#seriously I am INVESTED
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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Wind Breaker really is the most guyest guy story for guys because they be having the most romantic relationships but their love confessions are through fist fighting and killing each other because god forbid they have a conversation without breaking every bone in their body
#this is poetic to me#what's stronger than words? having a conversation with FISTS#no but seriously i am genuinely loving the way they express their emotions here#i am very invested but i have to go to sleep this is so sad i need this manga in my fuckign blood rn rn rn#wind breaker
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@silly-mars How could you? How could you hurt this guy? How could you bring a tear to that precious face? Do you feel good about yourself when you hurt him? I’m waiting on that apology video. You won’t be forgiven until you let somebody give him a hug.
#the Lego movie#benny the spaceman#callout post#this entire post is a joke btw#if that wasn’t clear#(seriously though I am deeply invested in your comics#)
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I genuinely think Steve would have an Only Fans, Robin would convince him to sell pictures of his feet.
At first it’s just pictures of Steve’s feet, some even out of focus, but then someone comments about them not being sexy enough and Robin takes offense to it. She’s the one taking the pictures and managing the profile (she called it “The King’s feet” and she’s proud of it) and she won’t accept any criticism.
After that she start to take care of the set, checking the lights, using Steve’s phone which has a better camera. And if it could have been considered “normal” at some point, she gets over that level pretty quickly. She’s invested in making costumes, then characters and finally overly complicated dramatic scenes.
Steve is desperate for a break but every time he tries to talk Robin out of it, somehow he ends up holding one of his feet up as she’s drawing a smiley face on his toes.
Steve, to no one’s surprise, has very few subscribers, mostly people who either paid the subscription by mistake or are weirdly into whatever Robin is making.
But the only one who has been subscribed for months, the same one who had critiqued Steve’s feet for not being sexy enough, is a certain E_thebanished, and he never misses any of Robin’s series of weird re-enactments for foot fetishists.
#can I take anything seriously?#I don’t think so#I don’t even know why I am posting this#I just think it would be funny#Robin trying to get easy money thanks to foot fetishism and accidentally getting too invested#Steve just doing anything for Robin#Eddie making an OF account to comment ‘not sexy enough’ on any posts and getting too invested in ‘the king’s feet’ by mistake#please ignore me#or don’t if I made you laugh leak#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#steve and eddie#stranger things#steve x eddie#platonic stobin#robin buckley
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can we talk about the katniss/lucy gray parallels (or lack thereof) for a sec?
they're superficially the same, because of the things we talk about all the time: they're both female victors from 12. there are things that come with that culture and background -- the mockingjay, the plants, the songs. those similarities aren't so much between them as people, as individuals -- they're born of coming from the same culture. the most significant thing they share is their resilience; their spirit of resistance and rebellion. their defiance.
but really, all those things they share, only serve to demonstrate just how different they are as individuals (because personality is different from upbringing or values).
we parallel their sarcastic bows, but they're so so different. lucy gray is a performer mockingly curtseying and saying "kiss my ass", where katniss is a hunter who doesn't have time for this society bullcrap.
they both sing the hanging tree, but as i've ranted about, their renditions show how different they are: lucy gray, again, a performer with a spirit unbroken, loud and charming and sassing right to the capitol's face, daring them to defy her, daring them to look away. katniss, again, a hunter, quiet but unyielding, sparking rebellion under the capitol's nose.
they both won their games, but in such different ways. lucy gray charmed the snakes (both literal and in the form of one coriolanus snow), while katniss threw down with weaponry.
lucy gray said look at me, care about me. katniss said fight for me, fight with me.
and so what we see is that they are not at all the same person, but that's what's so important. because it's not just one person or one type of person that puts their foot down and rebels. we don't need a specific kind of Chosen One to light the spark -- anyone can.
#seriously. why am i so invested.#I DON'T EVEN GO HERE#the hunger games#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#lucy gray baird#katniss everdeen#thg meta#anyways i do believe somewhere in the multiverse there's a timeline where lucy gray /does/ spark the rebellion#(in a deeper and more immediate way)#like. look at the way the capitol had to erase her. (and not just because snow was a salty scorned ex.)#there's a universe where she's too popular for the records to really be erased. where she becomes a celebrity and#gains a platform and a network and /access/. where she flexes those snake-charming skills on the capitol.#there's a universe where she sways coryo a little more thoroughly. where she's ripped from him by the capitol#and it radicalizes him. doesn't make him a good person or less of a ruthless player in the game. but one with different goals.#there's a universe where she doesn't have coryo there to cheat for her. in that one she can't hold the snakes off forever.#she dies in the arena. there is no victor and no hope. there is nothing but love for a girl who should've survived.#in this universe the people revolt because the capitol has grown to love her and the districts see nothing to lose.#there's a universe where she survives and gains the respect of all the academy students. children are the future.#this is how the capitol loses control.#there's a universe where lucy gray sticks around in 12 past the music ban. in this universe she'll write quiet songs of rebellion.#she'll run. not out of panem but within it. she will be a singing ghost starting fires throughout a country fractured.#ANYWAYS. I WILL STOP.
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Okay I loved the Hazbin Hotel finale. But I have one VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION
Did the egg bois survive? Did they get sent to heaven too? DON'T TELL ME THE EGG BOIS ARE GONE!!!!
#hazbin hotel#egg bois#sir pentious#guys seriously#you don't understand how invested I am in the wellbeing of these eggs#they're precious#I will find Adam in double hell and kill him again if he hurt the eggs#especially frank#no one should hurt frank#not even alastor
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hi guys im new to magic lore and i love tamiyo she's so fun and compelling as a character i sure hope nothing bad ever happens to her :)
#jk ive been here for years but only casually#like only gathering bits of lore that i saw on the cards i bought#just started getting INVESTED in the lore. AND IM NOW INSANE.#tamiyo#mtg#magic the gathering#seriously debating on drawing compleated tamiyo. like on one hand tope ass design. on the other i am in shambles.
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Victor Kain really needs to iron his shirt
#I'm just saying anything at this point#but damn the wrinkles#you're loaded dude just pay for dry cleaning#do you think he has a closet fully filled with the same white button-up#who am i kidding he is a Kain of course he does#now he just needs to invest in a good iron or something#The only wrinkles on the Georgiy Kain are the the ones on his face and never his clothes#what a refined gentleman#Victor needs to learn from his big brother like seriously man get it together Vitya#I was gonna make a self-deprecating joke about how I'm making fun of Victor's clothes while not wearing much mystery#But actually no. I do iron my clothes. I never leave the house with something wrinkled I just realised#♧victor
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They fucking did it again those bastards. Jason Todd fucking dies 2: Electric Boogaloo. Fuck it, let's go for a threepeat at this point. It'll be funny as hell.
#tuesday spoilers#jason todd#in all seriousness though like...what the hell#I'm not even a Jason superfan. I like him but I'm not like INVESTED in the way I am with Steph's stuff#but I am so upset on y'all's behalf. Damian and Jason have gotten so thoroughly fucked over by Zdarsky.#And not even in a way that makes narrative sense or is the logical conclusion to their character flaws#it really is the 'X is the best Robin disease so fuck everyone who isn't them'. Tim is Zdarsky's fave so these other guys need to fuck off#Update: Jason is not dead. which is somehow even worse#because it means they wrote a fake-out death for a character who's defining thing is that he totally actually died#and now they're having a character who LITERALLY DID DIE THAT IS HIS WHOLE THING have a fakeout death#why couldn't it be Dick? Or Tim? Or Damian?#Obviously it wouldn't be Cass or Steph or Duke because Zdarsky doesn't even pretend to care about them#but a Tim fake-out would make sense because Zdarsky is actually really good at writing Tim's whole 'I am Batman's caretaker/keeper' thing#so having Tim 'sacrifice himself' to protect Bruce would make sense and it would also fit with how he's characterized#and because (credit where it's due) Zdarsky is good at writing Tim it would probably be at least interesting if not straight up good#and a Damian fake-out would have made sense to do a while ago because it makes sense logistically and would have#allowed Zdarsky to take him out of the story. which imo is preferable to writing him poorly. it also would have raised the stakes#I'm opposed to a Dick fake-out because like...nah. we've gotten so many of those and I don't want to be reminded of Ric if I can avoid it#but it would have been better than fake killing the guy who DIED FOR REALSIES AND IT'S HIS DEFINING EVENT#Damian also died for realsies but IDK if that's been retconned and also it's not literally his whole thing#Damian is a Robin who died but he is not THE Robin who died
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he… he was born to be a hero and became a villain… he was born to be a villain and became a hero… no one asked them what they wanted… they don’t even know what they want they don’t even know who they ARE…. they bring out the worst in each other…. they can only be honest with each other and they hate it love it hate it destroy it in the end…. they ruin each others lives…. they don’t regret each other…. if you even care…. I’m gonna apass out
#WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME????#HELLA WHYYYYY#I swear this is cruel and unusual punishment#you can’t take your talented brain and invest it into dabihawks and pull out the most beautifully tragic words for them#YOU CANT MAKE MY HEART WANT TO CHAIN SMOKE#MY HEART IS CHAINSMOKING#WHY WHY WHYBWHYYYY#Wait why am I thinking you write a MHA fic???#I’m going to go to your ao3 and find out#Hella why do you want me to suffer with you???#I’m trying so hard not to get sucked into their bullshi#But I can’t stop thinking about them now#Seriously the way hawks respond to things with wit and a smile even though his sense of justice is more fucked than even dabi#Dabi sees the injustices in the justice system and he wants to burn it to the ground#& hawks is over here like ‘just not the wings man’#fire is good fire is bad fire is good fire is bad#Hot is good hot is bad hot is soooo good but it’s sooooo bad#Damn it hella stop it#STOP IT#Is is bad to say I do like endeavor?#Are people going to throw shit at me from the back!?#I love myself a flawed character with a fucked up sense of judgement and I’m also a sucker for that character realizing that they fucked up#& then trying to make amends because it’s not too late but it is too late hunny nothing will never be the same as it was and even when it w#It was fucked I mean come on man shotos crying in the dojo because you hurt mommy while touya is imploding in the forest and now they’re#Battling it out for your love while also seemingly rejecting it because they don’t need to be loved (but they need to be loved so badly)#SOMEONE LOVE HAWKS DAMN IT#Haha I love hawks though he’s like welll shit I kind of forgot about my mom I hope she got out ok and Dabi didn’t murder her oh well#Shit happens wow this is a nice apartment maybe I’ll sublease this thing#Make back some of the money she made SELLING ME TO THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT#*deep breath* I’m getting rambling over here
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Fell asleep sketching a few asks out. Safe to say what I thought looked amazing before conking out looks an lil awful now that I’m actually awake… time to fix and redraw before I post em.
#Gentle reminder I adore drawing and edit asks#I just… please don’t send things in if you don’t plan on writing with me seriously#Too many instances where have been collected just cause I do enjoy making writing partners gifts#AS LONG AS THERES INTENTIONS OF GETTING TO KNOW MUSE#And an attempt to get invested in stuff I do not mind and am more than happy to make things for the blorbos!#Long winded way of saying if we have interacted before or chattered OOC you can definitely nudge more art memes my way#I do not mind#' ◁ ılı||ılı ▷ … ¹¹. 𝙾𝚞𝚝 𝙾𝚏 𝙱��𝚝𝚜 🦇#I just woke up still waiting for coffee to hit system so sorry if this is poorly worded @-@
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Beyond the Grave
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As an official watcher to my friends’ Monster of the Week campaign (@beyondthegrave-archives), decided a bit of fanart was in order, if anything just to thank them for putting up with me screaming about their blorbos and obsessing over a game I’m not even a part of ✨
Characters belong to @/sacrxm @fuitgummybat @/horokyun and @jellywafflesart
Special mention to @totorokipins as the keeper and @dartheritis as my fellow watcher buddy 👁
#seriously you have no idea how deep and intricate every single one of these blorbos is and how invested I am in their collective downfall#sarielsnowingsart#monster of the week#motw#motw rpg#motw campaign#ttrpg character#ttrpg oc#ttrpg art#ttrpg campaign#illustration#queer artist#trans artist#original character#oc rpg#beyond the grave
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Hiya Toast, I also write G/t, and I've also been on a long break lately. I just wanted you to know that 1. I feel an incredible unspoken solidarity with you, even though we don't really know each other lol. 2. You have at least one person keeping tabs on your stories, and excited for more things from you (hi, it me) 3. Don't feel bad about taking your time.
I say this all because it's something I struggle with: feeling like no one really cares about my writing, while equally feeling guilty when I run into life/ writers block/ whatever is keeping me from writing at the time, and fear that when I do post again everyone will have given up and lost interest in my works. I've found myself wanting to hear this, so I figured there was a chance others might feel the same way. So anyway. I want you to know that you're not alone in this, your writing is really good, and no pressure to write (we are people, not content machines after all) but I know you'll have people excited to read your new chapters when they come. <3 I hope all is well. - 🍎
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I really appreciate you taking the time to send me all this - it really means a lot to me!
It can be disheartening at times if I don't think there is anyone reading my work, but I know that there are people like you out there and it does give me a little happiness to remember that every now and then ❤️
I'd like to say I write completely independently, just for my own fun - and I do, but I'd by lying to say that I'm not putting my writing on the internet in the hopes someone else gets something out of it.
It's also the nature of the beast when one decides to start posting a story without *actually* finishing it beforehand - plot stuff happens, and I've been deliberating the last few chapters of Cursed Cravings for a while. All that on top of being super busy at work, and doing a lot of other things IRL, and you get a hiatus, unfortunately.
But knowing that there are people out there who care - it will help me get back into it, hopefully soon. So thank you very much, anon ❤️ best of luck with your story, too!
#toast asks#seriously thank you anon#i know there are a lot of lurkers or people who don't really interact even if they like a story and that's fine!#i just sometimes am not sure how many people are actually invested lol
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The very second this game lets me beat The Fox to d e a t h
I'm going to have a new fox-fur-fleece.
ya'll seemed real fond of my protective Ratau piece, so if this gets a similar amount of attention, i might just draw said fox-fur-fleece
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cultofthelamb#cotl the fox#cult of the lamb fox#justaart#art#seriously i am begging the creators spiritaually#give us a DLC where this fucker is a boss fight#i will get so invested so damn fast you have no idea#i want to beat him against a wall with a pair of gauntlets#the audaicty of this B e A s T#THE ADMITAGATED G A L L#let me beat him up pls i am begging#until then though i will just draw it#also this fucker is probably saying something along the lines of like#'even though they flock to you they are not yours to keep'#'little godling you are still alone even in a sea of followers'#something like that#fuk you fox
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FINALLY ; D SQUARED IS BACK ON MY DASH FOR ME TO STALK
#ooc#{ out of trials#listen; I am invested in this ship#I am obsessed with this ship but idk if you two have a ship name so I just decided to wing it with the cheesiness of d squared#airhuiehguig but seriously love them sm#okay ignore me#seriously
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Caught up on Last Twilight and idk about y’all but I am starting to suspect the fish tank is a metaphor
#no but in all seriousness#unsubtle metaphors aside i am liking this show a lot#mok and day are working for me#i am invested in where this story is going#i find the narrative refreshingly straightforward while still sharp#i won’t be keeping up with much while i’m traveling but i’m gonna try not to get too far behind on this one#last twilight#thai bl#shan shouts into the void
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