#selfship ttrpg

[companionwolf]

This is me being brave but uh selfshippers / ficto folks / etc -- I'm kicking around concepts for a solo journaling TTRPG about what it's like to have a F/O; if you want to contribute a idea of what you feel is a 'core experience' for that, please do so! Negative things are okay, btw -- a lot of my own experiences are negative.

Anyway, here's what I have so far (note these are pretty personal, and pretty ... not happy):

longing / yearning / etc

knowing there will never be physicality / you will never hear their voice / etc etc etc

in that same vein, loving someone you cannot touch/etc

imagining your f/o with you

leaving notes 'from' your f/o

the self love aspect

the use of this as coping mechanism (ymmv)

this as orientation (ymmv)

imagines (ie scenarios with your f/o), headcanons, etc

interacting with f/o source

community (or lack of)

dealing with feeling shame / being picked on or hated / etc

Thanks. Remember, your F/O loves you.

[aegann]

Updated commission sheet

I draw anthro, humans, selfship, OC x Canon, SFW and NSFW!

Contact me if you're interested! aegann.carrd.co

[ficto-confessions]

shout out to people who self ship with ttrpg characters!! may you manage to get through aaaall those hours of content, the more the better! i also personally like daydreaming about silly rolls with insert and the character... roll to hide crush?? nat 1. crit fail. lmao. you like me nerd.... more ttrpg self shippers should be represented in the community!!!

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[plushbunnyhoney]

It is a wonderful life...

Hello, I'm Honey or Dove, I'm 20 years old and I'm a neutralshipper! I use he/they/she pronouns with no preference as to which you use. I mainly made this account to discuss topics pertaining to discourse, and to gush about my selfships. I'm a huge nerd, I really like TTRPG's, Pokemon, videogames, sci-fi, and more stuff like that.

Link to my selfship list is here

Warnings

I will add to this list as things need to be tagged so for now it'll be pretty empty

Discourse discussion

General discussion of dark fiction and dark tropes and genres

Selfshipping

Nsfw content (warnings will be added)

Plushophilia

Cannibalism

Rape/dubcon/cnc

Pokephilia

Self harm (fictional only, or just mentions of it in passing as it pertains to mental health.)

"Weird" kinks (piss, a/b/o, etc..)

DNI

I'm aware these generally don't work, but whatever, if it bothers you that I have one block me ig

Pro-c for any nonconsensual paraphilias

True crime fans who romanticize real criminals and murderers

Radqueer or transid or transharmful or whatever shit you guys call yourselves

Conservative, right leaning, or trump supporter - in a similar vein, dni if you're racist, homophobic, transphobic, antisemetic, xenophobic, or anything along those lines

Support Israel in any way

Antis

Minors, my account is 18+

People who dislike selfshipping/yumeshipping

[ploicky]

New account, looking for new mutuals!

Hellooo tumblr i recently deactivated my old account & made a new one - here are my interests listed below!! i like to play and draw and make ocs too which i may post about often,,, AND i like hearing about other people's ocs as well!!

Cookie Run (Primarily Kingdom/Ovenbreak + I selfship with Financier & Clotted Cream.)

Epithet Erased/Anime Campaign

Danganronpa/Fanganronpas (PJEG, DRDT, TUM, DRA, etc. etc.)

OCs!!!!!

Baldurs Gate 3

D&D (and other TTRPGs, on occasion)

Persona 3-5

Splatoon

Mystic Messenger

Pokemon

Homestuck

... And more I'm forgetting!

[readcerans]

hiii i'm mal! im 25 and im just here to hang out

• selfshipping blog with some misc stuff thrown in. main guys & ocs are listed in my carrd :)

• main interest rn is homicide: life on the street . other interests include pokemon, horror, assorted rpg video games, ttrpgs, and fashion dolls!

pls read my carrd byf ♡

[pupships]

look its (un)domesticated background characters !!!

a good amount of them at least. obviously there are More but these ones i developed last night :3c

i have been working on (un)domesticated again cuz i am plotting a ttrpg set within its universe, so these ppl were all made like with that in Mind but theyre canon to me now and its my world so Theyre Canon!

names & other lore withheld for now but if anyone asks i am willing to share! <33

also. haha get taglisted @rika-kun @troongala

if anyone else sees this and wants to be on my taglist lmk !! (preferably specify if u have anything youd rather not be tagged in , like suggestive or misc/non-selfship stuff <3)

[spacyacey]

Currently living the life (writing selfship fanfiction at 2 am, decidedly NOT sleeping, nor preparing for the ttrpg session i'm running later today) (which is going to be very fun and yet stressful)

[fates-theysband]

for the crk ttrpg thing i might file the selfship serial numbers off Honey Lavender Cookie (or at least try to avoid any mention of their love life) and use them as the villain for a short oneshot once it's finished

[clusterpuppy]

Hi!!  ♡〜

Welcome 2 my blog!! ໒( ^ ∀ ^)७ 🎀💗

I go by many names: Drey, Dallyce or Dally, Doll or Dolly, or Pup — Calling me any of these is fine or you can interchange them!!

I’m 22 years old and am a hobbyist artist in my spare time and am a full-time licensed cosmetologist!! Otherwise I am also a dungeon master for DnD 5e !!

Other than that, I’m queer, polyamorous, and genderfluid, go by he/him pronouns, and have been diagnosed formally with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) !!

I like to post my art here and hopefully make friends and mutuals!! 💖 ・。・

My interests + things I like consist of:

🩷 DnD 5e and other similar TTRPGs

🩷 The Last Unicorn

🩷 Interview with the Vampire

🩷 Marble Hornets/Slenderverse ARGs

🩷 Mythology (specifically Norse but I love Grecoroman as well)

🩷 Norse Paganism/Heathenry ^ (I am a worshipper of Loki, Odin, and Vidar)

🩷 Psychology (with a huge 🩷 for cluster/personality disorders)

🩷 Musicals/musical theatre

🩷 Vocaloid, UTAU, and Synth-V music

🩷 Waterparks (the band)

🩷 Horror games, books, and movies

🩷 SFX & stage makeup, hair, and cosmetology related to theatre/stage! Film makeup/hair is also cool!

🩷 Iced coffee n matcha (just little treats and drinks in general..)

🩷 The color pink!!!! ( and any fashion that incorporates pink, usually erokawaii & dollete !!)

🩷 Selfship/self insert ( OC x canon) or any kind of OC creation !!

If we have mutual interests or you like my art we should totally interact and be friends!!  ♡〜

My dms are always open!! 💕 (≧◡≦) ♡

[companionwolf]

Hello all! I've consolidated the responses so far to my call for 'core selfship / ficto experiences' in relation to my 'having a f/o' solo journaling ttrpg project-- I want to let you all see what's been offered so far and also explain a bit more about what a solo journaling ttrpg is! (:

That explanation and the ideas offered below the cut, because otherwise this is a long post. For anyone this post breaks on, please forgive me.

To start, what's a ttrpg? It's short of table top role-playing game, sometimes called a physical game. If you've ever heard of Dungeons and Dragons (D&D), you know what a table top game is!

For those who haven't, table top games are basically like if you took playing pretend and gave it some rules-- or didn't. The world of TTRPG games is vast and encompasses a wide range of games from super crunchy structured rules with Lots of dice and math to games that are less than one page and super loose and free-form-- some don't even use dice!

The difference here is that most people think you need a group to play tabletop games. And if that's the experience you want, that's true. However, clever gamers have made rules and ways to play games by themselves! Some people emulate the person who runs the game using a generator, while others do games more guided by prompts. This latter one is what I'm doing-- it's called a journaling game.

Journaling games have a basic core of the idea that you / your character journals their experiences as they play (or after, if you don't want to interrupt your flow). Usually the main mechanic is generating prompts off a list using dice or card pulls, but some of these games also include mechanics like ticking boxes off, gathering resources, and making choices.

I'm still trying to figure out what mechanics I want in my game. Obviously there will prompts, but everything else I'm workshopping-- right now I've been gathering data, in the form of looking at other solo games for how they handle their gameplay. Sadly none of the things I've looked at quite fit what I want, but they're useful enough that I've began a design document.

In terms of themes - I want to touch on longing, distance, intimacy (not essentially romantic), and self love/etc. I'm also toying with the concept of a eventual expansion that allows you to play as your F/O, but I need a base game first, so that's just an idea right now.

Anyway, here's what folks have suggested as ideas so far --

- longing yearning etc

- knowing there will never be physicality / hearing their voice / etc

- loving someone you cannot touch/etc

- the self love aspect

- imagines, headcanons, etc

- interacting with f/os source

- community or lack of

- dealing with feeling shame/etc or being picked on/etc for selfshipping

- dealing with jealously/difficulty 'sharing'

- aking things related to your f/o (example: wedding albums)

- easy source eod joy and comfort

- knowing songs and art f/o would like

- finding things that are stressful LESS so because talking about it with f/o would help

- the cute guilty pride of 'I like this character' 'me too I actually self ship with them'

- having a friend who understands when no one else is around (even if they are from media)

- daydreaming

- trying to get yourself to dream about them

- always knowing exactly what to commission someone for

- spending money on f/o related things (merch, other items that remind you of them, comms)

- selfship when the relationship is something you'd never want irl

- using selfship to figure out what you want (in a relationship for example)

- social aspect (assumptions people make, the selfship community)

- dreams about your f/o

- f/os helping against self negativity

- feeling like they're present in your life (and or imagning them with you)

- feeling insecure (bc you can't get confirmation f/o returns/would return feelings)

- freedom of headcanon and making S/Is

- becoming in a way part of another world

- never lacking someone to talk to

- the painful remembrance that f/o is not real and cannot really do X for you (X = have your back, for example)

- self generated serotonin

- becoming familiar with the shape of their face

- getting your daydreaming muscles back up to strength

- analyzing songs through a new lens

- feeling both love and loneliness in the community

- writing letters to your f/o (maybe even writing some 'back' from them?")

- buying clothes to say you stole from them

- feeling your f/o loves you no matter what and will be there for you always

- gaining comfort from your f/o on bad days

- being able to tell f/o anything, from interests others may find weird to traumas and beyond

- f/o helping you overcome anxiety and boosting self esteem

- creating because of your f/o (art writing etc)

- re above: selfship as a creative outlet

- the interplay of selfship and kin

- relating something mundane to your f/o and thus it becomes special

- using your f/o to motivate yourself ('f/o would want me to take care of myself')

- self made f/os aka OC f/os rather than media ones

- seeing your f/o get bashed or misinterpred

- fear of ridicule

- daydreaming but it becomes problematic (ie it interrupts getting important tasks done etc)

[aegann]

Commission Info [3/3 Slots Open]

Opening art commissions! Make sure to check the title of the pinned post at @aegann to make sure I'm still open! If you aren't sure, feel free to PM me to ask.

I, of course, love to draw OC x canon or selfship, but I also love to draw TTRPG characters and anthro characters! If you aren't sure if I can draw something, just ask me first.

I enjoy streaming my work on Twitch, so I'll ask for your permission if I can stream work on your commission, as well as posting the finished product on social media. You can always request that I keep the commission private.

For character design work or complex designs/scenes, I may charge extra for my time before I begin work.

I reserve the right to decline or terminate any commission, giving a full refund on termination.

You can see more examples of my work at @aegannart or under the cut below:

(All of these images are of commissioned work, except for the last image)

[dont-be-a-gonk]

Will - He/Him - 20s - artist

This blog's entire purpose is just to post, rant, and rave about Cyberpunk 2077. I am currently obsessed with the game however I have limited knowledge in regards to the ttrpg. I like to draw and post about my V (Veronica, he/him) as well as my unfortunate favorite menace, Johnny Silverhand. I'm open to dms, asks, and chatting about the game. If you like my art and want a commission please feel free to contact me privately (I do both sfw and nsfw, however anyone under 18 attempting to contact me about nsfw will be blocked and blacklisted, there are NO exceptions). A couple of additional notes: - I am flippant in activity as I am in college and also prone to spontaneous bursts of interest. - I am NOT interested in fandom drama, you can keep that shit to yourself. - My V is male so I will primarily focus on male V x Johnny. - Feel free to send me any thoughts or ideas, but please do respect boundaries, don't go trauma dumping in my dms. - I don't mind tagging tws, however I likely can't cover everything. I will still do my best to provide regardless. - All likes and follows are done through my main, but unused account, @deadaccount-197 - Selfshipping / oc x canon shipping is awesome.

[bearcina]

Finally gonna drop my WIP selfship-run Fallout blog! ^^

@elis-radio

I'll be continuing to post Fallout (and especially Elisavet!) here, but I'm planning on switching most of that content to Eli's Radio, where I'll be posting all my art and fics!

Eli's Radio is a reference to Elisavet in my TTRPG Fallout campaign, she's currently the radio host for the game, as a way for my players to have direct interaction with a NPC with inside-knowledge of the current plot ^^

So-- If y'all see that pop up in your notes, it's just me ^^

[solitaireships]

I WANNA HEAR ABT YOUR OC F/OS! I LOVE LOVE OC F/OS! May I ask how they became f/os? Did you create them specifically to ship with them or did you make them and then went “whoops, im in love with them now” bc both have happened to me XCTFYVG

So I only have the one OC f/o, which is Chae-Yeong!

I don't really make f/os just for the purpose of shipping, I'm first and foremost a storyteller so any OC I make is bound to mainly be for some story or something similar. With Chae-Yeong, she was originally made for a ttrpg that I was running. I wanted to flesh out the lore around James since he was going to be a key figure in that, so she was made as a member of his team as well as another significant figure in Atlas/Mantle

My original plan for Chae-Yeong was the ship tease her with James, with the two of them having been exes and currently being best friends. This ended up changing tho as I got into making stuff for them until I decided that they're in a secret relationship

In some ways, Chae-Yeong and James were kinda a proto-selfship for me, with Chae-Yeong being a bit like a self insert tho we're not an exact match. tbh I do still enjoy writing for the two of them together a lot more than I do either of them with Helena. At some point along the way as she evolved as a character tho, I also started to be in love with her, and she's really one of my fav characters ever. I love her dearly