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noxtivagus · 2 years
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me when me when ffxiv orchestra.. hdfklasdjflskdfjasdflk
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#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#saved this pic from apollo LMFAO#okok that said though ><#my heart oh my god#like yk that twt account w yeah daily final fantasy music that's the one#i really love orchestra#from the heavens!!!!!!!!!!#i need someone to hold me that#that ost is so majestic n YEAH 😭😭#oh no#oh no flow orchestral arrangement#please please my poor heart the way the instruments just rise n#amanda i love your voice so much pls i'll cry#'sinking deeper and deeper in calm embrace'#THE INSTRUMENTS THE VOICE THE. HOPE. HOPE INCARNATE IT'S LITERALLY HOPE IT'S#'deep dark far away' AGHHHH MY HEART ILYSM#endwalker means so much to me :<< ffxiv as a whole really#flow.. this song is#'hush love close your eyes' FUCK the lyrics the song means so much to me :<<#i remember earlier this year when i was so stressed n struggling w wtvr n i wld just. listen to the song n it'd#warm my heart. comfort me. it brings back a lot of memories n really just comforts me a lot. it comforts me so much#i'm. very different now compared to who i was in the first half of 2022. she was.. a bit naive still i think after being so distant from#reality but. hehe. those blossoming months were so. i think. wait. my words r a mess but those were#really free months for me. i didn't overthink nearly as much as i do now#'but now i know i'm not alone. not the only one for whom the flowers weep' god i really love endwalker so much#i remember earlier this year my status in discord often used to be 🌼. can't really remember exactly why nymore#someday i really hope i can go to a final fantasy orchestra. distant worlds..#it's possible. my aunt has went before. several times i think? i'm not really sure but i do know she travelled just to watch n all#i hope. i really hope someday maybe apollo n i could join her. i know i'll definitely cry ehe that'd really make me so happy
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22degreehalo · 6 years
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okay SO my next bigscout WAS going to be for Hatsuyume Sheep Kanata in the MaM box, but I accidentally got that in the Subaru birthday box (pic incoming btw) soooo I have no current formal plans for what I’m going for next. I wasn’t planning on scouting in the Akatsuki revivals because I already have two Souma five stars lmao, but I looked through them today and.........there’s actaully a few tempting ones?? So with my current 276 gems, here are the possibilities ahead:
Apollo's Flower Dance Souma
Pros:
The unbloomed is SO DAMN CUTE AHHH it’s my joint favourite unbloomed Souma along with Palace of the Ocean (which I already have lol)
I didn’t used to love the bloomed THAT much but it’s really grown on me!! Apollo is a good god tbh
I’ve been Souma blessed in the past so maybe that blessing will continue and I’ll get another five star? I know that’s not how probability works shut up.
Cons:
I already have two Souma five stars - shouldn’t I be going for other guys now? (TBF he has really nice cards!!!!) (also it’s not another Dance card at least lmaooo)
While I like Adonis in general I’m not a HUGE fan of his 4* card - like most of his it just comes across as too Macho and Cool for my tastes.
Impatient Everyday Kanata
Pros:
This was the first card I ever deliberately went for (getting Palace Souma instead haha) so it’d be really nice to actually get it!
Seriously it’s so pretty and cute and fits Kanata perfectly!!! (Seriously before Hatsuyume Sheep came out this was arguably my favourite Kanata card??)
It’s a 4* so the chance of getting it is much better
Cons:
I’ve actually gotten a lot of Kanata cards recently?? Maybe I should hold off for another boy...
Not only that, but it’s another Vocal card... and like my Vocal team was seriously underpowered until very recently but uhhhhh getting three good Vocal cards from the same boy isn’t.... the best way of responding to that...... (speaking as someone with TWO matching type+boy five star pairs RIP)
I can’t say that I’d be MAD if I got Palace of the Ocean Souma again but if I had to get a five star I’d rather it be a new one... for both ‘whee new shiny cards!’ reasons and teambuilding reasons...
Bibliophilia Tsumugi
Pros:
Tsumugi has been really growing on me lately but I have basically no cards of him! It’d be nice to!
This is a reaaaaaaaaaaally nice card that is so wonderfully my aesthetic!!! 
Cons:
Again, I’m not super psyched about the 4* - it’s nice, but Keito isn’t my fave, and I actually already have it on my bonus account haha...;;
I haven’t liked Tsumugi for as long and have read barely any of him in the actual stories and stuff lmao so what if I end up not liking him as much... I mean it’s still a really nice card but still.......
Maybe I should just wait and scout for Three Bear Tsumugi instead? I really like that card too and it is a 4*... (Also I’d really like to do a revival of Pleiades to get Subaru and him but IDK if I’m able to do a revival anyway so :/)
Or
Wait for the Hajime and/or Kanata birthday boxes and scout in there
Where the pros are that I get more cards of them (esp Hajime which I have a LOT of on my bonus account but none of here) buuuut tbh I don’t like how there’s such a high chance of not getting your boy if you get a five star.... I mean it sounds ridiculous to complain since I got something way better than anything else I would’ve expected from the last Birthday box but that was some damn fuckin good luck and I’m sure as hell not expecting it to be repeated any time soon lmfao. But on the other hand scouting in the birthday boxes makes me feel happy for giving tribute to my fave boys so..... IDK
ORRRR I could just save them to see what new scouts come out in case there’s anything really good!! 
...which is probably what I really SHOULD do for now at least until the next one comes out. :/ which is less FUN but also I’ve definitely scouted in new boxes a lot of times lmao so it’s probably better to be safe!!
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