#she actually made a gooood fucking song

[ursocutewitglasses]

losin’ all my innocence in the backseat

[starssunsoftheinfinite]

This is just me rambling about the lotr musical I just saw spoilers for the watermill theatre production of lotr!!

In no particular order

HOLYMOLY THAT WAS SO GOOD ARRGGRGReatsit

First off I was expecting a new musical (for context there was another musical first performed in 2006 I think) BUT IT WASNT at least the songs weren't I'm not sure about the script since its insanely hard to find anything on it APART from the songs, they can be found online even on Spotify! Point is I thought it was a new one BUT THEN THEY STARTED PLAYING ROAD GOES ON AND MY ASS FELL OFF ISTG Seeing that og musical has been a DREAAAM OF MINE BUT THEY DON'T PLAY IT ANYMORE OR SO I THOOOOOUUUGHT

The music is insane actually it's so good!!!

When I saw the elves and realised they wouldn't have long hair unless the actor already did I was a little nervous since I just find its difficult to portray elves without the iconic long hair BUT MY GOD THEY'RE GOOD I don't know what these guys did compaired to the short hair elves of lotr prime BUT IT WOOOORKS legolas was perfect and GALADRIEL the actress has stage presence if I've ever seen it!!! She had this for lack of a better word fuck ass bob with a gold wreath thing and a PANT SUIT SHE'S MENTAL I LOVE HER!!!

Her voice is insane there was a moment where a group of people all sang together and they seemed to be singing at the usual stage level right but here voice just boomed iver the whole group it was amazing! She was so loud but she did it well!! I find often when people sing that loud it's like shouting but not in a good way, she was SINGING it was beautiful. She captured galadriels aura and power so well every time she was on stage I just wanted to stare at her.

aragorn was so GOOOOD he also sounded a lot like Orlando bloom to me lmao. His outfit was actually perfection and his haircut??? HE HAD this shaved sides thing going on and???!?!?! I THINK I LIKE IT MORE THAN MOVIE ARAGORN DARE I SAY???

Don't even get started on arwen dude. THE COSTUME DESINERS DID AMAZING WITH HER DRESS AND THE ACTRESS CAPTURED HER SO WELL her ethereal feel with a slight bit of young wonderUUuGGHHhHh screams. Her voice is also actually insane I'm chewing bark.

Frodo was done so wellLLLLLLL the moments when he got taken over by the ring were so distinctly not Frodo!! The actor switched between the two moments so flawlessly!! It was like he was playing two people.

AND SAAAm what a sweetheart he is he's perfect in every way can do no wrong ever ever!! His voice was so pretty I'm gonna goble him up for real. Also I think he got slapped in the face?!? I couldn't see it perfectly but that slam sounded very real with the noise so I wouldn't be shocked. Dedication woa.

GIIIMLI meow meow meow he's so good bald king<<<3333 HIS OUTFIT?? punch me in the face please thanks. Bro his face when legolas was being sassy to him MF said >:000 I LOVE HIS PORTRAAAAAAIIIL UGggghhhHHH he's perfect in every way everyone stay back from my bald king RAAAA

Boromir my pookie gone too soon <333 his outfit was so good his actor was so good EVERYTHING WAS SO GOOD UUUGH Meow when he held frodo wrists to get him to stay I was like 🤨🤨🤨🤨😏😏😏 LOTR MUSICAL IS JUST FULL OF HOT PEOPLE

OMGOD GANDALF UUUGH HE WAS AMAZING idk why I thought he's be played by a younger guy in makeup?? Getting an actually older actor makes way more sense and HE WAS AMAZING

Saruman, elrond and golem were all played by this one guy and it was so good?? You could tell visually like his face that it was all him but he differentiates the characters SOOO well!! Bald elrond will haunt my dreams though..

MERRY AND PIPPIN UUUGHGHHG I love I love they made a tiny tweak to pip which was that since he was played by a lovely actress pip was referred to as a girl, but it was done very well! Nothing about the character changed, personality, story beats, outfit, everything was still pippin the only difference was a few she's here and there which is very much how this thing should be done :)) if you do need to or want to switch and characters gender it's good to keep them the same in other aspects otherwise they just come across as a new character with a familiar name! But that didn't happen here at all, the actress portrayed pip amazingly

Merry was also so good! His voice was amazing and he was so charming!

THE OOOORCS they were amazing. They were so unsettling!! I wasn't sure how they were going to play them but they had this gassmask type thing on it was so good! Everytime they came in I was excited to see them.

The way they did the nazgul was so fun. They were these skeleton horse head puppets!! They opened their mouths so wide it was really unsettling!!

AND THE SPIIIIDERRR everyone gasped when the spider came on. They opened these big doors in the back of the theatre right and she didn't even walk on she was right there! She was huge. She's this big puppet maned by like it's gotta be six or seven people SHE WAS AMAZING

AND OH OH OH THE FIRST AND LAST SCENES WERE OUTSIDE bilbos party was out in the garden!! We all got to sit around and the hobbit came and spoke to us all like we were invited to the party! Bilbo came out and asked me if I had eaten today if was great!! Speaking of which he was SOO GOOOOD

ANNNNDD they mentioned Tom!! WOOO at the end gandalf spoke about going to speak with Tom bombadil! We all had a giggle it was fun

It was just generally amazing all round

[romanticallyghosting]

GOD OKAY SO (falsettos spoilers up ahead <3)

for background falsettos is a musical set in the late 70s/early eighties and is focused on a gay man who married a woman ad had a kid with her, but then divorced her to go be gay, and especially his relationship with the man he leaves his wife for. ANYWAYS their relationship is pretty toxic in the first act. They fight and the man who's the main character and divorced, whos name is marvin, practically forces his lover (who is named whizzer btw FHCUFHGVC i cannot make this up) into playing the "wife" of their relationship due to misogyny and also some internalized homophobia. long story short they break up but then get back together in act 2 which is set two years later when they've both improved as people, which leads to a happier and better relationship. BUT THEN (REMEMBER ITS THE EIGHTIES) WHIZZER GETS FUCKING AIDS AND DIES. ITS SO SAD AND THE ENDING WILL MAKE YOU CRY EVEN IF YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES BUT THE MUSIC SLAPS AD ITS SO GOOOOD

SO theres also an insignificant line in the song- that kind of sets up the relationship where they're bickering and its an AMAZING song to establish their dynamic top of act 1- and there's an exchange between whizzer and marvin with whizzer going "send me flowers" and marvin (not really caring) goes "mention is made" and then whizzer goes "make them roses" and marvin goes "attention is paid in full" and it mostly just serves to start them fighting again BUT it gives me an idea

5+1 thing: 5 times whizzer and marvin give each other flowers, and the one time Marvin wants to but cant

the first one in my head is after they get into a fight, right? Whizzer storms out and goes to a bar or something. when he comes back he sees a few red roses set somewhere in the house as a peace treaty, if you will. they never acknowledge the flowers but the tension is diffused when whizzer crawls into bed with marvin that night

another one, after that, (im not sure what im doing for all of them just yet so bear with me) is when they get back together in the second act. i REALLY like fics set early second act with the two of them where they promise to do better this time, so i was thinking that after they re-meet after 2 years, Marvin officially takes Whizzer out on a date and it is SO cheesy and queer and marvin slows up at whizzer's door holding roses in his hand and they go for a date and be cute

an idea i had just while writing this: so basically we know nothing about most of the character's like backstories or parents but in this fic whizzers mom is gonna be dead and his dad kicked him out after he learned he was gay. SO maybe i do something where marvin remembers that its whizzer's moms either birthday or anniversary of the day she died, and gets Whizzer his mom's favorite flower?? this one could be set in act 1 or 2 really and is a big maybe but idk

ANOTHER maybe idea is maybe that Whizzer and Marvin get in their first big fight since the breakup, and maybe whizzer gets mavin flowers (and maybe a bottle of wine) and they talk about it?

one last quick maybe idea: i dont know if it comes from canon or just purely fanon BUT in a lot of fics whizzer likes photography/is a photographer, so maybe whizzer gets a gallery opening or something big (idk tbh) and marvin surprises whizzer by coming, obviously with flowers in hand

however, the 5th time will probably be when whizzer is in the hospital. marvin brings flowers in to brighten up the room and give whizzer something actually organic to look at instead of the sterile hospital room

the +1: a few weeks after whizzer dies. Marvin rarely goes out of his apartment, but one day he really needs to get groceries since he's running out and he's too embarrassed to ask someone else and reveal just how much whizzer's death is affecting him, so he walks to the store, and on the way home he sees a stand selling flowers, and goes to inspect them and pick one out for whizzer before realizing that whizzer is dead and he's all alone, but he ends up buying them anyways with tears threatening to spill down his face as the flower shop person looks at him funny but he doesn't even care.

so yeah!! thats my idea i had today :) my silly gay ppl. sorry if this a lot to take in or if it makes no sense because i just stream of counciousness-ed it tbh ERHFVJRHGHJ- and let me know if you have questions because i really love talking about my silly gay people!!

FUCK DO ANY OF MY MUTUALS LIKE FALSETTOS I JUST HAD A GOOD IDEA FOR A 5+1 THING AND I NEED SOMEONE TO KNOW ABOUT IT

[sunshinereddie]

bestie… devastating news… this song is so Eddie Kaspbrak coded…

“Wonder what I did to deserve this / how could you hurt a little kid?”

“all that I did to try to undo it / all of my pain and all your excuses / I was a kid but I wasn’t clueless / (someone who loves you wouldn’t do this)”

“all of my past, I tried to erase it / but now I see, would I even change it? / might share a face and share a last name but (We are not the same)”

goddddd. fuck.

Thinking abt Eddie post-canon (ALIVE! HES ALWAYS ALIVE IN MY MIND HOLY FUCK) having to go back to Myra where she berates him for leaving so suddenly and for almost dying. As if it was a conscious choice… and he catches himself defending her in his mind, because “she is just worried, she’s yelling because she loves me”. But then he remembers the reaction of the rest of the Losers when they saw him after his surgery. All wobbly smiles and “I love you”s. Everyone taking a turn holding his hand and expressing their relief that he was alive.

And suddenly is occurs to him, someone who loves you wouldn’t do this. He knows what they would do, because he has people who love him. People who love him unconditionally and without reservations. They were so happy to see him in that hospital room. Myra is angry at him. So angry she hasn’t even asked how his condition was. Just launched straight into a tirade about him being an inconsiderate husband. It all hits him like fucking truck. Myra’s face almost seems to morph into that of the late Sonia Kaspbrak.

Without warning he starts laughing. Laughing at his situation, at his cluelessness. Myra goes a brilliant shade of red, features contorting into an expression that could only be described as irate. Normally, he’d back off and let her continue to scream at him until she got it out of her system. But he doesn’t even know what “normal” is anymore. “Myra, this isn’t healthy” his voice is, thankfully, even. Her face seems to drain of color, suddenly making her seem small.

“Eddie bear, I’m just so worried about you! You left with hardly any explanation and almost got yourself killed. Don’t you see how idiotic that is? This is why you can’t be trusted to be on your own! You can’t take care of yourself! I love you Eddie but-“

“Your love shouldn’t be conditional Myra! Your sentence should’ve ended at I love you! No buts! You haven’t even asked me yet if I’m okay! I’ve been home an entire hour and you haven’t said one nice thing to me! This. Isn’t. Healthy. I can take care of myself! I don’t need you to coddle me! I pulled a knife literally out of my face! I survived a fatal chest wound that I got protecting my friend! I did those things! I don’t need you or anyone else to protect me. I am brave… braver than I ever thought I was capable of being.” His hands are kind of shaking but he feels good. He feels light, like he could float away.

Myra looks like she might be sick.

“Look, we just aren’t good for each other. I don’t think we should be together anymore. I’m gonna go, I’ll stay with a friend for a while. You should expect papers soon. I’m… sorry this didn’t work out, and that it’s ending the way it is. I know we weren’t always like this. I’ll see you around Myra.”

Tears were building up in his eyes but he still turned around and made his way back outside. Myra hadn’t moved from her spot in the middle of the living room, he was thankful for that. It made it so much easier to get back into his car (that he hadn’t even gotten around to unloading) and drive. He wasn’t sure where he was going yet or what he was going to do in the long run, but he knew what he had to do right now.

“Siri, call Richard Tozier.”

-

I could’ve gone down the Sonia & Eddie route, but my first thought was how their relationship shaped Eddie’s relationship w/ Myra. So here it is!

- 🫀

heartie. you're killing me here.

AAAAAAHHHH LEJRHBFLSJEBFGAL;OWRHNFLSAIHEGF;AEOSBGRL THIS IS SOOOO GOOOOD AASAHAHHHHHH like actually oh my god. this was so good.

"someone who loves you wouldn’t do this. He knows what they would do, because he has people who love him. People who love him unconditionally and without reservations." THE LOSERS HELPING HIM REALIZE THIS IS MY FAVOURITE HC EVER,,,, ALL HE'S EVER KNOWN HIS ENTIRE LIFE SINCE MOVING OUT OF DERRY IS HOW SONIA AND MYRA HAVE TREATED HIM, UNTIL HE COMES BACK TO DERRY AND IS SHOWN REAL LOVE AND COMPASSION BY HIS BEST FRIENDS.... HIS REAL FAMILY...... *SOBS AS LOUD AS I CAN*

another amazing mini fic.... i love you so much.....

[nellynee]

Trollstopia Blindblogging: episode 5b - The Snug-a-lug Situation

Ensemble cast of background character you wouldn’t expect to see interact doing a lot of that? Val Thundershock and Lownote Jones? A really fun Branch episode that doesn’t make fun of him? An actually really good bop of a song? Funny? This is a great freaking episode. Require watching. 5/5 absolutly loved it

oooOOOOooo finally an episode who’s genre focus isn’t spoiled by the title card. I wonder if it’s and Ensemble episode?

pffffft omg is Lownote Jone’s life one big Morgan Freeman parody?

Also LOWNOTE JOOOOOOONES

groovatational pull

I’m Mcfuckin Loosing it here

Side note though not sure how into the idea that Funk Trolls are space worthy I am? pretty not very actually? Might be discarded in the headcannon cherry picking. Maaaaaaaaybe upper atmosphere at best.....

“You can never ever under any circumstance... give it a hug.” Ok I’m calling bullshit the show’s got me I legit gasped with them.

Is this a gremlins parody? I’ll never know cause I never watched Gremlins

That little affectionate look Lownote gives the snugalug omg

Branch do not do this you actually like hugs and can be open about it now head needs to come out of butt right now

Lets see... we have social inexperience, check. Too cool for hugs, check. Logic brigade, check. To much self control for hugs, check. Probably low key autism touch avoidance on some scale in all of them.... check

OK! love the volunteering, not a fan of the attitudes.” ok I give Poppy a lot of shit but it’s affectionate shit. She herself is kind of a bitch in a really endearing way. 

Branch giving Val and Lagoona little fist bumps is great. I like the idea that he’s made nice with a Troll willing to call Poppy out and “the only sane Techno Troll” in the background. Same with Val and Gust. We saw them arm wrestling in just the last episode

Jesus Christ Poppy loosing her shit over the snugalug was a bit scary and very funny. Lownote went bipedal to escape from that real quick

So it’s either Gremlins or Tribbles

so if Trolls have a compulsion to hug after hugging once, are these snugalugs Troll based lifecycle parasites?

“Well not running, but I will certainly come sauntering very, very quickly” Lownote says, wearing a monocle... GOD I love him

Holy shit Right Trolls for the Job is a fucking BOP. First purely not Pop song and the first one yet that is genuinely, really, actually very good. Not just competent but GOOOOD. I was surprised it didn’t jump genres a bit when the other’s jumped in but that just proves they were all grooving hard on the same wavelength. 

Oh my god it is a parasite isn’t it?

I really love the saying “combing more hair than we can style here” Actually, I really love a lot of the altered turns of phrases the Trolls have been using. You get your glitter and hair puns without it being overdone and obnoxious

Two minutes later: Cue the horror movie vibe

For real I don’t know who’s doing this but this propensity to take perfectly normal situations and give it a horror movie tone is actually really fun and I hope it keeps happening

Also these guys seem actually really distressed that’s some really good boarding and delivery there

Did they hug it secretly? Or did Lownote loose track of it and it’s come back to harass them?

Val: hisses

Branch refusing to ask for help from the obvious expert on this situation is very on point for him. He’s used to being the crisis guy and not asking for help

they can hug each other?

This episode is rated M for snugalug sex

tribbles it is!

Ok the entire animation sequence of Branch closing a bunker door, as well as all that fluidness to Cooper coming in looks suspiciously high budget

Holiday in Harmony suggests that Branch kept up on whatever was happening between him and Prince D in “Just sing” and now he, D, and Cooper are their own little friend group, and we’ve been sorely missing the Cooper and Branch interactions to look at that even if D won’t be in series, so I really appreciate Cooper just busting in all comfortable like into the bunker out of the blue

Wipes a tear oh my god Branch and Gust and Lagoona holding hands waiting for the end together bitches just pulled a Toy Story 3 and it worked

Finally! I think we are getting into the part of the series where some of the production cast were far more aware of the end product the Movie became because we get a pretty stunning approximation of the Bubble based gravity beam we saw in the movie as apposed to straight up ufo scifi rays we’ve gotten from Funk ships so far

GROUP HUG

fucking Cooper man

Ok but the delivery of that “No harm done baby” really gets me and now I know why. Looked him up and the VA has some real Broadway training. Don’t know how they snagged him but I could listen for hours.

Take note will anything come of this or is the Snugalug forgotten forever?

[nriacc]

OKAY IM READY

1. omg alex is there first thing in the chapter i needed warning AND THEYRE AT HER SPOT AND THEYVE BEEN SPENDING SO MUCH TIEM TOGETHER COULD THIS BE IT????? HE MADE HER ANOTHER SAFE HAVEN AWAY FROM HOME STOP

2. i too would like to know who bestie is dating

3. oh god a letter from matty when he was in rehab is not going to be fun / oh my god he’s going back to the night at the hospital oh my god / ME & YOU TOGETHER SONG TEASE AH / OH MY GOD THIS IS SO MUCH AND ITS STILL JUST THE BEGGING

4. OH okay this is what we’re doing okay uhhhh unexpected really, not too mad about this reunion i mean i have said that i felt like there was some sort of closure needed with matty… / OKAY FINE THIS IS VERY SWEET BUT IM WORRIED ABOUT ALEX OKAY I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM / OKAY I SAY THIS WITH NOTHING BUT LOVE BUT MAN FUCK YOU IM CRYING HE WAS HER FIRST REAL LOVE DUDE // shower sex. yeah… that was hot.

5. OKAY UNEXPECTED A GIRL I GUESS GABY OKAY WASNT EXPECTING THIS OKAY

6. AHHHH OHMYGOD WHATTHE FUCK WHAT NO NO EXCUSE ME!! AM I???!!! HEARING THIS!!! PROPERLY???? YES WHEELS YOU SHOULD GIVE HIM A SHOT OH MY GOD YES MATTY HEALY HAS JUST SAID TO GIVE ALEX TURNER A SHOT HOLY SHIT OH MU GOD IM ABOUT TO EXPLODE IM. LITERALLY GOING TO COMBUST I CANNOT DEAL HOLY FUCK

7. and he’s loved you since i can remember IM IN SHAMBLES YES JUST LET YOURSELF BE HAPPY. WITH ALEX.

8. 2 months have passed 😭😭

9. OH MY GOD ITS THE SCENE OH MY GOD WERE GONNA KNOW WHO IT IS OKAY OKAY EVERYBODY GET READY

10. CHARLIE OH MY GOD OHHH MY GOOOOD

11. please please PLEASE JUST KISSS

12. wait the 🗣🗣🗣 meant matty and wheels talking??? i just figured that out

13. THEY KISSED ITS HAPPENING OHMYGOD LETS GO GIRLS GIDDY UP AND THERES SOMETHING BETWEEN THEM AND SHE WANTS TO RUN WITH IT OHMYGOD IVE WAITED 24 CHAPTERS FOR THIS MOMENT AND I MIGHT DIE RIGHT NOW AND NOT LIVE TO SEE IT COME TRUE

14. IM DYING THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL THEYRE HAPPENING AND THEYRE GRINDING ON A BUNKBED THANK YOU JESUS FOR THIS

15. THEY BOTH FINALLY MADE IT HOME STOP IT NO WAY YOURE SO TRYING TO KILL ME OH MY GOD

THOSE ARE ALL MY THOUGHTS I WILL NOW BE PASSING AWAY AND YES CURLY IS FORGIVEN I CANT EVEN TRY TO BE MAD ANYMORE I LOVE THIS SO MUCH AM I FINALLY GETTING MY WHEELS AND ALEX ??? MY HOPES ARE UP WILL THEY BE DESTROYED? ONLY TIME WILL TELL.

i seriously truly genuinely loved this so much i can’t believe you wrote that holy shiiiiit

Can I just say your reactions were fucking brilliant and they made me smile sooooo much so thank you for that!! Here we go:

1. I absolutely love the two of them in her spot, it makes me feel all warm and gooey inside 🥺🥺🥺 and legit he made his home her home I can’t 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💜

2. Hahahahaha I hope you liked who he was!!

3. Mate how saddddd was the letter😭/ the hospital bits made me sob writing it/ yasssss me & you together song ahhhhhh/ IT REALLY WAS JUST THE BEGINNING AHHH

4. How can we be mad at wheels for doing what’s right for herrrr 🥺/ HAHAHAHA I KNEW ID GET YOU ALEX STANS ALL IRRATE AND THEN YOUD ALL LOVE THE ENDING HAHAHAHA/ IM SO SORRY FOR MAKING YOU CRY IM SENDING MUCH LOVE YOUR WAY💜/ I’m glad you thought it was steamy, that was a last minute addition🔥

5. I knowwwww but I love her couldn’t not have her in this fic

6. AHHHAHAHAHAHA KNEW ID GET YOU!!!!! YOURE HEARING HIM RIGHT!!!! HE ACTUALLY SAID IT!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVEEEEE!!!!! I STILL CANT AND I WROTE IT!!!!!

7. SAME AHHHHH ITS SO CUTE I CANT COPE HE JUST WANTS THE BEST FOR HER I LOVE HIM SO BAD 🥺💜🥺💜🥺💜🥺💜💜💜

8. Imagine how tough that first month was for alex 😭

9. AHHHHHH DID YOU GUESS RIGHT!!!!

10. WE 🥳 LOVE 🥳🥳 CHARLIEEEEEE 🥳🥳🥳

11. Ahhahahahahahahha I made you wait so long😂😂😂

12. 🗣 yessss it was literally talking 😂😂😂😂 everyone was overthinking 😂😂😂

13. THEY FINALLY KISSSEDDDDD AHHHHHHHHHHH THERE ALL SO CUTE AND GOOEY TOGETHER I CANT FUCKING COPE IM SO HAPPY GOT THEM TOO!!!!!!!! PLEASE DONT DIE I NEED YOUR AWESOME REACTIONS FOR THE REST OF THE FIC😂

14. THEY ARE SO SO SO HAPPY🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰 and horny apparently 👀😂

15. AHHHHHHHHH TWO HEARTS AND ONE HOME 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THESE REACTIONS YOU MADE ME SMILE SO SO SO MUCH WITH EACH AND EVERY ONE!!! HERES HOPING NOTHING GOES WRONG BUT ITS NRIACC SO DONT BANK ON IT 💀💀💀

I’m so thrilled you enjoyed it thank you so much💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[calypsoff]

Ninety Two. Part 4

That wife of mine is just a mess, that is the only words I have right now. Having to clean sick from a drunk woman or cleaning sick from a pregnant one, the pregnant one is better cause this stank so bad “god” I breathed out, seeing a shadow over me. Dragging my eyes up seeing a naked Robyn over me “now what?” I asked, I wonder what she is thinking right now because she’s been awful “you look nice naked but what is it?” I am here cleaning this shit, she is there just doing nothing “tired” nodding my head “the bed is there, go to sleep Robyn. I’m here it’s ok” Robyn draped her naked body over me, like that helps “come on now” getting up from my position and holding her “come, go to bed” turning her, Robyn giggled pushing her weight on me so I could fall back on the bed, Robyn laughed out as I did fall back on the bed and then climbed on me butt naked “why are you moody with me?” Shaking my head rubbing the side of my face “just please go to sleep” picking her off me and placing her to the side, getting up from the bed “come” turning to her and picking her up like a baby “Chris” she whined out, placing on the bed “mhmmm” she can whine all she wants but I rather she sleeps because she ain’t fully there and in a stupid mood “there we go all tucked in bed” leaning down and pressing a kiss to her forehead “love you” she needs to sleep it off “hold me!” She grabbed my hand, she really ain’t going to let me go “please” she whined out “I need to clean that mess, this room about to stink if not. I’ll be back” dragging my feet as I walked off, I am tired. Dealing with Rylee is easier than a grown adult, she is very needy too. I don’t mind it, she is having fun and she’s with me, not like she’s with her friends so it’s fine if she’s wasted like this.

I huffed out sitting down on the chair in the corner, I picked up Robyn’ clothing and hung them up, and the panties. I thought she lost them, but I found them, she needs to wear these when we leave. Looking over at Robyn asleep, I knew she would fall asleep. I predicted that, she played up at first of course but then fell asleep straight away. Tapping on Instagram, I wanted to post a picture earlier actually, but I will do it now. I took this in the bedroom before we left, tapping on the plus sign and then adding the picture I took. Adding a caption ‘Mean mugging like I’m ugly’ pressing post, going onto my tags. I always like seeing my tagged posts, they are always interesting to see. My eyes widened seeing all these picture of Robyn and I, oh these are messy. Tapping on the first one, the video played and it’s Robyn putting drink in my mouth from here, from that angle you can see she did that, honestly I thought she did that too but couldn’t confirm it. I have video evidence; oh this is nasty. I know they are going to be talking about the performance, backing out of the video. Seeing a picture of Robyn and I, I like that actually. I look in my zone and she has her arms around me, I look good. No wonder India was on me, I get it. Laughing to myself and reposting the post, adding a caption ‘The LOVE of my life’ pressing send, locking phone and looking over at the bed. This is painful, clenching my jaw and dragging my hand down to my crotch area, my hand it is for tonight, but I don’t mind it.

Frantically looking around the suite, Robyn is nowhere to be found. I just so happened to wake up, it’s still night but she is not here, her bag is here. Her clothes are gone too, I am just concerned she has done something stupid. She is drunk “hey, hi” waving the receptionist over “yes Mr Brown” here I am just going crazy right now because my girl is not here “look I might sound crazy but Rihanna, have you seen here come through here or leave the place” where the fuck could she have gone “she is in the bar sir” my eyebrows knitted together “what?” is she being real right now “she came down just an hour ago and is at the bar” that is crazy, running off from the reception “thank you” I shouted, the bar is open here and the music is playing but why and how did she get here, what the fuck is she playing at without telling me too. I breathed out seeing Robyn, she is here being the life of the party, how the hell did she find these people. Shaking my head as I made my way over to her, reaching over her “you have had enough” grabbing the drink, she didn't reek of alcohol, but I could easily smell her night of fun on her breath “my husband!” she spat “I want to have more Chris, stop it” she slurred out “huh” I scrunched my face up, I am there concerned as fuck and she is here but she won’t understand that “you heard me” she took a shot, a shot I don’t know where she got from “come here” I beckoned her but Robyn ain’t listening.

Following behind Robyn “Nope. I'm not drunk. I just feel gooood” She threw her hands in the air, shaking and gyrating her body to the rhythm of the beat of the music “you’re drunk Robyn please” I stated and watched her closely, waiting to see what her next move was. As long as we had been together, I had never actually seen Robyn this drunk before. So far, I find her to be a mess but funny too “Maybe I am drunk…” Robyn walked towards the bar again and fell back against it. Setting her cup on top of the bar, resting back on her elbows and shook her head, changing her mind “No, I'm not drunk…I'm just toasty…Or is it tipsy?” Her face fell into deep concentration as she tried to figure out which of the two she preferred “Toasty, tipsy. What does it matter? I'm not drunk though” Sliding back on top of the bar, she laid across the counter top. Stretching her legs out and turning on her side, she winked and smirked at me “get down, Robyn” I really want her to stop “it's my birthday” Robyn whined and rolled around, turning her back towards me “you're supposed to give me whatever I want” she stood up on top of the bar and began swaying her body back and forth. “Tonight I’ll be your naughty girl” she sung off-key, holding her drink up in the air and rolling her hips around “Robyn, get your drunk ass off the counter and let's go” I shook my head, but couldn't contain my laugh. I was definitely going to have plenty of stories to share come tomorrow.

Robyn laughed with me “I'm going to dance for Poppa, what is that song. I love it when you call me big poppa, he got a big dick that’s why he’s poppa. I love it when you call me big poppa” Robyn continued to sing. “Robyn” I said, rubbing my neck “ok, ok, ok I will get down” Robyn said childlike, she held her arms out. Helping Robyn down even though she got up there on her own “have a shot with me, then we go?” I sighed out “ain’t you drunk enough, these poor people having to watch you. These are classy people” I am shocked nobody is recording the shambles that is my wife, but it is an expensive hotel and it’s the rich here “shot for the road?” the guy behind the bar said “a long road for me, go on” shaking my head, I swear she is bad. I think I prefer the Robyn that is quiet and not being crazy like this, I can’t even front though. Robyn looks so sexy, even dancing on the bar she looks so sexy doing it, I think she knew it too.

Dragging Robyn back to the suite is actually a nightmare, she keeps stopping in the hallway, like she has now. Robyn gazed up to look me, Robyn’ eyes met mine and she touched her fingers against my cheek. She is hot, cupping my face in her hands, she pulled me towards her. Staring deep into my eyes, stumbling forward, I closed the small gap between our faces and pressed my lips to hers. Our kiss was sloppy, yet full of passion. We clung to each other, hungrily sucking on the other's tongue. Absorbing the alcohol that still lingered there. Our speed hastened as the world began to spin around us. My mind blurring and our need for each other taking over, overshadowing any other thought I possessed. My hands travelled across Robyn’ back until they reached her waist. Wrapping my hands around her midsection pushing her more against the wall, I then pulled her into me. Her dress riding up her thighs, exposing the length of her legs more when I nudged them apart with my knee. My fingers dipped below her dress and slid across her wet slit, earning a shudder and a whimper from her.

We fell into the suite, like literally fell into the suite. Dragging Robyn into the room, I didn’t want us end up being caught in the hallway. The door closed behind us, pulling her panties to the side, I pressed my fingers against her, and Robyn spread her legs further. Her own hands moved at a frenzy to rid of my overalls. Her fingers fumbled around with the buckles until she was able to unbuckle me. My overalls fell and she slipped her hands between the elastic band of my boxers and gripped my length. Moaning softly as she did, my tongue still pressed against her tonsils. Over dominating hers and swallowing each moan that gathered in her mouth. Robyn continued to massage my length, running her fingers over the veins that were pulsating out. Moving my pants out of her way, she tugged my underwear down far enough to pull out my member. Removing my fingers, I held her panties to the side and Robyn aligned the head of my dick to her opening. I could feel her heat beckoning me towards her. We stumbled backwards; our lips never left each other’s at all. We stumbled back against the mini bar in the suite, hearing the glass smash to the floor but not caring. Pressing her against the bar I finally positioned inside of her. We both broke away from each other lips and touched our foreheads together, her dress continued to ride up when I pushed her legs even further apart. Grabbing the nape of my neck she pulled me towards her and rocked her hips forward to the rhythm I set.

She felt so good around me, my forehead fell against her shoulder as I buried myself deep inside of her. Hiking her dress up further, I drove into her, thumping her back against the bar. Placing frantic kisses along the side of her neck, Robyn tossed her head to the side, her hair falling away from her neck, giving my lips more skin to touch. Inhaling deeply, Robyn slipped her hands underneath my shirt and her finger nails dug into my back. Her head flew back when I cupped her thighs and spread her legs wider, just before scooping her up and pushing into her even harder. Robyn’ body shuddered, and she clenched her eyes shut “fuck” I can feel my overalls and boxers gathered around my ankles, I am going to fall. Letting Robyn slowly down onto her feet, my dick standing to attention as I stepped out of my overalls and boxers. Taking my tee off, Robyn was already taking her dress off, now it makes me wonder. Is she actually fully drunk, now I am doubting that.

I climbed on top of the bed and pulled her towards me, turning so that my legs were spread across the length of the bed, Robyn straddled my lap facing me and pushed me back, she gripped the side of the bed and then carefully pressed her palms into my chest and rose her body up enough to position my length beneath her before sinking down on to me, feeling her inner muscles clenched around me and we both grunted out moans of satisfaction. Gripping her hips and thrusting myself forward, I laid back enjoying the feel of Robyn pulsing around me. Her soft grunts and moans were music to my ears to hear. Rocking her hips back and forth, my hands moved up her stomach, my fingers caressing her soft skin before moving further to cup her breast. Leaning forward and claiming one of her breasts in my mouth, sucking down on the pointed bud, I thrust inside of her with a vengeance, keeping up a steady rhythm going with Robyn.

I used my free hand to run down her back, tickling her spine, before cupping her ass and pulling her body towards me. Robyn locked her legs around my waist, arching her body towards me. We continued a perfect rhythm, with her legs wrapped around my body. Her hands gripping my ass, pushing me in deeper, urging me to move faster, to stroke faster. Running her fingers up the curve of my spine, her mouth fell open, forming a small O shape. Each pump, each stroke that I thrust into her caused her breath to hitch, her toes to curls, her temperature to rise and her body to tremble. Robyn cried out in ecstasy “fuck Chris!” Her warm core rippled around me, she rolled her head back and forth. My mouth on her neck, sucking and licking.

I feel shocking, it’s not even me that got drunk like that but I feel terrible. Rubbing my face as I made my way out to Robyn, she is sat on the balcony, I am sure she is sober now. It’s afternoon here too, that is crazy. Leaning down, kissing the top of Robyn’ head “oh” she looked up, catching her smoking. She is smoking, I dislike Robyn smoking, she took those from me “you good?” placing my hand atop of her head “you good?” I asked again, she is weary “oh yeah” she is rough “you sure?” moving back and sitting on the lounger “I don’t feel good, alive though” nodding my head “you sure you good?” I asked “yeah, did we have sex?” she doesn’t even remember “yeah we did” I chuckled “you don’t remember” she shook her head as she placed the cigarette between her lips “will we did baby, talk to me” she seems very deep in thought “I don’t want to go home” she said “you don’t? Why?” I am confused “I feel we haven’t had enough fun yet; I just want to be free. Drive to Vegas, have fun” licking my top lip staring at Robyn confused “but Rylee? We need to go back for her Robyn, what’s wrong? This isn’t you” she is rough “she has the best people with her Chris, I just know our parents would have her just fine, she wouldn’t have been ill. If you want to go back then go, she has you then” clasping my hands together sitting forward “what do you want to do?” I asked, she is being off “we drive to Vegas, Rylee will be fine” I paused not knowing what to say but she wants to go “ok” I just agreed “I need to get clothes” Robyn nodded her head, she is so off.

I came back to the house; I mean we have no clothes and also I smell like sex right now “where is my daughter Chris?” I knew this was going to happen “hey guys, I just come to get some clothes” I waved laughing nervously “eh! Come here” Monica said, Robyn did say not to come but I did so here we are “Christopher, Monica wants you” I sighed out “yes?” I answered, “where is my daughter” that is a good question, the woman that doesn’t want to come home “I think..” I dragged out “she needs some time alone; I think things are getting on top of her. I don’t know honestly, I just come to get some clothes and explain, well ask if you can take care of Rylee. I don’t know, women. They switch, one minute we are having fun and the next she just doesn’t want to come back, I am sorry. I can’t say, my wife said so I obey” Noella just stared at me “I want her home Chris” I was going to speak but Noella did “auntie, let her have space. Let them have space, they need it” Noella took up for me and I appreciate it “have fun” she smiled at me, I am for one just confused right now with everything because we was having fun one minute.

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Captive Love   15

UF!Sans x Reader (or Frisk if you wanna)

Summary: And we pick up that night... oooo, Sans gets naughty....

A/N: Hey, just sayin'... If anyone wanted to, I don't know... draw something inspired by any of my stories... it would be timely, since it's my birthday today... It's cool if not! I'm just sayin'... IF.

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That night....

(Y/n) climbed into the bed, reflecting on the day. 

Strange how much a few hours could change your perspective; she’d started the day thinking that Sans was an asshole trying to keep her kidnapped, but now, she felt more like he was trying to keep her safe from the monsters that would do her harm. 

The door closed as Sans came back in from his nightly routine, silently climbing in the bed behind her. 

He’d been quiet since they’d gotten back from town. He hadn’t even fought with Papyrus, which (Y/n) could tell had made the taller skeleton worried. 

Sans tested the waters, slowly getting closer to her, wrapping his arms around her when she didn’t protest. 

He nuzzled into her neck, seeming to take comfort in holding her against him. 

She didn’t know what had gotten him down, but she was pretty damn sure that it had to do with what had happened on their adventure out to town. 

"'m sorry." It came out as a breath, almost inaudible. 

"F-r wh-t?" (Y/n) asked after a moment. [for what?]

"fer… fer this," he murmured into her hair, one finger touching the collar around her throat. "... i-... useta be mine," he admitted softly. 

Confusion filled (Y/n) at the admission. He'd worn a collar? 

The question was obvious on her face. Why? 

"w-was fer… controllin' me… but i don't want it ta keep control a ya; don't want it ta do anythin' but keep ya safe… jus' wanna keep ya safe, sweetheart…" He murmured. 

(Y/n) fought his hold, managing to turn around to face him, moved by the pure emotion in his voice. 

Her hand reached up to his cheek bone, her thumb brushing over the bone. 

Sans' hand went up to cup her jaw, his thumb tracing her bottom lip and pausing for a moment before his hand slid up to tangle in her hair. 

He leaned forward, his teeth meeting her lips, the points pressing against her lips as he parted them, his tongue slowly reaching out to meet hers and deepening the kiss. 

It was different from any kiss they'd shared so far; slow, soft, the heat building over time instead of hitting all at once, full force. 

Sans rolled so he was over her, his body pressing against hers. 

A soft sound left (Y/n), and her hands reached out, one sliding down his clavicle, her nails scratching along it before reaching his shirt and clenching around it to pull him closer. 

A deep groan pushed its way from Sans at the feeling of her nails scratching him, his hips grinding into her. 

The hand not holding her to his mouth moved down her body, wrapping around the back of her thigh and giving a squeeze before tugging to wrap it around him, her other leg following the motion on its own, opening her soft center to him. 

His tongue and teeth moved down her jaw as he pressed his pelvis against her, a warm bulge grinding into her, pulling a whimper from her throat. 

She was heating up under him, her hands tugging at his shirt in an attempt to get him closer as she arched up, a soft moan leaving her at the friction. 

The hand in her hair detangled itself, sliding down to gather one breast for his mouth to give attention to, his tongue licking slowly over the stiff nipple through the fabric of her shirt, teeth nipping gently as he pulled her thigh tighter around him and ground his bulge against her wettening heat, giving a little friction to her clit. 

Oh god this feels good, (Y/n) thought as she panted for breath. How long has it been since I've felt this good?

At least since before her last boyfriend, so quite a while… 

God, whatever that bulge he's got is, it feels good, she thought as her body arched up to him and another needy noise left her. 

Sans' mouth returned to hers, his tongue tasting and dancing with hers again as he rocked his pelvis against her and groped at her breast, his phalanges pinching and tugging her nipple. 

(Y/n)'s hands moved down his body and pushed up under his shirt, her soft hands sliding over the bare bones of his ribs and the rubbing magic between them, feeling the vibration of the growl that left him at the feeling. 

She dragged her nails over him, whimpering and feeling the need flooding her at his reactions. 

Her hips arched unconsciously to rub her need swollen center against his stiff bulge. 

oh fuck- Sans gasped for air as he felt his sweetheart's hot, soaking pussy rubbing against his cock. sh'feels s'good- oh fuck- oh fuuuck, she feels so gooood!

"ya feel s'fuckun good, sweetheart," he growled, still grinding against her. He could feel the wet softness trying to wrap around him, leaving a wet spot on his shorts that his precum was starting to mix with. 

Fuck- she was so soft, so hot, so wet- she felt so good- the sweet, needy little noises she was making sounded so good- he could feel himself actually starting to get close. 

Shit! He wanted this to last, and if he was going to have any hope, he was going to have to pull back- but his body did not like that idea. 

He was having trouble convincing his body to pull away, until her hands tried to lift his shirt to take it off. 

He was snapped back to reality, pulling away and gripping the hem of his shirt, holding it down. 

She'd be horrified if she saw the state of his body, all the cracks, calcified scars, and ugly marks marring his bones… Then she'd probably never be able to get over it, and he'd never get this close to her again… 

That sobered him up a bit. 

"uuuh- s-sorry, sweetheart… i- um… w-we should stop…" Her confused gaze followed him as he moved back to his previous spot where he'd be behind her. "d-didn't mean ta start that outta nowhere," he mumbled, keeping his eyes away from her. 

Was he not interested? Maybe because she was a human or something?

There was NO way that was the case! Not with how much he'd kissed her up until this point! Not with how stiff he was… 

Was he nervous? 

That didn't seem like it should be it; he'd been driving her crazy a moment ago! Confident, knowing what he wanted, definitely seemed to know what he was doing… 

But he did have a bit of a glow around his cheeks, which she'd come to recognize as the skeleton version of a blush. 

Was he embarrassed? 

This was a lot closer than they'd ever gotten to the full monty before, except maybe when he'd had her pressed to the wall in nothing but his coat… 

Maybe that was it? 

Maybe he was embarrassed for being the one monster attracted to a "disgusting, freaky human". 

Uncertainty filled her, twisting in her heart a little, feeling like rejection. 

Sans was holding her against his chest again, his body against her back. 

She hadn’t wanted to stop. She’d wanted to keep going, just like she had before, except even more this time. Her thighs pressed together and she could feel the way her panties were sticking between her lips, the liquid need soaking the fabric. 

Sans felt (Y/n)’s hips shifting as her thighs pressed together. 

shit… 

He’d had to stop so suddenly that she was probably still all worked up; he sure fucking was… 

The smell of her hair in his nasal cavity called to him, the smell of her desire a sweet siren’s song. 

“i- can help ya wit that- i-if ya want, sweetheart,” he murmured against the back of her neck with his still need gruffened voice, sending another shiver down her spine. His hips pressed to her, his still present bulge against her ass. 

S-should I?

(Y/n) bit her lip. Did she want him to help her with this situation? How did he mean? 

Her train of thought was derailed as his tongue trailed up her throat and one hand slid down to her hip, pulling her against his pelvis as he ground against her ass a little. 

She moaned and her hips rocked back into him. 

“should i take that ‘s a ‘yes’?” He teased, his hand trailing down and lightly tracing shapes over her swollen mound. 

A gasp escaped her at the feeling, and he let out a low growl in response. 

“should i take that as a yes,” he growled as his fingers slid between her thighs, giving gentle pressure as they traced the crease where her panties were sticking to her. 

“fuck…” He breathed, nuzzling against her neck. “all ya gotta do‘s tell me, sweetheart. ‘ll make sure ya have a good time…” 

(Y/n) whimpered as he nipped her while her hips squirmed as they tried to get friction from his hand to the right spot. 

After another moment, she nodded her head and Sans looked up. “that a yes, doll?” Her hips bucked up against where his fingers were slowly rubbing along her crease, and she gave a near frantic nod in reply. 

Sans ran his tongue over his teeth and nipped her throat again, his fingers leaving her pussy to slide down her thigh, rolling her over to her back and now straddling that thigh. 

His mouth found hers, the sharp points of his teeth pressing against her lips again as his tongue met hers. His thick femur pressed against her pussy, making her whine needily, while his hand moved back to her breast and groped it, teasing her nipple. 

Sans was going slower now, feeling like now that she’d said yes, they had more time and didn’t have to rush. 

His hand smoothed down her body, gripping tightly to spots he liked as he made his way to the band of her bottoms, tugging them down around her thighs far enough that he could get his hand inside to touch her, separated only by her soaked panties. 

“fuck… y’re so fuckin’ wet,” he groaned against her ear. 

(Y/n) felt the shiver move through her belly to her core and nodded to him, eyes closed in embarrassment, breath coming out in pants. 

Sans rubbed two phalanges over her, pressing the cloth of her panties against her, feeling the dip where it was stuck to the insides of her lips, and muffled a rough groan with her shoulder. 

He pulled his hand away, trailing the tips of his fingers over her thigh, slowly bringing her attention to focus on the sensitive skin he was teasing, taking his time drawing designs over one before dragging his fingers over her very obviously dripping pussy to repeat the teasing on the other thigh. 

Over her inner thigh, down to the back of her knee, up to brush under the edge of her panties, running down to draw circles on the sensitive area, giving a grope while he was there. He barely touched her as he ran his fingers up and down her slit before returning to the first thigh, continuing his teasing, all the while filling her ear with the dirtiest words. 

“bet that sweet pussy’a yers could drown a man… but whatta way ta go. 

“y’re so soft, sweetheart. makes me wanna bury my head down there an’ use yer thighs as pillows all night…” 

His fingers ran over her soaking wet panties again, giving a couple of strokes before continuing the trail up, taking his fingers up her belly, dragging her shirt with them and feeling the shiver at the fabric drifting up her body to her breast. He ducked his head down, letting his tongue drag over her soft skin next, following the shiver that came with her gasp, reaching her ribs and nipping as his hand moved over breasts and groped them, massaging her nipples through the fabric as whines left her. 

“shit- those noises y’re makin’ are makin’ my cock ache fer ya, sweetheart,” he told her, his hips moving to nudge the rigid length in question against her thigh. 

(Y/n) moaned and felt his groan against her nipple in reply. 

The way his sharp teeth were so gently pinching and tugging her nipple between them, his tongue swirling around it and leaving the fabric covering it wet and making the way his breath blew over it add a layer of sensation was making her hips arch. The way he squeezed her other breast, fingers rolling and rubbing the nipple between them, drawing sensation all the way through the very tip was making the arching of her hips seem like they were begging for his attention lower. Soft, needy whines left her, the damp fabric that gave just a hint of pressure to her swollen pussy making her a bit desperate. 

Sans’ hand slowly trailed down her belly from her breast, his mouth still giving attention to the other, making her body rise to it in a wave as it slid down her. 

When his hand reached her soaked core, he softly ran over it, up and down, giving a gentle squeeze at the top that made her squirm and let out a strangled noise. 

His tongue made a trail up her throat as he looked up to her face, seeing her face contort in embarrassment every time a noise left her, her eyes still clenched tightly shut. A growl rumbled in his chest as he nipped under her jaw. “ah, damn, sweetheart- ya look so damn pretty right now,” he murmured. “such pretty expressions while i’m playin’ wit yer pussy…” 

His fingers rubbed over her, up and down, side to side, making circles as he found what worked best. 

Her hips started arching with his hand, chasing his fingers, and he knew that she was starting to get a little desperate from the tiny noises that escaped her, needy little squeaks and whines that made his cock throb and his hips try to buck against her soft thigh. 

He held back a growl and gave a tap to the soaked, swollen flesh under his hand, but the way she clutched at him and whimpered in reaction pulled it from him anyway. 

His fingers wrapped around the strip of fabric stuck her, tugging it away and sliding the backs of his phalanges against her dripping core, pulling her panties down to where her bottoms rested on her thighs so he could have unfettered access to her. 

“ya gonna make more pretty lil noises fer me, sweetheart?” He asked as he teased his fingers over her. 

She squeaked and nodded as her intense expression deepened. 

“good girl,” he rumbled against her ear, dipping a finger between her folds, immediately rewarded with a needy gasp. 

Sans let his finger move over her, down to her opening and teasing it, then up to her where her clit was begging for attention from its spot among her swollen folds as he learned her anatomy.

He'd never been with a human before, but he hadn't been a virgin for quite a long while, and he had delved into human porn, wondering what the attraction of their soft, squishy bodies was, and… he'd even found a section of it that was dedicated to monster/human videos, even though there were only a few, so he had more of an idea of what he was doing than he would have fresh to the surface, luckily. 

Sans let the heel of his palm press against where her clit was nestled, letting his fingers circle and rub over her tight hole until he slowly let one slide in. 

(Y/n) let out a needy, squeaky whine as she felt the bones penetrate her, their smoothness a different feeling than she was used to. 

He slid his finger out, replacing it with the next, letting it slide in slowly as well. 

He couldn't believe how soft she was there. 

She was pressing around his phalange, so warm, so wet, so tight… almost feeling like the sandy mud had the time he'd drunkenly slipped on the bank of the river in Waterfall and had to wrestle himself free.

When he pulled out this time, he pushed both phalanges into her, letting them wander and feel, exploring until he found a particular spot that made her squeal. 

"mmm, that spot good fer ya, sweetheart?" He rumbled, rubbing his fingers over it. 

"Nnnn!" She nodded as her breath grew quicker. 

Sans' grin grew wider, his tongue flicking over his teeth as he nuzzled against the tender skin behind her ear. 

The rumble of a chuckle sent shivers down her spine as he continued rubbing his fingers inside her, the rough side sliding over a spot so delicious she gripped tighter to his shirt, and the smoother side rubbed against the sensitive ring of muscles while his palm pressed and rubbed at her clit. 

"mmm… stars, sweetheart," he groaned into her ear, his low voice dripping lewd thought, "look at ya… that look on yer gorgeous face… such a sweet noise y’re makin’...” He grunted against her, his hips shifting and grinding against her thigh in time with his finger’s thrusting. 

Sans’ hand went through different motions until he found a way to press his palm against her clit while letting his fingers move faster in and out of her. Her hands tightened on his shirt as she arched, a needy squeak drawing from her. 

“fuck… tha’s it, sweetheart,” he panted against her, his hot breath brushing over the sensitive skin of her neck. “arch those hips ‘gainst my hand… c’mon, dollface…” 

(Y/n) was gasping for breath, hanging onto his shirt for dear life as she neared the edge, and the sexy sound of him panting and groaning in her ear only helped to push her closer. 

Sans was getting close, the softness of her thigh surprisingly efficient at getting him off. “c-c’mon- ngh, c’mon, f-fuck… ya- ya gotta- ngh- f-fuckin’ come fer me, sweetheart,” he ordered, his hand speeding up in its motions. 

(Y/n) fell over the edge with a squeak of ecstasy, hearing Sans’ breath matching hers and coming out in quickening pants as his hand moved faster, fucking into her with wild abandon as his hips were almost bucking against her, both gasping for breath. 

“s- so f- fuckin’ good, c- comin’ on m’ ha-and, sweetheart-” he told her, his hips grinding needily against her. He groaned into her as she whined his name with a squeak, his tongue licking over her and teeth nipping under her jaw, until he felt a shiver move through her inner muscles and she came again, tossing her head back with a harsh, but quiet cry as she tightened around his fingers again, tighter this time. “f-fffffffuuuuuucccck,” he growled as he came, his magic spilling and immediately soaking through his shorts. “ungh, (y/n),” he moaned against her, his tongue licking up her throat, nuzzling and nipping there, too, as his hand still gripped and pet at her, his pelvis giving soft jerks. 

shit… Realization hit Sans as they both panted to catch their breath. i fuckin’ jus’ came all over ‘er leg… fuckin’ embarrissin’… 

He drew out his touch, softly stroking her before he drew his hand back, resting it, coincidentally, on the spot he’d cum, hoping that her wetness would hide his own. He nuzzled under her ear and nipped gently. “be right back, sweetheart,” he told her, climbing from the bed and grabbing a pair of shorts from the ground as he stumbled out to the bathroom, quickly cleaning himself up and putting on the other pair of dirty shorts before bringing back a damp cloth to clean her up with. 

She was sensitive, and he teased her by giving tiny little nips around her thighs and hips as he cleaned her, managing to tug her still wet panties off and toss them off the bed before letting her lift her hips and pull her bottoms up. 

Sans pulled her against him after tossing the cloth away somewhere, burying his nasal ridge in her hair. “mmm, fuck, sweetheart, tha’ wuz beautiful…”

They were both worn out from the activities, and also from the strength of their orgasms after so long without, quickly falling asleep. 

A/N: Really Sans- all over her thigh! Messy! .

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[canumoveurseatup-no]

front row seats

part two to listening party - please read warnings before continuing to read, don’t read if any of those warnings bother you.

summary: why listen when they can just watch? and maybe even... participate?

pairing: bruce x black!reader (18+ as always), avengers x black!reader 18+

wc: 3k (did this on mobile so sorry for no ‘keep reading’ tan)

warnings: NASTY NASTY NASTY!! Please be 18+!! age gap, exhibitionism (fuckin in front of the team), voyeurism (the team watching you get fucked), creampie yet again, crying kink again (bc i’m a submissive whore and love it when ppl make me cry during sex), choking, daddy kink, crude language, squirting, masturbation, rough sex, subspace, toe sucking (not a fan of it but wanted to try writing it lmao), oral (male and female both receiving), anal play, orgy tendencies

a/n: just noticed i reached 3000+?! wow, it still amazes me that i even have followers at all and lovely people who appreciate my work. i hope y’all know i mean it when i say i love y’all bc you’re encouraging a passion of mine, thank you so much!

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“Okay but before you head off to fuck the night away...can we watch this time?,” Tony was not afraid to be blunt. He said what everyone else was thinking

“Tony, you can’t just ask people to watch them go at it!.” Steve was completely appalled by Tony’s actions but he was hoping deep down you and Bruce said yes

“Well everyone’s thinking it! My ‘listening party’ file is filling up. I demand front row seats,”

“Okay.” You and Bruce look at each other and just shrug. They’ve heard enough to make a whole playlist- might as well give them a mental visual download.

Sam’s eyes widen and he sits up straight in his chair, “Woah, seriously?,”

“We’re comfortable enough with ourselves to put on a show,” Bruce’s hand rubbed circles on your back which had you leaning into him.

Bucky was the first to stand up, rubbing his hands together, ready to get this show on the road. “Well slather butter on my ass and call me a turkey, this is great!,”

You snickered and shook your head, taking Bruce’s hand to lead him to the bedroom, “Barnes, don’t ever say that again,”

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“But I want that seat!,”

“No, I sat here first!,”

“Natasha, mooooove,” Tony stomped his foot like a child before just deciding to take the chair from under her and sitting in it. This would give him a perfect view of all angles.

“I’m gonna find your listening file and delete it all!,”

“You wouldn’t dare!,”

“Would y’all sit down and shut up!,” Sam had taken a seat by the window that way he’d have a good side profile view of you. Thor sat with a beer in his hand beside Wanda at the left corner of the bed, Bucky and Steve sat beside each other by the closet, they were farthest away, but the view was still perfect, Natasha, Clint and Tony sat at the foot of the bed, lined up like three musketeers.

The bickering stopped when they heard a sweet whimper fall past your lips. Your back was against Bruce’s chest and you held a body wand against your sensitive clit, Bruce kissing your shoulders and neck while twisting, pinching and tugging your nipples.

“Want you to get your pussy nice and wet for everyone, okay dove?,”

Your hips buck up into the head of the wand as you turned the vibrations up, “y-yes Daddy,”

“Oh she kills me with that,” Tony sighs to himself. If only you were calling him that. Tony wanted you so bad, more than anyone else if he did say so himself.

“Keep playing with that pussy, baby. Get yourself all slippery and creamy for us,”

Your hands shook as the realization hit that you were actually being watched. It not only terrified you but turned you on all in the same breath.

“Oh she’s about cum already, I can smell it on her. It’s delicious,” Thor takes a swig from his beer and cleared his throat while his eyes remained glued to your glistening heat.

“Is he right, dove? You about to cum?,” Bruce pinched your nipples harder making your moans fall on their ears like a beautiful symphony.

“Gonna cum,” you confirm.

He flicked the switch higher and your legs shook harder as you fought your body to keep the wand against your clit. You were easily overstimulated but you loved it due to the euphoria subspace brings in the midst of it.

“Gonna be a good girl and show them how cute you look when you cum?,”

Everyone was still surprised with the way Bruce talked to you. So encouraging yet sweetly nasty.

They all had their eyes glued on you. Not sure whether to keep their eyes on your pussy or your facial expressions, an internal conflict they all had to fight because both were sinfully enticing.

Bruce’s hands pin your thighs down as you threw the toy to the side once you started to cum. Their jaws dropped when they saw gushes of clear fluid coming from you. Your body convulsing as gush after gush came. Squirting right at the foot of the bed where the three sat.

“Oh Jesus,” Sam whispered to himself

“This... is why I wanted a front row seat,” Tony pointed to the wetness on your comforter.

“I can die happy after seeing that,” Wanda whimpered.

Right along with Wanda, you whimpered as well as Bruce wrapped a hand around your throat and fingers entering your soaking pussy. The wetness was explicit as it made sloppy noises while he finger fucked you. You couldn’t catch your breath with him choking you, you didn’t want to.

“Harder, Daddy!,” wanting it all. You moved against his fingers and clasped your hands over his to get him to squeeze your throat harder. You wanted your pulse to pound like ceremonial drums.

Steve was entranced with the way your eyes fluttered. So genuine and overtaken with pleasure, he watched the way your little toes curled, you were about to cum again.

“Who wants to finish her off?,”

“Me!,” Thor shot straight up and moved across the bed. Everyone groaning at themselves for being too enthralled in you to realize what Bruce asked.

He removed his fingers and held them to his side

“Can I taste her then?,” Wanda asked, eyeing Bruce’s dripping fingers, she was parched and only you could quench her thirst.

Thor pushed two of his thick fingers deep in you. Seemingly already knowing how to make you explode.

“You’re so warm,” Thor sighed to himself. Tony was jealous. He wanted to touch you or taste you. Hell all of them did, but Tony? He was willing to fight for it, as childish as that might seem. You were like a siren and he was a sailor falling for your song.

Thor moved to the side so everyone could see him pushing you to the edge. Wanda looked you right in your eyes as she sucked you off Bruce’s fingers and it happened again, your eyes couldn’t stay open, it sounded like you had water in your ears as you let out a moan that could put wolves howling at the moon to shame.

“Yes, Don’t stop, little dove,” Thor encouraged. You were about to clamp your thighs shut but Bruce wasn’t having it.

“Be a good girl and keep that pussy on display,”

Tears began running down your cheeks already, a little smile showing on your lips as you began coming down.

“She’s a cryer? They’re my favorite,” Clint groaned to himself. He loved pushing his lovers the edge of ecstasy, he loved pushing them over that hill to get their minds blank, cumming so hard they cry.

He wanted to make you cry.

Thor retracted from you but not before placing a kiss on your cheek, “You really are a good girl,”

He took his seat by Wanda and sucked on a finger to experience your essence. It was like drinking sweet, refreshing cranberry juice on a hot day. He let Wanda suck you off his other finger and you shook at the actions.

You didn’t have time to comprehend it though before Bruce moved from behind you to position himself between your legs, knelt at the foot of the bed, right at Tony’s feet. Bruce pulled you closer until his nose nudged your clit and he laced his fingers with yours.

“You hungry?,” You teased. Bruce was a sucker for eating you out. He made sure to every time, he relished in your taste.

“Always,” you felt his wet warm tongue graze your clit and your nails dug into his hands. You were dripping, two orgasms prior, you couldn’t help it. Your legs were raised and toes curled as he buried his face in you.

Your toes brushed Tony’s legs and it sent blood rushing to the head of his cock. Your coral painted toes looked beautiful against your brown skin. He took your foot in his hand and massaged it watching you before taking his next bold step and sucking your first two toes in his mouth.

Your breath hitched and you sat up on your elbows, eyes wide, watching him suck on your toes like a fudge pop before it melted. It was a sensation you never felt before but damn it had you giving Bruce more arousal suck up.

“Daddy you eat my pussy so. fucking. gooood!,” your head fell back against the bed and you fucked yourself onto his tongue, “Especially while Daddy Tony sucks on my toes,”

Bruce has no idea what was going on behind his back but he gauged your reaction, realizing you must like whatever his best friend is doing to you, even if it’s new.

Tony kisses up and down your calf while massaging the soles of your foot. You were pushed to another orgasm when Bruce sucked and nipped at your clit and Tony sucked your pretty, clean toes back in his mouth. You looked him right in the eyes as you came. More tears rushing to your eyes and falling down your hot cheeks as you came with a loud cry.

“Fuck!,” you’re left panting and dazed. Bruce crawls over you and kisses the shell of your ear before whispering,

“Been dying to see you get sloppy while sucking another cock... so pick one,”

You’re in shock. This went from everyone wanting to watch to everyone getting a go at you. But hey, you weren’t complaining. Not like they all weren’t pining after you.

“Sammy,” you huff in a confident breath, “I want Sammy,” you said loudly.

He heard his name and his eyes widened like deer in head lights, “Sammy what?,”

“I want you to fuck my mouth,”

“You sure?,”

He knew you and Bruce didn’t have a label but shit you might as well. He didn’t want to cross boundaries.

“I let a literal God finger fuck her and Tony sucked her toes,” Bruce sat up off the bed and motioned for Sam to take his spot. He undid his pants in a flash and you got right to business. Your face in his lap, ass up in the air, everyone wanted to either eat you or fuck you.

“Nat?,” Bruce said from behind her. She didn’t even look at him, she was too into the way you were gagging, too into the way spit dripped down your chin. Sam was having a field day and he was about to cum easily.

“Yeah?.”

“Go ahead and get a taste,”

She crawled on the bed toward your waiting pussy, your inner thighs were shiny from your pussy dripping cum. You felt her tongue on your thighs and it was much softer than Bruce’s, it tickled almost. She moved her tongue against like you were a melting scoop of ice cream ready to fall off the cone.

Then she went for the gold and it had you gagging more on Sam, he didn’t even have time to warn you that he was cumming. He felt bad that it shot straight down your throat but you swallowed it welcomly. You could tell he had a balanced diet just by the taste and you loved it.

Natasha position herself right under you so you were sitting on her face. You were so caught up in the feeling of her tongue that you didn’t even hear Bruce tell Bucky to get a taste too. Bucky was a major ass kinda guy. Everyone knew he loved your ass, so it didn’t surprise anyone when he straddled Natasha amd his tongue met hers as he licked from your clit all the way to your ass.

“You guys are killing me,” you had your head hung low and a pillow clenched tight in your fists. Sam finally stood up, his legs still feeling like jelly, went back to his chair to enjoy you lose your sanity.

“She likes sucking fingers, do your best,” he slapped Steve on the shoulder and when you felt his strong hand gripping your face you fell apart.

“Open up, dove,”

You followed the Captain’s rules and happily sucked his thumb while he palmed himself through his lounge pants. He loved the way your lips wrapped around his finger. Sucking like your life depended on it. Then he removed his thumb and thrusted his middle and finger in, making you gag just to see those pretty tears. Your gagging caused your walls to tremble around Natasha’s fingers and the way she moaned against you had you leaning into Steve’s fingers more. Then you felt a cool, slick metal finger push through your tight ring of muscle and it had you rearing back from Steve’s fingers to face plants in a pillow as you cum again.

“Oh keep cumming for me, Dove,” Nat didn’t hesitate to slurp you up like the last remaining bit of a slushee. Bucky’s finger felt so good in you and he kissed your cheeks. Your body fell limp and everyone pulled back from you.

“Daddy I need you,” you really just needed him in your guts right now.

Bruce realized the only one who didn’t get anything out of you was Clint, but in all honestly Clint was fine with just watching right now, another chance would arise.

Bruce came back over to you cradling your body in his before moving you on your hands and knees so you faced the team.

“You okay? What’s your color?,” his hands soothes over your hot body and he easily calmed you down.

“Hot pink,”

Hot pink meant you were great and right on the edge of subspace. You felt the tip of his cock brush against your clit, collecting some of your juices on him.

“Fuck, look at you. You like it when I let the team have turns with you knowing they’ve been wanting you?,”

He didn’t even let you answer before plunging in deep. A deep gasp from you filled the room.

“You liked feeling someone else’s mouth on your pussy? Someone else’s finger in your ass, dove?,”

“Oh my God,” You bit your lip and let your head fall on the bed until you felt someone’s hand lift your face. It was Tony.

“Be a good girl for us and keep that head up, yeah?,”

“Answer him,” Steve commented

“Y-Yes yes!!,”

Wave after wave of tingles had your stomach coiling as Bruce had your hips in a tight grip, getting as deep as he can. He was so deep he hit your cervix, it hurt a bit, but it was a good hurt that had you ready to cum and maybe black out from so many orgasms.

“You liked having another heavy dick in your throat didn’t you? You liked feeling a God’s fingers deep in your greedy cunt didn’t you, dove? You love people relishing in your fucking taste? Huh? Is that why you’re so fucking soaked for daddy?,”

Your vision was a blur of tears, Tony moved his hand to your throat and squeezed, making you gasp. He loved feeling like he had power, “Answer your daddy,”

“Yes, yes I love it!,” your squeal echoes in the room and You have everyone either clenching their thighs or palming themselves to the point of blowing one.

“Oh, oh God, Daddy harder, I need it harder,” you begged, body ready to fall limp. You never could trust your strength in this moment because you did fall limp and Bruce laid right into you, fingers finding their way into your hair as he tugged.

“C-Clint,” you called out for him, “Smack me, please,”

Tony scooted back so Clint could kneel in front of you like a knight to a Queen.

“You’re so fucking pretty when you cry and beg,” he whispered, holding your cheek so gently but the slap he delivered didn’t match at all.

“M-more!,”

“She’s deep in it now,” Wanda whines, she could always tell when you were in subspace. Each time Clint slapped you, your pussy clenched Bruce tight, ready to milk him dry.

“Fuck, dove,” Bruce keeled into your ear, “You’re gonna make me cum baby,”

Bruce kissed all over your shoulders, spread your legs wide so he could see your pussy taking him in, he loved the way your ass cheeks and thick thighs rippled with each thrust he made.

“You let them touch you but whose good girl are you?,”

“Yours, Daddy. Only yours!,” you sobbed, “only your good girl, daddy,” hiccuping and ready to cum.

“Cum for me baby, be a good girl and let go,”

He kissed your wet cheek softly and for some reason that action pushed you over the edge.

You raise up in your palms and rear your ass back against him to hold him perfectly at that angle. The team shivers at the way your eyes roll back into your head, it puts a demon possession to shame. You’re whining and whimpering and shivering.

“I want you to cum in me, daddy. Pl-please,” you groan as he spanks your ass. He flips you over and pins your hands by your head. Your mouth is wide open in a silent scream as you see his eyes and neck turning green.

It should scare you, but it just has you opening your legs wider.

“Yes daddy!! Don’t stop, don’t stop, please don’t stop,”

He just about hulks out as he cums with a sexy roar that almost deafens you. You’re staring up at him with a teary smile until you cover your face and let out a wail.

“Fuck! Th-thank you so much,”

He removed your hands from your face and kisses your tears away. Loving the salty taste they leave on his lips, “you’re such a good girl.” He calms you down with sweet words and a nice bath while the others set his room up the way it was before. He soothes you into a nap and goes to find the others once he hears your gentle snores.

“My glasses recorded everything, can I keep it or is that too much,” Tony sat with a glass of scotch and a bulge in his pants.

“That’s a Y/N question,” he shrugs, “She’ll probably want to watch it with you,”

The others still sit around dazed that all of that really happened. Sam’s legs are still twitching, Natasha, Thor, Bucky and Wanda can still taste you on their tongues and they can only hope to get more.

“How would you feel about...,” Clint shrugged, “Each of us having our own little solo fun with little dove?,”

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[chwesolai]

cafe girl, grocery boy | ch. 11

oopsy

[masterlist] 

I knew this was too good to be true.

CHAPTER SONG: Oopsy by Weki Meki

A/N: this WILL be a long one because of my lack of updates and all this slow  burn here’s where our trouble begins, so STRAP IN

- Seungcheol -

Oh shit. Y/n and I walk into the shop, greeted by a familiar face I know all too well. I forget she worked here with them.

“OH MY GOD Y/N!” Yves knows her?

“YVES! OH MY GOD! You work here??”

“Omg, my parents forced me to get a job to pay off my credit debt, so, here I am, serving boba in the coolest place in Seoul,” Yves smiles and she talks to y/n, completely ignoring my existence, “Oh! Seungcheol! Hi!”

“Hey Yves.”

Y/n turns and looks at me, shocked, “You know Yves too?” The sound of it was similar to when she found out I knew Jeonghan, almost disappointed, please don’t connect the dots. I don’t associate with them anymore.

“Oh honey, we KNOW each other for sure. We dated.” Alright, fuck you ms Ha SooYoung. “I broke things off but we’re cool, right, Coups? Anyways, what are you doing together? Another study group y/n?”

She can’t just talk to y/n that way. This can’t be happening right now, where’s Jihoon? Where’s hao? They’re supposed to be working right now. Not her shitting on y/n right now. 

“Oh! Actually, we’re on a date right now!” The slightest bit of poison was leaving y/n’s tongue as she said that. Y/n does not give a shit, oh my god, thank you.

“O-oh!” Yves laughs in her face, “Wellll! You guys have fun! I’ll let Minghao help you guys out, I’m actually heading out!” Yves nervously laughs as she turns to the back of the shop.

“She’s in my study group for economics, I know she can be like that,” Y/n turns to me, grabbing onto my arm, “Hey? Are you ok?”

“Yeah, yeah. That was just not expected,” I huff a sigh-laugh as I look into her concerned eyes, “It’s ok, y/n, really.

“Aw, Cheol,” She wraps her arm around mine and continues to look at the menu. She really is this perfect. I would’ve shut down if Yves approached me like that but she already knows how she is. That could’ve ended terribly, she can never find out about that I was associated with that frat, she just can’t, that’s not who I am anymore.

“CHEOLLIE!!!” Sometimes I really do hate my friends.

“Hi, Hao,” I look at him, shooting lasers into his brain, “This is y/n.”

“Ahhhh ms. cafe girl! Nice to meet you, I’m Minghao and welcome to my little shop, welcome to the palace where you can sit in a throne 24/7.” Minghao smiles wide as he does his usual gist of the shope for y/n as she giggles at his ridiculousness, “So are we ready to order?”

Y/n looks at me and I nod at her, “Yeah we are! Could I get a brown sugar milk with almond milk and honey boba please?”

“You got it, Ms. y/n and a classic milk tea for you Cheol?”

“You already know.”

“Alrighty buds, that’ll be on the house, as it is ms. y/n’s first visit to the palace and it should be right out for you guys!”

“Aww thank you so much,” y/n smiles at hao as he walks away to go start the drinks and she turns to her bag and tips $10 for him.

“You really are perfect, aren’t you?” I look at her in awe.

She hits my arm once again and begins to walk to one of the window tables, “Oh please. The guy built this place from the ground up I have mad respect for him. The cafe was a partnership with me and Joshua and my parent’s loan. Minghao must went through so much to put this all up.” I just nod as she continues to tell me about how her and Joshua were barely sophomores in college running a coffee shop with only three people, them and their friend, Mingyu.

She has so much ambition. She’s made for the business world, yet, when it comes to her family, she could care less. Sounds like someone else I know. I was too caught up in her story until she stopped and kept whispering, “No. It can’t be him. Not now.”

Her eyes focused out the window, stopping mid-sentence as a loud voice booms in the shop, “GOOOOD EVENING PALACEEEEEE!” Hoshi? Why is she afraid of Hosh? Wait. 

“Hyung, if you always come into work, screaming, I’m going to fire you,” Minghao rolls his eyes at Hoshi as he finishes up our drinks, “Look you’re scaring our guests.”

Hoshi looks over in our direction and sees me, a smile beaming, “Oh my god! HYUNG!! HI!!!”

I smile back at him, waving as I watch Hao push Hosh into back of the house and Jihoon walks out, finally where tf has he been?

“For Seungcheollie!” Oh my god I hate him, that stifles a laugh out of y/n, ok she’s warming up again.

“We’re taking it to-go, Ji.”

“No worries, sorry about Soon, he does that.”

I just smile at him, “Its ok really, I’ll see you back at home, tell Hao we said bye.”

“You got it. Oh! Wait! Have you...”

“Yes.”

��WAIT REALLY ALREADY THAT WAS A JOKE BUT DAMN KID”

“Goodbye Jihoon.” I scoff at him, smirking, “Come on, y/n, let’s go for a walk.”

She just nods as she takes my hand and grabs her drink with the other.

It’s cold. The breeze rushes through as cars roll by, she’s shivering idiot help her, we stop for a second as I let go of her hand and go to take off my jacket and wrap it around her. A small “Thank you,” comes out of her mouth after a long while of silence.

“Want to talk about it?”

“About Soonyoung?”

I’ve only ever heard Jeonghan call Hosh ‘Soonyoung’. “Looked like it really shook you up, seeing him. It’s ok if you’re not comfortable.”

“He’s an ex. We dated in high school and then found out we were going to the same school and then I became a sweetheart for his and Jeonghan’s frat.”

Wait. She was “Red”? No. It can’t be. “A sweetheart? I would’ve never-”

“Yeah. I know. I hated every minute of it. These guys would call me Red and basically use me to find girls to set them up with. And long story short, Soonyoung and I dated for nearly 6 years. We broke up our sophomore year of college. The frat changed him.” I’m so sorry for what they did to you, “It was just traumatic. Too much peer pressure and caused too much trouble. Too much-”

“We can stop talking about it, y/n. Breathe, come one let’s sit here.” We walked as far to the dimly lit park by the riverside and sit at a bench, facing the river, “Yves was a blind date gone wrong.”

“Cheol, you don’t have to-”

“You opened up to me, so, I want to open up too,” I look over at her and she nods, letting me continue, “It was just I was with a bad group of friends at the time and Yves convinced me I needed to be with her to survive. I needed her to get to the top. But I never cared about getting up top. I never cared about the publicity. She made me feel like shit constantly, leading to me dumping her.”

“Yves is quite a character.”

“So is Hoshi.”

She just laughs, “You know who gave him that nickname?”

“No..”

“Yep. That’s why I never call him that, yet, everyone and their mothers call him that.”

She just laughs as she takes another sip of her drink, “holy shit this is good.”

“It’s Hao’s parents’ specialty. He learned all they knew about tea, coffee and all that.” I just smile at her child-like wonder at this cup of milk tea.

“It’s amazing, we have to go back again.” Again, huh? I turn to her and smirk, “So there will be a next time?”

“Mhm, when you put it that way, no.”

“y/n! I’m serious!!” She just laughs again, please keep laughing it’s so cute, “So, tonight was-?”

“Tonight was unexpected. But being with you is something I want all the time.”

I wrap my arm around her, moving us closer together on the bench, “I want to be you all the time too.” Our eyes met, as the lights in the park begin to flicker on, twinkling.

“May I?” I caress y/n’s cheek as she giggles again, mumbling something along the lines of you’re a dork as I pull her in for a kiss. Heat rushing to my cheeks as she leans into the kiss, it was almost like music began playing, wait there is music playing. Y/n pulls away and looks into my eyes and simply says, “Dance with me.”

The music came from some street performers, a woman singing and a man playing guitar. What romance movie am I in right now? She wraps her arms around my neck and we sway to the sound of Dancing In The Moonlight. We stay like this for a good minute until I feel her shiver once again, “let’s get you home, ok?” She nods and I offer my hand to her but she comes and wraps around my arm. God really has given me the cutest girl alive..

- Jeonghan -

“Han, stop.” Seokmin rips the new glass of beer out of my hand, “This is out of control, please dude.”

“What can I do now? They’re in love, they just kissed on THEIR FIRST DATE. Y/n can’t even give me the time of day. She can’t see as anything else. It’s POINTLESS!”

My yelling begins to draw attention from other guests in the restaurant and Seokmin turns over and goes and apologizes, “Aw shit. What is she doing here?”

“Who?”I turn and look and it’s Miss Devil’s Advocate herself, “What do you want, SooYoung.”

“Oh don’t give me that Yoon. Have you seen who’s with our precious little y/n?” Yves shoves herself into the booth next to me.

“Can’t you tell that I know?” Waving at my numerous beer glasses, “I’m doing just dandy Yves.”

“This is sad. You aren’t Yoon Jeonghan anymore.” That’s it.

“Maybe I don’t want to be that Yoon Jeonghan anymore, SooYoung. The girl I’ve been in love with for who knows how long just went on a date with my biggest enemy on campus and he’s gotten farther than I have ever gotten. And of course, it’s fucking Choi Seungcheol.”

Yves just laughs, shut the fuck up bitch, “Anyways, Ms. y/n is in for it.”

“Don’t fucking touch her.” I stand up in the middle of the restaurant, and then slowly sitting back down, “You know y/n is off limits.”

“But Red isn’t.”

How dare she bring that up. Not that. “Let’s go, Kyeom. Have fun with the check, Yves.” I tilt my head at Seokmin and we get up and leave.

Seokmin puts his hand on my shoulder, “I’m proud of you.”

“We need to figure out what that bitch is up to.”

“And out the window, there goes Jeonghan 2.0.”

[miragecoded]

music shuffle challenge!

rules: you can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to! put your favorite playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people. no skipping!

many thanks to @billycaplans & @zukkacomrade for tagging me in this!! i'm using my 2020 wrapped playlist

1. the one that got away - katy perry

oh alright we're starting off exposed huh. then i'll admit i know all the lyrics to this one & sobbed to it on loop for like a week this month. one of the best pop ballads out there in my opinion

2. BOP - dababy

nooo omfg 💀 listen i hate dababy's vibes but this song fucks

3. trina - smino

ahhh i was bumping this because before the pandemic my college dance group was working on a piece to this :^( but really nice summer cookout energy

4. in the party - flo milli

no explanation needed because ms milli said it all here

5. keep it real - jamal

this was on a playlist that kept me grounded around october. this sound captures one of my fave eras of hip-hop

6. map change - every time i die

omg i got recced this from a zukka fic at a time where i was on a metal roll. more hardcore genres are another core of my music taste but i never listened to every time i die before this. dunno how i didn't

7. WAP - megan thee stallion, cardi b

i know all the words now coz it's just toooo gooood... yeah i'm on the ace spectrum. yeah i love WAP. we exist

8. she's so gone - naomi scott

a fucking classic wlw/trans anthem. this one was really good for my gender crisis the past few months. & also i can dream about being in a band

9. BURN IT - FEVER 333

omg my gf shares my spotify and this was one of her ones that made it. but this band is headed by a black punk artist that i rlly love. this song's really good actually & fits the vibe for living in amer*ca right now lmfao

10. redbone - childish gambino

makes me FEEL things, an old favorite. i danced to this a lot while working at the coffeeshop. happy memories & one of my no-skip albums!

i'm tagging: @vietzuko @punkzukka @spicyprincezuko @kyoshisapphic @crosspin if u want to!!

[espytalks]

i’m still on hiatus as of writing this, but by the time i post this i won’t be.

ive been watching a lot of netflix lately, and i’m pretty much just going through my “to watch” list, so i thought i’d give some thoughts on some of the show’s ive watched so far. 

this’ll probably get super long.

oh shoot i forgot i had this post as a wip. i went on a phase of watchign shows for a bit when i tried to step away from tumblr for a bit a few months back. this is definitely super long, so heads up if you click read more, you’re gonna scroll for a while.

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i watched this show all the way though at least twice, and many scattered episodes several times over the course of years, up until i stopped watching tv altogether, which was quite a while ago. at some point i realized the last time i watched it, i didn't know i was asexual. it kinda made me realize why i didn't quite get the romancey bits when i was younger.

i don’t want to spoil the show on the off chance you haven't seen it, cause this is one of those i think is best watched unspoiled, but even if ya know it, the show is incredibly fun to watch. 

it has amazing fight scenes, fantastic animation that still holds up (impressive for a kid’s tv show of it’s time, if you ask me,) and incredibly complex and interesting characters that change and grow along with the plot, which raps up nicely by the end of the third season. 

10/10 one of the best shows of all time, even outside of animation. amazing rewatchability, too! 

BNA:

all i knew of this going in was from gifs a friend kept reblogging. 

it’s basically a zootopia-esque story, about a human who has turned into a beastman, which are these human-like creatures that can also turn into animals? it’s kinda weird but ok my suspension of disbelief has worked harder before. it’s also pretty short (12 or 13 episodes i think,) so the story is pretty packed together and moves pretty fast.

i loved the animation. it’s an anime from studio trigger, and i LOOOOOOVE that animation style!! hoooly shit guys it’s SOOOO GOOOOD!!!!!! the colors and general feel of the show visually is just top tier. lots of interesting colors and shapes and expressive poses and expressions! i’d recommend it purely on it’s aesthetic, cause it’s gorgeous.

unfortunately, i think the story kinda sucks. i don’t think it detracts from the show much, but i felt like a couple of the story twists (especially towards the end) kinda came out of nowhere, or where kinda crammed in there as best they could to make it fit. the best twist i think was with shirou, which was set up in episode 1, and i pretty much was expecting that reveal.

tbh, the best episode was the filler one, where michiru plays baseball with some bears. idk man it was just fun. wish there were more episodes like that, where she just got to have fun being a beastman. I did like how the bears stuck around after that episode, though.

8/10 i’d say it coulda been better, but it's till good for what it is. ya can’t have a perfect show, and i’d say it’s still fun. i’d watch it again with someone, cause ey, i liked it. i think i was mainly dissapointed cause i was expecting a lot more, and i watched it right after avatar, which i think IS a perfect show. i’d watch it again, though. it’s good!

She-ra and the princesses of power:

all i knew going in was that someone i watched on youtube thought it was good. i may have seen gifs at some point, but idk. no one i know watches it, or at least they don’t talk about it if they do.

if you liked mlp, you’d like this. it has some very almost corny “friendship is powerful” messages, and it’s obviously girly. it’s still good for all audiences imo, but the sheer girliness of it may be hard to get through at first. it mellows out as it goes on and the story gets a bit darker, but those themes of friendship and love don’t go away. tbh, “power of friendship” is one of my favorite tropes, and this show has a lot of it.

aesthetically, this show id my fucking JAM! PURPLE!!! PURPLE EVERYWHERE!!!!!! HOLY SHIT EVERYTHING IS PASTEL AND PURPLE GUYS I LOVE IT! 10,000/10 man i love purple. The animation wasn’t as good compared to the last two shows i watched, but i mean, i came from anime. that’s not a fair comparison.

i also really liked the story, especially as it went on. Early on, Adora and Catra end up on separate sides of the fight, and it was really interesting seeing the two’s progression in the story. I especially love Catra. i think her progression was interesting, and complex, i loved seeing her manipulate her way to the top. also she’s tsundere, in a way that i actually liked.

i should say i kinda didn’t like Bow at first. The first two-ish seasons, they really played up the girliness with him, but he gets more interesting later on, and ends up really likeable to me. He reminds me of my character Carter, though, in that he’s a male character that is very feminine and ain’t afraid of it. it was kinda jarring at first, but i can respect that.

also, the show has tons of gay characters, and at least one nonbinary one (though they’re a neutral character that initially aligned with the villains. take that how you will.) 

9/10 i think the beginning is a bit too over the top girly, but ya kinda jive with it as the show goes on, and the story gets darker as it goes on, kinda like avatar. if ya liked that, follow it up with this. Also, hnnnn purbleee’

Kipo and the age of the wonderbeasts:

i had no idea what to expect going in. all i knew was what i saw in the promo.

it’s a post-apocalyptic type of setting, where animals are mutated, and most are sentient. humans live underground in secret societies called burrows. kipo is separated from her dad when her home gets destroyed, and meets up with a couple of humans and a mutated bug in order to find her burrow. things escalate from there, there’s more going on, but alla that is spoilers, so i won’t elaborate.

it seems like it’s currently in progress, (i just finished season 2, and i’d bet there’s at least one more season) so i can’t judge it as a whole just yet. it’s interesting, and i like the idea, but tbh i didn’t find it quite as engaging as everything else ive watched so far? I like it, and i’m invested enough to watch the next season whenever it comes out, though. hopefully whatever’s next changes my mind, though. 

i think i mainly just didn’t like the characters much at the beginning? but as i’m thinking about it, they’re starting to grow on me. i like kipo the most, cause she’s a goofy nerd who’s kinda just being nice to everybody, and it’s making her a lot of powerful friends who’ll have her back. i like how kid’s cartoons try and teach ya that being nice is a good thing.

7/10 it’s not bad, and i’d recommend it, but i feel like this story isn’t quite for me. it’s got a lot of potential to end up as something i’d really like by the end, though, so i’m gonna keep my eye on it. 

Glitch techs: 

i’m gonna write a bit before i watch it, but all i know is that its a show a mutual reblogged somethign about once. i think it was the theme song? which, if i remember correctly, was awesome. it looks cool, like a scifi show about kids who save a digital world or smthn.

ah so i never watched this show. will update y’all if i do, but i mean, i got into yougioh gx recently instead so it’ll be a while before i get back to this show. also, kipo got a new season since i started this, and i havent finished it yet but what i saw so far is really good.

[donttayme]

My predictions about songs from Lover:

1. I Forgot That You Existed. I think this song is like Look What You Made Me Do 2.0 and it’s about Kim and Kanye drama from 2016. And Taylor in this track is like: “I don’t fucking care now. I have 3 cats, gorgeous boyfriend, successful tour, money, loyal fandom, so fuck you all”

2. Cruel Summer. I’ve read this song is about summer 2016 and Tom H. So now I imagine this track as a energetic bubble gum pop where Taylors like: “Yeah, I kinda regret about that summer, because I had you, Tomas, but I wanted Joe, so bye, bitch”

3. I Think He Knows. I’ve heard from one Swiftie this song is like Dress 2.0. So Taylor in this track is like: “SEX.... oops, making love”

4. MS Americana & heartbreak prince. I claimed this track, so I already like it. And everyone from SS say only good things about this song. I think in this track Taylor is like: “omg, you’re so gorgeous, I can’t say anything to your face, but I don’t worth your and your attention, BECAUSE YOURE SO DAMN GOOOOD, JOE”

5. Paper Rings. Omg, every time I hear the song tittle I think about OOTW. But I think this song is about wedding and probably something like: “we don’t need a wedding, let’s fly to the island and start VLOGING VLOGING VLOGING for our personal archive.”

6. Cornelia Street. Ok, it reminds me about my childhood tv show “W.I.T.C.H” (if you know what I mean). Actually I think this track is about where Taylor was living when her apartment was under renovation.

7. Death by a thousand cuts. It’s obviously about how she has been living through her “death” in 2016. This song probably a ballad.

8. London Boy. Hmm... About WHO could be this song? Ah, sure, about Harry. No, thank you. Joe, hiiiiiii. I bet there are lyrics like: “you’re my London boy” in this song.

9. Soon You’ll Get Better. They said I’ll cry, so can we please go to another one?

10. False God. I claimed this song too. I think about 2016 again. “You thought you’re God, but you’re wrong”

11. Afterglow. Romantic song. Sounds like You Are In Love and Call It What You Want. Maybe about inner healing.

12. It’s nice to have a friend. This one scares me, because someone said this track full of kids skream? Omg. I’m out. We’ll see.

13. Daylight. I claimed this TOO. I bet this song is NYD and Long Live child. “Step into the daylight and let it go”, remember?

[hermionegranger56]

HELLO LADS I HAVE LISTENED TO LOVER A MILLION TIMES SO HERE’S SOME THOUGHTS:

Just overall as an album here: HOLY. SHIT. that one vanity fair article that said this is gonna save pop music???? THEY’RE RIGHT OK?? this is just a solidly GREAT album all around. It’s lyrically smart, incredibly catchy, heartfelt and vulnerable and empowering. And the best part?? You can tell that Taylor is so genuinely, sincerely HAPPY and IN LOVE and it is downright INFECTIOUS. Even the songs that sonically I didn’t like as much, I couldn’t help but like since you could just feel her palpable joy in every note. I saw someone say that Rep was her finding her voice and Lover is her finally being able to use it how she wants and I couldn’t agree more.

I Forgot That You Existed: soooo catchy!! and god if realizing you forgot about That person ain’t the best feeling! this song perfectly shows that freedom, that joy. the laugh! the “…so yeah”! i live! a strong start

Cruel Summer: A MOTHERFUCKIN BOP THIS SONG MAKES ME SO HAPPY AHHHHH!!! (recommend it at full volume, in the car. really helped my commute today lol) the chorus is just such a good melody. HE LOOKS UP GRINNING LIKE A DEVIL!!!! MURDER ME THE DELIVERY OF THAT LINE WAS SO GOOD can’t wait to scream it on tour

Lover: perfect. perfect. perfect. see here. oh god she’s so in love. I see you Speak Now Taylor, I see you. this song is acoustic folky perfection and i want it at my wedding

The Man: ok moral of the story: fuck men lolol. THIS IS A JAMMM! look, I understand the critiques people are going to have for the message of this song. Without getting too into it, it’s true the song certainly doesn’t cover everything and there are areas of feminism and social awareness she (especially as a successful white woman) can continue to grow and make more of an effort in. HOWEVER, to say that Taylor Swift has not been affected by sexism is just untrue? Her whole reputation was defined for a long time on the double standards that society had for her that she lays out in this song, she went through a sexual assault trial with grace and dignity, she still is put in the pigeon hole of being “overdramatic”, “the victim” etc etc which perpetuates double standards. Taylor Swift has something to say about her valid experiences as a woman in this industry, and we DEFINITELY should not be trying to silence the voices of any women in this day and age. And the song’s simple sentiment of MEN HAVE IT EASIER is something that lots of her fans can relate to, so why not write something relatable, ya know?? idk man i support it, rant over, don’t fight me plz

The Archer: oh boy the ATMOSPHERE. OOF. the perfect 3 am-lightening skies-melancholy soundtrack. and my god if it doesn’t hit every late night insecurity I’ve ever had, like any good track 5 should. “who could ever leave me darling, but who could stay” hits like a sucker punch, by the crescendo at “all the kings horses and all the kings men” I’m screaming the lyrics or sobbing or both. one of my fave track 5s aside from All Too Well and Delicate

I Think He Knows: a BEAT hot DAMN. go GET that man tswift, we stan a confident queen!! BOY I UNDERSTAND?!?!?!? GET IT BITCH YOU’RE HOT SHIT!!! a solid bop!! i wanna dance!!

Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince: this is a MASTERPIECE. holy FUCK. its. there’s just so many LAYERS?!?!? it’s a like a freaking meta analysis of her past image, her current self and today’s fucked up society. I could write a paper about this. I’m endlessly impressed by how she can continue to surprise me with her lyrical skill even after all this time ahhhhhh. also the go! fight! win! cheer is so clever, i love it

Paper Rings: HELLO STAY STAY STAY AND OURS’ POP ROCK LOVECHILD. SOOOOOO INFECTIOUSLY HAPPY OH MY GOD. it’s a romcom come to life, idk i get love, rosie vibes, no idea why. but god i’m 22 full years old and i just danced around my room using a hairbrush as a microphone to this. I’m smiling ear to ear ahhh @ taylor and joe get married rn PLEASE

Cornelia Street: for some reason I didn’t love it at first, but it’s growing on me!! i think “i get mystified by how this city screams your name” sounds so great how she sings it though like that part is incredible. and it’s such a fragile message, that love that you fear might go away at any second and take all the happy memories with it. a sad bop

Death By Thousand Cuts: also growing on me!! I think most people can relate to this so i think it’ll do well. the “trying to find a part of me you didn’t touch” part was also good

London Boy: AHAHAHAHA I LOVE IT it’s cheeky, it’s fun and damn she wants you to know how much she loves her london boy and everything about him!! i also love that motherfucking IDRIS ELBA IS HERE?!?!? “DONT THREATEN ME WITH A GOOD TIME” so. good.

Soon You’ll Get Better: hoo boy. wow. I can only imagine this is about Andrea’s cancer diagnosis and my god my heart goes out to the whole Swift family. I’ve been there with my grandfather and watching him loose that battle in front of me was one of the hardest thing’s i’ve ever done. it’s surreal, the insistence that they HAVE to get better, it’s the ONLY way, that’s how it’s going to be. and now that I’m a nurse and I’m on the other end seeing families go through this, I just…god I don’t think this is going to be one I can listen to often. I said I was “sobbing” during The Archer, well here I actually, physically was. It’s been a long week, nurse-wise :( oh god the sigh right before the last chorus oh god. my true only complaint here is the underutilization of the Dixie Chicks, cause i love them :)

False God: THE SAX. THE SEX. AMAZING hahahaha. this is just a whole ass VIBE, it’s so smooooooth. I’M NEW YORK CITY, damn I love that!! GOD I DON’T EVEN HAVE SPECIFICS THIS IS JUST SUCH A FUCKING GOOD SONG!!! def in my top 5 from this album.

You Need to Calm Down: HEEEEELLLLLLL YEAHHHHH BOP OF THE SUMMER!!!! the chorus makes me SO SUNSHINEY HAPPY!! And I’m glad Taylor is being so vocal about her support for the LGBT community and sending this message of love/renouncing people who spread hate! CAUSE *screams from a mountain* SHADE NEVER MADE ANYBODY LESS GAY!!!!!!

Afterglow: i think this song is absolutely lovely! It takes so much maturity to be able to admit you’re wrong or that you hurt the one you love but that you’re going to continue to fight for them and I love to see Taylor explore that

Me!: ok honestly?? I have never liked the first song Taylor’s released from all of her albums Red and after. BUT they’ve all grown on me! that said, this is probably my least favorite song on the album WHICH IS SO IMPRESSIVE THIS IS STILL A REALLY GOOD SONG!! the me-e-e-e makes me unreasonably happy (similar to the sunshine vibes of yntcd). I just can’t get past the spelling is fun WAIT SHE TOOK IT OUT I’M ABSOLUTELY SCREAMING

It’s Nice To Have a Friend: SIMPLE. BEAUTY. this feels like an interlude of sorts and I love it. it’s first 3 seconds reminded me of the Big Little Lies theme song lolol. this is such a perfectly visual song, it’s like a tumblr list of aesthetics. i REALLY LOVE this one, in ways I can’t put into words

Daylight: ohhhh baby a GOOOOD ENDING. STEP INTO THE DAYLIGHT AND LET IT GO FINALLY MADE ITS DEBUT I’M SO HAPPY. and her words of wisdom at the end, wow. you are what you love. wow taylor truly has come through all of her experiences, good and bad, processed and grown, let it go and is thriving and in love in her own daylight

AND IM SO SO HAPPY FOR HER @taylorswift ILYSM

BRING ON THE LOVER ERA, SEE Y’ALL AT TOUR

[gatoinq]

it never occurred to me to write about my ii experience on tumblr, but i figured it could be helpful for those who would appreciate a lil story time like this.

essentially, to make a very long story short, i ended up getting my vip tickets at 2am the morning of my show. i had a fantastic time meeting them and an even better time watching the show! a more in-depth story under the cut, per usual.

needless to say, i was equal parts excited and terrified of what was to come. i hate last minute planning more than anything else so i really had no idea what to say, what to have them sign, what pose i wanted to do with them, etc. (yes, i’ve been a fan since 2013 and have had numerous scenarios of me meeting d&p playing in my head throughout those years but the second that that somehow become a reality ALL expectations and year-long plans flew out of my head instantly).

so to start off, i had to plan what exactly i wanted dan and phil to sign. at first, i wanted to draw something from scratch to have them sign so that it would be that little more special, but i simply couldn’t muster much of anything with the limited time and my shaken nerves, so i settled with printing out two copies of my fanart of dan and phil singing the ii song.  in the end, i figured that this piece was a lot more meaningful to have signed instead of a random fanart that i made at the last minute, and i was completely right to do so.

fast forward a couple hours, and i’m trying to get into the vip line for ii. i made a rather lengthy thread on twitter about this experience if you’re interested but again, to keep a long story short, it was quite a hassle for me! but in the end, i manage to get in.

the meet and greet starts. i’m trying to play it cool because the people i’m with start to completely freak out once dan and phil round the corner to say hi to the vips and all of a sudden the reality just runs us over like a train! what was once a distant “oh yeah we’ll get to that bridge when we cross it” became “OH MY GOD WE’RE AT THE BRIDGE WE’RE CROSSING THE BRIDGE NOW AND THE BRIDGE IS ON FIRE” for me, my big moment was realizing that, finally, after over 5 years of watching these two weird guys on the internet i was actually going to get to meet and hug them and that realization was absolutely WILD.

so, i’m at the front of the line. my sister is in tears and shaking because of how nervous she is to meet them. marianne, being an absolute sweetie, tries to comfort my sister by telling her that dan and phil will be happy to see her and that she shouldn’t be afraid of them. in a way, i kind of needed to hear those words too, so i use that opportunity to go meet them before my sister does so that she can gather herself in the mean time. marianne takes my gift to them (the other copy of the fanart i made) and i go for it.

first thing i see is phil, and wowow holy shit people are 100% not lying when they say he is 569845x more handsome in person. even worse, you can see practically every freckle he has and his eyes are so vibrant!!!! in a way, i would describe it as being used to seeing a pixel art of a character to all of a sudden seeing an 8K render of said character. i knew what i was in for so i immediately dive into phil’s hug before i stare for too long, and i’ll say for sure that the information overload of not only seeing phil in person but also getting to feel how he hugs you made my brain short circuit and i blacked out in phil’s arms for 0.01 seconds so i don’t fully remember exactly how his hug felt like. (UNFORTUNATELY!!!! AHHH) also at this point the first thing i say to them is “oh my gooood y’all are so beautiful!!” whilst squealing incoherently. i don’t know if they said anything in response to that because, again, information overload!!!

next i hug dan, and that goes perfectly fine. he greets me with a big smile and that’s about as much as i can remember of how he looked like. from this point on i’m too scared to look at them in the face so i settle for looking at myself through my selfie camera that i already had prepared or through the middle distance of them lmao.

i’ll say that for the m&g, dan 100% took charge and was the person who responded to me. i give them my art to sign and they both ooh and ahh enthusiastically while signing. dan in particular goes high pitched with his praise and said “this is so good!!”. i explain to them that i’m an animation student and that they are one of my biggest inspirations in art. dan looks up at me and thanks me. once they’re done signing, dan hands back my art to me and compliments my outfit, “i noticed that you’re matching the show’s theme, i appreciate that” and i tell him something along the lines of “yes of course i had to i’m an artist” but like. i think i flubbed my words and it came out mumbly so idk if he heard me try to be funny dnfvjscs

next, i hand my phone to dan and he and phil immediately go into their standardized meet and greet pose. i had to quickly interject because I PLANNED OUT THIS POSE RIGHT WHEN I GOT THOSE TICKETS and i told them “hey so i have an idea for a pose. basically y’all take a cute selfie and i’m in the bg looking pissed”. i swear i didn’t even get the chance to finish my request because both dan and phil seemed to telepathically know what i wanted and they go into the pose no questions asked and i had to scramble to catch up with their efficiency. we take the picture and dan says something along the lines of “okay now lets take a cute selfie”. we do the normal pose and i’m beaming like a mfer because phil’s holding me and his chin is on my shoulder???? what the heck i stan one man who didn’t talk to me at all during the m&g kdfjcnkjdsncjkdsc (obvs no complaints phil owns my entire heart and soul)

of course, now because i’m a little delirious from phil holding me and dan’s kindness i say “thank you so much” and try to leave so that i can actually breathe but before i go dan stops me (like. he legit looks at me straight in the eyes right as i’m about to walk away and i FREEZE in my spot) and says “keep it up with your art career” and me. kind of extremely shocked that he would be so pointed with his encouragement towards me goes “okay thank you!!” and fucking BOOKS IT.

the only thing after that is, of course, ii. i won’t go into too much detail about the show but i’m so so so so glad san diego got one of the special versions of ii with the phil bucks and phantastic phacts included. by far the best part of the show was the getting real segment though, as phil lester himself walked to the edge of stage RIGHT WHERE I JUST HAPPENED TO BE SITTING IN FRONT ROW and sits there for a good 5 minutes. needless to say i took this time to freely stare at phil so close to me and i truly felt blessed for the allotted amount of time. i love phil a lot.

(the next day, my sister drops the bomb on me that during her m&g she pointed me out to dan and phil and they gushed about me to her saying things like “aww yes you two are matching her art is so good she should keep it up!” just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)

so yes, ii was absolutely one of the best experiences of my life and i could not be prouder of dan and phil for being able to pull off a second world tour that is, in my opinion, so much better than their first. i adore them so much. heck.

[dailyjeons]

BTS account 13/10/18

didn’t do merch cause i did that in london, didnt go for studio cause that was probably not feasible with how our lines were going (at least i was too scared to do it).. sucks cause i didnt get allowed into the london booth while in the amsterdam booth everyone was queue-ing up anyways and getting in lol

bolding the subjects so you can skip parts that dont interest you

pre concert stuff So I was going to the concert with a person(Julie) I met through tumblr, she responded to my message asking if people wanted to queue up in GA with me cause I was alone. She was with a group of people and they basically adopted me so that was nice!!  Julie was super kind, constantly looking out for me, for my anxiety too and just I really loved being with her, time really flew!! We prioritized looking out for eachother over seeing the boys so I was really happy bout that! We basically queued up at 7AM in the 'unofficial line' that later on became the official one! Campers were sent out, I believe, but they probably came back early still! We still had a fairly decent spot I suppose? The camping out itself wasn't too stressful but I had a lot of anxiety bout being in the pit in a crowd of people, not havin bathroom breaks and being on 2 hours of sleep gjkfg Julie tried to reassure me through all of that. there were some fans giving out some stuff in the line!! like arts and stuff and i got this from a jimin fansite, i think she was japanese? 

it was so funny basically she did rock paper scissors with fans to determine if they’d win.. i lost but she gave it to me anyways?? LOL she didnt give it to anyone else that lost LOL

gettin into pit Eventually we got in and fortunately my tickets worked!! We like rushed into the left side but the view was not bad, ok, then we tried for the right side and we got similar views? But I think overall it was just a little better! We were around the sixth/fifth row in the pit but we moved up a bit to the fifth/fourth during the concert. I had a fairly good view on the stage, and could see the boys clearly!! I still used my iphone to film cause of the amazing quality zoom it has and i have so much gooood footage ahhhh my hands are super shaky though so thats annoying but oh well, its something! they like handed out water very often thank god so i could cool off and drink durin the concert!! we had to stand for like 3 hours inside so i was getting really nervous but once the concert started it was fine!!

concert Anyways the concert itself was mindblowing? They're actually sosososo good live it's actually insane how they sing live through their choreo or while bouncing around. Tear is still my favorite performance but the crowd went a little too wild around then so i didnt enjoy it as much :( They also did the medley I prefered (w Baepsae) which made so happy cause i got to experience both medleys now jdskfhfsdf.. i do feel like the performances were better for the London date, but the interactions and the boys happiness were on a much higher level in Amsterdam, especially with jungkook flying around trying to dance!! That said I felt like the crowd fell a little bit flat.. When the Jimin/Namjoon VCR was playing everyone was screaming initially for both but after a hot minute they like only screamed for Jimin?? The silence was actually deafening so Julie and I decided to help with Namjoon's screams then, and it was so disappointing we were legitimately the only 2 people screaming for him in such a venue lol. Crowd did however go wild at Kim Seokjin's performance, and IT'S WHAT HE DESERVES. Overall I think Seokjin and Jimin had the best reactions in Amsterdam, and London both.

impressions on boys As for the boys. Gonna be honest with y'all I was so busy filming Jungkook solo all day that I didn't really notice others?? fdjkghdf since i already had thel ondon date i figured today was jungkook's day now i had sights on him proper.. Some notes, Yoongi, Jimin and Namjoon spoke some Dutch and it was super cute!! Yoongi did it first fjgdkhfdg 

Yoongi: Super smol but big hands, and fluffy cheeks (he bloats really easily lolol) his see saw performance was REALLY good today too, i feel like reaction to seesaw is the best, everyone's always singing the whole song w it while most of the crowd struggled with their title tracks in both london and amsterdam LOLLL yoongi must be so proud over it.. also he's the first to speak in dutch to us but it was like really suddenly right before they were performing so nobody really noticed fjghkdfg and u know when he makes a dad joke and he smiles flustered, but nobody reacts to his jokes.. he did that thing LOLLL

Namjoon; very long and slender, his legs are legit 70% of his body and he went offffff today like when he's into shit like tear i cry cuz oh my god merCY kjdfhgdhjkfg Namjoon seemed to really love Amsterdam tbh he kept talking bout stuff to do while the others had fairly standard stuff to say, with a lot of repeat from the london concert too (which is fine vconsidering its hard for themt o speak in eng too)

Hoseok: He looks a lot sharper irl?? im not sure if i said differently last time, but now i saw him up close he's definitely much more handsome, cameras dont do him justice.. also he always has the most gentle smile on his face and it calmed me down a lot jkfgh

Taehyung: tbh im not sure if i missed him but i didnt really see him on my side a lot? i think like a few times i tried to film but couldnt really get it..?? julie did tho.. he's kind of.. small? but not small like yoongi but small like i'd confuse him for a high school kid.. BUT his face?? is really smth else his face is SO small but his features are sooooooo big and sharp.. god himself shaped this boy

Jin: ok yeah this man is 10000% more handsome irl liek i was filmin jk and lost focus and then jin appeared and i almost dropped my phone cause what the fuck?? hes GORGEOUS.. he didnt do the forehead/glasses look today though, unfortuantely cause jesus christ that was something else. he was bein a crackhead to jk again today rofll

jimin: he's legit a fairy irl lol it doesnt make sense.. like.. he's... really pretty....... super super super pretty, guys like legitimiately glowing.. he was super playful today and he seemed really happy to perform on his birthday which is super pure considering.. who likes working on their birthday? he like moved his dressshirt/blouse off shoulder a bit during the fake love portion of the set and oh ym god h..e..........HE... his collar... i want 2 kiss it.......platonically.

as for jimin's birthday.. omg he's so cute? they were at the extended stage when his birthday message came up (a message in dutch) and he like instantly rushed back to the main stage to show off his birthday message and he proceeded to talk in dutch about how it's his birthday, and how army are his gift?? it was suuuper cute!! imagine Jimin practicing his dutch just for this moment fdgkjhdf

jungkookie!!

Anyways onto ma boy!! Jungkook is absolutely unreal pretty. He didn't look as bloated/pained today so i guess i saw The Jungkook today and he's so.. sharp looking??? like his jawline and cheekbones are insane and like the dimple?? ughhhhh he looked a lil smaller now i was upclose but his thighs were still gods gift.. also he did forehead kookie instead of coconut kookie, i remain blessed.. he always hears my prayers..

throughout the show he was honestly super cute, he kept dancing in his chair to the choreo, spinning in circles while doing it, hopping around the stage slowly to wave and look at every fan.. he even looked towards me at some point but i legitimately dodged and turned away cause like I FELT SO GReaYS ANd i'd rather not have him see me like that lmaooo anyways it's so super cute how despite his injury he still tries to give it his all at all times, and now he could walk around he's instantly back at trying to make interactions with all fans?? a precious baby honestly!!

his ending ment was really-really sweet as well and it always amazes me how eloquent he can get when he gets to share us his real feelings.. i really am glad he's not too disappointed in himself anymore and has reached a point where he's just working on getting better instead<3!!

other than that, just like in london.. jungkook's vocals are insane. i don't care that he's not top tier vocalist in terms of technique but he got smth completely else and thats' how comffortably he can move around in his range and remain stable and it's just.. so amazing to hear him hit certain notes with almost.. ease? voice never cracks even after 23948234 songs it's so sickkkk

anyways this was definitely one of the best nights in my life.. despite allt hes tress and anxiety.. i’m sosoosos glad i went through all of this for that.. i had the greatest company and ended up having the greatest experience<3