#scheduling this for Saturday night. because of A
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Pick a song for each letter of your URL, and then tag that many people! Tagged by @astarlingdiscovery. I'm going to endeavor to use mostly songs I've discovered on my own, so it's not just Cas Songs Everywhere
A - Another Saturday Night
R - River Song
T - The Parting Glass
S - Starchild
I - Is This Love or Mass Extinction
E - Emerald Eyes
N - New Dying Soldier
J - Jacqueline
O - Over My Head
Y - Your Racist Friend
Youtube link | Tidal Link
Okay AND tag 10 people. @wolfbro92 @yaboynotaboyoshalyn @thenarrativefoil @vulture-bone @fourteen--steps @pom-seedss @evilweasel24 @sootlet-too @road-rats @elliwoods
#if i tagged you we are mutuals. just on a different blog. so sorry about that ig#this post brought to you by: me#scheduling this for Saturday night. because of A#for some reason 'njoy' was all hard. did end up using a Cas song just for lack of options#tag game
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life hack!! shift your sleep schedule up two hours by being so bored and depressed that at 10pm five nights in a row you find yourself thinking "the only way to salvage this day is through the sweet oblivion of unconsciousness" and then immediately going to bed so you don't have to figure out another way to pass the hours ✅
#yes usually i go to bed at 12:30-1ish. i realize 10pm is not a weird bedtime but it is quite different than my norm#usually this doesn't work because i get in bed and then just lie there unable to fall asleep. but lately i've been out almost immediately#it's working so well. i'm sleeping more than 9 hours a night and that's 9 whole hours i don't have to be thinking about anything!#sleep#the ol' clinny d#in other news i have started rewatching joy of life. save me joy of life joy of life save me#joy of life bring some joy into my life. or something joy-flavored i'm not picky#artificial joy flavoring is fine#anyway i had a social thing scheduled for this evening that was going to eat up like 4 whole hours but it was just cancelled#uh-oh! back to the drawing board#i could do 10 weeks of friday and saturday nyt crosswords. that should take about 4.5 hours#but what i should probably do is my laundry
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I don't think just thinking about my work should cause me a panic attack bad enough to nearly make me faint.
I don't think the work environment that produces that reaction should be considered a good one
#My manager overrided the scheduling system to give almost everyone who's off on Saturdays an early morning Saturday parade shift#Her reasoning is that “If you can't work Saturdays you shouldn't be working anywhere at all”#Which is bizarre for multiple reasons but also her boss is completely fine with us having Saturdays off#But he can't do anything about this because he's in Hawaii#Which also leads to other things that need to be unpacked such as how he can afford that while we're getting paid 10 an hour minus tips#But anyways I have a closing shift before Saturday which meaning I won't be home till around 12#And ive done some calculations based off of how long it takes me to get ready before and after a shift#And it seems like I'll only have about 5 hours of sleep max between the two shifts#Not to mention that the day after closing shifts I can barely walk due to the strain of the previous night#So that will heavily effect the morning shift#And on Saturday I also have another thing to go two 2 hours after I get off of work#I've asked twice if someone could cover my shift with no reply despite others being answered within seconds#I'm going to fucking die y'all
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Saturday Six (Stuff)
So, apparently without my noticing, another of my annoying (drug dealing) neighbors moved out! I guess I'm really unobservant lol...Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
My vegetable plants are finally getting fruits! I've got cucumbers coming on and some yellow pear tomatoes.“ψ(`∇´)ψ
I've been posting recipes on my Instagram. Not sure I have what it takes to be a great/popular food blogger, because I don't cook restaurant quality. I just cook "normal" homestyle food.(。-ω-)ノ
I'm trying to talk @astutesnow's gf into applying for an IT Tech job over here so they can both take care of me since I'm old now lol. But really, I just want their help to get a house so we can get out of this shite apartment.ヾ(◍’౪`◍)ノ゙♡
One of my favorite fruits is ripe rn, nectarines, but holy hell they're expensive. I bought 4 and they were over 7$. I the local farm had them I'd definitely get them there instead.(๑•॒̀ ູ॒•́๑)
How is it July this week already? (;*´Д`)ノ
#Saturday Six#June 29 2024#About me#Personal#Please do not rebloggle#Carey rambles about life and stuff and things and she wishes her really really annoying neighbor would go away ughhhh#He's so disgusting - he smokes and throws food outside that attracts rodents#bugs and there was one of the feral cats there the other day#Anyway he's just nasty plus he has a huge truck that he doesn't need and he takes up all the parking with it#This place still wouldn't be great but it would be less terrible without him around for sure#Well I hope you're having a good day or night wherever you are in the world#Hugsss from mom or just a friend whatever you need right now because I know I need hugsss rn!٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤💜 💙 💚 💛 ❤️ 💗 💕 💖#I appreciate y'all reading my nonsensical rambles whenever I post them here#Now back to your regularly scheduled scrolling
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On Day 4 of my No Napping streak 😊
#yall dont understand how bad my napping problem was#and im not even joking. for the last dour years i can count on two hands the amount of days i didnt nap#literally most of the last four years has been sleeping#but recently i got burnt out and slept for two days straight with like. two breaks to take care of my dog#(i have a sibling who also cares for the dog i havent been neglecting him)#and that whole mess reset my sleep schedule (i slipped into sleeping during the day and staying awake all night for a couple weeks)#and made it so i dont have to nap i guess because i haven't needed to#its been super weird. i have so much more time now and its hard to fill it#one day i went to the coffee shop and walgreens and the coinstar machine. and did laundry and other tidying#yesterday and today ive cooked whole meals. yesterday it was tortellini and broccoli and garlic bread#like idk how to explain it but thats so out of character for me#literally every day of my life for the last four years has been wake up. to go to work. stay up all night maybe. sleep until work#but now im... getting better i think? it seems better#i have an hour before i have to get ready for work (going in early because theres a bar crawl today and the other concierge wants help)#so im debating between playing on my phone in bed and enjoying the fresh air and sunlight coming from my window#or doing some cleaning and packing. i kind of want to do this because yesterday i had a nightmare that it was moving day and i wasnt ready#it was terrifying. so yeah ill probs get in some cleaning#wish me luck tonight! its saturday (busiest day of the week) and a bar crawl (the literal worst)
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#God gives his hardest shifts to his sleepiest employees#I'm the sleepy employee I haven't known peace since this guy realized I don't like scheduling days off just because#Like you can't tell me that you're giving me shit shifts since the 16 year olds are booking off weekends because YOU HIRED THEM :) YOU HAD#TO KNOW THIS :))#YEAG THEY'RE BOOKING OFF WEEKENDS AND TRYING TO GET OFF EARLY YOU HIRED CHILDREN FOR SHIFTS THAT GO ON GOR 7-8 HOURS A NIGHT#SIR#Sorry hi we're all having a good time :)#I love my job but I'd like. A weekend. One Saturday. Of peace. Hang out with my dad play some hollow knight give me partner a smooch perhap#I'm eepy :)/#Hope everyone's doing well haha goodnight :)
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Finally updated my laptop profile photo. Also love the somewhat historically inaccurate victorian style coats.
#crazy coconuts#sona#hehe#actually I put a bit more thought into the lines of this than I normally do#the button up is 'missing' its buttons bc usually theyre either white or clear to hide them#you can't see the sleeves under the coat because it was something a few of the photos I was looking at had and i thought it was fun#the coat itself was originally green. but i do love pushing all the colors of a piece red#its slightly easier to tell with the gradient background#also there's two bg variations of this that I decided looked bad and redid#although the discord got one lol#oh and#tw eye contact#tw scopophobia#i love eyes in art but I know some dont and thats chill#alright im done.#you're receiving this on friday but i did it saturday night. and scheduled it yesterday lol
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and its like. i cant even act the same towards them because that just goes against my moral code and will make ME worse as a person. that used to be what it was like and thats why i was so mean to irl friends in high school
#and its just. imagine being forced to act like youre on a retail shift your entire life#and the manager doesnt even do anything when the customers are grabbing at you throwing stuff at you and yelling at you belittiling you.#im on my own in this store#and these customers are with me 24/7 . i cant retaliate because its not who i am but there also no other defense theyll listen to#i need places to hang out during the day on saturdays and sundays its so hard surviving these days at home#at least chuck e cheese is scheduling me on weekend nights like thats literally so beautiful . thank you#i need a place to go during the day to escape it all#and there was this one friend i was beonding with and visited her house for a while and i thought i could use this as my escape finally but#turns out shes literally never free so spending time at her house couldnt really happen#and my other friend usually always works on the weekends as well#tldr its so hard being a soft spoken and patient person that understands everyone is human while i live with LOUD angry people that only#help people out to feel good or to benefit themselves#does it show that im A water sign and everyone else is a fire sign
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istg if my scheduling manager tries to pull the “sorry but you have to work the week you’re going to be out of town” bullshit again, they’re in for a nasty fuckin treat
they did this to me last year in july and i told her that i will not show up. i will be on a plane at 5am, and there’s nothing they can do about it. and she got pissy w me, even tho they had MONTHS to figure this out
this request has been in since DECEMBER.
#ilguna#oh and btw they’ve changed their policy when it comes in to putting time off#so now instead of 2 weeks#it has to be 3 weeks#EVEN THO THEY ONLY DO THE SCHEDULE ONE WEEK AT A TIME#I WILL NOT KNOW NEXT WEEKS SCHEDULE UNTIL SATURDAY NIHHT#NIGHT*#SOMETIMES SUNDAY MORNING (which is the end of our work week)#ITS BULLSHIT#and there’s no more last minute time off requests#cause sometimes we’ll put sticky notes on the manager’s box to let her know#i’ve done that 2 times. and it was because i had to go to physical therapy n shit#it’s so fucking frustrating#i need to get my dogs nails clipped but i gotta schedule that a whole fuckin month out#makes no sense
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I just slept through my first class. I missed my alarm, my roommate's alarm, and my roommate getting ready for her 9:30 class.
It was an 11am
#gotta tell my manager I can't take the night shift EVERY FUCKING DAY for a WEEK#GIRL LIKE I ASKED FOR 20 HOURS MAX EXPECTING 15 BECAUSE OF THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE WE HAVE#I GOT 26. TWENTY-SIX#and I know people who got 2-5 hours when they wanted 15😭#I offered them some of mine but they had already taken early morning ones the next day and couldn't ;-;#and. I'm working alone today and tomorrow AND Saturday like there are DEFINITELY people AVAILABLE that NEED MORE HOURS please SCHEDULE THEM#i was up at 7:30 to take my pills and was like oh I'll just close my eyes I'll wake up when her alarm goes off in an hour ;-;
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Hitting the point in writing this fic that im afraid ive already written the best chapters and its going to be a disappointing end so I think it's time to pause on writing for the night and go to bed
#im also upset chapter 21 isnt finished yet#because ive only got today and tomorrow night to write#then im busy tues wed thurs#and want to post on friday#but if its not written i cant edit it#ahhhhh#i need to just sleep and try more tomorrow#and hopefully wont have to post saturday instead of friday#hopefully i can get my shit together by tomorrow#i kniw where i want this chapter to go#but getting there is like pulling teeth right now#the other me fic#i just want to skip to chapter 23 (the final chapter)#thats the chapter ive been thinking about in my head all week#but ive still got a chapter and a half to write before then#speaking of chapter 23 though#according to my schedule its supposed to post feb 7#a week before valentines day#and part of me is like what if i push it back a week for vday release#but also part of me says write an insanely fluffy oneshot for valentines day#which sounds like a lot of fun actually
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"What if I turned into a giant bird and took a nap in the road? People would have some really strange 'late to work' stories" -🦉
#au drayton chat#//probably not going to be active tomorrow because i'm trying to get my sleep schedule under control by church day.#//as in stay up the rest of the night and all of tomorrow. go to sleep early on friday. then go to sleep at a normal time on saturday
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Me: God maybe I should figure out something social to do... I feel like I've been holed up for too many days in a row... Hmm...
Friend: Hey! So-and-so is hosting drinks and tacos on his apt roof. You wanna come?
Me: *Pretends I didn't see the text for literally 6 hours*
#i have things to do starting monday night which is GREAT because it'll add some routine to my life#since my sleep schedule is MESSED. UP. mostly from not having regular things to do.#and i'm losing track of my days (i literally just double checked if it was really saturday) since this summer hasn't been busy.#and during this quiet period i was applying to more jobs pretty consistently. but THEN. the lack of responses made me stop.#which sucks. and that discouragement also contributed to me basically being a hermit the last week-ish.#so. i'll text them back and see if it's still happening since it's been raining most of this afternoon#and then... maybe i'll stop by... but more likely... i'll probably pass...#but i'm putting it in writing so i am forced to at least answer that text
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if someone could club me over the head every time i agree to something i really don't want to just to please someone else that would be great thanks.
#i agreed to switch shifts with a coworker on Saturday and it's going to completely fuck up my incredibly fragile sleeping schedule#i work mornings so shes taking my morning shift and i probably wont finish until 11 pm#might as well sleep there overnight#i start right back up at 7 am the next day which means i wake up at 5 am so i can take the train#not even mentioning i dont want to take public transit at that hour at night#i agreed to it in a blind panic because i was so afraid of letting down my manager even though im fucking dreading it with every bone in my#stupid body. i specifically asked to work morning shifts. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#my text#i am a terrible people pleaser#my entire life i only recieved love and praise if i was helping others or being useful in some way#so now i overwork myself and agree to things i really dont want to agree to just to make others happy
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Saturday Six (Stuff)
but on Sunday
Funny things from yesterday's market - baby goats for sale and even one little girl carrying her little goat like an actual baby. I got told a lady was praying for my business, and all about the apostle Paul being a sail maker and Canvas worker. We talked about how he probably worked with hemp at that time. Cotton candy (candy floss) puffs bigger than people's heads. A little dude having a tantrum on the grass (like same dude, if I could I would) because he didn't get the right 3d printed dragon toy. A little girl dragging a unicorn on a leash, running from her mom (definitely one way to walk your unicorn lol) At least the music was fairly decent, even if overall it was fairly slow. (。-ω-)ノ
Work has been nonexistent. That is not good. I can't really advertise. I'm doing Fb/Instagram posts but idk how much good it's doing.(⑅ ‘﹃’ )
Parents went away for a few days, and basically (the first time) told me I was taking care of watering the plants in their yard, but didn't leave me any gas money. Gee thanks. It's only a 30+ mile round trip.(’-’*)
I'm really not digging the hot temps. Or the wind. Both are bad for fire season.(๑•́ ω •̀๑)
I'm finding it hard to find positivity right now. Le sigh...(ᴗ˳ᴗ)
My veggie (technically fruit) plants are looking great. Hopefully they fruit up nicely!!! ʚ♡⃛ɞ(ू•ᴗ•ू❁)
#Saturday Six#Weekend of June 22-23#Personal#About me#Please do not rebloggle#Carey rambles about life and stuff and things and the market and work being slow as shit ugh#I really need positive vibes especially for work because I'm super poor atm and it really sucks#And the Dudette is really depressed because the gf isn't here and I'm kind of bummed too bc she's a sweetheart#anyway that's all#I hope y'all are having a great day or night wherever you are in the world#I appreciate y'all reading my nonsensical rambles whenever I post them on this hell site#Hugsss from mom or just a friend whatever you need right now because I know I need hugsss too٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤💜 💙 💚 💛 ❤️ 💗 💕 💖#Now back to your regularly scheduled programming
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okay it's groceries day one day early due to no deliveries on easter sunday SO my slug mode saturday is compromised.... confidence in health is also compromised BUT! i reckon i can do groceries in the morning and then if i run out of time for any prep i will just postpone a little until tomorrow.... then in the afternoon i can sit outside NO moving around just sitting and bask....... no need to be scared of the day! i can do it! you can do it! we can do it!
#the nightmares last night..... buddy. BUT we stay silly! the sun is shining! the birds are singing!#freaking out about something i somewhat committed to in like. 4 weeks and i wanna cancel but i don't wanna be a flake u know.#however my conundrum is that i have one more possible increase to my migraine meds BUT i have to have bloods 2 weeks after#any changes to check that i'm not in the ~ORGAN OBLITERATION~ zone and i simply cannot fathom fitting a drs appt#into april. i'm so busy...... 'busy' meaning i have one thing scheduled every week...... and i already am in a flare........ buddy.#so it's like do i sacrifice wellness to get blood taken in the chance that the increase could give me less migraine. OR do i take chance#of current level of migraine and know that at least i don't have to have more blood taken...... BUT there's a chance that i will be more#sacrificing wellness if migraine is really bad in that time period and it could have been better if i'd increased the meds....#WELL there is surely no way to know due to not being a multiverse where i can see both options but i'm pissed about both because!#well! i don't wanna be ill :P#ANYWAY. that's the future NOT saturday. this saturday i can be FINE.
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