#screaming into the void as always ig
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I can understand if a friend starts to ignore me cause of a new relationship (I'm not happy about it but it happens ig)...but it hurts a lot when they ignore u cause they have a new (better?) friend
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There’s just something about how by the end for Arthur to play the role he needed to play , be the once and future king who would unite Albion and rule justly, he had to learn to be gentle to be softer and kinder and more compassionate .
And he had to learn it from Merlin . The person who in order to become Arthur’s protector had to learn to be Ruthless . He had to be cold blooded , merciless and vicious to keep Arthur safe .
#idk if fate intended this for Merlin#or if Merlin willingly chose so#because he always had that feral desperate kind of fierce protectiveness towards the things he loves#either way#i wanna cry#i’m in my FEELS#you don’t understand the irony#ig the two sides of the same coin always have to balanced#i just#fate was so so so cruel to Merlin#I’m crying#i feel like this needs to be a post of minimum 15 paragraphs when it’s my turn with the braincell#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#screaming into the tumblr void#random thoughts#rewatching merlin
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#i hit a follower milestone today#of like the thousands variety#and idek if it’ll be worth celebrating or anything cause it feels like no one actually likes what i make#idkidk it just always feels like i’m screaming and throwing art into the void#which is fine ig cause i’m making it for me#but it does feel ridiculous sometimes
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telling my therapist i view all my interactions as if i'm reading a book and all the people (myself included) are characters i have to analyse and worrying he'll think there's something wrong with me as if he doesn't already have a big ol' list of all the things wrong with me
#jay screams into the void#i Think? this might be an autism thing for me#not certain#but i've always loved analysing fictional characters in books and shows and films#and so all my people skills come from reading#and ig it's easier to transfer those skills over than to pretend i know how to be a human being
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one of my girlfriends told me I could call it whenever I felt like I was gonna spiral and I want to so bad but I am a stupid crying mess idk what I would even say and I need to do my work anyways and and and . my head hurts so bad and everything sucks forever . My only hope is that Thursday passes. I’m trying to think of it positively. Once Thursday is over it’s all over. And I’ll be able to rest a little and have only work for other classes (manageable and reasonable fucking work)
#turning this blog into a vent blog ig😭 whatever#screaming into the void is always better than bottling things up
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Anatomy of an affair
Warnings: age-gap (but we keep it legal), cheating.
A/N: I was talking to @alyyaanna and the anatomy professor's idea took control, I couldn't resist, so this one for her. It will have a sequel, this is just part 1.
They say the secret of a good relationship is friendship, I had scientifically proven that this wasn't the case being a test subject all my life. Tobert and I had grown up in the same neighborhood in Pendleton South Carolina, two nearby houses, our families loved each other, we went to school together, hung out with the same group of friends, we even broke our arms together – it was his fault –. For everyone we were two soul mates linked, it was inevitable in some way. We had done everything together our whole lives, the most mundane things and the first shameful experiences. Our relationship on paper was destined for success, absolute, overwhelming, our faces under the heading "goal couple", at least until I decided to study medicine in Boston and he stayed in our hometown. Our paths had separated for just three months before he had a bad accident at his uncle's construction company, he had begged me, it had been a tough decision, but I had agreed to come back to support him. But now that I had finally taken control of my life, in my second actual year of studies, Tobert was boycotting everything again.
For the entire previous year I had thought he was trying to distract himself from the void I had left in his life, filling it with trips and nights with co-workers and friends, but looking back I had been kidding myself. Our parents called every day to find out when we were getting married and if I would be home soon, but from him? Oh, well, a few calls, always short, couple of messages, often stupid ones, and a facetime on weekend for some creepy phone sex. He didn't come to visit me, he didn't organize anything when I returned home, for my last birthday he sent me a package with a sweater I suspected he hadn't chosen. And now, after months of tolerating it, I saw him in an IG story with a chick’s ass in his face.
- "Good Lord man!"
- "Sav have you seen? Sav?"
What I could see was that he was even enjoying it! He had the same stupid face of an old man who can't read the newspaper, the one has been in my face since we were fifteen, ending our moments like commercials on TV in his father's garage.
- "What’s with that face? Sav is it everything okay?"
- "Savannah…"
I had felt guilty for wanting to start again and leaving him behind, I was working hard to finish and return home, I had always pushed away the instinct that told me I deserved more and instead he was living his best life without worrying about hiding it. His behaviour was not somekind of abandonment syndrome, it was just one of his bullshit and evidences were everywhere. I was a freking clown, our relationship was a joke I had wanted to believe alone because after so many years it seemed impossible to think of anyone else to me, when he was simply used to having me there at his disposal and now he thought was free. I had wasted my life and almost burned my future…
Realization hit me in the cafeteria, my colleagues staring at me like at some psycopath and rightly so, because when the next story popped up on the screen, I snapped.
- "That asshole!" – my scream echoed throughout the entire hall, overcoming the chatter that always filled it.
The sudden silence that followed and the hand one of my friends smashed against my arm brought me back suddenly, but by then it was late. I had just made the scene I would probably always be remembered for. Standing with my latte dripping onto the couch and music now playing in the background like a bad theme for my drama, I saw dozens of eyes staring at me.
- "... Sav what’s you problem?! We got company... get your ass over here!" – my roommate whispered in a panic, nodding towards the two men who had been about to leave.
In slow motion I saw them both looking at me and to humiliation was added absolute terror when without thinking I raised my hand to wave an embarrassed greeting, restarting Tobert's story. Oh, they would definitely remember me for that scene.
There wasn't a person on the entire campus who didn't know about my performance and the worst thing certainly wasn't the rumors but rather pity looks, plus the extra tasks I had agreed to do to clean up my reputation and keep myself busy. I hadn't received any formal warning, not even a comment, but I didn't want to risk ruining my career after having already dropped out in the past. The idea of losing the opportunity of a lifetime to someone who had already gotten more than he deserved from me drove me crazy.
Tobert hadn't commented, probably his two brain cells hadn't yet met to discuss what to do or they didn't think it was serious, but I had clear ideas and I had chosen to run the circus, patiently planning the day I would have kicked him with my degree.
So armed with good will and courage I marched across campus with my head held high, ready to face my demons and regain total control. It was almost time for the anatomy course to start and I planned to pass with top marks, but to do so I also had to make sure that the new professor didn't just remember me for screaming that day in front of him and his predecessor. My friends talked about him constantly, but I didn't have time for gossip, I had to seem like the right person to invest in for the future of medicine. When I arrived in front of his studio, however, my intention seemed less simple than expected. The entire aisle had been assaulted by a crowd of students, mostly girls. If I had suffered from amnesia, I would have thought I was at a concert or among a nymphomaniacs cult. We weren't in California, those outfits were definitely out of season as well as indecent, what’s was wrong with all of them?
- "Do you think he will receive today?"
- "Ah, I hope so! I want to see him so bad!"
Forced to wait like everyone else, I caught up with the gossip I had refused to hear from my friends, discovering the new professor was not only charming, but also young and free, which explained the cult. I also sadly discovered firsthand he hated receiving students and from what I saw he didn't even respect the time when he should have been forced to do so. Sitting in my chair, I waited twice as long before seeing the other students go away resignedly with their tiny blouses and too short skirts, deciding to spending my time finishing the chemistry project I had to hand in the following week. With my head down and fixed not to give up, I continued typing on my keyboard until two voices distracted me.
- "You can't take care of it alone, it's not necessary and you shouldn't at all" – I knew Mr. Heyman, he was an authority everywhere thanks to his investments and was often in the area because of his daughter, as well as a good friend of the rector.
The other man with him, I had only seen him on the day of my drama and I must not have seen him well due to the shock, because if I had I would not have given dirty looks to all the girls who had waited for him with me. Was he really a professor? Since when were professors like that?! You couldn't be like that, it was disorienting, didn’t help to the teaching process.
- "I should find someone but I don't have time to waste, Paul" – he complained and his voice sent a shiver through my body as I watched them reach the door in front of me.
- "I could ask, I have some friends, I'm sure there will be many smart guys who would be honored to do it, extra credits or not."
- "I will do it."
I said without thinking, lost in thoughts I shouldn't have been having, and they both turned to look at me, just as confused and surprised by the interruption as I was.
I had planned to introduce myself, ask a few questions, apologize for the bad first impression and now I had just made another one, listening to conversations that didn't concern me, without even saying hello, volunteering for who knows what next. Perfect.
Once the confusion was over, Mr. Heyman looked at me with interest, almost analyzing me, and I quickly tried to put myself together, putting everything away to get up.
- "And you are?" – He asked, his hands hidden in the pockets of his elegant suit.
- "Savannah Naïs Simon. Among the best in my class" – I introduced myself without hesitation and once again mentally scolded myself.
Now I even praised myself?! I usually handled the pressure well, for that kind of career it was indispensable, after all, but all of a sudden I was making one misstep after another and I couldn't afford it, not now. Tobert wasn't there to screw things, I had no excuses, it was my time, it was up to me. Head held high, nerves strong, that's what I needed.
- "Among the best doesn't mean the best" – Mr. Heyman cut me off, shaking his head – "and we have to check it too. I'll make a call."
Struck dumb, I quickly tried to think of something, anything, to make my case. The other professors would have confirmed, but what would I look like standing there waiting for their help?
- "It's no use" – however, Professor Reigns, who had watched until that moment, stopped us both.
His voice really played tricks on my body, but when my eyes met his it was even worse. His expression conveyed nothing, I couldn't imagine what he was thinking, but he exuded authority and there was something magnetic about him, the kind of man capable of changing the atmosphere with just his presence.
- "Are you sure?" – he heard Mr. Heyman ask him, finally stopping looking at me.
- "I’ll take her" – he established, checking me for a brief moment and I held my breath without even realizing it.
He will… take me? for doing what? And was it positive or…
- "We start tomorrow morning" – he said, addressing me directly.
- "I will be on time" – I promised, even if he had already turned his back to me to open the door, Mr. Heyman following him without paying any more attention to me.
- "No phone Miss Simon" – he advised from afar, just before I was left completely alone in the aisle and I distinctly felt the weight of the entire campus falling on me.
I had risked making another scene, I had volunteered for something I didn't even know what it was, I would have had to move lessons to keep my word and I would have thrown away even the amount of time I had left to sleep. And once again that wasn't the worst, but the fact he remembered and had already targeted me before I could even apologize.
What awaited me was a role as an assistant for the entire duration of the course, but I only found out the following day, after spending the whole night awake. I wouldn't have much time to do anything else, it was clear from the first moment, but I had no intention of backing out after having volunteered. It wasn't just a way to make up for my bad impression, it was an opportunity for which anyone else would have gladly given an organ, I myself would have done so - who needed two kidneys? One was enough - and that would certainly help my career, I was lucky. Professor Reigns was a successful doctor, he had changed the landscape of pathological anatomy with his works and his presence was an honor for the university. Admissions to his course were closed after just one day and the program specified that a selection would still be made by him personally. Assisting him and observing how he worked could have given me a great advantage in the selection phase and that was what I was aiming for. Memorizing had always been my thing, but anatomy was much more than listing body parts.
However, reality once again did not correspond to my expectations and in the following three days, I felt more like a secretary than an assistant, with alla those emails and calls. He always arrived early and most of the time I found him sitting at his desk, looking at personal documents and boxes full of medical records. He worked with his head down for hours, often without speaking or taking a break, which wasn't good for my ambition, but at least it helped me not to get distracted because the rare times I saw him looking at me were a test of mental resistance.
His presence demanded attention, his imposing body promised what it shouldn't with the most banal gestures like a pen between his fingers. Calling him a good-looking man would have been an insult, the world was full of handsome and insignificant men, but he had something vaguely frightening, something I had never tasted before and it awakened an almost primordial impulse in me.
The sound of someone knocking on the door brought me out of my thoughts and I quickly straightened up, hoping nothing in me would give me away. I couldn't think about certain things, I wasn't there to daydream about affairs, not when my future was in play and my lifelong boyfriend had cheated on me. A student I had seen a couple of times appeared in the doorway, wearing a lab coat, a deep neckline underneath. Her blue eyes scanned the room where I was in search of what interested her and which was instead sitting in the near room.
- "I know it's not reception hour, but is the professor over there? I would like to talk to him in private about some things" – she said without even trying too hard to simulate and I batted my eyelashes at her, fascinated and annoyed at her courage before stopping her.
- "Unfortunately he is busy. If it’s important you can ask via email or otherwise wait for the course to start. Lessons start tomorrow morning, the time and place are already confirmed" – I anticipated, getting a reproachful look.
- "I need to see him now."
Oh, I could imagine it and I would have complimented the clever attempt to show up when no one was waiting if she hadn't been trying to call me dumb.
- "Can I help you now?" – I proposed without getting too upset and she seemed on the verge of losing her patience.
- "Can I have an appointment?"
- "Sure, I'll put you on the list."
I didn't see her expression, she was probably furious, but she didn't give me time, huffing her disappointment out of the studio, leaving me with the agenda in my hand. I closed it with a heavy breath, putting it back in my bag, where I had been advised to keep it so that it was always with me and never unattended. When I raised my head I almost had a heart attack, discovering Professor Reigns intent on staring at me from his desk, hands crossed, his expression curious.
- "I'm busy?" – he inquired and his low, rough voice made my neck tingle.
I hadn't told a lie, he was busy. He worked on those medical records all day, there was always some document on which he kept his eyes glued. Why was he staring at me like that? Maybe I shouldn't have spoken before asking yes, but my intentions weren't bad, I was trying to be helpful.
- "With the material for the research project and the visit to the rector this afternoon, plus I don't think she really had any questions" – I explained, clenching my fists praying that I could use them against myself because it would have been much better.
I spoke without being involved, I made decisions independently, now I also commented and implied. The unkind thoughts I'd had about Tobert were backfiring on me, bad karma.
- "Is that so?" – Professor Reigns asked curiously, leaning back in his chair and knowing for a fact it was better keep my mouth closed, I nodded, returning to look at my laptop in silence hoping to not have to explain anything else.
I couldn't talk about those things with a professor, someone who could have mentored me, it didn't matter if there wasn't that much of an age gap between us and we ended up on the topic. It was an off limits talk and I tried to focus on the topics outline he would analyze the following day during the first lesson, it had to be detailed and precise, but I couldn't even read what I had summarized until five minutes before.
- "Savannah right?" – I heard my name being called and even more shocked, I watched him finally get up from his desk to join me – "you want to be a cardiologist"
- "How... who"- I spluttered in surprise and putting hands in his pockets, he smiled at me amused.
A smile that would have knocked anyone out, perfect and soft, so incredibly unexpected on an authority figure like him. For three days he had paid almost no attention to me, only addressing me as necessary as Miss. Simon and I had never hoped for more than that, because of our first meeting and his role. Plus not many people knew my goal, after giving up and coming back was something I had learned to keep to myself.
- "Paul is a friend of mine and the rector's. He has his people. He was doubtful at first, but he thought better of it after a few calls and was right as always. You're doing a good job" – he replied, clarifying the doubts I wasn't even able to express and I felt my stomach tighten with emotion.
I knew I shouldn't expect recognition, not in such a competitive environment and when I was a nobody, but it was nice to know my effort was being noticed. Noticed moreover by people of that level. It was a rush of positive energy I really needed to give value to my sacrifices and know investing in myself was the right thing. Tobert and this sort of incestuous relationship we'd had had tried to screw everything, but I was still in the running.
- "I do my best, it's an honor" – I said enthusiastically, matching the smile he had given me, but he raised a hand to stop me, swinging his head.
- "Let's leave this out, I need support and an objective opinion at every lesson. I'm not a real professor, I'm a doctor, but it's an opportunity and everyone has something to pass on. Do you think you can do it, without distractions?" – He asked, throwing another dig at me, but this time I quickly got over it, nodding immediately.
At that point I would have done anything he asked me, I couldn't refuse him anything. It had been three days as a secretary, ignored and perpetually under pressure, but I had passed the test, I had earned his trust. He really wanted me to become his assistant now, he asked for my opinion even though we weren't equals in that field. Screw karma, I had already won in life at that point!
- "I can give my word Sir" – I promised and once again that smile appeared on his perfect face.
- "Good girl" – he approved, before leaving me again.
Those two words rang in my ears right inside my head, as dangerous as a spell and I had the impression of feeling my blood warm, while my body suddenly came alive and melted at the idea of having deserved that pet name. Subconsciously, I scratched my notebook, legs clenched under the desk as I watched the profile of his massive back. We had had an important moment and there I was holding my breath for something that Tobert had never in a lifetime been able to give me, after two words said without any intention.
I saw Mr. Reigns sit back down, rolling his shoulders with ease as he resumed whatever had occupied him before our chat. His eyes searched me one last time and a part of me that shouldn't have throbbed around nothing, making me lower my head to the lesson plan.
I was imagining it, it was in my head and it had to disappear as soon as possible.
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I am SO sorry about that other anon good lord, who do they think they are??? You're a human being with feelings and emotions and hardships!! Or a shark I guess in your case, but my point still stands.
I, too, have been a long-time fan of your comic. CoB is my favorite webcomic and I've been loyally following and reading the updates since... end of s1?? It's been a while. BUT despite that, I know that you're still a person at the end of the day, and that sometimes you just need to get shit off your chest. It's far healthier to vent and get things off your chest than it is to bottle it up.
I haven't paid attention because I'm following like 500 different tumblrs, but may I suggest tagging your rants? That way, if people don't want to see it, they can just blacklist the tag, and you can keep getting things off your chest.
>>> Also just a reminder to everyone that YOU CURATE YOUR OWN ONLINE EXPERIENCES. The tag blocker and unfollow button is there for a reason. If you don't like what someone posts, either block the tag or just unfollow them. It's not that hard.
Sorry to that anon in that I didn’t mean to send any hate their way. I appreciate what you’re saying but I understand their point. I made this as a space for fans and I shouldn’t be using it for personal baggage. I’m just going to try to avoid using it like that from now on, so hopefully a tag won’t be necessary but I’ll make sure to do so if I do fall in that hole again. I hopefully just find a better outlet, but I just always appreciate being heard here, even if only by a few people. Even just a like on one of my posts tells me someone heard me and sometimes that’s just all I need. This was just kinda the only place I can get that since Twitter and IG would attract too much attention, and well, my private accounts… just feel like screaming into a void that just echos everything back and confirms everything I’m venting about. I’m gonna try to avoid venting here from now on and do my best to just keep it a positive fan space, but I appreciate all the support up til now whenever I’ve been having a bad night
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YAYAYAYAYAYAYA MATCHUPSSS
I'm a girl and I'm looking for a pjsk matchup!
my personality?? um, god I'm an annoying motherfucker. when I find someone who's willing to listen, I will yap for hours about my interests. I have hpd, bpd(?), and adhd which is super duper fun totally 😐 but I think I'm funny maybe idk? I'm really insecure and I like actually can't find anything good about myself 😓 maybe I'm a fast learner? I'm sort of a nerd like, I'm in accelerated math 🤓
things I'm most sensitive to? idk what this means but ig I hate bugs and clowns and vomit and that shit. also when my s/o isn't giving me attention I would literally start screaming crying shaking.
my number one talent is simping. 💀 I have a shrine for 2 different people and when I have a crush on someone they're all I talk about 😭
my hobbies are drawing, writing, playing pjsk, and screaming lyrics of songs I like really loudly. I've also been getting back into dance lately that's pretty sigma. age range is 13-15 and there are no characters i don't want to be matched up with
what i want in an s/o? think of seo changbin from skz 🤩 jkjk (only slightly) i want a s/o thats nice to me, is at least slightly taller than me, (5'4), is funny, has decent fashion sense, and a real nice voice (but I suppose that's all the pjsk boys..)
what i don't want in an s/o is as I stated earlier, someone who doesn't give me attention, someone who puts me down, someone who brushes off my interests, and someone with a bad hairstyle /hj
yeah ty!! if this ask gets sent into the void I WILL cry!!!
' . < Project sekai matchup No. 1~! > . '
A/N: omg you do good in math??? You sound like a good s/o already. Girl if you like think think im sure you can find good stuff abt you. Liiiike you have a nice humor you made me crack a smile several times while reading this. Also idk youre just a fun person. ADHD? I xan relate. Its not confirmed but i probably do have it. Liek seriously whenever im doing my my math i just randomly start daydreaming and my mom always has to snap me back to reality. Thankfully she finds it funny lol and doesnt scold me for it. Also we're the same height so yay. Also same age range. We kin eachother fr.
Anyway! For the grand reveal, I match you up with....
` . < Rui~! > . '
A/N: Im sorry when you said you want someone who shows you attention i immediately thought of rui.
He will listen to every single detail of your rambles about your interests
Honestly finds it adorable
As someone who also rambles a lot about his own interests, he can relate
He understands that you have hpd and will give you all the attention in the world if you so desire
I like to think he will be very physically affectionate. With this mam, how could you NOT get all the attention in the world??
Finds your 'annoying' personality endearing
Sometimes just watches you draw over your shoulder without saying a word and then you just turn around and see him there and be like 'wth did you come from??'
Asks you to draw him
Loves to just watch you and observe you dance. Might even ask for you to teach him on of your dances. (Idr if it its canon that wxs dances but they prolly do, so)
Def teaches you one of the dances he performs
Im not sure if he has a decent fashion sense.. Idk depends ony our perspective
His voice though? Its the definition of nice. Like out of all the boys his is gentle and smooth. Sounds nice to me
#✦ library partners ✦#project sekai#Prokect sekai x reader#Pjsk#Pjsk x reader#proseka#Proseka x reader#Kamishiro rui#Rui kamishiro#Rui kamishiro x reader#Kamishiro rui x reader#✦ project sekai ✦
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ᴡᴀʟʟs ᴏғ ʟɪᴇs / sᴄᴀʀᴀᴍᴏᴜᴄʜᴇ
"𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎 ��𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑?"
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(Yapper, yapper, yapper)
Kinda angst ig
The dark room in which you sat was filled with silence. The cold floor of the bathroom felt like it was gonna break down beneath you any second, yet you wouldn't fall down. You were floating.
Your mind was high in the clouds, not clear enough to see through, but blurry enough to forget every single thought that could bother you at the moment. Your hands felt numb, but the warm hand, of the indigo haired boy, infront of you could you still feel fully. As if someone had connected to your unconciousness. The guy infront of you was fully crystalline in this broken little world of yours.
"What is it that is broken?"
His question startled you a little, you breathed out through your nose, yet you couldn't collect your thoughts to give him a proper answer. That's right, because you were no longer able to trap people by building walls of lies.
"Do you think sinners like me will be forgiven?"
The next few seconds were filled with nothing but the breathing that you and Scaramouche, the indigo haired guy infront of you, shared. His thinking process was just as slow as yours. Why does everyone just let lies off their lips? Like him and you would usually do. Isn't there regret that wraps around your heart?
"Aren't we all sinners? Why would you ask that?"
You let out a little huff at his answer, squeezing his hand gently. It was soft, his pale skin glistened under the moonlight that gazed through the curtains.
The way his features looked even prettier when your mind was numb. Leaned against the bathroom wall he also had fully lost his sense to reality yet there was something that you both had in common. You could stare into the other ones glowing apperance through the void your thoughts were set to. Was this something you had been looking for your whole entire life? His beautiful messy hair that you always adored from far away, his pretty lips that drove you deeper into the path of curiousity. Scaramouche had the most beautiful eyes out of every guy you had seen before. They reminded you of the emptiness that filled your heart.
You get a little closer just to admire his features further. How could such a beautiful being just dare to look at you. Your conciousness was filled with regret, his with forgiveness.
"Scaramouche..."
His dazed expression showed slight curiousity.
"I have lied to you everytime you asked for the truth"
His gaze went down to his lap, where your hands were locked with eachother.
"I lied to you about not cheating, I lied to you about going to change, I lied about being sorry for you."
[...]
"My mind is dragged into bad habits and there is no one to blame but me"
He didnt even know what to say. You guys have been together for 1 year now and you lied into the face that you admired the most everytime? Did you want to change?
"Did you ever love me?"
You did, you truly did. Altough you couldn't form an answer. Was it really love?
Why would you lie to someone you love?
What is it that pushes you to that point?
If it wasn't for the drugs the two of you were on at the moment he would've screamed at you and demanded you to leave, but once you're under the influence of drugs your emotions were kind of set off.
"You're a terrible person"
Was all he blurred out with his bland expression.
"Do you still think a sinner like me could be forgiven?"
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Dont do drugs🔥
#scaramouche#scaramouche x reader#scaramouche x you#x reader#fanficiton#fanfic#light angst#genshin impact#genshin imagines#idk how to tag this
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Grenue Lore ig-
Grenue walked through the halls of the palace, with many of their subjects filtering in and out of it. They were a kind ruler…at least they hoped so. They didn’t want to be the cruel ruler Slencin is.
As they walked, many said their hellos, and they would say hello back, always with a soft, yet exhausted smile. If their subjects were happy with being under their rule enough to say hello, then they must be doing something right. Right…?
Suddenly, screams rang out in the palace, and pleading was heard. Immediately, they rushed to the cacophony of screams and…one person pleading? They still held their weapon; a trident they always kept with themselves.
They stormed into the main area. A large, cavernous area, with riches etched into the rocks. Grenue couldn’t help but smile a bit at the beauty of the room every time they entered.
As soon as they entered, heads turned, and they looked through the crowd to see a large, cleared out area.
There was…a hippocampus in the middle of the room. However, it was a mere child, and held human features. A humanoid hippocampus. A creature that shouldn’t exist…like Grenue themselves.
They couldn’t help but raise a brow, questioning, “…You all are scared…of a child?” A lot of the guards looked away, likely in shame. The same going for the many creatures and merfolk around.
A scoff mixed with a sigh came from their mouth, as they paddled their legs, heading towards the child.
Grenue stared at them, before crouching down…kinda. The underwater equivalent to crouching down.
“What is a young hippocampus like yourself doing all the way down here? It’s not safe for your kind.” Grenue couldn’t help but glance at a few of the cookie cutters, who looked away.
Slowly, they stuttered out, “M-my…my king is…tr-trying to kill me… Please, don’t take me to him!!” Ah. Slencin. No wonder the child was shaking in terror.
A look of empathy likely came upon Grenue’s face, as several of their people looked slightly surprised. They held out a hand, stating, “Yeah. Slencin isn’t the…best ruler of the seas.” Shockingly, the child took their hand.
“What is your name, little one?” Grenue inquired, and the young one looked confused. Upon realizing their words, they said, “Uhh…I don’t have one. Most called me ‘Freakish Girl’, ‘Nonexistent Cow’, ‘Bit-‘.”
“I’ma stop you with that one.” Grenue interrupted, a pit of rage and sadness welling in their stomach. They then stated, “You are in no conditions to be referred to as that. You are a child.”
The equal child looked a little bit calmer now. They were…relaxed.
“Uhhh…You can call me…Bessie. Mama called me that…”
“That is likely your name then, Bessie.”
“Oh…” A long, silent pause came. Chatter sounded in the background from Grenue’s subjects.
Grenue sighed, before stating, “C’mon. Let’s get you cleaned up, Bessie.” They gently began leading the child to a room. An empty guest bedroom.
“You can rest here for as long as you’d like, equal.” Grenue stated, leading her to the bed and gesturing for her to rest.
Once she was comfortable, Grenue exited the room, making sure to close the door for privacy of the child. They didn’t get that privacy in the Void nor the Lair, so they would give it to whatever child.’
@doggyfood, @mysticcroissant, @i-give-u--art, @ooka-fez
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hi silver sorry to bother you but have you defeated pressure yet? do you have any advice im struggling ( >Д<;)
I have defeated pressure! last time I beat it was my 6th win; and I was inconsolably mad because I was aiming for a damageless run and then misclicked a single cable at the very end of the game (so finished w 95 health) so, here are my ‘pro’ gamer tips:
Don’t use light sources unless it’s a blacklight. It leaves you both at risk of squiddles attacks, and makes you dependent on light sources in general. I’ve legitimately ONLY been attacked by squiddles when I wanted to get the document on it. Turn your brightness up instead
Pay attention to the sounds more than your sight. Each version of the angler + pandemonium and a60 all have different sounds and gimmicks. It’s important to be able to distinguish which is which. Here’s my guide for the monsters:
Anglers/rush-based monsters
Regular angler: regular scream, regular rush time. pretty basic stuff. Wait until you hear its actual high pitched scream before getting in a locker.
Pinkie (pink. duh): doesn’t flick the lights, but scream is a higher pitch and can be heard from much further away. try not to panic, but it’s important to keep an ear out always.
Blitz (black): extremely fast, but the lights flicker twice. Beeline to the nearest locker and get in pretty much as soon as you reach it.
Chainsmoker (green one): very, very slow, and sounds a little like a single-toned scream with rattling chains. You have to wait until it’s practically on top of you to get into a locker bc it forces you out of the locker much faster than usual.
Froger (orange): angry kinda scream. Like william afton it comes back. Upon the first rush, wait until it doubles back, then get out of the locker but stay next to it. It will come back again. Get back in the locker. After that it should be gone.
Pandemonium: it kinda ‘sings’ ig, it’s not a regular scream. Slower than most of the angler variants but not quite as slow as chainsmoker. If you struggle with its minigame, side rooms, vents under the floor, or making your window smaller are your new best friend. These work for the other anglers too, of course.
A-60: kinda has this faint ‘pixely’ scream, very easy to miss. Get to a locker or side room. When its message appears you’ve got like, 4 seconds? To get out of sight. It’s probably the hardest to see coming which is why it’s the rarest.
Other monsters
Void mass: also pretty easy. Makes a bubbling sound when you’re nearby, has a puddle underneath it, and also, the obvious glowing eyes. When you approach a locker, look up through the slots to check if it’s empty. I recommend multiplayer bc someone can still get you out.
Wall dwellers: controversial opinion but they’re also pretty easy. If you do struggle with them you can turn around midway through each room, but they have audible squelchy footsteps and you can hear them peeling out of the wall as well. If you’re really paying attention you can even see them in the walls while you’re passing through, they have these weird stretch marks to outline them. Theres this one room especially with that weird green and black mould that you can see a fantastic example of. Also benefits with multiplayer bc there’s more eyes to scare it off. Same with squiddles, I’ve only died to them when I wanted the documents.
Eyefestation: often in an eyefestation room there’s a short period where you can see a little flash of it, or the door locking behind you if it’s a gauntlet. Run as far as you can in that window. Other than that just beeline for the door the best you can.
Good people: there’s the sparks, of course, but press your ear to the wall next to it and listen for growling. If you hear water or some other ambiance like the fans, it means it’s safe, however, so not all noise is bad. In a dark room or after an angler, the real door’s lights will also be out while the fakes remain lit up.
Turrets: “If you see me, no u didn’t :<“ wait to check their patterns before anything else. Hide where you can of course, and try to follow its sweep where you can. And flip the lever to disable them if you can, of course. Even if pai insults you, better to be berated by your worstie than to be dead.
Searchlights: do not rush it. In the warehouse, follow after it to give you more time. You can hide underneath piles of boxes, the forklifts and in shipping containers (as well as the lockers). In the final searchlights encounter, go for the most risky cables FIRST and the underground ones LAST. Go underground as few times as possible, as it makes it more dangerous by cutting off a lot of your view. Trying to go for the one right in the middle with three of them right on top of you is rough. This usually saves you with the remaining cables being in safer places the further you go to cancel out the difficulty as best as possible. In the final manoeuvre, do NOT hide in the submarine as it makes it even riskier by cutting off your peripheral. Watch the light patterns and then go for it. Wait in the middle underneath it bc it only kills you if you go in the actual light. Always works for me. Another controversial opinion but the warehouse is harder than the final fight.
Sebastian: don’t flashbang or climb on him. it’s rude. Also, make sure he’s happy when you leave. I don’t think there’s any real change but I find its bad luck to leave when he’s pissed at you. Buy his medkit and code breaker if you can.
Other dangers
The Ridge: there’ll be an angler or pandemonium in almost every room. Open the door to the next room and then wait by a locker in the previous one until the threat has passed. Do not panic, and BE PATIENT. Sometimes it takes a while when it passes through. Also, any good people will have light spilling out from under the door. With the music, wait for the angler to leave and then kinda just avoid it or speed through it as best you can. If you’ve got code breakers, save them for either the ridge (or paranoia’s box if you manage to come across it.) As long as you stay careful and make sure you know where the lockers are, it’s not as daunting as it may seem.
Parasites: just stay in the light, you’ll be fine. It’s pretty forgiving
Hazards: just avoid them. Don’t jump in holes you can’t see the bottom of. Dont walk into the fire. Don’t swim in lava. Don’t touch the electrified water, there’s a way to disable it/go around it. Wait for the right time between the fans. Ask @revenyance bc they’re an expert on how not to do that last part.
The pipe puzzle: try to go from the end rather than just the start.
Vent/pipe maze: always take a left turn and eventually you’ll find your way out.
major, all-round tip summary:
-keep sound high and preferably play with headphones. Turn on deaf mode if you have hearing issues.
-fuck light sources, I hate those guys. Go max brightness instead.
-try try and try again. You’re never a bad gamer so long as you’re having fun and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise :>
-try to keep at least two code breakers with you until the end for paranoia’s box or the ridge
-if you’re still learning the ropes, play multiplayer or with your friends! If you die first it’s still good experience seeing them and getting practice for further rooms. Also helps with some of the monsters in general.
Hope all of this is helpful! (Sorry that its a bit wordy) 6.:}
#once you’re able to recognise which noises are ambiance and which r monsters you’ll notice a pretty rapid improvement spike#pressure#roblox pressure
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hi friends! since it’s been 3 months I thought I’d do a little updated about me :p
you can call me blossoms! 🌸 comes from the url obviously which I decided on in seconds when sitting in the middle of my bed making this blog at 3am bc I love dan and phil and cherry blossoms/japan/japhan etc etc
(as a side note I don’t share a lot of personally identifying info on here for a lot of reasons, don’t wanna be found out + professional reasons and tumblr is a great platform for having being a phannie as my main identity but I will occasionally overshare in the tags or random posts. for the most vague details I’m canadian and a poc ig? if you want to be friends or discuss anything in more detail im happy to share in dms just not in the general void lol)
some past fandoms I’ve been a part of tumblr or otherwise: avengers/marvel (this was in the peak in like 2016 and I followed it probably up until 2020 but dgaf anymore soz), marvel’s daredevil (their best show still love it), one direction/harry styles (harry was prob my biggest interest/fandom I was heavily involved in until like 2022 ish, i followed a bunch of accounts on my other blog and fan pages, went to his first solo tour in 2018, basically followed his every move- ik he’s not some underground artist but I lost interest when he kinda boomed and became SUPER popular I miss the early days of his solo era lol but still like his music), criminal minds, I think those are the main ones obv I lurk anytime I have a special interest lol
artists I like: twenty one pilots, arctic monkeys, the 1975, hozier, frank ocean, bad suns, muse, sufjan stevens, lana del rey, wallows, ed sheeran, lorde, zayn/hs/niall horan, paramore, the smiths, 5sos, kendrick lamar, fka twigs, fleetwood mac (this is off the top of my head just main ones ig there’s lots of other artists with specific songs I like and I also listen to my playlists from middle school often with p!atd and fob just the older stuff tho)
fave tv: derry girls, criminal minds, the office, gilmore girls, brooklyn 99, community, freaks and geeks, gossip girl, new girl, the end of the fucking world (short but a personal fave), fleabag, mindhunter- I like basic nbc sitcoms ok what can I say but currently watching Buffy and there’s lots of things on my watchlist like twin peaks I just never have time (aka always watching YouTube/dnp)
i like to think of myself as a cinephile when I really don’t watch as many movies as I’d like to bc of the same reasons listed above but I keep up with what’s happening in the film world and yeah some of my faves include: little women, sing street, before sunrise, aftersun, clueless, call me by your name, the perks of being a wallflower, big hero 6, la la land, zodiac, the social network, scream, the batman, bones and all, knives out, hp/twilight series
random interests: the scream franchise/saw/horror, until dawn (the game), youtube video essays, true crime content/criminology (in the most respectful way I promise I studied it and mean like actual data and researched podcasts not the weirdos that idolize certain people cough cough), perfumes/cosmetics, art, fashion, baking/food in gen, journaling, pinterest, reading (literary fiction/mystery/some ya)
idk what you were expecting this is literally all media but we’re all media consumers here lmao and I thought this might be a fun way to connect with other phannies if we share similar interests outside of dnp :3
#about me#blossoms trivia#me.txt#music#film#tv series#crying over everyone’s responses to my post before btw assuming most of you will see this ily all sm#i don’t wanna keep yapping anout myself so plz take this as an invite to tell me more about u :3
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(This a stupid idea I came up with so don't mind it lol) pairing for either gender(s) kinda neutral pairing ig(?)(I tried)
Steve x reader(?) Fluff, nothing more
Tw: mention of abuse and cussing (I think that's it)
A/N: (longer then I expected it to be... sry-)
It had been quiet in the small apartment complex, that was until the sound of shouting could be heard, a groan of annoyance escaping a man's lips as this was his one and only true day off, he got up, sliding on a pair of shorts that sat atop the basket of laundry he had yet to fold and put away, walking to the door and opening stepping out as he spotted a few of his neighbors peering out to see what the commotion was, henodded to them before walking out of his room, leaving the door open as an elder woman left her room to stand near his open door so it didn't shut and lock him out even if there was a master key that was left with an attendant he was always easily irritated when being bothered about those things, the man took large strides to where he heard the screaming of a heated argument, the man took notice of the smaller frame of a person, you stood in a defensive posture, hands in fists, as the man got closer he looked to the other voice, a man's voice that is, he was yelling at you, soon he was able to hear the man say "no one will love you like I did! Will treat you like I did! So wear that scarlet letter, no one will love you like I did! Will touch you like I did so good luck finding something better!" Raglan knew it was none of his business but he watched from afar... arms crossed infront of his chest, brows furrowed as he stood there silently watching, he wasn't going to interfere unless things got... physical he kept his distance, taking note of how you stepped back whenever the other man took one step towards you, the man's voice softened but it was laced with malice as he softly spoke "and some day you may find... that picture perfect guy... and I'll chase my words with poison Until that day arrives, and swine take to the sky! Fill your void with open thighs! No one will love you like I did, Will treat you like I did! So go on, wear that scarlet letter! No one will love you like I did! Will touch you like I did! So good luck finding something better! No one will love you like I did! Will treat you like I did! So go on, wear that scarlet letter! No one will love you like I did! Will FUCK you like I did! So good luck finding something better!" He yelled at you as jerked forward grabbing your wrist tightly before the sound of a groan of pain escape the man that held your wrist, the man snapped his head to look at who had grabbed him, looking up and paling, looking up at the man that easily almost towered over him as he quickly let go your wrist as he lookedat the man's hands as he winced, your hands trembled as you quickly moved to hide behind the as he looked at the smaller male "don't think ya should put your hands on an angel like her." His features sharp and dark as he looked down at the man, soon turning his attention to you, his eyes softening and his eyes showed clear worry "you alright sweetie?" He asked you as you looked up at him, tears pricked at the corner of your eyes as you softly nodded, he looked to the older woman the man that you hid behind you knew him as being the man that barely spoke to anyone, he secluded himself and made it clear that he didn't want to be noticed as he flew under the radar, your eyes meeting, you struggled to remember his name as you stood there, hands on him and being like a scared or even cornered rabbit, he spoke softly almost in a whisper, loud enough for you to hear him 'go to that older woman and into the room,
she'll stay with you if you ask her to...' he turned his attention to the man, you nodded and glanced to the man that had been your abusive boyfriend, you made quick work on making it to the door where the woman stood, her concern for you as you were in a thin white top and mid thigh and thin shorts that provided you no warmth from the cold building, minutes passed and as you sat on his bed covered by the blankets on the bed with the older woman by your side and holding you close for comfort, you remember the man's name 'Steve Raglan' you thought to yourself, hearing the sounds of barefoot against the hardwood floor of the building before it was followed by the sound of something being dragged, soon Mr. Raglan stepped through the door to his bedroom and dragging the man in and forcing him to his knees as Steve held the man by the hair, something that he'd do to you often when you disobeyed him, now he was getting treated the same way as Mr. Raglan held him still and coldly spoke to the man "go on..." the man, bloody, bruised and clearly having a few tears streaming down his face that mixed with the blood to make it all the more sweeter for you, as your eyes fell upon the mess of what you had thought was a real man, the man looked at you with pleading eyes as he sat on his knees, hands around Raglan's wrist though unable to do anything to the clearly stronger and physically well built man, the crumpled up mess of a man stammering out an apology to you as he sobbed your name and begging for you to forgive him for his actions, that he 'would change this time' those words feeling bittersweet as you looked away from him before he was dragged out of the room and the sound of a thud from within the hallway could be heard before Mr. Raglan came back into the room, thanking the older woman for staying with you while he dealt with that prick, she nodded then left the small apartment room, leaving you alone with the man, who in a since saved you from an abusive lover that would always rope you back in... your body trembled as silent tears fell, you heard the sound of the bed shifting and groaning under the new found weight of the man you barely knew, he did a motion only to stop himself and ask you softly "can I touch you..." you slowly nodded "okay... I'm gonna put my arm around you sweetie" he gently put his arm around you, slowly setting his hand against your upper arm, his touch was gentle despite how rough his calloused hands looked, "I'm gonna pull ya close... okay?" He was being cautious of what he did and making sure that you were comfortable, you gave another soft and slow nod he gently pulled you close to his body, he didn't move you, he wanted you to feel comfortable with everything he was doing and as far as he was concerned, you didn't give him permission to move you, he raised a hand close to your cheek "I'm gonna touch your face, just let me know if you're hurtin' anywhere" he said sofly as you nodded once again, he slowly placed his calloused but warm hand against your cheek, you nearly leaned into it as the warmth of his hand felt nice against your cheek, you could feel yourself slowly start to nod off "sweetie, hey, look at me before you fall asleep" you slowly looked at him, admiring his sharp features in the diming and fading light of the setting sun, "I'll give you an option sweetie... I can stay here with you... or... I can leave the room and sleep out of the couch... this is your choice... remember that sweetie..." you nodded before resting your tired head against his broad chest, you relaxed as you felt the warmth of his body before you softly spoke 's-stay...' you pleaded softly, he nodded "okay... I will... just let me go do a few things then I'll be back" you gave a meek nodded as he walked out of the bedroom and locked his door, turning off lights and grabbing a water from the fridge and some meds if you truly
needed them, but as he walked in, he noticed your trembling form, he slowly walked over to the side of the bed where he would normally lay but seeing as you preoccupied it he gingerly gave you the water after opening it and giving you the meds as he stood there and waited till you were done as he stood there looking at you as he would slowly sit down with a groan as his knees popped some, he looked at you, moving a small strand of hair out of your face "how ya feelin doll?" He asked softly you just shrugged slightly as he nodded and took the bottle and set it on the nightstand with the lid loose on it, he would then get up and walked around the bed to the otherside before sitting down as the bed groaned again against his weight, the sound of russling in the dark could be heard as he got comfortable, he soon relaxed and his breathing was steady and slow, you thinking that Mr. Raglan was asleep rolled over and wrapped your arms gently around you as you laid your head against his back as you soon fell asleep in the early mornings you hadn't realized how close you were to Mr. Raglan's body, he held you close keeping his hands on your mid back, you're breathing calm and steady whilst his breathing was rough and heavy, but the sound of his heart beat was something that seemed to sooth you and keeping a sense of calm over you as you laid there struggling to not fall asleep to the rhythmic pattern of his heart beat.
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suckening liveblog bc i dont wanna spam my friends lol
spoilers ahead!!!!!!!!!!!! going to put all of episode 1 in one post :O
i didnt expect emizel to be pronounced tht way tbh!! em-ee-zel...i expected emi-zel if tht makes Any sense
oh emizel got daddy issues? sad. wait he runs a GANG?
the arts fucking insane dude im so happy they worked w so many people for this
oh hello soda :O bro has some transgender energy already like. who dresses themselves in stuff w their name on it if not someone who picked their own name?
GANG WAR,? i love emizel i dont know if this is the rightr vibe or not but hes giving me 'punk kid whose pretending to be in a gang' and i love him for it
smash bros commentary is so funny omg
oohhh vampire time soon???? fangs gonna BITE
'sometimes i just say shit and idk what it means' SAME SODA.
ohhhhh nooo this is not gooooood. oh em ur getting fucked uppp
FIRST COMBAT WOOOOO omg the music is fucing phenomenal i love u nathan hanover
oh my god this is fuckjign insane NO SODAAAAAAAAAAA
ayo ? kiss time ig. NAHHHHH BITE TIME
wat the fuuuuuuck What the fuuuuuck LMAO FUCK DOUBLE BITE??????? CHOMP CHOMP MOTHERFUCKER
FRENZY CHECK??????? oh here we go dude vampire timeee
so emizels fucked. ANYWAYS ROMANIA
bizlys character art looks like hes abt to cry lmao. sad little twink
im so fond of this guy and hehasnt even talked? hes so funny. why are you so well dressed AYO EYESHADOW?
SHILO IS SO FUNNY I LOVE HIM? oh no his accent is so cute. cute as in like a stuffed animal is cute not like attraction. im aroace
is shilo like? rapunzel? is he not allowed to leave his room ?
hes so funny im so fucking endeared omg
"WHAT DOES A VAMPIRE KNOW ABOUT FENCING?"
oh he IS rapunzel he's never met a mortal!! why is his mother never letting him out :O
oh....he wants a book on birds :,) he wants to read abt pheasants....
HE WANTS A PET PHESSANT I AM GOING TO START CRYING
shilo is a manipulative little BASTARD i love him he can do no wrong in my eyes forever and always. my wet and pathetic cat that i hold so dearly
ohh curious boy curious boy...doing this he should Not b
oh fuck shilo's mom so much i have a bad feeling abt her alreadyyyyy
my bbg...run away flee this place get OUT god i fucking hate his mother she caused him so much shame he's frenzying :((((
'both of you will take me to the darkened door, or i Will Scream." shilo you are my favourite forever and ever
ARTHUR.......OH HIS DESIGN IS COOL AS FUCK
kitty kitty cat :O give me their name rnv ITS A GIRL oh the little kityt noises im going to pass away
void...is she smarter than arthur lmao?
FUCLFUCKFUCK COWBOY VAMPIRE IM SHITTING MYSELFNSJFDJS
arthurs so cool hes like if rumi had a goth phase
fucking What is arthurs deal whts he looking for here. hello
SHILOAPPEARING IN THE AUTO SHOP IM GONNA LOSE IT. GUARD HELP THERE IS OIL ON MYHANDS Who is that.
"i believe in you. you are my special boy<3" shilo is such an asshole i adore him
emizel is here :O the trio are meeting up lets gooo
how did i COMPLETELY miss arthur can control shadows what the FUCK. what the HELL. ARMS OF THE ABYSS?
THE SHOEHSHFJAKGK
"i ask of you to calm down" "...i flick my other shoe at him."
"GREFGOR WE HAVE TO GO EVEYYONEW IS BIG AND TRYING TIO KILL EACH OTHER :(" shilo i adore you.
"uh. Pretend i am dead." (collapses)
this is beyond fucking funny. emi and arthur sorting themselves out while shilo has a panic attack and fakes being dead like a fucking possum
NAH THEY END THE EP THERE? THATS SO FUCKING FUNNY GOODBYE
in conclusion shilo is my newest bbg and my discord server profile is already fanart of him. god bless
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ive been so inactive lol
im alive ig if anyone cares (yay.)
ive promised someone very dear to me to continue living for the next bit, so i will (if youre seeing this, yk who you are ;3)
honestly the suicidality is jumping up and down and i have no idea what its doing- at least i dont *always* want to violently kill myself?
ive been dabbling more in multiswiping n shit- been hitting some deep styros/baby beans (possible pics soon :3)
and my ed behaviors are getting worse lmao (im sure its fine trust)
ik im just screaming into the void but whatever
posting this w/o tags cause lets be honest, who cares
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"I cannot for the love of the gods come up with a theory on why Jk is ok with getting all this nice promo while Jimin got nothing". How about u try to change your solo perspective that makes u look at jimin like a victim all the time? Jimin GOT promotions, and a big one, money related. He had 2 mv that took a lot of budget and preparations: the 2 mv needed sets to be created, and SMFPT2 set was HUGE. He promoted at korean music shows, which too took a lot of money to build those giant sets. Yes, he did have a short promotion period, for reasons we dont know but my guess is that Suga needed to do his comeback because of the tour and i hate the person who came up with those dates but ok... We all know Face promotions got some biiiig problems and im still mad about it, we just dont know what really happened, but i'm sure jimin would fight back if he thought he was being mistreated. But to say that jm got zero promotions... nah
Face, Like Crazy and Seven r different projects, with different visions and different goals. Jimin wanted to tell his story of when he was going through a hard time, and he wanted to do it in korean, promoting more in Korea, with songs that, in the end, only him and people close to him know the meaning. Yet, he did AMAZING and made history (is still making). It seems to me that the #1 on hot100 was unexpected to the company and even jm, but yet they did provided to us 2 versions of Like Crazy, one of them being an eng. ver, and promoted at Jimmy Fallon... So maybe they still hoped that the song would do well internationally? (pdogg tho... he just KNEW face would be massive and destroy kpop). But Jungkook... i think that, for a long time now, he aims to achieve western recognition, way more than jm, and thats ok. So Seven obviously is a song to the US market, and all of us know that. The song is in english, is very pop, written and produced by an american guy that is responsable to other huge hits. It is made to be stuck in our heads, not to make us think about deep things. It is breaking and will break so many records just like LC, but the difference is that the success is THE GOAL (remember all of that Scooter posts on his ig?). Jimin wanted to tell his truth with Face, Jk wants to be closer to being a big pop star with Seven. So, of course Seven would get a different type of promotion.
And btw, just because the song is doing really good and is aiming to the US market, doesnt mean it is by having deals and paying for playing. Its the Jeon Jungkook, of BTS, we are talking about. Jk seems very happy and jimin seems happy for him. I dont think jimin would support jk if he thought he was doing wrong. He didnt post anything, but he did not post about L&R and Dreamers too. He supported jk with Dreamers by posting about his presentation at Qatar, and now he supported seven by going all the way to NYC to be with him.
All of this to say: Jimin is not a victim, he is a badass and he knows how to stand up for himself. When will you come out as a solo, btw? its getting old...
Hi anon,
When will you try thinking for once instead of being a parrot and writing what you've read in other blogs?
Your entire ask is wrong. I don't even know where to start.
YOU sound like a jjk solo or delusional jikooker or Jk biased jikooker.
But you know what? Call me a solo. I don't mind. Anyone who ever defends Jimin or loves Jimin is always called a solo. Why? Because no body else defends him or loves him like solos do. So, sure. Call me a solo.
First of all, we are talking about THE Park Jimin. Of BTS. That's who are talking about.
I'm done with people who, somehow for some delusional reason, think Jimin is inferior to Jungkook. You know nothing about Jimin if you think this.
I've NEVER said that Jimin got 0 promotions. I've been screaming (into the void, apparently) that Jimin only got 9 days of promo that were too hard on his body and had to wear it kt tape for weeks after. I've been screaming that the company is sabotaging him and it's true. People who actually know things about the company know this quite well too.
Take a look at everything and the sabotage is obvious. But look let's start here:
This same guy posts on DC gallery:
Yes, Jimin's promo costs money. But so did everyone's. How much do you think payola costs? That's much pricier than what Jimin's promo costs. And either way, Jimin was a return investment.
Not only did Jimin's place on the charts affect Hybe. It also affected other companies.
And right now the stock at Hybe at decreasing and foreign shareholders are selling to make it seem like Jk's position on the chart will have a bigger impact than it actually will:
Just watch.
You are proving me right with everything else:
So sure, let's sacrifice Jimin's promo time for Suga even though Suga was the one that postponed his album because it wasn't ready.
Jimin had 2 mvs. Suga had how many? And he had a whole tour too.
Jimin didn't have any visualizers. Jk had how many?
Jimin had 5 versions of Like Crazy. Jk has how many?
Jimin's Like Crazy cd was never stocked. Jk's has been stocked how many times?
You think Jimin doesn't want international recognition? Like Crazy was released in ENGLISH for a purpose.
After Jimin's no.1, if they wanted Like Crazy to succeed in the US market, they would have at least sent it to radio. This would have avoided freefall. They would have also shipped albums on time. They would have also informed us of the rule change for online sales instead of waiting until Suga's album was coming out.
It was the fans that were begging radio to play Like Crazy and the only way to play it was from the mv on YouTube:
There are so many things they could have done differently. They can still do them but they choose not to.
Did you see what was trending today?
Did you trend this, anon? Since you are so "mad about this"?
You think FACE wasn't created with success in mind? Pdogg came out and said it would break kpop because Pdogg knew what masterpiece FACE is.
You don't have to think deep with Like Crazy or any of the song...um just listen to them?
And don't be daft about Seven:
And other things. Search "Seven payola" on twitter and you will find it.
So yeah. You are wrong.
If you don't see it, that's because you choose to not see it.
Stop pretending that you "are still mad about it". You don't care about Jimin and only want him for your stupid ship and for him to be Jk's cheerleader.
Ah and he went to NYC for a work thing and to support Jungkook. But he hasn't posted a single thing about Seven. He did post about Dreamers and Left and Right. But no Seven.
You think Jimin only wanted those close to him to listen to his music and know the meaning? He spent 10 months working on this album, hours practicing choreography, dieting, for stupid fans like you to say things like these?
I don't even want to see when he releases new music, appears in stuff with Jungkook, or leaves for military service. All these fake fans will be crying and uwuing when they couldn't lift a finger for him during all this.
To those that try to send others on guilt trips because we defend Jimin or point out the injustices: Are you guys even streaming Seven and Like Crazy to "support them equally"?
At least taekookers have taekook playlists and streaming parties for Jk and Tae. I haven't seen a single playlist around here that has both Jk and Jimin. But yeah, you all are supporters of jikook.
You all come and try to send me on a guilt trip but you all are worse than me. For reals.
You don't deserve Jimin. You and all the people who keep saying all this bullshit because it fits their stupid theories and shipping fantasies don't deserve him.
Jimin deserves so much more than this.
So just stop. Don't come to my blog.
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