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The Noah Schnapp Situation Going Into S5
With Stranger Things Season 5 coming out this year, we are unfortunately going to see a revival of the debacle around Noah, even though by then it will be an almost 2 year old subject. So, I thought I would get ahead of that with some of my thoughts based on what I've seen these last few weeks and more broadly over the last 6 or more months I've been on this scene.
Spoiler Alert: This is going to be a long one. It'll probably be my new pinned post.
Why Still Talk About It?
Frankly? Because it's still going on. Keep in mind, Liam Payne died in October 2024 (just three months ago), right around Noah's birthday, and THIS is how Twitter responded to that.
And just in case anyone thinks I had to dig back a whole 3 months to find Noah-hate-content on Twitter, here was just random things I grabbed from the last week:
Which brings me to the next point.
Why Do You Even Care?
"Noah doesn't know you." "He's not your pookie."
I know that. The funny thing is, from what little I know about Noah, I'm pretty sure if he DID know me beyond the ONE DM conversation we've had, he'd probably tell me to chill. Dude is very non-confrontational and nice. So, why do it?
Because I think the online movement in favor of Palestinian self-determination has been hijacked by teenagers and performative leftists who care more about looking good for their peers than practicing what they preach.
Because (as you can see above and in screenshots like the one below), people who claim to hold my liberal/progressive/left-leaning values have used this as an opportunity to be openly homophobic and antisemitic towards a then-19-year old who had JUST come out of the closet.
Proponents of the hate campaign against Noah have said that they are just "holding him accountable" or "criticizing him" in the hopes he "learns something."
Look up. Point to me which image is accountability. Point to me the valid criticisms.
There are none. There is just flagrant homophobia. And then there are posts like this one, coming from the same crowd:
This behavior is wrong on its face.
It is violent. It is bullying (which doesn't seem like strong enough of a word) and it's bigoted.
Wanna see more? Look up @noah_schnapp on Twitter/X. See what they've done to his account.
Inevitably, some of the people participating in this will see this blog post. If you've made it this far, this is for you:
This behavior discredits your activism. It makes you look performative and fake to say in one breath that you are a "Leftist" who cares about Palestinian lives as well as the lives of minority groups worldwide, and then to turn around and talk like this about a Jewish person and a gay KID. Because he WAS a kid when this started. Furthermore, it makes it clear to those of us who actually hold the beliefs we claim, that you are vapid enough to use Palestinian suffering for your own personal vendettas. That the APPEARANCE of goodness is more important than goodness itself. And that you will shuck solidarity with minority groups the MOMENT one of them steps out of the lines you have drawn around them.
Not to mention...
It's Based Mostly On Lies
As a reminder, this is what Noah Schnapp actually said shortly after October 7, 2023:
Read that again.
"...we will hope and pray for safety, justice, liberation, and self-determination in Palestine." That was part of the very first thing he ever said about the issue.
And then this happened:
This was the image he was crucified for.
Stickers that weren't even his. That he wasn't holding up or making. He was in a cafe, someone else came up to him with them, and he was videoed with that person.
That's it. That's all. All those tweets you saw above? The fake stories made up about him like this one?
All of that was supposedly "accountability."
The harassment of his family. Murder threats. Rape threats. All for stickers that weren't even his.
There's even a paid Stranger Things author on this very site, styling herself as a Byler shipper, who has contributed to the lies that have further added to the hate campaign I've described.
As an aside, Noah wasn't the only one in that video. The influencers that actually posted the video and HAD THE STICKERS?
Nothing. Nada. Zilch.
And just to be clear - I don't think they should get hate. I think non-Jewish online Leftists appropriated a term from Jewish culture, redefined it, and are weaponizing it to beat down Jews all over the internetâwhich is par for the course for this charcuterie board of performative activism.
Yet the point stands. Noah was specifically targeted; and the homophobia that IMMEDIATELY came from the Left suggests to me that it was his sexuality and cultural/religious identity that motivated the attacks.
Again, I'll say, this is wrong.
Noah Has Since Responded
It hasn't stopped the bullying.
Didn't stop him from withdrawing from spaces he loved. From needing therapy from what we've learned from his now-deleted second TikTok.
And that really says something, does it? He cleared up his point. He tried to clarify and even apologize.
They didn't accept it. Not because it wasn't good enough. Not because it was "too late." Because this was the point. They wanted to keep doing it. They get sick joy from it.
Which is why...
I'm Not Shutting Up About This
This post doesn't even nearly cover the whole situation. The Byler fans who try to replace Noah's image in fan art and fan fiction. Who fan cast themselves as Will instead of Noah. The stalking and doxxing on Twitter. People reporting to GIANT hate accounts his location and when he's alone, PRAYING for him to be hurt.
I wish I could cover it all.
We have to stand up to this. On tumblr, on TikTok, on Threads, Twitter/Xâeverywhere we see it.
For our gay and Jewish siblings who see how Noah was attacked and feel less safe in their online spaces as a result, we have to speak up and say something.
And yeah. We have to say something for Noah, too.
The person who replied to me like this:
Him?
He did it because he needed to see a show of love from his fans. Doesn't mean he's perfect. Doesn't mean he won't mess up or do something in the future.
And no. Standing up for Noah, or for Jewish people, or other gay folks does not make you a genocide supporter or apologist. It doesn't mean you want any innocent people harmed. Don't give them the power to talk down to you like that. It's bullshit. You know it, and I know it.
All standing up to this vile shit is is an acknowledgement that Noah is a living, breathing person, as some of these people tend to forget.
And he didn't deserve this.
Any of it.
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Simon Riley who first saw you at the butcher's shop on the phone.Â
You were a pretty thing. Wearing a pink little yoga set, one arm holding your mat and the other holding your phone to your ear as you wait for the butcher to bring out your cut of meat.
Which was taking a long time
Simon wouldâve had it chopped and packed to go by now. Though, he canât complain with the view he has of your ass- you. The man was touch starved. He hadnât been back home in a while, back-to-back deployments keeping him occupied. His only company being his calloused and scraped hands roughly jerking himself until he came, bordering on unpleasurable. Not what some could consider enjoyable, but try being in the middle of fuckinâ nowhere for weeks on end and see if you care so much about gentle.
The borderline perverted look you were blissfully unaware of was tracking down your form. He stared at the way the material tightly clung on to every bit of you in a welcoming way, a second skin. The sweat on you from your little session.
Just how flexible does yoga make a bird like you?
It was only when he heard a grating sound come from your phone that he snapped out of his trance. Even with his bad ears from all the bullets whizzing past him, bombs going off within meters of him, and the usual shit show he did for a living he could hear the voice which bled through your phone's speaker.
"Get me a steak this time. Nonna that nasty shit from last time!"
You hurriedly turned your volume down as it blasted in your ear, startled by the voice. Chewing on your lip you pivoted towards the counter to see if your order had been brought out; the motion to no avail as the employee continued chopping away in the back room.
It was only when your other hand came into full view from the motion he noticed the absolute rock on your finger.
"Honey, I thought the salmon was pretty good." That prick clearly firing something back as you winced away from your phone once again. Gritting your teeth as if biting back your arguments, looking around to occupy your time as the man on the phone continues to speak. "I know... I'm sorry. Don't worry, it'll be ready by 7." You placatingly cooed.
"Listen, I have to go. I love y-" You began, but the moment the words tumbled from your lips you pulled the phone fully from your cheek to see a blank screen with the time staring back on you. The asshole hung up!
What a fuckin tosser.
Simon hears the butcher finally call your name with familiarity and with a sigh you step towards the counter.Â
He leaned on to the wall further as he had been the entire time. Silent. Unsettling. A stark contrast to your bright appearance in the shop, the larger man brooded in his corner waiting his turn.
âSee yaâ next Friday!â You still managed a bright smile at the butcher who handed you your meat.
A mild thing like you really shouldnât be talked to so thoughtlessly, some guys are fuckwits though. He never liked the type. Why lock a bird down with a ring if you were gonna be mean to her?
âSâcuse me sir, iâm just gonna push past you hereâ You asked. With widened eyes, Simon gruffly mumbled a âYeah,â out before creating a stupidly small space.
Maybe he really did want you to push past him. Or just push up on him but oh well.
Sweeping past him, you give him a toothy smile as you had so sweetly done to the butcher, as if you hadnât got yelled at less than five minutes ago. God you really have no common sense, beaming up at the lurker in the corner at least twice your size. A girl as pretty as you should really stick to herself.
From that interaction on, Simon found himself being guided by the memory of you back to the butcher shop the next Friday.
And the nextâŠ
And the next.
Every week progressively standing closer and closer to you as you picked up your usual order. One day you had taken the liberty of starting small talk with him after recognizing his unmistakable stature. After all, there were only so many people you had seen in this shop and none so⊠large.
You could not deny you found this mystery man disquieting. Always dressed in dark colours, not so much as a word coming from him. Like clockwork you would come in after hot yoga, greet the butcher, he would come in, silence would ensue as you both waited for your meat, and you would leave with a quick smile.
It was rude. He had never even said a simple hello to you! Though, you suppose that it could be due to your own curt exits. The thought of the unkindness you mightâve exhibited subconsciously sent your mind into a spiral, leading to your abrupt introduction.
After all, who were you to judge! Kindness is and should always be the response in your books.
At this kindness, Simon swore he had to take a breath in as you politely outstretched your hand and spoke your name casually. Tilting his head down to your face he raises a brow skeptically, and then firmly shakes your head.
He failed to hide the shudder which wracked his body. The way your hand effortlessly slipped into his. Soft and manicured engulfed in his.
âSimon.â
âWell itâs good to meet you Simonâ With the twinkly little smile you would grace him as you hauled it out of the shop. He felt the shiver go down his spine a second time when you spoke his name for the first time.
And then- it happened.
You giggled. A soft thing, no doubt intended to be small. It wasnât to Simon though. It reverberated throughout the room, rang so prettily in his ears. Fuck. He would remember that sound later on tonight.
âAre you cold? You keep shivering. Itâs pretty harsh out there right now.â
âNah. Not really.â His accent thick as he shrugged.
Letting out a little âmhmâ you nod and look back to the counter.
âI was freezing outside! Usually I walk home-â Simon already knew that â-but today I called my husband to come grab me! Way too cold!â
That visibly made him stiffen. Of course. Perfectly normal that guy is coming to get you, heâd be an idiot to leave you walking home alone in the cold.
If you were his girl, Simon wouldnât have let you out of his sight. Fuck sakes you practically had âcome mess with meâ written all over you. There were creeps all over the place nowadays, (thought the creep).
He wouldâve carried everything for you, scarfed down whatever the hell you had taken the time to prepare him. That husband of yours doesnât like your salmon? Simon would. Hell if he didnât, heâd cram it down his throat with gratitude anyways. He doubted anything could be worse than some of the rations heâs eaten on duty.Â
That train of thought is pretty redundant when he takes note of how you wouldnât be able to leave the bed to make anything.
Maybe youâd cram something of his down your throat in gratitude.
Shaking his head subtly, he hears the bells of the store door opening. He watched your face fall as you step away from him and itâs when he sees your husband's look of complete irritation he understands why.
You had grabbed your order swiftly and with a quick wave goodbye you were on your way back to your husband. Simon could only register your husband's whisper-yell as he disapprovingly glared his way. âThe fuck are you doin talking to him?â. And with that you were hurriedly ushered out.
You deigned it necessary to continue greeting Simon, have little chats about the weather, any plans he had for the weekend. Tossing in your stupid jokes that he would laugh at. You interpreted it as something closer to a breathy snort-hopefully positive- and it went on as such for weeks
And every time he returned home Friday night, he came home with only one thought after. You.
As he laid in bed the same thought persisted as he slipped his cock out of his boxers, red and weeping for some sort of stimulation. He took to his usual harsh pace. Youâd be so much softer.
Youâd be so nice to him wouldnât you? Coo some compliment as he lets you tug at him. Fuck he wouldnât know what to take first.
Would you give him a blowie or a hand job?Â
No. You wouldnât be on your knees- not yet. If youâd let him have you, youâd be on your back in an instant. Heâd rip the stitches of those leggings right down the middle, your panties next.
âFuuuuuckâ he moaned into the quiet of his room. Heâd stick it in slow, heâd try. It would be torture not to ram himself right up to the hilt, but heâd do it for such a good girl.
Thatâs what you were, werenât you? Always a nice word for someone? What would you say to him when he began to rut into you like a madman. When you would feel the pummeling intrusion, his head knocking into the deepest parts of you.
Heâd be able bend you into so many different positions that youâd better hope that yoga has taught you well. Split your legs open to accommodate his imposing body size as heâd take purchase between them. Then you better hope your cunny can accommodate his other size when he spears you open on his cock.
Would you take it smiling? Would your tears roll down your cheeks, the prodding bordering too much? Youâd take it either way, he knew you could. Heâd rub at your clit with such tenderness he never afforded himself (as gentle as he could anyway). Heâd make sure you begged to stay on his cock forever, fuck himself so deep you would be too stupid to pull away unknowing of where he ended and you started. Not that youâd have to care.
Heâd flip you on to all fours and rip away your clothes entirely, pounding you from the back and instead of just his own labored breaths, the sound of skin slapping together would ring out.
In silent stoicism, he feels his balls tighten up at the thought of your perfect face stuffed into the pillows screaming your thank youâs. You probably were just as nice with someone stuffing themselves into your pussy.
At both his ruthless ministrations and boundless imagination, his release spurted all over his hand with a breathy sigh. When you were here heâd make sure to slam his hips to yours and keep them flush against you, coat your insides in hot cum better than your limp-dick husband ever could. That man wouldnât be able to fuck you the way Simon knew he could. You deserve someone who could make you go stupid on his dick, not cry of frustration like you probably did everytime that knob who thinks himself a man rolled over after finishing himself off.
Not that youâll have to worry about that soon
âŠ
He wouldnât be around for much longer anyways.
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Pairing: Biker!Minho x Reader (Fem)
Genre: Smut
Warnings: Mentions of cheating, Oral (M), Outdoors Sex, Unprotected, Pull out game (wow not a Creampie? What is this?) think thatâs it. Sorry for any mistakes or missing warnings
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Minho was a regular at your bar, he always came in sitting away from everyone. He kept to himself however always flirted with you. It was cute, he was cute. However you were in a relationship.
âSo gonna let me take you for a ride beautiful?â Heâd ask.
âI donât know, let me ask my boyfriendâ youâd tease back.
This is how it always went, he never pressured you. Never did anything to make it feel weird. He was always respectful. Today when he came in he asked you like normal but when you responded he was taken back.
âSo you ready for that ride today?â Heâd said wiggling his eyebrows.
âI get off in 30â you said smiling but acting like you were cleaning the counter.
He looked at you puzzled for a second âwait really?â He asked.
âYeah, unless youâre to chicken now since I said yesâ youâd teased.
âWhat about your boyfriend?â He asked.
You pointed to a booth, a man who was tongue deep with a woman. âLooks like I donât have one anymoreâ you shrugged.
His eyes went wide âIâll kick his ass that little-â he started as he got up.
âDonât bother, heâs not even worth it. Heâs dumb enough to come here. Out of all placesâ you laughed.
Minho was almost confused on how much you didnât care. Maybe it was something that was coming for a long time. Or maybe it was the fact after seeing this you lost any feeling you had for him when you saw him cheating. Either way Minho wasnât gonna waste the opportunity. Not when heâs found you attractive for so long.
He stayed at the bar like normal staring at you a little harder than he normally did. When your shift was up he handed you his helmet telling you heâd rather have you protected than him. When you walked out with him your ex got up realizing you were here today. âY/n!â He yelled. He ran outside after the two of you as you got on the back of Minhos bike.
âWhat the hell are you doing!â He said walking towards you.
âSorry I donât date cheatersâ you say with a wave as Minho revved his engine. You wrapped your arms around him giving him butterflies. Before you knew it he was speeding off. It felt freeing. Youâd missed so many opportunities to do this and for what? A cheater?
You held onto Minho tightly as he tuned to pull off into a gas station. He tapped your head to take off the helmet. âI gotta give you a little run down real quick.â When you nodded he continued. âSo turns you gotta move your body with mine ok? Gotta move the weight with the bike. You can hold onto the small handles on the back too. Also if you keep squeezing me like that we are gonna have a problemâ he said his tone teasing with that last part.
You blushed a bit but everything right now felt exciting. You were definitely gonna test the waters. When you got back in the road you let your hands slip lower. Letting them rest on thighs. You felt his body tense a bit before relaxing into your touch. You took it as a sign moving them up more until they were inches away from his crotch.
You couldnât hear anything but he let out a sigh his cock growing harder by the minute. He saw a sign for a hiking trail turning onto the road knowing no one would be there at this time. When he pulled in you were a bit confused taking off your helmet to look at him. âYou gonna murder me out here?â You joked.
âOh totally, definitely didnât pull off cause of someoneâs hands.â He teased back.
âI donât know what youâre talking aboutâ you said innocently.
He turned your body on the bike making sure you wouldnât fall. Putting the stand down before pulling your body to his. You could feel how hard he was against you. âI told you weâd have a problem didnât I?â He said with a smirk.
He put his hand under your chin your faces inches away from one anotherâs. Neither of you moved for a few seconds before you broke the silence âyou gonna kiss me or just keep staringâ you said. The smirk that spread across his face was enough to make you wet. God was he ever so hot. He wrapped your legs around him as he kissed you deeply. His lips were as soft as they looked, they felt like little pillows. He tasted like the alcohol he was drinking with a hint of mint from his gum.
His hand came down to your waist as he grinned his cock into you. You let out a soft moan into the kiss letting his tongue slide in. He kissed you with such need before pulling away slightly âgod Iâve wanted you for so longâ he said almost desperately.
âIâve actually had a- recurring dream of youâ you admitted.
âYeah? Tell meâ
âYou sat on your bike while use my mouthâ you said a bit shyly.
He stared at you like you just said the hottest thing in the world to him âletâs make it a reality thenâ he said moving away from you to get into position. He slipped his pants down a small bit letting his painfully hard cock finally spring forward. Your mouth almost watered at the sight of him.
You inched yourself closer to him kissing the tip of his cock. Slowly licking it before taking him back your throat. His hands gripped at your head before pushing back as far as he could. âGonna let me use this pretty mouth of yours?â He asked. You nodded looking up at him with soft eyes. Ugh how were you so fucking hot he thought to himself. He fucked your mouth slowly quickly getting lost in the feeling. âFuck youâre taking me so well beautifulâ he groaned. He was using your mouth like a flesh light. Fucking into it a little rougher now âfuck- fuck-â he moaned pulling himself from you.
âCome hereâ he said positioning you on his bike. He had you bent over the seat. He slipped your pants down just enough. Before moving the tip of his cock up and down your now soaked folds. âAll this for me?â
âYes- all for youâ you groaned.
He wasted no time before slowly pushing into you. His body almost trembled at the feeling of your warm walls sucking him in. He gripped at your thighs as he pushed into you fully cock hitting your most sensitive spots. âY/n fuck- you- ah- feel so goodâ he moaned out.
You gripped at the bike as he pounded into you the sounds of sex and moans filing the woods that surrounded you. His hand left your hip coming around to play with your clit. He rubbed circles around it, it was like he knew your body already. âBeautiful Iâm sorry- Iâm not gonna last- ah- fuck-â he moaned out.
âItâs ok- ah- Iâm- Iâm close tooâ you moaned back.
âCum with me- please- shit Iâm- Iâm so closeâ he said his thrust becoming sloppier and sloppier.
His fingers found your weak spot moving over it making your body shake. âIâm- cumming!â You screamed your orgasm creeping up on you faster than expected. Your walls tightened as you came making him pull out cumming on the ground below him. âFuck- fuck-â he moaned.
He pulled your body to his holding you tightly against him. âAre you ok?â He asked breathily.
âMhm. Just. A little coldâ you said back.
With no hesitation he took off his leather jacket wrapping it around you. âHow about we go back to my place? We can.. cuddleâ he said with a shy smile.
âThat sounds perfectâ
After that day Minho came to pick you up from work every night. Finally making it official after a week. He even scared your ex away that tried showing up at the bar after you blocked him. You wished you did this way sooner but he was finally yours now and he wouldnât let you go even if you wanted.
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Choi Subong âThanosâ - No winner.
Warning : drug and blood mention, talking about dying, stress
Genre : fluff / angst
Synopsis : You get anxious after the mingle game and Thanos tries to comfort you in his own way.
Reader : male (you/yours)
A/N : bold is in English. // I said (to yâall in my head) I wouldnât write for squid game or Thanos but this fic came to me as I tried to sleep. Not as great as how I imagined it but itâs because I had to wait a day to write it. Donât expect more fics for this fandom, this was an exception.
You knew Subong since you were kids, before you even got to school and even before his interest in rap. But despite this, you always had an on and off friendship over the years. Constantly arguing and separating only to come back to one another after some time.
His extravagant personality could often clash with your introverted one, and things got even more unstable between you two when he started his rap career and it got only worse with drugs.
He never asked you for money though, even after he lost everything, knowing you too had money troubles.
You didnât expect to see him here, you knew he had lost all his money because of that YouTuber, but you didnât think that man wouldâve gone after your friend. You felt a bit relieved to see someone you knew, though the last time you saw him, you two had a fight. It was your fault. You said, a bit too tactless, that âit was stupid in the first place to listen to some random guy on the internet and trust him with all your money.â
He had only appeared for a few seconds on the giant screen, putting his vape in his mouth, before it showed someone else. You looked around you, trying to make yourself a path to find him amongst the hundreds of people in the room. You spotted his purple hair and called him, as he turned around and saw you, his eyes widened.
âMy man !â He exclaimed, raising his hands in the air, walking toward you. âWhat are you doing here ?!â He asked, grabbing you by the shoulders, shaking you and then hugging you.
You werenât really surprised, youâd often argue and leave mad only to see each other the next day and act as if nothing happened.
Since then, two days had passed, and by the third you were at your limit. The mingle game was over, Namgyu and some other player walked out of their room while you and Thanos walked out of yours.
âWelcome back, my friends.â Thanos said loudly, and Namgyu followed with a âSkrrt.â as he joined you two.
You sighed as you looked at all the blood splattered on the floor, you noticed a few players slipping on the puddles, making you sick to the stomach.
You all walked back to the lobby as they announced the imminence of the next vote.
While you waited, Thanos was sitting next to you, talking animatedly with Namgyu who acted just as energetic as him, you could tell the pills they had both taken were still doing their magic and the more you heard them talk about what the next games could be, the more you zoned out, spiraling.
There were three games left, and so many people were alive. Sure, a lot of them would die, but it won't be enough, right ? They surely wonât let a large group of people out of this place, so the games will probably be deadlier, and you know you wonât survive three more games.
You were the only one on the side of the room who had voted X, it was on your chest since the first vote. You looked at Minsu who eyed player 380, you knew he wanted to vote X like you, but he seemed too scared of Namgyu and Thanos to do so. Minsu seemed to look up to her, maybe he she voted X he would too ? But how could you make her vote X ?
So many people have voted O and all of them were dead set to keep on voting the same thing.
You felt even more trapped than you already were. Your heartbeat was increasing as you frantically tried to find a way out of here, to win, to escape somehow, looking around at whoever. Would he vote X ? And her ? And them ? No, maybe him ?
Namgyu saw you looking everywhere and gestured to Thanos who placed a hand on the back of your neck, stopping your thoughts.
âWhatâs going on my brother ?â He asked loudly, voice devoid of any stress or worry.
All eyes slowly turned to you. You looked at Thanos, the blue O on his chest. He never got mad at you for voting X, knowing you wouldnât change your mind, you were as stubborn as him.
âWeâre all gonna dieâ. You wanted to say, but nothing came out. Instead your breathing got louder as everyoneâs focus remained on you. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Youâre never gonna get out of here alive.
âBro ?â Thanos called, his other hand going to your cheeks, squeezing them in hope for a reaction. âYou there ?â He leaned closer, his eyes scanning yours but instead of giving him a reaction you just stood up and left, walking and climbing to your bed before hiding under the thin blanket.
Thanos looked at the others, they were as surprised as him but said nothing, they had already caught on what was going on.
âThe fuck ?â
After a few minutes you heard someone approaching, climbing on your bed and laying next to you. You already knew who it was ; Thanos.
âWhatâs wrong, man ?â He asked, shaking you slightly. âSleeping your anxiety away ? Youâre still doing that ?â He laughed, remembering the time you admitted why you took so many naps.
You donât respond.
âCome on, whatâs going on ?" He nudged you again and with the lack of response he wrapped an arm around you, pulling you closer just to annoy you, he knew you wanted space, but he wasnât going to give it to you.
âWhatâs bothering you ?â He held you tightly as you shifted, trying to pull away.
Finally, you gave up and poked your head out from the sheet, looking at him with a glare.
âSubong, weâre gonna die.â
He raised an eyebrow.
âWoah, full government name.â He chuckled.
âItâs not, and Iâm serious. Itâs logical, so many people are still here, 001 kicked your ass in a second and heâs still alive with his group, with two marines, we canât all survive, why would they allow that, only a handful if not just one is gonna survive and itâs not gonna be-â
âIâll protect you. Donât worry.â He said with a smile, confident in himself as he patted your head.
âYou really think you can win.â
âItâs the rules, if we survive, weâre free. And debt free.â
âWhat if the rules say we have to make teams of two ?â
âIâll help you win. I went with you in the mingle game, remember ?â
âBut then we have to play against one another and the loser of the two dies.â
He stared at you before smiling and replying.
âWell, I guess you die.â He wiggled his eyebrows and booped your nose with his finger.
You rolled your eyes, unamused and turned away.
âI told you, Iâll protect you.â He added, snuggling closer to you. âWeâll survive, youâll see.â He closed his eyes, relaxing with a smile.
âCan you let go of me ?â
âNo.â
You rolled your eyes, moving your foot to kick him, only for him to kick you back.
âShhh, accept the affection of the great legend Thanos.â
âYucks.â You replied with a chuckle.
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pairing : bucky barnes x fem!reader warnings : jealousy, friends to lovers, fake dating, fluff, kiss, light angst, mentions of buckyâs past (like once), possessiveness summary : you ask bucky to come with you to a charity gala, just to get tony off of your back. itâs beneficial to him too (he doesnât have to be alone) but will the lines between fake and real blur? wc : 3.4k
bucky wasnât sure when it started - this... thing between the two of you. he wasnât even sure he could call it a thing, but something about you had a way of wrapping around him, unbalancing the careful walls heâd constructed to keep himself steady.
maybe it was the way youâd walked into the avengers tower three years ago, all bright smiles and teasing remarks, treating him like he was more than just a shadow from the past. or maybe it was how you never gave him space to brood for too long, always pulling him into group movie nights or challenging him to spar in the gym when you sensed he needed a distraction. whatever it was, bucky found himself gravitating toward you more than he liked to admit.
and now, sitting on one of the plush couches in the towerâs common area, staring at the team calendar where âcharity galaâ was written in bold, mocking letters, bucky was painfully aware of you.
âyouâre glaring at that thing like it owes you money,â you teased, dropping onto the couch next to him. your knee brushed against his, and he hoped you didnât notice the way his shoulders tensed at the contact.
he grunted, crossing his arms over his chest. âitâs so stupid.â
âyou say that about every event,â you replied, leaning back like you belonged there, like you belonged anywhere. âmaybe this one will be fun.â
bucky gave you a look. âfancy clothes, fake smiles, and rich people talking about how generous they are? yeah⊠sounds like a blast.â
you giggled, and he felt the sound settle somewhere deep in his chest. âmaybe you just need the right date,â you said, half-joking. âyou know, someone to make it bearable.â
he snorted. âand whoâs that supposed to be? steve? sam?â
âi was thinking me, actually,â you said, a glimmer of mischief in your eyes.
buckyâs brain short-circuited for a moment. he stared at you, waiting for the punchline, but it never came.
âhear me out,â you said, panicking a little at the blank expression on his face. leaning forward now, your expression more serious. âiâve been trying to dodge tonyâs matchmaking attempts for weeks, and you hate going to these things alone. right? we can fake it - just for the night. pretend weâre together. that way, we both get through it in one piece.â
his first instinct was to say no. it wasnât a good idea. it wasnât smart to pretend, to blur the lines that were already starting to feel too thin. but then he thought about the alternative: going alone, standing on the edges of conversations, enduring pitying glances. and there you were, offering him an easy out. offering to stand beside him, even if it was just pretend.
âfine,â he said finally. âbut donât blame me if this blows up in your face.â
âoh please,â you said, grinning now. âif anything blows up, itâll be because you canât act to save your life.â
he rolled his eyes, but a small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
by the time the night of the gala rolled around, bucky was questioning every decision that had led him to this moment. heâd been uncomfortable in suits before, but this tux felt particularly suffocating. the mirror in his room didnât help, either; no matter how many times he adjusted his tie, he still felt like a kid playing dress-up.
âhey,â your voice cut through his spiraling thoughts, and he turned to see you standing in the doorway.
for a moment, he forgot how to breathe. your dress was sleek and elegant, the color complementing your skin in a way that made you look effortlessly radiant. but it wasnât just the dress - it was the way you carried yourself, the way your eyes lit up when you saw him.
âwow,â you said, stepping closer. âyou clean up real nice.â
he scratched the back of his neck, suddenly self-conscious. âyou donât look so bad yourself.â
you smirked. âaww, donât get too sappy on me now, barnes.â
he huffed a laugh, but the nervous energy in his chest didnât dissipate. he hoped you couldnât tell, but out of the corner of his eye he thought he saw your smile falter.
when you arrived at the gala, the room was already bustling with people. chandeliers cast a warm glow over the space, and the soft hum of classical music filled the air.
you slipped your arm through his, leaning in closer than necessary. âsmile, bucky. weâre supposed to look like weâre having fun.â
he shot you a look but forced his lips into a semblance of his grin. âif you say so.â
you both made your way through the crowd, greeting familiar faces and dodging small talk whenever possible. bucky was doing fine - or at least pretending he was - until someone approached you.
ây/n,â the man said, his smile wide and just a little too polished. âbeen a while.â
buckyâs eyes narrowed as you returned the greeting, your tone polite but distant. the guyâs attention lingered on you, his gaze sweeping over you in a way that made buckyâs jaw tighten.
âso, whoâs your friend?â the man asked, finally acknowledging bucky.
âthis is bucky,â you said, squeezing his arm slightly. âheâs my date.â
the man raised an eyebrow, clearly surprised. âdidnât know you were seeing someone.â
âitâs recent,â you said smoothly, glancing at bucky. âbut itâs going well.â
bucky didnât miss the way the guyâs smile faltered, and for the first time that night, he felt a flicker of satisfaction. he slipped an arm around your waist, pulling you a fraction closer.
âyep,â he said, his tone even. âreal well.â
after a few more pleasantries, the man finally walked away, leaving the two of you alone again.
âhe didnât seem happy to see me with someone,â bucky muttered.
âjealousy isn't a good look on him,â you said, but there was a hint of something in your voice - something he couldnât quite place.
you glanced up at him, your expression softening. âthanks for stepping in back there. i know this whole thing isnât exactly your scene.â
he shrugged, but his grip on your waist didnât loosen. âitâs not so bad.â
as the night went on, the lines between what was real and what was pretend started to blur. the way you laughed at his dry remarks, the way your hand lingered on his arm - it all felt too natural, too easy.
and maybe thatâs what scared him most of all.
bucky wasnât sure when the room started to feel smaller, the air heavier. maybe it was the way you kept pulling him into conversations with people whose names heâd already forgotten, your laughter bright and unguarded as you charmed the crowd. or maybe it was the lingering gazes from a few too many admirers who clearly didnât get the memo about you being taken - even if it was fake.
âyou okay?â your voice broke through his thoughts, quiet and meant only for him. youâd leaned in close, your hand brushing his arm. the warmth of your touch grounded him, even as the irritation simmering beneath his skin refused to fade.
âfine,â he muttered, forcing a tight smile. âjust... crowds.â
you frowned, your brow furrowing in concern. âwe can leave anytime, you know. i donât mind.â
âweâre not leaving just because iâm uncomfortable,â he replied, his tone sharper than he intended.
your eyes softened, the corner of your mouth twitching like you wanted to argue but decided against it. âokay. but let me know if you change your mind.â
he nodded, looking away before the guilt could settle too deeply. you didnât deserve his moodiness, not when you were trying so damn hard to make this night bearable for him.
the tipping point came about an hour later.
youâd drifted away to grab drinks while bucky stayed near the edge of the room, his hands stuffed in his pockets as he scanned the crowd. he wasnât keeping tabs on you - at least, thatâs what he told himself - but when he spotted you talking to someone near the bar, his chest tightened.
the guy was tall, with an easy smile and a smug air about him that bucky instantly disliked. he leaned a little too close to you, his hand brushing your arm as he said something that made you laugh - a laugh bucky didnât like hearing from someone else.
buckyâs jaw clenched. he didnât have a claim to you, not really, but the sight still ignited something possessive and raw. before he realized what he was doing, he was striding across the room.
âeverything okay here?â his voice came out rougher than he intended as he positioned himself at your side, his broad frame cutting off the guyâs view of you.
your eyes widened slightly in surprise, but you recovered quickly, flashing him a smile. âbucky. we were just talking about the gala.â
âright,â bucky said flatly, his gaze locked on the guy, who had the audacity to look amused.
âwell,â the man said, taking a step back, âiâll leave you two to it. nice meeting you, y/n.â
bucky didnât relax until the guy disappeared into the crowd.
âjealous much?â you teased, though your tone was light.
âhe was flirting with you,â bucky muttered, his arms crossing over his chest.
âso? itâs not like Iâm actually your - â you stopped yourself, your cheeks flushing slightly as the words hung between you.
ânot my what?â he pressed, his voice quieter now, edged with something you couldnât quite place.
you glanced away, fiddling with the stem of your glass. ânothing. forget it.â
but he couldnât. the way your voice had faltered, the way your teasing confidence had momentarily slipped - it stuck with him, unsettling in a way he wasnât ready to unpack.
later, the two of you found a quieter corner of the venue, the noise of the crowd fading into the background. youâd kicked off your heels, perching on the edge of a low bench with your legs tucked beneath you. bucky sat beside you, his tie loosened and his jacket draped over the back of his chair.
âsorry if i made things weird earlier,â he said after a long stretch of silence.
you glanced at him, your expression unreadable. âyou didnât.â
he sighed, running a hand through his hair. âi just... i donât like seeing people treat you like that.â
âlike what?â
âlike youâre something they can just... have,â he said, his voice rough. âyou deserve better than that.â
your gaze softened, a small smile tugging at your lips. âyouâre sweet, you know that?â
âdonât tell anyone,â he muttered, earning a quiet laugh from you.
for a moment, the weight between you seemed to lift, replaced by something lighter. but then your laughter faded, and your smile turned wistful.
âsometimes i wonder if this is all iâm good for,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. âbeing the girl people want to flirt with at parties. the fun one, the easygoing one. itâs like... no one really takes me seriously,â your voice getting quieter and quieter as you spoke.
buckyâs chest ached at your words, the vulnerability in your tone cutting deeper than he expected. without thinking, he reached for your hand, his calloused fingers brushing against yours.
âyouâre more than that,â he said firmly. âyouâre smart, and strong, and... you make people feel like they matter. you make me feel like i matter.â
your eyes met his, wide and searching, and for a moment, neither of you spoke.
âbucky...â you started, your voice unsteady.
âlook, i know this was supposed to be fake,â he said, his words tumbling out in a rush. âbut i donât think iâm pretending anymore.â
you stared at him, your expression unreadable, and for a terrifying second, he thought heâd ruined everything. but then you leaned closer, your free hand resting lightly on his cheek.
âfinally,â you smiled, your voice barely above a whisper.
and then, before he could overthink it, you closed the distance, your lips brushing softly against his. it wasnât a grand, sweeping kiss - just a gentle meeting of mouths, tentative and full of unspoken promises.
when you pulled back, your cheeks were flushed, but there was a smile in your eyes.
âguess weâre both bad at pretending,â you said softly.
âdamn right,â he replied, his lips twitching into a small, lopsided grin.
and for the first time that night, the air between you felt light again, the tension replaced by something warm and new.Â
the drive back to your place was quieter than usual. not tense, exactly - more like the air was holding its breath, waiting for one of you to shatter the silence. you fiddled with the strap of your clutch, glancing at bucky out of the corner of your eye. his hands were steady on the wheel, his jaw tight, but his gaze flicked toward you every few seconds like he was making sure you were still there.
you finally broke the silence. âyou donât have to walk me up, you know.â
âdidnât ask if i had to,â he replied, his voice low and steady.
you couldnât fight the small smile tugging at your lips. even now, with your head spinning from the events of the evening, he had a way of grounding you, steady and unshakable.Â
when he parked outside your building, he killed the engine and rounded the car before you even had a chance to unbuckle. ever the gentleman - or at least, his gruff version of one.Â
the elevator ride up to your apartment was quiet, the tension from earlier creeping back in. when the doors slid open, you led the way, fumbling with your keys as you tried to ignore the warmth of his presence behind you.Â
âyou sure youâre okay?â he asked as you pushed the door open.
âyeah,â you said quickly, stepping inside. âjust... long night.â
he hesitated in the doorway, his broad frame filling the space like he wasnât quite ready to leave. you turned to face him, your lips parting to say something - what, you werenât sure - but the words stuck in your throat.Â
his eyes were darker in the soft light of your apartment, the usual cool blues tinged with something deeper, something unreadable.Â
âyou want me to go?â he asked, his voice quieter now, rougher around the edges.Â
you shook your head before you could stop yourself. âno. i mean... stay. if you want.â
you werenât sure when it happened - when the air between you shifted again, from awkward and unspoken to charged with something electric. maybe it was the way he hovered near the kitchen while you made tea, his shoulders tense like he didnât know where to put himself. or maybe it was the quiet gratitude in his voice when you handed him a cup, your fingers brushing for half a second too long.
âyou donât have to stay,â you said again, softer this time. âi know this whole thing has been... a lot.â
he snorted, taking a sip of his tea. âyou think i canât handle a few idiots and bad wine?â
âi think you can handle anything,â you replied, the words slipping out before you could overthink them.
he looked at you then, really looked at you, and the weight of his gaze sent a shiver down your spine.Â
âyou shouldnât say stuff like that,â he said quietly, his tone unreadable.
âwhy not?â
âbecause,â he said, setting his cup down on the counter, âiâm trying real hard not to cross a line here.â
your heart skipped a beat. âwhat line?â
he let out a sharp exhale, running a hand through his hair. âthe one where i stop pretending this is fake and start wanting things iâm not supposed to want.â
âbucky...â his name came out softer than you intended, barely more than a whisper.Â
he took a step closer, his boots heavy against the hardwood floor. âtell me to go,â he said, his voice low and rough. âbecause if you donât, iâm not sure i can keep pretending.â
but you didnât tell him to go. instead, you closed the space between you, your hand finding his like it was the easiest thing in the world.
âi donât want to pretend either,â you admitted, your voice shaking with the weight of the words.Â
he stared at you for a long moment, like he was searching for something in your expression. then, without another word, he cupped your face in his hands and kissed you again.
the kiss was nothing like the one at the gala - nothing tentative or unsure about it. this was heat and certainty, his lips moving against yours like heâd been holding back for far too long. his hands framed your face, his thumbs brushing against your cheekbones as he tilted his head to deepen the kiss.
you clung to him like he was the only thing keeping you grounded, your fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. the world narrowed to just the two of you, the quiet hum of the city outside your window fading into nothingness.Â
when he finally pulled back, you were both breathless, your foreheads resting against each other.
âyou sure about this?â he asked, his voice barely more than a whisper.
you nodded, your hands sliding up to rest on his chest. âare you?â
he let out a quiet laugh, the sound vibrating beneath your palms. âfuck yeah.â
you giggled, leaning up to press another kiss to his lips, softer this time, like you had all the time in the world. and for once, it felt like maybe you did.
later, you found yourselves tangled on the couch, your legs draped across his lap as his arm rested along the back of the cushions. the tea youâd made had gone cold on the coffee table, forgotten in the haze of everything that had happened.
âso,â you said, breaking the comfortable silence. âwhat happens now?â
he glanced at you, one brow quirking in that way that always made your heart do stupid little flips. âwhat do you mean?â
âi mean... this,â you said, gesturing vaguely between the two of you. âus.â
he shrugged, the corner of his mouth twitching into a small smile. âguess we figure it out.â
âthatâs it? no grand plan?â
âplans donât usually work out for me,â he said simply, his tone light but laced with something heavier.
you reached for his hand, lacing your fingers through his. âthen weâll take it one step at a time.â
he squeezed your hand, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. âsounds good to me.â
the night stretched on, the city quieting outside as the minutes slipped by. you werenât sure when you drifted off, your head resting against his shoulder, his arm wrapped around you like he was afraid youâd disappear. but when you woke up to the first rays of morning light filtering through the window, he was still there, his breathing slow and steady beneath you.
for the first time in a long time, everything felt exactly as it should.
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Please me, baby (l.hs)
You text Heeseung to come over after struggling to get him off your mind and not to your surprise, he shows up, fulfilling your fantasy.
PAIRINGS - brother's bsf!heeseung x fem!reader
GENRE - brother's best friend, smut
WARNINGS - smut (mdni), blowjob, handjob, deep throating, dirty talking, pet names, Imk if i missed anything!
WC - 1.4k
A/N â hey guys! if this seems familiar, its another smut chapter to my wattpad series "My Secret Lover." if you wanna know what happens next, go check it out at lheesluv on wattpad.
© All rights reserved Iheesluv do not copy, repost, or translate.
You quickly ran downstairs without making a commotion and opened the door for Heeseung. "You came." you breathed out, looking up at him. He smirks and makes his way in.
You quietly closed the door, not wanting to reveal that Heeseung is here. You pulled Heeseung up to your room and shut your door. You turned around and you were surprised to see him so close to you.
You wanted to walk away but your back hit the door. He leaned close to your ear and whispered in the most alluring way, "You want me?"
You know you texted him to come here but you didn't think he actually would. All your confidence died down and you felt shy. You sent him that message without thinking.
"Iâ uhm... hey?" Heeseung chuckles at you and backs away. "Shy now, aren't you, darling." You only looked into his eyes feeling flustered. Your room was kind of dark. Only the dim light of the sun setting was shining through your window.
"What were you thinking about before you texted me that, hm?" You hesitated to answer him. "Nothing," you quickly said and broke eye contact with him. You heard him hum then felt his presence get closer to you.
"That doesn't sound so promising, darling."
Your eyes that were once focused on the floor looked up and saw his face centimeters away from mine. "Would you like to know what I was doing?" You asked him, suddenly feeling confident.
You got on your toes and whispered in his ear. "I was thinking about doing things with you." You saw his facial expression change once you got back on your feet.
His lips curved into a cocky smile. He placed his hands on your waist, keeping you close. He then leaned into the crook of your neck and started leaving kisses. Your hands naturally reached for his shoulder and held your grip there.
Your breathing got heavy when you felt him tease you. "What were you thinking about us specifically, Y/n." You didn't want to respond but the things he is doing to you right now persuaded you enough without you thinking.
"Giving you a blowjob," you blurt out, sighing at the feeling of his lips against your skin. He met eyes with yours as he softly caressed your waist. "Is that so? That sounded promising."
There was a moment of silence. It was just you two and your eyes talking to each other. Before you knew iit, your lips were on his. Your lips moved against each other with desperation.
He suddenly lifted you up and walked to your bed, not breaking the kiss. He drops you on your bed and hovers on top of you. One of his hands slips under your t-shirt and starts kneading your breast.
You gasped against his lips, giving him the opportunity to slide his tongue in. You kept on making out until you felt his boner against you. He pulled away and looked at you, panting.
"Are you going to fulfill your imagination, darling?"
And with that you pushed him off of you and had him sit on your bed. You got on my knees in front of him and impatiently pulled down his sweatpants â along with his boxers.
You hear him sigh in relief once his hard on is released free. You were frozen for a second. Your eyes never left his length. His chuckle set you back in reality. You looked up at him â who was now sitting on the edge of your bed and blinked a few times.
He stared down at you between his legs with lustful eyes. Your hand was hesitant at first, but eventually wrapped around his hard cock. You heard Heeseung inhale from the unknown touch in the quiet room.
From there, your hand started to pump up and down his length. You observed the head of his cock disappear in your hand every time your hand moved up and down his erection. The tip of his cock was leaking with precum and was red. Oddly enough, it turned you on.
Your eyes then looked up at him. His eyes were closed and his mouth was slightly opened, letting his heavy pants escape. In this quiet room, all you were able to hear was Heeseung's heavy breathing and the wet sound of his precum in your hand.
Your thumb brushed past his sticky tip as your eyes never left him. His jaw dropped when he felt your thumb brush past his sensitive spot. His eyebrows knitted in pleasure. "Don't fucking tease," Heeseung managed to say, tightening his jaw.
Having him feel vulnerable under your touch gave you a confidence boost. You giggled, "I'll suck you real good, pretty boy."
You stuck my tongue out and let the head of his cock settle on your tongue. You swirl your tongue around the tip, receiving a sigh of satisfaction from Heeseung.
You wanted to tease him more, but one of his hands moved to your head. In a gentle â yet forceful way, he pushed your head down, allowing you to take half of his cock in your mouth.
You heard him let out a shaky breath. You moved your head up and down his length, along with the guidance of his hand pushing your head. You took your hand to stroke the base of his cock, not able to take more of him in your mouth.
"Fuck, Y/n. Keep g-going," Heeseung stutters, his hips involuntarily bucking up. I hummed against his cock, sending vibrations that made him moan.
Hearing him let out such lewd sounds only made you want to satisfy him even more. So, you tried to take more of him. "Y/nâ You don't have toâ oh shit." And with that you felt the head of his cock hit the back of your throat.
Your gag reflex was triggered and tears welled up in your eyes. Your nails dug into his inner thigh at the feeling. Despite the feeling, Heeseung enjoyed the pleasure that came with it so you didn't care.
You looked up at him with his cock stuffed in your mouth with teary eyes. And honestly...he looked so damn hot right now. His hooded eyes looked down at you. His mouth parted with heavy breathing. His cheeks had a tint of redness. His raspy voice when he tried to speak. And, him. Everything about him just looked so attractive.
His eyes that were filled with lust became even more lustful, if that was even possible. "Fucking hell, you take me so well, baby," he confesses, gripping your hair. "You look so goddamn sexy with my cock stuffed in your mouth like that."
His praises made you moan against his length. You bobbed your head up and down faster until you heard him vocalize in ecstasy. Though you loved hearing him, he needed to be quiet. You pulled away, but kept on jerking him off.
"Shh. You don't want us to get caught, do you?" Heeseung then bites his bottom lip to suppress his moans. Your hand kept on moving up and down his length. It was sticky and wet with your saliva and his precum. The wet noise echoed in your room.
"H-holy shit." He brings his hand back to your head and pushes you down onto his cock. His hips started to fuck himself in your mouth and you felt him twitch. His breathing got inconsistent and faster. His grip on your hair got tighter.
He was getting closer and closer to his high and you wanted him to cum. Now. You sped up your movements that had him gasp with stuttered moans. "Want your cum," you mumbled against his cock and continued deep throating him.
"Oh fuck, pretty, I-I'm cumming," He sputters out in such a way it made your stomach turn and made you wet. You felt his warm cum fill your mouth full, fulfilling your needs. You swallowed his load and pulled away with a string of saliva connecting from the tip of his cock.
You kept on pumping him for a few more seconds to ride out his high. His hand wrapped around your hand that was jerking him off and squished it to stop you from moving. His heavy breathing soon returned to normal and the room was quiet once again.
Heeseung looked at you with tired eyes, but gave you a weak smile. "You look so sexy right now," you confessed and licked the corner of your lips to get the rest of his cum. He chuckled and pulled you on top of him into a hug.
"You did amazing, darling."
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fic prompt! Since I just landed on a flight home, how about Buck and Tommy fly somewhere and this is the time that Buck gets to really see Tommy being a nerd about flying, even if he's not flying the plane himself. If it sparks joy. đ
Sarah i know i'm so late, but I've been thinking about this since you sent it.. finally, an idea came by lol (hope you like it đ„°)
Buck was mid-ramble about the aerodynamics of commercial planesâsomething he'd picked up during a late-night internet deep dive before their tripâwhen he paused, noticing Tommy sitting rigidly beside him.
Tommyâs hand gripped the armrest tightly, his fingers tapping an uneven rhythm as though he couldnât quite keep them still. His jaw was set, lips pressed into a thin line, and his gaze flickered back and forth between the window and the seat in front of him.
âYou okay?â Buck asked, tilting his head toward him.
âYeah, fine,â Tommy replied quickly, his voice clipped. His eyes didnât meet Buckâs, and his grip on the armrest tightened slightly as the plane jolted, turning onto the main runway.
Buck didnât press him. Instead, he shifted in his seat, leaning just a little closer.
As the plane accelerated for takeoff, Tommy exhaled sharply, his foot bouncing lightly against the floor. His fingers tapped the armrest before curling tightly, knuckles pale. His breathing was shallowâmeasured, as if keeping himself in check. Buck noticed without a word, his gaze flicking briefly to Tommyâs hand before sliding his own over it. His thumb brushed lightly against Tommyâs wrist, a quiet reassurance.
Tommy didnât react at first, but then Buck shifted his hand, gently coaxing Tommyâs fingers to relax. Tommy hesitated, glancing at Buck out of the corner of his eye, but the tension in his grip eased. Slowly, almost shyly, his fingers relaxing enough for Buck to intertwine them with his own.
Buck didnât say anything, didnât even glance at him, just kept talking about the mechanics of lift-off as though nothing was out of the ordinary. His voice was steady and warm, grounding in a way that pulled Tommyâs focus from the roaring engines and the tilt of the plane as it left the ground.
Tommyâs grip tightened briefly around Buckâs hand, but this time it wasnât out of nervousnessâit was something quieter, steadier. Buckâs faint smile grew as he felt the shift, his thumb brushing lightly along the side of Tommyâs hand.
By the time the plane leveled out, Tommy had regained his composure. His usual confidence returned, and Buck could see it in the way he subtly shifted in his seat, reclaiming his space.
And their fingers stayed intertwined, neither of them letting go.
âSorry about that,â Tommy muttered, finally looking at Buck. âGuess I do not like flying unless Iâm the one in control.â
Buck shrugged, giving him an easy grin. âMakes sense. Youâre used to being the guy behind the stick. Kind of weird to trust someone else to do the job.â
Tommy let out a soft laugh, nodding. âExactly.â
Buck leaned closer, his eyes lighting up. âBut youâve got to admit, itâs kind of amazing to just sit back and think about how all this works. I mean, did you know that commercial planesââ
ââcan fly even if one engine goes out?â Tommy interrupted; his tone slightly smug. He gave Buck a sidelong glance, his lips twitching into a grin. âCome on, Evan. Iâve been flying helicopters long enough to know a thing or two about rotors and wingsâdefinitely more than you.â
Buck feigned offense, his hand still resting lightly in Tommyâs. âFirst of all, rude. Second of all, helicopters are completely different from planes. And third, this is my thing. You donât get to outdo me in rambling about cool stuff.â
Tommy chuckled, leaning his head back against the seat. âFine. You get this one. But only because I already know all the facts.â
âOh, do you?â Buck shot back, leaning forward in challenge.
Tommyâs face lit up in a way Buck rarely saw. âOkay, look, Iâll give you this,â Tommy began, his tone shifting into the cadence of someone who truly loved what they were talking about. âPlanes are efficient and all, but helicopters? Theyâre the real magic. Think about itârotor blades generate lift, but theyâre also responsible for propulsion. Youâre balancing pitch, yaw, and roll all at the same time. Itâs like juggling while standing on a tightrope during a windstorm.â
Tommy kept going, now diving into the mechanics of different flight systems and the nuances between military and civilian helicopters. âAnd then thereâs autorotation recoveryâpeople think itâs impossible, but if youâve got the skill and focusââ
He suddenly trailed off, catching Buckâs gaze. Buck was staring at him, eyes twinkling and a soft smile curling his lips.
Tommy froze, blinking. âWhat?â
âWhat what?â Buck asked, his smile widening innocently.
Tommyâs cheeks turned pink. âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
Buck chuckled. âNothing, Iâm just listening.â
âOhâŠâ Tommy hesitated, his blush deepening. âUh, yeah. Sorry.â
âSorry? No, I like it. Come on, tell me more!â Buck urged, grinning. âBut also, donât be so biased about helicopters. I also need to know more about planes in general!â
Tommyâs lips twitched into a bashful smile before he nodded, launching back into his explanation with renewed enthusiasm. He gestured with his hands as he spoke, describing the differences in flight dynamics between fixed-wing and rotary-wing aircraft, his voice growing more animated with each passing second.
Buck watched him, mesmerized by the way Tommyâs eyes lit up, the way his hands moved as though he could hardly contain his excitement. Finally, Buck raised a hand, halting Tommy mid-sentence.
âWait a minute,â Buck said, leaning in. Before Tommy could ask why, Buck kissed himâa brief, warm press of lips that left Tommy blinking in surprise.
Buck pulled back just enough to grin at him. âI might be starting to understand why you never stop me when I ramble.â
Tommyâs smile grew, wide and unrestrained, and before Buck could say another word, Tommy leaned in and kissed him againâa quick, joyful press of lips that made Buckâs heart flip.
When Tommy pulled back, his voice was soft and full of warmth. âI love you.â
Buck blinked, his grin spreading even wider. And he said in a mock-surprise âYou do?â
Tommy rolled his eyes, but the corner of his mouth tugged upward despite himself.
ïżœïżœJust making sure,â Buck teased, his tone light, as if he wasnât already beaming. âBecause I love you too.â
Tommy let out a laugh and without thinking, he brought their intertwined hands up, pressing a quick kiss to the back of Buckâs hand. The small gesture made Buckâs heart skip, but before he could say anything, Tommy leaned back, his grin turning playful. âOkay, so⊠does this mean I get to win the argument about helicopters being better?â
âAbsolutely not,â Buck said, laughing as he bumped his shoulder against Tommyâs. âBut Iâll let you try and convince me.â
He glanced at Buck, hesitant for a beat, then took a breath and continued where he left off. âOkay, fine. But since youâre so determined to make this a debate, let me explain why helicopters still have the edgeââ
Buck interrupted with a mock groan, throwing his head back. âOh, here we go again.â
Tommy just laughed, a bright, happy sound that filled the small space between them, and Buck couldnât help but think that thisâthisâwas his favorite sound in the world.
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âLunch is over. Weâve gotta go.â Carter said as he handed M&Mâs back to Gavin who happily took them and put it back in his bag. Everyone else got up and began to head to their classes.
For the rest of the day, the others tried to focus on their subjects like normal. However, they couldnât stop thinking about the triplets and how interested they are in joining Tyler's exploration group. The idea of going outside while there are murderous entities roaming around sounded like tempting with fate. They all know what would happen if a mimic gets them. They've seen the reports over the years. They couldnât risk it. They already had enough things to deal with. Not to mention the fact that Tyler had been getting more and more reckless by the day. Heâd do whatever he can to keep up the tough kid persona.
After school, they all went home after saying goodbye to each other. Another school day done and over with. Mavis and Charlie immediately went straight home, arriving at 4 PM. Their mom was putting the dishes in the dishwasher when they came in the door. âHey guys! How was your day?â She asked as she dried her hands with the flannel.
âUh, it was alright. Three kids transferred to our school today. They were nice.â Mavis replied, plopping his backpack on the floor.
"And their friends back home are quite the daredevils!" Charlie added.
âI see. Iâm glad to know. Maybe you two will finally get some more friends, besides Carter and those scene kids.â
âDad, Tyler and Gavin are fine. Theyâre not hurting anyone with their fashion sense.â
âI know, I know. I just worry for them.â
Mavis sighed and went upstairs to his room. Charlie rolled her eyes. "You need to take a break from those televangelists." She said before following her brother.
Delilah Mallard looked out the window at the bright blue sky that was dotted with clouds. Those kids... I worry about them, esoecially Charlie. She's been ignoring the curfew more and more lately. I hope those two aren't getting her into some serious trouble.
She sighed. Just a couple more hours of normalcy before the curfew and the daily broadcast. She reminded herself to lock the doors beforehand.
Elsewhere, Carter arrived at his own home and saw his mother, Camila sitting at the kitchen table with his father, Santiago serving her food. âHey mom.â He said, giving her a small hug.
âAh, welcome back, hijo. How was school?â Santiago asked.
âIt was good. Three kids actually came to our school today. We didnât get a chance to show them around, but they seem nice. One of them actually told me that if Keith tried to mess with them, theyâll give him hell.â
His two parents chuckled. âPretty feisty ones you got there, huh?â Santiago asked.
âYeah, they are. I hope I can talk to them more. Maybe I could introduce them to you guys.â
âOh, that would be great. Itâs nice to have new faces here.â Camila said. Carter noticed that her olive skin looked a little paler than usual. He took note of the number of breaths she took, noticing that it was a bit faster than normal. He looked to the counter and saw that there were a couple of pills left in the bottle.
âHey dad, do you mind if I pick up momâs medication?â He asked.
âOh no, Carter, you donât have to do that. Iâll do it after dinner-â
âPapa, itâs fine. I can take care of it. You just focus on mom.â
ââŠAlright. There should be enough for her dose.â
âYou be careful, Carter. Thereâs a lot of dangerous people out there.â Camila said, clasping her sonâs hand.
âI will. Iâll see you later.â With a kiss on the cheek, he was out the door. He got in the car and started driving to the pharmacy. Ever since he was a kid, his dad had to take care of her. He felt bad for him, having to deal with doctors and medical bills, so when he was old enough, he took the mantle whenever heâs not around.
He still remembered the first time he noticed something was wrong.
He and Mavis were playing in the backyard like usual. Santiago was in the patio, watching them and Camila just came back from the grocery store. After putting the bags away, she greeted her husband with a little nose kiss. Everything was perfectly normal when she suddenly put her hand on her chest.
âNghâŠâ
âCamila? You okay?â Santiago asked.
âChest⊠tight⊠hurts⊠I-I thinkâŠâ She was struggling to take deep breaths.
Santiagoâs eyes widened. âDios mio, youâre having a heart attack! Here, sit down right now.â He led her to one of the patio chairs and sat her down. âPutting more strain on your heart is the last thing we need.â
Carter and Mavis had stopped kicking a soccer ball around and was now looking at his mom with concern. âMom? Are you okay?!â The two boys rushed over to see what was going on.
âAh, mierde, that hurtsâŠâ
âMom?! Whatâs going on?! Are you okay?!â Carter asked in a panicked voice.
âI-Is something wrong, Mrs. Rodriguez?!â Mavis joined in on his friendâs panicking, his 6 year old brain not understanding what was going on.
âD-Donât worry⊠Iâm okay. Iâm just feeling a little under the weather today.â Camila tried to reassure them.
The two boys looked at each other. That did not look like she was under the weather.
âAlright, boys. Iâm gonna need you to stay back. Give her some air.â Santiago gently pulled the boys back. He was on the phone with someone they didnât know, but they would get their answer a second later.
âItâs going to be alright. I called for an ambulance and theyâll be here soon. Just try to keep calm and itâll be okay.â
It felt like time had stopped for the 7 year old. Ambulance� Such a foreign, alien word⊠Why did his mom need it? Was she sick?
âMrs. Rodriguez, are you okay? Why is Mr. Rodriguez calling an ambulance? Are you sick?â Mavis asked, voice trembling.
Camila smiled a reassuring smile. âYes, Iâm okay. I just need to go to the hospital and Iâll be just fine."
âBut why do you need a hospital? You look perfectly- Well, you looked perfectly fine.â Carter said, trying to understand what was going on.
She sighed. âI may look like Iâm fine. But this sickness⊠is inside of me.â
âInsideâŠ? What do you meanâŠ?â
That was the day he learned about her heart condition. She was diagnosed with it a week later. Arrhythmia causes improper beating of the heart, the doctor told little Carter. Sometimes too fast, sometimes too slow. Sometimes, it can cause the heart to beat erratically. It can be fatal.
Fatal.
That word bounced around in his brain years later. He didnât want to lose his mom. He wanted her to see him go through all the milestones in life. Prom, graduation, getting his first job, moving out, having a family - He wanted her here for all of it.
He pulled into the parking lot of the pharmacy and got out of the car. As long as he and his dad are here to take care of her, sheâll live to see it all.
Project Mimicry (Vol 1) - Chapter 1
"In the beginning, God created the heaven and the Earth." - Genesis 1:1
1983
"This is a test. This station is conducting a test of the Emergency Broadcasting System. This is only a test."
A long, screeching noise blared from the old TV. The Markson family had a different program on when they announced the test. It was some cowboy show their dad loved so much. For eleven year old Jade, it made her stomach churn. It was an odd sound, different from the sounds of horses and gunfire that came from the living room while they were doing family worship. It made her want to jump into her mother's arms and pray to Jehovah for the noise to stop.
Her mom, dad and brother were silent as the attention signal droned on. After a minute, it stopped.
"This is a test of the emergency broadcasting system. The broadcasters of your area in voluntary cooperation with federal, state and local authorities have developed this system to keep you informed in the event of an emergency. If this had been an actual emergency, the attention signal you have just heard would have been filed by official information, news or instructions. This station serves the northern Alabama area. This concludes this test of the emergency broadcast system."
Jade fiddled with the pages of her book, trying to think of the right words to say. Her brother, Caleb had resumed work on his drawing, seeming to not care about anything. Her mother let out a small sigh. "I swear, can they not scare the kids like that?"
"Mom..." Jade quietly said. "Why do they send out something like this? What if it hadn't been a test? Are... Are we gonna die?"
Opal got up from her chair and pulled her into her arms. "Oh sweetie, we're not gonna die. Everything's gonna be okay. This whole thing will blow over in no time."
"Well Jade," Opal's husband, Simon, chimed in. "They played the test on our TV because they want to inform us on what's happening. The world is at a very turbulent time at the moment so they are doing their best to keep us informed. If we were actually under attack, we would've been hiding in the basement." He let out a small chuckle.
"Well, what can we do to make it better?" Jade asked.
"Pray to Jehovah, of course. Our safety is his priority and if we pray to him, he'll protect us."
Jade smiled and snuggled into her mother. Jehovah is the only thing she knew. She may not be like the other "worldly" kids, but she didn't need all those material goods. She didn't need to see the latest movie or buy the newest toys. As long as she had her family and Jehovah, she can get through anything.
Caleb let out a soft coo.
"Oh, we didn't forget about you!" Simon lifted him out of his baby chair and gently rocked him. The whole family began to giggle.
This was their life. This was their routine. Jade was determined to be a good older sister to Caleb. And soon, he will be baptized.
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December 24th, 1983
"This is an important message from the Crestwood police department. This is not a test. I repeat, this is not a test. The Crestwood police department has issued a Shelter-in-place Warning for the county of Crestwood until further notice. Reports of unknown figures have been confirmed by law enforcement and the Department of Babylonian Crusaders. For your safety, until 5 PM to 6 AM, stay home, lock all doors and windows and, in the event of a break-in, have access to a loaded weapon at all times. Do not call 911 unless you need to report an emergency. The Crestwood police department and the Department of Babylonian Crusaders thanks you for your cooperation.
Stay tuned for a message from the representative of the Department of Babylonian Crusaders."
"Hello. My name is Dr. Lloyd Evans from the Department of Babylonian Crusaders. We have been receiving reports of unknown organisms that we've decided to call mimics. You may have already gotten the alert from the EBS about this phenomenon, but we're here to tell you about what those mimic types are and what you can do to protect yourself.
The first type are the defensive mimics. They are a sub group of mimics that take on the role of a protector when they find a human. Some pose as aggressive mimics to ward off other humans or they deceive humans they perceive as harmful with their harmless look and kill them. Think of it as a predator camouflaging itself in order for them to eat their prey.
There are three types of defensive mimics. There are Batesian, Mullerian and Emsleyan or Mertensian mimics.
Batesian mimics are harmless. They pose as a harmful mimic to ward off anyone they tries to hurt them or their human.
Mullerian mimics are two or more mimics that advertise themselves as harmful to ward off predators. These mimics often work in groups of two or three.
Emsleyan or Mertensian mimics take the form of a less harmful mimic to deceive the predator and kill them.
These ones can be considered safe, but you should still be wary of them. Aggressive mimics are the ones you need to watch out for. Now, aggressive mimics are the type of mimic that pose as humans to kill them. These types use mind games to toy with their victims. If they haven't committed suicide, the mimic will finish the job.
Predators are a mimic group where they take the form of a loved one, deceive them into thinking they are the real person and then use psychological manipulation. Those are the most dangerous types of mimics and we strongly advise to avoid them at all costs.
Parasites are [REDACTED DUE TO SIGNAL GLITCH]
Now, here's what you can do to keep yourself safe. Stay in your homes after 6 PM, lock all windows and doors and keep a loaded weapon with you at all times. In the event of a mimic attack, follow the S.A.F.E. principle.
S - Secure yourself in a room.
A - Access the situation. Learn how the mimic operates.
F - Fire your weapon. If the mimic attacks, do not hesitate. It can mean life or death.
E - If possible, escape. Do not let them win.
We hope this message keeps you safe. We're very sorry for the interruption and we hope you have a Merry Christmas!"
Though this message was broadcasted to most TVs, some of them reported the S part saying something different. According to reports, it said "Surrender yourself to the Lord."
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1987
The young man's back was pressed up against the wall. The shotgun he had in his hands had one shell left. The creature that was at his door kept calling out to him in a mockery of his wife's voice.
"Ralphie... Please let me in... I'm sorry for sca-a-a-aring you back there. You know how I am."
His grip tightened. That wasn't her. That wasn't his wife. She was dead. And now, he was going to die too. His eyes started to fill with tears.
Marla... I'm so sorry... I couldn't protect you... I couldn't save you from these things.
The image of his wife sprawled out on the kitchen floor flashed in his mind. Her neck that was gushing blood... He swallowed, trying to hold back his vomit. They had followed the rules. They had done everything the broadcast said. What did they do wrong? They had to have done something wrong for something like this to happen.
He gritted his teeth. Pondering over this won't help him now. Remember the S.A.F.E. principle, Ralph. Remember.
He secured himself in his bedroom, grabbing his shotgun so he could protect himself. He analyzed the situation. The creature, the mimic, was trying to use his wife's voice to lure him out, using his nickname. Ralphie was what she would call him when he came home from work. The way she said it made his heart soar. However, when it said his nickname, it felt like nails on a chalkboard.
The high school sweethearts had moved into the rural Alabama town after they had gotten married in New York. They thought getting away from the bustling city life would help them. They were in the talks of starting a family when the broadcast came on, talking about reports of mimics.
"Talk about bad timing. On Christmas too." Marla had said while bringing out the cookies and milk. "Let's hope Santa gets there okay."
"I hope so too. But hey, look on the bright side. This lockdown will end at 6 AM tomorrow. We've still got time to celebrate, right?"
"Yeah, I guess you're right. Besides, anything's fun with you." She gave him a light peck on the cheek.
A low sob escaped him. There was so much they wanted to do together. So many things they had planned. Their entire life... They were now gone.
Oh Marla... Why did they have to take you? What did we do?
God, please... Please help me.
He wiped his face. No, crying and pleading to some higher being isn't gonna solve anything. I have to survive. I have to live on for Marla! If I can get out of here, I could alert the police.
With a sense of courage taking over, he pointed his shotgun at the door. The mimic had begun to claw at the door, no doubt leaving scratch marks in the wood. "Ralphie... Please... Let me in. It's so cold. My neck hurts. Help..."
"Shut up... You're not her..."
The doorknob rattled.
"You're not her. You're not her! You're not her!!"
There was a sudden loud banging making him jump. "Ralph, open the goddamn door! You'd really leave me out here with these things?! How could you?!" The thing screeched.
"You're! Not! Her! Leave me alone!! You killed her, you monster!! You're not- You're not her!" He screamed, tears streaming down his face. "Just try and get me! I dare you! I'll fucking shoot you if you try anything!"
"Ralph..." His 'wife' had begun to cry. Normally, it would cause him to go over and hug her, but he will not be swayed. What it was doing, it was disgusting. It's desecrating his wife's memory, his image, his everything. The nerve of the creature...
The door flew open, allowing Ralph to see the monster. Though it was hard to see through the darkness, what he could see made him freeze.
Its form was tall and lanky, its arms and legs stretched out to an almost inhuman degree. What little hair it had on its head was beginning to fall off. Its skin was beginning to sag. Ralph could swear he was beginning to see bones. The mimic looked at him with empty eyes yet it pierced his soul with an intense glare. It opened its mouth to speak, but all that came out were rasps and gargles.
Ralph began to shake, his aim wavering as he stared at... He didn't even know what he was seeing. It was human, but at the same time, it was not. It looked like his wife, but it was like looking at a decomposing carcass. The smell... It smelled like rotten eggs left out on the hot sidewalk. Bile threatened to come up his throat, but he held it in.
One shot. He had to make it count. If it failed...
The creature began to laugh. It was the kind of laugh that made you cringe. It was an ear-piercing, gurgling laugh that was like if you tried to imitate a toy clown on its last legs.
Ralph pressed his finger on the trigger. Taking a deep breath, he screamed out.
"I will not let you kill me!!"
The gun went off.
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2017
The group of kids stared at the small house as their two older brothers talked to the movers. The smallest one of the bunch hugged her teddy bear. Though leaving their home state of Florida didn't seem like a huge deal at first, Catherine still had her doubts. Sure, they were free from all the hurricanes, but they still had friends there. They still had people they could talk to.
But now, she and her brothers moved to a new town. There was no one she knew there. And there was... an abundance of churches. Lots and lots of churches.
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â°â€ Petite Lover uwu
featuring: trafalgar law x petite f!reader
a/n: this was a request by!! @periwinklepuff !! sorry for the wait girl!! I hope you enjoy this!! hugs and kisses to you uwu uwu!!
summary: law loves how tiny you are compared to him, he loves the size difference between you two, especially in the bedroom.
warnings: nsfw content, size differences, law being a tease,
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Law always enjoyed how tiny you were compared to him, honestly he loved comparing the both of you. You were barely 5 feet tall while he was 6â3. Yes he wasnât tall as other pirates or enemies in the pirate world but you were still very tiny and petite compared to him. And it made him feel very protective over you. Law loves how you have to look up to speak to him or to anyone.
Law loves when you wear his clothes, especially that black and yellow hoodie of his. And if youâre wearing nothing but his hoodie heâs definitely going to pounce you like some kind of animal.
Law loves holding his hand up against yours, comparing the size difference between them. âLook at how tiny you are, so tiny compared to me.â
Your hands are so tiny compared to his, this dirty boy especially loves when you have to wrap both hands around his dick to stroke him off. Itâs a huge ego boost for him.
I can him resting an arm on your head. While he teases you. âAww howâs my little princess doing?â
And also!! Whenever youâre mad at him, Law will grab your personal items and put them on high places. âAw do you need help grabbing that princess? All you have to do is ask nicely.â
And also with you being tiny, he feels more protective around you. And honestly itâs kinda overwhelming, because heâs literally breathing down your neck. âI have to protect youâŠat all cost.â
Law loves how he can hold you close against his body, it could be either in just cuddles or during sex. He loves how easily he can wrap his arms around your body. How close to can against you, and how easily he can carry you.
Oh boyâŠsex with Law is very interesting. Before getting intimate with him, he was all talk. He was talking about how good he is, how skilled his fingers and tongue are. But when it came to the day you two first had sex he was a shy boy. Probably a virginâŠnevermind IS A VIRGIN.
But of course you two have gotten closer so which means sex has gotten a lot more intense between the two of you. And Law loves exploring your body, with his hands and tongue.
And with your small body he can hold you against the wall and fuck you like a wild animal in heat. âSo good, so tight..â
He loves whenever you ride his dick, the way your prefect chest bounces against the movements. And how big he looks compared against your pussy. And it especially makes him hard when he can see the outline of dick against your stomach.
Since you are tiny you can fit into cramped spaces right? So his favorite thing to do is get you on your knees and into the small space of his desk where his legs go. And you better get to sucking his pretty cock up.
He loves carrying you as heâs balls deep in you. âMm light as a feather.â
Whenever youâre sucking him off, he canât help but bite his lip. How your lips wrap around him. God everything about is prefect.
And Law loves returning the favor. Wrap your legs around his head and let him eat away. He can spend hours between your legs and eat your pussy all day.
So!! Since you are short the crew does tend to tease you slightly. And sometimes it doesnât bother Law but sometimes they do tend to push your boundaries and thatâs what gets him. No one is allowed to mock you for being short.
One time Penguin and Shachi were being their usual selfs and they wanted to mess around with you and it lead them to grabbing your favorite book and holding it high so you wouldnât be able to reach it. And of course Law saw this and of course he was pissed off. Letâs just say that those two were scrubbing the deck with toothbrushes.
Law does not tolerate anyone picking on you for your height. One time Kid called you a âShrimpâ and Law saw red. That day Eustass Kid was threaten that he was gonna be dickless.
Law doesnât like anyone teasing you, but heâs fair game. Heâs allowed to tease you. Well in his eyes. Whenever you donât wanna give him a kiss heâll grab whatever you have and hold it up high. And of course youâre on your tippy toes trying to grab on whatever he has and once close enough, he grab your hands and pin them above your head and lean in for a kiss.
Law loves mocking you when you have to tippy toe to kiss him on the lips. And if heâs being a little shit just grab him by the goatee.
Law behind close doors with you is very lovable towards you. He treats you like a princess. And of course heâs not that rough with you because of course heâs afraid of hurting you in any form.
Once you guys are alone heâs a huge lovable guy. He loves to hold you against his body. He must protect you. No matter what.
Loves being the big spoon. Because youâre so tiny and ahh he just wants to hold you. And occasionally he loves being the small spoon. He loves seeing you hold him.
He loves calling you sweet names. Such as⊠Princess, Peanut, Small Fry and if heâs being a little head heâs call call you shorty.
He also loves to pat your head. And he also loves to bend down and kiss your forehead.
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my first shift!
so, i went to sleep at like 2 am. itâs really important to mention that during that day i felt worse when it comes to my mental health because of personal reasons.
for this whole day all iâve been thinking about is how badly i want to be with my s/o right now and generally in my dr. as i was going to sleep i decided that i am not going to try to shift tonight, i will simply imagine my s/o hugging me so i can comfortably fall asleep and feel safe. and i also had decided that i will be taking a break from shifting to focus on my mental health - a funny thing is that i thought to myself âwhat if i shift tonight? just like those people who go on a break and they shift unintentionally. that would be funnyâ
i went to sleep. i woke up during the night and i see that thereâs a peace of white fabric above my bed. and now, long story short - i decided that if i try to shift in a few days iâll first shift to my own room with a slight difference (my walls were supposed to be pink or i was supposed to have a white bed canopy). then iâll shift to my dr. so i wake up and i see this white peace of fabric above my bed right, my first thought was:
âno way that this is happening right now.â
and as i said that i sat on my bed and started to affirm that i am in my dr, that my s/o is right beside me. my head started spinning so much, i laid my head on my lap, i donât know how to explain it. everything was spinning to this point that i didnât know what was going on, i saw some bright lights (this is kinda weird because i would never think that i will feel symptoms as i kinda donât really believe in that but whatever). as i was affirming that my s/o is right beside me, iâve felt that someone is sitting on my bed. iâm assuming it was him. but well, i got scared! LMAOO and as i opened my eyes i saw that i am in my room.
dumb me didnât realize that i had shifted. i looked at my phone and saw that itâs exactly 3:20 am. i saw that my door was opened (i never leave it this way). it made me really anxious and i decided to go to my parents room to talk with them and calm myself down. as i stood up from bed i saw that there are a lot of push pins on my floor - white and light pink ones. in my cr room i have them on my walls, so i thought that they simply fell down on my floor. i put on some slippers (that i saw for the first time in my life) which were super small. it confuses me why i didnât realize that it was a shift tbh, maybe itâs because i was super tired and anxious and all i had in my head is to go to my parents? i donât know.
so as i am walking through the hallway i see that someone is standing behind the door to my house - i saw that because through peephole i could see that the lights outside were turned on. i walk towards the door and i see a person - i thought it was my friend who lives in front of my apartment. i thought that he was trying to find keys to his house but then he started walking towards my door. he knocked - silly me thought that it would be funny to knock back (âhaha he probably doesnât expect this at 3:20 am, iâm gonna scare himâ).
as i knocked back i realized that it wasnât my neighbor (he had his head down the whole time and just now i saw an unfamiliar face). he started knocking aggressively on my door and i saw that more men were climbing the stairs. it was so scary because suddenly more people were knocking on my door. just before i went to tell my parents, i made sure that the door was locked.
my mom woke up and she asked me whatâs going on. my dad came up to me. i told them that some weird people are just behind our door. as i towards the door with my parents i see that the door started to open. it made me panic because i thought that it was locked.
these men walked into our house and THEY TOOK OUT A STUN GUN? i reached my hand to take it away but this one guy tried to use it one me. i quickly put my hand back, my dad started to talk with those guys. as he was distracting them, i quickly grabbed the stun gun. i tried scaring them away but ALL OF THEM TOOK OUT NAILS? (you know, these metal things) i got so scared because i thought that if i use this stun gun on them then the nails will become electrified and they will hurt me or my parents.
and that was the last thing i saw. i guess i got so scared that i shifted back. tbh this doesnât really make sense but trust me: when i came back i was so confused why i am in my bed. my heart was beating. then it clicked: âomg. i shiftedâ. LIKE IT WAS SO REAL, SO SCARY I HAD TO GIVE MYSELF SOME TIME TO REALIZE WHAT JUST HAPPENED. I JUST WAS SO SURE THAT IT WAS A SHIFT, IT WAS SO REAL. also, when i came back it was 3:28 which is pretty interesting.
when i came back i was STRESSED. like truly LMAOO but now as i am thinking about it - a win is a win right. I SHIFTED YALLL to a scary place but whatever. i learnt so much from this shift, iâm so happy!! iâm assuming that it was a scary experience because while trying to shift from this âkind of a waiting roomâ to my dr i felt anxious, gotta work on that but also as i said iâm not feeling well mentally so yeah iâm not surprised
but what iâm surprised about is the fact that i didnât realize that i shifted. but like, it felt so real that i was SCARED FOR MY LIFE I THOUGHT I WAS IN MY CR. kinda sad cause if i had realized that i shifted i would have been able to shift to my dr from there but whatever! i learnt so much đđđŒ
#shiftinconsciousness#shifting consciousness#shifting motivation#shiftingrealities#shifting community#shifting script#shiftblr#shifting blog#reality shifting#shifters#shifting diary#shifting antis dni#4d reality#desired reality#loa blog#law of assumption#loa tumblr#loassumption#loablr#loa success
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I saw your post and came running đ I've been thinking about this since the end of December bc I really did not get into the holiday spirit until after it was over lmao BUT for any characters you want to write for: what are they like during the holidays? What traditions do they like to do? What gifts do they give you?
(Extra ideas you can take or leave if it helps your inspiration at all â How does Aventurine feel when you tell him you don't need any of those expensive gifts, just time with him? How does Sunday react when you sit him down to tell him he's stressing himself out too hard trying to find a perfect gift for you and that all you want is for him to be happy? How does Dan Heng respond when you tell him that the only gift you want for the holidays is him?)
^ I've just been rotating the hsr boys in my head all day at work lol so I have a lot of Thoughtsâą
gift of love.
summary. the greatest gift of all is his love.
a/n. tysm for the request!!! i decided to settle with gift-giving ideas you offered, since it sounded interesting and cute!! im just gonna stick with aven and sunday for this tho... i wanna test how sunday writes for me.
characters. aventurine. sunday.
cw. first time writing for sunday (this is more of a test with how much i enjoy writing him, sry for any OOC-ness). gift-giving. all lowercase. established relationship(s). PLS NOTE THAT I HAVEN'T DONE THE NEW TRAILBLAZE MISSION STILL CUZ I'M A LAZY MFER...SORRY.
aventurine.
tries to be soooo sneaky about figuring out what you like as gifts. he wants all of his gifts to be a surprise, after all! it doesn't work. you see right through his game plan. he's a smidgen disappointed (with himself), and might be a bit surprised depending on the kind of person you are.
he still ends up showering you in expensive gifts of things you enjoy. he tries to find the most expensive edition of any of those things even though he, of all people, should know that expensive â well-made. you have to tell him to chill out.
he immediately believes you're angry with him (why wouldn't you be?). but you're not, and you can see the panic flash in his eyes for the tiniest of moments. you sigh softly with a wary smile. you briefly give him some space before talking to him about it.
you tell him that all the most expensive gifts in the world are nothing in comparison to quality time together. you remain patient with an open-mind and a listening ear â you know he needs a wealth of both. you make sure to tell him you miss him.
his mouth hangs open in silence when you tell him that, for once he's at a loss for words. his mouth closes and he smiles. he takes you into a soft hug and whispers, "i miss you too."
he makes an evident effort to be around you more often when he does have the time. you know, instead of wasting half of it out in the casino.
and it makes all the difference.
sunday.
the most perfectionist to ever perfectionist. stop him before he literally keels over from stress.
thankfully, you notice how weary he's been. and you ask him what's wrong. because at this point â everyone knows, everyone notices how he's been stuck in his head (more than usual). he frets over little things, as usual. but now he seems almost snippy. birdie is cranky.
when he eventually gives in and confesses that he cannot find the "right" gift for you, you're smiling and shaking your head. you give him a very long moment of silence, testing him â seeing if he catches on what you'll say next.
he doesn't catch on "quick enough", much to his dismay. perhaps he hasn't adjusted to your praises and reassurances...yet.
you tell him that the greatest gift of all would be for him to be happy. to be relaxed. to be in the moment. you throw in a little whisper, "maybe by my side, too."
he's silent â his mind running amok with what to say next. he settles for an awkward yet genuinely affectionate, "thank you..."
and then he asks for your forgiveness once he collects himself. you laugh softly and forgive him, you've gotten used to him asking for your forgiveness rather often. only yours, though.
at some point, you're going to need to tell him that forgiving himself is far more important.
#đ â my works#đ â fluff#aventurine x reader#hsr x reader#sunday x reader#đâ aventurine#đâ sunday
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WHY DID YOU FEEL THE NEED TO TELL ME ABOUT YOUR AROACE SENKU HEADCANON ON MY GAY SENKU AND TRANS REI POST
Just finished Dr Stone Reboot
#sorry for yelling at you but i do think you should make your own post#if you want an aroace character ryusui is right there and hes literally aroace flag coloured hes my favourite character hes so awesome#i dont see senku as aroace but i do see him as incredibly pragmatic and amazing at compartmentalising. romance is so far off his list of#priorities that he had never even thought about sex or dating. Hes the kind of guy who is fully able to abstain from earthly pleasures just#because he has more important shit to be doing (science) but meeting tsukasa made him feel some shit for the first time in his life#a guy whos strong and smart and hot and can keep up with him. someone whos a challenge to go up against someone so fun and electric#and this great and awesome guy says the most pathetic things in the world sometimes. its very clear that tsukasa made a deep impression on#senku. outside of romantic affection. senku was gentle to tsuaksa is a way that you dont see with other characters. at hakodate he tells#taiju and yuzuriha they might have to kill tsukasa but after that ? absolutely 0 talk of killing. hearing tsukasa say he has no friends#literally did something to senkus brain i genuinely believe he wanted very badly to be tsukasas friend like outside the context of shipping#just as something that happened in canon its clear that senku was thinking a LOT about tsukasa trying to unpack his motivations and charact#yes tsukasa is a killer but senku insists hes still a good guy. he doesnt write him off as a villain and he does not want to be his enemy#seconds before snapping his neck tsukasa is like maybe you would have been my friend and senku instead of being like hell no/ur delusional#he was like maybe :3 senku also tends to be sarcastically flirty but his pre stone wars dialogue with tsukasa was pushing it (also worth#noting that he was responding in kind to something that tsukasa initiated. whether or not its romantic theres definitely chemistry) when#tsukasa falls senku literally ran to catch him so they could fall together (which could mean nothing) hes tender to tsukasa in a way that h#isnt with the others he literally insists on making small talk with tsukasa on his deathbed because they never got a chance to know each#other and it clearly ate at him. Senku doesnt pursue people unnecessarily. He already had tsukasa in his pocket and he still made the effor#to keep him company so he wouldnt have to die in a silent cave. the guy who wouldnt even let his oldest friends thank him decided that he#wanted to make small talk (MASSIVELY ooc unless you consider... maybe tsukasa matters a lot more to senku than hes openly said...)#i think tsukasa was someone that senku found extremely difficult to ignore. Hes a guy who wants to save everyone and that what makes him so#awesome. romance will Never Ever be his first priority but his vow of celibacy kind of wobbled a little when it came to tsukasa#I see him as arospec homosexual myself because i think he has a very nonstandard view of romance as a whole but i also think that tsukasa#was the first guy ever that he could see himself with and even then if tsuaksa didnt want a relationship then senku would have been happy#watching from a distance after all he put so much effort into keeping tsukasa safe (read vol 12 boichis authors note)#like i fucking get projecting on a character i also fell deeply in love with tksn because me and my best friend dearly wanted to have known#each other earlier and that was such a beautiful and romantic sentiment that i saw reflected in tsukasen thats why i became obsessed#but senku 'strange behaviour' wrt tsuaksa has always stuck out to me ... he never acts like this with anyone else its gotta mean something#i dont think they were ever mortal enemies even at worst. tsukasa still had to bite his tongue not to call senku his friend when they were#in the throes of war. they meant something to each other. romantic or not they meant something very precious to each other
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The Heart Killers EP7: The Boat Scene 'Do you want to jump or do you want to fall?'
So yep, joke's on me. I was so wrong about how this scene may unfold and the episode in general. Credit to Jojo for keeping me on my toes. I wanted to dedicate a post to this, both for the fantastic performances but also the great character beats here.
BISON'S RESOLVE FOR REVENGE
I kept wondering just how resolute Bison would be. I thought that if he saw how upset Kant was about him getting hurt, he may waver. But it actually seemed to have the opposite effect.
Bison is understandably livid at Kant. I think a portion of that rage is intensified because it's with himself. The betrayal cuts deeper due to his own negligence. He should have known better, and Fadel warned him as such. As the confrontation unfolds, Bison's steely resolve veers towards agitation and restlessness. A twitch. An itch beneath the skin. An almost defiant urgency to squash any margin for hesitancy or doubt - that the sooner this is over with, the less risk there is for him to have second thoughts. Khao does a wonderful job of trickling out only the tiniest of hairline cracks in that resolve, to keep us guessing.
Forcing Kant to jump could also be a test for remorse. 'If I tell you to jump, will you do it or will you fight back or even beg for mercy?' If Bison wanted Kant dead, he could have done it already. We see him consider all the brutal ways he could do so. And yet the one he chooses is actually the least hands on. Watching Kant enact his own demise seems to be a testament to something Bison wants an answer to: a confession perhaps. 'Are you sorry for what you did? Do you regret it? Do you feel bad for me? Was it worth it?' and most importantly 'Do you love me? Did you ever love me?' When someone hurts us, we often want them to admit to their wrongdoing. To take responsibility for the damage they've caused as it gives validation to our pain.
Kant is debilitated by fear, but he's also resigned to his guilt. It's been chasing him this entire time. So he doesn't deny or rebuff what Bison's saying. Doesn't try to deflect or swerve like he's done before now. Neither does he put up a fight for his life. He displays a bedded in helplessness, an acceptance that something you saw coming has finally caught up to you.
When Kant does jump, it seems to take Bison a second to register what's happened. The fact that Kant doesn't come back up. The realisation that Kant may actually drown and die. And he panics.
KANT LAID BARE
(This is my cue to gush about First's acting). I loved his choice of line delivery in this scene. How quietly he speaks. How small, tired, broken and subdued this makes Kant appear. It's such an unexpected but phenomenal choice. It provides a complete 180 to Kant's usual brand of flirty showmanship. That's isn't to say that version of Kant is entirely false but he's definitely been playing up the 'perfect boyfriend' bit. To be as smooth and charming as possible, and to say all the right things to win Bison's heart. This is the first time Bison is seeing Kant stripped of all that bravado. And what's left underneath? Just a man whose desperately afraid.
The sheer terror that First portrays here is so layered and visceral. He doesn't just capture that primal fear of death, but there's so much more you can read into outside of the little he does say. Underlying all that physical and mental torment is trauma, a childlike desperation that renders him completely at a loss.
He didn't have a choice when Chris threatened him to become a pawn. He didn't have a choice when it came to choosing between his brother or Bison. He didn't have a choice to walk away. And now he doesn't have a choice in how Bison wants his revenge. I've talked about the loss of control and agency with these two characters quite a bit, but this is the epitome of having your autonomy entirely stripped from you. Kant is both paralysed by his fear of drowning, but also by his guilt and knowing that he brought this on himself - having sealed his fate when he agreed to the job in the first place.
"I promise when you wake up, the version of me you'll see is the real me." What happens when you strip a person of all their defences? You get down to their rawest form. And now we're seeing it.
Thank god the pair reconcile next week, because this was absolutely agonising to sit through. Firstkhao have done it again, but did we really expect any less?
You can keep tabs on bird-inacageâs BL meta directory for my other long-form posts around The Heart Killers, which Iâll be updating in real time as the show airs.
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#THK#THK meta#kantbison#firstkhao#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#FIRST YOU FUCKING GENIUS#my poor darlings#đđđ#bison you better be jumping right in to save your man#spoiler: (he does)#ha-di-ha-ha it's a romcom they said#LIES#it's FK we were never going to get through this pain free#i can't wait for their clingy boyfriend era
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Back To You - Part 10 | Sam Carpenter
Pairing: Sam Carpenter x reader
Warnings: mentions of violence, death, blood, injuries, and swearing
Summary: When Sam left after turning eighteen, you were devastated. Youâd been in love with her since you were kids and her leaving meant you never got to tell her how you truly felt.
Fast forward a couple of years, Tara gets attacked and Sam returns. . .
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9 months later. . .
âLook who finally made it,â Liam teases when he opens his door.
I scoff playfully and hug him after being ushered into the apartment. âIâm sorry. I know I said Iâd be here earlier, but traffic was a bitch.â
âItâs okay. I know.â He waves me off and runs a hand down his dress shirt, smoothing it out. âBut I have to get going, or Iâm going to be late.â
I nod and accept the spare key he hands me while slipping into his dress shoes. âHave fun!â I tease when he shrugs on his jacket.
âItâs a business dinner, not a date, Y/N.â He deadpans which makes me laugh and slap his shoulder before he leaves with a final wave and smile.
Itâs the end of September and Iâm visiting New York for a couple of days since I have some time off before the hockey season begins again.
Iâm here to visit Liamâ obviously, since Iâm staying with himâ but also Tara and Sam, who agreed it would be better if I stayed with Liam since theyâre apartment is fairly small and their roommate, Quinn, doesnât know me.
Since Christmas, weâve only seen each other once, three months ago, at one of my hockey games which Sam, Tara, Mindy and Chad came to see after they all collectively moved to New York.
I was happy to see them again, and glad we were once again living in the same time zone, but there was an underlying tension the whole time we hung out because things between Sam and I havenât been the same ever since Christmas.
While Tara and I are in contact almost daily, Sam and I barely even talk once a week. Itâs not for her lack of trying though, itâs because Iâve distanced myself ever since I realized it was hopeless to think the two of us could ever be a thing.
I gave up on her, doing exactly what Tara told me not to do, and I even tried to move on, but that didnât work out as planned.
I went on a couple of dates here and there, and hooked up with several people, but I just canât get over Sam even though nowadays weâre barely even friends.
The only reason we could still be considered friends is because of our backstory and because Tara connects us. Other than that, weâre back to the way things were when Sam first returned to Woodsboro, and being like this hurts even more than when she was simply gone.
Those five years were undoubtedly the most painful years of my life, but now everything is so much worse. I thought Iâd gotten Sam back, I thought we could finally be something, but all of that hope shattered as soon as she said sheâd never do long distance. She also never acknowledged how Richie exposed my feelings for her, which makes it abundantly clear that sheâd rather just forget about it and move on as friends.
I know she doesnât owe me anything and sheâs been trying to stay in contact as best as she can, but Iâm just too hurt to let her back in and accept her as just a friend.
I know how stupid that sounds and itâs not my intention to hurt her by keeping my distance, but itâs just how I cope with everything.
With a sigh I enter Liamâs apartment properly and let out an impressed whistle when I realize just how big and luxurious it actually is. When he sent me his address and I saw that it was on the upper west side, I was surprised because living here is usually reserved for the rich and famous, but he explained that his company owns the building and rents its apartments to their employees for a reasonable price.
That doesnât make it any less luxurious though, and when I take a look in the bathroom and see a rain shower with a view of the twinkling city outside I make a mental note to use it as soon as possible.
Right now, Iâm hungry though, so I raid Liamâs fridge, helping myself to a smoothie and some leftover chocolate cake that he has for some reason.
The dinner heâs at right now wasnât planned, it was a last minute thing his boss organized, but Iâm not complaining. Yes, we were supposed to do something together tonight, but Iâll just check and see if Sam and Tara are free instead.
Weâre supposed to meet up tomorrow for lunch, but I donât see why I canât stop by their place tonight, too.
I pull out my phone and call Tara after gulping down some of my smoothie. She doesnât answer, so I reluctantly call Sam next.
Taraâs probably in the shower or something. . . God knows she loves to take long ass showers. When she lived with me my water bill almost doubled.
Sam picks up after two rings which is not surprising since I canât remember the last time I called her instead of the other way around.
âHey, Y/N. You okay?â Her concerned voice makes my stomach twist and I hate how she thinks somethingâs wrong because Iâm calling her instead of Tara.
âHey. Yeah, Iâm okay. Just got into the city and was wondering if I could stop by your place for some dinner since Liam was called into work,â I say.
The sound of traffic on Samâs end of the line makes me realize sheâs not home and I think calling might have been a mistake, but she immediately agrees. âOf course. Iâll text you the address again. Iâm not home yet because I just got out of therapy, but Tara and Quinn should be home.â
âOkay. Thanks.â
Thereâs an awkward silence, but Sam is quick to break it by saying, âAlright then. See you soon.â
âYeah. See you.â I hang up and exhale slowly.
Itâs just Sam, Y/N. Pull yourself together. Youâre going to go see Tara and Sam, and their roommate, not just Sam.
The two of us havenât been alone since Christmas eve and Iâm not planning on changing that anytime soon.
I finish the piece of cake and throw away the empty smoothie bottle before grabbing a zip up hoodie from my bag and heading out of the apartment.
Sam and Taraâs apartment is quite far away, and because Iâm not in the mood to call an Uber or take the subway, I take one of the public e scooters standing around, unlocking it with my phone before heading off.
Itâs nice getting some fresh air after being cooped up in my car for hours and not even fifteen minutes later Iâm in front of the building Sam sent me the address of.
I get off the scooter and park it around the corner, making my way inside the building after getting buzzed in by some random person.
Compared to Liamâs building, this place is a dump, but it seems relatively safe and affordable, so who am I to judge. This is New York after all.
I head up the stairs and knock on the door of Sam and Taraâs apartment, my heart rate picking up with each second that passes until the door finally opens.
Having expected Sam or Tara, Iâm surprised when a stranger greets me. Itâs a red haired girl, around Taraâs age, with a round face and gray eyes. Sheâs dressed in only a robe and I momentarily avert my eyes when she reties it around her waist.
âHi, you must be Quinn,â I say, raising my hand in greeting.
Quinnâs eyes rake over me and she smirks before her eyes snap back up to mine. âYeah, and youâre Y/N, right?â
I nod, feeling slightly uncomfortable under her hungry gaze. âThe one and only,â I joke, trying to lighten the mood.
Quinnâs face softens ever so slightly and her smirk turns into a genuine smile. âSo I heard. . . Youâre here to see Sam and Tara?â she guesses and when I nod again, she opens the door properly and invites me inside.
âSam should be here any minute, but Tara is out,â she says.
I frown. âSheâs out? Sam said sheâd be here.â
Quinn smiles apologetically and goes to say something but then a manâs voice from a nearby room calls for her. âBabe? You coming back or what?â
My eyes widen and I feel heat rushing into my cheeks. Thatâs why sheâs only wearing a robe. âShit, Iâm sorry I didnât mean to. . . interrupt you and your boyfriend.â
âMy boyfriend?â Quinn laughs as if the idea is ridiculous and waves me off. âOh donât worry. Heâs not my boyfriend. Weâre just hooking up.â She eyes me once again with that lustful look in her eyes and bites her lip seductively, squeezing my biceps. âYou could join us if you want. The more the merrier, am I right?â
I squirm and pull my arm out of her grasp with an uncomfortable smile. âUh, no thanks. Iâm good.â
God, whatâs up with her?
I want to ask about Taraâs whereabouts again when the door behind us opens.
My eyes instantly lock with Samâs and even though Iâm nervous to see her again, Iâm also relieved sheâs here to distract Quinn from making a move on me again.
âY/N. . .â She hugs me after a momentâs hesitation before shrugging off her jacket and hanging it up on the hook next to the door. âI see youâve already met Quinn.â
I rub the back of my neck awkwardly and avoid looking at the aforementioned roommate. âMhmm.â
Quinn, having absolutely no shame whatsoever, touches my arm again. âYeah. Why didnât you tell me Y/N was such a snack, Sam?â
Oh lord. . .
My face heats up again, but Sam is quick to come to my rescue. She raises an unimpressed eyebrow before stepping in between Quinn and me which forces the redhead to let go of me.
âRight. I forgot you donât like to share.â Quinn laughs, unbothered and turns to head into the kitchen.
âSorry about that. I know she can be a bit much sometimes.â Sam glances at me over her shoulder, and I wave her off nervously.
âItâs okay.â
She turns as soon as Quinn is out of sight and I hold my breath at how close she is.
She looks as beautiful as ever even though she looks tired and I curse my heart for flipping in my chest when she picks a piece of lint off my shoulder.
The white off-shoulder top sheâs wearing over her tank top looks incredible on her and I have to force myself not to look at her exposed neck and collar bones too much, a task that is incredibly hard because sheâs wearing the necklace I gave her for Christmas.
It glints in the low light and even though the knowledge that she still wears it makes my insides melt, it also serves as a reminder why Iâve been keeping my distance.
Donât get hurt again, Y/N.
I swallow thickly and lean back a little, not missing the way confusion and hurt flashes across Samâs face before she clears her throat and steps back.
She looks anywhere but at me before asking Quinn, âHave you seen Tara?â
Quinn, who was just about to open a bottle of wine in the kitchen turns with a sheepish smile. âUh, donât be mad. . .â
I frown and follow Sam into the kitchen.
âWhy would I be mad?â Sam asks and the way Quinn winces slightly at her tone makes my lips twitch with amusement.
âBecause you get mad,â she says and I canât help but agree silently.
Sam does have a temper, however Iâm not sure why sheâd be mad when Quinn tells her where Tara is as long as sheâs not alone.
âBabe?â The guy from what Iâm assuming is Quinnâs bedroom calls for her again which makes Samâs eyebrows shoot up in surprise, the question of Taraâs whereabouts momentarily forgotten.
âIs that Paul?â she asks and Quinn cringes when the guy shouts, âWho the fuck is Paul?â
âLife, I have found,â she says quietly with an innocent shrug, âis all about variety.â
This time I canât help but smile properly, and Sam chuckles softly, too.
âSo, uh, whereâs Tara?â she asks after a moment which makes Quinn sigh helplessly, the wine on the counter forgotten as she toys with the bottle opener in her hands.
âShe went to the Omega Kappa Beta party.â
Huh. I didnât think Taraâd be one to enjoy frat parties but I guess sheâs young and wants to try everything now that sheâs in a new city and in college.
Sam doesnât seem to agree though and itâs clear why Quinn was scared of her getting mad when she exclaims, âWhat? I begged her not to go to that!â
I want to tell her that itâs just a party, but she seems to haver her reasons why she doesnât want Tara there, so I stay quiet.
Quinn sighs again. âAnd weâve now arrived at mad. . .â
I try my best not to smileâ Quinnâs actually pretty funny now that sheâs not trying to sleep with meâ and focus on Sam instead.
She seems ready to explode, but gathers herself by taking a deep breath and closes her eyes momentarily. Then she deflates and when she asks, âDo you know if she at least took her taser?â she sounds more worried than mad.
A taser?
Quinn grabs the wine off the counter and pushes the cork screw into the cork before twisting it and opening the bottle. âI cannot speak to how heavily armed Tara is at this fraternity party,â she says hesitantly which makes Sam huff in frustration and brush past me back to the front door where she grabs a taser from a dresser.
I follow her, knowing sheâs going to go back out to look for Tara, and Quinn follows me with the now open bottle of wine in hand, ready to return to her not-boyfriend.
Sam eyes the taser for a moment, her jaw working and I move around her to grab her jacket off the hook for her.
Right as I reach for it though, Quinn says something that makes me freeze. âOohh. Is cute boy shirtless again?â
My head snaps around so fast, itâs a miracle it doesnât snap, and my eyes instantly land on what, or rather who, Quinn and Sam are looking at through the window. Thereâs a shirtless guy, seemingly my age or a couple years older in the apartment right across from us.
I have to admit, he is cute with his neatly trimmed beard and muscular upper body, and I even smile when Quinnâs not-boyfriend asks, âWhoâs cute boy, babe?â and Quinn cringes, replying, âAlways you. . . sweetie.â But that smile is quickly wiped off my face when I see the way Sam is looking at him.
Her eyes are soft and thereâs something like longing written all over her face which feels like a sucker punch to the stomach.
This is why I keep my distance. . . Sheâs not mine and if she likes this cute boy, thereâs nothing I can do about it. Itâs not that Iâm jealous, Iâm just hurt and Iâm once again reminded to keep my heart guarded.
But then Samâs eyes snap to me and her face instantly falls and something like guilt flickers across her eyes, but I donât dwell on it and avert my own eyes, staring at my shoes and fidgeting with Liamâs key in the pocket of my hoodie.
âYou guys have been checking each other out for months, why donât you just talk to him?â Quinn asks softly, and once again, it feels like Iâve been punched in the stomach.
Sam turns away from the window and I feel her eyes on me, but I donât look up. âBecause. . .â Her voice falters ever so slightly before going on. âThat right there is all the romantic interaction Iâm ready for.â
Once again a reminder that sheâs not over Richie, and definitely not into me. . .
Out of the corner of my eye I see Quinn shrug and when Sam says, âIâm going to find Tara, you coming with me, Y/N?â I nod wordlessly without meeting her eye, and follow her out of the apartment after returning Quinnâs awkward wave.
Iâm doing exactly what I planned on avoiding, which is being alone with Sam, but my worry for her going out alone outweighs my need to keep my distance, so I silently follow her down the stairs and outside where she pulls out her phone to look up the directions to the frat house.
I forgot you donât like to share. . .
Quinnâs words suddenly echo through my mind and I frown because Sam and I obviously arenât a thing, but before I can dwell on it too long, Sam nudges me and starts walking. âCome on, letâs go. The frat house isnât too far from here, so we can walk.â
I wordlessly fall into step beside her, intent on not talking about what just happened, but she seems to have other plans because after we cross the street she turns to me with furrowed eyebrows and says, âYou know, Danny and I arenât a thing or anything. . .â
âWhat?â I know she probably means cute boy, but I wasnât expecting her to say that. I thought they only knew each other because they live across from each other, but it seems as though they know each other better than that. Also, the fact that Sam is trying to deny that something is going on between them makes me believe there actually is something going.
Which is fine. . . Totally fine. Sheâs an adult and she can make her own choices.
âY-you know,â she stutters. âThe guy, Cute Boy, he and I, weâre not a thing. Not reallyâ I mean weâre justââ
I stop dead in my tracks and raise a hand which makes her shut up and stop walking as well. âWhy are you telling me this?â
She seems taken aback by the harshness of my tone and frowns, so I sigh and add, âI mean, I donât tell you anything about my love life, so why are you telling me about yours?â
Samâs frown deepens. âI justâ I thought you should knowâ I mean. . . Youâre my best friend.â
I scoff and before I can stop myself I say, âAm I though?â
âWhat?â
âYour best friend?â I clarify, ignoring how crushed she looks at the implication of my words. âWeâve barely spoken in nine months.â
âAnd whose fault is that?â she snaps back defensively. She crosses her arms over her chest and eyes me with a challenging glare.
I know sheâs not actually mad, sheâs just hurt and sheâs put up her guard, so I deflate a little.
Sheâs right, itâs my fault we havenât really talked since Christmas, but Iâm not about to spill the beans and tell her why.
âLook,â I say softly. âLetâs not get into this now.â
âWhy not?â she asks harshly. âBecause you canât just hang up if it gets too much?â
I cringe at that because lately every time she calls and asks whatâs wrong I usually come up with an excuse to hang up or ignore her texts.
I shake my head and let out a deep breath. âLetâs just find Tara okay, we can get into this tomorrow.â
Sam bites the inside of her cheek and the storm of emotions in her eyes makes me believe sheâs about to disagree, but then she huffs and turns around to continue leading our way to the frat house.
Long story short, at the party, Sam ends up tasing a guy who tried to drag Tara upstairs in the balls which in turn leads to Tara storming out with the rest of usâ Mindy, her girlfriend Anika, Chad, Chadâs roommate Ethan, Sam, and meâ hot on her heels.
âTara, will you stop?â Sam says, sounding irritated as Tara continues to dash ahead. Sheâs short and has asthma, so sheâs not going all too fast, but still. . .
She has yet to realize Iâm also here, but I donât want to get in the middle of whatâs about to go down between her and Sam, so I stay back with the others, the twins having greeted me with quick hugs a moment ago before officially introducing me to Anika and Ethan.
âI cannot believe you did that! You embarrassed me!â Tara shouts over her shoulder.
âThat guy was a dick. He was going to take advantage of you,â Sam argues and even though sheâs right, that guy was really sleazy, she didnât actually have to tase him. Also it looked like Chad had it covered, but Iâm not about to get in the middle of this.
âSo?â Tara stops abruptly and turns on her heels to face Sam.
The rest of us come to a halt a safe distance away, but I raise my eyebrows at what Tara just said.
âSo?â Sam echoes incredulously, voicing my exact thoughts, but Tara is not having it.
âIf I want to hook up with an asshole thatâs my decision!â she shouts and even though sheâs right, it is her decision, I donât like the way sheâs talking to Sam like she did something wrong by trying to protect her.
Sam tenses and I know what Tara just said hit a nerve, but she stays calm and simply nods dismissively. âOkay. . .â
Tara doesnât seem to be done just yet though because she goes on, âI mean, youâre out of my life for five years and then you canât leave me alone for five minutes.â
Yikes. Sheâs right, but. . . yikes.
âBecause youâre not dealing with what happened to us,â Sam shoots back, her voice relatively calm. âHave you even gone to see the counselor once?â
âNo, Iâm not going to.â
âWhy not?â
I sigh and share at look with Chad and Mindy who seem to be hating this just as much as me, if not even more because it sounds like this isnât the first time the two sisters have been at each otherâs throats.
Anika and Ethan just look uncomfortable and if it werenât for the fight Iâd laugh at how ridiculous they look, what with Ethan wearing Anikaâs pumpkin hat and Anika wearing Ethanâs ridiculous cardboard helmet that matches his handcrafted chest plate.
âHey, guys, come on,â Chad tries to step in at one point when Tara accuses Sam of living in the past, but heâs straight up ignored and I shoot him a pitiful look when our eyes meet.
They continue bickering, and even though I agree with Tara that we shouldnât let something that happened to us for three days define the rest of our lives, I donât like how she puts Sam on the spot in front of everyone by asking why sheâs in New York with the rest of them.
After what feels like hours, they finally stop which is when, out of nowhere, a girl walking by yells, âMurderer!â and throws her drink at Sam.
Sam recoils and chaos erupts. Thereâs shouting and cursing, and a bunch of accusations thrown at Sam about God knows what, and Iâm barely fast enough to rush forward and wrap my arms around her stomach from behind to prevent her from lunging at the girl who threw her drink at her.
Everything is over in a blur and before we know it the grill and her friends have left and the people who stopped and stood around to watch are moving on as though nothing happened.
I let go of Sam as soon as Iâm sure she wonât do anything reckless again and step back, seeing out of the corner of my eye that Chad is also holding back Tara.
âWhat the fuck was that?â I ask, but no one answers and Sam even looks away as though sheâs ashamed of something.
âLetâs just go.â Tara sighs and turns to leave, grabbing Anikaâs and Chadâs arm.
Mindy frowns but agrees and is quick to follow them, leaving Ethan behind with me and Sam, who is currently trying to wring out her shirt.
âHey, I. . . I have tissues if you want tissues,â Ethan offers kindly, pulling some tissues out of his pocket and handing them to Sam.
She wordlessly takes them and Ethan awkwardly looks between the two of us for a moment, obviously not knowing what else to do before hurrying after the others.
What an odd kid.
Sam dabs at her neck and hair where most of the drink hit her and sheâs about to brush past me to follow the others as well, but I step in front of her and gently touch her forearm.
âWait.â
Defeated brown eyes find mine, and the way she deflates when looking at me breaks my heart.
I have no idea what that girl and her friends meant when they called her a murderer and when they said she âknows what she didâ, but nowâs not the time to ask about it.
I take the used tissues from Sam and momentarily stuff them into the back pocket of my jeans so I have my hands free to unzip and take off my hoodie.
âHere, take this.â I hold it out to Sam, who simply eyes it with furrowed eyebrows.
âWhat?â
âTake off your shirt and put this on. I know how you hate it when clothes stick to you.â I wiggled the hoodie a little and raise an eyebrow until she sighs and takes it.
When we were kids I found out how she hates wearing wet clothes after pushing her into our pool after school once.
She wasnât mad at first because it was summer and we both really needed to cool off, but then she got out of the water and her mood immediately turned sour.
She never explained why, but I knew it was because of her clothes clinging to her, so I never pushed her into the water again unless she was wearing a bikini or swimsuit.
âThank you.â Samâs small voice brings me back to reality and when I look up again I see sheâs already changed into my hoodie. Her shirt is clutched between her fingers to the point where her knuckles are turning white, but I donât comment on it.
Sheâs humiliated, sad, angry, and embarrassed, so all I say is, âYouâre welcome,â before gesturing for her to lead the way and follow the others.
She lowers her chin in silent thanks again and starts walking, and I follow her after quickly darting over to one of the nearby trash cans and disposing of the tissues.
What a night. . . Maybe I should have stayed at Liamâs and watched some TV.
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Weâre in New York, people! And Ghostface is right around the corner. . .
Poor Sam, getting a drink thrown on her, but the way she clapped back at reader on their way to the party? Damn. . .
And Tara hasnât even acknowledged reader yet hahah but itâs okay, theyâll talk in the next part.
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manipulation, work drama, coworker! sukuna
people hated and loathed working for him, he was a total brute and alot of times, an asshole.
he was known to piss employers or colleagues off, weather it be his smart ass mouth or it be he got into a fight with them. it worsens, as soon as he got into a management level.
he was also known to let people go for the smallest of things, (really, really small things). hes even let a man go for having bad breath, because what made that acceptable for work? especially for customers who came inâ and he doesnt feel like dealing with that.
you somewhat feared him, this being your longest job and the only one thats kept you from being unemployed. in this economy? youd die. plain and simpleâ but yet, you have no qualms with the brute. they called him âthe devilâs employeeâ for anything he did, always running his mouth. yet, all you saw was a man who somehow got a job even with all the body modifications, yet back then youd be let go if your hair was âunkempt.â
who did he have to bargain to get this job?
your mind raced as your feet led to his office, he having the closed door policyâ dont bother him unless he bother you, or emergency. even then, youd be fired if you came to him for an emergency.
three knocks on the door, and it swings open in a rage. âwhat?!â he looks for a bit, forgetting hes damn straight taller than everyone, and he finally sees you. âbusiness?â
âuhhâ you said you wanted me in yer office?â you remind, he nodding and beckoning his finger to his chairs. you only sneak inside, sitting immediately as he kicks the door shut. âwhats this about?â
âyou tell me.â
was he dumb, stupid, or slow? he cant be, he somehow got this job, so what the hell does he mean âyou tell me?â
âuh, im not sure? you came to me with your demands.â you still have to remind this fine tatted fuck hes the one who called for you. it eats away at you, the nervous and tension bit at your skin for minutes.
âyou look like a decently smart girl, yeah?â sukuna says, leaning back in his chair, almost manspreading and pressing his finger to his jaw to keep it up. âyou know everyone of this companyâs policies and procedures, huh?â
you nodded, giving a look as in âget to the fucking point.â
âso you should know there isnt a reason you should be intimate with coworkers.â he blurts, watching your face grow in confusion.
âyou lost me.â you throw your hands up, sighing. âwho am i supposed to be intimate with?â because how dare heâ you hadnt been intimate with anyone in the workplace, not even outside (okay, not going too far.. just casually on dates!) so who were you dating in the workplace that he accused you of?â
âyou know who im talking about.â he says monotone again, tapping his heavy foot on the floor.
âi truly dont.. sorry to tell.â
âsaiko.â he says, as if you were supposed to know who that was. âsays hes been seeinâ you for the last couple of days.â
âsaiko can kiss my ass.â you grit, he was known to find a pretty girl and just lie about statuses and relationships. âme and saiko dont even have each otherâs phone numbers.â this had to be the most ridiculous thing you dealt with, thought sukuna was smart and maybe saiko would pick you next.
he raises an eyebrow , his vein slightly popping through his shirt. âwatch yer mouth talkinâ to me, girl.â he reminds, could he write up for insubordination? no, hed just terminate you for it. âso if i were to investigate more, i wouldnt find anything you were hiding?â
âno, because again, i dont date inside my work.â
he nods, pressing his tongue against his cheek and he quickly stands. a couple small strides, and he folded his armsâ standing over you. it looked lewd, like he was trying to shove his cock in your face. âyou sure you wanna go with that, or am i going to find something else?â
he should be the one questioned about this, his literal groin was almost touching your faceâ dont even get yourself started on how big his thighs were. âno..?â you still say, because you were in the clear. he nods, backing away and he opens the door.
âbeat it.â he beckons again, watching your hips as you walked out.
yet, there was a reason of his sudden questioning.
a sick, perverted, disgusting reason of why he asked, because hes had his sights on you for months, almost a year.
he could have just asked you on a date, a coffee run, or marybe just numbers. but your answers were known, he knew you didnt date inside the workplace. it angered him, he felt like he was indirectly rejected.
he knew he wasnt, but he also thinks you should know when its okay to let loose.
it was a simple crush he hadâ wouldnt even call it that to think of it, but it manifested itself into something else. he started having these lingering thoughts and looks, like he was longing. to hell with the âpolicies and practicesâ bullshit, he had more power than anyone.
people who noticed that he was staring at you in meetings and gossiped were let go, with the reasons of insubordination, bad breath, improper behavior, many more.
he only grew more sick when he became a management level, having more authority over youâ everyone he disliked. but that also ment he had authority over saiko, the man who wasnt as creepy as sukuna. he was known to find a nice looking woman and make up a scenario where you were dating.
and that angered the devilsâ employee. because why the hell did he think he had a chance with you? how did he come up with this idea on his own? thats what sukuna wanted to know. and quite frankly, he didnt fuckinâ care.
saiko was then terminated and blacklisted, last you heard after your âmeeting.â
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REMEMBER
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Chapter 4: New Life
You had come to terms with the fact that you'd never escape Paige. Memories of everything that involved her had begun flooding back over the past few days, piece by piece. But no one had to knowânot even your dad. You just wanted to start fresh. And Paige? She was long gone from your life.
You were deep cleaning your room when your dad came in, his face serious. "Can we talk for a minute?"
You paused, wiping your hands on the towel. "Sure."
"So," he started, clearly hesitant, "I was thinking⊠maybe it's time for you to go back to school."
You froze, the towel dropping to the floor. "You're sending me back to New York?"
"No, honey," he said, his tone softening. "You're going to attend UConn. Is that okay with you? You can do some research if you want, so youâll have an idea about the school." He continued, but you were already zoned out the moment he mentioned UConn. Only one thing came to mind.
Paige Madison Bueckers. Women's Basketball Star Athlete. UConn. You think maybe your dad is doing it on purpose, but then he doesnât know that you remember Paige now. Or maybe itâs God, punishing you for lying to him.
You swallowed hard, trying to hide your reaction. "Yeah, sure. I mean⊠new scenery wonât hurt, right?"
Your dad looked relieved. "Great. I was worried you might not like the idea, but I already processed all your documents with the university. Youâre scheduled to leave the day after tomorrow."
You nodded, your stomach twisting as the words hung in the air. What else could you say? You had no choice.
The day arrived. The University of Connecticut was not a stranger to you. But your dad had no idea. Youâd been there once before, and just the thought of it made you grimace.
The first time you went was when Paige was in her second year. She kept insinuating how cool it would be if you showed up to one of her games, so you planned to surprise her by booking a plane ticket. You didnât tell anyone, not even your parents in New York. It was mid-year, and you had classes the next day, so youâd need to return soon. You went to UConn to surprise Paige, but instead, you were the one who ended up surprised.
Before entering the Gampel Pavilion, you overheard murmurs about Paige being in a relationship with one of her teammates. At first, you couldnât believe it. You were her best friend! She didnât even think to tell you? You went inside anyway, determined to see her, but when you saw Paige with that girl from her team, your world came crashing down. The closeness between them was undeniableâdifferent from the rest. You couldn't stop imagining yourself in that girlâs place, talking to Paige, her smiling, tapping your cheek just like old times. And thatâs when it hit you. You weren't supposed to be the one in her life anymore.
Tears welled up in your eyes before you could stop them. The woman sitting next to you looked at you with confusion, but you couldnât care. You stood up, running out of the arena, your heart breaking with each step.
After that, everything changed. You realized what you wantedâwhat you had always wanted and more. But by then, it was too late.
Paige has no idea what happened to you. Later that night, she texted you, informing you about her game. But you just couldn't bring yourself to talk to her. You turned bitter, but you also had no courage to actually tell her anything. Every conversation with her turned into arguments because Paige isn't telling you anything and keeps pretending like she doesn't have a girl waiting for her on the other side of the line. Or maybe they were together, you thought. You're always mad, so is she, because she keeps saying she can't understand you anymore. So you stopped trying.
Days passed, months, then a year. You heard nothing from her. Just the occasional glimpse of her life through social media, and you could see she was happy. Still with that girl. She completely forgot about you.
Then came the injury. You learned about it from the news, and you immediately went to your contacts, your finger hovering above her name, then pressed call.
"Hello?" The voice on the other end wasnât Paigeâs. It was sweet, warm, but unfamiliar.
"Hi, is Paige there? I just wanted to know if sheïżœïżœïżœs okay? Iâm herâ"
"Ah, yes. Paige is fine," the voice cut you off. "But itâs best for her to rest right now. Itâs been a long day. I got her, no need for you to be concerned."
You swallowed the lump in your throat. "Whoâs this?"
"This is Azzi." Oh. Azzi as in the teammate number 35? The one rumored to be more than just a teammate. Your heart sank, but you didnât press further. Paige was okay, thatâs all that mattered. Even if your heart was breaking all over again.
Days passed. Paige sent you messages every now and then, but you never replied.
Hey, how are you? So, I happened to tear my ACL in case you didnât know. Hey. Arenât you gonna check in on me? I miss you. What happened to us?
You saw them all, each one digging deeper into the ache in your chest. But you remembered Azziâs words. Paige was happy with her. So why would she need you?
"Excuse me." You snapped out of your thoughts, realizing your mood had shifted into something darker. It was your first day at school, and you didnât want to carry this weight with you.
You turned, startled, and found a guy standing there, waiting for your attention. "Yes?" you replied, trying to shake off the sadness.
"Are you the transferee? I'm Luke, from the student council. I was tasked to be your guide for the day," he introduced himself.
You gave him a small smile and introduced yourself. He seemed friendly, helpful, and guided you through the entire dayâshowing you the Engineering Faculty for your schedule, then taking you to the Swim Club, a place your dad had convinced you to join.
By the time you were back in your dorm, it was already evening. You had one roommate, but she wasnât here yet. The name on her door read "Hailey," so you figured that was her.
Around 8 pm, a knock came at your door. You opened it to find a tall brunette holding a paper bag.
"Hi, Iâm Hailey! Iâve been waiting for you since yesterday, once they told me Iâd have a roommate. Also, here." She handed you the bag.
"Hi, itâs really nice of you, but you didnât have to bring me a gift..." You said, shyly.
"Uh, first off, Iâm broke as hell, girl. Second, itâs not from me. Third, it has your name on it, so I assumed itâs for you. It was left at our door," Hailey said, grinning.
You looked inside the bag, and to your surprise, there were containers of food. A note simply read, "Dinner."
You frowned, puzzled. What was this about?
"Thank you, Hailey. Itâs nice to meet you!" you said, still a little confused.
"No problem! Iâm gonna crash now, though. Girlâs tired as hell." Hailey laughed and disappeared into her own room.
You closed the door, placed the bag on your study table, and examined the containers. But after a moment of thought, you shrugged. Maybe it was just a token from the school. You didnât have the energy to dwell on it. You were tired, and you had school tomorrow.
The next morning, you got up early to get ready. You threw on some loose clothes that were a little too big for you. You didnât like how you looked in tight clothes, always feeling too thin. You gazed into the mirror, a habit you're welcoming in your life again, one last time before leaving. Your long black hair, your pale skin, your black eyes⊠at least you were tall. It wasnât much, but it was something.
As you walked out of your dorm, you noticed a white plastic bag by your door. But you didnât have time to waste. You ignored it and headed to your classes.
Hours went by so fast. Classes were done, and you're walking now to your swimming club.
The first day of swim practice was intimidating. Still, youâd promised your dad youâd give it a try, so here you were. Youâre excited but a little nervous, as you werenât entirely sure what to expect. When you arrived, the pool area was bustling with energy. Swimmers of all ages were warming up, chatting with their teammates, and prepping for the day ahead. You are immediately drawn to the sense of camaraderie among the athletes. Everyone seemed to know each other, exchanging jokes and smiles, making it clear this was a tight-knit group.
You found your place with the women's team, and the coach, a tall, confident woman with short black hair, greeted you warmly. "Glad you could join us!" she said. "We've been waiting for you."
"Hi, it's nice to meet yâall." You introduced yourself to them warmly.
"Go change in the locker room so we can start with practice," Coach told you.
You stepped into the locker room, feeling the familiar wave of nervous energy. The room buzzed with activity as swimmers prepared for practice. A few glanced your way, but no one paid you much attention. You were the new face, after all.
"Hey! Transferee!" You turned to see a guy with messy brown hair and a friendly smile. He was tall, builtâdefinitely a swimmer. Is that the guy from yesterday?
"Luke?"
"Nice to see you again. Iâm on the menâs team." He grinned, extending his hand, which you shook. âI forgot to mention yesterday."
He then led you to the side of the pool where a few other teammates were gathered. âAlright, letâs meet the team. This is Mia," he said, pointing to a short, athletic girl who was busy adjusting her swim cap. âSheâs a sprinter, one of the fastest in the team.â
Mia looked up and smiled at you, giving a quick wave. "Welcome to the chaos," she said with a laugh.
âOver there is Isaac," Luke continued, motioning toward a lanky guy sitting on the bleachers, flipping through his phone. "Heâs our distance swimmer. Donât let his chill demeanor fool youâhe can swim a mile faster than most of us can run.â
Isaac lifted his head and gave you a lazy wave, flashing a grin. âHey.â
"And thatâs Ava," Luke said, gesturing to a tall, broad-shouldered girl who was stretching her legs by the edge of the pool. "Sheâs the team's powerhouse in backstroke."
Ava gave you a friendly nod but didnât stop her stretches. âNice to meet you,â she called, her voice calm and focused.
You smiled, feeling surprisingly at ease. The team seemed laid-back but also serious about their sport. You couldnât help but admire how dedicated they were. They were all different, yet they worked seamlessly together.
Practice kicked off not long after, and you were quickly thrown into the mix. The coach, a no-nonsense woman named Coach Katie, had you start with some warm-up laps to get a feel for your speed.
Luke swam beside you during your first lap, offering tips and helping you adjust your strokes. âDonât overthink it,â he said. âThe waterâs your friend. Just flow with it.â
You nodded, focusing on your breathing and the rhythm of your strokes. After a few laps, the nervousness faded, replaced by a growing sense of familiarity. The water felt less like a challenge and more like an extension of yourself.
The week flew by. Each day felt smoother than the last as you got used to the routine, your teammates, and the sport itself. Luke was always there to offer advice, but you noticed he also gave you space when you needed it. Mia and Isaac kept you laughing during breaks, and Avaâs quiet determination was contagious. And you've been having a good bond with your roommate, Hailey. It became a regular thing. Along with the magically popping food containers on your door step every day. But you think less of it, Hailey's the one who's enjoying all of it anyway.
You got into a groove with your training, and by the end of the week, you felt like you were starting to belong. Your muscles ached, but in a good way. You were pushing yourself, and it felt⊠right. You didnât run into Paige onceânot at the pool, not in the hallways, not in any of your classes.
It was as if she had never existed in this new chapter of your life.
For the first time in a long time, you felt like you were moving forward. There was no lingering past, no painful memories pulling at you. Just the presentâthe team, the practice, the friendships slowly forming.
Apparently, you learned that the team was gearing up for a competition the day after tomorrow. Itâs currently the Big East season, and youâll be competing against Villanova. Itâs an away game, and Coach Katie needs everyone locked in. So, you spent your free time practicing with the team.
Competition Day. Youâre all lining up to board the school bus for the swim team when you notice another bus parked beside it. Students in athletic gear are also lining up to board it.
âItâs the basketball team. I heard we have the same venue this time,â Mia explains as she notices you staring. âTheyâre playing Villanovaâs womenâs basketball team.â
You scan their line, your eyes searching for a certain blonde. There she is, you think. Paige is standing there, chatting animatedly with her two teammates about something funny. One of them has a number 10 on her gear. And thereâs Azzi. If it isnât Azzi Fudd.
Suddenly, you catch the number 10 girl staring at you and saying something to Paige, who quickly turns her head toward your direction.
Shit, were you caught? You're not supposed to know her!
Thankfully, itâs your turn to load the bus. As you walk up the steps and find a seat, you feel eyes on you from outside. You canât help but glance back. Thereâs no harm in it as long as you donât show any emotion or recognition, you tell yourself. The number 10 girl has a small smile on her face and shakes her head at Paige. Meanwhile, Paige is still looking at you through the window with a blank expression on her face. But what shocks you the most is Azziâs expression. Itâs a mix of recognition and something between troubled and apologetic.
You turn back around and take your seat then sighed. This is going to be a long day.
A/N: Don't get me wrong guys, I love Azzi very muchhh. She's a princess. This is just for the plot! Much lovee <3
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