#schizo-vriska

[ill-either-live-or-die-alone]

ohhhh boy

I am SO FUCKIG PISSED

mostly on links behalf 8ecause it is way to anxious a8out upseting people.

The bodies psychiatrist put us on NEW MEDS

without TELLING US THAT THESE SAID MEDS(combined w/ our usual ones) ARE KNOWN TO CAUSE HALLUCINATIONS....

SHE DIDNT LET US KNOW

AND LINK HAD PROBS THE WORST PSYCHOTIC EPSIODE IT HAS HAD IN A WHILE LAST WEEK

IT ALMOST FUCKING HURT ITSELF

AND THE BITCH DOCTOR

WAS LIKE "oh yeah that can happen"

WHAT THE FUCK

(im to fucking angry to even keep up with my typing quirk!!!)

oh and now we are FINALLY getting assesed for breif psychotic disorder cuz like this isnt a"just bc of meds thing"

BUT STILL WTF DO YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT TELL YOUR OBVIOUSLY MENTALLY UNWELL PARANOID MOST LIKLEY "PSYCHOTIC" PATIENT THAT THE DRUGS THEY WERE ON CAN CAUSE HALLUCINATIONS AN DTRIGGER PRE EXISTING CONDITIONS(SPECIFICALLY PSYCHOTIC/SCHIZO SPEC DISORDERS)

-Vriska

[alfiely-art]

Finished act 4!!!!

Act 1 reaction here

Act 2 reaction here

Act 3 reaction here

Intermission reaction here

Act 4 reaction:

“Next image” or “end game” What. What we just started ???

Ohhh I like this music tho

YAY JOHN AND HIS SWAGGY CLOTHES!!!!

This looks like an rpg lol

HI??? FROG??? SALAMANDER???? Whatever you are you're adorable

Hi adhd amphibian

These guys are great I love then

Ohhh they're salamanders

This section would be a lot more fun if I could. Play Homestuck. Curse my computer for not allowing me to read homestuck

This section is also taking a very long time to load. It is pictures you're fine phone

YAY BACK TO FUN STUFF!!! HI RENEGADE

DONT KILL WV DONT KILL WV

Did he lift thr pumpkin off wv's head. Gay

HELP don't kill him he's turned gay it's okay

Yay hi Jade!!!!

???? There IS a pumpkin there what the fuck

FUCK YEAH GLASSES PESTERING!!! LIKE HAL!!! BUT SQUARE!!!!!

Love the difference between John and Dave's reactions to Jade's dog

hi karkat!!!!!! You're being so mean… be nice to john or I'm Gonna bite you

Man I can like. Feel John's frustration karkat you're being so annoying I'm gonna bite you

Dave schizo arc … no I know he's being silly about the psychosis thing

Slur count: 9

“I love him” Dave why are you so random. Good for you though beeeee who you aaaaaare for your priiiiiide

ROSE IS IN PAN LAND!!!! They're putting chemicals in the water to turn the Rose's pan

Okay so we're going through the game thing again

???? Dave why do you want john to drink your piss,

YAYAYAYAYA THE SPRITE !!!! YOI WILL BE SO ANGSTY LATER

Well that's one way to wake Jade up

I think WV, PM, and AR could be a poly

GO JOHN WHACK WHACK WHACK WHACK

Hello?????

GRANDPA???????????

JOHN NO BAD CHOICE

Oh :( Rose's mom left…

Egg

Slur count: 10

Okay which troll is this. Don't be rude about Rose's mom!!!! Bad troll

Best hatefriends forever <33 who are you

“Shit the bed” KARKAT TALKS LIKE ME!!!!

I understand why i was told i am karkat-coded

Slur count: 11

Laughing at a blind girl? Not cool egbert

OHH it's that one. The. Vriskas girlfriend!!!!

Guy with cat ears <4333

Hello???

Awooga

Oh. Oh that map is. Not great

GO ROSE GO ROSE !!!!

Yo that shot looks sickkkk…

Yo rose is metal af

“TG: i command her alright i am like the pimpmaster hustledaddy of all snippy bookshrews” Dave what

Okay my font changed here. Easier to read tbh. Idk if it'll translate to tumblr but oh well

Omg… yuri?????

Help why do trolls sound so gay

Oh green troll is pretty… what's her name….

Honktraband

I KNOW THIS ONE!!! Great rap Tavros

Whatever video they linked to for “I got a present for you casey” is unavailable… rip

Trolls watch movies with modern manga titles. Will keep in mind

Terezi is so right. John is a stupidly adorable little guy

OMG PM IS A QUEEN!!! SLAY

Meow

Awww… jaspersprite kinda types like my buddy. Meow meow

John's blasting off again

Did I miss something. When did Dave get a suit. When did Cal get added to the sprite. Wha

Yo what. John and Jade died??? Terezi noooo why did you ruin their session…

Slur count: 12

FUCK YEAH DAVESPRITE!!!! THERES THE GUY!!!!! I LOVE YOU DAVESPRITE

That didn't happen the way I thought it would. I think it's sweet that Dave chose to become a sprite to protect his friends. If they don't treat him nicely I'm killing all of them

But dang… doomed timeline…

OH MY GOD CAPRAIN PLANET

Dave and Davesprite are so chill. Love them

AWWW. John remembered Dave's note….

Ohhh sick… jack is a queen(?) Now!!!! The guardian people are fighting!!! Yayyyyyy

Oh thank God Hussie will explain what's been going on

CAL IS REAL!!!!!

My reaction to Hussies's joke ._. That was. Lame

Aww. Terezi just wants to be his friend :> this better not be a trick my baby boy is so gullible

ROSE'S PLACE!!!

Dr Meowgon Spengler

John :( he's real Dave. John don't be ungrateful… honestly it's fair of Davesprite to be mad. Like John died in his timeline. He went back and chose to help the other Dave and all his friends and. Ourghh. Be nice to him

Yooo cal gets a cute little outfit !!! He's zipping around <333

HELP HE PASSED OUT

Awwww… more bunnies!!!

IS THIS SOLLUX. I've heard of this one. Eridan lover

They are jamming!!

CAL NO

Maplehoof Maplehoof

JADES GRANDPA!!!

Haha get pranked

I love the differences in how Rose and John name things

John you're So stupid why would you just stand on it

FUCK YEAH CAL IS HERE

Fuck yeah ride the pony

AR so swaggy

Okay so. I swear. These guys are the midnight crew. That is literally Deuce. I'm not crazy right. They look the same. Maybe this is their sleepy selves… godtier… do they get godtier. Hmm

FUCK YEAH JADE

NO NOT GRANDPA FUCK WAIT

Idk what just happened in that animation but yay WV

Needlewands!!!!

Omg that's such a cute outfit for Rose I love it

Welcome to the party motherfuckers

Okay I'm really excited to see what Jade’s sprite is

I don't remember Dave getting thay suit. Did he steal it from future Dave. I mean future Dave doesn't really need clothes anymore but…

Oh okay yeah it's future Dave's. but cool!! Not a bad suit at all

Beautiful sword actually

Dave you're scaring the hoes

Dave looks like the autism creature in that selfie he took

Meowmeowmeowmeowmeow

Wizard fanfic!!!!

Dave is so real here. Rose and her mom could've talked :(

DAVE THERES A GUY IN UR HOUSE

Uhhhh. Dave ded :( that's not good. Present Dave you gotta fix this

Man what if that Dave was still alive

BETTY CROCKER

Nanna!!!!

I'm gonna bet 10$ that the goo John's getting is gonna be the alpha kids

FUCK YEAH I KNEW IT!!!!

Oh there are more beta kids as well okay

They are holding hands !

karkar you can't say that. Wait that's not his name. Whatever. Karkat bad!!! Unless you're like me as I am like you. Schizophrenic I mean.

Awww.. Lil dirk loves Lil cal… that's so sweet

Babysitter au!!! John be careful with all these babies

These babies are uglJAKE PUT THE GUNS DOWN!!!!

Karkat never say daddy again thank you

J???? JAKE??? YOU KILLED HER GRANDPA

Harley… like Jade Harley…

Jack Noir…

That was the best ending of an act. Oh my fucking god. I am crying

[not-vriska-serket21]

One of my schizosymbols

TW: delusions and psychosis

A symbol I made during one of my psychotic episodes. I know it is basically the Scorpio and Capricorn symbols mixed together but it is still important to me. During this specific episode, I deleted, damaged or destroyed a lot of the things I had gathered or made, which makes me sad but it makes what I have left more precious.

I didn't make many things during that episode, most of what I was doing was magical thinking driven action, which was actually pretty fun but very distressing for those around me. My condition is primarily grandiose delusional but I do hallucinate, although I hallucinate imaginary meaning and context from what I see and then I try to piece everything together. Everything becomes a big magical puzzle that I am the main person cracking the code that will save everyone.

Homestuck became a major feeder of my delusional thinking, it is perfect schizo-fuel for someone like me. I do not resent it in any way, I loved some of the experiences I had during my episodes (one funny experience was basically me and Gamzee having a "rap battle" that was creating the world, paradoxically after it had been created, in perfect weird Homestuck style). It was fun to have imaginary friends that felt just as real as any living person. I basically had Vriska, Karkat and Terezi (my sun, moon and ascendant) as personal advisors, guiding me with "signs" in my environment and through the randomness of algorithms on Spotify and YouTube. My playlists I made during those times are cherished.

I don't want to glamorize things because it is hellish for many on schizospec. I am lucky to have things be the way they are. Grandiose delusions combined with extremely high mood can be very dangerous as it basically turns off all anxiety and fear and makes you incredibly reckless, I got very lucky that I didn't get into serious trouble with the shenanigans I got up to. The strain I put on others around me is something I am regretful over but in the end, when you are in a psychotic state you lose control and fail to notice the effect you have on others (at least in my case, it is a spectrum after all, and every case is different).

Outside of episodes with my meds I am mostly "normal" but I do struggle with the schizophrenic negative symptoms, avolition and anhedonia etc.

Those on the schizospec, let me know what your experiences are like. I would like to talk to people on the spectrum (particularly about grandiose delusions, but I want to hear from everyone!)

Thanks for reading my post! ::::)

[paranoidkid]

(black: izack, green: Avi, blue: vriska, red: Dottie) - “Love hate relationship” (i) - Listen I try to 8e nice 8ut it’s my nature to 8e a 8itch :::;p (v) - guys (a)

- (Date 8/20/16 scratched out, 17) - still in last year huh (v) - you did it too shut up (a)

- (pointing at drawing) this is edgy (v) - r u schizo? no So shut up (a) - yeah may8e 8ut (v) - don’t answer that it was rhetorical (a)

- WE NEED TO SLEEP (a) - stop looking through the sketchbook then (i)

- Izack spelled “thanks” wrong (v) - shut up I was tired (i)

- vriska are we dating (a) - may as well 8e (v) - Ok cool (a) - Are we dating (i) - Id stick w/ kismesistude. you’re a guy and I’m a les8ian (v) - OH FUCK (a) - shut down lmao - Dottie - shut up 8oth of you (v) - (why is she here) (v) - b/c I wanna be (d)

- look I’m vriska I type w/ 8s as “Bs” and wanna fuck girls 8luh 8luh (a) - “shut down” (i) - Leave me alone oh my god (v) - love you :* (a)

[hs-and-ut-asethetics]

hey uh idk if i already sent this my memory sucks but can i get an aesthetic? i was aradia megido, in a human timeline. i was psychotic and that lead to everyone, except sollux who had schizo-affective personality disorder and vriska who was my qpp to kinda avoid me?

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[8readwinner]

vriska has ptsd hardcore and hates and is terrified of spiders, not only bc u know. lusus abuse. but her schizo hallucinations are almost exlusively spiders and shes horrified

[turntechgodtits]

schizo-vriska replied to your post:nipples 2: the nippening

Nipples 3: Nipples takes New York.

nipples 4: cold nips ice hell

[neurotic8itch-blog]

schizo-vriska replied to your post “Good grief, have I 8een 8usy lately! Haven’t had much time to squander...”

Good morning.

...I fell asleep.

I am very sorry. I saw the opportunity, and needless to say, I took it.

Nevertheless, hello! Haven't talked to you in a 8it.

[8row8eat-blog]

schizo-vriska replied to your post:I did it. I actually fucking did it. I managed to...

Congrats.

Is this just going to 8e an endless daisy-chain of congatul8ions?

[fishingforgoods-blog]

Meenah.

that would be me yeah 

is there somefin you wanted oar are ya just here to inform me of my own name

[wimpytav]

Gently pokes your face.

*wAKES UP*

oH, uH, hI, vRISKA,

[leijonnepurrta]

How goes the hunt?

:DD

[redrebelliously]

I 6 I More Seconds

grimdarktavros dualscumampora thegrubmother gnosticgalaxy schizo-vriska sassyspider8itch

Hell9 exuce me f9r my late intr9ducti9ns, I am Kankri Vantas. -- It's a pleasure t9 me y9u. I thank y9u f9r j9ining me f9r c9mpany.

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schizo-vriska replied to your post:I need 8etter sopor.

Why do I get a small deja vu feeling.

8ecause at its 8est, memory is fickle and mallea8le, and at its worst, it plagues you with the haunting idea that may8e, yes, may8e, you lived through your entire life already and are 8ut going through the motions now?

[realterezipyrope]

schizo-vriska replied to your post:tbh idk whats worse gamzee apologist of ppl who...

Gamzee apologist because I wouldn’t consider Dirk entirely gay even though a lot of people think he is. Gamz on the other hand, well, he’s a prick. You cannot defend a prick.

"i wouldn't consider dirk entirely gay even tho a lot of people think he is" well that lot of people are 100% right

[kanniemaryam]

Hello again Kanaya.

Greetings To You As Well Vriska, Always A Pleasure To Hear From You