#he loves sebastian and ciel more than they will ever deserve

[tokkimins]

the gardener and his boss

[c0rpsedemon]

"romeo how could you like both alois AND hannah at the same time" well you see. alois's abuse of her is completely out of character and is only there bc one of the writers' barely concealed fetishes is her getting hurt so i've decided to pretend like it didn't happen

[wonderer399]

Sebastian : Why he is Perfect for Ciel

Ever since I was in the black butler back in 2015, I was like 17 years old...I was obsessed with BB...I shipped Sebaxciel very hard, I still do and will continue to do it and none of your petty 'anti' opinions will make me change my mind like ever. You are free to judge me and I will judge you 'anti' back as well...You guys think that you are being 'self righteous' ? Tbh in reality you guys exactly sound like 'Alicent Hightower' from 'House of the Dragon' after she was living her miserable life with her 3 annoying kids and had to stick her nose into Rhaenera's bussiness because her 'morals' goes against what Rhaenera was doing....Therefore, stop being annoying and you guys better keep your own opinion to yourselves...I'm 25 now...and I will still ship SebaXciel..until my last breath...I may start the fandom very late , however I have more sense and adulting going on my brain to judge what is 'right' and what is 'wrong'...and what should be kept in the 'greyzone'

I have always defended Sebastian, still do and will always be defending him because he deserves it. Sebastian and Ciel both NEED each other. You guys might think Sebastian NEEDS ciel more...its the other way around ..CIEL NEEDS SEBASTIAN and without Sebastian HE CAN NOT SURVIVE A DAY WITHOUT BEING KIDNAPPED!!!!! OR WORSE BEING KILLED!!!! SEBASTIAN IS CIEL'S LIFE SUPPORT!!!

Sebastian keeps to be surprisingly being 'Kind' towards 'Ciel' by every chapter and each chapter their bond becomes stronger than ever, mostly because due to Agni's influence. And I remember exactly Ciel saying that 'If my soul He wants, then I will make sure to get my revenge properly'...Ciel KNOWS what did he sign up for with sebastian !!! CIEL MAY LOOK LIKE A CHILD ...BUT MENTALLY HE CAN SELL ADULTS IN THE BLACK MARKETS 10 TIMES WITHOUT ANY HESITATION THOSE WHO ARE AGAINST HIM ....He is that cunning!!! We have seen Ciel's Kind side as well...Ciel and Sebastian both knows when and to whom to be 'cunning' or 'Kind'...Both Sebastian and Ciel are Extremely Extremely cunning and will and does 'BEND' the rules of the game at their own advantage through their extremely calculated and refined dirty tricks and schemes ....Playing fair is not their 'concern' ... but 'winning' is ....if Ciel is the 'King' in the Chessplayer, Sebastian is the Ultimate Cheat code and Chessboard in the game ....and pawns are the other characters ....Sebastian can't be the pawn ...Sebastian simply sets up the helpful environment for Ciel to win...Sebastian simply assists Ciel in his own game ....

Sebastian is the STRICTEST, SMARTEST, GENTLEST and NICEST ( may not be the kindest ...but he is still trying his best ...he gives me more like 'TOUGH LOVE' vibes your asian households will give off ) guy to be able pull up with all of Ciel's bratty tantrums .... ( if you even dare to give off the same exact attitude to your parents as Ciel does to sebby time to time....In the white household you won't be affected that much but in the black/latina/asian household, parents will start beating with flipflops no more attitudes.... compared to that Ciel is in 'heaven' as Sebby keeps tolerating ) Sebastian STAYS with Ciel through thick and thin ...Sebby never EVER abondons Ciel ( I don't count filler episodes of season 1 because its not Cannon ) ....Sebby is not that kind of 'mannerless' character who would force himself into 'Ciel's' arm ..sebby HIGHLY VALUES MANNERS,GRACEFULNESS and AESTHETICS...Sebby knows his self worth... we even see sebby getting 'blushed' cheeked whenever ciel compliments him for his good work and that what motivates sebby to stay with ciel through their journey together...they both appriciate, tolerate, they get and understand each other and the same time they are very fond of each other as well...

In the emerald witch arc, it is very evident that when sebby saw ciel was at his worst state ...sebby gone mad and destroyed the entire german military single handedly...ciel is very PRECIOUS to him...once ciel realized how sad Sebby would have felt when he kept rejecting sebby touch...after waking up from psychic trauma, Ciel immidiately compansated sebby with constantly 'touching' sebby 'affectionately' ...its like the two lovers being aparted for wayy too long and when they meet again, they can't let go of each other that easily...their bond just keeps getting stronger...and yall antis be burning lol ...because we shippers got the latest TEA DATE in the chapter 212 !! in the victorian era it was not 'acceptable' to sit 'butlers' and 'noble man' together ...let alone sipping tea and flirting with each other...its so sad that you guys don't like something that's fine! ...but don't dictate us and don't rubb your moral dicks into our faces ...keep it in your pockets

SEBA X CIEL IS THE GREATEST UNCONDITIONAL LOVE SHIP EVER!!! THIS IS THE PUREST FORM OF LOVE !!! SEBBY LOVES CIEL FOR HIS SOUL POTENTIAL REGARDLESS OF HIS GENDER OR HIS AGE!! SEBBY IS WILLING TO WAIT FOREVER AS LONG AS IT TAKES FOR CIEL TO TAKE HIS REVENGE!!! SEBBY RESPONDED TO CIEL'S CALLING IN THE 1ST PLACE !!

[dark-side-blog3]

Screaming and crying wdym there’s no other platonic yandere ciel on ao3

I love yan kiddos in general!! I’m so sad there’s not more platonic yandere in the world. Give me yanderes that want to be your brother or your best friend >:( yans that want YOU to be their daddy/mommy and take care of them (and they will throw SUCH a tantrum if you don’t)

Ciel specifically appeals to me a lot because he’s old enough to be aware that what he’s doing isn’t morally correct, but also not old enough to actually care. He’s selfish like that but he thinks it’s deserved since he’s gone through so much.

I can’t say I’d mind too much. At first anyway. I’m sure it’d be nice for the first few months, but it’s when he starts getting pushy that it becomes a problem.

I lowkey loved how ciel passed off punishment to Sebastian in your fic and it’s so ic for him bc he prefers to be disconnected from the bits he doesn’t like. He wants a parent and you’re going to play the role or else.

Speaking of, you’re only one person. Do you think he’d try to find a romantic partner for you? Someone to complete his little nuclear family fantasy.

Someone that doesn’t particularly care about your predicament and maybe even prefers it because despite everything you still love ciel and would do anything for him, and if a second parent is what makes him happy, then at least it keeps Sebastian off your back for a while

Anyway this is getting long and rambly I’m going to cut myself off here

-Jojo

Ah, Jojo, you know the way to my heart~! I'm ecstatic that you have such an interest in this fic!

I doubt that Ciel would actively look for a partner for his parent. At least, not to fulfill a nuclear family fantasy. Ciel is too selfish to share his fantasy with more than one liability-- it's not like you want to be here, that much is clear. But managing a second one and having to make sure your relationship is working is too hard for Ciel to actually manage, considering he's a 13-year-old boy who could not care less about romance.

It's a damned if you do, damned if you don't situation.

You don't like the partner Ciel chooses for you, and he gets pouty and petty because you're "ruining the fantasy". Sure many noble families only tolerate each other, but you are supposed to be better than that. You're supposed to be like Ciel's real parents, and his parents loved each other. And you're not doing it right.

And if you do like the partner Ciel chooses for you, then Ciel gets jealous because you like them more than you'll ever like him, don't you? It doesn't matter that it's a different type of love, what matters is you look at them with affection and joy, and you only ever look at Ciel with barely masked contempt for kidnapping you and using his demon to keep you imprisoned.

I don't doubt Sebastian will encourage Ciel to try at least once, but it never ends up well. You might develop a theory that the real reason Sebastian even suggests getting you a partner is so he has a reason to punish someone at Ciel's command.

[anonymousewrites]

One Hell of a Love (Book 2) Chapter Seven

Sebastian Michaelis x Demon! Reader

Chapter Seven: One Hell of a Fire

Summary: Lord Kelvin's dreams go up in smoke.

            There was silence as the smoke of Ciel’s gun drifted into the air and Kelvin fell from his wheelchair. And then Joker ripped from Sebastian’s grip and left his prosthetic arm behind.

            “Father!” he cried desperately, running towards Ciel with his sword drawn. He lunged.

            Shing!

            Joker’s working hand fell to the ground as his eyes widened. Sebastian stood over him as Joker fell. The bloody knife in the demon’s hand was the only evidence of his act. There had been no movement, no sight of Sebastian as he had moved. But it didn’t change that he had sliced Joker��s arm off.

            Sebastian smirked. “Might you be so kind as to not interfere with my Master?” Joker screamed in agony as he curled up on the ground.

            At Ciel’s feet, Kelvin dragged himself towards him as he bled out. “I-Its hurts, Earl! I’m in agony!” Blood dripped from his lips. “I b-I beg you. If you’re going to kill me, kill me just like you did them—!”

            “Like I did them?” said Ciel. He stomped on Kelvin’s head and pointed the gun at him again. His eyes were dark and murderous. “Then get on your knees like a worm and plead with the devil.”

            “Please don’t kill ‘im!” pleaded Joker. “Be as he may, we still owe him our lives. We, who were abandoned by our parents, by this nation—He saved us from the terror of starving to death, which plagued us day in and day out. We’ve many little brothers and sisters still in the workhouse. They can’t make it if he’s not around!”

            “And what of the children you kidnapped for him?” said (Y/N). They raised an eyebrow. “What about their lives? He did not save them. No, he stole their lives without a second thought. You traded your lives for theirs without a second thought, too. How very human of you, worried for yourself so much.” Their words were sharp but not admonishing. They understand human nature, they had once been one. They merely didn’t allow for Joker to lie to himself that Kelvin, the worm, deserved something for having saved a few children when he just as easily tortured dozens more.

            Joker’s eyes widened at the cold, straightforward words. The worst part was the truth of them. “Yes…You’ve got it right. For those born like us, Great Britain is nothing short of hell. We had not the money to buy bread or the skills to protect each other. We had nothing. But Father rescued us from the rubbish heap…gave us limbs that could protect the ones dear to us. That’s why we decided to go on living…even if another hell was waiting for us with open arms. I knew we were in the wrong from the very beginning, but I—”

            “You did the right thing,” said Ciel from where he stood over Kelvin. Joker looked up at him in surprise. “You fought to protect your own world. There’s nothing wrong with that. After all, the justice in this world is a sham created by those in power for themselves. No one gives a damn about anyone else. If you’re careless, you’re sure to lose.” His words held no emotions, just iciness. “To begin with, only two kinds of humans have ever existed in this world. Those who rob, and those who are robbed.”

            (Y/N) remained still as they watched him speak. They understood perfectly of what he was speaking. They had been robbed of their power during life for being born as “lesser” than others for attributes they couldn’t control. However, (Y/N) did know there was one more type of human—the one who would not rest until they had the power themself. After all, on the edge of their own death, (Y/N) had robbed others of their power, of their lives.

            And that night, Ciel would rob the same from Kelvin and his circus. “And today…” Ciel was deadly calm. “I shall rob you and your allies of your futures. That’s all there is to it.”

            Joker laughed suddenly and rolled over, blood seeping from his amputated arm. “Ye said it! But see…ye’ll also lose something precious this night.” He grinned madly. “The circus troupe’s headed to your manor!”

            Elizabeth, thought Ciel.

            “Why d’ye think we’ve been able to kidnap children without anyone catching on to us?” said Joker with a grin. “It’s ‘cos all the witnesses cease to exist! Thos of us in the troupe, we’re professionals. We dispose of everyone we come into contact with during our missions, no matter what reason. I wonder how many people’ll get killed off as they go sniffing ‘round for a target that’s not there in that great big house.”

            “Get killed off?” said Ciel.

            “Indeed. Right down to the last of the servants,” said Joker firmly.

            “The servants, you say?” repeated Ciel.

            Sebastian chuckled lightly, and (Y/N) smirked.

            “What is so funny?” cried Joker.

            “What do you take them for?” questioned Ciel. “They are servants of the Phantomhive family. They are private soldiers, carefully selected and hired by myself and my butler, Sebastian here.”

            “Wha—?!” Joker’s eyes widened.

            “To protect the secrets and honor of the Phantomhive Earldom, come what may,” said Ciel. “That is what it means to be the servants of the Phantomhive family.”

            (Y/N) doubted that at this hour any of Joker’s troupe were left alive. (Though (Y/N) did wish they were the one killing Beast, just for having touched Sebastian)

            “Private soldiers…ye say?” said Joker.

            “Phantomhive is a shadow, a phantom that exists solely to obliterate the sorrows of Her Majesty, the Queen,” said Ciel. “Step into its den, and you can never hope to return to the light.”

            “They’re anythin’ but amateurs themselves! They won’t be done in so easy like,” argued Joker, not wanting to accept the truth.

            “Though you are free to believe as if your wont, pray, do not forget that I selected all the servants of the household,” said Sebastian, smirking at Joker and glancing at (Y/N).

            “And all of us are exceptionally good at taking out the trash,” said (Y/N).

            Joker squeezed his eyes closed painfully. “We…What else could we ‘ave done? Like Tom, the Piper’s Son in the nursery rhyme, we could do but one thing ‘only play one tune.’ But if…if we’d been born in another country instead of this one…if-if my body ‘adn’t been this way…” Tears fell freely from Joker’s eyes. “…It wouldn’t ‘ave come to this.”

            “Don’t weep so disgracefully,” said Ciel. “Your tears will change nary a thing. The world is never kind to any of us.”

            Joker raised his eyes. “Smile…”

            “I am Ciel Phantomhive. That is my one and only name,” said Ciel firmly.

            At the top of the amphitheater, the doors were thrown open, and another man in a wheelchair appeared.

            “Apologies for having kept you waiting on additional reserves!” said the Doctor.

            Ah, another conspirator. Dolls are made of ceramic, after all, thought (Y/N).

            “Oh?” The Doctor noticed (Y/N), Sebastian, and Ciel standing above Joker’s bleeding body. “You are—Cat, Black, and Smile. Aah, now I see.” He stood from his wheelchair, another level to his façade. “So what Joker was saying was right on the money, hm?” He stepped down towards them. “The legendary Guard Pup of the Queen, all the more trouble than the Yard ‘cos money has no hold on him.”

            “Doc…yer legs…ye can walk…!” gasped Joker.

            “My legs?” The Doctor chuckled. “Ah, yes, my legs are, in truth, just fine. Children like you are less suspicious of folk in such circumstances, so I just always sat.” He noticed Kelvin’s body. “Oh! Baron Kelvin?! Oh, no!” He checked Kelvin, but at the point he was, there was nothing to do. The worm was far too gone. The Doctor sighed. “He’s beyond my help, now. How could you?! And after I’d finally met a patron who understood my ideals…”

            “Your ideals?” questioned (Y/N), nose twitching. They suspected they would find the Doctor yet another example of a distasteful human.

            “Yes,” said the Doctor. “Since long ago, I have continually developed and experimented in the quest for the perfect artificial limb. And as a result of my research, I succeeded in creating the best material possible! Lighter and more durable than wood and still possessing the inhuman beauty that is particular to ceramics…I came to create something that no one had ever made before! However, gathering raw material for it is rather a complicated venture, you see.”

            “Indeed,” remarked Sebastian. “The artificial limbs of your making were enchantingly silken to the touch…almost like tableware of bone china.”

            “So you understand the beauty of my creation, do you, Black?” said the Doctor excitedly. “But in reality, you’re still slightly off the mark! If you don’t mind, I’d appreciate it if you didn’t lump my creation in with bone china, which is made with the bones of cows and other livestock.”

            “Ah, yes. You did mention that you use special materials, did you not?” said Sebastian, manipulating the Doctor into revealing more of his crimes.

            “Yes, that’s right. And I can only obtain them here,” said the Doctor.

            “Ah.” (Y/N) made the connection as they gazed at the vacant, doll-like stares of the children in the cages. Once their strings were cut and they had no more entertainment to give Kelvin, it was clear what became of them. Their eyes narrowed. They had been correct to assume they’d find the Doctor a distasteful example of a human.

            “N…o!” Ciel’s eyes widened.

            The Doctor leaned on one of the cages and smiled. “This way, I don’t have to trouble myself with their disposal, either. Isn’t it the best recycling scheme you can think of?”

            Joker’s eyes widened in abject horror. “No…!” He vomited as his eyes landed on his own prosthesis, only the arm still on, the hand abandoned on the floor. “W-We’ve ‘ad on such a thing…this whole—?!” He couldn’t get through the idea.

            (Y/N) watched in satisfaction. Another one of Joker’s saviors had proved to be a villain and a curse in disguise. After the pain he had caused these children, it felt right to watch him squirm as the consequences reared their heads.

            “Here we go again.” The Doctor sighed in disappointment. “Come now, don’t reject them like that.” He opened a cage and reached in. “When the truth of the matter is kept in the dark, everyone praises them as magnificent.” He pulled an empty-eyed girl out. “But the Baron was different. He was a wonderful patron, one very much motivated by the pursuit of beauty. He provided me with an abundant amount of materials and endless funding. Don’t you agree that the best materials are essential to creating the best works?” The Doctor pulled the girl behind him to the pentacle. “There’s no success that comes without its sacrifices, but the fools in this society…”

            Ciel froze, and his eyes widened as he watched the Doctor placed the girl’s body on the sacrificial table. His gaze was faraway as unwanted memories forced themselves into his mind to replay.

            The Doctor tutted as he continued his speech. “They say cow bones are acceptable, but human bones are not?” He withdrew a carving knife from his belt and raised it above his head. “Who made those rules?!” He plunged the blade down.

            Ciel screamed. It was a sound of pure panic and agony that pierced the night as deeply as the knight pierced skin and bone. He couldn’t see the Doctor anymore but the cage, the table, he was back there, everything was wrong, there was going to be pain and suffering and more and more blood and death and—

            “Young Master.”

            A voice far different than the nobles who had dared to hurt him and the other children shot through the swirl of panic.

            “Young Master.”

            Another voice, different, but still grounding. Both were strong, assured.

            Ciel blinked, eyes still wide, but now he was staring at (Y/N) and Sebastian.

            “You have nothing to fear,” said (Y/N), a hand on his shoulder guiding him to Sebastian, who pulled him close.

            “You are outside the cage now, my Lord,” said Sebastian smoothly. His eyes turned fuchsia. “Now…” He reached up and untied the eyepatch. “Say my name.”

            “Seb-Seba…stain…Sebastian! Sebastian!” Ciel repeated the word like a lifeline, over and over with intensity as the two demons stood beside him, like a protecting blanket of darkness. Ciel’s eyes narrowed as the shadows focused him. “Kill them all!”

            The Doctor didn’t even blink before Sebastian’s hand went through his chest. Blood spurted through the air, and the Doctor’s eyes widened in a singular moment of confusion before he collapsed, dead. Kelvin barely turned his head in a last effort to move, and (Y/N) moved on him. The worm’s eyes widened as he stared up at (Y/N), and their foot slammed down on his head with a sickening crunch. Joker’s body lay still already.

            Silence descended on the room.

            “It is done,” said Sebastian to Ciel, who held tightly to Sebastian as he held him and buried his head in his neck.

            Ciel raised his head, contract seal on his eye blazing. “Burn it.”

            “Burn it? You mean this place?” asked Sebastian.

            “Yes,” said Ciel darkly. The panic had still not left him. There were too many memories in this room, too much human evil.

          �� “But Young Master, gathering from Her Majesty the Queen’s correspondence, this mission consists of finding the perpetrators and recusing the children, does it not?” warned Sebastian. “The perpetrators have been—.”

            “Quiet! Shut your mouth!” shouted Ciel, wild.

            (Y/N) remained silent. They would not interfere with such a moment between demon and contract. They could only hope to get a chance to give the human vermin in the room a proper sendoff to hell.

            “Don’t leave any trace behind!” cried Ciel. He gripped Sebastian’s face. “Turn everything here to ash! Have you forgotten your duties as my servant?! I command you!”

            Sebastian’s eyes turned a bright fuchsia. He pulled his bloody glove off with his teeth. He raised a hand to the candles. “Yes, my Lord.”

            And fire raged.

            Ciel’s eyes remained tightly closed as Sebastian held him protected from the flames. Sebastian’s eyes turned to (Y/N) and found them raising a hand to the flames. Their gloves were discarded on the floor, and they were simply holding the fire in their hands. For a moment, all Sebastian could see was them, a being wrapped in black standing amongst flames of gold, ruby, and amber.

            They transcended beauty and power.

            But beneath the calm expression and exterior, Sebastian could see a storm in their eyes, a reflection of the fire blazing around them.

            Death, decided Sebastian.

            Death was in their eyes. And as only someone who has looked at another being with love so deep that it allows them to understand their very soul could know, Sebastian knew that this was their death. Fire.

            (Y/N) turned and threw the flames in their hands onto the bodies of the men strewn on the ground.

            Sebastian smirked. There they stood, immune to the heat of the hellfire dancing around them, victorious over death, commanding it. And, hell, how Sebastian loved them for it.

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[gentrychild]

Hey Gentry! For the 5 headcannon game would you please do a blackbutler ×mha Au? With Afo as Sebastian and Izuku as Ceil!

I have been thinking about this ask a lot, not in the "I am worldbuilding this AU" sense but as... I cannot picture a world where Izuku knows that All for One will eventually eat his soul and he isn't making AFO's life a living hell every day to make him pay for it. I refuse to believe that Izuku wouldn't be ten times pettier than Ciel because, you know, Ciel wants to find out who killed his parents and gets revenge while Izuku is only still here on earth in order to make All for One suffer.

Because, if Izuku had sold his soul to All Might, it would be okay, why not, All Might deserves some nice yummy soul, and Izuku would probably feel sorry that his soul isn't more nutritious because All Might works hard. But Loser for One? That bitch? Oh, I know Izuku never meant to sell his soul and it's ON, he will make him regret ever making that pact.

On one hand, Izuku has excellent reputation because he keeps making good deeds (out of demonic powers) but on the other end, everyone knows that he hates his butler and laughs at his pain. Izuku throws his butler into whatever is the Victorian equivalent of a woodchipper, isn't arrested because it's obviously impossible since his butler was later seen in one piece, but everyone who knows him is nodding and going "Yes, surprised he didn't do that sooner, he really hates that guy."

Constant bullying, impossible requests that AFO is expected to fulfill in the next five minutes, constant psychological torment, all the malevolence a teenage mind filled with unholy sadism when it comes to one (1) being. If AFO isn't spending his nights studying demon law books in order to find a way of how to break the contract, Izuku considers he isn't doing his job right.

I want legit demons to look at AFO and Izuku and for them to have no idea who the demon is between the two. I want Ujiko to try to snap the neck of the awful child not respecting his lord only for Izuku to beat him to death with his cane. I want half of the shinigamis to be terrified at the idea of eventually being the ones to reap Izuku's soul and the other eating popcorn while this funky little feral child is running around with a gun and using his own demon as target practice.

As for the headcanons, sorry, I am not inspired, but I will try:

1.A - The servants are all demons: Lady Nagant, Tomura and Machia, because Izuku is so unhinged that the human servants kept running for the hills. They all made deals with AFO and some source of humor is the fact that they don't know what's considered as normal for human beings so they frequently bicker over who is the better at passing for human. (They all suck.)

1.B - Alternatively, the servants are all humans (Midnight, Aizawa and Mic) and they keep cooing over Izuku's antics and keep claiming to AFO's face that their young master is only acting out because he loves the butler and wants his attention.

2 - Izuku was (is?) engaged to Shouto but it's up in the air after his return to the Midoriya manor because back when Enji agreed to give his youngest, he thought that Touya would be his heir and the Midoriya family was extremely powerful. He was less keen to give out his most promising child to a family who has now a bit of a reputation when it comes to bad luck. Also, Shouto doesn't want to be engaged. Period.

3 - Izuku is terrible at using swords but really good at using knives (his loving butler helped him train, for his mere presence provided a lovely target practice.) If there is a circus arc, Izuku doesn't need anyone to qualify as a knife thrower.

4 - That's a "Chisaki is a good parent to Eri" AU as he probably replaces Lau as Izuku's connection to the criminal world. Also, cool tattoos. Because I was deprived of cool tattoos during the arc that introduced yakuza.

5 - Izuku's contract involves "getting as much vengeance as he craves" and alas for All for One, his thirst for vengeance is unquenchable. Izuku can hold a grudge against anything, but mainly AFO.

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First of, I absolutely adore your fics! I’m in the habit of catching up on them ;) you’ve done such a lovely job ❤️❤️

This is no request ofc but I was just curious: you’ve written for a German reader and a French reader to pair with Ciel now… do you have any thoughts on him with an American reader? The culture shock might even be more apparent lol. I was simply curious, feel free to answer or not :) brilliant work as always with your fics! Hope you’ve been well!

Hi Anon!

This is such a thoughtful question, thank you so much for asking (and reading my fics, I’m so happy you like them)! There are just some minor details about TIP and SL below, as well as hints towards future plans below the cut.

I love showing how each MC’s culture adjusts her habits/mannerisms and that then impacts her relationship with Ciel. I think it’s really important for Ciel to always be paired with people who show him worlds/perspectives beyond himself. He craves that intellectual and social stimulus, IMO.

For instance, I love that he can share the French language with SL!MC, but only on her terms. Further, he sees her love for cigars as a shock because Victorian England heavily frowned on men who would smoke in a women’s presence, much less a woman smoking herself. That’s why he called it “unladylike” in chapter 2. I also tried to show that SL!MC’s English also is not as polished/natural as TIP!MC’s—she rarely, if ever, uses contractions in her dialogue, and I like to make her phrasing a bit awkward on purpose. She didn’t have the same educational foundation in her childhood or even live in Britain as long as TIP!MC did, so I was hoping to show that she has less command over the language or even the interest to try.

Even TIP!MC showed Sebastian a traditionally German way of curing a cold to help Ciel. I also tried to hint that Ciel’s German improves through the story as he studies to better communicate with her and the royal family.

More towards your question: I only have one MC in planning who I’m certain will be American. She’s going to be a celebrity (moreso than SL!MC, since ballet was pretty niche, so she isn’t particularly recognizable on the street), and I think I would love to explore Ciel’s thoughts on new money vs old money. I think I imply in some places that he thinks less of new wealth, and that would absolutely continue. He’d probably consider her vain/untalented, but with expert marketing, depending on what kind of celebrity the story needs her to be. Especially if she’s self-made from her talents, like an A-list singer who came from anonymity in a big city/small town, or something.

I’d want to look into the crude American press since there’s significantly less control of it in the U.S., especially if Ciel is out of his depth there. Also, I’d want to explore his thoughts about U.S. social mobility (assuming it’s in Gilded Age America, so think 1880-1910). I think it would also be interesting to look into how Ciel views people who are famous without contributing to their societies— he would probably view celebrities/new monopolists as America’s “aristocracy.” I also think he would have a clear view that the U.S. is driven by greed more than anything.

I don’t have a lot in terms of plot yet, but I would love to explore the dynamic of two people assuming that the other does not deserve their wealth/prominence. Ciel thinks a singer has no right to a business empire vs MC seeing generational wealth as no reason to continue profiting from the combined work of those who came ahead. And just because this is the only clear American reader out of all my WIPS now, doesn’t mean that a current WIP MC can’t become American down the line if the story called for it!

I love questions like this. They really get me thinking! Feel free to keep them coming.

-Dan <3

[mushroom-ooooooooooooooo]

Rating Characters I've had crushes on. Pt 1.

Disclaimer!!! This will get more unhinged as we go on. I somehow have a thing for dilfs and its kind of weird but whatever. This part is just male characters that I can remember. If you judge, please do it anonymously in my ask box bc I like being a little messy at times/hj. Not all of these were sexual byw!! I was like 9-12 with some of these crushes

Wanring: i am a horny teen girl whos never had a boyfriend. It will get bad.

Book Characters:

Remus Lupin. 10/10. Still fixated on him and his complex character. Hate JKR and her stupid terfy face and literal racism and the way she ruined some of her best characters. (Definitely not salty about tonks and her entire character becoming obsessed with Remus) RIP, bbg. You deserved a better author and less mischaracterization from the fandom.

Cedric Diggory. 8/10. The fixation didn't last long, but it was fun. I think I clinged to him because hes one of like 8 Hufflepuffs mentioned in the books and IM a Hufflepuff.

Percy Jackson. The icon. 9/10. Love that sassy mfer AND HES LOYAL TO ANNABETH?!?!? perfect. Had 9 year old Izzy in a chokehold.

Nico Di Angelo. 7/10. I think I wanted to be friends with him tbh. It wasn't really a crush but more of a 'i am him, and he is me.' He just like me fr fr.

Carlise Cullen. 9/10. Hes a vampire doctor father figure. All the boxes were checked. I don't know why, but I read the hospital scene in twilight and my brain went blank. Same with watching the movie as an 8 year old. Got me giggling and twirling my hair.

Atticus Finch. 11/10. You're starting to see a pattern, aren't you? Bonus point for doing the right thing despite common beliefs at the time of TKAM. He's literally such an interesting character and I think I either want to be fucked by him, or I want him to be my father. I can't decide. He was also played by Gregory Peck, so...🫡 yeah.

Klaus Boudelaire. 7/10. He was smart, and little Izzy had a fixation on smart boys who would read. The actor who played him also looked like my third grade crush and 8 year old Izzy was smitten. I would've been best friends with him fr fr. Count Olaf can catch these pale hands.

Anime Characters:

I would like to preface this by saying I was in middle school and unmedicated. I am still unmedicated, but it was worse then. Thank you for your understanding about whatever the fuck this is about to say about me.

Sebastian Michaelis. 9/10. Still fixated on him. -1 for almost dying multiple times. Black Butler is STILL my shit. It was the first anime I was really into. First Manga I ever read. First hyperfixation I can remember that wasn't a book series, not counting My Little Pony. I saw the butler and father figure and 11 year old Izzy went 👀.

William T Spears. 8/10. I don't know what it was. I just liked him a LOT. The mental illness was taking over.

...Ciel Phantomhive. 7/10. Same reasons as Nico. I wont elaborate further.

Levi Ackerman. 10/10. Who wasn't obsessed with Levi when watching AOT?? Pfff imagine liking a type of napoleon bonapart 🧍‍♂️. Couldn't be me. Not at all. 🧍‍♂️.

Shouta Aizawa. 11/10. I have no words to explain why my brain decided the teacher was my crush. Hes twice my age. Hes sleep deprived. He has zero patience left. But my brain said tehehe go for THAT one. And he was just trying to sleep in that yellow sleeping bag.

Shoto Todoroki. 6/10. I was influenced by the fandom at the time. Hes...fine I guess. Another complex traumatized character. Had 11 year old Izzy in a chokehold. Idfk.

(Unfortunately) Kai Chisaki. 3/10. He was hot to 13 year old Izzy. Complex character but unfortunately a bad person. Can't defend myself here.

Dabi. 4/10. It's slightly better than Chisaki. Had a love/hate thing. I wrote a fanfic about ripping his staples out and leaving him to die. I had problems, if you couldn't tell. Thats literally the only violent thing I'd ever written and it was one of my most popular fics on my old blog (RIP all the fics I deleted)

Kusuo Saiki: 10/10. Looking back on it, he's literally so me core. Would we be friends irl? Probably not. I think my intrusive thoughts would take him back and he'd be like '...what the fuck??' So yeah. But also yeah. He's literally so me. He just wants to be left alone but ALSO SECRETLY ADORES HIS FRIENDS!!!! Had middle school me in a deadlock. Still have stickers of him (everyone say thank you jamie).

TV and Movies:

The Beast from Beauty and the Beast. 6/10. I think its kind of common for little girls. Idk.

Prince Eric. 9/10. I think he was also common for little girls. Bro was brainwashed but lowkey reluctant bc I think he KNEW Ariel was the singing girl. I love himbos.

The Phantom of the Opera. 10/10. We love serial killers who are also obsessive but also very fucked up. And he can play the organ 🙂. Yumby. It was fruit for the soul. Talking about 2004 movie, but 1990s miniseries Erik was also good.

I guess Carlise Cullen coukd also be over here but wtv.

Bela Lugosi Dracula. 7/10. -3 bc I haven't seen the movie but hes so <333. Book Dracula is also <333. They're both such menaces but also so <333

Jack Skellington. I can't even rate this. I have no words for myself.

Beetlejuice. Same with Jack. I have no words for myself.

Hannibal Lecter (NBC series). 9/10. Most recent as of the day im making this. -1 point for making Will go insane. Bros literally insane. I would let him manipulate me 😍/hj. Just kidding. If he was my therapist I would cry. He would say something after psychoanalyzing me and I would start sobbing. And then he'd kill me. Boom.

Will Graham. 9/10. Tbh!!! More of a father figure crush thing. Is also my type. Tragic brunette with glasses. Bro needs a fucking break. Please let him live peacefully. (Number one Jack Crawford hater‼️‼️)

Musicians:

Jareth the Goblin King. 8/10. I love David Bowie. Thats all.

Dracula Tepes (Castlevania). 9/10. Yes he tried killing humanity. They killed his wife. It was only fair. Another vampire dilf. Gotta love em.

Adrian Tepes. ^ 9/10. Dracula's tragic vampire son. I HAVE A TYPE.

Papa Emeritus III: Ghost. 9/10. Made a great Album (Meliora). Our great icon. Wants to fuck Omega (Ghoul) and tbh I get it. Those ghouls are sooo awesome and cool. I love a short flamboyant man who can sing. Favorite song of his is Cirice. And Bible. Bible is underrated fr fr. Is my favorite Papa from Ghost but honestly I love all of them so count that 9/10 as a rating for all of them.

Papa Emeritus IV. 9/10. I love him too. Tbh. The Papa that I have been around for. Thank you Frater Imperator‼️‼️. You go Copia. Hes so bbg coded. Bro has glittery jackets and sings about Rats. Who wouldn't love that??

David Bowie: 10/10. Less of a crush and more of a I love his music so much and I need ALL OF YOU to know.

Video Games

Jumin Han (Mysmes). 8/10. He was the first good ending I got between him and 707. Had me stressing. Does Jumin Han Is Gay? (Maybe). Had 12 year old izzy questioning things.

707. ^-^. 9/10. Mfers route had me STRESSING. it took me 6 WEEKS to get the good ending and when I finally got it, my mom was like woah good for you hon. So -1 point for that, but also +1 to the traumatized smart boy type I have. Tried Honey Butter chips bc of him. Went hard asf. Got harrassed by an adult bc of a fanfic I liked on here. That was fun.

Julian Devorak. 10/10. He was the only route I've finished on The Arcana and I love him with all my heart. Lowkey wish there was less smut about him. I wanna give this tall ginger man a bone crushing hug.

Link (LOZ). 6/10. I was four.

Sebastian (Sdv) 10/10. I play his route every single time. Literally at 6 hearts with him rn at winter year 1. Hes also the sad coder core. I think I have a type. Idk.

Barbatos (Obey Me). 10/10. Same as Sebastian Michaelis. Something about OP butlers.

Lucifer (Obey Me) 10/10. I always wanted to hug him and then run away like a chaos child. More of a platonic thing for both him and Barbatos. Inner child screamed. I would literally play obey me for hours. It was always open on my little Moto E6. Deleted Mystic Messenger for it. And vice versa. Fun stuff.

Anywaysss haii thats all for now!! Part 2 will probably be soon. Maybe. It'll be all the women I had crushes on as a child. I was very gay. I go both ways. Fr fr.

[k-s-morgan]

What do you like about Ciel Phantomhive from Black Butler? (such as traits or anything he had done)

Ooh, I love pretty much everything about Ciel! He's my most favorite character ever.

I love how smart, cold, and manipulative he can be despite his age. It always pleases me to see that people underestimate him only to realize that he's been trapping them all along. His cleverness is frequently on par with Sebastian's, even though it should be impossible; he finds multiple crimes curious even when they are gruesome; he knows how to play on people's emotions, switching between different personas depending on a situation. He's a powerful enemy and Sebastian complements him instead of doing all the work for him. Ciel deserves his position as the most influential person in the underworld.  

I find his softer qualities absolutely fascinating, too, because they are fraught with endless complexities. Ciel often shows an interesting mix of kindness and nobility. These two qualities exist only together in him - I wouldn't call him kind, exactly, but he's still capable of kindness, and it's nobility that pushes him to it. For example, he tries to be kind to Elisabeth repeatedly, partly because it's his duty and he's a gentleman, but also because he doesn't want to hurt her. He buys an orange from a poor little girl because he feels guilty over violently murdering all those kidnapped children. He's going to the work house for the same reason: his guilt, his determination to compensate for the gravity of what he's done at least partly leads him to doing a good and noble deed by sponsoring the remaining disabled children. Is Ciel terrified and broken by the outcomes of his heated kill order to Sebastian? No, not in the way a genuinely kind person would be. But it still haunts him, and he wants to make things right.

He considers any form of kindness in himself a flaw, likely because he spent several years shaped and affected by a demon, yet he still responds to it in other people. Abberline is a good example. Ciel is genuinely taken aback by him because Abberline is the embodiment of goodness. This softens Ciel's heart toward him. He shows equal softness toward Elisabeth and the servants - these people care about him, and he feels compelled to answer them with similar, somewhat awkward kindness.

Ciel's obsession with Sebastian and his burning need to remain worthy of being consumed by him are amazing to watch, too. Sometimes it feels like Ciel would gladly kill himself just to make Sebastian react - in fact, he almost does it in the anime several times. I always had a feeling that Sebastian is the only person Ciel has 100% genuine, raw, uncontrollable feelings for. The rest of the world is a pale shadow of everything: Ciel does his duty more than really feels deeply for it, but when it comes to Sebastian, we see the unique kind of authenticity.

Ciel's flaws, like losing his temper sometimes, being too tied to his earthly duties like serving the Queen, the unjustified reverence for her only complicate his nature further. He's an endlessly interesting character.  

[ruins-posts]

Headcanons for things their s/o does that makes them blush for Sebastian, Undertaker, Ciel , Grell and Will?

Sebastian Michaelis

Sebastian? Blush? pffft never

Okay maybe sometimes

When you compliment his work or praise him, he struggles to hide the heat rising on his cheeks.

Or sometimes when you initiate any sort of affections like cuddles or hugs.

His cheeks dust pink when he sees you playing with cats. He definitely cannot handle two of Earth's most beautiful creatures at once.

When you do something or say something that reminds him that you care for a monster like him, he will absolutely turn red because he's not used to being taken care of.

Undertaker

It's hard to know if he ever blushes or not because his hair covers his face more than half of the time.

The only time you see him become bright red is when you make him laugh, and he laughs so much that he cannot breathe anymore and his face turns red.

But he certainly does blush

Those soft moments when you wash or try to style his hair, make him some delicious food, hug him from behind, basically care for him because he forgets to, make him blush.

He silently admires you with a pink tint on his cheeks as you make biscuits and tea with him, wondering what did he do to deserve an angel like you.

Ciel Phantomhive

Blushes at the littlest of things you do.

Your very existence is enough to make him blush.

He is not used to someone physically caring for him, so whenever you hold his hands or give him a warm hug, he will most definitely flush red.

He too, like Sebastian, blushes at the compliments you give him. So keep praising him often if you like a blushy Earl Phantomhive.

Grell Sutcliff

She'll blush just by looking at how gorgeous you look.

Blushes extra when you wear anything red, especially her coat. You just look so hot, how's she supposed to control the red rising up her cheeks?

She always keeps flirting shamelessly with you, whispering lewd stuff into your ears, but when you do the same, the tables turn.

She becomes a shy, stuttering mess.

Just tell her you want to act on her fantasies and watch her face become the same shade as her hair with embarrassment.

William T.Spears

I believe he's secretly touch-starved.

So whenever you touch him, hug him, or kiss him, he'll blush for sure.

Tease him for blushing and he'll just blush more.

Keep reminding him of how much you love him and care for him, and a blushing William is a guaranteed sight.

[pillow-anime-talk]

favorite types of kisses.

synopsis: Where do they love to be kissed? And where do you love to be kissed by them?

# tags: headcanons; current relationships; romance; fluff; kisses & PDA in general; sfw & suggestive

includes: gender neutral reader ft. ciel phantomhive, sebastian michaelis, grell sutcliff, undertaker, snake & lau {kuroshitsuji}

author’s note: huh, so i watched ‘kuroshitsuji’ and i’m a full-fledged simp now.

— CIEL

↘ Kisses on the CHEEKS; are Ciel’s favorites. They are kisses for literally any occasion – for good morning, for goodbye, for good luck at work. It’s a kiss that can be made while saying wishes, for a good night’s sleep or for a safe journey. When you peck Ciel on that part of his face, he feels appreciated and at peace. Your lips are extremely delicate and warm, perfectly harmonizing with the cool and porcelain skin of his whole body. Additionally, when you show him affection, he has the courage to smile slightly, not even worrying about Sebastian’s later jokes about his own, crimson blushes. Your kisses are soothing and the Young Lord can never get enough of them, so give them to him as often as possible.

↘ Kisses on the NOSE; it’s the kind of kiss Ciel gives you on many possible chances. They are cute and you’re cute to him too, so he usually kisses you on the nose when you’re happy or when something incredibly fantastic happened, for example, you won a game of chess with someone or you received something from your parents (or from your future husband) like tickets for spectacle you really wanted to go to. Pecks on the nose are short and precious, but incredibly memorable and heart-warming. Plus, they’re sometimes very playful, so you can experience that side of Ciel that no one else can see now or ever.

— SEBASTIAN

↘ Kisses on the HANDS; it’s the most intimate kiss for a demon, for a butler, who has no right to touch others, even with gloves on. That’s why when you hold them and kiss his wrists, knuckles, fingers, nails, he feels so sinless. He feels human and just plain good. However, the tall man still wonders, how can you voluntarily kiss his hands? After all, these are hands that have taken so many (often pure) lives. Which had seduced so many people before. Which are cold, rough and unhealthily pale. And yet you still do it, always with the same innocent smile on your charming face that makes Sebastian feel that he has some positive emotions inside him, in his black soul. You will definitely be his death one day.

↘ FOREHEAD kisses; it’s the most tender kiss you can get from another person, from a lover, from a partner, from a person who’s the whole life for one side of couple. Sebastian doesn’t kiss you often. He only does this on important occasions, such as when it’s your birthday or when it’s Christmas. However, when you get hurt or you are sick, I’m sure that you will feel his lips on your forehead more than once, not only so that the black-haired man can feel your body temperature, but most of all, to make you feel that he’s close to you and you can always rely on him, even if it’s some small, even stupid thing or request. After all, he’s not simply one hell of a butler, but also a simply one hell of a good and kind lover, if you want to.

— GRELL

↘ JAWLINE kisses; Grell is a hot lover. They love every kind of kiss, however, there is one particular that they would literally die for. Jawline kisses are one of the sexiest kisses lovers can give each other. When you kiss them on the jawbone, Grell feels like you’re standing on the verge of kissing their lips and biting them on the pretty neck. It’s exciting not knowing which way you’re going to go on. This pinch of uncertainty and surprise is something they adore. Kissing on the jawline is also quite sloppy, and that happens quite often in your relationship, because after all, you both get busy with your own activities, so you have to show your affection quickly to enjoy each other more afterwards. However, it’s definitely worth waiting for the next such kisses.

↘ Kisses on the BARE SHOULDER; with Grell you feel cherished and desirable. They appreciate you like nobody else, compliment you like nobody else, caress you like nobody else. Your figure is the best canvas you can imagine for Grell, and your arm is like the first touch of a paintbrush. You love being kissed on the shoulder for two reasons – they’re intimate and affectionate, and at the same time, they can lead to more. You have a strange soft point for the Grell’s smile, and their teeth are your greatest weakness. Do you know how beautiful your shoulder look when Grell kisses or bites you there? They’ll definitely take some photos and toss them between the pages of their notebook as little bookmarks.

— UNDERTAKER

↘ Kisses on the CHIN; he’s damn tall and likes to tease you so badly. He lives for fun, so watching you try to kiss him on the lips or on the face in general is his daily pleasure. You practically never reach where you want, so you end up kissing him on the chin, and at one point that kiss became a favorite for Undertaker. Why? Probably because it’s the kiss you ask for the most, the one you care about the most, the one you want to feel the most. You’re so adorable when you jump or stand on tiptoes to reach for a peck. And... don’t think that Undertaker will ever make things easier for you. You gotta try harder, shortie.

↘ Kisses on the LIPS; however, there are days when your boyfriend demands a kiss, when he wants intimacy that only you can give him. Therefore, he immediately kisses you on the mouth, without any prior warning. For example, when he’s sitting at his desk in his shop, he suddenly pulls you onto his thicc lap and gives you a few quick but warm kisses right on your lip-balm-tasting mouth. You love these moments because a kiss on the lips is the kiss closest to those in love, it’s a kiss reserved only for two people in a relationship. So, could there be anything better than showing affection in this way to a person who means so much to us? Definitely not.

— SNAKE

↘ Kisses on the NECK; he will never admit it, but he likes the closeness you give him. He appreciates the sense of safety you show him every day. When you kiss him on the neck, on the scales that once seemed to him to be a defect or on his Adam’s apple he additionally feels that you want him like a normal and simple person, that you feel love and desire for him. It’s lascivious to kiss someone’s neck, you know that? That’s why when you do that, Snake melts. Your kisses on the neck, light bites, skin sucking are something that he associates with what he likes the most (apart from you, naturally), and these are his beloved snakes. When you kiss him on the larynx, he knows he’s helpless and vulnerable to you, so keep doing it and show him a lot of affection, okay? The boy definitely deserves it.

↘ Kisses on the TEMPLE; Snake is a sweet guy. He’s a bit shy and usually communicates with you through his pets who always help him tell you about his own feelings. When Oscar, Emily or Wilde tell him to give you a kiss on the temple, who would he be if he hadn’t obeyed their silent commands? He kisses you on the temples because he reaches to them perfectly. He kisses you on the temple because he thinks it’s a kiss that suits you both perfectly. He kisses you there because it’s a kiss that means a wish to protect you. You are important to him, and he wants to be as close to you as possible. He want you to know that he’s right next to your figure and these kisses always informs you about his presence and intentions through. You loves it, really.

— LAU

↘ Kisses on the EYELIDS; his eyes are closed most of the time, which is why he likes to be cared with your kisses. I think his facial skin is really soft and smooth, so kissing his eyelids is pure pleasure for the two of you. Lau has a soft spot for your scent, so when you bend over to give him a peck on the eye, he smirks silly, inhaling your sweet perfume scent or your morning scent after a nice night in the soft sheets. Every time you kiss his eyelid, he may even be tempted to open his eyes to see you better. And he definitely don’t regret the moment when he does it, because your smile is the brightest thing within a radius of several kilometers.

↘ EAR kisses; sometimes he’s just an idiot. He knows this is one of your most sensitive places, very prone to tickling, to his nice breath, to his wet but hot tongue. He likes to tease you, but that doesn’t mean you don’t like being teased. Kisses on the ear are intimate and private, they are often surrounded with a few whispers or compliments, and you love to feel appreciated and praised by him. Lau is the perfect lover, sometimes funny, sometimes serious, but no matter what the situation, you can count on him to give you a long kiss on the earlobe in the next few minutes. Your reactions are his favorite, so don’t count that he would ever stop doing it.

[animeyanderelover]

Hey uhh I really liked the Killua with ADHD s/o so... Ciel, Levi, Hange, Shaiapouf and Meruem, with ADHD reader (in the form of headcanons) .. also take your time :)

Wow, not gonna lie. I was already happy when I finally got to write something about the Chimera Ants already once. But to be able to write about a few of them again. I apologize if I didn’t get something accurate.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, obsessiveness, possessiveness, threatening, degrading, delusions, ADHD, violence, brutal behavior, killing

ADHD: ADHD stands for attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, a complex brain disorder. ADHD is a development impairment of the brain’s executive functions. It causes trouble with impulse-control, focusing and organization.

s/o has ADHD

Ciel Phantomhive

☕️Ciel isn't the best nor is he the worst to have with his darling having ADHD. He doesn't hate you for it, he knows you can't do anything against it since it's not your fault. You were just born with it and there's nothing you could have done. So he does try to be as understanding and patient with you as possible. But keep in mind that Ciel can get rather easily annoyed if his buttons are pushed the right way. So I feel like if he realizes that he's near his limit, he would somewhat push you away and let Sebastian or the other servants deal with you. This might hurt your feelings, but Ciel is actually frightened that he'll say something hurtful to you and for that leaves you. Would later on apologize and try to make it up to you. He himself isn't very familiar with ADHD, but is a smart boy and has his demon butler with him.

☕If you should tend to lose motivation and focus quickly, lose your things and don't seem to listen too someone when being talked to then you actually don't have to worry too much. Because Sebastian and the servants will do anything for you, meaning you don't have to worry about being forced to do cores. You losing things can of course annoy Ciel, especially if they were expensive or he needed them himself. Luckily his butler finds them always quickly. He would grow definitely a lot more controlling over his s/o because they keep forgetting things, leading him to scheduling out their whole day from the moment they wake up to the moment they go back to bed. Ciel also tries to not make you focus on something too long since you lose quickly interest. It's agitating in a way for him since he hates it when he gets the feeling that you don't pay attention to him, but he reminds himself that you can't do anything against it.

☕If you should be the more hyperactive one, Ciel will definitely have to leave you very often alone. Ciel isn't good with very energetic and loud people since he's constantly surrounded by such persons. He really does extend his string of patience a lot with you, but he feels kind of insulted whenever you suddenly blurt in when he's talking. Also nearly goes crazy whenever you can't sit still for a minute somewhere, tapping your feet and playing with your fingers. Your hyperactivity exhausts him and the only reason he puts up with it without lashing out on you is because you can't do anything against it and because he loves you. Hates leaving you alone because he's afraid that you'll climb up somewhere or touch some weapons or things which might hurt you. So whilst it makes him tick off, he will have you stick near him very often and if he needs to calm down, he'll order Sebastian to watch over you since that guy's the most capable of handling you.

☕Reputation is important for Ciel and as arrogant this may sound, feel like he wouldn't tell many people about you since he doesn't want to be judged for being in love with someone many nobles would describe as 'unsuitable'. He can gladly pass on the whole 'You-could-have-chosen-better' talk. A less selfish reason is that he is due to the way you are incredibly overprotective of you. Next to being a bit embarassed, he understands that you would probably not want to hear others talking trash about you. He lives in a very difficult time where people were more judging than they might be today. This openmindness wasn't as present as today and behavior was especially under people from higher society very important. Ciel knows that and it leads him to shielding you from the outside world.

☕I feel like the people in the manor are all really open-minded and would accept you open-heartedly which will lift a bit weight from Ciel's shoulders. Sebastian has infinite patience and Bardroy, Tanaka, Mey-Rin and Finny just really like his darling. It gives Ciel the feeling that he can trust and rely on them and whilst he definitely keeps a sharp eye on the human servants since they tend to be more clumsy which might end in an accident. After Sebastian Tanaka might be the most trusted, that is if he is in his real form. This gives Ciel a sense of ease because when he hurt you unintended, he knows he can count on them to be there for you and comfort you. Mey-Rin, Finny, Bardroy and Tanaka will over time grow just as their master overprotective over you.

Shaiapouf

🎻Here we have to keep in mind that Shaiapouf changed his type and behavior for his darling. I think during the first time when he was a stricter Yandere, he had a harder time dealing with this. Because back then it was all about perfection for Shaiapouf and this was somewhat of a flaw his darling had. After reading a whole day books about it, he did get that his s/o didn't choose to be this way, but it led him to being a bit harsh on them neverthless. When he reached the point of total adoration and devotion, that changed of course and all of a sudden, his view on all of this changed. It wasn't any longer a flaw, it was a unique trait his royalty had and Shaiapouf swore to himself to treat them like a loyal servant should.

🎻During the first stage he definitely tended to be very controlling, probably even forcing you into doing things even when you lost focus and/or motivation. At that time Shaiapouf just had very high expectations for you and you just happened to go against his perfect and ideal picture he had in mind. He forced you to educate yourself better, he forced you into learning the violin or another instrument, all because this perfect image of you was stuck in his head. And he scolded you every time he noticed that you stopped doing it once again. It was definitely not an easy time. So when he entered his worshipper mode it is most likely a huge relief for his darling. Because now he doesn't care about all of this anymore, the only thing he is focused on is protecting his king/queen and keep them happy. Now he doesn't lash out when you lose your things or seem to not listen to him. He's past total devotion and infatuation and due to his never-ending amount of patience with you a lot easier to be with. You don't have to move a finger anymore because he insists on doing anything for you now.

🎻The stricter version of him also wouldn't tolerate it if you should be too energetic, keep interrupting him or can't sit still without somehow move your limps or even do indecent things. He always tries to keep in mind that it's somewhat of a sickness, but for him it was then all about manners and good behavior and so he did try to forcefully change your way of being, always scolding you and trying to teach you how to act properly. For a worshipper Shaiapouf this is a no-go and even thinking back on how he even dared to think that he had the authority to try to change his already and always perfect majesty has him devastatedly sobbing. HOW DARE HE?! Now he honestly doesn't care anymore when you interrupt him, constantly act energetic or even scream at him in excitement. He's obsessive and due to that tends to focus really intensely on your behavior, he's beyond relieved that he didn't damage you with his previous way of acting. His majesty shouldn't change because of him. The only thing that makes him badly paranoid is when you act a bit too reckless which might end with you getting hurt. This makes Shaiapouf always fly panicked to you, preventing you from doing whatever you were about to do and try to coax you into doing something where he knows you won't get hurt.

🎻He used to somewhat degrade you and make you feel bad about yourself before too, inveighing constantly that you should and could do better if you would just try a bit harder. It has him going on a crying rampage later on because even thinking about how he used to say those words at you and not caring when you looked hurt at him inflicts an unbelievable amount of pain onto him. If he should ever even think that you still resent him for it, you have him kneeling in front of you whilst sobbing and begging for forgiveness even though he knows he doesn't deserve it. That's the exact reason he is even more anxious of ever letting you under humans again. He's frightened that they will not only kill you, but also talk down to you because of your ADHD. It gives him nasty heart attacks all the time and if he should ever find out that there was someone in your old hometown that bullied you because of this, he will remove named disgrace shortly after because it makes him absolutely furious when he hears that someone didn't respects and worships you the way he does. Blames also himself for not making you feel worthy enough if you yourself should think lowly of yourself.

🎻You all can probably guess it, but after becoming a worshipper, it will become a lot more easier for the s/o to endure life a bit better with Shaiapouf because now he doesn't see their ADHD as a flaw anymore, but as a special trait that has to be adored and protected. He will do now about anything and everything for you. Shaiapouf is in this case even more dependent on your approval because he's horrified of how unworthy he used to treat you and misreads things constantly, instantly blaming it on how he used to be. It can be as much as you reacting a bit too late to him because you weren't focused and then you already have him crying. He's still a lot to deal with, but it's better for your mental health to not be discriminated for your ADHD anymore and being told that you could do better.

Meruem

👑Just like Pouf, he had a change in his overall behavior which needs to be looked over. Let's just say that at first he was totally terrifying with dealing and accepting it. Different from Pouf he's the type to blame you for this even if you really couldn't do anything about it. It's a dangerous gamble in here because he used to expect total obedience and behavior from you and annoying him or going against his wishes ended with him hurting and scaring you on a daily base. After he had his transformation to a slightly better Yandere, he became totally fascinated with this, suddenly being interested a lot more about ADHD and informing himself properly.

👑It won't go well if you don't stay focused whilst he is doing something with you or he gets the impression that you don't listen when he's talking to you. It ends with him talking terribly down to you, pocking cruel fun at you for being so stubborn, dumb and weak and can even end with him hurting you physically when he's had enough. Later on he would be still somewhat grumpy and annoyed whenever you forget things or lose focus and don't listen to him. But now he came to the terms of accepting that this isn't your fault to start with and for that won't lash out on you anymore. He just checks on you and makes sure that you don't forget to look after your own health.

👑Being loud and interrupting others because you can't wait for your turn might be even worse than being unfocused and forgetful in here. Meruem is a king, you have to treat him like one and obey him. And being all impatient, not letting him finish his sentences and even yelling at him is such a huge sign of disrespect that Meruem used to think that you are either out of your mind or have a death wish. It ended so often with you crying afterwards, either because he had terrorized you or really hurt you. That changed of course later on, he still was somewhat annoyed by all of this, but now he just tends to clamp a hand over your mouth when he realizes that you're about to suddenly start speaking again. He doesn't like being interrupted. He proves to have more tolerance with you constantly being hyped up and even expects his royal guards, execept Pouf, to be ready to troll around with you when you seem too energetic. Since he knows that you can be very careless, he never lets you leave his sight, especially when his butterfly servant or another chimera ant is around.

👑He honestly used to be the worst when it came to talking bad to you and about you. He called you weak, pathetic, useless and many other things. He just thought that you should be grateful for him to even keep you since you were a sore for his eyes to see. But he also saw himself at that time as the only one who was allowed to talk like this, ending in him killing everyone who did the same. He owned you and only he had the right to do this to you. That changed after he softened up. Now he kills everyone who talks bad about you because he cares and I believe Shaiapouf might just really get himself killed because he simply does not see you as a worthy partner for his king.

👑Neferpitou and Youpi adore you and whilst Meruem is on alert whenever they are near you, it's nothing compared to hen Pouf is with you in the room. Meruem will never, NEVER, trust this guy when he's near you. The only person he really trusts you around is Komugi, since he cares about her as well and since Komugi never judges you to begin with. He feels sorry if he should have left any sort of trauma on you because he used to try to really break you so you would finally behave. That makes him really careful when he's now acting around you because he's somewhat worried he'll break you if he isn't gentle enough with you.

Hanji/Hange Zoë

🔬Hanji is someone who doesn't care about this at all. They're incredibly open-minded with everything and tend to be very special and peculiar in their own sense. Similar to their fascination with Titans, they will suddenly become to an unhealthy extent curious about ADHD, staying up nights to read books and maybe even ask people who know someone who has this disorder. It adds oddly up to their obsession they have with you and whenever you do something that is connected to this, they get scarily interested about it. Their interest about ADHD would go because of their darling from zero to thousand in only a short amount of time.

🔬Hange doesn't mind it that much if you don't really pay attention to things even though it can be a bit embarassing from time to time since they tend to start rambling exitedly about things only to realize a lot more later that you stopped listening ages ago. But Hange isn't someone who gets discouraged very easily and won't blame you for it. They are very lenient when it comes to you forgetting things, since they are a bit like you in that matter, even though they only forget things which aren't important for them. Also shows a lot of tolerance when you keep forgetting to do your cores or just lose motivation in it. They are also on the messier and forgetful side when it comes to taking care of themself. But what counts for them, doesn't count for you so the moment they thing you start lacking to look after your own health or the conditions you live in because of your laziness become too extreme, they will step in and help you with cleaning up. Whilst trying to keep you as motivated for as long as possible, they won't be angry or disappointed if they have to do it alone because you lost motivation.

🔬If you should show symptoms of hyperactivity and too much enthusiasm and excitement, you're a match made in heaven for Hanji, even though Levi tends to call you two a match made in hell because now he has to endure two of you. But honestly, Hanji shows a lot of similarities in this case. They can be really thrilled and driven by an invisible motor as well, not to mention that if they're too excited about something, they tend to cut people off before they finished speaking as well. But they do know when to stay quiet or become more serious whilst you don't, but it isn't like Hanji gets ever annoyed or angry with you. They find it even quite endearing since you remind them so much of themself. For the most part they will let you be, even though definitely stopping you when realizing that you're about to get too reckless. I can see them as even being the type of person who will be all excited with you together and do stupid things together. Not only because they just really enjoy being silly together, but also to look after you.

🔬They're not surprisingly very much angered whenever someone makes a wrong comment about their darling's way of acting around. Hange knows that people tend to get annoyed with heir darling and even see them as a nuisance. And that makes them mad. They really have no tolerance for such people who think they can judge someone without even knowing how they feel. And it's their darling we're talking about after all which makes them even more furious. Even Levi has to be a bit more careful. Hange definitely shows a lot more patience with him, Erwin and people they're close too, but even here they can become eerily quiet the moment someone says something too extreme or they notice that you're hurt. Whilst not caring what other people, except their darling, think about them, they care very much when it comes to whether people think bad about their s/o or not. Especially if you should feel insecure they would be a lot more on alert.

🔬Hanji's acceptance is a good thing to have since they don't judge you or get annoyed with you being like you are. They want you to be yourself after all. They don't baby you like many others, but it does lead to them becoming a bit more clingy, especially if you're the hyperactive type. If you don't live together with them, they always pop up very often to check if they have to help you a bit or not. Also has this odd quirk of making notes about your behavior because at this point it's safe to say that they reached the point of unhealthy obsessiveness, everything you do is being absobered by them. It's a bit unhinging to witness, but it makes it easier for Hanji to deal with your behavior even better since they know at some point what to expect and how to counter if it might endanger you. One thing, you're not going to be scout under any means because Hanji totally fears that either you'll lose focus or get too overxcited, and not in a good way.

Levi Ackerman

⚔️At the beginning it might be a bit more hard for Levi to adjust to all of this. Given the fact that he's obsessive and collects rapidly informations about you, he'll find out about this very early on, talking to neighbours, your friends and other people you're familiar with. And of course he'll start informing himself about all of this, but he has just a short string of patience and is easy to annoy. He knows he really can't let his ire out on you since you can't do anything about it, but sometimes your behavior just really tugs on his nerves since he isn't the best with people who are either unfocused or too active for their own good. So similar to Ciel at the beginning he might distance himself out of fear to say something too harsh to you. He doesn't want to scare you.

⚔️Levi would step in a lot into your private life if you should keep forgetting to clean up a lot and lose daily things. Neglecting hygiene, tidiness and maybe even your own health is such a huge red cross for him. He would be definitely a lot more controlling than usual and come over everyday to check on you and the condition your house is in. And if he thinks it isn't cleaned up? Guess who's staying for a bit longer to wash and scrub, doing your laundry and organizing your things? He might even try due to that to speed things up to get you to move in with him quicker so he can really make sure that you will never forget about such important things again. I can funnily see him as someone who won't be as mad as some people might think he would be. He's of course pissed that you either forget to look after the house and you or just lack motivation, but it gets attenuated due to him knowing that you don't do it because you're really lazy or because you aren't interested in it. He will still try to push you into at least helping a bit, but he can and will play the role of the housewife. Prefers it maybe even that way since he gets things done like he wants too.

⚔️With a more pumped up darling he will have troubles at first. It isn't like he isn't used to such people, he knows quite a few of those. But with his s/o this is just a bit of a different story since he really tries to avoid being harsh or mean to them which he would have been normally with those kind of persons. He might seek some advice from Hange since he knows that he is not the best when it comes to being patient. He might even let you spend time with them when he gets a bit overwhelmed with your energy since despite being annoyed with them most of the time, Levi trusts them. He would be gone for a bit to collect his thoughts before coming back with his emotions having calmed down. Will with time however learn how to deal with you being all bubbly and hyped. But he also will definitely watch over you more carefully since due to your too active personality you tend to do things that might be dangerous. It's one of the reasons he often gets mad at Hanji when he has to leave you alone. They are willing to do such things with you which triggers his overprotective side a lot.

⚔️Disrespectful brats aren't tolerated from him in all scenarios. But when it comes to disrespecting his darling, his reaction is definitely the most intense one. Whilst Levi admits that he himself struggles sometimes and finds himself annoyed by this, he would never insult you on purpose and if he does he apologizes later on. There's of course a difference between just pointing something out or really being mean with the intention to be. Levi can tell which is which and will act accordingly. He doesn't say anything if someone just points something out with the intention of wanting to be friendly since he's like this as well. But if someone insults you or pokes fun at you that's a different story in which Levi will shove someone's face into the dirt with demanding an apology. Would be a bit nagging when you seem to get discouraged very easily, complaining that you're too sensitive, but would still be in the end always comfort you when you're down.

⚔️Will literally not let you do anything dangerous since he's worried you'll lose focus and hurt yourself because you aren't careful enough. If you should even mention that you want to be a scout or anything like this, you'll have him instantly being over you and ordering you to stop thinking such a ridiculous thing. Levi tends to overthink everything a bit due to you having ADHD. Hange is probably the person he's the most calm around when with you since he knows that they are the last person who would judge you and from all persons he knows, he just has the most trust in them even though he tends to give them a rather long and harsh lecture whenever they tried something stupid with you.

[chibimyumi]

Hey! I really liked your analysis and they got me back into the manga. Thank you so much! By the way, I was wondering what are your thoughts on Yana Taboso's writing? I think she's really good at foreshadowing and making strong characters but I could do with less fanservice. Anyway I'm curious and thank you for the blog recomendations. Also please take care of yourself and take the time you need. Self care is important!

Dear Anon,

Thank you for your considerateness and sweetness! (*ÓAÒ*) You take care of yourself too! After having indulged in your thoughtfulness, I now finally come to your ask (^3^)

The great things!!

I entirely agree with you that Yana is very good at foreshadowing and making strong characters. I personally find it amazing that Yana managed to take the super stale “secret twin” trope.......but made it INTERESTING AND ACTUALLY NICE!! I didn’t know this trope could be nice until Yana happened!

Another thing I find stunning about Yana is how incredibly skilled she is at language. Kuro is still really nice translated, but I cannot stress enough how goosebumps-inducing it is when read in the original Japanese. Hence my “Lost in Translation” series...

Obviously there are countless things I find amazing about Yana, otherwise I wouldn’t have this blog to begin with... but what truly blows my mind most is her ability to fix things. She clearly wrote herself into a corner at the beginning with characters like Lizzie, Meyrin, Grell - and to some extent also Lau - and yet managed to get herself out of those corners by just PUNCHING A HOLE through the wall.

Before and After

I am eternally impressed that Yana wrote Lizzie to be nothing but a foil for O!Ciel to show off his virtues, and yet managed to turn that around for most people.

Yana never pretended she did not write Lizzie to be the main source of annoyance for O!Ciel, but she did give Lizzie's past behaviour some substance at least. If anyone is interested, in this post I have gone into a bit more detail about how Yana has changed her writing of Lizzie over time.

The first time I met Meyrin I thought it was just English “Maylene” or something, and I had no idea why her language was so weird. When I first read in the Character Guide that she is supposed to be Chinese, I gasped. “Wait, is THAT supposed to be the indicator of her Chineseness......!? OMG.... YANA!?”

In Japan because Chinese people are phenotypically almost identical to Japanese people, the way Chinese people are stereotyped in Japanese media is usually bad Japanese. This choice of Yana’s betrayed her susceptibility to this degrading stereotype..... like she had against women... *points at Lizzie*, LGBT people... *points at Nina and Grell*.........

Even though Yana had written herself into this corner which unfortunately established Meyrin as character, she still managed to SORTA save Meyrin. In this post “Lost in Translation IV” I explained how she did so. TL;DR: The flashbacks of Meyrin proves that Meyrin’s English is perfectly fine, and that her “Engrish” is in fact the result of her understandable failure at mimicking Sebastianese.

Though even at the beginning it was quite clear that Lau is more intelligent than he lets on, Yana did not do a great job at showing that Lau’s clown act was intentional. It seemed more like Lau was a clown most of the time, but had his bright moments every now and then... and then there is also the stereotype of THE Chinese man who is hellbent on making references to Chinese culture at every given chance.

Ever since the Mansion Murder Arc however, it became very apparent that Lau truly was using his clown facade to lower other people’s guards against him. That was very cool! But in the Weston Arc, it became explicit that Lau actively used Chinese stereotypes to use other people’s bigotry against themselves, and I applauded it! In this post I wrote a bit about me cackling at the relatableness of that action by Lau’s.

I have already written a lot about how Yana has been making amends for how dirty she had done Grell and who she is supposed to represent, so I shall not add anything anymore. Basically, this post sums it all up.

So.... these characters are more or less fixed.... Yana...redeem Nina or just yeet her please.... she is funny, but insufferable.

The not so great things......

Yeah... I really could do with less fan-service..... Yana, your writing and art is good enough to maintain a good fanbase... you don’t need to pander to creepos to hold down your job. PLEASE. This even actively goes against the message you seem like trying to convey. You portrayed an entire pedophilic cult, one narcissistic pedophile (Druitt), and another crippled pedophile (Kelvin) as revolting for preying on children, but then you do this yourself??? WHICH IS IT, YANA? STAHP. The minors who like this stuff are vulnerable to you sexualising them, and the adults who like and support this don’t deserve any more feeding........ STAHHHPPP!!!

Another thing I think Yana could do better is consistency.... ESPECIALLY with Sebastian ≽▽≼ At times his demon powers are just plot convenience... Click here for the most blatant inconsistencies in Kuro in my opinion.

The final thing I wish to mention is probably a very widely shared one... namely pacing. If you read Kuro in one go the pacing is in fact pretty good in my opinion, but the chapters are really short and there’s a month between every one of them. Whether a chapter is the old 40-50 pages per chapter, or the current 9 pages at worst nowadays... we still pay for the same price... Yana.... please take a break. We love you, and we will also after a break.

Well, that’s been it for me ^^ What do you all love the most and hate the most about Yana’s work?

Related posts:

Lost in Translation I

Lost in Translation II

Lost in Translation III

Lost in Translation IV

Inconsistencies in Kuroshitsuji

Nina......the predatory queer.... omg

Druitt.... the predatory queer-coded pedophile...omg

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Ok ok ok first off.. amazing job writing! Second can you write the assassin having a ;) dream about Ciel? ;) ;) ;) if you catch my drift and maybe a little something something happens?

Thank you so much for the kind words! I’m so happy you enjoy my writing and trust me enough to do something like this! I’m finally done! Sorry this took so long >.

Nice Dreams (Adult!Ciel x Assassin!Reader)Warning(s): definitely NSFW (if you’re under 18, please don’t read)Word Count: 2,525

You snuggled into the bed, your arms wrapped around the pillow Ciel usually slept on. Tonight, you were alone as Ciel was off who knows where. He had been rather adamant that you not come with him. Even though you told him, several times, your injury was healed over he was still having none of it. Rather than continue to argue, you sent him off earlier that day.

But you hated not having him there with you to sleep. The both of you quickly found you relied on the other to get a restful night. Nightmares for him, overly heightened senses for you as you were too paranoid something was going to happen. However…your (E/C) trailed back to the pillow under you. “This will have to do.” You muttered into it, inhaling deeply to get the comforting scent of your husband. And soon enough, you were able to fall into a blissful sleep.

“H-harder, Ciel, please.” Your voice echoed in the large bedroom you shared with him, your hands bunching the sheets under you as you lay face down in the pillows. Ciel had a strong grip on your hips, having them hoisted up as he sat on his knees.

As his hips continued to thrust into your core, one of his hands reached around and under you to begin to tease that sensitive bundle of nerves. You let out a whimper and shimmied your hips with his touch, trying to feel him even more. “So needy.” He teased, his torso leaning down over you so his deep voice could whisper in your ear. “I love it when my girl whimpers like that.” His mouth moved to your neck where he nipped and sucked on your sweet spot, effectively making you putty in his hands.

“Oh, Ciel, please….” You whined; your tough façade having quickly fallen away.

“‘Please’ what? Use your words, (F/N).” He chuckled heatedly into your ear, his hips never letting up.

“I-I…I need….”

Ciel rotated his arm, groaning a bit in the process. Sebastian had to leap out a window with him in the butler’s arms. No longer a child and now a tall man, it was much harder to tuck himself against Sebastian and he landed right on his shoulder. While he was given an apology, the butler wore that devilish smirk that said otherwise. “Bastard enjoys causing pain.” He muttered as he rounded the corner and found himself outside his bedroom. Right as he was going to turn the handle, he heard a most…interesting sound.

“Mmm, Ciel, thank you….” Your moans, while muffled, easily reached your husband’s ears outside of the door. Smirking, Ciel turned the handle ever so quietly and stepped inside. You hadn’t pulled the curtains completely, so the light from the full moon cast a glow over the bedroom. He could easily see your slightly writhing form in bed, twitching and moaning his name.

Tilting his head a bit, he walked over and sat beside you on the bed only to find you with your eyes closed. Yes, when one was experiencing pleasure it was common to close one’s eyes, but that was not what was happening now. You were having a very nice dream it seemed.

You gave a small whimper of need and that was all he needed to hear. Ciel loosened the tie around his neck and placed it, along with his gloves on the nightstand. Pulling back the sheets, he gazed at your quivering form for a moment. How did he get so lucky to have such a strong and beautiful woman? His right hand delicately trailed up your bare leg, pulling up the hem of your night dress with it.

Your thighs pressed themselves together, faintly registering the gentle touch in your sleep as one of affection. Ciel’s pale hand traveled further, reaching your hip and pausing, raising a brow. “No undergarments?” He muttered under his breath. You always wore them to bed, annoyingly so. But now, when he was not expected home until the next day, you decided not to wear them? How rude of you.

Ciel brought his hand up to his mouth, delicately licking his fingertips to get them nice and slick before brought it down to cup your sex. Your hips immediately bucked into them in response. “Ciel….” You mumbled out, holding onto the pillow more tightly. It amused him to no end that even in sleep, you knew who was giving you pleasure. His middle finger slid in between, rubbing ever so slightly and watched as your legs squirmed. How were you already this wet? It truly must have been a great dream. It amazed him you were still asleep since you were such a light sleeper.

A deep inhale was heard and his eye wandered back to your face as it snuggled into the pillow. His pillow. Well, at least it will smell like you a little bit when he’s all done. The soft sounds of your wetness from the movement of his finger was more than enough to have aroused him. The fact you were having a dream about him in the first place was definitely the main cause.

Ciel slipped a finger past your entrance which made you draw a sharp breath followed by a groan. “W-what?” You blinked the sleep from your eyes to see a hand between your legs and it connected to your husband. “Oh, hello there.”

Your husband chuckled and began to gently rub his thumb over your clit. “Hello. How was your dream?” He hummed, leaning down to place a gentle kiss to your ear. “it sounded like you were having a great time.”

You felt your body flush at that. Yes, you were having an erotic dream about you and your husband. But you had no idea it could actually be heard. “It…was a wonderful dream.” You turned a bit to face him, your hand trailing down his chest. “But this is far better.”

He grinned at that and rose up a bit. “You were certainly making some lovely noises, (F/N).” He purred, his hand not leaving your core and it made you squirm all the more. “But now, there’s nothing? Why is that?”

You bit your lip a little, looking to the side. Given your line of work, you definitely not what high society would call a proper lady. And, to be honest, you wanted to give that to Ciel. He deserved someone who could be that. However, the finger curling inside of you made you think otherwise.

“Now now, there’s no need to be a proper lady with me, my love.” He smirked, seemingly reading your mind. “I want to hear your voice calling my name again.”

“You’re too perceptive for your own good.” You breathed out, your legs opening up a bit to gran him more access.

“I don’t think you’d have me any other way.” He grinned back and let his other hand undo the buckle of his slacks.

You could only smirk at that, “Like I said, too perceptive.” Ciel immediately leaned forward and trapped your lips in a kiss, the both of you heatedly nipping and sucking each other’s lips and tongues. He was easily able to draw soft mewls from your mouth as his hand began to work at you a bit faster down below.

“Louder.” He growled, kissing back down your jaw to nip at your neck. He slipped one more finger inside of you, making your hips rise to press into his touch.

“Ciel….” You whimpered, biting your lip, “Don’t tease me like that.” The dream that you had was effectively a big tease in and of itself since it wasn’t real. But now that your husband was right here, effectively holding back to give you any release, well, it was driving you mad.

His hand trailed up your side, lifting your nightgown until it sat above your breasts. “I’m the tease?” He asked, his unoccupied hand gently cupping your right breast. “Can you imagine my reaction, to see my wife moaning and gasping out for me in her sleep?” Ciel’s head dipped to give a small lick to your left nipple while his thumb gently played with your other one. “My god, it was enough to make me forgo any thoughts of sleep.” His lips wrapped around it, sucking it just enough to make you gasp, but not enough to fully satisfy you. He was wanting to draw this out.

“Please….” You whimpered again, not sure how much more you could take. The both of you have been starved of the other’s touch for a while, each of you desperately wanting this. You’ve had just about enough.

Sitting up abruptly, you flipped the both of you so you were straddling his waist, your breath coming out in pants. After the momentary look of surprise, Ciel grinned and placed a hand on your hip, rubbing circles there with his thumb. “That’s it….” He egged on, raising his hips to press against your core.

“Now who’s the tease?” You groaned, easily feeling his bulge. Raising your arms, you slipped off your night dress to reveal your bare self. “Especially since now you’re the only one with clothes on.”

Ciel swallowed hard as he gazed at your (S/C) and (B/T) form. If he thought you glowed from the moonlight before, you definitely were now from the slight sheen of sweat covering your body. “I suppose…that is a bit unfair.” He conceded, sitting up at the waist and unbuttoned his jacked and dress shirt, all the while placing soft kisses along your jaw until your lips connected.

That’s when your hands took over and all but finished ripping the shirt off of him and throwing it aside. “That’s better.” With his toned torso now bare, your hands trailed down it, loving the feeling of his chest rising and falling, clearly as excited as you were. Reaching down further, you let your fingers dance over his clothed member, a teasing grin on your face. “Hmm, what do we have here?” You teased, rolling your hips against his that elicited a small groan from the both of you.

“You know what it is.” He growled, his hands squeezing your hips.

“I do, but patience my love.” You purred and pushed him back down. Sliding down a bit, you laid between his legs and eased his trousers down along with his own undergarments. Your (E/C) eyes flickered back up to meet his own stark blue one, a knowing look on both of your faces. Opening your mouth, your tongue gave a firm lick to his cock, making his hips buck immediately. You loved how sensitive he was when it came to this.

Humming in pride, you wrapped your lips around the tip, one hand finding his and the other massaging your fingers around his base. Soft slurping noises were now paired with Ciel’s moans, his hand holding tightly onto yours while the other fisted your hair. It was nice to have the strong Watchdog effectively turn weak under your hands and lips.

You knew what made your husband ‘tick’ so to speak. And you definitely were doing that. You brought him to close to the edge several times by gently grazing your teeth against his underside or rubbing your tongue teasingly across his tip. His pants began to be more frequented with growls as you kept edging him. “(F/N)….” He growls, his eye narrowed at you.

“Yes?” You asked innocently, placing a gentle kiss to his slicked up cock.

“While I said I did not want you to be a proper lady, I didn’t mean for you to tease me like this.” His hand tightened in your hair as you giggled against his member, making his hips jerk.

“You should know by now that for me, they’re on in the same.” His eye flashed at that and he quickly picked you up and put you on your hands and knees. Ciel rubbed his tip against your aching core, making you mewl in need.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t hear you.” He answered back, slowly sliding just the tip in now. “Speak up.”

He knew just how to tease you as well to make you soft in his hands. Your back arched as you looked back at him. “Please….” You whimpered, the smirk on his face growing.

“Please what?” He asked back.

“I-I need you, inside.” Your hips shimmied and tried to back to engulf his member, but his hands held your hips firm. Ciel let your whimper and whines continue, not giving in. He loved seeing you like this, completely submissive in this situation as opposed to your daily life that consisted of orders and killing. Oh how he loved you.

Your body began to tremble as he stayed in that position for a few moments longer, panting and doing your best to be patient. “That’s my girl.” Ciel’s deep voice hummed before his hips connected with yours, making your head jerk up with a gasp.

Hands gripped the bedsheets while he thrusted into you, his hand roaming your back while the other stayed attached to your hip. This was pure bliss for the both of you; moaning, gasping, calling out each other’s names. But, the teasing you gave each other as well as being intimate after so long quickly made both overly sensitive. It was much shorter lived than you would have liked, but, damn it, he was too good and he felt the same way about you.

The moment his hand reached around to rub your clit was your undoing. You screamed out his name as you came undone, your torso collapsing onto the bed as your body shook.

Ciel gave a low grunt when you came, definitely not expecting you to come so quickly. But he soon followed with one more thrust deep inside of you, your body happily taking whatever he gave.

If you didn’t feel full before, you certainly did now. Ciel collapsed back on the bed with you, pulling you close to his chest and snuggled into your neck as you both soaked up the other’s presence.

“You should wake me up more often like that.” You giggled, your hand finding his wrapped around your waist.

“If I did, it wouldn’t be nearly as surprising though.” He placed a soft kiss to your cheek, slowly sliding out of you and pulled a blanket over your forms.

You smirked a little at that. “What, don’t want Sebastian coming in to see us bare?”

Ciel rolled his eyes and pinched your side. “I’d rather him not see you.” His hand found your left one, gently thumbing the ring that sat on your ring finger. “You’re mine.” He said a but possessively.

You nodded your head, your (H/C) hair tickling his face. “I know, I know.” Your hand squeezed his and you snuggled into his chest. “And you’re here. Thank you for coming home.”

Ciel smiled and pulled off his eye patch and tossing it aside. “I am. I always will be.” Giving you one more kiss, he sighed blissfully. “Have a good night.”

“You too.” You answered back, your life was perfect.

[excitedlysuffering]

Hi Zaire! I love you! Can I request a Ciel scenario with the blanket fort prompt!!?? Thank you!

Nights Like These- Ciel X Reader

Ily2 Angel🥰 I hope you enjoy this!✨

“(Y/N), I’m a little busy at the moment. Find something to occupy yourself and I promise to find you as soon as I’m finished.”

Those had been Ciel’s words when you asked him to spend time with you. He’d been incredibly busy lately and while you understood it, you were feeling increasingly lonely.

Still, you went off in search of something to entertain yourself for the time being. In no time you had found yourself in the living room, sitting amongst piles of pillows.

That had been the trigger for your current idea. As it was, you had asked Mey-Rin to assist you in gathering all the spare blankets and pillows she could find. She was confused, to say the least, but you promised you weren’t up to anything mischievous. Well, not too mischievous.

Soon enough she was wisked away by Sebastian to go help with something or another but you had more than enough supplies to enact your plan.

You hummed quietly to yourself as you set up the multitude of blankets and pillows. You went about it strategically, using the heavy blankets on the floor and the light ones to make the structure. By the time you were done, you were sure you had created the best pillow fort that had ever been created. 

It only got better when Sebastian brought you some of your favorite snacks and a few books to read. Feeling utterly accomplished, you sat down in the oversized fort, surrounded by food and small activities. You looked around, admiring your handy work, but your smile fell.

What fun was a huge blanket fort if you were in it by yourself? All that hardworking and you still felt disappointed... Still, you refused to let this ruin your good mood, so you grabbed (your favorite book) and one of the snacks, intent on enjoying your creation.

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It’d been a good two hours since you’d created your fort, and you’d long run out of food and reading was beginning to become boring. With a groan, you flopped out on your back, completely bummed. You stared at nothing for a moment before the sound of footsteps reached your ears. 

You ignored it, figuring it was probably Sebastian or Mey-Rin, since they frequented this path. The steps stopped short, much to your confusion. “W-What the- (Y/N)...?” You shot up, surprised to hear Ciel’s voice.

In moments you were frantically scrambling out of your fort and into Ciel’s field of vision. You giggled sheepishly at his perplexed expression. “I was bored, so I made myself a pillow fort! But it’s a little bit lonely...” You admitted. 

Your eyes widened as your lover’s face fell. “Have I neglected you that much?” You hurriedly shook your head and your hands, upset at yourself for making him  think that way. “No! That’s not what I meant at-” 

His one visible eye narrowed, seeming to pierce right through you and stopping you right in your tracks. “Darling, you made yourself a fort. I know I haven’t spent adequate time with you, please don't spare my feelings.” 

Your gaze left his and you twiddled your fingers. “Well, it has been awhile...but we can spend time together now?” You treasured the small smile that pulled at his lips. “Of course. Maybe Sebastian could bring us more snacks?” 

You grinned, dragging him away into the blanket structure, internally noted that it didn't seem as overly spacious now that it wasn’t just you. “What does one do in a... pillow fort anyway?” 

You paused, the horrified expression on your face startling him. “C’mon, Ciel, you’re going to love this!” He blinked in surprise as you practically threw a pillow at him, causing you to laugh. 

“I believe I heard a request for more food? Ordinarily, I wouldn’t allow this since it’ll your spoil your appetite for supper, but I’ll let it slide just this once.” Sebastian stated, handing us two platters full of various finger foods. 

After thanking him and situating yourselves, the real fun begun. “Okay, so I got books, and-” You were abruptly cut off as Ciel’s hands wrapped around your waist and gently lifted you into his grasp. 

“C-Ciel?” You felt your face heat up at the blatant affection, but you couldn’t say you didn’t enjoy it. “It’s been much too long since I’ve been able to hold you the way you deserve... is this alright?” 

It was true, with him coming closer to his goals, he was largely unable to take it slow and you had been missing it quite a bit. “It’s more than alright.” You nestled your head into the crook of his neck as he laid back, both of you content to curl up to each other inside the cozy warmth of the pillow fort. Yeah, you missed night like these.

[adarlingsnightmare]

Ciel Phantomhive Yandere Alphabet

Anonymous said:

Hi! Can I ask for ciel phantomhive yandere alphabet?

I’m very sorry for being gone for such a long time and not posting anything, but I’ve been incredibly busy with school and haven’t had time to just sit down and write something. I will be more active from now on. Under the cut because it’s long.

A- Attribute: What brought on this side of them? What made them suddenly click?

It's not entirely clear what made him turn yandere, most likely his traumatic childhood affected the way he sees things.

B- Blood- If they're extreme how messy are they willing to get?

Oh, Ciel's not spilling a drop of blood, at least, not directly. Sebastian will be the one killing any rivals or obstacles in the way of his love for you.

C- Cope - Do they try to deal with this jealousy sooner so they don't lash out?

Ciel is smart, he doesn't act rashly, no matter how furious he may be that someone is taking your attention away from him. He'll spend time planning how he's going to make this person suffer, and believe me, they'll be suffering alright.

D-Death, Do they feel any sorrow for their victims at all?

None at all, he believes they deserve their fates for getting near his darling. Even if the victim was someone his darling cared about like a friend or family member, he would not care, only be irritated that they're wasting their tears over them.

E- Earnest, Are they intense?

Yes, 100%. You'll feel like you can't breathe when you're around him -- which is all the time.

F-Fight, How would they feel if you fought back against them?

All you're doing is giving him more chance to prove his power and authority over you, which he loves doing. Of course, if you constantly fought back he would get irritated, but don't worry, after the punishment you receive you won't be doing it again.

G- Game: How much do they enjoy watching you run and have a fearful expression?

Ciel simultaneously thinks it's funny and thinks it's pathetic. He's a bit of sadist, and loves to see the hope leave your face as you're dragged back to him by Sebastian.

H- Hell: What would be your worst experience with them?

There isn't one specific experience that is worse than the others, because let's be real, your life with Ciel sucks. But not being able to the bathroom without Ciel's permission means you are most likely going to end up wetting yourself, which Ciel will then punish you severely for and to me that would be so horrifying. You can never avoid punishment, no matter how hard you try.

I- Iron: How emotionally stable would you be throughout the events that unfold?

You may start out stable, but in the end you'll be broken down to the point of not doing anything without Ciel's permission.

J- Jet- How fast would it happen for them to go yandere?

The two ways Ciel would turn yandere (at least outwardly) would be if you either rejected his advances over and over or you were already together. With the first, it would be fast; the second you leave after rejecting him again, you find yourself being restrained by Sebastian and brought into Ciel's room. If you were already together it would be slow, little by little Ciel would take control of your entire life, and it would be too late before you realised what was happening.

K- Kill- Would they hurt anyone to get to you?

Is that even a question? He'll do whatever it takes, who cares if a few people get hurt along the way? As long as he has you, he doesn't care.

L-Lonely, How much loneliness would they feel if you two were apart?

As if Ciel would ever let you leave his sight for even a second.

M- Might: How aggressive would they be towards you?

Ciel doesn't get particularly aggressive or violent, per say, but that's not to say he doesn't get scary. He usually remains calm, with a menacing low tone in his voice and an intimidating look. He may however start screaming at you if you constantly defied him and his patience wore thin.

N- Next: Would they ever move on after you?

It's not like death would get you out of that relationship.

O- Oppression- How many rights would they take away from you?

Rights? You won't even know what that word means by the first month of being trapped with him. He takes pleasure over controlling every single aspect of your life; what you eat, what you wear, where you go, when you speak, etc. You'll rely entirely on him, and that's exactly what he wants. He sees you more as a pretty doll he owns than a person.

P- Prize: Would they consider this a game?

Oh, definitely, this is a game of chess and you're his Queen.

Q- Quality: Would they to be secretive or be flashy about what they do?

You'll always be with him in public, but no one would ever guess the true toxic nature of your relationship.

R- Rain: Would they keep you trapped inside forever?

No, whenever he has to go somewhere you'll be there with him, arm in arm.

S- Stalker: Would they stalk you? How intense would it go?

He doesn't really stalk you, more gets Sebastian to go out and get information on you.

T-Turmoil, Would they force you to team up with them?

You're not on the same level as him, you're just a doll, why would he team up with you?

U-Usage, Would they use you to get what they desire?

You are the only thing he desires.

V- Version: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

He won't seem as lovesick as the typical yandere, but believe me, he is obsessed.

W-Wild Card, a random yandere headcannon.

While Ciel will make Sebastian kill any nuisances, only he is allowed to lay a hand on you. He wants to be the only one causing you pain, in fact he wants to be the only person you think about. And yes, he will brand your skin with his name.

X- Xenophobia: How much would they get angry from their jealousy?

More annoyed than angry, but he is horrendously possessive, so he will punish you for even glancing at another person.

Y- Yander: How many crimes would they commit?

As many as necessary, but Ciel would be careful not to draw attention to himself and would most likely pin the crimes on someone else. If all your family and friends are killed, Ciel will tell everyone it was "your crazy stalker who wanted you for himself", and would claim he was helping you recover.