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can believe that I have to go to the gym AGAIN
*repeat almost every day*
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my procrastination has bitten me in the ass once again, and now it is the night before renfaire and I have to make what is essentially an ENTIRE COSPLAY in like 6 hours. god i love not doing things
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Lactose Intolerant Curse
I had cheesey breadsticks with dinner. I'm suffering and idk if it was worth it. But they tasted so good.
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just felt like drawing this canon squiggle today. I don’t even know where in which game you encounter it, I just think it’s the perfect little guy
#fallen london#correspondence sigils#canon squiggles#don't free him#his suffering is self-imposed and also funny
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wip from the prompts i’m working through ! !
idk i’ve been exploring Ice and his eternal thoughts and feelings recently especially in regards to bradley and how their relationship would function. the prompt itself is getting long i honestly might have to post it on ao3 tbh.
#iceman and his eternal guilt#isnt he just so dreamy#yo who want me to talk about ice and his eternal guilt and self imposed suffering?!!?#stopthatfool writes#top gun 1986#top gun#ya that’s right folks. I remember how to write don’t flip out#icemav#maverick#iceman#bradley rooster bradshaw#current wip#bradley brad bradshaw my beloved#ugh im lazy no more tags
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just finished jedi survivor id like to be left alone for the rest of my known existence
#jedi survivor#cal kestis#wtf#babygirl is suffering#like how did he become this traumatized#wdym cal is totally fine he won’t fall to the dark side he seems completely mentally sound and not in any position of self-imposed anguish
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i put pen to paper and silly things come out. (alt in id)
#niksartstuffs#ocs#i stg the concepts in my head are much more uhh. musings abt loneliness and self-imposed suffering for the sake of empty desires and. stuff#but never mind all that. its about a guy who gets like REALLY h*rny about the death traps in this tower.#every new Situation is smth he didn't know he was into until right now as he's facing down imminent death. fun protagonist.
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Can I go a single day without a headache? That would be lovely.
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//Thinking about it, Lambda could ask someone to touch him but that means actually voicing that and tbh, he would rather disintegrate than say it out loud lmao
#//he makes problems for himself honestly#//communication with someone he knows would gladly help him out? nahhh just self imposed suffering hnsjfddhnfj#//this is a silly post don't mind this#recharging... {ooc}
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one thing about me is that i will always find a way to link something to donna haraway’s cyborg manifesto because i am insane and transgender. anyway software/hardware made me think — cyborg meaning a disruption of normative boundaries and a dispelling of false dichotomies — masculine/feminine illecebra/arcanus apollo/artemis THE DOUBLE DRAG everything about filter (human/idol? in very broad terms? but also challenging the notion of a wholly externally readable self) etc. etc. transcend dualism embrace hybridity — is that where face is going. transcending and reconciling. as i was writing this i thought reconciling might be too gentle a word but maybe some gentleness is due! anyway. jimin cyborg
#this shit would normally go on my priv twitter but i’m on a self-imposed twitter break so you have to suffer. sorry#this is a thought dump but i’m going to file it under#jimin meta#in case i need to find it again
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genuinely kind of miserable over where worms at rn too . betrayal arcs always make me so sad
#im glad shes still in good graces w lisa#WHO *KNEW* BTW.#and the descriptions of coils power is really cool if a little confusing << this is probably bc i was readimg it at like 4am. however.#im on the coil interlude rn but taylors last thing left off on a cliffhanger and im afraid her answer was no. because shes gonna be ALONE#and its gonna be SELF IMPOSED isolation and thats gonna make me REALLY sad bc im gonna miss brian and alec and rachel#like i know theyre not gonna be gone for GOOD but also. i definitely dont think theyll be around as much as they have been . sigh#THIS IS NOT DETERRING ME BTW. AT ALL. I STILL WANT NOTHING MORE THAN TO BE READING RN#i have a bunch of like. silly fun not story based podcasts to catch up on while im at work#bc i need constant background noise or else ill die#but also those are kind of killing me to listen to rn becasue all i want are my silly little characters#i GUESS i can relisten to more pd. but thay will just make me want to think about pd.#SUFFERING today lads. someone save me
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amy dallon song btw. it even has a french bit
#it's abt birdcaging herself#and or trying to justify her actions through empty self-flagellation at literally any point#“eye for an eye and we all go blind again”#her self-imposed punishment only prolongs Victoria's suffering#jhariah#amy dallon#banger tunes for my blorbos#she's not a blorbo but that's my character/song assignment tag#worm#worm spoilers#Youtube
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Hiya love! I saw that you have a Sheikah oc, yes? I love learning about people’s OCs! Do you have any little fun facts about them? c:
OH BOY okay I gotta think a bit here hahaha Appa fun facts! - She plays the ocarina. Aside from the various stable NPCs in BotW and TotK, we're sorely lacking in characters with instruments. And a nod to OoT is always good ;9
- Back between BotW and TotK, when she still struggled with her temper, she ended up damaging the old Sheikah shrine at Kakariko. Luckily, it'd already shut down, and Purah was going to dismantle it for parts anyways. Still didn't help the bit of unease other Sheikah felt around her.
- Speaking of her temper, it's led to an unfortunate manifestation of her power over shadow becoming twisted from being 'othered' by a few of the other villagers growing up. Her internal negative thoughts ended up manifesting into a 'demon' of shadow she called 'Majora'. Thankfully, a Series of Events dissipated that creature, her powers are in her control, and she's a better person come TotK.
- Aside from being essentially raised by Impa after her mother died shortly after her birth, Appa also views Dorian as a mentor. The guard is always quick to vouch for her being truly Sheikah, despite the murmurs abt her Yiga blood. OFC the former Yiga spy would defend the innocence of a girl who had no say in what her lineage would be. Thaaaaat's all I got lmao it's early morning I struggled to even put these together sksksks
#OC#Appa#worth noting too a lot of her mindset of 'everyone hates me' is self-imposed#not as many villagers dislike her as she thinks#but when Majora starts whispering at you as a kid like 'hey everyone hates you lets go make em suffer' and you resist#but that lil fucker at the edge of your mind 24/7 and it can wear you down#ANYWAYS yunobo's unabashed approval and positivity about her is unlike what she's ever known and he's ofc a major reason she improves
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when I finally finish all the artwork and play testing for my dragon slaying mini campaign just you wait ill have ART TO SHARE
#IM SUFFERING FROM SELF IMPOSED NDAS#WHY AM I LIKE THIS#i also cant juust post wips because SOME PLAYERS FOLLOW ME HERE#side eyeing the homies#I did have one set of homies already playtest the module for me and it needs ADJUSTMENTS#but it went so well#i will look fondly on that campaign for years#next round of playtesting is gonna break my game because the players are advanced LOL#I just hope its challenging enough#but yeah just you wait#I got monster tokens and npcs and maps and shit#is all the art amazing? I wouldnt say so#but its good enough#and IM DOING ALL OF IT IN MY FREE TIME#FOR FREE#yall can have what im putting out#it certiantly is better than a lot of free mods out there#ashtalks
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My favourite long running joke in this fandom is the "tell me, Will" format. I eat it up every time. Its hilarious. Its like [insert random comment here] -> [insert semi-related philosophical speech here] -> Tell me, Will... [insert psychoanalytic question about Will's nature here]. Its so funny and easy to do I love it
#h talks#'the children yearn for the mines'#isn't that a part of human nature? to seek a task that gives us meaning. a self appointed burden. our own version of sisyphus' bolder-#willingly imposed?... tell me Will... do you feel that the suffering caused by your work with Jack Crawford gives your life meaning?#do you yearn for something to give you purpose?#or if we're following the metaphor of Sisyphus... do you feel as if this work is a punishment for your nature? a self-flagellation of sorts#something you do to absolve yourself of the guilt caused by the visions your empathy gifts you?#HE WOULD SAY THAT WOULDNT HE#just realized I spelt boulder wrong but I am NOT going back to fix it ❤️#nbc hannibal
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This one’s for you bud @toastyspud
what fishing can do to a man
#don’t really watch the vids anymore but this reminds me of mumbo’s pacifist run#needlessly self-imposed suffering
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