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sebastianseb · 4 years ago

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We Tried II Benstan

Who: Ashley Benson ( @itsbenzash ) and Sebastian Stan Where: Ashley’s place in NYC Plot: After a month of trying to give Ashley the relationship she wanted, Sebastian realizes his heart isn’t in it (no matter how much he tried to convince himself) and calls things off with her. Tags/triggers: tw: break up

Ashley

The past month had been like a dream. It had been a long time since Ashley had let her guard down and allowed herself to be happy. Their romantic trip to Hawaii had been so relaxing, but even Ashley had to admit things had felt a little off since they got back. Was the honeymoon stage of their relationship over already? The actress really didn't want to think about that as she did her danced in the kitchen, making breakfast.October 21, 2020

seb

Sebastian genuinely liked ashley, but as each day passed he kept being reminded that his heart wasn’t fully in it. That he really wasn’t ready to move on from Margot no matter how much he tried, especially after hearing Margots words through the baby monitor app this morning. Yeah, it had been almost 9 months since he’d been with Margot last, but Sebastian knew he couldn’t shake her. At least not right now. And he hated the fact that he felt like he was stringing ashley along when she didn’t deserve that. As he made his way into the kitchen, he smiled at the woman making breakfast before saying anything. “Hey, you. Mind if we chat?” He asked, not wanting to delay what was on his mind. He owed that much to the younger female.

Ashley

"Hey babe." she smiled as he walked into the kitchen. She finished up the bacon and eggs, putting them on two plates with waffles already on them. She put a plate in front of him and tuned to get the orange juice out of the fridge. "Yeah of course. What's going on ?" she asked, pouring the orange liquid into two glasses.

seb

As she finished pouring the orange juice, Sebastian nodded his head so they could sit down in the living room to talk. He didn’t want this to come as a surprise, though he knew deep down she probably already felt him pulling away. “Ash, you mean a lot to me. You really do. And I know you have feelings for me and I said I would try this so we could see if I could feel the same way. But...” his voice drifted off as he ran his hand over his beard. “But I don’t think I can force myself to feel something and string you along. It’s not fair to you and how you feel. You deserve the absolute world, and I’m not giving that to you. And i hate that I’m not giving it to you.”

Ashley

The blonde followed him into the living room and sat down. this can't be good she said to herself as she looked up at him. She suddenly had a rock in the pit of her stomach. It was what she had secretly feared was going to happen, but what she had hoped wouldn't. "Oh." She felt like the wind had been knocked out of her as she felt tears trying to sting her eyes. She blinked them back and silently took a deep breath. "I thought we were having a good time." she said quietly. "I mean, less than a week ago we were nice and cozy together on the beach. What's changed?"

seb

The Romanian knew his words hurt ashley, and he hated that just as much. He never wanted to hurt her. “That’s the thing. Nothing has changed. I love spending time with you, but I don’t want to lie to you and say that I feel something. I tried. I promise you I tried. I just know you deserve better than what I can offer you, ash”

Ashley

She didn't know what hurt more, him saying he didn't have real feelings for her, or him being so nice about it. "You were never going to have feelings for me, where you?" she asked, picking at her nail polish. She knew it was going to be long shot when she told him how she felt, but she had always hoped there was at lease a chance that he would feel the same.

seb

At her question sebastian let out a soft sigh. “I couldn’t predict that. It’s why I said we could try things. To see if I could. But I just don’t think I’m ready to move on yet. I promise you I still think the world of you and still want you in my life. I just... I can’t string you along, ash. I can’t lie to you.”

Ashley

Ashley knew in her heart what was really going on. Truth was, she had been trying to ignore it hoping it would just go away. "You're in love with Margot, aren't you?" she asked flatly. "That's why you're not ready to move on yet." she said, using air quotes.

seb

And there it was. Sebastian assumed he had been hiding it all this time, but it was apparent the only person he was hiding it from was himself. “Yeah. I’m still in love with margot” he said, his brows furrowing at her air quotes. It seemed a bit dismissive to how he felt, but he chose to ignore it. “I’m sorry. I thought after all this time I’d be ready to let go and move on, but I can’t.”

Ashley

Hearing him finally admit it was like a punch in the gut. "I had a feeling. No exes are as close as the two of you are. Kid or no kid." It was true, she had never seen anyone stay as close as he and Margot were. "So why did you agree to try...us?" she asked, pointing between the two of them. "If you're in love with Margot, what exactly have I been for the last nine months? A distraction?"

seb

Sebastian was a bit taken back by her words, but he also expected it. Most didn’t care about his feelings through this, so he wasn’t really expecting that to change now. “Thing is, I don’t think I realized I was still in love with her until we got together. And after her incident with axel and the paps - it kind of kicked me into high gear that I need to be a proper father and be there to protect my son whenever I can. And distancing myself from Margot really put a strain on my relationship with axe. Ever since we got together I’ve only seen axe a few hours every night. Which is less than what I saw him when Margot and I used to trade him off week to week. And I can’t put anyone in front of my son, Ash. That much I do hope you understand.” He said with a sigh as he lowered his gaze. “I feel like a distraction is unfair. We agreed to friends with benefits all this time.”

Ashley

What he was saying made sense. That didn't make it hurt any less though. "Of course I understand that Axel should come first. I never tried to keep you away from him." she said calmly. "Is it though? Yeah we agreed to friends with benefits. But I also told you more than once that when you were ready for more, I wanted to be number one on your list. How did that not make you even suspect that I was interested in more?" she asked with a sad sigh.

seb

“I know ash. But that promise did affect so much for me and the way I want to be there for axe, and I can’t let it be a thing anymore” he said as his gaze shifted downward. Sebastian nodded his head at her words, a little taken back since the first time he heard of her feelings was back at that coffee shop last month. “I didn’t know that, Ash. And that day at the coffee shop, when we agreed to this, I even said I don’t want to promise anything but I was willing to try. And I did try. I promise you that”

Ashley

"I never wanted to come between you and axel." she said sadly. How had all of this gotten so messed up? As she sat there, she wished the entire floor would just open up and swallow her whole. She didn't know how much longer she could choke back the tears. "I know you did. Just sucks." she shrugged, quickly reaching up to wipe away a tear that had escaped.

seb

“I know you didn’t, ash. It kind of just ended up happening with that promise” he said, in a defeated tone. He knew ashley didn’t mean any harm and he definitely didn’t hold any of this against her. Instead he blamed himself. Clearing his throat, the man gently shook his head. “I know this is hard right now. And I promise I still want you in my life as a friend. I know that’ll take time to regain that, but I’ll definitely try because you’re still important to me” he told her genuinely as he stood up to his full height. “Im not gonna make this any harder. I’m going to head out and go home, but know I did enjoy our time together ash, and I’m sorry I couldn’t be what you needed. But I know in my heart you’ll find that because you are an amazing person” he told her honestly as he made his way out of her apartment.

#benstan #tw: break up #para

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sebastianseb · 4 years ago

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Milestones II Robstan

Who: Margot Robbie ( @margseliserobbie ) and Sebastian Stan Where: Sebastian’s place in Atlanta Plot: Sebastian was on set for The Falcon and Winter Soldier when he gets a message from Margot to come home immediately. To his surprise, Axel had said ‘dada’ for the first time. Tags: n/a

margot

New York to Los Angeles to Atlanta. It had been a busy couple of weeks for the trio of Margot, Sebastian, and Axel. Traveling could get exhausting, but it was obligatory for their careers. They were still “new” parents, with Axel not even being a year old yet, and they were still trying to figure things out. A couple of those things they had gotten down was his schedule and not breaking it if they were only in LA for a short amount of time, as well as their agreement to travel together for the sake of Axel if one had to film and the other was free. Why hire a nanny when the other parent could tag along and get more time with their son? He was their priority, always. It was easy to see that the child was their whole world and they’d do anything to be around him. Even broken up, they still maintained a healthy and strong friendship to be the best parents they could be. Well, maybe healthy wasn’t the most perfect word, but there was no doubt they were on the best terms. While Sebastian filmed, the mother and son duo stayed back at the condo and went about their daily routine. Axel woke up early, had some breakfast, they got some playtime in, he had his morning nap, and now they were having more playtime after a snack. Margot sat with her son on the floor, smiling as she watched him pick up different toys. It amazed her how he grew more curious and more aware by the day. “You like that to- oh, of course. Everything in the mouth,” She laughed. “That’s what your binks is for, silly goose.” They truly were blessed with Axel. Their chill, laid back baby who adopted Sebastian’s flirtatious ways. “Da da da,” The child said. “Yeah, baby, I know.. I miss daddy too..” She sighed, knowing she shouldn't be missing him this much when he wasn't around. He was just working, but Margot still always found her mind wandering off to Seb. Suddenly, she realized what her son just said. “Oh my God, baby!” She scooped him up and gave him a kiss.“You just said dada!!” It was just babbling and she knew very well it didn’t exactly have meaning to the name yet, but still. Axel said “dada!” The Australian placed the baby on her lap and quickly grabbed her iPhone off the floor and opened her iMessage to Seb. “Get here quick” She sent in a frenzy, forgetting he was working and not realizing how the text sounded. All she was thinking about right now was the father needed to be here right now for this very moment.

seb

The Romanian had a crazy busy last few weeks with the woman he loved. But what was really crazy was the fact that he didn’t mind at all because he was with Margot. Usually events made Sebastians head spin, picking and choosing where he’d like to go. But when he was doing these activities with Margot, it just made the time there enjoyable. Worth it. She was worth it. But Sebastian also wasn’t his young self anymore and with all the flying and immediately jumping on to the falcon and winter soldier set was not a good mix. He was feeling it. The Romanian had just finished a scene with mackie as he saw his phone light up on his chair. ”Joe I’m just gonna take this if that’s all right?” he asked his boss and longtime friend, getting the nod of approval. He saw Margot’s name across his screen and he knew she wouldn’t text him while he was on set unless it was an emergent. When he read her text, his heart absolutely dropped. Was Axel ok? Was she ok? Sebastian immediately turned around and ran over to the Russo brothers, showing his phone to them. ”Guys, I’m so sorry. I think something is wrong with my son. I have to go” he told the men who immediately told him to leave and they’d carry on with another scene. The older male quickly changed out of his Bucky attire before getting into his car. ”im on the way” he finally replied back as he pulled off. A million things were running through his mind and luckily they lived near by his filming set. Sebastian parked the car and made his way into the house, fumbling with his keys before finally getting the door to open. “Babe? Are you ok?” He said by the door, placing his keys down as he walked into the living room too see where they were

margot

“Say it again, baby. Say da da da da da!” Her voice was soft in a slight baby tone, a smile wide across her face as she held the baby up to her eye level. Margot pulled her son closer to her, placing a kiss on his chubby cheek. “Dadadadada,” She repeated, trying to encourage him to keep saying it. Axel laughed as Margot made a face at him, causing her to laugh as well. “You’ve got to say it for daddy, ok? He’ll be so happy!” Giving up on getting him to say it for now, she placed him back down on her lap and continued playing with him. Hearing the door open and Seb’s voice fill the house, the Aussie couldn’t help but smile. That was always the reaction whenever she was around him: her face lit up and made her feel those nonstop butterflies. Was that even normal after all this time? Before she could tell him where they were, he was walking into the living room. “He said dada!!” Margot said excitedly, not even answering his question or saying hi. The woman was far too excited. She picked Axel up from her lap and stood up. “Say, Hi Dada!” She grinned at the baby as she walked over to Sebastian, handing him their son so they could reunite. “I promise he said it. We were just sitting here playing and he said “dadada” out of no where.” It didn’t even occur to the actress that she had just pulled her ex off set in a hurry.

seb

Sebastian was worried. Worried as all hell as he walked into the house not knowing what to expect. But the second he saw Margot’s smiling face and Axel laughing in her lap, the Romanian sighed in relief. Before the marvel actor could say anything he heard his ex girlfriends words paired immediately with Axel being placed into his arms. “What??...” he asked, his blue eyes widening that his son had said dada. “Did you really say that, kiddo?” He asked his son who immediately started to giggle. God, he had his mother’s smile and it always warmed his heart. Sebastian began to pepper sweet kisses between his sons chubby rolls on his neck. In a fit of giggles axels sweet little voice echoed through the room as he said ”da da da da” instantly the male felt his heart jump as he looked at Margot. Tears were rimming his eyes and he didn’t even realize it. The marvel actor never thought this moment would hit him so hard, but here he was borderline tears because he just heard his son say dada. The older male wrapped his free arm around Margot and pulled her into him, kissing the top of her forehead gently. He wanted this moment with her. “I can’t believe that just happened” he said softly as he looked over to his son who was now reaching for his toys back on the floor. “Alright, kiddo, I got you” he told him with a smile as he walked over and sat on the floor before letting Axel lay on his tummy. Sebastian looked up at Margot and let his fingers intertwine with hers as he gently pulled her down so she could sit on his lap. If his son didn’t want to be held, he definitely wanted to hold his mom.

margot

The look on Sebastian’s face is why she wanted him here ASAP. Margot knew very well that he wouldn’t want to miss this moment. The blonde smiled up at her ex as he pulled her in. She wrapped her arm around him and gently rubbed Axel’s back with her other hand. A perfect family moment. Seeing his eyes tear up filled her with joy. Sebastian was the father that neither one of them had. He was loving, he was dedicated, and he was always there. Margot wouldn’t have wanted to start a family with anyone else. He understood what it was like growing up without a father, much like Margot did and they both never wanted their son to experience anything remotely close to that. Their son would always be loved beyond words. A giggle escaped Margot’s lips as Sebastian pulled her down onto his lap. She wrapped her arms around his neck and beamed at him. “Surprised?” The woman asked. Yeah, they definitely needed to look up the definition of “friends” because this was not it. “I think I might owe you twenty dollars,” She teased, referring to their son saying “dada” first before “mama.” The Aussie was happy Axel had said “dada” first, because the way the man she loved was glowing right now was well worth it.

seb

As the Australian blonde sat on his lap, Sebastian knew he was done for. She was really everything he could have asked for in a partner. A smile graced his face as he felt her arms wrap around his neck, his arm sliding behind her lower back, allowing him to pull her closer to him. “You definitely owe me twenty bucks.” He said with a devilish grin as his blue eyes locked on to his beautiful ex’s face. He loved this and wanted this to be his forever. “Surprised doesn’t even cover it, babe. I just... as happy as I am, it sucks that I missed it. And I don’t know...” his voice trailed off lightly as he looked over to his son who was giggling away as the noise of his toys. “It just worries me that I’m gonna miss out on more. What’s gonna happen when we go back to our lives after filming and we do our trade offs? We’re both bound to miss major milestones and it just crushes me to know that”

margot

Be good, Margot. She had to remind herself she couldn’t just lean in and kiss Sebastian, even if she wanted to so badly right now. Friends. “I’ll be sure to pay in full,” Her smirk matched his devious grin. They really needed to cut it out, but that seemed damn near impossible at this point. Listening to Sebastian express his concern, her smile faded. He had a point. “I didn’t even think about that..” They did live close to one another in New York, but still. One of them would miss a key moment. There were only one “first steps” and one “first words.” Placing a hand on the side of Sebastian’s face, she looked into his eyes. “We’ll figure this out. We always figure things out. For now, let’s focus on this moment and celebrate Axel saying dada, ok?” As much of a valid point Sebastian had made, she also didn’t want him or either of them letting that ruin this family moment. They were a great team, at the end of the day. There was nothing they couldn't figure out together.

#para #robstan

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