s so easy to manipulate.
Rafe stares at her again, licking his lips.
“Dare.”
The crowd cheer, but the volume is down to mute to Rafe, who’s too busy having her glued to his brain. She looks wonderful under the dim lights, and Rafe wants nothing more than to have her screaming under him.
“I dare you to make out with the hottest person in the room.”
“Change the game,” Rafe says to no one in particular, sitting up straighter. “Change the game.”
“Yo, what?” Kelce asks, “What’s wrong with you?”
Rafe ignores his friend, and stares at the girl.
(Y/N) stands up from her seat and walks towards Topper, and Rafe can feel his heart stopping. His fear is coming to reality, and she’s so close to Topper they’re practically kissing.
He lays his head against the cushion, his heart aching.
“Yo, Rafe, it’s your turn!”
Rafe sits up straighter, rubbing his eyes and looking around the group as everyone else stares at him. He groans, feeling so tired and not having a clue where he have gone to a few minutes ago.
It might the aftermath of the coke, but it doesn’t feel as good as always.
How long did he pass out?
“Truth or dare, Rafe.”
“I’m not playing,” he mumbles, rubbing his temple.
“If you’re backing out now, you’ll have to pay a hundred bucks.”
What the fuck?
“Since when?” He asks, looking up to the random girl he has seen around the country club a few times. “That’s not the rules.”
“It is now.”
“Fine. Dare.”
Anything to put an end to this game.
“I dare you to do a line on Jessie’s back.”
The room grows silent, and Rafe can feel all stares at him. He blinks, trying to register what he just heard, and laughs. “Just a line?”
(Y/N) bites her lips. He wouldn’t do it, would he?
Somehow, JJ finds his way behind the couch (Y/N) is sitting on. He places a hand comfortably on her shoulder and watches her jerk. “You’re okay?”
She doesn’t reply, but JJ knows the answer all too well.
Rafe’s friends clear the table off from drinks and Jessie lays her bare back against the glass table. Rafe doesn’t look up to her to ask for permission or to give her any reassurances, and it feels as if he wants to do it too.
JJ’s grip around her shoulder tightens, “You should go.”
She shakes her head, staring at the scene before her.
The intoxicating powder is poured by an excited Topper directly on Jessie’s stomach, and (Y/N) feels sick to her core. She feels like screaming, because why wouldn’t he say no?
It’s not like a hundred bucks would be too much for him to stop playing.
Rafe dips his head to the same level as Jessie’s head, and (Y/N) stares at the girl bites her lips the same way (Y/N) does when Rafe’s close to her.
Except he’s close to someone else.
The crowd erupts into a loud roar again as Rafe finally stands up from the lines, his head becoming more bumping and his respiratory rate increasing.
The kook prince doing a line on some hot girl in Figure 8. 
What a headline.
His eyes look up to the people around him, but (Y/N) is nowhere in sight.
“Where is she?” He asks Topper. His hands found themselves wrapped around Topper’s shoulders for balance.
“Where is who?”
“My girlfriend,” he answers, not thinking much. “I have to go.”
“What girlfriend, Rafe?” Topper laughs. “Man, you’re in too deep. The game’s not finished.”
“I’ll pay the hundred,” he replies and makes his way out of the party. His sight is becoming so blurry that he falls by the side of the pool a few times before he sees the sight of her climbing JJ’s bike.
“Hey, hey, where are you going?” He asks, standing in front of the bike and not letting JJ turn to the exit. “The party’s not finished!”
“Fuck off, Cameron,” JJ replies, blocking Rafe’s view of his girlfriend. (Y/N) stares down to her lap, not wanting to look him in the eyes, and Rafe’s breath hitches at the silence.
“What did I do?”
Before Rafe can hear any explanation, JJ pushes him down to the side road and he groans from the sudden impact. He looks up to the blonde and lunges for him, only for them to end up by the side of the road.
“Oh my god, stop!” (Y/N) yells, trying to pry her brother away from Rafe. “JJ, he’s not thinking straight. Let’s just go!”
“Don’t get near (Y/N) ever again!” JJ yells, his eyes flaring up in anger and his knuckles turning purple. “She deserves someone better than a cheating fuck like you!”
Out of all the responses Rafe can give to JJ, he lets out the coldest laugh, and the sound of his voice carries throughout the dark neighborhood.
“I’m cheating? She was cheating on me too!”
“What are you saying?” (Y/N) scoffs, “I wasn’t cheating, Rafe, I’m not you.”
“Yeah? The kiss with Topper?”
“That wasn’t a kiss! I gave him a peck on his cheeks!”
“That doesn’t excuse the fact you didn’t kiss me.”
“Is that why you’re acting like a dick? Because I didn’t kiss you when Tops asked me to kiss the hottest guy in the room?” She laughs. This whole thing seems funny all of a sudden after hearing Rafe’s side of the story. “I thought you want us to stay lowkey.”
“Whatever, can you get your fucking bodyguard off me?” Rafe replies, “And don’t call him Tops. It’s like you’re begging to get fucked by him.”
JJ makes a move again, but (Y/N) quickly pulls him away. She wipes her eyes with the back of her hands, and Rafe wishes he hadn’t said the words out loud.
JJ finally lets go of him and walks to his bike, feeling so tired but pumped at the same time from the brief fight with Rafe. He wanted more than anything for them to break up, but what just happened isn’t exactly what he had in mind. 
“So you’re going?”
“There’s no reason for me to stay, Rafe,” she replies. “You don’t even want to admit that we’re dating. Are you embarrassed of me?”
When he doesn’t reply, (Y/N) pushes his chest that he staggers backward, still so woozy and lightheaded he feels like fainting.
“Are. You. Embarrassed. Of. Me?”
Rafe stays silent, looking down to the ground and wishing the world would just swallow him up.
“Go to hell, Rafe,” she replies, and Rafe inches backward when her gold ring he had bought for her to match his own ring rolls down to his feet. He quickly looks up to her.
She’s not breaking up with him, is she?
If he felt like he has gone through hell before, this feeling is a lot worse. 
Part #2
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twoidiotwriters1 · 5 years ago
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Home- Chapter 3 (Kylo Ren/Ben Solo x F!Oc)
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Warning: Curses= Cool stuff
Chapter 2 / Chapter 4
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“Wow, stop there. Are we going to help them? ” Han growled, nodding. I put my hand on his shoulder and force him away from the boys. “Han, this may come at the hands of the First Order, He could see me! We are risking a lot ”
“Quiet, Kid. That will not happen. We will deliver the droid to Leia and then we will leave”
"Is that your plan?" I ask incredulously.
"Basically."
“Your plans never work, Solo. I have a bad feeling"
"Hey, we won't let him hurt you again, everything will be fine" I raise my eyebrows.
"He could hurt you too, Han"
“I don't believe it, but we will not reach those situations. Come on, Breathe”
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“Chewie, I already told you that I will not. No matter how much you beg,” the Wookie continues to complain, among his growls I can understand that he already wants the bandage removed, even if he still bleeds a little. "I already told you no," I say and then leave the ship.
I walk ignoring Chewbacca and find the pretty planet that already knew, I know that the friend Han was referring to was Maz, I can't wait to see her again. I walk around the falcon to check if it has any other breakdown and when I don't find it I decide to go to the front, where Han and Rey are chatting while they see the lake.
"I was thinking of having more crew, Rey," I stop at Han's words. I frown uncertainly, he had never mentioned that before. “A second officer. Somebody help me. Someone to keep up with Chewie and me and appreciate the falcon”
Wait, what?
"But, I thought Kiara was your second officer," she replies. I am his second officer! "Wait, are you offering me a job?" Her tone changes, she seems excited.
I do not understand what is happening, Han is going to fire me? After so many years? How dare he? And without telling me before.
I feel a terrible pain in my chest and I move back so that I no longer listen to them. Did I do something wrong? I thought that-
In that Chewie and Finn walk out of the ship.
“Chewie," says Han turning "Check the ship," I already did it and he didn't even notice it, of course how was he going to do it? If you are preparing my replacement. I bite my bottom lip, he doesn't trust me anymore?
Ok, I can accept someone else in the crew, it would be great to have another girl on board, especially her, but Han said he needed a second officer. What about me? I’m not good enough, right? I tense my body when I look at Rey. A couple of sounds distract me, BB-8 approaches and tells me that the little stones around me shook for a moment, as if it were a tremor. Oh no.
"It's nothing" I sigh relaxing. "Sometimes it happens" without saying anything else, we all walk towards a construction at the end of the lake.
"Solo, why are we here?" Finn asks.
“To take your droid on a clean ship. The first order must have already detected us, we must change it to protect ourselves. Maz Katana is our best option to bring BB-8 to the resistance.” We arrive at the huge entrance of the building, high decorated with flags, symbols and statues.
"Can we trust her?" Finn asks.
“Relax, kid. She drove this trough for a thousand years.” We climbed the entrance stairs. "Maz is an acquired taste, so let me talk to me"
"Sure, as if that had worked for us before," I say sarcastically.
"Whatever you do, don't stare at it," he adds ignoring me.
“Stare at what?" Rey and Finn ask at the same time making me laugh.
“Nowhere”
The music plays and we find different types of creatures and races, Han and I get ahead, while the other two are admiring the place.
Suddenly we hear a shout "Han Solo!" causing all the attention to be focused on us. Great.
"Hi, Maz," Han says awkwardly. Maz approaches and everyone turns to their own business.
"Where is my boyfriend?" She questions.
“Chewie is working on the Falcon”
"I like that Wookie," She says making me laugh. She notices my presence. "Oh and my dear girl, Kiara," She adds taking my hands.
"It's nice to see you again, Maz," I said, leaning a little toward her small height.
"My pleasure, honey," She says adjusting her huge glasses and returns to Han. "But I assume they aren't here just to say hello." You need something, desperately. Let's get to the point,” She says, gesturing with her hand and walking to a table, we all follow her.
When we sit down, BB-8 tells her why we are here.
"A map? To Skywalker himself?” She laughs, looking at Han and me. "You got into trouble again," she teases.
"Maz, I need you to take this droid to Leia," She thinks.
“No," we all look surprised. "You two have long been escaping this fight. Go home,” I move in my uncomfortable chair.
"Leia doesn't want to see me," Han adds, denying.
"She would kill me if she sees me again," I feel the confused looks of Finn and Rey, but I ignore them.
"What battle?" Rey asks.
"The only battle, against the dark side" oh, here comes "Through time, I saw evil take many forms. The Sith, the Empire. Today the First Order. Its shadow spreads throughout the galaxy. We have to face them”
After that Finn goes defensive saying that no one can against the First Order. Maz analyzes it and notices that this guy just wants to run away. Rey tries to convince him, but he gets up and goes to other creatures that can help him. Rey follows.
"That went well," I say. I look up at the man, "I guess your crew broke again, Solo," I say smiling.
"What are you talking about?"
"Nothing, just that you'll still be stuck with me and Chewie"
"What?" He frowns, but then changes to realize, "You heard me talk to Rey,” I clench my teeth.
“When were you going to tell me? Leaving me on some uninhabited planet? ”
"Kid, it's not what you think, I-"
"I know what happens, Han. I'm not 18 anymore." I get up from my chair and walk to the exit.
"Where are you going?"
"You should worry about my replacement," I say and finally leave.
I walk towards the forest, my anger clouds my senses and all I can do is move on without knowing exactly where I'm going.
Among the trees, with my eyes fixated on my feet, my only company is the animals that live there, but the sound of nature is replaced by the same voice that has been chasing me, this time it is not a whisper.
I stop and look up looking around. Then you are a threat, it’s heard as an echo between the trees, followed by the sound of a lightsaber being activated. My head goes in all directions trying to find the origin of the voice, but there is no one else.
The pain in my head interrupts the sounds and every time it is more stabbing, I close my eyes. Now what I can hear is the agitated beat of my heart. My legs fail and I fall to my knees, screaming in pain until a memory comes to my mind.
Smoke enters the cabin causing Kiara to wake up confused. With difficulty, she sits on her bed and begins to cough. She doesn’t understand what is happening, with her sleepy eyes she can see that a powerful light enters the small wooden openings of her cabin. She gets out of bed and without thinking takes her lightsaber and leaves.
Bewilderment and fear govern her surroundings: everything is engulfed in flames, cries of help from their companions are heard in the distance. She looks to her right towards the path of the other cabins, she prepares to go, but a whisper interrupts her, at first she fails to understand and that is when she notices.
"Ben" whispers and looks straight ahead, she must go help others, but he is first. She returns and goes to the road to his friend's bedroom, but finds the cabin completely destroyed, his heart falls to think the worst. She shakes her head and closes her eyes for a moment concentrating on feeling the bond they both share.
"Ben" says in her mind, nothing, "Ben!"
"Kiara, you must come with me,” he replies causing relief in the girl.
"Where are you? You're good? We must help others, someone is destroying everything,” She says and opens her eyes.
"Come with me.”
"Ben, listen to me. Do you know where Luke is?" She returns to the other cabins.
"Stop!" She obeys, scared by the shout, "you must come with me, forget them, everyone is already dead,” She frowns. She can feel the danger everywhere, "Luke is the cause of all this.”
"No, that's not true,” tears fall down her cheeks, "they are screaming, we can still do something"
“Everything is lost, Kiara. Go to the temple entrance. We're both in danger, I won't let Luke hurt you. ”
"No! Enough!" I scream towards the forest and I sit on the ground. My cheeks are wet and my chest rises and falls quickly, "No more tricks!"
Suddenly I hear the sound of engines, I look up and a group of ships cross the sky, they are ships of the First Order.
“BB-8," I clean my face and get up quickly, returning to Maz's building. When I have vision of the entrance, the blaster shots start by making me stop. The ships shoot at the buildings, they all shout and run when they see the stormtroopers.
"We won't get to that," I repeat Han's words. “Sure"
I take out my blaster while I run and shoot the soldiers that I find on my way. In a moment I must hide among a pile of rubble to avoid the shots, only when I think it is convenient, I look out and continue with the fight.
"Where the hell is she?" I hear Han's scream among all the noise.
I look carefully, but I can't see where they are, so I hide and return to the forest, behind a leafy tree. In the distance I see Chewie and Han running in the opposite direction to mine. My next move is to change places, for a shot against my tree stops me and by reflection I bend down, with difficulty I go towards some rocks. Through the small spaces between rocks, I can see four stormtroopers raising their weapons towards my direction. "Shit."
"Will she be the girl they are looking for?" says one of them.
"I don't know, but we must take her"
The girl they are looking for? Rey.
The shots stop and I hear his steps approaching me. I smile at the thought of an idea and keep my blaster behind my pants.
"Please stop," I say, raising my arms out slowly. "Don't hurt me, I'll go with you" Such a good actress.
"Wait for her and warn Kylo Ren,” two of them approach, while another pulls out a small device, and I take advantage of the distraction.
"We have the girl-" I take out my gun and shoot at four. Everyone falls easily.
"No, you don’t.”
Suddenly I hear screams, but this time they sound excited, they are screams of victory in the distance, different ships fly and attack those of the First Order. The resistance.
"Back off!" the soldiers stop attacking and run to their ships.
I run back to the fortress. Several huge pieces of concrete obstruct my path, so I climb one of them to have a better vision and to continue.
Everything changes when my sight falls on a specific enemy ship. The entrance ramp is down and a black figure with a girl in her arms walks towards her.
"Holy Shit,” My feet fail and I fall to the ground covered with debris and glass. I complain when I feel something bury in my back.
"Kid!" Han comes to my side, "Are you alright?"
"My ego hurts right now," I say getting up with his help. When I'm already stable, I don't hesitate to hit his shoulder hard.
"Why was that?" He says complaining. “You should respect your elders, girl”
"Will we just hand them the droid and leave?" I yell at him and he makes a face.
"Did he see you?" He questions worriedly. I shake my head.
"I don’t think so"
"Rey!" We both turn to the other voice. Finn screams at the ship where Kylo Ren entered a few moments ago. Wait, he has Rey and she...
"Oh no…”
"What?" Han asks. My hands shake as I realize.
"I won’t be able to hide anymore"
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abeautifulblog · 6 years ago
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hi! thank you again for writing such a lovely fic. what do you think about amanda and val bonding times (have they texted each other, joking about their dads? is amanda in total awe of her?) and/or robert and amanda in general-- i feel like it'd take robert a lot to get to that point because he's definitely doesn't want to fuck it up and he doesn't know how to act around amanda, but he wants to try? have they hung out since thanksgiving, would they? (i really enjoyed that moment w betsy btw)
Thank you! I really enjoy the drunk-with-Betsy-in-the-woods sequence too, it’s one of my favorite scenes in the whole fic. XD
So this turned out to be interesting, because apparently I hadn't fully worked out in my head the evolving dynamic between Robert and Amanda (and Amanda and Val), and in the rambling act of writing this, Robert's position became a lot more clear to me. This is not as well organized as a lot of my meta, because I was figuring it out as I went along.
First off: Amanda and Val (and Naomi) -- my headcanon is that they got some quality time in on Thanksgiving (I talked about how Thanksgiving went here), and the three of them were getting along so well that when it came time for Val and Naomi to head out (they stayed in a hotel in Maple Bay, because of the weather), Amanda went with them, for a sleepover where they all stayed up late chatting and doing girly stuff, and then went shopping with them the next day.
My original idea had been that Val, with her mature & sophisticated fashion sense (that Amanda obviously admires), would take Amanda shopping and help her start building her grown-up/professional wardrobe -- and then I remembered that the day after Thanksgiving is Black Friday, and hell if any casual clothes shopping happens on Black Friday. Shopping on Black Friday is more like observing the results of a sociology experiment, like pacing yourself through a marathon, you must resign yourself to very slow progress and be prepared to face adversity. So it wasn't actually about the shopping, they went out just for the Black Friday Experience, bought maybe one thing for Amanda, and then got coffee and hung out until it was time for lunch with the dads.
Thanksgiving + Black Friday was when their friendship became an actual friendship, that they got to know each other and really hit it off, not just "this is someone I'm going to be running into sometimes because our dads are dating." Obviously Amanda's got a bit of hero-worship for Val going on, and I think Val and Naomi really get a kick out of having a protege to spoil & mentor. Neither of them ever got to have a younger sister, but Amanda is charming and a treasure and I think they would embrace suddenly having one now. So they start sister-bonding even when it’s still a little premature, since Robert-n-Gene are dating and doing well, but not to the level of WE ARE FAMILY yet.
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Meanwhile, Robert is... way less comfortable around Amanda than Val is. Val clicks into the "sister" slot for Amanda pretty easily, but Robert doesn't click into the "father" slot -- he knows he's not her dad, not even in the running to become one--
(And indeed, I don't think he ever does. She likes him well enough, and they do grow comfortable with each other eventually, but I don't think he ever steps into a parental role for her -- partly because of his own insecurities, and partly because he just arrived too late on the scene. Gene is her dad, and Robert is her dad's boyfriend, and that's how they stay.)
--so how is he supposed to interact with her? Robert knows how to talk to kids (see: the episode with Ernest), and knows how to talk to fellow adults, but Amanda's at the liminal age between childhood and adulthood, and I think it would be unclear to Robert whether he's supposed to have any sort of authority there, whether he's supposed to be approaching her as a friend, or whether he's supposed to just keep his distance and leave her to Gene.
(The more normy dads like Mat and Hugo (and the rest, I guess, but those are the two that jump out at me) would have a much easier time of it, because (1) they're bringing their own kids, not just themselves, so it's more like a merging of families, putting them on equal footing, rather than being "dad's boyfriend," outnumbered, and (2) they are much more secure in their identity as fathers and would be comfortable stepping into that role for Amanda. They know how to treat their kids with affection and respect, how to be an authority figure while still respecting their kids' autonomy, and it would be easy for them to extend that to Amanda as well. (And I think Amanda would accept them as father figures, if not quite on par with her actual dad.) Robert, on the other hand, never seems to have gotten the hang of dadding, so he doesn't have any of those instincts/habits to fall back on.)
Robert assimilating with Gene and Amanda is also kind of like the problem with mixing friends-groups -- that the way you behave around Person A isn't the way you behave around Person B, so it gets really awkward when you're trying to hang out with both of them at once, because it highlights that gap and makes you feel like you're being insincere, or like you're showing the wrong side to someone. In Robert's case, he's aware that the way he behaves as Gene's boyfriend (taking up 100% of Gene's attention; often overtly sexual; modeling bad behavior, ex: alcohol) is inappropriate around Gene's daughter, but he's not sure what would be appropriate -- what level of PDA is okay, what conversation topics are off-limits, what percentage of Gene's attention he's entitled to. (I expect he errs on the side of fading into the background and letting Amanda have 100% of it, and Gene has to actively work to include him, at least initially.)
And lastly, Robert is very much the outsider coming in to their family, being assimilated into their household and their life; he's the one encroaching on other people's territory, out of his comfort zone and having to do way more adjusting and adapting than Gene and Amanda are. How much space is he allowed/supposed to take up in their home? He spends a lot of time there, but it's not really HIS home -- is it? When does it become his home?
(When he officially moves in, I suppose, which is going to take a while. From Thanksgiving onward he (and Betsy) are virtually living with Gene, he's got clothes in Gene's closet and kibbles in Gene's pantry, but he still keeps his own house and retreats to it sometimes when Gene's busy, or when Robert hits a bad patch and wants to be alone. And Robert's mostly past waiting for the other shoe to drop, he trusts that their relationship is solid, but moving in FOR REALZ, FOR PERMANENT is a big deal, and it takes about a year before he's willing to take that plunge. Not just "Oh hey, we're actually doing this, we're saying that this is going to be our lives FOR EVER AND EVER now," but also cutting off any escape route behind him.)
Gene's on more familiar ground, not only because it's his house and his daughter, but also because he had Alex, he's accustomed to dividing his attention between Amanda and a spouse, of balancing both the role of a father and the role of a lover.
(In fact, that's kind of what he's talking about in the conversation with Craig when he says that he has things he needs to figure out too, before he pursues a relationship with Robert. I have trouble articulating this, but: Gene wants to make sure that he's not thoughtlessly falling back into the same relationship behavior/patterns he's used to. He wants to make sure that he's responding to Robert as Robert, not just picking up the entire template from his previous relationship and dropping it on top of Robert. By "template," I mean everything -- for example, knowing how your partner likes to give and receive attention/affection, how to communicate with them, what roles and responsibilities they want to fill in the relationship, knowing what causes them stress and when to step up your support -- in short, how to treat your partner.
Obviously the template for Gene's relationship with Alex was a very good one, loving and healthy, but it was specifically FOR ALEX, it had evolved over the years to fit ALEX perfectly, it's not necessarily going to be what Robert wants or needs. A new relationship needs a new template -- it needs Gene to pay attention to Robert as an individual and see how he wants to do this thing. And Gene's got a solid model to work from, it just needs tweaking. Robert, for his part, is on such unfamiliar ground in this relationship that he's in no danger of treating Gene like one of his hookups -- until it comes to sex, where he's having a hell of time keeping himself from going onto autopilot.)
Anyway, both Robert and Amanda are trying to get along (because both of them want to make Gene happy), and I kind of regret that I couldn't work in a snapshot of Life At The Woods Household after Thanksgiving, because that's when that process started. She and Robert spent slightly less than a week living under the same roof before she went back to Chicago, and there was a degree of... acclimating on both their parts. (The first time they had interactions that took place in pajamas.) Suddenly Robert's AROUND, in her HOUSE, she'll walk into a room and he's just THERE, sans Gene sometimes, and the polite thing to do is acknowledge each other and exchange some words -- interactions that gradually become less stilted as they get more practice and it becomes less unfamiliar.
It’s going to be a bit jarring for Amanda to be confronted with the visuals of Robert stepping into what is coded in her head as Alex's space -- that is, to turn the corner and find him kissing her Pops. (And it's going to be a while before the knee-jerk, "That's where DAD is supposed to be" reaction fades, despite the fact that she's absolutely rooting for Robert and Gene to be together and happy.)
I suppose what Robert settles into eventually is more like the renegade uncle role -- that he's not exactly an authority figure, but he is someone who's older and been around the block a few times, and can weigh in with genuinely good advice from his own lived experience. (Even if that advice is "don't make this mistake that I did. srsly, it sucks.") Moreover, his life history is very different from Gene's, a lot of it spent fucking up and hanging out in low places, and so there's a lot of perspective he can offer that Gene simply can't. If Amanda finds herself embroiled in something Bad, where she feels like she made a shameful-bad mistake, I can see her actually being more comfortable telling Robert about it than Gene -- that she feels like Robert's more likely to understand (unlike her shining wholesome pops who would NEVER have made such a mistake), that she can get grown-up help without having to disappoint her dad.
(I believe I once saw a Robert/dadsona fic summary where Amanda -- underage drunk at a party and suddenly wanting/needing to get out of there -- calls Robert for a rescue instead of her dad, and I was like, Yes, that is the relationship I see developing between them, that is Robert's niche in their family dynamic.)
Anyway, the last chapter has a pretty long Amanda-POV section of the first Christmas they all spend together, that shows how she and Robert are settling into their places in the new-and-improved Smallwood family. I enjoy it a lot. 👍
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moonchildhcs · 6 years ago
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parkjin headcanons!!
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ur honestly both in awe at how ur in a relationship with each other because neither of u give urselves enough credit !!!! u r both sweethearts and visual gods
hyunjin: “wow ur so cute i cant believe ur dating me” parker: “no!! thats me @ u” god: “p l e a s e ur both cute babies and u deserve each other”
i digress
this bb is friends with some clingy ass mofos !!! like daehwi !!! ur getting the hugs u deserve and u will get no complaints from him abt ur affections either because hes just sitting their with you like o//w//o
dont believe this boys dangerous stage presence he is a softie through and through he will get you flowers and chocolates and everything you could possibly imagine !!! angel baby sweetie pie ur pumpy umpy umpkin !!!
he would absolutely love dancing with you !! he loves ur passion and drive to perform and is always willing to practice with u even when hes tired :( bb boy !! hes much nicer than chan tho lol but hes still a pretty strict teacher so expect some dramatic improvement under him
(also whenever you pull off a move properly he gives u a sweet s m o o c h so it encourages you to do even better for more opportunities to kiss ur bf)
bc hes an idol !! yall cant go out publicly for dates all the time so a typical date is yall goofing off at home, watching movies and shows on netflix, a romantic dinner if yall have the energy but generally takeout, blasting music and dancing around, etc etc he just loves being with you
but when its been a while he will absolutely take you out on cute dates!! sometimes cute elaborate picnics, sometimes a spontaneous trip around the city at night, but always without a fail fun and exciting, especially with your boyfie by ur side :^)
also initially he is SO shy with you !! like remember how shy he was around jinyoung ??? during the survival show??? multiply that by a MILLION this boy was so shy he blushed the deepest shade of red just by h*lding ur h*nd !!! he gains more confidence as the relationship progresses but pls be easy on this bb boys heart
also (wiggles eyebrows) yall can have some spicy kisses !! some intense makeout sessions !! but nothing further lol he is a SHY BOY and also very much 18 he is awkward and is not abt that life rn lol
like ur gonna be shocked at the duality because at the beginning of the relationship hes like “c-can i h*ld ur h*nd? and ur like “how did u censor that out loud��� but now hes like “makeout with me” and ur like bitch WHAT but also okay lol
this boy is a solid eight inches taller than you lol if you think he wont even lightly tease you about the height difference you are wrong !! ur just chillin and hes like “hey :) hows the weather down there” and ur like “i will END you” and he blows a kiss ur direction and ur like “okay maybe not ur kinda cute. but comment on my height again and u will receive no mercy”
DUDE he is at the perfect height where he can rest his chin on ur head!! and give u forehead kisses !!!! he just loves u so much man !!! sure kissing u on the lips is great and all but kissing ur forehead?? CUTE
also so many of his shirts and hoodies disappeared and he was like ?????????? what !!! and then he saw you just DROWNING in his hoodie because he too loves oversized stuff and hes like. im fine with this (he takes photos and sets them as his home and lockscreen when they arent promoting) (this boy is GOOD at not getting caught)
dude when the Boiis found out u two were dating they LOST IT !!! interrogated then welcomed !! hyunjin was exposed by them a lot lol they exposed ALL the juicy stories and u were like :^)
dont worry tho ya girl laramie exposed u in kind so then hyunjin was like :^)
truly a bonding experience for the both of you
yall are both visual gods so sometimes u both will just. try on even the most ridiculous outfits and have a fashion show in the living room of ur technically shared apartment
yall take photos on ur phones in a super exaggerated manner in order to mimic the paparazzi and photographers and shout encouragements like “YES KING GET THAT BREAD” and “OH YES WORK IT”
willing to nerd out with you at a l l times !!!
oh my god him sleeping over when he can when hes not promoting and u waking up to him spooning u and just. big cuddle hours: activated
soft kisses before jokingly going “u have morning breath” and just the resounding GROAN before he threatens to leave u cold in the bed and ur like no wait-
hes trying to be frugal with his money as he hasnt been an idol for that long but he definitely buys you gifts from time to time when hes reminded of u
“babe i got this red panda plushie for u” (insert parkers unintelligible  shrieking here)
hes not the most jealous boyfriend actually !! he trusts you a lot and is okay with you being friends with whomever u please but sometimes he sees u fangiring over his seniors or smth and hes like >:( im a good performer too love me !!!! pls !! he just wants ur love smooch his cheeks and ull be good
also to get him flustered? peck his cheeks or (gasp) his NOSE he gets so flustered bc its so innocent but so intimate at the same time so he just gets so RED and stutters and ur just like :^) ah how the turn tables
this boy is a ROMANTIC through and through hes not old fashioned but he likes doing cheesy things like opening the door for you, giving you flowers, pulling out the chair for you, etc etc
he just wants to LOOOOOOOOOOVE you !!!!!
he doesnt go for too many pet names but babe and princess are what he leans towards !!
he practices his english on u and u practice ur korean on him (hint, ur better at korean than he is at english)
but he tries so hard and hes so cute !!! his english is so cute!! appreciate this baby pl s
him: “my hands are big so i can hold the world” u: “worm?” him: (holds ur cheeks) u: (choked) “w-worm?”
u guys r so cheesy but its so cute !! he just wants whats best for you
also you guys are no strangers to having deep and highly emotional talks because ur both very empathetic and vulnerable people
youve talked about ur insecurities and so has he!!! uve also both confronted the whole “ur not dating me because of my visuals/because im an idol right” and ur like “um?? no ur a sweetheart and a dedicated boii and performer and-” and then u go on a half hour long rant about all the things u love abt him and hes just like :’) i love you
whenever hes away for one reason or another, esp stuff like tours, he leaves a bunch of his clothes that smell like him so you wont feel as lonely !!! because the sad reality is is that on tours when hes not on stage hes practicing practicing practicing so keeping in touch is kinda hard
but he does his best !! he sends letters and text messages and voice messages and everything !! and when he can he facetimes you !!
we have ALL seen the boys instagram he will take a burst of 10000000 selfies on ur phone, plague u with the “ur icloud storage is almost full” messages, and it takes u 12239632485 years to delete them all (after making sure they are safely backed up into ur google photos)
yall are SO CUTE and take so many couple photos !!! yall are that iconic couple and u generally post these on ur super exclusive finsta but sometimes u sneak in a blurry pic of him on ur main or even a censored pic of him and ur like “do u ever just have the cutest sweetest (and hottest but hush) boyf in the world to flex on the broke bitches who hate u” and hyunjin is like BABE and ur like :^) 
lowkey sometimes u get jealous of jinyoung bc this boii loves and respects him so much and ur like “What Does He Have That I Do Not” and hyunjin is like “a successful career as an idol” and ur like “define successful” and he GASPS
jokesjokes lol yall playfully argue with each other a lot but if any of u go too far its pretty obvious bc u get quieter and he just. emotionally withdraws and u can see it in his eyes and ur both like OH NO BABE i didnt mean to hurt you im sorry !! and ull have a quick convo with multiple apologies and then ur BACK TO BUSINESS
OMG DUDE HOW YALL MET WAS SO CUTE
so basically he was out with !! the boiis at this cute coffee shop that is never crowded so its safe for them to just relax without having seven masks on lol
and the u !! come in with laramie like :( dude school SUCKS and laramie like nods her head intently like yes indeed
and this boy is struck with LOVE like ur . so cute. and tiny. and cute. and ur venting so passionately about how the education system does Not Meet The Needs of students and hes like. her passion. i love it
and u havent noticed him but oh man the boiis have and they are RUTHLESS bc hes so shy but theyre like GIVE HER UR NUMBER COWARD
and after an overwhelming amount of encouragements and some mild bullying (and laramie going to the bathroom because this dumb bitch spilled a lil bit of tea on her shorts and shes LIVID) and this boy approaches u and ur now love stricken
bc hes so CUTE !!! and its clear hes a lil nervous bc hes blushing uwuwuwuwuwuwu but he said !! he really admires ur passion and he thinks ur really cute and hes sorry if this is creepy but could i get ur number and ur like yes. pls. i love you (jokesjokes u dont profess ur love immediately but DAMN were u close to)
u and hyunjin all blushie and excited and the boiis are LOSING it and laramie comes back like “hey fellas whatd i miss-”
anyways yall are THAT power couple who love each other and are super devoted!! and have an amazing time with each other and DAMN ppl say love is dead but clearly they havent met yall
@daffodwlw read this and weep tears of love, coward
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balzottirafa1993 · 4 years ago
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wildgrave · 8 years ago
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what do u love about ur friends
idk which one of ya sneaky bastards sent this but i’m not gonna complain b/c i will take any possible opportunity to gush about my friends.
update: this got entirely out of hand and i just wrote about like... everyone i talk to. if u talk just ctrl + f ur name (but don’t feel bad if you’re not in here b/c i’m doing this off the top of my head and can’t remember everyone!! also a lot of these are hs friends who don’t have tumblrs but u asked anon so)
i honestly love them all for different reasons tho!! i’m not going to tag everyone but: thanh is great for a straightforward answer & we have the same awful sense of humor which is basically 8 years of memes to reference (also she says no romo a lot which i find rly funny for some reason??). hannah is super loving and supportive and always looking out for me. jessie is wry and clever and honestly has every reason to get annoyed at me 24/7 but somehow doesn’t. whitten i talk to every day and is super rational about my problems which is helpful when i need solutions (also dank memes). gaby is great b/c we both have a lot of the same interests (feminism, art, fashion, shit-talking ppl, etc) and gets riled up about my problems which is great when i need someone to get angry with. colette also gets angry, usually angrier than me, about my problems and is the best person to offer to beat boys up (b/c i know if she gets drunk enough she will fight anyone). kathleen is great b/c we always end up doing something ridiculous and it’s fun and makes a good story. brooke is the fucking funniest person i have ever met and thinks she’s punk rock but is secretly boujee as fuck. amber also thinks she’s punk rock, but has the softest, purest heart of gold of anyone i’ve ever met (also she comes up with the most ridiculously hilarious ways to proposition me). claire and i can talk about absolutely anything and send each other close ups of pimples but also take nudes of eachother and honestly if thats not true friendship then what is?? sofie is honestly brilliant and always has clever comments to make and i’m lowkey in love with her to this day and i mean, if you’re not a little in love with your friends wyd?? mila is so sweet and i can have fun with her doing anything, like we don’t even need to go anywhere we can just have philosophical talks on my bed and it’s chill. sammy and i have only chilled irl once but she’s really quiet and nice but occasionally makes rly snarky comments about straight ppl which are hilarious. lucy is never on skype but when she is we have a fuckin field day and she’s so petty but like... in a funny way? i’ve only hung out with andie once (which i’m trying to change before she goes back to vegas) but she’s so into musical theatre and i love reading her tweets about it b/c i love how passionate she is! dylan makes awful decisions on the daily like... blowjob competition? rly dyn? and it’s so funny to hear about and he gives ridiculous but funny advice and is super australian and always says “bruv” which is super funny to me. jenna i’m p sure is going to be running the world in two years (also holy shit she’s graduating college?? my bb girl is growing up :’)). adja is so funny b/c i thought she was super by the rules in hs but now she’s a wild child. aidan (as in the senior in hs, not the one my age) sends me #relatable memes and even tho we don’t talk often it gets deep as shit when we do (but i lowkey don’t trust him b/c of his opinions of iron fist smh). allie is in my race & ethnicity class and is just nice all around and we DM eachother on twitter sometimes like ‘what was that awful presentation in class’). nick from polisci is so knowledgeable about politics but makes the issues funny w/o being offensive and shannon (also from polisci) dresses rly cute and we have fun conversations & the three of us have a funny group chat for our presentation. quinn is such a wannabe edgelord but is honestly so pure and a good friend. asmaa is the sweetest possible person and we always tease quinn together. ricky continously gives me a hard time about everything but in a funny way and patiently explains WoW lore to me. JT is also fun to play WoW with and makes me feel like a baby b/c he’s and old man. rebecca’s steadfast belief in drarry makes me smile and i love her writing. harri is one of my many wives and her snapchats are amazing (as are her boobs). kinzie i rarely talk to but i can still hit up sometimes like whats up bitch today i had sex while listening to wtnv. cassie, becca, and eleanor are all rly cool and super pretty and nice to chill with and i love their art and photography and general personalities. georgie gave me the sweetest poem and letter last summer when i was feeling down and we have similar aspirations and i’d love to work with her in my career sometime! marko and henry are married istg but anyway marko is such a genuine, honest person and henry is an amazing writer and i loved english with him and it’d make me happy if we were closer. lena is my protege and i am an awful mentor b/c i never see her since i graduated but she is my child. layla is the baddest bitch i have ever met, her nails are always amazing and we can be catty together and blast nicki minaj. sarah is so funny b/c everyone thinks she’s reserved and studious and stuff (and she kinda is) but once you get to know her she is the sassiest person you will ever meet. my sister and i fight sometimes over me stealing her clothes constantly but we bond over how our parents drive us up the wall and also she cooks a lot which means i can steal food. the entire volstovic cycle fandom (dani, scarlett, anna, crystal, etc) are all amazing creators of things and honestly an inspiration. rimsha is the hardest working person i have ever met and i love hearing about her succeed. brady is my fellow gay (tho tbh 90% of the ppl on this list are gay b/c we flock together) and i love him for his snarkiness. all the boys i sat at lunch with in high school (garrison, rex, arun, etc) are such memes but i didn’t realize how cool they were until we graduated and now i’m like, damn i should’ve paid them more attention even tho i saw them every day. my boyfriend is my friend and he’s the most politically active person i have ever met, and he’s such a dweeb, and he makes me smile whenever we’re together (even when i’m trying to be angry at him). feihong acts like a fuckboy but is pretty dang cool if i’m being honest; he’s rly dedicated to what he does. carly and i don’t talk but i appreciate her paintings and selfies and funny tweets from afar. morgan and i were at a fidlar concert once together and we both couldn’t survive the mosh pit (also her instagram captions are fuckin hilarious am i right or am i right?). kelly is a goddamn klepto but we always have fun together drinking coffee and talking about pens and i love and support her art and she does the same for mine. charlotte is chill and i miss just hanging out in her basement b/c she’s such a gemini but in a good way. the ppl i sit with on campus (sumaiya, alex, zuri, etc) are always having interesting convos and share food and it’s a good time. my cousin and her husband (nat and ron) are the most punk ppl in their 30s and they introduced me to the punk scene and i miss them b/c they moved back to kansas. shakey’s photography on insta makes me feel pensive and i want to go to philly just to meet her. miki i’m not super tight with but her writing is a+ and makes me cry and i love rping with her. rina is such a cool mutual and her art is dope. lea is also a cool chic and i love her hair and want her to bake my wedding cake. mousse is so nice to everyone. ellie and i only talk like twice a year at family parties but we can always dive back in and pick up where we left off. the ppl i party w (other aidan, jakob, justin, etc) are dumbasses (i use that term endearingly) but i’m 98% sure they’ve all carried me to the toilet when i’ve been puking my guts out at a party. marley was that friend that ended up going to yale and no one was surprised so i admire her success but also she was always kind to me and always asked how i was doing with my mental illnesses. renee and maria and i bonded over ib art and sga and generally being over-worked by our sponsor. alanna was another one of my proteges who i need to keep up with better b/c she’s badass and funny and has the best eyebrows ever. i don’t talk to sidney anymore but we went thru so much together and supported eachother a lot a few years ago and i still love em for that. eddie is such a dweeb, everytime i see him (which is a surprising amount considering he lives in miami) we act like nothing has changed and go at eachothers throats. rachel m & galen have both grown so so much since i met them and i’m proud of them. rachel s is so fun to talk about hoe things with and laugh at eachother. marco has the best finsta of anyone ever. danny and i talk over snapchat every so often (like every month or so) and we have the weirdest convos like?? let’s name your imaginary lizard. zamzam (from my creative writing class last semester) was super fun to hang out with when she came over and actually everyone in that class (xander, leah, olivia, will, etc) were excellent writers and hilarious and we all bonded. victor is such a bro honestly he’s funny and is very attentive (actually listens) and is fun sober or not. sandra i’ve known since i was a baby and never really talked to until recently but she’s so nice to talk to about small things. alyssa i stalk obsessively on goodreads b/c who else can read that much, istg girl you’re a cyborg (but like a pretty one). rp buds that i haven’t mentioned so far (mario, mackenzie, etc) i value a lot for their companionship and writing. there are tons of ppl from hs that i wish i had gotten to know better when i was there (julia, drea, tina, both erins, bridget, etc). 
and yeah there are more ppl but those are mostly ppl i talk to at parties or dm occasionally or wish i was friends with but admire from afar. anyway. this got long. I JUST LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!
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Key to your heart
3.6k college!AU of you and Yoongi being sarcastic af to each other but also kissing 
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One year later and you still haven’t quite figured out who this Yoongi guy is, and where your relationship with him stands. (Sequel to Don’t forget your keys)
A/N: @coifn Thanks for the request and I hope you like it! [More notes at the end]
*RA stands for residence assistant or residence advisor
“So you’re going to be a RA* this year?”
You shrug, grabbing your wallet and keys and stuffing them in your bag. “It’s just so that I don’t have to go through with finding housing and all that this year. Easier to just stay on residence, you know?”
The extreme heat of the dying summer has you breaking into a sweat after carrying the boxes of stuff into what will be your room for the next eight months of university. It’s the same residence as last year—only this time you’ve been blessed with having your own room. Your ex-roommate, Eunmi, and her boyfriend, Taehyung, have moved out for your second year, and as much as you’d miss seeing her so often, you were extremely glad that you’d finally be able to have your own space.
There’d be no messes on the floor and nothing that could potentially trip anyone.
“Okay, I’m ready,” you say, ushering the two of them out of the room before turning to lock the door. “Let’s go.”
“Oh yeah, what happened to you and Yoongi?”
That startles you for a second. “What—who?”
Min Yoongi. The blond asshole with the lifeless skin and permanent smirk on his lips and eyebrows too dark to match with his platinum blond bangs.
“Wait you’re dating Yoongi? Like, the Min Yoongi?” Taehyung stops dead in his steps.
“Why? What’s up with him?” You frown. “What, is he famous or something?”
“He's—”
“No, but like, you know,” Eunmi cuts her boyfriend off, “after that time, we were just wondering what happened to you guys. Haven’t seen you together or anything.”
To be honest, you weren’t completely sure of the nature of your relationship either. After that incident last year, you’d been torn between wanting to avoid him forever and wanting to see him more often. It was an odd feeling—like he really was an old friend that you wanted to tell everything to, despite not knowing each other any more than strangers did, yet wanting to hate him for causing you all this grief for the rest of your first year in university.
Friendship would be too tight of a term to define such a loose relationship, and acquaintances didn’t seem right either. Perhaps rivals would be a better term.
Eunmi gasps. “Wait, don’t tell me you guys are ‘eff-double U- bee’.”
“What does that even mean?”
“Friends with benefits,” Taehyung whispers a little too loudly.
You nearly choke on your spit. “W-what?!”
“It’s totally cool,” she nods enthusiastically, “we won’t judge.”
“No, no you’ve got it wrong. I don’t even like the guy. He’s a total asshole.”
“Seriously?” Eunmi lowers her sunglasses and peers at you. “Well he sure seems like he’s into you. Isn’t he, Tae?”
Taehyung nods, “Yeah, Min Yoongi doesn’t even like people. Like, ever. But you seem to be the exception.”
“Wait, Taehyung, how do you even know him?”
He simply shrugs at that and it ends this strange conversation.
Maybe that should’ve been a sign that you’d run into him again. Despite the way you guys texted occasionally—though you were never the one to start the conversations; you made sure of that—you hadn’t planned on ever seeing Yoongi so soon in this new school year. Or maybe ever.
With orientations and move-ins going on during the week before school started, there were bound to be numerous parties occurring in the apartment-style rooms. A first year named Jungkook had invited Taehyung, which meant he was taking his girlfriend, and that ultimately meant that Eunmi was going to bring you along too.
Putting on one of your fancier outfits, you rush out of your room and find yourself dragged by the arm latched onto yours. The party is loud and you could hear the faint bass of the music vibrating against the hallway walls, and it makes you wonder if this is the kind of stuff you’re supposed to be reprimanding first years for, as a RA.
There’s food and there’s alcohol, loud music and all too many people crowded in their living room. There are squeals and booming voices and too much body heat pressing into the already burning summer air. It’s not ideal, but you figure that recognizing what kinds of parties need to be stopped would help you with your job very soon.
“Oh, you must be Y/N!” A boy with large doe eyes shows up beside you at the food table. “It’s nice to meet you! I’m Jungkook.”
“Ah, so you’re Jungkook.” How he knows your name, you may never know. “Um, thanks for inviting me… I guess.”
“It’s no problem; you can join us anytime.” There’s a bright smile on his face and he awkwardly chuckles. “You live on this floor too, right?”
“Yeah, I’m in that RA room at the end of the hall…”
That’s when you spot him from across the room.
He makes his way over to where you stand, and with the raising of one eyebrow in Jungkook’s direction, the poor first year is slowly slinking away from you.
You almost wanted to go after him.
“Funny running into you here.” His eyes twinkle as they meet yours and you don’t even have to look at him to know there’s a smirk on his face again. He passes you a drink. “I’ve actually missed seeing you around.”
“Sorry, I can’t exactly say the same.”
“Why does your shirt have so many pockets?” Yoongi sips his drink while giving you a glance-over. “So you can store your backup keys?”
You stifle a groan. It’s high fashion, dumbass. “It’s been a year and we’re still not over this?” Shooting him a glare, you self-consciously cross your arms. “And yes, they’re to store all my keys… keys to your heart.”
“Ouch, I almost felt something from that.” He clutches at his chest dramatically. “But the last time I checked, you didn’t have them with you.”
“Hey you know what? Why don’t we head back to my room?”
“For what?” He narrows his eyes in suspicion and you internally chastise yourself for thinking he’d be one of those guys who would agree without hesitation.
“So I can finally bust your ass for being in this building without permission.”
He laughs loudly at that, eyes closing and head thrown back. “Ah, you’re so cute. I do live here, you know.”
You sigh, ignoring the first part of his sentence completely, “Are we still arguing about this?”
“I don’t know. You were pretty persistent about that last year.” Yoongi’s signature smirk is pasted back on his lips. “Well, Y/N, it was nice seeing you again, and I’m sure we’ll be seeing a lot more of each other soon.”
“What do you mean?”
He shrugs, “You’ll see.”
Frosh week. That’s what he meant.
Being a RA meant you not only had to participate in residence bonding activities with the rest of your floor during frosh week, but you had to lead them through these games. That meant everything from the lame ice breakers to the obstacle course challenges, and the crazy dares and bets.
“So today’s team bonding activity involves competing with another floor. Whichever team gets the most points will win…” you pause to squint at the instruction sheet you were given, “…extra guest sign-in passes.”
It’s hot outside and despite the small patch of shade that you’ve managed to steal a seat from, you’d much rather not be here. Your memories of last year’s bonding activities weren’t too great, and if it wasn’t for Eunmi’s constant sarcastic remarks chirping beside you, you’re not sure how you’d have survived.
A round of cheers sounds from your fifth floor team, and they nearly drown out the sound of the approaching team—probably the fourth floor, from what your instructions told you.
“We’ll be competing against the fourth floor today, and the residence council member, Seokjin, will be the judge.”
A tall and fairly handsome guy stepped up to the front of the field. “It’s nice to meet everyone today. I’m Seokjin, a fifth year student who should be graduating soon.” He flashes a smile at the audience crammed under the shadow of the tree. “Well since the fourth floor is here now, why don’t we get the RAs to introduce themselves?”
And that’s when you notice him for the second time this week.
Pale skin and a body that you’d almost call scrawny, the blond asshole, who’s no longer blond, walks to the front of the field. His hair is jet black now, bangs now the same shade as those sharp, dark eyes, and probably the colour of his soul as well.
“I’m Yoongi,” he drawls lazily, “fourth year sound engineering. Been a Residence Assistant here for way too long and my floor wins every year, so you all better work hard today.” Then somehow, his eyes find their way to yours and stay there, fixed. “Those free guest check-in passes will do you well because if you sneak someone in, I will catch you.”
You couldn’t believe what you were hearing.
Min Yoongi. RA of this building. RA last year, when he saw you trying to get into the building. RA when he watched you forget your keys all too many times and when he teased you and when you probably insulted him back. RA when you showed him your room and when he tripped and when—
“Y/N?” Seokjin’s voice pulls you out of your thoughts and you look up to see Yoongi’s gaze still on you intently.
“Um, yeah, so I’m Y/N, second year undeclared major. And, uh, I decided to be a RA to try something new.”
“Great! So today your teams will be competing for free guest check-in passes for the whole floor. We’ll start off with ice breakers within your teams so that you can get to know each other better first. Then we’ll move on to the real competition.” Seokjin exclaims, waving his arms around. “Okay, let’s go!”
As you slowly follow the rest of your team to the bigger field, a pair of footsteps fall in time with yours.
“So, I told you we’d be seeing each other again soon.”
It was still difficult to process. You think back to when Eunmi and Taehyung were asking you about him earlier this week, and how they both seemed to know things about Yoongi when you hadn’t exactly revealed anything. Taehyung had seemed to imply Yoongi was famous or something, which would make sense because you’re technically supposed to know the RAs of your building… and Yoongi had known the building’s rules quite well.
But then there was that incident last year that you remember all too clearly. When he tripped over your roommate’s stuff and fell onto you…
“Ah, sorry. I just, uh, didn’t think these residence beds would be this soft.” His eyes flicker away from yours as he starts shifting away uncomfortably.
“What do you mean, isn’t your bed the same?”
He freezes where he is, staring back at you.
“Are you saying that you don’t actually live here?” You creep a little closer to him, scrutinizing him carefully. “Are you saying that you don’t live on campus residence at all?”
He looks away, mouth settling into a scowl.
“Min Yoongi! That’s a hundred dollars for being caught—”
“Hello? Y/N?” A hand appears in your field of view. “What are you daydreaming about?”
“Not you, that’s for sure,” you mutter under your breath.
He chuckles, “Glad it’s mutual then. Come on, let’s go watch your team lose.”
Asshole.
You settle in under a tree, finally sitting after half a day of going through all of the those ice breakers. It was a small patch of shade, the sunlight flickering through the shadow of the sparse leaves every time the wind rustles. Maybe that’s why you didn’t expect it when he sits down right beside you, the entire side of his body pressed against yours.  
“Come on guys! Are you not going to participate at all?” Seokjin comes back from cheering the two teams on with what looked like flashlights in his hands, and sits down in the shad, forcibly squeezing between the two of you.
From the corner of your eye, you can see Yoongi’s previous smile turn into an immediate scowl. “Why should we have to participate in this? We’ve already done the ice breakers. Besides, we don’t even have another person on our teams to pair up with.”
“Oh come on, you’re so boring.” Seokjin waves the flashlights some more. “Head to knee!” He shouts at the two lines of first years standing across from each other. “You guys should pair up with each other and just join the challenge for fun.”
“Fun,” Yoongi snorts. “Yes, because touching random body parts is fun.”
“Hand to shoulder!” Seokjin screeches again. “Oh no! You two on the right—” He waved his arms wildly, gesturing to those he was addressing, “You’re eliminated!” Then he turns back to Yoongi. “Come on, get up and go, you two, council member’s orders.”
Grudgingly, Yoongi gets up and actually heads over to where the students were. You follow him to your position across from him, and you see the focused look in his eye when he stares back at you, his lips pressed tightly and clearly showing how unamused he was.
“Foot to foot!”
Yoongi was oddly competitive. You can see the way he zones in on Seokjin’s every word, attempting to run as fast as possible the moment he hears the next mission. You definitely expected it though, with how you remember arguing stubbornly with him all too much.
“Hand to cheek!”
The game shouldn’t have been too difficult—all you need to do is be fast at matching your pose to whatever was being shouted. But as the challenges gradually got stranger and stranger, you start having second thoughts about why you’re even doing this, especially if it’s with him.
This one left the two of you standing in the field, seemingly cupping each other’s cheeks. When Yoongi’s eyes met yours, the gesture seemed more intimate than you’d care to admit, and what’s odder was the briefest flutter you felt when he slowly dropped his gaze. It shouldn’t be there, not after all happened last year.
More and more pairs got eliminated, and that only made you more determined to stay in the game—despite how you and Yoongi entered late and that it wouldn’t count towards your team’s points anyway.
“Lip to lip!”
There was just the briefest second of hesitation that barely registered before the two of you were practically kissing, lips melded against lips, hands caressing jaws to ensure it was done properly and that there would be no chance of elimination.
No, it wasn’t a proper kiss. Your eyes weren’t closed and your mouths weren’t even that close with only the corners fully touching. It was nowhere as real as last year’s so there was really no reason for your heart to hammer against your chest or for your skin to heat up even more than under the burn of the sun.
But as you stayed frozen in position waiting for Seokjin to announce who’s being eliminated this round, Yoongi shifted slightly. The tilting of his head carefully pressed his lips even closer to yours, and one of his hands wrapped around your waist so that you wouldn’t be struggling on your tippy-toes the whole time.
Just as the world starts to disappear, a loud laugh makes you jump apart. You quickly turn to see Seokjin bouncing around with the flashlights in his hands.
“Congratulations! There’s no elimination this round because you guys were the only pair left anyway. Ten points to Gryffindor!”
If you’d thought Yoongi was bad, this Seokjin guy was at least a hundred times worse.
Your evening shift for signing guests in overlapped with Yoongi’s, and by this point, you weren’t even surprised that the universe kept deciding to do this. At least there wouldn’t be Seokjin here to make a mess of things, you think.
“Here, just fill out this form please,” you say for the thousandth time, pasting another smile on your face. Then you look up and realize who it was. “Oh, hey Jungkook.”
“Hi, Y/N.” He ducks down and doesn’t meet your eyes as he stares at the form all too intently. The guest behind him is one of his friends you met last week at their party—Jimin? “Um, my roommates are having another party tonight so if you’re free later, stop by?”
“Mhm,” you take the form from him, passing his friend a guest wristband. “Thanks for the invite; I’ll consider.”
“What kind of first year invites his RAs over to his party?” Yoongi mutters under his breath after the two of them leave. “Anyway, our shift is over. Do you want to go grab something to eat?”
“Hmm do you think Jungkook’s place will have food?”
He groans at your words, rubbing his eyes. “You really want to hang out with first years?”
“You want me to hang out with a fourth year instead?”
“Fine.” Yoongi rolls his eyes. “Okay, just let me put all this stuff away first and then we’ll go.”
“Oh, so you’re coming with me.” You raise an eyebrow.
He doesn’t answer, packing up the notebooks speedily and standing up even before you could grab your keys and phone off the table.
The elevator ride up is silent and Yoongi has a pissed off expression on his face, lips pressed tightly, arms crossed, and blank gaze staring at the numbers that changed all too slowly. When he finally notices you staring, he shoots you a dull look accompanied with a scoff, but when he turns away, you don’t fail to notice the way he has to bite down to stop the sides of his mouth from lifting at the corners.
His room is all too clean and perfectly organized already despite just having moved in as well. It’s emptier than yours yet looks personalized at the same time with his notebooks and laptop on the desk, and bag in the corner.
As he busies himself with organizing the pile on his desk, you set your stuff down to notice the window and the faint glow of streetlights and brightly lit homes in the distance streaming in. It was a better view than your room for sure, which faced another ugly residence building so the most you could see was another first year working hard on a project or something.
“Man, do you ever just feel like a parent that just tucked their kids in bed?” You sit down on the edge of his bed and it sinks just a little, like plush or foam underneath you. “Whoa…”
That catches Yoongi’s attention and he laughs, “What did I tell you? RA rooms get much nicer beds than the ones you first years have.”
“I didn’t know you—” And then it all clicks in your head.
Last year, when he fell on your bed. His surprised expression at how soft the mattress was. It’s not that he didn’t live here, but that he was a RA the entire time and never experienced the hardships of first years.
“Oh,” you mutter. “Yeah, um, I had a memory foam mattress topper thing last year.”
“Sheesh and you thought I, your RA, didn’t live here.”
You ignore his comment, stretching yourself out. “This is still so much comfier. Can’t I just stay here?”
When you don’t get an answer, you turn to see his calculating eyes watching you, with a frown on his lips. There was no overly sarcastic remark or another sassy response like you’d been expecting.
Instead, Yoongi picks up your keys from where you left them on the table. “Hmm, then I guess you won’t need these anymore.”
“What?”
His frown deepens into something like that permanent scowl you’ve seen too often, yet it still looks somewhat different. Softer at the edges. “You can’t forget your keys anymore.”
You snort. “Well, clearly. Thank you, Mr. I’m-the-strictest-RA-who-will-catch-you—hey speaking of that, you never even charged me for that time last year—”
“—because you already have them.” He sets your keychain back onto the desk and crosses the room in a few steps.
“What do you mean? I clearly didn’t have—”
He sinks onto the bed beside you. “Remember what those pockets on your shirt were for?”
“So I can put my backup keys…oh.”
They’re to store all my keys… keys to your heart.
Time seems to slow when he gradually leans closer to you, the usual intense gaze still there but it’s muddled with something else. Those dark eyes watch yours, staring until there’s just a mere centimetre between you, until you’re drowning in the sheets that linger of fresh laundry and a light shampoo. 
“They’re all yours.”
Then eyes close and the world spins and time stops entirely as thoughts jumble and it’s simply ironic how it’s different yet again when everything feels all too familiar. Supple lips and the gentle brush of fingertips across skin, and hair even softer than before.
And you don’t suppress the small flutters in your chest this time, not caging them in anymore, not when you have the keys now.
Then there’s the sound of something hitting the door—not quite a knock but more of a soft thud. It makes the two of you freeze, pausing to listen for any other signs of movement because as RAs, you’re technically supposed to open the door—
“Ow…”
“Yah, Jungkook, you idiot, there’s no way they didn’t hear that!”
“That kind of sounded like Taehyung.” Yoongi only chuckles softly by your ear, not making any movements to get up. “Wait, he doesn’t live here, right?”
You feel a grin creep up your face. “No, he doesn’t.”
“Hey, let’s just charge them, shall we?”
Part 1: Don’t forget your keys
Additional notes:
@coifn​ Thanks for requesting! I actually haven’t written you x member fics in so long and so I had fun writing this haha I never thought about doing a sequel because like …??? what would it even be about? But well this came up and holy it’s so much longer than I expected I HOPE YOU LIKED IT~
@baeked-yeol​ Thank you for brainstorming with me omg BEST IDEAS EVER man YOU CAN REQUEST ANYTHING, I’LL WRITE IT ALL FOR YA
@ohhotjongdayuuum​ THOUGHT YOU’D WANT TO READ BC YOU REQUESTED THE ORIGINAL!! yES THE SEQUEL IS OUT
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