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Im in a fluffy mood so uh: jason and reader are kissing but reader has long hair thats getting in their way so reader rears backs to get that bullshit out of the way but is struggling without a hairtie. At first jason's trying not to laugh but eventually grabs a hairtie and helps reader tie the hair back and more fluff ensues.
Yeah i almost tried for spice but all i got was domestic fluff so have this instead lol
ohhh this is just too sweet ):
iâd like to imagine that it becomes something of a comforting ritual for both jason and his partner. him coming home from patrol, covered in blood and body still on edge from exerting himself too much. youâre worried sick because itâs the fifth night in a row where heâs come stumbling back at the crack of dawn and doing his damned best to hide the subtle wince with every step he takes, heavy boots weighing him down like cinderblocks wading through water.
after youâve given him the signature âreally?â look, youâre helping him to the shower and tossing some pajamas and a towel in the dryer for when he gets out because you know what gothamâs everlasting rain can do to a person.
and once youâre in bed, head nestled against his chest and ear laid over where his heart is, you finally allow yourself to relax.
âso⌠how was your day?â
âjay, i donât really think thatâs the most appropriate conversation starter.â
he heaved a sigh, guilty as ever, and trails gentle fingertips along your spine. his touch was simple yet impactful, and it worked wonders on the anxiety plaguing your weary mind.
âi know, sweetheart, really. i just⌠i dunno. cityâs not safe enough yet. i canât stop until it is.â
his touch trails up a bit higher, working past your shoulders and up the nape of your neck until they finally begin to work along your scalp with a perfected graze.
âand you didnât have to wait up. yâknow i donât like you staying up so late â you have to sleep sometime.â
you peer up at him with a bittersweet smile. âiâm always gonna wait up for you.â
jason presses a loving kiss to your forehead, eyes gleaming with nothing but pure adoration. âyouâre everything iâve ever dreamed of and more. i hope you know that.â
there was no way in hell you were going to tear up this late at night. though, you supposed, it could be considered morning, given that itâs nearly four in the morning.
you opted to deflect.
âshut up.â
âwhatever you say, angel.â
his fingers began to work through your hair, carefully easing the knots out and allowing you to cling to him a little tighter. maybe youâd ask him to brush it once the two of you had gotten enough sleep. maybe youâd perch yourself upon the barstool at the kitchen island, book in hand as you read the next chapter of his newest read while he lost himself in your voice and the comforting mundanity that came along with a more domestic life. maybe then youâd be able to push aside the fact that your boyfriend was wanted dead by far more people than youâd like to imagine. maybe then you wouldnât have to worry if one night you waited up just for him to never show up again.
âi love you, jay.â
âi love you too.â
i fear i may have went too angsty (i definitely did) so here are a few headcanons?? oops?? :D
iâd like to imagine that jason starts keeping a hair tie around his wrist just in case you ever need one. oh, is it hot out and youâve forgotten to bring a clip to put your hair up with? donât worry, jasonâs already spinning you around and expertly tying your hair up like the good boyfriend he is.
oh, and heâs definitely gone down a rabbit hole on how best to care for your hair, no matter the length or hair type. heâll be damned if canât take care of you in every way imaginable.
playing and caring for your hair can be a bit of a grounding thing for the both of you. post-showers means he gets to tug you between his legs on the couch and get to work while you tell him about your day, gossip about whateverâs on your mind, or listen to him talk about his favorite books and why you should read them if you havenât already.
jason also likes how easily he can get you to relax just by running the blunt of his nails along your scalp. you practically melt against him, and he has to mentally prevent himself from cooing out at you for the millionth time.
i lowkey hate this :D anon i am so sorry :D pls forgive me
#siiiigh#this is why we do not write at four in the morning#anon said fluff and my brain was like. hm. angst it is#screaming and crying as i type this#every time i think about jason my head just goes to gut wrenching angst and pain and sorrow and and and#iâll see myself out#. . . jason todd đ#. . . dc đ#. . . my fics đ#jason todd x reader#jason todd#red hood#red hood x reader
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screaming crying throwing up literally combusting
#gos2#good omens#aziracrow#spoiler#im typing fic at lightspeed but ao3 is still down omg#calling aziraphale âangelâ again doesnt compensate for the shaking screaming crying i am experiencing rn#ineffable husbands
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was talking to my brother the other day after i rewatched dark phoenix and he was like 'why is everyone so mean to charles in this movie?? were they always this mean to him ?? is it cause he's bald now- he lost his pretty privilege??' and i fear i havent recovered
#xmen#xmen movies#dark phoenix#charles xavier#professor x#snap chats#LIKE HE'S RIGHT 1000% I JUST DIDN'T EXPECT HIM TO SAY IT VLERKVJAKLJ#ANOTHER banger of a quote from my brother chat i screamed when he said that#adopting that into my belief system i fear#like really thinking on it they really did only start being especially rude after apocalypse im crying#dont quote me on that i have to rewatch apocalypse but as far as im aware. yeah đđ#and its SUCH a travesty cause i love how mcavoy looked in DP SO much he looks so good bald#like please if we were going to wrap up this era of xmen films why did we have to rerun DP#can we try again. please. i need him bald one more time in a movie i dont have to argue with myself i like#see DP wasnt the worst thing ever. probably. like scott got to do things again ..... and kurt .......#and the paris proposal. never forget that.#ALSO THE FUCKIN. 'no one cares charles' BIT ???? 97 ref'd that directly i know they did and i cheered#listen if they can ref the 'black leather suits' from the xmen movies i can believe they called back to that too <- delusional#anyway when james said thats the meanest thing erik could say/do to charles .... he was cooking ....#'thats the type of thing your wife/husband says' he was so right .... we know james never misses with the cherik takes tho#ok bye i have obligations that i need to complete so i can draw my favorite cue ball
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lying on the floor thinking about this edit again
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#edit of all time to ME#and the fact that itâs the version with the 4th verse AHHHH#phan#dan and phil#exactly the type of edit 2015 me wouldâve obsessively rewatched and the one i do too#screaming crying throwing up#Youtube
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Steve is one hundred percent a one direction girl and I stand by that fact with my whole being.
At one of his shows, Eddie convinces the boys to cover âNever Enoughâ and Steve is screaming the lyrics and jumping around with Robin the whole time.
It makes him so happy and so seen and Eddie is so in love watching his other half have so much fun at his gig.
Steve has juice boxes galore on standby this time so the Dairy Queen incident doesnât happen again, but the band, plus Robin and Chrissy and Steve go to the restaurant afterwards for burgers.
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#strawb writes#diabetic steve harrington#diabetic steve verse#robin buckley#type 1 diabetes#chrissy cunningham#i love one direction#and therefore Steve must also love them#and then Eddie by association#Eddie actually bumps into Niall and FaceTimes Steve and he freaks out so bad and starts screaming and crying and Niall is just like đ§ââď¸
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as a fellow deluyuyu looking out for another deluyuyu.. do NOT look at Yunho's Saitama Day 2 pictures đđ§đťââď¸đł we don't have the hotteok health insurance!!
bro.
YOU'RE TELLING ME WE WITNESSED THE YIPPLE???? HE ACTUALLY BROKE THE WALL DFKJGHJDFHGJKDF
AND HE LOOKED THIS HOT ANYWAY???




I. AM. NOT. OKAY.
#i seriously need to touch some grass after all the scrolling i did#but can i just say my heart is feeling things it should not feel#AND HE LOOKS SO UGH FDJKGH DFHGKJDFHDADDYSDKFJGHKJDFHG IN THE LAST PUCS#I AM NOT FINE#DELUYUYU SHOULD BE A COINED TERM ATP#HOTTEOK HEALTH INSURANCE WHAT WHO#anon thank you for informing me what i missed today#yet another day i cry myself to sleep bc i wont get to see this yunho#fist in my mouth screaming into the pillow as i type#đ#jeong yunho#yunho#ateez#yumi.asks
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i think the changes should also apply to him but like. in ways where he will not realise it. lqg throws a really heavy carcass or smth at him and everyone is all "a candle for the soon to be crushed peak lord" but sqh catches it just fine. >:( be careful shidi!! they're so confused. someone else tries to pick it up and- oh, jesus, fuck thats way too heavy. how is sqh handling it fine?? mobei finds out because theres a trap or array and sqh just scoops him before it activates. holding a whole ass demon man with one arm and his sword with the other. hes going to be boasting about it for WEEKS. his human is so much stronger than other humans AND some demons. your stupid princess shizun could NEVER
YES YES YES 100 PERCENT I can see everyone gaping at him like WHAT. WHEN? HOW? HUH?
I actually think Qinghua is pretty strong, especially being from An Ding with all the work he has to do, but with the whole god business, it's a whole other level he's rivaling DEMONS!
I'm actually obsessed with the idea that once Mobei Jun gets carried he immediately thinks about how much better his husband is compared to the emperor's consort the image of how smug he is thinking he got the better human is so funny to me
Rough sketch below of Qinghua carrying Mobei cause I think he deserves to get carried by his God
#svsss#shang qinghua#mobei jun#moshang#I love them so much#also im crying thinking about how NO ONE WAS GOING TO GO SAVE QINGHUA WHEN HE WAS TOSSED SOMETHING HEAVY ENOUGH TO KILL HIM#they just went f we'll miss you đ#no wonder he needs to upgrade his stats everyone is just watching his downfall#do you think with all of Mobei's boasting about his strong human Binghe would want to fight him and Qinghua is screaming because NOPE NOPE!#would Shen Qingqiu and Shang Qinghua have to have some type of play fight to see whose stronger because Binghe is sick of hearing about it#my art#nibbelraz#nib text#ask
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IM SO EXCITED IM GONNA THROW UP OH MY FUCKING GOD-
#ON MOBILE RN#so not about to type a whole post#BUT OMFG#i got red robin comocs.#like EIGHT#IN THE WILD???#(my local store)#the guy was like âsomeones excitedâ#while im practically vibrating in place#AND AN ORIGINAL HOLO JASON ROBIN RUN#A N D NEW BATGIRL#WHICH IS WHAT I WENT IN FOR#NOW ALL THIS???#screaming crying throwing up#/POS#sunny rambles
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I think the best thing is you can analyze Anakin Skywalker in any infinite number of ways, but the minute you try to make him anything less than irrevocably off his rocker you've failed
#he's gotta be teetering on the edge of a full blown screaming crying breakdown at all times yaknow#anyways. we know this but i still gotta yell about it#fandom: star wars#type: shitpost#star wars#star wars prequels#anakin skywalker#darth vader#sw#star wars anakin#vader#sw prequels#sw meme
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knight hob knight hob knight hob
#anyway IM BACK FROM THE DEAD...for now#ill be back in my grave soon no doubt#but for now i bring you knight hob#with some angst#..angst that leads nowhere cause i made those lines up#idk i like to think this is his breaking moment or something#like a whole 'dont ask me to be yours when you wont be mine' type of deal#love a feelings reveal#'surely you know by now...no no i refuse you would be that cruel'#'to ask that of me - to be. to be /yours/...gasp scream cry heave idk'#you get the gist right#'it would burn me up inside' and all that jazz#dont ask that of me because i want everything#ANYWAY#love me some knight hob#also sorry for being away :/#but#back to the art#KNIGHT HOB#dreamling#sandman#i would write more tags but im so late i need to go
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How it feels like to be a Thirteenth Doctor fan in this fandom.
#i will die on this hill#crying screaming throwing up#every time I'm browsing for gifs and go to type thirteenth doctor this pops up#so might as well#i mean it works#I have no idea where this gif is actually from#sorry lol#thirteenth doctor#13th doctor#the doctor#doctor who#dw
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Osha being all âsheâs a murdererâ about Mae in episode four is one of those lines that hits crazy different now like. So is the man youâre talking to. And the murder he committed that heâs not telling about is killing your mother. And Solâs standing there listening to Osha say that the fact Mae has committed murder is good reason to cut her out forever (probably reasonable for a normal person) and heâs panicking internally because thatâs literally him. âBut sheâs still your family,â he says, and that can apply to him too, and his hope that one day Osha may know the truth and forgive him, because theyâre family, and thatâs how it works, right? âThereâs still good in her, the part of her that loves youâ even this applies as much to Sol in his own mind. It almost makes more sense if heâs talking about himself; Osha even scoffs, because as far as she is aware, Maeâs love for her was the very thing that prompted her to set her on fire in the first place. But Sol justifies all his means by the end that he loves Osha. The part of him that he feels is still good is that love, even if ultimately itâs that very thing that corrupts. But yeah itâs like the way Osha says that Sol never blamed Mae for what happened, but tried to help her understand that people you love can do terrible things, that also applies exactly to Sol himself. Trying to teach her that lesson in the hope that sheâll apply it to him one day if she ever learns the truth. But she never learns the lesson. She can never accept that pain, certainly not as a Jedi should. And so when she learns that it was Sol and the Jedi who were responsible, she simply transfers her rage from Mae to him
#and then sheâs a murderer too :D#screaming crying throwing up#the acolyte spoilers#the acolyte#osha aniseya#mae aniseya#master sol#acolyte analysis#acolyte spoilers#sorry for my rambling posts I think aloud by typing
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I'm a little late for WIP Wednesday but I haven't knit since Wednesday so it still counts right?
I have absolutely smashed this underarm portion of the back panel, on row 153/160 (95%!!!). However. My goal for the underarm length is 24 inches. And I'm currently at 22. T-T I will Increase My Total (168 will probably work but I'll report back when I have motivation)
I'm already looking ahead to the upper back portion, which will be about 64 rows based on my gauge. Plus a couple more rows for shoulder shaping.... I'm Actually on row 153 out of 238. 64% finished.
I'm usually a Process Knitter but this is very much a Product Knitter's project. I keep daydreaming about all the lace shawls I could be knitting (but never wear). But the Evil Pink Cardigan.... My precious...
#knitting#wip#wip not wednesday#lace rot#lace knitting#i lost the plot on this. i have been awake for so long#sadly we had a heat wave which caused my arthritis to flare something awful. I wanted to finish the underarm before posting#but alas it was not to be. my adhd ass hates nothing more than finally getting 100%. i have abandoned so many things at 95%#(plus like the full body aches but that's like life or something idk. chronic illness core.)#there's so many things i need to do for this cardigan. I still haven't blocked the second sleeve.#it's been below freezing and when it's not i'm in too much pain to do pinning. :/#I also gotta knit the pocket inserts. Linings? The Whole Ass Pocket#actually i typed that and then i checked and i have one half done. ok brain how did you not notice that#i'm knitting them in the round starting with judy's magic cast on.#but I'm kinda uhh apprehensive? that its going to wear out really fast. it would probably be better to knit two parts separately and seam#but if the point of failure is where it connects to the cardigan body it won't matter what cast on I use :)#I'm going to put in a semi permanent life line in the pocket (and probably in the rows right before and right after the opening)#and say fuck it we ball. when it develops holes i'll just replace it (and cry and scream and eat my yarn stash)
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iâm so so sorry for being like this on the main but OH MY GOD
#malevolent 52#the sideblog post wasnât enough#i am SICK over this episode#i am pacing around my room#i am#AJANJSNJSJNSJJJJAJJANJSJNS#dollâs jibber jabber#malevolent#vauge spoilers#malevolent podcast#screaming crying THROWING UP#OH MY GOD I CANâT EVEN EXPRESS IT#i have to talk to someone irl about what i just went through#like typingâs not even enough what am i supposed to DO about this ???#AIHNANHIANHIANIHANHISIHN
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anyway i love claudia endlessly i love her wrath i love her joy i love her bravery i love her resilience i love her curiosity i love her wits i love that she could stand on her own feet but still the need to connect with people and a place that she feel like she belong to i love her stubborness i love that she never half ass anything i love her cunningness i love her soft side i love her rough side i loâ
#can you tell i would give up my life for her btw#mine#claudia du pointe du lac#claudia#iwtv#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#crying screaming throwing up as i type all of this
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girl help a guy who makes me uncomfy and most likely has a (VERY ONE-SIDED) crush on me is asking me about the novel I'm working on. i'm almost shaking right now this is on my top ten fears about my book i can NOT have annoyingly persistent men find out i am a hopeless romantic
#screaming crying throwing up (negative)#kazzy's diary#and also i can't just not reply to him because he is the type to go out of his way to talk to me at church
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