#screaming crying etcetc

[blmpff]

28.12.23

[possumtailpark]

autism is wack because why am i having a panic attack over the noises at work. in fight or flight mode experiencing stress responses left and right over a vacuum cleaner. like a dog

[skorros]

finished MAG 160. my autism has led me places i wouldnt go with a gun /ref

[mihai-florescu]

Ghostic and Tempest looked better imo. But i have a lot of hope for the story

[wheelsupin-five]

Pros of sunglasses: not so bright

Cons of sunglasses: THEYRE COVERING MY FUCKING MAKEUP

[survivorsfm]

oh,  how  nice  is  to  see  you  both  here,  SEBASTIAN  BECKER  &  DEV  BHATT !  with  how  things  are  these  days,  you’re  a  sight  for  sore  eyes.  do  not  forget  to  read  the  new  bulletin  at  the  information  panel,  and  above  all,  stay  safe.

WELCOME  TO  BOULDER !  cait,  please  follow  the  steps  indicated  in  our  checklist  and  submit  your  account  within  the  next  24  hours.   if  you  need  more  time,  don’t  hesitate  to  let  us  know !   joe  keery  &  rahul  kohli  +  the  originals'  freshman  are  now  taken .

(   joe  keery.  cis  man.  he/his.  )   ⸺   🐏  greetings,  bighorns !  walking  around  campus,  sporting  his  signature  worn  out  letterman  jacket  we’ve  spotted  SEBASTIAN  BECKER,  a  twenty - eight  years  old  who  contributes  to  our  thriving  community  as  a  MANAGER  OF  THE  BLOATER.  according  to  our  intel,  he’s  been  around  the  sanctuary  for  ten  years  and  what  we  know  about  him,  aside  from  the  fact  he  does  agree  with  the  decision  of  closing  the  gates,  is  that  he  chickened  out  half  way  through  guard  training,  goes  for  runs  in  the  morning  like  clockwork,  endlessly  sketching  on  paper  scraps.  doesn’t  that  make  them  fantastic ?  we  think  it  does,  and  that’s  why  we  appreciate  him  so  much,  grateful  for  what  he  gives  to  our  community.  

⸺   written  by  cait   (  she/her . 30 . cst . none .  )   *  the  freshman  from  the  original  grouping ! 

(   rahul  kohli.  cis  man.  he/him.   )   ⸺   🐏  greetings,  bighorns !   walking  around  campus,  sporting  his  signature  silver  pocket  watch  we’ve  spotted  DEV  BHATT,  a  thirty - six  years  old  who  contributes  to  our  thriving  community  as  a  GUARD.  according  to  our  intel,  they’ve  been  around  the  sanctuary  for  three  years  and  what  we  know  about  him,  aside  from  the  fact  he  doesn’t  agree  with  the  decision  of  closing  the  gates,  is  that  he's  a  massive  nerd  and  has  read  all  scifi  in  the  library,  he  worked  security  at  a  mall  before  the  outbreak,  he  tries  to  make  a  friend  out  of  everyone.  doesn’t  that  make  them  fantastic ?   we  think  it  does,  and  that’s  why  we  appreciate  him  so  much,  grateful  for  what  he  gives  to  our  community.  

⸺   written  by  cait   (  she/her . 30 . cst . none .  )

[imthecoolestguyhere]

SHITTING MYSELF!!!

[baifengxis]

AHSDKFSDFKDGDF ONGSASUN KISSING MILKLOVE'S FIRST ONSCREEN KISS I'M SO USED TO GIVING AND NOW I GET TO RECEIVEKFJKSKDKFSDF NKHKJA HHFHDHHDSHAHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP ETCETC

[marchofthepigss]

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

INTRODUCTION!!

Hello, my name is Harlan or Trent (call me either idc)

I am a Gorrister (I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream) selfshipper

I obviously like IHNMAIMS, as well as NIN. I also enjoy Cry Of Fear, Hatred, Hotline Miami, Postal, and some other stuff.

I am 18 years old, and I use he/him.

I am a gay man

I suffer from Bipolar Disorder and Autism.

Feel free to leave asks and such.

Strawpage here!!

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DNI LIST

Basic DNI (racists, homophobes, proshippers, etcetc)

Anyone under 16

TCC

Nimdok fans

People who ship AM and Ted

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Tags!!

─ ✉️ Harlan's txt = basis posts

─ ⚙️ reblogs = can you guess?

─ 🎚 wife posting = f/o related posts

─ 🧷 sadsad = vent posts

[milfronin]

i set it as my icon but i wanted to post the commission i got from the lovely @donnyclaws :D!!! insert that tweet like my girl look so good im about to scream and cry and throw up etcetc. soso happy with this

[edgydadster]

SHARP INHALE I NEED TO "VENT". No it isn't sad it's not like last time's I just NEED to get it out and scream it into the void that is tumblr

Even if nobody listens I NEED to say it

I FUCKING LOVE HER. Jesus fuckin christ long distance is a pain in the ass. I miss her I want her here I'm just imagining us being together and oh I can't want until that day comes. I don't want to seem obsessive or over attached but every day I want to send paragraphs of how much she means to me but UGH that'd be annoying. I'd feel weird, I'd feel cringe, I'd feel so so annoying. I am cringe weird and annoying lmfao. Y'know I feel like such a boomer. On vacation I see like dumb couple things even if it's just those stupid matching shirts or those cringey quotes but it makes me SMILE. I was at a candle lit dinner with my family and I looked over to my left to see a table for two. All I thought about was us sitting at that table. In the dark, with a tiny lil candle, eating food and being silly together. All a guy could ask for... Always wanna send her stuff like that but I feel cringey. ... Y'know. God I can't believe I'll probably have to wait years. I'm willing though. I don't care how long it takes. I'll wait. It's hard but oh I can't IMAGINE how good it'll feel. I get butterflies and red faced even when I just get a message saying "hi." Every little bit of text got me laying down kicking my feet giggling. I've genuinely never felt so in love with someone. Even to my ex I never loved her this much which I feel bad saying but it's the truth. I'm head over heels for this fucking doofus, or... however that saying goes. Don't remember what half of them mean lmfao. I swear my head's going to explode with all the blood rushing to my cheeks whenever we talk, hang out... Christ she's the prettiest, hottest, funniest, funnest...etcetc person I've ever had the pleasure of meeting. I cry thinking about where I'd be if we had never met. ... And became friends over a tankmen reference, lmfao. Hhhh sorry I just needed to say that. I'll go fuel my brain with thinking about Cycass now since it reminds me of us lol

sorry for any grammar mistakes i'm not revising this this is just off the top of my silly little head

[coredrill]

screaming crying throwing up etcetc

[nyarados]

keep seeing photo comps of 2000s elementary school life and they literally make me feel sick like screaming crying throwing up etcetc

[rose-tinted-kalopsia]

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP ETCETC GOING ABSOLUTELY BATSHIT INSANEEEEEEEEEE IRENEEEEEEEEE IM GONNA SOB WHFHJEBGHE I CAN SEE THIS SO CLEARLY OH MY GODDDDDDD the pillow..the weighted blanket...THE PDA... THE?!?!?!!!! NECKLACE— AND THE SWEATPANTS— IMFJEJBGHEJFJE YELLING SO HARD RN

Caleb, who is quick to make interesting plans with you, and agree to any you might have, whatever it is.

Caleb, who is big on PDA and will always be taking your hand, kissing you, sliding his hand into the back pocket of your jeans, putting his arm around you, hugging you, calling you pet names, no matter where.

Caleb, who loves surprising you. Be it flowers, or appearing as you get out of work, or a new dish he prepared, every day there's something to look forward to.

Caleb, who thinks you're just so cute. He gets cuteness aggression very often.

Caleb, the one you can rely on to make you laugh when you have a bad day, your problems suddenly forgotten and unimportant.

Caleb, who insists that you use him as a pillow, and will gladly be your weighted blanket.

Caleb, who might be the definition of malewife, cooking, cleaning the house, getting everything done by the time you get home from work. He knows you're tired from fighting Wanderers, let him handle it.

NSFW/MDNI:

Caleb, who loves slapping your ass. He loves it. Anytime, anywhere.

Caleb, whose necklace dangles against you noisily whenever he fucks you. If he takes it off, you start to miss it hitting your face.

Caleb, who likes play-fighting you, knowing it will end up being sex.

Caleb, who wears grey sweatpants on purpose so you'll look down at his crotch, the big outline clearly visible.

Caleb, who sometimes uses his Evol so you won't be able to touch him nor touch yourself, at his mercy. He relents fast though, because he likes touching you.

Caleb, who is practically addicted to quickies with you, even if he also likes more passionate lovemaking, he can't deny the thrill of doing it fast and hard.

[mihai-florescu]

I actually get self concious and critical of my media consumption habits. Im very aware that out of my favorite characters few are girls, and that i tend to gravitate towards primarily male cast pieces of media. I know im not the only one though and i think others feel bad about it too and try to pretend it isnt happening, they are # good feminists by pretending the characters are actually girls but that's just a bit delusional and missing the point. It's funny, i'll see people screaming and crying about she/her hajime and wlw rinniki etcetc but wheres the passion and energy for the actual girls in this game. Arashi, anzu, negi, like, the actual canon girls. And when people do talk about arashi it's so often reduced just to her gender. Well it doesnt really matter it's all chronically online talk anyway but i want people to self reflect on their headcanons and then the way they interact with media. Anyway. I watched kamikaze girls a few weeks ago, it was sooo good i need more films like it if you have recs? Doesnt matter the language

[teansouprmyjam]

i love the nein,,,,too much,,,,what do i do with all this love