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im on a utysd roll
all pillars in subconcious world minus 1
#uty#undertale yellow#uty au#meta flowey#premaposting#from top and left to bottom and right#motive curiosity#motive empty#motive hate#motive will#i already introduced everything that i touch explodes kitty#now we have. jar that wants YOU.#self destruction snake#and this bird really wants to quit but cannot quit because it wont let itself quit#yay!!!!!!#yes them getting redder as the motive becomes more of the base for determination is intentional but the final one isnt the reddist#most red. redderist. reddest. reddest. idk why i put an i there#new idea area with empty drags you to depths of pillar area because#i like the bird :D#new name for the bird. will is the perfect motive#i just realized i added a hole to the jar helpppp#listen its late. i didnt remember why there was a crack there until writing a blurb for empty
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I'LL FACE JUDGMENT BY THE HOUNDS.
“i’m your man,” mitski / the ballad of songbirds and snakes (2023) / suzanne collins
#saw coriolanus snow at the mitski songs about self-destructive god complexes store (likely place for him to be)#hope this makes sense. if it doesn't ummm. my b#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tbosas#ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#thg#coriolanus snow#lucy gray#lucy gray baird#snowbaird#coriolucy#suzanne collins#mitski#i'm your man#tom blyth#rachel zegler#web weaving#parallels#notes#it’s about the difference between angel/dog (saving grace/brutal killer) vs dog/man (submissive to/responsible for)#a god has the same brutality of a dog but it’s a gift bestowed to them not a flaw - snow feels he has divine permission to destroy lg#she saved him + asked him to see her as an equal / he saved her + thought he had ownership over her#im not usually a dark romance bitch but suzanne collins had the juice when she created them idc#she saved him while he’s violent and weak so he owes her��well no actually HE saved HER so she’s a pet he’s allowed to control#he thinks she trusts him bc of his greatness (not his humanity) so when she ‘betrays’ him he’s allowed to take retribution#(bojack voice) get it? do you get it? do you get my post about mitski lyrics and president snow’s failed situationship?#ERM someone rb’d this pointing out the ‘lg was no lamb line’ w lambs being a symbol for Jesus and i am in love w you now
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#vital#vital 2004#shinya tsukamoto#filmedit#filmgifs#moviegifs#i can only watch this one like once every few years even though it's my fave tsukamoto tied with a snake of june#as an exploration of self-destruction + grief it's incredibly powerful#and leaves me a wreck in the best way possible#*erm
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you keep on trying but I see cold, cold blood
#the sign#the sign the series#the sign bl#heng asavarid#chalothon#thesignedit#thai bl#thai drama#bl drama#bl series#team slowmotion#lyrics: valen - cold blood#i love one evil self-destructive snake prince#by pharawee
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slough
#dgs#tgaa#the great ace attorney#dai gyakuten saiban#kazuma asogi#tgaa spoilers#tgaa2 spoilers#dgs2 spoilers#dgs spoilers#something about ''a snake whose markings change each time it sloughs its skin''#and a man that's unrecognizable every time you meet him#perpetuating self-destructive cycles and being consumed by them#turning yourself inside out; showing your true colors; and striking out at your most vulnerable#because you're opening yourself up and digging your own grave at the same time#anyways.#this piece ended up being 2 pieces because it was supposed to only be the second one#but I sketched a variation with a snake tail and was like. well I love when a guy is an animal#but ofc it changes the Vibes#so I decided to just do both#this could have been done days ago the edits for the second version took so little time orz#I'm finally running out of juice. which is very sad I still have so many ideas#running at you hey hey listen I have more insane symbolisms to talk about
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oh yeah also another thing real quick
i was taking out the trash and was hit with this vision:
volumnia and coriolanus are chatting over whatever hunger games plot they got going on post-tbosas. coriolanus makes a comment about how ‘some of’ his former classmates have skeletons in their closet- like persephone price the cannibal. anyway volumnia hits him with the ole ‘she’s not the only one with skeletons in the closet, do you know the story of felix ravinstill’s conception?’ and yeah that’s going coriolanus found out about the mpreg
Coriolanus gets uncomfortable around Persephone because of the cannibalism. Now, he can get uncomfortable around Felix for the mpreg.
No matter who you ship Festus with, Coriolanus is suffering.
#there are probably other festus ships and i think coriolanus would be suffering there too#coriolanus actually kills felix by revealing his mpreg origins and felix just self destructed#abyssal stuff#ask response#persephoneprice#felix ravinstill#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#festus creed#persephone price#coriolanus snow#volumnia gaul
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You remind me of an old friend
I just hope I'm not the same as I was back then.
#REGARDS: MOD 💜 💙#not asks#space through lore!!!!#cw pills#cw fire#cw snakes#cw implied cannibalism#< because of the 2 headed oroborous.#space through isn't a bad person either.#he just wasn't in control of himself. and he hurt the people he cared about.#he's still trying to prove he can be better. and that he isn't the same.#and in a way this is supposed to symbolize his own self destruction too.#my art#this like meme or whatever is so dead but it popped up in my feed and I HAD to#RP art 🗡 🐇
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OH MY GOD I JUST REALIZE IF COLLEI DID HER WORK STUDY WITH BAIZHU SHE'D SEE CHANGSHENG EVERYDAYYYY
Snakes as a symbol of destruction and her trauma (Archon residue) vs Chengsheng as a symbol of her progress and healing
#😭#collei 😭#side note:#i suppose both snakes self destruction#but for different reasons#the use of the archon residiue was self destructive because it caused collei to isolate herself and believe she isn't fit to be around other#*others because she isn't safe to be around#I LOST MY TRAINNOF THOUGHT😭#anyways Chengshang being self destructive for baizhu by him choosing to have shortened life to have the ability to save others#and save Chengsheng#which means being constantly near others#i have NOT done his story quest yet so if something sounds wrong then it's that
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*Snakes flying about, gummy bears being thrown everywhere*
*meanwhile*
Me, talking to imaginary viewers: listen up folks, you gotta remember: gays before mace, always listen to your sisters, and last but not least, never fucking go near that crazy lookin' horse *points at donkey*
*loud explosion in the background*
Me: Well, farewell suckers
*Boards 'Linda Not A Parrott, The Parrott Parody' and flies away*
#random#gummy bear#flying snakes#was it a dream?#fever dream?#weird dreams#weirdo stuff#whats happening#idk how to tag this#what is up with that#huh#say that again?#weirdo shit#chaos#queer#this might not be accurate#the warning#this post will self destruct#this post is all over the place#tumblr#i guess
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john crocker one chance please please (raising my hand pick me pick me i want to know more about him!!!!!)
YES YES YES HI HI HI HERES THE JOHN CROCKER DUMP!!! this is gonna be a long one bc im literally explaining his entire character, pls mind the autism
Jonathan "John" Crocker (lemonsilly ver)'s lore kind of follows the typical Alpha John structure with two critical exceptions!!
He stayed with the Crockercorp corporation
He's a bit younger here lol (I'd say 50s or maybe late 40s at the youngest, rather than the 86 y/o ver of Crocker we see in homestuck!)
To elaborate on point 1, I mean he kind of stayed tied to his mother and never really broke out of this familial tie. He's still an actor and comedian, however, he's also working under CrockerCorp (and thus, HIC). I've always imagined him being used for propaganda (and I get that HiC's rule was kinda more lowkey in HS proper but its not in my version!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc im insane abt the alpha guardians) and kind of seen as Hollywood's Darling.
His main reason for still sticking with Evil Troll Mom is a mix of obligation and a weird attachment to her. You know the experiment with monkeys with cloth mother and wire mother? She's John's wire mother.
Having been raised alone after Jade's escape, he grows to resent his sister (both from a combo of his own personal feelings and HIC's influence) and kind of clings to his mom like a baby koala. TLDR; big mama's boy in his late 40s-50s because trauma
Being a big time comedian and actor, John is probably the most charismatic man in Condywood (as I like to call it), next to David "Dave" Strider (more on that relationship later). He's very charming and quite silly too! In AUs where he's raising Jane (or any of the egbert/crockers for that matter, if you wanna get silly with it and include beta john), he's actually very good with her. Despite his erm .. everything! he is a doting father (which I guess is kind of OOC in terms of breath players and their massive fears of commitment, but we're already incredibly OOC for what any variation of John stands for so I kinda dont care)
His charisma is lethal, though. He doesn't use it for ill will very often! Because above all else, he's a pretty nice guy (usually). This unfortunately makes him HIC's biggest weapon in her arsenal.
This is where Dave Strider -- biggest anti-HIC fighter beside his sister, Rose Lalonde -- comes in.
Now, Dave and Rose's works are subtle. They're not too overt. This pushes them into stardom. Dave's movies are pretty pretentious, and even more pretentious if you actually pick up on the subliminal messaging. Bottom line is, HIC sends John to try to scrape as much information off of them (and possibly deal with them) as possible.
But the thing is, John kind of gets a weird fascination with Dave. Dave is kind of easy in terms of John's mission, as he's much more ... pliable ? (at least in my au JKGHHAGJK). Dave is a coked out, eccentric director who dances on the thin line of self-hatred and egocentricism. Dave is smart, don't get me wrong, and this is kind of what attracts John to Dave.
John kind of gets a desperate need to constantly one up this guy. It is always power and control to him. Once he somehow slithers into Dave's life, he holds what Dave wants just enough out of reach. Even outside of Condywood AU, I really like to portray them like this lololol. And being much more powerful than Dave, it is so easy to get one over him, even in the most subtle of ways. This need also stems from Dave also being able to get one over him (because Dave is smart). And Dave (rags to riches, new director) is a little guy -- in terms of society -- compared to John (born into wealth, famed comedian and actor). It's kind of a threat to John's ego, so he's kind of obsessed with catching Dave before he does anything.
Ok it's like 1 am and I've had a bit to drink and I need to wake up for work tomorrow SO I WILL END IT HERE but ohhhh i lvoe you john crocker. imagine that heart locket gif animation but with him
i imagine his voice to sound like Ian Bruce (The Correspondents) or Shayfer Jaymes... if this means anything ... i listen to Puppet Loosely Strung by The Correspondents and im like OMFG ITS HIM!!! (abt his feelings toward dave, bc he also kind of has this jealousy of how free dave is compared to him LOL)
#john crocker#lemons tangents#reusing art at the end cuz i was gonna draw new art for this post but i litearlly took an hour to type this because i love him#hes my old man bbg. snakes arms around his waist#actually much of his characterization comes from my discontinued HS comic#which i think i might restart#mainly cuz the writing was a lil cringy and also i lost the login to the twitter acc... erm!#before i made this comic my characterization of him was actually much more laid back lol#it was more like 'dave please take better care of yourself.'#'dave. dave. alright i guess coffee and cigarettes for breakfast then.#now his characterization is like#'heres the coffee and cigarettes for your breakfast dave. by the way that was $18 so please pay that back :)'#(he also secretly hates himself for enabling daves self destruction but he doesnt rly want to look into that)#and tbh i have sooo many characterizations of J.C.#this is just the one i tend to go to#ok i need to sleep sorry thank you for letting me indulge!!!!
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"what's a griffin" you can't ask that pinkie
#yeah I'll draw that#mlp#mlp fim#getting really into. mlp rewrites. lately#i think gilda is perfect though#i just dont like the shade of purple in her original design or how griffins as a whole were written#(you can have a failing government without everyone living there being a horrible person)#id make it so gilda just had it particularly rough (failed by the government)#shes a possessive jealous mean closeted (even to herself) lesbian#and hates ponyville for ''taking'' her best friend#i think id personally give her one or two more episodes of scattered screentime in between her redemption episode#for more depth#shes self destructive and destructive toward others#she doesn't exactly have friends she just has people she hangs out with#and shes not over rainbow#in the end id have her decide to cut rd off (again) bc shes obviously not.healthy#she gets other friends lives her life#keeps her aesthetic though. cant express that enough shes still a snarky hardass#mlp redesign#loosely based on a southern banded snake eagle for the sake of it#she gets ears for the specific reason that on ponytown you cant make a character without them
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ough... lapis got me thinking bout my own anon crossovers....
BH in serverbox would honestly fit right in. Maybe even thrive if he got in at the beginning. They might've been able to maintain healthy practices through encouragement given the nature of the cast of that au
In admin, he'd fall into the same habit of over engrossing but it wouldn't be as... toxic? If that makes sense? Like they'd be stressed and sleep deprived out of genuine worry and concern rather than Fearing For Their Life Every Second. If we maintain that Owl and snake are also still in the au he'd 100% try to be the mediator for them constantly. A true ♣️. Also they'd probably manage to keep their irl job longer. Probably get fired eventually anyways, but still.
Mushroom would Not Have A Good Time in ABW..... They'd stay cagey and defensive, especially given how ABW nito's outbursts make him rather unpredictable. She'd probably never end up joining the server group and would rather watch from afar
In admin I can see her initially joining Owl in the Sonny hate club, but turning around probably by the time he helps Kinito take Jade out. Seeing Kinito's self destruction would scare her into joining Team Sonny, though her loyalties would be cross not out of spite like Owl, but out of inner conflict.
Snake in ABW would be ever helpful, but eventually realize they're hooked into something that will result in their death, one way or another. And they are baaaaad at hiding their feelings, and they don't even know it. They'd flinch and cower every time they see Kinito, and knowing how observant he is, a confrontation would be bound to happen.
In serverbox, I can't see them being any particularly different than how they are in Admin? They'd be besties with Lobby, that's for sure, as they have a personality they'd totally vibe with. I think Snail would be the type to humor their silly antics a little too much and accidentally give them a bit of overinflated pride :) they would absolutely LOVE amie and I can see them bonding with Nio since they are both Creachers.
#What's funny about snake is they're the most “”normal“” out of the three...#they've got some pretty basic insecurities but nothing on par with BH's addictive and self destructive behaviors#or Mush's past trauma.#lastintheserverbox#theworldibuilt4you#indigitalembrace
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i'm about to run off to class but i've been going positively apeshit about shakespeare for the last three hours so like: what shakespeare play would y'all most associate your muses with?? in terms of story themes, related aesthetics, character arcs/tropes, etc?? or see if i can assign them one that fits if you'd like, idk, i'm vibing
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#putting shakespeare muses on my ''hellblazer & constantine characters only'' multi? it's more likely than you think#i've already got a character from ER waiting in the wings who do i think i'm kidding#ANYWAY instincts say that constantine is aligned with macbeth bc Spooky but hear me out: Hamlet#never sure if the descent into madness is real or an act. sending your friends off to get killed. called in to solve a problem for a ghost#mourning the father. the abandonment of the love interest. natural imagery symbolism with snakes and flowers and water#accidentally making things worse when you're trying desperately to make things better#self-destruction layered over and over and over itself in a thousand forms both intentional and unintentional. guilt and grief#wee bit of goofing and gaffing thrown into the mix for good measure. main character needs a fucking cigarette#like BRUH. do we see the VISION#this is totally optional ofc i'm having brainworms about literature#SHIT that reminds me i gotta go back and do that song post too!!! i've had that tab open for like a month#but that's a problem for a later me. away to class i go
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Now you know why you don’t run face first into metal bars to get a guy out of a dungeon
..I don't. Do that.
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The ballad of songbirds and snakes- a tragedy
(I have only started to read the book and will not address it here. I will only be talking about the movie. I will not take Coriolanus‘s inner monologue into account here.)
The hunger games/The ballad of songbirds and snakes is almost the most tragic of the movies to me.
There is something so … heartbreaking and tragic about seeing little Coryo become the Snow we new from the other movies.
It‘s like we are in Tigris shoes.
We watch a little boy grow up. We watch a little boy who had to witness his neighbour eating his maid‘s leg during a war in order to not starve to death.
We see a little boy who is orphaned due to the war.
We watch a little boy grow up.
Grow up to be a monster.
Another thing that is so incredibly tragic is that you know the ending to his story.
You know what he will eventually become.
And still, i think, many of us viewers found ourselves rooting for him at some point.
I was rooting for him. For him and Lucy Gray.
Against all odds i wanted him to find his own happy ending.
The ending was inevitable.
And still i wanted him to choose a different path.
I still believed in his humanity. In his goodness.
As Lucy Grey says: „There is a natural goodness built into us all.“
Almost until the very end of the movie i thought he might be able to choose a different path.
When i watched this movie i saw something unbelievably tragic.
I witnessed how trauma and a destructive society can kill a soul.
I saw a soul decay before my eyes.
I witnessed the moral decay of a human being.
I saw how all the goodness and kindness that was still left in him was erased for good.
How a soul chose to erase itself.
We see a little boy who has to fight to survive.
We see a teenager who fights the evil inside him.
Who tries to not succumb to it.
We see a boy who loses the fight within himself.
And of course all of it is tragic. The games are tragic. Katnis story is tragic. All of it is.
But the most tragic thing for me to witness was to see the goodness and humanity that is built into us all be reduced to nothing but ash.
To witness the death of a soul.
„There is a natural goodness built into us all.
You can either cross that line into evil, or not.
It is our life‘s work to stay on the right side of that line.“ - Lucy Gray Baird
#coriolanus snow#dark coriolanus snow#morally corrupt characters#evil characters#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#panem#tigris snow#katniss everdeen#tributes of panem#tw self destruction#destruction of a soul#tragic#tragedy#inner fight#natural goodness#trauma#war#cannibalism#survivor#death of a soul
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saeru is so funny to me because like. he Could technically attempt to actually Live as he seemingly wants to do, but instead he chooses to subject himself and everybody else to despair because "Mom Ignored Me That One Time 😢😢"
#kagepro#saeru#like does no one think about how if marry resets everything to the Very Beginning#saeru knowingly makes himself go through the entire Azami Thing over and over again#“I don't want to let go of this despair because it's all I've ever known” vibes. Man.#snake of clearing eyes#so self destructive#still I honestly I don't think he realises how miserable he makes himself#because to him Just “living” is “good enough”#the state itself rather than the quality or what you make of it#he never thinks about the quality of the life he's extending because in his head he's under constant attack#not from the mekadan or anything like that#but by the virtue of his very existence#he doesn't really understand what “living” and “free will” actually mean though#and so#perhaps unknowingly#he very rigidly sticks to the idea of the “monster” that's been ascribed to him#he's invested a lot of time and energy into being right about the world and the way it works and seeing people like marry#people who are ostensibly Like Him but find happiness in the world anyway#makes him Mad I think#“you're not supposed to have that. We're Not Supposed To Have That”#“isn't it fantastic to be like a monster?”#no it isn't#and you know it#but you're too scared of being wrong about the impermanence of happiness and human worth to try being anything else#kind of ironic considering the whole possession thing actually.#“I can pretend to be anyone else but I refuse to stray from this arbitrary “self””#why does he put so much stock into the qualities Humans assigned to him I'll never know#I mean. I Do Know but still#txt
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