#seph watches the ravening war

[seeminglyseph]

My brain is. Full shipper trash now.

because all I can think is like “Deception check at disadvantage because Deli is now aroused”

fucking. throw me to the mould now.

[fuckallthegood0nesweretaken]

Things I write for!

Alright! So here is the list of things I write for. Keep in mind that I will write smut and sexual themes, but If I don’t think it fits or if there is something that makes me uncomfortable, I won’t write it. I will write AU’s, romantic and platonic. I do not write characterxcharacter or any OC’s. I will write for female, male and nb readers, just let me know in your request.

I have also added a list of AU’s and tropes I like to write but if you have one in mind that isn’t on here, don’t be afraid to include it! The characters in bold are ones that I especially love to write for. 

ANIME: 

Assassination Classroom- I’ll write for Asuno, Okano, Maehara, Itona, Kaede, Karma, Hazama, Mimura, Takebayashi, Justice, Kataoka, Nagisa, Hayami, Nakamura, Terasuka. Sugaya, Okajima, Yoshida, Muramatsu, Sugino, Kanzaki, Isogai, Fuwa, Kurro-Sensei, Irina, and Karasuma. Romantic, platonic, student/teacher/assassin reader is fine.

Attack on Titan- I’ll write for Armin, Eren, Hanji, Jean, Levi, Marco, and Mikasa. I don’t mind spoilers, so anything goes.

Fairy Tail- I’ll write for Cana, Elfman, Erza, Gajeel, Gray, Jellal, Juvia, Laxus, Loke/Leo, Levy, Lucy, Mirajane, Mystogan, Natsu, and Wendy(PLATONIC ONLY). I’ve read the entire manga so anything goes.

Free!- Just the main peeps; Makoto, Nagisa, Rei, Haru, Rin, and Souske. I haven’t watched any of it in a long time and I really don’t mind spoilers so anything goes.

Haikyuu!!- Everyone in Karasuno; everyone in Nekoma; Oikawa, Iwaizumi, Kyotani from Aoba johsai; Bokuto, Akaashi from Fukurodani; Ushijima, Tendo from Shiratorizawa. I have not seen season three and four so no spoilers please! 

Hetalia- I’m not super into this anime anymore, but I’ll still write for it. I’ll write for anyone and I’ve seen everything so anything goes.

K-Project/K- I’ll write for anyone. I’ve also seen the whole thing so anything goes.

Kuroko no Basket- I will only write for the generation of Miracles. I haven’t seen anything past season one, but I don’t mind spoilers so anything goes.

Log Horizon- I will write for anyone. I have only seen season one so no spoilers please!

Magi- I will write for Alibaba, Morgiana, and Sinbad. I don’t mind spoilers, so anything goes.

My Hero Academia- I will write for Bakugou, Hagukure, Iida, Jiro, Kaminari, Kirishima, Midoriya, Mina, Momo, Ojiro, Sato, Sero, Shoji, Todoroki, Tokoyami, Tsuyu, Uraraka; Kendo, Monoma, Tetsutetsu; Shinso; Mirio, Nejire, Tamaki; All Might/Small Might, Eraserhead, Fat Gum, Hawks, Kamui Woods, Present Mic; Dabi, Shiguraki, Toga. I haven’t read anything past Hawks being introduced, so no spoilers past that point in the manga. Other than that, anything goes.

Naruto- I’ll write for Asuma, Choji, Deidara, Gaara, Hidan, Hinata, Itachi, Jiraiya, Kakashi, Kakuzu, Kankuro, Kiba, Kisame, Kurenai, Lee, Minato, Naruto, Neji, Obito/Tobi, Sakura, Sasori, Sasuke, Shikamaru, Shino, Temari, Tenten, Tsunade, Zabuza. . I haven’t seen/read all of it but don’t mind spoilers so anything goes.

Sailor Moon- I’ll write for Sailor’s Moon, Mercury, Jupiter, Mars, Venus, Tuxedo Mask and their normal counterparts.. I’ve seen all of it, but a long time ago. I don’t mind spoilers so anything goes.

Seven Deadly Sins- I’ll write for Ban, Diane, Escanor, King/Harlequin, Meliodas, Merlin; Arthur, Elizabeth, Gilthunder, Howzer. . I’ve seen what they have of the anime on Netflix and the movie. No spoilers from the manga, but everything goes other than that.

BOOKS:

Harry Potter- I will write for Cedric, Dean, Draco, Fred, George, Ginny, Harry, Hermione, Luna, Neville, Ron, Seamus; James, Lily, Remus, Sirius; Newt, Queenie.  I’ve read and seen everything so anything goes.

Lord of the Rings- I’ll write for Aragorn, Boromir, Faramir, Frodo, Legolas, Merry, Pippin, Sam. I’ve read the books and seen the movies so anything goes.

Narnia- I’ll write for Caspian, Edmund, Eustace, Lucy, Peter, Susan. I’ve read the books and seen the movies so anything goes.

Percy Jackson- I’ll write for Annabeth, Bianca, Clarisse, Leo, Luke, Nico, Percy, Piper, Thalia; Frank, Hazel, Jason, Reyna. I’ve read all the books up to Magnus Chase. I don’t mind spoilers and will write for anyone so anything goes. 

The Hobbit- I’ll write for Bard, Bilbo, Bofur, Dwalin, Fili, Kili, Legolas, Tauriel, Thorin. I’ve read the books and seen the movies so anything goes.

K-POP:

BTS- Hoseok/J-Hope, Jimin, Jungkook, Namjoon/RM, Seokjin/Jin, Taehyung/V, Yoongi/Suga

KARD- Jiwoo, Taehyung/J-Seph, Matt/BM, Somin

MonstaX- Changkyun/I.M, Hyungwon, Jooheon, Kihyun, Minhyuk, Shownu, Wonho

GOT7- Bambam, Jackson, Jaebum, Jinyoung, Mark, Youngjae, Yugyeom

TWICE- Chaeyoung, Dahyun, Jeongyeon, Jihyo, Mina, Momo, Nayeon, Sana, Tzuyu

BlackPink- Chaeyoung/Rose, Jennie, Jisoo, Lisa

Mamamoo- Hwasa, Moonbyul, Solar, Wheein

MOVIES: 

Big Hero 6- I will write for Fred, Go-Go, Hiro, Honey Lemon, Tadashi, Wasabi

How to Train Your Dragon- I will write for Hiccup, Astrid, and Eret.

Hunger Games- I will write for Katniss, Gale, Peeta, Joanna, and Finnick.

Jumanji- I have seen both 1&2. I am doing a rewrite of the first movie (and the second later on) but will write for any of the characters.

The Meg- I will write for Jax, Jack Morris, DJ, and Jonas Taylor. I’ve seen the movie so anything goes.

Pirates of the Caribbean- I will write for Jack, Elizabeth, James, and Will. I’ve seen everything so anything goes.

The Purge- I’ve seen all of the movies, but not the TV show. I’ll most likely use this as an AU but I do have a rewrite of Election Year and Anarchy in my WIP’s

Star Wars- I will write for Anakin, Ben Solo/Kylo Ren, Finn, Han Solo, Hux, Leia, Luke, Obi-Wan, Padme, Poe, Rey

DC:

Flash- I haven’t seen past season one, but I don’t mind spoilers so I’ll write for all the characters and anything goes.

Justice League- I’ll write for all of the heroes. I haven’t seen a lot of the cartoon shows, but I’ve seen the live action movies and Young Justice (Season 1&2 ONLY). Anything goes.

Suicide Squad- I will write for Boomer, Deadshot, Diablo, Harley Quinn, Katana

Young Justice- I will write for Aqualad/Kaldur, Artemis/Tigress, Beast Boy/Garfield, Blue Beetle/Jaime Reyes, Impulse/Bart Allen, Kid Flash/Wally, Miss Martian/Megan, Nightwing-Robin/Dick, Robin/Tim, Red Arrow/Roy Harper, Superboy/Connor, Wonder Girl/Cassie, Zatanna Zatara. I haven’t seen season three, so please no spoilers!! 

MARVEL:

AntMan- I will write for Hope, Luis, Scott 

Avengers- I will write for Bruce, Bucky, Clint, Natasha, Peter, Sam, Steve, Thor, Tony, Wanda

Black Panther- I will write for Erik, Everett Ross, M’Baku, Nakia, Okoye, Shuri, T’Challa

Dr. Strange- I will write for Steven Strange

Guardians- I will write for Gamora, Nebula, Peter, Yondu

X-Men- I will write for Bobby/Iceman, Hank(old and young), Jean(old and young), Kitty Pryde, Logan/Old Man Logan, Marie/Rogue, Ororo Munroe(old and young), Remy LeBeau, Scott(old and young), Victor Creed; Alex Summers, Charles Xavier, Erik Lehnsherr, Jubilee, Kurt, Peter Maximoff, Raven(young only)

TV SHOWS:

Avatar the Last Airbender- I’ll write for Aang, Katara, Sokka, Toph, Suki, Zuko, Azula, Mei, and Ty Lee. I’ve seen everything so anything goes.

Dr. Who- I have seen everything up to the 12th Doctor. No spoilers for 12&13 please! Other than that, anything goes.

Game of Thrones- I will write for the Starks(Arya, Brandon, Jon, Robb, Sansa), Tormund, Sandor, the Lannisters(Jaime, Tyrion), Daenerys, Brienne, Gendry, Podrick, Bronn, Oberyn, Sam, Theon, and Yara. I have seen the entire series and anything goes.

Legend of Korra- I’ll write for Korra, Mako, Bolin, and Asami. I haven’t seen anything past season one, but I don’t mind spoilers. Anything goes.

The Mandalorian- I’ll write for Cara, Mando, and Paz. I’ve seen everything so anything goes. 

Sherlock- I will write for Sherlock, John, and Greg. I haven’t seen past season three episode two so no spoilers please! Other than that, anything goes.

Supernatural- I will write for Sam, Dean, Cas, and John. I haven’t seen past season 6 but don’t mind spoilers, so anything goes!

The Walking Dead- I’ll write for anybody. I’m only at the beginning of season nine, so anything past that please don’t spoil it!

Video Games:

Assassins Creed- I’ll write for Altair, Ezio, and Connor. I’ve played some of the games and don’t mind spoilers so anything goes.

Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild- I have beaten the game and will write for Link and Zelda. 

AU’S:

Adventurers

Assassin

Athlete

College

Coffee Shop

Mafia

Magic

Modern

Musician 

Pet Shop

Royalty

Soulmate- Colorblind, tattoo(name of soulmate/first words spoken, etc.), watch countdown, whatever you write on yourself ends up on them.

Spy

Supernatural

Superpower

Tattoo Artist

Tropes:

Human from our world dropped into their world and vice versa

Only one bed

Roommates 

[wordsbysarah]

OC Aesthetics Tag

No one really tagged me to do this, but I wanted to get a good feel of Seph’s aesthetic, so I’m doin it anyway and you canNOT stop me c:

Rules: Bold what applies to your character. Feel free to add to the list!

I’m doing this for Seph Addams from Holy Ground.

[ COLORS ] red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green.

[ ELEMENTS ] fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. mist. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. magic.

[ BODY ] claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. freckles. bruises. canine. scars. scratches. wounds. burns. spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short. tall. normal height. muscular. piercing. tattoos. lithe.

[ WEAPONS ] fists. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. pyre. teeth. rifles.

[ MATERIALS ] gold. silver. platinum. titanium. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics.

[ NATURE ] grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. tulips. lavender. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. ocean. river. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rainforest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. poppies.

[ ANIMALS ] lions. wolves. eagles. owls. bears. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. spiders. crickets. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs. bunnies. praying mantises. crows. ravens. mice. lizards. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. rats. livestock. foxes. peacocks.

[ FOODS/DRINKS ] sugar. salt. candy. bubblegum. wine. champagne. hard liquor. beer. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. apple. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos. pizza. french fries. ambrosia.

[ HOBBIES ] music. art. watercolors. gardening. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. writing. composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. comic books. magazines. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. piano. violin. guitar. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. bells. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. running. exploring.

[ STYLE ] lingerie. armor. cape. dress. tunic. vest. shirt. sweater. boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earrings. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. gorget. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. duster. trenchcoat. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sunglasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup. ties. uniform.

[ MISC ] balloons. bubbles. cityscape. light. dark. candles. war. peace. money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. kisses. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. hugs. revenge.

I’m tagging @fightingforwriting, @asinwolves, and @authorisada (along with anyone who wants to do this!)

[rejectvalkyrie]

Characters

This is a full list of all characters that have been created for Knight’s Queen. I am happy with it so far and don’t think I will add more, but you never know! I am putting in a break because it is kind of long. Here you go!

Maery Barague- Stubborn, bull headed, and fierce as fire. Her whole life she has been told things that she should and shouldn’t do because she is a lady and she hates it with a passion. So she tries very hard to break the expectations on her. When she was young her mother brought her to see the parade of the Kingsguard returning to the castle after a winning battle and while watching as the knights in shining armor marched proudly past her, she knew that’s what she wanted to do with her life. She also is a huge troublemaker, no impulse control whatsoever. She is the kind of person to randomly yell “FIGHT ME” at people. Although being with Arwen seems to calm her down a bit. I would very much compare her to characters like Naruto. Not so tol. Average height about 5’8”, fiery red curly hair, lean build, tanner skin and green eyes. Main weapon is a broad sword. Mother is Kara Baraque, father unknown.

Mako- Hatched by Maery. One of the oldest eggs in the Greystone family. Mako is calm and wise, having been listening to commotion of people for millennia. He is very patient and loyal. But don’t piss him off, his fire is hotter than most dragons. Dark red almost black coloring. 2 legs.

Arwen Greystone- Calm, cold, and graceful. Arwen is a princess and very much acts the part. She is a powerful leader and amazingly kind. Though beneath all that fancy clothing and calm is a fire. She still remembers what happened to her people and will never forget the pain. When she goes into battle it is with everything she has. She tends to seem very cold to people because of the royal front she has up but being with Maery tends to melt the cold exterior to see the beautiful smile underneath. Tol. About 6’ long white hair, thin build, pale skin and blue dragon eyes. Weapon single dagger. Parents were Titus and Andromeda Greystone. She is bonded with five dragons.

Barron- Sassy, deep voiced, and powerful. Barron is the oldest of the dragons and definitely the most sarcastic. Him and Crystal being so close in age constantly bicker and fight but are like totally married. Very large compare to Saphira. Green. 4 legs.

Crystal- Mother, angry, and protective. Crystal is the mother of Dagor and Siv, but is basically everyone mom. Being a mother though she is constantly at her wits end and ready to tear stuff apart. Her favorite threat to the twins is “I brought you into this world and i'm not afraid to take you back out!”  Slightly smaller than Barron. White. 2 legs.

Vela- Young, free, and careless. Vela is basically a teenage girl, a very happy teenage girl. Often roaming the castle singing horribly at the top of her lungs, which dragons are bad singers to begin with so it's pretty bad. Likes to jump around on the shelves in the library or on the poles hanging out the sides of the castle. About the size of a horse. Blueish-purple. 4 legs.

Dagor and Siv- Trouble, children, and energetic. These 2 little pains are like 3 year old on a constant sugar high. They are twins, Dagor the boy and Siv the girl. They like to fight and wrestle with each other, and get into stupid dares which usually ends up with their mother yelling. About the size of a dog. Dagor is reddish and Siv is a yellow-gold. 2 legs.

Sephrey Randon- Kind, loyal, and stubborn. Sephrey is the oldest sibling of his family and so is next in line of the thrown. He is very close to his mother but hates his father. Seph does everything he can to be a good prince for his people and in turn they all adore him. Not to mention his is incredibly handsome. Since he is a prince though he seems much older than he is and never really does anything for himself. Though when he is with Kal he feels like for once he can just relax and not have to worry about anything. Sephrey had tried everything to get stronger to impress his father until he finally realised nothing he did would make Marcus happy. So instead he got better at what he could do, and became super flexible and deadly with a thin blade. He has a pet wolf named Des. About 5’7” blond hair, lean build, light skin, blue-grey eyes. Weapon thin blade.

Kal Barague- Strong, archer, and patient. Kal was bought as a slave by Maery’s mother when he was very young and she raised him alongside Maery making them extremely close. He tends not to talk as much since he is used to Maery doing all of the talking, but that doesn’t mean he is quiet either. He is an amazing archer and is known for being able to have a perfect shot even on the back of his horse Fern. Sephrey is one of the only people he truly trusts. About 6’ dark brown hair, strong build, dark tan skin, brown eyes. Main weapon bow and arrow. Parents unknown.

Raven- Brooding, scary, and a warrior. Raven was raised in the Nox clan of the Forest Lands. She is the most feared person in almost all of the lands. She is known strictly as the Black Knight. Even after she is stipped of her position and title, that is still what she is known as. After she refuses to kill Arwen she is given a pair of matching scars one on each cheek to show everyone that she is a traitor.  About 6’2” black hair, strong build, pale skin, brown eyes. Main weapon axe. Parents unknown. Credit for this character goes to Sam, she was originally called Nyx. 

Argent Tallak- Calm, cunning, and beautiful. Argent is the personal guard of Sephrey. She is one of Sephrey’s most trusted friends and trusts her with his life. Argent is from a powerful family of elves known for their fighting and stealth and was hired by Queen Claire herself. She helps cover for Sephrey a lot when he sneaks out with Kal. She is totes in love with Haldar and expresses it by punching him every chance she gets. About 5’9” brown hair, thin build, tan skin, green eyes. Main weapon twin daggers. Parents Erebus and Lulia Tallak.

Haldar Stent- Cocky, kind, and a fighter. Haldar comes from a very wealthy family and such they basically bought him his position as head of the Kingsguard, and he hates it. He keeps up his cocky front for appearances but most likely saves kittens in his free time. About 5’11” light brown hair, strong build, tan skin, blue eyes. Main weapon broadsword. Parents Theo and Monica Stent.

Claire Randon- Queen, strong, and loving. Claire is the Queen of Randon and was born of the Randon family. She is the oldest of 2 children, she has a younger brother Aleen but he left the lands after the death of their parents. She was an amazing warrior when she was younger, but when her parents made her marry Marcus he made her quite because is was un-lady like. About 5’10”, brown hair, average build, tan skin, brown eyes. Main weapon is a sword or dagger.

Victoria Randon- Young, pure, and happy. Victoria is the youngest child of the queen and king. Literal cinnamon roll too pure for this world. She is a slight troublemaker but gets away with everything. She is wonderfully kind to everyone and tends to stop for every animal she finds. She is one of the first people to trust Raven and even asks her mother if Raven can be her guard, which she does end up being. Short, dirty blond hair, thin build, tan skin, blue eyes. Main weapon short needle blade.

Marcus Randon- Douche, evil, and rude. If power hungry had a human form, it would be King Marcus. He married into the royal family through Claire and has been abusing the power ever since. He was very hateful towards Sephrey when he was growing up because he wanted a strong, buff, perfect son. Instead he got Sephrey who had been a sort of fraile child, and he was never happy about it. 6’ of pure douche, dirty blond hair, evil build, gross tan skin, dirty blue eyes. Main weapon besides being a sack of cow poop, broad sword.

Aleen Randon- Marcus 2.0, hates puppies, and short. Aleen is the younger brother of Claire. He has always been jealous of Claire because since she is oldest child she held the power. He left the city when his parents died and joined the Nox Clan. He then killed his way to become leader of the Nox. Once the first attack on Randon fails and Raven fails to kill the Drukki, Aleen tries to make a deal with the demon Tenebris. He then insults Tenebris because he fails to kill Claire and the angered Tenebris lays waste to the Nox, killing everyone. 5’4”, dark brown hair, thin, pale skin, grey eyes. Main weapon magic.

Niklas Erling- He was a Drukki, when the Nox attacked he was the one on the front lines. He was the chosen protector of the Greystones. He was raised to fight. He now leads the fight against the Nox. He was very close to Arwen as she was growing up as his dragon was Crystal’s mate. He was like an older brother to her. He has more of a silver color to his hair. He has green dragon eyes. His body is covered in scars due to years of fighting.

Elte- Niklas’ dragon. Mate of Crystal. Breathes ice instead of fire. He is mild tempered, and bred for war. An amazing fighter. Appears cold due to still grieving the death of his mate. Being a battle dragon, Elte and Niklas are extremely in sync. Elte is also covered in scars. He is a horned dragon. He is a deep blue color with a silver underbelly. 4 legs.

Killian Grimhilt- The only dwarf to agree to help the Randons in their fight against Aleen. He is an adult dwarf but still somewhat young close to 150 years old out of about 400. He is either extremely brave or astoundingly stupid. “Killian,” Maery called out as she mounted her horse, “we need to take these men alive, they are the only ones that can tell us where Aleen is.” Arwen pulled up beside her already seated upon her white steed and looked at the dwarf, “That means no killing.” Killian groaned. “I would never kill ‘em my lady,” he smirked, “Maybe some slight maiming though nothing those fasaks don’t deserve.” He is tall for a dwarf about 4’1. Dark red hair and a full beard. Main weapon is an axe.

[seeminglyseph]

I think it matters a lot that a) everyone who has seeming offered to help Karna has done so *after* she needed it. And b) was in some way using her and therefore needed her.

In the eyes of a child, if you weren’t there when she needed you, and can’t even help yourself, what good are you to her?

[seeminglyseph]

Deli just splattered in the gore of his worst first love and his true current love as he just spirals into a rage is my heart breaking into a million pieces okay.

I’m fucking

I’m fine. I’m.

[seeminglyseph]

Is it like. Fair? For Anjali Bhimani to describe her character as absurdly as “Jessica Rabbit if she was a mango” and also be this pretty? like that fucking eye shadow is is like. Pure artistry. I am. Devastated by the regal beauty she is putting on display for this fucking Mango.

[seeminglyseph]

Karna just being deeply, deeply attracted to Deli and like any time he does violence is so fun to watch.

Lou just describes a fucking rad action sequence and it just cuts immediately to Aabria giving the best reactions possible. I love this. Thank you for making what I know will ultimately be a tragedy a fucking delight just the same.

[seeminglyseph]

I think something so important about Karna in a game like The Ravening War *and* A Crown of Candy and in general….

Is there is something fundamentally *important* and *different* about hunger. And I have a lot of *feelings* about hunger and starvation and fasting and etc

But a hungry child in a world of food is so *fucking important* and I don’t even know how to word it without getting too emotional about it.

[seeminglyseph]

Also also I will call Queen Amangeaux, Our Lady of Bad Decisions, but it is purely affectionate. I love an impulsive, impetuous, and naive adventurer. she makes bad choices because she’s prideful and vivacious and flawed and amazing. I love a flawed character and Amangeaux is definitely flawed but I am *delighted by every fucking second of it*. She’s beauty, she’s grace, she’s angry and French and her husband died and no one respects her and she’s tired of your shit so she wants to be a little catty and a little dangerous and she wants to be involved and she wants to be part of the team and she wants to do some assassinations with the party. I. Love. Her. You cannot have a story without conflict, I write my characters to make bad decisions constantly. I love a lady who is committed to being a part of her own destiny even if it means fucking it up. I have nothing but respect for Our Lady of Bad Decisions. I love the decision to make her so flawed.

[seeminglyseph]

I have run dramatically out of steam so here is the WIP shot of our Queen Mango of Bad Decisions and Regal Poise, Queen Amangeaux Epicée du Peche 

This will be a much larger piece, hopefully if I actually finish it but I need to, regretfully, take a nap now.

[seeminglyseph]

I feel like, because I a) watch Critical Role, b) did genuinely enjoy A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton when it came out (2002 for the record, I was a tween and it was glorious), but I absolutely am noticing every time Aabria pulls a “making my way” on Matt and am a little curious if there is a small blast of psychic energy each time to see if he breaks first.

I know they are both professionals, but I personally am a Shit Head, and it is a thing that I would try and pull on a friend. So it’s my personal belief that she is absolutely trying to break him. And I am rooting for her.

So, there is a game of “making my way” chicken going on in my imagination.

[seeminglyseph]

I am going a little crazy that despite Lou definitely singing Crawling, they are all referencing the In The End music video for their Linkin Park references in Adventuring Party on the Ravening war.

And it probably says more about me than anything else. But I am looping the In The End video to find the right screen grab to redraw. (I think the song will reflect perfectly on season anyway given the way everything is going. you tried so hard and got so far, but in the end... did it ever really matter?)

[seeminglyseph]

Sometimes I think about Karna and the fact that I was rambling a little while ago about the point of The Menu being “Food is for the Hungry”

And I wonder if I’m going to end up going on a fucking delusional rant about hunger and food and its use in fiction and what it means to me as a person and how famine and pestilence are such important factors in history and war and Karna represents both in a way that so rarely gets humanized in these stories about nobles fighting over titles and names and honour.

[seeminglyseph]

Lying in bed thinking about chilli pepper used as an appetite suppressant and contemplating how many layers of metaphors to Karna’s character there are and kicking my feet drawing little hearts in my notebook as I wait for the finale

[seeminglyseph]

Looks like we made it 🎵