#send kase help

[2truehearts]

i’m looking at it & i’m SOOO HEART EYES

tulong kinilig aq bigla

[parti-poppers]

what are your fav fukalen headcannons that you have?

Oh lord you don’t even know

I have far too many and I physically can’t pick favorites, so I present you; Pop’s Fukalen Headcanon Masterlist (that hasn’t been updated in a good while)

-They get into dumb stupid trouble a lot, Len cuz he’s overly confident, stubborn and stupid, and Fukase because he’s an agent of chaos

-They casually bully (not really, just tease) each other a lot

-They don’t really need to communicate to cause havoc, they just sorta catch each others dumbass brain waves

-Though Luka is the main English tutor for the Kagamines, Fukase also helps Len with his English a lot

-After Fukase has helped Len with English so much, it became a habit for Fukase to speak English to Len so that he could hear it more and learn, so though it’s not actually necessary it has become natural for them to have conversations where Len speaks Japanese and Fukase speaks English

-Fukase’s kinda jealous of Len’s dance skills but refuses to admit it, instead just saying Len’s a show off (he’s not wrong)

-They’re both gamers and play together a lot, though Fukase leans more towards shooters and Len’s a bit of a rhythm game fanatic

-They played Portal 2 together which consisted of Fukase carrying and Len fucking around bc he wasn’t built for puzzle games

-Fukase says project diva is dumb and not even a good game because he generally doesn’t like rhythm games as he tends to suck at them, but he’s secretly a hardcore project diva fan and plays it a lot

-Similarly, he complains about Sekai being cashgrab trash and just another shitty gacha game but he’s mildly addicted

-Oh and his fave module is Len’s Trickster one because then they have a matching cane and hat vibe goin’ on

-Sometimes when they’re in group chat with friends Fukase and Len will argue, and Fukase will say something like “shut up bb”, earning something like a “lmao you calling him baby that’s kinda gay” from the others, and the response is usually something along the lines of “YOU ALL KNOW ITS SHORT FOR BANANA BOY SHUT THE HELL UP”

-Len makes fun of Fukase’s overly complicated design a lot but had an edgy phase where he thought it was the peek of fashion and secretly wanted to look like him

-Len really likes Fukase’s lower range (especially when paired with his softer voice), but keeps that secret locked up and kept away from everyone and anyone

-Len assumed for ages that Fukase wore eyeliner until he did his makeup once and told him to take it off and Fukase was like “what eyeliner” and Len was like “you’re not wearing eyeliner???”

-Fukase gets super easily cold which is why he wears so many layers, meanwhile Len is that kid that walks around in a t-shirt and shorts all year around, a bit of a living heater if you will. It can either be optimal for cuddling or make it impossible, depends

-They use a lot of different nicknames for each other depending on context- usually Fukase might call Len “Banana Boy”, “Blondie”, “Twink” or “Dumbass” and Len might call Fukase “Clown” “Fuckass” “Fuka” or “Kase”. You’ll probably never catch Fukase saying “Babe” (Banana Boy > BB > Baby/Babe)or Len saying “Fukafuka” (fluffy/soft) out in the open tho

-Fukase and Flower are best friends, and Flower has a habit of giving people nicknames based on flowers. Fukase sorta picked up on this, occasionally calling Len “Buttercup”

-Every time someone asks Fukase how his face got scarred he comes up with the most wild and shocking story he can think of on the spot to get a reaction out of whoever is asking, but none of these manage to shock Len anymore because he’s heard every single one Fukase has managed to conjure up

-Fukase has multiple sorted reference, meme, quote, and random picture folders so he can send whatever he deems perfect in any given situation at any given time. Depending on context Len will more often than not know “oh this person said this, so Fuka is gonna send/show this specific thing in three, two, one- there it is”

-Whenever Len comes over to Fukase he will prioritize saying hi to Point before Fukase. Fukase‘s kinda accepted that Len likes Point more than him

-The way Len treats Point compared to the way Fukase does is night and day- Len holds it like a newborn child talking to the it like it’s a puppy, while Fuka be out here dragging it by a limb sayin “ya stinky”

-Point is their unofficial child probably

-Len likes a lot of Fukase’s original English songs, but knows his own English isn’t the best, at least not compared to Fukase’s, so he only ever jams to them and sings along in private

-Though he makes fun of it a lot, Fukase thinks Len’s English is kinda endearing, but he keeps that to himself

-Fukase has the weird ability to making insults sound like compliments, and compliments sound like insults, and Len is sick of it cuz it makes him very confused and annoyed

-Fukase speaks fluent sarcasm, meanwhile Len’s brain sometimes just short circuits and he can’t pick up on sarcasm whatsoever

-Fukase is a smartass with dumbass energy and Len is a dumbass who tries to have smartass energy (in contrast to Rin, who fully embraces her dumbassness and dumbass energy and thinks Len should too. He insists he isn’t as dumb as her and she’s like “bro you’re literally my reflection”)

-Len legit has a big ego (some describe him as mildly narcissistic) while, Fukase is just great at faking confidence and actually doesn’t think very highly of himself, though Len insists he absolutely should

-Fukase likes cracking self deprecating jokes. He does that more than your average person due to his secretly low confidence

-Len, due to his higher than average confidence, usually doesn’t find self deprecating jokes funny cuz he doesn’t relate to them, and it often takes him a second to get them. Sometimes, if he notices his friends making a lot of them, he’ll get kinda worried and be like “damn you need therapy or smthn?”

-Len sometimes aggressively delivers compliments to Fukase, or whoever he thinks needs them

-Fukase’s terrible at accepting compliments

-Len straight up started giving Fukase self love classes to teach him real confidence

-He also gives Fukase dance lessons, but Fukase usually doesn’t learn much because Len’s too busy showing off. They have fun tho

-Fukase really like when Len has his hair down

-Len’s kind of a mess in the kitchen, so when they have to prepare something themselves Fukase usually does it for the both of them

-When they’re out together they like to get milkshakes/smoothies. If both are almost broke and they gotta share, they compromise and get the banana and strawberry drink. While their fave flavors in general are banana for Len and strawberry for Fukase, they both have come to enjoy the banana and strawberry combo. Sometimes they lie to each other abt being broke just to order it and share

-Len says Wi-Fi Imagination Wild Boy is “their song” but Fukase likes to pretend it doesn’t exist and never happened out of embarrassment

-Len likes having one hand on each side of Fukase’s face because the difference in skin texture on each side feels funny. Fukase says it’s weird that he likes doing that, but doesn’t stop him from squishing his face

-Fukase always ponders how the Cryptons have perfect skin, or well, at least he knows Len does- perfect nails too, great for head scratches

-While Fuka is normally not the biggest fan of surprise physical contact, it’s kinda become a habit of Len to just randomly scratch his head or run his hand through his hair. This is an exception. If you comment on it tho, Fukase will suddenly start acting annoyed by it and smack Len’s hand away. Len teases him a bit for liking it

-Len absolutely adores how fluffy and messy Fukase’s hair is

-Fukase has his reasons for keeping his arm bandages, maybe health, convenience, not wanting to freak people out- but one is because he has a habit of picking at the skin there, which Len is trying to get him to stop doing

-Fukase’s arm picking worries Len, so sometimes he changes Fukase’s bandages for him just to make sure he won’t do it

-Len’s a trans guy and Fukase is one of the few people Len’s comfortable not binding his chest in front of, other than the other Cryptons and Piko (bc Piko’s his best friend)

-Fuka barely needs any sleep getting like 4 hours on average, while is a professional honk mimimier who likes getting his 8 hours of beauty sleep

-Because of Len’s habit of sleeping like a baby and the fact that he’s usually busy as fuck, Fukase always lets him sleep in when they have sleepovers at his place, not having the heart to wake him up

-When they have sleepovers they always end up having an argument a little while after Len starts showing signs of being tired. These basically consist of Len saying “if I go to bed now I know you’re just gonna stay up all night, get your ass to bed now or I’m staying up and annoying you while sleep deprived” and Fukase saying “you look like you’re gonna pass out and you know damn well I won’t be able to sleep for a while, go to bed or I’m carrying your sleepy ass over there“. Which of them wins varies

-Though they both frequently tease each other and are okay with teasing/being teased about pretty much anything, they also know exactly when they’re crossing a line or pushing certain buttons. Sometimes they’ll push the others buttons just a little or see how far they can go, but they always know when to stop and when the other isn’t cool with it anymore

-Fukase adores the horror genre as a whole, while Len’s more easily freaked out but pretends like he has no fear- so, when they’re for example picking out a movie to watch, Fukase might wanna watch a horror movie and Len will be like “Pft of course no problem I’m not a wimp” but then later in the middle of the movie they’ll have to pause and chill together for a bit because Fukase’s like “dude you look like you’re gonna cry maybe let’s not, want some hot coco?”

-Fukase and Len once started talking about some English tv show and after it came up in conversation Len confessed that he had a hard time following without Japanese subtitles, especially when he wants to sing along to the songs. This lead Fuka to say he could help him if there was anything he needed clarified when watching it, which lead to them watching the show together. Now they’ve developed a habit of watching stuff together so Fukase can help translate and clarify, even though Len doesn’t need it much anymore

-While Len loves doing concerts and performances, he gets very homesick and missed his friends since he’s so social. He’ll text people non stop, though he’s sometimes worried that it gets a little annoying- but Fukase doesn’t mind at all. Len always somehow gives him the ability to watch them live from his home and tells him about how it is and that he misses him, and since Fukase doesn’t have a sleep schedule it usually works wherever Len is. Len also hooked him up with some real nice glowsticks that he furiously waved around when watching

-Since Fukase and especially Len are both pretty dang successful and feel like can’t really comfortably talk about their insecurities or negative feelings regarding their loid status in front of less successful loids, like Piko or Lui, they kinda just talk about it to each other. They bond over it- knowing Piko has it worse, Fuka isn’t as bothered much by his licensing, but is ashamed that his VP doesn’t care for him. And Len, tho almost always feeling like he’s the best he could be, sometimes feels inferior to Rin when remembering that he’s just kind of an add on to her

-Len has little to no insecurities regarding his looks, though he spent like his eye color very much, partially bc he’s often made to wear brighter green or blue contacts for promo stuff. Fukase thinks this is bullshit and Len’s eyes are pretty as hell

-Fukase is disabled, hence the cane, and doesn’t typically mind it too much because it lets him skip out on a lot of stuff in PE and other such things. His one complaint is that he can’t really carry Len bc of his balance, but Len insists it’s ok

-While being a bit of a twig and not a fan of exercise, but he does have a bit of upper body mass because he plays drums and has used crutches/wheelchairs at several points in life. Len’s the more athletic of the two tho and likes to brag about

-Len has dog energy and Fukase has cat energy

-Len bought Fukase a pair of those headphones with cat ears on them. Fukase said it was stupid, asked why he spent money on them and claimed he’d never wear them, but he often uses them at home

-They’ve faked a proposal for free food

-Len kinda doesn’t really know what exactly Fukase is or how he works but also doesn’t really care

-Fukase loves showing Len games that are actually horror games but don’t seem like it at first. Len always gets suspicion and Fukase always goes “nonono this ones’s fine it’s not scary at all I promise” and Len always falls for it

-After Len complained about it enough he finally manages to get Fukase to eat three meals a day (or at least try to). Fukase forgets to every now and again but Len’s usually there to remind him

-Despite the fact that nothing seems to make Len insecure ever, there was one time his perfect skin had a pimple and he refused to come out of his room for almost anything. Fukase had to sit outside his room and convince him it really wasn’t that bad on three separate occasions

-One time when Len and Rin were hanging out with Miku and some popular friends after a concert Fukase borrowed Flower’s motorbike to pick Len up so he’d seem cool. Was very effective on Len but the others were like “lmao you two are dorks” and “Wait is Fukase even allowed to drive that”

-Their friends were genuinely very surprised to find out that they liked each other because they both had this very tsundere-esque, mean, teasing and pulling no punches way of interacting so everyone figured they really disliked each other (both of them were surprised to find that the other liked them back too)

-When Fukase and Moke, who were the last members to join the friend group, first met Len, Fukase really disliked him while Moke adored him. This was in big part because Fukase knew Len’s celebrity image as an arrogant, self obsessed, annoying asshole, and Moke, being very into otaku culture, was a big fan who idolizes him and found his celebrity image to be talented and charming. However, when they actually got to know him, the script completely flipped and Fukase now finds him dumb, but charming, while Moke just finds him unbearable

[fuxuannie]

╭₊˚ ๑︰i hope these words reach you in the universe where you didn't leave my life.

:★: relationship : (filo & modern au) blade x g-neutral reader

:★: warnings : PANGET TAGLISH KO WWHWUWHWSH, other than that .. none!

:★: a/n : WE BACK WITH THE FILO AUS 🔥🔥 plz i would've made this on twt if it wasn't for the bonfire going awn there.. rip 🙏 (no translations for this talaga kase its honestly better for me when its written in tagalog huhu)

"Hi, Blade!

Sana pagnakita mo to, I didn't take 500 years to send it to you hehe. Or infact, di ako natakot and never sent it talaga. Sounds like something I'd do.

Anyways.. I think sobrang obvious naman na gusto kita, I mean childhood friends kami ehhh! Since grade 1 naalala kita sa buhay ko, and I really wouldn't have wished for anyone else to grow up with.

I know were gonna be super busy with college na, and I just.. nakakatakot haha. I know that you wanna move back home para you can be with your family ulit but I just.. Yoko talaga na aalis ka tas wala pa akong sinabi, di yan talaga tama sa puso ko eh. It's not right to torture my own heart with the what if's of life.

So when you read this, it's most likely nasa eroplano ka na or I ran off super dramatically kapag binagay ko to kase I don't want to know how you reacted sa talaga lang. I want to tell you and that's it, you're not obligated naman to return the feelings or ganun! Whatever your answer is, I will accept, and even if walang answer.. I'm sure I'll be okay. :) Gusto ko lang na alam mo that while you're gone, meron naman hihintay sayo hanggat babalik ka HAHAHA.

I really do hope future me gives this to you. I hope you're happy back home, and tell tita naghello ako please!

And I love you.

Ang panget mo, from : (name)."

You feel the paper in your pocket as the car ride to the airport was.. painfully silent. Not in a way that you had nothing to say, but both of you had too much to say. Not enough time as you already see the familiar building within your view, all the while still fidgeting with the paper with uneasiness.

You help Blade with his bags, seeing the dark circles under his eyes indicating he couldn't sleep until this moment. It's clear he's scared too, almost as if torn between home and home, the home he's made with you in the Philippines. "You okay..?"

Blade doesn't realize how he's just been staring at you, shaking his head and giving you what seemed to be the saddest smile you'd ever see on his face. "Wala lang."

You walk him to entrance, each step making your heart feel like it's being crushed by a hydraulic press. Blade went to grab a cart as you stood there and stared at the entrance, not being able to fathom that this was it. This was your last moments with him in person.

"So.."

He cleared his throat while you placed his bags onto the cart, looking up at him with those lost and admittedly scared eyes. Neither of you could hide the pain that came with the situation, both afraid for the future without the person you considered your other half. "I.. I just wanna say thank you, for being here and being in my life."

You chuckle, wiping away a tear as you try to smile. "I wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere else."

Then you remember the note, digging into your pockets and immediately recognizing its material and texture. You look back at Blade and sniffle, "I just wish there was more tim-"

But before you could finish, his arms wrap around you with such desperation. He held onto you like he didn't want to let go, which admittedly - he didn't want to.

You blink away your tears as your head rests on his shoulder, it's all going so fast. The day had long disappeared and the sky shifts to a dark blue, you hug him back as tightly as you could.

And in the moment, your heart drops at an idea.

"What if he falls inlove with someone he could actually be with?"

I mean.. the idea was possible, long distance relationships are.. hard. Certainly not for the faint of heart, and you'd both have to be ready for years of no physical contact.. not to mention being busy with college.

He could be with someone that's there for him 24/7, who can be the pillar to support him when you couldn't. Someone he deserves, and is one drive away, not on the other side of the world.

You were just about to slip the note into his pocket, but your hand stopped and you crumpled the letter in your own sadness.

"Uh.. Blade, I think it's time to go." You muttered, hesitantly pulling away even if it hurt your heart to do so. "Take care, okay?"

He smiles at those words, knowing you were his reminder to do so. "I'll do so for you."

That answer made your heart ache.

But Blade notices a piece of paper in your hands. Intrigued, he asks; "Ano yan?"

Taken aback by the fact he noticed, you tear up the paper and try to laugh it off. "Wala, just trash." But Blade rolls his eyes and takes it from your hand, despite your small gasp of surprise. "I'll throw it out."

You were.. hesitant about that, but you agree nevertheless.

You two share a little more time to talk before he realizes the time, and not wanting to be late for his flight - he decides that it's time to go.

"Thanks again, don't miss me too much." He teased to ease the tension.

You scoffed. "As if I'd miss you."

He loved it when you played along with his antics, he was really going to miss this. "Bye, (name)."

You stayed strong for these last moments, holding your tongue to stop yourself from crying out how much you loved him.. and begging him to stay.

"Goodbye, Blade."

[sassenashsworld]

Hey everybody!

This is a call for love!

Emil Pagliarulo was a victim of haters, powerful trolls behind their keyboard who send him insult and dead treat and all

Just becauss he wanna be part of the bethesda community and he is NOT Bethesda Support

You should remember him at least for being part of the Death Shroud

Or for his kind words

Or for anything he have done to being close to his fans

You should remember him for his hard work to give us amazing games

And doing his very best to fix it

You should remember him for being a man of heart who want a better world

And I want this community of tolérance, love and fans, to remind him that over the hate he have receive, he is so much LOVE

Please, help me spread this message, add anything you thing, do your fan job

Show this man your love in any way you know!

A human, just before christmas, have receive à load of shit as gift to have give himself all to ourself

Please, help me show him HE IS LOVE

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Thanks @bleumanouche to already have share

[hxbromqnia]

how do you move on from someone? i really need an advice

Hi anon! I believe naman na we have different ways to move on but if you ask me kung pano ako nagmomove on.

Dati, I'd start by sending a long ass message to that someone para mailabas lahat ng gusto kong sabihin but as I grew older, I realized na hindi ko na yon kailangan gawin. If they want me out of my life, then I'm out. No more chasing, no more begging. I'm out for good.

I'd start by deleting the convo, ayoko na may binabalikan pa ko. Coz if I know that the convo still exists, mag babackread ako and magrerelapse and yun yung iniiwasan ko. Kaya super helpful kapag deleted na yung convo kase wala na rin ako binabalikan. No stalking and all na rin, naka mute from social medias para di ko na rin masyado iniisip

I'll cry if I feel the need to, hindi ko pinipigil basta hinahayaan ko lang maramdaman yung mga bagay bagay. If i feel like I want to share or gusto ko magkwento sa iba, pinipili ko nalang magsulat, di na rin ako masyado nagkukwento sa iba, mas helpful sakin na nagsusulat ako, kase di ko need magexplain sa kahit na sino

Tas after non, self care na, kung ano ano nalang ginagawa ko tas by then, paglipas ng panahon, napapansin ko okay na rin ako. Na hindi na masakit

It will soon get better, hoping for better tomorrows!

[alexissara]

The Two Of Them Are Pretty Much Like This Vol. 2 Quick Review.

While I said in my previous review I wasn't rushing to pick up the second volume, I did in fact pick up the next volume very quickly after. I lied to the internet and myself, I can't help but enjoy a wholesome pair of adult ladies living a life together.

Wako's career starts to move forward and she learns about Yuri Bait from her two other co-leads on the anime she is voice acting for. Kyoko and Mirei become main stays of the cast for at least this volume with Kyoko's hidden feelings under the fake baiting becoming clear. It adds some more romantic drama and a second one sided romance with Ataru's pinning for Ellie ending up with them meeting.

This story does cut between different characters perspective from time to time mostly keeping their eyes on Ellie and Wako but going to the other sapphics around them. We also get to meet one of Ellie's fan girls, well a fan girl of one of the BL works she has made. The author is clearly trying to give us a sense of place and world despite this just being out world.

Wako and Ellie's relationship does get a bit more tension with Ellie in particularly clearly starting to feel insecure about Wako's affections for her. This minor drama doesn't stop the wholesome feeling and doesn't going into "just talk to each other" annoyance territory. This volumes addition of showing that these lesbians and sapphics have sex is nice and good, it's good to see something clearly aiming for wholesome not feeling the need to ignore the fact that these people have sex lives.

What I'd really like to see from future volumes is more exploring queer identity. I wanna hear like what does Ellie think about her own sexuality with Wako being the only woman she has ever been with and ever wanted to be with. Wako is a lesbian but she doesn't seem to have every attempted to jump into the culture despite living in the city. I'd love little dips into that but I'd be happy just exploring where these new characters go and keeping up Wako and Ellie's love. I really would love to see them work on a project together and the dynamics that presents for them. Given this is being created right now and we are going through a yuri renaissance I'd love to see one of them work on a yuri project and see how exploring sapphic stuff in their work feels for them.

Overall, unlike the first volume, I leave this one knowing I want to read Volume 3, I think it's really good, I love that the women are drawn to actually look like adults, rejecting the kinda moe style a lot of Yuri is drawn in. I love this series and it might be a nicer wholesome treat then one of my all times favs Kase-san.

[If you enjoy this review consider sending me support on Patreon so I can make more gay art and read/review more gay art.]

[iwasntbulliedenough]

Yamada to Kase-san (living together headcanons)

because I'm literally obsessed pls send help

Kase is really affectionate with Yamada, especially in private, then she's like a big baby. always wants to cuddle and snuggle. Random pulling her in for hugs, snuggles on the cough while watching tv and spooning in bed is a MUST.

They both wake up early in the morning. Kase goes on her morning run and Yui takes care of her house plants. They have breakfast together when Kase comes back.

They give each other massages. Yui's back gets sore from all the bending over she does while gardening, and Kase is sometimes sore after all that training she does.

Yui isn't very athletic but she sometimes works out with Kase to show support (regrets it immediately after tho). Kase will take it bit more easy on her tho.

Yui is always cold and like to tease Kase by touching her with her cold hands and feet.

Waking up in the middle of the night to bake cookies together because I said so :)

Yamada is a plant mommy so their apartment has plants literally everywhere. Kase helps take care of the house plants even tho she's not very good at it.

Yamada practices her knitting skills whenever she can. she wants to make it up to kase for that one scarf. ( even if kase really really loves it). she's gotten much better.

Kase isn't arrogant but like to boast a little to impress Yui. Like talking about how well she's doing in track. She still like to look for her gf. Of course Yui still thinks her girlfriend is very cool.

Sometimes when they both have free time in between classes they go home and nap together.

this has been sitting in my drafts for way too long but i finally decided to post. i like coming up with headcanons and reading other people's too, its so fun. this is my first time posting my own so i'm very very nervous.

[ineffablyrandom]

Madre

Nung bata pa tayo, lagi tayong tinatanong ng mga matatanda satin kung anong gusto natin pag laki.

Nung hindi pa ako nag aaral, ang lagi ko daw sinasagot noon, "gusto ko maging labandera." Pero ngayon halos tamad ako labhan mga damit ko, nagpapa laundry na lang ako.

Matatawa siguro kayo kapag sinabi kong pinangarap ko din maging madre.

Nung highschool ako, bago mag graduation, tinatanong na sa amin kung anong course ang kukunin namin pagka graduate. Hindi ko alam kung anong course ang gusto kong kunin. Kase a year before that, 3rd year highschool pa lang ako naiisip ko na mag madre.

I don't know, maybe pangarap lang yun ng isang bata/teenager. Pero lagi akong nagdadasal noon, "Lord if this is your will. Then so be it." Lagi kong naiisip noon, maybe ayun ang calling ko. Alam mo yun? I had this fire and passion regarding that matter for the longest time. My heart fills with peace and I don't know how to describe it, parang sumasabog, pero hindi sa kaba. Plus everytime na may nakikita akong madre noon, napapatitig ako. Nagbe-bless ako, and I can't help but think, I want to be like them. Gusto kong mag suot ng sinusuot nila. Gusto ko yung idea na ikakasal ako kay Lord, gusto ko yung idea na I will make a vow to only serve God for the rest of life. Help people. Pray every single time. I love the idea of living inside the wall of the church. Kung yung ibang bata noon, nilalagay ang kumot or kahit anong tela sa ulo nila para gawing wedding veil, ako nilalagay ko sa ulo ko ang kumot o ang tela para gayahin ang suot ng mga madre. Natatandaan ko kumausap pa ako noon ng mga nagseseminarista or nagpapari. Because I wanted guidance. I was asking kung san nag eenroll or pumapasok sa ganun. Don't get me wrong, it wasn't an impulse decision. I was at peace with it, I really wanted it.

So bakit hindi ako nag madre?

I told my parents, "Gusto ko po mag madre."

Tumutol agad sila. Ayaw nila. Hindi nila ako pinayagan. Tinatanong ko noon kung bakit ayaw nila, ang sagot lang sakin nila dati, dun ka titira sa kumbento, hindi ka uuwi samin, matagal ka dun. And at the back of my mind ang sagot ko, "ano naman? Okay lang naman yon."

Tapos ang daming tumutol. Hindi daw bagay sakin ang mag madre.

A little background. Madaldal kase ako at makulit. O sinasabi nila, magaslaw. Yung best friend ko nung highschool tinawanan ako, sabi niya, "Di bagay sayo barbie (Barbie tawagan namin. Mahabang kwento.) pero kung san ka masaya at kung ano talaga gusto mo syempre susuportahan kita."

Up until second year college lagi ko pa din naiisip yon. Laging merong what if. What if nag madre talaga ako? What if ayun talaga yung path ko? What if pumayag sila mama that time? Or what if hindi ko sila sinunod at tumakas ako para mag madre? And I still ask God, "If this is your will, then so be it."

Up until I was in second year college I was thinking of dropping everything and just go with it. I guess wala akong lakas ng loob. Then life happened, I grew up. I never forget it, pero hindi na ganun ka intense yung desire and passion ko as before. And then I lose my way to God. At some point I blamed Him. At some point I questioned Him. But you know, every once in a while, I'm still thinking about it. And then I made peace with everything that's happened. Siguro dito talaga ako, eto dapat talaga yung tinatahak ko, siguro hindi yun yung calling ko. Diba nga sabi nila, everything happens for a reason.

Way way back, may nakita akong post sa facebook na naghahanap ng mga gustong pumasok sa kumbento bilang madre. I remember my bestfriend (Barbie) sending it to me sa messenger saying, "Barbs. Baka eto na talaga yung sign mo." Tumawa lang ako. Yung gay best friend ko din, nabanggit sakin yon, "nakita mo na yung church ata yon or mga madre na post na naghahanap ng gustong maging madre?" I told him, "yes nakita ko, ilang beses ko nadadaanan sa timeline ko." But I am contented with my life right now. Oo inaamin ko, napaisip ako. But then siguro hanggang ngayon wala akong lakas ng loob, sabi nga nila, it is a big decision, sabi nung nagseseminarista sakin noon, find it in your heart that it is what you really want. Siguro, hindi na lang talaga ganun ka lakas yung passion and fire sa heart ko to pursue it. So sabi ko, it's okay, I'm okay with just praying in the church once in a while. I'm happy with where I am now.

Na-curious ako, kung bakit di ako pinayagan ni mama noon kahit ilang beses kong sabihin sa kanila ni papa noon na gusto ko mag madre. So I asked her. ang sagot niya sa akin akala niya daw hindi ako seryoso noon, akala niya daw pangarap lang ng isang bata. Tapos siya na din ang nag sabi, siguro hindi talaga para sayo. Tumawa ako tapos sabi ko "siguro nga".

After that ang dami kong ginusto na course, gusto ko maging psychologist, gusto ko maging pediatrician, gusto ko maging chef, gusto ko mag multimedia arts, gusto ko maging veterinarian. In the end hindi pa din naman yon nakuha ko. But I'm still happy.

This is where I am, where it led me, all those things that happened.

Looking back, masasabi ko na lang na, oh I thought my passion before was pag ma-madre, I really believed and felt like it was where I needed to be, but now, this is where I need to be, this is where I'm meant to be.

I had a love-hate relationship with God. And even though I didn't pursue serving Him inside the wall of the church, I am still grateful for everything, I still serve him every day in my own little way.

[x-akari-xv]

I ASKED GOD TO HELP ME GROW -

And it started to rain

Marami siguro sa atin ang nakapag hingi ng ganitong klaseng tulong kay Lord.

Lalo na sa lahat ng aspeto sa buhay natin. Marami kasing kailangang baguhin. Kaya naniniwala talaga ako sa sinasabi nilang mahirap maging Christian. Kasi you will live a life full of surrender at marami kang kailangan i-sacrifice.

Growing is actually painful. Akala ko dati kapag lumalago ka parang ano lang "glow-up" physical, tipong cute ka dati tapos model ka na ngayon. Akala ko din kapag growing tumatangkad ka lang eh, kaya minsan naiisip ko, nag go-grow kaya ako eh 'yung height ko nung 12 ako height ko pa rin ngayon na almost 21 na ako eme lang.

I believe na kapag may growing season may pruning season din. May mga aalisin ang Lord sa buhay natin for us to grow: either your dreams, job, friends or loved ones - na mag aayos sa character natin, sa puso natin pati narin sa pakikitungo natin sa iba.

Ang bulaklak ba lumalago kapag hindi nadidiligan? Syempre hindi, para maging maganda ang bulaklak kailangan ng daily source of water, sunlight and care. And katulad mo, kailangan mo rin ng daily source of strength, love and grace.

Strength to continue the fight

Love to present to the people around you and

Grace to extend to the people who hurt you

At makukuha mo ang source na 'yon sa Someone that is perfect - Jesus. You can always run to Him lalo na kapag pakiramdam mo ubos na ubos ka na.

Masasabing nag go-grow ka kapag kaya mo nang mahalin yung mga pangit na ugali ng pamilya mo. Kapag kaya mo na tanggapin ang mga pag kakamali mo. At mas lalong kapag kaya mo ng hindi mag panggap na malakas ka sa mga oras na talagang mahina ka.

At mas naniniwala akong there is growth in every rain.

Hindi naman sayang lahat ng pinag dadaanan natin. Yung mga struggles na akala natin, hangganan na - may breakthrough pa pala. Because the Lord can do so much more in our painful season.

Isa sa pinaka natutunan ko in serving the Lord ay ang tinuro sa akin ng isa sa mga leader ko. Malalaman mong nag go-grow ka kapag may natututunan ka sa ginagawa mo. Payag ka bang you're stuck on a place na hindi mo ikalalago? Kahit anong galing o talino mo, kung hindi ka natututo, wala ring saysay.

Naalala ko yung sinabi ni Job sa chapter 2 verse 10 "when God send us something good we welcome it, but how can we complain when he send us troubles?"

That's when the time that he is tested for being the good servant of God. Tipong, namatay ang mga angkan niya, nawala ang mga ari-arian niya, nagka-sakit siya, pero at the end of the day - he never blame God for what happened.

And yes, growth starts when we accept those rains or troubles: failures, rejections, disappointments, regrets and sins. Hindi naman kasi kahinaan kung aaminin natin na nanghihina tayo.

Also growth flows after faithfulness hindi mo lang alam na yung pag papatuloy mo sa ministry mo ay part ng faithfulness mo kay Lord.

Yung pag obey mo sa parents mo kahit nasasaktan ka na

Yung pag yes mo sa mga commitment mo kahit napapagod ka na

Yung pag aaral mo ng mabuti

That's count as your faithfulness to the Lord. And surely, it will never be in vain.

So today i challenge you, try to welcome those rains or troubles. And i tell you, mas makikilala mo ang Panginoon - on how He works the impossible to possible things.

And when you pass through deep waters surely He is with you. Magugulat ka na lang, hindi ka na nasasaktan kasi sigurado kang the Lord got you.

Nag sisimula talaga ang growth kapag may pinagdadaan ka lalo na kung may natututunan ka.

At proud ako sa mga small faithfull steps mo. Tama 'yan, lakaran mo lang. Daanan mo lang. Hindi naman habang buhay talo ka.

[benefits1986]

sigmamaw

Sigma. The midpoint between an alpha and a beta.

Dahil minsan lang naman ako makapuna ng mga bagay-bagay na beyond sa usual pero dahil tingin ko sa world ay isang malaking Netflix IRL lalo na Black Mirror the past years, pag-usapan naman natin ang mga super tiny details na I can't unsee kahit pa wagas tayong walang pake by default plus RBF.

1 Following your pace sa paglakad.

Normal naman na syempre 'pag may kasabay ka maglakad, antayan is real. Pero try mo na bagalan, bilisan, tumigil ng slight, tapos try mo iwan sa pag-green ng stoplight sa pag-tawid sa Ped Xing. 'Pag nasabayan ka, legit 'yan following your pace 'yan. Bonus points 'pag inalalayan ka pa 'pag naulan tapos naka-long dress kang wagas.

I also see anong normal pace ng paglalakad mo para masipat kita as a sentient being. EMYYY. Plus points kapag naga-adjust ka sa napakaiksi kong biyas.

2 Super duper specific questions sa appearance mo.

Getting questions about my tats and piercings and my OOTD na mostly Shein at galing sa baul ko at ng nanay kong dragon - basic 'yan. Examples ng mga questions na 'to na 'di creepy:

-Kelan first piercing mo? -Ilang taon na 'yung shih tzu mo? -Bakit onti lang colors ng tats mo? -Anong pinaka ayaw mong tat and bakit mo nasabing ayaw mo 'yan? -May hidden tat ka ba? (LEKAT. Tugon: Wala pa sa ngayon.) -Bakit minsan all black ka tapos minsan sobrang colorful?

3 Super specific hirit na 'di palipad-hangin at 'di ugh.

Sa dami ng hirit na narinig ko mula sa mga gago kong barkadang XY sa mga pangchi-chixxx nila nung kabataaan with TMI, jusko. Plus tatay kong OG ninja boss, wala na. May nanalo na sa tolerance ko sa mga hirit. Kaya madalas RBF talaga ako at wala akong masyadong comment.

Basta 'pag aligned sa lifegoals ko tulad ng pagiging probinsiyana and outta Manila, matic 50 points to Gryffindor or ano mang house ka.

Speaking of Harry Potter, 'yung mga hirit na super babaw, ekis 'yan. Sorry na. Puwede ka kasing magpanggap na fan or bandwagoner ka lang. Oks lang naman 'yun, pero for me lang, dapat may depth ang hirit mo 'pag eto ang topic.

4 Food and drinks gaming.

As a Tamagotchi baby trapped in an aging millennial's body, I guess eto isa sa mga tagong love language ko. 'Pag may permission ka na mag-share ng food mo sa akin tapos I go beyond tikim and judging your cooking, congrats. Bonus points kapag ina-adjust ko 'yung order ko para magkaiba tayo ng food for more chances of tasting and winning din. Also, 'pag nakakain ako ng on time kahit ayoko at maraming-maraming kanin, plus points ka na rin sa langit niyan.

Super handy neto kasi nga, may times na wala talaga akong gana or walang lasa food kahit wala naman akong COVID.

5 If I ask you for help na 'di ako apologetic.

My favorite sin of them all --pride. AHAHAHAHHAHA. Ang aga-aga na naman po. Usually kasi help is like emergency button and panic room na talaga sa akin. Feeling ko lang sobrang boba ko and weak. Mas gusto ko na lang magunaw ako kesa humingi ng help. At maraming beses na rin na nasira ang mga ganaps dahil sa sin and vice ko na 'to. Ang lala ko noh?

If I need help and ask for it, sobrang dami kong apology kasi nga 'di siya usual sa akin. I always figure things out on my own. But, ayun na nga. If nag-ask ako sa'yo ng help na walang pride, isang malutong na high five sa'yo.

6 I don't shut down your circle aka alipores.

Isa pa 'to. 'Pag open ako sa mga alipores or sugo mo na all in-ish, at hindi dahil lang mabait sila or whatever, ayun na rin. Madali lang naman kasi 'yang pag-send ng alipores. Alipores nga e. Saka depends din sa mga paganaps ng alipores 'yan. So choose your tribute wisely.

7 Pulling back or pushing back... no more. HODOR.

Akala mo naman kung ano 'tong part na 'to noh? As a territorial biatch, kahit onting space invasion, nakakastress talaga for me. Personal preference lang 'yan.

Very specific example: When our knees brush against each other by accident, 'pag 'di kita bet or 'di ako sure sa'yo, I pull away ng very subtly or 'pag wala ako sa mood, walang kahit among subtlety.

Same din 'yan when I allow someone to open the door for me. Kasi equality nga 'di ba? Saka andali namang magbukas ng pinto at magpauna ng ibang tao lalo 'pag chixxx. CHAZZZ.

8 I try to reach out kahit ayoko at nakakatamad.

Since small purple purple circle nga ako, I don't like wasting time. Katamad and ayoko lang talaga. So, if may mga lapag ako na sige balitaan kita if merong event na gusto mo rin ng tunay at natandaan kong balikan ka after that kahit mga 1 month pa 'yung pag-responde ko, ayun. Good job ka diyan. EMYYY.

9 I answer your super tough and cutting questions.

'Di ako masyadong ma-share ng life stories ko in general lalo na noon. Feeling ko lang kasi mas oks makinig at mag-probe saka ang panget lang din naman ng life story ko saka may mga kausap naman ako tungkol sa panget kong life story plus Tumblrista babyyy.

'Pag sinasagot ko mga tanong mong malala like future plans with details, ayan na. LUH. Kasi, overthinker talaga ako. Mas gusto ko ako nagtatanong. Ako nakakaalam ng mga bagay-bagay kasi parang mas safe 'yun.

10 You are a safe space.

Enough said kasi 'di to madali lalo these days, dhzai. Period. How do I measure this? I see how you impact the people around you. How they treat you and how you treat them. If you put people at ease instead of keeping them on their toes, legit sigmamaw ka nga. And again, super tough to crack netong thing na 'to kasi, either you have it or you don't.

And syempre, most importantly, 'di ako na-agit sa TMI mong malala. Don't get me wrong, 'pag kasi friends and family and connections ko, may mga times na ang mga TMI nila ay out of this world levels since 'di naman ako mahilig mag-judge. Pero syempre, sa usapang partnership kemerlatik, iba na 'yun. LELS. Basta, weird ako e. If hindi alarma mode 'pag nalapag ka ng TMI mo, aba naman. Iba kang tunay. KIMMYYY.

LUH.GOAT.

[mayumishirai]

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I uploaded my QR because you know... you might want to feed the Mayu 😭

[moncheriesu]

Every day, I think. Should I talk to you first? I feel so foolish, still the same. What should I do? Is there something I could do?

dear jj,

I can still remember waking up to a notification from dc na you reached out to me sa discord kase you were asking for help on how to set up the servers. Hindi dapat ako magulat since I offered the help in the first place pero gulat ako kasi you 🫵🏻 actually reached out to me 😯👈🏻 ? That time, I don't actually know how to respond pero sabi ko I should keep my cool. Though deep inside, kinikilig na ako nang sobra juskooo HSHSHSHSHSHAH imagine naman waking up sa message ng crush mo and they want your help ??? I feel needed... 🥺 (HUEY!?)

Nung nakita ko na you were struggling to make the commands work don sa bot, I found it adorable 🥹 kita ko kasi na gustong-gusto mo na iplay yung song pero ayaw makinig ni Jockie sayo so I helped you na para makausad na tayo HAHAHAHA when the intro played I got chills. It felt na something blossomed in the air pero I am not able to pinpoint what it is pero basta, there's so much kilig! Nevertheless, I was enjoying the moment lang kasi nandon ka jsjsj ><

At the same time, I can't help but get anxious kasi alam ko na you just needed some help for the server and that's my only role kumbaga after that, you don't want me around anymore. That's why I was asking you if you could handle the server na and you can navigate things inside the server. I was overthinking it lang kasi that time kasi I was trying to protect my feelings lang from rejection or abandonment 😔

Despite that, I was grateful na you stayed the whole time so I didn't feel na parang pang temporary lang ako doon sa server hsjsjsjs you also assured me na you actually wanted me to be there ahhshshshs 🥺 that really means a lot to me :(( buti kamo nauna kilig ko nun or else, naging gripo na mata ko sa pagtulo ng loha ko ahshshhssjs si oa talaga.

I remember na that time was also holy week and di ako makauwi samin kasi mag duty na kami the next week so I felt a little lonely kasi solo lang ako here sa dorm. Siguro, ayaw lang ng universe na magstumble ulit ako sa depressive episodes ko ulit kaya the universe brought you to me. Well, I like to think it that way! (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ Thanking the universe for saving me that night by sending you to me ><

After a long while, talking with you was one of the best and the happiest moments that happened in my year so far. Through that interaction, I got to know about you and learned things such as your favorite SVT songs/albums (or in general), how you got into stanning SVT, rpw journey mo, and a lot more. Naalala ko na how you were sorry for yapping pero I didn't mind and I genuinely want to listen on what you wanted to say. kahit maghapon pa dumaldal dyan, makikinig parin ako jsjsksjsksn SORRY down bad na sobra.

That night was very special to me and I will never forget it🥺 Even for a short while, you let me na makilala ka. Sana it wouldn't be our last and there's a lot of late night talks to come pa 👉🏻👈🏻

love,

Thank you, Javier. 💙

bebe (char)

[todayisafridaynight]

OKOKOK EP TWO AND THREE CLEARED. Keisuke is unbeatable I Am Positive I kept fucking pausing to GIF this and that and I swear I've never had this many GIFs on the hard drive 😭😭I need to hunt him for sport [AFFECTIONATE] Pleeeease drop the Cutest Tsutsumi Characters list... I must know...

DON'T REMIND ME OF TSUTSUMI'S POSSIBLE RETIREMENT I'LL MISS HIM SO BAD 😭😭😭😭😭that aside :] he's a nice man I respect him :] To Say The Least... OH BUT he did some dialect work in Kagerou Touge [only as the transgender chicken he plays not his actual character], Bali Big Brother, Tonbi, First Penguin, and uhhhh Jo's Singular Line LMAO [not all Kansai exactly IIRC but more Kansai-adjacent than Kanto]. Kagerou and First Penguin are my faves though methinks

DEFINITELY CHECKING OUT THE MOVIE WHEN I GET THE CHANCE... very intrigued about how it does things differently and of course the Snap Seal Of Approval means a great deal to me...

Kase is SUCH a bitch in the anime and manga perhaps especially Because he did have potential as a voice of reason but he's just being a hypocrite and abusing his knowledge of the situation; he's able to justify it only because he's Not Forty-Five Which Would Be Creepy But Twenty-One Is Fine Dude Trust Me which... is pretty real NGL guys like that do exist... in the same vein, on one hand I do want him to face some sort of consequence, but on the other hand I guess it's also pretty real for him to be able to get away with it. I Guess.

If nothing else I do really appreciate that episode for the contrasts between how Kase and Kondo act on [basically] the same "date," and how Akira reacts. Like OBVIOUS what the message of the ep is given Akira's thing with the pamphlets but let me cook... 'Cause Kase is conventionally attractive, he's not [as far] out of her age range [although he's still DECIDEDLY out of it], and a lot of girls who don't know any better would be thrilled to be pursued by a "cool mature guy" like him, but Akira cannot stand any of it. But with Kondo, the complete opposite, who is totally unattainable, she feels safe and comfortable.

Even so, she re-enacts Kase's behaviors on her "date" with Kondo, because that's what she knows and kids mimic the adults in their lives whether they know it or not, and it's largely by her own self-restraint that she doesn't go in for that kiss at the end and things don't end as badly as they could... MANY thoughts... head full...

BUT YEAH. NO. YEAH. The last couple eps go SO hard and for WHATTTTT 😭😭😭😭😭Haruka and Akira got me so fucked up... Haruka winning that black cat for her coinciding with Akira starting to back off from Kondo and rekindle things with Haruka instead... the rumor WAS real... uuuuugggggghhhhhhhhhhh

And CHIHIRO MY FRIEND CHIHIRO good god spending the whole fucking show thinking Kondo was just reminded of his wife or some girl-who-got-away by Akira... and then he picks up the book and It's No Help because Chihiro is a gender neutral name... AND THEN TURNS OUT IT'S HIS BOY BEST FRIEND REPRESENTING HIS YOUTH AND HIS PASSIONS AND IT'S ALL IN PARALLEL TO HARUKA AND AKIRA UUUUUGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OK that is enough for now I promise I will actually send in something RGG-related at <3 Some Point <3 SORRY to anyone having to scroll past these last couple of asks lmao

THATS WHAT IM SAYING literally my number one selling point for this show at this point is Keisuke Is The Cutest Old Man In Media Ever Please Witness Him. on the subject of Cute Men though the Cute Tsutsumi Chara list is relatively small since most of his roles evidently has him p serious or. Heinous. so like. top five's like:

1.) Keisuke (Tsuma, Shogakusei ni Naru) 2.) Saenai (Super Salaryman) 3.) Nobata (Not Quite Dead Yet) 4.) Ikegami (Why Don't You Play in Hell) 5.) Tsugaru (Hero SP)

a very hard list for me to make considering i think he has plenty of cute roles (if not just cute moments) in one way or another but..... thems the ones that had me going (´◡`ʃ♡ƪ) the most..

BUT WHAT DO YOU MEAAAN NOT TO REMIND YOU YOU TOLD ME ABOUT IT FIRST (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) an important thing to remember anyhow.. maybe in the future he can direct movies that feature other cute middle-aged men (❁´◡`❁) greatly doubt any others will ever compete with The Paragon Of Middle-Aged Dudes but they can try...

you had me at Trnsgender Chicken huh. OH BUT YEAH i figured hiroshi was kansai-esque with his mannerisms/speech. bali big brother was one of the movies on my To-Watch list so i know what to look into this week now (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

OH BUT I THOUGHT YOU SAW THE MOVIE i watched it ahead of time because of that ☠️☠️ BUT i look forward to you checkin it out !! again its p different tonally in some parts, esp with the vibe to haruka and tachibana's relationship (tho of course the underlying issue of their rocky friendship still exists, its just not as evident as it was in the anime).

AH BUT YEAH i appreciate kase for what he does as a narrative device and as a character in THAT regard i really like him: serving as a cautionary reality for people like tachibana who could be taken advantage of if around the wrong people while he simultaneously acts as though he knows what's best for her (and again, he has a point in her and kondo's age difference being egregious, but he's not exactly sailing on smooth waters either). with that in mind i appreciate that aspect of him didn't overstay it's welcome (for multiple reasons of course LMAO)

NOOO BUT HARUKA AND TACHIBANA'S RELATIONSHIP MENDING BY THE END THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING TOO especially when they showed off haruka had her lil cat bro hanging on her bag.. and it was that hot-pink color to balance out the black one tachibana had (very kuromi/melody core if you ask me).... it really was super sweet that kondo and haruka got to mend their past relationships by the end of the anime like AAA it was SOOO good the build up and execution and eveything.. and i LOVE how the anime ends with the implication kondo and tachibana will start to really work on their aspirations- i always like those endings more than the ones where we see them already succeeding (❁´◡`❁)

AND YEYEYE THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT THE BUSINESS WITH CHIHIRO WAS GONNA BE TOO !!!!! IT WAS DEFINITELY INTENTIONAL ME THINKS LIKE ugh... AtR is masterful as all hell for everything it does i truly loved it a lot...

[cesslestial]

SCRIPTURES: Psalm 57:1-11

1. "Have mercy on me, my God, have mercy on me, for in you I take refuge. I will take refuge in the shadow of your wings until the disaster has passed.

2. I cry out to God Most High, to God, who vindicates me.

3. He sends from heaven and saves me, rebuking those who hotly pursue me— God sends forth his love and his faithfulness.

4. I am in the midst of lions; I am forced to dwell among ravenous beasts— men whose teeth are spears and arrows, whose tongues are sharp swords.

5. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all the earth.

6. They spread a net for my feet— I was bowed down in distress. They dug a pit in my path— but they have fallen into it themselves.

7. My heart, O God, is steadfast, my heart is steadfast; I will sing and make music. Awake, my soul!

8. Awake, harp and lyre! I will awaken the dawn.

9. I will praise you, Lord, among the nations; I will sing of you among the peoples.

10. For great is your love, reaching to the heavens; your faithfulness reaches to the skies.

11. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all the earth.”

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RHEMA

▫️There is only one way, one source, one path, one bridge, and one solution when the trials come, only to God - our sovereign God who offers real refuge, safetyness and comfortability.

▫️ Our eyes should be fixed only in focusing and trusting God's ways.

▫️Ang secured at tunay na kristiyano ay mag susurvive. When all is bleak and uncertain, one’s heart will not surrender to the circumstances. He will ride over the storm-tossed waves and arrive safely where and when God wants him.

REFLECTION

David's song relays a strong message on how we should act on our faith. Madali kasing sabihin na faithful tayo pag maganda or magaan yung buhay natin, but when difficulties come, jan natetest yung faith natin. Today's scriptures tells us that David's test became his TESTimony.

Gustong patayin ni King Saul si David, but because David extremely showed his profound trust in the Lord, naligtas siya. Kung titingnan mo, talagang malala yung kalagayan ni David kasi he asked the Lord for mercy 2 times, verse 1 "Have mercy on me, my God, have mercy on me". Wala siyang ibang mapupuntahan, at sinabi niyang "for in you I take refuge", he did not say this to earn God's mercy but because si God lang yung only hope ni David. His soul trusted in God and nothing else; there was nothing else to trust in. Si David, kahit hinahabol na nang kalaban, his heart was fixed to God, alam niyng undercontrol pa rin ni Lord yung situation.

MOTIVATION

Talagang tumatak sakin yung verse 7, "My heart, O God, is steadfast, my heart is steadfast; I will sing and make music. Awake, my soul!" kasi it reminded us na dapat ganun yung mgaing character natin, dapat steadfast tayo - yung may determination or will to move forward kahit may uncertainty or kahit di ka siguro sa kung anong tatahakin mo.

Personally, ilang weeks na rin akong nag iisip kung ano nga ba ang plano ni Lord samin dito, am I going to go back sa Philippines or stay here. Uncertain talaga yung mangyayari samin ni Coco, but today, I am reminded that God is still good and He will work it out go His glory. Napaka rami kong "what ifs" but today sinagot yun ni Lord through the testimony of David that me and my kid will be safe, that wherever will go, Pinas man, UAE or kahit saan, we will be safe.

Napaka buti mo Lord! Amen! Thank you for reminding me to trust in you. Thank you for your security na yung promises mo will guide us through the unknow tomorrows.

APPLICATION

▫️live "above" the circumstances of life as you look to God for help and guidance.

▫️manalig lang tayo sa leadership ng ating Panginoon at yun mismo yung magpapatatag satin in times of doubt and uncertainty.

▫️tulad ng ginawa niya many times in one's past, just trust the Lord that He will work it all out sa buhay mo.

[goldennikko]

WHATT??!?):₱28₱/ I CANNOT😭😭 I TOLD YOU I WAS SORRY PLEASE I SWEAR I DIDNT MEAN TO EAT YOUR WAFFLES😭😭 but it’s true tho, you do walk like a penguin.. sana nga totoo yung una pls, i would be so cool nakakain ako habang tulog pa video ako next time pag nawitness mo ulet. di ko naman kasalanan na maliit ako, tsaka kahit mas matangkad ka pa saken ikaw parin honorary baby ko AND WHO YHE HELL KNOWS MATH LIKE??? I DIDNT KNOW RHE ANSWER KASE THATS WHY I ASKED YOU😭 you were right tho, dapat ginoogle ko nalang sorry na nakalimutan ko kasing grade 4 ka non. grabe ka naman sa bumagyo😭😭 naeexcite kase ako non😭😭

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NOT THE WAFFLES!!! IF SOMEONE ATE MINE, I WILL CRY!!! penguins are cute! if we ignore the other weird facts about them that is... pls show me if you got that video! i am smaller than the two of you pls send help T^T i- yOU ASKED A GRADE 4 ABOUT IT???

[solitaryisland]