#she has ADHD and you cannot make me think otherwise

[autistic-bau]

PENELOPE STIMMING IN EVOLUTIONS OH MY GOD Y E S <3333

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for not wanting our office to smell bad?

For the record I don't think my office mate is an asshole and completely understand if I'm the asshole here, and am open to suggestions on how NOT to be an asshole about this. We (30s, f) have a small office that we share together. We are in a position where people throughout the facility need to poke their heads in and have small meetings, gather things, verify things, etc. We work nine hour shifts with a one hour lunch in the middle. Our office is beside a rec room, which can get noisy due to the frequent activity, and can be distracting so we sometimes have to shut the door to our office. Also our office does not have windows. We each work five days a week. I work Tuesday - Saturday, she works Monday - Friday. My office mate was very straight forward with me that she has a very sensitive nose. She is self diagnosed either autistic or ADHD or both, she isn't sure, but due to these factors she cannot handle perfumes, colognes, air fresheners, or deodorants. I'm sure you can see where this is heading.

I know that she bathes/showers regularly because she never smells at the beginning of our shift (we work 8 - 5) but by lunch, her BO is kicking in, and by early afternoon it is pungent. I know she is sensitive about it because she's told me several times that her family sweats a lot. I, too, sweat throughout the day, and I know I am not helping matters any. I've tried using all natural deodorants, but each time I have she's politely reminded me her nose cannot handle deodorants. I've even tried unscented anti perspiration sticks and she still reminds me that I can't be wearing it due to her sensitive nose. Same thing with this unscented malodor remover spray I bought that I used once on a Saturday, and on Tuesday she reminded me not to use any sprays on the weekend because it literally causes physical pain for her nose. She has even asked custodial services not to use their cleaning agents because the smells upset her. (I can verify she cleans the office herself, though.) We often have to close our door during crunch time otherwise we get distracted by the rec room by wanting to join or chitchat with people in there, but the BO is just as distracting. If we open the door sometimes other people will make gentle, but pointed, jokes about BO.

Several people have pulled me aside and asked if there is anything I can do. They all know the situation because she's let everyone in the building know that they cannot wear deoderants or perfumes/colognes, although because they don't share her office they continue to do so and HR has told her they can't really do anything about them wearing it since they don't work in her office. On Saturdays I admit I do wear perfume and deodorant and leave the door open to air it out, although I can't use anything on the room (sprays, cleaners) due to it hurting her nose.

Recently she called in on a Monday and I covered her shift, and even still, on Monday, first thing I walk in the door, I can smell the remnants of BO. During lunch I was in the rec room but left my office door open and someone asked if I was airing [Name's] BO out and I felt absolutely terrible but I said that I was. He suggested I talk to HR, then added that I wouldn't be the only person who has, but since I am her office mate, HR might listen to me. I honestly don't know if that's the right thing because I know she takes care of her personal hygiene otherwise, it genuinely is just her BO, but I also know her autism or ADHD or both causes scents to physically hurt her nose.

I sprayed that unscented spray again, but Tuesday she politely reminded me that it hurts her nose. I suggested flowers, since they're all natural, and she said it isn't chemicals, but scent in general, and that BO is a natural occurrence that companies invented an unneeded cure for. I did tell her that something needs to be done, though, and she just reminded me that it physically hurts her nose again. She hasn't spoken to me since. Please help.

What are these acronyms?

[destiny-in-the-universe]

Pride Headcanons

It’s June 1, y’all which means I can write about my silly little blorbos being under the rainbow all I want! Not that the headcanons were somehow different before hahaha but anyway!

I’m going to be using the Secret Quartet because I can- and honestly they are my biggest comfort and hyperfixation right now, so why wouldn’t I write with them?

Danny Phantom;

👻 Danny is trans. I mean look at him- but no, this just fits with his character. Honestly I could talk about this in a completely separate post but genuinely he would be FtM

👻 In canon, he seems to prefer women more than men, but Danny is somewhere in the non-het umbrella. He gives me pan vibes, like it’s genuinely the last thing he cares about and it’s more about chemistry than anything else

👻 Danny’s parents are 100% supportive if he ever chose to come out. There is no homophobia in this household, you cannot convince me otherwise

👻 Overall, Amity Park is accepting. In no universe would they ever turn someone away for being not-cishet

👻 Danny used to bind using ace bandages and completely forget he was wearing them- based on an old comic I found, I like to imagine that if Vlad were to find out, he would immediately pay for Danny to at least have a comfortable binder. You also cannot tell me he wouldn’t try to offer paying for Danny’s bottom surgery (with a price of course)

👻 None of the ghosts would ever deadname Danny. Ever. Not even Dash would-

👻 Much like Danny, Jazz is definitely non-het; she’s bisexual- gender is the least of her concerns when it canes to romance, but she also seems to be a bit more sapphic leaning. I said what I said /lh

👻 Danny would never forget someone’s preferred name. He makes it an entire point to remember them and use it correctly- let alone pronouns

American Dragon: Jake Long;

🐲 Jake is cis- i don’t see him as being anything other than cisgender unfortunately but he’s an ally and I will stand by this until I disappear from this earth-

🐲 He doesn’t really care for labels and will never use them, but Jake isn’t exactly heterosexual. Gender is the last thing on his mind when he’s dating, but he’s only really dated Rose so I think he’s ever so slightly confused at the moment on his preferences

🐲 Jake would attend Pride. 100%

🐲 If Jake ever came out to his family, they would 100% be understanding- they’re many things but assholes isn’t one of them. They would likely sit him down and make sure to know how to most make him feel comfortable but other than that, neither Jonathan nor Susan would ever make Jake unhappy

I honestly don’t have as many headcanons for American Dragon, but- this is the best I could come up with!

Miraculous Ladybug;

🐞 Marinette is more than likely cisgender- she’s still an ally; that would never change. She makes sure to protect trans folk and everyone in between

🐞 I like to think Marinette doesn’t care for labels, and just dates depending on personality and compatibility than attempting to assess it on gender

🐞 She would never forget someone’s pronouns or preferred name. Sometimes there are accidental slip-ups because, well- it’s Marinette with ADHD (I will talk neurodivergent headcanons in a separate post) but she always apologizes if she messes up!

🐞 Marinette has attended Pride events as both her civilian persona and heroine identity to help support those who need it- this is canon now

🐈‍⬛ Adrien is trans. This is not up for negotiation (/lh). There is just something about him that screams trans

🐈‍⬛ He has no idea if he likes men, women, both or anything in between. Adrien is a little bit sheltered, give him time he’ll come around

🐈‍⬛ Honestly, Adrien would be an ally first before realizing he’s trans or non-het. He would be allowed to attend Pride events because Gabriel isn’t that much of a horrible person- at least not with Pride. Gabriel is not the type, in this essay I will-

🐈‍⬛ Adrien finds being Chat Noir completely freeing- it’s almost like binding in a way,

🐈‍⬛ Adrien was given his first binder buy Nino. He eventually received a second one from Marinette, and he cherishes both dearly- but sometimes he forgets to take them off

Randy Cunningham: 9th Grade Ninja;

🧣Randy is trans-coded. I can’t explain why, but there is no way that boy is cis- (Howard likely knew before he did, I was there obviously. I was uh, Randy’s coat /lh)

🧣He’s unlabeled when it comes to sexuality and romantic orientation. Randy doesn’t know because he has only ever crushed on girls so far but he also keeps smiling like an idiot at Howard and gets ridiculously flustered. He doesn’t know what to make of it-

🧣Randy has never attended a Pride event- at least not yet. He hopes to one day

🧣Randy binds- he does use a binder as Howard actually bought one for him as a birthday present; before that he used to wear ace bandages which wasn’t ideal in the slightest but he was dealing with horrible dysphoria at the time and didn’t want to accept he was only a kid

🧣Being the Ninja somehow helps him cope with his dysphoria

🥷 Finja- is he cishet? Hahahah no, absolutely not. Cis? Maybe. Heterosexual? This man gives asexual vibes! This is canon now ~ a fellow ace

🥷 I don’t think Finja would have used labels in his youth. Especially if it wasn’t entirely the norm back then but if he were in present times- he might’ve, though I think he would just vibe

🥷 Finja honestly might be on the aromantic spectrum, but more so demiromantic or grayaromantic than not dating at all!

🥷 Oh you can bet Finja would be completely accepting of Randy being trans

(author’s cut: more will be written for Finja later! I simply have words stuck in my brain that won’t fully come out!)

📕Nomicon - or “Nomi” - is agender! They do not associate themself with a gender and use literally any pronoun- including neopronouns

📕Nomi would be completely accepting of gender and sexuality- and anything in between- they are completely supportive of Randy coming out

📕Nomi is however, asexual! I do think Nomi would be aroace but you can headcanon whatever you want- though when you’re a centuries old sentient book, well, things change

📕If Nomi was human, they would 100% be attending Pride- this is not up for debate. They would

📕Nomi is fiercely protective of Randy- in my human AU’s, it is 100% guaranteed anyone who displayed transphobia or any other form of bigotry toward him would immediately be roundhouse kicked in the face

📕Human! Nomi would give zero fucks and decide to wear dresses- but honestly, they wear outfits that reference the book version of herself. They wear whatever the hell they want, do not care in the slightest

Additional Headcanons;

Howard doesn’t openly seem to care about Pride because he’s a stubborn little shit, but everyone knows better than to mess with Randy- because those who do are met with a fiercely protective, homosexual totally-cis Howard Weinerman

Whatever the fuck McFist and Viceroy have going on isn’t straight-

McFist would host Pride themed events specifically during June and seemingly forget about it for the rest of the year- does he do this to be homophobic? Nope! He just genuinely doesn’t flaunt being not straight that he also isn’t aware of

Viceroy is bi. This is not up for negotiation

Mort is straight but completely supports his children in whatever they want to do with their life

Sam Manson is completely unlabeled. She doesn’t care

Tucker? You can’t tell me that boy is cis

Alya makes blogs in support of Pride and does make them year-round because she is an ally and I will stand by this until the day I cease to exist (which is never)

Gabriel does do Pride events but much like McFist, he doesn’t them 24/7 or year-round- the only difference is I’m pretty sure Gabriel’s cishet

I can’t think of anything else tbh! Enjoy the mess that is these headcanons-

[qtssvnwoo]

hii ik ive requested before but could i request a neville x huff!reader where like the reader is really loud and extroverted and has adhd but neville is his quiet self and he loves listening to her ramble about everything and anything? <333333 love your work bestie

You can request as many times as you'd like bestie <333

Prompt List-If you wanna request!!!

Masterlist- All my fics in one places for you!!

His (Chatty) Hufflepuff-Neville Longbottom

Neville wasn’t exactly the most extroverted person. He was typically quiet and didn’t say too much in class unless called upon. He had very few friends, and he honestly kept to himself a lot. Neville was picked on and teased for being ‘forgetful’ and sometimes, it made him sad, but he knew that what the people said was true, so he didn’t mind all too much. 

You on the other hand were like a bouncy ball. You’d talk and talk and talk until you physically could not. You were very energetic and tended to convey that into your words. You had quite a few friends and you were known for talking really fast. People liked you, and knew you as ‘the energetic Hufflepuff’. You had a habit of telling everyone everything and some found it quite annoying, but you didn’t care. 

Thats why, when Neville asked you out one day during fourth year, people were surprised when you said yes. They were even more surprised when you two continued to date for the years following. You and Neville were polar opposites and people found it odd that you two had been together for so long. 

“His quietness would send me through the roof.” Some people would say.

Or

“She’s too loud, and she is quite energetic. I would get annoyed quickly.” Others would say.

But, you never listened to them. Probably because you were too focused on talking to Neville. 

“OH OH OH OH OH. AND THEN, and then Cathrine told Henry that she never actually liked him! Can you believe that? After seven years together you think she would’ve truly liked him. I mean, if it was me, I would’ve never been with Henry because I’m convinced his favorite food is garlic bread! He always smells like garlic. I actually like Garlic I think it's yummy. And I like dipping it in pasta. Do you like Pasta Neville?” 

Neville smiled up at you from where he was sitting. He was trying to do his herbology homework but he was so engrossed in listening to you that his homework had made its way back into his bag. You two were sitting underneath the tree in the courtyard, and Neville watched as you laughed and smiled. Truth is, he was more paying attention to your lips moving and the sound of your laugh than your story, but he still answered you. 

“I like Pasta.” 

“Oh that's good because I LOVE Pasta, if I could eat pasta everyday I could. Well, maybe not everyday because I would get sick of it, and if I got sick of pasta I would be so sad because I LOVE pasta Neville. I really like when they put that white sauce on the pasta too, with the chicken. OH speaking of chicken, did you know my brother has a chicken farm in Italy! He raises chickens, Neville! Can you believe that?”

“I cannot.” 

“Me either, I could never be around chickens. They smell and they are very very loud. Kind of like Henry. OH OH OH Did I tell you that Henry and Cathrine aren’t together? They broke up because Cathrine said that she never liked him.”

You continued to talk, all your stories and little speeches always got mixed and tangled together, but you somehow managed to always bring it back to the main point. 

Neville sat in the courtyard listening to you rant about everything for the next hour, but he didn’t mind it. He loved the way your voice sounded, how you would laugh at your own jokes and the way you always asked him a question every now and then to keep him interested in the conversation. 

People walked past and they wondered how you two could stand each other. But you knew that with Neville’s quietness, and your chattiness, you were a perfect match. And no one could ever make you think otherwise.

[she-posts-nerdy-stuff]

PJO TV SHOW (and book) SPOILERS beneath cut!!!!!

What follows is simply a bunch of my nonsensical responses to the first 2 episodes in no particular order; I really cannot explain that any other way I’m afraid

“Whose side are you on?” “Hers, always. She’s my little sister” JUST RIP OUT MY HEART WHY DON’T YOU

Mythomagic. Mythomagic. Mythomagic.

Sally saying not everyone who looks like a hero is a hero and not everyone who looks like a monster is a monster - THE FORESHADOWING??? THE REFERENCE TO BOOKS THAT ARENT EVEN BEING ADAPTED YET IM LOSING MY MIND - Also, the justice for Medusa in this was absolutely gorgeous and so well done because it didn’t black and white anyone as just a hero or just a villain but very well highlighted the woven and layered morality of a very complex web of stories, personally I’m mostly a Medusa defender but give me a good quality, well written Perseus retelling and you could probably convince me otherwise I think the point of many of these stories is that there is never a true victor and nothing is ever as easy to understand as a hero and a monster. I’m getting distracted now but hey let’s keep going, I really love Stone Blind by Natalie Haynes, which very strongly labels Perseus as the monster and Medusa as the victim, but I also think there is an argument that Danaë’s plight was diminished/overlooked in it and I would be open to hearing opposing views on that. Since I’m in this tangent I should add I don’t study classics I am just a fan, so I’m not the expert and would generally expect others to know more than me so get it out there I’m eager to learn. Anyway, Percy Jackson (sorry for the tangent)

Percy saying he thinks he’s made real friends I WANT TO CRY

They softened Gabe up quite a bit, or at least I thought they did maybe you guys think otherwise, but I wonder how his death will come across in this case(????)

I actually really like that they had Annabeth clock who Percy’s father was and push him into the water instead of it being Clarisse shoving him into the creek and stumbling upon it by accident, because it really heightened that idea of her being six steps ahead

I think the conflict between Grover and Percy was interesting and I’m intrigued as to how easily it’s resolved with the quest coming up, and on that point am I right that Sally making Grover swear to protect Percy was a new addition? Because I’m guessing that if the conflict between them is still heightened then that’s going to be the logical reason Grover uses to get into the quest, but also they made a big deal out of that and I kept expecting her to request he swear it on the Styx but she didn’t, I wonder if it was meant to be implied (?) or maybe I’m just reading into it

There was less Annabeth screen time than I was expecting but every second she was on screen was PERFECTION

The casting could literally l not have been better I love them all omg

I was kind of surprised they didn’t confirm Percy’s dyslexia and ADHD in the first episode and instead had Luke mention it because I always thought that Percy had already been diagnosed long beforw he call to camp but maybe I misremembered that (?)

THE D’ANGELO REFERENCE YES - like I know it wasn’t about them but it has to be intentional right?

The blink and you miss it Kane Chronicles reference amused me I haven’t actually read all of the Kane Chronicles yet but I really should

WAS THAT BLACKJACK!!!!!??????

I’m guessing that mechanical monster Percy saw out the window was reference to the bulls in book three sorry I can’t remember what they’re called, and with that the doodles in his notebook YES!!! I noticed a cyclops, Medusa, the minatour, and what I think might have been the hydra but I haven’t rewatched yet so stay tuned for possible correction on that lol

I love camp so much! The cabins are incredible and the interior of the Hermes is so much nicer than I imagined whilst still maintaining a kind of overcrowded atmosphere, I love it.

“You are Poseidon’s son” “I am Sally Jackson’s son” y’all don’t understand I almost screamed oh my good lord yes yes yes yes yes

Also, sassy Percy

[garlimcbread]

Could you do all the greasers and a f!greaser whose neruodivergent? (More so autism but it’s the 60s and no one knows anything then) They know that’s the reason most people don’t hang with her, because she’s not the best at convo and eye contact, but they like her cause she’s cool? Also they know her cause Two-Bits dating her. Idk I think it’d be sweet

RAHHH THIS IS SO ME

SUCH EASY CHARACTERIZATION....... ITS PERFECT 😦

TYTY FOR THE REQUEST!!!!! ITS SUCH AN HONOR 🛐

Ponyboy

Neurodivergent too 💀💀

not like autism but adhd inattentive

Darry's autistic too so he knows how you function

Is really bad at convos too so if you two hung out you would just be sitting in silence until Pony's like

"So....... the weather huh....."

Sodapop

Has adhd (hyperactive)

Again Darry's autistic so he knows what to do

highly recommend talking with him bc you won't have to say anything he'll carry the whole convo

Also bc you CANT say anything 💀

this guy talks so much you cannot get a WORD out

Darry

HAS AUTISM TOO

He likes legos bc Mr. and Mrs. Curtis bought him legos to play with at a young age and they STUCK.

He fs has a lego build in the basement but its like a whole CITY

like in the lego movie

He'd let you work on it if the gang is getting too loud for you

(this is a very high honor)

understands texture things VERY. well

Johnny

Has autism in the undiagnosed way

also its milder for him

his jacket is FS a comfort object so if you have one he one hundred percent understands

if need be he WILL guard it for you

likes bugs and will probably get upset if you scream and run away when he hands you a bug affectionately

Dally

SO.... HEAR ME OUT..... ALSO UNDIAGNOSED AUTISM

makes fun of you.... but just list off all his symptoms and he'll back off bc hes just so outraged

Johnny prob has to protect your comfort object (if you have one) from him 💀

he is MEAN. idk what you want from me/lh

Two-Bit

HE IS SUCH A SWEET LITTLE SILLY GOOSE

makes jokes abt your autism?? only bc he thinks its funny he's not trying to be malicious

looks at all your little special interest glorbos with you bc it makes you happy <3

copies your stimming?? not bc hes making fun of you he just thinks its fun and you look cute when you're excited

like??? "*stimming*" "YOU GET IT HONEY!!!!!!🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️"

would steal things you like for you

Steve

pays you no mind

like??? when you're stimming he doesn't stare or anything or even mention it

doesn't mention anything about odd behavior

would probably make you try something if he knows nothing about the texture might set you off/lh but otherwise he doesn't push

I can't tell if all the greasers means Tim and Curly too or not?? I'm gonna say no bc they don't really hang around Two-Bit...

If you wanted to see them just let me know!!!!!

[nahualnextdoor]

Character Analysis for Shitpost's Sake (long post; tw suicide discussion):

A funny haha, a whimsy silly image. Something I did in like 10 minutes...

Well behind the scenes I spent an entire night dissecting every episode and book paragraph in my head just to see what box fits what character (I take my silly guys very seriously and my shitposts should represent their characterizations accurately otherwise I'll kill myself).

So, here we go.

Active suicide risk: (literally anyone except Cleo and Six)

-Resus: Pretty obvious and intuitive in my opinion. Our favorite trans allegory emo boy that literally sleeps in a coffin. Hates pretty much every aspect of his life, thinks he's a disappointment to his family simply for existing (and sadly kinda is), and is pretty much fine with death as a whole (most of his friends already went trough it, after all).

-Luke: This one was also pretty obvious in my opinion. While not as clear cut or active as Resus, there was this one time where he decided to banish himself to the Underlands, no hesitation, as soon as he found out (or rather was made to believe) he attacked his parent. He's very often ostracizing himself over his lycanthropy hurting those around him, and for the major part of the book series he believed himself to be a burden for his parents. (Also he has like. Zero sense of self-preservation, at least in the tv show).

-Luella: Oh boy. Where do I begin with you girl. Just her living situation alone is sad enough, add in her attachment issues, her lack of control over her emotions, her crush on a guy that treats her... horribly, and her lack of any meaningful friendship in her life up until she became bffs with Cleo in s2. Honestly I'm just glad that by the end of s2 she's mostly content with her life the way it is, but still... at least on the episodes before she got her shit together, I'd say she's kinda worrying.

-Dixon: Yeah this guy's life is just hell lol. I'm not really getting any suicidal vibes out of him, but it is more than plausible.

10/10:

-Cleo: She's just... I love her 🙏🙏 Badass, one of the most interesting characters of the tv show in my opinion, autistic as fuck (they all are, but she's the one I relate to the most), curses the entire town in order to fix her problems and is pretty much happy despite being in an eternal sisyphean cycle.

Needs to retake the am I gay quiz:

-Resus: self explanatory I think. He really needs to get his shit together because I just cannot tolerate when he's all over Luella "oh luella I need your help with this spell and also brain drain dumped me in a wet cardboard box and killed my grandma 🥺🥺" and then going "well thanks for nothing, fuck u and ur stupid useless magic, also even tho we're nothing I will get all possessive over u at the slightest possibility of u liking Luke hey can we kiss to save the world btw" She deserves so much better than him omg. Boy you're queer!!! Leave her alone and just stay with the werewolf!!!

Cannibalised first in plane crash scenario:

-Resus: I just thought this was funny lol

Adderal prescription ASAP:

-Luke: Also pretty self explanatory. Lycantrophy is the magical equivalent of autism and adhd in this universe, I don't make the rules. Both in the books and in the show he's shown having a hard time focusing on class, finding it easier to just focus on his videogames. He spends hours playing on his console, to the point of ignoring his baisc needs, and is pretty hyperactive in my opinion, at least in the show. Really I wish they'd bring back the idea of Eeafa (or maybe even Luella) figuring out a potion or spell to help him manage his wild side, wich, to me at least, is not only his wolf self, but all of his neurodivergent tendencies in general (basically it would be magical meds that makes you have more control over the wolf form on top helping you study).

Missing person:

-Pretty much all the other kids from the books but I choose Kian because he's kinda the one that has the most relevance and the only one with an available image on the internet that is not a 3 pixels wide scan on the Internet Archive (still love them tho). He could potentially be on active suicide risk once he gets old enough to understand what happened to his parents tho, but thinking about that for more than 5 seconds makes me cry so I prefer not to.

And that is basically it! Thank you for listening to my ramblings and analysis of these silly little guys that keep rotating on my head like rotisserie chicken ballerinas. Next will probably be my still pending character analysis for why I assigned the slimes I did on my slime rancher post.

[ellscarrotqueen]

HSMTMTS HEADCANONS❤️🤍🎤🎭🎶

so as requested here are my hsmtmts headcanons, if there are any other headcanons you want me to share let me know. and leave your thoughts on mine if you would like. hope you enjoy lol! i also have in general headcanons of characters as well not just sexuality, etc. i also have ship headcanons i guess lol. so if you would like those i'll be happy to share. this is kind of a mess lmaoo

Ricky Bowen:

i strongly believe that ricky is bisexual there is just no way that he is straight. i may be bias because i ship Caswen but yeah. he for sure is NOT straight whatsoever 🩷💜💙

ricky uses he/him pronouns but i think ricky would honestly also be okay with using he/they pronouns.

i think ricky has ADHD because i have ADHD and he’s so me. so he has ADHD because i said so and it just makes sense he gives that vibe. i believe he could also be autistic perhaps because i can see it kind of makes sense.

i believe ricky has anxiety as well (same) i do believe he might have a little bit of social anxiety in some scenarios too.

EJ Caswell:

i believe that ej is gay. there’s no way he is straight. he’s a theatre kid okay, he’s definitely not straight 🏳️‍🌈 i feel like its possible after dating girls he realised he was actually gay.

i think ej would use he/him pronouns but he probably doesn't mind he/they either.

i like to think that ej is autistic, because it lowkey just makes a lot of sense to me idk.

Gina Porter:

i like to think that Gina is probably bisexual, i believe she has had multiple crushes on girls as well as boys. 🩷💜💙

gina definitely doesn't mind she/they pronouns.

i feel like gina is audhd, it just feels right to me and idk why, i also think she has anxiety.

Nini (Nina) Salazar-Roberts:

i believe Nini is a lesbian, and no one can tell me otherwise. i like to think she used to label herself as bisexual because of the few crushes on girls she may have had, and after dating men that she didn't like men and figured out she just liked women. she had a very bisexual to lesbian pipeline i feel like. 🩷🤍🧡

definitely she/they pronouns, sometimes she prefers they/them over she/her though.

i feel like she is autistic.

Ashlyn Caswell:

ashlyn is already canon queer, but i do believe she is most likely bisexual or pansexual. i'm not sure if they ever confirmed her label, but i honestly don't care bc she's a canon sapphic, whether thats bisexual, pansexual or what ever else we stan her 🏳️‍🌈

she/they pronouns

i think she's autistic for sure.

Big Red:

well big red is canon bisexual, so yep he's bisexual. before he was confirmed to be queer i always thought he was queer lol 🩷💜💙

i feel like big red uses he/him but sometimes he prefers they/he.

i have a feeling he is probably autistic, maybe adhd too.

Seb Matthew-Smith:

well seb is basically canon bisexual right so yeah. 🩷💜💙

i think seb uses he/him pronouns sometimes they/them.

seb is definitely autistic lol no one can tell me otherwise.

seb for sure has social anxiety as well.

Carlos Rodríguez:

carlos is canon gay so yeah lol 🏳️‍🌈

he for sure uses he/they pronouns idk why i feel like he does but it makes sense idk.

he is definitely autistic or adhd, you cannot possibly tell me he is neurotypical.

Maddox:

i don't think they ever confirm a label for maddox, but we know she is in some way sapphic, most likely a lesbian? as i only think they only showed she had crushes on and relationships with girls - her ex madison, that she used to like val (confirmed by her) and her current gf ashlyn. 🩷🤍🧡

maddox uses she/they pronouns and sometimes prefers they/them pronouns over she/her.

being autistic runs in maddox and jet's family and i like to think she is autistic + adhd.

Jet:

i like to think that jet is probably queer in some way he for sure seems like the type of guy to kiss girls and guys lmao, just get that vibe from him lol 🏳️‍🌈

i feel like jet is the type of guy to use he/him but secretly feels happy when someone uses they/them pronouns on him too. so probably he/they.

like i said with maddox, being neurodivergent or autistic probably runs in their family, and i believe he is also autistic.

Kourtney Greene:

i honestly feel like if kourtney didn't show interest in jet or howie throughout the season, i do think she would be give me lesbian vibes. however, i think she might be queer still possibly.

kourtney uses she/her pronouns. but she doesn't mind.

it was basically confirmed that kourtney has some type of anxiety, i do believe she could also be autistic maybe.

Miss Jenn:

miss jenn gives me heterosexual vibes, as much as i want to just say she gives me lgbtq vibes i just can't vibe with that idk why (someone prove me otherwise im curious on your thoughts, maybe i will rethink).

she/her pronouns.

she has anxiety for sure.

Mr Mazzara:

he is possibly queer in some way idk it just feels right?

he uses he/him

he definitely is autistic, you can't tell my otherwise.

Val:

i like to think she's sapphic in some way, i feel like maddox and her might have had a little thing at some point possibly. and if ashlyn didn't end up falling for maddox, i could get behind val and ashlyn possibly being together for a little. 🏳️‍🌈

she uses she/her pronouns

we didn't see a lot of her so i'm not sure if she has possible neurodivergent vibes (give me your thoughts).

Mack:

i think he's queer idk why but he gives that vibe.

he/him pronouns.

Lily:

idk why but i can see lily being a lesbian. or maybe bisexual idk 🏳️‍🌈

she/her pronouns.

Extra: i've noticed literally almost everyone i have a headcanon for is either queer, neurodivergent or both, but honestly lets be real it makes sense 😭

if anyone give their thoughts on this i can try and add on to some of this, i did miss a few characters but haven't seen enough to head canon them, but if anyone has any thoughts let me know lol.

i also noticed i don't really have any transgender, other gender headcanons for characters, so if you do i'd be happy to hear some. i just have no idea honestly so that's why i haven't given any lol.

might end up editing and adding on changing things if so.

[the1312daysofchristmas]

I was gonna ask you this anyway actually bc you know a lot of artists but I just kept forgetting bc adhd is kicking my ass rn but since you wanted asks: do you know of any cool online stores or artists selling stickers? im trying to decorate my new laptop and I bought a few on etsy but I wanna get more

made in a lab to answer this question bc all i do is look for artists that skew cool. i will also give artists that skew cute. some artists are in between these categories, that is, they have a cute artstyle with subject matter that at least at times skews cool. my metric for whats cool and whats cute is pretty much 'based on aesthetics if this were being sold at a basement show in the 90s to 00s would someone get called gay'. if the answer is yes, its cute. if the answer is no, its cool. i dont know if this makes sense but im gonna use this categorizing anyway. i will tag the artists who are on tumblr but otherwise im naming everyone by their instagram handle because thats where i look at art and im on my phone and cant link everyone without losing my sanity

coming back after writing this list i have GOT to put this under a cut

@cursedluver: cute/cool, mostly cool to me, very bright and colourful and his starpions are really fun

ummmheather: cute/cool, mostly cute but shes got some stuff thats silly in a more cool way if that makes sense.

strikegentlyco: cool, they only recently started making stickers so the selection is a bit limited but they do have lots of enamel pins

sheselle: i would say firmly on the cute side of things in aesthetics but i think her sense of humor can be interesting. new to me though. i think you will really love some of her stuff and not really be into others.

@sweatermuppet: cool, lots of queer political stuff

luluvanhoagland: cool but with a soft artstyle so it feels cute.

@sofftpunk: cute/cool, lots of lgbt stuff

thegraveyardrave: mostly cool, they do have a tumblr blog but its specifically for clownposting so i will not tag him

leestrawberrryshop: cute with a cool tilt, mostly white and pink with just lineart but its an interesting scribble/doodle style. memey at times

prettybadco: cool but lately this guys been doing so much i think you should leave fan merch and its not bad but i dont watch i think you should leave and its not what i followed for. the original stuff is pretty neat though

catcoven: medieval. giving this one its own category on the grounds that thats pretty self explanatory and more precise than cool/cute

interrupted by finding a bee in my bedroom while drinking slightly warm tea (house is closed and the windows in my room (also closed) have mosquito nets)

@verdant-succubus: cool but there is body horror and guts and stuff so tread lightly if youre sensitive to that sort of thing.

radhia rahman (knivesmeow): cute but i feel cool when i look at her art

abprallenuk: cool but the colour palletes are strictly pastel

svv.art: very cool

smdefelice: cool. mostly does screenprinting but i am pretty sure they do stickers also. however the shop is currently closed for con prep do i cannot confirm

lilboatboutique: cute/cool has a homesick at space camp sticker which is currently on my water bottle and which i own in 2 variants as an enamel pin.

kerin cunningham: cool. emo. the goat. what else is there to say.

@darbydraws: cool. quite like her stickers although her bread and butter is t shirts. also emo

xraeart: cool. alt streetwear brand so. yknow.

skullingway: cool. theyre one of my favourite artists hands down. not a lot of stickers tho

jordandebney: cool. this guy makes the coolest stickers but most of it is for his subscription box which is fine. theres 2 stickers not behind a paywall

elrosabel: cool stuff, cute style. she kinda like. soft closed. to do polymer clay sculptures. but she might have reopened? i know shes selling stuff under this project again

piratesarrrt: cool but in a soft style. similar subject matter to luluvanhoagland. which is to say weird girl heads.

seankeetonart: cool.

@moonlume: cute. the concepts are cool though

jimibiscuits: cool. this is one of my favourite artists i have. so many of his pins. he doesnt have a ton of stickers though iirc

@8pxl: i am going to invent a category called 'pretty'. i love pixel art and this is my favourite pixel artist ever.

i gotta fuckin stop

go forth and get some stickers

[thestobingirlie]

I love reading fics where Steve is disabled, be it hard of hearing, seizures, chronic migraines, like he's had too many concussions not to have any issues from it. (I think its because I have a neurological disability and Steve is my comfort character, so projecting.)

But something that really gives me the ick is I've noticed a lot more ST fic recently have been handling disabled characters in a really ableist way (100% not all, just noticed more) and quite often they're just infantilising the disabled characters. I've noticed this the most when Steve is disabled, because I mostly read Steve-centric fics, but I have also noticed it with Robin and Eddie.

I've been seeing a lot of other characters addressing Steve and Robin as if they were toddlers when they are written as disabled, in ways that no adult should speak to anyone who is over the age of 5. Especially when Steve is written in a post-seizure state, or Robin is having a panic attack. Like, they might not be fully aware, but they are not children.

Sometimes, its other characters treating Steve as if he is incapable of doing anything on his own if he is disabled. As if the only things he can do without constant supervision is lie in bed or sit on a couch and watch tv. I saw one fic where others scolded him for getting out of bed to go to the bathroom without asking for help, and it wasn't as if he was recently injured or fresh out of a seizure, he was in pretty good health aside from being at risk of seizures.

With Robin, I've seen her written as if she needs to be treated like a fragile 2 year old otherwise she is in a constant state of panic attack and is always totally useless, and I've seen people use this sort of attitude to write her out of the high stress situations. Or she will just always go off on unrelated tangents so she isn't useful because she interrupts the people who know what they're talking about. Or she's written as if her rambling is a liability and she can't be trusted because if she got caught she'd 100% tell the bad guys everything.

And with Eddie I've noticed some people who write him as autistic (I love autistic and ADHD Eddie) seem to have him just constantly biting people like he is a nonverbal three-year-old who has figured out that their easiest way to communicate is by using their teeth. And it always with the attitude "it doesn't matter if he hurts people by biting them because it is his method of self-regulating."

(And no, I do NOT accept the billy stans who claim that it is ableist to talk about the bad things he's done. like, no that man is not canonically disabled (I've seen billy stans say he is canonically bipolar or has bpd? Like no.), he is canonically racist and abusive. even if he was canonically disabled that isn't an excuse for his behavior. also, I know people that have bipolar or bpd, and they arent racist and abusive. in fact they are some of the most careful people about what they can control of their behavior because they are worried about becoming abusive to their loved ones).

sorry this is really disjointed and probably doesn't make much sense but I just needed to get it off my chest. and I just love your blog!

and i love you, random tumblr user! but yeah, always feel free to just drop thoughts into my inbox, i’ll try and sort through them lmao

i enjoy reading fics where steve’s injuries have repercussions too. though it definitely isn’t always written well.

i think because the duffers ignore his injuries so much, people kinda go into hyperdrive and over-acknowledge them, almost. i think it also comes from wanting steve to be as angsty as possible, which means people don’t treat his disability’s very… nicely? they usually just use his conditions to ruin his life and make him miserable, and infantilise him, like you said.

i honestly think people just know fuck all about seizures, and cannot be bothered to look it up, but still want steve to experience them so they can make him as sad and depressed as possible.

they see seizures as this, like, life-ending condition, and so use them to kinda destroy steve’s life.

i think a lot of people also use his disabilities to get steve cared for, because we all want people to take care of the poor boy. but again, they just over-do it, and make it seem like he’s a little baby that can’t do anything.

i honestly don’t think most of these people are doing this from a place of harm. i think they honestly want to depict steve experiencing these things and being comforted etc. they’re just kinda ignorant.

i am very lucky that i haven’t seen fics that treat robin like that, because i honestly think i’d explode lol.

and yeah, the biting thing was kinda funny at first, and then it got kinda weird… people just see a fandom joke and do what fandoms always do, which is drag it out, and make it so extreme it’s barely recognisable as the original idea.

(yeah, with no character should you excuse their actions with a mental illness. like, billy’s abuse explains why he is the way he is, but it doesn’t excuse it. even when you have a mental illness you can’t just use that as an excuse to treat people like crap, and they’re entitled to call you out for doing so.)

[werecat1234]

Merging Timelines Chapter Thirteen

Dust was sitting on the couch, an angry Undyne glaring down at him. Papyrus was standing off to the side, Alphys was hiding behind Skyler, who was standing next to Papyrus, and Skyler looked exasperated. Sans was by the TV leaning against the wall, visible if Dust looked around Undyne, but otherwise he could see him in the background. 

"am i still in time out?" Dust asked. 

"Yes! Sans, why the hell would you help prank the entire Underground?!" Undyne asked, steam practically coming from her ears.

Dust shrugged a bit. "why not?"

"'WHY NOT'?! SANS, COME ON!! LOOK AT ME AND ALPHYS! ALPH, PULL DOWN YOUR HOOD!" Undyne yelled, looking back at her, and Alphys rapidly shook her head no.

"REST ASSURED, ALPHYS, IT CANNOT BE THAT BAD..." Papyrus tried reassuring her, and she squeaked.

'killer, what did you do?' Dust asked with a sigh, pulling his hood up.

'you'll see?~ me and horror are having fun with the 'murder time trio plotting board™️'. i can't wait til the three of us are in here at once! just like a real team!' Killer replied.

'maybe tonight. this body needs to sleep after all. so no pranking everyone again, killer.' Dust told him sternly.

'yeah yeah, whatever... you three at least wanna get into some mischief later?' Killer asked.

'i think you did enough as it is.' Sans sighed.

'that was just my solo mission! me, dust, and horror still need to do our first ever team up.' Killer pointed out.

'you can't stop him, sans. better to just go along with it and try to minimize the damage.' Dust told Sans, who facepalmed.

'look who's catching on!' Dust could practically hear Killer grinning.

Dust sighed.

"-ANS, ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME RIGHT NOW?!" Undyne asked, grabbing his shoulders and shaking him, and his eyelights snapped up to her.

"sorry, what were you saying?" Dust asked.

He couldn't concentrate on a single conversation, between Killer, Horror, and Sans, and then the conversation that wasn't in his head. It was like ADHD combined with schizophrenia. Undyne glared at him in frustration, her eye twitching as she sighed. 

"Oh for the love of- You've been doing that since I even got to Snowdin! Just off in your own world half the time! What are you even thinking about, anyways?!"

"llamas with hats." Dust replied.

"Ha ha, very funny. Seriously! What's going on in that skull of yours?" Undyne knocked on his skull surprisingly gently. 

'good thing horror wasn't watching when she did that.' Sans said, and Dust bit back a chuckle.

"a marching band of rats wearing tuxedos and wizard hats and beards." Dust said.

"No!"

"ketchup."

"SANS!" Undyne snapped, and Dust snorted, "Stop messing around!! Now who the hell did you help pull all this off?!" 

"gandolf."

"SANS!" Papyrus yelled.

"fine... natzu dragneel." Dust said flatly.

"N-Natzu?!?!" Alphys yelped, "F-From the anime?!"

"yup." Dust replied calmly.

"Where is he?!" Undyne asked, gripping his jacket and holding him up to her face.

"he went back into the tv." Dust replied, Undyne putting him down. 

'i forgot how much these two are anime geeks- oh, that's a great idea, horror! great murder idea!'

'i figured it would get the job done.' Horror chuckled.

"That jerk! I'll kick his butt if he shows his face here again!" Undyne yelled, punching one of her fists into her palm.

'do i even want to know what you two are doing in there?' Sans asked, worried. 

'guys, i can only concentrate on one conversation at a time!' Dust snapped at them.

'so sorry, dust bunny, i'll make sure to use my inside voice.' Killer apologized insincerely, taking a deep breath, before sounding muffled.

'i got him. do your thing, dust.' Horror said. 

"Why would you even help him anyways?!" Undyne asked.

"why not?" Dust asked.

'thank you, horror.' Dust thanked him.

'yeah, thank you. maybe you can help balance him out.' Sans said.

'maybe. maybe not. time will tell i guess.' Horror shrugged.

"Why not?!?!" Undyne asked, angered.

'oh god..' Dust groaned mentally. 

Killer could be heard gasping, 'jeez, horror! you don't gotta strangle me like that!'

'he does when you're trying to drive me crazy.' Dust sighed.

"i couldn't sleep and i was bored." Dust said, trying and failing to stay concentrated on the conversation, and Undyne groaned.

'crazy? i was crazy once. they put me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. they put me in a rubber room with rats. rats? i hate rubber rats. they make me crazy. crazy? i was crazy once. they put me in a room-' Killer was cut off by Horror audibly slapping his hand over Killer's mouth. 

'killer for the love of all that exists, please, shut up!' Sans pleaded.

Dust could hear Killer's muffed laughter in his head, slowly fading out. Dust pinched his brow in exasperation. Killer's mood swings were not something to underestimate. 

"Hey.... Sans? Can we talk?" Skyler asked, looking at him in concern as they stepped forward.

"I'm not done with him yet!" Undyne said.

"my house, undyne. you're a guest. i say we're rain-checking this conversation for later." Dust said, standing up and walking over to Skyler, leaving a stunned Undyne bent over in front of the couch. 

Skyler's jaw dropped a bit as he walked over to them, putting his hand on their shoulder and teleporting them to the bench with the quiche under it in Waterfall. It was quiet, hidden, and secluded, which worked great against eavesdroppers.

"What happened?" Skyler asked almost immediately.

"got a new addition. your reloads sped it up, and the new guy's here, and no, he can't take over the body yet, but one more sync up and he can. killer is... well, he's being irritating. he showed off how fast he was earlier, and.. well, he's extremely fast." Dust explained.

"Oh my god... I'm so sorry. I only thought about the sync ups after I Reloaded, I-" Skyler immediately apologized, and Dust held his hand up.

"it's fine. it was gonna happen eventually, and besides, my actions were.. not exactly good ones. i lost my temper with flowey." Dust said.

"Still, I should've thought about it.. The new one... he umm... what's he like?" Skyler asked.

"well, he's sadistic, isn't exactly opposed to violence, and he's got a crazy side. he explained what happened on his end, which, jeez, and uh... well... it was a lot, and i don't wanna get into it. if it signifies anything, killer nicknamed him 'horror', which is pretty damn fitting." Dust said.

"Jeez...." Skyler whispered.

"yeah... killer also made us a team now. 'murder time trio', which is admittedly catchy. i'm apparently the leader too." Dust shrugged.

"It does have a nice ring to it... Dust?" Skyler asked.

"yeah?" Dust replied.

"What's a Natzu Dragneel?" Skyler asked.

"it's this human anime thing. killer got bored and watched all of alphys's anime collection, and i had the misfortune of him ranting about some of them while plotting flowey's murder." Dust replied.

"That... explains a lot." Skyler said after a moment. 

'i'm surprised you didn't, dust.' Killer said.

"i wasn't that desperate for something to do, killer. besides, i didn't start killing until maybe a thousand resets give or take, and that still wasn't enough time. i lost count after a while, but i know it wasn't nearly as many as you went through." Dust replied. 

"She has a big collection I take it?..." Skyler asked.

"it's huge." Dust and Killer replied at the same time, Dust out loud and Killer in Dust's head.

'jinx?' Horror asked. 

Dust sighed, agreeing "jinx..."

"So umm... do you know anything about Horror yet?" Skyler asked.

"yeah, actually. he went over his past with the three of us so nightmares of his past wouldn't be as much of a surprise. it uh... it was bad. it explains why only reloads are making all this worse, and uh... well, his physical appearance.... well..." Dust trailed off.

"It's bad?" Skyler asked.

"it's bad." Dust agreed, and he got a phone call; it was Papyrus, "one sec." Dust told them, before answering the phone, holding it away from his head, "yeah?"

"SANS! WHERE ARE YOU?" Papyrus asked.

"uh... why?" Dust asked.

"QUEEN TORIEL HAS RETURNED! WELL, I BELIEVE IT IS HER! SHE LOOKS VERY DISPLEASED, AND IS TALKING WITH ASGORE IN SNOWDIN TOWN SQUARE AS WE SPEAK! ASGORE HAD REQUESTED YOUR PRESSENCE! ALSO, WE MUST HAVE A LONG TALK ABOUT WHO YOU PRANK WHILE SLEEP DEPRIVED, BROTHER!" Papyrus replied, and Skyler looked at Dust in shock.

"oh crap.." Dust muttered, eyelights turning red and cyan from horror.

'wait, you pranked the royals?!' Horror asked in shock.

'killer, you've gotta be kidding me..' Sans groaned. 

'oh, i pranked everyone~' Killer grinned.

Dust groaned, eyelights turning white again. "i'll be there in a few minutes, paps. just uh... finishing a conversation with skyler." 

"ALRIGHT, JUST HURRY, BROTHER!" Papyrus said, and he hung up.

"Killer pranked Toriel and Asgore?" Skyler asked.

"yup... sans, do you want to handle this?" Dust asked. 

'i can, yeah.' Sans replied.

Sans appeared, walking into Dust, and he took control. He sighed, giving Killer a tired look. 

"killer, i swear..." Sans trailed off, and Killer snickered, going into the subconscious.

'don't worry, i'll keep an eye on him.' Dust said.

"thank you, dust." Sans thanked him. 

'you're welcome. oh hey, you guys did pretty good on that plotting board.' Dust said. 

'thanks, dust bunny! horror thought of the bear trap idea.' Killer smirked.

"hold on, bear traps?!" Sans asked in shock. 

"What?!" Skyler asked in confusion. 

'oh, this is gonna be so much fun!' Killer cackled.

"crap... welp, flowey's done for. kid, you ready to head to Snowdin?" Sans asked, receiving a nod, and they still looked disturbed.

Sans put his hand on their shoulder, teleporting them both to his room, and he said, "wait here. this way asgore won't see you and suspect anything. i'll... deal with this."

"Ok.." Skyler replied, sitting down on the bed and looking at the trash tornado as Sans teleported out. 

Sans appeared in front of Asgore, looking in shock at Asgore's purple, yellow, and green swirled fur, accompanied by the orange beard as Asgore looked at him in momentary wariness before relaxing. oh my god...

'dust, horror, you gotta see this.' Sans told them, struggling not to burst out laughing.

Less than a moment later, laughter erupted in Sans's head. Horror's honestly terrifying laughter did nothing to deter the others from laughing their bones off. Killer sounded absolutely maniacal, Dust sounded similar but a lot less crazy, and Horror's laughter was downright psychotic, but it didn't stop the others. It was better than Horror's creepy, quiet and terrifying giggling.

'holy crap!'

'killer, you didn't!! what the hell?!'

'i knew he'd look horrible, but oh my god, this is perfect!!' 

'what the hell is wrong with you?!?!'

Killer laughed even harder.

Sans saw Toriel as she walked over to him with a quiet sigh and a mildly irritated look on her face, and Sans's composure shattered. Her fur was every color of the rainbow, and some not in the rainbow, and some Sans didn't even know existed. 

'you didn't! killer, why?!?!'

'i was running low on dyes! i just dumped them all in!' Killer replied, sounding like he was struggling to breath. 

'holy crap, killer!' Horror said, wheezing.

'killer, you are in so much trouble!' Sans scolded him, despite his laughter; to be fair, it was extremely funny.

Killer said something faintly, likely whispering to Horror and Dust, and Horror laughed even more.

'the underground will be terrified!' Horror snickered.

'i almost feel bad about it... then again, i've done much worse.' Dust said with an audible smirk.

'oh ho ho! dusty's showing his inner darkside!' You could hear the grin in Killer's voice. 

'uh oh....' Sans was uneasy as he pulled himself together, wiping a cyan and yellow tear from each eye socket.

'to the plotting board!' Killer shouted, and everything went quiet.

Sans had a bad feeling about this. He was exhausted from sleep deprivation, and Dust was starting to join in on Killer's antics more and more. Be it from sleep deprivation or just coming out of his shell bit by bit, Sans was immensely worried. While it was nice to know Dust was cutting loose and forming a friendship with Killer, and now probably Horror.... Sans didn't know how he felt about the three of them potentially teaming up.

Sans sighed a bit, looking up at Asgore apologetically, "s-sorry, just... wow.." Sans apologized.

"It's alright, Sans." Asgore replied, "You had an understandable reaction. Honestly, I did the same."

'i'm the one who did it, and even i laughed!' Killer pointed out.

'you're also a nutjob.' Dust pointed out. 

'at least i'm not an airhead.' Killer said.

'you really wanna start this with me, bonehead?' Dust asked.

'dust, killer, don't even start!' Sans snapped at them while giving a thankful expression to Asgore, and turned to Toriel, saying, "sorry for laughing."

'what are they doing?' Horror asked.

'you'll find out.' Sans sighed.

"It's quite alright, my child." Toriel replied, "Say, you sound familiar.." Toriel's eyes widened in realization, and she asked, "Knock knock?"

"who's there?" Sans asked.

'chucklehead!'

'dummy!'

"Old lady." Toriel replied.

'earsplitter!'

'you're one to talk, you flamboyant imbecile!

'there's a one word limit, you goof!'

"old lady who?" Sans asked.

'one word?.... oh. i see what you two are doing...' Horror chuckled creepily at the realization. 

'yup! dust, you gotta grasp the rules better, buddy~' Killer snickered. 

"Oh my, I didn't know you could yodel." Toriel laughed, and Sans laughed, despite hearing the joke several times before. 

'you try thinking of an insult that starts with 'f' that isn't a swear word!' Dust retorted.

'... touche...'

'you bunch of little hellions...' Horror said. 

Killer let out a 'woop' in excitement, and Dust snickered. 

'oh yeah, here we go!'

"nice to meet you face to face." Sans said to Toriel, trying to block out the three idiots in his head right now. 

'sans joined in, he just called us idiots.' Horror announced. 

'about time!!' Killer laughed, 'welcome to the club, lucky!'

'i'm leaving it.' Sans said.

"You aswell." Toriel replied.

'wait! but what about your personalized club jacket? i've already called the tailor!' Killer yelled dramatically.

"You two know each other?" Asgore asked with a smile.

'that's on you.' Sans shot back teasingly. 

'i can't believe i'm stuck with you jerks..' Dust laughed a bit.

"Yes, we've been telling knock knock jokes through the Ruins door for a while now. He's a good comedian." Toriel replied.

'at least we aren't a bunch of killjoys.' Horror snickered.

'yeah, we're not a bunch of losers! ... except for lucky, because he left the club.' Killer said. 

'hey!' Sans replied in offense, and everything thankfully went quiet, the three of them keeping their insult match up in the subconscious.

"He is, yes. Sans, the reason I called you is because... well... everyone has been pranked. I assume you saw Mettaton's... umm... broadcast, this morning." 

"yeah, that was... uh..." Sans laughed a bit, "That was better than his usual shows."

"Wait, what happened?" Toriel asked.

"the famous robot from around here got pranked." Sans explained. 

"Oh, I see." Toriel asked with a small giggle. 

Asgore waited a moment before continuing, "Anyways, Sans, I was wondering if you could help find who did this." Asgore told him.

"i think i can do that, yeah." Sans replied. 

"Thank you. Just look for anyone who's enjoying this a little too much." Asgore replied while giving him a hidden look, basically saying 'i need your expertise on expressions here.'

"you got it, your majesty." Sans said. 

Killer appeared across from him, looking between Toriel and Asgore with an amused expression on his face. 

'hmmmm... i wonder where you could find such a suspicious individual~' Killer snickered. 

Something seemed to catch Killer's attention, and he said, 'hey lucky, look at your window.'

Sans glanced up at it, seeing Skyler looking down at them through the window. 

'hey killer, what do you say we mix things up a bit more?' Sans asked, and Killer looked at him curiously.

'huh?' Killer asked.

"hey, old lady, can you follow me for a moment? i think someone wants to talk to you." Sans asked her.

"I can, yes." Toriel replied, and Sans grabbed her hand as he led her inside. 

He teleported them both up to his room where Skyler was, and they turned around in surprise.

"i kept my promise, the kid's safe." Sans said as he let go of Toriel's hand.

"Oh, my child!" Toriel cried, racing forward, sliding on her knees as she hugged Skyler tightly, "Thank you, my friend. Thank you."

"you're welcome." Sans replied as Skyler hugged her back.

Toriel pulled down Skyler's hood, and frowned when she saw their face.

"My child, who did this?" Toriel asked in concern, gently tilting their head up. 

"I uh... I was pranked too." Skyler replied.

"Do you know by who?" Toriel asked, and Skyler thankfully shook their head no, and Toriel sighed as she hugged Skyler again, "Very well. Well, I'm glad to know you're ok. Sans, in all seriousness, thank you so much for keeping them safe and not hurting them." 

"it's no problem, they're a good kid, after all." Sans replied.

'when they're not a genocidal maniac..' Killer said as he appeared next to Toriel, looking at the two of them.

'true..' Dust replied, appearing in front of Sans. 

Horror popped up next, looking at the two of them from next to Sans. 

'is everyone just here now? what happened to your plotting board and alphabetic roast match?' Sans asked.

'i won, and this is new to all of us.' Killer replied, folding his arms behind his head as he leaned against the wall.

'pfft! as if! i obviously won.' Dust rolled his eyelights, teleporting next to Killer and elbowing him in the side. 

'no way!' Killer replied, elbowing him back. 

'are they always like this?' Horror asked.

'yup...' Sans sighed. 

Skyler was watching his face while Toriel hugged them. Five seconds later, and Dust and Killer were roughhousing on the ground, both with playful and dark grins on their faces. Sans's vision grew fuzzy, and he saw a flash of red in his peripherals, like a tattered red fabric. 

'what was that?...' Horror asked. 

'what was it?' Dust asked as he pinned Killer down, his elbow on Killer's neck.

'like this... flash of red fabric?' Sans replied, and Killer and Dust both froze. 

'duuuuust remember what we were talking about this morning?' Killer asked. 

'yup.' Dust replied, jumping off of Killer, bolting to Sans, taking control. 

'dust, what the hell?' Sans asked in confusion, appearing across from him. 

Dust snapped his fingers, a purple spark between his fingers as he teleported to the middle of the forest in Snowdin, seeing some of Killer's faint footprints still in the snow. Dust sighed, pulling his hood up far over his head, casting a shadow over his face.

'dust, what's going on?' Horror asked.

'dust bunny hallucinates his dead brother sometimes, and looks like it's starting up again~' Killer explained, appearing across from Dust, grinning. 

'what?!' Horror asked.

'seriously? i haven't seen that in a nightmare before..' Sans said.

'it's almost like killer didn't sleep last night.' Dust rolled his eyelights, looking around, 'i just don't get it... why is he appearing now?'

Killer's grin was replaced by a thoughtful expression, and his eye sockets widened after a moment from a realization, 'i think i know.'

'really?'

'how?' Dust asked.

'it's simple, my dusty friend, in your timeline, had you by any chance been killing monsters when he started appearing?' Killer asked. 

'yeah?' Dust replied. 

'what did he mainly talk about?' Killer asked.

'what paps talked- talks about, but he mentioned lv and exp a lot more.' Dust answered as he faintly heard the voice of Papyrus whispering to him. 

'ok, ok... did it start at the beginning of the timeline, after you first woke up?' 

'... yes?'

'was it fainter and kept growing more prominent as time went on?'

'what are you getting at, killer, just say it!' Dust snapped, getting impatient.

'alright, alright! sheesh. you killed flowey, which provided you exp. lv, as we talked about, is addictive, it's like a drug, and.. well, seems like it doubles as a hallucinogen.' Killer said, 'lv is addictive, dust, your magic craves it, and it can and will mess with your mind in order to make you get it, like say... taking the form of your brother and have him tell you to keep on killing.' Killer explained, folding his arms behind his head as he watched Dust's face.

'... son of a-!'

'there it is~'

'wait, that can happen??' Sans asked. 

'yup.' Killer replied. 

'i never had those. then again, i mainly killed humans.' Horror said.

'lv could affect you differently, so-' Killer was cut off by Papyrus's echoey voice. 

*SANS...

'rude.' Killer muttered.

*SANS, IT'S ME, BROTHER...

'no, it's not.' Dust replied, flashes of red in the corner of his eye sockets, like a scarf blowing in the wind.

*YES, IT IS. WHY DON'T YOU BELIEVE ME, SANS? HAVE I EVER LIED TO YOU BEFORE?-

"i..." Dust didn't know what to say.

Horror appeared across from him, 'don't believe him, dust. it's not him.'

*HE'S LYING, SANS. IT IS ME. YOU NEED MORE LV, BROTHER. THE HUMAN WILL START KILLING SOON...

Dust took a deep, shaky breath, trembling a little. Sans appeared to his right, looking at him in concern, having never seen Dust like this before. Killer was giving him a firm look, crossing his arms. 

'don't listen to him, dust.' Killer told him sternly.

*DON'T LISTEN TO THAT SKELETON, SANS. HE WANTS TO KILL EVERYONE HIMSELF. HE WANTS TO STEAL THE EXP FROM YOU. YOU NEED IT.

A demented version of Papyrus floated infront of him, a disembodied head with glowing red eye sockets, a tattered, long scarf wrapped around it, swaying behind it, and two gloved red hands at either side, near the end of the scarf. The Papyrus looked Dust in the eye sockets, and spoke again.

*WE NEED TO START KILLING BEFORE THE HUMAN DOES, SANS. YOU CANNOT FALL FOR THEIR LIES.

"paps, they're not-"

'don't talk to it like it's actually him, dust!' Killed glared at him.

*DON'T LISTEN TO HIM, SANS. HE HATES ME. HE WANTS YOU TO IGNORE ME. DON'T LISTEN TO HIM. NOW GET THE EXP. YOU NEED IT. YOU NEED TO LEVEL UP. NOW.

Dust trembled, backing away from the hallucination shakily, eye sockets wide with small red and cyan eyelights. He didn't know what to do. Killer glared at him, looking between the indecisive Dust and the manipulative figment, and he grit his teeth. He didn't care if Dust killed everyone... under normal circumstances. However, these weren't normal. Things were continuing for once, and Killer didn't want that to end. The fact that he was starting to care a little about Dust had nothing to do with it. 

Killer strode forward, grabbed the turtle neck and ripped Dust out of control over the body. Dust landed with a thump on the snow in front of him as Killer glared at the hallucination of Papyrus. Killer didn't trust Dust not to do anything stupid right now, so he was taking the wheel for a bit. 

"listen here you manipulative little pest, you need to shut the hell up right now before i slice and dice you so fast you turn into a bunch of bone meal and confetti. you are not going to ruin this timeline for me, and you are not going to gaslight dust into killing everyone again. you have no authority here, there is no necessity for dust to kill anyone, and i'm not gonna let you trick him into thinking otherwise. i don't know who's more delusional, dust for hallucinating you and thinking you're real, or you for claiming to be real even though you're faker than mettaton's hair, and it's made out of the same crap as a broom. you're less convincing than a salesmonster trying to sell a pair of gloves to that kid that follows undyne around everywhere. i wish i could blame dust's insanity on your existence, but unfortunately it's not that simple, now get the hell out of our head and leave dust alone, you lv induced, manipulative, gaslighting, lying, power hungry, delusional, spineless leech off of dust's questionable sanity." Killer glared daggers at the hallucination the whole time, Broken Determination gushing from his eye sockets and dripping down and onto the snow. 

Dust, Horror, and Sans were left completely and utterly speechless. The hallucination got in his face with a violent screech, the scarf and gloves gaining jagged edges, and it's eye sockets turned black except for glowing red slits for pupils, it's teeth sharpening. This was it's real face...

*YOU VILE, LITTLE-

"oh i'm vile? you're one to talk. i didn't think you could get any uglier." Killer smirked. The hallucination screeched at him again, and Killer didn't even flinch. "You seriously think you can scare me? you can't hurt me. besides, that anime... what was it? oh, right, mew mew: kissy cutie, is scarier than you are. actually, you could probably fit right in if i put a bow on your head."

Horror and Sans both burst out into shocked laughter, and Dust just stared up at Killer in shock and awe, purple tears in his eye sockets. Killer immediately summoned a wall of sharp bones in front of himself, stabbing through the hallucination, and it disappeared in a cloud of dust. Killer wiped his hands on each other, and he looked down at Dust again. Sans appeared next to Killer, taking control, and Killer knelt down by Dust.

'now we're even. you help me out through a mental... whatever, and i help you out.' Killer told him, before going into the subconscious.

Dust sat there for a moment longer, shocked, muttering surprised curses under his breath and vanishing into the subconscious again. Sans looked over at Horror, and they shared a dumbfounded look. Sans did smile slightly after a bit. Sans knew Killer had a soft spot.

Killer scoffed, muttering, 'as if, lucky. you're almost more delusional than dust was, and he thought that thing was really papyrus.'

Sans rolled his eyelights, not believing him for a second. 

[pandavalkyrie]

Parenting Subreddit Simulator

Post 1:

OP: My kid did something mildly frustrating but otherwise age appropriate. We're in therapy three times a week and the kiddo has already been evaluated for Autism/ADHD ten times, all negative. How do I move forward?

Guy 1: Sounds like autism. Has the kid been evaluated? (+16)

Guy 2: Get in therapy. Now. (+23)

Guy 3: This is because of gentle parenting. You're teaching your kid to walk all over you. Time to start setting boundaries and explaining rules in age appropriate ways* (+2)

Guy 4: This is a frustrating but otherwise age appropriate behavior. It'll pass. (-10)

*For those who don't get the joke, this is the definition of gentle parenting.

Post 2:

OP: My in laws/parents/neighbors/kid's friend's parents did something frustrating but otherwise harmless. I'm already in therapy twice a week, and I don't live in the U.S. How do I move forward?

Guy 1: Get in therapy. Now. (+55)

Guy 2: And you HAVEN'T called CPS? OP I'm really doubting your ability as a parent. Here's a list of US centered resources you should have looked at before posting here. (+15)

Guy 3: Time to go scorched earth no contact. (+22)

Guy 4: This sounds like a frustrating but otherwise harmless misunderstanding. Why not try reaching out to the person for a good faith conversation? (+1)

Post 3:

OP: My wife is suffering from very obvious signs of mental distress that I'm categorizing as lazy and refusing to help out with household chores. Our 12 yo son is a handful but has already been evaluated for Autism/ADHD ten times, all negative. Also she once grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me.

Guy 1: Divorce. Now. OP this will never get better. Time to go scorched earth. Also get your kid evaluated for autism. (+35)

Guy 2: You need to man up and use your masculine energy to calm her aching female aura. She's obviously suffering from PPD and needs a strong man to center her. That's why she's physically lashing out. Also it sounds like your son has ADHD. (+5)

Guy 3: I skimmed this post and assumed genders of those involved based on my own pre-conceived notions of gender roles and stereotypes. Your husband is a lazy abusive pos. Get you and your daughter to a women's shelter. End of story. (+77)

Guy 4: This sounds like a situation way above reddit's paygrade. Have you guys done family or couple's therapy? I didn't see you mention that. Was this a sudden change in personality and do you think the relationship is worth saving? I see in your posting history your wife lost her job and her mother and her cat and got diagnosed with a serious illness all in the last week. That's tough. This requires a lot of nuance and understanding internet strangers cannot provide. (-57)

OP Reply: Makes sense. Thanks. (-522)

Guy 5-11: The exact same obvious ChatGPT reply (+2)

[urlocalnonbinarybastardwrites]

hiii saw u were doing a ship match up thingy and wanted to see if u could do me with pjo?! not sure if ur still doing them tho so i apologize if not!

so first of all i’m pretty fem presenting, she/her, im a girl and im bi :) i got medium length wavy brown hair with long curtain bangs (im tryna grow them out..) i also wear glasses! im half mexican, white dad😬 and im literally a no sabo kid (IM TRYING TO LEARN SPANIDJ I SWESR.) im pretty tan as well, im 5’4 if that matters, my friends either call me very calm or like very weird, im also very sarcastic and ppl say my personality is fun and silly. i am an introvert tho but like very loud and outgoing wjen with my friends, like im highly embarrassing when im with my friends in public

i like to read (pjo), im pretty smart #ap/honors classes😇 but like i act rlly dumb sometimes. i play piano (not very good!) love atla, stardew valley, i lovr horror movies, hate roller coasters, love nayure and animalsnand shit and I TALK A LOT. IM SUCH A YAPPER. also rlly like painting and drawing and stuff like that but im not the best at it, i also keep lots of trinkets in my room that just dont have a specific place to go like theyre just everywhere. oki idk what else to put so >_<

take ur time in doing this and thank uuu!!

Your PJO ship: Percy Jackson!

Explanation: starting off with looks, I think that he loves your medium length brown wavy hair. He just likes the way that it looks in the fact that it’s not completely curly not completely straight. It’s just wavy and it kind of reminds some of the oceans waves almost with the way that it goes up and down, and I don’t know. I just think he would love that feature about you.. he really likes your curtain bangs and thinks that they are adorable and they go really well with your glasses. I feel like he’d make a lot of jokes about your glasses and also your curtain bangs like friendly teasing just show how much he likes them. He would also tease you about not knowing Spanish yet even though he knows literally knows himself and he’s such a hypocrite but yeah, I feel like he that’s something he would kind of tease you about, he loves your weird personality, but he also loves the side of you. That can be calm because it very much contrast with his personality and I just feel like you guys would have such opposites attract energy and it would be really, really sweet. he’s also pretty sarcastic, silly funny, etc. so I feel like that’s something that you guys would have in common and I feel like you guys would make such a dynamic duo in battles with all of your comebacks and smart remarks and things like that I just feel like you guys would be hilarious together, and everyone around you would honestly kind of love it. You guys have the best banter. Like the best top-notch.. he relates to The being smart but kind of acting dumb sometimes thing, and even though he wishes that you wouldn’t dumb yourself down sometimes because he knows how incredibly brilliant you are he would understand and he would be a hypocrite if he told you otherwise, so he mostly just nods along and gets it. he’s not the best at art, but I feel like you would still be great at art so he would absolutely support you and constantly stand behind you and ask questions whether you were painting or drawing or whatever he would just be totally invested in it even though he has ADHD and can’t like sit still for long. I still feel like he would find a way to be invested in it and, if you ever wanted to draw something would be offensive please do not make a portrait of anyone you would get punched in the face with that shit man he cannot draw for crap. I love him, but he can’t draw for crap so I feel like he’d always ask you for lessons and stuff anyway you guys are cute. I ship it. 🩷

[feastfic]

I had a moment and wrote down a whole lotta nonsense with Popcorn and I accidentally made myself feel really hard with it so. I might as well haha

Tw for drug use and (NONGRAPHIC) mentions of sex.

Okay so, where to begin hah. A lot of this was spawned from indulgent things and so I'm going to try and reword a lot of what I wrote down to make it more general.

• To me she is the pinnacle of "making everything a joke to push away the fact that she is deeply fucked up". To her it's just easier to never address anything and play it off as just a bit or something unimportant if somehow, someway, someone approaches her about it.

• Her avoidance has lead to an unstable relationship with substance use — it's a cycle of getting high and getting a whitey, and then getting hungover and being back at the base of "feeling the things she literally just got high over to not handle". Keeping herself busy with hosting (as precarious as it is, given that her contestants aren't exactly the most empathetic bunch about her case) is one of the only means for her to dodge herself, in a sense. So it sure isn't a good alternative, but it's better than y'know, whiting out...right?

• Literally everything she has is undiagnosed and she isn't about to get her shit checked out. (ADHD, BPD, MDD and Crohn's.) The majority of the folks around her aren't really versed in Why she decides to act like she does; they just think she's egotistical, big-headed and a dick overall.

• If for whatever reason somehow there was someone who was wholeheartedly genuine with themselves and with everyone around them...she'd actually kind of hate them. Literally they could do nothing wrong but she would be skeeved about the fact that they can just essentially gallivant around with their heart on their sleeve. It's like an anti-her, you get me.

• To add onto the last point, she's made herself so distant that if there was anyone that would try to actually talk to her and y'know, be a basic human being (or, well, object being) she wouldn't know how to reciprocate that in the slightest. Because she does want closeness but that kind of thing is deeply unsettling to her, and she would engage in what she guises as just "casual" sex; to her it's the only feasible way to actually figure out how exactly she feels about someone. It's just an empty feeling spawned from an innate guilt at this being the only way she can achieve basic positive social interactions and anger — less at herself and instead projecting it onto the other person for, in a twisted and cruelly roundabout way: leading her into this situation in the first place.

• She doesn't really cry — it's just...hard for her to be able to. "Feeling miserable" isn't how she'd describe it but there's no real way to really say it otherwise. Pretty much everything gets bottled up, both good and bad, and it can sometimes (unfortunately) seep through into her actual hosting job.

• If somehow she came across Airy, he would genuinely be one of the only people she could tolerate. He's so similar and yet could not be more different. Both apathetic but in his case he just... legitimately doesn't really seem to express that he cares. It's like if Popcorn were a firecracker and Airy was a bundle of wet sticks — they can exist next to each other without friction that would spark either of them.

• On MUCH much lighter notes: somehow she managed to get her 3D glasses to be prescription. She cannot see without those things but also you just Cannot take them off; if you lift them up there's just an endless amount of others underneath the pair(s).

[loser-female]

Yesterday evening I watched a YouTube video about a writer that basically nuked her career because she was jelly of authors. The problem is... She tried to justify the whole thing (that also involve racism btw) with mental illness.

Since also yesterday I've seen one of my favourite Tumblr here (she has severe cognitive disabilities mind you, that's currently being evaluated for schizophrenia and has spent a lot of time institutionalised so she has absolutely the experience to make such a comment) argue with someone that got offense at the notion that "maybe you should make an effort to improve your communication", let me say this.

Mental illness is not an excuse to be an asshole (or racist or a misogynist or whatever).

Grated, it might be a reason (hi! I was that person), but not the excuse. If you think that having mental illnesses or that having autism or ADHD or what the hell people are faking these days authorises you to treat others like crap(yes even if you say it was a boundary, even if you successfully gaslight everyone around you that it's not your fault)you're just a self centered dickhead.

And I was that person, an asshole because my mental health was that bad. But you know what I did? I got to therapy because I realised that I was hurting people I care about. And boy it was bad. I cannot remember years of my life.

Cannot afford therapy? There are other things you can do to improve your life a bit. Social skills can be learned. I literally went to my department cafeteria and started chatting with randos. Journaling is known to have great benefits for one mental health (granted that it doesn't end up in ruminating the same thing over and over). Go for a walk.

I know that someone reading this is already preparing a 1000 word post about why they cannot do that and we should all bend to their assholishness otherwise we are bad people, that they cannot do this or that because of blahblahblah and that they absolutely must do (or not do) that behaviour because of reasons.

Excuses are your worst enemy.

Until you understand that in order to improve your life you should take responsibility, that there is always something you can do, you're doomed not only to be an asshole and be alone, but also doomed to have a shitty life.

As much as I can and I do empathize with people going through a crisis, I'm really really sick of seeing people making excuses over excuses on why they act like they had lived on a remote island their whole life and don't know how to treat another human with basic respect, decency and, in general act like an insufferable entitled prick because they get away with the aforementioned behaviour.

Also, I hope these people recognise the damage they are doing to everyone that is in the same situation as them, but due to external factors are not even granted the benefit of the doubt for a small mistake, let alone antisocial behaviours.

[theladyofbloodshed]

Hi. I really admire your writng and love all your fic very much. Really,as a reader i cant wrap my head around how incredible your writing are. But as a fellow writer, it got me thinking how you balance your day working-personal life-reading-writing. I just enter corporate life and it was exhausting. How do you manage your time to write and is it hard for you to keep your interest in writing while working?

Thank youu and no, i think your chrismast deco look very beautiful. If I visit your house i would love staying around the tree with a dim light and a warm tea.

Thank you so much for the message. That's incredibly kind of you. You are welcome for a cup of tea any time!

I will break down my day under the read more.

05:40 - partner wakes up for work (waking me up) 06:10 - partner leaves for work and I get up 07:00 - in the car to work 07:30 - at work. I don't get paid until 08:30 but I literally would not be ready for the kids if I came in at that time, plus I'm already awake (and definitely a morning person). I'm usually alone in the class until around that time so I tend to have an audiobook on while I'm getting the class ready. I teach in a different classroom every single day, so I have to be organised. 16:00 - finish work 16:30 - home for a cup of tea and usually go on social media/write 18:00 - cook dinner which usually takes about an hour After that, I either spend time with my partner, read, or write. The only day I haven't written something was when I had to be at work until nearly 9pm for a halloween party, but generally, I write every single day. I will be honest in that I don't really have a social life. I've only really got one friend and she lives 60 miles away. I cancelled my gym membership because I hate going after work in winter and I've been so ill for the last couple of months that it was a waste of money. At the weekends, my partner and I might go to a coffee shop or a walk, but most of the time I am writing. It's nothing I have to force. I look forward to writing every single day. If I found it a chore, I wouldn't do it. Sometimes, I am super tired from work too and have a low output, but in those times I'll lay on the bed or take a bath with some music on and still be imagining scenarios. If you are exhausted, don't push it. If I've imagined a scene enough then I know exactly how it will play out to make the writing easier. My brain almost thinks in a writer mode now, like instead of seeing the scene, I'll also be narrating it.

I am constantly thinking about my writing. When I drive, I am imagining scenarios/dialogue. If I go for a walk alone, my headphones are on to dissociate and imagine. For me, it's all consuming. Weirdly, none of my new colleagues know I have any books and I've just mentioned it in passing to my family because we're not close and they don't really care. Even my partner has no clue about character names or anything because he hasn't read them. It's got to the point where I have RSI in my hand from typing so much. Today, I've written about 5000 words and have written 100k words for a single book since October.

It is hard for me to switch off sometimes. I do wonder if I have some sort of ADHD because I have to be doing something at all times. When I'm at work for my planning time, I'm usually doing all 8 jobs on my to do list at the same time, like this page is loading so I'll start this email then go back to that lesson plan then reply to that other person. I cannot just sit and watch tv, I either have to be sewing, or writing by hand, or typing. The only time I do nothing is when I sleep lmao. I've always been that way though.

In terms of reading, I've really struggled this year. Most books have been 2/3 star reads for me - which is really unlike me. I'm usually super generous with 5 stars. I've had to force myself to sit and read a lot because I'll just scroll on my phone otherwise when I'm bored.

I wish I had kids, but I don't, and thankfully my partner also cooks and cleans so if its his turn to cook, I can carry on writing. Sometimes it has caused arguments so I try to make a conscious effort to put my laptop down and spend quality time together. Writing is just everything to me. I love it. It's all I ever want to do. But, I'm also not a night person, so my laptop is usually off before 9pm and I'm asleep by half past 9 nearly every night ha.