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Between Two Flames
cw: MDNI, 18+ ONLY, smut with plot, set during first two X- men movies, Fem!Reader, Logan/F!Reader/Scott, cunnilingus, fingering, threesome, unprotected sex (wrap it up yâall!) Word count: 3.8KÂ
A/N: I decided to have a little âChallengersâ moment but besides that Iâm a sucker for a love triangleâI hope yâall enjoy this! As always comments, likes and reblogs are appreciated <3
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In the soft glow of the X-Mansion, you could feel the weight of their gazes, both so intense, yet so different in how they pinned you to the spot. Loganâs dark, smoldering eyes watched you with an animalistic hunger, while Scottâs visor hid his eyes. You could feel the intensity radiating from him, a more controlled but equally desperate need simmering beneath his calm exterior. They had both wanted you for as long as you could remember, and the tension between the three of you had been brewing just beneath the surface, ready to explode.Â
It wasn't a secret anymore. The way Loganâs voice would drop an octave when he spoke to you, how his hand lingered on your lower back for a second too long. The way Scott, ever the gentleman, would make excuses to be near you, brushing your hair from your face, his fingers barely grazing your skin, leaving a trail of heat wherever they touched.
You were caught between them, two powerful, extraordinary men who couldnât be more different, but somehow both managed to make your pulse race with equal intensity. And tonight⌠youâd decided it was time. Time to take control. Time to stop letting them circle you like predators ready to pounce. You werenât going to choose because, deep down, you didnât want to. You wanted them both. And you knew they wanted you too.
The air in your room felt thick, electric with anticipation as you stood between them, your heart hammering against your ribcage. Logan, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, was tense, his jaw clenched as if he was barely holding himself back. His shirt clung to his broad chest, muscles rippling beneath the fabric, his very presence an intoxicating mix of danger and raw masculinity. Scott stood at the opposite side of the room, more controlled, but his hands fidgeted at his sides, betraying his calm façade. The tension between them was palpable, years of rivalry over you culminating in this very moment.
âIâm tired of watching you two dance around each other,â you said, your voice steady despite the nervous flutter in your stomach. You looked between them, feeling the weight of your decision. âI want you both. No more games. No more competition. If you want me, youâre going to have to learn to share.��
Loganâs eyes darkened, a low growl escaping his throat as he pushed himself off the wall. âYou serious, sweetheartâ? You sure you know what youâre asking for?â
Scott shifted his stance, his gaze flickering between you and Logan. He hadnât expected this, but the way his lips parted and his chest rose and fell with deeper breaths told you he wasnât about to object.
âIâve never been more serious,â you replied, your voice laced with desire. âAnd if either of you doesnât want this⌠you can leave now.â
Neither of them moved.
Logan took a step forward, his hand reaching for you, the heat of his touch sending shivers down your spine. His fingers curled around your wrist, tugging you closer to him until your chest was pressed against his solid frame. âIâm not going anywhere,â he growled into your ear, his breath hot on your skin, sending a wave of heat straight to your core.
You tilted your head back to meet his gaze, your lips parting in a soft sigh. âI didnât think you would.â
Behind you, you could feel Scott approaching, his presence cool and steady. He came up behind you, his breath warm against the back of your neck as his hands settled on your hips. His touch was softer, more hesitant than Loganâs, but the desire that pulsed through his fingertips was just as strong.
âIâve always wanted you,â Scott whispered, his voice strained with barely contained need. âBut this⌠are you sure?â
You turned your head slightly, catching his gaze from the corner of your eye. âIâm sure, Scott. I want this. I want both of you.â
With that, the dam finally broke. Loganâs lips crashed against yours, demanding and rough, while Scottâs hands roamed your body, his touch igniting a different kind of fire. Loganâs hands tangled in your hair, tugging lightly as he deepened the kiss, his tongue claiming your mouth in a way that was unmistakably possessive. Behind you, Scottâs lips found the curve of your neck, his teeth grazing your skin as he kissed a trail down to your shoulder, his hands slipping beneath your shirt, caressing the soft skin of your stomach.
The sensations were overwhelming, two sets of hands exploring you, two mouths leaving trails of heat and want in their wake. Your head spun, but you reveled in the feeling, letting the pleasure wash over you in waves.
Loganâs hands slid down your back, gripping your ass with a possessive squeeze before lifting you effortlessly off the ground, carrying you towards the bed. He laid you down gently, his eyes dark with lust as he leaned over you, his weight pressing you into the mattress. Scott followed, his hands never leaving your body, his touch grounding you in the midst of the storm that was Loganâs intensity.
They worked in tandem, their rivalry momentarily set aside as they focused entirely on you. Logan stripped away your clothes with an almost feral need, while Scottâs hands caressed every inch of bare skin revealed, his touch softer, more teasing in contrast to Loganâs roughness. You moaned softly, the mix of their attention driving you to the edge.
Loganâs mouth claimed your breasts, his tongue flicking over your sensitive nipples while Scottâs lips found the inside of your thigh, his breath warm against your skin as he kissed his way up, his fingers brushing against your most intimate spot. You gasped, your back arching off the bed, your fingers tangling in the sheets as pleasure coursed through you.
âFuck, youâre so beautiful,â Scott murmured, his voice thick with desire as he pressed a kiss just below your navel. His fingers moved against you, slow, deliberate strokes that had your body trembling with need.
Logan growled low in his throat, his lips trailing up your body until his mouth was on yours again, his kiss hard and consuming. âSheâs mine, Summers,â he muttered against your lips, though there was no malice in his voice, just the deep, primal need to claim you.
âSheâs ours tonight,â Scott corrected, his eyes meeting Loganâs with a silent agreement.
Loganâs lips were fierce, his kiss a burning force that left no room for hesitation. His hands, rough and calloused, ran over your bare skin with an urgency that sent shivers racing down your spine. Every touch from him was primal, raw, as if he was claiming you in every way he could. He growled low in his throat, the deep sound reverberating against your lips as he kissed you with wild intensity, his body pressed firmly against yours.
His mouth trailed from your lips, leaving a hot path down your neck, his teeth grazing your skin as he nipped at the sensitive spots that made you gasp. The heat of his breath against your throat had your pulse quickening, and you could feel the hard, solid strength of his body pressing into yours, his muscles taut with the need to take what he had wanted for so long.
Loganâs hands roamed lower, fingers gripping your waist, pulling your hips against his as his mouth traveled further down. His lips found your breasts, and he took one hardened nipple into his mouth, his tongue swirling around the sensitive peak before he sucked it gently, then harder, pulling soft moans from your lips.
Behind you, Scott was just as relentless, though his touch was more controlled, his need more restrained. His hands explored the curves of your body, his fingers brushing softly over your skin, contrasting Loganâs roughness. His lips found the nape of your neck, and the sensation of his warm breath there made you arch your back, pressing yourself further into Logan's mouth.
Scott kissed his way down your spine, his mouth hot against your skin, his hands trailing down your hips. His fingers traced the inside of your thighs, parting them slowly, teasingly, until his hand found the slick heat between your legs. His touch was soft at first, gentle, as if he was savoring every reaction, every gasp and moan that escaped your lips.
Logan growled again, his mouth leaving your breast with a wet pop as he glanced at Scott. âSheâs ready for us,â he muttered, his voice low and rough, laced with barely controlled desire.
Scott didnât respond, but you felt his fingers move more deliberately, sliding through your wetness with slow, deliberate strokes. He circled your clit with agonizing precision, drawing a moan from deep within you. Your body tensed, hips instinctively bucking against his hand, needing more, and yet he took his time, teasing you, building the pleasure until it was almost unbearable.
âScott,â you whimpered, your voice breaking as the sensations overwhelmed you.
âIâve got you,â he whispered softly, his breath hot against your skin. His fingers continued their rhythm, rubbing slow circles over your sensitive nub before slipping lower, pressing inside you. The feeling of his fingers stretching you, filling you, was almost too much as he worked you with practiced ease, his touch confident yet gentle, driving you to the edge.
Loganâs hands were on your hips now, lifting them slightly as he positioned himself between your legs. He was watching Scottâs fingers move, his eyes dark with lust. âFuck, sheâs so wet,â he growled, his voice thick with desire. His hands gripped your thighs, holding you open for him as he leaned down, his tongue flicking out to join Scottâs fingers.
The sensation was overwhelming, Loganâs mouth hot and demanding as his tongue licked a slow, sensual stripe over your clit, swirling around it with a skill that had you crying out in pleasure. Scottâs fingers moved in tandem with Loganâs mouth, thrusting in and out of you, stretching you as his thumb pressed against your swollen nub, sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body.
Your hands tangled in the sheets, your hips bucking uncontrollably as they worked together, pushing you higher and higher. Loganâs mouth was relentless, his tongue circling your clit before he sucked it into his mouth, his growls vibrating through your body, the sensation almost too much to bear. Scottâs fingers continued their steady rhythm inside you, the pressure building, coiling tighter and tighter until you felt like you were about to shatter.
âPlease,â you gasped, your voice trembling as you begged for release, the pleasure teetering on the brink of being too much.
Loganâs eyes flicked up to meet Scottâs, a silent agreement passing between them. Loganâs mouth left your clit for just a moment, and then he gave you exactly what you needed, his tongue flicking rapidly over your swollen nub while Scottâs fingers curled inside you, hitting that perfect spot with every thrust.
The orgasm hit you like a tidal wave, crashing over you with an intensity that had you crying out, your body trembling violently as pleasure surged through every nerve. Your hips jerked uncontrollably, your legs shaking as Loganâs mouth and Scottâs fingers didnât stop, drawing out every last drop of pleasure until you were panting, breathless, completely undone beneath them.
Logan growled in satisfaction as he finally pulled away, his mouth slick with your wetness, his eyes dark and predatory as he looked down at you. Scott slowly withdrew his fingers, his hand resting on your thigh as he leaned down, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your back.
âYouâre not done yet, sweetheart,â Logan rumbled, his voice low and husky as he moved over you, his body pressing you into the mattress. You could feel the hard length of him against your thigh, and your body responded immediately, desire flaring hot and fast once again.
Scottâs hands moved to your hips, lifting you slightly as he positioned himself behind you, his chest pressed against your back. âLet us take care of you,â he whispered, his breath hot against your ear as he kissed the side of your neck, his fingers intertwining with Loganâs as they both prepared to claim you fully.
The air in the room was thick, humming with tension, the weight of desire almost palpable as both men converged on you. There was an unspoken understanding between them, a shared hunger that had been building for far too long, now unleashed with an intensity that left you trembling beneath their combined focus. The need to possess, to ravage, was clear in every movement, and you could feel it in the way their eyes devoured you, their bodies pressing against you, ready to take what theyâd been craving for so long.
Logan hovered above you like a predator, his muscular form caging you in, every inch of him radiating heat and power. His dark eyes burned with lust, flicking over your face as his chest heaved, his body vibrating with restrained energy. His cock, hard and throbbing, pressed insistently against your thigh, the tension in him evident as he growled low in his throat, his voice rough and gravelly with want.
âGoddamn, youâve no idea what you do to me,â he rasped, his lips curled in a feral smirk as he teased you, letting the head of his cock slide against your slick entrance, not yet entering, only heightening the delicious ache inside you. His gaze, heated and unrelenting, watched your every twitch, every moan, drinking in the sight of your body arching beneath him in anticipation.
Behind you, Scott was a steady presence, his warm breath brushing against the back of your neck as his hands held your hips, steadying you. His body, firm and solid, pressed against your back, his cock, hard and leaking, sliding between the curves of your ass. His control was fragile, his breath coming in uneven gasps as he ground himself against you, savoring the way you writhed under the weight of both their attention.
âIâve wanted this for so long,â Scott murmured, his voice low, thick with need as his lips ghosted over your ear, sending shivers racing down your spine. The quiet, desperate confession stirred something deep inside you, his words full of longing as he pressed himself harder against you. His hands tightened on your waist, his fingers digging into your skin as if anchoring himself to the moment.
The tension in the room swelled, and Logan, never one for patience, shot a glance at Scott, a silent challenge that passed between them before he took what he wanted. With one powerful thrust, Logan pushed inside you, his cock sinking deep, stretching you wide. The sensation hit you like a wave, a sharp, intense pleasure mixed with just enough pain to leave you gasping, your body trembling as you cried out.
âFuck, youâre perfect,â Logan growled, his voice gravelly, strained as he pulled out slowly, only to slam back into you with a force that made you see stars. He wasnât gentleâLogan never wasâbut there was something intoxicating about the way he moved, his cock filling you completely with every brutal thrust, claiming you in a way that was as primal as it was electric.
Scott groaned behind you, his body tense with barely restrained desire as he watched Logan take you. âYouâre driving me fucking crazy,â he muttered, his voice hoarse as his cock slid against your slick skin, aching for release. He shifted, positioning himself behind you, his hands steady as he lined himself up, his cock nudging at your tight entrance, teasing the sensitive ring of muscle.
Logan slowed his thrusts, his movements deliberate now as his eyes locked on yours, his expression raw, filled with lust and possessiveness. He reached down, brushing the damp hair from your forehead, his thumb grazing your cheek as he rasped, âYou want this, babyâ? Tell us. Tell us you need both of us.â
Your breath hitched, the intensity of their combined presence overwhelming, but you couldnât deny the deep, aching need inside you. âI want it,â you gasped, your voice trembling with desire, your body arching toward them, desperate for more. âI want both of you.â
At your words, Scott pressed forward, his cock slowly stretching you as he pushed deeper, the burn intense but delicious. He was careful, deliberate, giving you time to adjust as he inched his way inside, filling you until you could feel both of them, thick and hard, stretching you to your limits. The sensation of being taken by both of them at onceâLoganâs cock buried deep in your pussy while Scottâs filled your assâwas overwhelming, a heady mix of pleasure and pressure that made your head spin.
For a moment, the room was still, the air heavy with the sound of their ragged breathing, both men deep inside you, their bodies taut with the effort of holding back. Then Logan moved, his hips pulling back before slamming forward again, setting a punishing rhythm that had you gasping for air. The force of his thrusts pushed you further into Scott, who matched his pace, both of them moving in perfect sync, driving into you with relentless precision.
The sensation was beyond anything youâd ever feltâLoganâs rough, powerful thrusts combined with Scottâs slower, more controlled movements, both of them working together to push you higher, to drive you to the edge. Every nerve in your body was on fire, your senses overwhelmed as they claimed you, their bodies moving in perfect tandem, the heat between you building with every thrust.
Scottâs hands gripped your hips tighter, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he fucked you from behind, his cock driving deep, the friction exquisite as Logan continued to pound into you from the front. The feeling of being filled so completely, stretched by both of them, was too muchâit was everything. Your body was trembling, overwhelmed with pleasure as they pushed you closer and closer to the brink.
âGod, youâre so fucking tight,â Scott groaned, his voice thick with need as he thrust into you harder, his pace quickening as his control began to slip. âIâm not gonna last much longer.â
Logan growled in response, his movements becoming more erratic, his grip on your thighs tightening as he slammed into you with renewed intensity. âFuck⌠youâre gonna come for us, sweet girlâ,â he rasped, his voice strained as he pounded into you, driving you toward the release that was quickly spiraling out of control inside you.
Your body was trembling, every muscle tensing as the pleasure built to an unbearable peak. You could feel the heat coiling low in your belly, the sensation of both men inside you pushing you to the edge, their combined rhythm relentless, pushing you higher and higher untilâ
Your orgasm washed over you like a wave, crashing with an intensity that left you gasping for breath, your body shaking violently as pleasure surged through every nerve. You cried out, your body arching between them, completely undone as they continued to thrust into you, drawing out every last bit of pleasure until you were left trembling, utterly spent.
Both Logan and Scott continued their relentless pace, driving you deeper into that overwhelming pleasure. Your body tightened around them, and their groans filled the room, the sound of their need mingling with the thrum of your release. Loganâs pace became erratic, his grip on your hips bruising as he buried himself inside you with a final, powerful thrust.
âFuckââ he growled, his voice rough as his cock pulsed deep within you, releasing his hot, thick seed. His muscles tensed, his breath ragged as he shuddered above you, his climax leaving him, but still gripping you with an unyielding possessiveness. He lingered, breath warm against your skin, before pulling out slowly, his release still slick between your thighs.
Scott, still buried in you, was close behind. He gripped your waist harder, his thrusts losing rhythm as he chased his own end, his body trembling against yours. His cock twitched inside you, and with a low, desperate groan, he came, his release filling you. His hips stilled, pressed against you as he breathed heavily, his forehead resting against your shoulder.
For a long moment, the room was silent except for the sound of your collective breaths, heavy and uneven as the intensity of what had just happened settled in. Your body was exhausted, thoroughly claimed by both men, and you couldnât help but smile, your heart still racing from the sheer pleasure of it all.
Scott slipped out of you, his hands gently brushing your waist as he lay beside you, his body warm and spent. Logan followed suit, rolling onto the other side of you, his arm possessively draped over your waist. The two men, who had been rivals moments ago, now lay beside you, their bodies close, their breathing slowing as the intensity ebbed away.
âYou okay, babyâ?â Logan murmured, his rough voice soft as he pressed a kiss to your shoulder, his thumb brushing lazily over your hip.
You nodded, too exhausted to speak, but the contentment in your expression said enough. You were more than okayâyou were completely satisfied, your body and mind still buzzing from the pleasure they had given you.
Scott leaned in, his lips brushing against your temple as he whispered, âThat was⌠incredible.â His voice was filled with wonder, as if he still couldnât quite believe what had just transpired between the three of you.
You let out a soft laugh, your eyelids heavy as you nestled between them. âIt was more than that,â you whispered, your voice sleepy but full of warmth. âIt was perfect.â
In the quiet aftermath, with Loganâs steady presence on one side and Scottâs gentle touch on the other, you felt a sense of peace settle over you. You had wanted them both, and now, youâd had themâevery inch, every moment, exactly as you had imagined.
Sleep tugged at the edges of your consciousness, but before you drifted off, you felt the two men shift closer, their bodies warm and protective against yours. In that moment, you realized that this was no longer a rivalry. They had both claimed you, yes, but they had also shared something deeperâsomething that could only exist between the three of you.
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first love/late spring
pairing: fwb!logan howlett x fem!reader; 2nd person pov
summary: logan and reader have been sleeping together for a while with an unspoken rule to keep it casual, but that goes to hell when logan catches feelings. however, reader is an independent boss bitch and hates men<3
warnings: heavy swearing, hella mentions of sexual situations, substance abuse, brief sexual content(nothing serious fr), creepy guy in a bar, blood, bar fight, mentions of sex trafficking and resulting trauma, daddy issues, fluff, angst asf, lowkey scott slander (i dont mean it i love him)
word count: 9.1k
a/n: reader has light manipulation abilities but theyre not mentioned that often lol, also reader takes a lotta shots at jean just cuz she pisses me off. side note: idk the true meaning of the song i used as the title, there are many different interpretations. i found the song after i had alr written the story and the lyrics resonated pls donât jump down my throat if it doesnât align <3
thereâs not a millimeter of space between you and logan as he holds you against his body. youâre sleeping soundly, and he watches you breathe all night, not bothering to even think about sleep for himself. the sun came up three hours ago, he felt it on his back.
when you drink, you always wake up early the next morning. you two drank a lot together last night. and like every time you drink with logan, you ended up in his bed.
he tries to block the sun from your face with his body so it wonât wake you up. he knows when you finally do, this little illusion that you're his will all be over. everything you said last night wonât matter. youâll go back to your room. heâll stay in bed. youâll both go back to acting like it never happened.
you always leave him swiftly. you always go downstairs and drink coffee from the same mug and act like nothing happened. without a stutter, itâs a routine.
since he moved into the mansion, he wasnât ignorant to the fact that the female teachers were attractive. and, of course, he was first drawn to jean. he wonât deny that he still harbored some feelings for her when you came to his room all those months ago, but she made it abundantly clear that she loves scott.
then one night, you slipped a bottle of whiskey into the mansion and invited him to join you in drinking it. you said some things that made him sit closer to you. that was just the beginning. he woke up the next morning to an empty bed but distinctly remembers you falling asleep next to him, so he assumed you woke up and left.
logan is a pro at acting like some things never happen, but he wasnât expecting you to act the same. he dismissed it as a one-off, drunken night.
then it happened again⌠and again and again, and you continued to act like it never happened.
which, he was fine with. this wouldnât be the first time heâs had a with-benefits situation, but thereâs something different about you. youâre badass. youâre beautiful. he really respects you. you fit him perfectly.
and youâre mean. you donât smile all that much, really only when youâre drinking is what logan soon found out. youâre not always outright mean to people, itâs usually deserved. you donât take anybodyâs shit. youâll let people know when theyâre in the wrong or theyâre pissing you off. youâre sarcastic and rudely witty.
that was just another thing that attracted him to you. but, God, were you the meanest in the mornings, especially when youâre hungover.
unfortunately for logan, he has developed a small, tiny, itty bitty, barely-there crush on you. just catching a scent of your perfume has him rolling his eyes in the back of his head and white-knuckling whatever is directly in front of him.
the thoughts of you under him, on top of him, in front of him, on your knees for him plague his mind all. day. long. then last night, you had him rock solid from just a few drunken words.
âyouâve ruined all men for me,â you said as he kissed down your neck.
âhmm?â he hummed as his hands roamed your body under your shirt.
ânobody could ever fuck me like you do,â you told him, pulling at his hair roughly. he lets out a deep groan at the feeling.
heâs never picked up his pace of getting someoneâs clothes off so quickly. he ripped your favorite pair of pj shorts in the process, mumbling that heâll buy you a new pair.
with him deeply inside you, one hand wrapped around your throat and the other sending you over the edge with his mouth leaving marks all over your chest, you say breathily, âfuck, youâre perfect for me.â
the moment hasnât left his mind since.
âiâm hot,â you mutter, pushing the sheets from your legs. âyouâre hot.â
âoh, yeah?â he whispers in your ear, his lips turned up.
âiâm about to have a heat stroke,â you return, squirming around and shoving his arms from around you.
he lets go of you and gives you some space, lying on his back and staring at the ceiling. a deep sigh leaves him.
âiâm gonna throw up,â you tell him, groaning and curling up into the fetal position.
âare you serious? donât puke in my bed,â he says, leaning up to look at you.
you roll your eyes. âno, iâm not serious,â you snap at him.
ââyou wanna take a shower?â he asks, his lip curling up at the thought of you ruining his sheets (and not in the way he usually prefers).
âi feel like shit right now, logan. i donât want to fuck you in the shower,â you tell him roughly, sitting up and glaring over at him.
he watches you stand up out of his bed and put yout shirt on. ââs not what i meant,â he grumbles, looking away from her. he throws the sheets off his body and grabs his jeans from the night before.
he runs his hands down his face and then looks up only to see the door closing behind you as you leave him. again.
âwhew, late night?â ororo asks you as soon as you walk into the kitchen, changed into some presentable clothes rather than the ripped shorts and oversized tshirt you walked back to your room in.
you ignore the woman as you open the cabinet to grab your mug. the same one you use every morning.
but itâs not there.
âwhereâs my mug?â you ask, glancing around the kitchen to see itâs not just ororo but also jean and scott there.
âis this yours?â scott asks, holding up the mug in his hand.
your gaze darkens. âyes,â she grits out, tightening her jaw.
âthatâs my bad. i didnât know this was yours,â he says, standing up and walking over to the sink. âiâll wash it and you can use it.â
you feel your skin crawl as he turns on the hot water. âstop,â you say lowly, walking to him and turning off the water. âyou canâtâ.â you stop yourself as you breathe heavily. you rip the cup from his hands.
âhey, itâs just a mug,â ororo says to you, âwhatâs up?â
âitâs notâ,â you cut yourself off again and take a deep breath, shaking your head. you turn on the cold water from the sink and carefully wash the mug.
âseriously, whatâs going on with you?â jean asks as scott rejoins her side.
you roll your neck. âiâve been here for years, and you donât know which one is my mug?â you ask scott, not looking anywhere but your mug until youâre sure itâs clean.
âi never noticed before, âsorry,â he says then turns to jean with a shrug.
the light beaming in through the window shines a little brighter as you continue to shake your head, muttering things under your breath that the others canât make out.
âit really is just a mug,â ororo says carefully, looking over your figure in concern.
âexcept itâs not,â you retort, attentively drying off the ceramic with a towel. you then pour some coffee into the mug and hold it close to your chest, turning back to the other mutants.
âwhatâ,â jean begins but logan walks into the kitchen just as she starts and she stops herself.
her surveys everyoneâs demeanor then looks at you. âwhatâs wrong with you?â he asks, walking to the cabinet and grabbing whichever cup is closest to his hand when he reaches in. he pours himself some coffee and turns back to them expectantly.
âscott was using my mug,â you tell him, leaning against the counter.
âwhy?â he asks scott, eyeing the man.
âto drink coffee. why does it matter?â he asks in return, scoffing.
âitâs hers,â logan returns, his stare hardens and he looks at scott like heâs an idiot.
ororo laughs humorlessly. âwhat does that mean? itâs just a mug,â she asks, looking between you.
you glare at her. âit was my fatherâs and now itâs mine.â
âthe same father that sold you?â jean asks, her face contorting. you shift your weight uncomfortably. âwhy would you want that?â
âwhy donât you just back the fuck off, bitch?â you snap at her, stepping toward her.
âwoah, girl, calm down,â ororo intervenes, holding her hand toward you like youâre a wild animal. you scoff. âwe get it. itâs special to you. thatâs all you had to say.â
you roll your eyes at them. you leave the group and return to your room. logan watches you go then turns back to the others with his eyebrows raised. âdid you say sold her?â he asks jean.
âwhen he found out she was a mutantâ,â she begins.
âjean,â ororo interrupts her, shaking her head at the girl.
jean continues, ââher father sold her into a mutant sex trafficking ring,â she reveals, looking only at logan, âthatâs where we found her and then brought her here.â
his face contorts, and he looks down into his coffee. âshit,â he comments.
âshe doesnât talk about it to anybody, and, out of respect, we donât talk about it either,â ororo says pointedly at the telepath.
logan is seething all day over the new information. he hates to think you went through that for God knows how long.
after the incident, logan doesnât see you for a while. he doesnât know how. youâre a teacher and you live down the hall from him, yet he still doesnât even catch a whiff of your perfume.
âlogan, meet me in my office,â he hears charlesâ voice in his head. he obeys and within a minute, heâs standing before the professor. âyou should leave her alone for a bit.â
her brow furrows. âcome again?â
charles says your name and logan clenches his jaw. âsheâs destructive right now. you should let her be.â
âis she okay?â the wolverine asks, concern growing in his stomach, and it makes him feel sick.
âsheâll be just fine. this happens from time to time,â he tells him, pressing his lips into a thin line. âyou know of her circumstances.â
âher circumstances?â logan growls, scowling down at the old man, âyou knew what she went through and didnât think to tell me? you know whatâs going on between us and didnât think maybe i needed to know that? what if she had a breakdown when we were together? i wouldnât have known what was happening.â
charlesâ lips turn down into a small frown. âthatâs not my information to tell.â
logan storms off in a huff, muttering under his breath.
that friday, heâs smoking a cigar in his bed, looking out the window at the moon, which is shining rather bright tonight. he hears a few quiet knocks on his door. he opens the door, expecting it to be a student.
âhey,â you say, waving a bottle of jack in his face before pushing past him into the room. â'hope you donât mind, i got started without you.â
âyou always do,â he comments, closing the door, putting out the cigar, and following you to sit on his bed. âlisten â.â
âi think i like that vodka more than this. this one makes my mouth taste weird,â you tell him, taking another sip out of the bottle before handing it to him.
he holds it and sighs. âlook, we shouldâ.â
ââtake our clothes off?â you finish his sentence, smiling darkly at him. âi mean, itâs a little early, but i agree.â
âthatâs not what iâ.â
ââwas going to say?â you guess his words, cutting him off again. âlook at us finishing each otherâsâŚâ you trail off, looking at him expectantly. he sends you a deadpanned glance. âthis is the part where you say âsentences.â i think iâm better at this game than you are.â
he takes a long sip from the bottle before he looks at you. âcan you be serious for a second?â he asks.
you scoff and take the bottle from his hands. âi donât come to you like this to be serious, logan,â you say, putting the whiskey to your lips again.
âwhy do you come to me at all?â he asks quietly and gruffly.
you take another sip and place the bottle on the floor, scooting closer to him. âbecause youâre hot,â you say in a sultry voice, putting a hand on his thigh and slowly dragging it up, âand you call me âprincessâ and âdarlingâ,â you continue, reaching for his belt buckle. he doesnât do anything to stop you, âand your hands.â you push the buckle out the way and unbutton his pants, dragging down the zipper slowly. âand your tongue.â you reach your hand into his pants. âand this.â
he breathes heavily, completely lost in the euphoria that is you.
he forces himself to snap out of him and shakes his head. he pushes your hand away and stands up, taking a few steps away.
âwhatâs wrong?â you ask him, grabbing the bottle and standing also. âdo you need some more?â you ask, holding the drink out for him, confusion written all over your face.
he holds his hands out in front of him as if to deny the offer. âitâsâŚ,â he trails off, pushing a deep breath through his nose.
your shoulders drop along your face. you tilt your head in disbelief. âoh, my fuck. they told you,â you conclude. you turn around and sit back down on the bed. he stays silent, just looking at you. âokay, so what now? you donât want me anymore âcause iâm used up?â you ask, slurring your words a little.
âno,â he denies without hesitation.
your sober personality is back even though youâre still drinking the whiskey like youâve been in the dry desert for weeks without water.
âthen what is it, logan? you donât wanna do this âcause my hair isnât blood red?â you ask next, raising your brow and looking at him expectantly.
his face contorts. âwhatâre you talking about?â he asks gruffly.
you chuckle at him. âiâm not a fucking idiot, old man. i know you want jean so bad, but she doesnât want you so i'm second choiceâ you say, then you shrug with one shoulder. âiâdâa gone with ororo, to be honest. have you seen her? iâd show her a good time,â you add.
âthatâs not what this is,â he tells you, taking a step forward but not within arm's length of you.
âthen what is it? just fucking tell me,â you say loudly, the room lights up as the moon shines brighter. âdâyou want me to tell you âbout how i was a good, little daddyâs girl until i almost blinded my brother when i first got my powers? how about how my dad gave me away like he didnât love me? dâyou want me to cry in your arms about how i was passed around by mean men like a blunt when i was 14? why do you think i can only let you fuck me when iâm drunk?â you ask him sarcastically, but your voice breaks on your last words. you let out an unsteady breath. logan watches you cautiously, unsure of what to do. âis that what you want, logan?! you wanna be the big, strong man here?!â you ask him, crying now as you yell at the man in front of you.
your body slumps forward as you let the tears drop from your eyes, and you grip the bottle in your hands like a lifeline. you feel the bed dip beside you and the bottle pulled from your hands. you move your hands to your face, trying to pull yourself together.
you feel his big arms envelope you and pull you into his chest. thatâs when the waterworks really break out.
loganâs never been to best with tears. he hasnât had to deal with them too much, but his first instinct was to hold you as close as you would let him. he hates to see you like this. in all honesty, he wants to hunt down every man that ever put a finger on you and rip them to shreds. but, for now, heâll hold you. as long as you would let him.
you wake up with araging headache. youâre hot, burning up, actually. you kick the blankets from your legs and turn over in the arms of the incredibly attractive man in bed next to you. you look at his sleeping face and sigh.
this is the part where you leave, but this time, you just snuggle into his chest and fall back asleep.
logan wakes up later than he usually does after nights like the last one. itâs normally the sound of the door closing wakes him up. but, this time, he sees your cute face smushed against his pec. he doesnât fight the smile on his face.
you stir quickly after he wakes up. you rub your eyes and look around the room, then to logan. âiâm gonna puke,â you tell him, the remnants of the smile fall from his face. you pull away from him as your face blanches. âseriously,â you add and sit up quickly.
he reaches for the trash can beside his bed and holds it in front of you just in time. he holds your hair back with a look of absolute disgust while you clutch the bin close to your face and your body jerks with each gag.
once you're done, you wipe your mouth with the bottom of your shirt. you groan loudly and stand up from the bed. âiâm gonna take this with me,â you tell him, holding the can in your arms and moving toward the door.
âkeep it,â he remarks, his lip curled up.
monday morning rolls around quicker than anybody wants. you walk into the kitchen and grab your mug, pouring coffee and looking around at others in the kitchen.
theyâre talking amongst themselves, mentions of grading papers and some stupid answer a kid put as their answer on an assignment.
you just listen and sip your coffee peacefully. that is, until logan walks in. you move from in front of the coffee pot for him to get some. he nods in thanks as he joins your side.
âthis coffee is awful,â you comment, pouring it out in the sink next to you. he chuckles at your comment but doesnât say anything. âscott, did you make the coffee this morning?â you ask him. the three look over to you, almost as if they didnât see you come in.
âyeah,â he answers.
âdonât do it again,â you tell him, filling the mug with water and leaving the kitchen.
as you watch a group of students take a test, you see logan walk back in his jacket he usually only wears when leaving campus.
âhey,â you call out. all the students look up at you. âkeep taking your tests. iâm going to the hallway for a second,â you tell them and move into the hallway. âlogan,â you call and he turns around, walking back toward you. âwhere are you going?â
âto pick up some more cigars,â he answers, gesturing over his shoulder.
âwill you pick me up a pack of cigarettes?â you ask him, reaching into your pocket for some money.
his brow furrows. âyou smoke?â he asks.
âsometimes, yeah,â you reply, handing him $20.
he shakes his head. âiâll cover it,â he answers.
âthanks,â you reply, placing a hand on his forearm before returning to your classroom.
he looks down to his arm and blinks. thatâs new.
âbrad, i know youâre not talking during a test. are you begging for a failing grade?â he hears you say before he turns back toward the front door of the mansion.
logan returns a while later, after the school day is over and the students are training. he finds you in your classroom, grading papers.
âhey,â he greets. you look up at him.
âhey,â you return, eyes dancing all over his body.
âthese are for you,â he says, holding out the page of cigarettes.
âright, thanks,â you say and reach for them, your fingers brushing his as you grab them.
ââyou need any help?â he asks, looking at the papers before you.
âdo you know anything about math?â you ask him, pursing your lips.
âuh, no,â he answers, shaking his head. âdonât you have an answer key or something?â
âi have to check their work to make sure they didnât just get the answer from the person beside them,â you reply, looking back down to the papers. âsome of these kids are dumbasses.â
he chuckles. âno kid wants to do math,â he comments.
âhow would you know? werenât you born before there were schools?â you ask him without looking up. thereâs a beat of silence before you eventually glance up at him. âwas that insensitive?â you ask instead.
he just shrugs. âiâm not that old,â he says, sitting in the desk in front of yours.
âsure,â you respond and go back to grading.
the two of you sit in without a word as you grade, and he watches you in complete admiration. after a while, he stands up and walks toward the door.
âyouâre leaving?â you question.
ââdidnât think you wanted your room smelling like cigars,â he replies.
âiâll join you,â you say, grabbing the pack he bought you and putting the tests in a drawer. he doesnât object and you two walk outside, to a bench in the gardens, away from the students.
the two of you sit in silence as you inhale smoke and slowly release it from your lungs.
âiâve never seen you smoke before,â he comments after a while.
âi only smoke when i give up drinking, i only drink when i give up smoking,â you answer, tossing the burnt cigarette onto the ground and stepping on it, then picking another one from the pack.
you pick up your lighter and flick it a few times but it wonât light. you put your head and lighter inside your shirt to block the wind, trying again and failing again.
âmotherfucker,â you mutter as you try to cover the lighter.
âhere,â he offers his lighter with the fire shining brightly above it. with the cigarette between your lips, lean toward the lighter, looking up into his eyes as you do. he meets your eyes and clears his throat, closing the flame into the top of the lighter and shifting his eyes to the cigar between his fingers. you let a small smile rest on your face afterward.
âso youâre not drinking anymore?â he asks you.
âfigured i should go on a sobriety cleanse for a bit,â you reply, ââtâs probably for the best.â
âprobably,â he adds and silence takes over again.
he glances over at her for a second and he sees you bite at the skin of your bottom lip the way you always do when youâre thinking, contemplating. heâs tempted to ask whatâs on your mind but before he can break the silence, you let out a hard sigh.
âi donât apologize for things,â you begin and pause, biting at your lip again.
âokayâŚ?â
âi donât apologize for my actions or words because i stand by every decision i make,â you continue and pause again. heâs looking at you and youâre looking directly ahead of you. âiâm not good at apologizing,â you sigh again, âbut iâmâŚsorry for some of the things i said the other night. thereâs no excuse. i apologize. take that how you will.â
âyou donât have to apologize,â he replies.
you huff. âso i just said all that for nothing? you could at least accept the damn apology,â she snaps at him then rubs the crease between her eyebrows out.
âyou called me an old man. i donât know if i want to accept your apology,â he teases with a crooked smile. you send him a look that turns into a hint of a smile before turning your head away.
âi need to get back to grading those tests. iâll see you later, logan.â you stomp out another cigarette and stand up from the bench.
âsee ya, sweetheart,â he says lowly but you still hear it.
as you look over tests, ororo enters your classroom. âooh, whatâs got you all smiley?â she asks as she strolls in.
the previous smile you didnât even realize you were wearing falls when you look up at the mutant. âhuh?â
âdonât try to deny it. i saw that smile,â she says teasingly. you just roll your eyes lightheartedly. ororoâs brow furrows as she sniffs the air. âare you smoking again?â
âyeah, i quit drinking,â you answer, âwhatâs up?â
âi was coming in here to ask you if you wanted to go out with the rest of us friday night. weâre planning on going that bar we always go to,â she says, âbut if youâre not drinking, i donât wanna make you go.â
âyeah, no. thatâs okay,â you decline the offer.
âalright, if you change your mind, youâre welcome to join us. sober or not,â she adds before leaving out.
the week drags on painfully slow. itâs a week of tests and starting new units in all your classes and you really just want to bang your head against a wall and tell the kids class is canceled.
by the end of it, you actually do want to join your colleagues in going out to that bar in town that they love so much. you offer to be the designated driver, not trusting anyone but yourself to drive you anywhere.
âare you going with us to the bar?â you ask logan as he rummages around the cabinets for something to eat.
âno,â he answers, opening the fridge, âare you?â
âyeah, iâm driving,â you tell him. thereâs a beat of silence before you add, âyou should come.â
he turns toward you at your words with a crooked smile. âoh yeah?â he questions, âwhy? âyou want me there?â
you scoff with no heat behind it. âi was just trying to be nice,â you say.
âyou? nice?â he asks, raising his eyebrows in disbelief.
âwhat? you donât think iâm nice?â you ask him defensively, crossing your arms.
âno,â he replies, not skipping a beat.
âiâm very nice,â you counter.
âno, youâre not,â he denies again, also crossing his arms.
in his white beater, crossing his arms makes his arms flex and you canât help but let your eyes wander to the veins of his biceps.
âyou have nice hair. there, nice,â you compliment, then add right after, âyouâre not balding or anything, which is quite common for men your age.â
âyouâre not good at this,â he tells you, looking at your plate to see what you're eating.
âdo you want some?â you ask him. you hold your plate across the counter for him to pick off of. he grabs one of your chips and eats it.
âthanks,â he mutters.
âlook at me being nice,â you comment and he chuckles deeply.
âshut up,â he returns playfully.
the five of you go to the bar that night, logan joining at your request. he sits at the bar, ordering drink after drink and scanning the bar every so often to make sure youâre alright.
you spend most of your time at ororoâs side. before long, youâre accompanied by a couple of men. you and ororo share side-eyes as they continue to tell stupid jokes. ororo excuses the both of you to go to the bathroom only to move next to logan at the bar.
âhaving fun?â he asks sarcastically, looking at you then glancing to ororo.
âthey couldâve at least been funny, but they werenât. there terribly unfunny,â you tell him, sitting next to him on a barstool and ororo laughs.
âyeah, that was awful,â she comments and sips her drink. âoh, i see jean and scott. iâll be back later.â she leaves the two of you. you order a club soda and turn to logan, who is hunched over his drink.
âyou have really bad posture,â you tell him as the bartender hands you your drink. he just shrugs and refills his glass with the bottle the bartender left in front of him. you dig your finger into his spine and he straightens up, looking at you wildly.
âwhy?â is all he asks.
âitâll help you look more presentable. youâre not looking for anybody tonight?â you ask and glance around the bar for women.
âno, iâm not,â he answers and slumps back down. you dig your finger into his back again and he looks down at you. âstop,â he says seriously.
âoh, whatâre you gonna do? stab me?â she asks him challengingly. he looks back down to his drink and shakes his head dismissively. âoh, come on. youâre good-looking, youâre good in bed, youâve got this hot, animalistic thing going on. why not look for somebody?â
ââcause i donât want anybody,â he answers. âdid you say iâm good in bed?â
âwell, yeah,â you confirm with a one-shouldered shrug.
he stares at you for a beat. this is the first time youâve ever mentioned it before. you donât talk about the things you two have done. ever.
âi would know,â you add after he stays quiet.
âyou would know what?â ororo asks as she rejoins you, along with scott and jean. they all stand directly behind the man, looking at you expectantly. loganâs waiting for you to make up a lie.
âthat loganâs good in bed,â you answer, gesturing to the man next to you. his eyebrows raise and he looks directly in front of him, a smirk playing on his lips as he drinks down all of whatâs left in his glass and refills it again. you surprise him more and more every day.
âheâs what?â ororo questions, shock written all over her.
you roll your eyes. âyou donât have to do the clueless bit. jean reads minds and i know sheâs told you two,â you state, pointing between ororo and scott.
âwhat? i havenâtâi didnâtâ,â jean stutters over her words, laughing through them.
âliar,â you clock it in a high-pitched tone, sipping your drink. âiâve heard you talk about it before. iâm just surprised you havenât mentioned it yet.â
the three of them exchange glances. âokay, yeah, we knew. we thought you would deny it anyway so we didnât bring it up,â ororo admits.
logan stays silent, drinking like heâs been thirsting for days. why are you doing this? âsoâŚyou two areâŚ,â scott trails off. you shrug as your answer. âhmm.â
âhey, sweetheart, you never came back,â the guy from early comes up behind you and wraps an around your shoulders. you tense up at the feeling.
you remove his hand from you. âdonât touch me, and donât call me sweetheart,â you tell him. he laughs and looks at your colleagues.
âwhy not? looks like everybodyâs got a matchup here but you. let me help you fix that,â he says and runs the knuckles of his finger across your collarbone. he points at scott and jean, then logan and ororo. âi can make you feel good,â he whispers in your ear.
âseriously, donât touch me,â you tell him firmly, pushing his hand off your shoulder and shifting your seat away from him.
logan doesnât watch the encounter but heâs squeezing the glass in his hand so hard itâs about to shatter. he feels the red-hot rage crawl up his neck as he does every time he encounters some asshole in a bar.
âdonât be like that, sweetheart,â the man continues and reaches for the strap over your shoulder. chills cover your arms and legs and a shiver runs down your spine. you grab his hand roughly and shove it away from you.
âtouch me again and iâm gonna break your fucking nose,â you tell him.
âooh, i got a feisty one,â he comments to the rest of your group, laughing. âi like that.â
scott takes a step forward. âyou need to lay off, man,â he tells him, trying to keep this civil and contained.
the man only laughs harder. âwhat are you gonna do, glasses?â he asks him and slings his arm over your shoulders. âcome on, baby, letâs get out of here. i got a real nice spot for you in my bed.â
âshe already told you not to touch her, bub,â logan chimes in, still looking straight ahead and not sparing the boy a glance. thereâs a tightness in his shoulders as he uses all his self control to stay in his seat.
âwoah, tell your bodyguards to stand down,â he says to you but your only response is to rear back and deck him directly in the nose.
he stumbles back, holding his nose as blood drips into his hand. âyou dumb bitchâ,â he lunges toward you but logan whips around and grabs him by the front of his shirt, shoving him up against a wall.
âwhatâd you say?â the mutant asks him lowly, a growl deep in his throat.
âhey, take it outside!â the bartender yells at the man.
âwhy donât we do that? you wanna take it outside?â logan asks the scared man in his grasp, shoving him harder into the wall.
âlogan, letâs go,â ororo tells him as she walks with you toward the door. he doesnât move. âlogan!â
he drops his hold on the man and turns his back to him. he doesnât even take a step before the dumbass says, âyeah, listen to your bitch.â
logan turns back around and absolutely socks him in the jaw. the man falls to the ground. logan walks after his friends, rolling his shoulders.
when logan gets out to the car, he sees you in the driver's seat, holding your hand closely to his body. he sits in the passenger seat and looks at you.
âare you okay?â he asks you carefully.
âdid you kill him?â you ask him flatly without meeting his gaze, and he shakes his head. âyou shouldâve,â you say coldly and start the engine, driving out of the parking lot and back to the mansion as quickly as possible.
when you arrive, logan accompanies you to the lab for jean to look at your hand. he wasnât going to say anything but watching you cradle your hand makes him change his mind. âare you alright?â he asks you.
âfine,â you reply sharply, clenching your jaw tightly. he watches you bite at your lip.
âspeak your mind,â he tells you, just outside the hidden elevator. you just shake your head at him. âif you donât, youâll take it out on jean.â
âwhy canât i just do that?â you ask lowly.
ââcause she doesnât deserve it,â he reasons.
you take a deep, frustrated breath. âwhat happened tonight was stupid,â you say, âdumb fucking men thinking they can get whatever they want whenever they want. now my hand might be broken because i couldnâtâ,â you cut yourself off and take another deep breath to steady yourself. âiâm done talking about this,â you say and open the door to the hidden elevator.
he blocks your path. âno, youâre not,â he says and waits for you to continue. thatâs when the dam really breaks and you last out at him.
âitâs stupid. all of this is fucking stupid. i couldâve handled myself back there. i didnât need you to step up and be my big, strong savior,â you tell him angrily, voice rising.
âi know,â he returns.
youâre shouting now, âthen why couldnât you just let me do it? i couldâve stopped him. iâm stronger now. i know how to fight now. i donât need anybody to save me. i can save myself. i donât need you. i donât need any of you.â your voice cracks as the anger starts to shift into the feelings you hate to feel. âiâm not gonna let anyone take advantage of me ever again. and iâll break every bone in my body before i let some drunk narcissistic man ever put his hands on me again,â you say your peace and breathe heavily and unsteadily.
thereâs a long pause, the weight of your words hanging between you. logan doesnât interrupt, giving you the floor to get it all out.
âi know,â he repeats himself deeply, âbut you shouldn't have to.â
you feel that familiar ache in the back of your throat as tears threaten to spill out. you squeeze your eyes shut tightly, pushing all the emotions back down. âmy hand really hurts,â you tell him quietly, not trusting your voice. he puts his hand gently on your back and leads you into the elevator then into the lab.
by the time youâre in front of jean, youâve pulled yourself together and let her examine your hand. you did break your hand. she wraps it up for you and sends you to your room with some pain meds.
logan doesnât leave your side until youâre at your bedroom door. âi donât want you to come inside,â you tell him quietly. he stays silent. âitâs just that youâve never seen my room before and this is mostly where i use my abilities and itâs messy right now andâ.â
ââtâs fine,â he interrupts your rambling. âi donât have to come inside.â
âright,â you mumble, hand gripping the doorknob. âgood night.â
âânight.â he doesnât make his way to his room until you slip into yours, locking the door behind you.
the next mid-morning, logan walks into the kitchen to see jean scolding you like a child. heâs surprised youâre just sitting there and taking it without a word.
âiâm serious,â jean says, finishing her tongue lashing.
âi know,â you mumble before jean offers logan a soft âgood morningâ as she leaves.
âwhat was that about?â he asks you, moving over to the table where you sit with paper spread in front of you.
âi need to grade these papers but my hand is broken and dr grey told me it would only cause more damage,â you explain, sighing heavily and holding the pen in your healthy hand.
âlet me help,â he says, snatching the pen from your fingers and the paper from in front of you. the numbers on the sheet are all greek to him. he doesnât know what the hell heâs looking at.
âyou canât,â you tell him, pulling the paper from his hands. âyou donât know how to do it.â
âthen tell me,â he offers, moving his chair next to yours. âtell me whatâs wrong and iâll write it down.â
you shake your head a few times before giving in. âfine,â you cave and look over the studentâs work. you place the page in front of the man and point a certain part of a problem. âokay, so he shouldâve foilâd here but he didnât so the rest of the work is wrong. put a line through it and write âfoilâ,â you instruct him and he follows your orders.
âlike that?â he asks, showing you. you nod in approval.
âyour handwriting actually isnât that bad. i was expecting a lot worse,â you comment, leaning into him as you look over the next problem. âthat oneâs right, so put a check,â you tell him and he follows.
the process continues on. every time thereâs a gap of silence as you examine the math that he would never even try to understand, he watches you in complete admiration. there are practically hearts in his eyes while the gears turn in your brain.
as the next few days progress, you and logan spend more time together than you ever have. whether heâs in your classroom during your free period or you watch whatever movieâs on tv together on the couch, if someoneâs looking for logan, youâre right beside him and vice versa.
of course, the others have taken notice of it. itâs new and after you confirmed you had been sleeping together, they draw their own conclusions about the two of you.
ââyâknow what i would like to see?â you prompt logan as you watch a show with a lumberjack in it.
âwhatâs that, darlinâ?â he asks, not taking his eyes off the screen.
âyou chop wood,â you tell him, looking up at him from your spot under his arm.
âchop wood?â he questions.
âyeah, like, axe, wood, outside, shirtless, sweaty, and muscly, chopping wood,â you tell him, âlumberjack style.â
âlumberjâ.â
âwith the cigar,â you add excitedly, cutting him off. âmaybe add in a little dehydration too.â
âi think youâre drooling a little bit,â he tells you, pointing at your mouth as a lazy smile rests on his face.
âprobably, thatâs hot,â you tell him, looking back at the screen.
as the credits roll, logan looks down to see you sound asleep with your head resting on his chest. he carefully picks you up in his arms and carries you to your room.
he opens the door and pauses his movements, eyes dancing across your room. there are no personal touches on the walls or shelves. it looks exactly like his did when he first got to the mansion. well, except for one obvious difference.
your room looks completely dilapidated, like an abandoned home that the sun and time have destroyed. the dark color of the wooden floors and furniture has faded, every surface dry and brittle. in some parts, mostly near the window, the wood is completely bleached of its color.
he lays you in your bed and covers you up, taking in the room once more before he leaves.
âwhy donât you have another name like everyone else?â he asks as you sit next to him on the bench where you now regularly take your smoke breaks on.
âlike a last name? i do have one,â you answer, flicking the butt of your cigarette onto the pavement.
âscott has cyclops, marieâs got rogue,â he elaborates, glancing over at you. youâre sitting right beside him, his arm thrown over the back of the bench in a way that your head rests on it.
âi donât know. i guess i never understood why i have to change my name just because iâm a mutant. i am who i am, human or mutant,â you answer, messing with a loose thread on your pants. âplus, seeing the way you made fun of the others when you first got here for their namesâiâd never even try to think of one now,â you tell him, making him chuckle. you smile proudly at making him laugh. âyou looked so cute when you first got here.â
âare you saying iâm not cute anymore?â he asks in mock offense, looking at you sideways.
âi mean, when i first saw you, you had that big jacket on and you were so clueless. a little less muscle too,â you recount, poking his toned stomach to which he curls to the side. your jaw drops. âare you ticklish?â you ask him, a smile growing on your face.
âno,â he replies sharply and gruffly, straightening his posture.
âoh, my fuck. you so are ticklish,â you accuse and dig your fingers into his ribs, attempting to tickle him.
a deep laugh leaves him, and he grabs your hand in his, his facial expression dropping quickly. âstop,â he tells you in warning. you just laugh in his face, reaching toward him with your other hand, cigarette still between your fingers. he grabs your other hand before you touch him, cigar between his fingers. âno,â he denies you.
you look toward the mansion and see the sun reflecting off a window. you bend the light so itâs shining directly in his eyes, almost burning them. he shuts his eyes tightly and brings one of his hands up to his face. as quickly as you can, you reach back into his side.
he quickly stands up and looks down at you. âenough,â he says and points a finger in your face.
you stand up also, but youâre shorter than him so heâs still looking down at you. you decide to stand on the bench, now a little taller than he is. you donât say anything, just look down on him with a straight face.
logan canât help the smile that breaks his scowl. âyouâre an idiot,â he tells you, raising his eyebrows at you.
you mimic his gesture then flick the cigarette butt onto the ground. âyou are cute, wolvie,â you say and ruffle his hair. âi get the whole towering over people know. this is a power trip for sure,â you comment.
âoh, really?â he questions and puts the cigar between his lips. he grabs you around your waist and throws you over his shoulder like youâre as light as a feather.
you let out a surprised squeal as he walks away from your bench with you in his hold. âput me down. bad boy, bad dog,â you chastise him hitting his lower back. he doesnât listen so you just hang over his shoulder as he drags you into the mansion.
you grab his ass abruptly and he stops in his tracks. he places you on the floor and tilts his head as he looks into your eyes, taking the cigar from his mouth. ââbad dogâ?â
âyeah, wolverine,â you say, gesturing to him.
âa wolverineâs not a dog,â he tells you, smiling down at you.
your brow furrows. âyeah, itâs like a small wolf, right?â you wonder and feel like an idiot when he laughs at you.
âno,â he answers, shaking his head.
âliar,â you accuse.
he tells you, âgo to the zoo. thereâs some there.â
you look up at him in disbelief. âyouâre fucking with me,â she states and he shakes his head in complete amusement. âif youâre lying to me, iâllâ.â
âwhat? try to blind me again?â he asks, cutting you off.
âmaybe i will,â you challenge, crossing your arms.
he pauses for a moment, considering. âmaybe i want you to,â he says and his tone drops, like, two octaves when he says it.
youâre suddenly aware of how close the two of you are, how his hands gripped your waist just a moment before, how effortlessly he carried you. the playful atmosphere shifts and you feel heat creep up your neck and across your cheeks. you donât blush, especially not around him.
âlogan,â is all you say softly. he notices the change in tone. he notices everything about you, every detail, every flaw, every perfection.
for a moment, neither of you speak. the air between you is charged. your eyes travel all over his face. he really is such an attractive guy. and when you peel back the tough guy layer, heâs a sweetheart.
âthanks for the ride,â you say lightly, trying to break the tension.
he nods, gaze still locked on you. âanytime,â he remarks, his voice rougher than it was a moment before.
you both stand there for a few more seconds, not really sure where to go from here. his eyes shift from yours to your lip as you chew on it. his jaw tightens and he looks away from you, taking a step back to give you some space.
your heart pounds against your chest unfamiliarly. everything about this feels so new to you.
âsee you around, pup,â you say, your voice back to its teasing tone.
âyeah,â he adds, watching as you turn away and walk back toward the mansion.
more days pass and you spend more time with logan. he notices that you make fun of him more, teasing him for small stuff.
itâs only when heâs in the laundry room that ororo catches him alone. âhey, logan,â she greets. he mumbles something of the same. âsoâŚyou look pretty cozy with a certain mutant.â
âhuh?â
âyou know what iâm talking about,â she says, leaning against a washing machine.
âitâs nothing,â he tells her, starting the machine he threw his clothes into haphazardly.
ââdoesnât look like nothing,â she returns.
âleave it alone,â he grumbles, turning to leave the room.
ororo steps in front of him, placing a hand on his chest. âplease, donât hurt her, logan,â she requests.
âshe doesnât want me the way you think,â he tells her.
âyou canât seriously believe that,â she says, looking back and forth between his eyes.
at that very moment, you turn the corner and your eyes widen. you ignore the sting in your chest as you let out a loud âwoah.â ororo quickly turns around and takes a step away from logan. âi didnât mean to interrupt,â you tell them with your hands up in surrender, but that was exactly your intention when you spoke up.
âyou werenât interrupting anything,â logan tells you, watching you move past him to grab a laundry basket.
âiâm not judging,â you reply, walking back to the door. you turn back last second and look at ororo. âhey, if he asks you to wear a red wig, say no,â you tell her with a wink before leaving.
âi neverâ,â logan cuts himself off, shutting his eyes and shaking his head. âi never did that,â he says to her.
âGod, i hope not. what the hell,â she remarks, shoving his arm. âshe was jealous. you need to go tell her nothing happened.â he sighs deeply and takes a step forward. ââyou really still think she doesnât want you?â
he doesnât reply and follows after you. youâre walking as quickly as you can up the stairs when he catches up to you. âhey,â he calls after you.
âdonât worry, buddy. secretâs safe with me,â you tell him, picking up your pace as you reach the top of the stairs but he keeps in step with you.
âthereâs not a secret. we were just talking,â he says.
you place a hand on your bedroom doorknob. âreally, you donât have to defend yourself to me,â you say and open your door, slipping inside. before you can shut it, logan stops the door with his hand. you look at him through the crack in the door, pushing your lips into a thin line. âuhmâŚâ
âthereâs nothing going on between me and storm,â he tells you.
âiâm not gonna tell anybody,â you return, frustration rising in your tone. you push against the door but your strength is in no way comparable to his.
âiâm serious,â he tries again, almost pleading. âi donât want her, i wantâ.â
âjean? look at that, finishing each otherâs sentences again,â you cut him off with a false laugh.
âcome on, darlinâ,â he says, tilting his head to the side.
you groan. âi just thoughtâ,â you stop yourself, sighing. âit doesnât matter what i thought.â
âit does matter,â he tells you, pushing the door a little wider. you move into the space between the doorway and the door, trying to block his view into the room. âtell me,â he encourages, getting closer to you.
âi thought you werenât a whore,â you retort, giving him a hardened look.
âthatâs not what you were gonna say,â he states lowly, looking deeply into your eyes. âwhat was it?â you pull your bottom lip between your teeth, biting into the skin. he reaches his hand to your jaw, his thumb pulling the lip from between your teeth. âdonât do that. you know it drives me crazy.â
âi thought maybe you wanted me for more than sex,â you admit, feeling embarrassed as the words slip out. you clench your jaw, preparing for the rejection. a smirk slide onto his face and you drop your head. âokay, bye.â
you move back and push against the door again, but this time he pushes the door all the way open. your eyes widen as he takes a long stride toward you and pulls you back to him by the back of your neck. he presses his lips against yours feverishly to which you obviously reciprocate.
he pulls away and rests his forehead against yourself, breathing heavily. âi want you in every way possible, sweetheart,â he says.
you swallow thickly, putting a hand on his chest and pushing him away. âyou donât want me,â you tell him. he wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you back into him, your chest pushing against his.
âi do,â he counters.
âyou donât,â you respond.
thereâs a beat of silence. âi do,â he says again. you just look up into his eyes. âi want you. iâm not the best person for you, i know that. iâm older and unhappy and i probably canât be there for you emotionally,â he lists then shakes his head at you, looking at you like you make the world go round. âbut i want you, i want every part of youâthe good, the bad, the hot and sexy, and the rude and snappy. everything.â
youâre quiet. you donât know what to say, what is there to even say? in your head, heâs always wanted jean and you were just a place filler. youâve been under the impression that you caught feelings and he didnât reciprocate them at all. maybe youâre wrong just this once.
âi want you too,â you tell him in a whisper. he watches your brow furrow as you look away from his eyes. his face falls. âbutâ.â
âno âbut.â donât say âbutâ,â he begs, loosening his grip on your waist.
âlogan, i can live with you not being there for me emotionally, but i donât know if you can live with me not being for you sexually,â you tell him. dread takes over your body. this beautiful, morally grey, perfect-for-you man is in the palm of your hand and youâre letting him slip through your fingers.
her visible confusion deepens. âyouâve been perfect for the past few months,â he tells you, misinterpreting your words as insecurity.
you shake your head. âi meant it when i said i canât fuck you sober,â you tell him slowly, avoiding his gaze completely. you feel his hands move from his loosened grip to a hover over your hips. you canât read his mind like you usually can. logan wears his thoughts on his face, perfectly readable when heâs mad or happy or just his normal grumpy. but now, itâs like trying to read a book in a language you didnât know existed. âiâm sorry,â you add when his silence becomes too much.
âi donât care,â he tells you as soon as you finish the last syllable.
âyou know i donât apologize for shit and you donât care that iâm sorry?â you ask him. you go to push him off again but he pulls you back in, this time wrapping his around your neck, smothering your face in his burly chest.
âi donât care about sex,â he tells you as he rests his head atop yours. you return the embrace and hold him around his ribs. âi donât care if you never touch me again. i love you.â your eyes widen and he feels your body tense up. he chuckles, pulling away and smiling at you. âtoo soon?â
âa little,â you tell him, nodding. you then smile back at him.
âââ
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But what IF Logan and Scott got reader drunk and brought her back to Loganâs room and Scott watched as Logan fucked her? (And Scott, being a loyal husband, does indeed simply watch and does not touch her) (ok maybe he shoots one off on her face)
Yes!!!!
I love this. I have so many dark ask and i love every single one of them so please be patient. Ill never just delete the ask, if I decide its not for me or I cant get inspo, ill answer it so yall know!
(forgive me I've never written scott and barely watched him but I love him)
Wanted It
Logan Howlett x reader x Scott Summers
Summary: Logan and Scott find a pretty girl at a hotel bar and decide to have some fun.
Warnings: dub con due to alcohol turned non con pillow princess reader, bi Logan bi Scott, ass eating, rough BJ, throat bulge <3, somno, dick suffication (everyone is fiiiiine)
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You had wanted it. You didn't have to say it, Logan could tell by the look in your eyes as he watched you at the hotel bar.
You wanted him and Scott to fuck you. You were just too shy to say it.
That's okay. Logan kept sending you over drinks while him and Scott talked all the possibilities, all the things they could do with you as you loaded up on hard liquor.
"Could Eiffel tower, a classic."
"That requires a high five, I'm not a 21 year old frat boy."
"Fine, you fuck her, we hang her head off the bed and I fuck her throat."
But Logan had another idea. Scott was going to watch. You were his, Scott was his. Logan didn't share. That was fine by Scott, he was more a watcher than anything, loving being able to touch himself to a pretty sight.
When you were good and drunk, the bar tender did not seem at all suspicious of the two men who oh-so gentlemanly offered to help the young lady walk to her room. Arms over shoulders, they took you right to Logan and Scott's bed.
First thing first was your throat.
"mmmm, you're handsome..." You murmur with a sleepy voice as Logan maneuvers your body with ease.
Logan smiled. "yeah baby? You wanna suck my fat cock?"
You were too tired to answer, but as your head hung back off the bed you kept your mouth open, just not your eyes.
Wet and warm, Logan groaned as he slid into your mouth, sloppy fucking your throat like it was a pussy. Behind him, Scott tongue fucked his ass, face buried between his hairy cheeks. Between Scott and you, Logan was getting about ready to blow his load right down your throat but he kept himself from exploding yet. Sloppy, wet noises filled the room as you drooled and gagged on his cock.
When he looked down at you, he nearly came right there at the sight. "Shit, Scott." He tried to tell him, but Scott was too busy buried in his own heaven. "Oh for fucks sake..." Logan grumbles, reaching behind himself and grabbing a tuft of Scott's hair to pull him up. "Fucking look at this."
Resuming his actions, Scott watched in aw as the tip of Logan's cock bulged out your throat. You cough and gag when he gets too rough, but Logan holds you down. You're perfect, such a sweet little toy.
"Logan..." Scott whines, palming his large erection in his pants. "Logan please, I wanna touch her..."
"Not a fucking chance." Logan decides he's gonna fill your mouth now. Him and Scott got all night to play with you, and with his regenerative powers, he could get it up again in minutes.
You begin to resist him more, squirming underneath as he gets closer to his release but never eases up. Drool slides down your face and into your hair. Next to him, Scott is furious masturbating, jerking his cock to the scene before him. You gag hard, a pool of saliva and liquor splashing out of your mouth and feeling warm around his balls for crashing to the floor.
"Logan, Logan I- I'm gonna, oh fuck, oooh fuuucckkk" Scott groans as he cums all over your face and Logan's cock. You're struggling fully now, kicking and trying to push Logan away as your sounds of distress reverberate on his dick and he decides you have to breath at some point.
Logan flood your mouth, spilling inside as he continues to roughly fuck your face. His white hot cum spills out of your mouth and mixed with Scotts, looking so, so beautiful when he pulls up. Logan watches with a smile as you gasp for air, heavy breathing and dry heaving as you try to get normal again. Slowly, as Logan gets hard again, you settle back down the bed. Head up this time.
"Clean 'er up." Logan orders Scott as he touches himself hard again. He's so, so sensitive from his orgasm but it felt so, so good. Scott obeys, kneeling at the bed and happily kissing away at your face, licking away the cum and spit and make up inbetween kisses.
You hum, saying something about being tired.
"Oh ho ho," Logan chuckles, watching Scott with you. "We're just getting started, bub."
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FOE TO FLAME
Logan Howlett/Wolverine x mutant f! reader
Summary Logan y tĂş, dos rivales en la casa de los X-Men, deciden fingir una relaciĂłn para hacer sentir celosos a Scott y Jean, quienes ocultan su romance. Sin embargo, la farsa se vuelve mĂĄs complicada cuando sus propios sentimientos comienzan a entrelazarse.
Category: Enemies to Lovers, Fake Relationship!Reader x Grumpy!Logan trope {TW: Tension, Tension sexual, Jealousy, Mild Aggression, Flirting}
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Mientras tanto Xavier's school for gifted youngsters
La casa de los X-Men era un lugar lleno de energĂa y complicidad. DespuĂŠs de un largo dĂa de entrenamiento, el ambiente se llenaba de risas y conversaciones animadas. Mientras la mayorĂa se relajaba en la sala de estar, tĂş te sentabas en un rincĂłn, observando a tus compaĂąeros. Era tu primera semana en la mansiĂłn, y aunque te sentĂas un poco fuera de lugar, habĂa una energĂa especial que te atraĂa.
Mientras tanto, Logan, con su actitud ruda y su mirada intensa, tambiĂŠn se encontraba en un rincĂłn, a un lado de Scott y Jean. Cada vez que mirabas hacia ellos, podĂas ver cĂłmo Logan dirigĂa furtivas miradas hacia Jean, su interĂŠs evidente. Pero a ti te preocupaba mĂĄs tu propia situaciĂłn: estabas secretamente enamorada de Scott, y la tensiĂłn entre los tres creaba un ambiente incĂłmodo.
Un dĂa, tras una intensa sesiĂłn de entrenamiento, te acercaste a Logan, buscando desahogar tus frustraciones. âNo puedo creer que Scott ni siquiera me mireâ, dijiste, cruzando los brazos en seĂąal de descontento.
Logan te lanzĂł una mirada burlona. âÂżTĂş? ÂżCon el chico mĂĄs perfecto de la mansiĂłn? No sĂŠ si te has dado cuenta, pero ĂŠl no se fija en ti. Siempre estĂĄ mirando a Jeanâ, respondiĂł con un tono sarcĂĄstico.
âOh, Âży tĂş quĂŠ sabes de eso? Solo eres un tipo con un mal humor y un peinado raroâ, retaste, tratando de mantener la compostura.
Logan sonriĂł de manera desafiante. âQuizĂĄs deberĂamos hacer algo al respectoâ, sugiriĂł. âÂżQuĂŠ tal si fingimos que estamos saliendo? AsĂ los hacemos sentir celososâ.
La idea te pareciĂł absurda, pero al mismo tiempo, una chispa de emociĂłn recorriĂł tu cuerpo. âÂżEn serio crees que eso funcionarĂĄ?â preguntaste, intrigada.
âÂżPor quĂŠ no? Un poco de drama siempre es divertidoâ, dijo ĂŠl, encogiĂŠndose de hombros.
AsĂ comenzĂł el acuerdo entre tĂş y Logan. Cada vez que estaban juntos, se lanzaban miradas coquetas y bromas, mientras la tensiĂłn en el aire crecĂa. Se volvĂa cada vez mĂĄs difĂcil distinguir si los sentimientos que comenzaban a surgir eran parte del juego o si habĂa algo mĂĄs.
Con el acuerdo en marcha, cada vez que te encontrabas con Logan, era como si una chispa invisible iluminara el ambiente. Cada encuentro estaba lleno de bromas mordaces y miradas que parecĂan durar demasiado tiempo. La farsa se habĂa convertido en un juego, y aunque ambos intentaban no involucrarse emocionalmente, habĂa algo inevitablemente electrizante en la interacciĂłn.
Una tarde, mientras todos estaban reunidos en la sala de estar, decidiste sentarte junto a Logan. Te inclinas hacia ĂŠl, sonriendo, y lanzas un comentario despreocupado. âÂżSabes? Creo que deberĂamos empezar a hacer mĂĄs ruido con esta ârelaciĂłnââ, dices, haciendo referencia a la atenciĂłn que Scott y Jean parecen prestarte cada vez que estĂĄs cerca de Logan.
Logan te mira de reojo, su expresiĂłn seria desafiada por una ligera sonrisa. âÂżQuĂŠ sugieres? ÂżUn beso en pĂşblico? Porque eso harĂa que Scott se sintiera como un perdedor. Aunque ya lo es, asĂ que no es gran cosaâ, responde, dejando escapar una risa burlona.
Eres un idiota, logan. "una sonrisa se asomĂł en mi rostro y golpee suavemente su hombre juguetonamente ante su comentario infantil"
A medida que los dĂas pasaban, la tensiĂłn entre ambos crecĂa, especialmente durante las sesiones de entrenamiento. Mientras los demĂĄs se dispersaban, tĂş y Logan permanecĂan en el gimnasio, ambos respirando con dificultad tras el esfuerzo.
âÂżTe crees tan genial por empujarme al suelo?â preguntaste, intentando mantener el tono sarcĂĄstico, pero no pudiste evitar que una sonrisa se asomara en tus labios.
Logan se encogiĂł de hombros, su expresiĂłn desinteresada. âEs solo un recordatorio de que siempre hay alguien mejor. No me malinterpretes, me gusta que lo intentes, pero a veces deberĂas saber cuĂĄndo es el momento de rendirseâ.
âÂżRendirme? Nunca. Tal vez solo necesites que alguien te muestre que no siempre puedes ganarâ, le respondĂas, pero la chispa en sus ojos te hizo dudar. HabĂa algo en esa rivalidad que estaba comenzando a sentirse mĂĄs como una conexiĂłn.
En un instante de desafĂo, decidiste lanzarte de nuevo hacia ĂŠl, pero esta vez no con furia, sino con un giro inesperado. Lo esquivaste, usando su propia fuerza en su contra para hacer que tropezara ligeramente. La sorpresa en su rostro era suficiente para hacerte reĂr. âÂżVes? No soy tan fĂĄcil de desestimarâ.
Logan se recompuso rĂĄpidamente, su mirada fija en ti. âImpresionante, realmente. QuizĂĄs no seas tan inĂştil como pensĂŠâ, dijo, aunque el tono burlĂłn aĂşn estaba presente.
Te acercaste, disfrutando de la pequeĂąa victoria, pero en el fondo, esa satisfacciĂłn era solo una fachada para ocultar lo que realmente sentĂas. âNo soy inĂştil, Logan. Solo estoy aprendiendo a jugar con las reglas. QuizĂĄs tĂş deberĂas hacer lo mismoâ.
âA veces las reglas son lo que nos mantienen en lĂnea, cariĂąo" comentĂł desde el suelo mirĂĄndome con aquellos orbes claros.
"Tal vez deberĂas despejarte de tu zona de confortâ, dijiste, sabiendo que esas palabras podrĂan ser mĂĄs que una simple provocaciĂłn.
En ese instante, Logan se acercĂł un poco mĂĄs cerca, y sentĂ su presencia dominante envolviĂŠndome. âNo te preocupes por mi zona de confort. Me gusta donde estoyâ, respondiĂł con una voz baja, y aunque habĂa una desafiante certeza en sus palabras, algo en su mirada te hizo cuestionar si realmente lo creĂa.
âÂżDe verdad?â desafiaste, manteniendo la mirada. âPorque parece que te aterra la idea de salir de esa burbuja. ÂżQuĂŠ pasarĂa si un dĂa decides arriesgarte?â
La sonrisa que apareciĂł en su rostro fue inesperada y genuina, un momento raro en su comportamiento normalmente cĂnico. âÂżArriesgarme? No sĂŠ. Pero quizĂĄs, solo quizĂĄs, podrĂa considerarlo. Aunque te advierto, no soy fĂĄcil de manejarâ, dijo, su tono de burla regresando, pero esta vez habĂa un matiz diferente.
Ambos sabĂan que la lĂnea entre la rivalidad y algo mĂĄs se estaba desdibujando. A medida que continuaban intercambiando miradas y palabras cargadas, la tensiĂłn se volviĂł casi insoportable.
De repente la atmĂłsfera se vio interrumpida por dos figuras entrando al gimnasio, ambos desviamos nuestras miradas encontrĂĄndonos a nuestros objetivos.
âÂżViste cĂłmo le di un golpe a ese tipo? No pueden imaginar su caraâ, exclamĂł Scott, su risa resonando en la habitaciĂłn.
Jean se uniĂł a la risa, y su mirada brillaba al ver a Scott en acciĂłn. Era un momento perfecto, y mientras los veĂas interactuar, sentĂ cĂłmo una punzada de tristeza se alojaba en mi pecho. HabĂas estado intentando ignorar tus propios sentimientos hacia Scott, pero verlo tan cercano a Jean te hacĂa cuestionar tu propio papel en todo esto.
Logan, que habĂa estado concentrado en el combate, notĂł el cambio en tu expresiĂłn. La forma en que te encogiste un poco, como si te doliera ver a Scott y Jean tan felices juntos, no pasĂł desapercibida para ĂŠl. Su mirada se volviĂł intensa, estudiĂĄndote con una curiosidad que parecĂa ir mĂĄs allĂĄ de la rivalidad habitual.
Sin pensarlo, y en un impulso repentino, Logan se acercĂł a ti, aĂşn en posiciĂłn de combate. âÂżTe molesta verlos juntos?â preguntĂł, su tono entre sarcĂĄstico y serio.
âNo es esoâ, intentaste responder, pero la tensiĂłn en tu voz era evidente. Te estabas perdiendo en tus propios pensamientos, y cuando Logan girĂł su cuerpo para enfrentarte, sus ojos estaban tan cerca de los tuyos que sentĂas que la respiraciĂłn se te cortaba.
En un movimiento inesperado, Logan te girĂł hacia ĂŠl, atrayĂŠndote hacia su cuerpo. Antes de que pudieras reaccionar, lo sentiste acercarse y, en un instante, sus labios se encontraron con los tuyos en un beso apasionado y sorpresivo. Era un gesto que hacĂa visible todo lo que habĂa estado oculto bajo la superficie de su rivalidad.
El mundo a tu alrededor se desvaneciĂł. Era como si el aire se hubiera encendido, y por un breve momento, todo lo que importaba era la conexiĂłn entre ustedes. La sorpresa en tu rostro se transformĂł en aceptaciĂłn, y te dejaste llevar por la intensidad del momento.
âÂżQuĂŠâŚ?â Scott comenzĂł, su voz una mezcla de incredulidad y confusiĂłn.
Logan y tĂş os separasteis lentamente, ambos respirando pesadamente mientras realizabais lo que acababa de suceder. Era como si el tiempo se hubiera detenido, y la realidad comenzara a establecerse. La relaciĂłn que habĂan fingido habĂa pasado a ser algo real y visible para todos.
âEsto... esto no es lo que pareceâ, intentaste balbucear, sintiendo una mezcla de vergĂźenza y emociĂłn.
âÂżEntonces, quĂŠ es?â preguntĂł Jean, su tono sereno pero cargado de sorpresa. âPorque parecĂa que te estaba besandoâ.
Logan mirĂł a Scott, su expresiĂłn era desafiante, pero habĂa un destello de vulnerabilidad en sus ojos. âEs exactamente lo que parece. Y sĂ, hay algo mĂĄs que solo rivalidad entre nosotrosâ.
La confusiĂłn y la sorpresa inundaron la habitaciĂłn, y mientras Scott procesaba la informaciĂłn. HabĂa pasado de ser un juego a una nueva realidad, y las emociones que habĂan estado reprimidas ahora estallaban como un volcĂĄn.
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DĂas despuĂŠs de aquel inesperado beso en el entrenamiento, la situaciĂłn en la casa de los X-Men se habĂa vuelto aĂşn mĂĄs tensa. Scott y Jean estaban mĂĄs cercanos que nunca, y la verdad sobre su relaciĂłn habĂa quedado al descubierto. No podĂas dejar de pensar en la forma en que habĂan estado ocultĂĄndolo, cĂłmo habĂan jugado con tus sentimientos sin que lo supiera.
Esa noche, a la medianoche, decidiste que necesitabas un respiro. Te levantaste de la cama y te dirigiste a la cocina, con la esperanza de encontrar algo de tranquilidad en la oscuridad. Sin embargo, al entrar, la vista que te recibiĂł te sorprendiĂł: Logan estaba allĂ, recargado contra la encimera con una cerveza en la mano, la luz de la nevera iluminando su figura robusta.
Te detuviste en la puerta, sintiendo una mezcla de emociones. No habĂas tenido la oportunidad de hablar con ĂŠl desde aquel dĂa en el entrenamiento, y ahora el simple hecho de verlo te hizo sentir un cosquilleo en el estĂłmago. Pero a la vez, la confusiĂłn y la frustraciĂłn volvĂan a ti.
âÂżBuscando algo?â, preguntĂł Logan, levantando la vista hacia ti. Su tono era despreocupado, pero habĂa algo en su mirada que delataba que sabĂa que no estabas bien.
âNo, solo⌠necesitaba aireâ, admitiste, sintiĂŠndote un poco vulnerable. Te acercaste, apoyĂĄndote contra la encimera opuesta a la de ĂŠl.
âÂżPor Scott y Jean?â preguntĂł, su voz grave pero suave. No necesitabas responder, la expresiĂłn en tu rostro lo decĂa todo. Logan dejĂł escapar un suspiro. âEran un par de tontos por no decĂrtelo. Pero eso no cambia lo que pasĂł entre nosotrosâ.
Aquel recordatorio de su beso resonĂł en tu mente, pero la realidad de la situaciĂłn te golpeĂł con fuerza. âNo puedo creer que me hayan engaĂąado asĂ. PensĂŠ que ĂŠramos amigos. ÂżPor quĂŠ no me lo dijeron?â.
Logan se encogiĂł de hombros, su mirada intensa fija en ti. âPorque a veces las cosas son mĂĄs complicadas de lo que parecen. No siempre se puede jugar limpio.
âLo sĂŠâ, murmuraste, sintiendo que las lĂĄgrimas comenzaban a asomarse. âMe duele pensar que he estado tan ciega, confiando en ellosâ
"shh" dejĂł la cerveza en la encimera con un golpe seco y dio un paso hacia mĂ, sus ojos prendidos bajando hacia mis labios.
Antes de que pudiera reaccionar, Logan cruzĂł la distan cia entre nosotros en un solo paso, y sus manos grandes me atraparon por la cintura, apretĂĄndome contra su cuerpo. Mi respiraciĂłn se cortĂł de golpe cuando nuestras miradas chocaron. La intensidad en sus ojos me quemaba, pero no retrocedĂ. Algo en su mirada me desafiaba, y yo estaba dispuesta a enfrentarlo.
"No eres ciega", dijo, su voz mĂĄs baja ahora, sus labios rozando apenas los mĂos. "Sabes perfectamente lo que es esto".
El aire se volviĂł denso. Su agarre en mi cintura se intensificĂł, y sentĂ el calor de su cuerpo irradiando contra el mĂo, nuestros pechos rozĂĄndose en cada respiraciĂłn contenida. Era una batalla, y ambos lo sabĂamos. Pero esta vez, no habĂa armas ni palabras afiladas. Solo deseo reprimido.
Sin mĂĄs advertencia, Logan inclinĂł su cabeza y me besĂł. No fue un beso suave, ni dulce. Fue desesperado, como si ambos estuviĂŠramos buscando algo en el otro que habĂamos negado por demasiado tiempo. Mi cuerpo respondiĂł antes de que mi mente pudiera alcanzarlo, mis manos se aferraron a sus hombros mientras su boca reclamaba la mĂa con una intensidad que me dejĂł sin aliento.
Sus manos recorrieron mi espalda, bajando por mi cintura hasta apretarme mĂĄs contra ĂŠl. Un gemido bajo escapĂł de mis labios, y me odiĂŠ por lo mucho que lo deseaba en ese momento. Pero no podĂa detenerlo. El beso se profundizĂł, cada movimiento mĂĄs urgente, mĂĄs hambriento, hasta que me faltĂł el aire y tuve que separarme.
Logan me mirĂł con sus ojos entrecerrados, su respiraciĂłn pesada, y una sonrisa ladeada asomĂł en sus labios. "Te lo dije, no era un juego".
No pude responder. Mis pensamientos estaban nublados por el deseo, por la necesidad que todavĂa vibraba entre nosotros. Logan no me dio tiempo a procesarlo. TomĂł mi mano con firmeza, entrelazando sus dedos con los mĂos, y tirĂł suavemente de mĂ, llevĂĄndome hacia la puerta de la cocina.
"ÂżA dĂłnde vamos?" preguntĂŠ, mi voz apenas un susurro mientras lo seguĂa sin resistencia.
"A despejarte de todo eso. Te lo dije, fuera de tu zona de confort", respondiĂł sin mirar atrĂĄs, su tono decidido, pero con ese matiz juguetĂłn que lograba desarmarme.
Y asĂ, me dejĂŠ llevar por ĂŠl, sabiendo que lo que habĂa comenzado como una mentira para darle celos a Scott, ahora se habĂa convertido en algo real. Algo que ya no podĂa ignorar, aunque quisiera.
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Logan Howlett/Wolverine x F!Summers!Reader - Thatâs my sister!
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GIF IS NOT MINE! Requested by @thefandomdiaries07Â Word Count: 1,819 Summary: Youâre Scott Summersâ younger Sister and youâre dating the Wolverine in secret, until Scott finds out... Warnings:Â mentions of age gap, fight scene (nothing too graphic), bit of angst but with happy ending Requests are open
______________________________________________________________ You took a moment to think about what decision in your life had brought you into this scenario. How you, (Y/N) Summers, elegit member of the X-Men and sister to one of the greatest Mutants out there, pressed into a wall in an abandoned corridor of the X-Mansion with the Wolverine pressed into your body while his lips traced down your neck. His beard that roughly brushed over your soft skin distracting you from any coherent thought that you mightâve had in this moment. Your hands wandered to his wide shoulders, you could feel how they tensed at your touch. Though you planned on pushing him away from the fear of being caught by a student or worse your brother still on your mind Logan had other plans. His hands wandered ever so closer up from your thigh to your ass. When you found enough common sense in your brain you attempt to push at his upper body despite that no matter what he would be unmoving Logan only squeezed your ass. The moment he did you let out a gasp of surprise and he took the opportunity to plant a kiss on your lips that grew in intensity. While Logan pressed further into your body you stop fighting him and melted into his arms humming when his tongue swept over your bottom lip.
âWhat in the actual shit are you two doing?!â a voice broke both of you apart. With wide eyes at the familiar voice you pushed away from Logan while he although reluctantly took a step away from you. Scott, fuming with gritted teeth, walked up to you both. â(Y/N)! Of all the people, him?!â without even glancing in Loganâs direction he pointed at him. Logan slapped Scottâs hand away anger starting to raise up in him when his nostrils flared. âMissed the point where itâs your concern, Bub.â He growled at Scott who now turned his attention to Logan shielding you from Logan. âItâs my business because thatâs my fucking sister youâre pushing your tongue into!â Scott mimicked Loganâs clenched jaw as they both stared each other down. You laid your hand on Scottâs shoulder in an attempt to calm him down but he pushed your hand away looking over his shoulder to you. Even with his glasses on you could feel the disappointment that filled his eyes. âSheâs just a girl, Logan!â Scott returned back to him. Logan only huffed at that crossing his arms over his chest. âShe ainât a kid anymore, Summers.â Nothing in this world couldâve prepared your for Scottâs next move as he balled his hand into a fist and without thinking twice punching Logan square in the face. It did barely anything to Logan whilst Scottâs hand cracked with uncomfortable sound of breaking bones. Scott flinched away at the pain but a second later it was Logan who threw the next punch into the other manâs ribs. Pulling yourself out of the stupor your body seemed to be under you screamed at them to stop, trying desperately to separate the two fighting men to no avail. So desperate to separate the two before anyone gets seriously hurt which would probably be Scott you missed one of the punches. Whoâs fist it was, you couldnât tell but one moment you tried to pull Scott away from Logan and the next moment a fist hit your square in the head sending you down to the floor. Everything felt numb when you opened your eyes still laying on the floor with a worried Ororo hovering over you. She was calling out your name you believe but her voice sounded so far away. It was then that you looked over her shoulder to see both Scott and Logan stopping their fight, Hank between them to stop it. All three looked at you with worry in their eyes flickering. Logan was a bit faster to break out of Hankâs grip. Scott followed him suit and as they both bent to check on you, you only pushed away from tears pricking your eyes. In any other situation you would feel sorry for Logan how his face washed over with guilt and regret but he brought this upon himself just as Scott. â(Y/N)âŚâ Scott tried to gently grab your arm but you ripped it out of his grasp. âGet out of my face. Both of you.â The fury in your eyes was clear first directed at Scott who flinched away at the harshness of your words before your eyes landed on Logan whose face fell with regret. Even Ororo glared at them. Surely this would bring consequences to the both of them. âCome on, sweety, letâs get you to Jean to check your head?â giving a reassuring smile Ororo helped you up and without giving Scott or Logan another glance you left. âThis is your fault?â Scott fumed at Logan who gritted his teeth at him. âMy fault?! Everything has gone perfectly fine before you showed up!â âMy fucking sister, Logan! If sheâs dying because of you I willâŚâ Hank went in between them again having watched on long enough. âEither get this outsight or pull yourselves together.â Hank warned ripping the two man from each other. Still glaring at each other they left the corridor in opposite directions probably to blow of some steam or so Hank hopes. - To say that Jean was angry at Scott for his reaction was an underestimate. The moment you were brought into her she bombarded both you and Ororo with questions. There was no use to hide the relationship with Logan anymore so you told her everything and if it wasnât for your injury one of them gave you Jean wouldâve already gone to rip Scott another one before giving Logan a piece of her mind. âThey both can be lucky I wasnât there.â Jean ranted after you finished your little anecdote. She dabbed a bit to harshly over the open wound on your eyebrow and you flinched which had Jean stop and apologize her face softening in the process. âIâm just so angry at them both. But losing one of them doesnât cut it either. Scott is my brother, weâve been through a lot together. And LoganâŚ.I really tried to get away from him because I know how Scott would react butâŚâ you shrugged your shoulders. âI believe itâs not us you have to tell this.â Ororo said patting your shoulder affectionately as Jean finished to clean up your wounds. You thanked them both and chose to lay down for the day. It was eventful as it was and you needed to sort out your thoughts probably. So itâs what you did. Locking yourself in your room in your most comfortable pyjamas and your favourite movie. A knock on your door had woken you up hours later. It was already dark outside and for a moment you were confused not realizing that you had fallen asleep during the movie. Despite the pounding in your head you pushed yourself up from your bed and made your way to the door. The moment you opened it you wanted to slam it back close at the sight of Logan and Scott standing in your doorway but Scott like the annoying brother he was got his foot between the door and the frame like he always when your were kids and wanted to bother you. âJust want to talk, please (Y/N).â it was Loganâs attempt at pleading that had you open the door again. âCan we come in?â Scott asked and you pondered over his request for a minute before you sighed and stepped aside. âHowâs your head?â Logan looked at you after he had closed the door behind him worry written over his features. âWhat do you want?â I asked them looking from Logan to Scott and back. Both shared a look before Scott sighed, hands wandering through his hair in the process. âIâŚâ he stopped as Logan glared at him. âWeâŚâ he corrected frowning at Logan before returning his attention to you. âWe wanted to apologize.â Logan agreed with a nod before he continued on. âNone of us ever meant to harm you in any way. And we both feel sorry that we did.â You noticed how his hand flinched at his side in his best attempt to control his urge to not grab your hand. A habit he had picked up after you started you secret relationship. âDo you even understand why Iâm so angry at you both?â you questioned them hoping that the hurt in your eyes let the guilt fill their veins. And as both looked away and to the ground you took over the conversation again. âYou both are the most important people in my life and itâs hard to witness you to fight every time you cross paths.â You walked over to Scott your fist meeting his chest playfully. âScott, I know you just want to protect me, but news flash, I ainât a little girl anymore and can look after myself and itâs my decision who Iâm dating or not if you like him or want to see him six feet under.â Scott pursed his lips but nodded. âAnd you deserved this.â You pointed out to bandaged hand and Scott scrunched his nose at that knowing how right you were. Then you turned to Logan. âAnd Logan, I know how hard it is to love again. I understand your fear and your anger and never in my life will I ever hold this against you, but Scott is my family and if you love me just even a little bit, if our relationship means anything to you, at least try to get along with him. I donât ask you two to be friends or anything but to be at least decent enough to not let your anger get the best of you.â After you finished your little speech you laid your hand in Loganâs and finally he looked at you and he gave you a soft half smile. âSoâŚweâre forgiven?â tipping your finger on your chin you thought for a moment. âFor the moment, yes.â Now Loganâs smile grew into a smirk as he leant down to plant a kiss on your lips but before his lips could actually contact to yours Scott pushed between you two separating you from Logan. âYep, no, this was all fun and games, but still thatâs my little sister.â Scott made a fake gag sound pushing to the door. âJust to remember to use protection kids!â he closed the door quickly before one of your slippers could meat his face. Logan let out a soft chuckle before he pulled you back to his chest. His knuckles brushed over your face and the anger you held for Scott vanished in an instant as you locked eyes. âNow, where did we left off?â Logan grumbled before he planted a kiss on your lips.
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Wolverine x f!reader
MIND READER
Summary: Your parents sent you to your older sister Jean Grey to spend more time with her. However, you had no idea that one of her colleagues would also want to get to know you, but in a much deeper way.
Warnings: MDNI 18+, strong language, age gap, fingering, oral (f and m receiving), little bit of choking, unprotected sex (p i v), loss of virginity, cum play, aftercare, kinda fluff
âC'mon sis, don't look so grumpyâ Jean said to you as you make your way to the X-men Mansion. You sigh and roll your eyes with arms firmly tangled on your chest.
âIt's gonna be funâŚmy friend's are niceâ she keep tried to ease the situation, that you're going to stay in this school for gifted for a week. It was your divorced parents stupid command, to get closer to your sister. You would rather eat a moldy banana with mayonnaise, but unfortunately, you had no other choice. Not even the banana.
When you walk in, your eyes widened as you saw the enormous place from the inside. From the outside, it looked really boring and old, so you were pretty surprised that it looked really fancy. âYou're living in this?â you asked Jean and she nodded with a giggle afterwards. âTrust me, this is just the beginningâ she said and you follow her through the halls.
You tried to avoid all the students passing by and you immidiately understood why it's called school for gifted. All of them were mutants. You didn't have to read everyone's minds to realize that, some of them were clearly obvious, because of their unusual physical form. Some of them looked pretty normal, but they were giving you a weird energy, not the typical one from a normal human.
âSo, act nice and don't be mean 'kay?â Jean stopped at the last door on the end of the hall. You nodded annoyingly and put a fake smile, as soon as she opens the door and walked in. âHey guys!â you peeked behind Jean and quickly scan all of the people that were in the room.
âSo as I promised, I'm here to introduce my little siser!â She stepped aside to reveal you, making you anxious at all the eyes being glued to your face. You waved at them and suck your lips into a thin akward line. âSo that's her!â a pretty tall man with a weird glasses on his eyes walked towards you, his hand in front of you. You claim his head and shake it, reading his mind without permission. *She's really just like her sister, beautiful* you made a disgusted face, trying to keep smilling.
âHey, I'm Jean's boyfriend-â âScott Summersâ you cut him off and finishing his sentence, leaving him speechless. Suddenly, you felt a painful ringing in your ears that Jean gave you as a warning. You promised her you wouldn't read these people's minds, but you can't help it, it's your natural instinct.
âHow did you-â âDon't worry about thatâ you cut him off, again, and quickly put a convincing smile. The next person who shake your hand was a blonde pretty girl, that looked really sweet. However, when you tried to read her mind, there was no thoughts about you, but about herself. She wasn't happy with herself, with her powers. You started feeling bad for her.
âMystiqueâ she smilled, even tho you knew it was fake. You wish you could help her, but this wasn't the best time and place to do that. Maybe another time. âHey kidâ a blue furry beast was approaching you and you startled by his deep voice and visage. âH-heyâ you carefully grabbed his hand, which looked like a lego peace in his palm. âHank McCoyâ he had a white labotary cloak, which you inferred he was probably a scientist.
There were three other people in the room, Storm was radiating the sweetest energy. She was even worried about hurting you, when you were shaking her hand. One of the two men was a gentleman sitting in a wheelchair, who clearly informed you via telekinesis, that he could also read minds. His name was Charles Xavier, apparently he is the founder of all this. And the last but not least guy was looking pretty hot, like really fucking hot.
You felt goosebombs jumping all over your body when he walks towards you. His mischievous grin hits you right into your core, which started unexpectedly pulsating. âHey kiddoâ his deep voice tickled your ears and when you grab his enormous hand, your jaw dropped. Again, you read his mind without authorization. There was imagination of you, naked and being fucked by this man right in this room.
You flinched and released his grip. Your shocked face made that man scoff, before he leaned closer to your face. "Logan, nice to meet ya" he whispered before backing up onto his place, where he was originally standing. You were frozen, your mind was keep replaying that image of his, bended over a table that Charles was sitting behind.
You weren't even woken up by Jean's coughing, which was a clear indication that you should move. When that didn't happen, your sister decided to step in. âAlright! We should probably head away now...right sis?" Jean laugh and shake your body, when she grabbed your shoulder. You nodded, still speechless from Logan's thoughts.
"Bye! See ya later guys!" your sister led you out of the room and the moment the doors close, she tightly grabbed your arms and lower herself to your level. âHey what's wrong with you?" you felt better now, so you finally answered her properly. "I'm fine" Jean was still firmly holding you, raising her eyebrow suspiciously. "You sure?" you nodded and gave her a fake smile, that convinced her.
Of course, she could read your mind and find out what's really going on in there, but both of you promised each other to not read each other's minds. You've honestly followed this rule since you were little, so why break it now?
âOkay, let me show you this place and then I'll help you unpack your things hm?â you nodded, not that you really have a choice, and walk beside her. However, the thought of Logan still hasn't left you. His soft hair shaped into ears of a beast, his sideburns that beautifully accentuated his face and his coffee coded eyes. God, his eyes were the second thing that stuck in your mind, after that deviant thought about you.
You were folding your clothes and putting them in the wardrobe right opposite your bed. Jean was helping you, using her mind to speed up the job. Few hours passed since you met Jean's colleagues and you still haven't stopped thinking about Logan. You didn't want to mention him in front of your sister, but your curiosity and desire got the better of you.
âSoâŚum what exactly are Logan's powers?â There was pretty quiet silence, before Jean answered. âHe has animal-keen senses, which includes healing factor and adamantium skeletonâ you hummed and pursed your lips while nodding. Yoi were thinking for a second before asking again.
âSo he's immortal?â âMore or less... rather delayed aging, but we could easily kill him with our mindsâ Jean smilled while putting your shirt in the wardrobe. âWhy'd you ask?â âJust curiousâŚâ surely you weren't just curious, but on the other hand you wanted to know what makes him so speacial to be on the same level as Jean. Seems like having a fury powers pays off.
âAnd how old is he?â your question caught your sister off guard and when the pieces fell into place, she dramatically gasp. âDo you have a crush on him?!â Fuck. Your eyes widened and you gave her a double look. âNo! No I don't-â âLook at meâ Jean knows whenever you lie without using her powers, you always avoid eye contact and play with your fingers. Unfortunately, you did avoid eye contact and played with your fingers.
âI don't I just-â âLook, I'll be honest with you, Logan is not a good guy,â you finally look into her eyes, when her voice changed into serious one. âHe was hitting on me, even tho he knew damn well I was with Scott!â she threw her hands in the air, looking really frustrated while you just innocently stared at her and listen. âHe's the type of guy that will use you, before he throws you away like a piece of trashâ you incredulously raised your eyebrows. You tried your best to believe, that Jean was lying, but her face was dead serious.
âReally?â You squeal quietly with a disappointment in your soft voice. âYesâŚâ Jean sigh and came closer to you, when she notice how much that information hurt you. "I want the best for you sis and that's definitely not Logan" she grabbed your arms. "There are plenty of other handsome boys your age, who deserve you a hundred times more than he does" you nodded, even though you were refusing to trust her words. You didn't care about other boys, you cared about Logan.
"I understand, Logan's charm is irreplaceable" Jean acknowledged, making you smirk and nod in agreement. "But stillâŚjust don't fall for him 'kay?â you silently nodded, knowing that you already fell for him. You were aware that your sister was just trying to protect you and all that, because it's her responsinility, howerer, emotions cannot be controlled, neither can desire.
It was late at night, the moon was already glowing through the blinds of your room, which was lit just by a small night lamp. Your eyes were glued to small letters of your favorite book. You read word by word, line by line and paragraph by paragraph, until you turned the pages one by one. Time passed but your appetite for sleep was nowhere to be found.
You've no idea what time is it, but thanks to stars in the sky, which gave more light into your room, you deduced that it was pretty late. You naively thought that reading a book would make you tired, but that didn't happen. You didn't feel the slightest hint of tiredness as your mind was filled with thoughts of the man you were forbidden from your sister.
Every nerve in your body, every muscle wanted and still wants to feel Logan's hand like the first time, to hug him, to smell his scent, to feel him. You've probably never been so miserable like that for a man before. It's strange how much emotions can control you.
Since reading didn't help you fall asleep and you needed some sleep, there was only one possible way how to get tired. Coffee. For all the people you know, coffee gives them a boost of energy and wakes them up, but for you, it has the exact opposite effect. A good coffee with milk makes you tired, therefore you are always 100% sure that you'll fall asleep like a baby after it.
Since it was late at night, you didn't want to bother Jean to tell you the way to the common kitchen, so you quietly tiptoeed around the halls by yourself. It took you a while but your sense of direction did not fail you.
You peeked around the corner and besides a beautifully clean and cozy kitchen, you also saw Logan standing there with a beer bottle in his hand. At first, you thought you were just dreaming and already fell asleep, but it felt too real to be just a dream.
âHey sweetheartâ Logan greeted you when you caught his eye. "Hey" a quiet squeak left your lips, as were trying to find a capsule for coffee machine. âLookin' for somethin'?â âY-yeah a capsuleâŚâ Logan walked closer to you, leaving you breathless as the distance between you was almost immeasurable. He grinned, before his hand opens a cabin above you and handed you a capsule.
You weren't even able to say thank you when he stepped away from you. He insidiously left you full of anticipation just so he left you and don't do anything. You started to get to know his character, he likes to play with people and that's what makes him dangerous, but also so terribly charming.
You turned around and clicked the capsule into the coffee machine. You awkwardly waited for the coffee to be made, as the annoying noise echoed throughout the kitchen. You subtly glanced to the side and immediately dodged, when you noticed Logan watching you.
"Is there any reason you're getting a coffee at this hour?" he stepped forward, but leaving a fair space between. "I can't sleep" you chuckle as you realize how stupid it sounds. "And coffee helps?" you nodded and turned your head over to him. "No argument against taste" he takes a sip from his bottle, signing that his sleeping aid is beer.
You smiled before a soft exhale escaped your lips. You stared at each other and you couldn't help but read his mind. It was a view from third person. You and him in this kitchen just like now, except that you were sitting on the counter while Logan was hungrily kissing you and exploring your whole body with his hands. Your heartbeat raise and you almost melt at the image, when suddenly you went back to reality as a beeb sound from the coffee machine rang in your ears.
You subtly cleared your throat and poured coffee into the mug. But before you could turn around to get a milk from fridge, Logan overtook you. Without a blink of an eye, he was behind you and holding a cartoon milk box. "Need this?" he was standing so incredibly close, his breath was brushing your cold ears. You inhale shakily and nodded.
"Tell me when to stop" he whispered, pouring the milk into the mug already half filled with coffee. You started feeling your core pulsating, but as if that wasn't enough, his free hand touched your weist. You gasp, breath caught in your throat as his grip on your hip tightens. "Tell me when to stop" he repeated himself, his lips now touching your ear, the milk still pouring and his hand on your body slowly moved downwards.
You realize that his sentence had two meanings and wasn't just about milk. When the milk almost overflowed from the mug, he put it on the counter and finally had the opportunity to give you all his attention. Both of his hands were on you, one was going down, second up. You knew this was wrong, that you should've already stop him, but you couldn't. You wanted this, you needed this, you longed for this.
You could sense from his touch that he's being really careful and gentle, which is hardly against his nature. But he would do the sacrifice for you. One of his hand was already up your neck, hugged it lightly, so that he had you under control, while the other was getting dangerously close to your private part. Your eyes were keeping flickering, trying so hard to keep your vision clear but Logan's fingertips were leaving you breathless.
"Do you want it?" he groans, his low voice makes your pulsating faster. You nodded harshly, wanted to say something but all you could manage to do was just a quiet tiny moan. That was enough for Logan. His hand slides under your pajama shorts. He chuckle and moved his head even closer to yours, when he realized you're not wearing any panties. âCoincidence?â
Like everyone, you don't wear any underwear underneath your pajamas, because it's way more comfortable. However, you certainly didn't plan on deliberately not wearing panties, if something like this happened. However, Logan believed the version in his head, that you predicted the future and decided to not wear panties on purpose. Either way, the conclusion is the same, Logan has better access to your core.
You close your eyes and exhale softly, when you felt his cold fingers against your wet folds. "So wet, just because of me?" his rhetorical questions was turning you on even more. His dominance knew no bounds and so did his fingers, that were gently rubbing your labia. You bite your lips when he puts more pressure into his movements, trying not to look like a needy slut, even tho you were.
Everything around you started fading away, the only thing you could focus on was Logan and his fingers on your pussy. You could feel his growing dick trapped in his pants, poking your ass. Your instincts made you move your hips towards his fingers, rhythmically and without realizing provoking his dick. His breath started being cut off more frequently, you tortured him. You desperately wished you could read his mind right now, but you were too overhelmed to do so.
You lost yourself when he slowly insert his finger inside, finally making you whimper and throwing your head back, so you were leaning againts Logan's shoulder. âOh you like that don't you?â He grinned, watching your scrunched face as he felt your throbbing arousal. His hips lightly rubbed against your ass, trying to feel some friction too.
You started seeing stars even so your eyes were tightly closed. Logan's handy finger was curling inside you, reaching that good spot you could never reach yourself. Wet juicy sound wafted through the kitchen and for a moment, you forgot where you are or what your name is.
âGood girlâ he complimented you as he subtly slipped a second finger in. Stretching your walls while holding your neck tightly, showing who's in control, even though it was clear from the beginning. You were enjoying it so much, you had never felt such pleasure before. You move on your tiptoes as you felt the heat, spreading from your crotch to your whole body.
Logan's curling inside you picked up the pace, his hot breaths turned into chuckling, as he felt your clenching around him. "Come on baby" he supported you giving you a last straw. You left a load moan and cum on Logans fingers, before you relaxed and came back from your high. Your chest was moving rapidly, as you tried to catch your breath. Logan laughed and pulled his fingers out of you which he tasted and grunted. He didn't need to say anything to prove how delicious you are.
He released your neck and leaned his elbow on the counter, watching your red face. "You've never been touched before, have you?" he smirk, but before you could answer you heard a familiar coughing. You turn around and saw Jean, leaning against the doorframe. "What're you two doing here?" her arms were crossed and eyebrows furrowed. You had no idea how long she's been standing there, but you hoped not too long.
"Just talkin'" Logan saved your ass and wanted to leave the kitchen, but Jean grabbed his wrist and looked him deadly in his eyes. "Let me talk to you for a sec" she dragged him into the corridor without leaving him a choice. Jean pathetically thought she tricked you into not hearing their conversation, but she still doesn't realize how strong your telepathic powers are.
*Stay away from her* your sister angrily whispered to Logan, making you feel embarrassed, like you couldn't stand for yourself alone. *If you hurt her, I'll kill you* *Jesus calm down woman! Why should I hurt her?* You were deciding whether to leave or stay, but the second option seems better. You sip from your coffee as you were listening to Jean's confrontation. You couldn't help but think back to Logan's hand placement and even though it was just a few minutes ago, you missed it.
*If I ever see you with her again I-* *Don't worry, you won't, trust me* after that, you heard footsteps walking away. You quickly straightened up and peeked who walked first. When Logan made a quick eye contact with you, you got anxious. What if Jean really intimidated Logan and he meant all his words? But all these negative thoughts fell aside when he winked at you, before leaving your sight. You smiled and giggle under your nose, as you took another sip from your coffee.
"Fuck me sis" Jean breathed out, feeling exhausted like she just ran a marathon, even that it was just a stupid argument with Logan. You raised your eyebrows, your smile not leaving your face. "Somethin' wron-" "Are you serious?" you provoked Jean by pissing her off even more than she already was. "I told you to stay away from him" "Hmm no, you said not to fall for him and that he's a bad guy" you corrected her, keep smiling. She gave you a real nasty look that you've seen just couple of times. Now you knew you are fucked.
"Fine, I'm saying it now. Stay away from him, okay?" you wanted to pull up the fact that you are an adult so that she has nothing to command you, but you didn't want to piss her off even more. She already looked quite tired and it must've been pretty late. That's why you decided to be a good girl and submissively agree to her order. "Great...now go to sleep" satisfied with your answer, she exhaled and gave you another order to fulfill.
"Night sis" you walked past her, devilishly smiling while holding your cup of coffee with both hands. You knew that Jean was losing her temper with you, but you enjoyed it. On the way to your room, you could already feel the fatigue falling on you. But you still thought that if you didn't go get coffee, Logan's fingering would be plenty enough for a sweet sleep.
The next day went smoothly. You started smilling more, stopped being grumpy and helped with cleaning the school. All that happily surprised your sister, but she didn't complain at all. Your work was helpful. You mopped the floors, swept the dust and sorted the textbooks in a library. However, under normal circumstances, you wouldn't do these chores at all. Logan was your only and sufficient motivation.
Since the moment you woke up, you couldn't stop thinking about him. About his husky breath tickling your ear, his hand tightly holding your neck, his soft fingers curling inside you, poking your walls until you came. You couldn't stop thinking about him. Your highest record of the day was one minute, when there was uncleanable dirt on the floor and you had to go on all fours and scrub it with great force.
Your heartbeat raises whenever you met Logan in the hall, who gave you a slight smile and wink, creating a waterfall between your legs. The enthusiasm was so strong that you really volunteered to clean everything you could, even with joy. Logan brainwashed you so much without hypnotizing you in any way, he's really dangerous.
The whole day went by pretty quickly and before you blinked twice, it was dark outside again and the moonlight glittered nicely in the reflection of the flying dust. In addition to the high praise and involuntary hug from Jean, you also received recognition from Charles, which is said to be rare or something. Of course you appreciated that, but you didn't do it just for some praise. Your main intention was to meet Logan whenever and wherever you could. You were quite limited, since that order from Jean yesterday, but you always managed to throw a flirtatious smile at each other.
Just as yesterday, you were laying in your bed, reading your favorite book, which you've already read like five times. Even so, you get goosebombs all over your body, whenever you're done reading it. But today was a little different. You were already quite tired. After all, you were like a maid all day and you deserve a long rest, but your body needed something else. You need to feel Logan, at least see him, somehow interact with him. It felt like he was a part of you, of your body and without him, you wouldn't survive a day.
It was pretty late, when you checked the clock it shows an hour after midnight. All the students, including the teachers, are definitely asleep, except for you. Your sexual scenarios about Logan in your head couldn't leave you and your desire grows every second you think about him. If you could, you would have searched his room already, but the fear of Jean catching you again was bigger and kept nudging you in the back of your mind. What if she caught you durring the act? She would definitely send you back home and you can't risk that.
That's why you sigh with disappointment and decided to turn off the lamp and go to sleep, when suddenly your heard a soft knock on the door. You froze, deciding whether to go open the door or just shout from your bed. The first choice seems calmer and quieter. "Hey" you froze when you saw Logan standing in front of you. For a moment there you though his hidden power is mind reading too.
âH-heyâ nervously with incomprehension in your voice you widened your eyes, that were filled with expectation. "I hope I didn't wake you up" he gave you puppy eyes that made your heart melt. Yesterday you didn't even have time to take a good look at his majestic face, which you saw properly when you met him for the first time.
"N-no I couldn't sleep anyway" you cough akwardly, your face still surprised from that shock. "Okay and um sorry to bother it's justâŚI ran out of toothpaste and I was wondering if I could borrow yours?" he shows you his toothbrush and empty toothpaste, looking at you through his thick eyebrows. You look down at the toothbrush, then back up into his chocolate coffee eyes, where you got lost for a moment.
âYeah, sure come on inâ you stepped aside and opened the door wider, leaving space for Logan to walk in. âThanks, you're a life saverâ you chuckle and close the door behind him. Adrenaline was starting to run through your blood at the thought of being alone with Logan in your room this late at night. If Logan could finger you in the kitchen last night, what can he do in your room now?
"Bathroom is?" "Oh right there" you pointed at the door right next to the massive wardrobe. He nodded and smiled, before disappearing in that room. You sat down on your bed, right in front of the bathroom door, staring at them, your mind filled with millions of scenarios about Logan. Was that a sign that he appeared in your room just now? Or did he do it on purpose? Or was that a fate? Those, maybe pathetic questions, filled your head together with the imaginations and your mind was a total mess by now.
You were so busy with your thoughts that you didn't realize how fast time was flying and suddenly, Logan emerged from the bathroom. You quickly shake your head and smiled at him. âThank youâ he smiled back and walk slowly towards you. Your smile fade away and your face turned into craving one. "But there's something else I need" he licked his lips, his eyes flicked from your bottom to your eyes. You knew what he was implying and you shivered with anticipation. "W-what is it?" you harshly asked, your heart beating really fast, in a moment you though it would even burst out of your chest.
âYou know damn well princessâ he put a strand of hair behind your ear before cupping your cheek. "Read my mind" he commanded and didn't need to tell you twice to do that. You saw an image of you and Logan, in the exact same place as you are right one, just with one difference. You were sucking his dick. Your eyes widened when you went back to reality, looking deep into Logans eyes, which were black, full of lust.
"Can you do that for me darlin'?" he rubbed your cheek as you were leaning into his touch. The warm from his palm spread all over your face. A flame of fire began to form between your legs, making your core pulsating and clenching around nothing. When you pit yourself together, you nodded and grab the waistband od Logan's pants. He watched your every move, his erection already twitching with impatience.
"That's right..." he whispered, caressing your cheek and hissed, as his pants fell on the floor and the cool air touched his dick. Your heart skipped a beat when you saw him in his full beauty. You've never seen this in real life, moreover, so close and so huge. The thought of him being inside your mouth or inside you excited you, but also scared you at the same time. You licked your lips as your mouth filled with saliva.
"Come on, open your mouth" Logan slides his massive hand into your hair, scratching and massaging your head. You swallowed loudly before opening your mouth and approached his tip. âGrab itâ he quickly ordered before your lips even touched him. Your eyes met his, as you wrap your hand around his base, making him breathe out loudly. "That's it, now your mouth" he gently, with a little bit of strength, pushed your head closer to his penis, till his pink tip was fully covered with your wet lips.
He kept pushing you forward, hissing. "Yeah baby...that's it" you were already halfway through, his tip touching your throat already. "Now your hand" you instantly understood his short sentences. You slowly began to stroke him off, but your mouth was stiff. Logan helped you, pushing your head back and forth. Your eyes were glued on his, as you were watching him licking his lips and quietly whimpering. âMhm good girlâ
Your eyes started filling with tears as the pace of your sucking and the strength of your hand quickened. Logan was slowly losing his senses as he tried really hard to reach his climax. His hips thrusting inside your mouth, slowly at first, but gradually speeding up. Your innocent face from tears, while you had his dick in your mouth, was driving him crazy.
"Yes...yes" he clenched his teeth, the wolf look on his face makes your panties soaked. "Ohh yeah" he threw his head back, your hot mouth felt like the best pussy he ever had. He couldn't last long, few more moves of your head makes him curl his toes and dropped his jaw. "Fuck!" that was his final moan, before he emptied his balls inside you, pushing your head so far, that your nose bumped into his lower stomach.
His heavy breathing was the only thing that could be heard in the room. He gave you a soft grin, gently wiping your tears from your blushed face. "You're so beautiful" Logan grunted, making you chuckle as you lick the remains of his cum from your lips. "But I'm not done with you" he got on his knees and gave you a lustful smirk. Before you could manage to recover from previous activity, Logan held your thighs tightly, spreading them far enough to make your pussy peek through the soft fabric of your pajama shorts.
âGod..." he huffed as he saw your wetness already leaking on the sheets. "You are the muse of all my wet dreams" he groans as his face was dangerously fast approaching your core. "From the moment I saw you," his hands slides under your shorts. "I wondered how you taste" without a second thought, he tore off your shorts and tossed them aside. You gasped, adrenaline racing through your body.
Logan gave you one last devilish grin, before burying his face into your pussy. You immediately throw your head back and grab his silky hair, as you bit your lips tightly. His tongue was briskly without mercy moving around your labia, sometimes gently slipped in, but he always doubted only on the surface. You tried your best to keep your moans and whimpers in quiet, but it was impossible.
"Logan" you rolled your eyes as his nose poked your sensitive clitoris, pushing you further to the edge. Your hands tugging his kitty hair, whenever he find that good spot. However, this was all just a foreplay, as the real fun began when he finally slid his tongue inside you.
Your jaw fell open and you put your head back in place as you watched Logan's face. His sideburns brushing and tickling your skin, leaving red marks. His eyes met yours, they were so dark that you could see your reflection in them. You loose it all when he smiled at you, his teeth brushing against your core. He held firmly your thighs, as your natural instinct made you move your hips to the rhythm of Logan's tongue.
His groans send pleasurable waves into your lower stomach, sending you even closer to your orgasm. His clever tongue was stretching your walls, tasting your juice and sucking your skin as much as he could. He sense that you were close, not only because of your uncontrollable moaning of his name and not only because his animal instincts sensed it, but mainly because of your clenching around his wet hot tongue.
You tried to ride on his face, to finally reach what you desired all day and what you deserve, but Logan was too malicious to indulge it to you that easily. He removed his tongue from you just a second before you'd finally release. You let out a disappointed breath, furrowing your eyebrows in confusion as you look at Logan.
"Not so easy princess" he climb on top of you, making you fall on the bed submissively. "I wanna feel you" he kissed you hungrily, not wasting any time and pushing his tongue inside your mouth, making you taste yourself. You immediately started cooperating, not only with your mouth but also with your hands, which you wrap around Logan's neck.
His hands were traveling through your whole body, trying to memorize every inch of you just by a touch. Soft moans left your mouth matching with Logan's impatient growls. You were relaxed until you felt something poking in your inner thigh.
Your eyes almost popped out of their sockets, when you came back to your senses. You stopped kissing him and pushed him away a little. "What?" he whispered, his eyes full of lust but his eyebrows were furrowed, confused. You hesitate for a moment, whether to tell him or not, but every time you felt his tip against your private area, you heart skipped a beat and the stress level were rising incredibly fast.
"I am um...virgin" a really quiet, almost silent whisper left your lips and your cheeks started turning red. The embarrassment and shyness raced through your blood, as you waited for Logan's reaction. He chuckled, showing his bright white teeth. "I know" you gave him a confused expression. Your mind started wondering who told him that and started suspecting Jean. "I don't need to read minds to figure that out"
Before you could recover from Logan's words, his lips were on yours again. You were relieved that he took the information in stride and you weren't so nervous anymore. It wasn't long before his hands were under your t-shirt which was gone in the blink of an eye. Likewise, Logan's shirt also ended up somewhere on the floor and your naked bodies were firmly attached to each other.
Your heart was beating, your veins were pulsing and your core was already clenching around nothing, yet. After a long make out session, Logan pulled away from you a little. His eyes looked into yours and he could feel your fear and excitement at the same time.
"I'll take care of you" his palm cupped your cheek, rubbing it with his thumb. You close your eyes and nodded, trying to calm your breath down. He really gave you the sense of security that you needed the most at the moment. Logan gently kissed you, before you felt his wet tip inserting between your labia.
You squeak between the kisses, the pain started increasing as Logan pushed deeper and deeper. "It's alright it's alright" he whispered, his lips still glued to yours as his hips moved forwards. Your face tensed while trying to ignore the pain. It felt like his dick is endless and he kept pushing, leaving no room for anything else inside you. Before long, he was fully inside you. Logan waited, the kissing sound filling the silent room and your walls got expanded.
It only took a few more passionate kisses and eager touches, before you got the urge for some friction and started really slowly moving your hips. Logan smiled devilishly as his lips were still firmly fixed on yours, a low chuckle left his throat. "Oh someone is eager?" he started moving his hips too, matching your motions. At first he moved slowly and carefully, his intention wasn't to hurt you but to please you.
His pace was smooth and gentle, whenever his balls touched your ass, you whimper as much as your vocals let you. Logan tried to keep kissing you, but when his thrusting started to pick up the pace, he couldn't focus on your lips anymore.
You lost all your senses the moment Logan's tip reached your cervix and started poking into it. His eagerness to reach his orgasm took over him so much, that he lost control of his hips. He was thrusting into you as fast and hard as he could, your moans getting louder and caressing Logan's eardrums. Your room was filled with nothing but synchronized sighs, wet clapping sounds and bed creaking.
âJesusâŚ.fuckâ it was clear from Logan's choppy moans that he was on the edge. His tip was twitching inside you, every vain was about to burst and drops of sweat from his forehead fell on your naked body. He looked like a wild animal and that only added to the atmosphere. You started feeling the heat in your lower abdomen and the need to pee was increasing. Your nails dug deep into Logan's back, while he was clenching his predatory teeth.
"C'mon darlin'" he caressed your cheek a few times, wiping your tears away. He knew you were close thanks to your clenching core that sends him even faster to his orgasm. One, two and on the third hard thrust, you tensed your whole body before you completely relaxed and cum on his cock. You arched your back and moaned loudly, tears falling from your eyes. Logan was still going, desperately trying to reach his orgasm too. Your face makes it easier to finally inject everything into you and before you recovered, he pulled out and cum on your stomach.
White sticky liquid was covering your stomach, while both of you tried to catch your breath. Logan collapsed next to you, closing his eyes and gaining some energy, before he hugged you and pulled you closer to him. You automatically cooperate and laid your head on his muscular shoulder. You were quiet, your nostrils were massive as you were still trying to catch up the oxygen that you lost during the previous act.
You looked up at him, admiring his red sweaty face, which still looked majestic. It didn't take long, until Logan locked his eyes with yours and smiled, as he rubbed your arm. "What're you thinking about hm?" without realizing, your smile fades into a neutral expression. You sigh sadly and break eye contact. "I'm thinking about Jean's words..." it was quiet briefly. "What words?" you were thinking, whether to tell him the truth or not. "She told me that you just going to use me and then throw me away like a piece of garbage..." you decided to tell him the truth, even if it might affect him.
"Really? Is that what she said?" he chuckled mockingly, making you look at him again. But your disappointed and thoughtful face didn't change. Logan sensed your worry and sighs. "Read my mind" he said with a low rough voice, waiting for you to do so.
You saw yourself and Logan, sitting at a checkered blanket in the middle of the park while Logan fed you with strawberries. You giggle, but it wasn't the only vision that warmed your heart. Suddenly you were at the cinema, holding hands and while you were paying attention to the movie, Logan was mainly watching you. The next vision was in the kitchen, you baking cookies together. You also couldn't notice the small detail, that you were wearing his sweatshirt. These were enough reasons to make you blush and conjure up smile from ear to ear.
"I don't want to use you and I definitely don't want to throw you away like a piece of trash..." he pulled you even closer. "I'm serious bub" Your teeth started showing, as you couldn't stop blushing. "I really like you like a lot and uhâŚâ you cut his speech by kissing him. It was cute but a soothing slow kiss that reassured you both, that you meant it. When you pulled out, Logan tiredly grinned and placed a soft kiss on your forehead.
You just watched each other for a while, enjoying each other's presence while you were still naked and your stomach still dirty with Logan's cum. "You tried it on Jean even though she was in relationship?" you asked suspiciously. Logan chuckled and shook his head. "Yes but not anymore" "Uh huh" you jokingly agreed, making Logan furrow his eyebrows. âYou don't bealive me?" "I do" you agreed provocatively.
Logan devilishly smirked and attacked you, making you laugh and giggle. After a short tickling and prodding, Logan finally stopped. "Let's get you clean up bub" he said after he noticed his semen still laying on your naked body. He picked you up like a princess and carried you to the bathroom, where you both showered with a few passionate kisses and ended up clean and fragrant under the covers.
You fell asleep in his arms, being the happiest person in the whole world at that moment.
You woke up thanks to the rays of the sun that annoyingly shines directly into your eyes. You inhale before looking up, smiling as you saw Logan's sleepy face. His hair was tousled and he smelled like home. You wanted nothing more.
However, this beautiful early morning moment was interrupted by footsteps approaching your door. You knew right away that it was Jean and before you could wake Logan, she quietly opened the door. "Good mornin'!" she whispered and smiled. You nervously smiled back, unfortunately broking your promise. You controlled her mind so that she wouldn't see Logan sleeping right next to you, naked.
It must've worked because she was still looking at you with a massive smile on her face. "I won't bother you anymoreâŚjust get ready for breakfast, then you'll go help me with books!" You grunted in annoyance before Jean finally closed the door, leaving you two finally alone.
You dropped your head and sigh. "You cunning woman" you heard a dark raspy voice next to your ear, before Logan showered you with millions of meringue kisses on your cheek. You playfully giggle, trying to push Logan away, but it was useless.
"Did you sleep well?" he asked after he finally let your face go. You nodded, giving him a questioning look that asked him the same. "Well, since I slept next to the most amazing girl in the world...I slept great" he gave you another passionate kiss, filling your stomach with butterflies.
You don't know how to say it or explain it to Jean yet, but the only thing you know 100% is that Logan fucks really good.
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FUCK YOU !! (AND, UH, FUCK HER TOO) â LOGAN HOWLETT + SCOTT SUMMERS
ft. scott summers x f!reader x logan howlett
a/n: deadpool and wolverine full throttled me back into my x-men era... rewatched the first two movies and binge wrote this over the course of three hours... it's pure, shameless smut with slightly gay undertones idk what to tell you... reader is basically in place of jean!!
cw: 18+ content, double penetration, almost cucking, cheating, reader is scott's girlfriend, logan is an asshole, competitive sex?? fighting, clawsTM, biting, marking, mild possessive behavior, p in v, mild scent kink, assholery all round tbh, creampies, threesome. gay crisis for a second x
word count: 2.3k words
Scott is starting to think Logan likes his things way too much. First, it was the way he looked at you when he was first brought to the school, eyes raking over your form. Scott wasn't blind â the visor didn't impair his vision that much. He remembers walking into the room when the both of you were alone. He could sense the tension between the two of you before his presence was even made known to you.
It wasn't until a while later he'd figured out Logan probably smelt him coming. Cocky bastard probably wanted to be caught.
Then, it was his motorcycle. His very own pride and joy. Returned with an empty tank, his keys tossed to him like it was nothing. His eyes narrowed imperceptibly behind his visor as he chucked the keys back to Logan. He barely managed to reign in his irritation.
âYou gonna tell me to stay away from your girl?â Scott had told him to do so after that comment, despite having the faith in you that you'd be able to avoid Logan's charms. He was clearly wrong. Logan didn't seem like the type to have much respect, but this was just taking the piss.
âBeen meaning to test if these beams could pulverise Adamantium.â
All he gets in reply is a shit eating grin from Logan as he pulls away from the heated kiss Scott had walked in on, his hands still gripping your waist. You really had the audacity to get all wide-eyes and shocked, like you weren't just about to fuck Logan with your ass perched on Scott's bike.
âShit. Scott, I'm-â
âSorry?â He cuts off, gaze very clearly still trained on Logan despite the way his shades conceal his line of vision. âYeah. Save it.â
âThought I could smell that shitty hair gel.â Logan huffs, bringing his head down to nip and suck at your neck, adding to the wide array of marks he's already left. And you fucking let him, tilting your head back and gasping like it's the best thing you've ever felt. Scott's gonna kill you, then Logan, then quite possibly himself. âHow longâs it take you to get that done in the morninâ anyway, pretty boy?â
âRight. Says the guy with kitty ears?â Scott bites back, taking a few steps towards the both of you. âI'm gonna give you about three seconds to get away from my girl and my bike before we see how good your healing factor really is.â
Logan fucking laughs, kissing his way up your neck and along your jaw so he can whisper into your ear, breath hot against your skin. âStay put for me, yeah? Shouldn't take long, sweetheart.â
He pushes away from the bike, turning around to face Scott. Cocks his head to the side like a damn dog, rolling his shoulders as his claws shoot out from his knuckles. âDon't make me embarrass you in front of your girl, Cy-clops.â
Scott fucking hates that, hates the way he drags out his name as if it's stupider than Wolverine. Hates everything about Logan, if he's being honest. Hates how easily the man manages to get under his skin every single time.
âYou're such a fucking asshole, y'know that?â Scott squares up, trying his best not to hurl a beam directly at Logan with the hopes he'd be able to send him flying through the garage wall. He's meant to be a team player. Level-headed. He's not sure how the older man always reduces him to this.
âThat really hurts my feelings, bub. I thought we were a team.â Logan stalks closer, and Scott's vaguely aware you've gotten up, ready to break up a fight that never comes. Claws sink into the drywall beside his head at the same time he hears you tell Logan to âstopâ. His back hits the wall, and then the asshole leans down, lips brushing his ear just like he had to yours moments prior.
âY'know, I can smell the changes in your scent when you're pissed, happy... Can also smell it when you're turned on.â He breathes out, inhaling deeply just to tease the man further. âSo either you're really into you're girl gettinâ passed around, or you wanna fuck me. Shit, or both. Which is it, pretty boy?â
âI don't want you to fuck my girl, Logan.â Scott grits put. His looks literally can kill, and he's becoming increasingly tempted to prove that to the other man. âAnd I definitely don't wanna fuck you.â
âC'mere, baby.â Logan coos, gaze flicking to you. He tuts when Scott goes to move, pressing his body against his to prevent him from getting too far. âAh-ah. Stay there, pretty boy.â
You're at Loganâs side in a second, peering up at him through your lashes like an obedient dog waiting for its next command. Shit makes Scott's blood boil, his body going rigid against the other man's.
âD'you wanna kiss me, sweetheart?â He asks you, cocking his head to the side with a shit-eating grin plastered on his face. And you fucking nod, like your boyfriend isn't right there staring at you. âD'you think he wants a kiss from me, too, sweetheart? Think he deserves it? Can't have been treatinâ you right if you came runninâ to me, huh? Maybe I should teach him?â
âYeah, think he needs it. He's always so stressed, never wants to do anything.â Now you're airing out your relationship issues? Fucking great. Scott's practically seething now, lips parting to say something â anything â to defend himself.
He doesn't get the chance before Logan's lips crash against his. He tenses up, ready for a fight. His hands come up to push the man away, but fuck he's a good kisser. It's a lot different from a girl â rougher. There's a drag of his stubble, a pleasant burn that comes from it. His teeth sink into Scott's lower lip before tugging, then he's forcing his tongue into his mouth. Scott ends up dragging him closer, eyes fluttering shut as he kisses back.
A growl rises in Scott's throat when he hears you giggle at his reaction, but he doesn't have much time to think on it, âcause Logan laughs all breathy and hot into his mouth, and it's making him short circuit. The growl quickly transforms into a low whine, his lips chasing after the other man when he starts to pull back.
His eyes open just in time to watch as Logan grabs you by your hair to pull you into a needy kiss, his free hand grasping at your hip to grind you against his rapidly hardening length. Scott feels his own cock twitching to life at the sight, a breathless âfuckâ leaving his lips as he reaches down to palm himself through his jeans. He hasn't been this hard in months â maybe ever. He feels like a horny teenager again, leaking pre-cum steadily into the fabric of his boxers. He isn't sure what to think of it. Humiliating, is what it is.
Logan's lips are on his again, his hands sliding under his shirt, tugging him closer. He feels his cock pressing against the hard ridges of Logan's muscles, feels your own hands join his in exploring Scott's skin, your lips pressing kisses along his neck and jaw.
âRelax, Scott.â You say, as if it's the easiest thing in the world. Relax, yeah. His dick is rubbing against another man's for the first time while his girlfriend is reaching around him to unbutton his jeans, and you want him to relax. This is a totally normal scenario that isn't throwing him head first into an identity crisis.
He gets lost in the hands on his body, the lips against his skin. Before he knows it, the three of you are naked and panting and pressed against each other. Scott feels like he can't breathe properly. His eyes dart between your body, and the fattest dick he's ever seen in his life. He doesn't know if he should be turned on or really, really insecure. His cock answers by jumping against his abdomen and leaving a sticky trail of pre-cum. Traitor.
Logan grunts as he lifts you up almost effortlessly, his arms resting at the back of your knees, using them as makeshift slings to hold you up against his chest, which is flush to your back. He quirks an eyebrow as Scott just stares, unmoving. âWell? You don't need me to tell you where to put your dick, do you? No wonder she's so pent up.â
âAsshole.â Scott says simply in response, stepping towards you. His words lack any real bite â he's too turned on to even think about being pissy. He fists his length leisurely a few times before lining up with your entrance, pushing forward inch by inch until his hips are flush with the backs of your thighs, your legs dangling helplessly at his sides.
You gasp and whine as Logan moves to slide in alongside your boyfriend, nails digging into his skin until Logan is buried to the hilt inside of you. Scott instantly peppers the skin of your neck with kisses, trying to soothe you.
âYou alright, baby?â He asks, all soft and sweet. He's forgotten why he was mad at you in the first place, mind foggy with arousal as your cunt clenches around him.
âShe's fine, bub. She can take it. Isn't that right, sweet thing.â Another whine, then a nod. It eases Scott, if only slightly, when he feels you relaxing against them. A beat passes, and then another. His eyes meet Loganâs and they both start to move â slowly, at first, before picking up the pace.
You're so much tighter like this, sucking him in desperately as he tries to find a rhythm with Logan. He can barely focus in anything but your heat and the way his cock ruts against Logan's as they both fuck into you. It's almost maddeningly hot, and he's feeling overwhelmingly anxious that he's going to cum in an embarrassingly short amount of time.
Scott leans down, his lips meeting yours as he rocks forward over and over. His lashes flutter as he sucks on your tongue, kissing you greedily. He feels a hand tugging at his hair, pulling him away from you before sharp teeth start to nip at his lower lip, a tongue bullying his way into his mouth. He sucks on Logan's, too, kissing him back just as hungrily as he did to you. He rubs soothing circles into your hips as he picks up the pace, coaxing you into relaxing further.
A growl rumbles Logan's chest when he feels Scott fucking you faster, his hips snapping against the fat of your thighs with more intensity, like he's determined to fuck you better than the other man. He's bigger, tip bullying your cervix with every thrust in a way that makes you tear up. His nose twitches as he smells the saltiness of your tears, then he's pulling away from Scott to lap them off of your face.
âShhh, shh⌠you can take it, sweetheart. I know you can.â He coos softly, moving to nuzzle the crook of your neck, nose running along the skin like he's scenting you. Both men continue to slide in and out of your slick heat, grunting and groaning like animals as they chase their release.
âYou gonna cum for me, baby?â Your boyfriend coos. Scott needs you to cum soon, because he's barely holding on as it is. He doesn't want to leave you unsatisfied â especially now he's very aware Logan will gladly pick up his slack. His hand falls from your hip to make its way between your legs, thumb rubbing circles into your clit until your muscles grow taut. He grins, sucking a possessive mark over one of the hickies Logan had left earlier. Take that, asshole.
Your walls flutter and clench around both cocks as you reach your peak, a shaky moan of Scott's name leaving your lips as your head falls back against Logan's shoulder. Check and mate.
âHear that, kitty claws? I'm still her favourite.â He huffs out, hands returning to your hips in an almost bruising grip as he ruts helplessly inside your tight heat, balls tightening as his orgasm rapidly approaches.
âS'only âcause she's lookinâ at ya, dumbass.â Really, it shouldn't be Logan's gruff, fucked-out tone that drives him over the edge, but it is. He blows his load a second later, forehead dropping against the crook of your neck as he fills you with spurts of hot, white liquid. He gasps against your skin, nails digging into your plush flesh.
Logan isn't far behind, grunting as he forces every inch of his cock deep inside of you, head tipping back as he releases. The tips of his claws threaten to breach the skin of his knuckles, but he manages to suppress them enough that they never fully unsheathe. He pants softly, chest heaving as he thrusts shallowly through his orgasm.
âFuck.â He hisses, slowly pulling out of you. He lifts you off of Scott's cock, settling you down on the seat of the motorcycle so you can all catch your breath. Logan rubs soothing circles into your back as Scott steps forward, all but slumping against you as he embraces you.
âDid so good, baby. Was perfect.â He breathes out, pressing kisses along your bare shoulder. He pulls back just enough to look at Logan, who's already lighting up a cigar. âThe fuck did that even come from?â
That shit-eating grin lights up the older man's face again as he takes a few short draws from the cigar in his mouth. He exhales the smoke, pulling it out of his mouth to speak.
âTrust me, pretty boy. You really don't wanna know.â
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Is It Casual Now? (Logan Howlett x Fem!Reader)
A/N: So this one is a couple of requests rolled into one. I got some asks about dancing around feelings, and some others about a fight/make up sex...and this is what I came up with. This is (very obviously) inspired by "Casual" by the queen herself, Chappell Roan. (Gif is not mine--from a user called trashy on Pinterest). Enjoy!
Summary: I know baby nooo attachment, but we're...KNEE DEEP IN THE PASSENGER SEAT AND YOU'RE EATING ME OUT IS IT CASUAL NOW?
Warnings: SMUT 18+ MINORS DNI! Oral (f!receiving), fingering, unprotected PIV (wrap it up!), cockwarming, so much smut, feelings, friends w/benefits/secret affair to lovers, Logan is afraid to love but goddammit he loves you, angsty asf, cursing, happy ending :), fem!reader/afab!reader, probably some grammatical errors, I think that's it.
Word Count: 3,405 short...not...
Over the course of his very long life, some of Loganâs memories have shifted, melded together. Days become nights and nights become days, an inescapable cycle with an indeterminate end. But Logan remembers the day he met you vividly. You tripped him up; sucked him out of the monotony of what at times felt like a meaningless existence. You changed everything.Â
The summer air was hot and stuffy. He was standing in the hallway with Jean, Scott, Rogue, and Kurt. The door opened, sunlight filling the dark foyer. And then there you were, stepping inside, with Charles and Storm flanking you.Â
Your eyes found his immediately. âMy X-Men, this is our new recruit,â Charles had said, introducing you to the team. But you were only focused on the man in the middle. The man with the leather jacket and the dark black hair.Â
âHi,â you said shyly with a wave of your hand, eyes still focused on Logan. The rest of the team excitedly introduced themselves, but you werenât listening.Â
Logan smiled. âHi,â he said back. He was all you could see.Â
And he still is. But youâre dancing around your feelingsâthe both of you. You allow yourselves to give in, but only under the cover of darkness. Only in bed. Late at night. When the rest of the team is fast asleep. Itâs always quiet; rushed steps down the hallway and soft taps on doors. Tripping into the darkness of a room to find the bed. A mess of limbs tangled together, moon high in the sky, cold light trickling through the curtains.Â
Itâs the early hours of the morning, the dawn creeping in through your window. Loganâs arm is wrapped around you, his hand holding your breast. Itâs so domestic, so intimate. But you know heâs going to leaveâone of you always leaves. Lately, it hurts worse every time the bed goes cold.Â
âI should go,â he whispers at the shell of your ear. He tugs you closer, burying his face into the crook of your neck. Heâs still hard, his erection brushing against the curve of your ass. You push back into him teasingly.Â
âStay,â you beg, your hips rocking against him.Â
He kisses your neck. âCanât. You know we canât.âÂ
Your heart drops. You donât know how much more of this arrangement you can take. The leaving. The hiding. The secretiveness. âWhy?â You ask, separating from him. You roll over onto your other side to face him. âWhy canât we?â
âWe just canât,â he grunts, pushing himself up and out from under the covers. He finds his clothes on the ground and starts to dress himself. You sit up too, tears suddenly brimming behind your eyes.Â
You shake your head. âThatâs not an answer, Lo.âÂ
âPlease,â he says, tugging his beater across his chest. He leans over you, pressing a chaste kiss to your lips. âYou have to understand.âÂ
You nod, but you donât understand. He kisses you once more before stepping quietly towards the door. His hand hovers over the doorknob, like part of him canât take this either. Like he has to fight some demon deep inside him not to crawl back into bed and pull you close. You know him; you can see it in his face, in the way he stands. Â
âSee you later?â You ask, swallowing nervously. You need to hear him say itâneed him to remind you that this isnât over. Youâre desperate for anythingâdesperate for him.Â
Logan smiles. âYeah,â he nods. âCome to my room tonight, okay?â
You fight back your tears, plastering a fake smile on your face. âOkay.â
And then heâs slipping out the door, softly shutting it behind him.Â
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Later that nightâŚ
His sheets are soft under your back. His arm holds you down, latched tightly over your hip, keeping your lower half glued to the mattress. His face is buried deep in your cunt. Heâs lapping at you hungrily, needily.Â
âThought about you all day,â he mumbles against you, the bassy vibration of his voice sending a jolt of pleasure up your spine. His fingers pump in and out of you, fast and hard. âWanted to taste you so bad, pretty girl.âÂ
âLogan,â you whine as he takes your clit between his lips, sucking roughly. âF-feels so good.âÂ
Your walls flutter around him as he sinks his fingers deeper inside you. Thereâs a hunger in his eyes, a desperation youâre well acquainted with. You feel it whenever youâre around him, whenever heâs pressing himself closer to you, pushing himself inside of you.Â
âDoing so good for me, darlinâ,â he soothes, his thumb drawing circles into your hip. âTastes so fucking good, so sweet.â His words are practically throwing you over the edge, destroying you, and then building you back up.Â
Heâs knuckle-deep inside you, lapping at you, watching your every reaction to see what makes you feel good. The sight of him is overwhelmingâhis mouth latched onto your clit, hair a mess, sweat on his brow, lust darkening his eyes.Â
You throw your head back as he hits your sweet spot, his fingers scissoring inside you. âS-so close,â you stutter as he sinks into you. âNeed you, Lo,â you whimper.Â
âNeed you too, beautiful,â he murmurs between laps. âMore than youâll ever know.â The wordsâtheir vulnerability and meaningâpush you over, your orgasm crashing in waves. âThatâs it,â he coos, plunging into you. âGive it to me.â He talks you through it, soft praises slipping from his lips as his tongue drags along your clit. Lemme taste you come, sweetheart. So good. So fucking beautiful.Â
He pulls his fingers from your cunt long after youâve finished. He licks one long stripe through your folds before crawling up your body and settling in between your legs. His lips find yours, and you can taste yourself on his mouth, on his tongue, wearing you like a badge of honor, like proof of his commitment to you.
Commitment. Right. Â
He made you feel so good that you almost let yourself forget. Your arrangement. This stupid, goddamn arrangement.Â
No staying. No telling. You. Him. The moonlight. And then nothing.Â
Loganâs face is buried in the crook of your neck, pressing wet, open-mouthed kisses to the sensitive spot underneath your ear.Â
âLo,â you whisper. He hums against you, not stopping. âLogan,â you chide again.Â
He pushes himself up, looking down at you, a soft smile playing on his lips. âWhat is it, princess?â You swallow harshly, blinking back your tears. The expression on his face shifts as he recognizes the pain in your eyes. âYou okay? Did I hurt you?âÂ
You shake your head. âI want you,â is all you say.Â
âI want you too,â he says back, pressing his forehead to yours.Â
âN-no,â you choke. âI want you.â
He pulls up a bit, putting some space between the two of you. âYou have me,â he says, confusion painted across his face.Â
âNo, I donât,â you mutter, shutting your eyes.Â
Logan rolls off of you and sits up against the headboard. âWhat are you talking about?âÂ
You open your eyes, looking up at him. âI canât do this âsneaking aroundâ thing anymore,â you start, tears flooding your eyes as you struggle to hold them back. âI wantââ you cut yourself off. You canât play down your emotions anymore. âI need you, all of you. Always. Iâm tired of leaving, of hiding, of this whole casual thing.â
âCasual?â His voice is harsh, accusatory. âThis isnât fucking casual to me. You think I donât care about you?â He reaches out to touch you, but you turn away, swinging your legs around the side of the bed. You grab your clothes from the floor and dress quickly.Â
You turn back to face him. âWhy donât you want to stay with me, then? Why are we only together when no one is looking?â You shake your head, your hands balling into fists. âWhy donât you want me all the time?â
He scoffs, standing from the bed and striding over to you. âYou donât get it. I do. I want you. I just canâtââ
âYou canât what?â You shout. You donât care who can hear you. Youâre not even thinking about the others right now. Youâre only thinking about Logan. And then, the words shoot out your mouth, cold and angry. Empty. Strained. âCanât love me like I love you?â
Your eyes widen, shocked at what youâve just said. Your chest heaves, and you rush to the door.Â
âWait, please,â Logan calls, running to catch you before you leave. âDonât go.âÂ
You twist the knob. âItâs too late now.â You open the door and slip out, trying to shove it closed in his face. But Logan pushes against you, keeping the door open and stepping out into the hallway. You turn around and storm down the corridor, ignoring his footsteps following behind.Â
He grabs your wrist, and you yank it away. Youâre in front of your bedroom door now. Logan is just a few feet away. âJust leave me alone, okay?â
His eyes search yours frantically. âNo, letâs talk. Letâsââ
You cut him off. âI donât want to anymore, Lo.â You open your door, ignoring his pleas, leaving him on the other side as you slam it shut behind you. You rest your back against the cold wood, sliding down to the floor. You pull your legs into your chest, your head resting on your knees.Â
Your tears flow freely now, running down your cheeks. You sit like that for what feels like hours, sobs racking through your chest. But when your tears finally subside and you look up, you see the moon is still high in the sky.Â
You force yourself to stand, your knees weak as you push yourself off the ground. Your throat is dry from all that time spent crying. You decide to go down to the kitchen, to get water, to calm down. But when you open the door, youâre met with him.Â
Logan. Heâs on the other side, his hand gripping the door frame, muscles flexing, towering over you. You try to slip under his arm, but he doesnât let you, grabbing your waist and holding you in place.Â
âWe need to talk,â he mutters, backing you into the room and shutting the door with a kick.Â
You cross your arms against your chest. âThereâs nothing left to talk about.â But he isnât standing down. Your thighs back into the edge of your bed as Logan leans down over you. You look up at him, doing your all not to give in to the voice that screams to touch him, to taste him. You take a deep breath. âWe want different things. You donât want me the way I want you, and thatâs fine,â you lie; it isnât fine at all.Â
âI never said that,â he huffs, his fingertips tentatively stroking your arms. You canât pull away as his eyes find yours. âI justâŚâ he trails off, taking your hands in his.Â
You scoff, shaking your head. âYou canât even tell me how you feel. You canât evenââ âBecause itâs hard!â He says, his jaw working. âItâs hard when you lose everyone you love.â His Adamâs apple bobs in his throat. âYou donât get it,â he murmurs, squeezing your hands, his chest heaving.Â
âLoganââ
âYouâre always around, always on my fucking mind.â He pauses, his eyes glossing over as the words fall from his lips. âI have never loved someone the way I love you. And if I lose youâŚif I canât have youâŚâ He trails off, pain clear on his face. âI will never be the same again. You changed me. And thatâs terrifying. I felt safer keeping you at a distance butâŚâ His breath catches in his throat. âI canât go back to how I was before you.â
Your lips part as you stammer, searching for the right thing to say. âI-I didnât know. I just assumed that youââ âThat I was just fucking you?â He asks, tilting his head in disbelief. âThis has never been just fucking.â He slots his knee between your legs, tugging you closer, wrapping his arms around your waist. âI love you. Always have. From that first day.âÂ
You lean into his touch. âI love you, too,â you whisper.Â
He presses his forehead to yours. âI canât lose you,â he says. Thereâs a tremble in his voice. âItâs just you. Itâs only ever gonna be you.â
âYouâre not going to lose me,â you reassure. âIâm not going anywhere, I promise.âÂ
He nods against you. âI never meant to hurt you,â Logan husks. âNever meant to make you feel like I didnât love you.â Â
âLogan, itâs okay,â you say, wrapping your arms around his neck. You need him closer, and you know he needs you too. His hands slip underneath your shirt as his knee nudges against your center. âAlways gonna need you.â You canât help but grind down on him, the pressure relieving the building ache in your core. âN-need you now.â
âNeed you too, pretty girl,â he soothes. He guides you down onto the mattress. His palms spread across your stomach, tracing over your ribsâjust under your breasts. âWanna make you feel good.â He cups your tits, squeezing softly, his thumbs ghosting over your nipples.Â
Logan settles on top of you, balancing on his forearm, his knee still pressing into your all too-clothed cunt. He knows how much you need himâthe way your hips roll against him, how you arch up to meet his touch.Â
âL-Lo,â you stutter, dragging your heat against him again. âFuck me, please.âÂ
âFuck,â he mutters, his erection hard against your thigh. You can feel his resolve slipping. âGonna give you what you want, pretty girl,â he groans. âGive you anything you want.â
Everything is rushed, frantic, needy. Heâs sitting up, grabbing your shirt and pulling it over your head, practically ripping it in the process. He hooks his thumbs into the waistbands of your shorts and panties, tugging them down your legs in one quick movement.Â
He takes you in, his eyes flitting up and down your body. âSo fucking beautiful,â he breathes, his hand squeezing your hip reverentially before tearing off his beater and throwing it to the floor. He slips his sweatpants down his legs, and then his boxers.Â
Logan pushes you into the center of the bed as he climbs over you. He balances on his forearm while his free hand wraps around the base of his cock, guiding himself to your entrance.Â
You can tell he wants to shove himself inside, to take you greedily, but he doesnât. Heâs holding back; going slow like heâs remembering this so he can think about it later, when he needs it mostâsavoring the feeling of you against him. His tip slides through your folds, teasing your entrance. He nudges against your clit, spreading your arousal.Â
But his composure quickly cracks. Heâs suddenly sinking inside you deeplyâdown to the hiltâwith no warning, taking up every inch you have to give him. He stretches you out, the size of him still no easier to take than that first time he fucked you. âLogan,â you whine, hands pawing at his back for support.Â
He swallows your whimpers with a kiss. âIâm right here.â His voice is honeyed as he talks you through it. âIâve got you, pretty girl. Not going anywhere.â He pulls out and shoves himself back inside, deeper this time. His fingers are on your clit now, circling softly. âSo fucking tight, so wet. Perfect pussy.â
His cock rubs your inner walls deliciously, pumping in and out. Heâs on top of you, inside you, and heâs yours. Heâs all yours. You wrap your legs around his waist as he rocks into you. Heâs building his pace, letting himself go.Â
âItâs s-so good.â You stumble over your words, already fucked out. âY-youâre so good.âÂ
His thrusts are faster now, his hips snapping roughly into yours. âSo soft,â he murmurs, biting your bottom lip and then licking away the sting he left behind. âSo fucking soft and pretty. Taking me so good, darlinâ.â
His words spark that fire in your belly. You can feel it spread down, down, down. The ache between your legs blooming, turning into something bigger. Your walls flutter around him, squeezing him. He groans at the feeling as you take him deeper. All you want, all you need, is him. Logan. âYours,â you whisper. âL-Logan Iâm all yours. Not going anywhere.â
âShit,â he curses, pounding into you, all the way hit after hit. âYouâre all I need,â he confesses between thrusts, panting. He flicks your clit, pinching, circling hard. âMine, all fucking mine. Never gonna let go.â
âDonât,â you beg, his forehead pressing to yours. Heâs all-consuming; heâs everywhere and heâs everything. âD-donât let go,â you finish, your lips ghosting his. He takes the hint, and his lips crash down onto yours as he ruts into you.Â
You can feel yourself cresting, ready to let go. âI know youâre getting close for me, beautiful,â Logan growls, pressing a kiss to that sweet spot under your ear. âCan feel you squeezing me.â Your walls clench around him, and he groans. âYeah, just like that, sweetheart. Feels so good.â
âL-LoâŚâ you stutter, unable to form a coherent thought as he fucks into you, stroking your clit faster and harder. Youâre falling apart underneath him, every thrust pushing you closer to that peak. You throw your head back, your eyes fluttering closed.Â
âEyes on me,â Logan demands, his voice thick and raspy. You listen, looking up at him. His eyes are locked on yours, lust-filled and dark. âWanna see that pretty face when you come, darlinâ.âÂ
You can feel his pace falteringâcan feel him getting closer too. But heâs relentless as his hips roll against yours, fingers still working your clit. Itâs too much. âLogan,â you whimper. âI-Iâm gonnaâŚâ âI know, beautiful,â he says softly. âLet go for me, wanna feel you come on my cock.âÂ
He thrusts again, flicking your clit. And thatâs all it takes for you to crumble. He watches closely as you come undone. Youâre trembling underneath him, his fingers still circling your core. Your muscles contract around him, sucking him in, taking him deeper. You moan his name like itâs a prayer, something holy. But this is beyond that. This is something more, something different.Â
âL-love you, Lo,â you murmur, pleasure still coursing through your veins.Â
Logan curses under his breath, your words unlocking something trapped inside him. His cock throbs against your walls, and you know heâs almost there. âLove you too, pretty girl,â he whispers. âLove you so fucking much.â He slides his hand up your body and under your back, pulling you closer. You need the contact, and so does he.Â
âW-want you to come inside,â you whine, your legs wrapped tightly around his waist.Â
âF-fuck, yeah?â He stutters. His cock twitches again. âGonna fill you up, sweetheart, give you what you need.â His lips find yours as he comes, kissing you hungrily. Heâs warm inside you, painting your walls, filling you up just like he said he would. Loganâs head falls to your shoulder as his thrusts slow. He stalls inside you, staying there, not quite ready to slip out.
âLo?â You call. He hums a yeah, sweetheart, into your shoulder. âD-donât want you to pull out. Want you to stay inside.âÂ
He mutters a fuck and presses a kiss to your collarbone. He maneuvers the two of you under the covers, careful not to pull out. Youâre a tangle of limbs, still connected, still together. Heâs half hard inside you, and you know heâs not quite finished just yet. But thereâs later, tomorrow, forever. Everything feels perfectâthe way it was always meant to be.Â
Thereâs one thing left to do; one thing left to ask.Â
âLogan?â You call again. He smiles at you, pressing a chaste kiss to your nose. âCan you stay?â
His smile widens. âAlways gonna stay,â he soothes, pulling you tighter to his chest, his hands rubbing up and down your back. âYou never have to ask again.â
You hum, burying your head into the center of his chest. âI love you.â
âI love you too,â he says against the crown of your head. âAlways will. Always gonna stay.â
Always.
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SUMMARY : You wonât admit it, but it stung when you realized you were just a placeholder while Logan waited for Jean AGAIN. Now that she has him, she realizes that no matter how hard she tries there will always be you somewhere on himâŚOr Jean and Logan both fucked themselves over while you enjoy the aftermath.
WARNING : description of mutant powers (all things nature), angst, more angst, Jean slander (sorry), suggestive content, nothing deeper than a make out, hurt/slight comfort, some Logan slander (ily), Logan has some self reflection time, love triangle??square???
basically I was listening to taste and this sparked in my head and now it wonât leave me aloneâŚ
I heard you're back together and if that's true
you'll just have to taste me when he's kissin' you
IN ALL HONESTY SOMEWHERE IN THE BACK OF your mind you knew it was coming. It was nice to indulge in the fantasy though. You indulged in it as an ode to your past self ( you from a year ago ) when you realized that what you thought of Logan was more than a crush. The opportunity presented itself so sinfully you thought it had to be some sort of hallucination.
You couldnât say no, after all you still had that ode to your past self and deep down you feltâŚcomforted. Comforted in the fact that Logan had thought about you in that way â though that thought diminished soon enough.
At first it was nice, Logan treated you right even if there was something a little off about it. He took you out on occasion, made you laughed, hell he even laughed with you.
There was a point after three months where he began to not mind falling asleep in your bed â even if he acted a little colder the day after it happened.
There were nights when he would be extra tense after a small rescue mission, or after something happened during the day.
Heâd take it out on you by burying himself inside of you, biting down on your chest in places clothes covered â other times heâd just bury his head between your thighs taking his time in making you fall apart over and over.
But after nights like those he wouldnât even look you in the eyes directly. It seemed that only a half a year into your relationship you realized something odd. Certain people in the halls would stare at you with pity, Scott Summers barely looked you in the eyes and even the professor seemed like each word he said to you he was internally wincing.
It was only one night after a particularly rough mission that you had pieced most of it together. Once you were in your room you recalled the high tension between Scott, Jean, and Logan. Most of the time you felt like you a Ororo were missing a big piece of something â especially with the way theyâd all go at each other.
You were grateful he had the decency to tell you rather than ignore you, you werenât even paying attention. Too busy trying to hold back tears â ones you were confused on having.
He muttered something along the lines of you being too young and he just isnât ready for something like that. You didnât care, it was a bunch of bullshit. You didnât need telepathy to know that.
Once he shut the door behind him you had walked to the shower, turned it on, stepped inside with your clothes on, and cried. For a minute you didnât even realize why you were crying until you had the realization that it was because you felt more for him than you initially let yourself believe.
The days after that everyone sensed the tension, Logan tried to act normal. You however, you just simply brushed him off â he didnât need to know that he had seriously fucked with your mental. You were going to act normal, act like it didnât affect you.
It was bad enough the professor looked at you with sympathy the day after your crying session.
On the bright side he fixed your schedule around so youâd see less of Logan.
The week following the breakup you realized he hadnât even waited that long before he was already crowding Jean â thatâs when you realized it wasnât one big coincidence Scott was meaner at the same time Logan was crowding the Dr.
You had unfortunately turned down the hallway about a week and a half after the breakup, patting a student on the shoulder after they had bombarded you with questions. You were going to meet Scott, his next class in coordination with yours.
But as you glanced at the end of the hall you saw him. Standing next to her, arm on the wall as he smiled down at her. Staring like she was the only thing in the room â you could almost hear the swish of the trees outside, an affect from the anger simmering beneath you.
Thankfully someone stepped out of the classroom you were about to enter. It was one about halfway down the hall, and it seemed to draw both your attention and the attention of couple practically eye fucking at the end of the hallway.
Scott glanced at them, thankful for his sunglasses so they couldnât see the glare on his face before he turned towards you. Clenching his jaw he walked towards you, handing you the lesson plan he had worked up.
You were far too busy reading over the sheet to notice the gaze burning holes into your back â but Scott wasnât. And as he glanced over his shoulder he found Logan Howlett staring directly at you.
And a Jean grey staring at him staring at you.
It was only about three weeks after the breakup when something seemed to change. You hadnât truly been feeling better but you were getting there â busying yourself with other things. Working more on your abilities and working on your training.
You were none the wiser to the situation happening between the two people youâd successfully stopped feeling hatred for. You stopped the avoidance thing about two weeks after the breakup, the mansion was big but not that big.
While it didnât outwardly bother you that much, other people seemed to notice a tense thing between the couple anytime you were in the vicinity.
There was a day when it seemed like everything went from bad to worse between them. It was a nice day outside and Jean found herself in Loganâs arms, holding onto him whilst his lips pressed against hers.
Her hands were tangling in his hair whilst they swapped whatever DNA they were hoping to swap. And when they pulled away to catch their breath her eyes remained closed, a small furrow in her brow as her tongue ran over her lips.
If someone were to ask her, sheâd say she was hallucinating.
Because she couldâve sworn she tasted cherry lipgloss on Loganâs lips â cherry lipgloss she didnât own.
Yet as her tongue darted out to lick her lips again, it was gone. Her eyes cracking open to find Loganâs gaze over her shoulder, and when she spun around to glance at what had got his attention there you were.
There you always were.
Oblivious to the fact that Logan was watching you. Oblivious to the fact that wherever you showed up he seemed to only look at you the way he used to look at Jean. Oblivious to the fact that all you had to do was enter the same room and all of the sudden his attention was on you.
And it wasnât on purpose, cause there was a moment where your mental forces had slipped and she probed. And when she dug deeper she only find pure oblivion, it made it all the harder to spite you.
She could ignore if she wanted too, and she tried. For a while. But every-time she kissed him, there was that lingering feeling of tasting cherry lipgloss.
The same cherry lipgloss she watched you apply in a mirror in the hallway.
And she swore your perfume lingered on him even if it had been weeks since youâd been within five feet of him.
Every time you close your eyes
And feel his lips, you're feelin' mine
And every time you breathe his air
Just know I was already there
this was short Ik but Iâm currently crying because I had a smut with over 6.k words and HALF OF IT DIDNT SAVE?!??!?
anyways <33 taglist??
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Sciophobia
Noun: An extreme fear of shadows. An adult or child with Sciophobia may experience extreme stress and anxiety in everyday life due to the nature of light and shadow.
Ch.2
Ch.1 <---
Pairing: Logan Howlett x F!Mutant!Reader
Warnings: the most DISGUSTING, tooth-achingly sweet fluff, like candyfloss-style shit. i vomited twice writing it and once again proofreading it. they make pasta together for TWO THOUSAND WORDS so if that ain't yer thing im sorry the good stuff will start soon. and by that i mean body horror. i threw up writing that for a completely different reason...
Word count: 11k (strap in and strap on folks)
A/N: as mentioned in the warnings, this is almost pure fluff. sure there's MC rage so strong my timbers were shivered but other than that it's mostly fluff. i want you guys to know, i am setting us all up for failure, because this WILL get sad. but it'll get hot first, then downright filthy, the a little disgusting before it gets sad, we got a while to go so booties ch.2 LFG
Taglist: @badbishsblog @reidsworld @idioticstar @toogaytofunctiondangit
âMaybe just try⌠concentrating harder?âÂ
It took all of your willpower not to cross the few steps it would take to punch Scottâs lights out. Why the Professor assigned him to help with your training, youâd never know. Sure, it wasnât like you were constantly at each otherâs throats like he and Logan seemed to be, but you never exactly saw eye to eye either. Scott was too⌠neat, for you. He liked rules too much, always following what his head told him he should do, rather than following his heart or gut. It was infuriating on missions, and youâd had plenty of arguments about the correct course of action before he became the de facto leader whether you liked it or not.Â
That was shortly before you went away, so you didnât really have much time to experience the dictatorship of Scott Summers, and now you were back, you werenât entirely sure you wanted to.Â
âYa know what Scott? Iâd never thought of doing that, thanks!â you bit sarcastically, sweat beading along your brow. Youâd been at this for well over an hour now, hour two fast approaching with no progress. Youâd successfully shadow-walked, though Cyclops noted your hesitation to do so. But could he blame you? The idea of shadow-walking and then suddenly not having the strength to pull yourself back together, or whatever it was you did, was quite frankly, terrifying.Â
Scott sighed, placing a hand on his hip and running the other through his hair. âAlright, take ten, Iâll talk to the Professor.â He said, already making his way towards the iron doors. You let loose a frustrated breath, bracing your hands across the back of your neck. This was hopeless. Utterly hopeless. Whatâs worse, is that there was no proof you could actually do those things. No proof that was the Professor was saying was fucking true.Â
You were glad the back wall was cast in shadow as you stormed across the floor, sending your fist careening into the metalwork, instantly regretting your outburst when the crack of your split knuckles rang out louder than the punch itself. Clamping your lips between your teeth to stop yourself from crying out, you let yourself breathe through the pain, savouring it just slightly. It was good. Pain was good. It reminded you how you werenât just a pile of shadows wandering aimlessly through the air yet. You doubted you could feel a broken hand if you didnât have a hand to feel with.Â
Turning your back to the wall, you slid down to the floor, head buried between your knees with your arms casing you in, throbbing hand gripping your opposite shoulder tightly. You wouldnât cry. You would. Not. Cry. That wasnât you. You donât cry. Since when did you cry?
This was how Logan found you. Heâd been stuck in a meeting with Xavier and Storm all morning, going over the blueprints of the latest rescue mission the team would embark on. Though in all honesty, he was barely listening, his thoughts disobediently drifting back to you. The memory of your smile, the teasing lilt in your voice, the way your arms felt wrapped around his neck, the scent of your hair invading his heightened nose. He wondered how you were getting on with Scott, and he pitied the fact you were having to do this with Scott. That was until the man of the hour walked through the doors, disrupting the meeting and finally releasing him back into the world.Â
Itâs no wonder his feet led him straight to you, youâd been on his mind that much. So to see you like this, curled up against the opposite wall, your hand an angry red, it tugged at his heart.Â
You didnât seem to notice him as he crossed the room, only looking up when he kicked the gym mat with his foot. There was that smile again. The one that didnât reach your eyes and only serve to fool people who were fucking idiots into thinking you were okay.Â
The last person you expected to see walk through those doors was Logan. Last youâd heard, he was stuck in a meeting with Charles and Ororo. Scott was initially furious heâd been asked to help develop your mutation instead of intent âcrucial strategy meetingsâ so he called them, but he soon lightened up when you not-so-subtly reminded him itâs because Charles thought he was the best option to help you.Â
You sighed heavily, bracing your good hand on your knee as you rose to your feet. For Logan to see you in such a sorry state wasnât high on your list of priorities. You were pretty sure it wasnât on that list at all.Â
âNot goinâ well?â he asked softly, and you had to grit your teeth to stop yourself from tearing up. You watched his eyes flicker from your face to your hand, thick brows pinching in concern. You followed his line of sight, not that you needed to, you could fucking feel your knuckles pulsing fire up your arm.Â
âUh, no, not really. Iâd love to say I did this punching Scott, but he left before I could, so I took it out on the wall instead.â You half smiled, and Logan found himself blowing out a huff of laughter. Even in this state, in this mindset, you could still find humour.Â
Sinking your hand into the shadows across the wall behind you, you felt the familiar tingle of, what you now know was your body breaking apart, before the slight itch of pulling it back together as you dragged it back out, good as new.Â
Logan thought for a moment, hazel eyes flicking from you to the shadows behind you. âHave you triedââ
âIf youâre about to say âconcentrating harderâ I might have to hurt you.â You interrupted, much to his amusement.
âIâm assuminâ thatâs what Scott said?â
âWord for fucking word,â you said with a slight lopsided smile. Now that one reached your eyes.Â
Logan took a few steps forward, now borderline pinning you against the wall. If it wasnât for his hearing, he would have missed the way your breath hitched slightly, the slight shudder in your exhale. He chalked it down to your apprehension toward your situation. He had to. Giving himself hope like that just led to a shit load of hurt.
âWhat I was goinâ to say, was have ya tried from in there?â he raised a brow, his eyes looking past you and at the wall behind, and you had to take a minute to remember what you were talking about, his proximity all but throwing all and any thought out the window. It was achingly familiar to yesterday in the kitchen.
âYou might be onto somethingâŚâ you breathed when you remembered how to form words. Now you were thinking about it, he could be right. Why on earth were you trying to call the shadows to you, when you could drag them out with you? However, the idea of once again disappearing into shadow didnât fill you with the same sense of freedom it once did.Â
And Logan could see it. The hesitation, apprehension. Youâd told him you were scared last night, but this was the first time heâd seen it. âIâll be right here, yeah?â Fuck the way you looked at him shattered his heart. You wanted to be brave, you wanted to have the same sense of wonder you always did when it came to your mutation. He looked at the clench of your jaw, the flare of your nostrils as you nodded.Â
âAlright⌠donât go anywhere.â you half-joked, sliding your hands down the cool wall behind you, feeling your skin tingle at the mere idea of disappearing into the darkness.Â
âWhere would I go? Youâre right here.â Logan responded, placing his index finger on the centre of your forehead and pushing ever so slightly. It gave you enough courage to fall back into the darkness, feeling the release of those threads holding your corporeal body together.Â
Logan wasnât really sure why he said that and he hoped to fuck you were too nervous about this whole thing to actually register what heâd said. He breathed out a sigh of relief when he watched you fold into the shadow, taking a few steps back and looking at his watch. Any longer than three minutes and heâll start to think this was a really bad idea. Though, he probably should have told you that before you disappeared.Â
Fuck.
It was always a strange sensation. Your consciousness was still intact, but the rest of your body had disappeared, scattered into a million different pieces. Probably billions. You couldnât see, but you didnât need to. You could sense. Sense the layout of the room. Sense where the shadows begin and where they end. Everything became nothing, and it was freedom. Quieting your thoughts, you concentrated. Concentrated on pulling. It was the same itching sensation you felt when leaving the shadows, except you tried to ground yourself.
Ground yourself in a place that had literally no ground.
This was fucking impossible.
You felt yourself slipping, the shadows around you not knowing what it was you were asking. Did the shadows have consciousness too? You didnât know. Who fucking knew? And you didnât fucking care. You tried to concentrate again, pulling against those threads you used to bring yourself from one place to the other toward you.
And only succeeding in moving again. Walking. This was no fucking different to what youâve always done. Just moving from one point to the next. Youâd already fucking mastered that.Â
But at least one good thing had come from this. You werenât afraid anymore.Â
You were fucking angry.
Your consciousness writhed like a ball of angry vipers, pulling at all and any threads you could sense around you, flicking from one place to another with no rhyme or reason, no direction.Â
If you could scream, you would have done. If you could lash out, you would have done. Rage rippled through your senses, those threads around you thrashing and flailing. Useless. Fucking useless. Maybe this was the fate you deserved. Disappearing into nothing, being nothing. Maybe you did deserve it.Â
But you wouldnât fucking accept it. Not yet.
This is ââfucking POINTLESS!â you roared, stepping from the shadow, your body itching all over, buzzing with adrenaline, your back almost burning. Your eyes took time to adjust to the light again, but you were too furious to register anything. âWhatâs the fucking point? Nothing works! I canât pull them toward me, I canât pull them with me, this is fucking stupid!â you continued your tirade, almost feeling the physical weight of your failure heavy upon your shoulders. âI canât fucking do it, so why bother trying? Itâs been a day and Iâm already sick of this shit!â you heaved, breath searing your newly formed lungs, sending shockwaves of fire through your shoulder blades. You couldnât remember a time when youâd been this angry. âIf this stupid fucking mutation doesnât kill me Iâll do it myself I swear to fucking god and what the FUCK are you smiling at Logan?!â You bellowed, your eyes finally registering what they were seeing.Â
Logan had probably the worldâs most gorgeous smile, and you wished you werenât too pissed off to appreciate it. But before he had time to answer, Scott and Charles entered the room, Scott dropped a mug of what looked like freshly brewed coffee straight onto the floor, the shattering of the ceramic lingering in the air as the room fell deadly silent.Â
âWhat?â you asked, now slightly fearful as the three men peered at you, each with a different expression. Scott seemed utterly horrified, his jaw slack and agape. Charles looked almost smug, a knowing smile pulling at his lips. And Logan?
Logan just grinned at you, arms folded across his chest. âYou did it,â he whispered, nodding to what you thought was the wall behind you. Your eyes lingered on his as you turned your head, finally looking at what everyone else in the room seemed to be seeing.Â
Honestly, you were fucking shocked you didnât notice. At least now the burning in your shoulder blades had an explanation.Â
Two broad, rippling wings of pure shadow spread wide from your back, the darkness almost pulsing along with your rapid heartbeat. It felt good, and you noted the lack of pressure about your body. Those threads that seemed constantly under strain had loosened, seemingly constantly fed by the shadows at your back.Â
You slowly pulled at the strings, watching the wings move and shift with your intentions. Your fury dissolved as you watched in complete awe, along with the three others in the room. They folded close to your back and you felt the buzzing of energy against your leg, before you extended them again to their full size, tips grazing either side of the room.Â
âWh⌠H-how?â Scott managed to stutter, taking a cautious step forward. You looked from your shadows to Cyclops.Â
âIt, uh, it was Loganâs idea. Pull them out with me rather than trying to pull them towards meâŚâ you were still reeling, slowly extending your fingers before trying to move the rest of your body. You didnât know how much concentration it was taking to keep them intact, and you were a little afraid of letting them slip. Your breath came heavy as if youâd run around the estate at least four times.Â
Logan looked back at Scott, unable to help his âfuck youâ brow raise. And to his satisfaction, Scott clicked his tongue in irritation. He turned back to you when he heard your slight laugh, clearly having noticed the silent exchange between them.
âHow did you even know about this?â Scott asked accusingly.
âShe told me.â Logan retorted as if it was the most obvious response on the planet. Scott just stood there in shock.
âShe⌠she told you? She told you. As in, the one over there?â Cyclops pointed at you and you flipped him off in return.
âYeah? Who else would we be talkinâ âbout?â
âItâs just, she doesnât tend to⌠do that,â
âShe is right fucking here!â you held your arms up, gesturing to yourself in a way that thankfully returned the boysâ attention back to the situation at hand.Â
âYeah well, this is all well and good,â Scott continued, crouching now to pick up the larger pieces of the shattered mug, âbut how do you release them?â he finished.Â
He had a point. You couldnât wander around the school with two giant wings stuck to your back, as much as you wanted to. How would you get through the doorways? Xavier wheeled forward until he was next to Logan, his face now much more serious.
âCarefully. Release it too quickly and the threads could go with them,â
âWouldnât that just mean she would be back in the shadow?â Logan asked, slight concern lacing his baritone voice. There was a catch here, and every single one of you knew it.Â
âOrdinarily yes, however, she cannot disappear into her own shadow. If she releases those threads anywhere other than back to its original form, thereâs a risk of her disappearing with it and getting stuck,â He explained, to nobodyâs understanding. You knew you couldnât disappear into your own shadow, youâd tried before and your body simply wouldnât let you.Â
âSo wait⌠I can pull the shadow with me but have to return it to where it was, essentially?â you asked, slowly so that your question could be understood, even by yourself. Charles nodded, and you took a deep breath in an attempt to calm yourself.Â
Logan couldnât help but feel partly to blame for this. Heâd encouraged you to take this step, to try alternate methods of developing your mutation, and now he had, you were stuck like this until you felt sure you could release it carefully. Shit.
âShe made it this far because of you. We have a chance at changing her fate because of you, Logan. You cannot regret that.â It was always jarring when the Professor found his way into his head, and it wasnât the least bit soothing. What did ease him a little, however, was your slight reassuring smile, renewed with confidence.Â
You could see he was battling with guilt, terrified that he may have endangered you. But you could do this. Youâd already managed to achieve something you never thought you could today, whatâs one more miracle?
âHooookay, letâs try this⌠carefully, right?â it was a rhetorical question because honestly? You were a little scared, and stalling seemed to give you time to collect your thoughts and calm your slightly stuttering heart.
âCarefully,â Charles instructed, and you nodded once before taking another deep breath. Holding it for a few moments, you tightened the threads you hoped to fuck were holding you together, keeping them in place before blowing out the breath, releasing your connection to the wings behind your back. You felt them bleed down your shoulders, shivering slightly as the shadows snaked down your legs and back against the wall behind you, returning to their original state.Â
Youâd closed your eyes at some point, honestly, you couldnât remember when. You were scared to open them, scared to see if youâd fucked anything up, if parts of your body were just completely shadow, or whether you had accidentally grown multiple limbs or something. You knew your mind was running away from you, but you couldnât help it, as ridiculous as it felt.
Logan smiled slightly to himself as he watched the shadows wash away and return to the wall, and that inward smile broadened when he noticed you werenât moving, eyes clenched shut, your hands balled into fists, your shoulders tensed and hunched. He stepped forward and up to you, gently bracing his hands on either side of your neck, thumbs angling your jaw up a little. Your soft gasp didnât escape his ears.
âYâalright?â He asked, eyes searching your face before finding your own gaze, your lids having fluttered open. You visibly relaxed, one hand that was previously balled into a tight fist now gently sliding up his wrist, resting atop his forearm. Your touch was electric, fingertips sending shivers down his spine.Â
âFine, I think,â you responded, gliding your nails through the hair on his arm. It was an absent response to his touch. You wanted to be closer to him, to bury your head in the crook of his neck and breathe in his pinewood scent. His breath was a mix of mint and tobacco, and you wondered if his lips had a permanent hint of whiskey if you were to taste them, having been told by a grumbling Jean that was who the hidden, half-empty bottle in the cupboard belonged to.
You instantly mourned the loss of his touch when he stepped back, though you were grateful he did. Youâd been dangerously close to kissing him, and whilst you still wanted to, perhaps not without an audience of Charles and Scott.
âHow are you feeling?â You blinked when the Professor addressed you directly, having forgotten what living in reality was like for a few moments. Nodding along with an answer you hadnât voiced yet, you grinned along with a deep, contorting rumble of your stomach.
âApparently, starving.â A chuckle escaped your lips and you braced a hand against your stomach in an attempt to soothe away the uncomfortable feeling of hunger.Â
âI think thatâs enough for today. Logan, could you take this one to the kitchen? Make sure sheâs fed.â There was a knowing look in Professor Xavierâs eye that Logan wasnât sure he liked. Sure, he may have just lovingly held your face whilst bringing you back from the brink of terror, but that didnât mean there was anything going on between the two of you. You met yesterday!
âSure.â he shrugged, trying his damnest to sound nonchalant about it. You stretched your arms up above your head, popping your elbows slightly as you followed Logan from the room, feeling a thousand times lighter than you did when you entered two hours ago. Honestly, you couldnât believe youâd succeeded.Â
The doors closed behind you with a soft swish, and you paused to appreciate the man walking ahead of you. Youâd known each other for less than twenty-four hours, and yet youâd tear the fabric of the universe apart to ensure his safety. You knew almost nothing about him, and yet you felt the strangest pull towards him, a yearning to be around him, to be near him. It was infuriating, but so fucking exciting at the same time. Could this maybe be something? Did he feel this weird connection too? Or was it just your delusions working overtime? Honestly, hard to say.
âTake a picture, itâd last longer.â
You snapped from your daze to notice heâd turned back to you, realising you werenât following him. Flashing him a broad smile, refusing to feel any kind of embarrassment that heâd caught you practically staring at him, you jogged a little to catch up, effortlessly falling into step beside him.
âWanted to thank you,â you looked up at him through the corner of your eye, catching his own gaze.Â
âWhat for?â
âEverything. Logan, Iâve known you for less than a full day and youâve already helped me more than people Iâve known practically my whole life. The Professor excluded. So yeah, thanks.â You shrugged, hitting the button on the lift to take you both back up to the ground floor. The doors closed and you leaned against the back wall, crossing one ankle over the other.Â
âYou need better friends if youâre thankinâ me for anythinâ. Wouldnât anyone else do the same?â he asked, mirroring your stance against the adjacent wall, folding his arms across his chest. You snorted a laugh, and he found himself smiling at you.
âYeah, friends would, but like I said, we havenât even known each other a full twenty-four hours yet.â
Logan cocked a brow, his smile morphing back to a small smirk. âWell pardon me, princess, I thought we were friends.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, and Logan had a horrendous feeling heâd misread the entire situation between you. âI mean like, lifelong friends, asshole. People Iâve known ever since I can remember. Not people I met yesterday,â you finished, gently kicking his foot with your own. Logan straightened up as the lift slowed to reach the ground floor, softly flicking your forehead in response to your kick, causing you to bat his hand away.
âYeah, well, what can I say? You made an impact,â he shrugged, and you grinned.
âOh yeah?â
âDonât let it get to your head, bub. Iâm just sayinâ you show up after not existinâ and immediately cause trouble.â he watched your expression shift from mischievous to a sheepish pout, unable to beat the trouble-maker allegations. He sighed slightly. âBut hey, maybe I like trouble.â The doors opened for the both of you to leave, Logan being the first to make his exit. Though, you stayed behind for a beat.
âOr maybe trouble just likes you,â you retorted with that same lopsided smile heâd come to admire so much, before pushing back against the wall to join him.Â
âYeah well, âmânot mad about it either way,â he mumbled, and you thought better about teasing him for it. You imagined this was about as close as he was gonna get to voicing genuine care for you, so you let it drop, simply humming a thoughtful smile in response.Â
You donât know why you were expecting the kitchen to have a few people in it, since classes were currently going on. Maybe it was due to the fact you hadnât exactly settled back into the life of a teacher yet. Not that you were a teacher anymore, the man currently rifling through the snacks cupboard had seen to that. You found, with no small degree of surprise, that you missed it. You missed teaching combat and strategy, you missed taking the kids through training drills and exercise routines. You missed helping them hone their mutations, with Jeanâs help, or Ororoâs help. Sure, the worry of them getting hurt always used to play on your mind, but now you were back, you realised that the worry was worth the fulfilment.Â
Taking a seat at the table, you propped your chin up on the heel of your palm, watching as Logan crouched to one of the cupboards below the counter. You didnât pretend like you werenât enjoying the view. He really did look fantastic for one hundred and thirty. In peak physical condition.
âIâd say take a picture again but Iâd really rather you didnât,â you were too focused shamelessly staring at his ass you hadnât noticed he was peering at you over his shoulder with a not-so-subtle smirk. You flashed one right back.
You were coming to like that phrase. âI wouldnât be opposed,â you retorted, wiggling your brows up and down. Logan snorted a laugh.Â
âYou flirt with everyone like this?â
You shook your head, moving to rest your chin on top of your now interlaced fingers. âNah, only with the ones over ninety. I have a thing for older men,â you winked and he rolled his eyes.
âStop,â but judging from his expression, Logan was finding this just as amusing as you were. But as much as you wanted to continue, your curiosity got the better of you.
âWhatâre you looking for?â you asked, standing from your seat at the table and skirting around the wood to sit on the edge closer to him, peering down over his shoulder.Â
âThere used to be a packet of insta-noodles in here somewhere but I think one of the kids got to it first,â he explained, and you gasped dramatically, to the point where he actually looked a little concerned over his shoulder. âWhat?â
âInsta-noodles? My brother in Christ, please tell me you were not about to give me instant fucking noodles?â you felt something in you die at the thought, and something else died at his affirming nod.
âYeah, what's wrong with that?â he asked, genuinely perplexed by your reaction. It was just noodles for fuckâs sake, it wasnât like heâd just offered to kick a baby. He blinked at your barked laugh of disbelief, watching as you hopped off the table and shooed him aside.
âStep back fossilââ
âHey!â
âand let me do this. Weâre going to actually have food. Like, real food. Take a seat or watch and learn.â You shot him a look over your shoulder, before gathering whatever ingredients you needed. Logan dragged one of the chairs back from the table, taking a seat to watch whatever it was you were about to make.Â
You started by dicing an onion, a pan with oil already heating up on the gas stove, and it took all of three minutes for Logan to be impressed by your knife skills. You almost wielded the thing like a dagger, flipping it this way and that, before scooping half the pile of onion and dropping it into a plastic bowl. The other half you scraped into the pan, and Logan couldnât help but savour the sound of the sizzle and the smell of food. Suddenly, he too was starving.
You crossed to the fridge, rummaging around the bottom shelf before pulling out a tub of minced beef, and a packet of mushrooms. Closing the door with your hip, you lay the ingredients out on the counter, pulling open the cupboard above your head to retrieve a box of breadcrumbs and a carton of eggs. Though he saw you pause briefly, turning your head back to him.
âYouâre not vegetarian or vegan, right? Probably should have asked yesterday,â your question made him laugh, and you tilted your head to the side. âWhat?â
âDo I look vegan to you?â
You stuck your tongue in your cheek to stop yourself from smiling. No, no he didnât. But at the same time, youâd made a similar mistake in the past. And it still haunts you to this day.
âJust answer the question, Loââ you grit, placing a hand on your hip. Logan blinked, trying his best to get past the nickname youâd just given him. Usually, nicknames were his thing, having about a million different ones for a million different circumstances. He barely managed to shake his head, earning himself a smile of gratitude from you, before you turned back to your task at hand and he could settle himself with his brow pinched between his thumb and forefinger.
You crouched again, rifling through the cupboard with cans. Pushing a stack of soup to the side, you froze solid, your eyes blowing wide as your hand shook at what you saw. Another mug, though someone had gone to great lengths to hide this one. Your fingertips grazed the faded image, a photograph of a younger-looking you and a girl with fair features, her braids tied back at the top of her head. Her smile was brilliant. Dazzling. It took you a moment to will your blurring vision away, before inhaling deeply and bringing out the chopped tomatoes youâd been looking for, setting it to the side. Taking a moment to push her from your mind whilst stirring the slowly browning onions, you then cross to fill the kettle, flicking the switch to start boiling. Logan blew out a breath, having recovered from his heart stuttering and finally went back to watching you cook.Â
It was calming, almost hypnotic, the way you moved about the kitchen. Folding the onions in with the beef mince, breadcrumbs and two eggs. Only, it just occurred to him he had no fucking clue what you were making. Standing from his seat, he moved over to lean his shoulder against the fridge door, now having a clear line of sight to watch what you were doing.
âWhatâre you making?â he asked, smiling slightly as you startled. He didnât mean to scare you, he just honestly didnât realise how deep into the process you were.Â
âMeatball Marinara,â you answered, your fingers incorporating the ingredients in the bowl until you were left with a sticky, meaty lump you could form balls out of.Â
âFrom scratch?â he asked, eyes slightly wide. Youâd spoken at length about your cooking last night, and how youâd learned, and it wasnât that he didnât believe you, it was more that he didnât quite realise how impressive it was until he was here, watching you.Â
He swore, your smile could start and end wars.
âItâs pretty quick and easy, to be honest,â you explained, eyes never leaving your task despite feeling his own trained on you. You grabbed the salt from the spice rack, twisting the grinder a few times until you felt it was right. That was what a lot of cooking was for you. Just feeling. When you felt something was done, youâd take it from the oven. When you felt something needed a little more seasoning, youâd sprinkle some paprika in for an extra kick. Nothing was ever done by the book.Â
Itâs mainly why you didnât exactly get on with Scott.
âHuhâŚâ Logan responded, watching how youâd started to take small portions of the beef and roll it into little balls, placing them onto a separate plate.Â
âCould you give the onions a quick stir? âve got meat hands,â you wiggled your slightly shining fingers in his face, and he jerked back, much to your amusement. Logan fought the urge to flick your forehead again, settling on ignoring your evil little laugh and instead focussing on his critical mission of stirring onions.Â
âDâya cook like this when you were away?â he asked, finding an insane amount of domestic comfort in cooking with you. He saw you shake your head out of his peripheral vision.Â
âNah, didnât have time, plus I was moving around a lot. Usually, it was quicker and easier things than this,â
âLike insta-noodles?â
You could fucking hear his smirk, and you managed to stop yourself from cracking an egg over his head. âNo. Never insta-noodles. Ever.â
Youâd finished making little meatballs and had started splitting apart a bulb of garlic, crushing the cloves beneath your knife before peeling off the skin and dicing them before dropping them into the pan he was still stirring. His eyes closed involuntarily as you leaned across him, once again your scent hitting him like a freight train, only this time your shampoo had blended with the sweet, slightly musky smell of your sweat. It was enough to drive him fucking feral.Â
âKeep stirring that, or itâll stick to the bottom and burn,â you instructed absently, halfway through chopping up a few mushrooms before leaning across him again to drop them into the pan as well. Logan held the spoon like it was his lifeline, knuckles draining white as you moved around him to retrieve another pan.
âYes maâam,â he responded, and you snorted another laugh. He really had to pull himself together.Â
You poured the boiled water from the kettle into the new pan, lighting the burner and setting it on a high heat, bringing the water roiling before grinding salt for what Logan felt was far too long. He wondered vaguely if you had high sodium levels, or how your blood pressure was. You waited again for the water to come back to a boil, before placing a sizeable amount of spaghetti into the pan, putting slight pressure on the tips so the ends would soften and bend faster in the water.Â
Placing the lid over the pan, you went to check your watch. Your watch that you werenât wearing. Fucking goddamnit. You looked around for a clock, before noticing Loganâs wrist.Â
Loganâs soul nearly left his body at the way you grabbed his hand, twisting his wrist to make a note of the time. You werenât exactly rough, but it was assertive enough for him to think twice about the kinds of things he was intoâŚ
Wait, what the fuck was he talking about?
âYou couldâve just asked the time,â he muttered, tugging his wrist back almost possesively.Â
âHm?â you blinked. In truth, youâd been utterly lost in how good this felt. How right it felt to just do average, mundane tasks with him. âOh, right, yeah, sorry. Could you tell me when ten minutes have passed?â you asked, almost instantly busying yourself again by carefully dropping the meatballs into the pan he was stirring. âGotta brown off the meat firstâŚâ you instructed softly, almost absently. But he listened, slowing his movements. Your resulting smile was radiant. âHey, youâre a natural!â
Logan raised a brow. âIâm stirring a pan, bub. Not exactly gourmet style.â You laughed, gently hitting his bicep with the back of your hand, only to stop in your tracks, shaking your knuckles out.Â
âOw! I thought you said your bones were made of adamantium,â you exclaimed, rubbing over the back of your hand with your other palm. In truth, it didnât really hurt, but you just wanted to make a point because nobody has the right to be this built. It was insane.
Logan bit his tongue to stop from smiling, his eyes sliding from that pan to you. âJust the result of a good workout regime,â he shrugged as if it were nothing special. In reality, he knew he looked good. He put a lot of work into his physique, and whilst his mutation did help with that, it was still nice to be complimented on it once in a while.Â
âHuh⌠you donât say,â you responded, cracking open the can of tomatoes once the meatballs had browned to your satisfaction. The metal sizzled slightly as you poured in the sauce, setting the can to the side and retrieving a few basil leaves from the window box on the opposite side of the room. Logan hadnât noticed it before, remarkably, and though having no experience with plants in recent history, something told him he wouldnât have too much trouble identifying what they were.
It was a weird feeling. Remembering something he didnât actually remember. Though it had been the story of his life for the last few years.Â
You dropped the leaves into the sauce, leaving him to stir the pot whilst you brought out two sets of plates and cutlery and set them on the counter, angling your head so you could catch sight of the time from the watch on his wrist. He would have just told you if he didnât think you were deriving some kind of joy from attempting to read his watch sideways.
Removing the lid from the pan, you scooped up a single piece of spaghetti, blowing away the steam before dropping it into your hand when you thought it was cool enough. You shot him a quick look Logan could only describe as pure mischief, before throwing the spaghetti against the backsplash of the stove. He watched as the pasta hit the wall with a sick squelch, before sliding down the tiles.Â
He looked back at you, and you almost instantly burst into fits of laughter. âThe fuck was that for?â he asked, his brows furrowed in perplexion.Â
You managed to recover from laughing, though hiccuped through a few giggles. âYou can tell whether spaghettiâs done by throwing it at the wall. If it sticks, itâs raw, if it slides, itâs done,â you exclaimed, tilting your head to get another look at the time, noting that those ten minutes were up.
âReally?âÂ
âNah, thatâs an old wiveâs tale. Honestly, itâs just kinda fun to pelt spaghetti at a wall and call it âcookingâ.â You sent him a wink, and Logan shook his head in fond disbelief. He felt like heâd seen so many sides to you in the last twenty-four hours alone. And if he was being completely honest with himself, he wanted to see more. He wanted to see how many sides to you there were, and whether he would like them all as much as he liked the ones heâs already seen. Your fury included.
âYour ten minutes it up, by the way,â he reminded you, and though he had a feeling you already knew, you nodded in thanks anyway, removing the boiling pan from the stove and flicking off the burner, the blue gas flames retreated to nothing. Skirting around him to the sink, you tipped out the water, using the lid of the pan to stop the rest of the spaghetti from falling with it. You shook the pan slightly, shaking out any pieces that had stuck together, before setting about separating the contents into two portions, one slightly bigger than the other.Â
âHowâs it looking?â you asked, leaning back to take a look at the sauce. If Logan had to grit his teeth after smelling your scent one more time his jaw would fucking snap. You really werenât making this easy on him, were you? Part of him wondered if you were doing it deliberately, but there was no way of you knowing about his heightened senses. Unless youâd asked around, which, with everything youâve had going on since you got back, he sincerely doubted.Â
âLooks good to me, but Iâm not the expert here,â he handed you the spoon, stepping to the side for you to take over. Your fingers brushed his as you took it, and he tried his fucking best to ignore the slight buzz youâd left.Â
Lifting the spoon to your lips, you sampled what youâd been slaving over for the last twenty minutes, smiling slightly as the sweet, tarty flavours burst on your tongue. It was a new sensation for Logan to wish he was a spoon, but here he was.Â
âPerfect!â you beamed, dipping the spoon back in the sauce and turning to him, your palm cupped beneath the wood to prevent anything from spilling onto the floor. âWanna try it?â
Logan shrugged, stepping forward and allowing you to bring the spoon to his lips. Your eyes never left his, the tips of your fingers grazing the coarse stubble beneath his chin, but you didnât move away. He struggled to focus on anything other than how close you were to him, the feeling of your fingers on his jaw, your breath fanning the lower half of his face. Your hopeful eyes waiting eagerly for his verdict, searching his expression for any kind of clue. And he was suddenly afraid of what youâd find there.Â
Stepping back, he pretended like he was savouring what youâd fed him, and whilst it was fucking delicious, it didnât compare to how he imagined your lips tasting. Or anything else, for that matter.Â
ââSâreally good,â he managed, and you immediately looked as if you werenât waiting with bated breath for his approval.
âIsnât it? Fuck Iâm good,â your laugh was more akin to an evil mastermind than someone whoâd just made meatballs, but Logan would be hard-pressed to find another time in his life when he felt this at peace with the world. At least, not in the life he could remember. âSit, Iâll bring it over,â you instructed, removing a larger, metal spoon from the drawer, which he took off you the moment he could.
âPretty sure itâs supposed to be the other way âround, bub. You cooked,â he glanced pointedly to the seat youâd just gestured to. But clearly, you were, amongst many other things, incredibly stubborn.Â
âNot sure how you worked that one out, you cooked too,â you folded your arms across your chest, setting your jaw.Â
âYeah, barely. Sit your ass down,â he pointed to the chair with the spoon in his hand, but you still refused, now leaning against the counter as if you could get any further away from the table. Logan sighed heavily, placing the spoon down again. âDidnât wanna have to do thisâŚâ he muttered, and you didnât have the chance to ask what he meant by this before his arms were around your waist and you were lifted effortlessly off the ground.Â
All breath fled from your lungs. Your hands instantly fell to his shoulders, nails clinging on for dear life as he carried you to that godforsaken chair. His grip around your body tightened as you attempted to wriggle free from his arms, laughing breathlessly, exhilaration coursing through your body. Only, the moment he tried to set you down, you did a complete 180 and wrapped your arms around his neck, your legs around his waist.
âLet go,â his words were muffled against your neck as he bent almost double, and you leaned back until you were practically hovering above the chair.
âSeemed like a good idea a minute ago, huh?â You arched a cocky brow and were met with an expression mirroring your own.Â
âSo you gonna cling to me forever? That your genius plan?â
âIf that's what it takes,âÂ
âLet go,â the way he said your name almost had you falling to the floor, your muscles suddenly growing weak. But you stayed strong, out of nothing but principal at this point. He wasnât even holding you anymore, you were clinging on through sheer willpower alone. For the sake of being stubborn.
âYou made this bed, now lie in it,â you responded haughtily, refusing to look into his irritated façade.
âThat doesnât make any goddamn sense,â he growled, and you fucking melted. That wasnât fucking fair, and judging by the steadily growing smirk, he knew it. His hands gripped both your calves, successfully peeling you from his waist whilst you were distracted. You had no choice but to let your legs fall to the floor, catching yourself on the chair behind you, much to his triumphant grin.Â
âYou cheated!â you gaped, sitting cross-legged on the seat. Logan barely looked over his shoulder as he started spooning the sauce onto the two piles of pasta. All that over fucking spaghetti. And you didnât even regret it a little.
âHowâd I cheat?â he asked, though you were aware he knew full well how. And you were right. He did know. Of course he knew. Heâd used that specific voice countless times before. Usually under very different circumstances. He just wanted to hear you say it. Hear you say how it affected you.Â
But, true to form, you were stubborn.
âYouâre stronger than I am,â you sighed, glaring heated daggers into the back of his head. You wanted to be petty, to stand up and take the spoon from him again, but in all honesty, you donât think youâd survive another round of âsit on the fucking chairâ.
Logan looked at you over his shoulder, his eyes swirling with knowing, and you stuck your tongue in your cheek and looked away, not giving him any satisfaction of confirming what he was thinking. Youâd been so caught up in avoiding eye contact, that you almost jumped when he set the plate down in front of you, setting his own at the opposite place. At least heâd had the sense to realise the large portion was for him. Credit where credit was due, you guessed.
A comfortable silence blanketed the kitchen as he took a seat, two glasses of water in his hands, and you smiled a thank you. If you had your brother to thank for anything, it was teaching you how to cook. Well, it was many more things than that, but at this moment, it was cooking lessons. He didnât want you going into the world with the culinary skills of a carrot. His words, not yours.Â
You had a feeling Logan was a hard man to impress, so listening to his small grunt of appreciation was music to your ears. âTold ya I was a good chef,â you beamed after swallowing a mouthful and taking a large sip of water.Â
Logan nodded in agreement. It wasnât like he could disagree, the proof was right there, in front of him, in his fucking mouth for fuckâs sake. And the peace pesto from last night. Though he was glad his metabolism was fast. Pasta two days in a row canât be good for anyone. âNever said you werenât,â your expression fell from pride to scowling in seconds, and the corner of his mouth quirked up. âYouâre a fantastic chef.â
Your eyes narrowed as you searched for any hint of dishonesty, but you came up short. Though he said it as if to placate you, something told you he really meant it. You were just playing around, in all honesty, teasing in order to forget what just happened between you, and youâd gotten so much more than you bargained for.Â
Much like the other night, you both fell into comfortable, mundane conversation, finding refuge in how fucking normal everything felt right now. You laughed and smiled as if the threat of disappearing into nothing didnât constantly hang above your head, and he teased and joked as if the weight of his forgotten life didnât constantly burden his shoulders. You could get used to this. Dangerously used to this.Â
Logan was completely enamoured by you, once again finding himself encapsulated by the way you talk, from moments where you get really into whatever story youâre telling, to quieter moments when you let the conversation settle. If he was to die tomorrow, unlikely but worth entertaining from time to time, it was moments like these he was sure would flash through his mind.Â
âWhat about you? Iâve talked your ear off about my life but you never talk about yours. Though, I guess thereâs a lot to talk about,â you mused thoughtfully, twisting your fork through your spaghetti, or whatever was left of it. Logan grunted, shifting in his seat to lean against the back of the chair.
âItâs not a happy story,â he admitted quietly, buying himself some time by taking a long glass of water. Your gentle eyes found his, a soft smile pulling at the corners of your lips.
âIâm not looking for a fairytale. Just who you are,â you fought the urge to reach across the table and slip your hand into his. Though you didnât want to push him to divulge anything, you just didnât wanna feel like the whole conversation was one-sided. Sure, he would chime in with a few anecdotes but mainly it was just asking you questions.Â
If he was being honest with himself, Logan wasnât sure he wanted to tell you anything about his past. He knew you wouldnât judge, clearly having seen a fair amount of bullshit yourself, and the fact that it simply wasnât who you were. No, his problem lay with the fact that he didnât want to dampen your spirit with his sob story of a past. How he only remembers through thrashing nightmares, waking up soaked in sweat, heart racing. You didnât need to know any of that.Â
âAlright⌠Iââ he began before quite literally being saved by the bell. Logan looked at his watch, brows raising at how easily time had once again run away with the two of you. You blinked, looking around as if you could find the bell and ask it personally why it was going off so early before the echoing of ongoing conversation shattered the domestic delusion youâd both managed to trick yourselves into feeling.
âAnother time,â you stood from the table, leaning over to grab his plate, but he swatted your hand away and instead took your own.Â
âNever learn, do ya?â he asked with a slight smile, and you rolled your eyes. With a heavy, defeated sigh, you conceded, simply allowing him to take your plate to the sink. Stretching your arms high above your head, you popped your stiff shoulders, turning your head as two students you knew well entered the kitchen.
âYou made meatballs?! No fair, I wanted some!â Jubilee whined, her books still clasped against her chest. Artie stuck out his forked tongue, much like a snake would taste the air around it before his curious face morphed into a frown. It seemed he too wouldnât have minded meatballs.Â
Logan looked over his shoulder at the two newcomers, his eyes darting between you and them, your guilt written all over your face.
âIâll make them for you again sometime soon. We could have one of those big dinners we used to do, remember those?â you asked, your eyes alight with hope. Logan had heard of those. Apparently, you used to cook for the whole mansion, and the students would drag tables and chairs from all different rooms and have a huge feast together. Of course, he didnât believe a word anybody said about it, since he was convinced you were a figment of everyoneâs collective imagination, but now he knew you very much did exist, he could envision you dancing around the kitchen for hours on end, preparing dish after dish.
Jubileeâs face lit up at the suggestion, her hand hitting Artieâs arm excitedly. âSeriously? You mean that? Weâve missed doing that so much. Nobody cooks the way you do!â She bounced on her toes, before whirling and darting from the room, most likely to tell the rest of her friends. Artie lingered for a few seconds, clearly not knowing whether he wanted to stay or to race after Jubilee, before he too turned on his heel and ran after her. You chuckled softly, running a hand through your hair.
âWhatâve I gotten myself intoâŚ?â you muttered, startling slightly as a hand rested on your shoulder. You looked up at Logan, unable to accurately decipher his expression. All you knew was that it was soft. Softer than youâd seen in the last day or so.Â
âWere yâalways this good with em? The kids?â he asked, and you huffed a laugh. You wished you could say yes, absolutely, youâd always been naturally gifted at looking after children. But that wasnât the truth.Â
âFuck no. Used to hate kids, to be honest with you. Thought they were annoying as fuck when I first started,â you admitted slightly sheepishly. âBut, they grew on me. Still not a fan of like, other kids, but any who come to this school? Love âem.âÂ
âMakes me wonder why they sent you âround America and not someone more suited.â his eyes glinted with mischief and you lightly elbowed his ribs.
âI can be incredibly persuasive.âÂ
âThat so?â
âMmmhm,â you nodded emphatically, stepping out of his range and immediately missing the warmth of his palm on your shoulder. You hadnât even noticed heâd left it there until you moved away and hopped onto the table, your feet dangling slightly. He didnât take his eyes off you, scanning your face as though he was considering you. You cocked a brow. âWhat?â
âTeach with me.â
You blinked. Well, you werenât expecting that. âCome again?â
âTeach with me,â he repeated as confidently as heâd said it the first time. You scoffed a laugh.Â
âWhat? Why?â
Logan shrugged. âYouâre better with the kids than I am, and it would give you a good opportunity to develop your mutation in a combat setting.â And I get to spend more time with you.
You hesitated. âIâ I donât know, Logan. Itâs⌠I donât think itâs a good idea,â While you wanted nothing more than yet another excuse to be around him, you didnât know if getting back into teaching was the right thing for you at the moment. Yeah, you missed it. Fuck, you missed it more than you thought you would, but you really meant it when you said you werenât cut out for it. If only you werenât the only person who thought so.Â
âOne class.â he bargained. âHelp me with one class tomorrow and decide from there.â
You pursed your lips, and Logan could almost hear your internal debate. âYouâre not gonna let it go til I do it, are you?â
âProbably not,â he smirked, knowing heâd just got you to agree. Your resulting sigh confirmed it.Â
âFine. One class. No more than that.â In all honesty, you would have agreed just to see his resulting smile.Â
âWeâll see about that bub, class starts at one tomorrow.âÂ
You nodded once, nerves suddenly bubbling in your gut. You were going to teach again, after being out the game for the last two years. Fucking hell you wanted to throw up. But you took a deep breath, holding it for a few seconds before exhaling. Maybe this was a good thing. A blessing in disguise. Sure, it had been a while, but maybe Logan was right. Maybe your mutation would only develop under times of stress. You were incredibly stressed today, and look what happened.Â
âAlright, Iâll talk to Charles and Scott, see what they say,â
Logan huffed, clearly irate with the idea. âDonât give a shit what Scott says. He couldnât help you after almost two hours. I was there for two minutes and you made progress,â he huffed, and you couldnât help but laugh slightly. Was he⌠was he jealous? No, that wasnât possible. What would he have to be jealous about?
âAlright tough guy, rein it in. The way you helped out earlier, it wouldnât surprise me if Charles is telling him you should be taking over my training,â you hadnât even thought about it before you said it, but now it was out your mouth, you realised it was entirely plausible. Especially since anyone with eyes or ears could see how much better you got on with Logan than you did Scott. Logan suggested one approach and it worked like a charm.
âYa think so?â Fuck was the hope in his voice as obvious to you as it was to him? The idea of helping you with your mutation, whilst slightly terrifying, excited him. He couldnât help but think that would be a learning experience for both of you.
âYeah, why not? Like you said, Scott couldnât help after two hours,â you shrugged, hopping off the table. âAnyway, Iâm in dire need of a shower and comfier clothing, so Iâll see you in a bit.â Logan almost cried at the thought of you no longer smelling like you do now, and he had half the mind to tell you to forget the shower, you smelt that fucking good. But he also didnât want the reputation of the weird-smell guy, so instead of trapping you in his arms and begging you not to, he simply nodded in agreement.
âYeah, see you later.â He grumbled, trying not to be obviously annoyed by the fact the time youâd spent together was coming to an end. You shot him a confused look, before disappearing out the door and up the stairs to your room. Logan stayed for a few more minutes, his eyes closed as he finally let himself get lost in your scent. He wanted you. Fuck heâd only known you for a day and he wanted you. How the hell was he supposed to just behave normally now you were back living here? It simply wasnât possible.Â
He groaned, running a hand down the side of his face. On the one hand, he really wanted to spend more time with you. He was actively looking forward to spending time with you. But on the other, he didnât know how much longer he could behave himself. He didnât know how much longer he could keep up this âfriendlyâ banter with you without it crossing the line. Had it already crossed the line?
Jesus Christ, he didnât even know. He couldnât help thinking this was likely about to get extremely messy if he didnât get his shit together. But, at the same timeâŚ
He always liked a little mess.
Freshly showered, moisturised and pampered, you lay face up on your bed, your room feeling more like a forest than anything else. The steam from your shower still rolling out from your bathroom, and the more tropical plants you kept seemed to be absolutely thriving. You were thrilled, you really were, but you couldnât take your mind off the day youâd just had. Not that it was over, it was only five in the afternoon, but so much had happened in the last day it was hard to wrap your head around.
Youâd been replaced as a professor, your bedroom stolen, and youâd been informed that the mutation you thought you knew so well wasnât actually what you thought it was at all, and that it could very well end you in seconds. Youâd thrown a fit, broken your hand, dragged shadows toward you and constructed them into a pair of fucking awesome wings, and cooked with a man youâd known all of two minutes.
And the strangest fucking part was that you couldnât get him off your mind. You couldnât stop thinking about him. It was honestly getting a little irritating, seeing his face every time you close your eyes, hearing his laugh when your room got a little too silent. Feeling the ghostly touches of his arms around your waist, his hands on your neck. His breath against your ear.Â
You flapped your arms down on your bed in defiance. You would not lie in bed thinking about him all evening. You refused. And luckily, due to an unexpected visit, you didnât have to.
âHe likes you, ya know,â
You screamed, whipping your head back to your door where you saw Kitty strolling in, completely unphased by your reaction. Grabbing one of your pillows, you threw it at her approaching form, watching as it soared straight through her body. Your jaw flapped, completely speechless. âIâ Whâ Kitty! You canât just waltz in here unannounced! Scared me shitless!â you exclaimed, running a stressed hand through your hair.
âWhy? I always used to. Been gone that long, huh?â she asked, plopping down on the end of your bed and crossing her legs.Â
âYeah⌠guess I have,â It wasnât an uncommon occurrence for your accommodation to be broken into. The moment rumour got out there was a mutant staying a few streets over the road, you had to move. Sometimes you hadnât been quick enough and had spent the rest of the evening frantically scrubbing blood from beneath your fingernails, before making a quick exit.
Those were the times on your travels nobody needed to know about. Those were the times youâd keep to yourself.Â
You jumped again as your door burst open, a frantic Logan looking you up and down before his eyes darted around the room. âYou alright? I heard screaming,â he panted, slightly breathless from clearly having sprinted up the stairs.Â
Your heart grew five sizes. âYeah, Iâm fine. Kitty scared the shit out of me, âsâall,â you shrugged, too focused on him to notice the woman of the hour beaming wildly, looking between the two of you.Â
His shoulders sagged, the man visibly relaxing, his eyes lingering on yours. âOkayâŚâ
âOkayâŚâ you repeated, unable to tame your disobedient smile as he almost awkwardly nodded his head.Â
âRight. Iâll uh, yeah. Leave ya to it,â he clicked his tongue, sending you one last glance to make sure you were really okay, before closing the door.Â
You sighed, shaking your head fondly, chuckling quietly to yourself.Â
âOh. My. God. You like him too!â
Looking up with unnatural speed, you scoffed, waving your hand dismissively. âThe fuck are you talking about?â you asked a little too defensively.
âIâm talking about you and Logan. He clearly likes you, and now I can see that you like him too! Oh, this is so fucking cute, just wait until I tell Marie, sheâll go fucking crazy!â Kitty clapped her hands excitedly, and you had to catch one of her wrists in order to stop her.Â
âWhat are you on about? Logan doesnât like me, weâre just friends,â oh, was it supposed to hurt that much to say it? But, in all honesty, you donât think you were ready to confront whatever it was you felt for this man. For now, you were pretty content to bask in not knowing, and being kind of excited about it.
âMhm? Friends donât eye fuck in the kitchen.â
You choked. Her tone was so matter-of-fact that if you werenât actually looking at her, you wouldnât have believed you were talking to Shadowcat herself, Kitty Pryde. âKitty! Christ, what happened to you? And we werenât eye fucking. I was hungry and refused to cook insta-noodles, so we actually made a meal.â You explained.Â
âFor almost four hours? Meatballs take twenty minutes, twenty-five at a push,â
âWe lost track of time!â
âI repeat, for four hours?â she asked again, folding her arms and raising one of her thin brows. You pursed your lips to stop yourself from saying anything else incriminating. âThough as much,â
âI didnât even say anything!âÂ
âYou didnât need to, itâs written over your lovestruck face.â She poked her finger toward your nose, and all you could think about was the way Logan flicked your forehead beforehand or the way Logan gave you that little push back in the training room. Or the way Loganâ
Christ on a fucking boat when would it end?
âIâm not lovestruck,â you mumbled, dragging your knees up to your chest. You debated telling Kitty about your predicament with your mutation, for the sole reason of explaining why you and Logan were spending so much time together recently, but you didnât think you could bear the look on her face. The only ones who knew, to your understanding, were Scott, as the leader of the team, Jean, as the leading scientist, Charles for obvious reasons, and Logan because you told him. You didnât really want another person to know your problems, especially not Kitty.Â
You couldnât bear to see her face when you told her you werenât a phaser anymore. The mere thought broke your heart. You had matching mugs and everything. You couldnât do that to her. Let alone sharing the idea that your mutation could simply not allow you to return back to the corporeal world one day, and youâd be stuck as nothing but wondering consciousness in the shadows for, effectively, all eternity. That was a little too morbid to talk about even with Logan.
âHeâs just⌠helping me get back into the swing of things. I havenât been a teacher for a long time, Kit, and since he took my position, heâs offered to help meââ
âGet back into teaching! Oh my god, he has, hasnât he? Thatâs so exciting! I thought you didnât want to get back into it?â She asked, untucking her legs and swinging them around so she was now lying comfortably on your bed, her head propped up on her elbow.Â
âWell, weâre not getting ahead of ourselves, but yeah, thatâs the idea. Gonna help him with his class tomorrowâŚâ you trailed off, your heart beginning to accelerate at the thought of teaching your first class in two years. âSo yeah, thatâs why weâve been spending so much time together. Itâs nothing serious, promise! Plus, since most of the new students are kids I found, heâs pretty much the only person I donât know here.â You flopped back down onto your bed, angling your head so you could still see her.
There was a moment of comfortable silence, a moment to let the conversation settle and for your heart to slow a little, before Kitty spoke up again. âHe was really excited to meet you,â she offered quietly, and your brows raised subconsciously. âEverytime someone started talking about you, heâd tune in. He was subtle, but Marie noticed it first, and she told me to look out for it. He was looking forward to meeting you for the best part of a year.â
You took a deep breath. That couldnât possibly be true. âYouâre good at seeing things that arenât there, Kit. I love you for it, but sometimes things really arenât that deep,â you explained softly, trying your hardest not to smile at the image of Logan only tuning into the conversation if it was about you. It was definitely a stretch of the imagination, but it was a pleasant one.
âYeah yeah, you watch. Iâll be keeping an eye on your totally platonic relationship with Professor Howlett but mark my words, youâll be together by the end of the month,â Kitty smacked your calf to emphasise her point, and you shook your leg threateningly, laughing at the notion.Â
âI cannot wait to see you eat your words. Iâm sure theyâll taste of falsehoods and regret.â You flashed her a toothy grin, and she stuck her tongue out in retaliation. Youâd missed moments like these. In all honesty, you hadnât realised how lonely the last two years had been. Hadnât realised how starved of friendship youâd been until you found yourself talking and laughing amongst friends again. You didnât realise how much youâd missed this place until you came home again, to both the old friends, and the new.Â
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started: 5/9/24
Last updated: 7/28/24
Playlists
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X-Men '97
Remy LeBeauđ
Let Ol' Gambit Show You How It's Doneâ¤ď¸
You Look Differentâ¤ď¸
Come Back to Meâ¤ď¸âđĽ
You Wearin' My Shirt I Seeâ¤ď¸âđĽ
I Doâ¤ď¸âđĽ
Then Show Me, Scoundrel â¤ď¸ Pt. 2 â¤ď¸âđĽ
Song Fic - T Swift â¤ď¸
Cramps and Comfortâ¤ď¸
The Hand that Dealsâ¤ď¸âđĽ
Scott Summersđśď¸
Let's Get Outta Hereâ¤ď¸
Dancing in the rainâ¤ď¸
I See Youâ¤ď¸
Silence is Goldenâ¤ď¸
Just Like Thatâ¤ď¸âđĽ
A Shared Burdenâ¤ď¸
Three's A Crowd â¤ď¸âđĽ
Kurt Wagner đ
Maybe is Goodâ¤ď¸âđĽ
Absolut mein Leibeâ¤ď¸âđĽ
Shelved Secrets â¤ď¸âđĽ
First Impressionsâ¤ď¸
Geheime BlĂźte â¤ď¸
Captain Kurt â¤ď¸
Emotional Rampageâ¤ď¸
Just the Way you Areâ¤ď¸
On That We Can Agreeâ¤ď¸
A Mutual Proposalâ¤ď¸
Moonlight Sonataâ¤ď¸
Clash of Innocenceâ¤ď¸
Penitent Piningâ¤ď¸âđĽ
Beyond the Touchesâ¤ď¸
Bathroom Rendezvousâ¤ď¸âđĽ
Moving Buddiesâ¤ď¸
His Eyesâ¤ď¸
Breaking the Newsâ¤ď¸
Stranded Warmthâ¤ď¸
Moonlight Sonataâ¤ď¸
A Mutual Proposalâ¤ď¸
On That We Can Agreeâ¤ď¸
Kindred Spiritsâ¤ď¸
Just the Way you Areâ¤ď¸
Headcanons for Kurt - (1) (2) (3) (4) (5)
Roberto da Costaâď¸
I just Really Like Youâ¤ď¸
Erik Lehnsherrđ§˛
Dancing in the Moonlightâ¤ď¸âđĽ
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To Be Continued
Ma Chere, You Are Mine - (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7)
⥠A Bite of the Big Easy Pt. 1âĄ
<<Original Characters List>>
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i would like to request Scott Summers x reader jean broke up with Scott so she could be with Logan, but Logan and the reader were dating so they broke up. Both Scott and the reader have been single for a couple of weeks and comfort each other. Then one day on a mission Scott and reader stranded on a romantic winter cabin for a couple of weeks all alone only with each other, wating to be rescued and they grow closer and smut happens, then they come back to the mansion as a couple
Hey anon! Now this is some drama I am totally down to writeđ I hope you end up liking this!
Frozen Hearts, Kindled Flames
Scott Summers x Gender Neutral Reader
Tags: MDNI, 18+ ONLY, Scott Summers, Gender Neutral Reader, Cheating!Logan, Cheating!Jean, angst, hurt with comfort, implied smut, happy endingÂ
Summary: After their hearts are shattered by the betrayal of their respective partnersâJean and Loganâboth Scott and the reader find themselves navigating the pain of heartbreak.Â
WC: 1.6K
The mansionâs halls seemed quieter since the breakups. You and Scott had both been nursing bruised hearts, though neither of you admitted how deeply you were affected. It was easier to bury the pain in missions, training, and silence, but it clung to you like a second skin, thick with the weight of betrayal. Scott felt the sameâyou could tell by the way his shoulders sagged during team briefings, how his once-commanding voice lacked its usual confidence. He didnât have to say it. He just looked⌠hollow.
Youâd known something was wrong when Jean started pulling away from him. Scott had confided in you during late-night training sessions in the Danger Room, his fists pounding into holographic enemies as he vented. He didnât cry, but the strain in his voice, the subtle tremor, told you all you needed to know.
âI think Loganâs the reason,â Scott had murmured one night, fists clenched so tightly his knuckles turned white. His usually confident voice was fragile, uncertain.
Your stomach had dropped at his words. The same Logan you had been dating for months.
At first, you brushed it off. Surely, Scott was just overthinking it. You and Logan had been solidâat least, thatâs what you told yourself. But as the days passed, you began to notice the signs. Loganâs late-night absences became more frequent, his gruff demeanor growing more distant. His excuses were vague, and he avoided your gaze more often than not.
Then, one evening, you stumbled upon the truth.
You hadnât meant to see it. You were simply walking down the hall, heading toward the kitchen for a late-night drink. But there they wereâJean and Logan, wrapped up in each other, locked in a kiss that sent a sharp pain straight through your chest. The world blurred for a moment, your breath catching in your throat as your heart shattered.
You didnât confront them. Didnât scream or shout. Instead, you turned and walked away, your feet moving mechanically as you fought back the tears. By the time you reached your room, the sobs you had held back erupted, your body shaking with the force of them.
That night, there was a soft knock at your door. You opened it to find Scott standing there, his face mirroring your own grief. Without a word, you stepped aside, and he entered. You didnât talk about what youâd both seen, what you knew had been happening behind your backs. Instead, you sat together in silence, finding solace in each otherâs presence, the unspoken bond between you strengthening.
Two weeks later
The pain still lingered, though dulled by time. You and Scott barely spoke about the breakups, as if voicing the hurt would make it too real, too permanent. You had both thrown yourselves into your work, focusing on missions and training, pretending to move on. But the wounds were still there, just beneath the surface.
When Professor Xavier assigned you and Scott to track down a rogue mutant in the Canadian wilderness, you welcomed the distraction. A mission meant focus, clarity. You could lose yourself in the task and forget the tangled mess of your personal life for a while.
The journey started off fine, a straightforward tracking mission with little indication that things would go wrong. But the snowstorm hit suddenly, turning the simple mission into something far more perilous. The extraction was delayed, leaving you stranded miles away from civilization, the cold biting into your skin as you and Scott trudged through the freezing wilderness, your breath visible in the frigid air.
The rogue mutant was the least of your concerns now. The storm raged on, the wind howling like a living thing, driving snow against you in thick sheets. After hours of searching, you stumbled across an isolated cabin nestled deep in the woods, its roof half-buried under snow. It was a stroke of luck, but it didnât feel that way as you huddled inside, your bodies shivering from the cold.
The cabin was small, barely enough space for the two of you, but it was warmâalmost too warm. Scott sat across from you by the fire, his gaze distant as the flames flickered against his ruby quartz glasses. His jaw was clenched, the tension in his body unmistakable. You could tell he was lost in thought, his mind likely drifting to Jean, just as yours had wandered to Logan more times than youâd like to admit.
The silence stretched on, oppressive and heavy. You couldnât take it anymore, the weight of unspoken feelings hanging between you both.
âScott,â you said softly, your voice breaking through the stillness. His head turned toward you, a quiet hum acknowledging your words. You hesitated before speaking again. âDo you ever wonder if⌠if they were always like that, behind our backs?â
Scottâs jaw tightened at your words, his hands flexing at his sides. âYeah,â he admitted, voice rough. âIâve thought about it. A lot. It makes sense now. Jean pulling away⌠Logan disappearing more often.â
The bitterness in his voice mirrored your own. You nodded, biting your lower lip as the pain welled up inside you again, fresh and sharp despite the time that had passed.
âIt hurts,â you whispered. âEven now.â
Scottâs expression softened, the tension easing slightly as he looked at you. âI know. But they made their choice. Theyâre the ones missing out.â
âYeah,â you echoed, though the words felt hollow. You still felt raw, like a wound that hadnât quite healed.
A long silence followed, the crackling of the fire filling the empty space between you. The tension wasnât uncomfortable, but it was palpable. It was as if you were both tiptoeing around something fragile, something neither of you wanted to admit was there.
âI guess weâve both been through enough heartbreak for a while,â you said, trying to lighten the mood but only succeeding in making it heavier. A sad smile tugged at Scottâs lips.
âMaybe we have,â he agreed quietly, though his eyes told you there was something more he wanted to say. But the words never came.
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Days passed, the storm outside showing no signs of letting up. The snow piled higher against the windows, trapping you both in a world of cold isolation. Yet, inside, things between you and Scott began to shift in ways neither of you had anticipated.
One night, after yet another failed attempt at contacting the X-Men for extraction, Scott had pulled you close by the fireplace. The fire crackled behind you, but his arms were what kept you warm, solid and strong as he tried to comfort you. You couldnât help but notice the way his body felt against yours, the steady beat of his heart against your cheek. It made you feel safe. It made you feel⌠something more.
You looked up at him, your eyes locking with his as something shifted between you. His brow furrowed, as if he was struggling with his own thoughts. You could feel the tension, the unspoken feelings bubbling just beneath the surface.
âIâve been trying not to think about it,â Scott confessed, his voice low and hoarse. âBut being here with you⌠itâs the only thing keeping me together.â
Your heart skipped a beat at his words. The vulnerability in his voice, the way he looked at you with something more than friendship in his eyesâit sent a shiver down your spine.
âScottâŚâ you whispered, unsure of what to say.
âI know weâve both been hurt,â he continued, his hand gently cupping your cheek, the warmth of his touch spreading through you. âAnd the last thing I want is to make things complicated. ButâŚâ His thumb brushed against your skin, tender and hesitant. âI canât stop thinking about you.â
Your pulse quickened, and you swallowed hard. His admission mirrored the feelings you had been trying to suppress, the thoughts you had pushed aside in the name of friendship and loyalty. But now, here, alone with him, it was impossible to deny.
âI feel the same way,â you confessed, your voice barely above a whisper.
For a moment, time seemed to stand still. His lips hovered near yours, and you could feel his breath, warm and soft against your skin. There was a brief second where everything hung in the balance, a fragile moment that could change everything.
Then he closed the distance.
The kiss was soft at first, hesitant, like you were both afraid to break the spell. But the hesitation didnât last. The kiss deepened, turning urgent and passionate as your hands tangled in his hair and his arms tightened around your waist, pulling you closer. Weeks of suppressed feelings, of mutual heartbreak, melted away in that moment, replaced by something far more intense.
Before you knew it, clothes were discarded, your skin tingling from the heat of the fire and the warmth of Scottâs touch. His hands explored your body, gentle but insistent, as if he needed to memorize every inch of you. Your bodies moved together, the firelight casting flickering shadows across the cabin walls. Every kiss, every touch was filled with unspoken emotions, a desperate need for comfort, for connection.
The night was filled with soft moans and whispered confessions, the sound of your hearts beating in sync as you found solace in each other. The storm outside no longer mattered. For the first time in weeks, you didnât feel broken. You felt whole.
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When the X-Men finally came to retrieve you, the storm had passedâboth outside and within your hearts. You and Scott returned to the mansion as a couple, no longer haunted by the ghosts of Jean and Logan.
There were whispers, of courseâcurious glances from the others as you walked through the halls hand-in-hand. But none of it mattered. You had found something deeper than comfort in Scott.
#anon request#answered asks#LibrasThoughts#scott summers#cyclops#jean grey#logan howlett#wolverine#scott summers x reader#homewrxcker#scott summers x f!reader#scott summers x you#xmen#x men 97#x men comics#x men movies#xmen fandom#xmen fanfiction#angst#hurt/comfort#angst with a happy ending
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ft. logan howlett, ororo munroe, laura kinney, wanda wilson, wade wilson, kurt wagner, jean grey, scott summers (separate) x f! reader â xmen, marvel
â°â⧠how they are when you are on your time of the monthâ1k words
contains: some smutty topics for logan & jean, periods and all the complimentary side effects obviously because itâs so generous ahahahahaaaaaaaaa
⤠author's note: oh how i hate being a woman at times, if only some strong mutants could come to life and help ease the sufferingâŚ
letâs get this out of the wayâ yes, logan howlett can smell it and is able to tell when youâre on our period. in fact, heâs even able to sniff out the difference between the blood from menstruation and the blood from injuries. heâs been⌠âaround the blockâ to put it lightly, he knows what you are going through, will be nice about it, and will use his experience to help care for you. he wonât be as sassy as he usually is even if you are a bit snappy, heâll get extra food and put aside snacks for you, and heâll give you as much or as little space as you want. also very willing to eat you out or cuddle-fuck you during it, being a little messy doesnât faze him and heâs probably done nastier. 8/10, heâll help you get through it without any complaint.
ororo munroe knows when your cycle is coming before you do, she keeps track of it and is on duty to take care of you the second you wake up with that uncomfortable feeling in your panties. sheâs already inside the bathroom attached to your room running a warm bath completely with bath bombs and flower petals, ready to carry you into the water, and to strip your bedsheets for a wash if they get stained. thereâs even a cute little wicker basket full of candies and drinks on your bedside with a stuffed animal she brought from target sitting on your bedside. it may seem excessive to some for something that happens every month, but she believes the effort is worth it if it means easing your pains. 10/10, sheâs an angel descended from heaven in your eyes.
both of your dads are pretty useless (worst! logan is less knowledgeable than his original counterpart) on the topic and althea gives you a piece of chocolate at most, so you and laura kinney need to take care of each other when shark weeks come around. so many cuddles, kisses, and movie nights while snacking because cravings are a bitch. sheâll pat you on the back and rub your shoulders, muttering little âi know, princess, i knowâ as you whine. donât even think of moving if youâre in a position like that, sheâll run around the house to get you pain relievers and a hot water bottle. 9/10, sheâs such a wonderful girlfriend.
not sure why, but i feel like you and wanda wilsonâs periods would sync a lot? anyhow, itâs a nightmare dealing with mood swings, cramps, and cravings all while taking care of babypool, so thereâs a general rule not to take anything seriously during those days because youâre both sensitive and irritable. once itâs all over though, youâre back in each otherâs arms and apologizing for anything that might have been said or done (nothing serious happened, itâs just something like âiâm sorry for saying that in an off tone and making you think i was mad at youâ). 5/10, could be a lot better but the days afterward are kinda like honeymoon bliss again.
wade wilson is the biggest shit of them all, he definitely says âand thatâs on periodâ every time he finds out, calls you his little ketchup bottle, sends you period cramp moodboards which are just poorly cropped photos of him in the deadpool suit doubled over in pain from a fightâ however, he will make you laugh so hard youâll cry and forget about the ache in your body. 2/10 in terms of helpfulness but 10/10 in terms of funny jokes and conversations.Â
youâll give poor kurt wagner a heart attack every time you whine out in pain and curl up on the couch, clutching onto your stomach and contorting about to find a comfortable position. despite the promises from yourself and everyone else that you will be fine as the aching feeling is temporary, he canât help but bite his nails from worry. the suffering of people with a uterus will never cease to shock him, they really have to bleed freely like that for a few days every month? he will not leave you alone and is going to treat your every request like an order from royalty. anything you want, you get, and no amount of assurance is going to convince him he doesnât have to do all that, so you might as well enjoy it while youâre moody and suffering.Â
jean grey is one of those people who just donât have period cramps and still glows despite it all which you are so fucking jealous of. that being said, sheâs the best person to be around when it hits. since sheâs basically the mansionâs school nurse, she always has snacks, water, pads/tampons of every variety, and pain relievers on hand with so much bounty that she never seems to run out. as your girlfriend, sheâs also willing to be a bit sneaky and write you a doctorâs note to get you out of classes regardless of if you are a teacher or a student. sheâs also down to fuck even if youâre on your period since she knows orgasms are proven to lessen the pain and sheâll also massage your tits if they are feeling tender (and because she likes your chest no matter the size). 9/10, she can be a bit busy at times but is perfect aside from that.
please hold hands with scott summers and go with him when picking out pads/tampons, he will get overwhelmed by the amount of options and panic buy one of everything. what are wings? liners? whatâs the difference between yellow and green, is it lemon or lime? he might forget that youâre more sensitive during these times and slip a comment into a conversation that would make you cry when it usually makes you laugh, but heâll remind you to stay hydrated, will go out of his way to buy you brownies from your favorite bakery, and will smother you in cuddles.Â
#đ. her works#logan howlett#logan howlett x reader#wolverine#wolverine x reader#ororo munroe#ororo munroe x reader#storm x reader#laura kinney#laura kinney x reader#wanda wilson#wanda wilson x reader#ladypool#ladypool x reader#kurt wagner#kurt wagner x reader#nightcrawler#nightcrawler x reader#jean grey#jean grey x reader#phoenix x reader#scott summers#scott summers x reader#cyclops x reader#x men#x men x reader#marvel#marvel x reader#deadpool and wolverine
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JEALOUSY, JEALOUSY
pairing: peter maximoff x f!reader
tags: fluff, friends to lovers, jealousy, fan girling
summary: after begging your best friend peter to take you to the x-mansion, you finally accompany him there after some serious consideration. however, peter seems strangely eager to leave, and is oddly upset when you bond with the other mutants; more specifically scott summers. after the day ends, you confront him about his behavior, and one thing leads to another.
You had been begging your best friend, Peter, all day to take you to the X-Mansion ever since he said that he was going back. It had been what - 5 months since you had known him? Ever since he had seen you beat his high score at the arcade, you two had been inseparable. You would meet up constantly at the arcade, and it was one of the only times heâd even come out of his momâs basement (other than to rob but wtvr).Â
Peter Maximoff knew absolutely everything about you; he knew your parents, your siblings, your favorite video games, how you were deathly allergic to cucumbers, how you worshipped INXS. Even the mundane things, like how you never double-knotted your shoelaces, resulting in you constantly tripping over them. But the one most prominent attribute about you, or one that he found most prominent was that you had a cult-like obsession with the X-Men.
The wall of your room consisted of so many X-Men posters to the point that Peter couldnât even see the original color of the wall. You had collectable figurines, plushies, comics, clothing, mugs, pins, bags, all with one central theme. X-Men.
Peterâs face was even on some of your merch, which greatly pleased him; although he couldnât feel the same about your love for Cyclops. At first, he had wondered if you had approached him with an ulterior motive, but the more time he spent with you, the less he thought so.Â
âPlease, Peter! Arenât you going back to the mansion today? It wonât hurt to bring me with you.â
Peter shrugs.Â
âI mean, it wonât hurt.â
You grin. But Peter isnât so sure. There is tons of danger at the X-Mansion. You could get hurt by one of the mutants, or you could forget about Peter and completely ditch him for Scott Summers.Â
âIs that why I donât want her to go?â Peter wonders. âI mean, itâs not like weâre dating or anythingâŚâ Peter wishes for it to be the opposite.
âI mean, I could take you if they let me.â
Your eyes widen as you become more excited.Â
âReally?â
âYeah, totally.â
Your eyes shine and Peterâs heart softens.Â
âMaybe it wonât be that badâ he thinks.
You and Peter stand in front of the X-Mansion, and youâre practically vibrating from excitement at this point.Â
âJesus, calm down.â
You grin. âI canât believe this is really happening!â you whisper-shout.
The man who opens the door is none other than Professor X. He greets you and Peter with a warm smile.
âAh, Peter and his friend.â He holds out his hand to shake, and you take it eagerly. âThe nameâs Charles Xavier.â
âH-hi.â
As you walk in and make yourself comfortable, introducing yourself to the other mutants, Peter thinks he might have overreacted when he was hesitant to bring you here.Â
However, that thought quickly disappears.
âOh. My. God.â you say.
âUh oh. That isnât good.â Peter thinks.
Scott Summers walks over to you.Â
âHi, -â Scott begins, unable to even start his sentence.
âYouâre Scott Summers!â you yell, quickly quieting yourself. âIâm, um,â your speech is much more calm this time to avoid embarrassing yourself in front of your idol. âIâm a fan.â
Scott looks at Peter and notices him eyeing him like a menacing hawk. Well. A mad Peter Maximoff, someone who has never been mad before isn't scary at all.
âWell, hello there, fan.â Scott immediately catches onto Peterâs obvious crush on you, deciding that heâll maybe have some fun.
âHi,â you respond with a giggle. Peter groans, running a hand through his silver hair. This was not going well. Not well at all. Peter hadnât yet caught on that Scott was egging him on, teasing him, as he was too distracted by the possibility of his supposed best friend being stolen away by some⌠some⌠laser eyed scoundrel! Peter cursed himself.
âCan we go now?â Peter groans in a condescending voice. You look back at him with a surprised expression on your face. You had never before heard or seen Peter talk in that way in the past five months that you had known him, ever.
ââPeter!â you chastise.
âYou really donât need to be all over him. Youâre probably annoying Scott.â He turns to Scott. âIsnât that right?â
âWell, I rather enjoy her company.âÂ
Oh, come on. Peter thought he could have at least backed off from someone that was clearly his.
Scott internally laughs as Peterâs expression grows hard.Â
âYou donât need to be here anymore.â Peter grumbles. He gently grabs your arm, dragging you off the property of the X-Mansion.Â
âPeter, what the hell?â you say.
âWhat.â
âWhyâre you acting all moody and shit?â
Peter frowns. Why was he doing this? Why was he so intent on keeping her away from Scott?
âI felt weird.â
You stare at him, confused.
âHuh?â
âI hated seeing you talk to him. I didnât like it.â
âWhy?â you demand. âTell me why.â
âI donât know, okay!â
âI think I know why.â
It was somewhat ironic that the girl Peter liked realized that he liked her before he himself found that out.
You grab his hand and squeeze it tightly.
âDonât do that shit again. Acting all jealous. You have nothing to be jealous of.â
âS-sure.â Peter stutters. Youâre so close to him that he can feel your body heat, your warmth on his body. He wants more. He just doesnât know it yet.
a/n: that was SHITTY ASS writing but wtvr. anyways, thank you reader!
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"So... care to tell me who that was?"
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Logan Howlett x Reader
A/N: I figured maybe one or two more last fics on Logan before my little break is over and things get so busy for me! // Y/F/N = Your friend's name Summary: A jealous friend (Logan) who sees you with a guy friend of yours in your classroom. [A very short but simple fic!]
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Logan had just wrapped up his last class of the day, feeling lighter than usual. The history lesson had gone smoothlyâno ridiculous questions or headachesâand now, with the weekend ahead, he was in an unusually good mood. It was Friday, after all, and that alone was reason enough to be cheerful.
He had been thinking about how the week had kept him so busy that he hadn't had much time to spend with you, his closest friend at the X Mansion. Maybe he could make up for it now, take you out for the weekend, or at least hang out for the rest of the day. It would be a nice way to unwind together.
As he walked down the hallway, heading toward your classroom just a few doors away, he heard your laughter. That sweet, infectious laugh that never failed to make him smile. It was one of his favorite things about you, even if heâd never admit it.
But as he got closer, another laugh joined yoursâdeep and unfamiliar. Loganâs pace slowed as he reached your door and glanced inside. You were laughing, your hand resting on the shoulder of a tall, attractive man. The sight made Loganâs stomach twist, the good mood heâd been in quickly souring.
"Well, someone clearly missed my jokes," the man said, his voice smooth and dripping with confidence.
Loganâs jaw tightened. He was about to step inside, ready to interrupt, but before he could, the man leaned in closer to you, said something Logan couldnât quite hear, and then straightened up, giving you a warm smile as he left the room.
Logan watched as you waved goodbye, still smiling. His mood darkened even further. He stepped into the classroom, trying to keep his voice casual. "So... care to tell me who that was?"
You turned, still smiling, but now it was directed at him. "Oh, that was Y/F/N! We go way backâhavenât seen him in years."
Logan nodded slowly, though the mention of "way back" did nothing to ease the knot in his stomach. "He seems... friendly."
You chuckled, clearly not picking up on his tension. "Yeah, we used to get into all sorts of trouble together. Actually, heâs taking me out to dinner tomorrow night. Itâll be fun to catch up."
Loganâs stomach dropped. "Dinner, huh?" He tried to keep his voice light, but the jealousy was creeping in, no matter how hard he tried to suppress it. "Sounds... nice."
Before you could respond, another voice cut in. "Hey, Logan, didnât know you were into eavesdropping now."
Logan turned to see Scott leaning against the doorway, arms crossed and a smirk plastered on his face. "You mustâve been really interested in that conversation."
Logan glared at Scott, who clearly enjoyed seeing him squirm. "Mind your own business, Summers." For someone who was calling out Logan's eavesdropping, Scott seemed to have been doing the same, right?
Scott just laughed. "Just saying, didnât expect to see you looking so... tense."
Logan clenched his fists, trying to ignore Scott's taunts. "Iâm not tense."
"Right," Scott replied, still smirking. "Well, have fun dealing with that dinner date, Logan. Iâm sure itâll be a breeze."
Scottâs teasing only added fuel to the fire, but Logan couldnât exactly punch himânot with you standing right there, oblivious to the real reason behind his mood. Instead, he forced a smile, though it felt more like a grimace, and turned back to you.
"Guess Iâll catch you later, doll," he said, trying to sound nonchalant, but the thought of you having dinner with Y/F/N was gnawing at him.
As he walked away, Scottâs laughter echoing in his ears, Logan couldnât shake the image of you laughing with Y/F/N out of his mind. Heâd have to figure out a way to deal with this... and fast.
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Kinktober 2024 - Praise Kink
Pairing: Scott Summers/Reader
Scott was a good leader. He was a good fighter. He was a good X-Man. He was everything he was expected to be and more but he was never given appreciation for it. Maybe thatâs why he lived for it. Every time even the simplest praise fell from your lips, he preened for it, he melted into it.Â
At first, you didnât know what you were doing to make him all lovesick and sappy. But by the fourth good job! you knew exactly what was happening. Soon enough, you knew how to take advantage of it.Â
A good boy here or a you did so great there and he was putty in your hands. Heâd do anything for more.Â
Fall to his knees in worship, kiss every inch of your body, fuck you until you were close to passing out. God, he would do it all. And he did do it all. For every morsel, for every praise, for every good job, good boy and every youâre wonderful.Â
Just like right now. You sat in his lap, grinding down, taking his cock so well. It stretched you out perfectly and the way he held your hips to move you was sinful. You cooed at him, your hands at his shoulders to balance yourself.Â
âYouâre doing so good, baby-â You said between soft moans.Â
It nearly broke him. He whined a thank you, mingling up with sâall fâ you.
You moaned and he twisted you to the side. Your legs closed, pushed up as he knelt and fucked your soaked cunt from behind. His hands tight at your thigh, holding you in place as he pistoned in and out, in and out-Â
God, this is sinful. He thought. Your pussy glistened, stretched out for him. Every time he pulled back fully, only to push back in. The way the lips would part and pull in him- He couldâve cum thrice over with this vision alone.Â
One leg was pulled up to your chest and one was stretched down. Your hand was on top of his, pulling your ass open for him, throbbing empty. He could watch you like this for hours. Letting him have you, letting him take you, allowing this pleasure.Â
âScott- Oh god-â You moaned and whined, and he couldnât take it anymore.Â
Twisting your legs open again, he pushed you back until you were lying under him. His soaked cock entered your needy pussy again.Â
He needed this. He wanted to do good for you. He wanted to make you feel good. He wanted to be the reason you felt good. He wanted to pull out every possible sound from you. He wanted it to be all for him and him alone.Â
Scottâs glasses stayed neatly perched on his nose. Every few minutes, you or him would push it back up his nose just in case to avoid any accidents happening.Â
âPlease- Baby- I ne-â He grunted, his calloused hands gripping at your waist. Desperate for more praise, more affirmations, more anything at all. He knew heâd take whatever crumbs you offered him and heâd lap it up like a man starved.Â
âSâgood fâ me-â You whined, earning a soft groan from him. He pushed your knees up, folding them to your chest. âYes- There- Right there-â You gasped as his cock started to hit your g-spot. âGod- Baby- Feel so good-â You moaned, your eyes closed, lips parted for gasps for air and your hands wrapped around the railing of the bed above you. âAlways so good-â
Everything inside him was warping around you. You were his centre. The end all, be all. Every sound you made, every time you arched, every time your nails dug into his skin, and god, every time you said anything to time.Â
It chipped away at him so easily.Â
Scottâs forehead was against your shoulder, his arms wrapped around your waist and his hands gripping your ass so tight with his fingers splayed out across the flesh. Heâd folded your legs to your chest and was using all his strength to pound you into the mattress. One leg was on the floor, a knee bent beside you. Just to have more momentum to go as deep as possible.Â
The clear sheen of sweat was visible but god, the sound of your moans, the sound of skin against skin, every time heâd thrust hard, the way your breath would get knocked out, his balls would slap against your ass-Â
He was doing that. He was making you a mess. Ruining you, wrecking you. And all the while you were praising him for it.Â
âAll fâ you-â He kept whispering hotly against your neck, whimpering every time you cried out his name or a yes, yes, yes! mixed with there! yes!Â
Every time he thrust hard, the delicious friction against your clit sent you into a tailspin. You were so close and-
âCan- Can I please-â He whined, wanting to cum.Â
âJust a little- Oh god-â Your nails dug into his shoulders. He knew you were so close, you were there with him but he needed to be good for you. He needed to be deserving of the holy grail. He needed to make you cum before he did.
He tried his best to keep the current pace. Pulling back then slamming back in. Holding you half-folded like this. You were a vision and he wished he could see you without the red hue. Look at your eyes, your glistening skin, your hair. Not everything that just looked a shade of red.Â
You gave his chest a gentle nudge and flipped the both of you over instantly. He knew you liked him under you. This way he went as deep as possible and you would cum- god, you would undo him.Â
âSo- Always so good-â You moaned, your nails digging into his chest as you leaned forward and rode him. His hands grabbed your ass tightly and helped you move in a tandem with him. God- He was going to kill you today- Yes- His cock would actually end you- It felt so good. You were sopping wet and the way he slid and slammed was heavenly. You cried out his name and the coil in your lower abdomen had to tighten to an unbearable degree.Â
Your pussy clenched around his length, making him whimper and his blunt nails digging into your butt. You showered him with praise again. Thatâs it- Hold on, baby- Almost- Almost there- So- fuck fuck- your cockâs so good- always so perfect- making me- oh god- oh god- make me cum every time-Â
Scott felt like he was transcending onto another plain altogether. You cried out his name, grinding down on him, rubbing your clit against his pelvis as he fucked you deep, finally making yourself cum. It was a mix of yes yes yes yes with swear words and cum now! cum with me! that undid him.Â
His hips jerked up, his back arching off the bed and he came deep into your cunt. Your whines and cries were fueling him to no end. He kept thrusting his cum back into you until he felt himself soften. Then he slowed to a stop, his arms wrapping around your waist as you slumped against his body.
Both of you a sweaty mess of broken breaths.Â
âYou did so good-â You whispered softly and felt his dick twitch inside you. You smiled a little, knowing, loving, how such simple words could undo him so entirely.Â
Kinktober 2024.
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