#sebastian b butler

[tokkimins]

morning routine

[chasiufan]

sebby redraws kinda

[cedric-k-rossignol]

And on the seventh day of romance, Black Butler gave to me... (7/14)

[icantdothistodaybruh]

I need to take fluff intravenously.

[bibyshitsuji24k]

Lizzy, why are you looking at me with those scared eyes? It's me! Your fiancé! Don't you want to stay with me for ever?

[qserasera]

oh man, this canon divergence fic where undertaker is the one who rescues ciel instead of sebastian is So so so fun and well-written i do highly rec it (and sebastian shows up anyways)

Leave it to the Land, this is what It Knows by crossroad_encounters

my absolutely favorite vein of interactions are like undertaker: ciel what do u want for breakfast ciel: i want crepes and a strawberry parfait and a fruit tart--

undertaker, checking his pantry: We Are Having Porridge :))

[princessmisery666]

A few of my favourite things...

Made myself a new desktop wallpaper and wanted to share all the pretty.

[coelestiuminfernum]

i’m finally almost done with the second chapter of the crossdressing/fake marriage brighton fic i’m writing. there’s just a lot of gaps to fill. can you tell that i attempted to do this while high

[kuroshitsuji-wiki]

It's Yana Toboso's birthday! (January 24, 1984)

Yana forgot her birthday this year...

... so there's even more reason to congratulate her and celebrate!

Some trivia:

She chose her penname "Yana Toboso" to indicate what kind of manga she wanted to create: Because there are so many mangas whose central themes are dreams, hope, friendship, and love, she wanted to make a manga whose focus is the opposite. "Yana" derives from "iya" (unpleasant, detestable, disagreeable; here: unpleasant/nasty child), and "toboso" is meant to signify importance: a "toboso" is a cavity in the frame of a door used as part of a pivot hinge; as doors wouldn't work without hinges, hinges are important objects. "Yana Toboso," therefore, is meant to mean "the hated/bad child is in the middle" (憎まれっ子がど真ん中にく る). (Character Guide, page 146)

Yana once stated that Ciel resembles her the most out of her characters. (Character Guide, page 147)

*cough* Obviously.

Exhibit A:

(Downstairs with Kuroshitsuji VII, from Volume 17)

(Chapter 76)

Exhibit B: The iconic Pancake Saga from 2018!

Yana's grandmother encouraged her to become a mangaka, and her mother pushed her to submit her work to a publisher when she was 20. Both have since passed away. (sources: akumadeenglish, The Japan Times)

She is a fan of the band L'Arc-en-Ciel (source). HYDE, the vocalist of that band, wrote the opening for Season 5. Yana was obviously very happy about that!

Yana contemplated making "fluffy spin-offs" to Kuroshitsuji, e.g., "a gourmet manga featuring the canteen of the Shinigami dispatch association HQ, or a manga where the Indian butler cooks curry or the black butler makes sweets, or where the servants make small discoveries." However, she dropped those ideas because her "fluffy concepts" kept becoming ominous after a few chapters. (source)

Kuroshitsuji was not meant to be set in 19th-century England from the beginning. Mr. K and the chief editor eventually suggested England as the setting. Yana, who did not know much about England (and could not find many materials early on; source: Downstairs with Kuroshitsuji II in Volume 2), especially not about 19th-century England, and did not believe the manga would be a hit anyway, then cooked up the wonderfully anachronistic Volume 1. Since then, Yana has become more knowledgeable about Victorian England, got a historical advisor (Rico Murakami) who also, sometimes, translates sources for her (source: Downstairs with Kuroshitsuji Special in Volume 15), has been (re-)learning English, and visited England twice. The manga has, thus, become significantly more historically accurate over the years. Still, as it's a fantasy manga, Yana likes to incorporate anachronistic elements for story purposes (e.g. Grim Reaper tech and possessions, Wolfsschlucht) anyway (or simply because she wants to; e.g. the idol groups, I suppose). Anachronisms have, thus, shifted from accidental to deliberate.

Sebastian's mobile phone will be forever iconic, but it has been retconned for over a decade now.

And The Wild Earl lost more than his head was cancelled when all TVs were thrown out of the continuity with the end of the Indian Butler Arc (TVs are last mentioned in Chapter 23).

May we learn many Victorian things alongside Yana in the next years too!

(Downstairs with Kuroshitsuji II, Volume 2)

And may she have a happy, restful birthday so that she doesn't forget it again^^' (And the best of health^^)

[tokkimins]

the gardener and his boss

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

Hello madame raven, have you seen HIMMMMMMMN LOOK AT THAT LOOK AT HIM

YES YES YES IT;VE SEENT HIM WITH YM OWN EYEBLLS

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[disabled-dragoon]

The Disability Library

I love books, I love literature, and I love this blog, but it's only been recently that I've really been given the option to explore disabled literature, and I hate that. When I was a kid, all I wanted was to be able to read about characters like me, and now as an adult, all I want is to be able to read a book that takes us seriously.

And so, friends, Romans, countrymen, I present, a special disability and chronic illness booklist, compiled by myself and through the contributions of wonderful members from this site!

As always, if there are any at all that you want me to add, please just say. I'm always looking for more!

Edit 20/10/2023: You can now suggest books using the google form at the bottom!

Updated: 31/08/2023

Articles and Chapters

The Drifting Language of Architectural Accessibility in Victor Hugo's Notre-Dame de Paris, Essaka Joshua, 2012

Early Modern Literature and Disability Studies, Allison P. Hobgood, David Houston Wood, 2017

How Do You Develop Whole Object Relations as an Adult?, Elinor Greenburg, 2019

Making Do with What You Don't Have: Disabled Black Motherhood in Octavia E. Butler's Parable of the Sower and Parable of the Talents, Anna Hinton, 2018

Necropolitics, Achille Mbeme, 2003 OR Necropolitics, Achille Mbeme, 2019

Wasted Lives: Modernity and Its Outcasts, Zygmunt Bauman, 2004

Witchcraft and deformity in early modern English Literature, Scott Eaton, 2020

Books

Fiction:

Misc:

10 Things I Can See From Here, Carrie Mac

A-F:

A Curse So Dark and Lonely, (Series), Brigid Kemmerer

Akata Witch, (Series), Nnedi Okorafor

A Mango-Shaped Space, Wendy Mass

Ancillary Justice, (Series), Ann Leckie

An Unkindness of Ghosts, Rivers Solomon

An Unseen Attraction, (Series), K. J. Charles

A Shot in the Dark, Victoria Lee

A Snicker of Magic, Natalie Lloyd

A Song of Ice and Fire, (series), George R. R. Martin

A Spindle Splintered, (Series), Alix E. Harrow

A Time to Dance, Padma Venkatraman

Bath Haus, P. J. Vernon

Beasts of Prey, (Series), Ayana Gray

The Bedlam Stacks, (Series), Natasha Pulley

Black Bird, Blue Road, Sofiya Pasternack

Black Sun, (Series), Rebecca Roanhorse

Blood Price, (Series), Tanya Huff

Borderline, (Series), Mishell Baker

Breath, Donna Jo Napoli

The Broken Kingdoms, (Series), N.K. Jemisin

Brute, Kim Fielding

Cafe con Lychee, Emery Lee

Carry the Ocean, (Series), Heidi Cullinan

Challenger Deep, Neal Shusterman

Cinder, (Series), Marissa Meyer

Clean, Amy Reed

Connection Error, (Series), Annabeth Albert

Cosima Unfortunate Steals A Star, Laura Noakes

Crazy, Benjamin Lebert

Crooked Kingdom, (Series), Leigh Bardugo

Daniel Cabot Puts Down Roots, (Series), Cat Sebastian

Daniel, Deconstructed, James Ramos

Dead in the Garden, (Series), Dahlia Donovan

Dear Fang, With Love, Rufi Thorpe

Deathless Divide, (Series), Justina Ireland

The Degenerates, J. Albert Mann

The Doctor's Discretion, E.E. Ottoman

Earth Girl, (Series), Janet Edwards

Everyone in This Room Will Someday Be Dead, Emily R. Austin

The Extraordinaries, (Series), T. J. Klune

The Extraordinary Education of Nicholas Benedict, (Series), Trenton Lee Stewart

Fight + Flight, Jules Machias

The Final Girl Support Group, Grady Hendrix

Finding My Voice, (Series), Aoife Dooley

The First Thing About You, Chaz Hayden

Follow My Leader, James B. Garfield

Forever Is Now, Mariama J. Lockington

Fortune Favours the Dead, (Series), Stephen Spotswood

Fresh, Margot Wood

H-0:

Harmony, London Price

Harrow the Ninth, (series), Tamsyn Muir

Hench, (Series), Natalia Zina Walschots

Highly Illogical Behaviour, John Corey Whaley

Honey Girl, Morgan Rogers

How to Become a Planet, Nicole Melleby

How to Bite Your Neighbor and Win a Wager, (Series), D. N. Bryn

How to Sell Your Blood & Fall in Love, (Series), D. N. Bryn

Hunger Pangs: True Love Bites, Joy Demorra

I Am Not Alone, Francisco X. Stork

The Immeasurable Depth of You, Maria Ingrande Mora

In the Ring, Sierra Isley

Into The Drowning Deep, (Series), Mira Grant

Iron Widow, (Series), Xiran Jay Zhao

Izzy at the End of the World, K. A. Reynolds

Jodie's Journey, Colin Thiele

Just by Looking at Him, Ryan O'Connell

Kissing Doorknobs, Terry Spencer Hesser

Lakelore, Anna-Marie McLemore

Learning Curves, (Series), Ceillie Simkiss

Let's Call It a Doomsday, Katie Henry

The Library of the Dead, (Series), TL Huchu

The Lion Hunter, (Series), Elizabeth Wein

Lirael, (Series), Garth Nix

Long Macchiatos and Monsters, Alison Evans

Love from A to Z, (Series), S.K. Ali

Lycanthropy and Other Chronic Illnesses, Kristen O'Neal

Never Let Me Go, Kazuo Ishiguro

The Never Tilting World, (Series), Rin Chupeco

The No-Girlfriend Rule, Christen Randall

Nona the Ninth, (series), Tamsyn Muir

Noor, Nnedi Okorafor

Odder Still, (Series), D. N. Bryn

Once Stolen, (Series), D. N. Bryn

One For All, Lillie Lainoff

On the Edge of Gone, Corinne Duyvis

Origami Striptease, Peggy Munson

Our Bloody Pearl, (Series), D. N. Bryn

Out of My Mind, Sharon M. Draper

P-T:

Parable of the Sower, (Series), Octavia E. Butler

Parable of the Talents, (Series), Octavia E. Butler

Percy Jackson & the Olympians, (series), Rick Riordan

Pomegranate, Helen Elaine Lee

The Prey of Gods, Nicky Drayden

The Pursuit Of..., (Series), Courtney Milan

The Queen's Thief, (Series), Megan Whalen Turner

The Quiet and the Loud, Helena Fox

The Raging Quiet, Sheryl Jordan

The Reanimator's Heart, (Series), Kara Jorgensen

The Remaking of Corbin Wale, Joan Parrish

Roll with It, (Series), Jamie Sumner

Russian Doll, (Series), Cristelle Comby

The Second Mango, (Series), Shira Glassman

Scar of the Bamboo Leaf, Sieni A.M

Shaman, (Series), Noah Gordon

Sick Kids in Love, Hannah Moskowitz

The Silent Boy, Lois Lowry

Six of Crows, (Series) Leigh Bardugo

Sizzle Reel, Carlyn Greenwald

The Spare Man, Mary Robinette Kowal

The Stagsblood Prince, (Series), Gideon E. Wood

Stake Sauce, Arc 1: The Secret Ingredient is Love. No, Really, (Series), RoAnna Sylver

Stars in Your Eyes, Kacen Callender [Expected release: Oct 2023]

The Storm Runner, (Series), J. C. Cervantes

Stronger Still, (Series), D. N. Bryn

Sweetblood, Pete Hautman

Tarnished Are the Stars, Rosiee Thor

The Theft of Sunlight, (Series), Intisar Khanani

Throwaway Girls, Andrea Contos

Top Ten, Katie Cotugno

Torch, Lyn Miller-Lachmann

Treasure, Rebekah Weatherspoon

Turtles All the Way Down, John Green

U-Z:

Unlicensed Delivery, Will Soulsby-McCreath Expected release October 2023

Verona Comics, Jennifer Dugan

Vorkosigan Saga, (Series), Lois McMaster Bujold

We Are the Ants, (Series), Shaun David Hutchinson

The Weight of Our Sky, Hanna Alkaf

Whip, Stir and Serve, Caitlyn Frost and Henry Drake

The Whispering Dark, Kelly Andrew

Wicked Sweet, Chelsea M. Cameron

Wonder, (Series), R. J. Palacio

Wrong to Need You, (Series), Alisha Rai

Ziggy, Stardust and Me, James Brandon

Graphic Novels:

A Quick & Easy Guide to Sex & Disability, (Non-Fiction), A. Andrews

Constellations, Kate Glasheen

Dancing After TEN: a graphic memoir, (memoir) (Non-Fiction), Vivian Chong, Georgia Webber

Everything Is an Emergency: An OCD Story in Words Pictures, (memoir) (Non-Fiction), Jason Adam Katzenstein

Frankie's World: A Graphic Novel, (Series), Aoife Dooley

The Golden Hour, Niki Smith

Nimona, N. D. Stevenson

The Third Person, (memoir) (Non-Fiction), Emma Grove

Magazines and Anthologies:

Artificial Divide, (Anthology), Robert Kingett, Randy Lacey

Beneath Ceaseless Skies #175: Grandmother-nai-Leylit's Cloth of Winds, (Article), R. B. Lemburg

Defying Doomsday, (Anthology), edited by Tsana Dolichva and Holly Kench

Josee, the Tiger and the Fish, (short story) (anthology), Seiko Tanabe

Nothing Without Us, edited by Cait Gordon and Talia C. Johnson

Nothing Without Us Too, edited by Cait Gordon and Talia C. Johnson

Unbroken: 13 Stories Starring Disabled Teens, (Anthology), edited by Marieke Nijkamp

Uncanny #24: Disabled People Destroy Science Fiction, (Anthology), edited by: Elsa Sjunneson-Henry, Dominik Parisien et al.

Uncanny #30: Disabled People Destroy Fantasy, (Anthology), edited by: Nicolette Barischoff, Lisa M. Bradley, Katharine Duckett

We Shall Be Monsters, edited by Derek Newman-Stille

Manga:

Perfect World, (Series), Rie Aruga

The Sky is Blue with a Single Cloud, (Short Stories), Kuniko Tsurita

Non-Fiction:

Academic Ableism: Disability and Higher Education, Jay Timothy Dolmage

A Disability History of the United States, Kim E, Nielsen

The Architecture of Disability: Buildings, Cities, and Landscapes beyond Access, David Gissen

Being Seen: One Deafblind Woman's Fight to End Ableism, Elsa Sjunneson

Black Disability Politics, Sami Schalk

Borderline, Narcissistic, and Schizoid Adaptations: The Pursuit of Love, Admiration, and Safety, Dr. Elinor Greenburg

Brilliant Imperfection: Grappling with Cure, Eli Clare

The Cambridge Companion to Literature and Disability, Barker, Clare and Stuart Murray, editors.

The Capacity Contract: Intellectual Disability and the Question of Citizenship, Stacy Clifford Simplican

Capitalism and Disability, Martha Russel

Care work: Dreaming Disability Justice, Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha

Catatonia, Shutdown and Breakdown in Autism: A Psycho-Ecological Approach, Dr Amitta Shah

The Collected Schizophrenias: Essays, Esme Weijun Wang

Crip Kinship, Shayda Kafai

Crip Up the Kitchen: Tools, Tips and Recipes for the Disabled Cook, Jules Sherred

Culture – Theory – Disability: Encounters between Disability Studies and Cultural Studies, Anne Waldschmidt, Hanjo Berressem, Moritz Ingwersen

Decarcerating Disability: Deinstitutionalization and Prison Abolition, Liat Ben-Moshe

Demystifying Disability: What to Know, What to Say, and How to Be an Ally, Emily Ladau

Dirty River: A Queer Femme of Color Dreaming Her Way Home, Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha

Disability Pride: Dispatches from a Post-ADA World, Ben Mattlin

Disability Visibility: First-Person Stories From the Twenty-First Century, Alice Wong

Disfigured: On Fairy Tales, Disability and Making Space, Amanda Leduc

Every Cripple a Superhero, Christoph Keller

Exile and Pride: Disability, Queerness and Liberation, Eli Clare

Feminist Queer Crip, Alison Kafer

The Future Is Disabled: Prophecies, Love Notes, and Mourning Songs, Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha

Growing Up Disabled in Australia, Carly Findlay

It's Just Nerves: Notes on a Disability, Kelly Davio

The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks, Rebecca Skloot

Language Deprivation & Deaf Mental Health, Neil S. Glickman, Wyatte C. Hall

The Minority Body: A Theory of Disability, Elizabeth Barnes

My Body and Other Crumbling Empires: Lessons for Healing in a World That Is Sick, Lyndsey Medford

No Right to Be Idle: The Invention of Disability, 1840s-1930s, Sarah F. Rose

Nothing About Us Without Us: Disability Oppression and Empowerment, James I. Charlton

The Pedagogy of Pathologization Dis/abled Girls of Color in the School-prison Nexus, Subini Ancy Annamma

Physical Disability in British Romantic Literature, Essaka Joshua

QDA: A Queer Disability Anthology, Raymond Luczak, Editor.

The Right to Maim: Debility, Capacity, Disability, Jasbir K. Puar

Sitting Pretty, (memoir), Rebecca Taussig

Sounds Like Home: Growing Up Black & Deaf in the South, Mary Herring Wright

Surviving and Thriving with an Invisible Chronic Illness: How to Stay Sane and Live One Step Ahead of Your Symptoms, Ilana Jacqueline

The Things We Don't Say: An Anthology of Chronic Illness Truths, Julie Morgenlender

Uncanny Bodies: Superhero Comics and Disability, Scott T. Smith, José Alaniz 

Uncomfortable Labels: My Life as a Gay Autistic Trans Woman, (memoir), Laura Kate Dale

Unmasking Autism, Devon Price

The War on Disabled People: Capitalism, Welfare and the Making of a Human Catastrophe, Ellen Clifford

We've Got This: Essays by Disabled Parents, Eliza Hull

Year of the Tiger: An Activist's Life, (memoir) (essays) Alice Wong

Picture Books:

A Day With No Words, Tiffany Hammond, Kate Cosgrove-

A Friend for Henry, Jenn Bailey, Mika Song

Ali and the Sea Stars, Ali Stroker, Gillian Reid

All Are Welcome, Alexandra Penfold, Suzanne Kaufman

All the Way to the Top, Annette Bay Pimentel, Jennifer Keelan-Chaffins, Nabi Ali

Can Bears Ski?, Raymond Antrobus, Polly Dunbar

Different -- A Great Thing to Be!, Heather Alvis, Sarah Mensinga

Everyone Belongs, Heather Alvis, Sarah Mensinga

I Talk Like a River, Jordan Scott, Sydney Smith

Jubilee: The First Therapy Horse and an Olympic Dream, K. T. Johnson, Anabella Ortiz

Just Ask!, Sonia Sotomayor, Rafael López

Kami and the Yaks, Andrea Stenn Stryer, Bert Dodson

My Three Best Friends and Me, Zulay, Cari Best, Vanessa Brantley-Newton

Rescue & Jessica: A Life-Changing Friendship, Jessica Kensky, Patrick Downes, Scott Magoon

Sam's Super Seats, Keah Brown, Sharee Miller

Small Knight and the Anxiety Monster, Manka Kasha

We Move Together, Kelly Fritsch, Anne McGuire, Eduardo Trejos

We're Different, We're the Same, and We're All Wonderful!, Bobbi Jane Kates, Joe Mathieu

What Happened to You?, James Catchpole, Karen George

The World Needs More Purple People, Kristen Bell, Benjamin Hart, Daniel Wiseman

You Are Enough: A Book About Inclusion, Margaret O'Hair, Sofia Sanchez, Sofia Cardoso

You Are Loved: A Book About Families, Margaret O'Hair, Sofia Sanchez, Sofia Cardoso

The You Kind of Kind, Nina West, Hayden Evans

Zoom!, Robert Munsch, Michael Martchenko

Plays:

Peeling, Kate O'Reilly

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[faioula16]

Sebastian Michaelis Smut Alphabet

SEXUAL CONTENT AHEAD, READ AT YOUR OWN COST.

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

✿ Aftercare is very, very important to Sebastian. A birthday cake wouldn't be complete without the cherry on top, right? Your body is always exhausted and limp from the massive amount of pleasure your butelr/lover's giving you every time you two have a sex session. That means his beloved mate requires the atmost of loving and tender care from her demon to rest properly.

✿ Sebastian always lets out a deep sigh of satisfaction after sex. He will caress and massage your body softly, which is decorated with lots of his hickeys, and give your forehead or cheek a sweet smooch while gently praising your wonderful performance and the fact that you were able to keep up with him for so many rounds.

✿ "You took me so well. I couldn't have been more proud of you, my little kitten. Now, let's get you cleaned up, shall we?" Sebastian will whisper to you sweetly.

✿ With your head resting against his chest, he will secure you in his arms, get off from the bed gracefully, without the slightest little effort and will make his way to the bathroom.

✿ When it comes to aftercare, the demon butler will always be whispering to you softly to soothe you and help you relax completely under his caring touch.

✿ After running the perfect steamy bubble bath for you, he will place himself into the tub with you on his lap. His hands will guide you to rest your back against his chest while he washes your body and hair.

✿ Almost always, Sebastian will taste the waters and see if you're up for one final round while he bathes you. His hands will cup your soapy breasts and start to massage them lovingly.

✿ He will kiss your neck and tease your sensitive nipples by pinching them a bit. He may also shift in front of you as you lie your back against the tub shell, gifting each one of your nipples with affectionate licks and kisses, plus his hand might slide down between your thighs and let his skillful fingers give you a very special treatment.

✿ If you moan instead of whining or protesting that you can't go anymore, that will give him the green light to gift you a relaxing, pleasurable time before bed.

✿ He also surprisingly respects you when you make it clear that you just want to relax in his arms.

✿ Sebastian, however, won't surrender that easily, not without gazing down at you with a small yet adorable pout across his handsome face. A secret little weapon that works almost every time to change your stubborn little mind and let him give your needy nipples a sensual make-out session or eat out your pussy.

✿ "Sometimes even butlers desire a little midnight snack, don't you agree, my love~?"

✿ Once your butler is satisfied with the delicious necktar you provided him, he will clean you up swiftly, dry your body and hair with fluffy towels and take you in his arms once more before he will exit the bathroom and head back to your shared bedroom.

✿ "Now, my lovely princess, it's bedtime" He will place you on the already freshly changed soft matters of your king-size bed and lie beside you or on top of you with his arms wrapped under your head in the form of a pillow, holding you impossibly close to his body.

✿ Sebastian will hum gently a lullaby tune to you and help you fall asleep easier all while providing you with sweet kisses over your face and neck. Finally, as you drift to a peaceful slumber, he will sigh out dreamily and watch over you until tomorrow comes.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

✿ The demon prides of his self-control and how skillful his hands and mouth can be when he's about to show you a good time, he's surprised by the fact that even a cold heart beast such as himself can be so sensual, sweet and getlte to his one and only mate, especially if you're a human or a neko hybrid.

✿ Now, as for you, Sebastian loves to worship every part of your body, no matter the shape or color. However, if he'd have to choose something specific, it would be your paws. They're so soft, pink and perfect that he can't help but want to gift them a long sensual make-out session whenever he gets the chance.

✿ Ah, those silent nights with the sound of rain and thunder outside the mansion, the crackling of the fireplace and your soft moans filling your shared bedroom as he kisses all over your paws and legs are simply the best to him.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

✿ Sebastian prefers to cum hard, mainly inside you, as a way to claim you as his over and over again, besides leaving hickeys all over you, of course.

✿ He also loves to shoot cum all over your breasts, back, pussy and butt and rub his cum over your sensitive skin like a body cream.

✿ Fan fact: the sperm of a demon does wonders for his mate's body skin care, for your skin to remain soft, smooth and youthful no matter how many years passes.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

✿ Well, it's not much of a secret, really, since he has already got your permission for it.

✿ When on a demon heat period, he likes to take advantage of your beautiful, exaustive form. Those nights he will satisfy himself again and again mostly by puting his throbing cock between you butt cheeks and give himself some nice buttjobs.

✿ Or kiss your nipples for the least one hour and see your helpless reactions, all while he bends his face right next to yours and whispers or moans out what a good and obedient kitten you are, rocking your bodies together in a lazy, slow pace.

"I know my precious kitten is tired, but all you have to do is relax and let me do the rest, alright darling?"

✿ "Mmm, oh yes. You're so responsive to my touch~"

✿ He could kiss your legs all day if you'd let him, especially your paws. He even calls them 'his beloved soft pinky clouds' because they're so soft, cute and kissable.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

✿ Do you need to ask? Our demon is extremely experienced from the fact that he's been alive for more than 1000 years.

✿ He knows exactly how to read your body language, how to touch you, to learn what you like during sex and what you don't.

✿ He also knows how many turns you can last, and he even trains you unknowly, to you of course, to last for more during the near future.

✿ Sebastian feels so much pride knowing he's your sex mentor and simply loves to teach you new stuff now and then to spice up your sexual life and relationship together. He's always gentle and so very patient with you. After all, you're just a little kitten who's just learning.

✿ And you will learn to please him as well, which is not necessarily required but it's a bonus nevertheless. And he has quite a few special rewards that await you when you learn how to please his member with your mouth or hands to perfection.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

✿ Our butler demon has many favorite positions he loves to put you two through; the more imitate and romantic, the better. He will want to be the dominant one most of the time, though. It's very rare he will let himself be that vulnerable to the point he'll let you in change. You will have to prove yourself to him at first.

✿ Did you know that the more pleasure a demon gives to his mate, the more satisfaction he receives from their pleasure itself?

✿ Also, when a demon has sex with his mate for the first time, neither of them will be able to find sexual satisfaction with anyone else but with each other. A blessing and a curse; it depends on how you see it. Sebastian sees it as a blessing, by the way.

✿ He's very fond of the Lotus position: Imagine him sitting in the lotus position over your large bed while you, his beloved kitten, have settle yourself on his lap, facing him. From there, you wrap your legs around his lower back and let him do the rest as he starts to thrust inside you softly at first and then increases the pace later on to match both yours and his pleasure.

✿ He likes to praise you by whispering sweet nothings with his forehead against yours, and sometimes, while in this position, he starts a make-out session with you or helps you arch your back a little to be able to suck on your nipples that he loves so...so very much, even teasing you with some sweet dirty talking.

✿ "Now don't be shy, darling, You can moan as loud as you want. What kind of butler/lover would I be if I hadn't taken care of the soundproofing of the room's walls?"

✿ G Whis: There, Sebastian positions himself kneeling in somewhat of a straddle so that you are between his legs. From there, he places your legs on his shoulders to go really deep inside you.

✿ He chuckles to himself while staring down at you with half-lidded, loving eyes. "Does my kitten enjoy herself that much? I am so grateful we managed to train your body to become this flexible"

✿ Upstanding citizen: Honestly, he especially loves this position as he stands straight while holding you up by the thighs, thrusting inside you pussy or ass making you bounce soothly up and down and even kissing you during the whole act.

✿ This is both Sebastian's and your favorite position when it's bath time. The shower provides soft or heavy steamy rain, depending on your preference that day, while you two moan in harmony.

✿ Your demon loves that he has complete control in this poison and also how tight you feel around his big throcing member. Sebastian's favorite part of this position, however, is when he gives you a final deep thrust and comes deep inside you, muffling your moan with passionate kisses.

✿ "Oh, naughty kitten, you're taking me so well and tight. We should do this position every time it's time for me to give you a bath, yes?"

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc)

✿ He likes to tease you a lot and make you blush to the point where you hide your face with your hands, making him let out quite a few little laughs out of amusement, of course.

✿ A bit sadistic on his part, but you can't possibly blame him, considering that he is an actual demon. He likes to push your buttons by throwing a few sarcastic jokes here and there as he has you trembling beneath him, he wouldn't take it too far though. You're the only human he respects and loves with all his demonic heart after all.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

✿ Before you start a sex session, he looks his finest, like always, during the sexy time, though you like to mess playfully with his hair much to his slight annoyance.

✿ It's only fair for you to do so, though, since he likes to make you flustered all the time. You have to get your revenge somehow. He doesn't get too annoyed, however, because he knows it's out of playfulness, and he doesn't mind his kitten playing with him.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

✿ Very romantic and sensual, usually. If you have made him jealous (DO NOT, AND I REPEAT DO NOT MAKE HIM JEALOUS), you might need to prepare yourself for a very long night where he will sweetly torture you with pleasure until the sun comes up to greet the next day.

✿ Not anything violent; he ties your wrists above your head against the bed's frame and your legs to the furniture's edges so you are completely helpless and vulnerable to the pleasures he's about to provide you with.

✿ No matter how much you may whine or plead, he will sush you with a kiss, laugh at your weak protests, respond to you with sweet dirty talking, or simply smile with closed eyes and a calm expression as he puts you to position after position.

✿ "I will remind my precious mate that she belongs to me and no one else. I will take care of that filfthy insect later, but now it's time to remind your body what true pleasure means and also to cover you up with my scent once again"

✿ "Now I want you to sit back and relax for me, alright?''

After seven rounds:

✿ "Please, Sebastian, I am so tired~" He will mimic you in a soothing purr with hints of sadistic sarcasm in the tone of his voice and let out a heartfelt chuckle while thrusting inside you at a sensual pace.

✿ "Oh, kitten, it's horrible, isn't it?" He will ask you sweetly while he teases your nipples with kisses and licks.

✿ "To be tenderly worshiped by the one you rightfully belong to, to be overwhelmed with pleasure no matter how much you plead for me to stop" He chuckles in amusement and looks at you with a soft expression. "Making you feel nice and good"

✿ "Some kisses here, some kisses there...kissing everywhere" He teases, giving smooches to your neck and breasts, caressing your cheek and pushing some stray hairs of your forehead aside in a loving manner.

✿ "What shall you do? How are you going to escape this ecstasy? Perhaps you don't, perhaps I'll be able to make you surrender once more to the sinful bliss I am providing you with"

✿ "All I want is to please you~"

✿ Once he's done and satisfied, he will give you a quick bath and tuck you back to the bed with changed matters. He'll kiss your forehead and exit the bedroom silently, letting you sleep as much as you like for the day. Next time, you'll think twice before you decide to make him jealous of you.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

✿ On very rare occasions, you have to be separated from him for a couple of weeks, he yearns so badly for your touch to the point he can't help himself.

✿ Unfortunatly, the chores of the house aren't enough to help him distract his mind and desire for his beloved mate touch, so Sebastian takes out your last used underwear from his little emergency box to...self-serve himself.

✿ It's nothing compare to have you moan loudly in utter pleasure underneath him, embracing the sweet sweet feeling of your little wet cunt tightening around his member and sucking him dry.

✿ Having your underwear he purposely didn't wash in the laudery for a couple of days being placed over his nose like a napkin, taking deep snifs while his hand is working overtime to his lower half to somewhat relief his need to be inside you at the cold of the night.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

✿ Besides BDSM, our demon butler really loves to blindfold you and even let parts of his true form be revealed since, at such state, you can only feel and not see him.

✿ He takes his sweet time more than usual to caress or kiss every inch of your gorgeous body to excite your fantasy, making you as sensitive as possible. Careful not to accidently scratch you with his sharp claws.

✿ Imagine him settling on your waist as he already has you blindfolded and tied against your shared bed, his fingertips teasing your nipples, sides, hips and thighs with feather-light caresses.

✿ He chuckles when he sees how hard and pointy your nipples turned out to be from his touch only.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

✿ Usually, he likes to keep such intimate moments in your bedroom, where it's just you two.

✿ But if you like to take a small risk now and then to spice things up a bit, he won't complain- quite the opposite, actually. That could lead to passionate yet brief sex sessions in the kitchen when it's just the two of you or even outside in the estate's gardens.

✿ Not to worry your pretty little head, though. Your butler always makes sure nobody will catch you in the act, but you don't need to know that, now do you?

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

✿ Sebastian won't admit it straight up to your face; however, his amused smirks and actions speak volumes. He simply adores it when you act like a spoiled brat. It turns him on so much, especially if you swear or use really heavy inappropriate language.

✿ Not to worry that you might overcross the line and make him snap at you at the slightest, as I already mentioned before, he's very proud of how self-control he actually can be and how expremly patient he's with you and only you.

✿ "Oh poor thing, it was a very lond day now wasn't it? However, this is not a proper way to behave. It doean't honor a lady to speak such vail words. Say, what about a delicious dinner your Sebastian prepared just for you, followed by a relaxing make-out session on my lap? Or we can take a shower together. I will assist you and help you calm down. What do you think, my love?" He will coo sweetly while rocking you in his arms or rub his nose against yours in a loving, playful manner.

✿ He also can and will take advantage of your brattiness by taming you in bed. The sweetest of torchures just for you, his little brat as he fancies to call you on such occasions.

✿ He will take your hands to his larger ones gently and bring them to his lips as he kisses them while looking down at you with a soft yet firm expression. "Does my little brat require a sweet punishment for tonight? Oh, no matter, I will make you enjoy every second of it anyways" He will whisper softly before he'll shove you playfully down against the soft fuffly matters of the bed.

✿ No matter how much you protest, he will gracefully strip you off any clothes and start a long sensual and very pleasurable make-out session to your weakest spot, which is your neck or nipples, depending on his mood that day.

✿ He will even tease your nipples by sucking on them gently here and there but usually it's mostly neck kisses and light bites.

✿ "You can struggle all you like, my darling brat. In fact, I encourage it. It will be easier if you first tire up yourself and then surrender to my affections" Sebastian chuckles smoothly as he continues to kiss down on your soft neck.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

✿ He will share you with ANYONE. From the moment of that faithful dawn, he officially claimed you as his mate, his one and only true companion, by the form of sex/mating he bounded himself with you for eternity.

✿ No one else is allowed to touch you sexually or romantically but him. Any person, man or woman, Sebastian considers as a threat to your precious relationship, anyone who tries to take you away from him will be vanished from the world within a few days.

✿ Of course, our demon is gonna act clueless and always convince you that he has no idea what might have happened for them to disappear without a leaving a trace.

✿ What a handsome liar he is. The only times he has no other choice but to lie to you and hide the truth that he turns every single considered threat into a victim of his, but you don't need to know that.

✿ He won't encourage any sexual imitation in front of people or in public eyes. In such situations, he wants you two to be alone and at peace where he can take his time to please you and himself in any sexual way imaginable, in normal human circumstances, of course.

✿ Sebastian never forgets that no matter how heated things might turn between you two at this moment, you're just a mere human, and he has to be careful and gentle with your delicate fragile body to not hurt or accidently break you.

✿ He does enjoy human sex style though, because you are the first and only person he experienced true pleasure and an emotion he has never experienced ever before fear.

✿ The fear that one day he might lose you after you'll naturally pass away. However, losing you forever is a thing Sebastian won't allow to happen ever. You make him complete; as long as you're alive, he's alive. You're the reason for his existence besides consuming worthy meals.

✿ He may have found a way for you to remain by his side without losing your humanity, your purity.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

✿ 100% prefer to give it to you than receive it. Besides a tasty, long raised soul, his favorite food in the human world is your arousal.

✿ Your sweet, tasty necktar is the closest he will ever get of a taste of your soul.

✿ Your juices are actually what your soul gives out through your body when it gets so much pleasure and satisfaction.

✿ Whenever he gets the chance and your permission to eat you out, of course, which both happen at least five times per two or three days, it is enough to light up his mood after a long bussy day of endless work and tasks, whether Ciel is still his master or an after period where Sebastian has finally consumed the boy's soul.

✿ He will popusely make you come hard into his mouth and feed on you with an approval hum while he drinks greedly on your dripping bald pussy, not letting even a drop get wasted. The more pleasure you receive, the more sweet nerctar he gets in return, it's only fair isn't it?

✿ He makes sure you keep your private area soft and clean at all times. Hairless for a smooth and enjoyable experience for him and you. If you sometimes feel too lazy to shave it, he's more than willing to do the job for you. Surprisingly to you, he always does it perfectly and with the almost care and tenderness. Sebastian loves that you trust him so much to let him clean you down there. He always gives your pussy a smooth caress after the work is done while praising you for being so calm and patient during the whole process.

✿ He asks if he can eat you out after a make-out session where both of you have built your excitement and anticipation need for each other.

✿ "Oh, looks like someone's got already wet down there..." Sebastian purrs smoothly in your ear before giving a playful light nib to your lower lip, his slender, skillful fingers teasing your private area that's protected under the high-quality fabric of your outfit. "Would you perhaps like your loyal butler to help you... relieve yourself?" He asks while kissing down on the soft of your neck.

✿ Your beloved butler/lover will eat your pussy through many posions, he's especially fond when you're standing up and let him lick kiss and eat your pussy all he wants with lots of lighting candles. rose petals all around you, and let's not forget the soft, sensual music playing in the background.

✿ His arms strongly suppost your body, making sure you won't fall or try to escape his gentle yet secured grip on your hips or ass while he attacks your clit and sticky folds.

✿ He closes his eyes and moans alongside you in bliss, letting himself get lost in your exquisite flavour. Your arousal is dripping from his chin sometimes, too. He stares up to you with mischievous eyes and brushes his tongue across his lips from your juices every time he's done giving you an excellent orgasm.

✿ He will be absolutely overjoyed if you squirt all over his face; his eyes will shut as he drafts out his tongue to taste your delicious brief rain.

✿ Usualy will clean your sticky pussy with his tongue just so he can lick up all the remains. Other times, he will clean you up with a soft wet towel to give you relief and reward you with a final sweet kiss on your softened clit.

Some examples of dirty talk:

✿ His hand will stroke through your soft hair while moaning softly and giving you sweet praises all the time.

✿ "May I take you tonight? I promise I'll be gentle just the way you like it"

✿ "That's it. Who's my darling kitten, hm? That's right; you are~. Only you and no one else, my love"

✿ "Please kiss me again, and don't let go. you make me feel so alive"

✿ "Oh, you're a very convincing little lady, aren't you?"

✿ "You like it when I kiss your neck like that?"

✿ "Why can't I get enough of you?''

✿ "You're everything I ever wanted, and I will never let you go"

✿ "You have no idea how much I love you...how much I adore you"

✿ "The butler has to always satisfy, right?"

"Oh, such soft and smooth skin, it makes me so happy"

✿ "Oh, I love it when you're filthy!"

✿ "My beloved soft pinky clouds, oh how I love to worship them. Your paws are truly out of this world"

✿ "You deserve to be treated like royalty. You do understand that, right?"

✿ "You don't even have to ask; all you have to do is spread your legs"

✿ "I am losing myself every time I eat you"

✿ "That taste...oh, that taste of yours, there is absolutely nothing like it"

✿ "Let me get inside and fill you up. The greatest feeling I ever had is making love to you, my darling"

✿ He won't protest if you want to give him a nice blowjob from time to time that badly, on the contrary. If not on your shared bed, he will be sitting on a very comfortable throne-chair and sigh out dreamily as you take him nice and deep like the good kitten you are.

✿ "My pretty little kitty require her milk, doesn't she? Then you know what you have to do" If you play softly with his heavy trembling balls too, his entire body will tense, his moans and groans will go louder, and his hips will instecitly thrust forward to deepen your suction.

✿ After some more simulation, he finally, with a gutural cry, surrenders to the pleasure "Oh yes!" He roars in pure ecstasy, throwing back his head and eyes turning fucia.

✿ His throbing cock pulsinh violently and spills lots of hot thick cum right down your eager throat. Most of the time he won't stop there and will desire to fuck you before he will cuddles you to sleep.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? ect)

✿ Soething in between, however he will increce or slow down his pace if you will ask him nicely.

✿ His goal is to please you as much as possible for him to receive pleasure as well. When he has you underneath him, he loves to wrap his arms around you, with his one hand holding the back of your head close to his chest or the crosk of his neck to feel your hot breathes against his skin while he fucks you and whispers softly sweet nothings and promesies to your ear.

✿ "My beloved mate, when I am inside you, I feel complete. Do you feel the same? If you do, then please say my name. I want you to cry out for me, into ecstasy"

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

✿ Sebastian likes to take his time with you. If he's still Ciel's butler, he will be very busy with duties and tasks and acompany his master from case to case. But when the night comes, he is all yours.

✿ He thrives when he returns back to the manor and enters your shared bedroom already prepared the manor for tomorrow in record time, only for you to surprise him bare naked on the bed in a very tempting position, inviting him for a sweet night full of passion and pleasure. And who is he to say no to such an adorable kitten like you?

✿ If you happen to be on your period and want sexual relief that badly, he will assist you, careful not to make a mess and cover your mouth with his white gloved hand while he's giving you some orgasms deep into the gardens away from any prying eyes or to your chaibers.

✿ These little moments of passion won't last more than ten minutes though, unfortunately, he has to do his job. He will clean you and himself swiftly from any arousal or blood that comes out from your flower and correct your outfit and hair before he will excuse himself and return to work.

✿ Not before he promises to satisfy you properly when the night comes and deep you down for a passionate kiss on your lips. Then disappear, leaving you a blushing mess.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)

✿ He's willing to try new stuff; you may tell him that's out of what you both do usually, BUT he will absolutely refuse to do anything that might cause you harm. Human bodies are so fragile compared to a demon's, and he is fully aware of that.

✿ He won't mind to give your butt some spanks during sex from time to time, actually he does this quite ofter during the day when he's 1000% sure he won't be seen by anyone than you.

✿ This gesture became a plauful hoby not only on his part but from your as well.

✿ These spanks however are more light than the ones he gives you while he thrust gracefully inside your cunt. Even in bedroom he will playfully slap your ass to the point it will become slightly redish and he'll make sure it won't feel painful at all....well perhaps just a tiny bit.

✿ He just can't help but laugh softly when you yelp in surprise or turn around to look at him with one of those cute glares. If you tell him to stop it, he won't listen, BUT his spanks will be less often and very playful, short kind.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)

✿ He's a demon, so he can last far longer than any mere human could ever dream of.

✿ Sebastian will happily thrust inside your holes all night if you want him to. Surprisingly, he respects you very much to match your patheticly weaker stamina with his.

✿ Usually, four to six rounds are more than enough to satisfy his primal need to mate with you each time the two of you make love.

✿ If you are too tired to go for more than two rounds, he helps you lie on your stomach, making sure you're comfortable and to fluff your pillows where you will rest your head and asks for permission to use you for a few extra rounds to masturbate himself between your heavenly soft butt cheeks.

T = Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

✿ No, he finds them completely unnecessary and way beneath him. Dear, why use toys when his tongue and fingers and manhood are more than capable of pleasing you beyond human aspects?

✿ The only toys he uses are handcuffs with soft-textured covers to be comfortable on your wrists and his black tie as a blindfold for your gorgeous eyes.

✿ If you keep insisting, he's more than willing to prove to you what he's capable of.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

✿ If there is one thing Sebastian loves more than please and taking care of you in general, it's to tease you in bed.

✿ He likes to rest his back against the fluffy pillows of your bed with your back against his chest while he masturbates you with his palm or fingers. He closes his eyes and smiles in bliss, enjoying hearing your whines and moans. You will also receive some smooches to your cheek here and there.

✿ If you happened to be extra naughty that day, he will torture you with orgasm denial. Your butler will please you to the point where you are about to reach your climax and then all of sudden stop himself and lie back to the bed beside you pretending he's too tired and want to rest for a while.

✿ After a while, when your body has calmed down from the anticipation, he will start teasing you once again until you'll beg for him to actually fuck you and give you relief with orgasms.

✿ "Alright, alright, kitten, if you promise to behave from now on and beg for it, I may reconsider your request" He will purr and give your lips a lingering kiss full of promises while he waits for your answer.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

✿ Sebastian's moans are smooth yet medium in volume. Thankfully, he has soundproofed your bedroom, so no one can hear what you're doing in the middle of the night. You can tell when he's getting close, for his breathing quickens and he sounds louder and needier.

✿ He shamelessly moans, groans, whimpers, grunts, dirty talks, praises you, curses in Latin or French and cries of sheer rapture in a deafening volume, especially during his demon heat periods once or twice per year.

✿ Sometimes, he has to muffle his moans by kissing you when he's about to come hard inside you. Praising and kissing all over your face as soon as he catches his breath.

✿ If you try to remove his member from your pussy right after you both have reached your peak due of the exhaustion you might be feeling, he may whine and plead for you to let him stay for a while longer, he cannot let you depart from him that soon. He has to be the one to release his cock softly from your wet walls when he feels ready.

✿ His cock wil let out a lewed wet pop sound once it slips free from your warm embrace and Sebastian will protest a bit as he lets out a needy whimper.

✿ He wants to cuddle you imposibly close for the rest of the night after he gives you the aftercare you rightfully deserve.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

✿ Sebastian can feel love, affection, empathy, compassion, tenderness and deep sexual desire only with you, his mate and no one else.

✿ He thinks of humanity as grasshoppers/insects- everyone but you.

✿ After making love to you for the first time, he refuses to touch or sleep with anyone else, so he uses other more drastic painful methods to get information out of people his master orders him to.

✿ Sebastian treats and thinks of you as royalty. And remains utterly loyal to you no matter what. He doesn't feel any sexual attraction by anyone but from you anyways since you are his mate.

✿ He loves to give your body sensual massages, whether they might lead to sex or not.

✿ Once he lays eyes on you and senses you're his mate, your fate is sealed with his, literally.

✿ Once he's in an official relationship with you, besides claiming you as his with sex, he asks your permission to mark you as his with a little silver seal being placed wherever you want on your body. It will hurt a little, but this will bind you two for eternity.

✿ The same sliver symbol will appear magically across his chest, and that means you and him will be inseparable forever; not even death will be able to take you away from your lovesick demon butler.

✿ He can't wait for his master to finally get his revenge so he will have the right to devour his delicious soul and be relieved from starvation for the next 200 years.

✿ But also, to be completely focused on taking care of you, all he wants once everything is over is to please you and be by your side all the time. Transporting your precious soul from one body to the next until the end of time, so you can be together forever.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

✿ When on a heat, unfortunatly, he cannot do much to control himself, so he may be forced to excuse himself from anything he might be doing at that moment and rush to where you are.

✿ He will place himself flush against your back, and that's when you will feel something long and thick pocking on your rear.

✿ Without a word, Sebastian will take you in his arms and run at full demon speed to your shared bedroom, where he will ask you to help him relieve his uncomfortable desire for you.

✿ His cock is long, thick and about averange in girth with a light curve to left, the head of his dick is about the same girth and his balls well shaped, round and sliglly heavy even when not in activated mode. All in all, we're talking about 22 cm that will surely satisfy you and fill you up completely at any moment.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

✿ Sebastian's libido is generally average, and he craves to be inside you four to five times every 3 or five days, as I previously mentioned.

✿ However, when he's on a heat period, his libito hits through the roof, and he will require you constantly. The least five or eight times per day, that means longer passionate night than the usual ones for a whole week.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

✿ Darling, he's a demon, and he doesn't need sleep like you do. However, after he gives you aftercare, he will happily cuddle you and watch you sleep peacefully in his arms.

✿ Stroking your hair or your back in soft, calming circles while humming a lullaby and giving your forehead and cheeks tender kisses.

✿ On very rare ocassions he may let his guard down and sleep as well only durring his heating periods and after his contract with Ciel is done. There he will have all the time in the world and the house he will build just for you two deep in a forest to your chosen country you want to live in not pretty far away from the nearest town.

✿ He will sleep with you tightly secured in his embrace for a whole day. This is your proof that he trusts you completely to let his body that vurbale in your presence, also you won't be able to get off his arms until the morning comes where he will greet you with a soft good morning and some sensual love making to start the day.

[ryo-kaikura]

Yandere Sebastian Michaelis x Dom(?)male reader

My feelings for him caught on so I'm writing this.

Idk this just came to mind and this was from four or three years ago

One day, you wake up, your body similar to the body you had. You know you died, you saw that ‘God’ or whatever they called themselves. It looked horrific but mesmerizing but they said something along the lines of “it's a mistake” “Game she likes”. 

After arriving it seems that they were talking about your sister's favorite otome game with black butler, a popular anime after it was released for a while but some of the characters were good looking. You always felt a connection with one of the characters, Sebastian Michaelis. 

After you composed yourself, you realize your character is the soft dom butler in love and sorta obsessed with Sebastian then when the MC came and she made you realize he didn't like you, you become obsessed with the MC then one night a mysterious vampire was hungry and drained you, you died in a very tragic and painful way. 

Well you didn't want that and you realize this was months before the MC came to the manor so when you started to work, you slowly distanced yourself from Sebastian.

One day, Sebastian asked to talk to you. He was asking why you seem colder and will it affect your work performance. You, with a “did you hit your head or something” Look, questioned why he would care cause all the staff barely do they're work right and he could do it all again in a second. He then dismisses you. After that you returned to your job while slowly only asking or answering Sebastian when you needed his help or when he needed your assistance. 

Sebastian, after the conversation, questions himself ‘why did i care if he's cold to me’ ‘it didn't even affect the job?’. Later that night Sebastian asked if you liked him. You answered the truth that you used to but you decided to stop your feelings before it got too far. Little did Sebastian or you know, this little conversation would spark a wildfire. 

After a while Sebastian felt that he needed to have your attention on him again. He felt that without your attention he felt something was amiss so he decided to get your attention but it all failed with either a questioning look or other staff praising him. A month passed, the MC still had a few couple months before she arrives but just to prepare for the vampire you started to workout, guess being a “soft dom” Helped cause your strength and muscle mass increase quite fast and you suddenly was able to rip metal, you had to apologize quite a lot cause of that. (The workout was in the course of the month) 

A week later and it was your turn to go shopping in the town for snacks and delicacies that the servants and young earl Phantomhive wanted. After getting what they wanted and ordering for the rest to be sent and some to be brought later, you go and pick the thing you want and for some reason you decide getting some peroxide would be useful. After getting the rest of the items, it turns out it was already late. 

While walking to your horse you felt like someone was watching you or stalking you. You decided if it was a human you could beat them. So you went into an alley. When you look back you saw a… … … Vampire?????

Why did it arrive now??? Wasn't your death by blood drainage months later???? When the vampire attacked you, you felt nothing. Not fear, not adrenaline, nothing. After being pounced on, you felt your life flash before you eyes, the life of a butler over the course of two months. But feeling like this vampire is weak and testing that theory, you decide to pull him off and bite his neck (like "UNO REVERSE B*TCH" type of thing), after he is stunned, you grab his heart and start to rip it to shreds, somewhere in the middle you feel the heart stop beating. 

(I don't really know the other ways to kill a vampire so i just took a theory that you need to stab they're heart with a stake and make it tha even if it's not inside the body, the vampire could still live and just go off that) 

When you woke up, it was in the same room you woke everyday for the past 2 months, your room, and you didn't feel any pain. When you saw yourself in the mirror you saw a body that went from ‘soft dom’ to ‘daddy dom’ (even I'm having secondhand embarrassment). Your body used to have a layer of fat covering your abs but now you're ripped. After thinking how you got back, a memory flashed. You suddenly remember subconsciously bringing the snacks back and cleaning your clothes of any blood with the peroxide. 

Feeling nothing is wrong you decide to continue working. While working you felt that Sebastian has been acting strange, he acted like you're disgusting but also he's in love with you. You didn't know why until you saw Baldroy accidentally cut his finger and wanting to suck it up, you turned into a vampire. You decide nothing of it until that night you had a dream of the ‘God’. 

They said that it was going off course but this was more entertaining so They would let it be and both you and ‘him’ are entertaining to watch. You woke up at midnight confused. When you tried to sleep again you felt thirsty but you didn't want to drink blood like dracula style. So you decide to go to the kitchen. When you were about to go take a glass you saw on the table a red liquid, you already know what it is just by smell but your body felt like it forced itself to go by instinct and gulped it down your throat. Afterwards you felt like you could go to sleep

The next day, you wake up energized and excited so you were able to finish your job early and decided to rest. A few moments later Sebastian passed by. He decided to ask if you're a vampire and he assured you that he would harm you and you showed signs of knowing he is a demon (i think). 

After telling him, Sebastian seems to reassures himself for some reason and then says, there's a guest that comes from France and he hoped you could help the others from making a mess while he helps the young master. You didn't see why not so you helped the others but it seems before you had arrived they had already made a mess. You decided to clean up while waiting for Sebastian to show up as usually he has a plan for all this. 

Well that ended quite happily with the guest running and falling to his carriage. Though with that experience you realize your senses have quadrupled and you could hear almost half the manor if you were in front of it quite clearly if you tried. But it seems sometimes when you don't deliberately try to hear it just goes 3 meters around you clearly. Suddenly you woke up again at midnight thirsty and you saw the same cup filled with blood on the same spot. You thought nothing of it as your body just swallowed the blood like chugging a beer. 

Two months past and there is only two months left before the MC of this game arrives for a “my uncle house burned so he sent me here because your father was close to my uncle and you father owes us something in return of saving his life” quite cliche but ok. But the most surprising thing is that you have slowly fallen in love with Sebastian Michaelis over this past month for no reason!!!! Sure it could be after you turn into a vampire you stopped distancing yourself but how could your heart beat for that heartless demon TT. 

After a few days, you decide to confess as it's best to get your feeling destroyed now than later 🙃. After asking Sebastian to meet you at the kitchen, you waited for the agreed upon time and a few minutes before you saw Sebastian. When you finally said the words, you were hoping Sebastian would dump you by saying things like “a relationship between servants is not ideal for a healthy environment” Or “I'm not looking for a love life, sorry” But it shocked you, Sebastian said that he has had the same feelings for a WHILE!!!. Oh well, guess we're dating now 😬🤭. 

Though somehow your dom character made Sebastian to a sub in the relationship as you thought impossible (i just like making a canonly dom man to a sub😋😓). So he moved into your room and somehow the bed magically got bigger. 

When the day comes for the MC to arrive. You were right beside Sebastian as your relationship still stands and it's strong with Sebastian's subtle jealousy and possessiveness and young master Ciel's permission😭. When MC arrived she was different. She didn't come with a white lotus facade but she came in strong and asked for a job???? 

Afterwards,I thought she would accuse me of stealing Sebastian or something but she didn't care, all she cared about was books and doing her job. Soon she came to me to talk but she didn't sound like she despised me and somehow I accidentally told her you were reincarnated. Then she said she did as well. When we talked about what and where you’re from it turns out this world is currently a BL book and the main character is you. Though whenever she says something that hasn't happened yet you can't seem to hear or understand her. Her writing looks gibberish her words sounds messed up but she's always warning you about something. 

One day you saw her talk to Sebastian about something she knows he's doing and asking him to stop. And Sebastian laughing and telling you won't believe her and you won't even be able to hear her. You decide to ignore and continue working. Later that evening you decide to rest, the MC named Alice (i forgot to name her) meet you and told you something shocking and you were able to hear her completely

the day after you turned into a Vampire, What you didn't know was that Sebastian knew the moment a vampire got inside the house but didn't know who until you showed up to work. He was confused on how you became a vampire and disgusted by the thought of being a vampire but the moment he knew it was you, he decided not to care. That evening, after the young master was still working, Sebastian decided to read about vampires. 

Suddenly he saw a book, the book felt it was calling him. When he picked it up and read it, he saw a bold text. 

“ A VAMPIRE WILL FALL MADLY IN LOVE WITH A DEMON/DEVIL IF THEY SO MUCH AS A DROP EVERY DAY FOR TWO MONTHS” (works with angels blood too~) 

Sebastian read the rest of the article saying things like “because to a vampire, a demon’s/devil's blood is like a love potion that if the two months pass, they will never truly hate the demon/devil. Angels have weaker effects because blah blah blah blah” Like being struck by lightning Sebastian knew what to do to poor you. (The “blah blah” is just what Sebastian stopped caring about).

After hearing everything, it all clicked in your head. How you suddenly liked him, how suddenly there was a cup of blood after you turned a vampire and also how suddenly you always felt drinking Sebastian's blood made you fall deeper for him but you thought nothing of it because you trusted him.

you decide to confront him but when you meet him,he was smiling, smirking, unbothered and when you saw his eyes you could think of anything else. Why were you angry, why were you enraged, what made you enraged. After a while of staring into his demonic eyes you snapped out of it. You remembered and asked Him the reason why he did this. He answered that it was because you didn't want to like him anymore so he felt something was missing so he decided to take matters into his own hands and take you for himself.

Usually you would feel betrayed but you felt nothing but affection for the person in front of you for unknown reasons. When you thought of what happened  it felt like everything was erased and written back in a way that Sebastian was seen as the perfect man out there, no flaw in his logic, no problem in his love. You felt it was right to be with him.

When you stop thinking, suddenly your body moves, you move in the direction of Sebastian. You feel the need to drink his blood. He then realizes, his blood isn't only a love potion but it's an addiction, where you can't get anywhere else. 

After Sebastian was able to shoo Alice out of the Phantomhive manor, he was delighted with the new found knowledge. He feels the rush of edging you when you disagree with him and rewarding you with his blood when you can't stop trying to drink his blood. 

He would whine and act pitiful to you, pulling your heartstring but you still lead the relationship but the only reason the relationship even last his Sebastian’s blood

After Sebastian eats Ciel’s soul, he makes a contract with you, as you still had your  soul as you didn't die from being bitten by a vampire. And so the both of you stay together with you leading and slowly falling in love with Sebastian and Sebastian getting more and more obsessed with You

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Sorry for not continuing the other story, I had a massive block and can't come up with things to continue the story. I might scratch the one I'm currently writing and re write it for the nth time

[waxn-wane]

Ok hear me out, Sebastian misses Ciel even a century later and he's reliving their contract through a new master

So I watched the Kuroshitsuji live action movie (2014), and people may have disliked it a decade ago, but I think it's got potential for sebaciel angst, and I'm not seeing anyone talk about ittt

The movie is set in the 2020s, 130 years after the events of Black Butler. Our main character is named Shiori Genpō (Shiori as in Shieru—Ciel, and Genpō meaning something like Phantom-bee, as in hive). She is a descendant of our Ciel Phantomhive and is the current Queen's Watchdog (also she presents as male in public by pretending to be her lost brother "Kiyoharu")

It was revealed in the movie that the bloodline of the Phantomhives has a "curse", which is that every Phantomhive/Genpō before Shiori created a contract with the devil, selling their soul.

This implies that ever since being under the service of Earl Ciel Phantomhive, Sebastian devoted himself to serving the Phantomhive family, even following it when they moved to the East and changed their name to Genpō. By the time the movie is taking place, he has served 6 generations of the Phantomhive clan.

Now under a new master, he was once again named Sebastian (after Shiori's pet dog. What a coincidence huh?). Sebastian must've been shocked, felt nostalgic, and once again donned the name "Sebastian Michaelis". (A tribute to his old master and old identity perhaps?)

What's particularly interesting is that Shiori is very much like Ciel, from her cold demeanor and sharp wit to her love of sweets (which Sebastian smiles secretly at).

This similarity is even more emphasized by how Sebastian dresses her, addresses her, interacts with her. (You know where I'm going with this)

In the present contract, Sebastian addresses Shiori as "bocchan", a masculine and diminutive term. Our Ciel was called bocchan because Tanaka called him this as a child. Sebastian has no reason to call Shiori as such.

Sebastian could have called Shiori by any other term: "Aruji", "Goshijin-sama", "Danna-sama", "Waka",

But no. He chose to call her "Bocchan". A name he probably never thought he would ever use again. Or perhaps it's a name he calls all of his Phantomhive masters.

Additionally, Sebastian dresses Shiori in this stupid ass bow, despite her being 17 already. He probably even delights in the fact she wears an eyepatch.

This is because Sebastian placed the mark of their covenant on her right eye. And not just that, but in fact the mark of their covenant colored her eye a bright ocean blue.

The color of Ciel's normal eye. (An homage to his young master? 🥺)

Other than this, the movie contains scenarios and dialogue that Our Ciel has had with Sebastian before (the "I taught you how to beg" scene, the "this is how humans are" and "you are the one man who must never betray me" scene).

And I like to think that whenever Sebastian pauses and stares at Shiori after she says something frightfully familiar, he is reminiscing, performing lines he's said before to revel in this lost feeling of nostalgia.

In the Kuro musical, The Most Beautiful DEATH in the World, the song Hallucination has this verse

In the song, knowing that Ciel would one day die, Sebastian wishes that he and Ciel would reincarnate "somewhere" (with the kanji 異國 meaning foreign country), where they won't feel pain. And in the movie, Sebastian gains the opportunity to serve the Phantomhives—now the Genpō— in a foreign country in the East.

Even though Shiori most likely isn't a reincarnated Ciel, as Ciel's soul has already ceased to exist, this seems to be the closest he could get to having his wish fulfilled. He doesn't want to lose his Bocchan again, and it colors his actions at the end of the movie.

I'm eating this up though, as a "reincarnation" + the family demon type scenario. This creature served Ciel's family for more than a century and now his old master is back in the form of this trans guy.

He knows they're not the same people, but his mourning and missing of Ciel seems to have seeped into his treatment and service of Shiori, as if shaping her to become more like Ciel. (It's a selfish, secret thing, but demons are known to be selfish creatures)

He is reliving his life as the Young Master's servant. But in a way he's never done with his old bocchan, he lets himself be vulnerable, lets himself be affectionate, lets himself repeat the same familiar words he's said and heard lifetimes ago, but with a tinge of something more. A softer "Yes, My Lord".

This is a second chance. He lets himself be selfish.

And perhaps in this universe, he'd do it all over again. Loving Ciel in every form, even if he's no longer of this world. He'll serve and protect Ciel's bloodline, the last remnants of his Young Master. His greatest treasure.

"My Lord, I shall be by your side. Forever."

[supremeb1tch8783]

Something I find really funny as I revisit Black Butler is Sebastian’s character.

It’s been years since the last anime arc release, and an arc that’s animated as a full season rather than a movie. And I haven’t kept up with the manga as much because I will binge read and so I like to let ongoing series rack up chapters and preferably finish whatever arc they’re in so I don’t have to be left on a cliffhanger for a month.

But that’s neither here nor there. Onto Sebastian Michaelis! I’ll be brief!

I find him so absolutely funny because as we see from his cinematic record in the Book of Atlantic, and later as they showed us the specifics of how their contract was formed, he kinda sorta fr hated “Ciel” and found him to be punitive human not worth anything other than a potentially delicious meal lol. He wanted his soul for sure, and he came forth upon Ciels cries because he recognized a high quality meal, but he a) didn’t expect the job to go on for so long, b) didn’t know his new master wanted to do all the investigating rather just letting him run off and kill everyone and return to eat him, and most hilariously c) he didn’t think his new master would expect and demand of him to do a butlers job in a more “human” fashion.

Things like cleaning each room with dusters and brooms, etc. or cooking food step by step rather than just waving a hand and it all being done.

But what I find so funny is that despite him being a demon, and us seeing that very often, him voicing his thoughts on how pathetic and futile a humans life or goals or aspirations to be, he has found some actual pleasure in doing things the human way.

And it’s pointed out so obviously in the pride he takes in being like “ah yes, the linens are all perfectly pressed, dinner is exquisitely prepared, I was able to do XYZ for the Funtom Company, truly I am the best butler to ever butler,” rather than the “best demon to ever act like a butler”

Like he’s lost in his role, the method acting is so strong I wonder if he realizes.

And what’s even funnier is when he’s interrupted. Cuz he’ll be in the zone getting preparations done, having the butler aesthetic going on and then Bard, Meyrin, or Finny will do some off the cuff nonsense and he’s pulled away from what he was doing, like god dammit! I was JUST whisking the meringue to the perfect consistency but now I have to replant our entire greenhouse garden. Etc.

Like he really started out so feral and petty with Ciel when he started, loathing being a butler, finding it annoying, not thinking he was gonna have to do it for over 3 years and now he’s here acting as mother, father, teacher, uncle, aunt, daycare instructor, and on occasion male prostitute to perform his duties as butler to the queens guard dog.

He’s still feral for sure, but there’s a sorta domesticated feeling I get when I look at him being such a loyal demon servant. And he doesn’t hate all humans, he can still find their lives otherwise short and pointless, but he’s respectful in a real meaningful way to people like Tanaka, Agni or even Elizabeth, and despite being a demon the chivalry he’ll show at times is sincere, and once again, he’s been there for so long. It cracks me up sometimes.

Anyways, rant over <3