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SOOTHSAYER CLUB 🔮
haiiiiiii X3 my name is Fairyfly, but you can also call me Wander, Fink, or really anything that’s polite XD I'm 24, I'm an artist, programmer, and explorer from St. Louis, Missouri. I'm ALSO a member of an endangered speciez - the scemo :o I'm trying to find more scene, emo, goth, or generally alt ppl to hang out with, who are also 21 or older!! ★
LEARN MOAR BELOW :D
WAT IS THIS PLACE
( -w•)╦̵̵̿╤─ --💥💥 I'm making this page 2 try to find other creeps and freakz in the area!! I'll be posting about what I'm up 2 when I'm out and about in public spacez or in a hangout spot online, so you can have teh opportunity to join meh!!! And hopefully I won't get killed along the way X3
WAT IS THE SOOTHSAYER CLUB??
I hope this place can be a bit of a local network one day!! I don't know where 2 find other scene or emo ppl IRL. I even went to a "goth bar" recently, and it looked like everyone was cosplaying characters from The Office @_@ It waz all normies. People were wearing fucking KHAKIS. It'd be nice if we could find each other, so maybe other ppl could go 2 this blawg 2 find out where to meet ppl like them :3
WHO EVEN ARE YOU???
Like I said, my name is Fairyfly/Fink/Wander/whatever!! I use primarily she/her pronounz in public 2 not get hatecrimed X3 I'm 23 yearz old, mah birthday is in October. I'm plural but we prolly won't talk about that :P I don't drink, but I don't mind when otherz do! I don't drive, but I'm a proficient bus uzer!! I'm scemo. I am tired of NOBODY MAKING ANY FUCKING WEIRD LIFESTYLE CHOICES ANYMORE Xx.
Nobody I run into is weird or cringe or has ANY convictions - I mean, ppl SAY cringe culture iz dead, but then they're wayyyy too plugged in to mean it. SO I guess I'm anti social media. I dont really wanna hang out if u use tiktok.
I work nights Monday thru Friday, and am nocturnal O_o
WHAT I BELIEVE: Queer rights are human rights. Black lives matter. Be a decent fucking person to homeless people, even if you can't give them anything. I will address u by whatever name and pronounz u choose, unless you're like trying to pull some genie logic shit and pick something rude. I'm fine with watever u are or wanna label urself, including contradictory labelz. I am pro furries, therianz, kin of any kind, and people who are plural for any reason. PIRATE MUSIC. Shoplift CAREFULLY ^_^ FUCK COPS. Don't start fights u can't survive tho LOL. Fat people don't need to be hot to deserve ur respect, but ALSO fat people are hot.
THINGS I LIKE: Making kandi, playing DDR, Jhonen Vasquez's works, the bus, flip phones, weird pedantic people, obsessives, music that sounds bad, underground bands, local concerts, St. Louis, bugs, amphibians, pigs, scene culture, emos and goths, debate, MP3 players (I LOVE MINE I'm so sad it broke LOL I'm buying a new one SOON tho), people with uneven eye makeup and no lipstick, lazy eyes, rainbows, thrifting, oddities, antique malls, sushi, meeting new people, trying new things, urban exploring, ZOMBIES, horror.
THINGS I HATE: People more interested in the optics of discourse and using the Right Terms to be an asshole 2 u than they are actually investing or acting on social justice or basic kindness. Advertisements and being advertised to. Hot people, social media, fandom. Has anyone noticed they don't let ugly people be in movies anymore? Even background characters have faces acceptable for Instagram, like weirdly smoothed out. EVEN the kids and the elderly are like. Macy's ad kids and old people. I HATE that. I don't like anime, sorry. If you try to show me a short form video on YouTube or Tiktok I'll throw up on us both. Oh and if you use algospeak (sewerslide, unalived, are you restarted, r/a/p/e, etc.) to my face I will peel yours off.
Errr IDK I'll add more later XD
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꧁★꧂
#emo#scene#goth#visual kei#meetup#emo ties#hair#dyed hair#split dye#striped socks#emo stripes#fashion#flickr#oldweb#old web#2008
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yayo! (real name: yolanda). shes xeress crush. i want to give her some tattoos or piercings but i couldnt think of good ones yet..
#yayo#umm yeah!#some facts about her are..#shes really chill and calm as a person and always rolls w whatever happens#shes a stoner#plays bass in a band#she has ptosis#kind of perpetually confused about whats going on & lives in her own head lol#she runs in a lot of the same circles as xeres (they go to student organizing/wlw meetups/antiracist collectives)#so they have a lot of friends in common even if they dont usually hang out 1 on 1#though her band is totally just a hobby thing and shes not trying to make it big she is very very into music#shes big on the party scene she is usually out at home parties or the club a couple times a week at least#she knows a lot of people like vaguely. but shes added to a lot of different groupchats and whatnot and so she always has people to hang w#shes a little slutty. she likes to show off her body and whatnot.#ummm shes a nonbinary wlw i havent yet picked if shes bi or a lesbian i need to think more on it#it doesnt show in this but shes really tall and lanky#she is popular w the ladies for her clueless androgynous swagger#and like every character in this group she is parisian. i have not decided if shes also an immigrant like everyone else in this group or no#(xeres is algerian; klein is german; joy is like literally not from earth; xeress bestie soona is emirati. they all just live in paris lol)#ocs#xeres & co
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book mspaint doodles bcs i havent posted in a while and i want to post something
lalalalala i love book they have been on my mind since friday oh golly
#bfdi#book bfdi#bfdi book#book tpot#book bfb#bfb#tpot#price tag bfb#yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#ilove book so much did you guys see they were in the ii and bfdi meetup announcement vid for like one scene oh i love book#lalalalala
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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(aromantic guy flirting) do you wanna watch hit nhk drama koisenu futari with me
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sorry to message but i just wanted to yell because I saw a post and yOU’RE THE AUTHOR OF FALLOUT FROM THE FADE ???? oh my goodness it’s my favourite fic ive read it SO many times.
i left a comment on ao3 last night because i finished reading it again and i just genuinely hope one day you finish it (i understand you have much going on i am just greedy).
but yes thank you so much for creating it, fenris and hawke are everything to me and this fic is my canon no matter what happens in veilguard. 💜
hahaha HELLO yes that is indeed I... I guess i do owe a little bit of an explanation here since its been uh... like 4 years since I last updated, yeah :| But it still makes me so happy that even after so long people still enjoy my little pile of suffering and yearning!
I don't know how many people who used to follow it are still on tumblr (I think a lot of people i used to write with/who would comment have deleted their tumblrs and AO3 accounts in the intervening years alas) but i do I owe anyone remaining a little context I guess lol. Long story made short is like very shortly after my last update i got broken up with unexpectedly from my 4 year relationship, and went into a bit of a spiral about it. I didn't fully stop writing at this point (though I think nothing I wrote in that like... year or more ended up posted anywhere), but I did realize that when I went to work on my ongoing stuff I was in a place where I was like... only wanting to write about anger/losing relationships rather than healing ones. And that part of me wanted to change some of the things I had planned for the following parts and ending of Fallout From the Fade. And so I decided to take a step back from it for a while to see if I actually wanted to make those changes when I was less bitter or if I wanted to follow my original plan.
And that took me about a year, emotionally. However by then I had actually left my prior job (where I spent a lot of time hiking/camping in the wilderness of Utah with no internet, and I used that time for writing), and started graduate school courses. Aaaannnd grad school has been slowly eating my life since. I've only posted I think one other fanfic since then, and it was a very short prose-poem one shot. Another contributing factor was my gaming tech was too old to actually play Trespasser when it came out, and by the time I got a laptop that could handle it, I had to replay the whole game but I was working full time, etc... and i felt really disconnected from the DA fandom since I couldn't read all the new fic/understand all the lore deep dive posts/experience it with everyone else simultaneously. Oh yeah and I work a second job as a professional mermaid in varying degrees of intensity depending on the season/oportunties available haha.
All that being said. I actually have written more of FFtF in the last 2 years. But like I said in the other post I made kinda recently, the long gaps between my later updates (vs the ones I was doing way more regularly in 2016-2018) had me rethink the approach I was using to write and post it, which was a chapter at a time. It felt like stringing people along in kind of a mean way to dump a chapter and then vanish for another year, and I knew I couldn't promise consistency while doing a masters/PhD program. So I've been kind of fiddling away at it slowly still, both actual writing of following chapters, and some substantial firming up/drafting sections in my outline to get to the eventual ending and ensure it's more cohesive than a lot of my slapdash chapters. But! Idk! I do also def work slower without the fun of having an audience, and miss that. and I never actually asked of the people who are left and still wanna read more of it, if they'd rather just get a chapter every 6 months or so as I scrounge it out. If you are one of those people and have an opinion def let me know.
I will say, the imminent presence of Veilguard does have me more inspired and creative again, and some of that has been going to Fallout. Especially since I'm no longer watching the videos/gameplay bioware is putting out since they have SOOO many spoilers and I wanna go into the game at least semi blind, so my creative energy has to go towards my personal stuff rather than joining everyone else in speculation and hype now. I'm definitely not promising I will have it close to finished by October when Veilguard releases, because I'm still in grad school and the next months are busy for me in terms of mermaid work too, but I am hoping I can make some good chunks of progress between now and then. But then if I say that and can't follow through after all I also don't wanna let people down.
Anyway yeah, it's sort of a lot of conflicting thoughts. But I'm still rotating Hawke and Fenris and this fic in my mind even these years later... which for me is honestly pretty normal. I mean I have whole original novels/worldbuilding ideas/etc that I've worked on for 10-15 years in my own time haha, I've been writing fiction for fun since I was like 10, so I think I also just think of stories/writing across a bigger timeline than people who start writing with fanfiction (which is MUCH faster paced) than original fiction. The difference of course is no one sees my original stuff so there's no one to care if i take 2 years between chunks of progress. SO I guess what I am trying to say is, yes definitely it is not abandoned, I am plodding away at it bit by bit, I also hope I can finish it one day!!!! that is within this decade i hope! whether or not anyone else is left to read it but me haha
#i did spend the whole 3 hour car ride back from the mermaid meetup on monday listening to music i associate with hawke/fenris#and Imagining Scenes. if that helps#part of the challenge also is if i want to refresh myself on the fic every 6 months or so thats like 80k words to reread AHG...thats so man#but yeah#ramblings#my stuff#my writing#fallout from the fade#fftf#replies#isitdonproof#thank you for leaving the comment even if i dont reply to them (due to the Guilt) i still reread them now and then too :))) and they make me#oh and i forgot about the part where the word document got so long that it quit showing me spelling/grammer errors bc there were ''too many'#so i had to start. a second document lol#i use microsoft office 2007 (dont ask) and it wont let me add new words so all the thedas stuff overwhelmed it
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God my ex really did make me feel like trash. One text apology years after is not enough he should be on his fucking knees begging
#i avoid bigger meetups because i have to make sure not to see him. its hard not to make a scene sometimes#ah well. plenty good people in this world but its freeing to let yourself not forgive unless someone genuinely learns they hurt you#broken up with morning after i wanted to tell him i love him but held myself back and just spent the night with him#gently waking him up from a nightmare#god i hope he treats the next person he dates much better than he did me#a friend of mine said 'the more i learn about this guy the less i like him' and yeah i feel embarrassed
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i have literally no idea how mangaka come up with shit for anniversary short stories bc there's always an expectation that you have to feature the mains in a 10 years later sort of thing while not making it feel too different from the original
in the meantime, if you give a little love is having its 10 anniversary this week and here i am, vaguely wanting to go back on fimfic to write an anni oneshot and sprouting up ideas about every character except coco and babs
#fanfiction#alexandria rambles#if you give a little love#the obvious answer would be scene proposing to coco but i have like no motivation to write scene/coco anymore#i know a lot of ppl like him but he was kinda just a guy i liked in high school inserted into a fic and i've moved way the hell on since#my major idea so far is finally doing the suri/sugar belle sister meetup i wanted to do forever#or maaaaybe another part of rotten oranges or something else with valencia#but i have no inspiration for babs/coco/scene and i've since accepted that i use mosely as a crutch for when that happens#i fr would just have an emergency 'mosely starts more shit' button and i've moved past the need to push it#my post
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i’m officially caught up with jjk manga and i’m strong enough to admit that i have not understood the vast majority of the action (which is a shame cause it used to be complicated yes but not this utterly impenetrable) BUT i still ugly cried at one very important plot beat yes i most definitely did!!!!!!!!
#if we lose megumi too you will see me sobbing once more#when the anime eventually adapts the airport heaven meetup scene i might actually cease to exist#i will simply be one big tear#the satosugu of it all continues to be peak no matter how ridiculous and disappointing some of the other character stuff has devolved into#jjk
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I’m at the bus stop ^_^ all according to plan. I’ll be at McDonnell park around 2:30. I am bringing Graham crackers, marshmallows, chocolate, and shit to build a small fire. I’m expecting a grand turn out of Just Me, but if you’re scene/emo/goth/punk/etc feel free to turn up for free s’mores.
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hiiiii i just had a really good job interview this morning so i am in a GREAT mood 2day ^_^ and now im really in the mood to draw so. I’m thinking i might stream l8r
also i wanted to do a 48 hour zine challenge so. im makin a lil sprina fanzine 4 fun lol... here’s a sketch i did 4 tha cover so far
#pentababbles#pentadraws#general hospital#art#fanart#sprina#i had an interview with this commercial trailer company this morning and i knocked it outta the park#they see a lot of potential in me and think i'd b a good fit 4 several positions so. YIPPIEEEEE#aside from that tho. ive been saying i wanted to make a sprina fanzine for a while now so. letsa go#specifically im doin a 48 hour challenge bc this weekend is the sprina fan meetup in nj#and i wanna be able 2 give nic and taby physical copies of the fanzine#and maybe have them autograph a copy 4 me?#also i'll def release it digitally when i'm done with it. prolly post it on itch.io or smth#i chose the NYE britch fest almost-kiss for the cover bc i thought that was such a cute scene#i'm still trying to think up a good quote for the zine title tho.#maybe ''you mean too much to me'' or ''is this what you want?''#idk! im happy working on it tho and doing such quick sketches#anyways i'll probably work on the zine on stream tonite if yall wanna watch me work#and i'll put on some eps of sunset beach as well so we can continue the story where we left off
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buffy / gideon meet up + harrow / willow / tara meet up + giles / palamedes meet up + ianthe / faith meet up + coronabeth / cordelia meet up + nona / dawn meet up + camilla / kendra meet up . in my ideal world
#spike / ortus meetup?#anya needs to be here too#needs to chat w lyctors#omg watching s1e1 and right after i posted this it cut to a vampire saying ‘the sleeper will wake’ over and over#not saying they’d get along just that i’d wanna see it. buffy gideon fight scene could heal me#because of how buffy would win and gideon would be in love#mayor / john . i can keep going
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Just got back from watching a production of Les Mis and yeah man to love another person really is to see the face of God 😭😭😭
#my favourite musical. last time i saw it was in..... 2015? around there#i have... some criticisms for this production but it made me cry a lot and left me dehydrated so it's still a win!#les mis#ramblings of a bystander#ok but seriously who decided to cast what looked like two south east asian sisters as child cosette and child eponine#and then adult eponine was also south east asian but cosette was NOT and was a full white woman#bizarre choice. we have so many characters to keep track of you should not be confusing my ability to follow them#a bit TOO many extras and too much activity on stage during sort of ensemble scenes#that made it a bit difficult to locate who was actually speaking/singing a couple times#javert was just a touch too stiff in his body language. actually a few missed body language opportunities#that would have helped clarify what was happening I'm just lucky to really know it all already#REALLY didn't like fantine's characterisation and delivery on a few lines but otherwise she was fine#also i can't believe enjolras first appeared on stage NOT wearing red and then had a costume change for the les amis cafe meetup#just put him in red straight away? why did grantaire also have a costume change to completely different color scheme at one point.#...it WAS a good production I'm just nitpicking. because it's my fave so i have OPINIONS#jean valjean was fantastic!#anyway. I'm gonna make myself some dinner now. and then see what I've missed
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im totally fine and chill and healed from my trauma with men and definitely didn't almost just have a panic attack in the library because a male acquaintance asked me out on a date
#my next tattoo should just be DYKE across my forehead to stop this from happening#alternatively i should just get a girlfriend#but the ace4ace dating scene is fucking microscopic#it's like: find the only other ace lesbian on the apps#(she lives 100 miles away)#DM for a few weeks#realise you have nothing in common#ghost each other#there was a nice dyke at my regular ace meetup a while ago who asked me out but then ghosted me when i texted asking when she was free 😭
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we never got a dream and tubbo pic that would’ve healed me
we never were going to to be clear
#prompt.input#in my mind a firefly meetup was always just going to be a nice long conversation behind the scenes we’d hear about in bits and pieces
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