#sev's screams

[7-tek]

listening to > this < while drawing Quilge

[fanfictionroxs]

Lily Evans has abandonment issues thanks to Petunia and Severus. Petunia is the major contributor as that's her big sister who should have been her eternal confidant and best friend, but who has been abandoning her in increments their entire lives. Petunia, whose love remains conditional and prejudiced, who loathes Lily's very being, her jealousy turning to spite and bigotry because if she cannot have magic then it is wrong, immoral, unnatural... and so is her sister by extension. And Lily, who has only ever wanted two people in her life, watches one of them abandon her for no fault of her own. And then there's Sev, and I know I said Petunia was the major contributor to Lily's abandonment issues, but Sev was her hope. He was the hope Lily carried that she was worthy of love, that she deserved better despite her own sister's screams of freak! Sev was the one who assured her of this every time she cried about Tuney, Sev understood her, Sev would never choose anyone other than Lily, right? Wrong! Sev chooses Voldemort and abandons Lily for a side that wants her own eradicated, expecting Lily to remain content with him treating her unlike 'other' muggleborns. She's the 'special' one from the group of filth he despises, she's the one who 'deserves' to live, she's expected to fall in line and watch her own people burn while the bigots rejoice. At the end of fifth year, it may have been Lily that walked away, but it was Sev who stole her hope the second he called her mudblood. For in the 'mudblood!' resounds the 'freak!', Tuney and Sev's voices blending as one, attacking Lily's very essence, destroying her hope and faith. So, Lily takes the abandonment issues and vows to take down Voldemort and kill every damn death eater that dares cross her path on the battlefield. She will have no other friends, her trust gone up in flames, her Gryffindor courage extinguished in the face of her fear of being abandoned once more. And she carries that fear and nurtures it against James, so fearful yet resigned of him leaving her (he never will and he will spend their lifetime proving it to her). Lily nurtures that fear far more than she ever gets to nurture Harry, the one love she hopes will never leave her. And yet, it is her who leaves him because there's no other way to save Harry. But her magic stays, her love stays, Lily stays. The girl who got abandoned stays for her baby boy. The girl Lily Evans, the freak, the dirty blood envoking old powerful magic, her blood taking down Voldemort in life and in death for her own creation, her baby Harry. Lily stays.

[regulussxblack]

Severus snape

[sneverussape]

sunday driving for errands with uncle sev (with the occasional song break to distract tantrumatic toddlers from the hypnotic lure of sweets section)

[ahollowgrave]

Pigeon's Gpose Wrapped 2023

Here it is! My favorite shots from each month. Except for the last panel, which is Nov, Oct, Nov respectfully because my December has mostly been the hyur prompt. I limited this round to just my horizontal shots because I simply did not have enough vertical shots! Prudence will likely get her own wrapped. And I'll still share some of my favorite tall shots!

This was fun! I am reminded of concepts I want to revisit and it was really nice to see when I figured out the skeleton girls. I just really like the stuff I make (': This year I really focused on learning vanilla Gpose and how it can be used with third party tools! I learned how to use new tools, I played with lighting and figured out what I liked the look of. I played more in general!! I let myself really love what I was making.

A lot of very kind, very creative friends gave me ideas and taught me things, and reveled in the making of things with me !! I can't wait to see what we make next year.

[togepies]

wren by @wraithsoutlaws

[inkyarcturus]

Okay so im stopping for the rest of the night (idk if I said but I’m doing all of these with a mouse and my wrist kinda hurts after a bit ;-;) - but I’m actually kinda cooking and want to make it the last request I had a fleshed out piece-

TO THE ANONYMOUS PERSON WHO SAID “For the art requests, maybe teen Severus and Remus being buddies (or less of enemies)?” Here is a lil sketch :D

Yall see the vision?

[queen-of-beees]

HERE’S MY OPINION NO ONE ASKED FOR 🥳🥳 (sorry if it’s messy) OK KISSES LOVE YALL

[petrerpkr]

Lily & severus as weather + seasons

[willwediejustalittle]

Set it off remade wolf in sheep’s clothing dhgdgsjsk I need to draw sev to it NOW

[7-tek]

finally have got this from my brother (he got it for me because I'm not going in CF day 2)

I GOT BIG BIRD!! the perfect abno to get in the dark 🔦

[nanobyting]

personally for me since im a little freak, not enough "walking case like a dog" for me like they did with bell

[msookyspooky]

Near Dark: "This young, good looking country boy is the heartthrob of our movie."

Tumblr: 🦗🦗🦗

Near Dark: "...And this redneck vampire; he's the villian. He's horrible and violent and deranged and when he isn't then he's just comedy relief played by a man in his 30's-"

Tumblr: 😍😜😘🥵🤤😭😩💦😈🍆🤰🏼👰‍♂️👰🏼‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️

[sev-on-kamino]

the talented @clonemedickix drew my darling oc, Daria Trace, and y’all I am unwell 😩😩😩 she included so many adorable little details for my favorite matchmaking powerhouse, and I’m so so grateful!!!!!

[avatar-of-the-web]

the way my glasses get and stay dirty no matter what and i specifically am phyuscially incapable of successfully cleaning them im rly contemplating just being blind again but i seriously can't read fuck damn nor shit like the letters im typing rn don't even look like letters on my string it coulkd be this IWOJNLK2io14809q?>#$><!@#<$>. like it looks the same

[mossy-covered-bones]

Really swimming in the Transgender Vibes today. Use my pronouns boy