#semi squid games

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Hi! i wanted to ask ir you could write some headcanons of Se-mi (player 380) cuddling with shy f!reader. I love your writes :3

A/n: Hiii!! I'm so glad you like my writings! And I hope you like this one too ♡

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-ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇs sғᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ɴsғᴡ-

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ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛᴇᴅ: ʏᴇs ᴏʀ ɴᴏ

☆ ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ (ᴘʟᴀʏᴇʀ 380) x sʜʏ! ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

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☆ ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇs sᴍᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ sᴜɢɢᴇsᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴀᴛᴇʀɪᴀʟs

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sғᴡ

- ɪɴɪᴛɪᴀᴛɪᴏɴ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ɪs ᴀ ᴄᴏɴғɪᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀssᴇʀᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ, sᴏ sʜᴇ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ɪɴɪᴛɪᴀᴛᴇ ᴄᴜᴅᴅʟᴇs ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. sʜᴇ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇs ʜᴏᴡ sʜʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴛᴇᴀsɪɴɢʟʏ ʙᴏʟᴅ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴏᴀᴄʜ ʜᴇʟᴘs ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ɪᴄᴇ.

- ʜᴇʀ ғᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ sᴘᴏᴛ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ ʟᴀᴘ, ᴡʀᴀᴘᴘɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ᴀʀᴍs ᴛɪɢʜᴛʟʏ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇsᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ᴄʜɪɴ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅᴇʀ. ɪᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇs ʜᴇʀ ᴀ sᴇɴsᴇ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛ.

- ᴘʟᴀʏғᴜʟ ᴛᴇᴀsɪɴɢ: sʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ʀᴇsɪsᴛ ᴛᴇᴀsɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ғʟᴜsᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ. “ᴡʜʏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʙʟᴜsʜɪɴɢ, ʙᴀʙᴇ? ɪ’ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴋᴇᴇᴘɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀʀᴍ.” ʜᴇʀ sᴍɪʀᴋ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ɪᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡᴏʀsᴇ (ᴏʀ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ).

- ɢᴇɴᴛʟᴇ sɪᴅᴇ: ᴡʜᴇɴ sʜᴇ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇs ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴡʜᴇʟᴍᴇᴅ ᴏʀ ɴᴇʀᴠᴏᴜs, sʜᴇ sᴏғᴛᴇɴs ɪᴍᴍᴇᴅɪᴀᴛᴇʟʏ. sᴇ-ᴍɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴄʜᴇsᴛ, sᴛʀᴏᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀɪʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜɪsᴘᴇʀɪɴɢ sᴏғᴛ ʀᴇᴀssᴜʀᴀɴᴄᴇs ʟɪᴋᴇ, “ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ sᴀғᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ, ᴏᴋᴀʏ?”

- ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀғғᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ: sʜᴇ ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇs ᴛᴀɴɢʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴇɢs ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʟʏɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴄᴏᴜᴄʜ ᴏʀ ʙᴇᴅ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴏsᴇʀ, ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ. sᴇ-ᴍɪ sᴀʏs ɪᴛ’s ᴛᴏ "ᴍᴀᴋᴇ sᴜʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʀᴜɴ ᴀᴡᴀʏ," ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ’s ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ sʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴀʀ.

- ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ: ɪғ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴜɴᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ sʜʏ ɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ, sᴇ-ᴍɪ ᴅᴏᴜʙʟᴇs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴏɴ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀғғᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴᴀᴛᴇ ɪɴ ᴘᴜʙʟɪᴄ. sʜᴇ’ʟʟ ᴡʀᴀᴘ ᴀɴ ᴀʀᴍ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴋɪss ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴏʀᴇʜᴇᴀᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ɢʟᴀʀᴇ ᴀᴛ ᴡʜᴏᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴅᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴜᴘsᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ.

- ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ᴘᴀᴛɪᴇɴᴄᴇ: sʜᴇ’s ɪɴᴄʀᴇᴅɪʙʟʏ ᴘᴀᴛɪᴇɴᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ sʜʏɴᴇss. sᴇ-ᴍɪ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs sᴜʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴘʀᴇssᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɪɴɪᴛɪᴀᴛᴇ ᴀғғᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ sʜᴇ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛʟʏ ᴍᴇʟᴛs ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ.

- ᴘɪʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛᴀʟᴋ: ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ʟᴀᴛᴇ-ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴄᴜᴅᴅʟᴇs, sᴇ-ᴍɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴀsᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ, sɪʟʟʏ ǫᴜᴇsᴛɪᴏɴs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ. sʜᴇ’s ᴏʙsᴇssᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɢɪɢɢʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ ɪᴛ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴀʟʟ ᴀsʟᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴ ʜᴇʀ ᴀʀᴍs.

- ᴡᴀʀᴍᴛʜ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ʀᴜɴs ᴡᴀʀᴍ, sᴏ ᴄᴜᴅᴅʟɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜᴇʀ ғᴇᴇʟs ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴡʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴀ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ ʜᴇᴀᴛᴇʀ. sʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴛᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙʟᴀɴᴋᴇᴛs ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪᴛ ᴀ “sɴᴜɢɢʟᴇ ғᴏʀᴛʀᴇss.”

- sᴏғᴛ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛs: ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ sʜᴇ’s ᴜsᴜᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴏɴғɪᴅᴇɴᴛ, ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ᴡʜᴇɴ sᴇ-ᴍɪ ɢᴇᴛs ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴏʟᴅs ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ, ᴀs ɪғ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀsᴇʟғ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀᴇsᴇɴᴄᴇ. ɪᴛ’s ᴏɴᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛs ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ sʜᴇ’s ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ᴠᴜʟɴᴇʀᴀʙʟᴇ.

ɴsғᴡ

- ʟɪɴɢᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜᴇs: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ʜᴇʀ ғɪɴɢᴇʀs ᴛʀᴀᴄᴇ ᴘᴀᴛᴛᴇʀɴs ᴀʟᴏɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴏʀ ᴀʀᴍs ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴜᴅᴅʟᴇ. ʜᴇʀ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ sᴛᴀʀᴛs ɪɴɴᴏᴄᴇɴᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴀs sʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟs ʏᴏᴜ sǫᴜɪʀᴍ, ʜᴇʀ ғɪɴɢᴇʀs ᴡᴀɴᴅᴇʀ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʟᴏᴡᴇʀ, ᴛᴇᴀsɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀɪsᴛʙᴀɴᴅ ᴏʀ ʙʀᴜsʜɪɴɢ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴɪᴘᴘʟᴇs ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏᴅ.

- ᴡʜɪsᴘᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴛᴇᴀsɪɴɢ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ʜᴀs ᴀ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ ᴏғ ʟᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜɪsᴘᴇʀ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇᴀʀ. sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪᴛ's ᴘʟᴀʏғᴜʟ, ʟɪᴋᴇ, "ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ sᴏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ, " ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪᴛ's ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴅɪʀᴛɪᴇʀ: "ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs... ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙʀᴀɪɴs ғᴜᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ."

- ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʟᴏsᴇʀ: sʜᴇ's ɴᴏᴛ sʜʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ sʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʜᴇʀ. ɪғ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ sʟɪɢʜᴛᴇsᴛ ɢᴀᴘ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ, sʜᴇ'ʟʟ ᴛᴜɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʟᴏsᴇʀ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴅɪᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴘʀᴇssᴇᴅ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ. ʜᴇʀ ʜᴀɴᴅs ᴡɪʟʟ sʟɪᴅᴇ ᴜᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜɪɢʜs ᴏʀ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀɪsᴛ, ᴋᴇᴇᴘɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴄᴋᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ, sᴏ sʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴋɪss ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴇᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴜᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙʀᴇᴀsᴛs.

- ᴇʏᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀᴄᴛ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴs. ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴠᴏɪᴅ ᴇʏᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀᴄᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ sʜʏɴᴇss, sʜᴇ'ʟʟ ᴛɪʟᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄʜɪɴ ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ ʜᴇʀ ɢᴀᴢᴇ, ʜᴇʀ sᴍɪʀᴋ ᴜɴᴍɪsᴛᴀᴋᴀʙʟᴇ ᴀs sʜᴇ ᴍᴜʀᴍᴜʀs, "ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ᴡʀᴏɴɢ, ʙᴀʙʏ? ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ sʜʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ." sʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴛᴇᴀsɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ sᴛᴀʀɪɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇs ᴀs sʜᴇ ʀᴜʙs ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄʟɪᴛ.

- ᴘʟᴀʏғᴜʟ ᴅᴏᴍɪɴᴀɴᴄᴇ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀ ᴅʏɴᴀᴍɪᴄ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ғʟᴜsᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ. sʜᴇ'ʟʟ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴄʜᴇsᴛ, ᴛɪʟᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴋɪss ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛᴇᴍᴘʟᴇ ᴏʀ ᴊᴀᴡʟɪɴᴇ, ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʜɪᴛᴄʜ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ. "ɪ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs," sʜᴇ'ʟʟ ᴛᴇᴀsᴇ, ʜᴇʀ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ʟᴏᴡ ᴀɴᴅ sᴍᴏᴏᴛʜ ᴀs ʜᴇʀ ʜᴀɴᴅs ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀʏ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ sᴏᴀᴋᴇᴅ ᴘᴀɴᴛɪᴇs.

- ᴛʀᴀᴄɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏʟʟᴀʀʙᴏɴᴇ: ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴄᴜᴅᴅʟɪɴɢ, sᴇ-ᴍɪ's ғɪɴɢᴇʀs ᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅʀɪғᴛ ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏʟʟᴀʀʙᴏɴᴇ. sʜᴇ ᴛʀᴀᴄᴇs ɪᴛ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ, ʜᴇʀ ��ᴏᴜᴄʜ ᴅᴇʟɪʙᴇʀᴀᴛᴇ, ᴀs ɪғ ᴛᴇsᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ. sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs, sʜᴇ'ʟʟ ᴘʀᴇss ʜᴇʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ, ʟᴇᴀᴠɪɴɢ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴋɪssᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪɴɢᴇʀ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ. sʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴍᴀʀᴋɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ᴛᴇʀʀɪᴛᴏʀʏ sᴏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ʜᴇʀ ;)

- "ᴀᴄᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛᴀʟ" ɢʀᴀᴢᴇs: ʜᴇʀ ʜᴀɴᴅs sᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ "ᴀᴄᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛᴀʟʟʏ" ᴡᴀɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴄᴜᴅᴅʟɪɴɢ, ʙʀᴜsʜɪɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇs sʜᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ᴡɪʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʙʟᴜsʜ. sᴜᴄʜ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇᴅ ᴄᴜɴᴛ, ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀʀᴅ ɴɪᴘᴘʟᴇs, ᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀss. ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴀsᴘ ᴏʀ ᴡɪɢɢʟᴇ, sʜᴇ'ʟʟ ᴄʜᴜᴄᴋʟᴇ, ғᴇɪɢɴɪɴɢ ɪɴɴᴏᴄᴇɴᴄᴇ. "ᴏᴏᴘs- ᴡᴀs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ?"

- ᴘɪɴɴᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴏғ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ, sᴏ sʜᴇ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ sʜɪғᴛs ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛᴏ ᴘɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇɴᴇᴀᴛʜ ʜᴇʀ. sʜᴇ'ʟʟ ʀᴇsᴛ ʜᴇʀ ғᴏʀᴇʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀs, ʜᴇʀ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ᴀ ᴛᴇᴀsɪɴɢ ᴍᴜʀᴍᴜʀ: "ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴏ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴛᴜᴄᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs."

- ᴋɪssᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʀᴀɪʟ: ᴡʜᴀᴛ sᴛᴀʀᴛs ᴀs ɪɴɴᴏᴄᴇɴᴛ ᴋɪssᴇs ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴏʀᴇʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴏʀ ᴄʜᴇᴇᴋ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴛʀᴀɪʟs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴊᴀᴡʟɪɴᴇ, ɴᴇᴄᴋ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʜᴇsᴛ. sᴇ-ᴍɪ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ʜᴇʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, sᴀᴠᴏʀɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴs, ʜᴇʀ ʟɪᴘs ᴡᴀʀᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇʟɪʙᴇʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇʏ ʟɪɴɢᴇʀ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴋɪɴ. "ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀʀᴋᴇᴅ ʙᴀʙʏ..."

- ᴛʜᴇ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ ɪɴᴛᴇɴsɪᴛʏ: ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ɢᴇᴛs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ, sᴇ-ᴍɪ's ᴘʟᴀʏғᴜʟ ᴛᴇᴀsɪɴɢ sʜɪғᴛs ɪɴᴛᴏ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛᴇʀ ʙᴜᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇɴsᴇ. ʜᴇʀ ʜᴀɴᴅs ɢʀɪᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜɪᴘs ғɪʀᴍʟʏ, ʜᴇʀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜɪɴɢ sʟᴏᴡs, ᴀɴᴅ sʜᴇ ᴘʀᴇssᴇs ʜᴇʀ ғᴏʀᴇʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀs, ʜᴇʀ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ᴅʀᴏᴘᴘɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴀ ʜᴜsᴋʏ ᴡʜɪsᴘᴇʀ: "ʏᴏᴜ ᴅʀɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ?" "ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʀɪᴅɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪɢʜ, ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ."

[producedbysohyun]

Cuddling

Squid game x reader hcs

Summary: How the people in squid games would cuddle you (separate)

Includes: Thanos, In-ho, Se-mi, Dae-ho, Myung-gi, Jun-ho, Hyun-ju, Mi-na (non!squid game au)

Warnings: might be slightly suggestive at some points.

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a/n: I love writing these so much! I hope you guys enjoy them as much as I do!!

Thanos

Get ready to be crushed

Lays on-top of you

And does not let you get up for anything

“Let me get up for a second I-“

“No.”

While laying on-top of you he takes the opportunity to kiss your neck or chest

If you do end up getting up he whines until you lay back down

Type of Bf to use your butt or thighs as a pillow 😔✊

Randomly bites you

Has cute aggression 100%

Very deep sleeper

Moves so much in his sleep so if you guys fall asleep cuddling at least one of you is gonna be upside down when you wake up

Will give you pda anytime anywhere he does not care

I’m literally Dr. Seuss

In-ho

Not very big on cuddling

He tolerates it for you tho 😚

Even tho cuddling isn’t really his thing he LOVES when you sit on his lap

Especially when you’re facing him

Also likes when you lay on his chest

Literally just lets you cling to him and do whatever

Acts like he doesn’t care for it but we all know the truth

When he’s tired he just completely lets his guard down

That will probably be the only time he initiates cuddling

Other wise you’re kinda on your own 

Se-mi

Loves laying on your chest !!

Gives you neck kisses when she’s the big spoon 😏

Also a biter

Likes to have you on her lap

Touches your tummy while cuddling

you cannot stop her 😡

Clingiest Gf you can have !!

Takes every opportunity to hug you from behind and just stays like that for as long as possible

When you lay on her chest she likes to play with your hair

Another deep sleeper

Girl will not wake up for anything

If you are in bed with her you better be ready to never leave the bed again once she gets her hands on you

“Babe I need to get up”

“Five more minutessss”

Dae-ho

Most cuddly person ever

Big spoon !!

not so secretly likes being small spoon sometimes

Either rests his head on-top of yours or in your neck

If you guys fall asleep like that expect not to be getting up at all

Literally has a death grip on you

Lays his head on your thighs or chest pt.2

Will fall asleep immediately if you start playing with his hair 🙁

HATES sleeping without you

The lightest sleeper ever

If you softly shake him awake he will either have a dramatic mom reaction or he’ll just be confused asf

My babbyyyyyy

Myung-gi

Struggles to sleep if you aren’t next to him

Religiously the big spoon

He likes to put his hands up your shirt while cuddling and his excuse is

“My hands were cold 🙁”

“Damn right they are 😡”

Yaaaa we all know his real intentions ✊

Neck kisses pt.2 !!

Another one that uses your thighs as a pillow

Moves a lot in his sleep as well but stays holding you the whole time somehow

Loves you being on his lap pt.2

The type to rub your thighs while watching a movie or some sht😭😔🙁😭😡😔😔😡

I want him so bad

Gives you so much kisses !!

I need someone like him omg 😔

Jun-ho

Loves cuddling face to face if that makes sense 😭

Likes to hear about your day while just holding you

Listens intently and plays with your hair as you speak

He also enjoys when you lay on his chest

The weight of your body calms him down and he feels better knowing you’re safe in his arms

If he’s feeling extra vulnerable that day he’ll lay his head on your chest

Probably gets super exhausted after work sometimes so he just falls asleep the second he gets home

and when you join him in bed he immediately wraps his arms around you

Overall I don’t think he’d be to big on cuddling but he also wouldn’t mind

Hyun-ju

She’s just a big teddy bear

Especially when you’re alone with her

She isn’t too big on pda so in public she probably just sticks to holding your hand

But in private you’re getting cuddles, kisses, you name it

There will be a lot of giggling going around

Loves if you braid or play with her hair while cuddling

Lets you try out new hairstyles on her to see which one looks the prettiest 🤭

Loves when you lay on-top of her

When the both of you go to bed she HAS to be touching you

No matter if it’s holding hands or being straight up on top of eachother

Poor girl just needs you 😔

Mi-na

I feel like she wouldn’t really care for being touchy with anyone but if it’s her s/o

Sign her up !!

Definitely small spoon

She wants to be treated like a princess 😋

Puts her legs over your lap and just pouts at you till you rub them

If she’s feeling a little frisky she’ll get you to put your head on her chest and then just cling onto you

Loves giving you kisses !!

ugh I want her

Cannot fall asleep if you aren’t in bed with her

a/n: hii! I hope you guys enjoyed thissss! (If you’ve made requests it might take awhile for me to get to them I’ve been busy lately I hope you understand!) (reqs are currently closed)

[pacofprunes]

SQUID GAME REACTIONS — finding you injured after a night of attacking and fighting

CONTAINS — thanos x reader, daeho x reader, myung-gi x reader, namgyu x reader, gi-hun x reader, inho x reader, se-mi x reader, ali x reader

WARNINGS — injuries, mentions of death, the bathroom scene takes place in the women’s bathroom (or still the male depending on your gender), reader implied to be a girl in namgyus, squid game

your group had tried to stay together throughout the night in case something like this would happen, but with the amount of players, it was inevitable that at least one of you would come out of the night with multiple injuries.

you couldn’t tell who, but another player had knocked you to the ground and had busted your lip before you felt a sharp pain on the side of your neck. you put your hand up to it and felt a cold wetness. before your attacker could finish you off, the guards came in, shooting in the air, demanding everyone to stop. when the lights are on you look at your hand that you had used to touch your neck and it was covered in blood, and the person in front of you had a sharp needle like tool in their hand. the guards had patted you all down, taking every weapon everybody had. once the guards had finally left, announcing all the players who died, that’s when they realized. where were you?

KANG DAEHO

you hear your name being called before turning around and seeing daeho running to you, pulling you into a tight hug. his breaths getting cut off, trying to stop himself from crying before he pulls away and looks at you, fully grasping your injuries. the bottom corner of your lip busted in a deep shade of purple. your neck still dripping blood. he reaches his hand up to your face, grazing the injury on your lip before you pull it into your mouth behind your teeth. the pain starting to settle in as you scrunch your eyebrows together in discomfort.

“i’m so sorry.”

tears start slipping out of his eyes as he holds his hand on your neck, moving it and seeing his palm painted red. you open your mouth to speak but he just pulls you to one of the beds and forces you on it, taking his jacket off and holding it against your neck. he’s just stuck staring at the purple painting your lip and you cup his face in your hand, snapping him out of his thoughts.

“don’t cry.”

you wipe the silent streams pouring out of his eyes. he pulls you into a hug, still making sure the jacket doesn’t fall off of your neck. he mumbles something into your back.

“this isn’t right.”

you pull away, holding him by his shoulders.

“what?”

“i should be the one comforting you right now, not the other way around.”

you scoff, sending him a small smile and a playful smack to his chest despite the sting in your neck. you pull your hand up to your neck, right where daehos hand is and hold it, giving it a small squeeze and he smiles at you. he lets go of your neck, letting you hold his jacket there before he cups your face with both hands, placing a kiss to the corner of your lip where it was injured and then placing his head against yours.

“i won’t let you get hurt again, i’ll die before i let that happen.”

you give him a less playful hard smack to his shoulder, causing him to move back from your face and hold onto his shoulder. letting out an ow. you point your finger at him.

“don’t say that stupid shit again. if you die, i die. if you get out of here, i get out of here, okay? promise?”

you pull him back into a hug and he rubs his fingers through your hair. he takes a deep breath.

“okay, i promise.”

HWANG INHO / YOUNGIL / PLAYER 001

the moment he realized you weren’t near him, he found a guard and told them to end this whole thing. if you’d died, he’d never forgive himself. the moment he finds you, he grabs you by your shoulders and strokes his hand through your hair and moves down to glide his hand over your lip.

“are you okay?”

you were going to nod and brush it off but he notices you were holding the side of your neck so he grabs your hand and moves it and upon seeing all of the blood painting your neck, he stares for a few seconds before you put your hand on his shoulder, pulling him out of his thoughts.

“who did this?”

“youngil—”

he goes to cut you off to ask the same question but you stop him.

“it hurts.”

he softens his gaze before pulling you into his side and walking with you to the bathroom. upon arriving, he lifts you onto the sink counter before turning the water on. he walks into a stall and grabs a long strip of toilet paper, getting it wet before putting it on your neck, watching your face furrow in pain before you open your mouth.

“thank you.”

“you don’t need to thank me.”

he feels the slightest bit of guilt. knowing he’s not telling you who he really is. he’s in love with you, you could’ve died today, and unlike the actual games, he couldn’t have saved you from death. the bleeding finally stops and he uses a dry strip of toilet paper to dot up the leftover blood before taking your hand and helping you jump down from the sink. he still keeps a hold on your hand before he lets go. you look up at him before pulling him into a hug. saying another thank you into his shoulder. he doesn’t say anything back, trying to disassociate and act like this isn’t happening. he doesn’t want to feel guilty, he doesn’t want to love you, but he can’t help it. he simply just brings his hand up to your back and rubs it, letting out a heavy stressed out breath. god, what was he gonna do about you?

SEONG GI-HUN

he’s yelling your name the whole time and as soon as he catches sight of you he pulls you into a hug, immediately crouching down to be directly at your face level, cupping your face tightly in his hands. afraid you’ll disappear if he lets go. the moment he notices your neck, he quickly puts his hand overtop of it before he just looks down at the floor, stifling a sob, whispering something under his breath, but you could hear him.

“i can’t lose you. no, not you too…”

you quickly pull him into a hug and he stands up straight before squeezing you even tighter, face in your jacket, balling his eyes out. for so long he’s kept his emotions under wraps since the first games, but coming so close to losing you, he couldn’t hold it in any longer.

“you won’t lose me ‘ssangmun-dong’”

he pulls away, looking at you with teary eyes, his face absolutely drenched and he actually lets out a small laugh at that nickname, causing you to smile back. you run your hand through his hair before wiping it across his face and then gripping his arms, glueing them to his sides.

“don’t cry over me, okay? i’m still alive. if i keep looking at you like this, i think i’ll cry.”

he quickly wipes his tears and smiles at you and you laugh, only making his smile wider. he grabs your hand in his, squeezing it tight before pulling it up to his face.

“okay, but—”

he points his finger at you, as if scolding a child.

“don’t leave my side again or i’m sure that i’ll cry even harder than this.”

“deal. unless i have to use the bathroom.”

“no arguments there.”

THANOS / PLAYER 230 / CHOI SU-BONG

you had gone off to the bathroom, and not long after, the speakers start saying player numbers. he was too high out of his mind to connect the dots, but as soon as he sees you walk out of the doors up front all bloody and bruised and everybody yelling and fighting about what happened, he’s immediately running up to you, grabbing you by your shoulders, shaking you.

“who the fuck did this to you?”

you keep your mouth shut. if you’d told him, he’d definitely kill them. he goes to walk away and starts yelling at the other side, but you slap his shoulder, grabbing his wrist and pulling him behind the beds.

“stop. the more you fight, the worse things are going to end up.”

he looks at you, eyes going down to your swollen lip before his face softens. he presses a kiss to it.

“but they can’t—”

you press a hand to his mouth, waiting for his talking behind your palm to stop before you finally remove it and press your palm on your neck. he looks down at your bloody neck, staring for a few seconds before speaking.

“you’re not gonna die, right?”

you scoff.

“no i’m not gonna die yet you big dummy.”

he pulls you into a light hug.

“don’t say yet. you’re not gonna die at all.”

he pulls away and shakes his nails in your face.

“remember, the great thanos will protect you.”

NAMGYU / PLAYER 124

the moment he hears player numbers being called and realizes you were in the bathroom, he immediately stands up and starts messing with his sleeves, worried that one of the numbers called was yours and he just wasn’t listening well enough. as soon as people start flooding into the room bloody and screaming, his eyes dart searching for you before seeing you argue with some girl. her threatening to finish you off and you both throwing insults. he rushes over, grabbing your wrist and pulling you away before then pulling you into his chest, wrapping his arms around you. he just stays like that with you for a long while before you have to force him away.

“are you okay?”

he scoffs, looking at your lip and then your neck.

“i should be asking you that.”

“it just hurts. not deadly.”

he bites his lip back before rubbing his hand on the wound on your neck, dabbing the blood with his sleeve.

“you’re too reckless.”

he mumbled that and you just laugh under your breath. he lifts your chin up to look at him.

“next time, you let me do the fighting, okay?”

you give him a look. a look that says ‘no way’ and he can read it easily despite the drugs in his system. he rolls his eyes.

“god, you’re gonna be the reason i die here, not these games.”

you smack his shoulder and he just pulls you into a side hug, patting your back.

MYUNG-GI / PLAYER 333 / MG COIN ★

as soon as he sees you walk out of the doors with everybody and he sees the blood painting your neck, he immediately runs up to you, pushing you over to a wall.

“what the hell happened?”

you open your mouth to respond but stop yourself upon seeing the worry and stress in his face.

“god, are you okay?”

you let out a shaky breath.

“it hurts, a little. i’m more shaken up then anything.”

noticing the tears starting to roll out of your eyes, he pulls you into a hug.

“myungi, i’m scared.”

he pulls away before placing one hand on your shoulder and staring into your eyes.

“i know, but you’ll —”

he cuts himself off.

“we’ll, be okay.”

you start fidgeting with your hands, but he stops you, putting your hands in his.

“okay?”

you nod your head slowly before he pulls you into him again. he’d take this place more seriously. he’d take you guys, your relationship more seriously. he wouldn’t let anything happen to you again.

SE-MI / PLAYER 380

the moment the lights are on and she’s not fighting anybody anymore, she frantically goes looking for you. she knew namgyu hated her, what if he killed you because of her? she couldn’t live with that. so the moment the lights come on and she sees you, she immediately pulls you into her.

“se-mi, are you okay?”

she pulls away.

“i was so scared i’d lost you.”

you take her hand in yours and squeeze it.

“i wouldn’t leave you in this place by yourself, promise.”

she laughs, rubbing the bruise over your lip softly, as if trying to wipe it away.

“you shouldn’t make promises you can’t keep, especially in here.”

you grab her wrist, and she pauses her glides over your lip.

“i’m being serious. as long as you’re here, i have a reason to stay alive.”

she sends a smile your way before she moves her finger up to her lip.

“okay. i’m putting my trust in you.”

she puts a hand on your shoulder, and you give her a reassuring smile before pulling her into a side hug. you were going to get out of here together.

—

ALI ABDUL

he was probably one of, if not the strongest person in that whole place. which is exactly why he was a main target when the fights broke out. you had been behind him but he was practically getting dog piled by people and couldn’t keep you near him. as soon as the lights turned on and the guy that was on top of him surrendered from the sound of gun shots, his head was immediately whipping around the room to look for you, before finally spotting you behind one of the toppled over beds. as soon as the guards finished patting everybody down, he immediately ran over to you, pushing past sangwoo and the moment you saw him you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him into a tight hug. the moment he pulls you back and notices your lip he cups your face with both of his hands, staring at you intensely.

“oh my god—baby i’m so sorry—”

his eyes lower down to scan you more and they meet the large gash in your neck. he immediately lets go of you, taking his jacket off and tying it around your neck frantically. trying to keep it tight, but not tight enough to choke you. now it’s your turn to hold his face in your hands, he’s all bruised up as well, but still focused on you.

“look at you ali! you’ve got bruises all over you!”

he pulls you into a hug and holds your head, keeping it against his chest.

“stop. don’t worry about me. please.”

you pull away.

“you can’t just say that ali! that’s not fair! we’re in a game of death and sure, i could’ve died, but that’s not what i’m thinking about, it’s you!”

you press your head against his before speaking.

“baby, you can’t be so selfless. especially in here.”

you move your hand up to his cheek.

“you can worry about me, you can take care of me, but, i get to do the same with you.”

you look him in the eyes now. waiting for his approval. all he can do is stare into them lovingly before realizing you’re waiting for an answer and he bends down to your level, rubbing his hands on both your arms.

“yes, okay. we’ll stick together. i promise you.”

he gives you one of his smiles and within the darkness of this whole situation, he still managed to brighten up the whole room with that smile. squeezing your hand in his and you squeeze back.

[floozyuzi]

(f) squid game twitter nsfw links

KANG SAE-BYEOK

— eating your pretty pussy

— overstimulating

— grinding against her

— her love language

SE-MI

— playing with your tits

— strap-on

— riding her

— she LOVES your body (image)

— her slut

KIM YOUNG-MI

— sharing is caring

— fingering her

— fucking her senseless

— riding you

KANG NO-EUL

— makeout session

— she loves your tits

— her good girl (image)

— first time using a strap-on

JI-YEONG

— scissoring

— stress relief

— your gift for her (image)

(note : i tried my best y’all. idk much about sex stuff but i hope y’all liked it ♡.)

[hyunsuloves]

super shy.

synopsis … squid game women with a timid s/o ꨄ︎.

pairings … se-mi, sae-byeok, no-eul, jun-hee, ji-yeong, hyun-ju x fem!reader (separately)

warnings … fem reader, non game au, and a few are maybe ooc?

lovely notes … two posts in two days, we rejoice again!

꩜ [ 855 words ]

se-mi / player 380 is the polar opposite of you. while you’re timid, she’s a very assertive woman who isn’t apprehensive about expressing herself.

if needed, she’d speak up or defend you from someone without a second thought. she often finds herself doing simple things like ordering your food for you or speaking for you in awkward social settings.

she finds your timidness cute at times, like when you shy away from her compliments.

“hey, you look pretty with your hair down.” “oh, thank you se-mi. it looks, like, average.” “be honest, you look stunning with it down. you should wear it like that more, pretty.”

the way she was able to fluster you every time will never get old to her. she loved to say flirty things for the hell of it, and to of course catch you off guard.

she has a habit of including you in whatever conversation she’s having, whether she realizes she’s doing it or not. it’s more of a subconscious doing of hers. though, she knows when and when to not drag you into discussions of hers.

she hates to see someone targeting you, especially if they know your shy personality. she steps in without a second thought to handle the situation for you.

sae-byeok / player 067 is alike to you in many ways. she never makes an effort to put herself out there unless completely necessary.

in social situations, she doesn’t mind stepping in and doing most of the communication for you.

she’s the first to defend you if someone tests you, because how dare someone come to you when they’re aware of your timidness? especially in her presence?

“hey, i got you. lemme know if they say something to you again.” “it’s fine. i can handle my own, sae-byeok.” “mhm. you better tell me.”

she coaxes you to keep to yourself rather than speak out. weirdly enough, she likes being the only person you trust enough to be vocal around. she likes the dependency.

no-eul / guard 011 doesn’t exactly lack courage or confidence, she just isn’t an outspoken woman. she keeps to herself most of the time, similar to you.

similar to se-mi, she likes to fluster you at every waking moment. she enjoys seeing the bashful look on your face whenever she constantly compliments you.

while she encourages you to speak up for yourself more often than not, she doesn’t mind stepping in for you.

“hey, defend yourself next time.” “i was planning to. you just.. beat me to it.” “whatever you say.”

she knows how you struggle to express yourself, but she teases you nonetheless. it’s all in good faith, though. she knows when you’ve reached your limits.

jun-hee / player 222 is similar to you in numerous ways. while she isn’t exactly timid, she doesn’t find herself speaking out in a lot of situations.

if it comes down to it, she’ll speak for you without a doubt. but if she knows you can handle your own, she’d leave you to it.

she frequently teases you for how bashful you are, as if she isn’t so similar to you.

“you’re so shy, so quiet.” “jun-hee, please shut up.” “oh, so she does speak?”

the two of you can often sit in silence for hours on end, basking in the presence of one another. you don’t speak many words because the solace between you two is more than enough.

she’s the perfect person to be around if you find serenity in quiet rather than deafening settings.

ji-yeong / player 240 is a bright difference from you. she’s very bubbly, outspoken, and animated.

you two look like an unlikely couple, like opposites that people wouldn’t expect to be together. but ji-yeong is adamant about the idea that opposites attract.

if needed, she can always speak up for you. as odd as it sounds, she enjoys speaking up for you when you’re in a non-verbal state.

“hey, want me to speak for you?” “ji-yeong, as much as i love you, i need to speak up for myself.” “okay.. but please take me up on my offer in the future.”

she feels a sort of protectiveness around you. given you’re her partner, but especially with your shy nature. it’s like a need to shield you from anything and anyone.

hyun-ju / player 120 is quite the contrast, as she was never really nervous or bashful. she asserts herself in most circumstances, unlike yourself.

she stands up for you without hesitation, mainly because she knows firsthand what it’s like to be belittled by others.

she’s been in so many situations in which others have degraded her so she knows how to deal with it easily.

“come to me if they say something else to you, yeah?” “of course. thank you so much, hyun-ju. i don’t know what i’d do without you.” “don’t mention it.”

even though it’s hard to believe, you’re able to fluster her rather than the other way around. any lovey-dovey thing you say has her gone.

she enjoys sitting in silence with you, just like jun-hee. comfortable tranquility with someone she cherishes cannot be beaten.

[pinkyplonk]

[k1mbe3rly]

Need twitter p-links of Se-mi🙏 (for my wlw ass) m(_ _)m

yess

Se-mi twitter links

warnings: porn

Se-mi strapping you deownnnn

watching you bounce on her strap

rough pussy grinding

your first date with Se-mi took a turn..

can’t stop won’t stop fingering you

punishment

spanking you

she fucks you wayyyy too good

taking care of you

putting a leash on you since you keep misbehaving

nice and hard

[puddinrin]

LADY BOSS! > Team Thanos x F!Reader

summary: being thanos and nam gyu's bestie since high school

pairings: abit of semi x f!reader (wlw because we all semi dick riders in the club + will write more about her in the next posts), platonic! thanos, nam gyu, min su & gyeong su x f!reader

warnings: talks of drugs, rehab, yk how it goes

a/n: semi semi semi semi semi semi semi i need to make out with her so bad. (name) is a fashion designer (i'm projecting hehehaha)

yk how even the most notorious gangster has a person they respect the most - yea that's what you are to thanos and nam gyu.

people wonder what did you do to get them to respect you like that

easy that's because you knew them ever since high school

it all started with a group project where your teacher purposely paired you up with both of them, in hopes you'll guide them since they were quote a "lost cause"

you wanted to pull your hair out.

but since you were a cool, demure and nonchalant like that, you decided to do what you could to get them to cooperate for the project.

"tsk, this is a waste of time." nam gyu sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. you three were sat around your table when it was time to break into the groups you were paired into. thanos, who was still just choi su bong back then, leaned back against his chair staring into space.

you pursed your lips, before speaking. "well, let's get it done as soon as possible then. any ideas on what to do for this assignment?" the task of this assignment was to create some sort of advertisement for a product of your choice.

"no" "nope." they both replied in sync, uninterested to commit to this project at all.

"i'm a woman of patience. i'm a woman of patience" you said in your head like a mantra, trying hard not to leap across the desk and jump both of them and your teacher for pairing you up with them.

an idea then came up on your head. as cringy as it might sound but it might get thanos and nam gyu to participate in working with you to complete this project. "what about we create a rap music video for this?"

thanos and nam gyu sat up straight at the sound of that. "what do you have in mind, girl."

you got their attention now.

surprise or not. you three got full scores for this assignment

thanos came up with the lyrics, nam gyu produced the music beat while you directed the music video

"congrats, you two. how does it feel to get full scores for the first time in your life? i knew putting (name) in your group was a good idea." your teacher grinned rather smugly.

"no, sir. su bong and nam gyu were amazing themselves. they came up and produced the entire music video themselves. i just supervised from the sidelines." you said with a proud smile, patting their arm as you stood in the middle of them.

both of them looked at you, mouth slightly agape. for the first time in forever, they didn't need anything in their system to feel warmth in their heart.

you wouldn't have ever thought you would have fun spending time with the two troublemakers of your batch but you did

they did too.

when almost the entire school and everyone in their lives made them feel like a failure, you brought them a chance to shine.

"it doesn't matter if others look down on you. as long as you don't look down on yourself, you always have a chance to prove them wrong and slap them in the face." you told them, rather casually as you slurped on the bowl of udon.

you were treating them dinner that you promised if you guys got a good score for the assignment. damn, were you trying to make them all soft for you because it's working.

they're now part of the (name) protection squad.

thanos jokingly once called you their lady boss and they've been calling you that ever since

they would walk you back home after school, making sure you were safe especially when school ended late

would carry your bag for you too because their lady boss shouldn't have to do that!!

guys confessing to you? they have to go through them first

#brother you are scaring the hoes away

to more serious stuff such as them being addicts, they tried to hide the fact that they were until you found out after seeing the bruise on nam gyu's arm.

you tried your hardest, helping them to overcome their addiction

yes it wasn't easy, but they were trying too

overtime, they managed to stop after you convinced them to go for rehabilitation

after that their respect and love for you sky rocketed.

time skip to where you guys are in your twenties

they hate all your situationships/exes

they don't have to know what they did

#their lady boss can never do wrong

but if they have wronged you in any way they're on thanos' and nam gyu's hit list.

they've formed a band called 'black stones' (hehe) with their new friends they met in uni: semi, gyeong su and min su.

you unlocked the door to your two idiots' apartment, a plastic of take out food you bought for them and their bandmates you were going to meet for the first time.

"who are you?! don't just come in without knocking" the man who you later learned was gyeong su, pointed a finger at you.

while you just stood there like🧍🏻‍♀️holding the key in one hand and the bag of food in the other. like hello? i kinda live here in my free time too?

nam gyu knocked his head with his knuckle, scowling "don't disrespect our lady boss like that, you fuck!"

thanos skipped towards you, like a kid running towards his mom after spending his day at daycare. "aigoo, my highness, you should've gave me a call that you're here. i would've personally brought you up."

"i did. you didn't pick up."

he froze, before smiling sheepishly, taking the bag from your hand, settling it down on the counter. "well, now that you are here. we can introduce you to the others."

he then swung his arm across your shoulders, leading you to stand in front of the tv where the others were sitting around the coffee table.

your eyes drifted to the lady with short hair and piercings. the way she carried herself and that charming smile on her lips. damn, she's so your type.

"gyeong su, my boy. you gotta apologise to our lady boss, (last name) (name). no her, no me, no nam gyu. no me, no nam gyu, no black stones." thanos said, wriggling his finger at the said man who nodded before giving you a full 90 degree bow.

"i apologise for the disrespect, lady boss (name)!" gyeong su yelled, showing he was sincerely sorry. you couldn't help but cackle at that, waving your hands at him for him to get up. "you don't have to call me that just because those two stupid idiots does and please get up!"

semi was intrigued with you after that.

you must be one hell of a woman if you managed to get thanos and nam gyu to respect you like that.

and you were just her type too.

you and her are dubbed mama e papa of the team

they don't know you both made it official after a few months of getting to know each other though

you and semi found it fun to see how long will it take till they find out.

min su found out first but didn't say anything to the others because you roped him in into betting how long till the others realises.

when they found out

they acted as if you punched their grandmother in the throat and cooked their pet fish jeffrey for dinner.

"semi how dare you seduce our princess?!"

"(name), how could you?! i thought we were 4lifers we locked in. we're suppose to tell each other everything!"

"you guys can only hold hands when we're here! no lovey dovey stuff!"

semi proceeded to give you a big smooch on the lips in front of them, her hand then never leaving your hips.

you try to attend all of their performances but if you can't due to some plans you have to attend to, they always give you a shoutout at the end of them.

you're like their second manager. it's like your side hustle aside from being fashion designer.

they will wear your brand with pride and joy

it also makes your business boom 2x max

Posts that they will post:

> thanostone4u

liked by namgyu124 and 19k others

thanostone4u best gal 💪🏻

> namgyu124

liked by gyeongsuuue, semilw and 20k others

namgyu124 sister from another pussy

> blackstonesofficial

liked by thanostone4u, minsublackstone and 45k others

blackstoneofficial happy birthday to our precious lady boss! 😘🎉💕

[gyaruhana]

semi smut ? where her and reader are in a toxic relationship

Semi - Toxic smutty headcannons

Synopsis: just semi being toxic..

A/N: turned this into headcannons bc I didn't know what plot to right (though there's a little paragraph at the end). I hope that's okay! Anyway- second squid game fic of the day !! I cheered

Warnings: mean semi, manipulative, mentions of vibrators, light slapping, edging,

➠ Let’s be real.. Semi is manipulative. When she first laid her eyes on you, she thought you looked too innocent. It’s one of the reasons she even got with you in the first place. 

➠ You were cute and naive and she believed you’d be unable to leave her ever no matter what she did to you. 

➠ So, yeah, she's mean. And maybe she likes making you cry a little too much. It’s not her fault. It’s yours for looking at her with big doe eyes with tears spilling from the corners and slowly dripping down your face. 

➠But she won’t hit you or anything of the sort (unless it’s during sex and she’s punishing you..)

➠ She never admits that she’s wrong. She’s just always right. Every argument always ends with her saying it’s your fault before she decides that you need to be punished for your attitude. 

➠ Her punishments are mostly just edging. She loves to keep you stuck between that feeling of almost getting to cum before stopping all together so you can let out a cry and beg her to give you what you want.

➠ She does like a little bit of hitting though. Nothing too rough - just some light slaps across the face or on your ass. Hard enough to sting but not to leave bruises. 

➠ When she’s not punishing you, it still sort of feels like a punishment. 

➠ Sex with her is usually just her trying to please herself. She’ll let you cum as many times as you do but, if she has enough then she’ll leave you high and dry.

➠ Honestly likes giving you vibrators to wear and then turning them on in public settings like a restaurant. She enjoys watching you squirm and beg for her to turn it off. 

➠ She keeps it at a setting that she knows will make it impossible for you to cum but sometimes she likes to randomly max it out or, when you’re close, she’ll stop it just to hear you cry out. 

➠ Overall, she’s really just a manipulative girlfriend who thinks you’re completely innocent and likes to abuse that belief.

“Don’t you have any respect for me? Do you think I’d lie to you?” Semi spoke as she thrusted two of her fingers into your hole - her thumb rubbing your clit teasingly to keep you away from the edge of a climax but close enough that you’d be in a tortuous state of impatience. You’d be stupid to think she’ll let you cum after you spoke up to her. Even when tears filled your eyes, all she did was mock you.  “Don’t cry. This is your fault. If you had just been good, you’d be squirting by now,”

[svetamillss]

Headcanons: You decided to test your partner💗

Featuring: Cho Hyun Ju x Reader(f), Thanos (Su Bong) x Reader(f), Se Mi x Reader(f), Nam Gyu x Reader(f), Gang No Eul x Reader(f)

Summary: you were bored and decided to check your partners. You created a fake girl and wrote to them.

A/N: I decided to make something new for you. If you don't like correspondence, let me know, and I won't do it anymore.

💗💗💗

Cho Hyun Ju

Thanos (Su Bong)

Se Mi

Nam Gyu

Gang No Eul

💗💗💗

[puchline]

girls don’t want boyfriends, THEY WANT WON JI-AN

[extinctlesspains]

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MAKE HEADCANNONS WITH SE-MI AND DENSE READER 🙏🙏🙏🙏 PLEASEEEEEEE

A/n: AHAHHAHAHA I LIKE THIS REQUEST 😝

Տᗴ-ᗰI ᕼᗴᗩᗪᑕᗩᑎOᑎՏ ᗯITᕼ ᗪᗴᑎՏᗴ ᖇᗴᗩᗪᗴᖇ

- ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇs sғᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ǫᴜᴏᴛᴇs -

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ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛᴇᴅ: ʏᴇs ᴏʀ ɴᴏ

ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇs sғᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ǫᴜᴏᴛᴇs

sᴇ-ᴍɪ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴs

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sғᴡ

- ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴɪᴛɪᴀʟ ᴀᴛᴛʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴀʀʟʏ ɢᴀᴍᴇs ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏғ ʜᴏᴡ sᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʟʏ ᴄᴀʟᴍ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇᴍ ᴀᴍɪᴅsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀᴏs. sʜᴇ’s ɪɴᴛʀɪɢᴜᴇᴅ ʙʏ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ғᴜʟʟʏ ɢʀᴀsᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀɴɢᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇs. ʏᴏᴜ’ᴅ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴏʀ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ sᴍᴀʟʟ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ ɪs ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴍɪɴᴅs. sʜᴇ ᴀssᴜᴍᴇs ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ʙʀᴀᴠᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ, ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ʙɪᴛ ᴄʟᴜᴇʟᴇss ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ᴅɪʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sɪᴛᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ɪs.

- ʜᴇʀ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ sᴛʀᴇᴀᴋ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ǫᴜɪᴄᴋʟʏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ɪᴛ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ʜᴇʀsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴏᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴇsᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟʟʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ’s ᴄʟᴇᴀʀ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ғᴜʟʟʏ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪsᴋs ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ. “ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ’s ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ?” sʜᴇ’ᴅ ᴀsᴋ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴀ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴄᴀʟʟ, ᴏɴʟʏ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇsᴘᴏɴᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʙʟᴀɴᴋ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ, “ᴜʜ, ʏᴇᴀʜ… sᴏʀᴛ ᴏғ?”

- ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴜɴɪɴᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴄʜᴀʀᴍ: ᴅᴇsᴘɪᴛᴇ ʜᴇʀ ᴜsᴜᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴏʟᴅ ᴀɴᴅ sᴛᴏɪᴄ ᴅᴇᴍᴇᴀɴᴏʀ, sᴇ-ᴍɪ ғɪɴᴅs ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏʙʟɪᴠɪᴏᴜsɴᴇss ᴏᴅᴅʟʏ ᴇɴᴅᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ. ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴄᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟɪᴍᴇɴᴛ ʜᴇʀ, ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ “ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴏᴏʟ” ᴀғᴛᴇʀ sʜᴇ sᴀᴠᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴀ ɢᴀᴍᴇ, sʜᴇ ɢᴇᴛs ғʟᴜsᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙᴜᴛ ʙʀᴜsʜᴇs ɪᴛ ᴏғғ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ sᴄᴏғғ.

- ғʀᴜsᴛʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴏɴᴅɴᴇss: sᴇ-ᴍɪ sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɢᴇᴛs ғʀᴜsᴛʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜᴏᴡ ᴅᴇɴsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ, ᴇsᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟʟʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ sʜᴇ’s ғʟɪʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ. “sᴛᴀʏ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ,” sʜᴇ’ᴅ sᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ sᴇʀɪᴏᴜs ᴇxᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ, ᴏɴʟʏ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇsᴘᴏɴᴅ, “ᴏʜ, sᴜʀᴇ! ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇs, sᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s sᴍᴀʀᴛ!” ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ᴍɪssɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀᴛᴏɴᴇ.

- ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛs ᴏғ ᴠᴜʟɴᴇʀᴀʙɪʟɪᴛʏ: ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛs ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ɢᴀᴍᴇs, sʜᴇ ᴏᴘᴇɴs ᴜᴘ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ, sʜᴀʀɪɴɢ ʙɪᴛs ᴏғ ʜᴇʀ ᴘᴀsᴛ. ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴠᴇʟʏ, ɴᴏᴛ ғᴜʟʟʏ ɢʀᴀsᴘɪɴɢ ʜᴏᴡ ʀᴀʀᴇ ɪᴛ ɪs ғᴏʀ ʜᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ʜᴇʀ ɢᴜᴀʀᴅ ᴅᴏᴡɴ. “ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴇᴀsʏ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ,” sʜᴇ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛs ᴏɴᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ, ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴀᴍ ᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ. “ᴛʜᴀɴᴋs! ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs sᴀʏ ɪ’ᴍ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴀᴛ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴɪɴɢ.” (sʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ɪᴛ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴅᴇᴇᴘᴇʀ ᴡᴀʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴄʟᴜᴇʟᴇssʟʏ.)

- ᴀᴄᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ᴛᴇᴀᴍᴡᴏʀᴋ: ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴅᴇɴsᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴇᴀᴍᴍᴀᴛᴇ ʙʏ sʜᴇᴇʀ ʟᴜᴄᴋ ᴏʀ ɪɴsᴛɪɴᴄᴛ. sᴇ-ᴍɪ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇs ᴛʜɪs ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇʟɪᴇs ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ sʜᴇ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ʙʟᴜʀᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ᴏʙsᴇʀᴠᴀᴛɪᴏɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴜɴɪɴᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟʟʏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʜᴇʀ sᴛʀᴀᴛᴇɢɪᴢᴇ.

- ᴊᴇᴀʟᴏᴜsʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴛᴡɪsᴛ: sᴇ-ᴍɪ ɢᴇᴛs ᴊᴇᴀʟᴏᴜs ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘʟᴀʏᴇʀs ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴏʙʟɪᴠɪᴏᴜs ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ ʜᴇʀ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ sᴛᴀʀᴇs. “ᴡʜʏ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɢᴜʏ ғᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ?” sʜᴇ’ᴅ ᴀsᴋ sʜᴀʀᴘʟʏ. “ᴏʜ, ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀsᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴜʟᴇs! ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʜᴇ’s ᴄᴏɴғᴜsᴇᴅ,” ʏᴏᴜ’ᴅ ʀᴇᴘʟʏ ᴄʜᴇᴇʀғᴜʟʟʏ, ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ᴍɪssɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ᴀɴɴᴏʏᴀɴᴄᴇ.

- ʜᴇʀ ᴄᴏɴғᴇssɪᴏɴ: ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ, sᴇ-ᴍɪ ɢᴇᴛs ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙʟᴜʀᴛs ᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴛᴇɴsᴇ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ. “ʟᴏᴏᴋ, ɪ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴏᴋᴀʏ? sᴏ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴀᴄᴛɪɴɢ sᴏ ᴄʟᴜᴇʟᴇss!” sʜᴇ’ᴅ sɴᴀᴘ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴀʀᴍ’s ᴡᴀʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡɪᴅᴇ-ᴇʏᴇᴅ, “ᴏʜ! ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ?” ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ʜᴇʀ ʀᴏʟʟ ʜᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇs, ʙᴜᴛ sʜᴇ sᴏғᴛᴇɴs ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴅᴅ, “ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s ᴄᴏᴏʟ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴏ!”

- ᴘᴏsᴛ-ɢᴀᴍᴇs ᴅʏɴᴀᴍɪᴄ: ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴏᴛʜ sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇ, sᴇ-ᴍɪ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇs ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴇʟғ-ᴀᴘᴘᴏɪɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏᴏ. sʜᴇ’s ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪʟʏ ᴛᴀɢ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ, ᴏʙʟɪᴠɪᴏᴜs ᴛᴏ ʜᴏᴡ sᴍɪᴛᴛᴇɴ sʜᴇ ɪs. ʜᴇʀ sᴛᴏɪᴄ ᴇxᴛᴇʀɪᴏʀ ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴀs sʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴡs ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ǫᴜɪʀᴋʏ, ᴄʜᴇᴇʀғᴜʟ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʜᴇʀ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ, ᴀɴᴅ sʜᴇ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛʟʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ʜᴏᴡ ᴜɴᴘʀᴇᴅɪᴄᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ.

- ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ: ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴇ ᴅᴇɴsᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ɪɴᴄʀᴇᴅɪʙʟʏ ʟᴏʏᴀʟ ᴛᴏ sᴇ-ᴍɪ, sᴛɪᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙʏ ʜᴇʀ sɪᴅᴇ ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ. sʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇxɪsᴛs ʙᴜᴛ ғᴇᴇʟs ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ sᴜᴄʜ ᴀ ɢʀɪᴍ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ.

ǫᴜᴏᴛᴇs:

- ᴛʜᴇ “sᴛᴀʏ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ” ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ:

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: “sᴛᴀʏ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇxᴛ ɢᴀᴍᴇ. ɪ’ʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ sᴜʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴs ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ.”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ᴡᴏᴡ, ᴛʜᴀɴᴋs! ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ, sᴜᴘᴇʀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪs.”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [sʟɪɢʜᴛʟʏ ғʟᴜsᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ] “ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s ɴᴏᴛ… ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛ, ᴏᴋᴀʏ?”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ᴀᴡᴡ, ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ sᴏ ɴɪᴄᴇ!”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [ɢʀᴜᴍʙʟɪɴɢ] “ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ɪᴍᴘᴏssɪʙʟᴇ…”

- ᴡʜᴇɴ sʜᴇ’s ғʟɪʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ɪᴛ:

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: “ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴛᴏᴛᴀʟʟʏ ᴄʟᴜᴇʟᴇss.”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ᴡᴀɪᴛ, ᴅɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ?!”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [sᴍɪʀᴋɪɴɢ] “ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪғ ɪ ᴅɪᴅ?”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s sᴏ ɴɪᴄᴇ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ! ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ!”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [ғᴀᴄᴇᴘᴀʟᴍɪɴɢ] “ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s ɴᴏᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴏʀᴋs…”

- ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴀ ɢᴀᴍᴇ:

ʏᴏᴜ: “sᴏ ɪғ ɪ sᴛᴇᴘ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴇ’ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴏᴋᴀʏ, ʀɪɢʜᴛ?”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: “ɴᴏ! ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴜs ᴋɪʟʟᴇᴅ?”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ᴏʜ, ʀɪɢʜᴛ. ᴍʏ ʙᴀᴅ. ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ʀᴜʟᴇs.”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: “ɪᴛ’s ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴏɴ sᴇɴsᴇ. sᴛɪᴄᴋ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴜɴʟᴇss ɪ sᴀʏ sᴏ.”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏᴛ ɪᴛ, ʙᴏss!”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [ᴍᴜᴛᴛᴇʀs] “ʜᴏᴡ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ…”

- ᴘᴏsᴛ-ɢᴀᴍᴇ ʀᴇʟɪᴇғ:

ʏᴏᴜ: “ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴡᴇ ᴅɪᴅ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ!”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: “ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟᴍᴏsᴛ ɢᴏᴛ ᴜs ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴋɪʟʟᴇᴅ.”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ’ᴛ! ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ’s ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀs.”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [sɪɢʜɪɴɢ] “ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ.”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ᴀᴡᴡ, ᴛʜᴀɴᴋs! ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴄᴜᴛᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ!”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [ɢʀɪɴɴɪɴɢ ᴅᴇsᴘɪᴛᴇ ʜᴇʀsᴇʟғ] “ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴜɴʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴀʙʟᴇ.”

- ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴғᴇssɪᴏɴ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ:

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: “ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜʏ ɪ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ sᴛɪᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ, ʀɪɢʜᴛ?”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ’ᴍ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ?”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [ɢʀɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ᴛᴇᴇᴛʜ] “ɴᴏ, ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜ ɪᴅɪᴏᴛ.”

ʏᴏᴜ: [ʙʟɪɴᴋɪɴɢ] “ᴏʜʜʜ! ʟɪᴋᴇ, ʟɪᴋᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ?”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [ᴇxᴀsᴘᴇʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ] “ʏᴇs, ʟɪᴋᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ.”

ʏᴏᴜ: [sᴍɪʟɪɴɢ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛʟʏ] “ᴄᴏᴏʟ! ɪ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴏ!”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [ʀᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇᴅ ʙᴜᴛ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴀɴɴᴏʏᴇᴅ] “ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ’ᴠᴇ ғɪɢᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ sᴏᴏɴᴇʀ…”

- ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇɴᴇss ɪɴ ᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ:

ʏᴏᴜ: “ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴇxᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ!”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: “ᴀʙsᴏʟᴜᴛᴇʟʏ ɴᴏᴛ. ʏᴏᴜ’ᴅ ᴛʀɪᴘ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ ғᴇᴇᴛ.”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ʜᴇʏ, ɪ’ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄʟᴜᴍsʏ.”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: “ʟᴀsᴛ ɢᴀᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟᴍᴏsᴛ ғᴇʟʟ ᴏғғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀᴛғᴏʀᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏᴛ ᴅɪsᴛʀᴀᴄᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴀ ʙɪʀᴅ.”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴀ ᴄᴏᴏʟ ʙɪʀᴅ…”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [ʀᴏʟʟɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇs] “ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴛᴀʏ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴍᴇ.”

- ᴄᴀsᴜᴀʟ ғʟɪʀᴛɪɴɢ:

ʏᴏᴜ: “ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ?”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: “ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ?”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ʟɪᴋᴇ… ɪ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ᴅɪᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪᴍᴘʀᴇssɪᴠᴇ.”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [sᴍɪʟɪɴɢ sᴏғᴛʟʏ] “ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪᴅ.”

ʏᴏᴜ: “ᴏʜ! ᴡᴀs ɪᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪ ᴘʟᴀʏᴇᴅ ɢᴏɴɢ-ɢɪ!?”

sᴇ-ᴍɪ: [ʟᴀᴜɢʜɪɴɢ] “sᴜʀᴇ, ʟᴇᴛ’s ɢᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ.”

[producedbysohyun]

Shark Week

Squid game x reader hcs

Summary: How the people in squid game would react to you being on your period (all separate)

Includes: Thanos, Se-mi, Dae-ho, Myung-gi, Jun-ho, Hyun-ju (non!squid game au)

Warnings: We are pretending for this one they aren’t all in major debt 🤗, a little suggestive on thanos’s part, If you’re scared of periods don’t read I guess?? 😭

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a/n: this goes out to all my people who have to deal with periods! We are in this together 😔✊

Thanos

Ya you’re out of luck with this one 😔

Probably the worst person to have with you during your period

Definitely trys to rap his way into making you feel better but just fails miserably

“I know another way to make you feel better 😏”

“No”

“Ok 😞” *walks off with yet again another failed attempt*

If you asked him to go out and by you pads he would probably come back with those small cotton pads for your face

I mean he’s trying 😭

The type to ask “are you on your period” whenever you’re in a bad mood and is met with a slap every time

Doesn’t know what else to do so he probably just goes even more broke buying a bunch of food for you

(“With what money” we all yell in unison 🗣️)

Tolerates watching your “stupid” shows that you like just to make you happy but ends up being really interested

Se-mi

One of the best people to have with you

Deals with her period really well so she doesn’t really understand your pain but she gets the other things

Cuddles you all day!!

Literally turns into your slave

I feel like she would tease you about something and then accidentally make you cry because you’re overly sensitive

She feels so bad and you better believe she’s gonna watch what she says for the remainder of your period

You guys watch shows all day and just eat junk food

*stares at you dying in pain* “is it that bad?”

*starts crying*

“What- nooo baby I’m sorry” *queue her kissing all over your face*

I’m in love with her

Dae-ho

*sigh* I love him

Dude has four sisters so you are in luck

He definitely knows what to do

Gives you so much cuddles

He’s probably extra clingy to you during this time but if you tell him you want space he definitely respects it

If you’re having cramps he’ll give you tummy rubs 😔

I need him so bad wjdvjwwjwdjwkwj

Lowkey gets a bit freaked out when you start having mood swings

So he’s definitely careful with what he says not that he could ever hurt your feelings anyways

Is there to comfort you when you start crying over dumb stuff and NEVER makes fun of you for it

Gets you all your favorite snacks!!!

Ugh I need him

Myung-gi

Lowkey avoids you at first

Confused pt.2

He gets the hang of it pretty quickly tho

“Are you on your period” pt.2

Slapped pt.2

Poor boy didn’t even mean it in a bad way he was just genuinely curious 😞

Secretly looks up what to do

You guys binge watch shows together the whole day while cuddling

Try’s not giggle if you start crying over the show

And if you see him laughing it only makes you cry more

“No no Jagiya I’m sorrrryyy”

*Kisses your face till you stop crying*

Besides the laughing part he’s not a terrible person to have 👍

Jun-ho

Gives you your space

Kinda just lets you do your own thing but if you specifically need something he’ll do it for you

He’s up for giving you cuddles but you gotta ask him cause he doesn’t wanna do anything to upset you :(

Weirdly calm about the whole thing

Sends you texts asking how you’re feeling throughout the day as he can’t be there with you the whole time due to his job

Very very patient when you have mood swings

Buys you food pt.3

Overall not too bad

Hyun-ju

She definitely knows what to do

Very educated

Cuddles pt.4!!!!!!

Does everything she possible can to make you feel better cause she hates seeing you in pain

If somebody upsets you she will personally go and deal with them herself girl doesn’t play around

Constantly checks up on you asking if there’s anything she can do

Literally never makes you cry

She’s so gentle with you 🙁

10/10 person to have when your on your period

a/n: I hope you guys enjoyed! This was a lot of fun to make!!

[pacofprunes]

SQUID GAME CHARACTERS KINKS HEADCANONS

CONTAINS — namgyu x reader, thanos x reader, daeho x reader, semi x reader, myungi x reader

WARNINGS — (fem reader) 18+ content minors dni

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NAMGYU / PLAYER 124 — dacryphilia, hand over your mouth

dacryphilia — loves the sight of your tears from how well he’s pleasing you. he definitely teases you and will make fun of you for it, but he loves it, don’t worry. after the first time he makes you cry, he decides that anytime you two have sex, he has to make you cry. sometimes he’s a little rougher to obtain this. weather that be by pinching your nipples or biting your neck a little too hard, it doesn’t matter, he has to see those pretty tears.

the sight of his hand over your mouth also just gets him going. it makes him feel like he’s got some sort of power over you and he’s living for it. you just look so pretty as your tears slide over his palm, he can’t help himself.

THANOS / PLAYER 230 / CHOI SU-BONG — chemsex

not really an actual term, but hes a druggie and what’s better than doing drugs while having sex with you? and i don’t just mean popping a quick pill in his mouth, nah. doing lines of coke all over you. snorting that shit off your neck, off your tits, off your ass, everywhere. loves blowing the smoke from his fruity vape right onto your clit and if he’s got a condom on, he’ll lay down on his side and have you snort a line of coke right off of his dick. it’s certainly not safe, but if he’s super high out of his mind, he’s just gonna let you snort the coke off of his dick raw. no condom. loves the feeling of your nose rubbing lightly against his dick and the feeling of the air from your nose. got him cumming without really even touching him that much.

for sure takes a hit of his vape before going into kiss you and then blowing it all into your mouth.

“you’re thanos’s girl, yeah? hah, got two of my favorite things together. drugs and your pretty pretty pussy.”

KANG DAEHO — sitophilia, cockwarming

sitophilia — not into all foods, more specifically, whip cream. god, licking it off your perky nipples and licking it off right above your clit and then dragging his tongue down all the way through your folds? he’s already cumming. which on another note, he loves eating you out. might accidentally overstimulate you if he gets super into it.

he also lovessss cockwarming. just pushing into you, bottoming out completely and being cuddled up close to you, your bodies warmth being shared between each other makes his cock twitch. he loves feeling your warm walls melt and tighten around him every so often. everytime you move to get comfortable, you run the risk of him cumming after only a few seconds. the whole situation gets him painfully hard. there’s times where he can fall asleep with you like that. there’s even been times where you’ll straddle his lap, keeping his dick warm while you two sit in a chair at your dinner table and you’re sitting on his lap and you feed each other. everytime you two laugh at a joke or the goofiness of the situation, it’s causes him to thrust up in you or you to bounce on him, immediately causing him to grip onto your waist and press his forehead to your chest as he takes choked up shaky breaths trying to compose himself. sometimes he can last a long time just staying still, content with letting you just cockwarm him. and other times? he’s a begging mess and just can’t hold on any longer.

“baby, i don’t think i can stay still much longer. let me move, please?”

SE-MI / PLAYER 380 — manhandling, orgasm denial, overstimulation, voyeurism

she likes knowing that your pleasure is in her hands. if you want to cum, it’s not your choice, it’s hers. loves pulling her tongue away from your clit right when she can tell you’re about to squirt all over her face. loves seeing you beg for her to let you cum, and eventually she’ll give in. if she’s feeling a little mean, after she finally lets you cum, she’ll keep her tongue attached to your pussy. she’ll keep on sucking it over and over and she won’t stop until you’re crying out.

“what? i thought you said you wanted to cum, baby.”

voyeurism— sometimes when she pulls away when you were oh so close to cumming, she has you make yourself finish. she watches you finger yourself and rub circles into your clit while listening to your sweet moans. she loves it when you can’t do it yourself and you have to beg her to help you.

she also loves manhandling you. doesn’t have to be extreme either. just holding you down by your hips or her putting you into any position she desires gets her going. she just loves knowing she has all the power and the control over you.

MYUNGI / PLAYER 333 / MG COIN ★ — rough sex, vanilla

i don’t think he’s into anything too crazy. i think he’s going to have very calm more organized and kept together thrusts while he has a nice grip on your hips, but then there’s other times where he’s in a shitty mood or just feeling different and his thrusts are a lot sloppier and a lot harder. his grip on your hips is tighter, almost digging his fingers into you. i also think hes into quickies as well. maybe not so much into them, but he does have quickies quite often with you. sometimes he has fun with it, sometimes it’s just because he has to get his dick wet. i think he’s generally a more tame guy, but that doesn’t make the sex with him bad at all. he knows what he’s doing, and he’s the best at it.

[semirein]

she's so silly and hot at the same time

[exocaliii]

❦︎ And You Look Half Dead Half The Time (nsfw)

(pt. 1) (pt. 2)

| Kang No-eul / Guard 011 x fem!reader |

side! | Se-mi / Played 380 x fem!reader |

Summary: For six years, you've watched your best friend and only companion mourn a child she barely got to know. Now, you're given a chance that might finally rid her of this lifelong guilt.

Word Count: 6.2k

Warnings: death, violence, angst, hurt/comfort, smut, making-out, fingering + cunnilingus (r! receiving), bathroom sex, one use of Y/N even though I tried my best to avoid it lol, extreme jealousy/possessiveness, no-eul is not playing about her girl in this one LOL

A/N: finally reached the romance stuff in this one but there's still some build-up of course, hope you all enjoy and as always, i appreciate any type of feedback or comments, they make the writing worth it!! :D this is so self indulgent omg

—

When the platform begins to spin, you feel a firm grip on your hand, looking up to find Se-mi already staring at you with a calm expression on her face.

“Stick with me.” 

You nod, and before you’re able to check on Min-su, you’re nearly thrown off your feet by the sudden stop of the surface you’re on. 

“10 players.” 

The boom of the announcer clears your senses, and as Thanos and Nam-gyu laugh and spin, you see another group of five waving their hands for more people. You shout at the loudest volume you’ve used since arriving here for them to come over, and with a tight grip on Se-mi’s hand, you drag her to the open room right across the arena. Thanos, Nam-gyu, and Min-su (who you can now see was hiding behind Se-mi) follow right along, and, thank goodness, the other team of 5 do the same. 

“Are you okay?” You don’t respond to Se-mi's question because the answer should be obvious with the way you’re trembling, but she only nods in understanding. “Just stay calm, it’ll be fine.” You want to believe her, you truly do, but you see Min-su’s fear, and in that moment, you accept that this may be the game that kills you. 

The lock clicks open.

Your group of ten steps out, stepping over the blood of those who lost the last round.

You want to retch, but you stay focused and get back on the platform. 

With your hand in Se-mi’s, you block out the happy singing of Thanos and Nam-gyu, opting instead to pat Min-su’s back when you see him basically shaking like a leaf. He jumps, but turns to you with a grateful look in his eye. You pray that he lives, because someone like him should not die in a cold place like this.

“4 players.”

Your heart drops. Thanos glances back and forth between the three of you as Nam-gyu stands at his side. Your heart feels heavy in your chest, and your legs are stiff, ready to run. His eyes stop on Min-su, and you know what’s about to happen.

“You-”

“I’ll go.” 

Se-mi barely has a chance to react before you rip your hand from hers and run to find another group. Somewhere in the bustle of the crowd, you swear you hear her call your name, but you’re too locked onto three men in the distance. They’re already in the room, but they’re calling for a fourth person. Fear threatens to strangle you as you run over, the countdown playing loud in the overhead speaker. Their eyes are desperate, arms open to beckon you over to save both your life and theirs.

 

At the last second, you basically ram into one of the men as you barrel into the room, one of them slamming it shut behind you not even a second before the lock clicks. No one speaks as shots ring out from outside the room, and you begin to come to terms with your act of sacrifice for someone you had just met yesterday. 

Fuck, what were you thinking? Are you in this to win or not?

The lock clicks open, and you all step outside. There’s even more fresh blood on the ground, blood that you ignore as your eyes search the arena for your old group. 

“Y/N!”

You spin fast enough to snap your neck at the sound of her voice, and Se-mi runs over to you followed by the rest of the group. You think she’s about to hug you but she stops just short of it, arms lowering back to her side awkwardly before she resigns to grabbing you by the shoulders instead. For a second, you stare at each other in silence, neither knowing what to say.

“Oh shit, that was too cool girl.” Thano’s voice ruins the moment, but before you all begin heading back to the platform, you hear a soft voice from behind Se-mi.

“Thank you.” 

Min-su meekly looks at you with obvious guilt, and Se-mi drops her hands from your shoulders to take your hand as you all walk back towards the center. It’s comforting to have her hand in yours again (especially after you almost died letting go of it).

“It’s fine, I already saw the other group before leaving.” Obvious lie, but he didn’t need to know that. 

As you all begin to spin again, Se-mi gives your hand a short squeeze before looking down at you with a gentle smile that, as always, almost looks like a smirk.

“I was right about you.” You chuckle at this and turn away to hide your reddened face, but of course, the moment doesn’t last very long. 

“3 players.”

The three of you barely spare a glance at Thanos and Nam-gyu before you grab each other’s hands and run off, hearing the rapper scream a curse at your betrayal. You almost want to laugh, but you’re too focused on holding onto Se-mi and Min-su’s hands for dear life as you run towards one of the few open rooms still available. 

They’re filling up too quickly, and out of the corner of your eye, you see two other groups scrambling towards the one room you have your sights set on. Somewhere in the back of your mind, you come to the horrifying realization that groups of three might be too small to fit everyone that was still alive, even if they were all paired up. The thought makes your legs move that much faster, but just as you’re about to reach your safe haven, a body collides with yours and sends you flying towards the floor. 

10 seconds left.

“Min-su?!” He was on your left, but where is he?

7 seconds left.

“Get up, get inside the room!” Se-mi. You’re pretty sure it’s her rough hands that grab your sweater and pull you up.

5 seconds left.

“Where is he?! Min-su!” You stumble over your feet, your mind reeling as you’re bouncing back and forth between trying to find him and trying to follow Se-mi into the room.

3 seconds left.

“Wait! Wait, please help me!” He’s half on the ground, half fighting against a man trying to get up in front of him to enter a room to your right. You’re already in yours, and an arm wrapped tight around your waist prevents you from running out to save his life once again. 

1 second left.

“Let go! Min-su!” 

The buzzer sounds right as the door slams shut in your face.

The lock clicks shut.

Somewhere outside, you hear gunfire and the desperate cries of men and women who failed. 

For a second, you think you can hear him begging for his life, but then a single shot rings out and his fate is sealed.

—

Somewhere in the haze of emotions, you continue to grasp onto her arm like a lifeline. Your head rings, and you don’t even hear the announcer’s call for each of the next two rounds. It’s Se-mi who makes sure you’re right next to her the entire time, no matter which group you join or which room you scramble into. She doesn’t bother to ask if you’re okay (because it is extremely obvious this time, with tear tracks on your cheeks and shallow eyes staring into the distance), but her firm hold on you still shows her underlying care. That, and the slight shake of her body reminds you that despite her previous bravado and confidence, she’s still human just like you. 

When the game ends, you step over the blood of the losers to make it back to the main room (you wonder if you had stepped on Min-su’s as well - the thought of it makes you sick to your stomach). 

Thanos greets the two of you with excitement even after you left him and Nam-gyu in the dust, but you don’t even have it in you to entertain his antics now. Your head was pounding, and the only thing keeping you from curling up into a ball on the spot was Se-mi’s arm around your shoulders; she was holding onto you like you would curl up and die if she let go, which you might. 

When you both settle into her bed, you really begin to feel the weight of his absence. 

“I’m sorry for grabbing you like that,” she says, her voice quiet as if you were a deer about to sprint away. “...You wouldn’t have made it in time-”

“I know.” You’re curt, almost rude, and you feel bad immediately for your outburst. It wasn’t her fault, you reminded yourself. It wasn’t her fault that your first selfless moment in this hellhole means nothing now. “I… I’m sorry. You saved my life. Thank you.”

“You don’t have to thank me for that.” Her hand caresses yours, soothing you into finally allowing your tense body to relax.

Something about her gentle demeanor coaxes out a more peaceful side in you, and you lean your head on her shoulder. You’re pleasantly surprised at her lack of resistance, and something in your gut burns when she leans her head right back on yours. 

For a second, you think about No-eul and feel a strange amount of guilt creeping up on you, but Se-mi changes her grip on your hand slightly to interlace your fingers and it all goes away. You owe nothing to her. Companionship isn’t something she should bar you from looking for when you face death at her hands everyday now. 

What’s so wrong with finding your own comfort in the beautiful, kind, and unexpectedly soft woman sitting next to you? 

—

350 million won. 

It’s enough for those smugglers, enough for her, and so, it’s enough for you to change your vote. 

When red LEDs light up your face and you begin exchanging your blue patch for a red one, you feel the weight of the entire situation crashing down on you. 

You chose life this time. From now on, if you die, it won’t be of your own volition anymore. This fact disturbs you greatly, so you’re quick in pushing through the crowd to get right back to Se-mi’s side. You’re glad she chose to live too. If you made it out of here, you wouldn’t want to lose contact with her. Trauma bonds are pretty strong apparently. 

—

When two groups of men start walking out of the bathrooms covered in blood and money begins to fill the pig again, you shuffle a bit closer to Se-mi, and her grip on your hand tightens. 

Supposedly it was a brawl, and from the frantic head counts of both sides, the O’s had lost one extra man. The sight of a bloody Nam-gyu shuffling onto Thano’s bed, shaking from the drugs with a frantic, bloodthirsty look in his eyes made your stomach drop. Now, there was no idiotic rapper to take hold of his leash, and you were sure he would want to kill you two after you turned your backs on him twice. 

The cold steel of the fork you took from dinner provided a comforting weight inside your pocket. 

“Se-mi.” She turns towards you.

“Yeah?”

“Sleep on this side tonight, okay?” Your grip on her arm is tight and you know you must look completely shaken by now, but she still gives her signature confident smirk.

“Sure, but you better make it worth my while.”

Your face goes red and you scoff, making her chuckle. God, you’re glad you have someone like this by your side.

—

When the screams begin, you immediately dig into your pocket and pull out your makeshift weapon. You want to call out for her, but you’re terrified that if you make a single noise, you and her will be swarmed by the wolves tearing apart the people all around you. 

Where the fuck are the guards?! No, who are you kidding, of course they would sit by and let you kill each other. Probably the highlight of their night. Under the fear, you feel so much anger and pain at the situation that you can barely focus.  

No-eul’s face flashes in your mind once again but now, you’re beginning to struggle to differentiate her from the other murderers all around you. 

No, no, no. You can’t think that way. She’s not like any of them.

“You traitor bitch!” You turn your head down to look for the familiar voice, and to your utter horror, Nam-gyu is standing right below you. Across from him (and cornered against the wall) is Se-mi. Even with the strobing lights, you can see the intense fear under her angry expression. “I’m gonna fucking gut you!”

When he charges at her, you make one of the easiest choices of your entire life and roll off the side of the bunk. 

You nearly miss your landing, but your fork doesn’t and his scream of pain reveals that instantly. You take both him and yourself to the ground, but your heart is racing and you can still feel him bucking from beneath you, so you don’t get a chance to breathe before yanking the fork out of his shoulder and slamming it back down into the side of his neck. The feeling of it sinking it and spraying your hand with hot blood is sickening beyond belief, but you block out everything except the feeling of his squirming beneath you and raise the metal above your head again. 

You aren’t sure how many times you bring it down on him, but a body colliding into yours knocks you out of your spiral.

“It’s okay, it’s okay,” Se-mi’s voice barely comprehends in your ears, but you can feel her arms around you clearly. “He’s dead, it’s okay, we’re okay.” Her hand rubs your back soothingly, and only then do you realize there are tears pouring down your cheeks.

Your chest heaves as you openly sob, clinging to her like a lifeline and unintentionally smearing the back of her sweater with Nam-gyu’s blood. You shut out everything but her voice, and even when the guards enter and fire into the air, you don’t find yourself flinching once, simply dropping to the floor still in her arms.

—

When some of the players gun down all the guards in the room, you hide in the corner with Se-mi (who was still whispering comforting words into your ears). You watch as players 120 and 456 take center stage in the room, shutting down the last bits of the riot and forcing the one square-mask guard onto his knees. They call for others to join them, others with military experience or even those with the faintest idea of how to use a gun. 

Of course, you had military experience right alongside No-eul, but the ache in your body and the tight grip Se-mi has on you keeps you from getting up. Your head pounds and spins as your eyes begin trailing around the slaughterhouse of a room. 

Dead people in green, dead people in pink. Your eyes linger on the guards and their triangle-masks, immediately recalling the shape No-eul had on hers. 

What if…

No.

The moment the team of rebels leaves, you go to get up but a tight grip on your forearm drags you right back down. 

“Hey, hey, where are you going?” Her eyes are confused but her voice is just as gentle as it’s been the entire time she sat there combing her fingers through your hair and whispering about how brave you were and how thankful she was. “Talk to me please, what’s wrong?”

“I just need to check something, that’s all.” She doesn’t look satisfied, but Se-mi lets you get up after you give her a brisk hug and a strained smile. 

With a shaky breath, you begin to make your rounds. You can feel the eyes on you as you walk up the first guard and pull off their mask, letting out a quiet sigh of relief at the lack of familiarity in their dead eyes. 

With each one, you grow more and more tense, steeling yourself for the possibility of seeing No-eul’s empty, dead eyes staring back at you. 

It would be the thing that kills you. The loss of your reason to fight in the first place. 

Kneeling down next to the final guard, you can barely breathe as your fingers brush against the edge of their mask. Your hands are shaking so bad and you curse yourself for your sudden lack of strength. You would die if it was her. You would pull that fork out of Nam-gyu’s neck and jam it in your own if it was her. 

Shutting your eyes tightly, you tug it off and let it clatter to the side. Your breathing slows when you peek and immediately recognize the face as belonging to a younger man’s, not your No-eul. 

Please God, give me this one thing and let her live. Let us leave with my blood money and never come back.

—

You can’t even feel joy or disappointment when the rebellion inevitably ends in a whimper. 

456 is dragged in and from a quick glance around the room, you see that 001 and 390 are missing as well. 120 and 388 sit dejectedly not too far away from you, and you can’t help but feel for them; they were people, far stronger than you, that failed to be the heroes. You can’t judge them, you never even considered fighting alongside these brave people in the first place. 

Now that everything has calmed down again and lights-out happens like every other night and not the bloodbath that ensued earlier, you’re far more aware of the sticky feeling of blood on your skin. Your sweater even feels slightly heavier, the entire front of it stained with deep red fluid.

“I-I need to wash this off.” Se-mi, who was almost drifting off next to you, shoots awake and gets up right behind you.

“I’ll come with you.” It’s an unspoken fact that she definitely would, but you’re still happy at the confirmation. 

In the haze of everything that’s occurred, you completely forget that No-eul has been the only reason you’ve been able to get into the bathroom these days, and the only reason she lets you in is because you’re you. So, when you call out and the door opens as usual, you’re confused at her stiff posture. However, after a weird awkward silence, she steps aside to let both you and Se-mi in, almost slamming the door behind you two. 

—

No-eul’s eyes trail you two as you enter the bathroom together, and she can barely control herself from charging in there and kicking 380 out altogether; she had warned you about people like her, so what were you still doing clinging to her side like that? Moreover, seeing the blood practically covering your entire front was like a gut punch. 

She should’ve been there. She should’ve blown the heads off of whoever did that to you. She’s been careless, and she understands that now.

The worst she felt was during the Mingle game. Each time she had been sent in, her breath would hitch and she would hesitate for a few seconds at the entrance, eyes scanning the wide open area for any signs of you. Every single time she failed to spot the number 037 on the clothes of those she shot, a weight would be lifted off of her shoulders. 

After the final round, the room doors had opened just before she was able to leave through the soldier’s door. She takes the chance to search for your kind face, and instead is faced with the sight of you practically hanging off of 380, a lost, soulless look in your eyes. Pain for your sadness mixes with some other ugly emotion, and for a second, she lets herself imagine how your expression would change if she sent a bullet through 380’s heart. 

Would you cry out for that woman, or would you call No-eul’s name out of instinct, like a lost animal begging for comfort?

In the end, she simply leaves with her fellow soldiers, silently cursing herself for such a violent thought. 

—

As you scrub the blood off your face, neck, and hands, you do your best to not let your gaze drift back over to Se-mi. She finishes cleaning up long before you, and you can feel her eyes on you as you scrub away. But no matter how hard you seem to scratch at your hands, the faint red tint just won’t come out. Your breathing grows heavy, and you begin to rub at it harder with the soap. 

Your hands are still red.

The blood from his neck covers your hands, the sounds, the sounds-

“That’s good enough,” a soft voice sounds from beside you, gently taking your hands in hers as you shake.

“No, no, there’s still blood, I-, there’s still…” You turn your hands this way and that, examining them and the red tint you can’t seem to get rid of.

“It’s not blood, you’ve just been rubbing too hard…” She shushes you gently and her thumbs begin tracing circles on your raw palms. “I’m sorry you had to do that, I really am.”

You can only shake your head and press your face in the crook of her neck. It’s a familiar position, one you were in only last night but with a completely different woman. She’s just as soft as No-eul, but she doesn’t wrap her arms around your body and pull you close. Instead, her fingers find the zipper of your bloodied sweater and gently begin to pull it down. The motion makes you back away a little, and she lets your sweater fall to the ground after tugging it off you. 

It’s freeing without the weight of all that blood on you, and your heart swells when she takes off her own jacket to put it on you. This is the kind of care you rarely find yourself receiving, and whenever you did, it was usually by the hand of only one other person. You would have never expected the cocky, confident girl you met two days ago would become this important to you. 

You were right about her. Se-mi was the ever genuine, ever caring woman you hoped she was after your first real conversation together, and you wonder if the world finally decided to go easy on you for once by sending you a beacon of strength in the middle of this hellhole. 

“Thank you, Se-mi,” you breathe out, the feeling of her fingertips grazing the skin of your arms still present long after her hands have dropped back to her side.

She doesn’t respond. Her gaze is still heavy on you, but this time, you hold eye contact and let yourself drown in her eyes. For a split second, you’re sure you see them dart down to your lips, and you think she might just eat you alive with the way she’s examining you.

In an act that surprises even yourself, it’s you who leans forward and presses your lips against hers. Cliche fireworks don’t go off, but the second she reciprocates by grabbing the back of your neck to deepen the kiss, you feel the tension between you two finally reach a high point, and it’s euphoric.

You hold each other with pure, unadulterated desire as one of her hands travel down to your waist, pulling you in. The kiss deepens and somewhere in the back of your mind, you think of No-eul. She was right outside that door, what if you were caught?

What the hell are you thinking about right now?

“You’re beautiful, so perfect,” she whispers, and her words make your heart beat that much faster. “My brave girl.” Se-mi breaks the kiss to press her lips against your neck now instead, drawing a moan from deep in your throat. She’s still holding onto you like her life depends on it. 

Unfortunately, your mind is still whirling and you have to remind yourself once again that you owe No-eul absolutely nothing. She shouldn’t and wouldn’t be angry over you finding someone to love, who loved you in a place like this. Is it wrong to search for comfort when you’re so sure you might die tomorrow? Especially from someone like Se-mi, who has done nothing but protect you and care for you.

Your hands tangle in her hair as she slides a hand beneath your shirt-

“Player 380.”

You spin around as the door slams open, a gruff voice making you jump apart from Se-mi. You shouldn’t feel ashamed, but you do, especially when you can feel No-eul’s eyes trailing up and down your disheveled form, and you know she knows exactly what happened here.

“Get back to the room.” You look down to see her revolver gripped tightly in her hand, as if she’s fighting the urge to lift it.

“Just give us a couple more-”

“Now.” She practically growls out that last word, and you can hear a click in the silent bathroom as she loads her revolver at her side. 

Se-mi is brave, but she’s still smart enough to realize that she’s being threatened and would not win a fight against the taller woman with a loaded gun. WIth her head held high, she takes your hand and begins walking around the guard, but No-eul steps in her way and shakes her head.

“037 stays.” You all pause, and Se-mi grips your hand tighter.

“What? What the fuck are you on about? Just let us go back to the room-”

“She stays. Now get out before I make you.” No-eul takes a step forward, hand raising to point the barrel of the gun in Se-mi’s face. 

It’s difficult to hold herself back when she’s this close to doing what she wants with this random woman who’s begun impeaching on her world. The barrier holding you and No-eul together, apart from everyone else, has been disrupted, and she begins to wonder if you’ll actually hate her if she pulls the trigger now. She wants to, especially hearing you fucking moan for this woman.

Where else has she touched you? 

Her trigger finger twitches. 

“It’s okay, Se-mi,” you whisper, breaking your gaze from No-eul to look over at her. 

First name basis? You really want her to kill this woman.

“Just go, I’ll see you in a bit.”

Se-mi looks at you, confusion apparent in her features, but your face is perfectly calm and even though that disturbs her a little, she accepts it. She’ll trust you to stay alive with this psycho.

“Okay, just call out for me if you need anything.” No-eul scoffs at this, earning a glare from Se-mi before she walks out the bathroom. She spares you one final glance over her shoulder, and with a nod from you, she exits.

“What the fuck is wrong with you, huh?!” You’re practically burning with anger at her behavior, but No-eul ignores your outburst and walks over to the door, turning the latch to lock it before turning back around to look at you. “You think ‘cause you have that mask on you can just go around pointing your gun at everyone?!”

“And what the hell were you doing?” She pulls her mask off, throwing it to the floor before pulling down her face covering. Now, you can actually see the anger simmering beneath her eyes, an accusatory look on her face as she steps closer. “Were you planning on having sex with her or something? This stranger you just met?”

Your face begins to burn for a different reason now.

“That’s… that’s none of your business. I’m a grown woman, I can decide what I want to do or not do.” Your voice is far too unsure and she laughs sarcastically. Running a hand through her sweaty hair, she approaches to stand right in front of you. Your breathing slows as her eyes trail down your face, locking onto the number 380 right above your heart. Her lips curl into a frown and she grabs Se-mi’s sweater, looking like she wanted to burn a hole through the number on your chest. 

To her, it’s a reminder of her failure to protect you as she swore she always would, and now, in the wake of this failure, another person has come along and threatened to take her place - a place in your life she would kill anyone to keep. 

“Take this off,” she breathes out. The air is tense, and you almost want to deny her just to see what she would do, but fuck, she almost looks genuinely hurt and you can’t say no now. 

With your eyes still locked onto hers, you slowly pull the sweater off and let it drop to the ground at your feet. Her eyes are still pinned to your chest, but now you’re so close that you can feel her soft breathing on your face. You swallow harshly and press your face against her shoulder, bunching up her pink tracksuit in your hands as you pull her closer. The feeling of her so close again kills all the tension in your shoulders. This is the safest you’ve felt in 24 hours, and it’s in the arms of a woman who’s been killing people like you the entire time. 

You’re almost a bit ashamed, but what’s wrong with being a bit selfish for once?

You’re shaking in her arms when she pulls back slightly to cup your wet cheeks in her hands. You hadn’t even realized you had started crying again, but now, she’s looking down at your glassy eyes and swollen lips with so much intensity that you forget why you were crying in the first place. Her thumb swipes a tear off your cheek before she leans down, lips brushing against yours. 

“My beautiful girl.”

Finally, nine years after the day you met, she presses her lips against yours and claims you as hers. Faintly, you feel your back collide with the wall behind you as her tongue slips in your mouth. You’re holding onto her suit for dear life as she practically devours you, and you wonder how you were ever angry at this woman. It’s far more intense than the softness you experienced earlier with Se-mi, and you’re beginning to feel the effects of being pent up for so long. 

It’s not like you’ve never had sex with her before (to be fair, it’s only happened once), but this was far too emotional to be compared to the drunken haze you were both in when she fucked you over the seat of her van. There were no kisses shared then, no gentle caress of your face before she took you for herself. 

You’re dragged from your own thoughts when you feel a hand slide under your shirt and bra, gasping into her mouth as a cold hand cups your breast, roughly pinching your nipple between two fingers. You whimper right into her ear as her lips move down to your neck, sucking and biting as you openly pant. She’s practically surrounded you by now, but it’s not enough. 

With trembling hands, you grab the zipper of her pink suit and yank it down to reveal her slender body underneath. She practically tears the black turtleneck underneath the suit off as you stare. Your fingers scratch down her toned torso and you drink in the wonderful groan that leaves her mouth. As you’re preoccupied, she tugs on the hem of your sweatpants, pulling them down right along with your panties in one pull. 

Faintly, as her hands grip the plush of your thighs, you try to determine if you’ve ever felt such strong feelings of desire, of love, of anything with anybody. 

No, you’re sure you’ve felt this before. 

Your eyes shoot open as she calls your name. Somewhere in the haze, No-eul has dropped to her knees in front of you, and now, she’s looking at you like you hold the world in your hands.

“Do you still love me?” A pause, and her fingers press harder into your thigh, cold leather gloves long forgotten on the floor. “Can you still accept me?”

Every moment that you remember being so close to that overwhelming emotion, No-eul is right there next to you. 

“I’ve loved you since the day we met.”

A tear falls from her pained eyes, but you aren’t given the opportunity to wipe it away before she leans forward and presses her open mouth against your core. A gasp leaves your mouth and you immediately tangle your fingers in her short hair. It’s a bit too much to take in all at once - the woman you’ve loved for years is fucking you, and this time, you think she might actually love you back.

No, who are you kidding, you know she loves you. Maybe not as much as you love her, but she has to love you if she’s on her knees like this for you.

With the comfort of this knowledge, you lean your head back and lose yourself in the feeling of her tongue deep inside you, strong hands holding you still against the wall even if your legs feel like giving out. As your moans and pants fill the room, you beg internally that Se-mi isn’t waiting right outside the door to walk you back (or at least let the sound-proofing be decent). 

Unsurprisingly, after a couple years without any genuine intimacy with anyone (you couldn’t bear to let anyone fuck you after No-eul did), you reach your peak quickly. It doesn’t feel like some triumphant moment; your legs shake as the tight coil in your stomach unwinds and it’s satisfying to some extent, but you can’t stop the sudden rush of tears that follow. 

Why did your acceptance of your feelings for her have to come in a place like this - covered in the blood of someone you killed with your own two hands? 

Your legs finally give out in your grief, but she’s quick to catch you, leaning back to properly sit down on the floor as she carefully guides you onto her lap. For a moment, you just tuck your head in her neck and cry as a hand gently rubs your back. 

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,” No-eul whispers, caught up in her own guilt for leading you down the same hateful path she accepted long ago. Why did you have to love her? Why did you have to follow her road towards self-destruction, the one she vowed to shield you from?

You want to tell her that she has nothing to be sorry about because you chose all of this on your own, but you can’t bring yourself to speak. You’re worried that if you open your mouth now, all you’ll do is start spouting nonsense about how much you love her and how much of your humanity you would forsake to protect her dream. 

Instead of further exposing yourself, you gently take the hand she’s kept on your waist and guide it down lower once again. To her credit, she understands right away and you’re given no time to prepare for the two long, slender fingers she pushes inside you. The sound of your sharp inhale right next to her ear must’ve been enough confirmation that you were okay, because she immediately starts moving them up and down inside you, rubbing gently against your still sensitive walls. 

Your hands wrap around her back and grip her shoulders as your hips begin to move in tandem with her hands, your heavy breathing a stark contrast against her soft one. The hand she had on your back is still there, soothing you until your tears turn from ones of sadness to ones of pleasure. 

As the high you’re chasing starts to get closer, you tear your nails down her back. Even though she’s still the same person as she was minutes ago, something feels different this time.

“Please don’t stop, please-”

“I won’t, I swear.” The hand on your back flies down to grip your hips to hold you steady as your movements grow more frantic. “I’ll never let you go, not for anything.”

You almost fall forward when she suddenly leans back, but you catch yourself on her shoulders once again. This time, she looks you square in the eyes as she pushes you over the edge, her gaze filled with an emotion you know too well.

“I love you,” she breathes out, and this is all you need to fall apart in her hands. “I’m in love with you, I can’t let you go, I won’t.”

In the afterglow of the moment, she wraps her arms around your waist and pulls you right up against her body.

“Even if you can’t love me anymore, I’ll continue holding onto you for the rest of my life.”

You smile at her words. You feel more content than you ever have before.

It wouldn’t be so bad to die in this place now.

—

A/N: my bad min-su fans and nam-guy fans, its for the plot y'all😭😭also if im being completely honest, I started writing writing this longass story just for smut with no-eul but it got so unexpectedly deep cuz I couldn't handle writing it with no build-up or emotional tension or ANYTHING

hope y'all enjoyed and LOL to the fellow FREAKS out there I hope the smut was alright cuz that was the most difficult part for me... LMK WHAT U THINK!! pt. 3 is coming in SEVEN MONTHS LMFAO😭😭😭SEASON 3 SAVE ME... SAVE ME SEASON 3

also if u request feel free to add details and stuff I might be able to build it into a longass story like this (but WOW this took too long) also I LOVE TO WRITE SAD SHT!!! SEND ME SAD SHT ILL LOVE IT!!

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