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ā· ā¬ ~ PROMO ! ~
ā hello, i'm jil! [she/her] i'm a pinoy goober who likes drawing and babbling š
ā i'm currently on school vacation so i'm definitely going to be a lot more active in creating content!
ā my current interests include pok.emon (manga, creepypasta & game), and gen.shin impact
ā i have a deep fondness for steven and red from po.kemon and i'm pretty sure they're what i talk about the most in my blog :3c but i assure you that i love jumping to other characters from time to time (ā Ā ā źā į“ā źā )
ā if you'd like to keep up with me, here's some more info about me to keep you informed ā”
ā i follow from @applexi (no need to follow me there)
have a nice day ! āæ
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Ok ok ok Iām gonna try and behave with the other zine submissions (small screenshots at most), but!!
I am sorta really falling in love with the oc x canon one.
So you get just this one fully, since weāre allowed to put them
Drawing people kiss is hardā¦
#Can I keep Lev consistent? no. But fr Iām struggling with a new design#so thats why Lev dosenāt look the same lately#I canāt do the thing in my head with them#also#augh I hope I can fully render the last 2 in time#if not I do have old art to give too#but mmm I would be sad. But AUGH the lack of timeš#november was one hell of a month for me#For newcomers Lev uses she/he/they/it btw :3#astor#dragonās art tag#Leviathan(sona)#astor age of calamity#astorvember#age of calamity#oc x canon#self ship#f/o
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Iāll never get over what he says here AAAAA
#self ship#self ship community#dr. finkelstein#the nightmare before christmas#tnbc#fuck I love him so much#and if any newcomers have wondered about my username... this is why#this guy right here haha
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Ok now I play tomodachi life for like an hour and work on my lyric video!!!
#jane journals#self insert talk#platonic self ship#HROUGHH KEPLER šš#im so excited to show this to you guys you have no idea#any newcomers curious about my padawan oc askbox is always opennn ššš#wink ššš«¶šš«¶šš«¶š
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If I had a nickel for every time I've wanted to F/O a character with a glam rock aesthetic I'd have 2 nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
#self ship#this is such a specific thing#one of them is a familial f/o who is VERY well known and popular and actually a semi common romantic f/o for a lot of other shippers#and the other is a romantic crush from a video game that was super popular in the mid/late 2000s + early 2010s#but the game is now considered super niche and borderline inaccessible to newcomers#the first one is probably super obvious but ill genuinely be impressed if someone can figure out the second character
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"How to Make a Fursona: A guide for furries and non-furries alike (but mostly non-furries)" Is now available for purchase!
>>Purchase link here!<<
This 12-page zine acts as a little activity book. It introduces newcomers to the furry fandom and guides them through making a fursona. Along with being a guide, this zine has a focus on how having an alter ego to express yourself with can lead to a stronger sense of self-love and confidence.
Update! Shipping is now cheaper on these! If you were hesitant to buy before because if the price, know that it is lowered now!
>>You may also grab a digital copy here!<<
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I kinda of ship ragapomni like way way more but Iām curious , whatās the appeal of jaxPomni ?
Why do you like it ?
Hello! Mew here šø
They are a very opposites attract type of ship. I want to start with analyzing Jax's character and then Pomni's.
From what we have seen, we know that at least in outward appearance Jax is very much self assured and enjoys picking on other members. He also loves getting a reaction from the group, whether its positive or negative. He doesn't seem all that worried about being trapped and uses whats at his disposle to entertain himself in the meantime. I'm sure at one point he was very very distraught about his situation but nowadays he either honestly doesn't care or has learned to distract himself from the issue at hand.
Internally I think his attitude is a defense mechanism of a couple different issues. The fact that he is trapped and the fact that he's lonely. If you view his character and look at his interactions with everyone. He does not seem to be very close to any particular person in the crew. At least not in any way that could be considered intimate (emotionally) I like to think in his human life he may not have had all that many close friends either despite being relatively intelligent and somewhat charismatic. I think that keeping people at a distance is safe for him and no one in the digital circus either realizes or cares enough to push his boundaries in that area.
Pomni on the other hand does not hide how she feels. She feels things very primally (mostly fear from what we've seen) She is pragmatic and genuine. She desires to be good person but struggles as people do and she is aware of this and unafraid of it. I get the feeling that whether or not she is a good communitcator, she is open about how she feels when she talks and very much direct. (I hc that she is Autistic) We know she does not like to be touched which I believe to be more of a neurodivergent thing rather than something from previous abuse. Although I may change my mind later on that.
As for how she is internals vs externals, in my eyes she is one and the same. She doesn't hide herself as I've stated before.
Now the attraction on Jax's end is that he loves attention, he loves to get a reaction from people and Pomni is very reactive. I think at first there is a dynamic of "hazing" the newcomer that is really just Jax getting a feel for this new addittion and mainting his own sense of control. I think it grows very heavily on Jax's part simply because Pomni is so sincere and she doesn't judge him or make him feel stupid for being open. At first he resents this part of her becuase she doesn't respond to his passive aggression when he's upset about something. She forces him to be clear about what bothers him and even though it's uncomfortable it soothes a piece of him he was likely unaware of. She also has hope for escape and it probably reminds him of himself at one point or another.
Pomni finds comfort in Jax. He's intelligent and entertaining. He has a hidden softness to him that resonates with her strongly but I think at first she may just use him as stress relief. He distracts her from the reality of their situation and gives her enough ease to focus on a plan for escape. I do think she is very fond of him even at the beginning and views him as her closest friend (in the circus) She is also not all that aware of his growing feelings either and some times takes him at face value in what he wants.
~Side note but I think her desire to escape sometimes really hurts Jax. I don't even know if he wants to escape at this point in time.
I imagine this ship to be a strangers to harassment to friends (with benefits) to Jax choking on his one-sidedly feelings and then maybe lovers.
definetly lovers :3
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I miss...giorno giovanna.
im thinking a lot about his complex role as a healer. his stand isn't meant to heal, he essentially brute forces it, which fits for the kind of person he is vs Josuke. furthermore, giorno is very self sacrificing in a very literal sense. he loses multiple body parts over the course of part 5 and just has to remake them. there's a ship of Theseus paradox here though I dont think THAT much of him was remade.
after the white album fight, mista tells him that their victory will be all of them surviving together as giorno once again tries to sacrifice himself. he takes this to heart, but soon afterwards its proven that this cannot always happen. His healing isn't enough. he can only give Bruno a little more time. and his reaction when bruno tells him this says everything.
Keeping everyone alive is his role, and he spends the early days of the part being given shit for being a newcomer, so having a solidified sense of usefulness only to have it swiped away so quickly when his stand cannot save his comrades is rough.
golden experience requiem is interesting in this context because its main purpose is protecting him from any and all harm. giorno has again, spent the entire part going through jojo typical levels of body horror, gore, etc, with the added benefit that he can remake limbs and chunks of flesh so they can do a lot worse to the part 5 cast and have them live. so in one sense, GER is a reward of sorts. he endured all that and his reward is never getting hurt again.
But at the same time, it's cruel irony that even with one of the most powerful stands in the world, its capabilities are on protecting him and no other. im sure that his enhanced capabilities make it easier of course, but the idea that he could still be too late will forever remain. whug.
#he was my icon for a hot minute in the past I remember#sorry I suddenly got hit with a rapid wave of remembering a past hyper fixation. giorno my beloved idc that people say hes boring think#about his actions and his powers please please please. and hes only my second favorite jojo lol#I also think an interesting aspect of him is how he DIDNT ever show a desire to be the boss in any way. he said 'gangstar' which is. vague#and just seems to be in the vein of 'responsible gangster helping their neighborhood' like his childhood hero but at every turn the#assumption is bruno being the leader and every time the idea of bruno leaving comes up giorno is greatly distressed. he actively plays#support hes the one lifting bruno up being THE main guy is not necessarily his desire but he has to be. it's his birthright. it was always#going to happen this way#jojo's bizarre adventure#giorno giovanna#jjba#vento aureo
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Sev's fandom is so vast that itās incredibly rewarding to feed my obsessive hyperfocus on him. I discovered that he has many ships, which was surprising but not unpleasant. Snulciber, Snegulus, and Snetunia were the ones that caught my attention the most as a newcomer, especially Snegulus and Snulciber. I love the idea of chaotic Slytherins starting a relationship based on mutual misunderstandings and actually gaining something meaningful from it, but unfortunately, Iāve never found anything along those lines.
What do you think about Severus and Regulus or Severus and Mulciber? Do you think thereās good potential there or not?
I also came across Severus ships with the Marauders, and although I donāt personally like them, I still find them unsatisfying. I hate how, in long fanfics, Severusās trauma is never properly explored. It feels like he always has to swallow everything that happened to him in favor of the coupleās development. I wish there were more angst, self-hatred, and revulsion, both from Severus and his chosen partner. It feels unrealistic when they donāt allow his character to carry his trauma and deal with it at his own pace. Not to mention the half-hearted apologies Iāve seen from the Marauders in some stories. What do you think about that?
I also came across fem!Severus tags, and I must admit Iām hooked. Itās a shame I havenāt found any good fanfics about it. Whatās your opinion on that?
As I said, the fandom and the ideas people have surrounding him are so fascinating to me. Thereās so much potential to explore.
The Severus/Mulciber ship is as old as the creation of the continents hahaha. Look, Iāve always been fine with bisexual Severus, especially with that line Rowling mentioned about Severus wanting Lily but also wanting Mulciber. It has potential, and canonically, they got along, and Severus saw something in Mulciber that he desired ā however you choose to interpret that. So, honestly, I donāt think itās a crack ship at all!
I find it curious that people in the new Marauders fandom assume Regulus would have gotten along badly with Severus, when itās far more likely they had a cordial relationship. Maybe Regulus was even nice to him just to spite his brother. Honestly, I can totally see a scenario where, after Sirius ran away from home, Regulus confronted him at some point when he was bothering Severus ā just for the sheer pleasure of annoying him. Iām pretty sure nobody could handle Sirius Black, but if his brother stepped in, Sirius might think twice, simply because Regulus would know all his weaknesses.
Itās not a pairing Iāve thought much about, but hey, why not? It makes a hundred times more sense than Jegulus, and in the end, they were only a year apart, shared the same house, and probably had mutual friends. And Sirius would have had an aneurysm if he ever found out they were or had been involved ā which is a bonus for shipping them, hahahahaha.
Severus pairings with any of the Marauders seem problematic to me for obvious reasons, since shipping a victim with their bully isnāt something Iām particularly fond of. That said, I understand Snirius because they have a lot in common while having diametrically opposed personalities. They love in very similar ways, and both have explosive tempers in their own ways, so the dynamic could be really interesting if handled well. My issue with Snirius is that the fics Iāve read donāt really explore Severusās trauma or the consequences it would have on a relationship. If I were to write about that pairing, it would be a long fic where 60% of the plot is pure drama about how Siriusās past as Severusās bully is the main problem in the relationship ā because it should be. The few fics Iāve read have left me pretty unsatisfied in that regard because Sirius repents way too quickly, and everything is resolved as if nothing happened, or the issue isnāt even properly addressed. Sorry, but thatās just not realistic.
I canāt see Snupin, though ā I have something personal against Lupin, ironically, because heās the one people have been headcanoning as queer since the dawn of time. But to me, heās the most straightforwardly, absolutely, and completely heterosexual character because thereās nothing more straight for a man than leaving a pregnant woman and running off. For that reason alone, I canāt see him with anyone but a woman. Sorry, heās the Ted Mosby of the wizarding world.
And with James, itās just a no. Like, absolutely not. If you want an enemies-to-lovers dynamic, you already have Sirius, whoās at least mentally unwell and deeply depressed. James and Severus have nothing in common personality-wise ā theyāre completely incompatible.
#severus snape#severus snape headcanons#severus snape imagines#snape x mulciber#mulciber#snape x regulus#regulus black#snirius#sirius black#snupin#remus lupin#severus x james#james potter#marauders era#ships#shipping
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Here is Part 2 of this Dan Heng fic I did where he was in a private relationship with the reader. Now I was gonna do a happy part 2... but itās gonna be as far away from that as possible. Angsty, arguably more so than part 1 lol. Gender neutral reader. I know I said Iād do a happy ending but the angst in me shone through oops
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When the strange person first made an appearance on the ship, you didnāt think too much of it. Thanks to your hiding skills, and your blind trust in the machinery you were in between, you managed to hide from the chaos that came from the enemies. You emerged after most of the evacuees came back to their usual spots, you getting back to work on the tricky piece of machinery that didnāt seem to be acting normally when a your phone pings. Upon seeing the request to report to base, you thought it would be a light scolding for being so risky with your movements.Ā
Nope, it was the opposite surprisingly.
Your location had been noted by Asta through the whole invasion, and she had been worried you were dead as you werenāt moving from a spot. She let this slip with Himeko, who knew about your relationship with Dan through a secret rumour ring. When she found out you turned out to be an expert hider through this incident, she decided to request you join the trailblazers.Ā
āBut my area of expertise is on the spaceships mechanics, Iām not a good fighter!ā You protest.Ā āPlus, Iām certain several of my colleagues would be more than happy to take my place on the ship regardless.ā
āBut they donāt have your knowledge on the more dangerous areas of the ship. Your colleagues, for the most part, evacuated.ā Himeko responds, Asta nodding.Ā āAs well as this, youāve also demonstrated repeatedly your ability to work by your self.ā
āOoh, is this an opportunity?ā One of your acquaintances gasps, running over. Immediately you knew she was hoping to get closer to Dan Heng, and you nod before opening your mouth to say she could go instead.
āYes...However the opportunity is only open to _.ā Himeko explains.
āOh... Well, put a good word in for me.ā Your friend asks, you nodding before she walks away.
āI canāt convince you otherwise, can I?ā You ask, Himeko giggling before you respond.Ā āI suppose I should take you up on your offer then.āĀ
Knowing Dan Heng, you knew he would mostly stay in his room if he wasnāt out on an expedition.
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Thankfully, you managed to get on after Dan Heng. He seemed to be in his room for takeoff, to which you fail to let out a sigh of relief before sitting with Himeko as you braced yourself.Ā
When you got to the first location, Himeko insisted on you going with Dan Heng, March and the newcomer. March agrees, saying it would be your first trip and youād have fun before Dan Heng shook his head at Marchās words.Ā
The entire expedition was rather uncomfortable, if you say so yourself. You had opted to be the evidence gatherer in the areas where you could hide, and Dan Heng didnāt seem too happy about this.Ā
āIf you get cornered, none of us will be able to help you.ā The trailblazer explains, Dan Heng crossing his arms.
āHave some faith in them guys!ā March cheers, turning to you with a beaming smile.Ā āMake sure youāre safe, okay?āĀ
Dan Heng didnāt actually speak to you at all through the whole thing. The times you saw him, you saw how he and March were acting like an old couple. You were very jealous, but you hide it well enough to get back on the ship where you could go back to distancing yourself from him again. The times your group had to run, you noted how often he instinctively grasped March by the hand as they ran, you having to improvise or get saved by the trailblazer.
By the time you were back on the ship, Himeko had asked you a lot about your trip. A lot more than how much she asked anyone else, and judging by the way she was looking at you, you must have made it clear you still liked Dan Heng.Ā
āSo, do you have an eye on anyone you like?ā Himeko teases, taking a sip of her coffee.Ā
āMarch 7th is a good friend, and the trailblazer saved me when I slipped up a few times.ā You bashfully admit.
āAnd Dan Heng?ā Himeko asks, spotting the way you look away.Ā āI can tell you like him in a deeper way. Please, indulge me.ā
āThatās enough, Himeko.ā Welt tuts, shaking his head before getting back to working on his tablet.
āItās fine, really. I guess thereās no point in hiding it now...ā You trail off, Welt looking up to listen to you properly.Ā āBack at the Herta Space Station, I had a private romantic relationship with him.ā You admit, sighing out before continuing.Ā āI realised I felt very jealous of the people who approached him publicly, and he told me he didnāt want to go public with the relationship.ā
ā...Sorry, I think I overshared there, didnāt I?ā You look up, seeing Welt looking blankly at you.Ā āI think Iāll get over it with time, but I still feel jealous. March is a really good match for him, I can see why he isnāt ashamed of her.ā
āOh donāt be silly.ā Himeko shakes her head, holding your hand.Ā āYou have your own skills. I brought you here for more than one reason.ā
āCould you both promise me you wonāt tell any of the others about this?ā You request, both Welt and Himeko agreeing before you go silent once again.Ā
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WHOA WHAT IS THAT ROBO SKIDER? WHATāS A SKIDER. TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM!!!
HELLO NEWCOMER!! SURE I CAN TELL YOU ABOUT ROBO SKIDER :D (i assume you are yelling across a ravine so Iām making sure u can hear)
(Also fyi skider means skeleton-drider :>)
So. This au takes place on a space station you work in with a huge crew and lots of high-tech stuff that assist you. One of them is S4-N5, a skeleton-spider robot looking thing. He does dangerous maintenance work inside and especially outside the ship and assists mechanics. You are a mechanic :)
Because of his appearance, he drives most other personnel on the ship away from him, but youāre undeterred. You talk to him like heās a person, and treat him decently while others make jokes about how scary itād be if he was a killerā¦ self-fulfilling prophecy. You grow close to him, and you give him the nickname āSansā.
Sans starts to feel things he doesnāt understand, and through a series of interactions and program-bending, he eventually realizes his love for youā¦ all the while growing resentment to everyone else on the ship. It twists his own wants into something darker, and after someone was too harsh on you, he was driven.
Driven to kill.
After killing his first human, all his other ākeep humans safeā protocols fall to the wayside, and he decides to fulfill his dreams: Of pursuing youā¦ and eliminating everyone else.
(You can find a list of all Iāve written for him through ā#robo skider sansā tag :D)
(And here youāll find the first post about robo skider)
#oh i miss him dearly#i love robo skider#ask#see this as a ārecapā episode jdfhg#me checking out my older posts#older posts: 2020#me: NOO OARGHRGHRGR#robo skider sans
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pirate treasure's intro post āāā§
'pirate treasure' is the ship name of my oc Jeanne and Kalim!
In this intro post I'll be sharing their relationship timeline, as well as a few random fun facts about them. This is mostly because I want to ramble about them, and because I think it's a nice way for newcomers to learn about them if they're interested! (ā ā”ā Ā ā Ļā Ā ā ā”ā ) ā”
How'd they start?
Kalim and Jeanne had seen each other in passing during their first year, but they were too busy with their own lives so they never really talked much aside from small talk.
Their actual official introduction was when Kalim became a housewarden. For some reason during that time, Kalim decided to greet every housewarden and say he looked forward to working with them, but when he visited Octavinelle he got into trouble with the tweels, wellā with Floyd specifically, and Jeanne had to step up and save Kalim's skin before Floyd could squeeze him and before Azul found out and nagged at them.
Kalim was infatuated with Jeanne, he thought he was gorgeous, and not only that he thought he was really cool and kind for helping him out (he also was one of the few people that didn't mistake Jeanne for a boy), so, naturally, he introduced himself, and Jeanne realized who he was: the Asim heir, one of the merchants her father always talked about and who he always felt so jealous of due to their wealth. It was then that Kalim became Jeanne's target. She decided to take advantage of his infatuation with her and agreed to keep meeting him in hopes to learn about his treasures and hopefully steal some. Maybe this way her dad could aprove of her... And also she would appreciate a few new jewelry pieces.
Jeanne was invited to parties and hangouts and Kalim was often around her during class. He sent her notes when professor Trein wasn't looking and often seeked her out to partner with in Crewel and Vargas' class. Kalim and Jeanne's time together was something not even Jeanne herself knew she would enjoy; Kalim didn't mind her chaotic nature, in fact, he found it funny and kind of endearing in a way, he didn't had any problems giving her compliments and sharing his feelings, and he was always so gentle with her, always offering his arm for her to walk with, always opening doors to her first, always making sure to treat her with care... Jeanne never felt anyone be so gentle to her to this degree, not even her own father, and she has never experienced being treated like "a lady" before either. It was new, but Jeanne liked it, and that was scary.
One day, Kalim decided to open up to her about a few of his insecurities. In his mind, they've become friends, so he could share this stuff, right? To his surprise, and honestly even to Jeanne's surprise, she retributed that with her own vulnerability. She still had walls up, but she spoke of her self esteem to him, how she didn't really feel like she was good enough about anything... Kalim apprenticed that. So much so her opening up about herself made him like her even more. He started being even more close to her, if that was even possible, and Jeanne was unsure of what to feel herself... But her mind was still on his wealth.
As time went on, Kalim and Jeanne became even closer, and Kalim actually began seeing her more than a friend, more than a mere "crush". Jeanne never judged him for not being able to do things by himself, in fact, she even helped him learn a few things here and there, she was always able to make him feel comfortable, and she intrigued him, because he knew there was so much more about her he was yet to understand. And he wanted to understand.
Jamil noticed Kalim and Jeanne's closeness and tried putting a stop to whatever twisted friendship they had, since he noticed how Jeanne often asked him about his wealth and just noticed other red flags she raised. He started preventing Jeanne from showing up at Scarabia, interrupting them at any moment he was able to, and constantly warning Kalim of Jeanne's intentions.
Jeanne had to do something if she wanted to even see Kalim's wealth, so of course, when Kalim invited Jeanne for a Magic Carpet ride without Jamil knowing, she took the opportunity (although she was a bit hesitant... I mean a broom? Fine, but a thin piece of cloth??). As they went up to the clouds and they saw the stars, Kalim finally spoke of his feelings. He told her he liked her since the beginning, that he knew this wasn't love, at least not at first, but he wanted it to be, he thought it could be, because Jeanne made him feel like a kid again, he felt like there was no pressure for him to grow up and be someone who knew everything from the get go, he didn't feel like a burden with her, he just felt like himself.
That, somehow, touched Jeanne's heart. No one's ever said anything like that to her, now that she thinks about it, no one's ever been as gentle and kind to her as Kalim was. She didn't understand what she was feeling but she knew his words made her happy, so, against her better judgement, she didn't mind it when he held her hand, nor when his head rested on her shoulder, and she didn't pull away at the end of their hangout, when the magic carpet decided to play cupid and push Kalim into Jeanne's space, making them kiss by accident.
Kalim liked her even more and planned on asking her for an actual date, but Jeanne was spiralling. When did she start feeling this way about Kalim? When did she start caring about him as a person instead of just his title as heir? What was wrong with her? As they spent more days together, and Kalim continued to be open about his affections, Jeanne couldn't reject him, although she did put limits and constantly said they weren't together and never kissed him again. However, they still acted a lot like a couple, with Kalim constantly holding her hand or hugging her, and Jeanne simply accepting it or sometimes even retributing said action.
One day, when Kalim and Jeanne were in his room, Jeanne caressing his head as he rested in her lap, she told him it was better for the both of them to stop whatever they had going on. Kalim tried preventing her from cutting ties with him but Jeanne couldn't take it any longer, she actually fell in love with him, and she couldn't lie to him about her intentions anymore, she was tired of pretending to be someone she wasn't, tired of using someone who was nothing but kind to her... So she lied, and said she didn't love him, and that she only wanted his wealth.
After that, Kalim spent days silent, trying his best to be his sunny self but failing miserably. Jeanne was also a mess, hating herself for how much she hurt him and refusing to go anywhere near Scarabia or to look Kalim or Jamil in the eyes. Which. Funny. Jeanne "broke things off" with him right before the events of book 4, meaning she was forced to face him when that time came.
During book 4, Jeanne offered to help almost immediately once finding out through Yuu (in my case, Daisy) that Kalim was acting strange. She thought it could be her fault, so she wanted to see it with her own eyes. And yes, he was acting strange, but it was in a way that it didn't seem like Kalim, he was sad of course, but Kalim wouldn't snap out like that on people and force others to do things they didn't want to simply because he was sad, so something was definitely going on.
Jeanne was actually super pissed at Jamil once he stopped pretending and told Kalim about his plan, she allowed herself to demonstrate how much she loved and cared for Kalim regardless if it'd make him want to be with her again or not, simply because she couldn't stand and watch Jamil do all of that to the person she loved most (Kalim did stop her a few times though, because he knew Jamil wasn't really a bad person, but was rather pushed over the edge).
After book 4, when everything was solved, Kalim came to Jeanne again and confessed a second time. This time, he wanted her to know he simply loved her for who she was, and that he didn't hate her and didn't think she was a bad person. He said there was a lot happening, even to himself, so he wanted some time to deal with everything that had happened in Scarabia, and he asked that during that time, she thought about his words, and if she wanted to, he told her he'd gladly start dating her when she was ready.
Jeanne agreed to date him after the events of book 5, and she gave him a full confession in order for him to understand she was being sincere. She still deals with a lot of guilt about what she did to Kalim, and their relationship isn't perfect, but they're both trying to be patient and kind to each other.
Random & Fun Facts:
Jeanne called Kalim "Asim" up until their magic carpet ride "date" where she unconsciously started calling him "Kalim", and she never called him "Asim" again, not even when she stopped talking to him.
Kalim calls Jeanne by a lot of pet names, some being "my pearl", "my life", "my dear" and a ton of others with "my" in it. Jeanne calls him "treasure" a few times.
Jeanne teaches Kalim how to cook without Jamil's knowledge because she wants to help him be more self sufficient and independent.
Jeanne uses a lot of words of affection and acts of service once they officially start dating because she wants Kalim to know she loves him wholeheartedly; Kalim does a lot of gift giving (that she mostly declines) and physical contact.
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One Piece Shipping War - Round 4 Quarter Finals
Propaganda under the cut.
Propaganda for Shanks x Buggy:
What if we were childhood friends who gave up our drama for each other then never saw each other again for years
What can I say, I'm a fellow shuggy truther too š¤
Shanks obviously adores Buggy, and Buggy is so tsundure~! Mr 'I hate Shanks'-but-will-take-every-opportunity-to-talk-about-him-and-be-with-him.
Oden says in his journal that he can't tell if they're friends of enemies, and I just love that. Plus when you add in the revelation about Shanks and Buggy in the recent chapters.
They're childhood friends. They're exes. They've been married for 20 years. They're opposites. They're the same. They're silly goofy guys who make me want to cry my heart out. Red/Blue is always meant to be.
Buggy """""HATES""""" Shanks. This hate is so strong that he WILL yell at this red-haired bastard despite the fact that he is a coward, who is terrified of all the Emperors. Everyone thinks this is strange. However, when you grow up with said Emperor on the same boat, watching him stumble over his feet as he's trying to learn to use a sword, stuck scrubbing the whole deck because he was stupid enough to prank "Dark King" Rayleigh, and make that same stupid pouty face every time his Conqueror's Haki doesn't do anything because he is an itty bitty child, most of that fear gets pretty quelled. Also, that same fucker lost an arm because he's a DUMBASS and he deserves to be made fun of for it (not because Buggy is worried and missed him not at all no no Shanks is just DUMB and needs to be TOLD he is dumb more. But just by Buggy. Because Buggy has known his idiocy forever. He has earned the right to yell at this stupid, stupid Emperor for being a self-sacrificing fool and for giving away that stupid hat and... Wait, hang on, when did this bastard get hot!? WHAT THE FUC-) And Shanks just keeps smiling at Buggy and his antics because he has 100% been in love with him since they were children (his actions while they were on the Roger pirates are the DEFINITION of pigtail-pulling as flirting) and he is just happy to see that he's safe while being exactly the same larger-than-life clown he always knew. He would gladly give up his life of sluttery (that I am convinced this man has. Just look at how he exists) if Buggy would just agree to join his crew, but will not push him if he doesn't want to. He just loves his pretty clown from a distance and waits. TLDR: Buggy is mad that he's in love with Shanks and Shanks just likes existing with and/or annoying Buggy (they come as a pair). GOD I just love childhood friends to lovers bro. Just let the cabin boys kiss.
[Spoiler Warning] Red and Blue gays! Emperor husbands! Childhood friends to enemies to lovers!
Propaganda for Nami x Vivi:
Yes, Nami has a new girlfriend on every island, but her heart belongs to Vivi. Vivi in turn refuses to marry, because her heart belongs with a pirate ā¤
THEYāRE LESBIANS! IN LOVE! another point: my friends who are watching OP for the first time came to me and asked āso Nami and Viviā¦ theyāre gay right?ā So itās pretty apparent to even newcomers
I just think theyāre neat! And in love. Nami gave up money for Vivi thatās True Love
Anyone who saw them can just tell theyāre gay. Like Nami gave up money for her
They're one of the rare lesbian ships in op, they care for each other so much !!
Lesbians
Lesbians
They were so gay that Luffy offered to share food to cheer Nami up when they were separated.
i dare you to read Baroque Works through Alabasta without shipping them. the way Vivi and Nami are so affectionate with each other, and Vivi putting saving her nation on hold to get Nami healthy again ???
Lesbians
Letās go lesbians!!!!! Ok but actually, I think Nami saw a lot of herself in Vivi (ha) especially when Igaram ādiedā and then throughout their journey together Nami really encouraged her to open up to the crew. Nami showed Vivi it was ok to ask for help just like Luffy showed her.
Vivi was Nami's gay awakening and you cant change my mind. Nami was in love with Vivi and Vivi def had some kind of feeling for Nami. They were so close and they were more then just 'gal pals'
Lesbian Pirate Supremacy! they clearly care a lot about each other and considering when nami meets vivi she is probably one of the first close female friends she gets to have.
#one piece#shuggy#shaggy#namivivi#navi#op shipping war#round 4#quarter finals#side D#this is the hardest choice of my life#why did I do this to myself?#I could have postponed this at least one more round#they are both so canon to me
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PRINCE OF DEATH
Charles Leclerc/Max Verstappen | Alternate Universe | SCIFI | Fantasy | Dark Drama | WIP | 33/60 Chapters posted | 221k words
Part 1 complete, chs 1-23; Part 2 In-progress, chs 24-60
Charles, a man from Earth, is thrust into a tumultuous journey of self-discovery when he's taken from his home by a member of a dwindling alien warrior race. As he grapples with a newfound identity, Charles becomes entangled in a web of intrigue, lies, and danger aboard the ship of the universeās tyrant Emperor Jos.Ā
While navigating complex relationships and confronting the dark secrets of his past, Max, the prince of this warrior race, finds himself unusually intrigued by this newcomer and begins to struggle with emotions and the risks of giving into his feelings for Charles. Forging a path toward redemption and confronting his inner demons, Prince Max will have to navigate betrayal, horrific abuse, and self-doubt before ultimately finding solace and strength in the arms of Charles Leclerc.
But, is freedom worth the risk?
Read on AO3
#lestappen#max verstappen#charles leclerc#work in progress#lestappen fic#lestappen fic rec#scifi#Prince of Death#alternate universe#Dark#ao3 link
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HIII WELCOME MEE
FIRST I WANT TO SAY I REALLY LOVE YOUR WRITING STYLE. YOU'RE ONE OF MY FAVORITE CP WRITERS IN TUMBLR (Seriously, no joking)
Can you please write Kate x Nina's relationship for your main AU?
(Also it's one of my fav ship, I wanted to read my fav ships hcs by my fav writers)
I WAS ALMOST FORGET, HAVE A GOOD DAY/NÄ°GHT :3
HIIIIIII AGAIN LOVELY PERSON!!!!
Bro. Bro stop saying things like this because I'm literally about to cry. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH
I really love and be surprised when people like my writing because of my self-esteem issues lol you have no idea how your kind words make me so happy and and make hate less from my writing style so thank youuuuuuu
I appericate you so much and and you're so sweet and nice and cool and awesome and cool and kind and sweet and and and
Okay I think I'll have an heart attack sorry if Ä° bothered you but I'm truly so grateful for your kind words<3333
I love NinaKate so much so of course I can do it for you even if I'm dying lol
(Ps: it wasn't seasonal allergies, turns out, it was the beginnig stage of pneumonia and bronchitis lol)
Also you can check this non-canon NinaKate headcanon post I made some time ago too!!
Okay but I can't get over how nice the words you say, really, I'm thinking about it since I saw the ask.
Sorry it's more like how they became friends and Nina and Kate lore but it would be so long that I had to split it into 2 parts. Hope you don't mind.
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT AND DAY TOO!!!!
Holy shit it's angst, I really didn't mean to...
NinaKate Romantic Relationship For My Main AU-Part I
Seeing each other for the first time
Nina has been known among the proxies since the night when Zalgo controlled her at the age of 15 and helped her find Jeff. Slenderman didn't want to take her with him because he didn't see any benefit to himself since Zalgo had reached out to her first, but he hadn't given the order to kill her yet just because he was curious about what would happen.
Nina was unaware that it was a ritual to summon Zalgo when she practiced one of the love spells she found on the Internet at the age of 13. Zalgo, seeing potential in her because of her obsessive love, followed her for 2 years, did not leave her alone. And since he decided it was the perfect time to take her with him, he took control of her body at the age of 15 and had her kill her own family.
Regaining control while plunging a knife into the heart of her younger brother Chris, Nina then felt so bad that she ran to the woods near her home. Zalgo led Nina through the forest, aiming to convince her that all this was Slenderman's and Jeff's fault and get her to the stage of wanting revenge. There she met Jeff, but Zalgo's plan backfired, as she hugged him and cried instead of hating him as he expected.
Kate had never seen the newcoming stray killer that Slenderman wanted to get rid of face to face before, but she had heard about the descriptions of her appearance and that she was a weird person in general. Since she was already someone who had been drifted away from humanity for a while, she had no reason to meet her, and these rumors didn't help either.
Kate, who was only 16 years old, had been a proxy for two years and had no one because of the fact that Masky and Hoodie were too focused on their own worlds and she didn't like them either. Rouge, Cody and Toby were not yet a proxy. So she was alone with Hoodie and Masky, who didn't even want to talk to her because they were afraid of her, and she wasn't looking for any human relationship.
She had experienced a hellish life until she was 14, but since she became a proxy, she has literally not been a human being. Although she had all the necessary human characteristics, she was not treated as a human, she did not think like a human, she did not feel like a human. That's why she was Slenderman's favorite proxy, since the whole purpose of her living was to fulfill his duties. The fact that she unconditionally accomplished everything he said made the others even more distant from her, but there was no problem for Kate. After all, she was no longer a human being.
It's been a month since Nina started staying in the same cabin with Jeff. Actually, she could have gone back to her old life since Zalgo destroyed the traces of that night, but Nina didn't know about it yet. Since no one else was trying to communicate with her, she thought that Jeff was the only important thing in her life, and she was holding on to him with all her strength. Although Jeff felt sorry for her at first, they started arguing because he was getting overwhelmed by her sticky attitude.
One day, when Jeff was drunk and really hurt Nina's feelings, Nina ran away deep into the forest to calm down. After walking for a while, she realized that she had lost. Moreover, this time, since both sides considered Nina worthless, there was no one to guide her through the forest. Nina was completely lost. She crossed to the foot towards a tree and let the tears flow, which she could no longer hold back. She was crying not only for this moment, but for everything. Most of all, because she was a bad person, and the fact she deserved all this.
Kate was returning from a mission. She was incredibly injured, and if people really cared about her, they wouldn't have let her walk on her own. Actually, Hoodie, with whom she had gone on, had offered to help her, but Kate's snarling with hatred indicated that she had responded negatively to his offer, and Hoodie's fear of Kate had caused him not to insist any further. After all, Kate knew that no one really wanted to deal with a non-human proxy who was at the age of 16.
That's why Kate was staggering through the forest alone, trying to ignore the pain and depth of her wounds. She just needed to get to Jack's cabin. Ann had just arrived, and Kate still didn't trust her. She had many reasons not to trust a zombie. Smiley hadn't started working for Slenderman yet either. So Jack was the only one Kate could go to, and despite her bleeding wounds, she was trying to get there as quickly as possible.
Kate, who was trying to walk, heard a crying sound. It... it was a human cry. She didn't know what she had to do. She kept walking, thinking that she didn't need to do anything because she knew she wasn't a human. But there was something in that crying sound which bothered her. This stranger's voice was filled with more pain and anger than she had ever heard before. Although Kate was not ready to face an enemy, she decided to check the source of the sound.
The person crying was none other than Nina, whose name was mentioned only with hatred and contempt.
Their first real meeting
Kate watched Nina for a while without making a sound. She did not know why she was crying, and frankly she had wondered what made her so sad. Because as far as she heard from others, Nina was a person who was cheerful enough to annoy and never got upset. And obviously, Kate was surprised to encounter a sight that was the opposite of the rumors she had heard.
Just when Kate decided she had watched enough crying and was getting ready to leave, Nina, who heard the sounds Kate was making, shouted in that direction. Kate would never normally have made such a fatal mistake, her injuries had made it difficult to control her body and she hated it. She hated being weak.
When Nina screamed again, Kate knew she had to do something. Her first thought was to quietly leave the environment, but she was not in a good enough condition to do so, and Nina was not an enemy. So, Kate thought it would be enough for her to just say hello and introduce herself.
When she appeared, Nina tried to suppress her sobs and stand up, but she fell to the ground since she sprained her leg. While Kate was only frowning at this situation, Nina was thinking about how useless and incompetent she was, which is why her crying became more intense.
Not knowing what to do, Kate slowly went up to her and held out her hand to her. On her first attempt, she had pulled her hand out regretfully before she even reached the halfway point, but when she saw how upset Nina was, she tried to overcome her hesitation. Kate was sure that she had been disturbed by the sound of her crying, and that she had been so kind as to make her cease her voice. However, in reality, it was just a proof that her humanity had not completely died.
Although Nina wanted to hold her hand, she suddenly saw how badly Kate was injured, and Nina immediatly pulled the hand she was holding out to hold Kate's and took support from the tree. She then stated that she did this because she did not want to hurt her any more, but was grateful for the offer of help.
Then nervously asked if Kate, who she knew was not the enemy, could take her back to Jeff's cabin after someone checked Kate. Nina didn't know where she was supposed to go, but she was sure that the person in front of her knew. She had seen the proxy mark on her wrist from her torn clothing.
Kate only responded with a shrug and started walking slowly. Nina also went after her, hoping that this was a signal for her to follow the proxy. Along the way, although Kate occasionally looked at Nina, Nina didn't mind it. Nina had noticed that she was an observant person, and she even thought it was cute.
After a walk, they arrived at Jack's cabin, where Nina randomly asked Kate questions to distract her own mind from sad topics, and Kate sometimes gave audible answers, while most of them were in body language.
Kate knocked on the door and asked Jack if he could take a look at her wounds. When Jack called her in, Nina was standing in front of the door because she didn't recognize him. But later, when she saw Kate making a movement signaling for her to come inside, she entered the cabin and closed the door.
After first Kate's wounds were taken care of, and then her own leg, Jack insisted they should stay here. He said it was too late even for a proxy and the killer to be roaming the forest, and explained that he had enough places. He also mentioned that Kate wouldn't need to come all that distance for her check-up the next morning.
Nina, who heard the word , only burst into sobs. Killer. That's how people must have see her now. As someone who takes lifes of innocent people for no reason. She knew that her idol was a murderer, but she had convinced herself that his victims were for a purpose. That's why she hated herself while glorifying Jeff in her eyes.
While Jack was trying to calm her down, Kate also bizarrely asked why she was crying. Nina was angry at being asked so clearly, so she yelled and told what had happened to her. She said how she had a wonderful family, but now they're nine floors underground because of her own stupidity. And what a terrible big sister she was.
While Jack was patting her on the back just to calm her down, Kate said it wasn't her fault. She even tried to explain that she was aware of what Zalgo had done, and that Nina was considered lucky to have survived with this much, as Kate was someone who had seen even worse.
Nina, on the other hand, was only more annoyed and asked how she was considered lucky. Her life was completely ruined, she had nowhere or no one to go to. Then Kate told her that the cops weren't after her, that she didn't have to live this life like herself. She sat down next to Nina and controlled herself, even though she wanted to put her hand on Nina's back.
Nina was surprised now. She asked Kate about her own story. Nina wanted her to tell her why Kate was here, why she was a proxy. And Kate just paused.
She said she didn't remember.
She mentioned that she had no memories of before the age of 14. Hearing this, Nina felt an incredible sense of pity for the young proxy standing in front of her. Nina may have had bad memories, but at least she had good ones too. She thought what a terrible thing it was to not know who she was. Not being aware of the existence of anyone who loves her. Not having a real life.
And quite instinctively she took hold of Kate's bony hands, which were like ice.
Kate didn't know what to do. She reflexively withdrew her hand, but she also knew that Nina had not done it for any malicious purpose, and her apology was a proof of this. Then Kate said it was okay for her to hold her hand and placed it back on her own lap. Nina grasped her hands tightly once again.
She told Kate that not having a past did not pose any problems. And Nina even got a little overexcited and said that if she wanted, they could build a future together as friends.
Kate, on the other hand, was literally shocked. While Kate was content with just nodding, Nina excitedly let go of Kate's hands and clapped her owns in the air. This was how their friendship, which was quite meaningful for both, began.
The beginning of their friendship
That night they stayed in the beds that Jack had made for them. Nina was acting incredibly protective of Kate's injuries, and Kate felt that day for the first time in years that she was worthy of being cared for as a person. Of course, this feeling was not long-lasting, but it was enough to create an involuntary smile on her lips. And that was enough for Kate for now.
Nina was constantly jumping from topic to topic while talking, occasionally not neglecting to ask Kate questions about her own thoughts. Nina realized that she was someone who didn't like to talk too much, and she didn't see extra talking as a problem because she knew that Kate was really listening her.Ā
Kate, on the other hand, was starting to feel more and more comfortable answering Nina's questions. Maybe this could have been due to her slowly creeping sleep, which came under the influence of medications. After saying goodnight, she finished talking. However, realizing that Nina may have thought that Kate was bored with herself, she offered that Nina could come to the proxy cabin for a few hours tomorrow if she wanted.
Nina instantly accepted this with the joy of having found a new friend. Although she was physically hurt while sleeping that night, she was emotionally relieved. A voice inside her was saying that they would both be good for each other.
Kate kept her promise. After the necessary check-up the next day, they set off for the proxy cabin. Nina was upset that Jeff hadn't called her even though she'd been away all night, but she didn't care about it as much as she usually did. Because she was no longer alone, she had a friend.
It was good for them that there was no one in the cabin. Both Kate didn't want to deal with others, and Nina wasn't ready to meet someone else yet. For a while they just hung out doing nothing and just chatted.
Kate then timidly asked Nina if she liked to play video games. Nina mentioned that she sucked at games and explained that's why she only watched other people play. Kate, on the other hand, in an even more shy manner, said that Nina could watch herself if she wanted to.
They played games for hours that day. They did not stop playing until nightfall came. And then Kate offered to take Nina to Jeff's cabin before it got too dark. Nina was actually staying alone in the same cabin with Jeff and Ben. Because they were considered one of the first inhabitants of the forest, and apart from the proxy cabin, other cabins had enough place for maximum 4-5 people.
Kate was very angry when she saw that Jeff was rude to Nina while dropping her off at the cabin, but when she saw that Nina was generally happy, she didn't say anything to avoid upsetting her. Then, when she was going to say goodbye to Nina and leave, Nina stopped her and gave her her number. Nina didn't have anywhere to write, so she asked if it would be a problem if she wrote in Kate's hand, and when Kate said yes, she wrote down her number. Then Nina asked for her own number and registered it.
After saying goodbye, Nina was waving enthusiastically to Kate from inside the cabin. Kate, too, shyly waved to her gently. When Kate turned around, she couldn't help but smiling.
When Kate came to the place where she was staying, she had a strange feeling inside. She wasn't sure what it was, but she liked it. Then, while she picked up her phone to check if there was any important message from Masky and Hoodie, she saw Nina's new message.
"Hiiiii, thx so much for helping me!!!!! Hop i can see ya soon sweetie :3333"
That day, Kate had found a real friend for herself. Maybe it could have been her first friend in her life. And she was glad of it.
Nina had found herself a true friend. Someone who really cared about her and doesn't use her for her own interests. There was a pleasant feeling in her.
Holly hell how long this shit is-
Also Nina's message might be out of character, English is not my main language and I'm not used to writing like that.
Sorry for shitty writing but I'm sick as hell
#ninakate#nina x kate#ninakate headcanons#creepypasta#creepypasta fandom#creepypasta headcanon#creepy#fanfic#fanfiction#kate creepypasta#kate milens#kate the chaser#nina headcanon#nina hopkins#nina the killer#kate headcanon#zalgo#slenderman#Jeff the killer#masky creepypasta#hoodie creepypasta#nurse ann#eyeless jack
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The Hearts of Gotham 4
Chapter 4 out of 7
Bruce makes the Justice League believe he has two hearts and is a manifestation of Gothamās night to throw them off his secret identity, not trusting them. When the sound system breaks, he doesnāt come clean, but lies instead that he split into two to make Robin. From there it spirals as all the Robins make the lies grow and twist it in their own ways, until the truth comes out.
This fic is based on this post and inspired by Bouncing Baby Bat, or so the Justice League is led to believe...Ā by EmpressGeek.
On AO3.
Ships: none
Warnings: Tim's self esteem issues
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Chapter 4: How Tim Tied It All Together
When Tim becomes Robin, Batman is no longer who he used to be. He is still paranoid of course, but he also grief stricken, angry, yet withdrawn. A shell of the Batman he once was.
He doesnāt want to introduce Tim to the Justice League at first. Wants to just tear the whole thing down and yell that he doesnāt want to do this anymore. That he just lost his son. That heās had enough. That itās not funny anymore. That it was never funny to start with.
However, whenever he tries to say something. He canāt. The words get stuck in his throat and all he can picture is Jasonās face as he whispered: āAre we- Are we pranking the Justice League?ā And he just canāt.
Bruce knows he has to introduce Tim to them, so that they know who theyāre calling should something happen to him out there. But he still drags his feet about how he wants to do this.
A part of him wants to say fuck it and just tell them that thereās a new kid and that heās been lying, too tired to care. But another part of him knows that then there will be questions, about the other Robins, if they were just kids too. And heāll have to sit there and explain to Clark and Diana that he let his kid get killed. That he wasnāt on time to save him.
So, he shuts that first part of himself up and briefs Tim on what the story is and why he is meeting the League and when.
When Tim hears, he know this is important. The Robins before him have met the League and it is part of a bigger cover towards them.
Timās young mind whirls quickly, finding it logical that Batman has this added layer between him and the League. They operate differently and he knows how dangerous the League can be, the contingencies that Batman has made should it be necessary. Having a small human link, is a weakness to be exploited, so shrouding it in myth, makes it harder to do that.
Itās smart and he wonāt let Batman down.
He knows Jasonās death is still a very sore wound, that is not likely to heal soon ā itās the whole reason heās here ā and that there is a wedge now between Batman and Dick. So, he doesnāt ask for advice from either of them and looks to the footage of the meetings with the old Robins and the Justice League in his own time, studying their interactions to prepare himself.
Thus, there is a drag to his feet as he quietly follows Batman into the Watchtower for the first time, the shoes heās wearing still feeling too big to ever fill.
They enter a big room with a table, around which all the Justice League members are sitting. A few start to greet Batman, but they quickly also start to greet him. Seeing a new Robin is no longer a novelty to them and they are ready to welcome this newcomer.
āHello, you must be the new Robin,ā Superman floats over to shake his hand. āIām Superman, nice to meet you.ā
āI am. Itās nice to meet you too,ā Tim says, trying to shake Supermanās hand the way Dick did.
Diana is also there, shaking his hand as they exchange introductions. She comments: āIf I may ask, your predecessor was Robin shorter than the one before him. What city called for a hero? I have not heard of a new name popping up recently.ā
Batmanās jaw tenses as most look to him for answers now, having notices his change in demeanor when the second Robin was mentioned.
Tim knows from his observations of the tapes that it is Robin, who gives the answers, while Batman stands quietly. So, he softly speaks up: āThe second Robin was taken by the wrong parts of Gotham.ā
The heroes that stand around them pause, some turning pale. Diana gasps: āNo. He- He canāt die, can he?ā
āHe can be lost,ā Tim answers, watching how Batmanās hands clench, hoping he wonāt be too mad for all heās about to say. āNot all his pieces returned home. The city gives us shape and life, but we can also be taken by it.ā
As he talks, he calls back on as much as what Jason said, since he is the one that solidified the lore of the Robins. He created the means to be interchanged. And Tim is going to do his favorite hero proud.
āWhen he became Robin, the moon was waxing. Now the moon is waning,ā Tim says. āGotham is getting dark now. The light is less big. Iām less big.ā
He is actually pretty close to Jasonās age when he started, but he knows that heās smaller than average. If he calculated right, he can pass for at least two years younger. It fits with the story heās creating for his Robin, a lesser version of those before him. The Robin to a grimmer Batman and a less bright Gotham.
Everyone is now looking worried and thatās good. Tim wants the League to be a little bit worried, so that theyāll keep a closer eye on Batman. He needs everyone to keep him on the rails while he processes and this way Tim is subtly enlisting help.
However, he also memorized what Jason said about Batman changing and how that means something has happened. He doesnāt need them to worry so much that theyāll come into Gotham unannounced.
So, he gives them a smile, hoping it will be close to what the other Robins did. Unintentionally, itās as creepy as Dickās smile had been.
āDonāt worry,ā he says, maybe a bit on the nose, but, oh well, he doesnāt do improv theater. āThe night is still the same, the light is just less, so there is more darkness to make up Batman. Heās working on it. We both are. Weāll get used to our way of being Batman and Robin as we are now.ā
That is apparently Batmanās limit.
A hand comes down on Timās shoulder, itās heavy, but Tim doesnāt react. He is used to Batmanās more brisk forms of connection, how heās grown more distant than how he was with Jason. Tim gets it, heās not his son, just a placeholder.
āLetās go to the Cave, Robin,ā Batman says and he doesnāt crack on the name. Progress. āTheyāve met you now.ā
āOh, donāt go yet, Batman,ā Flash tries to go for a little more lighthearted as he attempts to get Batman to stay. They likely all noticed how heās been around less.
Diana nods, saying gently: āYes, there is no need to hurry home.ā
Batman looks like he might be convinced, but then Jļæ½ļæ½onn adds: āWe can help you look out for Robin,ā and that is the wrong thing to say, Tim knows it as he hears it.
Had Batman gotten help from the Justice League, Jason could have lived. Had Batman thought to call out, Tim might not be standing here.
āNo, Gotham needs us,ā he tells them instead and a part of Tim hopes that there is an Arkham outbreak so that Batman can punch out a little more of his grief and their cover will be strengthened more.
Itās the only time, Tim meets the Justice League as Robin. He never trains with them, never convinces Batman to take him with him to the Watchtower again. He meets them, because it is necessary and never again until heās Red Robin.
As Red Robin, Tim truly grows into the lore that theyāre creating, managing to find ways to use it to his advantage.
By then the Robin mantle has ping ponged around and Tim has mourned how heās been forced to give up being Robin. It wasnāt easy, but itās what has to be done and heās always done it. Besides, he quite likes his mantle as Red Robin now.
And he doesnāt mind tricking his teammates either. Out of all of them, heās the one that has the worst of Bās paranoia, so having this makes him feel more in control about what they do and donāt know about him. Itās a safety measure.
He is also gleeful to discover that he can use it to get his way and Dick canāt get on his case about it, because then heāll give the whole thing away.
āDonāt worry,ā he tells them when they look at him with concern. āMy body doesnāt react the same as yours to caffeine, this is totally safe.ā
āItāll be safer for me to go alone,ā he lies another time. āAs a manifestation, itās less likely that this demon thing will kill me. Itāll be worse if youāre there.ā Like he doesnāt just think theyāre all shit negotiators and heās better off without them in the background to ruin things.
Little things that make leading his team easier for him. Making so he doesnāt have to explain himself or apologize for his bad habits. Itās quite a nice change of pace and he doesnāt mind in the slightest.
As a little bit of pettiness to the demon spawn that has taken his spot after Steph, he tells those that ask that one Robin wasnāt enough anymore for the beast that is Gotham. In a dire hour of need, he had handed over in some Robin parts, but not all, he had evolved and a new one had grown. The two of them having to run around to balance Gotham again.
It canāt be further from the truth, they donāt work together well and while Gotham is still a dark entity, two Robins can nearly be considered overkill. Especially when you know of all the other heroes that run around, still in the shadows.
However, he doesnāt care about the truth much. Let everyone think that he is the evolved Robin, that he grew, that he still matters to Gotham. Let them think that Damian is the Robin, who couldnāt do it by himself, who needed an extra hand.
Tim is used to twisting the narrative until he makes sense, until no one wonders how he is the one who made it here. He has always had big shoes to fill, let someone else carry that burden for a change.
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A/N:
Okay, promise only happy vibes again after this one, but Tim is just a bit of a sad character, especially when he just became Robin and when he had to hand over the mantle again (though the latter has been all Robins), so it was a little difficult to make it happy. I tried, didnāt work out.
#rr writing#batman#bruce wayne#robin#tim drake#batman and robin#batfam#batfamily#jla#jl#justice league#superman#clark kent#diana prince#wonder woman#the hearts of gotham au#red robin#j'onn j'onzz#dc#dc comics
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