#send help! i am Struggling

[spiral-wizard]

Early (?) warning signs of my mental health decline:

Public vulnerability / vague cries for help via social media (+ can't respond when people reach out)

Pinegrove's Everything So Far on repeat in the car

Escapism via farming simulator video game

3/3 :-)

[milk-lover]

Sobbing uncontrollably reading through a dissertation about the college experience of students with ADHD. It is like reading a report about my life that just says over and over "My experiences are real. My hardships are real. I am not lazy, I am not dumb. My struggles were not my fault, and they were not a moral failing. The failure was with the system, not with me."

Here's a line that got me in particular:

"Hotez et al.(2022) compared the health, academic, and non-academic capacities of a nationally representative sample of U.S. first-year college students with ADHD and without ADHD. Students with ADHD self-reported lower academic aspirations and more feelings of depression and overwhelm, ranking themselves lower in their general emotional health. The fact that students with ADHD scored in the highest 10th percentile for many non-academic traits, such as artistic ability, computer skills, creativity, public speaking, social confidence, self-understanding and understanding of others, compassion, and risk-tasking, suggests that this population has strengths that are frequently underappreciated in academia."

(the paper is a thesis called "Understanding the Collegiate Experience for Students With ADHD" by Gia Long, 2022)

[fudgelling-away]

It's one of those days

Sans.

Sans.

sans sans sans

I wake up, mind foggy and disoriented. I go about my morning routine on autopilot. Empty eyes. Blank expression. Mind far away.

Sans.

Sans squirms under the covers, nuzzling into the warmth of my body.

I brush my teeth, unseeing eyes locked onto a random spot on the sink.

Sans lets out a low grunt and I growl, clenching my teeth on the toothbrush, foam all over my mouth.

How fitting.

I wash my face with shaky hands while Sans arches against my body in the most delicious way.

My hands trace his lumbar vertebrae, edges rounded and soft. He's such a gentle, non-threatening creature. Nothing about his body is harsh to the touch. No sharp angles. Nothing to attack with. No armour. Just inviting softness.

He is so human in that regard.

I rub the intervertebral discs with the tips of my fingers and feel the jelly-like surface yield under the careful pressure. His breath hitches and he whispers my name.

I sigh and start making tea, walking around the kitchen in a haze. My shift at work starts in 10 minutes.

Sans whines ever so softly as my hand reaches inside his hollow ribcage, caressing, massaging the warm bones.

I stop in the middle of the kitchen, spilled tea trickling down my arm onto the floor.

I watch the droplets fall.

Smooth bones shiver under my fingers.

I put the glass back on the counter and turn around lethargically to get some paper towels.

Teeth pressed against my lips. Ragged breath.

Sugar. I need to get a soap. Or the floor is going to be sticky.

"please, just... please"

The floor tiles are cold and smooth when I kneel down.

I can't see my kitchen anymore.

Sans leans into my hand needily as I wipe the sweat off his forehead.

It's going to be a torturously long day.

[spaceratprodigy]

*gulp* deacon/iris "please just kiss me" intimacy ask........ NYE party- (i am shot)

@oldworldwidgets — [ intimacy prompts ]

It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken, just bent, and we can learn to love again

pose reference

[bakvrue]

Wanna be pinned against a wall by a man who is unable to control himself. His body weight's pressure is nothing compared to how hard his cock feels against you ass. Heat pouring from him. Desire. Need. His hands hold you in place, the tight grip on your hips makes yoir eyes flutter, and he growls in your ear, "You've tested me long enough." He arches your body against the wall before he's dragging your shorts down and the head of his cock pushes against your hole...

[hauntedbygeese]

me after failing my finals:

'oopsie daisy'

[icouldbeyourprettygirl]

I wish I could walk into a room and greet him with “hey, handsome” for the rest of my life

[drunken-devotion]

how do you draw

[vashtaylor]

screen shot redraw 

[orkuslux]

Why is he so hard to draw ;^;

Time to dedicate the entire month to drawing this weenie. Yay October :0

[hotheadedheroprimary]

Texting Todoroki

(Y/n): I just wanted to thank you again for helping me study today. Todoroki: I'm glad you found it beneficial. It's also worth mentioning that you left your hair tie here. (Y/n): Heh, that just means I have a reason to come back ;) Todoroki: You wish to come and get it now? It's a little late don't you think?

(Y/n): Not right now, silly. Todoroki: Sorry, I misunderstood. Todoroki: Would you like me to "accidentally" forget to bring it to school tomorrow? (Y/n): *laughing because bless this guy for trying to flirt* Sure, whatever you want. Todoroki: *feeling rather proud of himself.*

[coolbattlegirl]

When you write 482 words but most of it is just your failed attempts at trying to start the story in different ways 🫠

[lover-of-skellies]

Why must it be so difficult to like things a Normal amount. ADHD makes me either latch onto a single thing and fixate on only that for a few years straight, or I have to very precariously balance each of my interests, treading extra carefully because at any moment, if I consume even the tiniest bit too much media of a specific one, all of the others will stop existing to me

[flesh-vtubers]

i'm trying to make my own skrunkly plushie and Struggling help me I greatly overestimated my pattern making and sewing skills

[starsmacabray]

for all the sirius kinnies: how are you doing after going home for the holidays?

collectively like are we doing okay or ?

[funkyyychicken5000]

I’m making a sweater and I ran out of squares. 😭

The pattern said I needed 48, but upon assembly it appears I need more than that. I might’ve just misread it or something, though.

I just have the front and sleeves, no back yet. I might also add an extra round or two of the black yarn to each square just to make the sweater a bit larger.

I no longer have the other variegated/rainbow yarns, so I’m thinking about just using another color instead of completely scraping the project/leaving it as a WIP.

The other possible colors for the additional squares are pictured below: